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hey. pspsps. for whenever u need it. hands u a Talk About Yuor Beasts ticket for azrael and kenix. disappears into my shrub again. woe

HELLOOOO HAI. I FINALLY WROTE THIS HOLY SHIT. just to prepare you people, this thing is going to get LONG. EXTRA LONG COMPARED TO MY USUAL OC RANTPOSTS. 57 paragraphs and about ~7000 words. Yeag ^_^ read at your own risk and if you have a Lot Of Free Time Alrightsies? And also if you want to hear about fucked up and doomed little queer guys! I had tried to cover everything about azranix in here so let's goooo !!!

okay so first of all i will Definitely be reusing some of the old info i have already said about them before because Yeag ^_^ it is definitely needed for context for all the other people that have been following my blog and never read my previous rant posts. And those who just Never Saw Said Oc Posts dhehdsh just so this all would make some sense

and God. i've had kenix and azrael for abouttttt 2+ years by now i think ? ? and their story have changed a lot but GOD they still have such a grip on my soul.,,, cannot think about them without being Plagued very intensely and extremely and severely. they were this one Thing but then their dynamic and relationship evolved and so did they as people and it makes me So Sick of them soemtimes i swearrrr.. . .

so to start off! yeah the already known thing is that they're part of the seven deadly sins order of characters but to make it easier i'll just call them either sins crew or seven sinners. For my own Convenience. The concept of the sins crew is that they are mirroring the main original timeline cast. While the main cast is blessed by the divine in the name of keeping peace of their perspective duties. the sins crew Unfortunately did not get such treatment. To be part of the sins crew is to be abandoned by the gods above Basically. which is exactly their fate! they have curses and not blessings and. to make it short that's just how they have been punished for even having desires! Quite Unfair,, , ,

each of them have their own perspective sins and here, azrael and kenix have envy and lust as their assigned sins respectively. each of their actions that lead to this point are represented by said sins ofcourse but in their own ways (so No not That kind of lust for kenix i know please do not) i think i have explained all the needed context before i get to both of them on their own and then together ^_^ firstly i'll explain azrael because Yeag.

azrael is kind of. Complicated to say the least. a living weapon of some sorts! grown up in a hostile environment where the sole goal was To Win. there was little importance in personal happiness because it was all either to kill or to be killed. and he just grew tired of it yk? his hands only knew the warmth of blood and not the warmth of an another person. A dull and terrified view on life. He could only yearn to know how it is like to live normally without having to worry about being someone's next target.

and then there was someome who knew such happiness. a nameless girl, so full of life. just like him, she had no name from birth. Only a serial number. But yet. She was someone that had no worries like he did. Someone who Had So Much. stood right next to azrael. It felt unreal. Like a dream! A false scenario because surely! Surely that kind of bliss wasn't possible in his world! and yet. Yet. someone knew that feeling that he wished to knew the warmth of himself. Was right in front of his eyes. But he also was envious of her to some degree deep down. envious that she had what he yearned for his entire life while working with these bunch of assassin-esque people. but also!

it is very very safe to say that she meant Everything to him. Like how could she not? her attitude changed his worldview on such a fundamental level that azrael was. Fully convinced that he wouldn't be able to exist without the bright colors she intergrated into his life. spending all of his time with her. her happiness and optimisim was everything he needed. It (the whole relationship) wasn't even exactly anything to Her. like both of them very much saw each other as friends! but azrael meant something different by friends Me Thinks,, , , more like a person that he committed himself to.

"oh you are my friend and i am yours? okay then you have my devotion now. We are Friends and More Than Friends at the same time now :)" like they had something Very Intense and at the same time so one-sided. which is Unfortunate for azrael because! Wow my dude you trusted someone So Much you have let your guard down! Bad Choice my guy! because now it wasn't azrael who was the target. It was her. the nameless has been seen with him so many times that she was in danger because of him. and since he has let his guard down it led to. You know. Her death eventually happening.

the loss of the nameless girl not only broke azrael but changed his worldview once again. Because now he wasn't just apathetic to the entire world around him like he used to be before she appeared in his life, but he despised everything about the world. he was so jealous because now seemingly everyone had everything he had ever wanted! that source of happiness! something he had just mere moments ago! the warmth of blood on his hands coming back to haunt him!

