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[yukieyy]

°*{Once Again}*°

{ Sequel to Insecure }

{This is a continuation by popular demand, if you haven't read Insecure please do so to avoid confusion! }

Genre: Angst, Fluff, Hurt-Comfort

Tw: Swearing, meantions of death

Part 3

♡<pt.2

{a/n: a bit short sorry, have fun reading!}

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You stared at him, shocked. Your breath caught in your throat, you could feel ypur heart beating faster and faster. Looking down at your plate, contemating wheter if it was right for to suspect him this far. You did say you'd follow him once you're dead, and knowing Barbatos, killing humans must be an easy thing.

Nevertheless,you kept your cool and took a deep breath before shrugging and putting down your cutlery.

"So be it then."

Barbatos's eyes widen, "excuse me?"his tone was far from the usual formal tone he always use.

You looked at him, "what? I said so be it. If I'm gonna die then, I'll die. That's it. Every human dies."

Barbatos chuckled dryly, his eyes showing no fondness in them, his forehead creased.

"If you think I'm gonna let you die, You're dead wrong."

"You are not stopping me from dying Barbatos." you said with a straight face.

"No, Mc! You are not gonna die under my watch, I won't let that happen. If you wish to die that badly then you shall die by my hand." He said.and slammed his hand on the table.

You flinched and took a deep breath, "How will I die?"

Barbatos went silent. No words were spoken. You frown. He was just up over your face yelling at you and now he's silent? was it that serious? Is your death that horrible? What was making him this hesitant?

"Barbatos? You've seen how I died....right?" You asked cautiously, he nodded slowly.

"A few times" he whispered, not meeting your eyes.leaning back on his chair.

"Well then tell me, How did I die?" You asked with a stern voice.

He kept quiet,you let out a huge puff of breath, your head started to hurt, closing your eyes, you slammed your hands on the table and stood up.

"Barbatos!"

"I don't know!" He shouted in respond, staring straight into your eyes.

"Huh?" You stared at him, "what do you mean, you don't know?" You leaned forward, "You've seen my death...yet you don't know how?"

He looked away, hand forming a fist,

"Did you poison me?" You asked.

He snapped his head, "Are you crazy? I may not be an angel but I don't go that far."

You sat down. "You went forward in time, saw me die, yet you....never tried to stop it?"

He rolled his eyes, "of course I did! But I can't do it directly, I can't risk messing with time. Again."

"And i still die?" You raised an eyebrow,

"Yes! What is it that's taking you so hard to understand?!"he asked enraged.

"I don't fucking know! Maybe it's because I know I'm gonna fucking die in a few weeks?!" You asked him back, voice shaking, dripping with sarcasm and anxiety.

He tilted his head,"who told you it was a few weeks?"

You paled.

"You have like, a week. Less than a week."

He said, not caring anymore.

You gulped, tears started forming in your eyes,

" you're gonna walk in this dark olace and just fell and die." He continued.

"I can't even see you fucking face, I can't go rewind it or go even further to see what happened afterwards. There. Your death. Might as well start looking for coffin." He ended, got up and walk away.

"That's it? You're just gonna drop that and leave?"

He turned towards you, "weren't you the one who was so damn eager to kick me out yesterday?"

Your mouth opened in disbelief, "Why the fuck are you so rude?"

He shrugged, "there's no damn reason for me to not be rude to you," then he dissapeared into the guest room. Leaving you alone with your thoughts. You try to even out your breath,

Is this it?

Am I really gonna die?

Is he lying so I would follow him back?

What should I do?

Should I just accept it?

You stood up and walked to your room silently.

{Devildom}

Diavolo has decided to held a small buffet to help lighten the brother's mood, even though Barbatos wasn't there, he had a lot of amazing chefs in the castle other than Barbatos.

"Food!"Beelzebub yelled once he saw the food and started sprinting towards it.

"Oi beel! Save some for us wiil ya?!" Mammon shouted while picking up his pace to match Beelzebub.

Satan and lucifer sighed. Lucifer made his way towards Diavolo,

"Thank you for inviting us, Although I am not sure what's the occasion." He said, looking over at his brothers who were taking food onto their plate. Solomon walked up to them and started a conversation with Asmodeus who obviously turn it into flirting.

Diavolo laugh,"It's nothing, It's been a while since we gather. Figured it'd be fine"

Lucifer frown,he sighed,"Diavolo, I know what you're trying. And I wished that you stop."

"What are you talking about?" Diavolo asked,trying to sound innocent.

" Stop bothering her. Let her live her life. Let's listen to her for once and not make her life miserable anymore"

Diavolo sighed and grabbdd Lucifer's shoulder. "You miss her. We all do. We never actually properly apologize to her. If there is someone that could light up you guys again, It's her. "

Lucifer sighed "just, please stop if she asked to stop."

He looked around for a while, "Is Barbatos in the Human realm then?" He asked.

Diavolo nodded,"Yeah, He offered to help, as a last resort. If she said no this time, we'll stop. He should be back in a few days."

"Oh hey Barbatos! You're late! Woah what happened to you?!" Asmodeus said loudly from the table.

Diavolo, Solomon and Lucifer froze.

Their eyes turned towards Asmodeus. Wishing he was mistaken, wishing he was joking.

Their breath stopped once they saw the one standing in the entrance of the castle.

"Why....are you here?"

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《Pt.2 Pt.4》

[yukieyy]

°*{Once Again}*°

{ Sequel to Insecure }

{This is a continuation by popular demand, if you haven't read Insecure please do so to avoid confusion! }

Genre: Angst, Fluff, Hurt-Comfort

Tw: Swearing, meantions of death

Part 4

♡<pt.3

{A/n: a bit short, sorry darlings, BUT HUGEEE THANK YOU FOR 900 FOLLOWERS what did I do to deserve this😭😭❤ i am not satisfied with this so expect a few small edits? Idk it feels off}

⚠️ Remember this is purely fiction. I created this story, none of this is related to any religions.All things mentioned came purely from my own imagination.⚠️

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All eyes stared at the person standing by the door. Clothes burnt, blood stained face, hair messy, sweat dripping down their face, Hands shaking.

Diavolo took a step towards the entrance, grabbed their shoulders. Staring straight into their eyes.

"What in the world happen to you, Barbatos!?" He yelled. Barbatos kept quiet. Looking around, He saw everyone's pale faces staring at him.

He grabbed Diavolo's hands, peeled them away from him,

"Please excuse me while I clean myself up Young Master." He whispered and walked away. Leaving everyone speechless.

How could they not be? That was the Demon King's butler. His strength was greater and the same level as the brothers. He could  stop the brothers physical fights that involved magic as he was strong enough. To hurt him must've been a huge challenge, last time someone tried to hurt him, they ended the fight in 5 minutes.

Seeing his beaten state caused everyone to worry, who was arrogant enough to go to such lengths? How long were they fighting to cause that much damage to him?

"You said he was in the human realm?"Lucifer asked Diavolo.

Diavolo hesitated,"...he should be, I saw him left with my own eyes..."

The second Barbatos got back to the dining hall. He sat himself down on of the chair, exhausted.  Diavolo walked towards him, crouching in front of him.

"What happened? I thought you were gonna stay there for two more days?" He asked.

Barbatos frowned, "two more days? In there? Were you aware of how hard it was climbing back up? "

Diavolo frown deepened, "Coming back here shouldn't be a problem is it? You have my permission and even if you don't you can easily open a portal..."

Barbatos was stunned, he looked at everyone around him. Confused.

"Young master....where did you think I was?"

Diavolo tilted his head," you were at the Human Realm were you not?"

Barbatos paled.

[Human Realm]

"How long are you gonna be pissed." You asked .

Barbatos sighed," how long are you gonna put off going back there? " and put down his book.

"I have a week right? Let me do the things I wanna do first before I die."

