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moon-mage · 21 days ago

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I been MIA but im kinda back. The holidays kinda really kicked my ass and now my sinus are after me x-x

9 Fandom Peeps to Get to Know Better

Thanks for the tag @mellosdrawings <3

3 ships I like: I'm currently in TWST hell so all my comfort ships are currently from here <3 It's hard to pick just three but these are the ships I seek the most atm. Leona Kingscholar/Vil Schoenheit, Jamil Viper/Leona Kingscholar, Rook Hunt/Vil Schoenheit.

First ship: Yami Yugi/Seto Kaiba from Yu-Gi-Oh! Hands down they were my jam. I guess that's where my love of rivals falling in love and the concept putting together the two most powerful people in the room and just having them make out came from.

Last Song: "Bring It on Home to Me" by Sam Cooke

Favorite Childhood Book: A series called Spooksville by Christohper Pike was the first series I really enjoyed as a kid because of it's supernatural elements and probably plays a part in why I love weird shit in modern settings.

Currently reading: Thousand Autumns (Qian Qiu) by Meng Xi Shi

Currently watching: Monday Night Raw, it's on right now and I don't watch a lot of TV but that's what everyone's currently watching.

Currently consuming: Just ate a snickerdoodle cookie.

Currently craving: Relief from these allergies and sinus pressures like please just take off my whole nose ;0;

Tagging (No Pressure): @cruel-acid @boopshoops @sinjaangels @xoiue ANYONE ELSE WHO WANTS TO <3 u <3

9 Fandom Peeps to Get to Know Better

Thanks for the tag @lovelyllamasblog <33

3 ships I like: LeoVil no kidding (Leona / Vil - Twisted Wonderland) Xehaqus ( Xehanort / Eraqus - Kingdom Hearts) XueXiao (Xue Yang / Xiao Xingchen - Mo Dao Zu Shi)

First Ship: Ooof let’s see… Scrooge x Goldie? Huge fan of The life and Time of Scrooge McDuck by Don Rosa, I read it A LOT when I was a kid and well, the Klondike arc was my favorite! Otherwise, probably Spike x Buffy from my teen years xD

Last Song: “Les gens qui n’ont pas d’enfants” by GiedRé

Favorite Childhood Book: Hard to say… but the first that flashes before my eyes is The Witches by Roald Dahl.

Currently Reading: ……Ao3. Witch Hat Atelier otherwise.

Currently Watching: The Empress season 2

Currently Consuming: Orange blossom water navette biscuits and clementines (Yes, I’m a Mediterranean girl.)

Currently Craving: Time. Or a clone. Let me draw my comics AND play BG3 please…

I tag (no pressure as always <3): @saph-y @eldstunga @mellosdrawings @tempo-takoyaki @broh3m3

#ask game #moonthoughts

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shu-draws-and-stuff · 3 years ago

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who was gonna tell me this man is this ✨cute✨

#LOOK AT HIM #THE LITTLE BRAT #LOOK AT THAT POUT #HE'S SO ANNOYING BUT CUTE AND FOR WHAT #the way he says the onee-san here too i— 🖐️😔#ye i downloaded the jp vers of the dialogue watchu gon do #tears of themis #tot #marius von hagen #lu jinghe #yu sinu #tot lu jinghe #tot yu sinu #tot marius von hagen #was anyone gonna tell me Marius von Hagen from Tears of Themis was a cutie or was i supposed to find out myself

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moonbyulsstuff · 2 years ago

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Masterlist.

Request Rules.

I'm only putting the characters that I have written about.

Y!: Yandere.

Lookism.

Just A Kiss, Nothing Else: Johan x Male Reader.

Johan Seong x Female Reader Headcanon.

YN! Johan Seong and YN! Daniel Park Headcanons: Gender Neutral Reader

Them Reacting you to Calling them Pretty, with a Gender Neutral Reader.

Johan Seong and Eli Jang Polyamorous Relationship Headcanon, with a Gender Neutral Reader.

Sudden Love: Jay Hong x GN Reader.

Dating Them Headcanons: Lookism Male Version with a Gender Neutral Reader: Zack Lee, Vasco, Daniel Park, Johan Seong, Jay Hong, Eli Jang.

Their Reaction To You Rejecting Them Because You Are In Love With Someone Else, with a Gender Neutral Reader: Zoe Park, Gun, Daniel Park, Johan Seong.

Them with Male S/O Who's Shy: Mira Kim, Mary Kim, Zoe Park, Crystal Choi.

