#you all need to get a positive creative outlet

[wetchickenbreast]

never understood people who hate musicals just because bursting into song and dance is “unrealistic” like first of all why tf would something fictional need to be realistic and secondly what kind of sad sad life do these people live where they don’t sing and dance at every available moment

[2kiran]

Hi‼️ lurker here‼️ just wanna say that your works are awesome‼️‼️ and that your dash always looks so cool and pretty every time I come around to check up on you‼️ your works are so good and you’re such a talented writer‼️

also… can I…can I ask for a tired reader being surrounded by a very demanding and needy 141? Like I’m not all that creative like the other anons but like I just really like the reader satisfying the 141s in any way his tired form can‼️ whether it’s by letting them ride his dick until they’re satisfied or having them being cock warmed as reader falls asleep‼️

sorry for this‼️ just thoughts and brain worms are weird rn and I thought that you would carry these out well… back to lurking now‼️

p.s. the ‼️ are just here to show excitement not to be scary or anything I’m sorry

𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐭: bottom 141, top male reader, consensual somnophilia, cowgirl position, cockwarming, fingering, dividers

The weight of the missions and daily tasks being distributed made your limbs slack, eyes droopy, body boneless and desperate to pass out for even a week. You’re dozing off the second you sit down or rest against a wall, jerking awake when shaken by your mate. It isn’t your fault that you’re hardworking when needed, and everything was becoming a necessity to put your full attention on.

You need a break.

On the other hand, your team doesn’t seem to agree.

They’re clingy, more than usual. When you’re in a room with them, it seems as though their presence is the only thing that matters. Unabashedly acting like animals in heat, they’d sometimes even gently rut against your thigh.

Their excuse? You’ve been neglecting them, rarely glancing or facing towards their direction. Sometimes, you’d fail to acknowledge them in passing which evidently piles up their frustration and need to turn the source into the outlet.

And you’ll let them. They know you will.

Soap is the first one to snap. The man’s too needy for his own good. He can’t stop thinking about you, your hands wandering along his body, allowing him to take a sniff of pleasure before you’re shoving him away. But now? Now you’re doing it unintentionally.

He’s concerned, knowing damn well that he shouldn’t bother you. And yet, he can’t keep it within his pants. You’ll be good for him, right?

“Shit, tha’s it, love...” Soap groans, face contorting with blissful relief. He rolls his hips, desperate to feel every inch of your cock - the one that had him dreaming about it, waking up with his boxers damp, and hole twitching from being so empty - “Y’can get some shut-eye, ‘s alrigh’.”

You’re hanging onto your consciousness by a mere thread, the promise of slumber darkening the edges of your view while simultaneously heightening the sensation of slick, twitching warmth wrapped around your length. Small moans left him, thick brows knitted together in concentration.

Soap cannot remain still for the life of him. He sinks further down, enveloping you in his tight heat and squeezes you with it. His jaw hung open, mouth agape, and his thighs are quivering in a poor attempt not to fuck back against your cock with his desperate hole.

-

The second is Price. He may be a responsible and patient captain, but he’s still a man with lustful requirements. He needs to let off stream, you know?

“Hhang... that’s a good man.” He ruts his hips against yours, the plushy thickness of his scarred thighs rippling with each bounce. If you’re comfortable with it, he’ll take a drag from his cigarette, letting the smoke slip through his teeth as a breathy moan rasps from his throat.

God, he doesn’t think he’ll ever get used to the feel of you. Your tip meeting the spot that has him high with squelchy smacks, the scratchy stubble spread on his chin making the firm muscle of your shoulder raw whenever he angled himself forward to make you pound into him deeper.

Such a good soldier, you are. “Stay still, m‘fuckin’ close.” He huffs. Your cock twitches in response, and his lips curves in a self-satisfied grin. It has him riding you harder, rim taut, his pace fast and it makes the both of you dependent on chasing that point.

The Captain isn’t afraid to milk you for all you’re worth, either. It’s your own fault for making him needy. – “C’mon, you’ve got more in you, don’t you?”

-

Gaz is the next one. He heard your ‘interaction’ with the other men, smelled how Soap and Price practically reeked of well-deserved sex. It has arousal pool in his lower belly, dick twitching to life at the possibility of finally being satiated by you.

He’ll praise you for it; “Good boy, letting me use you like this.”, “Th-thank you, my love. Fuckin’ me so well.” and “Shh, I know. Go rest. I’ll just suck your pretty dick off, yeah?”

You think he’ll prep himself because you’re melting into the sheets to nap? No, you’re terribly wrong. He’d grip your wrist firmly, lubing your fingers up, and gently make them breach his tight hole. He gasps, immediately clenching from how intense it felt.

Gaz smiles fondly at how you seem to battle sleep, nodding mindlessly. When you do succumb to the urge, he’s biting his lip to contain his pathetic noises. You look so peaceful, and here he is fucking himself on your fingers. He’s holding onto your forearm, guiding you back and out. The murmurs of slick ringing through the room as he throws his head back.

“Fuckkk...” He’d mutter, fisting his own cock with rough jerks. Leaning down, he peppers kisses all across your jaw. He’s unbelievably turned on, rocking his hips to take in your digits completely. He’s getting desperate, but he will wait for you to wake up before he shoves your cock down his throat.

-

Ghost corners you. Sure, he’s got better self-control than the rest of the men. But hey, he’s still a human with very human needs.

Doesn’t matter if you’ve got a broader and hulking figure or a shorter stature, he’s guiding you with his frame until your knees hit the edge of a bed or a threadbare seat and your aching back is laying down. His mouth twitching in a mock snarl to have you submit. All with your consent, of course.

One of his favorite things to do to tease you? He loves to keep on asking you “This okay, luv?” and “Hmm? Y’want me to touch ya here?” until you’re begging him to finally fuck himself on your leaky dick that he’s been either playing with his roughened digits or warming with his inviting heat the entire time.

Rides you so slowly, hips rocking ever so slightly, and his soft walls pulse as they give way to your length. And it’s all to keep you awake, tightening up when you’re about to fall asleep on him. He wants you to be completely aware when he’s in the heights of arousal and he has you balls deep inside of him.

“Wake up, swee’art. Fuck– eyes on me, yeah, there we go.” / “Oh, you like tha’? Uh-huh? Good boy, you do.”

–

Or you have Price behind you, one of his arms slung around your waist as he thumbs at your slit until it’s coated in your pre. Soap’s tugging at your shaft, his fist enclosed and tight, consistent and oh so whiny like you’re inside of him. “Ye can fuck me harder, (rank), jus’ like this.”

Gaz on his knees, his tongue flicking at your sensitive veins. They’ll be toying with your cock as you lean back against the captain, letting sleep overtake you until you feel someone familiar climb into your lap. The other men supporting Ghost’s weight as he takes your dick in his skull-gloved hand, guiding the head to meet his rim and he sinks down with a low groan.

[typicalopposite]

DAY THREEEE!

For @bucktommypositivityweek! Prompt: meeting the family. Now you may be wondering can something be positive and yet have a deeper meaning that is actually kinda angsty. 🫣🫣 well the answer would be yes. iykyk…

🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶

Buck lets himself in with the spare key Tommy gave him. He lifts up on the door as he pushes it open to soften the creak so Tommy doesn’t hear him come in. There’s a heavy scent of paint when he steps inside and he can hear Tommy’s muffled voice coming from somewhere towards the back. He slips off his shoes and tip toes further, gleefully anticipating how good he’s about to scare his boyfriend. 

The door to the last room is cracked open: The guest room. Buck knows Tommy was planning on releasing his artistic creativity there today. It was a huge shock when Gerard took over the 118, and even if that doesn’t directly affect Tommy, it’s affecting Buck and that seems to bother Tommy worse than if he was back under Gerrard himself. So he needs an outlet. Art is his outlet. 

If Buck startles a little accidental paint splatter out of Tommy… he’s just helping. Or something like that…

Buck nears the room, ready to throw the door open screaming like a banshee… when he hears a second voice; a woman’s voice. 

“—and I haven’t seen you in almost half a year,” she says. 

“I know,” Tommy sighs; Buck hears his crinkly footsteps walking around on the plastic covered carpet. “I’m sorry, it’s just been— it’s been busy.”

“Oh you hush apologizing,” she says, so lighthearted Buck can hear the smile in her voice. “I know you can’t just drop your life to come up here, and besides with that old—” she stops and Buck swears she growls; he has to cover his mouth to muffle the startled laugh it causes. “—that old dirty rat in charge of your old station… I can imagine your mind is all over the place worried about Evan and your friends.” 

