#you thought i was done? ha SIKE

[amiracleilluminated]

[villainsidestep]

fawniel thoughts hour….

[chestersturniolo]

“SOFT LAUNCH GIRL”

part two of “Do you think i want this?”

&based on this request

Summary; After Chris finally agrees to go public with your relationship, a soft launch post quickly turns into a hard launch twitch stream.

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In the days following the discussion , Chris had begun to warm up to the idea of going public even more, though he approached it cautiously. He wasn’t the type to dive headfirst into something that could change both of your lives in such a big way. A week after the heated conversation, he posted the first subtle hint on Instagram—It wasn’t much, but it was enough. without giving away too much, too soon.

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christophersturniolo 🪄

sturniolover333 UHM GUYS WHAT IS THAT

user948271 is this a soft launch or has nicks feet shrunk🫠

matthewsturniolo parents🫡

sturnioliolioliozz MATT WHAT , WHOS MOTHER

user142661 guys i’m freaking the fuck out rn SAY SIKE

A couple of days later , chris posted a story that was a little more obvious

That was a few days ago, and you had been unable to bring yourself to even look through any of the comments or backlash of it yet. You were currently at Chris’ house

Chris and Matt were settled in Matt’s room, their gaming chairs perfectly positioned in view of the camera. You sat just off to the side, out of the camera’s frame, watching as you always did. Matt usually mirrors the stream for you on the TV. You liked being there, watching Chris in his element, even if you stayed hidden from the audience.

Just as Matt’s finger hovered over the “live” button, Chris suddenly shifted in his chair, reaching out. “Hold on bruh” he said quietly. Matt paused, looking at Chris with a raised eyebrow. Chris turned in his seat to face you, his expression soft but serious. “Ma… how d’you feel about coming on today?”

Your heart skipped a beat, and your eyes widened in surprise. “On stream? Like… on stream?” The nerves hit instantly, a tightness forming in your chest at the thought. You’d always kept yourself just out of sight. Chris had been careful, too. The soft launch was a safe bet, it let people know you existed, without blindsiding the fans by coming on too strong. It was a delicate dance, one that had kept your relationship semi-private, until now.

Chris smiled at your reaction, nodding gently. The idea of putting yourself out there so suddenly made your stomach twist. You looked over at Matt, who was already grinning. “Don’t you think it’s time?” he asked, glancing between you and Chris.

You bit your lip, looking down at your hands.

“I don’t know about this guys” you mumbled. The weight of the chaos this could cause pressed on your chest. Sure, you’d taken steps—the soft launch had been a huge deal. But going on stream? Letting the world see you next to him? It felt like another level entirely.

Chris scooted his chair closer, his knee brushing against yours. He reached out, hooking his finger gently under your chin and tilting your head up. “Listen, you don’t have to baby…but we’ve done the hard part already… this is just the next step, hmm?” He gave you a small smile, his eyes steady on yours.

You took a deep breath, letting his words sink in. He was right. The hardest part had already been done—acknowledging the relationship, letting the world know he wasn’t single. This was just…another step. A bigger one, yes, but maybe it was time. This is what you wanted after all.

After a long moment of hesitation, you finally nodded. “Okay” you said softly, the nerves still bubbling under your skin but subsiding slightly by the way Chris was looking at you.

Chris’s smile widened, relief in his eyes as he leaned forward and pressed a quick, reassuring kiss to your lips. He shuffled his chair back over next to matt, and without another word, he reached out to grab the side of your chair, pulling it over until it was flush against his. Now, the three of you were in a row, all visible in the camera’s view. This was it—the moment you’d quietly dreaded but also desperately longed for.

Chris must have sensed the tension radiating off you. He reached over, tucking a strand of hair behind your ear, his touch calming you more than he probably realized. His eyes softened as he whispered, “You got this, okay? We’re doing this together” , the reassurance in his voice made it a little easier to breathe, you nodded.

Matt grinned from beside Chris, his hand hovering over the keyboard. “Alright, you guys ready for this?” he asked. Chris gave a nod, and you hesitated for just a second before nodding too.

“Let’s do it” Chris said.

Matt clicked the button, and the stream went live. For a split second, the screen was quiet, but then comments began flooding in, the viewers realizing what they were seeing.

“Whats up chat!!!” Matt said, all energy as usual.

The chat exploded.

“OMG”

“Is this SOFT LAUNCH GIRL?!?”

“is this real life chat”

“New character unlocked, HELP.”

“what the FUUKCK”

“?!!!!??????????”

You felt your breath catch in your throat. The energy in the room shifted, and even Matt seemed to tense up at the overwhelming stream of comments. You caught his glance toward Chris, who shifted nervously in his chair, his fingers tapping on the desk.

You could feel your chest tightening, the way your breath started to come faster. They were going to hate you. You weren’t ready for this.

Chris glanced over at you, noticing the way your hand had tightened into a fist on your lap. He reaches over, scooping it into his, as he rubs his thumb over your knuckles. He then leans forward, reading the chat.

Chris took a deep breath, his hand squeezing yours a little tighter before leaning back and speaking. “Yeah chat-” he said with a small nervous laugh, trying to ease the tension. “-this is soft launch girl-” he said, making a quotation mark gesture with his free hand, referencing their nickname for you. “-her name is Y/N”

You swallowed hard and gave a small wave, your voice softer than you intended when you finally spoke. “Hi guys”

You couldn’t shake the panic that started to rise again as more comments flashed by too quickly to read. Matt leaned forward, muttering, “Jesus”under his breath, his voice low but just loud enough for you to hear. Your heart sank. They were being awful, weren’t they?

But Chris leaned in closer to the screen, his face brightening suddenly. “Look at this-“ he said, turning to you with a smile. “Ma, check it out” You leaned forward cautiously, dread pooling in your stomach as you squinted at the chat. But then you froze.

“SHES SO CUTE OMG”

“WELCOME Y/N!!!”

“I’M SO HAPPY FOR YOU GUYS😭 (devastated for me)”

“NOT CHRIS CALLING HER MA, I’M SCREAMING”

“Awwwhhh”

“they look a little TEWWW good together”

“im DECEASED”

You blinked, rereading the comments as they flew by, too stunned to react at first. These weren’t the cruel insults you’d feared. They were kind. Playful. Even excited. A warmth spread through you, slowly melting the tension in your chest. A smile crept onto your face, hesitant at first but growing wider as more positive comments filled the chat. You glanced at Chris, whose eyes were already on you, his grin practically glowing with pride. Matt caught your eye too, his face lit up with that same goofy grin you’d seen a million times during their streams.

Your smile broke into a small laugh, the anxiety that had been suffocating you for weeks lifting. “I… I can’t believe it, you guys are so sweet”

~

The three of you continued streaming, the initial tension melting into the background as Matt and Chris shifted into their usual banter, cracking jokes and interacting with the chat. Every now and then, you’d sneak a glance at the comments, and each time, the support was still there, playful teasing mixed with genuine kindness

“protect y/n at ALL COSTS🫡”

“i think i just went from a chris girl to a y/n girl fr…”

You couldn’t help but laugh, feeling the nerves dissipate with every passing minute. It wasn’t perfect—it wouldn’t be. There would still be challenges, and not everyone would be as supportive as today’s crowd. There was a lot of truth to Chris’ concerns before agreeing to go public. There would be people who would rip you apart. But for now, this moment felt like a victory. You’d taken the step, and it hadn’t shattered everything.

~

As the stream finally came to an end, Chris leaned over,. “You did amazing, baby. Proud of you.”

You squeezed his hand in return, basking in the relief of how well it all went “Thanks. I think I needed this”

“We all did” Matt chimed in, throwing a wink your way. “About time, huh?”

