#yoo kangmin scenario

[loserlvrss]

𝐆𝐑𝐄𝐄𝐍 𝐆𝐑𝐀𝐒𝐒, 𝐆𝐑𝐀𝐘 𝐒𝐊𝐈𝐄𝐒 y. kangmin ( 유강민 )

synopsis | your life could get busy, and sometimes that made you lose focus. however, your boyfriend was there to remind you life is still beautiful.

pairing : kangmin x fem!reader genre : drabble, fluff, est. relationship warnings : angst & mental health topics, kiss, use of the word stupid (endearingly) word count : 0.8k authors note : this is for zanna and ves btw

Safety was a concept that you’d grown unfamiliar with over the years. You missed being naive before the utility bills, the unstable worklife of a capilatistic society and withering friendships in it’s wake. You missed being able to see the people you used to call friends consistently, before the wave of bustling streets and days that went by too quickly came and swallowed you up. You used to think time wasn’t moving, but now all you could think about was how it was moving too fast; One to ten to thirteen to sixteen to eighteen to twenty and beyond. Too much, too fast. It gave you the spins.

Uncertainty was all you knew now, when you used to be so sure of yourself. Everything was always planned. You pride yourself on being prepared for every outcome, but even if you were on the right path, you could still get hit if you stopped moving. Now, however, through the mirror looking back at you, was a stranger who used to be so bright and full of life–Not synthetic green grass against a gray sky. It’s like you were a hollow shell, only able to feel when it was someone else doing the job for you. 

You were out of touch. You’d never felt so out of reach before. Disconnected from what used to give you joy–Who used to give you joy. 

Your whole world felt like you were on a nice beach somewhere warm looking at a bomb going off in the distance. Hopeless and helpless through the chaos, running through quicksand, tripping, and being swallowed by the following tsunami with eyes wide open. Frozen. Motionless. Overdosing on the adrenaline of fear.

But there was one place where all the screaming and carnage subsided…One place where you could take off all your armor and dance around like no one was watching hard enough to judge. Where you weren’t under the microscope to point out every flaw you had, but to count how many beauty marks were on your face, and trace the smile lines that made you human. The crease between your eyebrows reminded you of where you’ve been, and the gentle press of lips over it made you realize where you wanted to end up. 

Safety wasn’t something you could resite, and being uncomfortable was a familiar feeling, but it all subsided wrapped up in your boyfriend’s arms. With him. Yoo Kangmin. The light of your messy life. 

Nothing mattered when it was just the two of you. 

Nothing mattered like it did when the sun was up, birds chirping on your windowsill. Nothing mattered like the coffee in your cup and the piles of notes you were too tired to organize the night before. Nothing mattered because at the end of the day, it should’ve been the little things. 

He was the clean corner of your depression room, the canned food that never went bad, the hands that covered your ears when the noise was too much. He was the certainty you could feel despite being numb. 

With him you weren’t scared to close your eyes. You could talk sunrise to sunset and not regret a word you’d said. Love was the strongest drug you never had to buy. And the easiest one you could get addicted to. 

His fingers threaded through the ends of your hair as you leaned back to his side, “What’s on your mind?”

��Honestly,” You started, silencing yourself in his everlasting presence, “you make everything okay.” 

He guffawed at your confession, “Really?” 

“Yeah,” You replied, “Thank you.” 

He pressed his lips to the top of your head, lingering long after he’d pulled back. “You make it all worth it, y/n. All the small, irrelevant things don’t seem like it when I’m with you.” 

You turned, lifting your head from off his shoulder. His eyes were so sincere it made you draw a blank. He was comfort within a person, the man designed down to a T for you. You never thought you’d get it, and now you’ll spend your whole life being grateful. 

“I love you a lot, Kangmin.” 

A grin spread across his face, yours mirroring it in an instant. “I love you more, stupid.” 

You rolled your eyes as he took your cheeks within his palms, pulling you down to him. Face to face. Your heart picked up a steady rhythm—One you hoped harmonized with his—Until he finally pressed his lips to yours, fitting almost too perfectly; In your life, mind, soul. 

You pulled back momentarily, “For the record, I’m not the stupid one…Stupid.” He laughed in response, wrapping his arms around you as you got comfortable against his chest again. 

You were uncertain about most things, It’s true, but one thing was for sure, you saw him in your fate. 

please reblog and like <3 comments are appreciated ! thank you 4 reading © loserlvrss 2024 all rights reserved. 

networks : @blossomnet @starlit-network @k-films @kstrucknet

taglist : @slytherinshua @hursheys | send an ask to be added. 

back to masterlist !

