#yourbuckies ask

[yourbuckies]

Ok I'm sorry but I've just gotta yell at you some more because YOU SAW SAW SEBASTIAN!!!!!!IN THE FLESH!!! The beautiful glorious adorkable flesh!!! 😭😭😭 I don't remember if you'd ever seen him before, but regardless I am just SO genuinely thrilled for you, lovely 🥹

You deserve this so much and it looks like you were so so close and you got to hear him talk and see him giggle and aaaahhhh ❤️❤️❤️ I remember it took me a long time after I met him to wrap my head around it all and to accept that YES, he really is just that pretty irl 😭💔 So in case you're feeling anything like that, I'm sending you lots of love and hugs! 😘

Ok, one more time: YOU SAW SEBASTIAN!!!!

minnieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee it was my first time seeing him and it was honestly very surreal when he first walked out. like i see this man all the time online and then here he was, 5-6 feet in front of me. i was in row 2 so very good view 😁

my mind was so blank the whole time just the stupidest smile on my face while staring at him. i hope he's not one of those ppl who can feel when ppl stare cause i was boring a hole into his soul.

god idk how i'm supposed to go back to real life after this like???? he's real and just out there walking around??? like obviously i was aware he's real and out there before but it's different now. we should start a support group

[fandomfluffandfuck]

S, I need some Sebastian/ Stucky/ Evanstan Blog recommendations because most of the ones I'm following have been inactive for a while, and I don't know who to follow.

Your 🍑

Oof, yeah, I feel that lately! Evanstan had a nice bump recently with the Hollywood Walk of Fame moment, but it's pretty much been inactive other than that. I've been trying to find more blogs myself, lol. Blogs that aren't gossip blogs because that's just not my style, and there's a whole side of the Chris Evans fandom that I do not want to see right now 💀

@musette22 is an evergreen follow, for sure!

@mrs-stans is great for Seb updates

@archivecevans is a semi-recent follow for me, and it has paid in dividends with all this Chris content lately, lol

@meidui isn't stucky forward (in fact, Cassie posts a whole lot about stony with a good mix of steggy in there, too, so I get if that isn't your thing since you're asking for stucky and usually for people those ships clash) but everything is about Steve Rogers so I enjoy the content she makes and takes she has, lol.

@turtle-steverogers again, an evergreen. The Steve headcanons from Mikey are impeccable.

@whiteglovemanor / @bvckyysarm is out here writing and doing the lords work

@yourbuckies is THEE gif maker for stucky right now, lol, with soul crushing Thursday posts.

@elkleggs comes through with a lot of good art! So do @pinup-pigeon @writeyourdarlings @kiu-k @moontashpena @petite-madame @capibuck they all make such, such good art!!

@jbb32557038t41t420 is a current Bucky cosplayer, too!

And if I'm missing anyone, my deepest apologies. Feel free to add onto this, too, whether I tagged you or not. I need more evanstan/stucky people, too!

[buckrogers]

15 questions for 15 friends

Tagged by @steveybucky! 😘

Are you named after anyone? from what I'm told, my mother was going through a french phase and loved the name jacqueline so, here I be! though extra lore nobody asked for: because it's got so many letters, I typically go by jacqui unless it's a ~fancy official thing or I'm in trouble, hah

When was the last time you cried? it would probably be easier to ask me when I'm not crying (anxiety club cardholder)

Do you have kids? nada! I am not parental material, but I do enjoy being the fun cool aunt to three nephews

What sports do you play/have you played? uh, bench warmer if we're being literal about it I don't think I was ever picked for a team willingly a day in my life I am both short and require glasses to see anything long distance - but! I was more interested in drama and books anyway so y'know battles, pick 'em.

Do you use sarcasm? frequently and with flourish!

What’s the first thing you notice about people? I'm actually a big one for vibes, I tend to gravitate toward the folks who put out the chill, easy going vibes. I'm very cerebral by nature, I live in my head so anybody who wants or digs conversations is also a big drawcard for me, I dunno! I like nice people who are funny and a bit different and aren't terribly concerned about what the masses are doing (idk hashtag just aquarius things I suppose) but also - hands! love expressive talkers, love hands. People with big smiles and the ability to poke a bit of good natured fun at themselves and the craziness of the world.