So she knows who Buck is, but who is—

“It’s already so bad, Mama…” Tommy sighs. Ooooh, Buck thinks. “He is being so awful… I hate it.” Buck lifts his hand and gently knocks on the room's door— deciding not to scare Tommy's next abstract masterpiece out of him— and Tommy startles anyway. “Evan?!” 

“Evan?!” His mom repeats. “Hi Evan— wait, am I on speaker? Tommy put me on speaker…”

“You’re on speaker mom…” Tommy says, his face starting to turn a light shade of pink. 

“Hi!” she says again, bright and cheery, Buck can’t help but smile. 

“H- Hey, Mrs. Kinard—”

“Oh goodness! Call me Mrs. K,” she says. Everyone does, all the way back to when Tommy was in school.” 

“Yes ma’am,” Buck laughs. 

“Oh and he’s so polite!” Buck smirks at the eye roll Tommy gives his phone. “How are you doing, sweet pea?” 

Tommy hands Buck the phone, mouthing ‘have fun’ with a quick peck to his lips. He goes back to his opened can of paint and dips his brush in, pulls it out and flings the paint at the wall, making random streaks of color across the white background. “I’m good, thanks. How about you?”

Buck talks to Mrs. K for almost an hour; he doesn’t even mean to, she’s just so easy to carry on a conversation with… just like Tommy. He hears embarrassing stories (that have Tommy threatening to drop the phone in a paint can), and shares some with her (that have Tommy threatening to drop a paint can on Buck). “Well, I better let you go before Tommy gets too jealous,” she teases. “Tell him to bring you up here so we can meet properly, okay?” 

“I’d love that,” Buck says, and promises he’ll talk with her more another time before hanging up.

By now Tommy is covered in paint and the room is as well; both looking like chaos, Buck wants a part of that… So he finds an extra paint brush and dips it in the nearest can, pulling it out and swiping it across Tommy butt while he’s working on a design. He yelps and turns, taking his own brush across Bucks forehead with a playful “Simba”. 

They quickly go full on paint fight, and Buck can’t help but make a mental note to thank Mrs. K for raising such an amazing human, and to mention a trip up to NorCal as soon as they can get some days off together.

[bouquetface]

Leo Risings

Accuracy influenced by entire chart.

Appearance

☀️ The stereotype is they all have big hair. However, I’ve noticed this isn’t true. Their hair is a source of pride but they don’t always naturally have thick and big hair.

☀️ They take good care of themselves physically. Self expression through clothes, makeup, hair, etc. They don’t want to appear as a slob or lazy. Due to the work they put into their appearance, they love compliments & praise.

☀️ One thing I’ve noticed is the women often dye their hair. But unlike their fellow fire sign sag, they aren’t as impulsive about it. The leo risings I know all stick to natural colours when they dye their hair (brown, blonde, black, red).

☀️ My sag rising and leo rising friend are so different in this way. Sag rising will dye her hair blue at home on a random tuesday. Leo rising will plan it out based on the seasons & she will always go to her trusted stylist. Very loyal to one specific stylist. It’s in their fixed sign nature.

Personality

Sun placement is very important. Leo risings do naturally grab people’s attention but the reasons and the kind of attention vary drastically.

Ex: Leo risings with scorpio sun tend to be controversial. They receive the attention that comes with a leo rising but end up publicly scrutinized. The attention is on their personal lives/4th house. Secrets and scandals.

Ex.2: Leo rising with cap sun. This is one of the better placements to have imo. These people all tend to be well respected. They find themselves in positions of authority later in life. Admired, appreciated and respected. Most haters are forced to recognize your hard work and success.

Ex.3: Leo rising with leo sun. Hit or miss combo. Often, people are divided between believing you are egotistical & believing you are a king/queen. You are both uplifted and torn down.

Strong sense of pride. They have no tolerance for being disrespected. Unlikely to confront you to your face but they will lose respect for you.

They do appear naturally confient. However, Their confidence can sometimes be an act. They can deeply desire validation.

Leos need a creative outlet. They have strong leadership traits. Often, they will develop a project of their own for this - ex: business, a club, a hobby. If they’re a parent, they may even be the mom or dad who coaches or volunteers for school trips.

All leo risings I’ve encountered have a dark family past. Sometimes they dealt with the death of a loved one very early on in life. Other times, there is a secret incident that created tension in their households. It might be due to the fact, Pluto is in the 4th of every leo rising born from 1995-2008 or because you have a Scorpio 4th House.

Leo risings partners often are controversial. Your close friends or family or even business partners may voice disapproval. Often times the partner did nothing to get this reaction. (Except for one time when he was a cheater. Nobody wanted her to get back with him).

Most times, it’s specifically family that dislikes the partner. It may be due scorpio (4th house) squaring aquarius (7th house). It takes time for the family to warm up to the partner. Due to leo risings complex relationship with validation, the disapproval can mentally take a toll on them. I’ve seen a leo rising be very hurt by their siblings & parents making fun of their choice in romantic partners.

Fortunately, most times the partners are the leo rising’s best friend. They are funny and let the leo rising lead. They support/worship the leo rising.

Having an aqua 7th house does not mean leo risings always mesh well with aqua placements. Specifically when there are planets in leo. This creates opposition with anybody who has aqua placements.

For ex: Leo sun vs Aqua Sun partnership. Both may grow to see the other as egotistical. I’ve seen this as the leo sun labelling their ex aqua sun partner as a narcissist. They both desired the spotlight and wanted to lead. No room for compromise or balance.

[nico-esoterica]

The Fame & Power Cheat Sheet:

Manifestation 101: Remember that you're just telling yourself a new story about everything in your life and consistently choosing it. You're investing in the best outcomes at all times. If something happens to contradict it, disregard it and stay in your story. That situation will resolve itself to align with it.

⭐ The industry: Full of wonderful and good-natured people who want to help you succeed. They're clear, concise, reliable, loyal, and transparent. No one lies or deceives for a pay check. They're always looking out for you, positive, and uplifting. They give you opportunities others would kill to have w/o you needing to work for any of them. Everyone believes you're a natural start and you've got "It." Veterans come out of the woodwork to give their support w/ no strings attached.

⭐ Your Team/Agency: Always on time, professional, honest, accountable, disciplined, and are work horses to get you every great opportunity. It's like they're blood hounds finding you the best deals where you're paid excessively well. No obscure fine print on your contracts, they find you the best people in their network, they're the perfect team/agency known to man. You're well paid and so are they. No attitudes, throat-cutting, or drama. Everyone's wonderful.

⭐ The Media: Everyone adores you, even Dispatch and TMZ. Every international outlet has nothing but wonderful things to say about you. No harmful rumors ever surface and you have a mysteriously positive experience with paparazzi. Everyone respects your boundaries and no one tries to dig up dirt or information on you. They're so charmed by you that they think it's disrespectful to ever hurt or disrupt your image. You're like the world's Princess Diana. You don't have haters. If you prefer them for fun, they're secretly die hard stans working to help increase your fame and status at all times. Every online comment about you is ridiculously positive. People are in awe of you. The world's better because you're in it!

⭐ Money + Privileges: You always get paid 5x+ the amount that's supposedly listed. Execs and CEOs adore you. No matter who's top dog, you're their favorite. Every producer, director, big shot has their eye on you and gives you special priority. All contracts work in your favor. You get better treatment than people who've worked in the industry for decades. But your luck affects everyone you go. While you're winning, everyone does too. Any project you're a part of, even if it doesn't get greenlit, will ALWAYS do monstrously well. You're a walking good luck charm. Creative teams are always well paid if you're there and your projects win more awards than anyone's seen in their lifetimes. Everyone's life gets better in your presence, thrives, and surpasses their personal potential. You're always a part of someone's magnum-opus. You're greater than an icon. You're living breathing MYTH itself. You call the shots and you're given more control than you're signed on for and get the money bonuses. Your projects always receive 10x the money/resources you thought you'd get. This quality gives you a star pass in multiple industries and everyone does what you want happily and by choice.

[theblackfemininesociety]

Converting Your Suffering into Strength: Exiting Survival Mode and Entering into The Soft Life .

Remember, transitioning from survival mode to your strong nurturing feminine energy is a process that takes time and patience. Each step you take towards healing and self-empowerment is a step towards living a more fulfilling and balanced life. It's important to note that healing trauma and embracing your feminine, nurturing energy is a deeply personal and diverse process. Each individual's journey may look different, and it's important to honor and respect their unique experiences and perspectives.