[milkybonya]

Hi, I'm better right now after reading what you wrote with Jinwoo it was extremely cute 😭, I feel so grateful for that. I'm sorry because my feedbacks are always the same :v. Actually I was going to ask you if you were going to write for Verivery because you are always recommending their songs, I'm glad you're going to, Yeonho made me soft for him too just look at his smile. Can I request something with Kangmin? He's everything to me (actually him and Hongseok but that's not the point lol)~🐼

i’m so glad that you’re better now <3 i always love and appreciate your feedback so much !! i know right, it’s about time i write for them LOL - hehe i love Yeonho’s teeth and smile so much uwu,,, aLSo i hope you enjoy this, it turned out a lil long hehe - Kangmin is such a cutie

Amusement Park with Kangmin

Warnings: mentions of food, high places/rollercoaster rides (when you see a dash, that indicates where high places/rollercoaster rides are mentioned. You can skip ahead to the next dash so you won’t have to read anything that scares you!)

Pairing: Boyfriend!Kangmin x reader

Summary: Kangmin hates high places so the two of you go to an amusement park to help him face his fears

It was a spring day, the kind where the sun is out, the sky is blue, but it’s still chilly enough to make you want to snuggle into a sweater. The good but kind of bad weather perfectly described Kangmin’s and your emotions - excitement and fear. 

As you walked towards the gates of the huge park, you wondered why Kangmin wasn’t beside you anymore. When you turned around, you found him frozen in place, his mouth wide open as he stared at the tallest ride in the park. Laughing to yourself, you ran up to him and tightly held his hand.

“We don’t have to ride anything that big, okay?” you told him, snapping him out of his daze. He gave you a worried smile as the two of you continued towards the front gates.

Once you got in, Kangmin was oddly quiet and fidgeting with your hand as he held it in his.

“Which ride shall we go on first?!” you asked excitedly, jumping up.

“Can we go on a Merry-Go-Round?” he asked, giving you a small smile.

You pouted. “Come onnn, I know I said we should start small, but not that small.”

You scanned the map that you had been given at the entrance, looking for a ride that wasn’t extremely scary, but not something very small either. When you found it, you turned the map to Kangmin and pointed at it with your finger.

“How about this one? It isn’t so bad!” you said. Kangmin let out a shaky ‘ahhhh’ making you chuckle.

You squeezed his hand and gave him a quick kiss on the cheek.

“You can do it Kangmin! I’ll be with you, right next to you for every second of it.”

Kangmin looked down with a smile, feeling a tingling on his cheek - the ghost of your lips.

As you walked towards the ride which was not far from the entrance, you tried to keep a conversation with Kangmin so he wouldn’t feel too scared. He still gave very quiet responses and kept spacing out, but as you waited in the line for the ride, you gave him a tight back hug and continuously whispered ‘you can do it!’ in his ear. It made him laugh, but you could tell he was still scared.

-

You were at the front of the line and would be the next people to get on. Kangmin stretched out his neck to take a look at the ride. Suddenly, he gasped and squeezed your hand.

“This ride has loops? It goes upside down and you never told me?” he exclaimed. You bit your lip, hoping he wouldn’t get too angry. You thought since he didn’t ask, it wouldn’t hurt to not tell him. But clearly, it was worrying him.

“Don’t worry!” you told him, trying to cheer him up. “We’ll pass through it really quickly.”

But Kangmin still sighed, drawing his eyebrows together worriedly.

When you got on the ride, you made sure to sit right in the middle and not in the front or back - those spots were for the elite rollercoaster lovers. Kangmin was sitting to your right, and his hands were shaking as he tried to close the belt on the ride.

When the guard came down against your chest, Kangmin hurriedly reached for your hand.

“[y/n], I can’t do this!” he said, loudly.

“Yes you can! We’re doing this together!” you reassured him. When the ride started to move, you heard Kangmin let out a yelp. You were holding onto his hand tightly, squeezing it and rubbing it to help him calm down.

Slowly, the ride began to make its way up the incline and Kangmin was whining.

“This is gonna be fun! This is gonna be fun!” you yelled, but you couldn’t lie, you were also feeling a little nervous.

Kangmin started to scream and squeeze your hand as the rollercoaster rushed downwards. You also screamed, allowing the adrenaline and butterflies that were coursing through you to escape. 

It ended so quickly since it was a short ride with only two drops and two loops, but Kangmin was still breathless by the time it ended.

-

“How was it?” you asked him.

“Terrible but fun,” he spluttered, making you laugh.