“Yeah” you said softly, smiling between them. “About time”

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MASTERLIST

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[kingcygnus]

it’s 3am and im thinking about my favorite dc and marvel charas who happen to be queer and how they’ve been fucked over by writers and editors and now im mad again,, my number one fear of tim being bi was getting the same treatment as billy and tommy, and it really became a reality

[harrysfolklore]

Can you please, pretty pretty please do another Zendaya one??

fake social media

okay i’m kinda nervous bc this is the first time i post for someone who’s not harry so HI i do social media au blurbs and i hope you like this one i did for tom 🥲 let me know your thoughts and send in requests if you have any !

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yourinstagram Thank you so much @vogueitalia for having me 🤍 Interview out tomorrow

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ynfan3 i wonder what kind of tea she spilled on the interview

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↳ tomfan1 HELLO?

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enews We’re losing our minds over this new Hollywood romance. 🥹 Link in bio to see how YN hard launched their relationship (📸: Getty)

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ynfan2 “my love life has always been private but this time just feels right to let the world know” NO I CANT MY HEART

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tomblyth Sneak peak at our inconspicuous movie about 2 totally chill birdwatchers with no emotional damage whatsoever… 😏

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tomfan1 AHHHHHHHHHHH

ynfan1 this movie is going to be so good

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tomfan2 THE SLAY OF THE CENTURY

ynfan2 okay now i get yn

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↳ ynfan3 we love a supportive girlfriend

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tomupdates Tom and YN in Los Angeles today !

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tomfan1 STOP THIS

ynfan1 WELL

tomfan2 AHHHHHH

ynfan2 people who don’t support this relationship are so lame bc look at them

tomfan3 she visited him on set 👀

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tomblyth Come back to the beginning of the games with us @songbirdsandsnakes

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songbirdsandsnakes We are SO there! ❤️

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yourinstagram Exciting things coming

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ynfan1 SAY SIKE

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hunterschafer they’re not ready

↳ ynfan2 SPILL THE BEANS

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FANS VIA TWITTER

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yourinstagram CAN’T CATCH ME NOW from @songbirdsandsnakes will be out today. The film and the rest of the soundtrack are out November 17th. Thank you to sweet angel @oliviarodrigo for writing this song and letting me sing it, this is so special to me 🤍

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tomblyth HG film dump. Just some of the many people I love who breathed life into this movie. @songbirdsandsnakes opens tomorrow 🤍

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yourinstagram TBOSBAS is on theaters now and all I can say is that I love every single human being involved in it and I’m so proud of them 🤍 Oh and thank you for all the support for Can’t Catch Me Now, you make me all mushy 🥲

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people Our favorite off-screen couple has arrived to the #BalladOfSongbirdsAndSnakes premiere ! Link in our bio for more pictures.

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INTERVIEWS BY TOM AND THE CAST DURING THE PREMIERE

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tomupdates Tom and YN at the TBOSAS premiere ! 🥺

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[euphorickaeya]

THE ALMIGHTY.

buwan’s notes : I’m alive but I’m dead LOL, i don’t think I’ll be posting much on this account, maybe some for a few months here and there but other than that, I’m barely active. I apologize to those who keep asking for updates but I no longer consider myself in the genshin fandom.

I would also want to apologize for this fic, this fic is somewhat cruel, and I don’t want to offend anyone, please do speak to me if it seems I’ve gone too far, but this is merely a more story-based fic than being a fic about the characters being shipped with the god!reader. I wanted to explore the idea of being denied your saving grace when your god is right there, and they know it. It sort of a revenge fic?? Errr idk how to explain HAHA ok enjoy 😭

summary : you refuse to be treated the way you were, when you descended on your lands.

CW : obsession, sagau in general, borderline abuse as a creator, revenge and angst (?).

[no ships, more reader-centric.]

[gender-neutral!creator!reader.]

song recommendation: babooshka - Kate Bush.

part 2

EDIT: I COMPLETELY FORGOT THE TAGLIST..

EDIT #2: SIKE I WROTE IT DOWN LOLS @emperatris-rinaka | @iyhmibyo | @nicebonescomrades

A cold wind blew over the lands of Liyue, the creator has blessed the ancient lands with their presence, being bombarded with the lavish gifts of forgiveness of the people of Liyue by your feet, as you sat at a public throne.

Your eyes held nothing but resentment and no remorse for those who ask for your blessings, even if they bring a sickly child by your feet, begging and crying for a single blessing for you to heal this sickly child placed on your feet.

You merely spare the family a glance, before staring at your acolyte, Zhongli stared at you with concern, unsure of the thoughts racing through your head.

You made your decision when you had shooed the family, a shocked look on their faces as the hold on their poor kid faltered, almost dropping the frail boy. You could merely scoff as the mother handed the kid to her husband as she ran to your feet, wailing.

“Your grace, please punish me for any wrong-doing my family has done, but please! Heal my boy! He’s done nothing wrong, he’s nothing but a boy!” The mother wailed into your robes.

You felt your face morph into disgust, your eyes swelling in anger, tears starting to form from annoyance and anger. “Don’t pity yourself under my feet, lady.” You spat, pushing the mother with your feet.

The crowds that came to revel in their creator’s stared in disbelief and silent horror as the lady sobbed loudly on your podium, and their god, you, doing nothing to comfort or even give a slice of remorse to the pitiful lady by your feet.

After a few minutes of your unrelenting emotionless gaze on her and her unstopping sobs as her husband held their boy from afar helplessly, the lady raised her head to look at you.

An anger in her eyes, betrayal, anguish met your cold, frozen eyes.

“You’re no god, you’re not our creator, you’re just a mere copy..” the lady whispered spitefully, looking at you with nothing but hatred for your embodiment.

For once, in a long time, you laughed, a smile on your face, not of happiness, but of mockery, a scoffing, bashful smile.

“I’m no god? I’m a mere, copy?” You scoffed at the lady, your eyebrows raised in a mocking way, you stood from your throne, even after being able to sit on the golden seat, it still felt like it stung you, like silver does to a vampire.

It burned and stung, but it did nothing but fuel you even more. “Is this what has come of my empire? Of my beloved world?” You asked, walking slowly up to the lady who gravelled and clutched the hot concrete under her palms.

“If I had known my own children would dictate who I am, I would’ve destroyed this world to bits.” You threw that sentence out recklessly, seeing your acolytes stiffen quickly from your peripheral vision. You couldn’t help but grin at their uncomfortable faces.

“You, a mere lady, who lives on nothing but scraps, gets to tell me, a creator, a celestial being, who I am?” You snarled, your spear appearing to intimidate those who dare to anger you so.

“You’ve got some nerve, you all do!” You pointed to the crowds, who flinched and screamed in fear as you pointed with your spear, the metal shining against the sun.

Your acolytes could only wish that the sun could’ve given you it’s golden rays in a better situation, seeing as you flowed with unrelenting bravery and anger.

“I had to harm myself, to cut my flesh and show my blood, so that I wouldn’t die in this mortal form!” You screamed into the crowd, no longer holding the annoyance and disgust you held for this world.

“If I were a mere mortal with my face, you would’ve called them an imposter, burn them at the stake, like you’ve done with me!” Zhongli could only watch helplessly as your struck fear into his people, unable to stop you, for his loyalty refuses to let him move.

“You’re no people of mine, this world is obsessed with the idea of me, not my being as your creator!” The lady no longer glared at your with angry, but with disdain and anxiousness.

“I refuse to be dictated and be a holy grail for this shitty fucking world. Your people don’t deserve to be blessed with my presence nor my help.” Zhongli’s eyes could only widen, glancing at Ningguang, who was hyperventilating, watching you as you threw your spear away, it dissipating into particles.

“so suffer, suffer as I have, hope that there’s another god who’ll give you the forgiveness I will never give you.” You scoffed, you looked at the father who held his son with a life-threading grip.