It felt nauseating to see others have that joy. and in a series of overthinking it all, he came to the conclusion that. The others surrounding him have decided to keep happiness a secret from azrael. they were all on it. They knew what they were doing when she died. it is like they have purposefully taken the girl whom meant the world to azrael away from him! but of course how could he not see the truth that was displayed in front of his him this whole time!

coming to that conclusion utterly broke everything azrael knew and built it all anew. His envy was ever so clear to see. he knew that the people surrounding him wanted him to keep being envious of their joy. And so he just decided to ruin it all for them! after all. how come they get to have such happy moments while he has to be left behind in the dark, destroying his youth away for this constant cycle of death to keep going in circles on and on? it felt so utterly unfair to him. There was no use to continue doing what he always did when there wasn't a reason to keep doing it from the start besides living. and how could he live now without the person he treasured by his side?

in the end, his envy of others spiraled into a huge breakdown and caused him to go on a rampage. there were no exact names as his targets, only what his heart and shattered mind told him was the target. and that whole ordeal lead to quite a lot of deaths. ranging from people who at least were azrael's enemies from the past to some degree to innocent bystanders of the world who didn't know that azrael even existed

he found weird comfort in their deaths. Like "wow. i have finally gave in and destroyed what only worsened my misery and envy.. .," he kind of just, , did not feel sorry at all for the murders. even relishing in them in a ?. ? Way. but it all came back to stab him in the back. And Quite Literally too! that is what lead to his death and now his current state. being cursed and with the sin of envy being forever carved into him as a person, his jealously turned into pure venom. like Actually. he has venom running through his body, created from the purest desire for happiness. A man now destined to roam afterlife, forever seen as the pure embodiment of Consequences

so spiteful. so hateful at his very core. although he may be hiding it, but the Venom is present and is very obvious when you look closer into it! his only way to deal with this is to be distant from people. there is no reason to be conversing with the beings that once saw him as such a lowly being. azrael's way of thinking this through is just. Very confusing to say the least. he acted upon his desires but tries to rationalize them at the same time. trying to show that he doesn't care. No he doesn't care. . at least he is convinced so but Truly it is just ?.?? it is clampicated to describe for him. Or something

and now about kenix. Oh god This Dude Man. kenix is Incredibly Fuckjng Complicated as a person man. To start off, i will refer to him as his real name (Yi Dal) sometimes alright? kenix is Very Much a very deeply troubled guy that just represses such feelings. ever since he was born, he was in the dark. Metaphorically and kind of Literally?. since he was a child, he had the whole thing between him and his parents and just His family in general. which was Just Good Fucking Lord how much Inferior he felt to them. he was mostly, if not all the time, reduced to a "servant" for the family. which really contributed to him trying to seek value in himself through being useful to his family

obeying all the orders from his family? No questions asked, although it may hurt, he will at least get some attention. No matter positive or negative. he really just. didn't have a say in anything. for both of the parties, it is all just listening to what he is told to do. And his parents and siblings made that decision consciously. there was never any reason for him being neglected. not that kenix even knows of one! but it was like he was destined to be unacknowledged by them.

kenix was scared to take up space, because what if they find something to be angry about? Something to scold him for? Something to hit him for once again? he may be seeking attention but not in the form of being yelled at or having objects thrown at him. such treatment is still terrifying to him to this very day, a haunting memory at best. He genuinely felt like a little tiny being not deserving of attention with how obvious it was that his siblings were favored far more than him.his parents' treatment towards him made him think that he doesn't have the right to exist in this place without value or a purpose.