When the two of you got off, you gave Kangmin a tight hug. You were proud of him for facing his fears, even if the rollercoaster wasn’t the tallest one.

Walking back out to the park with your hand swinging in his, Kangmin was beaming from ear to ear.

“I did it. I can’t believe I actually did it!” he said excitedly.

“Yes you did,” you said, ruffling his soft hair. “Should we go on the Merry-Go-Round now?”

Kangmin crossed his arms and stood up straight. “No. That ride is too small for me. I think we need to go on that one,” he said, pointing to the tallest ride on his right.

“Are you sure about that?” you asked, making him laugh and shake his head.

“Definitely not. Let’s go to the Merry-Go-Rouuuund!” Kangmin said, suddenly starting to run and dragging you with him.

You were happy to see him more relaxed and cheerful.

The Merry-Go-Round was beautiful and a lot bigger than any you’d ever seen before. It was pink with white and gold patterns drawn all over it. The horses were of the same three colours too.

“I want to go on this one!” Kangmin said, pointing to the tallest horse. You went to sit on the one next to his, but he stopped you.

“I want you to sit with meee,” he whined. He explained how he was strong now that he had went on a scary ride, so he should sit in front and you should sit behind him. He was acting like such a kid, but you didn’t mind it because of how cute he was.

So you sat behind him and wrapped your arms around his stomach. You rested your head on his back and looked to the right, where you could see the rest of the park. As you watched all the people that were walking around, some tired and some excited, you felt Kangmin’s hand on top of yours. He was holding the pole with one hand and holding your hand, which was on his stomach, with his other hand.

“Isn’t it dangerous to only hold the horse with one hand?” you asked him jokingly.

“No. I’m strong, so I can do this,” he said, laughing at how obnoxious he sounded.

When the ride finally started to move, you and Kangmin both shrieked and laughed. The two of you pointed out rides that you wanted to go on next and admired the green trees that were scattered around the park.

With your chin resting now on his shoulder, you stared at Kangmin’s soft cheek. It was right next to your face, so you only realized that you had kissed it when Kangmin’s face turned red and he looked down.

He always looked down when he was shy, and you found it cute. Since the two of you had just started dating, he was still shy whenever you kissed him. It made you feel warm and you’d always feel butterflies in your stomach.

When the Merry-Go-Round came to a stop, the two of you went on a couple more rides before deciding to eat something. When you finally sat down with your food, Kangmin told you how glad he was that he came here with you.

“I’m still scared of heights, but it was kind of fun and maybe one day I won’t be scared of heights anymore?” he said, in-between mouthfuls. You noticed that he had sauce smudged on his cheek, so you grabbed a napkin to wipe it off. Somehow, even that made the poor boy shy, and he looked down as you wiped it off.

“Kangmin,” you said, and he replied with a hum. “Do you feel nervous around me?” you asked him cautiously, not wanting to upset him.

He looked up with his big eyes, making you melt right there in your seat.

“No... No it’s just... You’re so beautiful and every time you get close to me, my heart races and I can’t help it...” he mumbled.

“You’re so cute, Kangmin,” you told him, continuing to eat. “And I like you a lot.”

Your words caused the boy to blush further. 

“Why are you doing this to me!” he said suddenly, covering his mouth when he realized how loud he was.

After going on a few more rides, it was getting dark, so the two of you decided to go on one more ride - a Ferris Wheel.

-

Kangmin was feeling a bit nervous again, but he told you that he would just look at you throughout the ride so he wouldn’t feel too scared.

The Ferris Wheel wasn’t anything huge like the London Eye. It was in the kids’ area, but it still made Kangmin feel a little scared, so you held his hand tightly as you got on. The small space only had room for four people to squeeze in at maximum, so you sat across from Kangmin.

As the ride went up for the first time, you admired the view from above. All of the lights were on and everything looked so pretty. Kangmin was nervously tapping his feet in front of you, so you leaned forward in your seat and held his hands.

“Kangmin, you’re okay, right?” you asked him.

“I’m alright, I just kind of want to get off,” he croaked.

“I know it’s scary, but hold my hand and just admire the view for a second,” you said, trying to encourage him. He squeezed your hand and scanned the view before returning to his original position and nervously tapping his feet again.

You suddenly got an idea. As you reached the top of the Ferris Wheel for the second time, you moved closer to the nervous boy in front of you. He avoided your gaze, staring into the distance behind you, but when you cupped the sides of his face, he was forced to look at you.

