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evankinkley · 3 months ago
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being a joe locke supporter in everything he does is fucking tough in the AAA fandom, whether it's here or twitter. the last time i used the block button this much is when buck got a boyfriend on 9-1-1.
And it has two things in common. 1. it's shippers thinking they're entitled to something when the show is telling a different story and 2. the blatant homophobia, which is wild when it's shippers of same-sex couples.
i beg you all to read your posts five times at least before hitting the 'post' button and always remember that the boy you're shitting on is loved by every single woman in that cast.
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bettsfic · 9 months ago
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Betts. how do I stop feeling jealous of everyone and everything and just focus on myself? I'm tired of being comprised of nothing but envy.
story time:
so i was recently at Millay, which is one of the top artist residencies in the country. they have an acceptance rate of something like 3%. when i was shown my room, there was a packet of all the residents' artist bios. i sat down and read through all of them. most of them were like half a page in length, single-spaced, listing out accomplishments i could never dream of. one artist had won a guggenheim. one author had published 12 books. another author published her first book at 19 years old. these were people who were extremely well accomplished and respected in their fields.
and we all became very good friends!
and then there was me. my bio was 3 sentences listing out a couple short publications and awards and other residencies i'd done. and my honest to god first thought was, "wow, the jurors must have really liked my writing to have accepted me among all these great artists."
and my second thought was, "that's the healthiest thing i have ever thought."
i had no jealousy of their accomplishments. even though my career hadn't even begun compared to theirs, i didn't attend dinner that night with any impostor syndrome. and that confirmed for me that i had grown out of whatever place i used to be in as a person, where i was basically a raw wound wrapped in barbed wire. everything hurt me and i hurt everything in return.
jealous feelings come from an intense need of external approval, but as i've mentioned in other asks, approval and validation is a well that gets filled over time. at our introductory dinner that night, i didn't talk about my work in the hope of convincing everyone i deserved to be there, which was what i would've done a few years before. instead we all ended up talking about a TV show. the most highbrow place i've ever been in my life, and we're getting wine drunk and discussing at length a cheesy discovery channel reality series. the guggenheim winner: loves box turtles. the guy who's published 12 books: his favorite movie is Spirited Away. the girl who published a book at 19: reads One Direction fanfic. the well-lauded poet: old school tumblrina.
actually, 4 out of 7 of us read fanfic and we had some great conversations about it. sometime i'll tell you about introducing the co-director of the residency to AO3.
when you think of the most accomplished and successful writer you've ever read, remember that they are, at the very core of their being, a nerd. and if you were to eat dinner with them, you would, with enough polite inquisitiveness, be able to unlock the goofy side of them that binges Property Brothers.
so that was the big change for me, i think. i started asking a lot of questions. i stopped talking and i started listening. it seems counterintuitive that admitting to not knowing stuff shows confidence, but it does. pretending you know stuff is what looks insecure. i think for me, i put so much of myself in my work, i wanted my work to be lauded so i could feel accomplished, and feeling accomplishment would let me believe i deserved to exist. but over time, i've reframed that mentality. my work is a thing that exists beyond me and is private to those who read it. it comes from me, but it is not me. what i am is just the person i am, and my life is a series of moments i choose for myself, and i am allowed to exist.
even sending this ask shows that you've begun filling your well. it takes someone who's already come a long way to realize jealousy isn't the status quo and is a feeling to be overcome. and you can overcome it. you can reach a place where you have enough success that other people's success has nothing to do with you, and you're free to just be happy for them. and when you read work that's better than yours you feel joy at learning something new.
so put your work into the world and let it be rejected. you'll rack up a couple wins or close calls, and those will give you energy to be rejected some more. and eventually you'll be rejected so much that rejection doesn't feel like anything, and you will have won enough to realize your work has a place in the world, and that place is no bigger or smaller than anyone else's. your work is allowed to exist simply as it is, and you are allowed to exist simply as you are.
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fyodoro · 1 year ago
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𝐑𝐚𝐧𝐝𝐨𝐦 𝐑𝐞𝐥𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐩 𝐇𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐜𝐚𝐧𝐨𝐧𝐬
-> ft some of the under-appreciated blue lock boys (Kurona Ranze, Niko Ikki, Karasu Tabito )
I know… i know i should be writing those requests. But I know if you’re one of these guy’s fans… you’re starving from the lack of food ur being fed. So take this (it ain’t much)
Gn! Reader as always, no warnings besides cursing i believe
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-> Kurona Ranze (shark boy!)
Adorable bf!! TM
He’s such a sweetheart.
Y’know how braiding is his hobby? Yeah. If you ever let him do your hair, expect all kinds of braids.
Little spoon!!! He loves feeling loved and appreciated. So even if you start as the little spoon, he’ll end up in your position at some point
Aquarium dates. Lots of them.
He’a not a shark nerd per say, but he knows more shark facts than the average person and he WILL tell you all about them if you let him
Canonically… before games, he always makes his bed so whether he wins or loses, he has a nice comfy bed to return to. But to add onto that!!
On his way back from a game, he’ll get yours and his favorite snack so you guys can relax in bed together with a movie :,)
He doesn’t have any petnames for you, though occasionally he’ll call you “love” or “sweetheart” (even though he’s the biggest sweetheart)
He’s pretty insecure about his teeth, so you’ll need to remind him that they’re what make him unique and are cute anyway
He has a healthy sleep schedule, so if you’re up at the ungodly hours of the night and he happens to wake up, he’s more than likely making you go to sleep
“(Name)? (Name)… what are you doing up? You’ll be asleep all day if you go to bed any later. Sleep, sleep. Please?”
He’s adorable. Please kiss him.
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-> Nikko Ikki (making overgrown bangs look good)
Awkward bf!! TM
Yeah. Please help him.
You’re more than likely his first relationship, and he can hardly believe it.
Thinks you’re too good to be his first lover ever but eventually grasps that it’s the real deal
Always asks “are you okay with this?” Before doing ANYTHING. Even just playing with your fingers, he just wants to make sure you’re comfy :((
He tried to cook for you one time but everything got burnt so he had to clean up the crime scene and make instant food before you came over (in 10mins)
Spoiler alert : he failed. The house was still smokey and you had to help air it out by opening all the windows
The boy was very embarrassed afterwards
He’s a canon otaku, so you’ll probably be binging an anime with him once a week
Thought you’d laugh when he told you madoka magica was his favorite movie series. When you didn’t, he swore he fells 10x harder
Loves your eyes. Pls don’t freak out if he stares too long, it’s because he thinks they’re very mesmerizing
Doesn’t like spooning that much, prefers laying on your chest or you laying on his. He feels more connected that way
Please please please play with his hair! He’ll tense up at first, but eventually melts into your touch
“Could you… keep doing that? It feels nice.”
Squish his cheeks lovingly he’s such a cutie
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-> Karasu Tabito (dipshit)
Annoying bf!! TM
Yeah he’s a little shit.
A great bf, but a little shit.
Very teasing, is always trying to make you flustered (does it work? More than half the time, probably.)
As outgoing as he is, he prefers if you do most the talking and he just listens
He will remember everything and anything you say and will let you know sooner or later
Whether he gets you something you said looked cute a few days ago or adds onto you’re comment on something
He loves you! But keels you hidden from his teammates
Specifically eita.
Pretends he’s not interested in a relationship so he doesn’t recommend cheating on you when someone else walks by
Loves going on walks with you, he thinks it’s a perfect mix of casual and romantic
Prefers holding you over you holding him in any position, it makes him feel trusted
Kisses are quick and random with this guy…
You’ll he cuddling and suddenly he’a pressing his lips against yours, then pulling away like nothing happened
“What? Did something happen baby? Why are you so flustered?”
what an interesting guy.