Barbatos rolled his eyes, "You'll be dead before you finish them. "

You turned the channel, pressing the buttons way to harshly,gritting your teeth,"well at least it's nice to know when I'll die."

He raised an eyebrow,"well, don't blame me if your soul goes into a rage,"

You groaned,"ugh, Fine! Let me get my things, wait a little bit. "

He smirked."I'll be right here, waiting for you"

[2345]

"What do you mean?" Barbatos asked.

"You went to convince Mc to come back here, I saw you left" Diavolo pressed,

The brothers froze upon hearing that, their faces fell when they heard your name. Your name was like a taboo, something that shouldn't be said, something that should only be kept to themselves.

Barbatos grabbed his head, "I wasn't in the human realm..." and closed his eyes.

"Where were you?" Lucifer asked, his voice stern.

"The Abyss".

Silence filled the air. The Abyss. The one place that every Devildom citizen would hate to go. Just the thought of it made them sick. It was the heaviest punishment in the Devildom. The hellish Hell. The second Hell. The Satan's Abyss.

It was filled to the brim with unsettled souls, criminals, poisons, deadly ashes, pitch black fire, you couldn't even walk straight if you try. No one. No one would ever, go there on their own.

So why was Barbatos there?

"H-how?" Diavolo asked.

"I don't know, I can't remember" He said,staring straight at Diavolo, letting him see the sincerity in his eyes. Diavolo threw Solomon a look, Solomon ran outside immediately.

[2345]

You took a deep breath, walking behind Barbatos as he lead the way, he decided to open the portal back to Devildom somewhere far so suspicions wouldn't rise. You couldn't help but to feel a bit scared.

Your breath were starting to get ragged, anxiety was rising as you took one step after the other. Your intuitions kept telling you to turn back. But you couldn't help but felt scared that you won't see them again if you die.

'This feels wrong'

Barbatos was quiet the entire time. The steps he took were heavy, almost calculated. You could feel goosebumps all over you, your head started to hurt, you could not bear to take another step,

"Wait." You said. Barbatos sighed and turned around."what is it this time?"

"Can we go back? I don't feel well," you said softly, rubbing your right hand over your left elbow.

"We've come too far. So, no." He said,

"Why are you so different now? Did something happened after I left?" You decided to ask.

He walked towards you and grabbed your arm. "Yes. You ruined my life, you ruined everyone's life,"

He pulled you along, you tried to pull back your arm but it was too tight.

"Hey, that hurts!"

"I don't care" he replied. You kept tugging your arm away but he wasn't budging at all.

"Come on, don't waste my time." He said through gritted teeth.

"No! I don't want to!" You shouted but he was way stronger than you, his grip were so tight. You could feel your blood circulation stopping by the seconds

[2358]

His eyes were glowing, your surrounding started to get darker, you looked around and realized you were no longer on the streets, you were in a forest. Deep inside the forest.

However, the trees were dead and dried, there were no signs of life, not even a bug could be seen. It was dark. It was creepy, It was cold. It was terrifying.

You could feel your body shake, "I wanna go back, please," you whispered, genuinely scared, you felt so weak.

You felt exactly how you felt when you met Ayla . You hated it. But as of this moment, you don't have any power to go against Barbatos. Your pacts with the demons were broken long ago.

He grabbed your shoulders and gripped them. "I said no!" His eyes glow red. His tone was dripping in wrath. Your eyes widen. Your breath stopped.

You could feel the ground shaking, your surrounding started to get hotter. The trees started catching fire, smoke rises, causing your eyes to sting.

You looked down when you felt your feet burning, You saw a huge portal on the forest floor, forming right under your feet. You gasped as Tears welled up in your eyes, You couldn't run, even if you did, you won't make it. You didn't know where you were. You wouldn't know where to go.

"You..you're not Barbatos" you cried out,horrified looking into his red eyes

Barbatos eyes are green.

[0000]

"Too late" taking his hands off you,

You fell.

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《Pt.3 Pt.5》

[yukieyy]

°*{Once Again}*°

{ Sequel to Insecure }

{This is a continuation by popular demand, if you haven't read Insecure please do so to avoid confusion! }

Genre: Angst, Fluff, Hurt-Comfort

Tw: Swearing, meantions of death

Part 5

♡<pt.4

{A/n: this was supposed to be the climax but it feels kinda meh and short, so I apologize. And I apologize for the late update, there's so much goung on in my life I could barely keep up. I promise the next one won't take this long}

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Falling

Falling

Falling

Falling

It burns

It hurts

It's dark

It's hot

Where am I?

Why am I here?

Where is the end?

Is there an end?

How did I get here?

Who am I?

Lucifer could feel his blood run cold. His horns slowly started to appear. His eyes glow red, the brothers slowly started to fume in anger.

Diavolo looked at Lucifer, "calm down, we'll see what Solomon says"

Solomon burst towards the door, clothes burnt but he looked fine. "Abyss. Mc. Witch" was all it took for the brothers to dashed out the door flying in their demon form.

Barbatos grabbed his head, "ugh" Diavolo looked at him.

"Is there any way we can turn back time?"

Barbatos looked at him, "you know the answer Young Master. Once you fell into the abyss, there is no going back."

Diavolo rubbed his face in frustration, "get some rest, I'll be back. You too Solomon, you don't look good,"

Diavolo unleashed his form and flew towards the brothers. Demons in the Devildom were in awe though a tad bit confused as what was happening, the seven brothers and their Next King is flying hurriedly.

Lucifer could feel his heart beating faster than he ever felt. It's even worse than when you went into rampage years ago. He was only focusing on flying when he heard a quiet sniffle, he turned to the side and saw his brothers' desperate faces, tears running down Asmodeus flawless face,Mammon  forehead was creasing, Satan was fuming, Leviathan was quiet for once, Beelzebub was angry, Beel never get angry, Belphegor looked just like he did when the war happened

That's when he knew, he need to save you no matter what. he wasn't the only one who needed you. They needed you. They've lost you once,they're not losing you again. He won't allow it.

The way to the abyss was filled with thick forest,lakes after lakes,mountains after mountain. It was so far.

The air slowly became thicker, hotter. Suffocating, Leviathan eventually fell down and started gasping, coughing. He took a moment before gathering the strength to fly again. Mammon waited for him and grabbed his arms to support him flying stabily

Suddenly, a ball of fire flew straight towards them.

"Lucifer!" Satan screamed before lauching at him, both of them tumbling down.

They coughed and groaned at the pain they felt while falling down. "What is it" Lucifer asked, his anger doubling.

"The witch is here " Satan whispered.

His brothers managed to dodge every spell thrown towards them. Lucifer dashed to Satan and grabbed him up, flying straight up to the dark sky of Devildom, avoiding the trees of the Dark Forest, allowing him more space to scan for the witch.

Suddenly, he heard Asmodeus screaming, Satan launched towards the sound and found Asmodeus by the tree, wings burnt. Satan picked him up and flew away. Lucifer saw burnt patches on Satan wings and frowned. He won't last any longer.

"You are not getting away!" Satan screamed.

"Stop bein' a coward would ya?! Come out!" Mammon shouted from the top of the tree, Belphegor dropped down gently on the forest floor.

Walking slowly, "He said, COME OUT!" Belphegor launched a spell, breaking a tree right in front of him off. That's when everyone saw the witch.

They surround her. "Careful Belphie" Beel warned as the witch was now disappearing and reappearing in random places.

It was awfully quiet, they were waiting, waiting for the right time to strike. Watching her every move. She wasn't too fast for their eyes but surely was fast for them to attack.

"Lucifer! GO!" Diavolo shouted as he knocked the witch away from stabbing Lucifer from the back.

The witch screamed, making the brothers fell to their knees.  It was so high pitched it could bleed their ears. Their focus was way off as they were approaching the Abyss.

