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those hips working like rent is due
#park jimin#lee taemin#taemin#btsedit#btsgif#twomin#2min#userbangtan#jiminedit#taeminedit#dailybts#userkelli#usersky#annietrack#twominedit#*g#i know this coloring looks like a nightmare#it's a fine line between them looking like two yellow smidges and being able to actually see jimin's hips moving#also this was my first time using vs thank you to shivi the one true mvp thank you again and again ur an angel#this will be my entire personality until anything jmjk drops#a second to appreciate taemin's BLINDING smile at the end
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Félix: kidnapping is a love language Kagami: you have no social skills, idiot
*two weeks later*
Félix: okay, so when Marinette's at her most vulnerable, I'll gaslight her into thinking I'm her boyfriend, so she'll follow me into an abandoned building where we can put her in an altered mental state and present to her my family's life story in the imaginable most cryptic play of theater she has ever seen, which will reveal to her our horrible secret and the fact that her abusive father-in-law is also her arch-nemesis Kagami: you're so big brained, bae 🥰
#I LOVE THEM BUT GOD THAT WAS THE LEAST SELF-EXPLANATORY WAY TO GO ABOUT THIS#fucking theater kids /lh#miraculous ladybug#ml spoilers#ml representation#ml representation spoilers#maybe they do team up nicely with Marinette because can ever be simple sfdgdfhgjfhg#I'm so pumped for the final ohmygodddd#also did you know I wrote a story in highschool where the son of the villain revealed his family's true nature to the MC#in a cryptic fairy tale. where he assigned his father as the evil prince who moved into the king's family and married the pricess#who ended up comatose and waiting for revival?#the moral of the story is we're all insane here and I cannot believe I literally wrote 30k about this#and not have the gall to diss on feligami they are the MVPs fgdhjdfhgfjgk#also props for being so much more useful going about this whole thing than Luka <3
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thinking this labor day about all the athletes in women's sports who didn't have a stable league, who were only making decent money from a spot on their national team, who had to fight to get even a fraction of what they deserve. who spent their prime without a club league or the infrastructure to propel the sport. who came of age after title 9 in the usa [forcing schools to fund women/girls’ sports], the ones who fought for cbas and are only seeing big change at the end of their careers or after their careers concluded. who didn't have the media attention before, but are now showing just how much they can sell out stadiums and arenas. the players who played year round because overseas teams paid athletes what they were worth. athletes who endured and reported harassment but the league never took appropriate action. athletes who never had the media attention or ability to monetize their talent but who had careers that were just as impressive as the stars of today. who did it without the help of the science, technology, and medicine we have today. who set records with less support and fewer games in a season, which will be broken by kids who have had personal trainers since high school. athletes who played great games that are no long available to view, their talent no longer archived and accessible for young or new fans. athletes who still don't have a league or are just getting one in 2024. athletes who took it upon themselves to create change for which they will never reap the full rewards.
#this is across the board stuff#it's about the wnba the nwsl the pwhl and all the preceding leagues across the sports#im not athletic or good at sports but i do love the social sciences#it is the natural evolution of sport but there are lost generations#like in soccer abby wambach marta christine sinclair none of them had a club league in their prime#like cynthia cooper is the only other true guard that won mvp and she won it twice but you can't watch games from back then#women's hockey in north america is a newer story and perhaps more complex but still the stories of going from chartered planes in college#to not that in what is supposed to be a professional league#this is one of the reasons why i think we need more athlete's memoirs#like of course i want the juicy off court stuff i'm human but the amount of organizing and advocacy that athletes have had to do#nwsl#wbna#pwhl#and i want to be clear i'm not subtweeting specific players here in a mean way it's just facts#that if you are playing more games per year in your prime and you have more advanced knowledge#about recovery and training you have more opportunities to raise the bar#i actually get emo about this stuff all the time but i figured it's topical today
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welp, that escalated quickly! ♪(^∇^*) Eungyeol's motto must be 'the more you hate, the more you love.'
#the fact this all happened in ONE EPI-FREAKIN-SODE!
#hate you by jungkook starts playing in the background#Ha Eungyeol the true MVP!#twinkling watermelon#kdrama#kdramaedit#kdramasource#kdramadaily#syaring#useryd#mostlyfate#kdramaspace#otpsource#ship#*m#*gifs#*twinklingwatermelon#*ship#*kdrama#*2024#i swear making this set was TOUGH!