-

“Wha-” he started, but you cut him off by pressing your lips to his for the very first time. It caught Kangmin off-guard, but he closed his eyes. His lips were cold from the chilly, night air, but somehow it felt refreshing. When you pulled away, his fingers shakily touched his lips. You’d never seen him this red before, and it made you blush a little.

When you got off the ride and headed towards the gates to leave, you asked Kangmin what he thought of the Ferris Wheel.

“It was scary but...” he trailed off, remembering your first kiss that happened only a few minutes ago.

You held his hand and tightly squeezed it as you reached the gates, leaving the amusement park. Hopefully, you would be able to come back again soon.

[nekomura-tsukiyo]

VERIVERY hugs

Dongheon

❥ Hugs you all the time because he's clingy

❥ Feeling happy? Hugs to congratulate you. In a bad mood? Comfort hugs.

❥ Really tight hugs, so tight that you may feel hot or suffocating lol

❥ But feels like a large teddy plush toy so you definitely love it

Hoyoung

❥ Shy baby doesn't hug much

❥ Gets hugs more than giving hugs

❥ But will definitely return hugs once received

❥ Probably the type to pinch your cheeks afterwards if you hug for fun

Minchan

❥ Best hugger

❥ Gives the warmest and sweetest hugs

❥ Might not hug you too much normally but if he detects any slight negative emotions from you? Not gonna let you go

❥ Comes along with light kisses on cheeks and some head carressing

Gyehyeon

❥ Also receives hugs more than giving ones bc he tsundere

❥ Groans whenever you hug him for fun but secretly likes it

❥ Sometimes push you way bc tsundere (first hand experience by Kangmin)

❥ But if you're hugging for emotional comfort he'd definitely hug you as if you're the whole universe

Yeonho

❥ Clingy 2.0

❥ Probably bites you while hugging

❥ If he doesn't bite then he's probably playing with your cheeks or hair

❥ Very comfy so even if he's biting you you can still fall asleep in his arms

Yongseung

❥ Another shy baby who receives hugs more than giving them

❥ (Veri)very soft so you like pinching him while hugging

❥ And he lets you while smiling endearingly

❥ Pats you like patting a kitten

Kangmin

❥ The most aggressive hugger, can give Dongheon a run for money

❥ Very passionate hugs with a lot of kisses

❥ Still very passionate hugs when you're feeling down but he'd tone down the kissing during those times bc he wants to make sure you feel better first

❥ Likes you carressing his hair when you're in a good mood

[9h4mn]

when i was in love | verivery

➞ verivery x ex! reader

➞ angst, post break-up

➞ love, it was a fleeting moment where they could feel a sense of belongingness. how does verivery cope up with the fact you are gone?

dongheon: he is tired and perhaps that is an understatement. taking up law school when it isn't even your dream can easily tire out a person after all. he was a filial son, never the one to disobey his parents.

all those expectations makes it understandable that there are days he'd be very burnt out. he supposes coming home to you can make him remember that by the end of the day there was something that makes him know that it was worth it

"i'm home!" he calls but silence is all he receives. ah, thats right you're not there. for someone who knows he should never be wrong how is it that he can't remember you're already gone?

hoyoung: holding on to the memories wasn't a rational thing when he isn't exactly over you but hoyoung didn't want to be rational. he's heart broken, the poor boy didn't need to be rational.

if he had done things differently, would you still be in his arms? he keeps on thinking of the what ifs and everything that might have made you stay.

for a teacher he was being foolish and it didn't help that the children couldn't read the room. they keep on asking about you and he couldn't bring himself to tell his students that he can no longer marry you.

minchan: the day of your break up should have been the day he realized that everything was over but it took him so the long that when you gave him your wedding invitation, it was there the truth finally sunk in.

you could say that he's a masochist when he decided to go to your wedding. you were dazzling in your wedding dress and he could clearly see the love between you and your soon-to-be husband. had you give him that smile on the last days of your relationship?

minchan is truly happy for you, however, he can't help but think that he should have been the man in front of you in that altar.

gyeheon: before his career took off, gyeheon used to sing in cafes. that was how he met you. when everyone was telling him that he's stupid to pursue such dreams, you were there to support him.

messages left on read, missed calls, and an empty apartment. it was as if you never existed but that wasn't the case. you had became the unreachable which was what you feared gyeheon would become once he debuts.

now that he's a popular solo artist who is praised for his vocals and has his face plastered everywhere perhaps by dedicating all his songs to you, he could reach you one last time.

yeonho: some could say that he is a fool for buying flowers, that he is a fool for having a schedule just to visit you but he isn't having any of that. all their words just falls on deaf ears.