Xiaolong Dating Headcanons with a Female Reader.

Our Little Secret: Daniel Park x Female Reader.

Dating Diego Kang headcanons: Diego Kang x Female Reader.

Xiaolong x GN Reader Headcanons: What's okay and not okay with him.

Yandere Sinu Han Headcanons with a GN Reader.

My Type: Y!Jake Kim x GN Reader.

No: Y!Eugene x GN Reader.

No Matter What, You Belong To Me: Y!Daniel Park x GN Reader.

A Ruined First Date: Xiaolong x Female Reader.

If Only...: Diego Kang x Female Reader.

Dating Kwak Jichang Headcanons: GN Reader.

It's Cold: Gun Park x Female Reader.

Dating Headcanons: Jake Kim and JIhan Kwak x GN Reader (separate).

Dating Them Headcanons: Hudson Ahn and Diego Kang (James Lee) x GN Reader.

Them Finding You Wearing Their Shirt: Female Reader.

On A Date With Them: Female Reader.

How They Would React When You Received A Sexual Text From An Unknown Number: Female Reader.

How They Would React To Their Chubby S/O Being Insecure Headcanons: GN Reader.

They Get Jealous After Meeting Your Ex: Female Reader.

How Would They React When You Received a Sexual Text From An Unknown Number: GN Reader.

Dating Kwak Jibeom Headcanons: GN Reader.

How Cute~: Gun Park x Female Reader.

Misery: Eli Jang x Female Reader

Appa!: Eli Jang x Male Reader.

I Just Like The Way you Are: James Lee x Male Reader.

Lover Boy: James Lee x Male Reader

Male Reader Who's Androgynous and Has an Alternate Style Headcanons: Diego Kang, Jaeha Han and Ryu Sikyung x Male Reader.

Male Reader Being Gun's Little Brother: Jaeha Han, Hajun Gu, Suhyeon Kim, Daniel Park x Male Reader.

There's No Way: Diego Kang, Samuel Seo, Goo Kim, Gun Park, Johan Seong x Female Reader.

She's my Fiancee/Wife: Jaegyeon Na, Diego Kang x Female Reader.

Needy: Crystal Choi x Male Reader.

Viral Hit/How To Fight.

Viral Hit Men Headcanon: What's it like dating them: Hobin Yu, Wangguk Han, Taehun Seong, Yeonu Ji, Mangi Lee, Munseong Kim, Hyeonsong Lee and etc.

Meant To Be: Taehun Seong x Female Reader.

Made For Each Other: YN!Taehun Seong x YN!GN Reader.

How Would They React When You Receive A Sexual Text From An Unknown Number. GN Reader.

Gaeul Dating a Transgender (FTM) Reader Headcanons.

Taehun Seong x Sick GN Reader.

Let Me Take Care of You: Yeonu Ji x GN Reader.

Them Dating A Beauty and Fashion Newtuber: GN Reader.

Love me? Duh?: Taehun Seong x GN Reader

Dad!: Taehun Seong x GN Reader.

Girlfriend: Taehun Seong x Female Reader.

You're Spid-Shh!: Male Reader.

Rockstar Baby: Taehun Seong x Female Reader.

Haikyuu!!

Aoba Johsai x Gender Neutral: Manager Stories: 1,

Questism/Quest Supremacy.

Sick Day: Hajun Gu x GN Reader.

Study Date: Jaeha Han x Female Reader.

Captivating: Haru Seong x GN Reader.

I Love You: Seok Kang x GN Reader.

Dating the Top Dogs Headcanons (Seperate): Suhyeon Kim, Seok Kang, Jaeha Han x GN Reader.

My Lo- I mean Best Friend: Hajun Gu x Female Reader.

Dating Haru Seong Headcanons: GN Reader.

Dating Ryu SIkyung Headcanons: Male Reader.

How Would They React When You Received a Sexual Text From An Unknown Number: GN Reader.

My Type of Woman: All Gangbuk Leaders x Female Reader

YOU CAN FIGHT?!?!: Haru Seong x Male Reader

Haru and Dahyeon dating Male Reader who's an executives in the Workers.

Breakup?: Ryu Sikyung x Male Reader

Cupcakes: Jaeha Han x Female Reader.

A Kiss: Suhyeon Kim, Jaeha Han, Seok Kang and Yun Jo x GN Reader.

Your A Girl?!: Hajun Gu, Jaeha Han x Female Reader

Childhood Love: Gukja Yang x Female Reader.

Dating Them Headcanons: Yugyeom Na and Hajun Gu x GN Reader.

