#zsaku x reader

[chol1na]

˖⁺‧₊ kitty? kitty.

author's note: i'm kinda nervous to post stuff but you only live once, right? a big thank you to @yoosungs-cheeks and @jannine00742 (my name twin hehe~) for proof reading! feedback is appreciated !!

“You done in there, Pickle?”. It was one time you were craving pickles at 3 am and couldn't open the jar, one time. And yet here you were, being reminded of the incident every few minutes.

“Pthu! Yep, I’m done. And stop calling me that!”, you spit out the tooth paste, wiping your mouth with your designated towel. It had been a while since you had decided to stay with Isaac. Soon after, his bathroom became your bathroom. His sink, once only occupied with his shaving equipment and toothbrush, soon became more cramped with your skin care and toothbrush holder. His bedroom became your bedroom. His bleak grey bedding now littered comfortable pillows and his nightstand stacked with the library's newest additions.

Leaving the bathroom, you spot your lover nestled into one of the two surprisingly comfortable leather chairs. You wrap your arms around him gently from behind, pecking his cheek. “Whatcha reading?”.

You glance over as he flips the book over so you can read the title. “Lord of the Flies? Bleh”, you grimace before continuing, “Though, I can’t say I’m surprised, Golding is almost as cynical as you”. “Someone’s in the mood to play”, Isaac chuckles, pulling you onto his lap. He kisses your shoulder before turning back to keep reading.

“Mind if I have a sip?”, I ask, nodding to his tea. Isaac hums, but soon pulls it away before you could steal a sip from him. “On second thought, no”. You pout, nudging him gently, “Huh? Why?! Don’t be stingy~ You know I like earl grey”.

He chuckles at your whining. “Because, you just brushed your teeth. I do not mind sharing with you, but I don’t think the taste of toothpaste and tea go together, Pickle”. You huff quietly, but don’t argue back. With a quiet yawn, you lean your head against his, occasionally playing with the sleeve of his free hand or a stray lock.

Your eyes twinkle as you watch him read. It’s difficult not to kiss him with the way his brows furrowed slightly in concentration. Part of you wants to straighten out the crease, poke his cheek, or maybe nibble on his neck, just to see his reaction. Almost as if he’d read your mind, Isaac leans over to give you a soft kiss, his free hand reaching for your lower back, the other still holding the book.

“Someone’s needy”, he smirks, brushing a strand of your hair behind your ear, “Are you bored?”. You yawn again, shaking your head, “No, just want to bother you a bit. Pay attention to me~”.

“Tired?”, he cups your cheek, closing the book as he sees through your playful facade. Truth be told, you were exhausted - but going to sleep now would mean going to sleep alone. If you asked Isaac to come with you, he’d drop everything in his hands and do just that, but, knowing just how little free time he gave himself, you wanted to tough it out. “No. Unless you’re read to sleep”, you mumble, nuzzling into him slightly.

“I'm ready for bed anytime you are, Kitten,” Isaac grins, seeing through you instantly.

“…Kitten?”, you blink in surprise. “Huh. I can’t tell if that’s an upgrade or downgrade from ‘Pickle’”.

"Hm… do you prefer something else? It came to me naturally. You’re clingy and yet independent. Needy and playful when you know I’m busy, and while I can count on you for important matters, I can also count on the fact that you’re a brat and a tease. So, Kitten was a natural next step”.

You tilt your head in thought, before shaking it softly, “You’re so… weird sometimes, Isaac”.

Isaac chuckles and lets go of you but only to take you by the hand and lead you to your bedroom. He motions for you to lay down and climbs in behind you, his body wrapped against yours. There’s a comfortable silence.

“Isaac?”, you mumble after a while. Isaac pecks the side of your neck, humming quietly, "Hmm?”.

“…Can we actually get a cat?”. You had asked him a few times - albeit playfully.

"You were serious about that? If getting a pet is a necessity for you…".

You nod slowly, turning to face him. “I think it’d be a nice addition to the family. It’s too early to think about having kids, but getting a fur baby would be nice, no? Besides, you said you always wanted a pet as a kid”.