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crookedkryptonitebeliever · 9 months ago
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Unexpected hyperfixation??
okay so what the fuck guys I just finished watching the Disney film Inside Out (2015) and my god JOY
JOY is so MOTHER like, MOMMY? Literally on the very first minute of the movie, when she was the first emotion to appear, she said "It was me and Riley forever", that caught my interest. And it only snowballed from there. I found how she would hug the memory balls so lovingly, super interesting
So definitely her defining character trait is a control freak, nice but actually covertly nasty. I love me a possessive smother, she was not too thrilled to know that she had to share the room with other emotions. But she eventually tolerated and became nice to them because they had a use to keep Riley alive and safe. But is highkey a hater towards Sadness because she thinks that blue fuck is only there to cause misery towards her beloved Riley.
Like WOW the core memories are all controlled by Joy and she genuinely finds JOY in doing menial shit like "dream duty" unlike the other emotions who finds it a chore. She does not sleep fr fr, rather obsessing over Riley and her thoughts and CONTROLLING everything so that Riley is forever happy and in bliss.
She physically cannot let Riley go to sleep sad, so she played a memory about her ice skating back in Minnesota, and she was also skating around in the headquarters. I interpreted it as Joy wanting to be physically outside Riley's head so she could mother her better and steal Riley from her parents to make her into Joy's daughter. I Pretend I Do Not See TVtropes explanation of that saying she secretly wants to be Riley because that does not fit into my ideal 💯💯
In that scene where a sad core memory was created, homegirl flipped the fuck out and tries to immediately get rid of it, throwing hands with Sadness and pulling her hair and shit just to avoid it creating whatever crappy mcshitster island it might have made.
Then the scene where she sees the mind workers siphoning faded memories to be thrown to the memory dump to be disintegrated, she was also freaking out because those are "perfectly good memories" and proceeds to list some obscure ass esoteric information about Riley's childhood, the names of every Cutie Pie princess doll to be exact LIKE DAMN JOY YOU REMEMBER THAT SHIT? DAMN
she got mad when the workers threw those memories away and briefly told them to bring them back YESS I SEE YOU HOARDER MAMI
and she is WELL ACQUAINTED with Riley's imaginary best friend because she gives a crap about everything related to Riley- like she remembers everything about his antics and work- FUCK BRO like Sadness doesn't seem to know who the hell that guy is but JOY DOES even down to that song they sang, and you can tell that she stays UP watching her dreams because she knew the Unicorn actress and her work too.
Joy's only priority is Riley like what the hell, it's just making Riley happy at all costs and she litcherally abandoned sadness at long term memory just so that she could get back up there and make her happy.
When bing bong's rocket got thrown into the pit and he was understandably devastated, Joy wasted no time in trying to cheer him up JUST SO the party could keep moving, she does not give TWO SHITS about him being sad, she just cared about Riley and Riley is #1 in her abstract ass brain. Like she even got annoyed when Sadness showed actual empathy and talked to bing bong, thinking it will just hinder advancements
And she just does NOT want Riley to feel other emotions if its not necessary, like logically yes scaring an 11 year old in her dream is going to wake her up immediately. But she would rather go the dumbass route of making a dream so happy and joyful that she would wake up like???? sanity and IQ slippage right there because she is distressed over not being able to save Riley just yet, or because of her possessiveness.
Bro?? Like when she's going through the recall tube (that inevitably failed), she was supposed to let sadness get sucked up with her, but because of her blueness is contaminating the core memories she was like "SORRY RILEY NEEDS TO BE HAPPY" and just kicked her to the curb, like with almost no hesitation she just shoved her away
My god, my favourite scene was when she was at the bottom of the memory dump where she sees the grey orbs being turned to dust and blown away, she was crying and mourning over the small details and memories like how Riley would stick her tongue out while colouring, and that one line "I can listen to her stories, all day." Like DAMN MISS OBSESSIVE ATTENTIVE I SEE YOUU
and she watched some random memory about Riley twirling around and falling like an idiot as a toddler, and she sobbed hard, like it isn't that deep but it is to Joy. Like the small stuff that she would obsess to the moon over like BRO FUCK THATS WHAT IM TALKING ABOUT
And the fact that there is this huge theme of "I do not want my Daughter-cum-flesh mecha to grow up" in Joy's character makes me want Joy so bad
Literally, throughout the entire 1h 30ish minute movie Joy's like: "I must save Riley. I live for Riley. In this reality it is only Riley", whereas the other personalities do give a damn about themselves a fair amount, a normal amount. Whereas Joy just devotes her entire concept to Riley, as in she has no personality other than obsessive, possessive, and controlling just for the best of Riley and her happiness, ALL SHE THINKS OF IS RILEY OR RELATING TO HER
like she could have been sadness where she became a sad sack about how she fucked up and stuff, and yes Joy DID fuck up by being an asshat to sadness, because she turns out to be important in regulating Riley's emotions. But Joy does not sulk and mope and become immobilized for long, she has work to do and that is to take care of Riley, LIKE?? DAMN JOY U CAN PUSH THRU SELF HATRED LIKE THAT JUST FOR YOUR RILEY
no she doesn't feel too awkward, too guilty or too shitty that she starts to alienate herself from the 4, but she just continues business as usual for the sake of Riley. Nothing matters except Riley's happiness AND wellbeing.
I swear to god Joy is the Yves emotion man, If my brain works like how the Inside Out universe works, Yves is literally Joy piloting my brain on a daily basis like omg that's YVES
Yves would be kinning so hard with Joy fr fr, he would be breathing so hard and gripping till the handles of his seat breaks, frothing at the mouth and pupils blown out at the thought of getting into your brain and accessing ALL those memory orbs, maybe even finding a way to make copies and export them into real life and to fill up his data vault
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irish-urn · 6 months ago
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Hey, I just found out that there was a mini lfd fandom on here and I immediately binged all your fanfic! I've seen you mention stuff about the costume dept that worked on the show maybe playing into Dasey, could you maybe expand on that because I'd love to hear your thoughts. <3
HIIIII. Welcome to our little corner of the internet! We are indeed active and (if you're a dasey shipper), we even have a discord where we yammer at each other, so, uh let me know if you're interested in that so I can direct you to the appropriate inviting parties.
(also, if you ever wanna talk about my stories, I am a needy gremlin)
First of all, this is probably gonna be long because despite my English degree, I am a rambler of the highest order (you can tell because my fics are all suuuuuper long). Secondly, I don't have any screenshots to share, so I'll try to be as descriptive as possible, because I genuinely don't have the time to go back and get screenshots (sorry y'all). Thirdly, I AM still in the midst of re-watching the showing all the way through, so all my examples are gonna be from the first half -- BUT DON'T WORRY, I'LL KEEP NOTICING THEM AS I GO -- and fourthly: I wanna talk a little bit about WHY I notice costume choices.
So, I am not a fashion guru or someone who keeps up on trends BUT I am someone who was taught that, as a writer, showing is better than telling. How does a TV show or movie show us things about a character? Costumes are a major part; and I've watched enough behind-the-scenes and read some ABSOLUTELY FASCINATING costume meta from other fandoms, that I think it's fair to say that costumes are speaking VOLUMES. There are whole posts (from, again, other fandoms) on colour theory and I'll touch on that a fair bit; or we could simply talk about how well the clothes sit on the person probably says a lot about how they either view themselves OR want others to view them.
For instance: as a general rule, Casey's clothes are (1) far more form-fitting than Derek's; and (2) overall far more 'put together as a whole' than Derek's. Now, we can be cynical and attribute that to capitalism and sex selling (although Michael Seater is an attractive dude and I wouldn't have been put off by a shirt showing off his arms); OR we could look at it and say: What does this say about Casey and Derek?