Looking at you, his eyes holding a flickering flame of hope, that under all your anger, you would find the kindness to give them the mercy they’re desperately grasping at.

But you merely turned away from him, watching from your peripheral vision as the flame in his eyes extinguished, before his eyes filled, refusing to look away from your retreating figure.

“Zhongli, I want to end my appearance here and now.” You refused to look at the archon that stood by your throne as you walked past. Soon after a while, you had walked into the Liyue palace doors, finally out of public eye.

That is when Zhongli finally moves. Although being the most powerful archon, his knees buckled like that of a weak mortal, the pain and fear of his people weighing down his back.

But how can he save them? not when he knows he’s one of the many people who’s fueled this despicable behaviour in their god.

Their god who was so reverent and kind, only corrupted by it’s own creation.

[bradpittwh0re]

faceclaim: sydney sweeney

pairings: brad pitt x actress!reader

warnings:fluff , lovers to exes to hopefully lovers again

theteaonbrad

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theteaonbrad it looks like from inside sources that brad pitt and y/n l/n has decided to call it quicks after dating for 2 years , tmz reports

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y/nfan61 i literally just screamed "WHAT THE HELL" out loud

y/n+bradfan84 and our delusional ass thought they were going to announce an engagement soon

pittfan24 we were really in a delusional era

y/nfan12 SAY SIKE PLEASE SAY SIKE

bradstan04 swear didnt he just get her name tattooed!!!

y/nfan23 i guess it didnt mean that much for him

y/nstan452 can you guys stop speculating about a relationship your not in

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yourinstagram new campaign @miumiu the wander bag

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y/nfan34 so its just business as usual babes

y/nstan74 she is not going to address nothing

y/nfan02 the face card never declines

jacobelordi 😭

cassiedefender ariana what you doing here ?

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y/nfan88 she is the miu miu it girl

euphoria

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euphoria y/n stuns in custom miu miu at l.a euphoria premiere

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y/nfan01 we are so proud of you y/n

y/nfan02 she has the post breakup glow to her

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y/nfan04 we don't want this we want the next album

jacobelordi so amazing 🔥🔥

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y/nstan82 is it just me that are seeing y/n and jacob's interactions cassiedefender yess , i thought i was the only one , i hope they just friends but that picture is not helping their case

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tmz brad spotted out and about in l.a the same time as y/n's premiere , accident or intentional ???

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hater87 damn he really let himself go

pittstan62 and still looks better than you on your best day

bradfan42 himbo brad conformed

pittfan24 omg not all their close friends but y/n , she must have done something

bradfan36 stop guessing its literally none of our business

deadline

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deadline after production was halted in late year it is now confirmed that the film "Anyone But You" will start up filming again next month in Australia

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y/nfan87 well this will be so awkward

y/nfan52 and its a romcom 🥰

bradstan45 jacob is probably on the floor somewhere

pittfan24 BRADY/N SUPREMACY

y/nfan04 I need this to bring them back together

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author note -gonna make a part 2 for this later and send more requests

[electronix-arts]

i have the urge to ramble so why not ramble about murder drones

i have many fears over episode 8, my biggest one being is that everyone is going to fucking die, and since im now considered the khan guy, why not talk about him (THIS IS SO LONG HOLY FUCKING SHIT)

ok so funnily enough, im prepared if he does drop dead in ep 8. people have teased me going “oh lol what if khan dies in ep 8” but little do you all know ive been prepared since ep 7 dropped, my wife has improved so much he’s bound to be sniped by liam. i’d be upset as hell and act like a wife who lost her husband at sea but i would not be too surprised if he is killed off

before it was confirmed ep 8 is the series finale, i was a s2 believer and i held onto hope that they wouldn’t kill khan because it’d make his character feel worthless. you see this man improve so much to be a better father to uzi and grow a pair to actually do something; to me, him dying would have made all of that useless, the hypothetical season 2 could have grown his character more if he lived, hell, maybe even show flashbacks of him during his ‘kill all humans’ phase. ep 7 shows khan has nowhere to go but up (or go insane, like the ep 8 teaser showed us)

but since season 2 is not real, i have to accept the fact that yeah, khan might die. so instead of being upset over that, why not speculate how he’ll fuckin die even though him being in the teaser looking batshit insane makes me think he’ll be a survivor. look at him. he will live off of pure adrenaline. anyways.

it’d 100% be a sacrifice, his apology for everything he’s done (which i fucking HATE i wanted him to grow more to become more redeemable to others not [death = hooray your sins are mostly forgiven] but i just gotta suck it up for now)

it’d definitely be for uzi or nori, make sense if he sacrificed himself for both of them [“Turns out, I’m not who either of you needed”] buuut i think it’d be more uzi focused. he was the one who raised her for the entirety of her life, actually tried to become better and changed his main focus to her and tried to help whenever he could after that, he would take a hypothetical bullet for her. it could even parallel to pilot when he left her for dead, now he’s the one dying and telling uzi to leave him so she can save herself and the others (it could even reference heartbeat where she thought he actually died, i don’t know how they’d do it, but yeah. i like that scene in heartbeat, i enjoy characters i love oh so much in severe pain.)

while i like this a lot, i would want khan to sacrifice himself for someone else more than his own wife and daughter. shocking, i know. i make my entire personality based off these idiots why wouldn’t i want a doorman family reuni-

n. if khan dies in ep 8, i want him to die sacrificing himself for n. i want n to be in horror at what has happened as khan is slowly dying in front of him, basically giving n his blessing to date uzi even though the entire planet is doomed.

it parallels nori’s disapproval of the relationship, shows that khan’s views on the dds (mainly n) have changed [killing machine -> bad influence on uzi -> someone who genuinely cares for her, someone who she needed] -and i guess nicely ties up the gift that is his redemption arc.

it makes sense for him to give said blessing, he’s seen how close uzi has gotten with n as well I’m pretty sure when he reunites with nori (plsplspls) after they calm down she’s definitely gonna be like “YOU LET OUR DAUGHTER “HANG OUT” WITH THE THINGS YOU SAW KILL ME” so that’d be fresh on his mind when he hypothetically drops dead.

also i’d feel like him sacrificing himself for uzi is like. too perfect or easily guessable, maybe they could hint “oh yeah khan’s def gonna die to save uzi & nori” when haha sike he’s dying to save the future son-in-law (if there is a future)

anyways that’s it. im bad at wrapping up things so here is what i call my conclusion. if you actually read this i love you so much you will be in my will

[lovelyo]

Cressida Torture Porn

RANT INCOMING: What the absolute fuck is wrong with this show and their love for torturing Cressida? Do they get off in making this girl suffer? If I was in her position, I would go apeshit too.

All this girl wants is a genuine connection, to be valued and all people do is knock her down. She lashes out horribly on people just like Penelope, but she’s punished while Penelope is considered a girlboss even though Cressida’s home environment is shittier than Penelope’s. Her hope from her suffocating fate was Eloise only for Eloise to push her to the side for a friend who lied to her for years and screwed her over. Got called a viper (EVEN THOUGH ELOISE KNOWS WHO LW IS! 🤬🤡) by the person she always wanted to befriend even before Eloise fell out with Penelope.

Cressida saved Eloise from loneliness but Eloise didn’t reciprocate when Cressida was in need. Even then, she liked Eloise so much that before she left to get shipped away to even a more emotionally absent relative, she wanted to reconcile with Eloise, but Eloise closed the chapter. She tried to say goodbye to Eloise before she left. Eloise didn’t even bother to look Cressida’s way when she left.

All for Penelope who has done considerably more damage to her than anyone. 😐😑

It was the first time ever I was genuinely upset at Eloise. Eloise knew about Cressida’s ordeal but still vilified her and abandon her like she was a side piece(ain’t far from the truth really). Eloise unfortunately had to drink the OOC Koolaid for Penelope to get her HEA. This made me despise Penelope more btw. While everyone is in a damn romantic sitcom catering to Pen, Cressida is fighting for her life in this SAW trap where it’s do or get fucked.