he knows that by now he should have moved on already. this was unhealthy for the both you. he should let you go now so that the both of you could continue on without any guilt or regrets. but knowing is different from doing.

yeonho can't bring himself to forget you, he loved you — no, he still loves you and thinks of you — which is why without fail, he always makes sure there are fresh flowers on your grave.

yongseung: he's a brilliant researcher recognized by the academy and it was an achievement by itself, after all the academy has standards hard to reach. he has his future ready and steady and yet he feels as if its all too underwhelming.

he tries to remind himself that this was what he wanted. you were a temporary distraction, a momentary muse. its his research that needs all of his attention. being a genius recognized by the academy and then the world is what he wanted. but he knows that this isn't the case.

yongseung thinks he's selfish for wanting you back in his life and so he buries himself in his research in hopes of forgetting you.

kangmin: everyone gets their heart broken — kangmin knows that and yet he went around with the belief that maybe he's lucky and things won't change. it was there that made everything even more painful.

when you told him that you love him, did you mean it? or was it a deliberate plan made to break his heart? why? why? WHY? he doesn't understand why you can end your relationship that easily.

seeing you with your new boyfriend makes kangmin think that maybe your love for him wasn't even there in the first place.

©9h4mn | all contents belong to me. do not modify or repost.

[babysubinnie]

24 hours // hong minchan

☝️✌️ pairing:: hong minchan  x reader ☝️✌️ genre:: angst?  ☝️✌️ summary:: fuckboy!minchan is known for breaking hearts, but everyday, he stops by your locker, stopping your heart, and of course, the girls of the school hate you for it. 

b/f/n = best friends name 

a/n:: warning this might end up being a whole ass story,, i’m probably just going to make it into two parts 

part two

——————————————————————————

every single day, i would see hong minchan walk down the hallway with his head held up high with confidence while every girl gawked over him. but everyday, i was leaned up against my locker checking him out too. but the thing is, when i checked him out everyday, he checked me out too. i didn’t gawk over him like the other girls, but i was still hot for him. 

“you check him out everyday, but when he tries to do you, you say no. what’s up with that?” my best friend rolled her eyes closing her locker before scoffing at me. i pushed her away and she laughed while minchan and his friends walked past. i stayed leaned up against the locker then she came back to lean next to me on the locker. 

“hi gorgeous, you ready for me to hit on you again today?” minchan came up to me putting his arm around my waist pushing me against the wall. he then leaned his forehead onto mine with our lips barely touching. 

“real cute hong minchan.” i rolled my eyes laughing pushing him off. he didn’t let go of me pulling me with him. every single girl was glaring at the two of us so i decided to tease all of them. when he pulled me with him, he turned me to put me against the lockers. i smirked throwing my arms around his shoulders, then leaned closer to him so that my lips were next to his cheek. 

“you flirting with me in front of these girls, and we all know i’m going to be slammed and punched by all of them baby.” i smirked into his ear and he put his head next to mine cheek to cheek with his lips next to my ear.

“dont worry baby, you know i can protect you.” he turned his head to kiss my cheek then walked off with his friends turning back to wink at me. i rolled my eyes before grabbing b/f/n’s hand. 

“let’s go to class. we’re gonna get ripped apart if we stay here any longer.” i smirked at the girl that seemed like she had it all. she always pretended that she was minchan’s girlfriend even if minchan came up to me with his shenanigans everyday. she wanted to bully me but i wasn’t weak to stay quiet about.

at lunch, i knew i was in for a beating, but for some reason it didn’t feel like it was going to be a normal one. when i sat down at one of the tables, all the girls came up to me slamming their lunch trays on the table. 

“stay away from minchan. he’s mine.” she scoffed and lifted her tray, her food pouring onto the top of my head. i stood up with the food now dripping down my whole body. i wiped it out of my eyes and flicked it off my hands. 

“are you fucking insane?” i scoffed and ran out of the cafeteria, of course who was standing outside doing god knows what? minchan and all his friends. b/f/n didn’t follow me out but i’m glad she didn’t. minchan grabbed my wrist turning to face him. 

“what happened y/n?” he picked out food from my shoulder and i pushed his hand off my shoulder. i ran off into the change rooms and opened my locker taking my shirt off, then washing it under the sink. the bell rang while i was cleaning my hair. it’s fine, i’ll just skip class.

“can i help?” i looked into the mirror to make eye contact with minchan. i rolled my eyes sticking my head under the sink washing my hair. i finished washing my hair then i turned around to look at him. i was standing in my bra with minchan behind me. 