Let’s start with the HOW:

1. Acknowledge and Validate Your Experiences: Recognize the impact of generational trauma, personal trauma and fears on your life. Find safe ways to validate your experiences and emotions without judgement.

2. Seek Support and Healing: Engage in therapy or counseling, to address and heal past traumas. Find support groups or communities where you can connect with other women who have experienced similar challenges. Surrounding yourself with supportive and uplifting individuals is crucial for your growth and healing journey. Seek out mentors or even community leaders who embody the strong nurturing feminine energy you want to cultivate. 3. Embrace Self-Expression: It’s time to cut out the toxic patterns ladies! Find creative ways outlets to express your emotions. Create new hobbies to get your feelings out (journaling, painting, exercising, dancing etc.) This will help you connect with your inner voice and nurture your feminine energy.

4. Practice Self-Compassion: Accountability is a part of this process but please give yourself grace. Be gentle and kind with yourself. If mistakes were made handle yourself the way you would handle a loved one. Practice self-care activities that nourish your mind, body and spirit. Create a self-care routine that can help you feel strong, safe and soft.

5. Cultivate A Positive Aura: (The LUXURY Mindset/Becoming HER) Develop a list of positive affirmations that counter the negative beliefs and fear that are keeping you bounded. Write your affirmations, favorite bible verses and loved ones on sticky notes and put them on your mirror. Remind yourself everyday. Download an affirmation / Bible verses app on your phone and turn on the notifications for daily motivation. Visualize yourself at your highest, honorable, healthiest and successful level. Surround yourself with HER support system, ideas, body and etiquette. Make a vision board both physical and virtual (we recommend using pinterest!) and post it everywhere you can see it (bedroom, locker, screensaver etc)

We have a free EGuide that explains our concept on how to adopt “The Luxury Mindset” HERE … Ladies it only takes 66 days to form a habit! Meditating on this concept and follow us on our socials for guidance, support and community 🫶🏽

6. Practice Balancing Self-Empowerment & Purpose: It's time for you to only engage in activities that will EMPOWER you, not just in education and achieving goals but all aspects of life, Balance is key and you will develop a yearning for resting in your feminine energy. What impressions do you want to leave on your loved ones hearts? What path do you want to carve out for your future bloodline? What’s the standard? What is your purpose? (God. Family. Love) Pour into those areas and let them give you purpose outside of all the accolades of being independent. Tap Into what you wanted/needed from your environment as a young girl.. what healthy things can you give / show to her now?

Now Let’s Address Why ?

The importance of black women healing their trauma and finding empowerment in their feminine energy :

Breaking The Cycle: Healing trauma, both personal and generational, is a key part of your journey to becoming the best versions of yourself you can be. (friend, love, mother, grandmother etc.) It's essential for breaking the cycle of pain and creating a healthier future for yourself and those around you.

Reclaiming Femininity: For many black women, societal pressures, lack of representation, and stereotypes can contribute to why we do not fully embrace our femininity. By healing trauma we can explore and reclaim our unique expression of femininity such as compassion, nurturing, healthy communication, and strength.

Empowerment and Resilience: Healing trauma is empowering as it allows black women to regain control over their lives and emotions. By acknowledging and processing their experiences, individuals can develop resilience that enables them to navigate challenges more effectively and with a greater sense of self-assurance.

Building Healthy Relationships, Families & Communities: Healing trauma can positively impact interpersonal relationships. By understanding and healing past wounds, black women can develop healthier patterns of communication, establish boundaries, and foster deeper connections. Nurturing energy can contribute to creating a safe and supportive environment for both self and others in our homes and our communities.

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[starrymothastrology]

Lilith: Moon Aspects

Black Moon Lilith is the point of the moon that is furthest from the earth at a given time (in the case of astrology, at your time of birth). Much like other planetary positions, Black Moon Lilith can have aspects with your moon sign.

So what do they mean for you?

Your Lilith to Moon aspect can be found on your birth chart (granted, you know your birth date, time and location).

Lilith Square Moon: You have a profoundly heightened connection to your emotional self, to the point where emotions are experienced on a cellular level; each heightened emotion has the capability of transforming your entire being. The tension that can happen as a result can cause emotions to feel erratic, and cause you to act on impulse if you are unaware of your shadow side. You may gravitate towards high risk and destructive behaviors (which can manifest into addictions of any sort), whether it's for an adrenaline rush (which you may get more of due to your sharp intuition and sense of danger), or as a transmutation of rage or sadness, or anywhere inbetween. Emotional liberation is also very important for you, but you also have a tendency to cling to old emotional wounds and struggle to be vulnerable, which fuels the aforementioned behaviors. Recommended healing practices include grounding exercises (such as meditation), creative and theraputic outlets, journaling and working with a therapist.

Lilith Trine Moon: You easily welcome exploration of taboo emotions, and are armed with the understanding that emotions are vast and varied, and that judgement on them is unwarrented. You have a type of acceptance that prevents emotional repression and fosters healthy expression (for not just you, but others, as well). Your gift stems from a deep understanding of psychology, and you may even experience keen intuitive insight that are crucial to trust, as they are messages from a more profound place that will help you enhance your self-awareness and empathy.You are someone who others can go to when they need to talk about anything, as you provide them with the understanding and calm aura they need. To harness this aspect to the fullest, it is essential to acknowledge that there is a need to set healthy boundaries, embrace the ebb and flow of your own emotions, and foster an environment of mutual understanding through sharing your own feelings with your partner. It's easy to get caught in the emotional dramas of others, as your empathy draws you to help them, but remembering to have a balance of being a compassionate listener and safeguarding your own emotional well-being is vital.

Lilith Sextile Moon: Very similar to the Trine aspect, you welcome what society deems taboo, and grasp that emotions are a broad spectrum and are all deserving of acknowledgement, facilitating your ability to refrain from repressing your feelings and allowing you to honor them fully. You have a keen perception for the underlying motivations of others and can intuitively decipher the complexities of their emotions. This placement also gives you an emotional resilience, which helps you support those who are especially vulnerable; your strength gives you an aura that is like a lighthouse for those who need solace and wisdom, and this quality is one that others frequently admire of you. You are also profoundly in tune with the cosmic cycles and effortly sync with the universe. You often experience powerful flashes of clarifying intuition, which should be trusted, as they act as guiding forces that offer wisdom about the world around you as well as your psyche's internal cogs. The main downside of this aspect, though, is that your depth and understanding of emotional capacity can often feel like a burden as a result of emotional burnout from helping those who come to you seeking your help. A second, smaller downside is that your heightened perception reveals dynamics that others often overlook, which can be a blessing (through the allowance of building heightened connections), but may also lead to moments of disillusionment when others fail to see what you see. To avoid the issues of emotional overextension, consider regular self-care practices (such as meditation, creative outlets, grounding exercises and connecting with nature) and prioritization of your own well-being.

Lilith Sesquiquadrate Moon: Extremely similarly to the Square aspect, you also feel emotions on a cellular level and are prone to transmuting extreme emotions into destructive behaviors, and emotional liberation is very important to you. However, this aspect puts even more emphasis on the need for emotional liberation. With this placement, you have a tendency to latch onto old feelings, and hold grudges for a very, very long time, causing you to be fearful of your own emotions and feel engulfed by them, as they may even cause you to fantasize of dangerous adventures. You may feel exposed if you try to share your emotions with an intimate partner, but it is important to work on issues regarding vulnerability.

Lilith Opposition Moon: This is a very unique and intense aspect that creates a dynamic tension between your emotional needs and shadow self, urging you to explore the depths of your psyche and calling you to embrace your inner darkness and uncover your own hidden emotional aspects. This aspect challenges you to confront repressed emotions and traumas, question what was instilled into you from early age, and explore influences that have shaped you emotionally through the integration of your shadow side. While you have great opportunity to experience profound healing and transformation, there is also a danger of a power imbalance in which your shadow side overpowers your emotional well-being. It is important to find balance between exploring your shadow self and nurturing your emotional needs, and to embrace your vulnerability while expressing emotions in a healthy and constructive manner. There is a juggle, but there is also great potential to unlock profound psychological growth and self-discovery.