The witch stabbed Diavolo in the arm and  broke free from, flying away to the abyss. Diavolo caught her again and grabbed her arms, stopping her from moving. She smirked and laugh. Diavolo gasped whwn he felt a stab straight through his abck to his chest. He turned and saw a clone of the witch. Diavolo fell down. Blood trickling down.

She turned and flew straight towards Lucifer, mouth restless as she cast spells after spells to prevent the brothers from reaching it.

"Get out of my way!"Lucifer grabbed the witch by the throat. Lifted her in the air and his eyes glowed as his arm shook

That's when he took a good look at the witch.

It felt oddly familiar. This creature felt familiar. Too familiar. It was making Him gag. He threw the witch down.

Out of the blue, there were flocks of Crows attacking him, biting his arms, horns, face, he swatted them away, the crows started pecking on his eyes, nose, another flock came and started throwing stones and tree branches, their launches were very calculated almost as if they have the ability to plan. he  eventually lost his balance when they plucked his wings one after another. The pain was unimaginable, it  burns and itches

Lucifer screamed in pain and fell down with a loud thud. The little insects started biting their way onto his skin, sucking his blood, he was  too weak to move or swat them away. He could hear his brothers fighting, he opened his eyes slowly and saw Beel breaking Cerberus neck restlessly.

It was chaos. The forest was burning, blood were shed yet again. It was happening again. And he failed to stop it again. He failed to stop you again. He closed his eyes,

"WAKE UP LUCIFER!" Leviathan shouted shaking his body, he could hear him, but he was so exhausted.

"Asmo behind you!" Mammon shouted when he saw a gust of wind, too strong to be nature's doing aiming at his brother. Mammon grabbed Asmo and toom the hit. Both of them were thrown away and hit a tree. They laid there lifelessly.

Belphegor was capturing wolves and beasts that were thrown towards them. Slashing their heads off, He was slowly losing his strength. Satan eventually had to pull Belphegor away as his ears and nose started to bleed. Beelzebub was on the ground, exhausted. Throwing the corpses as his only way of keeping them away from him.

"Lucifer please..." Leviathan cried out, "I can't fly anymore, Beel is gonna get eaten, If anyone could save her it's you, so please. " he sobs as he saw Beel ran out of corpses to throw.

"Let's not lose her again,Lucifer. I'm begging you." Leviathan said before running and dragging Beel that is twice as heavy as him away as best as he could.

Let's not lose her again,

Let's not lose her again,

Let's not lose her again

We already lost her. She was never ours. She doesn't belong here. Lucifer wanted to shout back but he bit his tongue. He laid there.

He didn't know why but he suddenly remember his letter that you left for him. He smiled softly.

Thank you for always keeping me safe,I love you

That's when he found a sudden burst of strength. Lucifer opened his eyes. Pushes himself up and tried to work his wings. It burns, it stings. But it's working.

He hadn't lose you. He knew where you are. He was not losing you, he had to return you back. Even if it killed him.

He took a shaky breath before running as fast as he can. He ran and ran and ran until his skin burns.

That's how he knew he made it. He looked down into the Abyss. It was dark. But not empty. The darkness is from the flames being too hot it was black.

Closing his eyes and remembering your smiling face,

he jumped down.

He screamed when he felt his body burns.

"Mc!!!" He called out, hoping you'd hear him.

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[yukieyy]

°*{Insecure}*°

{ Obey me x fem Mc}

{Replaced Mc Au}

Genre: Fluff, angst

TW: body insecurity, mentions of self harm, mentions of body measurements, insults.

{a/n: Every body is beautiful just as it is don't let this ff make you think any different, ✨💕}

Part 3

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Song: (｡・//ε//・｡)

You were depressed. Unmotivated. Nothing was going right anymore. Hell even Lucifer don't talk to you as often now. Mammon didn't even bother bursting through your door, he would just ran out, with Ayla.

"Mc! Mc! Noo! Come on!! We lost again!" Levi complained.

"sorry levi"

"ugh whatever, I'm gonna play it alone now, can't take anymore chances to lose."

You sighed setting down the controller, got up to leave the room.

"Ayla was so much better," you heard Levi mumbled before going out of the room.

You heard a squeal from downstairs so you peeked. There, Asmo and Satan were fawning over something, wait no someone. Oh. Asmo bought a new dress for her.

'Look at that body'

' how much does she weigh? Must be under 50'

' i would die for those legs'

' Her waist is so tiny is that even healthy?'

You thought to yourself, jealousy started to rise in you, and a certain moment came back to you,

(flashback)

You woke up late that morning, well, it's weekend anyways, when you got out of the room, you could hear Ayla, Beel, Belphie and Asmo talking.

You walked into the kitchen where they were to get some water, "did you guys go somewhere?"

"oh we went for a workout," Beel answered.

You froze 'this is gonna get ugly.

You thought to yourself.

"O-oh I see. Even Belphie? That's impressive," you managed to say without making eye contact with any of them

Ayla chuckled," do you think just because he's the Avatar of Sloth he doesn't take care of himself? Mc, he's not you, maybe you should take his place as The Avatar of Sloth with how much you're sleeping, you just woke up didn't you?"

Satan and Belphie snickered, Asmo didn't even bother to hide his laugh.

"she's right Mc, you really should follow us sometimes, it's good to take care of your body you know? You'll fit into those dresses you said you liked," Asmo winked.

You just smiled at him and walked away into your room. A breath after another, some tears managed to fall but you wiped them away as fast as they appear.

Before you could even engage in your thoughts, a knock was heard. You opened your door and saw beel holding a plate of sandwiches and a bottle of water and a bottle of tea.

"uh.. what's this?" You asked him.

"your breakfast, you just woke up right? You must be hungry, here take them.," Beel said putting the bottles and plate into your arms.

"I don't understand what they were talking about earlier but it didn't sound good. But to me Mc, you're okay, you don't have to do things you don't want to. I know you stayed up to study last night. You don't have to listen to them.,"

Your eyes watered hearing Beel said that. You didn't look up at him, you kept your head low, afraid he'll see the tears if you did. So you just mumbled a thank you. Then Beel run off saying he feel sticky and need a shower so you just nodded at him.

(flashback ends)

You smiled at the memory but that day, you never finished the sandwich he made. You just can't, including the food the next day, or the next, or the rest of the week. Were you hungry? Absolutely.

But.

"This fat needs to go," you said to yourself as you stared at your body in the mirror. You pinched your sides, your arms, your thighs,

"ugh, they're so big, is this even a woman's body?"

You look over to the scale and step on it.

"68. What kind of woman weighs 68 kg?! Why am I like this?!"

You said plopping onto the bed.

That night you texted Lucifer if he can help you study, he said yes. So you went and knocked on his door. He told you to wait.

So you waited.

5 minutes, 10 minutes, 15, 20, and just like that an hour went by. You were just there. Standing in front of his door.

'did he forget?'

Just as you were about to walk away, the door handle moves, startling you, making you run and hide. You don't know why, you just did.

And thank god you did.

The person that walked out was Lucifer. With Ayla. Ayla was holding a bunch of books.

"Satan was right, you are amazing Ayla if only Mc was a fast learner like you if you can please influence her a little bit more. That will be a big help" Lucifer said.

Ayla laughed "I'm pretty sure Satan was exaggerating. I don't think I can help much with Mc. I tried but she just refused. I don't think she likes me that much. She doesn't even hang out with your brothers anymore. She just stayed in her room. Was she always this closed off?" Ayla talked

You scoffed, ' It's not that I don't it's I can't"

"no she wasn't, she was always energetic, do you think you can find out why she's behaving like that?"

Ayla hesitated but then said, "don't you think.. she's running from her responsibilities? Like the stuff I do now was her responsibility right? Now that I'm here.. is she leaving them to me so she could relax? Don't you think so?"

Lucifer went quiet.

'huh? Why is he quiet? Don't tell me he agrees to that!?'

"it's late Ayla, you'd best go to bed now. See you tomorrow," Lucifer told her, Ayla turn and walked off to her room.