the neglect coming from his parents, the humiliation from his siblings. the embarrassment of being treated like a stranger whenever the family was in public. all of those factors reinforcing the idea that kenix is nothing of importance or relevance into his consciousness. kenix really just wanted to be free damnit.he yearned for it, he prayed for such salvation to come save him on a random day of his life but there was. No response as expected. he had never properly felt the warmth of the sun and freedom, only the cold air in his room at night. feels kind of suffocating in here, doesn't it? such a sheltered view on the world. It really is No wonder that kenix wished to escape this place. lacking social interaction and awareness of the outside world, , A shame, really

yi dal had been planning his escape from this god forsaken household for so So long, and he has finally been able to execute it when he was still a teen, about 17 years of age. An opportunity so perfect it truly felt unreal to him. An opportunity to finally feel the fresh air for himself forever and ever? you mean it you mean it you really mean it ?? <- deep down he was so Hopeful man. Man. the first time he was outside in nature by himself?? oh yeag. Yeag that felt like heaven that he himself couldn't believe in. feeling the grass beneath him, the light wind in his face, the chirping of the birds sitting on the trees. what else could he have possibly been missing out on? neither kenix or i know how he has survived about 16 years alone as a 17 years old guy with no social skills or concept of how the world really worked. he did make a fool out of himself but. He got the hang of it! Kind of! Normal social life was hard to get used to but!! ^_^

it truly was impossible for him to predict that at the age of 33, he would be found by his siblings and eventually tracked down, oblivious to what was planned for him. poor poor yi dal. only barely made to his early 30s and yet There It Is. Him laying on the floor, completely devoid of his ability to move his body. a small puddle of blood. Was it his blood? Was the blood of his brother he had manage to stab before being paralyzed? no reason to ponder that now, for he could only watch what was about to happen to him and. That was The Most amount of fear he had ever ever felt in his life. nothing could come close to how he felt when he saw his sister holding something in her hands, his brother following behind her. there were so so many things they could do. and it scared him on such a deep level that he didn't even know existed.

there he is now, a dead man walking and roaming the afterlife. the difference between him and azrael is that kenix acted upon his deepest desire only after he had been killed. the desire to avenge himself. to feel what it was like for his family. to be one of the higher-ups. To finally feel Superior. lusting for power in a way that breaks his morals (hence why this guy is assigned lust as his sin). a desire so strong it basically just Breaks Him Completely. In a way that leaves him so vulnerable that just. Makes him so easy to take advantage of. Disturbingly Too Easy. And that is exactly what fucking happens!!

"prometheus", or well, ephai is at fault here for that. no longer having a physical form, they saw a vessel so perfect in what was left of kenix. A soul that has been shattered into pieces since the start. Kind of. He needed just a little bit of a kick to fall over the edge and never come back to what he was. And they have seen it as an opportunity to prove the existence salvation to kenix. You Know. The guy that even fully gave up on religion and "salvation". And it worked of course it worked on kenix that Little Hopeless Thing— yeag. I could go on and on about kenix and prometheus but this is about azrael and kenix not these two's toxic relationship

prometheus is the key to kenix achieving his goals and in a moment of desperation. When he was offered a chance to avenge himself. To strike back at the people who degraded him the most. To feel in power. He didn't even hesitate to agree to the offer which lead to a little "contract" of some sort happening between them and that's just how kenix has been cursed. kind of like being oblivious to the fact that the salvation he was promised was a punishment in disguise. but it's not like he cares now.. . he has stolen fragments of powers from all kinds of divine beings, all for the sake of fulfilling his own wishes. trading his sanity for power. to the point of almost worshipping the one who has given him this opportunity and making ephai to be a divine entity