What’s your eye color? blue!

Scary movies or happy endings? oh ya girl is a sap so give me a happy ending every time, although points if it's a scary movie with some sort of happy(ish) ending

Any talents? hm, I guess I can string a coherent sentence together! I used to really enjoy acting in drama class, does making people laugh count as a talent? I like making people feel good I suppose, I'm the biggest cheerleader for people I'm close with

Where were you born? ACT, Australia

What are your hobbies? reading, wasting hours on the internet, RPing, sometimes graphic design/website design (just for funsies), writing, cross stitch

Do you have any pets? I wish I did! can't really have them where I'm renting atm so I yearn and admire all the neighborhood cats

How tall are you? what is height? is it nice? 5'3 repping for the shorties club here

Favorite subject in school? we had a subject called literature which was my absolute jam since it meant spending time studying all my favorite authors

Dream job? well I always wanted to be a writer, or an actor possibly but my anxiety said lmao no to the latter and the former I suppose I am in the way everybody who writes is a writer, just y'know, not so much in the way that it pays my bills

do I even know 15 people stress free tag (this is just a list of people I think are neat):

@toniestank @obiwho @meidui @yourbuckies @sparkagrace @musette22 @somanywords @maplefiasco @cable-knit-sweater @voylitscope @vivelarevolution13 @fandomfluffandfuck @dharmasharks @rillils

[billskaarsgard]

It's time to share my appreciation to everyone who sticks with me, especially my mutuals - old or new - who never give up on my content and my constant url changing lol You are all great!! 💕

Thank you so much for being around and for liking & sharing my stuff along the years. Anyone who feels like asking for any kind of request or to just talking is very much welcome in my blog! ✨️

This special thanks to my mutuals doesn't follow an order, and I'd also like to share a few blogs that have incredible stuff that I enjoy. 🥰

@clonecaptains @lokihiddleston @obiwan @userstonathan @andyridgeley @kenobion @sebastians-stan @unearthlydust @daniel-bruehl @hayden-christensen @ethan-hawke @yourbuckies @usererics @buckysbarnes @keery @anakinobiwans @thepunkpanther @emziess @freckledjoes @finns-poe @danesdehaan @jamesbvck @rob-pattinson @spacenerdevans @pedritopascals @anakins

@dailyanakin @keerycentral @fysebastianstan @sebastiansource @dilfgifs @dailyflicks @chewbacca @weheartchrisevans @hiddleston-daily @tomhollandnet @supernaturaldaily @starwarsfilms @starwarsblr

[catws-anniversary]

We're at the halfway mark! Thanks to everyone who has submitted a creation, reblogged and supported this event so far!

THEME: TWS CAST

For Reasons Wretched and Divine (Ch.5) by @mandyyvibes [fanfic, m, polyamory]

and they were first mates by @gyokujyn [remix, evanstan, actor rpf]

Falling pants by @buckys-wintersoldier [fanfic, f, evanstan/reader, actor rpf]

Prompt: "I'll take this one"

To Share A Burden is to Lighten It by @vostok3-ka [poetry, bucky barnes, natasha romanoff]

Commercial Break by @endlesstwanted [fanfic, g, steve/sam]

Chris and Sebastian by @yourbuckies [gifset, evanstan]

Prompt: Press Conference

do you think we could catch lightning in a bottle twice? by @gyokujyn [mcu cast]

Press by @nekoannie-chan [fanfic, t, steve rogers]

if i raise my voice (if i raise my head) by @howliebarnes [fanfic, t, steve/bucky]

Willingly Oversharing by @endlesstwanted [fanfic, g, maria/sam]

Prompt: Stunts

Inseparable on schoolyard and battlefield (Day 5) by @voylitscope [fanfic, m, evanstan, actor rpf]

The Stunt Double by @endlesstwanted [fanfic, t, steve/rumlow]

shh he eepy by @gyokujyn [remix, mcu cast and crew]

try a knife flip! by @gyokujyn [remix, sebastian stan]

The Soviet assassin school of kicking by @letskzuniversescreations [gifset, natasha romanoff, bucky barnes]

Prompt: Favorite Cast Member

Funny Meeting You Here by @endlesstwanted [fanfic, t, sharon/natasha]