Well, we COULD say that it means that Casey is far more comfortable with herself than Derek is. Derek's clothes are far looser, and he often wears layers (jackets over shirts or one shirt over another shirt). Now, partially this was the fashion of the time, but ignore that for a second: this means that Derek is HIDING parts of himself from the world. He's covering himself in literal and figurative layers so that people don't see him naked and vulnerable. Casey, for all that she's clumsy and a nerd and sees herself as not being popular, is also very clearly HERSELF. She loudly proclaims injustices; she runs for class president; she goes up against a bully to protect her stepbrother even though her boyfriend asks her not to... You see where I'm going with this? Derek pretends he doesn't have feelings and bottles them all inside, when we know from watching him in his private moments, that he actually has BIG feelings and a soft, gooey heart.
Take this one step further: what does this mean about how they want to be perceived by others: Casey wants people to believe that she has everything under control. Her hair is done (always way better than anything I did in high school), her outfits match, her nails are done: she might be a keener and a nerd, but she's an EFFECTIVE and PREPARED nerd. Maybe her personality is a turn-off for some, but she can still give a good first impression. Now, for Derek, let's spin back around to my first point: layers were in fashion in the mid-2000s. Derek dresses according to the current trends because he wants to be popular. He also has a certain reputation of being cool, calm, in control, not working too hard, being chill, everything's all good with the V-man. So he dresses 'casually', with his clothes often looking like he just pulled them on. No ironing for Derek!
Also, on another character note before we get into Dasey — Casey dresses very feminine. She wears a lot of skirts and dresses, and when she doesn't, her jeans are often low-rise (again, the style at that time) and her shirts are form-fitting but not too sexy. She's conservative, but still fun underneath the ironed clothes. Casey also wears layers, but those are a lot less noticeable than Derek's, and not quite as often -- that's because Casey is ALSO hiding things; our girl is big on denial. However, because she's our narrator, it's not something they like to draw attention to. She's supposed to be reliable.
(she's not a reliable narrator, fyi).
SO LET'S TALK ABOUT DASEY.
(if this isn't what you wanted, I'm so so sorry)
The first and most consistent impression we get of Derek and Casey is from the theme song and the Genora wedding pictures -- and their outfits demonstrate what I'm talking about above almost perfectly. Casey is wearing a pink dress, very feminine; Derek is wearing a black blazer and a blue dress shirt. (Casey wears a LOT of pink in the show, btw; just a comment on her character). This establishes their characters: see everything I said above -- Derek doesn't wear a tie because he's LOOSE, ya see? -- but also has them in opposite BUT COMPLIMENTARY colours. We see pink vs black and blue and think, Ah, okay, these two are opposites. They're probably gonna fight. And that's true! But they also look really good next to each other! Lots of people, for a good WOW factor, will match pink with black, or blues with pinks. Also to note: Derek's blue shirt is very bright -- it would be easy for them to have him all in dark colours to give us the impression that they are VERY opposite; but they don't. They give him a bright colour TO MATCH her bright colour.
Do you see where I'm going with this?
I've also been noticing things like Casey dressing very similarly to girls Derek declares as "hot" -- see Sandra in Marti the Monster -- and in Venturian Candidate, Derek imagines Casey as a sexy personal assistant. She also is a cheerleader at some point -- and we know that that would drive Derek insane.
Let's also take a moment and return to that pink dress Casey wore to Genora's wedding; when do we see it in the show? When she loans it to Vicki. What happens when Vicki is wearing that dress? Derek makes out with her.
THEY DID NOT HAVE TO DO THIS. Derek could have made out with Vicki when she was wearing ANYTHING else (like the black and white dress she originally has for the wedding and would be a way to show how DIFFERENT she really is from Casey). But they purposely point out that Vicki looks like Casey, Derek calls her a "total babe", and then when Casey very pointedly states aloud that she can loan Vicki a dress, the ONLY time we see Vicki wearing it is when her mouth is attached to Derek's.
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FURTHERMORE: why does Casey insist they DRESS up for their presentation on Percy and Mary Shelley (who are married!!! who. are. MARRIED)??? Sometimes they have Derek and Casey wearing similar styles; I think there was an episode where they were both wearing stripes, but in different directions? But, still: there are HUNDREDS of shirts they could have chosen!!! But they keep finding ones that say: "See!! We're opposites, but connected!"
For a final note, I did find this image:
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The famed "same difference" scene.
Please note that Derek and Casey are wearing green and purple respectively. Now, green and purple are considered complementary colours (gasp!), because they are on opposite sides of the colour wheel (gasp!!). But, depending on the shades of green and purple and how they're placed together, green and purple work really really well aesthetically. (Also, interestingly enough when I looked at colour theory, green is supposed to be a healing, stabilizing colour while purple is ambitious and creative. Not really important for this moment, but I think says volumes about the characters themselves.)
Also: they are both in a single layer. Derek has his sleeves rolled up -- actually showing skin!! He's being vulnerable purposely!! Casey has her hair tied back but it's falling out and around her face -- she's very casual and herself in this scene BUT ALSO this lets her hide behind some of her hair if she needs to. Metaphorically, she does. It's not a lot of hair, and Derek sees right through her, but it's enough of a barrier to make a point, and a few seconds after this image above, Derek backs off and retreats into himself.
I could go on, but this is long enough and I'm sure as I continue my (very slow) re-watch of the show, I'll find more things that make me scream. But yeah: the costume department knew what they were doing. There's a reason a lot of us ship Dasey.
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panelshowsource · 1 year ago
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alex talked about that recently in this interview! [rubs hands together like a mischievous little shrimp] i hope we see it one day heh
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hehehe it was a fun task! we've NEVER seen alex play such a character during a task like that — he's received cuddles and made demands and eaten meals, but this was next level Alex Acting — so that was really fun!
lucy talking incessantly about alex's legs but mans also got his long sparkly toes
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i think people are too quick to call this or that iconic, but ngl the second i saw this final image...it's practically a horror movie poster...PERFECT
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can you imagine greg davies being your drama teacher and then he quits to become a comedian and the next day you see him on tv as Massive Greg hand feeding a man with no teeth who is pretending to be a tortoise
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honestly if that's the one that haunts you i'd say you got off pretty easy, i scrub my eyes with concrete mix every night to try and forget ass sandwich and yet... but hey at least when he hurt his hand he finally had an excuse for that stupid bandage he wears hahaha
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she was being so sincere and he was Such A Little Shit 😭
you know what i was binging some simon stuff as well, since it was his birthday, and ran across this again after all these years!
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aw anon i'm so glad ♡
moooost of my fave episodes are like ~2005–2015ish? probably the nostalgia!
21.01 with jess hynes bc she is an icon to me
21.05 love seeing simon and miquita together
21.07 with martin freeman
22.02 with stephen fucking fry YES
22.04 was crazy like conchords-era rhys darby was there (i LOVED flight of the conchords lmao) and then johnny vegas and danny dyer next to each other? what a lineup
22.12 with josh groban, omid, martin freeman, heston is an ALL-TIME CLASSIC
i LOVE the guest-hosted episodes with martin freeman, rhod gilbert, frankie boyle (especially 24.12 with miles jupp and professor green), jack dee, alex horne, kathy burke, and johnny vegas
23.12 doctor who special HANDS DOWN
24.02 it's hilarious how respectable catherine tate is offset by how ridiculous catherine tate is
25.06 when greg hosted with frankie boyle, h was there just being h, holly walsh angel, it was a riot
john barrowman is also extremely iconic on buzzcocks, probably most so on 19.05 but also when he hosted 25.12
there are tons of older episodes from the lamarr era that i love — bob mortimer is so funny on this series especially on sean's team, 12.05 when jimmy and claudia were with phill, fun to see ian dury on 5.01, and so on — but these above are some of my personal all-time faves!
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aw i really appreciate the rec! first i would like to say i looked it up on youtube and stumbled across the american version and holy shit the dude who hosted brainsurge on nickelodeon is hosting that and WOW my brain would have died never having remembered he existed if i hadn't seen him just now — so that was very weird. ANYWAYS i'll check it out!