Male Reader Who's Androgynous and Has an Alternate Style Headcanons: Diego Kang, Jaeha Han and Ryu Sikyung x Male Reader.

What About Me? Headcanons: Jaeha Han x Female Reader.

HUH?!: Hajun GU x Drag Queen Gothic Male Reader.

Male Reader Being Gun's Little Brother: Jaeha Han, Hajun Gu, Suhyeon Kim, Daniel Park x Male Reader.

Big Family: Jaeha Han x Male Reader.

Doesn't Matter, I'll Love You, No Matter What.: Hajun Gu x Female Reader.

Get Schooled.

Nothing in here yet.

Manager Kim.

Nothing in here yet.

The Remarried Empress.

Please... Stay...: Sovieshu x Male Reader.

How They Would React to Navier Taking of a Child Headcanons: Female Child Reader.

I Won't Let Him Steal You From Me: Sovieshu x Male Reader

Beloved: Y!Sovieshu x Female Reader.

Men of the Harem.

Nothing in here yet.

Miraculous Ladybug.

Nothing in here yet.

Jujutsu Kaisen.

Nothing in here yet.

Black Clover.

Nothing in here yet.

Sk8 the Infinity.

Nothing in here yet.

Fairy Tail.

Gray Fullbuster Headcanons: Female Reader.

Yandere Simulator.

Unlikely Relationship: Delinquents x Male Reader.

Oh~ I'm All Yours Darlin': Yakuza X Y!Male Reader.

Dating Osana Najimi and Ayano Aishi Headcanons x Female Reader.

You're Mine: Ayano Aishi x Female Reader.

The Rising of the Shield Hero.

Nothing in here yet.

The Disastrous Life of Saiki K

Coffee Jelly Lovers: Saiki Kusuo x Male Reader.

Toritsuka with an equally dirty minded girlfriend: Toritsuka Reita x Female Reader.

Just Like You: Saiki Kusuo x Female Reader.

A Tease: Kaidou Shun x Male Reader.

Jealousy~: Saiko Metori x Male Reader

Gakuen Babysitters.

Gakuen Babysitters Headcanon: Female Reader.

My Hero Academia

Nothing in here yet.

Marry My Husband.

Sweet Love: Eunho Baek x Male Reader.

Maybe, In Another Life: Yoo Ji Hyuk x GN Reader.

Welcome Home

Nothing in here yet.

IRL Quest/Reality Quest

A Friend? Or.. Something More?: Han Eun-Sung x Female Reader.

Dating Han Eun-Sung Headcanons: GN Reader.

How Would They React When You Received a Sexual Text From An Unknown Number: GN Reader.

Domestic Headcanon: Han Eun-Sung x GN Reader.

Into/Across the Spider-Verse.

Nothing in here yet.

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anambermusicbox · 3 years ago

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tagged by @presumenothing several several weeks ago (ty presume!! :D i just have no concept of time or executive functioning asdfADSFS)

three ships: 1) i regret to inform everyone that my naruto phase has returned stronger than ever in the year 2022 and it came with a brainrot-like obsession with sns 😔 i promise they aren’t another “two guys in a shounen manga have a few meaningful interactions w each other and thus get shipped together,” they are legitimately one of the most intense, emotionally-charged ships ever,,, 2) shi guang/yu liang (shindou hikaru/touya akira) from qi hun/hikaru no go still have me by the throat always 3) shenshen x happiness and money

first ever ship: oooohh my memory might be unreliable here but it was probably hikaru/akira LOL—i remember being like 10 years old and renting DVDs of the anime from the local public library and being obsessed with their obsession with each other,, yeah,,,

last song: panta q’s 熊猫人, but specifically the 20 second interlude in the middle with zhou shen’s opera (its looping in my head even as i type LOL); the last song on my spotify tho is huang ling’s 敢

last film: uuuhhh i think it was ford vs ferrari? i usually prefer my films with less white actors in it but it was enjoyable nonetheless haha

currently reading: all the sns fic recs @riamali sent me (thank you ria for joining me in the naruto phase (/▽＼*)。o○♡)

currently watching: hmm the only thing i’ve been consistently keeping up lately is 天赐 bc, shenshen in a music variety show with a new performance (almost) every week?? bless??

currently consuming: an asian pear poached with 川贝 (idk what it’s called in eng??) and honey

currently craving: for my sore throat and sinus congestion to go away DX covid absolutely sucks even if it’s mild, pls be careful!!

rules: tag 9 people you want to get to know better

im a bit too shy to tag ppl directly, but if u see this post you’re tagged!! :D u learned a bit about me, now i wanna learn about u!! ♡

#how. how do i tag this #im just gonna copy u again presume #ramble tag #@ presume: *heart hands*

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madamlaydebug · 4 years ago

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Press on the area where is says BL 2

You feel an ache and pain right? Maybe even some stringy type feeling under your finger?

