#you think he had a moment where he realised his brother had a situationship with a triangle

[alicia-18]

Second Choice — Eminem x Reader

Summary; Y/N was used to being a second choice to everyone, so it didn’t surprise her at all when Marshall broke off their situationship in order to give things a try with Kim again. But she was surprised by the emotions that came with it.

Warnings; this fic will include mentions of domestic violence (not between Em and Y/N), drug and alcohol abuse, adult content, swearing, idiots in love, and moments where you hate both Eminem and yourself :)

Notes; I haven't mentioned this previously but in this fic you are younger than Em but not enough to say you have a large age gap. He's in his early 30s and you're in your Mid 20s. This chapter is also a little shorter then typical but chapter 11 should be out today also as it is also written, it just needs editing! But I'm 22 with 2 kids so finding the time to edit can sometimes be challenging.

Chapter Ten; Nate

"To Y/N's new album!" Your best friend squealed as she clinked yours and your other friends glasses with her own. You all drunkenly giggled together and did a few shots before "shake that" by Eminem and Nate Dogg came on. Your friends screamed and tried pulling you over to dance but you declined with a laugh. It was extremely inconvenient when you old fuck buddy was as famous as Em, it was like you couldn't escape him.

"Ain't no way I'm getting seen dancing to an Em song right now. Go, I'll join yall in a minute." Your friends pouted but accepted your reasoning and disappeared into the see of clubbers, leaving you alone at the bar. You tried to tune out the sound of Marshall rapping, needing a break from him. You couldn't help but feel upset over him being back in Detroit, and was trying your hardest to avoiding thinking or dealing with your feelings. The best way to do that in the past was to go clubbing and get more drunk than you should, but the issue with that now is his music seemed to follow you everywhere you went.

With a sigh, you ordered your favourite alcoholic drink, and was about to pay when a hand stopped you. Turning to your left, a young man with dark hair and baby blue eyes had placed his hand over yours and paid the bartender himself. You creased your brows at him, and earned back a boyish grin.

"Feel free to tell me to fuck off, but a pretty lady like you shouldn't be buying her own drinks." He spoke smoothly despite having to be loud to be heard over the music. Your eyes gave him a once over, and although you didn't usually go for men younger then you, there was no denying he was cute. There was something vaguely familiar about him, but you were sure that was just your drunken brain talking and so you shut the thought down promptly. As if trying to prove to yourself that you could flirt with someone other then Marshall, you smiled back at him and gestured to the seat beside you.

"Well atleast someone in here is chivalrous." You smirked teasingly, earning a corny bow from the man. You chuckled at his nerdiness and held your hand out. "I'm Y/N." You introduced.

"Nate. And to avoid being that guy, I wanna say I recognised you. My niece loves your music and I've heard of you through my brother." He revealed truthfully and you couldn't help but smile at him. You've had issues with guys recognising you and not letting you in on that until after you had done things with them. Fans today would do anything to be close to musicians, including lie.

"Well I appreciate the truth. Guys who tell the truth are a massive turn on for me." You semi-joked, and was rewarded with a light chuckle. The pair of you made light and flirty small talk over a tray of shots, and you learnt he was 22 (only a few years younger then yourself) and was meant to be surprising his brother out here but didn't realise he went back home. You were about to ask what state he was from originally but your friends popped back up at your side as the song changed.

"Y/N! You need to come dance, we all know Britney Spears is your guilty pleasure!" Your best friend cackled as she dragged you off of your bar stool. You swatted her hand with a laugh as you stumbled in your heels.

"Wait let's all do a shot first." You commanded and picked a shot off of the tray you and Nate were working through already. You picked up a second and handed it to him. "Can you dance?" You wiggled your eyebrows, making him shake his head and chuckle.