Lilith Inconjunct Moon: See Lilith Square Moon

Lilith Conjunct Moon: With Lilith and the moon working together as one, this placement is the perfect cosmic union as a positive catalyst for change and self-rebirth, and invites you to channel your intuition through spiritual practices. Possessing an ethereal connection to the unseen, you are a seeker of truth with no conventional bounds, permitting you to explore realms of freedom and authenticity as the opinions of others fade to the background. Some may admire you for it, while others envy, but remember to not get too detached, as sometimes you may miss on valuable feedback that could foster your growth. It is important to stay vigilant about your emotions and their potency, as there is potential for emotional turbulence that can sometimes manifest as destructive behaviors if not navigated correctly. There is great potential for spiritual awakenings of feminine energy, which symbolizes profound spiritual evolution and heightened consciousness, but these awakenings require stability and grounding. Mindful breathing, physical exercise, connecting with nature and grounding exercises are key to embracing the full spectrum of your emotions preparing your body and soul to accomodate for harmony of the powerful energies within, while transforming emotion into positive change rather than chaos.

[yuurivoice]

How have you been? Are you taking care of yourself and is the kitties doing okay and Haru how is the sweetie after the surgery?

Throughout the month of October while doubling my content output and going from being creatively idle to full speed ahead, I was going through the onboarding process of my ADHD medication. Half of the month was spent getting horribly tired in the afternoons. The other half was spent feeling gross as I tried to figure out how much I needed to eat with my food and adjusting to the final dosage.

Last week, for what may be the first time in my adult life, I was operating at what I can only assume was somewhere near 100% of what a neurotypical person feels like. I've cried about it, had to learn how to slow down because I'm used to the vehicle that is my brain not actually GOING when I put my foot on the gas, and have felt downright incredible.

I wrote my psychiatrist a message thanking her for being such a professional and helping me on this path, because I am approaching what I had assumed "best case scenario" would look like for me. I don't even know what's possible for me as I settle into my new normal. It's overwhelming in a positive way.

I feel like I have super powers. I'm able to just...do stuff. I begin my day and I just go. I'm fed, medicated, and ready to start being productive at 9am and I begin. I'm able to accomplish far more than the bare minimum and even have to tell myself to take time to do things that aren't strictly work.

I love writing again, and I was robbed of that nearly a decade ago. My beloved hobby became work, and while I've written things that I adore, I only rarely feel the magic I used to feel when I could write ~10k words in a day. INDEFINITELY!!!! I have written hundreds of thousands of words in my lifetime and I lost the ability to do what I loved. At a time in my life when I was desperate to find something that was meant for me, something I was good at, I lost it.

I thought I had simply fallen out of love. I thought my childish ambitions of being a writer were bled from me on the path to being a "real adult" and life had escorted me along the way, away from that passion.

I didn't know I was fighting against myself so much for so long. Being able to become YuuriVoice and create and find that outlet again was amazing for me and reminded me of what it used to feel like, but this whole time I've had to brute force my way through mental hurdles. I am proud of what I've accomplished to this point, knowing what challenges I've faced and battled along the way.

How do I feel? I feel like the me from a decade ago and the me of today bridged a rift so vast that I thought I'd never say hello to that part of me again, and now I'm whole. I feel whole. I'm no longer masquerading around as a cheap imitation of who I could have been.

So yeah, I'd say I'm doing well! So are the cats. Haru handled his neutering perfectly and is a happy, healthy boy. Aside from that, I've been consistently in the gym, trying to stick to my diet goals, and am the happiest, healthiest version of myself I've been in a long time!

If you've enjoyed the recent entries in Lost & Found, they've all be made while I've been feeling this good. So if that's a sign of things to come, I think we're about to remind people just how fuckin' hard we can go around these parts.

[rikaspotting]

How Pokemon S/V characters make a person feel better (mega list):

Iono: Tries to give them a shoutout on their streams or requests the chat to send words of encouragement.

Hassel: Hugs and cries with them until they both calm down (protect this gay old man at all costs).

Grusha: Is very socially awkward about it, but tries to give harsh, but true words of wisdom to get the person back to reality. Does genuinely feel bad, but often has no idea what to say.

Larry: Like Grusha, he is very socially awkward and does feel bad for the person, but doesn't have any idea what to do besides offer to take them to the Treasure Eatery to eat and drink their sorrows away. Larry gives great life advice when the situation calls for it, but too many people see him as "bland" before he can get a chance.

Dendra: Is a hugger and offers to take the person for a run or helps them with her ESP training.

Arven: Tries to help them calm down by letting them vent to him and he even may make you some food to help ease tense emotions.

Penny: Feels very uncomfortable, but tries to give words of comfort.

Nemona: Tries to distract them by battling or motivate if they don't feel like battling or don't have Pokemon.

Geeta: Basically the pragmatic mom friend. She would give master class life advice and make them some tea or coffee to talk over their worries.

Poppy: Literally a child, but would try to relate their worries to something that happened to them in school recently in an attempt to exhibit empathy.

Rika: On the outside, Rika looks like they don't care, but holy crud they are the Ulitmate Parent friend. You need something like coffee, a blanket, a hug, someone to talk to, or anything else? Rika is on it immediately. They don't look like it, but Rika can make most people comfortable with them just with their sense of humor and nonchalant personality. Heck, they might even bring out their Clodsire to cheer the person up because it has never failed before. Rika and Geeta are basically the sages of life advice in all of Paldea.

Tulip: Tries to boost your confidence by telling them not to bother with negative people or toxicity. She would recommend to focus on their positive traits and internal/external beauty. Mini mom friend.

Clavell: The spiritual dad for all Academy students. Not only does he cares deeply about their wellbeing, but tries to relate despite his old age. He would make them some tea and try to make his speech more relaxed to ease their tension.

Miriam: Another big hugger. Will not let them leave until she knows they are alright and safe. Her soft voice can calm the most angry of people.

Katy: Offers them one of her bakery items and tells them life is full of bitter and sweet moments, but overall a delicious treat and not to worry about the small stuff.

Brassius: Like Hassel, he probably will cry with them, but he may suggest taking up a creative outlet to release stress and offers them one of his art classes.

Saguro: Looks like he would make your anxiety worse, but he is a huge softie. His baby pokemon make everyone feel better and he is also a great cook!

[masha-nikita]

Better have a good enemy than a crazy friend.

A certain good friend of mine is preaching omegaverse on me again. BTW, her brother is a astrologer. Dunno why she comes to me. She says her brother is too New Age. What does that even mean??

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Friend- Hey, do you do relationship charts?

Me- I am not a professional astrologer but you know there are composite chart and synastry chart. Composite chart is what this relationship as a whole is going to look like, synastry chart shows how the 2 people influence each other. Why?

Friend- You ever think of doing synastry on Rommel and Montgomery?

Me- But there’s no point doing that; historically they didn’t have a chance to get close and personal, and feel each other how the energy plays out. Not that I know of.

Friend- It doesn’t have to be all historical if you just mess around for some fanfic inspiration?

Me- You’re pushing omegaverse on me again, aren’t you?

OK, whatever, it's a good astrological exercise, so here goes nothing.

Positive aspects-

Rommel’s Venus opposites Monty’s Neptune.

We’ve seen what Neptune does- Manstein has Neptune opposite Sun, Rommel himself has Neptune opposite Mercury, both Neptunes exert a level of self-deception and illusion.

Here in a synastry, Venus person lures the Neptune person into thinking this Venus person is more charming, attractive, beautiful than he really is. It tends to blow Monty’s perception of Rommel’s charm out of proportion. In the bleary eyes of the Neptune person, Venus person appears unusually beautiful for no concrete reasons.

BTW, I still have not managed to find out what poster Montgomery had of Rommel. Anybody has it?? It is probably a very well-done portrait of Rommel and I need to see it!

Rommel’s Venus and Mercury in Monty’s 5th house-

In a heterosexual relationship this means these two wants to have kids and raise them. the Venus-Mercury person is a great source of creativity for the house person; the house person will try to have kids, or in a broader sense “make things happen”. This synastry aspect is good for business partnership. Bosses and managers run a company like raising a child together.

Neutrals-

Rommel’s Mars conjunct Monty’s Uranus-

surprise attacks, high tension, Mars person feels provoked and wants to lightning-strike jump onto Uranus person, but this provocation tends towards feline playfulness. Note that angry/painful provocations tend to happen when Mars feels hindered, threatened, and frustrated. So, Mars does not sit too uncomfortably with Uranus, because the electrifying and high-strung Uranus gives Mars outlet for self-expression, much like lightning tends to induce fires.

In sexual relationships, the pair has very little formality when it comes to doing it. They may go to the supermarket for groceries. Then without any warning, they’re having sex in the Walmart parking lot with zero protection.

