#zeph's thoughts
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#zeph’s art#lifesteal fanart#lifesteal smp#mapicc#princezam#devotion duo#eye contact#i had to remember that facial planes exist for this. worst day of my life!#also i originally sketched this out cause i thought it was funny how differently i draw their eyes#and then it became. this? somehow
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And the Universe said "I love you."
#atlas.art#artists on tumblr#original character#ocs#zeph#minecraft oc#calling all zeph fans (me and like three of my mutuals) i am having thoughts about them. as always.#pulled out a real vintage design for this one#they were so young *wiping away a fake tear*#'they deserved better' i say. knowing full well I did that to them#and that half of my headspace has been dedicated to making their life a living hell for the last five years
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u ever just
#yes that is morgoth#it's 12 am thought time again and that means dork lords#shaking him shaking him shaking him#SHAKING HIM#the silmarillion#melkor#morgoth#blorbo#dumbass blorbo#memes#silm#my arts#??? suppose this counts for that tag#bad memes by zeph
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oh no!! oh no oh no!! new death spot unlocked!!!
oh no oh no oh no oh no!!! the discovery happened on camera!!!! every single little scream and plead and pathetic noise you made while you were feeling the most ticklish sensation youve ever felt in your whole life and thinking you might die is able to be watched and rewatched and it does sound as cute as your ler teased you that it was!!!! oh NO!!!
#AUGHHHH#AROOROOROOROOROOROOROOROOROOROO#godddddd i turned the camera on without zeph noticing and listening back to them discovering it was#ASKDJSNDHDKSMXBXJEYWKALDHCNXLWOQPDJDNFXNLAPAIEJFNDLWIDJEKWMS#WALKED INTO AN ELECTRIC FENCE#they did notice!!! Make NO MISTAKE!!!!!!!!#AND I THOUGHT I WOULD EXPLODE FROM EMBARASSMENT#its sooooooOOOOOOOOOO#okay i need to figure out how to get 50 points in our little obedience app to buy a tied filmed session im RABID#AWOOWOOWOOWOOWOOWOOWOOWOO#AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA#IM SO LEE IM GNAWIMG COMPLETELY THROUGH THE BARS OF MY ENCLOSURE#THEY ARE IN MY TUMMY YOU SHOULD TICKLE IT AND FEEL FOR YOURSELF
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Some sad kinda fucked Ifrit thoughts because I woke up and they came
Cw; Substance Abuse, Sex as a coping mechanism, and just kinda general sads.
Nothing graphic said but still putting those ^
Ifrit
Big, Strong, oh so stupid Ifrit.
That's what was thought of him. A muscle head who fucked hard, partied hard, and got fucked up without a care.
An easy fuck and go without connections, without having to stick around after sorta thing
That isn't who he was though.
This was all learned behavior because it's what got him the attention he craved, any sense of being useful, cared about even if it was only because his body was useful
He loved and hated every single second of every single hookup, high, and any other thing that got him out of his head
If he wasn't happy he wasn't useful, if he didn't stay the persona they all knew he wouldn't be liked, if she showed just how broken inside he truly was he'd lose everything and everyone he had, no matter how superficial he needed the attention
It didn't matter if it was a vicious cycle of regrets, and horrible sleepless night, bad highs and.. thoughts he shouldn't have. Couldn't have
It was all he had now
His pack was broken.
His pack hated him after he left.
He never bothered to try and reconnect, why would he.
Aether, Mountain, and Dew stayed with the band, Zephyr never spoke to him, Mist was long gone to be with the lake.
He couldn't bother any of them with this.
With him.
He left the pack, he left the band, that was his choice. He left the only people who cared about him and for what? To go and be whatever he was now?
Yes.
Even when he knew he could possibly rekindle something he didn't. Shoved those feelings down and shoved more substance down his throat.
He didn't deserve it.
Didn't deserve to have that happiness.
That comfort.
Ifrit used to be the most caring, lovable golden retriever there was.
Always following someone's trail, loving on them, and doing every favor he could
His pack loved him
He loved his pack
Now a days he's nothing more then an old dog owned by a family long since grown.
One that's waiting for the first excuse to be put down despite all the love it has left to give.
He thinks it's what he deserves.
A life of misery, and pain without comfort.
He watches his old pack in longing, the only happiness coming from seeing how happy and healthy they are
He'd do anything for them even now
He's so happy to see them thrive and love each other
Even if it also breaks his heart.
