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My ex left me for a dirty ass lesbian

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Dark heart

As I sink deeper into this black abyss my faith slowly going away. My heart is turning darker as every day goes by. The thoughts of death and life battles inside my head. Losing all reason of anything good. Where will I end up. Deeper in the dark or fight for the light.

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Darkness within

As my failure and lonely state gets deeper so does the darkness. I've fought this darkness but it seems like it is growing to the point of no return. My PTSD and depression are starting to win more than I can fight against it. I feel like if I was off the grid I couldn't hurt anyone else or myself. The people I love the most are the ones that I failed.

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Do you ever feel like you can never do right. I've failed so many people who are very close to me. I just keep failing at everything I do. Sometimes I fell like I should just go dark. That way I don't have to keep disappointing everyone I love

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Seems like the only thing I can do is be a complete failure. My marriage is shit 3rd one and couldn't even make it last 3 years.

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