He hums again, leaning his head on your shoulder while stroking your arm in thought, “You have no idea how tempting the idea of a family with you is… It is too early, though, yes”. He nods, “My mom was good with animals. I always wanted a pet that I could play with, like a dog or maybe a cat, but my grandfather was allergic to them”.

You glance down at him, softly patting his head. “Would you prefer a dog, then? Puppies are cute too”.

He shakes his head, his reply coming in swift and shrap, “No”. “A dog needs to be walked daily. I don’t feel comfortable with the idea of you leaving the house periodically, anything could happen. No”. Your hand pauses, before you sigh quietly. As much as he tried to hide it, his paranoia was still clear as day. Baby steps.

“A cat doesn’t need to go outside”, you mumble, kissing his forehead. His breathing slowed down as he laid against you in silence, “A cat it is…”.

You sit up straight, mouth hanging open, “No way- seriously?!”. Isaac laughs at your sudden enthusiasm, “Calm down, Kitten. We'll go to the shelter in the morning, we'll pick out a nice cat, I'm sure. But for now just focus on your sleep, you won't be able to if you're this excited."

You snuggle back into the pillows, gigging happily, “Ah~ I’m so happy right now! What breed should we get? Oh- and are we getting a boy or a girl? Ah- we should probably buy a bed too right? And proper food? And those cute scratching posts! Are we adopting a kitten or an older cat? Or maybe- mmpf”.

Isaac cuts you short as you babble, silencing you with a gentle kiss, “Slow down, Kitten. You realize it is 3 in the morning, right? Can you at least wait for the sun to come up before you start planning our feline's every move?”.

You rub your neck sheepishly, “Sorry… I’m just excited!”. He can’t help but smile at you, cupping your face between his hands carefully, “I know, Pickle. Let’s sleep first and discuss the details tomorrow, hmm?”.

“Mmh. Good night, Isaac”, you peck his cheek. He returns the favor before closing his eyes.

“Isaac?… You didn’t brush your teeth…”.

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[aestheticpearl]

— 𝐜𝐚𝐬𝐮𝐚𝐥

✧·˚ things with zaros have always been casual, right?

“i need to leave, i have a meeting with my mother.”

“stay.”

the word hangs in the air for a moment as zaros wraps his arms around your bare waist. you didn’t mean to be in this position with him, well you didn’t mean to be in multiple positions with him yet here you are, both of you naked under the covers of his bed after some passionate activities.

your fingers subconsciously play with the ends of his hair as he draws shapes on the small of your back, the action sends shivers up your spine.

“i have to go.” you reply but show no actual initiative to move from his arms.

“please my earis,” he says teasingly as he hides his face in your neck to place a whisper of a kiss. “stay with me. i do not wish to hate you again once you leave this room.”

“so it must be.” you kiss him gently and remove yourself from his arms to dress yourself as he watches your every move.

zaros stares for far too long as you button your clothing and secure everything in its proper place. he watches as your nimble fingers that once gripped his bed sheets mere moments ago now grip the fabric of your royal robes that hug your figure beautifully.

“i assume i will see you at dinner?” you ask, turning to look at him.

zaros refocuses on your eyes and suppresses a smile so you don’t notice how eager he is to see you again that the dinner between your two houses.

“yes of course.”

“good.” you reply as you tie the final knot on your robe and leave the room without another word.

zaros sat in his bed contemplating on how he got to this point in his life. fucking the earis but not being in a real relationship with them, everything was so confusing to him. he knew that you did not love him the way that he loved you, but a small part of him wished you did.

zaros leaves his bed and starts to get ready himself, putting on his shirt his eyes catch himself in the mirror and locks onto the marks you left on his lower neck. his fingertips graze over bruised skin gently as he examines them. you told him to never mark you for fear of someone seeing them but he never minded you making your claim on him.

something about these marking though triggers something in zaros and anger gets the best of him as he throws the vanity chair across the room. he breathes heavily before composing himself and fixing his hair in the mirror to join his mother for the upcoming dinner.

by the time dinner has rolled around zaros does his best to maintain his emotions that seemingly got the better of him after you left his room. your constant glances over at him are starting to get to him though and he does his best to focus on the food that is in front of him even if he can feel your eyes on him.

