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There needs to be a scientific study done on how Rockstar Games' Arthur Morgan is able to provoke the most earth shattering emotions I didn't even know I had in me
#you guys get me right#like you feel it deep in your chest#the joy the anguish the grief#it feels like words aren't enough#and I don't mean it as in “sad moment in video game makes you sad”#I mean it as in “a deep and well written moment that has been slowly building is fleshed out in a video game and I think about for weeks”#when I say I lose sleep over this game I really mean it#I spend hours just laying in bed thinking about everything that happens in arthur morgan's life#it eats at me#I'm not ashamed of how much I have cried over this game#it fucking gets to me#playing rdr2 is the best form of escapism until the story hits you like a stab in the chest but the blade just pushes in further and further#until you're left with a gaping wound#“wow michael I didn't know you were so emotional over pixels on a screen”#except those pixels were acted out and performed by real people and voiced by real people and designed to look like real people#the game's main target was historic realism emphasis on REALISM#to provoke emotions through amazing storytelling#it's okay to feel strongly about things!!#this game man#this game#rdr2#red dead redemption 2#mick squeaks#mick thinks#arthur morgan#red dead redemption 2 spoilers
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i genuinely genuinely love when someone sends me an ask on bearotonin telling me about katmai fat bear week
#like 'hey did you know there's this thing called fat bear week?!?!'#or 'hey just wanted to let you know the dates for fat bear week'#it's genuinely so cute and hilarious#like i wanna act all surprised like when a small child tells you a basic fact and you pretend it's the most amazing brilliant thing ever#and i had no idea wow that's so amazing so cool you're so smart amazing!#it just makes me laugh so much#in a very good way#lol#it's just endearing#like yes#yes honey#i am aware of fat bear week#bearotonin international's origin story is fat bear week#i mean#it's a little longer than just fat bear week#but fat bear week played an intrinsic part in its birth and creation#anyways. people are cute#posts about bearotonin#that should be a tag lol
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AFTERMARE WEEK: Day 7- the end of a beginning/ the beginning of the end
make me believe and raise my hopes up one last time, then haunt my dreams for the rest of my life
aftermare week is hosted by @bluepallilworld
#art#illustration#my art#aftermare week 2023#aftermare week#nightmare#nightmare sans#fem!nightmare#this was actually the first piece i finished!! before the week even started cause i thought i was a literal month late ahhh hhh xD#geno isn't a ghost here night is just reminiscing about old memories :)#i have lots and lots of headcanons surrounding human!nightmare's corruption process but just so you know her appearance changes slightly#istg when i posted the grass wip i did NOT expect it to get 30+ notes like wow! i'm so glad you guys thought it looked good hhh :'D#hope it's not? underwhelming? i didn't expect to participate in all the prompts but this is the first!! week challenge i completed perfectl#last cryptic quote for the week wooo!! try to see how it's related to the prompts cause i'm curious to hear your interpretations >:D#i have a dentist appointment on the 17th so this is queued! i'll reblog everyone's art once i come back so don't worry >:'D#btw thank you so much for hosting this event blue!! the prompts were literally ALLL a 10 outta 10 just howww >:"0#i hope you're having an amazing day miss >:3 <3333
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@bad-theory say sike right now bro i always wished to be powerful enough to . influence someone's Affection Levels for a Character like that 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺
#i felt such a sunburst of glee DO YOU UNDERSTAND#bc i'll see other ppl vouch for their faves and say all these smart things and draw crazy good stuff#and eventually it wins other people over to that char's fanbase and. wow. isn't that so nice#(scoops more people into the basket of creating content for that char. just entering the cycle of feeding each other)#i didn't think i would ever help yakumo's case LOL i'm just dunking on him all day#you walk onto my blog and it's just me violently shaking his shoulders like#[WHAT ARE YOU. YOU ARE HOPELESS. I HATE YOU. WHY ARE YOU LIKE THJIS.#YOU HAVE NO ASS OR TITS. YOU'RE THW BEANPOLE-EST OF THE NOTHINGEST OF THE BL GENRE. YOU DON'T KNOW HOW TO STAND UP FOR YOURSELF#WHAT IS GOING ON WITH YOUR YAOI HANDS. GETOUT OF MY HEAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *throws him into a lake*]#...#then again#i feel like if someone else were to start smacktalking yakumo and they said the exact same things as me#i would turn contrarian like YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT YOU'RE TALKING ABOUT. NO I DID NOT JUST SAY THE SAME THING. IT'S DIFFERENT#(it was not different.)#look i'm gonna shut up before i go on a whole nother. rant. about nothing#but thank u for your tags.... people actually liking my interpretation of a character is amazing to me#I HAVE A VERY SPECIFIC VIEWPOINT AND A VERY SPECIFIC SET OF LIKES. ALL OF WHICH I WILL PUSH AS AN AGENDA (quite conspicuously)#the tags tho