“no but thank you minchan.” i shook my head and he came up to me putting his arm around my waist. i pushed him off walking over to the hand dryer to dry my hair. i tried to dry my hair but it wasn’t working. minchan walked over to my locker grabbing a towel then walked over to me putting the towel over my head drying my hair. he covered my face with the towel to dry the front of my hair, then pulled it so that i saw his face instead of the towel. 

“go out with me.” he smiled sweetly then i laughed looking down at my hands. i shook my head then he lifted my chin with his finger. i rolled my eyes and scoffing. obviously i wanted to date him but he was the fuckboy of the school, we all know how this is going to end.

“give me 24 hours to change your mind.” 

[alsoimjaebum]

Verivery Scenario: Yoo Kangmin

Summary: you and Kangmin have been dating for some time and you've never seen his jealous side, but this time you got the chance and he's just so cute

Word count: 500 (short)

Warnings: none, very healthy relationship

Gender neutral scenario ^^

A/n: hope you like this one, I did my best to put Kangmin's main characteristics and I hope you guys like it.

--------------------------------------------------

Kangmin wasn't usually the type of person to get jealous, you could tell that by the way he looked at your interactions with the members or even your friends. He was usually an angel and would always consider your happiness before anything else, so even if he felt a little jealous, he'd brush off that feeling and quickly change his thoughts.

Althought he had that in mind, on that particular day, your interactions with the members were a little too much for him. He got pissed off not only with them asking you to do that, but also with you touching their cheeks.

You knew Kangmin was going through some harsh stuff, school and carreer problems, and his train of thought was definately changed. So on that day, he was zoning out on the corner of the practice room, looking at nothing and thinking, when he saw that the members asked you to tell them who had the most hidrated skin and you went touching and caressing their face.

Kangmin frowned and narrowed his eyes, already altered. He went to you and grabbed your wrist, making you look at him.

-Hm..? - you asked, without understanding.

-You... - he started off, but cut himself - uhm... I'm sorry, but what are you doing? - you smiled at him and looked at the members.

-Oh... I am checking who gets the best skincare here, but it's a tough question, because all of you take good care of your skin.

-Can you... - he paused, looking at the ceiling - come with me for a second?

-Sure... you need something?

-Yeah... - he answered and moved, both of you going out of the room and leaving some confused members behind.

Kangmin made sure to look around when you two left and sighed, turning his glance on your expectating eyes.

-What is it? - you asked, curious

-Ahn... - he stutered, turning a bit red - I just... wanted to spend some time with you... - he said and brushed the back of his neck awkwardly.

-Eyy, I doubt that... - you said, moving your hands in denial - what is it?

-I don't know actually... i just didn't like it.

-What?

-You touching their faces. Why do you need to do it? Can't they check their skins themselves, because I do this - he confessed, his rhythm getting faster as he stated more arguments, but your laugh awakened him - what is so funny? - he asked, his serious face suddenly softening and bringing his usual smile.

-You're so cute...

-Why so suddenly? - he asked confused, but following your smile.

-I guess that's... what people call jealousy.

-Oh... is that it?

-Ohh Yeah. I guess you did get jealous - you joked, giving his arm a poke while he flinched and beamed, slightly embarassed.

-I'm sorry... - he apologized flushed.

-It's okay, actually you can be a lot cute like this.

-I don't think so. It's ugly to disrespect your freedom.

-Hey, it's true we gotta have some freedom, but when it bothers one of us, then we need to talk about it. You did nothing wrong - you stated, carresing his cheeks - besides, I didn't want to tell them this, but your skin is the best, my baby face!

You both laughed and smiled at each other.

-You know... I love you.

-Hm? Say that again - you asked, pretending you didn't listen it.

-I l-o-v-e y-o-u - he said giving a lot of space among the letters.

-I love you too, you pabo.

[skzchuu-blog]

choi hayoung ➛ wilted rose

word count: 720 words

point of view: third person

genre: angst

group: TRCNG

member: Choi Hayoung, Lee Hakmin

pairing: Choi Hayoung X reader

storyline:  In which (y/n) ends her and Hayoung’s relationship realizing how toxic it was

“At that moment, we both realized that the opposite word for love isn’t hate or dislike. The opposite word for love is I loved you. It’s the past tense.” - I Need Romance 2012

a/n: This is my first TRCNG imagine cause we need content for the best boys in the world. Im reposting this so this is probably bad since its from like summer idk.