"Not usually, but you're difficult to say no to." He licked his bottom lip and suggestively looked you up and down, making you cheeks flare. He was yet to make you feel any major attraction, but the guy was nice enough and that would do for tonight. You clinked your glass to his and then your friends before taking them. His hand found yours soon after, and he allowed you to drag him along into the pulsating crowd, your friends leading the way. It didn't take long for the alcohol as well as the beat of 'toxic' to control your body, and you sensually danced with Nate. His hands ghosted over your skin, no real rush in his actions and he had a much softer hold of you than you were used to. As if he was scared you'll break under his touch. You weren't sure if it was the lack of urgency in his touches or his gentle nature, but nothing about him was bringing any jolts to your centre. You could easily befriend this man, he was nice and easy to talk to. But nice isn't an adjective you'd use to describe someone who turned you on.

Once the song ended you turned back to him with a friendly smile, and saw one mirrored on his face. The expression on his face made Marshall's small smile flash in your mind, and replaced your smile with a frown. Thoughts of him and Kim were bombarding you quicker then you could manage, and your intoxication made any bad feelings you had about them harder to bottle. It hurt that this man you barely knew would happily stare down at you like you had been friends for years when you had to work so hard just to make the man you actually wanted to see smile. The thought made your eyes sting.

"You okay?" He questioned with frowned brows, and blinked down at you as your eyes clouded over. You shook your head, and leaned to his ear.

"I'm gonna go. But it was really nice meeting you!" You genuinely tried to smile at him, which he nodded at and reciprocated even though he looked slightly concerned.

"Do you want me to walk you to your ride?" He asked politely, which you declined. After battling the protests of your friends, and saying goodbye to Nate again, you fled the club before any tears could leave your eyes. Just as you were about to call a taxi to pick you up, a message pinged through your phone.

Dre: meeting bout touring 2morrow, 10AM. Don't b l8

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Ambers 150 Celly Playlist

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Below you will find 20 of my favourite songs for when I write.

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Taylor Swift

The Way I Loved You - [Matthew Tkachuk] you and Matthew have been in a situationship for far too long and when he gets injured things come out of his mouth that he so badly regrets.

I Can See You - [Trevor Zegras] you and Trevor have been in a FWB relationship for over a year, but what happens when he gets jealous during your families yearly trip to the lake house?

Electric Touch - [Mat Barzal] a fight between you and Mat causes confessions to be made.

Paper Rings - [Nico Hischier] it’s your one year anniversary when you and Nico are all nervous but for totally different reasons.

Betty - [Nico Hischier] you take a chance staying in town when Nico comes back and things take an interesting turn when your ex shows up at your door for your birthday.

Lover - [Ethan Edwards] after a stressful day Ethan has the perfect way of coming to the rescue and giving you a moment to relax.

The Story of Us - [Ethan Edwards] when Ethan learns about your intentions of transferring to a different college, the conversation takes a turn for the worst.

August - [Quinn Hughes] you and Quinn get a chance to see that your usual summer fling works all year round.

The Last Great American Dynasty - [Andrei Svechnikov] when less that fortunate circumstances cause you to live with your older brother, you realise it might not be as bad as you once thought once you meet his teammate Andrei.

Miss Americana & The Heartbreak Prince - [Jack Hughes] 5 times Jack and your paths ran parallel to each other and the one time they finally became perpendicular.

Ed Sheeran

Dive - [Trevor Zegras] Trevor made one of the biggest decisions in your relationship today, so it’s only right that a look back in time at some of the highlights in your relationship happened.

Kiss Me - [Luke Hughes] when Alex and Trevor decide to voice their feelings about you it causing Luke to reevaluate his own.

Tate McRae

Uh Oh - [Nico Hischier] you go to a bar where you think it’s a coincidence that you run into Nico, little do you know that he planned it all.

Don’t Come Back - [Nico Hischier] the downfall of your relationship with Nico is both thick and fast, especially when neither one of you try to stop it.

Morgan Wallen

Thinkin' Bout Me - [Trevor Zegras] your fling with Trevor ended months ago, now that you’ve got a boyfriend you can’t help but miss the Ducks star.