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hovering around my beloved husband anxiously trying to find the balance between 'I don't want to pressure you at all, let alone to do something that you might not want to do that also frankly might even be a waste of your time' and 'but everyone else who's ever mentioned this thing at all looooves it sooOOOooo much and I KNOW you'll have similar opinions to mine and if you also go here I'll finally have someone else to talk to about My Problems With It'
#anyway justin finally just watched a show I first saw a couple years ago and have not had anyone to talk to about it agsjffjskk#him sometimes: I guess should watch that#me every time: You Don't Have To. but also. if you do. then you will Understand.#loving and being obsessed with something no one else has heard of is great because you can just holler into the night#and maybe even proseletyze#when other people are like WAAOOW this is AMAZIIING I can't BELIEVE how GOOD THAT WAS and you're like oh wow it's. pretty mediocre actually#THAT. is hell on earth lmao. because you try posting 'aw man I wanted that to be better than it was' and people will just show up to be like#one thing about me is that *I* thought it was amazing and incredible :)#okay. didn't ask but I guess this post is about how much you love the thing now#intentionally vague post because this isn't an isolated thing lmao#me-- vibrating: you don't Have To watch the sea beast but if you WANTED to I would love to hear what YOU think about it--#about me#husband
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god i just really really adore the absolute top tier tangled webs of confusion and drama and queercoding that stay with me (2023) weaves. i eat that shit up!!! what's better than the unhinged wonderful layers of the arc where only wu bi knows that his cousin mo yi's girlfriend ye wan is actually the girl who was su yu's almost-ex before she went abroad, and wu bi (who, as always, just wants su yu) is burning up with jealousy over ye wan showing up again and trying to get something started with su yu, and mo yi (the cousin) shows up to wu bi and su yu's shared home to tell wu bi he shouldn't choose this lifestyle (hm) of associating with poor people (su yu) while wu bi is telling su yu that HE shouldn't spend too much time with mo yi because mo yi is sort of insane in a dangerous snobby rich guy who'll have you killed kind of way (and wu bi is right about this one, at the very least). but then ye wan (the girlfriend) begins to use truly manipulative tactics to make su yu think that wu bi might be into her (why else would he be acting so jealous any time he sees su yu and ye wan together! why else would she know wu bi's cousin's (who, again, she is in actuality dating) name!), while wu bi of course still and forever only wants su yu and is crushing coca cola cans in his hand over it when he is not outright telling ye wan that su yu is his after accidentally getting su yu beat up by loyal yet totally confused straight bodyguards who assume that he hired them to spy on ye wan and su yu's date because he likes the girl, obviously, why else. and also very important to me is the deliciousness of mo yi (pretend you hear boooo any time you read that name) stalking around thinking he's cool and suave and can have anything he wants while su yu is trash, but meanwhile the two people who mo yi thinks are his (his girlfriend ye wan and his cousin-he-calls-brother wu bi) are very clearly just hanging out with him out of obligation while behind his back they BOTH actually want and are all over su yu. and su yu is just sort of there in the middle knowing almost none of this like. well yeah i did used to like this girl who is the prettiest & smartest & rich & every guy wants her & she only wants me. but i sort of think i'm a chinese censorship appropriate sort of gay now (for my best friend/roommate who is my stepbrother through technicality only and who is HER boyfriend's brother/cousin even though i don't know that). awkward.