Cressida was a bitch throughout the show until we came upon her reasonings in S3 which made her more of a sympathetic character than Penelope ever was. We should feel bad for this “woe is me” jackass who’s more privileged than anyone in this goddamn show but not the one who has parents that are emotional as a spiked bat?

The one who’s been indoctrinated heavily by her mother to treat other women like enemies?

The one where it’s her 3rd time on the marriage mart, got the guy she had her sights on get taken away just for Penelope to say sike and marry Colin and for Lord Debling to go MIA?(the same happened to her with the fucking prince in season 1!)

The one who’s being forced to marry an old man cause rarely anyone wants her?

The one who lost a friendship she thought was genuine while that friend is going around dunking on her name?

The one who is actually looked down by the ton because they can’t take her seriously?

Her life pretty much sucks but the show keeps trying to shove in our faces that Cressida is a bully so she got what she deserved. Fuck Cressida Cowper, amirite?

Oh Christ.

I’m not justifying her rude and sometimes cringe actions, but if people can “understand” why Penelope does what she does, why can’t people extend the same courtesy to Cressida? Oh yes, she was mean to the show’s golden child so she gets the hammer.

Cressida didn’t expose Penelope to the queen even though she could have. She wasn’t even the one who wrote the fake Bridgerton slander, it was her mom and she even confronted her mom and made her displeasure known about it!

All she wanted was money to be free from her fate. She was desperate but the Bridgertons are like “haha u stupid and u suck. Speaking of suck, time to go suck on Penelope’s toes.”

Yeah, Cressida isn’t clever, she’s stupid right? Stupid enough to quickly figure out who LW was before you Bitchgertons. You hacks didn’t even figure it out when Colin and Penelope’s engagement was printed THE NEXT DAY!

They did Cressida so dirty this season like it’s really heartbreaking, no joke. Cressida is the true victim, not the redhead who got an undeserved HEA cause self-inserters and favoritism.

P.S. Penelope keeping her persona but just using her real name is SO FUCKING STUPID

[bagerfluff]

I Was Scared, And That Made You Cry

Nico di Angelo x Male Half-Blood Reader

Prompt - Crying

You sat next to Nico as you two leaned against a tree.

The tree was at an adjacent hill far from camp. You could barely see camp from where you were sitting. The sun was slowly setting over camp as campers winded down from a long day.

Dinner was already in full swing but only about half of the campers were there. There was only a week till camp was over so summer campers wanted to spend time with year round campers.

You wanted to do the same.

That’s why you were hanging out with Nico. You went home to your parent while Nico stayed at Camp Half-Blood. Well he never really stayed but camp was the only place where you could see him.

The truth though was that you wanted Nico to come with you. You've been dating Nico for years yet he’s never met your parent before. You never understood why Nico never wanted to go with you.

You thought your parent would love him. Your parent never minded the fact that you liked guys. Plus, who couldn’t love Nico. So you’ve spent the last hour trying to sike yourself up to ask Nico to come home with you.

You’d love to spend more time with Nico.

With how much time he spends away from camp you rarely get to see him. Though he has been spending more time at camp, it still wasn't a lot. There was an extra room in your house where Nico could stay, or he could stay in your room.

So everything would be fine.

You’ve asked before, if Nico would like to stay with you. But he always said no. He either said that he didn’t want to intrude or that he was busy. You were done. You wanted to spend time with Nico so you were going to ask him, and if he said no then you really wanted a real answer.

He always lied.

When you asked his friends they said that he was never busy. Plus you’ve been dating for years and you don’t know how many times you’ve told Nico that he would never intrude.

But he never listens.

You were going to ask, you wanted a real answer, you wanted to spend time with your boyfriend. Was that so bad? “Hey Nico?” You asked as you looked over at Nico. Nico looked away from the faint image of camp and looked over at you.

“Yes Y/n?”, you were about to say something when you stopped yourself. Did you really want to ask this? Wasn’t Nico just going to say what he always did? Even if you tried to convince him for the week that was left, was he even going to listen.

You suddenly got a wave of anxiety. Was there another reason Nico didn’t want to come with you? Did Nico not want to meet your family? Didn’t Nico like the time he had away from you? You and Nico had very different personalities.

You loved making friends, talking to new people, physical touch. Nico was the opposite of that. He liked being alone. He had his friends and he said he didn't need new ones. He hated being touched, though that slowly changed when he started dating you.

You helped break down Nico’s walls and Nico and his friends thank you for that. Nico smiles more, he talks more, he stays at camp more. He changed because of you, you have changed because of him.

Did he want a break from you?

You knew Nico liked you but you loved him. You knew Nico needed to be alone at times and you were fine with that. Even you needed some time to yourself. But did Nico want a break from you? All of these thoughts popped in your head when you were about to ask Nico.

Nico never said or did anything that made you think that. But you have always thought that the fact that he never wanted to go to your house was weird. You shook your head.

No, these thoughts were wrong. They were wrong. They were wrong. They were wrong. Are they wrong? “Everything okay?” Nico asked once you didn’t speak for five minutes. You remembered that Nico was still there and decided to ask.

“Since camp is ending soon, do you want to go with me to my house? I’m sure my parent would love to meet you”, you asked but you couldn’t look at Nico. Your heart was beating fast in your chest and your breathing was a little uneven.

“No, I’m sorry but I'm busy. But I would have loved to”, the same lie.

He lied again.

Maybe the thoughts were true. “Okay”, you whispered. You had to blink to stop tears from falling from your eyes. But the attempt to stop the tears didn’t work. Tears slowly made their way down your face as you sniffled. Nico picked up to the tears quickly and his face immediately turned to one of concern.

“Are you crying?”

Nico asked and he leaned forward to get a better look at your face. You turned your face away. You didn’t want to be around Nico right now. So you got up and started to walk away from the tree and back to camp.

The sun was almost set anyway, it would be almost impossible to get back to camp if the sun set. “Wait!” Nico yelled and he got up and speed walked over to you. “What's wrong?” Nico asked and that made you angry.

Nico was what was wrong.

“What’s wrong is that I have asked you to come to my house for years and every time I’ve asked you’ve told me a lie about why you couldn’t come. All I want is the truth”, once you were finished you saw that Nico was a little shocked. Like he wasn’t expecting that would be your answer.

You started to walk away again and this time, Nico didn’t follow you.

The rest of the week you didn’t talk to Nico.

You spent time with friends and had a pretty happy last week of camp. Though the thought of Nico never left your mind. You still didn’t know why Nico didn’t want to go home with you.

You had hoped that at some point in the week Nico would tell you. But Nico avoided you like you avoided him. You still felt sad about what happened.

You really wanted Nico to come with you.

It really hurt you that your boyfriend didn’t want to hang out with you, and that he didn’t want to meet your family. But there was nothing you could do about now. You said a final goodbye to your friends and walked back to your cabin.

There was just a little more packing you needed to do before you left. Your parent was waiting for you beyond the forest and you didn’t want to keep them waiting. So you ran to your cabin and started packing a few more things.

You were going quite fast so it was messy but you were happy to see your parent again. You wanted to tell them all about your summer. But the thought of Nico popped into your head again.

You were never going to forget that moment.

You had to rub your eyes to stop tears from falling down. You didn’t want anyone to see you with tear tracks, though they would probably think that you were sad because of summer ended you still didn’t want that.

You closed your bag and started to get up. As you got up you noticed a picture that was on your bedside table. It was a picture that Hazel took. You were standing next to Nico with your arm around his shoulder and there was a big smile on your face.

Nico’s arms were crossed over his chest and Nico had a small smile on his face. Both of you were looking at the camera. You smiled at the picture. You got up and looked around your space in your cabin.