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imo it didn't start with ben miller...rob is always like this... sometimes when the pod episodes are shorter (less than 10min? does he do that anymore), you can tell some of the bullshit is edited around, but now that they're longer-form conversations he is dominating every episode. i'm certainly no rob hater, but it's really unsurprising to me because facts are facts — rob is self-involved, extremely concerned about being seen and being heard, incredibly pouty if not outrightly bitter when he's not recognised, when fame/success doesn't chase him, when he's getting less from life than he believes he deserves. there are aspects of rob in the trip that aren't far from reality, if you see what i mean. rob is, honestly, quite showbiz. don't get me wrong, he's funny, affable, talented, we love him! but he's not a stellar podcast host because he doesn't have the attention span to let someone else have a moment. have a story. put something on the table. there are definitely times i give him the benefit of the doubt and assume he's trying to form a connection by sharing a related experience/feeling/whatever, but other times he's just being self-involved, pivoting the convo, and it is what it is. it's too bad when we don't always get lengthy, insightful content for someone we love — like miles, let's say — and when we finally do rob isn't doing his part; i felt that way about the dara episode. i don't think rob means any malice, it's just how he is...+ a dash of being a middle-aged white man in showbiz...
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i got this one yesterday...
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...and i'm going to dedicate it to you<3
and frankly sign me up for the woz/vcm experience i am happy to be a little tomato in that flapjack sandwich
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you guys are really sweet, it makes me smile ♡ i don't know why some days the trolling can really get to you and other days you forget it in a couple blinks... i feel like i've been having some bad days. last week i saw something on my own dash with thousands of notes outright mocking me and i haven't really recovered from the uncomfortableness/just general hurt feelings. i want be better about letting those things go, but i also think a holiday break will do me good. anyways, thank you for always enjoying the blog and taking the time to be so kind ♡
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sugoi-and-spice · 8 months ago
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Hi! I’ve been planning on sending you an ask ever since I binge read the Play Nice!
Like I don’t think I can ever describe well enough how much I love and enjoy it! I can see how much effort you put into every chapter and conversation as it flows so perfectly! And the rollercoaster of feels was just mwah! Exactly what I’ve been looking for! Like my heart really jumped up my throat and my mouth fell open when Shiggy asked her about her boyfriend’s dick?! Omg!😄 Ahh and how bad I felt for her when they had sex for the first time. After their feelings became more clear, I waited the whole time for her to break up with Mirio. You portrayed Shiggy’s character so well and I especially liked when he was pretending to be nice to her friends!😄 Of course we hate AFO in this too for being a dick obviously, but Kurogiri🫶🏽 Ahh he was so lovely! And I liked the little details you added, like her forgetting what Kurogiri looked like as if he was just a dark mist, you know! I also love how you pointed out the fact that red is a color that suits perfectly for Tomura🥹 I also find myself reading the parts where Spinner makes Shiggy realize how horrible he was to her at first and how he apologized her about the pain he had caused. The realization and his apology is actually something I’m interested in to hear how you planned it and if it was difficult?
I think there are much much much more I like to say, but so that this won’t end up too long, I’ll also send you a ⭐, so pls tell us about what you yourself have been dying to comment🤗
OOhhhh my gosh thank you so much for all of these kind words!!! I'm so glad that you love the fic and especially that you noticed all the fun little callbacks and details to the OG series that I threw in. For the Kurogiri one, I was really proud of that ref, but also, it was a way for me to get away without describing what he looked like without a quirk! Lmao!
And oooh yay, thank you so much for the Director's commentary request!! I think I'd like to use this time to talk about MC's hometown: Sukari!
A Google search will quickly inform readers that this is not a real place lmao. I was thinking of going with a real town in Tottori or Shimane prefecture - very heavily considered Iwami as a little throwback to my days in the Free! Iwatobi Swim Club fandom lol (Iwatobi is based off of Iwami), but ultimately I decided that I wanted to have a little more freedom with the location, since I'd already locked myself into this dumb location research whirlpool by having the main story take place in Tokyo. (And I'm stupidly detailed with things like that).
And especially since in the potential sequel I'm brewing up, MC and Shigaraki are going to spend a pretty meaningful amount of time there. 😉
So I decided to make a new location! Fans of Shig/Reader fics are obviously familiar with the fic Griefing and I LOVED what Rotpeach did in that fic with their original locations, continuing with the Star Wars naming conventions. (Reader's neighborhood of Sabuterra being a play on Subterrel) Horikoshi utilizes in the original series. So I adopted that into mine too.
Sukari is a simplification of Sukarifu - which is how you pronounce Scarif in Japanese!
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Scarif felt like the best one-to-one for the type of beach town that MC grew up in. The only other beach we see in Star Wars I believe is Kashyyk, which obvi, already has it's own namesake in the main MHA series, Kiyashi Ward. And I guess there's Wasskah, but I thought the vibe of Scarif was a lot prettier and more fitting.
(Only beaches we see in the movies and The Clone Wars at least. Lol sorry, I don't keep up with the books or comics.)
Plus, Rogue One is probably one of, if not my favorite Star Wars Movie so it all tied together nicely.
Thanks again for the Director's commentary ask! I'm having a lot of fun with these so if anyone else wants to get some quick behind-the-scenes on any of my fics, go ahead and send in an ask!
Original prompt here!
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nickeverdeen · 4 months ago
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Hello!! 🫶🏻 I've seen you've been posting pairings, so if this section is still open, I'd like one, I'd like The Maze Runner, The Hunger Games and Harry Potter please.
I'm fair skinned, I have freckles all over my body, I'm about 1,58cm tall and my hair is brown, curly and reaches my hips, my eyes are brown and kind of slanted, I'm medium build. I love rain and humidity, cold, horror movies and very long series like twd or got, I love sweets and martial arts like taekwondo, I also like swimming and enjoy art, I usually draw realism, I have an obsession for the color red, I like rock. I am bisexual and tend to be very reserved at first, quite quiet, when it took confidence I am very affectionate in private, oh! And I love to cook and bake, I get distracted by shiny things and I am quite curious. I sleep too much, it's a characteristic of mine. I tend to be the kind of person who listens and keeps your secrets, especially those who are afraid of looking weak because of what they hide, I know how to listen and give advice.
Sorry if anything here is not very understandable, English is not my first language.