#He doesnt know how Zeph looks on longing for his mate to come home to him.#He doesn't know how much Aether wants to reach out but doesn't know how that won't send Ifrit farther into the deep end#He doesn't know that after the transition Dew wanted nothing more then for the fire ghoul to help him. comfort him. teach him#Dews been too afraid to ever speak up to him. After a offhanded comment a very fucked up Ifrit made when he smelled the ghouls scent#He couldn't bring himself to thinking he was hated#He doesn't know that the teas and medicines he finds in his medicine cabinet that help a suspicious amount with the exact hangovers#and issues hes been having were Mountain sneeking them in for him. A silent way to care without upsetting him#He doesn't know that the occasional rocks and shells he finds were small trinkets from Mist#He doesn't know that hes still very very loved by his pack#---#cw substance use#tw substance abuse#These are juet some disjointed Ifrit thoughts#I kinda want to put the tags into the post itself but idk#Too late now#Ifrit has been on my mind so much lately#I think in my lore he does eventually get help and get back into the Pack#Aether and Ifrit are mated in my mind#but also Ifrit and Zeph are#idk it's a lot of thoughts I dont know if I could ever put onto paper#ifrit ghost#ifrit ghoul#dewfrit#aether ghoul#aether ghost#water dew#dewdrop ghost#dewdrop ghoul#dewdrop
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They hate when you serve gay son and thot daughter
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so in reference to the Gender Confusion I've been having recently: I think I'm gonna try out a new name and pronouns!! so allow me to reintroduce myself: hi, my name is leander and I use he/she/they pronouns :)
#zeph chatters#<-this tag will now be changed to#lea chatters#yall can call me lea if you like#I recently had a talk with a very good friend of mine and I suddenly had the “I Might Be A Boy” thought#so I've been munching on this for a bit and this is the outcome :)#if yall have any questions lmk please
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Everybody talks about guitarist/bassist fingers but what about pianist hands? Tapping patterns from muscle memory up your inner thighs. The strength and stamina from striking the keys. How they know how to vary pressure to elicit different sounds.
#the thoughts are thotting#this is 100% about zeph#the band ghost#nameless ghouls#zephyr ghoul#zephyr my beloved
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Okay so there's that part in Weirdmageddon where Ford is gonna draw the Cipher Wheel and he's like "Does anyone have a pen?" But he has a pen right in his breast pocket. (Stan actually looks at the camera in the background when this happens, it's hilarious, he's like "do you see this shit")
As someone who has a fountain pen and is very particular about pens I firmly believe that Ford knew damn well he had a pen in his pocket. But he loves his pen, he's not going to draw on the ground with his emotional support pen, no he needs someone else's shitty pen.
And I love him for that.
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If you want to, may I request a full fic with that Ifrit thought? He needs to be taken care of too :( <3
Hi! I didn’t answer this right away bc I mulled over writing a full fic but I know damn well bc of who I am that if I save this for when I feel I can actually write an entirely fleshed out thing for it, that it will rot in my ask box along with every other idea people have sent me. However I am more than happy to expand upon the post, and give ifrit some comfort, I hope that’s alright!
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Ifrit shakes in aethers arms. Trying hard to regain the facade of composure he thought he had, but he can’t keep it in. Aether leads him to the couch to sit, holds his head tight to his chest since ifrit is practically boneless in his arms. Trying to cry as quietly as possible with his shirt muffling the sounds.
“It’s ok wildfire, let it out” aether whispers into his hair, giving a small kiss to his crown.
Ifrit doesn’t speak, doesn’t even try. Knows his voice will be shaky and incomprehensible. He wraps his arms around aether tightly, leaning into his embrace as if being closer to aether will make it easier to compose himself.
“Shh, doing so great ifrit, you’re so good to everyone”
“But I didn’t-“
“Doesn’t matter. You do so much, you’re alright just rest for a bit ok?”
It takes a bit for the shaking to stop, for the hiccups that racked his body to dissipate into small sniffles and steady breathing. Just letting aether run his hand through his hair, whispering sweet words in his ear
#I love ifrit so much#I wanna write where Zeph takes care of him too#bc I have thoughts and emotions about it#ugh#ifrit ghoul#aether ghoul
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i really dislike facial planes
#posting wips to convince myself to finish this#zeph’s sketches#was able to work on it more than i thought today ^_^ yippeeee#eye contact#<- ? idk just in case
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guys.. would if Stefan is Zeph?
#aly sez#it's a thought that popped up just now 💀#litg stefan#litg zeph#litg s9#litg all stars#litg#love island the game
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GUESS WHAT JUST CAME IN THE MAILLLLLLLL :3
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#speak!#i regret to inform that its getting sent straight back to japan this shit sucks /pos#FOR REAL I THOUGHT IT WAS GONNA BE AS BAD AS AN ELECTRIC TOOTHBRUSH AND I WAS FUCKING MISTAKEN!!!!!#just from zeph like test poking me with it i was screaming#like SCREAMINGGGG screaming#cant wait to show yall :3
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was talking to ada last night and got inspired to do this.. see more for context
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#ˑ ֗ ִ fire crackling ⊹ ࣪˖#okegom#funamusea#idate#wow zeph is posting okegom content but not flame trio related? never thought this day would come
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the thing abt most of the reoccurring men in spn is like. i couldnt fix him. but i could dom him.
#zeph posting#this thought was about chuck originally lmao#there are exceptions obviously#sam is definitely one. i look at that man and go wow i need him to have me begging and crying#and then cas its a toss up on how i feel abt him like this#sometimes maybe i just want him to choke me but other times oh man i need him tied up l#dean is never an exception i need that man crying out of desperation#its 11am and i havent slept and im almost sorry about these tags
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IF YOU HAD TO ASIGN ANIMALS TO TG CHARACTERS WHAT WOULD YOU PICK? (ANY CHARACTERS) 💕
"Any characters"
If you say so, sweet anon.
Haise is a White Crested Black Polish Chicken
I will no longer be offering commentary.
(this is uta, and yes that is a real creature.)
I hit the image limit. "Why are they all birds" you wouldn't understand.
#miscellaneous not-art things#some of these are very shallow some of them are EXTREMELY thought out. Up to you to decide which is which.#tokyo ghoul#zeph answers questions about media/characters/ships
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