You were making sure that you didn’t forget anything when you heard the door open. You thought it was one of your siblings so you turned around with a smile on your face, intent on saying goodbye once more.

But Nico was standing in the doorway with a bag over his shoulder. Your smile immediately fell. You grimaced at Nico and glared at him. Nico looked like he wanted to say something but he didn’t. He just looked anywhere but you.

“If you're going to say something, say it”, you sneered. You really didn't feel like talking or seeing Nico right now. “I’m sorry”, Nico said timidly. Nico looked up and when you didn’t say anything Nico continued talking.

“I’m sorry about what I said. I didn’t know that it was going to affect you that much, if I knew then I would have said yes. The truth is that I was scared to meet your family, I just didn’t know how to tell you. I was scared, and that made you cry. I'm sorry”, Nico looked in the eye while saying all of that.

You felt like crying again.

So Nico didn’t hate you, he was just scared. You were going to have to tell Nico the importance of talking to his boyfriend. That’s what you were there for. You whipped your eyes again and walked over to Nico.

Nico looked up at you slightly and you smiled. “I forgive you, but we still need to talk about this”, you walked closer to Nico and opened your arms.

Asking for a hug.

Nico smiled and walked into your arms, dropping his bag on the floor and wrapped his arms around your neck. You wrapped your arms around Nico’s waist and you two stayed like that for a few minutes. Nico pulled away and when he did you ran to pick up your bag.

“For now though. Come on and meet my parent!” You had a smile that was bigger than the one in the picture as you grabbed Nico’s hand and ran out the door of your cabin. Nico had a smile on his face as he allowed you to drag him out of Camp Half-Blood and to your parent’s car.

The smile on his face was big as yours.  

[rozugold]

Ok ramble time

Ok imagine you’re Tubbo. You just got your distant brother figure and your bestie off that damn mountain, though not in the most ideal way (I will make those comics eventuallyyy)

But that’s beside the point. You saved your best friend! You did something right for once! Except sike! your best friend hates you now, and you kind of hate him too (you let him know as much) then you guys stop talking. Which is fine, i mean, it’s not like he was your entire world.

You return to Snowchester! It’s a ghost town, obviously. There’s a memorial of you, decorated with fresh flowers and dusty knick knacks. The flowers are from Ranboo, he’s pretty sweet. He’s also been the one to upkeep your town while you were gone. You hang out with them a lot, they’re the only one who sticks around these days. They’re pretty sweet.

You try to go back to doing the things you did before you died. There’s those nukes you never finished making, so you work on them. And you work on them. And you work on them. And you get nothing done. Your brain feels scattered and far away, it’s impossible to focus. So you give it a break, you can afford to. It’s pretty safe these days with Dream gone, you know because you keep tabs on everyone on the server. There’s some strange things going on here and there but nothing too concerning. You hang out with Ranboo more.

Ah fuck, you two find a baby. It’s a piglin, infected but not fully zombified as it has enough thought to run up to you two for help. So you take it back to snowchester and give it potions to stop the infection. Ranboo is worried it won’t work, you tell him it probably won’t. But you reassure him that if it doesn’t, you’ll take it back to the nether to let it “live” out the rest of it’s days. (Do zombies live?) Ranboo spends the night in your attic with the piglin. He’s pretty sweet. Regardless you tell him to not keep his hopes up too high.

Next morning, it worked! You “dub thee Michael!” Ranboo is relieved. There’s a kid living in your house now.

There’s a kid living in his house now. The timeline becomes unclear at this point since I’m still figuring it out. But now that Michael is in the picture Tubbo starts getting worried. He realizes he has no way of protecting him. Maybe the syndicate come visit Snowchester and that shocks him into thinking about the nukes again. And so Tubbo starts throwing himself into projects again. And it starts getting ✨bad ✨

Honestly, It’s been really fun figuring out how Tubbo deteriorates because everything is so internal with him compared to Tommy. It’s obvious with Tommy, you could see him visibly fall apart (think his exile skins, he stops feeding himself, he doesn’t care when he takes damage) But with Tubbo it isn’t so obvious, atleast not right away. Sure his eye bags get darker and he stares off into space for a little too long. But he still looks put together. (Habitable maybe. Or a learned skill.)

Maybe he eventually gets the nukes working but they’re not as successful as he wanted them to be and that guts him. He takes it as another failure. What if he’s just cursed? Is everything he cares about forever doomed to feel like holding water in his hands? What is wrong with him?

I’m gonna share a song and explain this next part using its lyrics because I’m so ILL over it, it’s the most di!tubbo song ever. Throw on …Well, better than the alternative by Will Wood 👍

Tubbo’s feelings towards Michael is complicated… He absolutely loves him to death but he’s really apprehensive about being a dad. He has this fear that he’s going to somehow corrupt Michael and or fail to keep him safe. So he ends up becoming emotionally distant from him and at his worst he gives him up completely to Ranboo.

I think Ranboo and Tubbo get married as a joke at first. But Ranboo continues to love him so unconditionally and honestly and Tubbo catches a crush, which is absolute HELL for him at first sjdhdj. I imagine him being arospec so this crush is a completely new and surprising feeling and he doesn’t know how to handle it. So he doesn’t, and keeps playing it as a joke even as their relationship develops.

Also the repeat of “everybody’s up on everybody’s business” is very fitting for describing the server. There’s things to be developed here I just haven’t yet… I’m just thinking about the possibilities like the egg, the syndicate, las nevadas… hmmm

This song is begging to be made into an animatic because I can imagine Tubbo screaming at Tommy during this part. He was just trying to help the best way he could… yet things still end badly, and everyone ends up hurt… di!clingy oh di!clingy, they’re such a mess. A bitter, angry, grieving mess. Wait ok i wasn’t planning on writing grieving there but then my next thought was “who are they grieving?” EACH OTHER. THEY’RE GRIEVING EACH OTHER. o(-(

Ok that’s it. Phew that was a lot of writing. Here’s some drawings for your time

[venus-lelslick-fourth-floret]

I was reminiscing on how much Class G's have changed my life when I remembered the first time I took them was actually on tape! Here's the recording!

Data Pad Recording March 16th 2556 Speaker A identified as Independent Sophont Venus Lelslick Speaker B Identified as Kauri Fourth Bloom Door of room 225 opening A: Good afternoon, Ms. Kauri. I hope all has been well as usual. B: All my days are lovely knowing I get to spend most of them with you cutie. A: I'm glad you find the same fulfillment in these meetings as I do! B: Are you doing alright, petal? You seem to be sweating a bit and looking a little lost in thought. I could administer some Class E to help with anxiety, or I could arrange for you to have a caregiver if you are still unhappy. A: Oh no, I'm totally fine. Don't let my silly Terran worries get in the way of our research. The sound of vine against floor was traced from Speaker B followed by a small yelp from Speaker A. B: I don't think you understand, little petal. There is no problem too small for the Affini to help with. We want all Sophonts to be happy, and if you are stopping yourself from being happy, you may force our vine. So tell me what the problem is. A: I uhm, oh the stars, I just am uhm a little afraid of needles. I've got Class G injections, but I couldn't sike myself up enough to take them. It really isn't a big deal, and- B: Would you still like to take it as an injection, or would you like me to deliver an aerosolized version? A: Whichever is most effective, I just need the effects to kick in. A soft, steady rumble was emitted from Speaker B. B: I will wrap my vine around your chest, okay? Pay attention to the warmth and pressure from the grip and close your eyes, okay, petal? A: Thank you, I apologize for the deeply unprofessional nature of the help I'm asking for... B: Things rarely stay professional with the Affini and Sophonts, darling. Now, take a deep breath and focus on my vine. The sound of Affini injector against human skin was recognized B: All done! You were such a good girl for me! A: Oh stars, you mustn't say things like that to me... Let's return to Terran/Affini's emotional expression, shall we?

