#you get to hear me ponder death 24/7 though bc the people in my computer are not real to me | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

tamaharu · 21 hours ago

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im not like, bringing it up in every conversation, but it is kind of difficult to not drop the 'hey my dog died this weekend' not because i enjoy reminding people of death?? but because it feels genuinely so weird to see all these people and live my life normally without talking about the fact that ive developed this cool new hole in my heart. anyways that was my weekend howre you.

#my badminton coach was like how you doing? very generally but also i had to email him bc i missed monday bc. gestures.#and i was like uhhhh bad! but itll go up from here. and the one other guy in there was like well i missed a midterm so.#like not one-uppy but kind of commiserating. but anyways he was like so dont worry! unless it was worse somehow.#and i was like. well. um. maybe a little worse. funny story.#you get to hear me ponder death 24/7 though bc the people in my computer are not real to me

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