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The Story of My Life

The clock at the back struck 9 I don’t even know if I want to eat or just diw. I’m on my table, doing fine, food is not really on my mind

I’ve never felt so lonely before with bruises on my body; eyes are sore Nobody was there for comfort, nobody was there to confront

The feeling of being hurt and furious inside now I can’t even put up a smile I think you won’t be able to manage the ride in the story of my life.

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Bullshit

No one’s listening, we’re fussin’ and fighting, both of us shouting it’s starting to be frustrating

When will this bullshit end? You and I, we’re getting nowhere bringing this crap everywhere talking about it anywhere

I trusted you in every way I can, I’ve given you love and care But why would you promise to stay if you’ll only leave it this way?

Bullshits everywhere I can’t even take it off Your love was fascinating but it was foolish of me for believing

(Just a free verse I did some time ago.)

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Move on?

Yeah, right. You have done almost everything together for a long time. You have been there through each other’s ups and downs. You have given almost all of your time just to make your significant other be happy but unfortunately it came to an end.

WHY? Have you been too clingy? Do you monitor too much? Did they cheat on you? Did they find out that you were cheating on them? Have you been to busy lately? Or did you both had an agreement to just end it ‘cause there’s nothing left between the two of you?

Moving on is one of the biggest problems that people who’s been to a relationship faces. It’s one of those things that make you think of where you went wrong or where they went wrong; It’s the point of the relationship where you have to live your life without that other person beside you. 

Is it really that hard? No. It’s not, really. You are the only one making it impossible to do so. You know why? You keep on thinking about how to forget that one person who left you when in reality, you’re only trying to remember them by doing so. 

“But everything I see reminds me of that person”

aaahhh. Stupid excuse. Why don’t you just stop looking at those things or try to look at it in a different perspective? Again, YOU ARE THE ONE WHO’S MAKING IT DIFFICULT TO MOVE ON. It’s not those things that makes you remember, It’s you who wants to remember. 

Think about it, maybe it’s time to love yourself; spend the days making yourself happy and not other people. Maybe it’s time for you to accept everything that you have, rather than wasting your time trying to accept other people’s flaws and not yours. Remember: YOU DON’T NEED OTHERS TO MAKE YOU FEEL BETTER ABOUT YOURSELF. If you can’t accept your flaws, how else would they be able to? 

Or you could try to make up to the time you missed with your group of friends? There’s so much to do to be happy without that other person who left you. There’s always a reason why people come and go. Just try to understand those things and try to live life independently.

Never ruin yourself with one person who’s already given up on you and has learned to live life without you. Try to live yours, too. 

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I consider that a man’s brain originally is like a little empty attic, and you have to stock it with such furniture as you choose. A fool takes in all the lumber of every sort that he comes across, so that the knowledge which might be useful to him gets crowded out, or at best is jumbled up with a lot of other things, so that he has a difficulty in laying his hands upon it. Now the skilful workman is very careful indeed as to what he takes into his brain-attic. He will have nothing but the tools which may help him in doing his work, but of these he has a large assortment, and all in the most perfect order. It is a mistake to think that that little room has elastic walls and can distend to any extent. Depend upon it there comes a time when for every addition of knowledge you forget something that you knew before. It is of the highest importance, therefore, not to have useless facts elbowing out the useful ones.

Sherlock Holmes

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For your own good.

A lot of times, we hear our parents say this: “I am not doing this for myself, It’s for your own good!” and it is, really. 

Sometimes, we tend to get annoyed by this and complain about why we’re not allowed to have boyfriends/girlfriends, never to be friends with this person or that person, don’t stay out until midnight, and just focus on our studies. We always think about why our friends are allowed to have boyfriends/girlfriends and they get to hang out with the people they want whenever and wherever. It’s unfair isn’t it? 

“It’s so unfair for them to be given that freedom and not me.”

I finally understand everything. I tried seeing things in another perspective. I finally saw those people - who have the freedom to do everything they want - succeed at being happy and fail to the most important thing that’s needed in life: Education. Because they can do anything they want at any given time of their lives that they don’t care much less whether they’ll pass school and have a decent job after because they are too caught up with what’s making them happy now rather than striving hard for the happiness of tomorrow.

You see, what most of us don’t understand here, is that we don’t actually have to have these things as of this moment. There will always be a time for everything when we start earning money for ourselves but right now, let’s focus on giving value to what our parents are working for: OUR FUTURE.