Prompt: Character Bleed

Verses for Winter (Day 5) by @between-a-ship-and-a-hard-place [poetry, steve rogers, bucky barnes]

Prompt: Photoshoot

haha just kidding unless...? by @gyokujyn [remix, steve rogers]

Other works

Between New York and What Comes Knocking by @dontcallmebree [fanfic, t, steve/bucky]

Operation: Befriend Steve Rogers by @howliesbarnes [fanfic, g, natasha romanoff, steve rogers]

Still Lost by @rillils [fanart, steve/bucky]

Halloween Revenge by @endlesstwanted [fanfic, t, sharon/natasha]

The Fun Part of the Mall by @endlesstwanted [fanfic, t, steve/natasha]

Asking For A Friend by @endlesstwanted [fanfic, g, sharon carter, steve rogers]

Topic of Conversation by @endlesstwanted [fanfic, t, steve/natasha]

[prewarstucky]

Hii! I don't know if this is oK to ask but I am looking to follow more stucky blogs, can you point me out to some active blogs? thank you!

Hey Anon!! Of course it's ok, I love helping others get their Stucky fix (albeit this is my first ask of this kind lol)

Y'ALL ARE ALWAYS WELCOME TO ASK ME ANYTHING

ok here are some of my faves:

@musette22 @incorrectstevebucky @marvelousescapism @moonykat @capitainrogers @twooldmisplacedsouls @not-withoutyou @otp-holic @rillils @steve-x-bucky @stevebuckydogtags @greyhavensking @thedamageofherdays @natalialena @endgame-steve-is-not-real @metalbvcky @oldgayseasoning @dreadlockholiday @iamthe-wo-manwhocan @ixalit @martelldoran @darter-blue @k347 @wintersoldier1989 @riricitaa @basharuse @hey-its-asp @stevebucky-till-the-end @just-two-kids-from-brooklyn @suchababie @possibleplatypus @turtle-steverogers @caps-boo-bear @dreamsinthewitchouse @lost-shoe @christywantspizza @wintersilencewriter @supersoldiercore @its-tortle @peachsteve @bamfstucky @reretrouvailles @yelenamybelova @yourbuckies @cat-ws @tresorbarnes @kazablanka96 @this-is-a-job-for-vesemir

And finally some stucky art blogs in case that's your thing too

@stevebucky-art @kocuria @edenmo121 (tumblr won't let me tag any more) @mkat-art @odetolove95 @lethal-desires @kiuk-k @inflomora-art @muffinshark @kayaczek @moontashpena @artgroves

Please please please, if I forgot anyone it doesn't mean I don't love you.

Hope this helped! And if anyone wants to add, please be my guest ♥️

[lowkeysebastianstan]

Too long for the ask box, but here's a recap @yourbuckies /post /652318129796595712/ what-happened-with-sebastian

ah. right. yeah, that seems abt right. jfc, is2g i've never seen a fandom chomping so hard at the bit to cancel their object(?).

oh well. at least it wasn't the gf again. variation is good i guess. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ 

[fasole-dulce]

A post was going around tumblr a few days ago that got my anxiety all up. It involves a question asked at a con. I got the impression from some of those who reblogged the post that they were laughing at the questioner. Maybe not. But I’ve decided to own it. It was me that asked about Sebastian’s citizenship at fandemic.

I explained to him why I asked. My daughter has dual citizenship. It was just something I wondered about. Something to find in common. I also apologized to him at the photo portion thinking he didn’t like the question because of how he responded. He was very nice and said it was fine it was just an odd question.

Now, back to the post response. I’ve been laughed at a few times in my life for asking a question so that’s nothing new. And maybe it’s my anxiety telling me the laughs were directed at me when they weren’t. That’s also nothing new.

If you don’t know which post I’m talking about, here’s a link.

That being said, I do appreciate the gifs, @yourbuckies. Sebastian’s myriad of facial expressions are a gift.

[musette22]

Yes, that was the fic! Thank you so much to you Minnie for posting my ask and thank you to yourbuckies-main and silenceisscreaming for finding the fic! Thank you thank you thank you! I really appreciate it! 😘😘😘

Awww yayyy, I'm so glad we found it for you! 😊 Or they did, anyway 😂 No worries at all, and happy re-reading, lovely!! 🙏🏻

[riricitaa]

Riri, I’ve been following you for almost a month now and I can’t believe I haven’t asked you for any blog recommendations. I need more Stucky/Evanstan/Marvel in my life and on my dash. Thanks!