Monty’s Mars and Venus in Rommel’s 8th house-

8th house simultaneously signifies death and sex, and anything in your consciousness that you have no control over. So a synastry Venus in another person’s 8th house is about sex, there’s no way around it. Even if two guys are just “totally straight bro-friends”, they’d still have some sexual vibes. 8th house Venus is like an orgasm that won’t stop until it obliterates your brain, your consciousness just melts, and you experience a small death.

On the other hand, you can call a Mars on a 8th cusp a bit problematic. It is possible to have obsessive hate-sex. Monty’s Mars is a methodical and slower moving Virgo Mars (same as Manstein’s; the two generals have similar problems with being too slow and meticulous), so the Mars person (Monty) may “rape” the house person (Rommel) SLOWLY~ until the house person gives up all his juice and inner traumas. It either ends with “I am totally cleansed of my hidden dark side” or “I fucking want to kill this arrogant British jerk”.

Negatives-

Rommel’s Venus and Mercury opposites Monty’s Pluto-

Possessiveness is rampant, this may create tension. Monty’s Pluto gets into mental fist fights with the Fox in order to “claim” him intellectually, and the Fox’s sharp words tends to etch into Monty’s mind long after Rommel forgets what himself had said. Capable of traumatizing each other by throwing arguments.

Venus person often gets forced to accommodate Pluto person’s jealousy. Pluto wants to claim everything for himself. For example, Monty may want to make it obnoxiously clear to everybody that the Desert Fox’s name MUST be linked to his own. These two Get into each other’s head like a psychosis and cannot stop. Should seek mental health professionals (?)

Saturn aspects-

Rommel is more likely the one who tells Montgomery to shut up, wake up and smell coffee. As the Fox’s Saturn is seen to reign in Monty’s Sun (a sextile) and Neptune (a trine), both beneficial aspect; this brings the pair back to earth and face realities.

But Rommel’s Saturn also squares Monty’s Moon. The Moon person has difficulty making his emotions be known to the Saturn person. Sharing genuine emotion is hard for Monty. This results in emotional distance, gaps in communication and coldness. Moon person pines over Saturn person, but Saturn person remains oblivious.

Monty’s Saturn squares the Rommel’s Uranus and falls in the Fox’s 7th house. Compromises around sudden changes within a relationship are hard to reach, these incidents may result in petty breakups. Saturn delays results and enforces limitations, so Rommel is going to see a lot of things not working out with this classic British jerk- even general Patton hates Montgomery’s guts- therefore resisting commitment. But once commitment happens, it does not break. The pair tends to mate for life.

Friend- so it all boils down to Monty going- “Desert fox, beautiful, me wants to fuck him. Oh no, we are enemies, so many angsty stuff.”

Me- what kind of lousy TLDR is that??

[ohtobeleah]

I truly believe that one of the greatest luxuries in life are those slow mornings on a Sunday. And for a slow Sunday I’ve managed to do a pretty decent ✨Sunday Reset ✨ for the week ahead.

Everything Shower

Fully Moisturised, Nails Painted, Hair Straightened & Eyebrows Tinted.

New Bed Sheets

Grocery TopUp

Laundry Done & Dusted

Tomorrows Dinner Prepared & Ready

It’s no secret I’ve been in a rut, and with that rut has come some pretty emotional moments. All the small things that fall into the Self-Care category fell to the wayside, and so did my mental health. But I’m confident going into this week that things will be on the up and up. 💕

I’m going to get back into training tomorrow after having five/six weeks off. My body is in for a rude shock but I’m excited to get moving again.

I plan on working on my writing periodically throughout the week ahead, I’d really like to throw my emotions into something creative and unique. (I’m feeling a lot of big emotions lately, a lot that need positive outlets)

I just wanted to post this to kinda say thank-you for all the support this last month and a-bit. I’m trying to get myself back into a healthy and positive routine. I’m hoping with more stability in my day to day routine my mental stability will catch up.

[lullabyalikpoptarot]

Enhypen's Thoughts on Being an Idol

Okay, now I like to do this reading for Enhypen, same idea as the Ateez one. I will ask what they and dislike about being an idol, for the dislike I will exclude Saesangs, because of course that is a crappy part. I will ask what they learned from the past and what they think of the fans. Here we go.

Disclaimer: If you find your idols perfect and sweet, do not read this, especially Jake's part, some parts of this are not pretty and does not paint them in the best light. When I channel I get some wild messages, it is how it is. I keep it real and post what I get, unless I find it very uncomfortable to post. At the end of the day. I am a girl with cards. Don't take this seriously and no hate towards these people. I don't know them. If you don't mind that they aren't, keep reading lol because there is some interesting stuff here.

Heeseung

What he likes? (Queen of Swords) I am getting his ability to speak and communicate. It is like this is his outlet to express himself. It is like if he wasn't an idol he would be silenced, weird message, but going with it. It is like being an idol has given him more confidence. He is able to learn from others and gather information and hear others out. He is able to gain knowledge through this, interesting, weird, I thought I would get a more creative card here too, but then again, they really don't have much creative freedom, so I get it.

What he dislikes? (4 of Pentacles) Interesting he got this card, because he did get this card a lot for my general readings of him back in August. He doesn't like that he has to preserve or reserve himself. He is kind of constrained. He needs to protect what he has. He can't spend freely, there isn't a lot of wiggle room in his career, lack of freedom. A lot of control when it comes to his career, a bit confining.

What he learned from the past/experienced? (The World) He's like legit just giving me exactly what happened in the past, not really what he learned, like this is about the world tour, he is happy it is completed. I am getting, he learned a lot from it, he was able to put his all in it, his time, his emotions, his passions, and knowledge gained from it, so that is nice.

Thoughts on fans? (6 of Swords) This is interesting, there is troubled waters here. A need to move on from a difficult period. I think he may want fans to move on from all the complaints they have tbh. The 6 of swords is about moving towards positive change, so maybe he sees fans trying to make positive changes for them. But I am getting look onward, there are brighter, calmer days ahead.

Jay

What he likes? (Queen of Pentacles) Well, this card likes to pop up. That he can nurture his career and create his own independence through that. And he can make money out of it. There is a sense of pride in what he has created. Pretty straightforward there.

What he dislikes? (Ace of Swords) Honestly, his ideas being shut down, that they never go anywhere, he has a lot to say and has lots of ideas, and he may share it, but it doesn't go anywhere. I love how easy to read this boy is. To the point and clear, which kind of represent the ace of swords, which is funny. Like if you think of the ace, it is like you have an idea, but it never goes any further than that.

What he learned from the past/experienced? (The Empress) Kind of gives me similar vibes to what I got from Yeosang, but it he knows his creative power more. He knows what he can create. He has planted the seeds of creativity, but not sure it has seen the light of the day. This dude is crazy creative, but we will probably not see that, this is what that gives me. There is something about his Mom here too, like things she has helped or qualities she has, that he has, that has helped him in the past to be where he is as an idol today. Idk what that all means.

Thoughts on fans? (3 of Pentacles) Bruh, this is so matter of fact, where are the emotions boys? I think he believes they work well together, they work as a team, which surprises me, because as a fandom we can be messy. They make a good team effort, this could also do with the effort the fans have to give them rest, but there is a bit of a mess there too, so idk. It is like we work together to build something great. It is like he sees all of us as a team.

Jake

What he likes? (The High Priestess) I am getting that magic, the mystery behind it, and my next thought is what!? He kind of likes to be mysterious, this is weird dude. Bruh, it is like he likes the behind the scene bs, like I have a secret you don't know, what is this? Okay, it is like he likes the mystery of being an idol, like that they have to put a facade on, bruh, this boy is a strange one, he makes me laugh. He likes that we don't know the real him, legit what I am getting, this boy. He is making me laugh here. Boy is a true Scorpio here. I just keep getting that saying I know something you don't know, in that playful manner. I can't stand him sometimes. I say this in a loving manner.

What he dislikes? (Strength) Again, weird card here for a dislike. Omg, I am getting lowkey toxic messages here, I am just going to say it, I am just a girl with cards, no facts, I hear feminine power and women in power. Because in the card there is a woman, with the word strength, it gives me women with strength and power. I just don't get why I got to get this message wtf dude I am looking at the women in the card and she is strong and powerful, and this is a dislike for him, I also got the divine feminine. Ya'll I hate this, remember just channeling, if you don't like this, don't believe me. That simple. Now if you think back to his ideal type reading, because I am being pulled back to that, you may see where that all stems from. Ugh Jake man, I hope what I am getting is completely wrong, because I don't like this, but at the end of the day I try not to take this seriously, it is Tarot, we don't know these people. And as I mentioned, he may need to do some healing. Also, not sure why this is showing up in his dislikes as an idol? What does that have to do with him being an Idol wtf Also, he may not be consciously aware of this as well, so he may not actively put women down, or feel women are inferior, but this innate need to overpower them. I feel this is an inner struggle with him he fully does not understand. I do feel this also stems from childhood. I feel this is something he needs to work on healing. I want to stress do not hate on this dude! I feel this is much more complex than we would know.