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#orcas#the true mvp anti capitalists#so long and thanks for all the - you know what fuck you actually
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2024 Art Summary! I'm really happy with how much experimenting I did each month! Tried a lot of new brushes and a lot of new techniques and I learnt a lot! :D
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VICTORY ROYALE
#whoever responded and fixed this for me. love u#you are the true MVP#careful using a VPN on tumblr folks. might get you flagged lol#doesn't seem like my posts are visible yet but zats okey#might self reblog some of the recent stuff to test waters
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I'll just go ahead and say this, since now we're apparently back to our timeline: if any of the brothers dare insult Solomon from here on, my MC will be throwing hands.
#man has had our backs this entire time#he's the true mvp here ( mephisto ranks 2° idc if you disagree )#and I don't wanna hear a single bad word said about him from now on#so leave grandpa alone only I'm allowed to insult him#obey me#obey me nightbringer#omnb#obey me solomon#//the silly#om sol#om purgatory hall#☙ no creativity for names ✾
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“She cooks, I consume. I try to figure out my next move. There’s no obstacle now to taking my life. But I seem to be waiting for something.”
I love this because it’s such a brilliant parallel to Katniss’ last “bitter winter”, but also expands on it. When her father died, and her mother was (functionally) gone, Katniss had no hope. When Peeta gave her the bread, he not only pushed her to survive, but he reminded her that “hope was not lost”. It was the first time she felt joy in a long time, that she could feed herself with a skill she loved, that she could forage for salad with her sister, that “life could be good again”.
(The genius of Collins is that the friendship with that other guy was based on survival also, but not on hope. That’s why Katniss gets confused, because she and the other guy depended on each other’s skills for surviving, but not the hope of living. Before she even ever met the other guy, her subconscious knew how to recognise the difference. So as soon as the bond of mutual survival was taken away, their friendship became harder to maintain. There is absolutely a reason Collins didn’t have other guy comforting Katniss at all, but that’s another post for another day).
Then, another bitter winter. Prim, her beloved sister, her reason for volunteering, is gone. Her mother is gone. Her friends are dead or gone. Nothing is good. Nothing is hopeful. And unlike before, nothing is pushing her to survive. The threat of starvation is gone, the Games are gone, Snow is gone. She does not have to fight for her own survival, because nothing is threatening it. But also? Nothing is telling her to live.
Then Peeta comes back, and plants the primroses. Another act of goodness from the boy with the bread, most likely the second one she lists (first being the bread itself) when she says she’ll tell her children “how she survives it”. On the first day of spring, Peeta’s act rights her world, and pushes her to start living again, rather than just surviving.
Katniss has been here before. She knows this bitter winter, even if the shape of it is different. This time, after all that’s happened, after she’s lost so much, she needs to be pushed past mere survival into actually living a meaningful life. In CF, aka The Big Everlark Dating Book, she gets a brief look at what living looks like, even if it’s under the duress of a more-oppressed district. Katniss was waiting for Peeta because she’s always known, since that first dandelion, that she needs the hope that life can be good again.
#again not sure if this makes sense#but I’m v emotional about Suzanne and her brilliant writing#Katniss’ subconscious is the true mvp#she sees Peeta and expunges snow from her house#remembers that fire beats roses again#she comes back to life in spring#the season of rebirth! Suzanne the woman that you are#the hunger games#katniss everdeen#peeta mellark
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I have the queue to fix, messages to answer, the ss/kk birthday fest to prepare, countless exams to study for... So of course I spent the whole day making a bsd calendar page no one asked for.
It's a desktop site, so you can only see it from computer– sorry peoples :/ Every collab box is a link that brings you to the respective event website. Here's a (not as nice as the web version) static preview of what to expect for the next six months:
Inspired by @/popopretty's bsd calendar. Credits for the original code go to @/odeysseus :)
#Of course I'll try to keep this up to date! Let me know if I should add anything :)#I only compiled events starting from July but on desktop you can see birthdays on the other months#Shoutout to theme makers who make pages so pretty that make me really want to use them#Also shoutout to my computer Mako II for not giving out despite me having it on pretty much 24/7. Sorry king you're the true mvp#bsd#bungou stray dogs#mine#Me going to sleep after a day spent creating content that specifically caters only to myself:#(“going to sleep” as a figure of speech. I'm going to start studying now lol)
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#fate series#fate samurai remnant#fsr#ZHAO YUUUUUUUUUUN#ZHAO ZILONG MY TRUE MVP I LOVE YOU WELCOME TO FATE#ENSURE NO BABY BASHING HAPPENS ZHAO ZILONG
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Maybe it’s my fear of not being believed but I literally can’t do comedy where the other person isn’t being believed. Straight up, at first I would get stressed when the Human Centipede clip was going around. Like, do you know how terrifying it is to be in a wild ass date where you think you’re in danger and the waiter notices but has they have to open their mouth so now you have lie. Or the Elmo Rocko memes like, OF COURSE ELMO’S DISTRESSED! I WOULD BE TOO! LIKE EVERYONE IS TELLING YOU THIS ROCK IS REAL WHEN IT’S NOT(and like yah I’m sure there’s nuance to the situation but like COME ON).
