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heyitslapis · 8 days ago

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Even when I thought we had boundary of just friends, she confuses me.

I tell myself to ignore it. That it's just a game for her and that she really is just comfortable with me as a friend.

But we all went out Sunday night (you, me & Sam). You asked us again if Sam & I were still "not a thing." We both told you the truth (for like the 10th time): we're not a thing. There's no sort of situationship or anything like that. We're just friends.

**((also I fucked up one of my tags I meant to say that Alice told buddy boy that I threatened to kill *him* again, not that I threatened to kill her. He sounded really serious when he said "i promise v, im leaps and bounds better than anyone shes had before. I would never hurt her." I said "Oh, im sure. Its because thats who you are Ty. Thats what you and I do. We protect people." I'll be so honest yall i was crossfaded as fuck because i was running iff 3 hours sleep & literally no food almost the whole day leading up to our outing. NOT doing that again jfc))**

#when leaving that bar to head to another one you were in my driver's seat & i was in the front passenger since i was too drunk to drive #the foam rose you tentatively pinned to my vest valentine's night was pinned to my visor directly above your head #did you notice it? is that why you did what you did next? i was packing my tiny bowl & you said it was cute #i said ''thanks! courtesy of my ex lol'' & as i was talking you were saying something else. but as soon as we both stopped #you said ''i love you'' with a wide sweet smile took the sides of my head in either of your hands & kissed my cheek #i dont know what you said right before the ily & idk why you kissed my face especially with sammy in my back seat?#then at the 2nd bar not only did you insist that i take the jacket off your back because i was cold & dreaded getting my coat from the car #but you also (for the 2nd time very recently) implied that i enjoy impact play (which i do but thats none of your business missy)#and why would you even throw that assumption out there? its happened a couple times recently & you also said on speaker at work last week-#that i love it when you & sam are mean to me. yeah i do enjoy it to a degree but again what are you trying to get out of me?#what info are you rooting for? what are you wondering about me & why? not to mention the other three main things you did that night.#at the 2nd bar i went to the rest room. you were coming in just after i washed my hands & saw me trying to put on my gold chain necklace #from inside the stall you asked if i needed help. i said nah i got it. you said if i didnt have it on by the time you were done youd do it #i said if you insist & probably shouldnt have but i stopped trying to put it on (i definitely couldve gotten it myself)#you came out washed your hands & asked if i was trying to shorten the chain. i said yes & id like it on the 5th or 6th large link please #you confirmed ''kinda like a choker?'' & tugged it ever so firmly but also gently against my throat as you clasped it on the 6th large link #which that can be written off as you being a homie & just struggling to quickly get it cause your nails are in the way & youre also drunk #but then when we were all sitting in your car after buddy boy came to get us & get food we were talking about how you train new hires #i said ''my love you cant train people like theyre dogs'' & you immediately shot me back a look out of the corner of your eye #then you turned forward & if i remember correctly you said ''i beg to differ'' or something along those lines exCUSE ME?????#then i was complaining about ''all the femmes in my life (you & sam) are always so mean to me''#you very happily & proudly announced to your boytoy that i admitted that i enjoy being hit #i then argued that i never admitted to anything but was simply accused. you & sam said that my silence was admission enough #i countered that i stayed silent because i wasnt going to say a word on it without my lawyer present #you said i couldnt afford a lawyer & i laughed saying ''exactly & thats why i wont speak on it''#but you & sammy kept egging me on so my drunk ass said ok maybe i do a little but who doesnt enjoy getting a little rough every now & again #the topic ended up changing shortly after that #you also smirked as you told buddy boy that i threatened to kill you again that night #i corrected that i didnt establish a new threat just renewed the old promise & that i was mildly serious since i dont have much to lose lol #heyitslapis rambles

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