What he has learned from the past/experienced? (Knight of Swords) His ability to speak his mind, he has gained confidence in his voice and what he has to say. Now the Knight can be a bit overly confident, a bit overzealous, so he may want to careful with how he uses his words, because they can speak without much thought and say some wild sh**. I am kind of getting, I know the power of my voice.

Thoughts of fans? (2 of Wands) I was kind of scared of what I was going to get here lol This seems fine. He finds them inspiring, attractive, passionate. They fuel him. Probably build his confidence tbh. Ugh, got another weird message. The person in the card is holding a ball of fire, it is giving me he likes us in his grasp, like he likes having a hold on us. This dude needs healing, anyway, yup, there that is, moving on.

Sunghoon

What he likes? (Queen of Wands) I have to shuffle like 4 times before he pulled a card out for me, which barely happens, so maybe there is like a specific thing, he likes, or he doesn't like much. This one confuses me, this QOW's does not feel like his energy, so is this a specific woman, why would that be what he likes? Is this the fans? I am sorry, but every time I am in his energy I am so confused, what I am getting is weird. I'll just go with it, It is like he can stand in his feminine power, why does he like that though? It is like he can be softer as an idol. I can see this as him being able to shine on his own and wanting to inspire others. I am just going to move on, because this makes no sense to me.

What he dislikes? (6 of Wands) How this man makes no sense to me, for real. Sunghoon has always giving me the vibe that he is competitive af so why is this a dislike, omg, I think I get it, he may not like sharing the spotlight with others, holy sh** what did I step into. Because if you look at what he likes, the Queen stands alone, let me find out he a queen, okay girl, let me stop. He wants to shine on his own, not share the spotlight. Now I can say he may dislike people who are egotistical and prideful and wants to steal the spotlight, okay I can say that, because the QOW's doesn't steal the spotlight, they just own it. But I will say what you don't like, can actually trigger what you actually want to be like, but just can't. Well Sunoo is popping in my head, not sure what that is about, but putting that out there, this isn't romantic peeps, just something about him may be what he wants to be like, it is like he stands in his feminine power and is confident, and he can't be that way oh sh** It is like this boy was instilled to be masculine and tough and not be vulnerable, and that is it, no in-between, but I feel he wants to show a softer side.

What has he learned from the past/experienced? (10 of Pentacles) Bruh, what is this? Why are you doing this to me. Is he like the company's darling, does he bring money to them? What is this? Does he have family obligation here, because 10 of Pentacles is about family pride as well. Doing things for the family. This is giving me, hey, go out there and make money for the family vibes. I could be completely wrong here. I am going by vibes and what this card is giving me. But at the same time, don't Korean families do this sh**. Okay, this could also mean he needs to invest in the future, so he chose this career, but with looking at the images on this card, nope, it isn't giving me that vibe.

Thoughts on fans? (The Hanged Man) He seems he can't do much for the fans, his hands are tied, once again, does this have to do with what is going on. This is giving me, this is a difficult situation, there isn't much that can be done vibe here. It is like you got to see things in a different light, he may want fans to do that. Bruh what am I stepping into here. Please Sunoo be a light read.

Sunoo

What he likes? (6 of Cups) It seems he enjoys making memories with the 6 members. Living out his childhood dreams, this may be what he wanted to do as a child. It just seems he is just having fun. This doesn't give me much. This is pretty simple. He seems like a simple person, not in a bad way, he is just not that complicated.

What he dislikes? (3 of Pentacles) This is weird lol He dislikes teamwork, effort, working with others. It is like he enjoys the fun, playful side of it, having a good time, but the not the serious aspect of it. It seems he hates discussing the work aspects of things. you know what I am being drawn to. You know how they do their lives after concerts and Sunoo seems so done, people think he is sad or lonely, I lowkey felt that way sometimes, but he just finds these topics boring af You can say he is tired, but girl, they all are. He just isn't here to discuss topics about work, he wants to have fun. He likes the emotions involved, but not the work itself.

What he learned from the past? (Death) This is kind of dark, not sure I want to go into full details of what I got here, but idols who have passed may have affected him, and I am hearing, I don't want to go that route. Alright, not sitting with that any longer, moving on.

Thoughts on fans? (10 of Cups) Yeah, the first one with cups! He sees Engene as family. You guys fill him with lots of love and support and happiness. It is like ya'll are one big happy family. He's got a lot of love for the fans.

Jungwon Okay my bias, please don't give me anything too dark here, please! Oh god, I am nervous lol

What he likes? (6 of Cups) Another one with the 6 of cups! He likes that he can be youthful and fun. There is something about him that likes to stay young. I have gotten that from him in the past. I am getting, live out my youth, how would being an idol do that though? He also enjoys the memories he can make from being an idol. He is young at heart. I guess being an idol helps with that, okay Jungwon lol

What he dislikes? (8 of Cups) Oh no, having to search for myself came to me, no Jungwon, no! I am going to be real. I don't think he knows who he is outside being an idol. This is something I kind of felt from him in past readings, like does he know himself. 8 of Cups is someone walking away from it all, going on a self-journey, seeking more out of life. But what does this have to do with him being an idol? Oh, the time away, I don't think he likes when they are on hiatus at all. He hates it I hear. He wants to be in front of fans. In the spotlight. Bruh if you think this boy wants a break, you are wrong. Yeah he's tired and overworked, but they all are, all idols are, he doesn't want to step away. He may just have to find himself I hear. He may have to deal with his emotions, and I don't think he wants to do that, so he rather distract himself.

What he has learned from the past/experienced? (4 of Pentacles) It probably has been instilled in him to preserve his career, value it, hold tight to it, to do whatever to keep it. To have a lot of self-control and restrain himself. Bruh this boy holds tight to his image and career. Not surprised at all.

Thought on fans? (9 of Cups) Not surprised he got cups, of course he does, boy got a lot of love for the fans. He appreciates them and adores them. He appreciates every single one of them. I love my bias lol I am getting that he dissociates, because in the card, the man's head is on the plate, but his body is sleeping. I don't know what that means though. Omg, had to look up dissociation and how that correlates, he uses fans to disconnect from whatever anxiety or sadness he has, like a coping strategy, they help him cope, oh wow, that makes sense to be honest, boy is always online. And I always felt that way intuitively. Because boy post a crazy a lot of times, like a lot. I know ya'll want to say it is because he loves the fans, but nah, all members love the fans. He does it for his own reasons. We all got our own reasons for doing things. Aww, I mean I get it, the industry is tough. I want to hug him.

Ni-Ki

What he likes? (The Hanged Man) Weird card for a like. It is like he is learning to see things differently; things being flipped for him. It is like he doesn't have to work hard or put effort into it, like things comes easy for him, this is weird, I don't really get this.

What he dislikes? (10 of Swords) The mental exhaustion, the criticism, the pain. The betrayal, being stabbed in the back. Now ask me what this means? He doesn't like the shady sh** that comes with the industry is what I got. The dark cloud over him, also getting that, he may have a lot of dark and negative thoughts that loom over him as an idol. Yeah, that is a bit dark, but the card is intense, so yeah.

What he has learned from the past/experienced? (The High Priestess) Secrets being kept, things hidden. I just keep getting random messages, but no explanation as to what these mean with him. I am getting, keep things secret, keep things to himself. I am being pulled to the book on the card, he may journal about these secrets, or his real truths about things. Like he can't share how he truly feels, so journal about it type of sh**. Journal about it and then let it go. I mean journaling can do that, so makes sense, it is therapeutic.

Thoughts on fans? (8 of Swords) Oh no...Oh god, what is this? This is not a good card to get for how he feels how about fans. I am getting, you are trapped in your mind. Remember just getting random messages, don't take this as fact. He may have to limit himself and not express himself as much with fans, which makes sense. He has to like tip-toe around his thoughts, like be careful about what he says. This all makes sense to me tbh. Fans are super critical of everything this boy says or does.