Lucifer sighed and said to himself. "and she didn't even come tonight,"

'EXCUSE ME?'

You got up after Lucifer went into his office and stormed to your room. Sitting down. Like someone just lit you on fire, you started studying like crazy for a test tomorrow.

Before you knew it, it was 6.30 a.m. You don't even have time to catch a quick nap so you just decided to get ready and walked to RAD. Earlier than anyone, you didn't want to catch anyone today. You didn't want to lose all those things you read last night by engaging in a conversation.

You went straight to class, sat down, and continue studying, reviewing last night's notes, determined to do good so you wouldn't disappoint Lucifer anymore.

One by one student flow into the class, but you paid them no mind. You kept reading your book and chanting them non-stop.

When the test finally started, you were feeling great and confident. The said test ended in an hour and the results will be out after a class hour.

You looked at the paper the teacher gave back to you and almost cried. It was an 80. The highest you've ever gotten since you arrived in Devildom.

You can't wait to tell Lucifer.

.

.

"Dinner tonight is especially to celebrate Ayla for being the top student in the whole batch this month," Lucifer said and the brothers clapped their hands and you did too.

'yeah sure I'm so excited to tell Lucifer my result'

"I don't think it's right to let the guest if honor di the cooking now is it?!" Ayla joked laughter erupts through the table.

"sorry Ayla, your cooking is amazing. And we thought Mc was great. I didn't know there was someone better," Lucifer explained with a chuckle.

You bit your lips, took a breath and stabbed a piece of meat on your plate and put it in your mouth, and almost threw up. No, it didn't taste bad. Your body just refused it.

Make sense since you've been skipping meals.

Putting down your fork, you look at the table for other food.

'bread, ugh too many carbs, Mashed potatoes, no the gravy is greasy, roast chicken, no that's drowned in butter you'll gain weight if you eat them.'

You looked at other stuff than the food and saw the drinks, 'oh no that's sweet, no sweets remember? Is there any water anywhere? '

"mc?" Beel called.

You jumped a little, "yes beel?"

"are you okay? You're not eating.." Beel asked.

"is there something wrong with the food Mc? Is it not to your liking?" Ayla asked

"No! The food is amazing, I'm fine! I'm just not that hungry," You explained to them.

Beel stared at you, "really? I don't think I saw you eat today ... You weren't in your room this morning when I went to give you breakfast,"

'oh...my god. I hurt him. You fool. You should've told him !'

"oh god beel I'm so sorry, I was so anxious about the test, I went to class so early to continue studying, I'm sorry," you apologized.

"no, it's okay, but next time tell me so I can go to your class and give it to you," Beel said and continue eating once you nodded.

"you went to give her breakfast?" Belphie asked, Beel nodded

"How long have you been doing that?"

"a couple weeks, why?" Beel answered.

' beel no shut up he's gonna kill me for real this time.'

"Mc, you know well enough you can come and eat yourself right? Why make him do it? He's not your butler, he's as busy as you are. " Ayla snapped.

"I didn't make him do it, he just suddenly did it, I didn't say anything because he never complained about it, beel I'm so sorry," You quickly explained.

" Yeah. You never said anything because it made your life easier, doesn't it?! Having Him run to you every morning to bring you food while you sit your fatass on the bed waiting just ease things for you! That's why you never said anything!" Belphie snapped.

"no I swear it's not! " You defended yourself.

"I did it because I want to, she always thanks me and even gave me half of the food I brought back to me in case I'm still hungry, which I always am by the way," Beel explained.

"Mc, you didn't put any strange things in the food you gave to him right?" Ayla asked.

"what? Are you insane?! Wasn't it, you guys who said I'm stupid in spells and potions?! How and when will I even put the strange things?! We ate it together in my room!" You shouted.

"ENOUGH!" Lucifer screamed making you flinch.

The last time he ever screamed at you was back when you were busy poking your nose into their family problems.

"Mc, Your room," Lucifer ordered.

"excuse me? Why?" You asked.

"Now. Don't make me repeat myself again." His eyes glowed red making your heartbreak. You blinked a couple times, swallowing the lump in your throat and pushing yourself out of the chair, and ran to your room.

One by one the tears ran down your cheeks. You didn't even bother changing or washing up, you just went straight to bed, cuddled up in your blanket, and cried into your pillow.

'when did everything go so wrong.'

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[yukieyy]

°*{Insecure}*°

{ Obey me x fem Mc}

{Replaced Mc Au}

TW: body insecurity, mentions of self harm, mentions of body measurements, insults. Foul language.

Genre: Fluff, angst

Part 4

Part 3 → ♡

{ I kinda went overboard with the part with Beel. You'll understand when you read it, this one is kinda long }

{A/n: You're beautiful! Don't let anyone says any different alright?💕 And thank you for loving this}

Songs : ෆ╹ .̮ ╹ෆ & (灬º‿º灬)♡

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Another month breeze by, if Ayla wasn't here, you and Solomon would be back in the Human Realm. But since Diavolo added her, you have to stay another year, to "help her go through her year"

' yeah, like she couldn't handle herself better'

You were studying all night, without sleep or food. Just water and a few crackers and pieces of carrots. You yawned a little but then your alarm went off.

"4.00 a.m, let's go'

You put on your tracksuit and put in your wireless earphones and sneaked out of your room silently. Managing to close the main door, you ran out.

Just like that, you went for a jog. It's very dangerous, any lower-level demon could come and attack you at any moment but you don't care. You need to do this, you have to. You need to lose weight.

Your jog came to a halt when your stomach stung and started rumbling making you crouch down and hug yourself tight to ease the pain. Hissing in pain, you bit your lips to not make any sound,

Taking a deep breath, the pain is finally gone,

You picked yourself up again and started running, picking up your pace, and ran back home as it was close to the brothers waking uptime. Sneaking back in, you immediately hopped in the shower.

You curse yourself when you forgot your towel outside, stepping outside naked, you reach for your towel on the bed, but notice how you were standing in front of your full body mirror. You slowly turned your body to the mirror.

You look at your naked body in the mirror, frowning at each stretch mark, grabbing the excess fat on your sides,

Your toes moved as your heart clenched, you raise your arm, ' yup they still flap, like a fucking bird'

Your eyes went down to the scale in front of the mirror, you stepped on it.

'50...50?! wasn't it 49.5 yesterday?!'

You frantically looked for your diary, indeed it was 49.5 yesterday.

You glared at the crackers. Grabbing them, you threw them in the trash. You put on your uniform and packed your bag. Took a deep breath and walked out.

No, Beel will not come and give you breakfast anymore. Lucifer made sure he won't and made sure you knew he won't.

" From now on Mc, if I ever heard or seen any of my brothers run errands for you that you can easily do yourself, you're getting a punishment," Lucifer said as you stood in the middle of his office.

"Okay, I'm sorry.." You replied.

"Go, and you better be studying. I don't want you going out today," Lucifer said.

You nodded

You shook your head at the bitter memory. You pat your own head and said " you'll be okay,"

.

.

"Wow Ayla!! That's amazing!! Can you do that again?!" Luke excitedly exclaimed.

Ayla smiled and do it again. It was a collaborative class as some of the teachers were in a meeting.

So, here we are, the entire two-class, amazed at her skills of making small fireworks on the table right in front of them.

You just sat on the back of the class, looking from afar. You looked for the spell she was casting in a book and accidentally chanted it wrong, making the book catch on fire.

"Oh shit"

Everyone turned to you when they smell something burning.

"Fire!"

"Wait that's a wooden table!"

"Mc! What did you do!" Ayla shouted before grabbing her water bottle and pouring water on it.

"I'm sorry! I didn't know what spell that was,"You explained.

" And you still chanted it?! Are you trying to kill us?!" Ayla shouted, earning a little support from the other demons.

"I'm genuinely sorry, it's won't happen again, I swear," Mc explained.