[yellowymellon]

So threshold 4 cooked me good but on the bright side I got to hear Acheron's sped up skill more than I'd like to admit, she says : "everything will vanish some day"

And that sounds awfully like what a follower of finality would say. So it made me think (again) about Herta who wonders why nanook has to exist when finality already does....

we established that nanook is the youngest aeon but SIKE it's terminus. The logic is very simple, terminus speaks of the prophecy of the end, the doomed world of the future, while traversing the past. It's because nanook's ultimate destruction gave birth to terminus to begin with. I think it's further implied by elegy :

And now the question is, what is this importune slug trying to achieve by going to the past if they're not trying to change the future? I'm glad that even the follower's of finality understand how messy their aeon is and question their actions. But if we take in consideration that finality ascends in the future it answers some of elegy's questions, like "why bring the apocalypse if they want to salvage everything"

If you noticed, unlike other aeons, Finality has never even done anything in the "name" of finality. e.g fuli collecting memories, the propagation propagates, even Qlipoth is doing something no matter how stupid it looks. But time powers? HOW IS THAT FINALITY

Part of the reason I'm a terminus bully

I'm trying to say that terminus isn't the harbinger of the apocalypse, they're a byproduct themselves. So wanting to salvage everything is unrelated.

Elegy also says this :

We can interpret it as: amber to rupture (Qlipoth) immortality to wither (Yaoshi) music to mute (Xipe) light arrows to dim (Lan) Dark sun (IX) tavern (Aha) and lastly Nanook (ty user hereistori for ur help!)

I don't think nanook will single handedly kill every aeon, but this implies that finality will at the end. It's also the reason why the equilibrium won't stop nanook because it's an equal clash between them and finality who already knows what will happen.

Imo terminus isn't necessarily good, I think they just tell the future as a matter of fact and let you deal with it however you wish, in that sense they're even better than nous who has caLcULaTeD eVeRyThiNg (not a nous hater they bbg)

But then elegy says that terminus has TB joining them in their journey soon, which might imply terminus is on our side actually. And since we confirmed that SH follow terminus -even if the database didn't update it yet- I can confidently (and somewhat disappointedly) say that Elio is their emanator. Not only that but the favoritism is real, because terminus is close by his side. Elegy (once again) says the TB received their grace, hmmm, this paragraph points at one thing, remember Kafka's truth? An unknown aeon modified TB's body to host a stellaron. Srsly terminus does everything that isn't finality

You know what will be the craziest paradox tho? It's Elio being terminus pre ascension who went back to give human him the ability to see the future (plays 5D chess). This could also explain why elio is focused on killing nanook when he was basically forced into this role. It explains his motivation and his means + his grand plan of making TB in the likeness of nanook for some reason NO IM NOT CRAZY HEAR ME OU-

I mean it makes more sense than elio is akivili or nanook (those are legit ones, I don't agree with)

Anyway, elegy....says "what is the meaning of our existence if everything is bound to be reduced to nothingness in the end" (you can tell I like her and elio a lot lol *bats my eyes cutely*) which sounds awfully similar to Acheron's. Déjà vu? So how do we explain the connection between finality and nihility ? Idk- if you have any thoughts share them pls! I'm chronically obsessed with IX!!!

At least we know that IX existed before terminus did, and I was just saying that terminus will end nihility, so maybe Acheron's answer lies in finality like ppl speculated at first, interesting don't you think?

I've been thinking that some day PLS I BEG Elio would come in touch with Acheron, if she's able to sever paths, she'll definitely come in handy against nanook.

But I gotta say, terminus is a cruel existence to IX, an aeon that believes that the fate of the universe is nothingness, and is proven right.

Also, an emanator is like a mirror to an aeon, we may be fundamentally misunderstanding smth... finality isn't connected to nihility, but it looks like it because we don't have the full picture. Elio believes the book to end, but for the story to have a million ways to play out. He doesn't refuse finally, nor does he think it's worthless to try. Terminus must be the same, they may have nothing to do with nihility, but I know nihilism to be connected to Finality.

THANKS FOR READING! 💟

[drabbles-mc]

Okay....Another one for the dirty headcanon game

K - Kissing (what parts of their body do they like having kissed? what parts of their partner do they enjoy kissing? do they like leaving marks / having marks left on them?)

Parental, I'm gonna need the skinny on Manny, Angel, Gilly, Coco & RIZ!!!! 😩

🌺🌺🌺🌺<- Your flowers in advance😘

the way i have been marinating on this for all of these boys. have i delved into yet another mayans rewatch????? PERHAPS!!! no one can prove anything 😂

thoughts below the cut! 👀

manny???? manny with no damn surname??? i know deep down in the corners of my soul that this man is fully aware that he was put here on this earth with a neck like that because it was made to be kissed and bit on. he is too smart to not know that. i know he knows it and i know he enjoys it. he can ink that shit up all he wants but it's not gonna stop me!!! that's for damn sure! 😈

and i also think that he is the type to reciprocate in kind, too. he knows better than anyone that kissing on his girl's neck is gonna turn her into a puddle 'cause it does the same damn thing to him. and i know he's the type to hold your jaw while he does it too to give himself better access. he's not a man that's gonna be stopped once he's set his mind to it. i also think he's the type to kiss your hands and knuckles too. just so he can look at you while he does it. as far as marking goes, i think he'll do it if he knows that his girl is into it but i feel like he doesn't do it in the possessive way that other guys do sometimes. he knows he's got you he doesn't have to worry about things like that. and he's right! 😌

you and i both know that Angel is gonna kiss you wherever he can reach at any given moment. he doesn't care. he will find a way he will make it work. any exposed skin is fair game. lounging on the couch in shorts? congratulations: thighs and calves covered in kisses. cooking in the kitchen wearing a tank top? winner winner- you are no longer cooking because he is kissing all over your shoulders and arms and you're not about to burn yourself trying to stop him. thought you had about five seconds of privacy going from towel to pajamas after your shower?? sike!!! you already know what happens next 😈

i also think that Angel, with a leg/torso ratio like that, is definitely the type of guy to go weak in the knees when his girl does that thing where she starts off kissing him on the lips but then kisses down his whole chest and stomach when she's dropping to her knees to go down on him. like he's already stoked because he know what's about to happen, but then she does that???? he's done. game over. everybody wins. he's also got an unspoken but perfectly well-known rule that for every mark he gets he gives one in return. it's only fair that way, after all. and he's not wrong! he's gonna pretend to pitch a fit about it though.

Gilly "i'll kiss you wherever i can reach while i'm holding you someway somehow" Lopez. cupping your face with both hands while he kisses you on the lips. hands on your chest while he's kissing your neck. slipping them into your back pockets or in the waistband of your jeans while pulling you closer and kissing your jaw and shoulders. hands on your thighs and ass when he's got you on your back kissing down your stomach and between your lips. Gilly said kissing is a full-body activity and he ain't ever been wrong!

all things being equal i think that Gilly is the type to lose it just a little bit when he's got someone who is just very gentle and soft with him when they kiss him. there is a time for being rough of course of course but Gilly who has seen and done and been through so much definitely still double-takes when his girl just peppers soft little kisses in passing. a peck on the cheek or the shoulder when she walks by or doesn't want to distract him from whatever he's doing but still wants to give some affection. i dooooo think that this man will get weak if you kiss his hands. pressing a kiss to his palm when he's holding your face, kissing his knuckles when you're holding hands. he's all about it. new level also instantly gets unlocked the second you suck on his fingers i don't make the rules but i do know that that's one of them 😏

I think that Coco is another one who is very touchy when he's kissing but it's 110% about making sure that you are just as in the moment of it as he is. if he's kissing you AND you can feel his hands and body against you everywhere there is no way you're thinking about anything else besides him and that is exactly what he's looking for. he doesn't really care about PDA all that much, not when he knows that behind closed doors he can have you pinned back against the wall with your hands gripping onto his shirt or running through his hair. there's no contest there for him. he knows what he's about.