Okay, that was wild and long. Hope you enjoyed, remember just a girl with cards lol

[mykingdomforasong]

"don’t mind me. just enjoying the view." with skysolo? 👀

Trying to get back into the fic writing grove. bare with me. I'm going to try and do at least one of these a day for the next few days to give me a creative outlet of some kind.

[prompt list]

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Han had been working on the Falcon's repairs when Luke had left to train his padawans that morning. Now the kids were washed and fed, relaxing with the nanny droid, but Han was still working.

Luke carried Han's dinner up to him, floating it all the way, while he carried two moogan teas in his hands.

On board, he found his partner bent over some open paneling, his shirt long discarded, his back slick with sweat. Luke set the plate down as quietly as he could manage, before leaning relaxed on the table to watch as Han worked.

Since he was a teenager, Luke had been notoriously weak for mechanics, particularly mechanics at their most filthy. When he'd come up, he expected to find his partner in some kind of state, but he felt blessed by the Force to find him in such an ... accessible position. Given Han's shouts of protest as the Falcon's wiring refused to respond, he wasn't trying seduce Luke. He didn't even seem to know Luke was there. But it was working for him anyway.

Luke kept sipping his drink, planning his next few moves to let his fantasies play out for real. No need to worry if Han was tired; as long as Han was open to the idea, Luke would do all the work. If Luke really got his way, Han wouldn't even need to get up from the ground. He could even try to keep working while Luke fucked him silly, until he was a sweaty and oil-stained as Han.

Han yelped, and Luke heard something clatter to the ground.

"Want some help?" Luke offered. Han turned around to find Luke sipping the foam of his drink, before licking what stuck off his top lip. Han smirked, noting Luke's game, and the blush on his cheeks, right away.

"No, I've got everything under control," Han said. His tone seemed casual and confident, but the subtext read please help me.

"What ever you say," Luke said, letting Han turn back to his work, and Luke went back to his staring.

"So what, you walked all the way out here just to keep me company?" Han asked after the few moments of silence.

"Yeah," Luke said, "and I'm enjoying the view."

Han wiggled his hips. If his goal was to make fun of Luke, all it did was turn him on more. Luke undid the top few buttons of his shirt, taking a long drink.

"You keep doing that, and I'm gonna jump on you," Luke promised.

"Baby, you are always welcome to," Han said.

Luke took his offer, and nearly slid across the floor to get to where Han was bent over. He wasted no time pressing his chest against Han's back, pressing kisses to the sticky skin of his shoulders, and gripping Han's hips as pressed himself to Han's ass.

"You didn't waste any time," Han said.

"Of course not," Luke said. "I'm lucky your ship is such a piece of junk. I don't need holoporn."

As Han started to respond, Luke looked over Han's shoulder, into the mechanical underbelly of this ship. To the right of where Han had been working, he spotted a wire out of place.

"The wire is frayed and disconnected," Luke said, getting off Han's back to lean past him to inspect it.

"Well." Han said. "Maybe I do need your help."

[misstranci]

How did you learn hypnosis and get into hypno kink?

Well, I suppose having been into hypnokink for 30+ years, I just picked up a few things along the way. I'd always known I had an interest in hypnosis and related things since I was very young. The signs from countless cartoons and TV shows were all there for me growing up. I never really imagined I would be applying that knowledge or passion in the ways I am today though. While I've been told that I already qualify for certification, that costs money I don't have, and I really don't see a need for it currently. As I mostly practice from a recreational/erotic/kink standpoint anyway. 🙈 Though I had always been a lurker in the community over that entire time, until about a year ago when I began openly exploring my feminine side. And I really only started practicing hypnosis regularly around a few months ago. Either way, the feedback has been wonderfully positive and affirming. I have been enjoying exploring my passion for hypnosis in all it's forms as a creative outlet and expressing myself through my content. 🥰

[1galaxia369]

AQUARIUS RISING ♒️

Okay guys, I see a lot good energy radiating from you. You've finally let go and you finally realized that the treasure is within. Alot of you are out here chasing crazy (but attainable) dreams. I love that for you, there's been so much pressure on you to be normal and do the right thing but there's no such thing. When you you force yourself into that box you become unhappy and restless. The stagnacy creeps in after and then the financial issues. You have to constantly stimulate yourself, you are a creator, you create. You are not meant to get up and do the samething everyday over and over. It's the reason you feel so depressed and confused, you don't have a creative outlet or anything fun to look forward to. Honoring your inner child is important to you, all work and no play will make you a sad and depressed mess of a human being. I understand Saturn being your ruler but so is Uranus, there needs to be a balance between practicality + hard work and Creativity + eccentricity ( like come on you never been able to fit into society...standing out is your thing). You use to be so creative and fun, what happened? You let societal expectations stop you again. You were never meant to be Kris that wears a gray suit everyday and works in corporate, you're the rich eccentric artist that spends their day doing crazy spontaneous things who dresses like they belong in a movie. I'm just trying to tell you that your success and happiness comes from the same thing you try to lock away--your individuality!

You are really out here mad at yourself for not being able to do what everyone else is doing even though it makes you unhappy. That makes no sense, why do you have to change your self to fit in? why can’t everyone try to be themselves? Society is set up to keep everyone living the same story. You are here to create your own! Nothing you do will ever be normal, the way you are will never be normal and it's time to embrace that kid. Once you finally make this decision to honor yourself then you can finally see some movement in your life. The universe will be blessing you never endingly, people will be coming to you to bring you support and harmony. These new connections will be people who love you for you and will encourage you to embrace your individuality. You might have went through most of your life without any support or someone to clap you when you achieve something but this support is coming through for you. You deserve this praise and support you're a star and remember that. There's going to be success in whatever you are working on at this moment, this project or goal has been something you have been working on for a while now, results will start to finally show up and there will be a positive outcome. Of course it's successful, you worked hard on this and you agonized over it but most importantly, you stuck with it and disciplined yourself. Congratulations!

Take the next step. It's time to go full in, get your pen and paper and start planning your next steps. I promise you, success is waiting for you to take the leap. Some of you are honing your skills for perfection and professional use. Some of you are in school, or planning to go back to school for a new skillset, some of you are practicing new techniques, self teaching new skills, enjoying your talents, whatever it is pursue it. It will be beneficial to you at this time, use it to further your self or invest into what you really want to do. Remember that you're here to do great things. You are bigger than what society has to offer hell, you're bigger than what this world has to offer. Some of you are a about become mentors & guides, oracles, astrologers, spiritualists, healers, practitioners, open up spiritual businesses or open a place of healing. You guys are here to guide and heal, people want to break away from this unhealthy society and you are here to help them. You are here to show them another way of life is possible. All of this can be triggered by you making the first step, out of society and chasing your true desires and dreams.

I recommend working with crystals, you have a lot of major things happening you need some support (rose quartz,pyrite, citrine,garnet, carnelian, obsidian,rainbow flourite, clear quartz,selenite). Smudge if you can and clear out any energy that makes you feel low. (palo santo, cinnamon stick,frankincense, incense). Go out in nature you need to interact with the natural energies that mother nature has to offer

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July 2024 Horoscopes:

🔥Aries: This month is going to force Aries to wake up to how some of their actions have been holding them back from getting the recognition they deserve! With the transit Sun and moon in a hard aspect to Aries at the start of the month, this is going to push Aries towards overcompensation in all areas. My advice to you this month is to take a step back from the image of what appears to be the life they’re creating with their actions and to find the details they’ve overlooked. Most of these details will be found in how Aries is presenting their goal setting- not to say that they are aiming or focused on the wrong areas, it’s more of Aries overlooking how intense their independence may be coming off to others involved in these goals. Don’t forget that you’re not in this life alone, so asking for the input of others is crucial now to avoid any pesky emotional responses from those around you. Focus on strengthening teamwork, not leadership!

⛰️Taurus: This month is going to start out with Taurus reevaluating their emotional investments. With the transit moon starting in conjunction with your natal sun sign, this will cause a ripple effect that may seem to completely change your status in terms of relationship, property matters, business involvements, and ability to relax overall. This will only intensify as Neptune retrogrades in Pisces starting July 2nd - this sextile with your natal sun will cause a deep confusion on these matters, which will lead to intentional introspection to work through what matters most to you now. My advice to you is to pay attention to your dreams, especially after the 2nd; dreams may hold symbols that can lead to epiphanies or a much needed “wake up call” on matters left unsettled for too long. The changes that will come over the next few months can easily benefit your money, properties, and relationships. It’s time to wake up and start listening to what your heart is telling you that you really need to feel the fulfillment you deserve!