Lisaaa 💕💕💕 better late than never, I’m glad you asked 😘❤️️ I’m afraid I’ll forget some so I apologise in advance 😭💖 well, here are some of my favorite blogs in here @musette22 @kazablanka96 @wintersoldier1989 @brokenrobe @mcfiddlestan @everythingstucky @mareviils @howdoyousleep3 @hot-multifandom-mess @lethal-desires @estelior @stuckys-baby @incorrectstevebucky @stuckys-hot-dogs @lemonadeswift @caps-boo-bear @winterofthedarkestlight @steve-and-plums @cat-ws @lyricayed @paper-storm @jbarnes87 @the1918 @bigbraiiin @cantabile-l @trekchik @capbuckyrogers @bluepyjamas @luninosity @mille-baci @womb-to-tomb-sweetheart @rainbowsandcoconut @greyhoundsgirl @seb-stan-lover @ughtheirpower @yourbucky-x @stevebuckythyla @elkane @st-eve-barnes @hannah-stagram @panthergyrl and last but not least my own sideblog @therealmcu 🤭😌 

Thank you all for existing ❤️️

[softtbucky]

Your seb question, I think the ask box is too short lol but @yourbuckies did a great recap on their own blog if you want to check! It’s related to a like he did on 2017 on a problematic video (or was a podcast?)

Now that cancelling took place and the antis got their victory I just wonder if they will leave him alone for the time being or jump on someone else.

ooh thank you. I’ll definitely take a look. A few people have said it’s because of that video which I’m sure he apologised for? but maybe I missed something.

they always like to bring up old stuff like imagine using your free time to drag this up and use your energy to hate on someone. I can think of better ways to spend my days.

[yourbuckies]

Hi

First of all like your posts/reblogs Sebass he’s 🥵

Fave falcon and winter soldier scenes??

hi! thank you i like my reblogs too ppl make very good posts on here

unfortunately i wasn't the biggest fan of tfatws, but i did like the scene where bucky gets freed from the code words which they then undercut throughout the rest of the show by pretending he was responsible for his own brainwashing i also liked sebastian looking good

[fandomfluffandfuck]

https://www.tumblr.com/fandomfluffandfuck/759899436103155712?source=share

This post reminded me of something, so here comes my ramble about two German artists:

So I worked at an art museum for two years and during my time there we had an exhibit of an artist named Imi Knoebel who was born in 1940. Later, I found out from the gallerist that his first name wasn't actually Imi it was only a pseudonym. The gallerist explained that Knoebel met another artist in his 20s, and they became best friends. They were so close that they wanted something to link them, so they both named themselves Imi followed by their respective surnames and when I asked her what Imi stands for she said "Ich mit ihm" which translates to "Me with him"...... and I thought, okay, these best buds had to be in love with each other. She continued to tell me that Imi Giese died and that Knoebel kept their name regardless and continued to dedicate his artworks to his dead friend....

So yeah, I think this is very sweet and tragic and Stucky coded.

Your 🍑

related to this @yourbuckies gif set of stucky with the words "I am saying / always Him. / and him. / and him—"

Jesus. fucking. Christ.

That's so stucky coded it's not even fucking funny.

What the fuck?

What the fuck!?

I immediately looked up those artists, and I can not get over them. They are so tied together. Oh, God.

I can't get over that idea. I love queer love. That's so 🤌🏻🤌🏻 y'know? It's perfect. I. just. I don't have words.

Thank you for sharing, holy shit <3

[st-eve-barnes]

Answer 21 questions and tag 21 people you want to know better

I was tagged by @riricitaa @musette22 and @midnightsvoid Thank you guys!