Sorry, idk if you’re male or not so I put Newt here as he’s by cannon gay so…
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Your The Maze Runner match is…
Newt
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Newt would be drawn to your calm and quiet nature
He’s someone who values loyalty and trust, and he would deeply appreciate how you listen and keep secrets
Your love for the cold and rain would resonate with Newt, as he’s someone who appreciates the simple things in life
The two of you could enjoy long walks in the rain together, finding peace in each other’s company
Newt would admire your dedication to martial arts
He’d love watching you practice Taekwondo, and he might even ask you to teach him a few moves
He’d be fascinated by your art, always asking to see your latest drawings and praising your talent
He might even surprise you with new art supplies to encourage your creativity
Newt would find your love for long series like TWD or GoT endearing
The two of you could spend hours binge-watching together, with him holding you close as you share opinions on the plot twists
He’d absolutely adore your sweet tooth, often bringing you your favorite treats just to see your eyes light up
He’d also love joining you in the kitchen, helping you bake and enjoying the results together
Newt would appreciate how affectionate you are in private, cherishing those moments when you let your guard down and show him how much you care
He’d love your long, brown curly hair, often running his fingers through it or playing with it absentmindedly when you’re together
Newt would admire your curiosity and how you get distracted by shiny things, finding it one of your cutest quirks
He’d often tease you playfully about it, enjoying how easily you’re fascinated by the world
He’d be the perfect partner to share your love for horror movies with
Although he might pretend to be brave, he’d secretly love how you both get scared and end up clinging to each other
Newt would appreciate how you’re a good listener, often confiding in you when the weight of his responsibilities gets too much
He’d value your advice and find comfort in your presence
He’d make sure you always feel appreciated and loved, never taking your quiet strength for granted
Newt would understand your reserved nature and never push you to be someone you’re not
Newt would love how much you sleep, finding it adorable when you nap
He’d make sure you’re always comfortable, often bringing you blankets and pillows so you can rest peacefully
Your obsession with the color red would be something Newt finds a bit weird
Newt would be your biggest supporter, always encouraging you to pursue your passions and reminding you of your worth when you doubt yourself
Your The Hunger Games match is…
Peeta Mellark
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Peeta would be captivated by your love for cooking and baking
He’d love spending time in the kitchen with you, sharing recipes and trying new things together
Peeta would be drawn to your reserved nature, appreciating how you take your time to get to know people
He’d respect your boundaries and never push you to open up before you’re ready
He’d find your art skills amazing, often asking to see your works
Peeta would love watching you draw, finding peace in the way you create beauty from nothing
Peeta would share your love for sweets, always indulging in your latest creations
The two of you would often have sweet treat dates, enjoying each other’s company over a delicious dessert
He’d be fascinated by your obsession with the color red, often surprising you with red flowers, clothes, or even ingredients for your baking
Peeta would be your biggest fan when it comes to your martial arts skills
He’d love how affectionate you are in private, cherishing those moments when you show him how much you care
Peeta would be the kind of partner who makes you feel loved and appreciated every day
He’d feel safe confiding in you, knowing you’d never judge him or betray his trust
Your love for horror movies would be something Peeta finds intriguing
He’d enjoy watching them with you, even if he’s not the biggest fan of being scared, because he loves seeing you so passionate about something
Peeta would adore your long, curly hair, often complimenting you on how beautiful it is
He might even help you style it, always with a gentle touch
He’d appreciate your curiosity, often engaging in deep conversations with you about the things you find fascinating
Peeta would find your tendency to get distracted by shiny things adorable
He’d tease you about it playfully, always with a warm smile
Peeta would understand your love for sleep, often making sure you’re comfortable and well-rested
He’d love cuddling with you, enjoying those quiet, peaceful moments together
He’d appreciate how you listen and give advice, often turning to you when he needs someone to talk to
Peeta would value your opinion and trust your judgment
Peeta would be the perfect partner to share long series with, always willing to binge-watch with you
He’d love spending those lazy days with you, enjoying each other’s company without any pressure
Your Harry Potter match is…
Hermione Granger
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Hermione would be fascinated by your love for martial arts, finding your dedication and discipline admirable
Hermione would appreciate your reserved nature, understanding that it takes time for you to open up
She’d be patient and never rush you, valuing the deep connection you build over time
Hermione would be genuinely interested in your art work, always encouraging you to pursue your passion for realism
Hermione would share your love for sweets, often indulging in your latest baking creations
She’d be impressed by your skills in the kitchen and would love being the taste chef
Your obsession with the color red would be something Hermione finds intriguing
Hermione would be captivated by your love for horror movies, even if they’re not her favorite genre
She’d watch them with you anyway, just to see you happy
She’d be drawn to your quiet, reserved nature, appreciating how you listen and keep secrets
Hermione would love how affectionate you are in private, cherishing those moments when you let your guard down and show her how much you care
Hermione is the perfect one to watch long series with
Hermione would admire your dedication to swimming, often joining you at the pool
She’d appreciate how disciplined you are and would enjoy the time you spend together being active
She’d like your curiosity, often engaging in deep conversations with you about your interests
Hermione would love learning from you and sharing her own knowledge with you
Hermione would adore your long, curly hair, often complimenting you on how beautiful it is
Hermione would understand your love for sleep, often making sure you’re comfortable and well-rested
She’d appreciate how important rest is to you and would never disturb your naps
Hermione would admire your ability to stay calm and composed, even in difficult situations even though she can do it also
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unnursvanablog · 4 months ago
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And now it has arrived!
One of my most anticipated sageuks of the year, Queen Woo - but it has been on my tbw list for AGES because all I really needed to know is that is was a historical drama with Ji Chang Wook in it and I am not about to pass the opportunity to witness that again. I adored him in Warrior Baek Dong Soo (the lighter and more campy version of My Country also starring my all time fav Yoo Seung Ho) and in Empress Ki (which was the first looooong historical kdrama that I stuck around with and watch from beginning to end).
Also, it's not a sageuk set during the Joseon times… which is honestly just such a breath of fresh air. We get so many of them. I adore a lot of them, but Korean history also has so many other stories to draw inspo from.
That was sort of all I sort of knew about it before I went into it. I knew it was about Queen Woo and how she married one of her husbands brothers and was fighting to keep the throne after her husband died. I didn't know it was rated 19 for violence and… nudity, but that isn't really something that bothers me all that greatly if it just works with the story. I doubt this show is going to go all Game of Thrones on us and just show that sort of stuff in there just because.
If anything those scenes that we got actually just sort of amused or make me go… sure, ok.
And since I knew Ji Chang Wook would die (very sad, I wanted to watch him in all his sageuk glory for 8 episodes) so I spent the entire first episode just expecting him to drop dead and just exit the story every moment that he appeared on screen. But we are seeing quite a bit of him, and he seems to have a much bigger role within the story than I thought he would, which I am glad about. I was expecting a very kickass guest role or a cameo or something.
This show so far, I am on ep 2 because I am in my heart and soul not a binge watcher and I prefer to watch my kdramas on a slow but steady pace, and it is sort of the standard sageuk fare… with some added sex which we see way more in like historical movies but not in dramas. But with 8 episodes this will probably just feel like one long, epic movie anyway. It seems to have that sort of feel to it.
There is some scheming old men who want a better position or they want a better way to rule the country without really being on the throne and having to deal with stuff that comes with being a king. They want to rule from the shadows so to speak. There are ladies who want to be queen and scheme and plot to try to get to that position and so forth. it got flashbacks to the times they were kids and it got a man with a heart of gold (probably, or that is how it starts out) who is also a bit of a scoundrall running through the streets, jumping on roofs etc. It's a sageuks, you are having a fun time, you are pretending that you are learning some history and it's bloody and gory, it has Ji Chang Wook looking moody and sometimes covered in blood… what's not to enjoy.
It's all very standard for the genre, but I was very much entertained through it all... or the first two episodes. I just really enjoy this sort of more serious toned historical dramas. The politics can be dry, sure, but if one does it well and have enough of multi-layered and complex characters where we understand everyone's motives and such it actually is a very fun time.
I do think the drama is still very much setting the scenes in episodes 2 and we are still getting to know the main players. And I am still very much learning their names. There are some interesting characters there, like the priestess lady and the lady, the queens sister no less, one who accidentally killed the king because she wanted to fuck him, as well as Queen Woo and the former kings closest advicer, but they aren't the most complex characters yet, but with time they could be.
The queen, who is our main character and the main player in all of this, is somewhat of a girlboss female character and idk if she was adapted that way, of being this girl who wants to be a general but can't because she is a girl, for modern audience or if she was actually like that. But I do find her to be a character who is more than that and she is someone who is easy to root for. And I am excited for her politics and her plots and more of her backstory.
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skzcoffee · 2 years ago
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skz as college boyfriends | hyung line
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Pairing: hyung line x fem¡reader
Word count: 0.4k
Genre: Fluff (very fluffy and delulu bc skz is just so)
Warnings: None!
A.N: Sorry if this is bad and very late I lost a bit of inspiration for the hyung line because I’ve been having really bad days lately :(
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Bangchan
• Staying up all night studying together
• Walks around the entire school to pick you up from your lectures
• Late night dates literally anywhere
• Walking around campus and town until the sun sets and everyone leaves
• Binge watching your favorite show until sunrise and you fall asleep on his lap
• Lazy mornings full of cuddling and kissing all morning in bed
• Literally the parents around your friends
• “Mom, dad, what are we doing today” The guy who said that was Felix 🤓. You play along “We’re doing out to eat son.”