    It wasn’t just the fact that they had fallen out of love, it was the fact that they hated each other. They couldn’t look each other in the eye passionately anymore. They thought if they just took a small break, all would good, they would come back and they would love each other again. That didn’t happen. In fact it made it worse. They fought even more after the fact. The relationship was going no where at this rate. The love that was a fully blossomed flower, with water and sunlight feeding it as much as possible, equal effort between the two to keep it alive, had developed into a wilted rose, nothing to keep it living, only little things to keep it there. Light memories and little gifts they had given to each other, but those gifts were becoming cluttered space and those memories were making them wish for amnesia. 

   It all started when Hayoung became jealous over (y/n)’s bestfriend once again. Again, again, again, and again. What was so haerstand? Her and Hakmin were and are just friends. Nothing more, nothing less. Hayoung was and is her boyfriend. Nothing more, nothing less. For now at least. “Why do you spend more time with him than me?” “What does he have that I don’t?” He repeatedly asked. Booming over the fact she went on a simple date to a cafe with him, as friends, and only as friends. Not only was he overly jealous, he was overly distant, they both were. They rarely contacted eachother, they rarely touched eachother, they rarely had non-toxic conversation. They had always avoided each other in public, too shy to make any sort of contact. That was until the reason changed. They were ashamed of each other now, mutually they didn’t want to be seen together. Why would they want to be seen with someone who didn’t make them happy? They didnect, nor did they ever open up to eachother. Even if they did ever talk to each other, they had nothing in common. It was almost as if they got together just to say they had a girlfriend or boyfriend. They never wanted each other, there was no way they did. They couldn’t open up their feelings to each other, they were too different and worried about different things. The two wanted different things in life. 

    After a long day at work and a long phone discussion with Hakmin about her boyfriend, (y/n) realized the truth about their relationship and realized how toxic it really was. It was time to break up with Hayoung, wasn’t it?

    She made plans to meet up the boy she was saying the next he invited him to a local coffee shop. ‘Do you want to meet up tommorow?’ She texted him casually. He simply sent a thumbs up emojo of which ignored. 'let’s meet at the coffee shop around the corner of your house at 10 am tomorrow. She choose a place close for convenience and scheduled it before his normal plans started. 

    He showed up late but at least he was even there. The two waited in silence for a while looking out the window next to them, sipping on their coffee. (Y/n) took a deep breath, cutting to the chase. “We should break up.” She told him boldly. He looked up at her, half in shock, half in understanding. He hid his emotions simply nodding. She wanted to just leave it there but she would feel bad doing so. “I loved you.” She adds. That only hurt him more. Hayoung must have hated her much less than she hated him. It hurt him. He didn’t expect it to hurt. 

    He dragged himself home that day, trying not to cry in the streets. There was no one around, it wouldn’t hurt to let out a few tears. Though, he refused. He knew their relationship was toxic, everyone could see that but he didn’t want it to end like this. He was sure he could change, in fact, he was sure they both could. They could love each other again with no limits. He knew that but he also knew that wouldn’t happen. The were done. They were over. They weren’t in love. They didn’t hate eachother. They loved eachother. It’s past tense.

[babysubinnie]

24 hours pt. 2 // hong minchan

☝️✌️ pairing:: hong minchan  x reader ☝️✌️ genre:: angst, fluff, VERY emotional ☝️✌️ summary:: fuckboy!minchan is known for breaking hearts, but everyday, he stops by your locker, stopping your heart, and of course, the girls of the school hate you for it.

part 1

a/n:: this is kinda long but i’m kinda in love with this part 2?? 

——————————————————————————

“go out with me.” he smiled sweetly then i laughed looking down at my hands. i shook my head then he lifted my chin with his finger. i rolled my eyes and scoffing. obviously i wanted to date him but he was the fuckboy of the school, we all know how this is going to end.

“give me 24 hours to change your mind.” he lifted my chin to look me in the eye. i pushed him off me shaking my head before snatching the towel out of his hand then walked over to my locker. i scoffed annoyingly before opening my locker putting the towel through my hair again. 

he walked over to me while i put my shirt back on. i sprayed perfume into the air walking through it, then minchan took it and sprayed his wrist putting his wrists together. i laughed at how adorable he was then asking him what he was doing. 

“you’ll see.” he shrugged walking over to the other side of me grabbing my arm again. i rolled my eyes pushing him off again, then laughed when he started whining. 

“come on y/n. 24 hours with me. please.” he pulled my arm pouting. i laughed pulling him by his collar taking him inches away from my face. 

“your 24 hours start now. if you fuck it up, i swear to god minchan. i will hurt you.” i smirked letting him go and closed my locker walking in the direction out of the change room with him following close. 

