#you understand the dream

[tringstarruuu]

just finished the book HUALIAN HUALIAN HUALIAN IM GOING INSANEEEEEEE

[independent-fics]

Now, you can take that as a gift, or you can take it as a curse. And that's up to you.

Eliot Spencer and Parker Doing the Things Others Won’t

Leverage (2008-2012)

04x01 The Long Way Down Job

05x09 The Rundown Job

[dizzybizz]

"this is regrettably the best kiss of your life, you understand?"

[hamsternamedmarinette]

Anyway,

[isayoldbean]

had a dream last night about don quixote as a ff14 catboy and i've become obsessed i HAD to make him real. when you see his name you will understand. i had to do this. I Had To

[vaguely-concerned]

on the one hand I think inner demons could stand to have a bit more romanced rook specific content, but on the other hand the underlying in-built implication that 'yours is the one true voice of comfort and safety in my inner world' is a sentiment and intimacy so way beyond the romantic or the platonic or any secret third thing you could care to name that it makes me lose my entire poor little mind a bit. it's so big and fundamental — near-existential — that in that exact moment at least the distinctions kind of seem irrelevant.

all the people lucanis' mind conjures up along the way are relationships he has that are unavoidably mixed and fraught in some ways even when they're also full of love (they are fraught BECAUSE they're full of love) — the good in them inseparable from things that hurt him at the same time. (it's about: the basic disorganized attachment patterns this poor guy is dragging around with him. careful with those, they're dellamorte heirlooms. what you love also inevitably hurts you and you won't be allowed to have one without the other, you have to surrender parts of your soul to hold on to what little you have left: this is the story up until now.) and the idea that rook isn't that to him — that beneath the fear of wanting them when romanced (which is more its own separate thing because within this psychology, actively wanting something and not just clinging on for dear life to even a meager status quo lest you lose it is in itself dangerous bordering on catastrophic), this is a relationship where there isn't resentment, or guilt, or shame, or dread, or rage, or self-hate, or any of the other emotions that keep him paralyzed, unable to move this way or that. no debts, nothing owed of yourself and your soul's substance except what you can freely and safely and happily give. love and freedom don't coexist — but, I mean, you're almost starting to make me think........... unless...👀👀👀. the unconditional and undramatic 'you are here and I am here with you, you can be exactly how you are right now with me and it's safe for us both even though you're afraid it won't be, I'm not going anywhere' acceptance rook shows him here that he returns to them in the big romance scene, when it's rook who needs it. the way he's just. standing there in the center of it all, like a child desperately helplessly waiting to be found, hiding in the place he hopes you'll know to look first. (rook does know. it's one of the first things they say in there.)

in short the most important room in his little mind palace for the romance is the very first room — the one where rook isn't. where, in fact, rook cannot be, because they disprove the entire structure of the place with their existence and presence in his life. with everyone else he's putting words in their mouths about what they think of him, and rook is the one who actually gets to come in to speak their own words to him — and have him listen. ('he'll listen to you, he always listens to you', 'your voice is a comfort'.) of course rook isn't present anywhere else in there — at the risk of stating the obvious to a tedious degree, they aren't one of the locks, they're bringing the key. in the very finest 'the messenger and the message' sort of way.

[kabukiaku]

pookie is pensive. 🥺🖤 Ω

i love him so much.

[s-aint-elmo]

the canon of dunmeshi makes it easy to imagine farcille with marcille as the perpetually pining party ready and willing to violate the most fundamental laws of nature for the woman she is utterly, irrevocably in love with. but.

the idea of marcille doing everything she does under the impression that falin is just her dearest most special friend that she loves with the normal platonic intensity of all girl besties while newly re-resurrected falin is shaking laios in their shared bedroom at the earliest opportunity trying to spark their two brain cells together to figure out if marcille, who she has been desperately crushing on since magic school, is actually in lesbians with her and just denser than a neutron star is infinitely funnier so that's the version of reality i subscribe to

(to sweeten the pot this makes marcille being obsessed with romantic drama and effortlessly spinning a character study of chilchuck's wife based solely on two sentences, her knowledge of him as a co-worker, and the power of her own delusions so much funnier too. too busy working that maxed out delusion stat on her unfortunate partymates to look inward for two seconds)

[irithyllians]

murtagh and nasuada

[soupdreamer]

hey brennan what the fuck

[gingerteaonthetardis]

the way faith honest to god thought a threesome was going down tonight, like she had no concept of the Intricacies and Complications, she was just thinking with her dick. perfection

[mrkis]

— [02:33]

A.N| my health is still low but i miss writing for my man. gotta remind you who the main is🥴☝🏼 originally this was written for someone else, but the more i read over it, the more i pictured mark and my pussy started yodelling.

"that's it, good girl," mark hisses through his teeth, his fingers twisting in your hair to yank at the roots, the burn on your scalp making you let out a satisfying moan. "look so fucking pretty with my cock in your mouth. taking it so well."

your chest blossoms with warmth at the compliment even though it's clear you're struggling to take him, lips stretched around his cock, cheeks hallowed as you suck, your cunt clenching around nothing as you watch him throw his head back with a grunt.

you pull off to swirl your tongue around his tip and his grip tightens in your hair, pulling you away from his cock to arch your head back and you moan, the strain sending a thrill to your pussy.

“open,” mark orders as his free hand grips your cheeks and you immediately obey, opening your mouth and staring up at mark with glistening eyes that widen when he leans over you, puckering his lips to spit inside your mouth.

the act is dirty but you can’t help but whine, that feeling in the pit of your stomach getting stronger and the need for him to fuck you pussy full grows.

his hand drops from your cheek to massage against you throat, “swallow, baby.”

you do as you’re told like the good girl you are, swallowing happily with a smile that makes mark’s heart flutter, cooing as he caresses your face and leans down to press a loving kiss to your forehead before his grip in your hair resumes, bringing you back to his cock that demands your attention.

“go ahead,” mark hums, staring down at your with darkened eyes be a smirk. “show me how badly you want my cum next.”

©𝗠𝗥𝗞𝗜𝗦

[feketeribizli]

she cut her hair 😔

[painless-innit-colourful]

o7 dream smp you crazy, weird, unsatisfying, wonderful, random, ridiculous piece of media/server. have a lovely last day darling it hasn't been perfect but I'm so glad we met

[legionofpotatoes]

I just like looking at them all together 🥲

[frizzy-frizz-frizz]

Magic reveal fic where only arthur knew about merlin's magic, and the only reason no one found out is because arthur's been covering for merlin behind his back

Arthur gaslights gatekeeps girlbosses his way into keeping his man safe by convincing everyone that merlin's a perfectly normal person, he's just also.. *merlin* and everyone knows merlin is just Like That Sometimes, thats not suspicious at all, no magic here, the prince said so

and honestly THAT'S the kind of power i want arthur to have, the kind of power I want his words to have. I want people to take arthur's word as FACT. Not law, not while he's the prince, but fact.

Like if arthur says so, then it must be true. If arthur says he has it covered, then it'll get done no matter what. "Well if prince arthur says its nothing to worry about...". "I mean sure it's strange but prince arthur said...". " oh it's okay prince arthur is going to be taking care of that"