kenix himself though, is now more than just a god-like being. he is the flow of time himself. But Uh Oh! Bad News Motherfucker! You are Not Alone in this! because to keep existing like this, he had to take the body of an alternate timeline version of himself. Which just so happened to be the Yi Dal from the main cast's timeline. Who was already part of the main cast. And so essentially while taking over Ken's body, he had to replace him altogether unless they switch hosts. which kenix forbid to do because Good God he doesn't want ken to have anything Really. reasons that i'll get to later because Yeag ^_^ another problem is that prometheus is Also There with them. a third wheel or something so no you got 3 whole separate people in a singular body

so now kenix got himself stuck in a situation where he has to keep up a kind of play. Not pretending to be the version of himself he has replaced per se, but to always appear calm, continue to be soft-spoken and amicable with a formal attitude. because such etiquette and manners are what have enforced into his subconsciousness by his family while he was still living in that household. The manners that have been engraved into his mind by his own will. The facade of not caring about his surroundings. He destroyed his chances to live normally for the sake of his desire. so now kenix just has to pretend that everything is fine when really. Really. he never felt like a person, let alone an indepedent one. it is always him being the shadow of someone else and not seen as someone of his own. previously being the shadow of his siblings and now to be the shadow of ken because. Kenix is not perceived as his own self. Not that he has an identity really! But we will Also get to that later ^>^

now to finally talk about azranix together. their relationship had a pretty Rough start i'd say. Like it wasn't bad! But with azrael's decision to purposefully distance himself from others.., it was Hard for kenix to get closer to him without exactly going against his boundaries. Yes, he did pay attention to when he was getting far too close for azrael's comfort. for what reason did kenix even try to get closer to azrael? Well You See ^_^ he just wants to playfully mess with someone! No other reason! Just innocent little teasing that's all! but both of them have started to note. A lot of things about each other. with azrael's distrust, he was very wary of everything single move coming from kenix. And kenix well just. Tried to notice all the details there are about the person he pursued to know. pure curiosity if you could say that. to azrael there was always Something that was off about kenix and to kenix there was always Something about azrael that peaked his interest.

at the start with how used azrael was with seeing people as some sort of assholes trying to ridicule him, he looked at kenix with a bit of disdain. What if he was also one of such people? Why would he try to seek azrael out of all people? There is that sense of cautiousness that haunted him and his actions. and kenix ultimately decided to become a non-threat in azrael's eyes. otherwise how could he get such an interesting and peculiar person to trust him? to lose on such a great opportunity? no! he had to do it. He Had To. (no no it's not for any particular reason you see, it is just. .)

with every single encounter they have had, azrael just kind of like. Questioned everything about this guy! What Is His Problem! Why Is He Trying To Pry On Me! and so on. and with enough amount of times of them meeting each other in various places, azrael just went "fuck it, i'll try to get the answers to my questions straight from him" and such thinking led him to the Confrontation part. with his frustration present, he really just could not wrap his head around the fact that someone wants to know more about Him. that someone would even find Him interesting. he is trying so hard to avoid such relationships for the sake of himself and. Others to some degree. That an idea that someone once again would want to be a companion to him is just a Bizarre Concept. and kenix answered his questions, albeit not exactly. only a smile and "Wouldn't you want a friend yourself, in this place?"

which is exactly what was needed to crack azrael's front, even just a tiny bit. perhaps kenix was right. this place was Lonely. So Incredibly Lonely. maybe even reminiscent of azrael's past. and that made him realize just how much worse the situation was. to finally be aware of he had to stay here like this for hundreds of years, if not thousands. If not for all eternity. Destined to slowly disappear into thin air. with a few other people who are just like you by your side. a reminder that everything that could've saved you has Abandoned You. Even the divine above have abandoned you. A reminder that there is no one. And nothing. that is coming to save them. He is Alone. And Will Be Alone. his decision to distance from his only source of human interaction has always been a self-fulfilling prophecy of him swallowing his own venom. denying himself everything out of envy and hatred that is wallowing inside him. like a serpent on his shoulder. azrael is just a self-fulfilling prophecy of self-destructive at times that it is like Hey Dude. Please Don't Continue To Do That.

