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Yes yes I know this too shall pass but christ alive man it's passing like a gotdamn kidney stone

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"what are your goals for 2025" honestly, to not kill myself but I don't wanna bring the room down lmao

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hey sorry it's just that i don't think i'm very good at being a person. thanks for letting me try with you, anyway.

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don't ever look up what your childhood friends are up to now!!!!!!!!!! like girl you're a nuclear safety engineer. i put on matching socks today. we played tag a thousand years ago.

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this too shall pass but that doesn’t make it suck any less right now

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It kind of sucks that so many things force us to like compress our humanity. You can have the worst breakdown of your life and doubt your existence and also there's an 8a.m deadline so you gotta pack it up.

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It's okay to slip-up, to relapse, to make mistakes and fall down. Know that there is always a way to get back up.

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"you're so strong" "you're so resilient" "you're so brave" what if I don't want to be? what if I want to break down and cry? why do I have to be strong?

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how do you reconnect to life after being disconnected for so long

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I think the mental impacts of chronic illnesses and disabilities should be talked about more.

Because it's absolutely soul crushing having your body betray you. How can it not have an effect on your mental health? That's not even going over the grief, trouble socialising as a result of how bad your symptoms can get or the constant fear of getting worse.

It's not exactly something thatd easy to just be fine with

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i can’t wait for the eternal sleep

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And if that's too much, take it breath by breath.

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