"i must excuse myself for a moment i believe i lost one of my broches in the hallway. zaros will you accompany me to look for it?"

zaros looks up at the mention of his name and stands to follow you into the empty hallway.

“did you actually lose your broche or is this just a ploy to get me alone?” zaros smirks, part of him can’t help but be a bit full of himself.

“i need you. let’s fuck.”

zaros is taken aback by the sudden confession. it’s not the crudeness of the statement more of the time and place for it and this was not the time nor place to fuck.

“you’re insane if you think i will fuck you while our parent are in the next room.”

“so that’s a no? i would’ve thought you were bolder than that zaros, i guess i was wrong about you.”

your words hit all the right places that you were intending to get zaros to do what you want. it’s easy to read his face since he is very expressive but somehow unaware of it.

your hand finds his arm and guides him to an empty room with a lock and against zaros’ better judgement he lets you take control of him once more for the second time that day.

“you’re such a good boy for me zaros.” you say as you kiss him deeply. a flush warms his face at the unexpected compliment from you. you rarely praise him like this, let alone kiss him with so much care, it confuses him.

“let us go before they grow more suspicious, hm?”

you’re both sweaty but he can’t help but think about how angelic you look with the glow of sweat shining on your body.

“you look beautiful…”

you lock eyes with him and nod before being the first to leave the room to return to the dinner. zaros is left alone with his thoughts for the second time that day and he hates it. he doesn’t know what to think or how to feel about you. he wants you but you don’t want him and it’s driving him mad. what could he be doing wrong? why are you so cold with him but so loving at times?

all zaros wants is answers that you are not willingly to easily give. unlike him who will always give his body, and soul if you’d only let him, to you.

.love always <3 pearl

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[botanbunny]

Breaking Bonds

Xanthus x Reader

-Audric has some notes he needs to take-

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

“Audric! Your problem is with me..Let them go!!”

Xanthus screamed straining against the chains that bound him. Him and Dontis had been stuck in this room for a day maybe more. Love had gone with Audric and he could feel your panic, your pain and torment, thru the bond.

“Please…” he begged barely above a whisper.

“They can feel what you feel Xanthus, you need to calm down….”

“AND I CAN FEEL WHAT BEING DONE TO THEM!!….you have no idea….the bond…..I can feel it breaking.”

Tears start to stream down his face. “FUCK!!!!” he strains against the chains yet again.

“Oh do lighten up will you..” the door creaks on its hinges as Audric calmly walks forward, hands behind his back.

An almost feral noise leaves Xanthus lips.

“I will kill you.”

“Ohh now see you already tried that and look where that left you.” He smirks as he stops just out of reach. “Besides, I have a gift for you…” hands covered in blood come from behind his back as he places a bloody pile in front of Xanthus’s feet.

A human heart.

“Have you felt it yet?” Licking the blood of his fingers. “it takes a minute for the heart to stop beating but I wanted to see how long the bond lasted after death, thought I should take notes.”

Xanthus couldn’t breathe, the world was ending. He could barely hear Audrics laughter, barely hear anything at all except for the ringing in his ears and the numbness that spread from his chest to his head. Thrashing against the chains that were wrapped around him.

“Now tell me Xanthus, how does it feel to lose the one thing in life worth living for??….this is for my notes after all, so please use complete sentences and talk slowly.”

[nanachozip]

!!intro/navigation post!!

about me!: nana, she/her, adult (on paper anyways), stem student (rip), interests include: sakuverse, anime, genshin (among others heh) i discovered zsakuva's channel ~3 years ago! luca's halloween episode was my first video and the series that caught my attention the most at the time was the 3 part "yandere boy" series (rip). i actually didn't really enjoy angst before but i do now (bc i am a wimp and simp). i made this account mainly to post memes, random thoughts, rants, interact with my fellow crumpets, etc! i'm not sure what else to add so... yeah. i don't sleep, so feel free to hit me up whenever haha.

side note!: i do plan on possibly posting memes/fics and i don't mind if you repost, just please give credits if you so!