Coco's also the type to try and roll his eyes and call you childish when you leave hickeys on his neck where the guys will be able to see them and give him shit about them. but you also can't help but to notice that he never actually tries to stop you. you also notice that you'll catch him looking at them in the mirror in the bedroom or the bathroom and smiling after the fact when he thinks you aren't paying attention. he's not one who is much for thinking about the past unless it's something like that. how could he not?

Michael Ariza, mi amor. the man who deserved to be showered in 1000 kisses on that show and got none 😭 whenever I think about him I always think about that scene where he's playing guitar and sprawled in the girl's lap at the clubhouse. I just. i KNOW my man wants to be laid up like that with his girl all the time. got easy access to kiss her legs and grab her hand to kiss that too. gets to pull her down and have her kiss him on the lips. all that soft mushy stuff?? sign that man the fuck up he's all but begging for it. he just wants someone to hold his face while they kiss him and I personally don't think that's too much to ask for 🥹

I doooo however think that he is not the type to really be into being marked up or do a whole lot of marking. I've got no evidence to back that claim except a feeling in my gut. he's not gonna pitch a whole fit if it happens (or maybe he will 😂) but if he sees it's gonna he is gonna distract and divert somehow.

godddd these boys. they'll be the end of me. 🥵

Dirty Headcanon Game

[darling--angst]

"I'm only a fool, am I not?"

Pt. 1

Cheating

Dazai x reader || Chuuya x Reader

Angst + small fluff

Sike this isn't a one shot but another series! Be patient suckers! (I'm sorry if that offended you)

Dazai has been out all night and you don't know where he's been. He came home 1:00 am a day after your anniversary, drunk, disheveled, with a woman's perfume on his coat and kiss marks everywhere. All those bloody signs he was cheating on you, you didn't mind, because you loved him too much that it hurts. Everytime he was in that kind of state, you would just look at him forcing a smile saying something like "welcome home, Hun" and he'd just reply in silence. It pained you, that the man who swore to love you and who swore to never hurt you cheating on you. Back then, you tried to convince yourself that he was just stressed from the mafia and is at work; but you worked at the mafia yourself as an executive at that meaning you knew his schedule and you knew you can't keep lying to yourself any longer. You needed comfort you knew that more than anyone, but the most thing you need is reassurance that you're over Dazai and that your ready to let him go. You packed your things so when your ready, you will leave without any inconveniences.

One day, you were done, your patience and love for him breaking like rubber bands snapping because of being too stretched. You still went to work that day but your office beside Dazai means he know when you were passing by to leave making it easy for him to cheat.

You passed by his office noticing he was observing when you leave. You walked home. Dropping your stuff in the couch and you left with just your purse and phone. You went to the bar you frequented back then and saw the familiar ginger, with Ane-san and Hirotsu-kun. When yu entered they noticed you and smiled. As usual Chūya was drunk and Ane-san was there to take care of him.

"So how have you been Y/n-san" Koyou asked.

"Yeah how has that bastard been treating you" Chuuya slurred.

"It's been hard" you replied with a forced smile on your face.

"I can tell" Hirotsu said.

"How so?" You asked

"You never come to the bar as you used to" he replied

Since that time you got drunk and told them what had been happening all these time. Koyou was so mad she almost went to the your shared house to cut off Dazai's head. You and Hirotsu tried to stop her while Chūya encouraged her that Dazai was just a sick bastard. After calming her down you are now fully drunk with Chūya, and Ane-san sighed having to take care of two trouble makers.

"You know Y/n..." He slurred

"hMm?" You asked.

"You should've just dated me and not that asshole Dazai" he replied which made you surprised of how bold Chuuya is when drunk.

After that it was 11:53 pm and Koyou was tired of both of you, thankfully both of you are now asleep so she called Akutagawa for help. Koyou thought it was bad that you stayed with Dazai so she let you crash in her place without you knowing of course.

You walk up with a pain in your head. "Ugh!" You groaned. You dressed up all familiar with Koyou's place and came to your house. She told you to just leave Dazai right now but of course you have to go to your house and reasoned with her that you have to get your stuff in which she agreed to let you go.

You opened the door in which you see nobody there or so you thought. You sighed in relief to get your suitcase to leave just as Ane-san had suggested but all those plans were thrown out the window when you heard the door creak.

"Your late." You hear his cold voice

"..." You ignored his question and had a cold face on. Your wrist was held by Dazai roughly.

"Agh!" You winced in pain

"Y/n.. What. Are. You. Doing" he demanded an answer this time glancing at the suitcase behind you.

"What does it looks like? I'm leaving, our relationship is over. You can go back to whoever you've been fucking for the last few months and I'll leave. " You said cold-heartedly.

"How..did you know..?-" He asked but was interupted by you

"Fuck it Osamu! I'm tired of this! Do you want me to beg for you?! WELL GUESS WHAT I WON'T SINCE I'M ONLY A FOOL am I not?! YOU SICK FUCK!" You lashed out and grabbed your suitcase shutting the door on him, leaving.

You crashed at Chūya's place that time for comfort. You were pretty much confused on why he would be shy around you. Now you were alone in the night, moonlight lighting his beautiful orange hair.

"Y/n.. I know it's not a good time to ask a girl who just broke up with her boyfriend but will you be my lover?" He sweetly said. But of course Chūya only said because you were asleep, too tired after drinking and crying. He caresses your red cheeks and gave you a kiss on the forehead. He curled his fist angry that you cried because of his partner, Dazai.

[froggie1woggie]

pt.2🥰🥰

pt.1 here

to say that meeting was awkward was an understatement. both of you stuff as you sit down, his eyes never leaving you. as if you’d disappear if he looked away. you’re cheeks red as a tomato as your comrades stared at you in confusion.

he knows he should’ve been listening more but he couldn’t help it. it’s been a decade since he last saw you and oh how much you’ve changed. you’re once sparkling eyes now dull and tired. you’re bright smile gone and replaced with a frown.

you’re beautiful hair pulled back into a tight low bun, not a stray hair in sight. you’re taller than you were 10 years ago and he can see the muscles you’ve gained through your fatigues.

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konig is full of that giddy feeling when he finds out you three are staying for a while. it’s been two days since that meeting and he hasn’t stopped thinking about you. any and every thought had to do with you!

it was bullseyes birthday today and with him being one of the higher ups, everyone wanted to through this a party. konig normally would go for a bit and then turn in, get some work in or work out. but tonight was different because you would be there. at least he hoped so.

he wanted, no needed to talk to you. he can’t wait any longer.

in his quarters he is getting ready, almost done when a knock sounds through his room. with a huff he grabs his balaclava and pulls it on, his hood too far away. grunting out when another rapid knock comes.

pulling the door open he he growls out, “what do you want?” before his eyes go wide as he stare at you. it’s you! knock on his door.

“liebling, what are you doing here?” his tone is softer now as are his eyes. looking you up and down he notices that your in sweats and a tshirt. much comfier than his khakis and compression tee.

“can i come in?” you ask, your voice small and unsure.

“of course.” konig doesn’t hesitate to open his door wide to allow you in. party complete forgotten as all his brain can think about it you being in his room.

god you’re so beautiful.

makes his knees weak.

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the way he stares at you makes you nervous. your heart beating out of your chest. he’s so tall, towering over you. your neck craning to look in his eyes.

you can tell he’s wait for you to speak. he want to know what you’re doing here and what you want. but you’re not sure you can say it. you didn’t even know where you were going until he opened the door, you legs taking you.