Nickname: Eve

Zodiac sign: Aquarius

Height: 5′4

Hogwarts House: Ravenclaw

Last thing I googled: probably something about the London film and comic con 

Favorite musicians: Damien Rice, Ray LaMontagne and a lot of others I can’t think of right now

Song stuck in head: I want love by Elton John

Following: 1232

Followers: 2799

Do you get asks: they tend to come in waves but yes sometimes I do lol

Amount of sleep: 6-8 hours

Lucky number: none

What you’re wearing: grey sweatpants and a Batman t-shirt

Dream job: Fanfic writer (without deadlines lol)

Dream trip: New York, Japan, Scotland

Instruments: nope lol

Favorite songs: Ohh so many! To name a few: Devil’s backbone by The civil wars, Hurts like hell by Fleurie, The blower’s daughter by Damien Rice, Mad world by Gary Jules

Languages: Dutch, English, some very rusty French (I understand most but can’t really speak it), a little bit of German and a teeny tiny bit of Spanish

Random Fact: oh god I hate these I can never think of something, okay, very random fact: I used to be in a dance/backing vocal group that did performances (very local lol) every now and then and my biggest thing was being in the background choir for Joey McIntyre from NKOTB when he performed on a tv show in my country. I still know the song by heart (Stay the same) and I got to shake his hand afterwards *fangirl scream*

Aesthetic: right now: bearded Chris Evans in a wet suit and dorky Sebastian Stan running through the streets of Paris ;)

I’m tagging @royalermine @sarahp879 @fiftyscenes @badassbarnes @the-groke @lipstipsky @yourbucky-x @stuckys-baby @emptymidnight @kazablanka96 @dzkat2 @quietlittle21 @its-sam-on-your-left @postmodernmulticoloredcloak

[paperstorm]

Haven’t done a tag meme in 5-ever, thanks @musette22 I was bored anyway!

Nickname: Andie

Zodiac sign: I think Scorpio? I’m not sure

Height: 5′10

Hogwarts House: Ravenclaw for sure

Last thing I googled: how high a light fixture should be off a dining room table (because I was hanging one lol not just out of curiosity) 

Favorite musicians: Don Broco, Deaf Havana, The Story So Far, Valley, The 1975, One OK Rock, The Maine, You Me At Six, My Chemical Romance, Smallpools, Bad Suns, Pvris, Bring me the horizon, Kesha, Lights, Shinedown ... that’s all I can think of off the top of my head

Song stuck in head: Something’s Always Wrong by Toad the Wet Sproket (because I just heard it)

Following: 183

Followers: 14,576 (I wrote a fandom-famous fic in my last fandom lol, I feel like only about 50 of those accounts are still active)

Do you get asks: yeah! they’re great when they’re nice :)

Amount of sleep: At least 9 hours or I do not function (and also get sick)

Lucky number: never had one

What you’re wearing: yoga pants and a tshirt

Dream job: museum curator 

Dream trip: Sweden, I think. Or Norway.

Instruments: Piano

Favorite songs: The Way It Is by Bruce Hornsby and the Range is my favorite song ever but then I have like 300 other favorites 

Languages: English, some French

Random Fact: I met Jeff Goldblum when I was like 14 and had barely any idea who he was at the time

Aesthetic: uhhhh idk. eclectic I guess? I have no taste, just random stuff I like.

I’ll tag new-ish mutuals @loveconquersall @yourbucky-x and @toofarovertherainbow

[sincerelysaraahh]

The Hottie Next Door Part Three

Characters : Chris Evans x Reader

Summary : Chris moves in next door. Only thing is, he isn’t alone. *based off my out of bounds series*

Warning : Language and VERY LIGHT smut Word Count : 1.9K A/N : So I was just only going to post on my wattled but some of you don't have it, so for now, until September, I will post on both here and my wattpad. Enjoy! 

Tagging : @imaginesofdreams @deansimpalaqueen​ @chrisevansisdaddy04​ @almundbuttercup @sailorchibimoonunicorn​ @mybucky-yourbucky​ @theresnotenoughwords​ @hollycornish

Part One - Part Two 

The breeze fell still, and everything seemed so quiet.

Or so it seemed.

Your fingers were deep in Chris’ hair as your lips molded against his. You were both so caught up in each other, taking every second in. Until the sound of a dog barking caught your attention, breaking the kiss.

“I-I got to go.” Chris said, clearing his throat.

Before you could even react, he had already started toward his house. Leaving you alone with different emotions roaming through you.