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[chol1na]

If you could pick one character to spend the rest of your life with, who would it be and why? Other than Alex ofcourse, he’s a give 😌😗

anonie, you and i vibe:) there’s a special place in hell for people like alex <3

this is a terribly difficult choice… i think i’d have to say either xanny or isaac? my first instinct was actually elias because he likes stars and like same (otherwise i wouldn’t put myself through the hell that is 3 accelerated math classes in one semester rip), but i’m still convinced we’re not being 100% transparent with him and i’m scared haha. then i thought of andrew cause who doesn’t love an intellect nomnom.

i think what i value a lot about lawrence and isaac is their loyalty and honesty. they don’t take advantage of listener? take isaac for example, at the beginning, listener is completely at his mercy. he could’ve done anything. he could’ve not payed them, he could’ve taken advantage of them in whatever way he wanted, heck- he could’ve left them to die and saved himself the hassle. even throughout his story, when he struggles with his feelings for them, he never puts them in harms way. the same can be said for our little leech; he’s not fond of “fates” and the idea of a seemingly irrational bond, and yet he’s still there for listener unconditionally. they’re both protective (see: meeting with vic. killing of yandere boy. etc) and just overall green flags? for the most part-. my final point would probably be that they’re both willing to communicate (unlike a certain someone…). eventhough they both have tremendous amounts of baggage, they want to make it work, they care enough to not only put in the effort, but actually follow through on their promises (see: isaac warming up to letting pickle out of the house).

n e ways, tldr:

final answer: isaac and lawrence

honorable mentions: elias and andrew

[chol1na]

@c-t-r-l14 marry me. rn.

💍

[chol1na]

if you decide not to do anything because you're scared, then things will stay this way forever.

wip:

✮ pickle vs nihongo. (isaac)

✮ sakuverse character’s handwriting.

✮ my little leech (xanthus/lawrence)

✮ relativity (elias)

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[chol1na]

why does everyone hate ‘pickle’ so much? I think it’s cute! 😭😭

also~ idk if you do anons but if so can i be 🦢?

oh wow! i didn’t think i’d have an anon:’)) ofc np~

actually, i don’t hate it at all! i’m not really fond of petnames (idk it’s just unnatural somehow? imo) so little insiders and such are right up my alley hehe~ i can’t speak for everyone though! i have seen some people aren’t as thrilled about it heh~

i’m assuming it came across that way in my isaac post? i think pickle wouldn’t mind being called pickle, but they complain/whine about it just because(?) when in reality they probably enjoy that they get to see that side of him!

[chol1na]

You mentioned a “yandere boy” series in one of your rb, where can I find that? I don’t think it’s on his channel?

ah yes, yandere boy~

well uh yandere boy is no more! our little leech (xanny) killed him haha~. he was the guy stalking xanthus’ listener (i think saku made it canon on his twitter at one point?)

i’m kinda sad he’s gone tbh, since he was in the first saku video i ever watched! i remember him reading a piece of writing i believe(?) and i really liked it! i’d always go back and listen to it from time to time hehe~. but, alas, he is no more~.

[chol1na]

well if we’re doing confessions now…

i once pretended to be sick so i could stay at home and listen to one of saku’s videos heh ^^;; one thousand percent worth missing saturday training over

priorities~

bet your coach was happy about that haha

[chol1na]

there’s no knowing how others are feeling unless you ask them. and your feelings can’t get through to others unless you tell them directly

CHARACTERS ˖⁺‧₊

luca:

nothing (╥﹏╥)

jonah:

nothing (╥﹏╥)

kayson:

nothing (╥﹏╥)

andrew marston:

nothing (╥﹏╥)

isaac rhoades:

✮ kitty? kitty.