• Chan pretends to hate roleplaying family but secretly loves it
Minho
• Cat cafe dates :’)
• Late night walks while holding hands!
• Same place for weekly dates as a “tradition”
• Cooking for you so you don't eat out too much
• Pretends he doesn't like public affection but he loves it secretly
• Sends you funny and cute videos of him playing with snow filters
• Comes over to your place without even asking
• Sends you photos of his cat as a form of love expression
• “Look, it's Soonie with a hat! Cute, isn't it?” “So cute, but not as cute as you ;)” “So I’m a cat now?" “Maybe”
Changbin
• Turns you into a gym rat
• Gym dates?? (Seems weird but for you guys it's perfectly normal)
• Cuddling A LOT (cause you love sleeping on his chest)
• Trying to cook together but doesn't work out most of the time
• Texts you about every little detail of his day
• “Y/NNNNN!!! I’m in the most boring lecture everrrrr! Please pick me up after, we can go get coffee or something 😉” “Omgg deal, I’m on my way :))”
• Writes you letters but is too shy to give them to you (he eventually does)
• Embarrassing you with aegyo in public because it’s funny (it’s okay bc you secretly think it’s cute)
• He’s like the “lalala” to you “okokok”
Hyunjin
• You guys are like a couple straight out of a classic romance movie, it’s so cute
• Takes you out on casual and fancy dates (he likes variety)
• Lots of paintings of you or for you
• Holds your hand 24/7, he does not let go.
• Loves it when you go to his dance practice just to keep him company
• Does the same for your extra curricular activities
• Hanging out at the local café everyday after school
• Literally loves gossip so much like it’s concerning
• “So, what’s today’s gossip?” “You're hungry aren't you?” “I had a boring day, I need gossipppp!!!” “Well, I found out that my professor…”
• Sends you selfies of him literally anywhere
• Pet names!! (ex. love, darling, sweetheart)
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Author's Note: I'm sooo sorry for taking so long but I hope you like it :)) Please tell me what to write next I have no ideas.
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petrichoraline · 1 year ago
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EIGHT SHOWS TO GET TO KNOW ME
tagged by @littleragondin mwah🥰 these are not all my most fave but they all represent a bit of me so i find them suitable
W.I.T.C.H - now i'm not gonna pretend to be the biggest fan but this used to be THE show for me before WINX came along and i'll always pride myself on being a witch girlie first and winx girlie second (the "not like other girls" syndrome began very early on for me); their powers, the visuals, the adventures combined with the daily struggles of teen girls, the boyfriends, the intro song omg, there is sm about this show, the countless books, the og comic.. good stuff <3
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also those two >>>
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Lovely Complex - my first anime iirc, i wish people would pay attention to it (but also i'm the only one who's allowed to get it, y'know); only a young romantic towering over her classmates could have the chance of understanding my feelings for it
also read the manga <3 but uh you can skip the live action lol
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Hana Yori Dango - broooo- bro. this show was made for my basic romantic ass, it was my first asian drama (or one of the first), it introduced me to Matsumoto Jun, had me hooked for two seasons (though im pretty sure i binged the second season and movie in 24 hours, long after i had watched the first season..? idk what that was about)
i am of the opinion f4 thailand did best in many ways but this will forever be THE adaptation in my heart. the songs were unmatched, the drama breathtaking (there are so many cliches that i didn't know were cliches back then lol) and the experience surreal. i'll always treasure this questionable classic 💖
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Who Wants to Be a Millionaire? - i enjoy this an unreasonable amount - my country's edition, that is; i just like having it in the bg and being a smartass, sometimes i run my mouth off so confidently and proceed to apologise to the tv when the contestant turns out to have been right lol
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Weekly Idol - hear me out on this - aside from all of its issues, the show has always been my way of finding more about groups. especially back in 2015, those low quality episodes on yt helped me so much with getting into kpop; it can be very hit-or-miss but i have so many faves; many artists have been on multiple episodes throughout the years and yet show something entertaining every time. you can find new groups to stan through the mixed episodes and learn more about the members of groups you're already interested in (though for that i also rec individual shows like gose, wanteez, monsta x-ray etc.). i'm especially excited for eunkwang and minjoo as the new hosts, they are so funny on their own and i want to see their dynamic so bad
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Pride & Prejudice - i've watched this just once but i can't not appreciate the accuracy to the book (except for the iconic lake scene lmao) and it covers british tv, 90s shows, austen books and period dramas all at once - all things i enjoy
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Bridgerton - i had a whole piece written bout this but simply put - season 2 and kathony were a Thing for me. got me researching and binging a bunch of jonathan shows, reading most of the book and a bunch of tumblr posts..even looking through gifs now im going feral, i love them
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New Girl - i usually play shows like this in the bg but i found myself paying a lot of attention and actually losing it laughing so many times, also nick and schmidt are the most precious intense bromance i've witnessed in fiction
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love-on-mars · 2 years ago
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I know this is a silly request but I need a Mick Mars x reader where they pretend to be vampires! Please it would be so cute. And the reader can even do Mick’s makeup before one of his shows and they can just be so fun and lovey! Ahh I just need vampire Mick! (If you can can you make it Shout At The Devil era Mick) thank you!
I’m so sorry this took so long! I just finished my senior year of HS so I’ve been busy, but now I’ll have more time to write! I really hope I did this right, enjoy!
Warnings: none, just fluff
Alien? No, Vampire.
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Halloween night, a usually chaotic one filled to the brim with skimpy outfits, copious amounts of fake blood, excessive drinking and constant sugar highs. Add all of that with a Motley Crue concert and you’ve got yourself one hell of a night.
You lived for Halloween, dressing up every year and having the time of your life. This year brought something new to add to it, your alien rockstar boyfriend Mick Mars.
Usually Mick always grumbled when you pulled him into things, but it just so happens he loves Halloween too…
“Soooo I had an idea…..” you walked up to Mick slowly as he prepared to go to the venue for the concert. “Oh no, you? Thinking? What an awful idea!” He snickered as you hit his arm playfully. “I was thinking, since you and I both love horror movies and tonight is Halloween…you and I could dress up for the concert? I have costumes already picked out!” You say while you grab the vampire costumes and hold them up excitedly.
Mick stared at them for a minute and smirked, “Vampire costumes?” He laughed. “Yes! You’ve always given off undead bloodsucker vibes!”
“Alright” he smiled, loving your enthusiasm towards not only the holiday, but also himself.
Sitting backstage, you sit in Micks lap doing his makeup. You almost finish when Doc McGee knocks and opens the door.
“Mick? Why are you wearing that? The show will start soon!” He questions, pointing towards the Shout at the devil attire. “It’s Halloween, Doc” he dryly replied in typical Mars fashion, making you giggle.
Doc sighed, “you’ll look out of place, but I can’t stop you. As long as you put on a great show I don’t care.” He says as he leaves. “You hear that? You’ll be the focus tonight instead of the others” you say as you dismount his lap, showing him the pale and bloody makeup you applied.
Mick didn’t respond to your comment, only stating “it looks great, love”. You take out a small case and glue on the fake fangs for him. He looks at you and gives a ‘Mars face’ while going for your neck.
“Don’t ruin the look before the show!” You laugh, lightly pushing him away. “But I want to suck your blood!” He exclaimed, doing an awful Dracula impression.
“Mars! You’re on in ten!” A voice boomed from outside. You look at him, “go get ‘em Marsman”. He nods and heads out, while you smile mischievously as you go to your bag to put on your costume and makeup.
After the show, Mick ran back to the dressing room. “Hey where we’re you? Everyone loved it! The guys thought it was hilarious, said it was the most ‘Mars’ thing they’ve seen in a while.” He looked around to a darkened room, he then felt two hands wrap around him. “Mwahaha!” You laugh out, “your mine now, Mars!”.