Cowgirls - [Ethan Edwards] as the bombshell of Umich, you set your sights on Ethan and don’t give up, not without a fight.

Lewis Capaldi

Burning - [Mat Barzal] you and Mat had been at opposing ends for weeks and with no clear truce in sight is it time for you two to call it quits?

Leah Kate

Fuck Up the Friendship - [Kirby Dach] you and Kirby are at the same party but this time there are feelings involved.

Shawn Mendes

When You’re Ready - [Jack Hughes] Jack has finally prepared for the big day, he’s going to propose to you.

Nervous - [Gabe Perreault] four times Gabe realised that he was in love with you and the one time he did something about it.

[oceansdeepthinkerr]

to be anyones one’s partner or friend. Yes I said partner. After that thing I been feeling extremely guilty for the pain I caused to not only you but others. Mainly you. Its eating me alive tbh, one can only hope and pray that you both don’t start to dislike me for it. What I said that night though I don’t recall it was not something that came from my heart. Maybe one day you’ll believe it. That night I had a ship load of emotions but the words uttered were not words of the heart. I’ve spent hours on writing something to you and those were the truest words. The ones I write to you. I’ve shed tears and begged and cried out to you telling you that I love and care for you that was the truth. Like I said different emotions spewed out that night and things were said. Words were exchanged. Anger. Confusion. Hurt. Craving. A whole lot. All arguments we have had some where you were angry maybe not pissed but the emotions that run through in that moment. Fear. That’s what was broadcasted. I was way too confident. There are things that were said out of spite. Sharp as knives but they were not from the heart. I am insecure. These past few weeks/ months have been extremely tough for me. I hold in a whole lot and when I break it’s usually on my own. If only I had cleared things about in 2020 maybe none of this would’ve happened. My friendship went downhill because of me. Plus I let it go downhill anyway. We started being friends in March 2020. I knew of him he was this girls friend. We obviously came across each other in these damn groups but we would remove each other from groups and we never spoke. Until this blasted pandemic. It was when I was going through some shit. Shit that had started in August 2019. But I let it manifest all because the person was my friend before we started being more than friends. Uno at first it was chilled until someone I knew recognised the guy and told me some really bad things about him and I shared this info with the guy and I listened and never judged but that’s when everything changed with him but I held on because I’understood’ that he had been severely hurt by someone. I didn’t see what kind of person he was. I liked a sociopath and I held on even though it was damaging to me because he was my friend. There were moments he would ‘try’ and it was wonderful and he knew what he was doing but I didn’t. I went through 8 months of this emotional and mental rollercoaster, of course I would talk about it with people and I would defend his actions 😂😂😂 K hated him eish. 1 month of happiness then 7 months of pain. And not letting go because of that friendship. 2 year friendship. It was more like a situationship lol. Anyway I realised I was worthless when I was with this individual, his sister was also my friend or so I thought. Anyway January 2020 my feelings had gone by this time but cos he was my friend and he ‘needed’ me I stayed like the fool I was. March 2020 is when I came across Trevor again and someone was dissing him thinking he was me but he enjoyed dissing so he continued then he eventually told me and from there we started talking a lil that’s also when I saw P and T but we never spoke. Then I asked for his opinion on my situationship and he was like just give him space. Sometimes talking to a stranger is better. He helped me through a difficult time in life a very very difficult time. That’s how we became close. Then he also told me about his own problems we built a friendship based on pain. Our first meeting was in July honestly it was awkward at first 😂😂 and I never thought about my friendship with him until you asked me what it is then I realised it. He was my little brother. A family member that I needed as mine behave like I don’t exist 🙂 it hurts that he doesn’t talk to you so he’s not so much my brother. And I am the one that fucked that up nobody else. Especially not you. I had found my happiness and I didn’t want anything in the way of that. You’re my happiness. Something I had last felt when I first got the job at S.