Those are knots. Yes you can get knots in your face. From tension, stress, pain, facial movements all sorts of reasons for them.

Using acupressure and massage on those points can help release the tension providing anti-aging benefits as well.

Acupressure stimulates the movement of Qi and blood, decreases inflammation, releases trigger points, permits the muscle to grow leading to reversed aging and excellent facial composure.

💎 press the point for 1-5 mins daily

💎you should feel dull intense aching

💎 it will take a few months to completely release the points

This points also helps with sinus congestion headaches, red, itchy, watery eyes and weak or blurry vision.

Points listed:

BL 1: eye pain, glaucoma , night blindness

BL 2: sinus congestion, eyes, massage

YU YAO: Frontal headache, disorders or the eyes

SJ 23: swelling twitching eyes, manic psychosis, epilepsy

ST 1: eye issues, excessive lacrimation, visual disturbances, night blindness

You can do the same for these points.

⚠️ be careful with ST 1 and BL 1.

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cartoonus-maximus · 5 years ago

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While my Unus Annus “Sinus Rich / Mark It Rain” picture isn’t my best work or anything, I did have a lot of fun making it, so I think I might try doing some similar style pictures with some more of my favorite YT channels, such as:

Mark and Ethan’s regular channels

the Game Theorists

Safiya Nygaard

LaurenZSide

Loey Lane

Mei Yu

Black Nerd Comedy

#just thinking out loud #my thoughts #youtubers

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theres-a-bea · 1 year ago

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no i'm not calling them berry or ollie they're grape and guoguo/coco to me you can pry these names from my COLD DEAD HANDS

#tears of themis #fluffy fuzzy time #artem wing #zuo ran #baek eunhu #sakyo shizuma #marius von hagen #lu jinghe #yu sinu #izumi kei #THEY ARE GRAPE AND COCO WHO TF ARE BERRY AND OLLIE IDK THEM BYE #WHO THE FUCK IS OLLIE #WHO THE FUCK IS BERRY #I ONLY KNOW CHAOS ICON GRAPE #AND COCO THE HOHO

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intercat-archived · 3 years ago

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ANOTHER ONE?

omg. omg omg i just got a canon tot url

#I GOT VYNS TOO?????#it’s yu sinu (mar) and yun noa (vyn) btw.. these are their canon names in korean i was so sure theyd be taken

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keikakudori · 6 years ago

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giiseii replied to your post: sometimes i wonder how i have people actually...

Shinji lemme smash. I got a stick. Captains love sticks. Urahara is a hoe.

oh m yu g do i was doing GREAT UNTIL I READ THAT LAST BIT AND NOW I F HAVE WAT ER UP MY SINUES SES

#giiseii

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dogwitchcity · 4 years ago

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What I Didn’t Know About Love::

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havermut · 7 years ago

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Hidup Sinusoidal

Jadi ceritanya tanggal 15 September kemarin saya sempat skip menulis rentetan cerita yang ditantang dan sudah dijadwalkan oleh @xyouthgen. Maka dari itu, saya pikir lebih baik kalau dirapel aja sekarang nulisnya. Ehehehe..

Jadi tulisan ini bercerita tentang ujian hidup dan titik balik. Bismillah..

Bisa dikatakan, saya termasuk orang yang beruntung. Alhamdulillaaah. Hal ini pun pernah saya utarakan sebelumnya di sini. Saat dipaksa memikirkan ujian hidup terberat yang baru saya hadapi pun, rasanya malu. Karena nggak seberat orang lain yang mungkin sedang menghadapi penyakit yang berat, pekerjaan yang rumit, atau mungkin belum mendapatkan pekerjaan, dan lainnya. Apalagi jika dibandingkan dengan saudara kita sesama Muslim yang ada di Arakan sana, atau di Palestina, atau di Suriah. Rasanya ujian saya mah nggak ada apa-apanya dibandingkan mereka. Saya bersyukur sekali, alhamdulillaah..