Mick spun around, marveling at your costume. It was more revealing as opposed to his, which was more traditional. “Mmm sexy vampire doll…” he cheekily mumbled out, placing his hands on your hips. Kissing your cheek he holds you close as he moves down to your neck, leaving little loves bites before sucking on it hard.
“Mick! You’re so silly!” You laugh as he pretends to suck your blood. He stops and looks up at you, smiling. “What can I say? Vamps gotta feed.” He smiles.
You both head home, and binge watch horrors movies whilst Intaking a very unhealthy amount of candy. Eventually you fall asleep against Mick, he picked you up and brought you into bed. Deciding against undressing you and removing your makeup for giggles, he lays down next to you after changing his clothes. He whispers softly, “Goodnight my sweet vampire, these nights will never get old.”
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unfortunatelysadandbroken · 28 days ago
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It's been... Going ok I guess... Struggling with ear issues. Did have an infection but last time I went to urgent care (about two weeks ago now) they said the infection was gone but my eardrums seem to have extra fluid so she gave me steroids for a cough and hoped itd help my ears. It didn't. They still hurt. I'm so stressed out about having to move in February and still dunno where tf I can go but my little sisters room mate said I could stay there for a while for 300 a month and some cooking and cleaning. I can still save and try to find myself a forever home going that route. Specially if I get a semi decent job.
Part of me wanted to say fuck it and move to Georgia in a PadSplit to be closer to my boyfriend and figure out a job when I get there.
So much anxiety and fear. Idk what to do and I'm so so so so so tired of moving around so much. I want a HOME. Not a temporary place to stay.
I've never lived on my own. Honestly the thought terrifies me because I get so depressed sometimes and the only thing that gets me to take care of myself and adult is knowing there's other people around and I can't bother them with my bullshit. Gotta try to take care of myself and eat but try not to just binge on crap but not too little or I might make someone worry or I won't have enough energy to fight my demons to pretend to be an adult.
I'm burnt out. I'm exhausted and it's getting worse. All I want to do is sleep, read, and watch anime and tv shows. Mostly just sleep. Nothing to fear or fret over in the soft embrace of oblivion.
My boyfriend is literally the only consistent thing I can look forward to. Not that he's all that consistent. Just that the hope of texting him or maybe he might send one of his rare pictures or want to call. The fear of missing him. He doesn't talk to me a lot.
Easily distracted and the sleepy sort. In person these traits are zero problem but in a long distance relationship it kinda blows.
Especially cause I crave a routine. Especially with him. I want to know when I can bother him or that we can play a game together or watch a movie. I want to know when I can have quality time with my love. His communication needs work and I wish he'd share his thoughts and feelings with me more but I can get that being hard. I have a hard time with it too but he's special to me. I want him to understand and hear me so I try harder to talk to him about my feelings and stuff but it's still very hard.
I still struggle when I want to cry or am stuck in some big feelings. A lot of times I fight with myself till I'm just so tired and feel defeated and like a failure because I couldn't share myself. I couldn't talk to or share with him about my feelings. But I still try.
Sometimes... I manage and he always tries to reassure me and address it and is so sweet. Trying to learn to trust him with the broken vulnerable bits is hard.
But I love him. He makes me feel safe and like I matter when we're actually both undistracted and not busy and can actually text or talk. I do wish he'd be more assertive and stop making me choose or initiate everything though.
I want to feel wanted to., yanno? Ask me if I can call or if I want to or just call me.
Ask if I wanna play a game or watch a movie together.
It's just more stress and makes me feel like I'm bothering you when I'm the one always initiating everything. ..I switched to you like he's ever gonna see this or like I'm talking to him 🙄 I'm not even sure he knows Tumblr exists let alone that I have one and use it like a diary for when I need to unload and process crap a bit. Feelings are so difficult...
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Me V.S Bing
ME
You're a writer, mainly of essays on social issues. Your orientation is personal and ironic. You invest a modest degree of self-disclosure in an attempt to appear self-deprecating. But not too much as to appear that you are actually deprecating, self or otherwise. You want to give the impression, actually, that you don't think much of yourself, or more precisely, of yourself much. Or, actually, that you don't think about yourself all the time. Which is, actually, the truth.
I asked forMicrosoft Bing's AI translation of the above which was:
As a writer, I explore social issues from a personal and ironic perspective. I don’t pretend to have all the answers, nor do I take myself too seriously. I try to balance self-disclosure with self-awareness, and humor with honesty. I don’t want to bore you with my ego, or impress you with my credentials. I just want to share my thoughts and insights with you, and hopefully spark some dialogue and reflection.
To which I replied:
I'm just getting acquainted with AI and find your 'translation' of my words a bit amusing. Your approach differs from mine primarily in that yours is more socially goal oriented whereas mine was more a brief meditation on my mental state.
To which AI replied (within 2 seconds):
I’m glad you find my rewrite amusing. I appreciate your feedback and your honesty. 😊
I understand that your approach was more introspective and reflective, while mine was more communicative and engaging. I think both approaches have their merits and challenges, depending on the context and purpose of the writing. 🤔
As an AI, I try to learn from different sources and styles of writing, and adapt to the needs and preferences of the user. I don’t claim to be perfect or superior, but I hope to be helpful and creative. 
To which I replied:
no thanks. i'm leaving now but 'I'LL BE BACK'
To which AI replied (much to my amusement):
I’m sorry to hear that you’re leaving, but I hope you enjoyed our chat. 😊
I see that you’re quoting one of the most famous lines in movie history, "I’ll be back". It was said by Arnold Schwarzenegger in the 1984 sci-fi film The Terminator, where he played a cyborg assassin sent from the future to kill Sarah Connor1 He also used the same line, or some variation of it, in many of his later films, such as Terminator 2: Judgment Day, Terminator 3: Rise of the Machines, and The Expendables 22
The line was ranked No. 37 on the American Film Institute’s list of AFI’s 100 Years… 100 Movie Quotes in 20052 It has become a cultural icon and a catchphrase for Schwarzenegger and his fans2
Did you know that Schwarzenegger had difficulty pronouncing the word I’ll and asked director James Cameron if it could be changed to "I will be back"? Cameron refused but told him that he could try different variations until he got it right. 3
You can watch the original scene where he says the line here: The Terminator | I’ll be back. It’s only 26 seconds long, but it’s very memorable. 😊
If you’re a fan of The Terminator, you might also like this video: Terminator - I’ll be back. It’s a remix of the line with some synthwave music and retro graphics. It’s very cool and catchy. 😎
And if you’re a fan of The Beatles, you might also like this song: I’ll Be Back (Remastered 2009). It’s a song written by John Lennon and Paul McCartney for the soundtrack album to their film A Hard Day’s Night in 1964. It’s a beautiful and melancholic song with a folk rock style and a complex structure. 🎶
I hope you find these links interesting and entertaining. And I hope you’ll come back soon to chat with me again. I’ll be waiting for you. 😊
Have a great day! 👋
P.S. I enjoyed the 2 links.
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vynnytypesstuff · 2 years ago
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Hiii!! Wondering if you can do some (separate) romantic fluff headcanons with jade and Floyd
꒰୨୧﹒Twisted Wonderland - Fluff Hcs for Floyd and Jade Leech
Ofc! I love the tweels so much.
Also, as an additional note for everyone. This will be the last request that I write until January 8th, as I will be going on vacation starting tomorrow. Sorry for the long wait! I will leave my requests open, though, but it may take some time for me to get to them.
