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      “ sorry, i’m just....i feel ridiculous in this.” she’s covering her body with a robe, feeling more insecure than she ever had before with what she had on under the material draping her frame. “ this was probably a bad idea, wasn’t it ? “ losing her virginity to her teacher wasn’t exactly what she planned on doing this evening but her stomach was in knots as her eyes found him there in the same room as her, teeth nibbling on her lesser brim. 

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           he can’t help it, he’s spent hundreds of years ALONE & hating himself. the male has done horrible things, ones he can never forgive himself for. he doesn’t deserve to be loved. “– i’m a MONSTER, why can’t you see that ?? “ ash will do anything he can to convince her to leave him, he shouldn’t have even started this in the first place. but he was alone & selfish, but he has to stop this before she gets hurt. 

            her hands are shaking as they reach out for him while he talks, palms pressing along the sides of his face as hazel tinted orbs scan his features to try to figure out what was going through his head, “ stop calling yourself that !! if you’re a monster than why do you make me feel so safe...no one’s ever looked at me like you do, please just tell me what’s WRONG ? ” there’s a begging tone in her voice that was far beyond desperate but she didn’t even care.

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            “ in high school, when i was stupid as hell for even believing a thing you said. what do you even want, finn? i have shit to do & you’re WASTING my time. ”

—    F I N N

      ❛ didn’t even tell ‘em we use to be a thing ? OUCH, babe. thought i meant more to ya’ than that. ❜

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           “ no, he doesn’t know a damn thing about you & i intend on keeping it that way. “

      ❛ does your boyfriend know you’ve got a THING for me ? ❜

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EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP ILY AND I MISSED U 

I CAN’T BELIEB MY SMOL BEAN @taintedstrangers IS BACK !!

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       “ stop saying that, fuck, why won’t you just TALK to me ? whatever it is, i’ll understand if you just give me a chance. nothing you say is going to scare me away, i promise.” there’s a soft shake in her frail voice, wide eyes setting there gaze on him because she’s never cared about anyone so deeply until he came along. she wasn’t going to let that go so easily, no matter what he said to her.

        “– i’m POISON, you don’t need me in your life. i’m dangerous, why can’t you seem to understand that ? ” he’s been alone for a long time, almost prefers it that way. until them, they are fucking light in his dark world but he can’t shake off his urges. he wants to rip open their neck and slowly suck their life away, he’s disgusted with himself. 

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            “ oh, uh.....hi, yeah----i didn’t know he had company over still. WOW, i’m so sorry.” he’s practically blushing from the top of his head to the tips of his toes, eyes darting down to awkwardly shaking legs as he tries to decide what exactly to do OTHER than apologize.

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guess who’s back, back again....heather’s back, TELL A FRIEND.

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i’ll be back tomorrow to work on some replies, i’ve been literally working my ass off and having a semi interesting life....WHO KNEW?!

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im still here ive just been.....let's say....... /busy/

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              his whole world seemed to be a roller coaster of emotions, one moment he was beyond happy & then he felt miserable, now he was at ease with the world for right now. in this moment, things felt a bit more stable, because she was here again & he was touching her, his hands were able to run along the apples of her cheeks in the way that he knew all too well. all he wants is to live here in this moment forever, no matter HOW scared he was of all of this, he felt at ease. as soon as his lips crashed into hers, it was all over for him, all the walls he’d built up had come crumbling down as his hands traveled along the curve of her hips to pull her closer. his chest felt tight as he squeezed his eyes shut tight, a small grunt of approval leaving him when she tangled her digits into his hair. leaning back slowly, he made her follow his motion as he leaned against his head board, fingers ghosting along her lower back as he kept her close. “ i love you.” he whispered hotly into her mouth, trying to catch his breath before crashing his lips back into hers, hand coming up to tangle into her hair to continue on with his actions. calum was hopelessly in love with this girl, the world didn’t know, but they DIDN’T need to because he knew deep inside & that was all that really mattered to him.

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    she believes him when he says it - she’d believe anything in the world just as long as it was spilling from his impossibly pretty lips - and she’s not sure if that’s a good or a bad thing. he has such a heavy hold on her by now that she doesn’t think it’ll ever relent, and it’s nothing short of terrifying. and so she’ll choose to ignore it, choose to lose herself in him the same way she always has if only for tonight. she doesn’t know where they’ll end up in the morning, if this will be enough to mend what they’d both been working to break, but she’ll keep her fingers crossed that she’ll be able to wake up beside him with a smile. and then he’s kissing her and every spare breath is ripped straight from her lungs. the press of his lips to her own is something like the first gasp of air after drowning, like coming home after being gone for months on end. it’s the first time he’s kissed her since he told her he loves her, and she thinks that means EVERYTHING now. her fingers remain tangled in his hair, just barely sucking at his lesser brim while she presses her tiny frame as close to him as she can possibly manage. her entire body feels hot, flames ripping through her veins like clockwork while her nails rake over the skin at the nape of his neck. a quiet sigh of content falls from her throat & she’s dizzy with how badly she needs to breathe, but she can’t bear the thought of pulling away.

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        this was just like any other night, father tossing him money to have him run to the store, it had to be past one in the morning but he did it anyways because he always stashed some away for himself. settling everything on the counter, he clenched his jaw as his oceanic hues shot up, “ how much?? ” 

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            “ i’m going to be like, really honest with you, i have no clue what the fuck any of this means-----frankly i don’t care either. homework is lame as hell, don’t you get tired of tutoring & shit??”