“can you sit?” you ask. it coming out like a whisper. afraid of how it would sound if you spoke up.

nodding his head he moves and sits on the edge of his bed. hands in his lap and he looks up at you. now even though he’s sitting down he is almost still taller than you, but not quite.

for a while you just stare at him. eyes washing over him. like your tracing his body. it gets to be too much for him, he starts to squirm. hands fidgeting together and his leg bouncing up and down.

just as he was about to speak you move close. your body standing between his spread legs. you’re so close you can feel the heat radiating off of him.

he’s watching you, he sees your hands twitching. like you want to do something but keep siking yourself out. finally your hands continue their path upwards to his cheeks. cupping them as your thumbs begin to rub circles. his eyes closing as you both sit/stand there in silence. it’s comforting and makes him want to fall asleep.

but his eyes shoot open as soon as your hands move down to the edge of his balaclava. fingertips grazing the bare skin of his neck underneath. his stare holding yours as you begin to drag it up and off his head.

eyes full of worry, it’s been a decade since you’ve last seen his face. and it’s changed a lot, scars littering the skin everywhere. he waits for your face to turn to disgust but it never comes. your eyes brightening and a smile lighting up you face.

“kilgore!” you sign out. like a weight has been lifted off your shoulders. fingers brushing up against his skin, feeling the bumps and ridges on his face.

his voice caught in his throat so he just nods. at what, he doesn’t know. but you took that as the okay. your thumb and pointer finger gripping his chin as you angle is just right. then leaning down you finally connect your lips together. and it’s like heaven, his mouth tastes like mint and cigarettes. a weird combination sure but god was it delicious.

he was the one who took it a step further and shoved his tongue into your mouth. the feeling of it rubbing against your own and exploring was enough to make you moan.

that flipped a switch, a switch that he couldn’t turn off even if he tried.

grabbing you by your waist he stood up. breaking the kiss as he threw you on the bed. his was bigger than the one you were given. but that didn’t surprise you with how huge this man was.

letting out a giggle as you voice on the bed. watching him crawl up your body till he’s hovering over you. leaning down he starts to trail kisses up and down your neck. finding your sweet spot was easy. just had to listen to your moans and whimpers. once he found it he started nipping and sucking at the skin. leaving marks all over your neck.

“too much clothes on liebe.” he says as he paws at your shirt.

sitting up you lift your shirt over your head and throw it. next you move down to your sweats. sliding them off your legs and kicking them away. laying in front of konig in just your bra and panties was killing him. forgetting that he didn’t have any face covering until you speak, “gonna catch flies.” you snicker. his mouth having been hanging open.

“ your turn big boy.” you say as you pat his chest. watching as he gets up and starts to undress. first his shirt, revealing the broad plains of his chest. just like his face, his chest was covered is scars. most of them old and healed, some pink and some fresh.

he is gorgeous

your legs clamping shit as you stare at him.

he notice, chuckling as he moved to his pants. taking them off and discarding them on the floor, leaving his boxer.

grabbing your ankles he drags you so your back is flat on the bed. giving you a kiss as his hands start feeling up and down your sides. his hips grinding up against you, needy whines escaping your mouth into his. reaching under you he unclasps your bra. throwing it somewhere behind him.

looking down at your chest he lets out a groan. you can feel his dick twitch against you.

“liebling. you’re gonna kill me.” his voice is deeper than before. more rough and full of lust.

he doesn’t wait for you to say anything, instead he leans down taking your left nipple into his mouth. sucking, licking, and nipping at it. his hand pinching and twisting the other one. after he’s satisfied with the marks he left he switches his attention the the other one. leaving the same marks on this one.

pulling away he admires his work. and god does he almost cum in his boxers. you look so sexy like this. hair messed up, lips bruised, neck and breasts all marked up. he’s in absolute heaven!

“konig, please!” you whine. he likes hearing you say that name. the name that he’s been called for the past 10 years. but when you say it, makes it sound so good.

“gonna have you screaming my name soon liebe.” the smirk on his face is very cocky.

his fingers grab the edge of your panties. pulling them down and tossing them some place. if his mouth was open, he’d be drooling. your pretty pink pussy, all wet and weeping for attention. clit swollen and puff begging to be touched. your hole fluttering as it seeks out something to fill it.

he can’t wait. taking his boxers off, his dick hits his stomach but hangs at how heavy he is. your eyes widen slightly as you take him in. thick in girth and length was definitely above average. uncut tip but skin pulled back due to how hard he his. pre dripping down his shaft and onto his heavy balls.

“gotta stretch you out liebling.” he says, thumb lightly brushing against your clit. moving the hood as he leans down and licks a stripe between your folds. fingers spreading your lips as he begins his feast. another lick to you clit has your body jolting. taking one finger and sliding it inside you, your squeezing so tight. he knows you won’t last once he’s inside.

he starts sucking the bundle of nerves at the same time that he adds a second finger and starts moving them. curving them and speeding up as he listens to the sounds you’re making.

“so close konig. please don’t stop.” you beg as your fingers dig into his hair and pull. the moan that he lets out travels through your body and is that last final push before your orgasm crashes over you.

hips jumping and grinding against his face as he laps up at your entrance. cleaning up your juices and giving you some after orgasm shocks.

sitting up and smiling at you, you can’t help but notice how the entire bottom half of his face is covered in you.

grabbing the base of his cock he slaps it against your tender cunt. loving the wet sounds that come from it. rubbing his tip through your folds and against your entrance before he pushes in.

slowly but surely he sinks in inch by delicious inch. the stretch stung but in a good way, made your pussy flutter around him.

“baby please don’t do that. not gonna last.” he huffs out. hands gripping your hips tight enough to leave bruises tomorrow. finally bottoming out, he stay still waiting for the feeling of his orgasm to go away.

with a whine and the squirming of your hips you beg him to move, “konig, please move.” your eyes are glossy. covered in a layer of lust.

“look at you! such a slut for me, huh?” he teases. thumbs rubbing small circles against your hips. “looking all fucked out already and i haven’t even gotten to the hood part yet.” his voice is full of humor.

grinding his hips into you before pulling out and slamming back in. his cock hitting that spongy spot inside that had your eyes rolling back and seeing white spots. your hands reaching up and your nails digging into his back. his face lowering into your neck as his thrusts get faster and harder.

your cunt gripping him tight as you let moans and whimpers escape your open mouth. his mouth moving up against your ear as he whispers filthy words that have you arching your back into his chest.

you can feel the knot it your stomach tightening fast. “gonna cum kiki. keeping going please!” you whine out. the nickname from your childhood brings back good memories.

“fuck me too doll.” he reaches down and uses his thumb to draw fast and tight circles around your clit. pushing you over the edge, nails digging into his chest as you claw at it. back arching and pussy clenching as you moan and whimper out his name.

“ahh konig. i love you so much!” he was expecting that. but that’s what pushed him over the edge. one last final harsh thrust as he bottoms out inside you and cums. forehead pressed against yours as his dick pulses, filling you with his seed.

laying like that for a while before he gets up, walking into his bathroom and coming out a few minutes later. wash cloth in hand as he cleans you up. tossing it into his laundry basket, he picks you up and pulls you under the blankets with him. your his head resting on your chest as you play with his hair and his arms wrapping around your waist.

“did you mean it? what you said.” he asks. lifting his head slightly to look at you.

“mean what?” you look down meeting his gaze.

“that you love me.” his eyes move away from yours, cheeks tinted red.

“all my life i’ve loved you! and not as just friends.” you say moving his chin so he’d look you in the eyes.

“i love too more liebling.” he says as he nuzzles his face back against your breasts.

you lay there for a little while longer until you hear his lights snores. a smile on your face as you too close your eyes and welcome sleep.

finally in his arms after all these years. right where you’re supposed to be!!