Or Bibi from La Familia Peluche, I remember liking the show as kid and I still do but like, fuck man, the borderline emotional abuse than girl goes through IS WILD. LIKE EVERYONE FUCKING TELLING YOU THAT YOU’RE NOT NORMAL AND FEELING LIKE YOU’RE GOING CRAZY. I remember rewatching La Familia Peluche in Highschool and like fuck man, that period episode. Or to this day I remember the scene where they were serving food and she started to eat first and her family chastised her so she stops but then they make her feel back cause she already started so now she just continue to eat it and like I’ve literally been in a similar situation. And for those who haven’t watched the show, the whole shitck is that this is an absurd world where everyone works on a different level and Bibi’s the only who reacts normally to our eyes(the comedic straight man to alot of the jokes), which leads to the iconic line “Bibi porque no eres una niña normal”(Bibi why aren’t you a normal girl) that is said in every episode. Which from a dramatic irony perspective that we the audience know she’s the only normal person, makes it a funny joke, but if you think about it too hard, it’s so fucking sad, I just can’t help but not fully enjoy the show cause I just constantly feel bad for her.
Fuck even watching HALF LIFE VR BUT THE AI IS SELF AWARE FUCKS WITH ME! Like yes I very much enjoy the series! But, most of the time I’m just feeling bad for Gordon, like fuck man, I’d react the same way, wouldn’t you. Like ESPECIALLY BENRY! MAN DID HE STRESS ME OUT! I genuinely felt so bad for Gordon!
And then this slides into how I can’t enjoy alot of comedy(especially cringe humor) cause even though I understand the joke and think it funny on paper, I just end up feeling too bad for the character to actually enjoy. And it’s awful because I’ll STILL watch the shows because I’m invested in the characters not the humor if that makes sense??? (Oh, Community/The Office, the hate love relationship I have with you).
Anyway, yes I’m so fun to watch comedy with, I literally can’t be in the same room from some scenes. And yes, all my favorite characters follow the Only Sane Man trope, why’d you ask?
#sol talks#my post#hlvrai gordon#hlvrai#sesame street#Elmo#neruodivergent#<-I didn’t mention in the post cause I think anyone can relate but I feel like people in this tag would relate more???#Bibi P Luche#red flags tom cardy#la familia peluche#La familia P. Luche#elmo sesame street#Elmo rocko#comedy#some should do a video/post analysis the autistic coding around Bibi from La Familia P Luche#sorry for referencing a show that’s only in Spanish that only Latinos know 😔#Like just thinking about Bibi too much fucking distresses me#Also this is also why Framing plot lines freak me the fuck out#Like YES I did mentally breakdown when relisting to tma and truley processed the framing plotline#and yes I DID spam my gc about it#And yes body swaping story/Time Loop stories also scare me cause of the ‘people not believing you’#Well Body Swap stories are inherently terrifying in the other sense that you can fuck up their life and vice versa#but that’s a different rant for a different day#Also it’s not true that ALL my fav character follow the trope that’s a hypervole but ALOT/MOST of them are#Uuuuh can you tell it’s past 9:00pm(insert that tumblr post here)#okay it’s like 1:00am goodnight#if you read all this you’re the real mvp
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WATER SEVEN BABYYYYY
Look at robin reacting when luffy says he wont give her up.... 🥺🥺
This is a joke right now but its actually a one piece tenet aldjsisjka
Usopp aksbaksjakqk the foreshadow is foreshadowing... Also Robin being happy with the crew after the Aokiji incident... Fuck!!!!
Sanji thinking robin just vanished or flew away and suddenly usopp is soaring thru the skies... imagine
AAAAARGGGGHHHH YOU CAN SEE THE GEARS TURNING
Zoro talking to merry..... only while he is alone of course
Why are nami and sanji matching ajdhakjsk look at the citrus sisters
Carpenter: maybe it was the government
Gov agent: I don't think so, also don't say that they are everywhere
LUFFY SUPPORTS WOMEN'S WRONGS!!!