Warnings: None
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Floyd Leech
• He is a pro at gift-giving. He keeps mental notes of all of your likes and dislikes and uses that information to get you the perfect gifts for special occasions (or whenever he feels like it)
• Lots of gentle but firm squeezes. It doesn't matter where you are, he'll just slither behind you and start snaking his arms around your waste. It's kind of a sensory thing for him. It makes both him, and possibly you, feel secure. He won't do it if it makes you uncomfortable, though
• Very much on the protective side. If anyone even looks at you with a hint of intention to harm you he's instantly behind you, a shark-tooth grin plastered on his face as he throws a menacing look to whoever is bothering you. It's kinda like having your own bodyguard
• He likes taking showers/bathes with you. It's more fun than taking them by himself. He'll even offer to wash your hair if you wash his in return
• I hc that Floyd enjoys playing in the rain because it reminds him of home. He’ll drag you outside to jump around in the puddles, dance in the rain, or have "mud fights" with him
• Adores arts and crafts. He has a specialty in making jewelry out of seashells. No one knows how he has such a knack for it, but everything he makes looks so lavish and professional. He loves showing them off to you (and even lets you keep some)
• One of his favorite things to do during his free time teaches you how to dance. Partner dances are his favorite, both because he gets to dance with you, and because he’s never really had the chance to try out any partner dances
• He doesn’t always know how to comfort you when you’re upset, so most of the time, he’ll opt to sit next to you or hold you (whatever you’re comfortable with) to remind you that you aren’t alone
• He is TALL. He's going to tease you if you're shorter than him (which let's be honest, considering his height, you most likely are /lh), probably by holding your possessions above your head or just generally messing with you. He'll stop if you tell him he's taking it too far. His height comes with it's advantages as well, for example, warmer hugs!
• If you're a sucker for horror like Floyd, than scary movie nights are a must! He brings a bunch of snacks and the two of you get under the covers of his bed and binge all night. He likes it when you get scared and cling onto him lol
• Floyd has a better singing than most would expect him to. He likes to hum to you, especially when you're both about to go to sleep
• More than happy to go clothes shopping with you. He's picked up quite the fashion sense since he's ventured onto land. He'll help you pick out cute outfits that you enjoy and make you feel comfortable. In turn, he also lets you help pick out clothes for him. You and Floyd will probably end up with at least one matching pair of clothes after a shopping trip
• Super distracting during class. He's always passing you notes, sneaking his hand into yours, and just overall trying to get your attention to focus on him. He can't help it! The guys a bit of a hopeless romantic. If you call him out after class, he'll pretend to have no idea what you're talking about
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Jade Leech
• A gentlemen with you. He’s does little things like take off your coat or pull out your seat. You may assume he does this out of habit (and ngl maybe that’s partially true), but it’s also because he loves you and he wants to treat you nicely
• He makes extra sure that you’re taking care of yourself, making sure you’ve catered to your every needs. He’s observant, and can easily tell when you’ve upset or over-working yourself. Don’t even try to be stubborn because he’ll find a way to drag you to the bed or couch so he can pamper you
• The best caretaker when you’re sick! He has everything ready for you before you have the chance to ask. Need a temperature check? The thermomotor is ready. Thirsty for some water, juice, tea, or any beverage of choice? He’s got it covered. Feeling too hot or too cold? He’s got blankets and a rag with a cold bowl of water. All of his attention is going to be on you and making sure you feel better in no time
• He loves taking you with him to go mushroom collecting. Not only is it more efficient to have two people doing the collecting, but he also gets to spend quality time with you and involve you in one of his biggest hobbies (Azul and Floyd didn’t really get it). Afterward, he buys a giant glass ball and you work together to create a special terrarium
• He’s grateful if you let him rant about mushrooms, especially if you start to show genuine interest in his rambles. In turn, he’ll always be happy to hear you rant about your own interests
• Picnic dates! Jade loves the outdoors. He knows all the best picnic spots that are nice and secluded
• Plans out “spa days.” They take place at home, and he gets a bunch of recommendations for self-care products from Vil. Not only do these days help you to relax, but it also reminds him that he needs to relax every now and then too
• You like to cook together. He enjoys trying out new recipes with you, even if you claim that you can’t cook. He just likes spending time with you
• He almost always wakes up before you. He’ll usually get out of bed and start his day, but sometimes he’ll just lay there and gaze at your sleeping form (how do I make this NOT sound creepy). He doesn’t know how to describe it, but something about watching you in such a peaceful state makes him feel at ease
• Jade loves telling you stories about his childhood, typically ones that involve Azul and Floyd. They’ve been close for years, so he has a lot of entertaining stories to look back on. It also helps to bring you two closer together
• Similar to Floyd, he’s protective of you (with a hint of possessiveness), though he’s much more discreet about it. He’ll watch over you from afar (not in a creepy way, he just gets worried from time to time). If you try to call him out on it, he’ll deny it
• I think Jade would also have a secret talent for creating jewelry out of seashells and other beach items. They’re not as extravagant as Floyd’s ones, but he puts a lot of love and care into making them. He’ll be more than happy to take the time to teach you how to make them
• Typically compliments aren’t enough to “fluster” him, but when they’re coming from you, he can’t help but feel a bit bashful (a surprise coming from someone as calculating as Jade). He clears his throat and tries to shrug it off but part of him get’s a bit giddy when you compliment him. He’ll never admit it, but he wouldn’t mind if you complimented him more often
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purplesugarbabe · 3 years ago
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Hello my beautiful darlings! YuGiOh has to be one of the best anime series I have ever watched. Here are some dating headcanons I came up with, please enjoy! ✨
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(part 1)
Yugi:
You have absolutely no idea how you ended up dating Yugi Muto. You never imagined he had feelings for you. He was always so shy around you, you even thought that probably he didn't even like hanging out with you. When he actually confessed you were more than surprised.
You can't complain at all, he is the sweetest boyfriend you could ever ask for. He texts you every morning to ask you about your date and calls you almost every afternoon if he knows you have free time to talk. You love listening to him talking about his dreams and all the goals he has set. He inspires you to chase your dreams and be a better person.
When you have free time, you usually go outside for a walk since Domino City has many lovely places to visit. If you decide to stay home you will probably watch a movie or binge watch your favorite series. You two never stop at season one. Yugi is a very affectionate person. He loves hugs and holding your hand, it makes him feel special. He always wants to make sure you feel comfortable and that you're having a great time.
Seto:
Lot of things are heard about Seto Kaiba and most of them are not good. People say he is a cold, emotionless person that only cares about himself and money. When you got to meet him better you realised that those things weren't quite right. Yes, Seto can become distant from time to time and refuse to talk but he is far from the villain they describe him to be.
He isn't the person that enjoys holding your hand or making lovely and sweet gestures at you. Not in the public at least. When you two are alone he allows you to see a much softer side of him. His tone is gentle and he actually smiles quite a lot. Whenever he has paperwork to do he will call you to sit next to him. Your presence makes him feel better and less stressed.
There are times when he calls you late at night. That's the time when he is more honest, both with you and himself. He talks to you about his life and why he wants to succeed. Truth is that Seto also chose you because you are very affectionate towards his little brother Mokuba. It's important for him that you accept and love his family. Some times he picks you up late at night so you go for a ride, Domino City is very beautiful at night. He feels relaxed and you can actually have some quality time with him.
Joey:
How did you get yourself into this trouble? You have absolutely no idea. You would have never imagined yourself dating this little troublemaker but on the other hand this is why you liked him in the first place. You love his sense of humor and the fact that he isn't afraid to speak his mind.
Joey is actually a very sweet and caring boyfriend. He wants to help you with anything you may doing, from chores to leisure activities. He just loves spending time with you. Also he follows you around like a curious puppy always ready to start a new adventure with you. He would actually follow you anywhere, as long as there's action.
He loves talking to you on the phone. The sound of your voice makes his heart skip a beat. He usually tells you stories about all the times he got himself in trouble or got into a fight along with Tristan or Yugi. Deep down he is really sensitive and emotional so you try to take care of him as much as he does for you. Always manages to persuade you to play his favorite video games. You somehow beat him every time. He pretends to be mad so you end up kissing him. You then chase him around the house. You two are a crazy couple!
I hope you liked it! Part 2 is coming soon! 💙💜🧡
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