🌬️Gemini: This month may cause Gemini to feel left behind, but that couldn’t be farther from the truth! With Jupiter transiting in conjunction with your natal sun - Geminis will be presented with an abundance of opportunities to grow and expand their communication, and repair relationships with siblings. On the full moon on July 21st, Mars will join Jupiter in conjunction with your sun sign causing action to finally feel supported with the blessings aligning themselves now. This will cause a major glow up for Geminis everywhere! How these changes affect your daily life and the future is completely up to you and dependent on your level of self-awareness on what it is you need to truly feel happy. My advice to you this month is to take the days leading to the full moon to really hone down on what it is you need right now to feel gratitude on a daily basis, then release these built up fears and emotions to the universe. That will only aid you in making room for what’s meant to find you now. The best is yet to come!

🌊Cancer: This month is going to help you feel the happiness and gratitude you begged for last year! With most of the transit interpersonal planets in harmonious aspects to your natal sun sign - this will bring forth nostalgic feelings from what your life looked like last year, and allow you to see the growth that you made in the last 365 days. My advice to you is to use the energy on the full moon July 21st, to pay yourself back in whatever way feels most rewarding for you. After all of the moments and memories that happened over the last year, that countered your beliefs of what you were worthy of receiving; allow yourself to feel the joy of the changes you’ve made. The most beautiful blessings are rewarding a grateful attitude filled with limitless potential. This is a great month to divulge yourself in creative outlets, especially as a way to tap into a positive mentality. You are the only thing limiting yourself at this time, so take on a limitless perspective!

🔥Leo: This month is going to be filled with happy moments that lead to feelings of love and abundance! With the starting transits in a less harmonious aspect to your natal sun sign, this month will only get better as it gets closer to the full moon on the 21st! A special highlight of gifts, strong love, and amazing memories will be between the 21st-31st. My advice to you this month is to think thoroughly about how you speak to those you love before you open your mouth. Any problems that could come for Leo this month would be tied to speaking before thinking through what you’re actually saying! This is only amplified if it’s someone you have strong love for, or cherish their presence in your life. Physical transformations will continue along without a hitch this month, which could easily lead to an abundance of newfound confidence, increasing the possibility of speaking quickly. My advice to you this month is to give others the kind of consideration and love you would want from a loved one. Don’t let your sassy attitude, or temper, get to the best of you this month; if you do it’ll only lead to having to work through guilt in your own behavior once the full moon arrives. Treat others how you want to be treated, and look forward to an amazing month of blessings!

⛰️Virgo: This month will help offer you a perspective on your life that was hidden from you previously! This is especially true once Neptune goes into retrograde in opposition to your natal sun sign - forcing immediate tension on you when you try going against your better judgment. My advice to you this month is to lean into the transit Juno energy in conjunction with your natal sun sign and follow your heart. Allowing yourself to feel and follow love without fear of betrayal will help counteract the trust issues haunting you at this time. This DOES NOT MEAN to follow your heart blindly - it means to allow your heart to lead the way, instead of attempting to intellectualize your current emotional baggage. This month could easily show you the darkest side of not allowing your heart to have a say in what your involvements are, and present to you how it’s holding you back from letting go of these painful memories and causing your growth to fall into cycles of stagnancy. Open your eyes to what you’ve been missing, and don’t miss out on what’s right in front of you!

🌬️Libra: This month is going to cause many Libras to feel more connected to their astrological opposition, and reclaim their independence without concern for others around them! With transit Lilith moving into 0° Libra on the 1st, and staying in conjunction with your Sun sign the entire month; this will cause Libras to feel reassured that the changes being made now are simply growth. A highlight for Libra is the full moon on the 21st, which will cause this independence to seep into their values, property matters, assets, and self worth. What’s most important now is to know that these changes are simply a part of the process of growth that is meant for Libra to reclaim their control in their own decisions that will help create the life they truly deserve. My advice to you this month is to avoid playing peacekeeper, but don’t go looking for fights or drama. You will know you’re aligned with growth when you find yourself proud of your ability to reclaim your right to being the leader of your own life. Anyone who fights you now on what you feel is best for you and your own happiness needs to be let go. Stop worrying about losing toxic people and don’t be afraid to apologize if you feel you didn’t communicate your needs in the best way. Respect isn’t given, it’s earned!

🌊Scorpio: This month is going to have family on your mind! With many trines to your natal sun sign, especially before the full moon on the 21st - this will have you feeling more sentimental towards family matters, and even feelings of clinging to familial relationships for reassurance on how you’re doing in life right now. My advice to you this month is to use the time while Neptune retrogrades in a trine to your sun sign, from July 2nd-December 7th, to recognize the unique impact you have on the family connections you have now. Recognizing your unique perspective will help unlock your emotional depth without causing more baggage from past hurts or pain. Let this month teach you just how special you are to those you love!

🔥Sagittarius: This month will cause a deep need for travel or simply getting outside and exploring local areas! This newfound independence isn’t a solo feeling however, it’s meant to be a team effort; so try not to isolate yourself from others. As we approach the 31st of this month, this energy will start to feel more in tune with what you’re ready to experience now. My advice to you is to take a deep breath and tackle these new experiences with confidence! As a naturally loving yet stubborn sign - you could easily find yourself stuck in your ways and avoidant to changing things for others. However, that mutability is exactly what you need to embrace this month to feel truly aligned with where you’re headed. Don’t let the shadows of your past stop you from taking risks that lead to growth!

⛰️Capricorn: This month is going to heavily impact Capricorn's emotional state and enhance the desire to be close to family now! With the full moon on the 21st in a critical 29° Capricorn moon- the matters covered before this are going to highlight exactly what needs to be let go now, and what needs to be invested in; without a shadow of doubt. My advice to you this month is to use the Saturn retrograde in Pisces to dig deep into your subconscious and figure out what areas you may find yourself nit-picky on and release expectations in this area. This way you will be able to be delighted when those around you surpass these previous expectations or standards. The universe is providing you with a unique opportunity for a second chance, and what’s needed now will become undeniable by the full moon!

🌬️Aquarius: This month is going to force you to alter your introverted lifestyle and place you on a platform with all eyes on you now! With a series of oppositions, tied with a conjunction from critical transit Pluto to your sun sign - you will get a drastic uptick in attention from those who seemed to forget about you for most of the year. This newfound attention won’t be the easiest for you to adapt to in the beginning but once we hit the 15th of the month, this attention will start to induce a grateful attitude, and bring forth blessings and reassurances from loved ones on how amazing you are doing. My advice to you is to tackle this newfound attention and allow yourself to lead others by being unique and true to yourself. Don’t let this attention cause you to question your growth unless there are areas or baggage that needs to be let go for the betterment of your mental health. If there are things you need to let go of to avoid stagnancy or self doubt, get on that ASAP! By the 2nd, Neptune will retrograde in a hard aspect to your natal sun causing hesitation or resistance to changing your ways. This retrograde will last until December 7th of this year! Don’t be afraid to stand true in your uniqueness, and help others embrace their own ability to go against the social grind. This is exactly the kind of energy that should be embraced now for an abundance of opportunities to come flooding towards you!

🌊Pisces: This month is going to help you build up and upgrade your current lifestyle! With the transit Saturn already retrograding in your natal sun sign, and being joined by your planetary ruler on July 2nd - this will cause feelings of heightened ability to manifest the kind of feelings that will help attract the abundance you desire. My advice to you this month is to ensure that those you love are feeling as confident and aligned as you are too! With the amount of positivity that’s about to flood your daily life and change your circumstances - this could easily cause you to make decisions for others without asking them what it is they want or need to feel happy and complete. You will feel naturally more optimistic towards life, especially after the 2nd, and sadly the people around you may not be so lucky. As Pisces is naturally the sign who receives what they give away without looking for what they will get in return; the more you are flexible and considerate with loved ones, the more you will naturally receive this energy back from them. Any fights that may happen over the course of the month could easily be due to a lack of consideration for others around you, so it’s best to plan for yourself and what you need. If there’s anything you need from someone else to attain a goal or feel complete, make sure to check in with them before assuming they will be ok with helping you. Pisces are receiving massive gifts, and downloads this month - paired with healthy mental health and sleep cycles, but those around Pisces are in need of help or direction now. My advice to you is to be understanding of those who are not having things so easy right now. You never know who may just remember your simple acts of kindness and decide to repay these gifts at a later time when you really need it. Get ready to enjoy the freedom and life upgrades heading your way!