Jika untuk membahas ujian ini harus berangkat dari definisi, maka saya harus terlebih dahulu menyamakan suhu (menurut tafsiran pribadi dan sangat subjektif) bahwa ujian itu merupakan hal-hal yang terjadi dan harus dihadapi, walau ia berada di luar zona nyaman. Kira-kira begitu lah secara epistemologi (wkwk, padahal definisi buatan sendiri juga. suka sotoy deh yu, Mut! :p). Nah, itu artinya ujian ini sebenarnya nggak harus besar dan terjadi dalam jangka waktu yang panjang. Itu sih namanya ujian kubro (lagi-lagi sotoy). Di keseharian pun sebenarnya kita pasti ada saja mengalami ujian. Tapi karena jangka waktunya pendek (bisa dihitung harian), kita sebut saja itu ujian sugro.

Naaah, yang saya alami ini seringnya sih ujian sugro. Yang sehari-hari aja. Ujian kubro ada sih baru-baru ini. Ya itu, putus. Tapi, aaah, it’s even too cheesy to be claimed as a predicament need to be thought. Makanyaaa, tadi saya bilang alhamdulillah ujian saya nggak seberat orang lain. Atau mungkin saya terlalu sok nggak peduli sama hal-hal yang sedikit memusingkan. Tapi memusingkan hal-hal yang sedikit :))).

Tapi gini, saya mau cerita. Beberapa hari yang lalu, ada satu hari di mana saya bisa pastikan kalau hari itu terjadi beberapa waktu yang lalu, saya akan menganggap hari itu hari sial. Kenapa? Karena hari itu banyak ujian sugro bertubi-tubi. Mulai dari harus ke klien sendiri, mau pergi ke acara diskusi, eh ojeknya mogok. Pas ganti ojek, sampai lokasi, ternyata salah lokasi (kelewat pede nggak baca email lagi, ternyata salah tempat, wkwk). Ah, macem-macem lah pokoknya hari itu. Alhamdulillah kejadiannya baru-baru ini, di mana saya merasa saat ini saya sudah lebih memaknai ujian sebagai pewarna hidup. Jadi kalo nemu sesuatu di luar zona nyaman, ya dinikmati aja. Itung-itung memperkaya khazanah. Buahahahaa..

Rasanya lebih ringan. Nggak ada keinginan untuk marah-marah, mengumpat, apalagi mengutuk. Untuk mencapai kondisi ini, ternyata bukan hal yang mudah ya, sodara-sodara. Dibutuhkan tekad yang kuat untuk selalu mengambil sisi positif dari peristiwa yang terjadi. Tentunya berkat pertolongan Allah juga kalau kita bisa sampai di posisi itu.

Sejak beberapa kurun waktu terakhir, saya bertekad untuk berusaha lebih santai dalam menghadapi ujian, baik sugro maupun kubro. Ambil hikmahnya aja. Dan menurut saya, berpikiran positif alias berkhusnudzan itu jauh lebih sederhana dibanding bersuudzan-ria. Dengan berkhusnudzan, kita akan memutuskan mata-rantai-praduga tanpa asas yang jelas. Saat berkshusnudzan, kita mengembalikan apa-apa kepada Allah. Berbeda dengan suudzan, pikiran kita dipenuhi banyak pikiran negatif yang nggak ada habisnya. Makanya, khusnudzan jauh lebih sederhana. Mungkin ada sedikit hubungannya ya antara bersikap khusnudzan dan acuh tak acuh (in a positive way) karena dengan khusnudzan, kita nggak jadi kepo yang berujung suudzan.

Kalau ditanya titik balik, saya pun bingung. Masalahnya, kehidupan saya bukan seperti kurva persamaan polinomial yang punya titik balik yang jelas, yang ada global maksimum dan minimumnya. Hidup saya ini lebih seperti kurva sinus yang titik stasionernya nggak ekstrem. Jadi, titik stasionernya menggambarkan naik turunnya iman. Kalau abis di-charge lewat kajian, titik stasionernya naik. Kalau lagi futur, titik stasionernya turun. Ehehehehe.. Semoga aja walau kurvanya sinusoidal, tetap bisa konvergen ke satu nilai (cauchy sequence dong, ehehehee). Sementara ini, titik baliknya masih musiman. Hauft. Emang bener yang ustadz-ustadz bilang. Hijrah itu mudah, yang susah istiqomahnya. Semangat buat kita semua yang mau istiqomah di jalan-Nya! :D

Jakarta, 20 September 2017

Dalam penjagaan komitmen untuk mengikuti writing project yang diadakan oleh @xyouthgen selama beberapa hari ke depan.

Spoiler: susah ya istiqomah!

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