#i'd forgotten how much this show makes me cackle. i'm literally just outright laughing at so much of it#and not because it's bad! it's actually really really good so much of the time#when su yu's dad goes 'wow! that's so many coincidences in a row! not even a drama series would dare to do that!'#i LIVE for that!!! amazing A+. they went SO ham on the number of coincidental meetings in the script that they can get away with it#*#stay with me#stay with me the series#also....... one has to admire the modern queercoding at work here. and it works HARD. i was fascinated the first time and i still am#calling this a bromance is like describing brokeback mountain as a movie about buddies on a camping trip#it's not entirely inaccurate. but you're missing the point in the absolute wildest of ways#i would even go so far as to say that you'd have to actively play dodgeball with the point
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#OUghh... I've been really sick the past few days like not able to keep food down and had to go to the hospital#to get iv fluids and etc. to stay hydrated lol...#perhaps some sort of stomach virus or something. but still very grrrr for it to happen in the middle of the evil summer of#course#when everything is hot and uncomfortable anyway.. I really wanted to get a sims video and costume pictures finished this week and keep#up writing like 1000 ish words a day for my game. but.. alas... the universe was like... I Think Not#I at least have been able to have some tea and juice and applesauce and like 4 saltine crackers today so#I always think it's funny when you're ill what sort of little things count as successes#like on any normal day eating a few crackers would just be something you don't even give a second thought#to . But when you're really sick it's like .. WOW.. I ate TWO crackers.. amazing.. huzzah... I should get an award certainly#call the press and alert them. I should be in the newspaper headlines for this harrowing feat. etc. lol#I still feel very shaky and weak though.. but am like... hhhhh... when can I work on my projects again...#Also I literaly never leave the house or have contact with anyone so maybe it's not a virus and was more food poisioning or something#since I'm not sure where I'd get a virus even but... regardless... stinky#just complaining since I suppose that is what personal blogs are for lol. I'm a private person in the sense of wanting to proect my identi#ty and like.. I dont want an alexa in my house listening to me all the time and I dont tag my real location on social media or share photos#that could reveal the front of my house or etc. etc. But in all other senses I really don't beleive in holding stuff in. Because it will#just fester. especially when it has to do with other people (like relationship issues or something) but even when its just stuff that only#has to do with you. If something annoys me then I shall let it be openly known. if I'm bothered it will be clear. etc.#Which I guess makes me seem like a Hater And Complainer but I guess I just feel like its better over all to explain and express openly#than to just silently stew and hold everything in and then probably feel worse for it later or something.#Expressing annoyance is kind of like casting the concept off from yourself and releasing it into the wild so that you're not harboring it#anymore. all grievances must be aired eventually. etc. this is a Pro complaining zone lol#If you feel like shit dont hide it. just go 'man I feel like shit'. etc. etc. Cast it off into the universe. be free#ANYWAY... aughhh......... the wizard has fallen ill in his stinky little tower.. pacing the stone floors in tattered robes. hair disheveled#. carefully sipping a single cup of tea over the course of an hour lest drinking too fast upset his fragile stomachs againe..
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Jokingly said Dimentio had a snake tongue but bro i don't think it a joke anymore........
#ignore the horrendous composition i am aware it's Like That but this was just to get my headcanon across#i just needed to make dimentio MORE of a freak of nature#super paper mario#no i didn't think he'd have a snake accent but i mean#if you're strong enough to imagine that go ahead#dimentio#super paper mario fanart#super paper mario headcanon#mr l spm#dimentio spm#wow??? a luigi drawing for me that doesnt look like shit?? amazing#dimentio fanart#my art
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#last night an ex friend who ignored me for 6 fucking months just messaged me saying “oh im sorry i want to make things clear between us”#“i dont want any bad relations before the end of the year blah blah blah”#and she didn't even apologise properly#i told her i didnt accept her apology because i didnt trust her anymore and that i deserved friends who cared about stuff like that#and her response to that? “wow nice to see you're so cocky let me knock your ego down a few notches”#“you're a loud and obnoxious bitch you think you the world revolves around you just cause you read some feminist books”#which tells me that she really didnt mean her sorry#she just wants a clean slate and validation she's actually a good person#im sorry but you dont get to use as a stepping stone for YOUR character development#why apologise if you don't fucking mean it#and the worst part is my friend still thinks she's a good person and whatever blah blah blah FUCK OFF#i know no one really wants to listen what i have to say given that i'm always taken as a joke#but srsly fuck off it's amazing how her friend hurting me isnt a big deal cause she's “not as bad as i think she is”#god i miss my old friends we have such a strong bond but we don't meet that often i just want to hug them so bad#i'm glad i didnt listen to the part of me that wanted to forgive her one of my ex friends was also like her and i've learnt my lesson#vent#personal
