#~addek 001

[derek-shephxrd]

SMALL ADDEK HEADCANONS ( personals do no interact. ) 

1. It was just the wrong time, they were both heavily focused on their careers and neither one of them should have been getting married. If it had been later on Derek wouldn’t have pulled away and Addison wouldn’t have cheated. 

2. Derek never thought about having kids with Addison ( not because he never would have wanted to but just because he was so focused on school and then his job that it really never crossed his mind ) 

3. Derek will always been in love with Addison, his hatred for himself and her in the weeks that lead up to the final blow out didn’t allow him to get closure. By the time they did end up recoiling they were two extremely different people and it was very depressing to really not recognize each-other that much. 

4. Addison didn’t show up for Derek’s funeral because they never got the right closure, both of which are her biggest regrets. 

5. There’s still a part of Derek that thinks about Addison every Christmas and Thanksgiving, but mostly his birthday because Addison would always go all out. 

6. Derek lost all romantic feeling the night he walked in on them, although when she came to Seattle he genuinely  wanted to make it work but he literally could not get himself to feel the same way about her. 

7. Addison was the first person to ever call Derek a Neuro God and it stuck. 

[aasclepius]

𝐈𝐓'𝐒 𝐀 𝐁𝐄𝐀𝐔𝐓𝐈𝐅𝐔𝐋 𝐃𝐀𝐘 𝐓𝐎 𝐒𝐀𝐕𝐄 𝐋𝐈𝐕𝐄𝐒 // addek headcanon 001