✮ pickle vs nihongo. [idea cr: @yoosungs-cheeks]

elias:

nothing (╥﹏╥)

xanthus (lawrence) claiborne:

nothing (╥﹏╥)

zaros kymen atha'lin:

nothing (╥﹏╥)

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[chol1na]

it was like you brought color to my life. you changed my life, all by yourself

about me: lina, she/her, adult, sakuverse enthusiast ‧₊˚✩彡

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tags: #lina rambles ‧₊˚✩彡 ✩ #confessions ೃ༄

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please do not repost my works

i am not a writer !!

although i am an adult this blog sfw

be respectful!

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[aestheticpearl]

— 𝐁.𝐀.𝐒.

✧·˚ zaros and earis need to take out their frustrations somehow; even if they fuck they still hate each other, or do they?

warnings. gn!reader, pure smut, marking, hate fucking, manhandling, body worshiping, overstimulation, choking (not proofread)

“zaros you need to shut the fuck up or else we are going to get caught.” you say through gritted teeth as he moves his hips up to hit a spot inside you that makes you practically melt. you do your best to not give him the reaction he’s looking for but end up letting a whimper slip through your lips.

“i could care less who finds us at this point my love, i would give up the world to hear your moans.” zaros says to you, taking you by the chin and turning you to face him. “look at me while i ruin your insides.”

you can’t help the hard glare that you give him as you grab a fist full of his golden locks and pull on them harshly to expose his neck to you perfectly, giving yourself the opportunity to let your lips connect with the base of neck. zaros lets out a pathetic moan as you mark him, the idea of you leaving a mark on his body and just the two of you being the only ones who know of its existence under his garments nearly sends him over the edge.

“you must’ve had a rough day tonight, you never mark my skin unless you’re upset.”

“you’re so much more prettier when you don’t open your mouth to spew nonsense.”

“ah~ so you think i’m pretty?” a harsh yank on his hair has him shutting himself up with a loud groan and you move your hips for a deeper angle.

“zaros—” you can barely finish your sentence before you feel your legs start to tingle at the sensation that the deeper angle provides you. “shit you’re squeezing me so tight, you need to relax or i’m going to—”

you stop for a moment trying to postpone your high and his, but zaros is impatient as you feel his large hand slide up your thigh slowly. the small action has your hair on end due to your body’s sensitive.

“your body is the most enchanting thing on this planet of existence.” his hands stop on your hips, guiding them forward and moving again. “no one compares to you my love, everything about you is perfect.”

“enough with the sweet talk zaros,” you try and move your hips a bit faster to chase the dying high that you’re feeling. “i need to…”

“you need to what my earis?”

the use of your title sends shivers down your spine and unfortunately for you, zaros can feel the effect his words have on you.

you try again to move your hips but you feel his hands halt your movements.

“beg for it.”

“in your dreams maybe.” you scoff.

you feel him start to pull out of you and you fold at the action.

“fine! …please make me cum.”

“huhh? i couldn’t hear you~” he uses that teasing tone he’s always used when he knows what you’re asking for but pretends to be clueless.

“zaros!” you snap at him and he quickly reacts by flipping you over and moving you so you’re face down and ass up. you barely have time to process the action before he pushes himself back into you with ease, causing a loud moan to fall from your lips.

“you need to shut the fuck up or we are going to get caught.” zaros echos your words from earlier back to you as he pushes your face into the bed while he starts his movements back up. you’re practically screaming into the mattress as he hits every spot that makes your brain go all fuzzy.

you feel zaros arm slink under your arm and up your torso so his hand finds its home on your throat giving it a harsh squeeze that has you seeing stars and something finally snaps something in you and pushes you over the edge together, zaros unloading himself on your back.

still shaking from the orgasm, you muster what strength you have and take zaros arm and twist it to your advantage to get him underneath you, where he belongs.

“still wanting more? so greedy.”

you shut him up with a hand on his throat as you adjust yourself back onto him and he chokes out a moans. you hips move on your own as you ride him with shaky legs from your first orgasm and it does take long for your second one to approach.