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#my new job is like a damn dream btw#i'm not getting paid as much as my target was but it more than makes up for it in really good work culture#and tons of employee engagement/amenities that are just fucking Nice#not that i utilize most of this but: cafe with free food and drinks. 24/7 on-site gym access. very flexible work schedule.#frequent free food events#discounts on sport/concert tickets/ski resorts/etc#unlimited PTO. tuition reimbursement. volunteer support (can take time out of your work day to do volunteer work while still getting paid).#my manager's ethic is: don't care what hours you work as long as you're here at the morning meeting and get all your work done#basically as long as i communicate i can work 7-3 or 8-4 or 9-5 or whatever suits my personal schedule#and i am allowed to leave when my work is done. no sitting around twiddling my thumbs trying to look busy#if all i have left is data analysis i can leave early and do it from home if i want#i can set up my work so that i can work from home once or twice a month. something i never thought I'd be able to do as a bench scientist#its so amazing compared to anywhere else I've worked#i'm sure it's laughable compared to the super wealthy pharma companies but those are evil places so i'm happy with this#ALSO i get regular raises and a merit bonus every year#just...wow what a great place to settle down for a few years
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on the one hand, eso is allergic to pretty young men npcs and its engine affords absolutely ZERO aesthetic favours towards mans... which is why bastian looks wayyyyy older than 27 and craggy as hell visually.
on the other hand, his character is great and griffin puatu's performance is so goddamn wonderful and endearing that it overlays and makes up for any lacking visuals on the game's part...
all this to say, i treat drawing bastian a little like how all those oblivion fan artists approached interpreting lucien lachance back in the day.
not quite to that extent, but like, same energy.
#he deserves to be less haggard#i still try to be as accurate as possible#y'know while obvs translating to whatever the frickafrack my style is at the moment#this is just an overcomplicated post to say i always have trouble drawing him and am never satisfied#how does one even do it#gah#bastian hallix#first time i did blackwood and heard him i was like 'wow that's young for what im looking at but okay'#but y'know griffin sells it#and then you hear bastian's backstory and you're like WAIT you're not even 30 yet? OH GOD#eso's character modelling fucked you over big time huh#blackwood has a lot of problems with that honestly#but that's a diff post#artists thirsting over potato lucien are valid#transforming oblivion potato face into something beautiful is amazing and valid#especially when you can actually tell at a glance who you're looking at#look i love oblivion but jdfksal;fdjskla;#ramblings#art talk#eso
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bonus behind the scenes content from my last gifset because i think it’s very easy to look at a set with simple colouring and feel like it’s almost just an untouched shot from the original source and actually it’s something like this:
#this isn't in a 'wow look at my amazing colouring' way like these gifs are just average#i just think it's fun to show the difference even in a set that looks pretty neutral and untouched#especially for anyone who doesn't make edits themselves#(and anyone who thinks they can do what they please with other people's gifs because they're just clips put through a gifmaking software....#you're wrong)#talking
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Silver Dragon Tav Doodle anon here again (hopefully you're not getting sick of my messages). Finals are coming up (and I also misremembered when one of the midterm tests was that involved an essay 🫠) and I just wanted to let you know that the doodles you made in response to my ask have been a consistent source of serotonin for me during a time where I'm severely lacking it.
Also, "#I KNOW YOU'RE STRESSED BUT THANK YOU FOR TAKING OUT TIME TO LEAVE ME SUCH A SWEET MESSAGE IN THE INBOX" You left a wonderful dollop of happiness I've been able to revisit for the past several weeks, even though I'm a complete stranger to whom you owe nothing, and it was honestly the very least I could do to let you know about the positive effects it had.
AAAAAA HELLO AGAIN!!! Trust me I'm not getting sick of your messages they are always a treat!
I'm so touched that my lil doodles have provided you so much joy over the past few weeks!!! Genuinely means a lot that something I made brings you some good ol serotonin!
Good luck with the exams and finals btw!!! Wishing you all the best in your studying but be sure to take breaks when you need em to avoid burnout!!