Don't scream att chopper like that!!! Look at him... So small....
Imu tease???? (No) (Also I've changed websites again bc the translation is kinda off , I can't find a good quality b&w spanish translation and the colors scare me (i want the real manga experience))
GET HIM ICEBURG!!!!
I truly forgor if this is just a lie about her wanting to find the rio poneglyphs or genuine because she wants to die and will do it for them... because in skypiea she says she is not interested in the weapons so maybe if the gov pardons her but considering what she wants is illegal then idk abdjabjs this is such a dumb thing to forget... like thats important girl where did it go (reading this after remembering and it's kinda funny... i will make any sacrifice to kill myself (and keep you safe)... she goes HARD)
Little paulie and mozu and kiwi.... omg hello (the SBS says the twins wanted to be shipwrights too omg)
Franky's backstory is small but it does so much for me like it is so central to the themes... boats and people...
DID SOMEBODY ORDER MORE TRAGIC BROTHERS?
The fact that franky needs to learn this lesson to pass it on to robin.... do you understand how big this is.... also Tom does exactly as he says and takes responsibility for franky and what he has done... because he has done nothing wrong AND THAT'S HIS SON and he just punched spandam bc he wanta him to feel the pain franky feels... Tom is such a man..... proud of having built eater 7 up with the sea train.... goes out with a boom.... should we all kill ourselves....
I am crying again................... franky my god.... and the fucking frog!!! And of course franky can't stop Tom's hope for his island... of course he can't.... he hasnt learnt the lesson yet but this guy isn't over yet!! He has a life of being a pervert cyborg ahead!!! Iceburg following Tom's footsteps but franky not being able to do that bc of his guilt....
This is one of the coolest things chopper has done btw...
NAMII 😭😭😭
Robin damning the world for her crew when all she has ever done is damn her companions for her own sake.... how big is this...
I can't take this...... it's always nami in these positions... it happens AGAIN in Zou with Sanji... there is no way
The love letter gag is too good like damn that's so funny
AND IT'S NAMI GOING THROUGH IT AGAIN!!!! SHE LOVES ROBIN SO MUCH!!!!
#OOOH GRANDPA TEASE!!! he wanted to see luffy too?? omg and he owes garp a favor so he is going to kill him... alright then....#robin attacking FIRST and ZORO coming to her defense!!! CHEFS KISS!!! INCREDIBLE#my GOD!!! ROBIN WANTING TO LEAVE HER PAST BEHIND BC SHE TRULY HAS BEEN CHANGED BY THEM AAAAHHHH#this is so good... aokiji had to end crocodile and he still has a debt to someone (garp?) AND smoker told him stuff about luffy too#kokoro is such an mvp... be careful with the government agents she says.... hell yeah they should do that#the people in water 7 just giving advice to the pirates akdhaksjak sure go fix your boat but down there#robin laughing like ufufufu is so cute... also kalifa knowing everything bc she is literally a gov agent 💀 ICEBURG WAKE UP!!!#lucci pulling out the ship of theseus response akdhakaj conundrum solved everyone!!!#usopp is so heartbreaking already... beaten he goes to franky to get his money back knowing he will lose bc he wants to fix the merry... go#zoro cutting steel like its nothing... yeahhhhh also does luffy think the ship and usopp are like sanji and the baratie??#he wants to sacrifice himself for it but doesn't realize his life is the treasure and not the thing... luffy realizing this is not worth it#the fight was insane.... usopp feels useless and is enmeshed with the merry so he won't let it go and tells luffy does not care when he doe#so luffy gets mad at usopp for lying and not understanding what is going on and says he is not a carpenter (true but hurts) so he is nothin#god it is so bad... sanji breaking p the fight is so important AFTER zoro says to calm down and talk but they rile each other up...#THE DIALOGUE IS INSANE!!!! USOPP IN DENIAL AND LUFFY TAKES ALL OF HIS BAIT IT'S JUST SO AJDBAKSNSKN AND THE ONLY LIES ARE WHAT USOPP THINKS#ABOUT LUFFY!!!! BECAUSE HE DOESN'T WANT TO UNDERSTAND!! HE JUST FEELS!! HE SAW MERRY!! THE ONLY ONE!!!#luffy just laying on the hammock for hours... telling nami usopp wouldnt give up his life for an argument... then he only needs to fight...#is luffy fighting usopp just so he can de stress kind of??? like he is letting him get his punches in and then he will come back#once he thinks things through... like nami did... and what sanji ends up doing too... like just give him what he wants#luffy likes fighting friends even and this is the only fight he doesn't want.... the merry crying GOD!!!!#the impact dial... it hurts them both.... jesus.... luffy got two hits in but those were enough.... they are making nami cry SANJI KILL THE#everyone is crying but sanji and zoro akdjsks yeah luffy got him what he wanted... he can keep the ship but he can't beat him#and after all if strength is made by conviction luffy knows he is right and usopp is just in denial... so of course he would lose#franky reveal and Robin assassin reveal at the same time.... just remembered when usopp asked her specialty and robin said assassinations 😭#luffy nami adventures hell yeah.... and theres even more after the aqua laguna... LETSGOOOOO#goddamn you can see the thread of kuzan finding robin with the strawhats to then cp9 forcing her to act in water seven....#franky acting weird because he is worried about iceburg... i know it...#iceburg: its weird youre working for the government... but thats for the audience to worry about. not for me#pluton was built on water seven ✍️✍️✍️ also iceburg saying weapons are bad no matter who holds them... yeah franky would agree#reading one piece
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Zuza appartient à @soupedepates
Le texte qui suit aborde des thèmes lourds autour de la grossesse et de l'accouchement.