“s-shit, still sensitive— gonna c-cum.”

you lean down to come face to face with him and smirk before kissing him harshly. zaros’ eyebrows furrow as he cums inside you and whimpers into your mouth. you pull away to drink in his fucked out expression, grinning at your hard work, he looks like a painting that could’ve been made by the most talented artist but you would never tell him that.

you climb off him and go to clean yourself and quickly dress to get back to whatever event you were missing from at this time.

“you look beautiful.” it’s a blissful whisper you’re not sure you’re meant to hear escape his lips, but you decide to brush it off anyway as you walk over to where he lays on the bed.

“you must make haste, they might realize both of us are missing and they will grow suspicious.” zaros takes your hand and rubs his thumb over your knuckles.

“you go first, it will look even more suspicious if we appear at the same time.” you stare at your interwoven hands before looking up to meet his emerald eyes. “you’re sure?” you don’t mean for it to come out so softly, but zaros nods.

you remove your hand from his and make your way to the door. “i hope tomorrow is awful if this is what happens when you have a bad day.” you open the door and leave.

the smut no one asked for lmao

.love always <3

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[aestheticpearl]

— 𝐦𝐚𝐫𝐠𝐚𝐫𝐞𝐭

[𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐞𝐫] andrew marston

“what happened to the show you were watching darling?” andrew asks without even looking up from his work.

his question snaps out of your lovestruck daze and makes you realize that you’ve been staring at him in complete silence for longer than you’d care to admit.

“oh uh it just ended.”

andrew glances up at you through his glasses to look at your ‘caught-red-handed’ expression and chuckles lightly.

“darling your show ended a half hour ago. have you been staring at me the whole time?”

you pause before thinking of a response.

“the couch gives me the perfect view of you at your desk, i couldn’t help it.”

andrew returns his focus back to his work while shaking his head to himself at your response.

“so what’s the real reason for the long loving stares hm?” he asks, curiosity peaked.

“i just like to soak in the detail of your face that’s all, you’re very handsome you know.”

he can hear the smile in your voice when you call him handsome and he can’t help but grin to himself.

“so i’ve been told.”

“you should be told more often.”

andrew thinks back to when he was teaching and how he would often catch you stealing glances of him whenever you passed a class he was teaching that you weren’t in. originally he thought nothing of it, until you turned in that paper and flipped his whole world upside down.

“i think i’m told just enough.”

“you’re right, i won’t want you to get an even bigger ego.” you laugh as andrew redirects his attention back to you after the comment.

“even bigger?” he questions.

you nod your head and bite back a smile.

“i do not have an ego!” he exclaims, trying to fight the smile growing on his face due to your contagious smiling.

“okay professor.”

andrew stands and walks over to you as you sprawl yourself out more on the couch.

“wow not even going to make room for me?” you shake your head and he sighs.

“okay fine, i am going to make up some tea and by the time i get back you better have made room for me. the great british bake off is going to be on soon.”

“yes sir.” you give him a small salute as he exits to the kitchen to start the tea.

you flip the television on to the correct channel just in time for andrew to come back with tea in hand. you move to make room for him and he hands you your tea gently.

“thank you~”

“you’re welcome.” he plants a kiss on your forehead before sitting down next to you and you instinctively curl into him.

“i love you.”

“i love you too darling.”

you watch as andrew sips his tea and watches the show playing on the television. the sound seems to fade out as you continue watching him peacefully until you feel his finger placed on your cheek that moves you to face the television. you laughs and kiss andrew on the cheek before finally focusing on the show.

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andrew is very much lana del ray coded

.love always <3 pearl

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[aestheticpearl]

𝐫𝐨𝐲𝐚𝐥 𝐫𝐢𝐯𝐚𝐥 ! 𝐭𝐞𝐱𝐭𝐬

✧·˚feat: zaros athat’llin

✧·˚genre: crack; slight angst

✧·˚a/n: “are they lovers?” “worse” …stupid blonde twink. lowkey in my active era (i’m gonna eat those words later on)

.love always <3 pearl

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