"What happened?" Solomon asked as he walked into the class, he just went to the toilet with Simeon.

"Dumb girl set a spellbook on fire," someone told Solomon.

"Dumb girl?" Simeon asked.

"Yeah that, that useless being there," the guy pointed to you.

"Mc?! You okay?" Solomon ran and grabbed your shoulders. You nodded.

"Solomon? The last thing you should be worried about is her, she set a book on fire and left it on a wooden table! ," Ayla exclaimed.

"Enough Ayla! We're in hell for fuck's sake who cares about a little fire?!" Solomon snapped and glares at her.

"May I know what the commotion is about here? The meeting room is two-door away. Why are you making a fuss," Lucifer said from the door.

Everyone went quiet. Lucifer scanned the room, his eyes landed on Solomon holding you, Ayla in front of him, and Simeon besides Luke.

His gaze hardens, eyes glowing red and everyone could see his magic flowing in black smoke behind him,. Indicating that he's angry, very angry.

"Mc. I hope it's not you that started this chaos?" Lucifer asked.

"Ayla was the one who shouted so no? It's not me," You said.

"No, you clearly started this, Lucifer, she chanted a spell, setting a book of fire, then just left it burning on the table, just staring at it! I just scolded her because she did something wrong, is that wrong of me?," Ayla said to Lucifer.

Lucifer sighed. " Come here, Mc,"

You hesitated and unconsciously gripped Solomon's arm a little tight.

"Mc," Lucifer called again, this time in a warning tone,

"Don't make me come inside and grab you. You don't want that," Lucifer said again.

"I'm scared,"you mumbled under your breath, accidentally letting Solomon hear you.

"Okay that's it"

Lucifer stormed into the class, grabbed you by the back of your neck, and dragged you out not giving Solomon a chance to grab you.

"Lucifer! Be gentle! She's a human!" Simeon shouted as he watched you get dragged away.

Before you knew it tears already started streaming down your face as his grip was starting to hurt, you reached behind and hold his hand,

"L-Lucifer, it hurts," you said softly.

"Oh, it hurts?" He said in a mocking manner. Opening a door to an empty classroom. Throwing you inside.

"You should've thought about that when you set that book on fire. What if the class burns down?! Are you gonna be responsible for the demons?! For Ayla?! Are you?!"

'so it's still about Ayla huh'

"I swear it was an accident! I was just reading the spell Ayla was using, I didn't know saying it wrong could lead to that!"

Lucifer ran his hand on his face, "you of all people should know your skills are nowhere near Ayla's. Stop trying to copy her! You can't do it! Just accept that she's better before you kill all of us!," Lucifer shouted.

You froze. Speechless. You could feel your heart tearing apart even more, with the exhaustion if not sleeping, your mind just gave up on finding the words to defend yourself.

"Now you are gonna stay here until I say you can leave. " Lucifer said,

"Wait what? No, I'm not staying here-

Lucifer lifted his hand up and put a spell on you, causing you to lose your voice. Lucifer glared at you,

"I regret ever choosing you."

Then, he slammed the door, locking it manually and even putting a barrier that only he could open.

You bang on the door, but get pushed back by the force and fell down. You sat down and tears started falling again. You don't know how to get out, you can't shout, your D.D.D was in your bag in your class, and it's not like you can call out the brothers using the pact, you don't know how to do that properly even if you do you doubt they can break the barrier.

So you hugged yourself and continued to cry. Alone.

Hours went by, you woke up to the sudden coldness,

'when did I fell asleep?'

You looked outside and saw a bat. A bat will never come out unless it's midnight here. That's the only way to differentiate day and night.

Your eyes widen, you opened your mouth to speak. But nothing came out. You panicked. What were you gonna do? This room is always empty. It was one of the unused classes.

You paced back and forth and knocked on the door. Only to be hit by the same force. You went to the window and opened it. You looked down, 'the third floor, it's kinda high, but I'm not gonna die,'

Without hesitation, you jumped down, twisting your ankle, Hissing in pain, you limped your way back.

And you ran into another crisis, you can't go inside without them noticing you. You can't climb up using the trees now, with the state of your legs.

You took a slow and cautious step into the house, slowly going to your room.

" Where were you?" You heard a voice call.

You turned slowly and saw it was Lucifer.

'he... forgot?'

"Ayla made Human Food today, and you were out? Did you have fun sneaking out with Solomon? Where did you even go? The club?"

You frowned 'this is too far' you opened your mouth, and no sound came out.

"What? Did you got cursed or something? Good. That'll make you quiet. I'm tired of your behavior now. Go to bed"

You grabbed his arm when he turned back. He snapped his hand away and glared.

"What?"

You pointed at him, then pointed at your throat.

"No , I'm not gonna help you lift the curse, good luck with that,"

And off he went

You watched him with sad eyes. You went in your room, writing down on a paper,

'can you lift this spell so I can talk again?'

And went to Levi's room. You knocked, knowing he's up.

"Go away mc!"

'how did he ? '

You kept knocking, "Mc! Stop it!".

It's Ayla, so that's why. You sighed and went to Mammon's room. You knocked on his door, he opened it.

"Oh it's you, what do you want?" He said with a frown.

You showed him the paper,

"Sorry mc, my skill sucks just like you. Gotta ask someone else," He said and slammed the door to your face.

You huffed before going to Satan's room, you raised your hand to knock but stopped when you heard him talk.

" Don't you think Mc is weird these days? Like she was always weird but she's especially weird once Ayla arrived," Satam said.

"Well yeah, she was never really the type of people I like, I don't know much, maybe she's jealous?" That's Asmo's voice,

Satan laughed, "yeah maybe, I mean, Ayla is amazing. Who wouldn't? She and Solomon should've been the chosen ones before, to be honest".

"I know. What was our brother thinking when he suggested Mc to Diavolo?," Asmo replied.

You gripped the note tightly and went back to your room.

' She was always weird'

' she's not really the type of people I like '

'she should've been the chosen one'

'maybe she's jealous?'

Tears started to flow again as you walked to your room slowly.

"Mc?"

You looked upon instinct, forgetting that you were crying.

Beel was standing in front of your door, holding a container that probably contain food.

Your tears streamed harder. He ran up to you cupping your cheek,

"What's wrong? Why are you in this state? Why are you crying?" He asked as he wiped your tears.

You didn't say anything, well, not like you can anyway.

Beel grabbed your hand and dragged you to your room. He sat you down on the bed and set the container down on your table. That's when he caught the bright-colored crumpled note in your hand, he kneeled in front of you and took the note.

He took it and read it.

"Let me try,"

After a few tries, Beel broke it. He smiled, "can you talk now? "

You opened your mouth, "yeah" it came out a little raspy but you can.

"Who did this? Did someone attack you? That's why you weren't in your room all night? Tell me, Lucifer can chase them away" He asked with a frown.

You quickly shook your head.

"Don't tell him. Beel, you should go back, Lucifer will get mad again at us if he saw you here.," You said softly while holding his hands

Beel shook his head, he grabbed the container and opened it. It was a porridge.

"Not until I see you eat," He said scooping up some into a spoon and bringing it to your lips.

' don't '

' you just gained weight don't do it '

' It's midnight! You know eating this late is destructive Mc!'

With a painful look in your eyes, you turned your head away. Beel set the spoon down. He set the container down and got on the bed beside you.

Without a word, he hugged you. Just like that, Another round of tears immediately started. He turned your body so you'll face him and hugged you properly, your face in his chest, while his hand stroked your hair.

"That must've been scary right? Getting attacked when you were alone, why wasn't Mammon with you? He was supposed to take care of you,"

You didn't answer, you just continue crying into his chest, he never stopped stroking your hair and your back.

"Can I see your foot now? You were limping," He said, you nodded slowly,

He moved the porridge away and got on his knees again, he took off your socks and threw them away,

'great Mc, he's disgusted.'