Et oui on écrit en français aujourd'hui youpidou
3 décembre 2002, 17h03
– Mademoiselle Nowak ?
Putain, c'est pas trop tôt. J'arrive à cours de barres chocolatées. Moi qui croyait que les fringales s’arrêtaient après la grossesse, je l’ai dans le cul. Au moins le résultat de ladite grossesse pionce tranquillement dans son porte-bébé, enfin.
Le comité est bien garni en tout cas. La sage-femme qui est à sa tête amène avec elle toute une petite cour. Madame Fourrières alias la gynéco la plus safe qui existe, bénie soit cette femme, la nana de l’ASE qui s’occupe du dossier de Tonia, j’ai oublié son nom, une autre sage-femme, à lunettes celle-là, et deux meufs en blouse bleue qui doivent pas être beaucoup plus âgées que moi et qui se chient clairement dessus. Ça m’agace gentiment, cette procession, j'ai l’impression qu'ils viennent admirer la bête curieuse. Déjà qu'ils m’ont pas laissée assister à l’accouchement... Au moins la sage-femme devant est souriante, ça en fera au moins une entre nous deux.
– Vous connaissez déjà le docteur Fourrières et mademoiselle Blin de la protection à l’enfance, je crois.
Blin. Marie Blin. Je me demande comment j’ai pu oublier son nom, à cette pimbêche et ses discours tout faits. Oh, pleine de bonne volonté, hein, mais c’est pas la bonne volonté qui change la situation de merde dans laquelle on est. La sage-femme me sourit toujours malgré mon regard mauvais.
– Moi c’est Amel, j’étais avec Tonia pendant l’intervention. Tout s'est bien passé, elle se repose pour l’instant. Elle a géré la césarienne comme une championne.
C’est tout ? Des heures d'attente au milieu de cris de chiards pour qu'on me lâche que ça “s’est bien passé” ? Et c’est quoi exactement “gérer une césarienne” ? Le regard d’Amel s’adoucit.
– On va vous raconter en marchant un peu, si vous voulez bien. Julie, Crystal, vous voulez bien faire le tour de vos patientes pendant que je m’occupe de mademoiselle Nowak ?
Les gonzesses en bleu, sûrement les internes, hochent vivement la tête et déguerpissent aussi sec. Bon débarras. Amel me fait signe de la suivre, le docteur Fourrières fait quelques mètres avec nous avant de devoir repartir en intervention aussi sec. Je suis bien remontée contre tout le monde mais elle, je lui en veux pas, vu comment elle a géré ma grossesse et celle de Tonia. Quasi en simultané d’ailleurs. Sans doute pas le meilleur moment de sa carrière. Mais du coup me voilà en train d’arpenter les couloirs puants avec ma môme sur la poitrine, Amel, la gourdasse de l’ASE, et la binoclarde dont j'ai toujours pas le nom.
– Donc, par rapport à Antonina… Vous êtes sa tutrice légale, c'est bien ça ?
– Depuis pas longtemps, ouais. Chais pas si on vous a dit par rapport à sa famille ?
Ces énormes fils de pute ?
– Je leur ai déjà fait un topo, intervient la mère Blin derrière moi.
Nan mais écoutez-la, gngngn je leur ai déjà fait un topo… Au moins ça m’épargnera de la salive.
