#you are dead to me

[r3gulus-a-black]

Has anyone told you that you act like your father? because it's true. I don't see how you of all people are with James Potter, I honestly feel bad for him.

...

what the fuck.

[screaming--agony]

Dear Diary,

I feel like a fool. Letting my guard down, Opening up, and being vulnerable. All for you to use it all against me, you using my pain and my struggles to gain sympathy from others. My pain. Talk down to me, share my battles with others while throwing dirt on my name as if it’s my fault you stayed. I feel like a fool because you acted and told everyone we were “best friends” all while treating me like trash. I was there at all hours of the night when no one else was there for you. I was the only one to listen to you. I shared such personal inner struggles only to get laughed at and judged. I always hope for the good in people but I’ve genuinely lost sight of any “light” in you. I don’t know how you can look yourself in the mirror and be content with yourself on all the lives you ruin. You are dead to me.

[pompurumi]

salad fingers is like an exclusive barbie doll to me and if I see you playing with or treating him in anyway that I don't like I will kill you

[randomalistic]

Every new thing I learn about this movie makes it so much worse

[skull-ishcloud]

I fucking love Bianca di Angelo. Such a shame she was just used as a plot device to develop Nico.

Don't you think Rick Riordan?

Thank god he doesn't have Tumblr, but at the same time, I don't have anyone to tag :(

[katnissdoesnotfollowback]

If you can only read 1 non-fiction and 1 fiction book for the rest of your life, what would it be? Why do you pick these books?

Do you have book or author recs to read?

Thank you :)

@curiousnonny

Dear @curiousnonny,

You evil bastar--. I'm supposed to pick just one?

Whyyyyyyyy????

I trusted you, Nonny.

Fine. So my first thought on the fiction book was, "Gotta go with Pride and Prejudice." It's one of my favorites and a total comfort read. But then it occurred to me that you said nothing about not being able to watch movie adaptations, and there's actually multiple really good film adaptations of that book for me to watch and bask in my one fiction book only loneliness. You jerk.

I'll have to go with Amanda Quick's Desire. Something definitely NOT literary, but it's a comfort read for me and has been since I was like fifteen years old. I think. I doubt there will ever be a film or series adaptation of it, lol, and I don't do well with audiobooks, but especially not with audiobooks that had sex scenes in them. So Desire it is.

Speaking of audiobooks... am I allowed those? Because I can learn to do well with them...

Why not The Hunger Games, you ask? Because I've read those so many times I have them practically memorized. Also audiobooks are allowed that is what I'm telling myself to survive this cruel, unjust ask, and I think I could get into listening to THG just fine.

I actually don't read as much non fiction as I would like, so I have no idea what to say for this one. I will recommend a nonfiction book I've recently read though. It's funny, heartbreaking, and profound all in one. Another Appalachia: Coming Up Queer and Indian in A Mountain Place by Neema Avashia.

[trans-der-vampire]

Nothing quite like arriving at your friends place and being told immediately, to your face, "I'm gonna be honest, I bought the wizard game. but I'm playing an evil Slytherin, so it's fine, right?"

Yeah sure, your ugly ass avatar wearing a green tie instead of a yellow one makes it all fine, you fucking bastard. I will never ever trust you again, that's what it does. Never. With nothing.

[riacte]

not romantic not platonic but a secret third thing [what would happen between earth and the moon if the earth stopped spinning as illustrated by xkcd randall munroe]

[xsignedmsriss]

Jayce, you're dead to me.

[stil-lindigo]

lead balloon (the tumblr post that saved me)

if this comic resonated with you, it would mean the world to me if you donated to this palestinian family's escape fund.

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no creative notes because this isn't that kind of comic.

I know I don’t owe any of you anything but I still felt compelled to write about my long term absence. And I feel far enough away from the dangerous spot I was in to be able to make this comic. I have a therapist now, and she agreed that making this could be a very cathartic gesture, and the start of properly leaving these thoughts behind me. I am still, at seemingly random times, blindsided by fleeting desires to kill myself. They’re always passing urges, but it’s disarming, and uncomfortable. I worry sometimes that my brain’s spent so long thinking only about suicide that it’s forgotten how to think about anything else. Like, now that I've opened that door for myself, I'll never be able to fully shut it again. But I’m trying my best to encourage my mind in other directions. We'll see how that goes.

I am still donating all proceeds from my store to Palestinian causes. So far, I've donated over $15K, not including donations coming from my own pocket or the fundraising streams which jointly raised around $10K. In the time since I made my initial post about where this money would be going, the focus has shifted from aid organisations to directly donating to escape funds.

If you'd like to do the same, you can look at Operation Olive Branch, which hosts hundreds of Palestinian escape funds or donate to Safebow, which has helped facilitate the safe crossing and securing of important medical procedures for over 150 at-risk palestinians since the beginning of the genocide.

[soft-october-night]

[hansoeii]

Ohh look, it's the dead boy detectives!

[hotgirlmanifesto]

i wish i cared enough to kill you myself. but i hope you get hit by a car. and i hope they reverse back over you just to be safe

[cognitive-behavioural-torture]

I hope that whoever unfollowed me explodes violently

whoever you are, know that I am coming

I will come swiftly like the winds of a tornado, but linger like famine

I am the creaking in the floorboards, and I am the bloody-snouted wolf

I am the disease and I will spare no mercy

(I’m gonna feeed you a nuclear bomb)

[prodigal-sunlight]

I know the popular theory is that Caine’s line about struggling to keep track of who’s real and who’s an NPC is foreshadowing that one of the cast is secretly an NPC

But consider the alternative

[artistotel]

hey! for todays protest, i made this little zine about palestine (holding just simple and basic information).

you can download the zine here, fold it yourself, and distribute it around.

no credit is needed. feel free to leave it around bars, protests, or wherever. simply print it (borderless) and fold it. here is a tutorial on how to do it.

dont stay silent. there is a genocide of horrendous, atrocious proportions going on. also if you are a zionist here to argue with me, i dont plan to entertain you at all, not on my art blog. fuck off, you'll be swiftly blocked. i see enough of you clowns on my main and i have no energy for you. you can skip the death threats too bc i dont give a shit.

(i'm off to get ready for a surgery now, i just wanted to post it before this. if you need anything, i might take a bit to reply)