Beel grabbed it and pressed slowly,

"Ow, ow beel that hurt" you hissed in pain.

"Oh sorry, Looks like it sprained, did you fell when you were running away?" Beel asked as he got up to wet some towel to wipe your foot.

"Yeah.." your heart clenched as guilt set in once you spit the lie.

" I wish I was there to chase them away," Beel said softly

You smiled a little, "it's okay, at least I'm still alive,"

He smiled back, taking your foot again and wiped it down, "that's true. Mc, I'm gonna run and get some ice for this, so you can change while I'm out, oh and please don't throw this porridge away, I'll eat them if You don't want to" he said.

You nodded and got up slowly with his help,

"I'll be back as soon as I can okay?" Be said and ran out,

You walked slowly and took out a nightdress and walked to the bathroom to wash up a little and change. By the time you came out, Beel was, preparing your bed?

"Beel what are you doing?" You asked with a chuckle.

"I figured you'd need some help getting into bed so here I prepared it for you, sit down,"

You giggled and sat down while smiling, he just stared at you, "what?" You asked.

"Nothing, I just felt like I been a while since I saw you smiling like that, I barely see you these days." He said sadly,

You pat his head, "I'm sorry Beel, I'm a little busy,"

He sighed and started wrapping up your foot with a bandage "i know, Lucifer was telling you to raise your grade that's why you are studying most of the time right? " You nodded.

" Don't push yourself too hard, mc. Your grades are getting better, and I can see that you're losing weight," Beel said while putting the Ice pack he made on your foot.

You smiled when he said that, "really?"

"Yes. And I don't like it.", You frowned, " why?"

"I don't know what you're trying to achieve Mc, but, I just... don't like it when you skip meals and lose weight this fast, I'm worried, " Beel said looking straight into your eyes, telling you that he's being serious.

You just hugged him, "I'll try and eat more okay? I promise," He returned the hug, "okay,"

When he broke the hug, he said, "you know Mc, everyone said Ayla is an amazing cook, and yeah I agree her food taste amazing-

'no. Please stop talking about her '

"At dinner tonight I suddenly craved for potato stew. So I asked Ayla to make it. She did and yeah it was good-

'stop. Beel, please stop.'

"But it wasn't enough, there was something off, and then I realized that it was you who made it for me first, so it didn't satisfy me. That's when I realized, you never cook for us anymore ever since Ayla started cooking, " Beel said sadly.

'oh.'

"I'm sorry, I just never thought of doing it again, since you guys love her cooking so much," you said.

"I don't know about my brothers but mc, please cook for me again, I miss it. I miss you. I want to walk to class with you again. Please don't disappear silently again," Beel said, his eyes watering.

Your tears fell, 'and here I thought every single one of them hates me now'

You nodded "I will, I promise, I will. Let's go to class together tomorrow okay?"

Beel smiled, "okay! After I heal your foot though, now eat that, I'm not leaving before you finish that"

You hugged him.

'maybe. Just maybe I can fix this. I almost died bringing this family together, I can fix it this time too'

Someone really needs to wash your mouth out with soap.

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[yukieyy]

°*{Insecure}*°

{Obey me x Fem Mc}

{Replaced Mc Au}

TW: Anxiety, body insecurity,mention of self-harm,

{A/n: Remember, you're beautiful just the way you are}.

Part 2

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Song : (✿ ♡‿♡)

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"Oi Ayla! Hurry up will you? We're gonna miss the match!!" Mammon shouted.

You were seated at the living room, with a book in your hand. Listening to them.

"eh?! Ayla didn't you say we were going shopping today?!" Asmo shouted from his room upstairs.

"Ayla, can you buy me the book I told you about before while you're out?" Satan said passing by the said girl.

It's been a month. A month. And this is your daily life now. Ayla this, Ayla that. You don't hate her. No, she's an angel, absolute sweetheart. It's just getting tiring now.

When she arrived, she came in a better state than you did. Didn't freak out, smiling, excited, and very motivated, even the brothers that were concerned eased up.

When you were showing them around... At least that's what you thought you were doing, she knew. a lot. Almost everything. Every history. Kinda made you feel like an idiot.

You never really were good at studying or taking care of yourself. But when Ayla arrived for some reason, you found yourself trying..harder. A good thing. Right?

Maybe.

Ayla hit it off with the others so well, she's amazing at magic which sparks Lucifer's pride, she's mischievous, making her a great companion for Mammon, She got immaculate style, which Asmo absolutely adores, She probably reads as much as Satan, making her a great friend to talk to for Satan. She's amazing in cooking and she cooked food from the three realms. How amazing was that for Beel? No one could believe it but she actually was also an otaku, those long, mouthful titles to an anime Levi was talking about? That had 7 seasons and 3 movies in total? Yeah. She knew every single one. Not to mention she could sew. She made a pillow. For Belphie. That's another win.

You were happy. Yes, you were!! She's not having any trouble which is a good thing, those lower-level demons didn't try to eat her anymore. Everyone loves her. A little too much you think.

Back to the current time, you sighed. Getting up from the couch, you walked to the door.

"Mc? Where are you going?"

You turned to the voice.

"oh, Lucifer. I'm just gonna take a walk and meet up with Solomon to help him make these shady potions he found in a book. Why?"

Lucifer walked up to you and place his hand on your head. Then something glows around you, he ruffled your hair and stepped back

"Stay safe and don't go too far in the forest alright? Come home before midnight okay?"

Your chest warmed up. "Of course! See you!"

"Don't forget to eat too!" He shouted again as you walked away, you turned back and waved at him.

"Wow."

Lucifer turned back to the voice.

"what."

"Didn't know you were THAT protective. That barrier is the one you always put on Lilith wasn't it? The one where even Diavolo would lose breath to crack?" Satan questioned.

Lucifer sighed, "yes, I'm just keeping her safe. She might not notice but since she arrived here till now for some reason those lower-level demons keep following her. I wonder how strong Ayla is to shoo them in just two weeks," He chuckled

"well, Ayla is amazing that's what I'll tell you, She managed to memorize this long spell in a day. I can do it because I'm a demon. but she's a human! She's amazing, I don't know why you and Diavolo decide to summon Mc first before Ayla," Satan rambles with a shrug.

"Satan. Enough. Don't say that to anyone. Especially Mc. " Lucifer frowned.

"what? It's the truth," Satan said.

You hold your breath. You turned back a minute ago because you forgot your D.D.D. but ended up eavesdropping. Your heart clenched. Tight.

You took a deep breath and shook your head and walked out of your hiding spot.

"oh hey, Satan!"

Lucifer was shocked," Mc? When did you get back?"

"just now, I forgot my D.D.D. there," You said pointing at it on the couch. Satan walked over and picked it up and threw it to you.

You caught it and thanked him. He just smiled and walked away.

"Mc, did you hear what me and Satan talked about earlier?"

You act innocent, "Huh? No, I told you I just got here, why? Is it another secret?" You wiggle your eyebrows and him with a grin.

He scoffed, "nonsense, now move along, Solomon will be waiting,".

"aight, see ya Lucibaby!!"

"I told you not to call me that!"

You laughed from afar and gave him a flying kiss.

Another week pass by, an exam was coming up. And you were freaking out. Even though you've studied like hell, you tend to forget a bunch of stuff. Which led to you being anxious most of the time.

Exam week passes. Oh, would look at that! You passed!. That's all. You just passed. Thank god you did. Well, it's better than Mammon at least.

Not until Lucifer called you to his room that night.

You entered his room with a sorry face.

Lucifer looked at you, saying nothing.

You sighed. "I'm sorry.."

Lucifer sighed, "come here. Sit down first and we'll talk."

You sat down, hanging your head low and fidgeting with your exam paper between your fingers.

"here, let me see your paper"

You took them out and place them on the table. Not looking at him.

"Mc" he called while patting your head. "I'm not gonna scold you, let's see where you're weak in and work on it together. Okay?"