– Mademoiselle Nowak n'est pas sa tutrice depuis très longtemps, vous comprenez, alors je suis là pour faire en sorte que tout se passe bien…
Mais c’est qu’elle en rajoute en plus ?! Putain, Micheline, j’ai pas cinq ans, j’ai une gosse, un diplôme, une bagnole et un appart, connasse !
– Je vois, répond Amel avec ce qui ressemble à de la politesse pour éviter de lui dire qu’elle s'en fout. Mademoiselle Nowak, on m'a dit que vous sortez de l’école d’infirmières ? Ça doit être pénible de repasser à l’hôpital.
Ouais. Ça l'est. Mais je crois que j'aurais préféré y être pour bosser.
– Ça va. Chuis en congé mat’, de toute façon.
Amel regarde mon petit paquetage de deux mois qui tape toujours sa meilleure sieste. Ce porte-bébé est un putain de cadeau de Dieu.
– Hmhm. Comment il… ou elle, s’appelle ?
– Bronya.
– Bronya, elle répète avec un sourire.
Par rapport à ma grand-mère. Bronislawa. J’avais pas de meilleure idée.
Et cette causette commence sérieusement à me gonfler.
– Bon écoutez, j’aimerais bien qu’on arrête de tourner autour du pot. Si ça s'est si bien passé que ça, pourquoi vous m’en dites pas plus ?
Son sourire se fait plus crispé. C'est pas la gueule d'une menteuse mais c’est bien celle de quelqu'un qu’a pas que des bonnes nouvelles à annoncer.
– Oui, il faut bien y venir… On arrive justement en néonat’. Le pédiatre est un peu débordé, donc c’est moi qui vais faire l’explication.
En… Putain j'avais oublié dans la panique. C’est vrai que l’accouchement était prévu pour février 2003 à la base. J’aurais dû m’attendre à ce que ça soit un préma, vu les circonstances.
Amel explique longuement à la Blin que ce serait mieux qu'elle attende dehors, que pour l’instant il faut éviter d’être trop nombreuses dans la pièce, en gros elle la baratine et l'autre finit par hocher la tête avec un air tout perdu. Dans les dents, grognasse.
…
On va pas se mentir, une fois devant la couveuse, je me sens plus si fière. Ça fait beaucoup trop de bips et beaucoup trop de tubes pour un bébé aussi riquiqui. Je passe une main sur la petite tête de Bronya, nerveusement. Ça aurait pu être elle dans cette machine. Ça aurait pu être elle.
Amel pose une main sur l’incubateur, tout doucement.
– Voilà. Je sais que c’est impressionnant, mais c’est nécessaire… Et la petite est tout à fait stable. Il n’y a pas vraiment lieu de s’inquiéter.
Donc c’est une fille. Bon. Je pensais que l’annonce du genre allait me faire plus d’effet, mais là je m’en fous un peu.
– Elle s’appelle comment ?
Silence dans la salle. J’ai mis les pieds dans le plat ? On dirait bien. Parce que binocles a l’air hyper contrite et qu’Amel soupire.
– Vous… Vous savez déjà, mademoiselle Nowak, que certaines patientes peuvent avoir des réactions très… fortes après un accouchement, surtout s'il est traumatique.
Ouais. Je sais. Encore une fois, je suis infirmière. Et j’aime pas du tout cette prémice.
– Antonina… n’a pas voulu nous croire quand on lui a dit que c’était son bébé. Elle a refusé de lui donner un nom, elle n’a pas arrêté de crier et de pleurer, on a dû vite l'enlever de sa vue parce que ses constantes s'affolaient.
… Putain. Putain, voilà pourquoi j’ai insisté pour qu’ils me laissent venir, mais non, hein, le moins de personnes possibles, c’était mieux de me faire attendre sur un siège défoncé pendant que la gamine dont j’ai la responsabilité légale fait une crise de nerfs en accouchant parce qu’elle a pas onze ans, putain.
– Elle s’est aussi mise à refuser de parler autrement qu'en polonais… Sans Zuza, on n'aurait jamais réussi à la calmer.
Elle désigne la binoclarde, qui a toujours pas pipé mot et qui rosit en se faisant mentionner. J'en profite pour la regarder un peu mieux. Elle est pas très grande, le nez un peu arqué et les cheveux tirés en arrière, ce qui la vieillit vachement alors qu'elle doit avoir vingt-cinq ans à tout péter. Mais elle a une bonne tête, ça va.
– Vous lui avez parlé polonais ?