realizing just how fucked up everything in this situation is possibly may have made him just a tinyyy bit Desperate. more willing to finally open up to others a little. more accepting of letting people into his life. It is so fascinating that a single question from kenix is what managed to change his mind. azrael letting his guard down after so long! truly a miracle that we Cannot tell the aftermath of. and thus azrael has started to seek kenix out on purpose while still noting more things about him. Trying to figure him out like what kenix has been doing this whole time, you know? if kenix gets to pry on his life, then azrael might as well just do the same

it was a slow, slow way of actually getting to know each other at a deeper level because kenix. Like always. has tried to keep his past and his general life a secret. A mystery of some sorts. he wasn't really an enigma, azrael just. Never could figure out things about his family, his past life and what else has brought him here like the rest of the sinners. there were always moments about his story that he always left out on purpose. he never went into detailing anything he explained about himself. giving azrael only (mostly) surface level bits of information about himself. and azrael well, did much the same because he still felt that kenix shouldn't be trusted fully.

despite all that, azrael and kenix did manage to start bonding more! they both learned more about each other's story and felt. Sympathy for each other's struggles. as well as bonding over facing the same Horrors™ each day and they just had to learn to get through it together. To survive the troubles with each other by their side. learning more about each other through such dangerous encounters with the unknown things unable to be communicated with. having to find comfort in each other's presence if you understand what i'm trying to convey here. which then evolves into far more intimate moments being shared between them both where one helps the other with his problems and their opinions of each other turning into "ohh so we are one of the same to some degree. then i'll trust you more because i have seen you struggle with the same problems i have in the same way i do"

with the circumstances they were in, they got attached to each other's company Pretty Easily. considering how both of them severely lacked such companionship in their lives. it was a change of pace for the both of them For Sure. after years and years of being together, the trust they built in their relationship was Incomparable to anything else to be honest. they knew each other so so So long that it is now like both of them wouldn't be able to get anywhere without each other. they both had their own reasons for pursuing each other in this sense in specific but for kenix. it always was a desperate attempt for find someone to be there for him covered up as curiousity. kenix has always and Always followed orders his entire life, at first from his family now to listening to whatever prometheus whispers in his mind. his decisions always had this underlying tone of not being by free will. he does what he is told to do.

But trusting azrael and trying his best to be a trustworthy person in his eyes is the first decision that kenix has done by himself. It was his own free will which wanted to befriend azrael in specific. clinging onto him, knowing that azrael could be the one person to understand his troubles. kenix is very much aware of his fate being abruptly ended at some point and he knows that it will come soon. It is only a matter of time. following the orders of prometheus is the only way he can buy himself time to survive. Because he Needs to.

He must persist and keep living. he grasped at the concept of him being allowed to live only if he brings value to others for this long that. he just couldn't bear the thought of becoming Nothing if he wasn't anything of such value. seeking attention and validation through all means possible. all of his terrific actions had no reason other than desperation for recognition behind them. A villain who seemed to be enjoying all of this has only done this for the sake of surviving an another day.

Yet. every time kenix wanted to actually open up to azrael, it turns into a blockage in his throat. Unable to speak up, becoming a voiceless being of some sorts., , the reason being the fear of rejection in his soul. Kenix had to grasp at anything that would've given him a purpose. being prometheus's vessel was exactly done out of that desperation he wasn't even aware of. without the facade, kenix is No One. there is No One behind his carefully curated formal facade. Nothing but an incoherent mess. kenix lacks an identity. But the lack of it, then, is his identity: nothingness, absolute null. All of his emotions and feelings have always been repressed and they continue to be repressed even now. So no matter how hard he tries to differentiate himself from others, he'll end up being someone unintentionally because there is No Originality in him. And that is exactly how there is nothing about his real "self" that he thinks people would want to stay for.