I sincerely hope I can continue leaving lil bits of happiness for both you and everyone else kind enough to visit my blog!!!
#juno rambling#dont mind me just going to#find a corner and get a lil emotional bc AAAAAA#GOOD LUCK WITH THOSE TESTS YOU'RE GONNA DO AMAZING SILVER ANON!!!#silver dragon tav doodle anon#wow thats a mouthful lmao
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i feel weird about this posts where someone's hyper-realistic painting gets the comments under it that are like, "GUYS HOLD UP THIS IS A PAINTING" it feels like the statement is: "i thought this was a photo and it was worthless to me, but then i realized it was a painting so i guess it's good, actually"
#which you may say there is a value in time invested in something#the photo was probably taken in an instant and the painting probably was an intense day(s) of labor#but i also feel like this is a false attribution#the beginner artist may spend 30 hours on a piece that a master could do better in 1 hour#i suppose you could say there's a skill in being able to capture something so realistically in paint over sensors but#i don't it feels kind of like an insult#to both the painter and to photographers#like if you're impressed by the painting then you should just say wow what an amazing painting
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It's official, the last words of Blue Blood have been typed. The editing is done. The chapter is finished. It's ready to post.
This is genuinely one of the most incredible milestones I've ever achieved. I finished a 120k story, one that I'm actually satisfied with and proud of. I always envisioned myself being here, but now that I actually am it feels quite surreal. I've done what, at times, felt impossible. I've proven that I can. Who knows what's next? My potential feels unlimited.
Thank you to everyone on this website who's been with me for this journey, cheering me on and screaming in my ask box and sharing my posts and leaving amazing tags. Thank you to all the artists who have been inspired by my art to create their own. You've all been an absolute delight to terrorize, thank you for all the love and support and excitement you've shown to me along the way. It would not have been the same without each and every one of you.
I'll cherish this experience for the rest of my life, it's hard to let it go, but I'm ready to move on to the next big project now. Blue Blood is over, it's time for something new to take shape. Hopefully I'll catch you guys on the next one 🥰
#HBUNEOIQFEWUVB#IM NOT CRYING YOU'RE CRYING#dude this is genuinely so emotional#sorry for being a sap (you ain't seen my authors note yet) but like#yeah wow this is pretty amazing#its my first ever big story being completed#im gonna revel in it for just a bit#what a journey its been guys#only a few more hours and its officially done for good#see u guys then 😏#blue blood
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honestly the idea of newton and lance both ending up w gfs is funny to me only bc ik the two of them would have COMPLETELY DIFFERENT reactions the moment they realize they're in love w the girl they're now dating
basically newton's reaction vs lance's reaction
#sym bionic titan#like newton's just over here like wow love is amazing i didn't even know i could feel this way abt another person this is great ^_^#meanwhile lance over here is suffering™ bc he's basically a byronic hero trapped inside the body of a 17 yr old boy#what i'm saying is the reason newton is able to love more freely and openly than lance (atleast for rn)#is bc he doesn't have a FRACTION of the emotional baggage that lance has due to his upbringing#that boy spent years building up walls guarding his heart to keep ppl out so that he could never be hurt again#he's only now started to let ppl in like ilana and newton/octus bc they're family now but even that can still be hard for him#like sm of lance's character just goes back to this idea of the mortifying ordeal of being known (god he's so mitski's stay soft coded)#how the fear of letting ppl get close to you to love you#means that the nearness has the potential leave you wounded#or that bc you have baggage it means you're broken that prevents you being able to love others#basically what i'm saying is lance is super repressed he def has self loathing#and i CAN'T imagine him getting w kristin in the same way#newton did w kimmy in the sense that they got into a relationship relevantly fast#if anything he's gonna have a slowburn w that girl#even when lance FINALLY does get together w her#i still don't see him being like how newton is w kimmy that he's good expressing his love verbally like saying ily or petnames etc#bc we've seen in canon how lance isn't the best when it comes to that#re: consoling ilana in ep 2 or telling octus how important he is to him in ep 18 but we know he cares#i think kristin knows that and like ilana/newton accepts that abt him#lance to me is better at expressing his love and care for others thru his actions rather than his words#robi hcs#robi rambles
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