You looked up slowly and nodded. The two if you then started discussing stuff that is hard for you to score in and after a few hours you were allowed to leave.

"Mc?" You heard a feminine voice called out.

"yes Ayla?"

She walked towards you, "Why were you in Lucifer's room?"

"oh we were discussing my exam marks,"

Ayla arched an eyebrow, " can I see it? Maybe I can help you?"

"oh no no it's okay, Lucifer said he'll help me study from now on, so it's okay, I don't wanna disturb you." You said with a smile.

She frowned, "Mc, just study with me. Lucifer is busy as it is. Helping you will add more burden to him. Decline it and I'll help you study okay?"

You got quiet. It's true, Lucifer is always swarmed with paperwork. How could you just accept his offer like that?

"yeah, you're right. I was too sad to remember who Lucifer actually was,sorry " you chuckled.

Ayal didn't smile, she just looked at you and sighed. "Okay, we'll study Tomorrow with Solomon and the angels, now go to bed"

You nodded and watched her walk away.

What the fuck was that?

The next day, you were huddled up in a study group along with Ayla, Solomon, Simeon, And Luke.

You were doing okay listening to Ayla but you were getting distracted now.

"Mc!" Ayla snapped. Shocking everyone on the table.

"y-yes?!" You answered

"pay attention, will you? We need to get this chapter out before going to a harder chapter!"

"Sorry Ayla, can we take a break? I can't focus anymore." You said. Solomon rubbed your back, comforting you because he knew you can't focus for a long time.

"break? We just took one like an hour ago. That wasn't enough?! Come on Mc, you've been here way longer than me, you should be better than me don't you think?" Ayla snapped

"hey hey now, that's out of the line, Calm down Ayla," Solomon frowned.

"But Solomon just look at her and us. How was she chosen?" Ayla snickered

You were speechless. You couldn't even bring yourself to say anything because you knew she's right. You knew. You just never admitted it. Afraid of falling to the dark side of your mind.

"Ayla, we should continue this another day, Luke's getting tired too, I'm sure you have other things too, let's continue this later okay?"Simeon said.

Ayla huffed and gather her stuff before stomping off.

"what just happened?" Luke asked.

"I'm pretty sure she's just moody, she's always busy these days." You explained to Luke.

"busy? But she's an exchange student too. We aren't as busy as she are we?" Luke replied.

"well..no. she's just.. busy with the brothers.. they're always looking and asking for her..."

Solomon noticed the change in tone of your voice. He hugged you, "don't mind her, she was always like that, wasn't she? Now let's go get some food. I'm starving,"

Simeon pat your head, "You're doing great, don't let what she says get to you okay?"

You nodded, sorry Simeon, it's way too late to ignore it.

You went home after dinner with them and upon entering you were greeted by Beel who were excitedly dragging you to the kitchen.

"uhh beel? What's wrong?" You asked while watching him took out bowls, eggs,flour and a lot of other stuff.

"can you teach me how to make those cream puffs you made last time?" He asked with twinkling eyes.

You can't resist but to cup his cheeks,

"aaaa you're so cute!! Of course, I can!" And then you found yourself, stopping beel from eating a raw egg, and uncooked batter including hot oil.

An hour and a half later, you were both covered in flour, but you managed to finish.

Beel asked you to pack it prettily for him, so you took out a box and some ribbons.

"Are you giving this to someone?"

Beel smiled, "yeah, Ayla, she said if I give her cream puffs she'll bake that amazing chocolate cake again for me!"

You froze. Oh. Oh... "I- I see, Well good for you now you get to eat that chocolate cake again. Here. All done, go wash up first, I'll put this in the fridge okay?".

Beel nodded and ran off to shower. You were cleaning the kitchen when Ayla stepped in with Asmodeus talking about a perfume that you don't know about.

"Mc?" She called out.

"Yes, Ayla?"

"Didn't you just get back from dinner with Solomon?"

"yeah? Why?"

Asmo laughs, "oh sweetheart you just got back from eating and you're still cooking?"

Ayla chuckled " don't eat too much, you gain weight easily don't you? And avoid sugary food too,"

"oh no I wasn't-" you hurriedly try to explain.

"no need to explain Mc, I didn't know you were a glutton like Beel too," Asmo said after grabbing an apple and walking out with Ayla.

You stood there. Frozen. Dark thoughts continue clouding. And this time. There was no stopping them.

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[yukieyy]

{ Open Your Eyes! }

{Obey Me x Fem!Mc, }

Genre : angst, slight fluff

Tw: none

{A/n: this story seemed like it's not going anywhere right? I promise it is lmao, just bear with me , can't promise that it'll be the best but I'll try! Have fun reading! Love you 💕❄️}

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Ep- iv

Ep.iii→♡˖꒰ᵕ༚ᵕ⑅꒱

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You squirmed in your seat, uncomfortable. You felt as if everyone was looking at you. You peeked a little, and true enough, people were looking at you. Taking in a shaky breath, you kept your head low and kept holding onto the blue pendant. Doubting that it would be the cause but you knew. You knew from the bottom of your heart that it could be.

Once class ended, you shoved everything into your bag and ran out of the class even before the teacher did. determined to find Solomon, You walked fast, head down, bumping into a few demons. Earning a few growls and curses. Even after apologizing You still feel their gazes so you picked up your pace. Until you saw familiar shoes, you immediately grabbed his arm, "Solomon!" You whispered-yelled.

Solomon stopped and stumbled back,"Woah, Mc. What's wrong?" You looked around and noticed you were gaining a lot of unwanted attention so you pulled him into an empty classroom. You pushed him to sit on the desk. He obliged with confusion visible on his face.

You stood in front of him in silence. He tilted his head,

"Uh...now what?" He asked.

You sighed in frustration, "Is there something weird on me? Like on my face or body or I don't know! Anything?" You asked hurriedly.

He scanned you, from the top of your head down to your feet. That's when his eyes caught the pendant, reaching forward he grabbed it.

"ooh, new necklace? Are you showing off?" He pulled his hand back almost immediately when he got a zap from touching it.

"Ow.. what the? Where did you get that?" He asked holding his hand to his chest while his eyes scanned the magic in the pendant.

You looked down on it, "Lucifer gave it to me.."

"What for?" He questioned.

"He.. he said it reminded him of me so he bought it... "

Solomon chuckled in disbelief, "bought? From who did he buy it? Lord Diavolo? There's no way he bought that. He must've made it himself."

Your eyes widen, "what? Why?"

He shrugged, "I don't know. By the way, Have you talked to anyone? Demons other than the brothers?"

You shook your head. He nodded with a knowing look, "Yeah, you didn't. They wouldn't dare."

"What is that supposed to mean?" You frowned.

He walked closer, grabbed the necklace again, not by the pendant but the chain this time.

"This, my dear, is made to ward off anyone else that is not related to him or his brothers. In other words, no one will get close to you,"

Your mind went blank. You stared at Solomon, looking for any signs that showed him lying. Hoping to find one, but what you got was his honest eyes, showing how serious he was.

You could feel your body shaking in fear, you looked down on the necklace, how could this be? Why is this happening? You raised your head, looking at Solomon again.

"Get it off me," you said, clenching your fist on your sides.

"With pleasure,"

Solomon snapped the chain.

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You grabbed the necklace in your hand and walked as quick as you can back home. You didn't acknowledge anyone calling for you. You went straight to your room, locking it. Sweeping your hair behind your ears. You set down the broken necklace on the table.

You closed your eyes, inhaling deeply.

"Oi mc! You in there?"

You jolted in shock. Hurriedly hiding the necklace in the drawer.

"Y-yeah! Hold on, I'm changing!" You lied and immediately took off your uniform and changed into a hoodie.

Smoothing down the shirt and your hair, you walked to the door and unlocked it. You saw an excited looking Mammon in front of you,

"Are you free?" He asked.