with how much kenix has been repressing his emotions, discarding them and thinking of them as "fake" because he thinks that anything he felt emotionally is a lie. Because he built his whole self on a lie. A lie that he wanted this. he has now managed to lie to himself. thinking that the affection and love he holds for azrael is not real. That their bond is not real. That if he tried to show what he has been hiding behind his front for years, he would drive azrael away from him. When their relationship very much is real! kenix has no idea how to tell what was true and what was fake in him apart, so he just decided to think that everything he feels is a lie

yet. The repressed feelings, the suppressed emotions. They're all still there. Forming an incoherent mess inside of his mind and body. but even then without that mass of emotions, there is nothing else about kenix that is distinct. pure nothingness. and it Truly Scares him to even think of a scenario where azrael finds out what hollow husk of a man kenix is beneath his facade. The fear that azrael would be disgusted. That he would see him as a lowly creature. so kenix can never be truly honest about himself with azrael out of fear that the only person who understood him will leave. he tries to be so careful when talking to azrael lest he would let something about him slip. he can't just lose someone him, no.

but azrael is patient with him, he always has been. he shall wait all the needed time until kenix finally gathers the courage. he may not know what kenix has been meaning to tell him this entire time, but he can see his attempts ever so clearly. kenix is trying his best and azrael wants to make sure that kenix knows that it's alright. azrael may not be an overly kind and positive person but. If it means that someone who needs to be reassured will hear it. Well then. . . yet kenix could never be able to wrap his head around how that could be true. because of how much he was used to the lie he convinced himself with. he has told himself the same thing over and over again so many times that finally being told the opposite truth is just Shocking to him. the fact that someone doesn't want him for his value but for who he is a person

to bring back a previous point, kenix's problem with ken too, is just how much ken makes kenix realize that he is the extra one of the two. Ken had a normal life, he had a normal family, he had everything, ken had it all !. and kenix had nothing to himself. All of it - stolen. it is not even his own physical body, but the body of the original. he is perceived as someone else, he is not distinct from that someone at all in the eyes of others. despite all of his attempts to show himself as an independent person, he will forever be considered. A shadow of someone else. a shadow of the original and it pains him. and now azrael and the other sinners are the only people to ever treat kenix like a person. not like he is somebody else. But his own self. And he couldn't be more grateful that they do. That Azrael Does.

yet he can't be honest. No. No that would destroy everything he has built. everything he has worked for. but the desire. The wish to stay true to the only person he ever would consider being honest with. it has only grown stronger. The reason why he hasn't managed to tell azrael anything is solely because kenix simply felt like it wasn't the time. it will never be the time. so his one and only option was to finally tell azrael his real name. Yi Dal. although it doesn't seem like much, azrael understood the importance of this to kenix. from connecting the pieces of kenix's past story from everything he has ever told him, he could figure out that kenix only has bad associations with his real name regarding his past.

maybe. Just maybe. he could change his view on his real name, the same way kenix changed his view on his surroundings. To become the positive association that is worth remembering whenever kenix is referred by his real name. To be that something to look back at fondly.

And then the Creature™ phases come around with each of them turning into some sorts of fucken beasts ^_^. the cursed forms that in all shapes and forms represent their desires and their inner selves. for each sinner and other curse bearers, these forms are different. but for azrael and kenix.

azrael's form is completely unable to speak in full sentences. it barely speaks Actually. seeming to be straight-forward but it only just shows how azrael was not able to speak out what he thought. he was all action and no talk. which is exactly how his rampage started. he only came to conclusions from so much overthinking and hasn't tried to communicate with anyone. he just thought ot everyone as a traitor and shallow people. it really highlighted just how much he trusted his jealousy and envy rather than confirming things for himself