For months, you had thought about kissing him. How’d it feel, how he would taste, but you never imagined that it would leave you breathless.

And you wanted more.

—-

A text lit up your phone, the vibration woke you from your deep sleep.

I’m outside. Riley texted.

You let out a groan, rolling over to your side. Suddenly, the memory of last night played in your head and you immediately shot up and climbed out of your bed.

Cautiously, you walked over to your window. Your heart was pounding as you peeked through the blinds. Hoping to see him again.

But alas, his window was covered from the curtains.

You let out a long sigh, and ran your hand through your hair. A part of you wanted to go over there and apologize but the other part wanted to avoid him. You didn’t know what to do.

Hello? Are you coming?! Riley’s text interrupted your thoughts.

Yeah, sorry. Be there in a min. You replied.

You pulled your hair up onto a messy bun, and threw on black high waisted shorts and a white v-neck shirt.

Hurry up! I want to get there before it’s crowded.

I’m coming down now. You replied.

As you opened the front door, you felt your breath hitch to the back of your throat.

“Hi.” Chris smiled, his hands shoved into his front pockets.

“H-Hi” you forced out.

He looked you up and down real quick, then met your gaze. “Sorry, were you going somewhere?”

“Y-Yeah, my friend and I were going to the mall.” You exhaled, nervously playing with the hem of your shirt. “About last night-”

“Yea, I wanted to talk to you about that.” He said.

“There you are!” Riley interrupted. “Oh sorry, am interrupting something?”

Chris flashed a smile, and nodded his head. “Nope, not at all.”

Her eyes lit up. For months she’s been begging you to meet Chris, but you didn’t want to make it awkward. So here she was, finally meeting him in person.

“Chris.” He reached his hand out to her.

“Riley.” Her smile was so big, she couldn’t contain her excitement.

“Well I should go so you girls could have fun at the mall.” He teased.

“Would you like to join us?” Riley asked. “There’s room in the car for one more.”

Chris looked back at you, and though you wanted to scream at Riley, you were frozen in your stance. With a stupid smile plastered on to your face.

“Come on, we need some muscle to carry the bags.” She cackled. “We will buy you ice cream for the help!”

Chris chuckled with her, his hand on his chest. “Can’t say no to that.”

And before you knew it, they were walking to the car.

“Just be cool.” You whispered to yourself.

—-

You sat in the passenger seat, fighting everything inside of you to look back at him.

It was nerve wrecking to say the least. You were nervous to even breathe.

“Oh my god, it’s our song!” Riley cranked up the volume and began to sing to you.

You couldn’t help but laugh as she tried to encourage you to sing along with her. But you only shook your head.

“Come on! We always sing this song together!”

And then suddenly you heard Chris lean in. “Don’t let me stop you. Just pretend I’m not here.”

“No I’m–”

“All you have to do is stay a minute. Just take your time–” Riley sang at the top of her lungs.

You let out a breath and joined her. Singing loudly together even if you were off key. You just wanted to pretend nothing happened and have things go back to the way it was before.

Chris sat back into the seat, watching the way you let yourself go into the music. He watched you two move your bodies, throwing your hands into the air. He couldn’t help but laugh to himself. You were just too adorable.

The words struck him as you continued singing. And he was lost in his thoughts.

Jenny is his fiancé. The girl he’s suppose to marry in a few months. He can’t be having feelings for another woman. He just can’t.

But no matter how hard he tries to push his feelings aside, he can’t. He was slowly beginning to fall for you. Hard. And it scared him.

—-

The mall wasn’t too crowded. Thankfully.

You went into a few stores, looked around. Even had some fun making jokes with Chris. It felt like normal. Having him there. And laughing with him.

You were both picking out hideous outfits for each other and making each other out it on. It made the trip even better.

“I’ll be back, I need to try these on.” Riley said.

As you looked at some of the shirts, contemplating what you want to buy for the weekend, Chris came up next to you.

“So where are you guys going this weekend?” He asked.

“A friend of ours has a cabin by the lake. So we are all going out there this weekend. Maybe have a barbecue.” You shrugged. “Get away from this town for a bit.”

Chris nodded, and picked a dark wine colored dress from the rack and handed it to you.

“I think this would look beautiful on you.” He stated. “I saw you eyeing it since we walked in.”