You shook your head, "no, I'm just a little tired, I just got back," you explained awkwardly.

"Wanna go somewhere with me?"

Your forehead creased,"where?"

He smiled and grabbed your hand, "come on!"

You ran out of the house and up the hill behind it. It was far, and deep into the forest. You knew you'll get lost if you ever attempted to explore the forest alone. Gasping for air, you and Mammon bent down, catching your breath.

"Look up Mc," Mammon said between pants of breath.

You gripped your shirt, raising your head slowly, your breath stopped,

The view was breathtaking, it was a full moon, there were thousands, no, millions, or even trillions of stars caging the moon. For a moment, you forgot about the necklace. You walked further up, Mammon watched as you took slow steps trying to reach the top. When you stopped, that's when he moved closer to you.

"Beautiful isn't it?"

You nodded,

"You like it?" He asked, looking at your face, but your gaze stayed on the moon and the dark sky of Devildom. You nodded again, lips curling into a smile.

"I know you'd like it," He said proudly,

You turned to him, "How'd you know that?"

He shrugged refusing to talk, you shook your head and chuckled dryly, "fine, don't tell me then,"

A few minutes of silence went by with just you and Mammon gazing at the sky, that is until he spoke up,

"Lilith loves the moon more than the sun, I figured you'd be the same"

Your smile dropped, "why? Because I'm her descendant?" You could feel your body shake slowly.

"Yeah." He answered. "I have a question though"

You turned to him, silently giving your consent for him to talk,

"Out of my brothers, who do you like the best?"

You froze, opening and closing your mouth."I like you guys the same, "

He closed the gap between you and him," come on, there has to be someone that you like more. "

You shook your head," there isn't I swear,"

He scratched his head, "fine. Make me that person then,"

"Huh?"

"Make me your favorite out of everyone," he said grabbing your shoulders.

"Why?"

He raised an eyebrow, his usual smile disappeared.

"Because I'm the only one that deserves you, I'm your first remember?" Slowly,his grip tightened, causing you to grab his hand.

"I'm not gonna do that, that's unfair," you responded with a quiet voice.

You took a step away after managing to free yourself from him, "I'm going back." With that said, you ran full speed back to the house not giving him a chance to question you.

What is wrong with them?

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To Be Continued

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←. Ep.iii.

{a/n: hope you like this one! Apologies if you didn't and for the mistakes , stay happy and healthy, love you! 💕❄️}

[yukieyy]

{ Open Your Eyes! }

{Obey Me x Fem!Mc}

Genre : Angst, slight fluff.

Tw: slightly suggestive.

{A/n:Here's the next part! i gotta admit this story is hard to write lmao but I'll try my best! hope you like it! <3}

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Ep- iii

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"Hey Satan?" You called out while reading a book in his room. he was doing the same on his bed while you were leaning against his bed, sitting on the floor.

"Yea?"

"How do you know Lilith? You never met her did you?" You asked,

He put down his book. He turned to you,

"I was born from Lucifer's wrath, as much as I hate to say it, I am another demon but I am him. I was him. His memory was shared with me when I was created, every single wrath he was feeling back then was about Lilith so I knew pretty much a lot about her without even meeting her"

He explained, you just stared at him

"Then...why did you say you miss her? You don't know her personally, you just know her by Lucifer's memory.." you questioned again.

He shrugged, picking up his book again, "I don't know, maybe that was what Lucifer felt when I was created,he missed her to the point where he released a huge amount of wrath."

You turned back to your book, silencing yourself. You continued reading but your brain was in another dimension.

"I may not know her personally but I do have a sense of protection towards her. She's a precious individual to me" he suddenly added.

You just listened while staring into nothing. Suddenly, a frightening thought came into your mind, curiosity overpower the fear in you so you asked,

"Would you, would you kill anyone that seems like a threat to her?"

"Absolutely. "

A shiver ran down your spine

you shook your head trying to erase the conversation you had with satan back then. It was a very weird conversation, you couldn't stand the tension in the room so you excused yourself. You continued walking without a destination in mind when you heard a voice,

"Mc, come here," Asmodeus called while peeking his head out of his room when he saw you walked in front of his room. you turned to him and went into his room

"Yes?"

He grinned and ransacked his closet, taking out what looked like a dress, he handed it to you,

"Go try it," He said, ushering you to his gigantic bathroom. You couldn't even utter a word when he slammed the bathroom door closed. staring down on the dress in your arms, you extended it up in the air.

Shrugging, you decided to try the pretty dress on. It was a flowy white dress with a ribbon around the waist which you have to tie up. You looked at yourself in his mirror, feeling an odd sense of familiarity. You tried to think about where and when have you seen this exact picture but none came to mind. Shaking off the thought, you stepped out of the bathroom. Taking slow steps toward Asmo who were busy looking at his face in his hand mirror. Once he sensed your presence he gasped.

"Oh my, "

You rubbed your right arm awkwardly, not used to the feeling of wearing such a thing, you blushed a little, when you tried taking another step He stopped you. He approached you and carressed your cheek, taking small steps, he circled around you while scanning your body up and down causing you to feel like prey waiting to be attacked. Your breath got stuck in your throat as you feel your heartbeat rise up and your body gets hotter. Asmo stopped right behind you once he did a complete circle. He sweep the hair from your left shoulder and moved it to your right with the most gentle touch. Smiling, he took a closer step towards you, settling his hands on your waist, he inhaled your scent from your neck causing goosebumps to rise all over you.

"Beautiful" he whispered, "you look exactly like her" he added with a low voice

You frowned. "What?"

He didn't answer you, instead, he ran his fingers along with the necklace until he ended up in front of you. He ran his hand over the pendant, the corner of his lips rising. He raised his eyes to meet yours, He cups your face with his palm turning it around softly, examining your face,

"Asmo?" You called out softly, feeling weirded out.

"Shhh," he hushed you, letting your head fall into its place again. He smiled widely and return to his bubbly self.

"Hold on tight to that," he said patting the pendant with his fingertips. He told you to keep the dress and let you return to your room.

Standing outside his room, you looked back to the closed door, with a frown, you bit your lips and tilted your head in confusion. *What the hell was that?"

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You walked to class the next day just like you normally would, sitting down in your seat and waiting for Devin. You were reviewing the last class's lectures when you realized no one talked to you today. You looked up and looked around. Your classmates were there but they didn't approach you nor do they greet you.

Your eyes landed on Devin who was sitting in the back row. You frowned. But just as you were trying to call out for him, the teacher walked in causing you to be silent, and turned to the front.

Two hours passed by and the class was over. You packed up your things and saw Devin hurriedly leave the class. You immediately stuff everything away and ran after him

"hey! Devin! Wait up!"

Some demons who were walking avoided you as you were running towards him. He turned back and cursed under his breath. You kept running towards him.

Suddenly, You bumped into someone causing them to fall down. You gasped and reach out your hand, "I'm so sorry, here let me help" the demon looked up to you and swat your hand away, and got up on their own, hurriedly getting away from you while stealing glances.

You clenched your hand that was swatted, heart-clenching a little at the rejection, you inhaled deeply before realizing what you were doing before getting distracted.

"Devin. Right, Devin" You turned towards his path and ran again but lost him in the crowd. You sighed and stopped in the middle of the hallway. You walked through the crowd slowly. Suddenly, your path became larger and larger. You looked around you and noticed some people who turned their heads away, obviously, they were staring. You felt a lump on the back of your throat. Your hand unconsciously reached out for the necklace, caressing the pendant, some demons growled causing You to start walking faster, and that's when it hit you.

"Something is wrong with me" and you don't know what.

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To Be Continued

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{a/n: Hope you enjoyed this ep, stay happy and healthy! Love y'all ❄️💕}

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[yukieyy]

Hello world! I'm new and know nothing about tumblr but either way... I've been itching to write an Obey Me ff, so i did it! , Lemme know if you like them!!!

[yukieyy]

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