“you know that only made me want you more.” he said before i opened the door. i turned to make eye contact with him, so i winked at him then pushed the door open. i knew what that did to him. i walked out into the hallway minchan following me. i walked over to b/f/n so that i could ask her where she was. 

“minchan told me not to go. he dragged the back of my shirt telling me to get lost. trust me i wanted to help you, i even followed you to the bathroom but he told me that he was going to do it.” she pouted rolling her eyes. i laughed pulling her into a hug telling her that it was okay. 

 after we hugged for a while, there were a whole bunch of giggles, and b/f/n told me to turn around to look. the girls were all clinging onto minchan, but once they grabbed his hands, and i saw that they noticed he was wearing a girl’s perfume. 

“did you change your cologne?” they all squealed and minchan pushed them off putting his hands into his pockets. he smirked at me then looked at one of the girls. 

“no. it’s my girl’s perfume.” he smirked and leaned in close to that girl’s ear before speaking the next sentence. i laughed rolling my eyes. i got caught off guard when b/f/n took my wrist smelling my perfume. she then gasped as loud as possible and i laughed. 

“is that your perfume?” she gasped again and i nodded. i looked back over at minchan and he may have looked like he was whispering, but he didn’t say it so quietly. 

“yes i have a girlfriend, but she’s. not. you.” he smirked standing up proudly while i just snickered at how anything he said was fascinating to them.

“you have a girlfriend?” they all screamed shocked. he laughed walking over to me putting his arm around my waist turning me to look at him. i shook my head at him. 

“i swear to god minchan. don’t you dare-” i rolled my eyes which then he cut me off smirking. he then put his hand on my cheek lifting my chin so he could look me in the eye without me rolling my eyes. 

“wait, y/n is your girl? bullshit.” one of the girls laughed and peeled us away from each other. she threw her arms around his shoulders giggling then sticking her lips onto his. i scoffed when he started kissing back. 24 hours? he didn’t need it. he just needed half an hour to prove my point. i left the school grabbing b/f/n’s hand dragging her out. 

“aren’t you going to do something? he’s your boyfriend.” i laughed at her comment as she followed me out. i snorted before pulling her around the corner, then turned to face her. 

“i may want him as badly as the entire world does, but the minute he started paying attention to me, i fell into the stupid fucking trap. we all knew that i would be played. minchan never liked me.” i was about to go on an even longer rant, but i didn’t. i stopped in the middle rolling my eyes. i heard footsteps behind me and turned around to see who it was. 

“who said i never liked you? i’m in love with you. is that enough emotion for you?” minchan walked up to me with his hands in his pockets, he was a fine ass man. i took a deep breath looking away from him laughing at his stupid comment. 

“is it that hard to believe that i can love you?” he looked down then up into my eyes. i turned around to see if b/f/n was still there and she was already sprinting down the hallway away from us. he grabbed my hands so that i would look over at him, but i couldn’t. i flicked his hands off mine rolling my eyes. 

“yes. okay? it is. it’s so fucking hard to believe that i can’t even think straight because it’s such an insane thought. minchan look, i believed you and i was going to give you 24 hours. but the fact that you broke my trust by kissing that girl in less than half an hour of the 24 hours, that’s why it’s such an insane statement.” i raised my voice taking a deep breath after a finished my sentence. now i was pissed off, all that screaming was what pissed me off. 

“y/n, what can i do? please.” he bit his lip rubbing the back of his neck. i looked down with my fist tightening, i wanted to say something so i’m going to.

“what can you do? minchan, out of all the girls that obsess over you, i didn’t want to be one of your fans. i wanted to be the girl that got to make all the girls leave with just a glare. chan, i wanted to be the girl that would scare everyone because my boyfriend is hong minchan.” tears came flowing into my eyes while he shook his head putting his hands on my cheeks shaking his head with tears filling his eyes. 

“you still can. let me protect you, let me be the one to obsess over you. please. let me make it up to you.” it was like a scene from a movie. all it was missing was rain. i laughed wiping the tears from his face, then told him that i would think about it. he rolled his eyes which only let out more tears.

“no, i’m not letting you think about it. i’m taking you on a date right now. let’s go you annoying girl. come on.” he let go of me and walked towards the door. i turned around slowly rolling my eyes then crossed my arms. i shook my head. 

“if you don’t get your pretty ass over here, i will pick you up and carry you there.” he returned the cuteness by stomping his feet on the ground. i smiled at him then laughed putting my arms out telling him to come over to pick me up. he shook his head, then i pouted before he laughed running over to me picking me up bridal style. 

“you’re so cute, y/n.”  he kissed my cheek before walking out of the school.

“i know.”