He was so close to you, you could smell his scent. And immediately brought you back to last night.

“Y/N, can you help me? I can’t get this damn thing on.” Riley asked, interrupting the moment.

“Y-Yeah, I’ll be right there.”

—-

Three hours you all spent together.

It seemed so fast, but that’s what happens when you’re having a good time.

“Thanks for hanging out with us! It was really great to meet you.” Riley smiled at Chris.

“It was fun. Thanks for inviting me.” He chuckled.

“I’ll call you in a little.” You said, closing the door to her car. “Drive safe.”

She nodded and waved before pulling out of your drive way.

Chris stalled, his hands deep in his front pockets as he looked at you. “Thanks for today, I had a lot of fun.” Chris paused, and cleared his throat. “I like hanging out with you.”

You flashed a soft smile. “Me too.”

Chris’ eyes glanced around the neighborhood, feeling his stomach churn. “Do you–do you want to come over and hang out for a bit longer?” He asked.

You knew what you should say. You knew that nothing could ever happen between you two. And even though you knew what you should do, you caved in.

“Sure.” You said.

———————

The house was quiet. Dodger was outside, running around.

“Where’s Jenny?” You asked. Feeling a slight tinge as you said her name.

“She went to visit her dad. He lives a few hours away so she’ll be back tomorrow night.” He said.

Knowing you were alone with aches made everything harder. You now had to control yourself even more. But just by being with him, you grew hot.

“Beer?” He asked.

“Yes please.” You replied. Your heart beating fast.

“So last night–” Chris looked down opening his beer. He handed you the other bottle and took a sip at the same time.

“I just want to say I’m sorry. I shouldn’t have kissed you.” He finished.

You chugged down half of the beer. This wasn’t a conversation to have while sober.

“It’s ok. I know you didn’t mean it. It was just a simple mistake.” You exhaled. You stared at the bottle in your hand, hoping he wasn’t staring, but of course, he was.

“Y-You think I didn’t mean it?” He asked.

You looked up and met his gaze.

“I wanted to kiss you. So bad.” He continued. “Since the day I met you–I don’t Know why but I have been drawn to you, Y/N. This isn’t suppose to happen though. I’m not suppose to have these feelings for you. But I can’t shake them. Everyday I spend with you, my feelings for you grow. I’m engaged, but I can’t stop wanting you.” Chris blurted out.

You couldn’t believe what you were hearing, that you let the bottle slip out of your hand.

“Shit!” You yelled.

Chris ran to your side and slipped his arm around your waist and pulled you into him. “Careful.” He said as he lifted you up and stepped away from the glass.

“I’m sorry.” You exhaled.

He placed you down beside him. His hands rested on your hips. Your eyes were locked on each other. And suddenly nothing else mattered. And with just one inhale, you both leaned in and crashed your lips.

His lips were just as soft as before and tasted of a hint of beer with a mixture of mint. Your head felt lightheaded yet you wanted more. His hands slid up to your hair and lightly tugged. A Moan escaped your lips.

Chris picked you up and had you straddle him. You quickly pulled his shirt off and crashed your lips to his again. Your hand ran over his chest and Chris felt himself twitch under his boxers, from the touch. He pulled your shirt off and kissed from your neck down to your the top of your breast.

“God, I want you so bad.” He groaned.

Every part of you want to rip his clothes off and take him. To feel him pulse inside of you as you rode over his lap. Just thinking about it made your stomach flutter immensely.

Chris’ phone went off, making you both jolt.

It was Jenny.

Guilt ran through you, making you sick to your stomach. Without hesitation, you got up and pulled your shirt back on.

Chris sat there quietly, staring blankly at his phone, letting it go to voicemail.

“Aren’t you going to answer it?” You broke the silence. “No. I-i can’t.” He mumbled.

“She’s your fiancé, Chris.” You grabbed your bag and headed for the door. Every part of you wanted to fall apart. But you just wanted to leave. To be alone.

Chris ran after you.

“Y/n, please don’t leave.” He pleaded.

“We can’t do this. You’re engaged. This–” you motioned between the two of you. “This can’t happen.”

He swallowed hard, knowing you were right but he couldn’t just let you leave.

“I think I’m falling in love with you.” He said.

Part Four