Elle hoche doucement la tête. Sans rien dire de plus. C'est vrai que “Zuza”, ça sonne polonais.
– … Merci.
Elle a un tout petit sourire et ça change tout sur son visage.
– C’est normal, je n’ai fait que mon travail.
Putain sa voix est super apaisante. C’est pas grand-monde qui peut souffler ma colère comme ça. Même Bronya, qui s’est réveillée à cause des bips partout, la fixe avec de grands yeux. Sans chouiner.
– Antonina a été très courageuse, se sent obligée de préciser Amel. Mais Zuza a été une aide précieuse, vraiment.
Bien sûr qu'elle a été courageuse. Elle avait pas le choix. C'est déjà assez dingue qu'elle ait pas décidé de juste abandonner le bébé ou de faire ça sous X.
– On pensait vous demander de la nommer, mademoiselle Nowak, reprend Amel.
Je jette un œil à l’espèce de crevette rabougrie et intubée de partout dans sa couveuse. Ça m'inspire rien du tout. J’ai toujours été nulle avec les noms. Et puis même si elle en veut pas, c’est le bébé de Tonia, pas le mien.
– Chais pas trop.
Zuza s'approche, l’air un peu hésitante.
– Vous savez, je pense que ça ne dérangerait pas Antonina. Elle a parlé de vous plusieurs fois, même en délirant. Et vous avez l’air de beaucoup l'aimer.
Ouais. C’est vrai. Je l’adore, cette gamine. Même enceinte jusqu'aux yeux à un âge où tu devrais juste être en train de jouer aux Legos et de t'inquiéter de tes devoirs de maths, elle arrivait encore à me sourire. À faire des blagues. À me parler de films qu’elle voulait voir. À s'extasier sur mon bébé à peine né dont je savais même pas quoi penser. Je comprends pas comment on peut ne pas l'aimer. Je comprends pas les messages sans réponse envoyés à Eunika pour lui dire de venir, putain, c’est ta petite sœur quand même, pour qu’au final mes SMS s'envoient même plus. Bloquée. Tu parles d'une amie, tu parles d'une sœur. Ils peuvent aller crever, elle et son mec. Surtout son mec.
Et les tonnes de messages que je reçois de la daronne Zielinska, cette vieille pute, ils valent même pas la peine que je les regarde.
– Ça lui ferait plaisir que vous nommiez ce bébé, Milena.
Milena. Elle m’appelle par mon prénom. J’ai les yeux tout humides, ça doit être la fatigue. Bronya fait pas encore ses nuits mais ce qu'elle me fait c’est de sacrées coliques, et moi chuis crevée.
En parlant de Bronya, la voilà qui se met à babiller maintenant. À deux mois, c’est surtout des “A-ba” et autres variantes toutes aussi lettrées. Je l’écoute d'une oreille en regardant l’autre dans sa couveuse.
… Ça me donne une idée, ce discours de bébé.
– Ada. C'est bien, Ada.
Simple. Ça se lit pareil dans les deux sens. Ça la fera pas chier pour l’écrire à l'école.
– Ada ! s'exclame Amel d'une voix réjouie. C’est très joli. On saura comment l’appeler maintenant.
Elle part dans des explications sur la suite, le peau à peau, les soins, l’allaitement, comment je peux demander de l'aide pour surveiller la santé de Tonia et d’Ada, et puis déclarer la petite à la mairie, je l’écoute à peine. Trop crevée. Épuisée d'avance à l’idée que je vais devoir demander de l’argent à mes parents. Que mon daron le donnera sans problème, mais pas avant que ma mère m’ait copieusement engueulée et traitée d’incapable.
Zuza pose une main sur mon épaule. Je la laisse faire quelques secondes, puis je la repousse mollement. C’est pas grave. Je me démerderai.
Me suis toujours très bien démerdée toute seule.
Et non, je pleure pas, merci beaucoup.
– Vous voulez aller voir Antonina, Milena ? me demande Zuza. On pourra s'occuper d’Ada après.
Je hoche la tête. Ouais. Je veux bien. Ça m’évitera de perdre du temps sur le reste.
Elle a besoin de moi.
Elles ont toutes besoin de moi. Je peux pas les laisser tomber.
#noa writes stuff#lysara modern au#noa écrit en français#milena's the true mvp#her pov is so fun to write too#but yeaaaah bazyli's birth wasn't easy#you also get a deadname reveal (six years later he'll change it)#thanks naïs for blindly letting me borrow young Zuza#milena's 21 in this and zuza 25 btw
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Hey you know that time when Ashley rescues Leon from the cage and he softly asks her to drop down so he can catch her? Well there's a ladder up where Ashley was, it would've been more convenient for her to get that so that he can also easily access that floor and yet he still asked for that... Leon absolutely saw that ladder and ofc he just wanted an excuse to hold her, like the way he was smiling looking at her in that moment C'mon.
Huh!! You know, I didn't even think of that.
But it makes sense now that you've said that, because my initial reaction the very first time I watched that scene and heard him say that was a brow-furrowed, taken aback "uhhh..."
Because there's just something about the way that Nick delivers that line that felt very reminiscent to me of like... the kind of way you would try to bribe a child? LMAO like "I'm going to offer you a thing that I already know you like as a reward for doing something for me." That kind of tone.
I still kind of feel that way when I hear it, too. Like it feels very much like "hey~ I'm deliberately offering this because I know you like it~"
And it always seemed so weird to me tonally, because it was like ... Leon, she already did the thing, you no longer have to try to bribe her, you NEVER had to bribe her, what are you even trying to accomplish LMAO
But to think that he was actually projecting in that moment makes it make so much more sense. RE4make does a lot to spotlight the way that Leon self-isolates and how incredibly fucking lonely it makes him as a result.
Like. Examples of Leon self-isolating in RE4make would be:
in the intro where he talks about how military training kept him from worrying about the s-word that he refuses to say or even acknowledge (Sherry)
him basically refusing to talk to Luis when they're chained up together, even though Luis is clearly trying to be friendly at first
Ada having to pull a conversation out of him on the boat because he won't volunteer his thoughts or feelings to her
KEEPING HIS PLAGA A FUCKING SECRET LMAO DEAR LORD, LEON
It's hardly an exhaustive list, but. You get it.
And the only person who he ever lets through that barrier is Ashley, even though it scares him to do it at first. (He won't even say "yes" out loud when Ashley asks him "you too?" re: his plaga, and his tense, terrified nodding is literally everything oh my god)
But it could have only ever been Ashley, because it all goes back to that very first time he caught her out of that church window and just held her. I find it so interesting that we don't see his face during that time where he just stands there, holding her, before he even turns his head to look at her. I've talked about this before, but he was very likely having A Moment there, because this was probably the first time in six years that he's held someone. It's the first truly vulnerable moment he has, and he has it completely involuntarily.
So then we go back to the scene in question, and you have to imagine the sheer terror and anxiety that was probably coursing through him the entire time she was out of his sight -- because all he could do was wait, and there was no way of knowing how long he'd be waiting or how long would be too long. And the whole time his brain was probably just going "she's dead she's dead she's dead she's fucking dead she's fucking DEAD and you killed her, you killed her by getting caught, you fucked this up like you always fuck it up and she's fucking dead" and to be completely fair to Leon's anxiety, in my first playthrough, she absolutely was fucking dead. 100%. over and over again. because my stupid ass was literally too stupid to realize that her lantern can be used defensively.
And then the sheer overwhelming relief when he sees her again, alive and well and about to save his ass.
Of course he would want to hold her. Of course he would. And, in OG, if you remember -- he did. He gave her a full-on, real-ass hug after her section in OG.
And now I'm kind of wondering if his offer to catch her was actually a callback to that hug in OG. He didn't offer to catch her because it was something that he knew she liked -- he did it because it was something that he knew he liked, and it was probably something that he needed in that moment. But it was framed as him offering it for her sake because he self-isolates and the only comfort he's allowed himself to have leading up to this has been holding her after a catch and HOLY FUCK ANON I DID NOT EXPECT TO HAVE SUCH A MAJOR FUCKIN BREAKTHRU WHEN I STARTED ANSWERING THIS ASK LMAO
#resident evil 4#leon kennedy#ashley graham#meta analysis#this is why i'm so grateful that y'all send me asks#especially as much as you do#i would've never gotten here if i'd just been left to meta on my own#leon/ashley fandom are the true MVPs when it comes to analyzing leon's character in RE4make#holy fuck bros
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TOM STURRIDGE as YOUNG CARL
The Boat That Rocked [Pirate Radio] (2009)
#the boat that rocked#pirate radio#tbtredit#filmedit#perioddramaedit#tom sturridge#young carl#tsturridgeedit#tomsturridgeedit#the sandman cast#thesandmancastedit#sandmancastedit#mine#thank you past me for doing this gifset before i went to syd#the true mvp who knew i'd be too wiped to do one#also i haven't giffed this flavour of babygirl yet#tom tuesday
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