yet the creature seemed. More over fine with kenix's presence. Like he wasn't just a little friendly being to him! he still lashed out and acted irrationally because this form reflected on azrael's loses and overthinking that jumps straight into conclusions! but he still acted less aggressive with kenix. he didn't need to overthink his actions because of the trust he has in kenix. a bond that was stronger than the envy whispering all sorts of things into his ears. He Knows that he doesn't have to doubt him. yet he is Stuck in this box. a labyrinth of constant hesitation to Trust not only others but himself too. he wishes to free himself from such shackles but it is hard. it has always been hard to let go and change his mindset when it always was his only defense mechanism from being hurt. all of these struggles shaping themselves as a scorpion, a serpent, a venomous creature. something that symbolizes hidden danger. and yet, kenix has found beauty and something to love in such a devasting depiction of his partner. the purest way to show what he truly felt. how much he just hid this somewhere inside of himself. something that he couldn't help but feel pity for

and kenix shall do anything to prove that even then. it's going to be okay. he knows it's okay. azrael has always told him it is alright to feel like this, so surely he meant it for everyone? all struggles will pass eventually and you'll become stronger than ever, that's what azrael has told him a long time ago. even if kenix doesn't see a future for himself, he wants to make that promising future for his only love. To help him become resilient Together. He knows that azrael can do it, he had been through so much. he know he could get through this as well and break free from the curse.

and as for kenix's cursed form and the overrall story it is. So much more .? ?. his cursed form is much more bizarre compared to others. a constant variation of geometrical shapes and other possible physical forms, emiting a some sort of glow. He has lost all of his human characteristics. The true form of his self. the mass of emotions and feelings that have been repressed for decades, even centuries, has finally spilled over. creating a mess out of himself. A fool now no longer bound to a facade but is now letting all of that anguish out. so much madness, frustration and sorrow suppressed in him that is now out in the open for everyone to see. a being no longer able to communicate, for he has turned into something that is only capable of Wails. Sobs out loud. Muffled screams of agony. so many emotions he had yet to properly address yet that it is all coming in as an overwhelming wave of terror. he can no longer hide himself beside a neatly made front

a seemingly unapologetic "villain" reduced to a sorrowful creature. a being so clearly desperate for freedom. to know who he is. to finally be free from these principles chaining him to a life of silence until his death. he feels that his demise is coming soon. and he can't do anything about it. for now he can only be a hostile monster. a vessel, a prophet for prometheus's salvation. because this was planned to be his end a long long time ago. this was his purpose. his only value. once this is done, he will be gone for too. finishing his duty, being allowed rest. despite how much he yearns to keep living. but kenix has always been about acceptance. acceptance of his fate. This Miserable Fate

yet azrael found himself only feeling sympathy, for this was the moment that he has finally learned about his partner's true feelings. and it hurt to hear someone so important and dear to him wallow in pain and anguish like that. that version of kenix was a hostile being, but he still so clearly needed help. he needed the courage to overcome this. to break free from prometheus's influence over everything he did because he never had confidence in such actions. and azrael wanted to help with just that despite their current barrier where they cannot understand one another. just like kenix helped him, he wanted to help kenix create his own future to look forward to. without death. with azrael by his side. to survive. to keep living just like kenix desired to this whole time.

the end of their chapters as cursed beings meant that the both of them could finally experience relief together. a moment of Bliss. the realization that it is over. they get to exist, unshackled from the burdens that once plagued their minds. a possibility for salvation. a chance to live without being bound to their past or their inner desires. just peace and tranquility, their one true wish

But Uh Oh! Bad News Motherfuckers! Y'all forgot this shit was a death timeloop! With how i previously mentioned that the actual protagonist of the story, Yaku, has started a timeloop rooted in the desire of saving what meant the world to him that was dying at the end of the journey. The same kind of important people who cruelly had their lives cut short. And The only other character aware of this timeloop was well. Kenix! with this sudden ending of lives for most of the casts, azrael had also became a victim to these abrupt endings.

having to witness his love's life fade away before his eyes, it is only natural for kenix to also be shocked at the situation that yaku is also stuck in. and this scenario is exactly how yaku became the last one to be cursed, his curse rooted in his one biggest desire. a selfish deed covered up as an act of selflessness. their timelines' restarting, the flow of time now looping on and on until yaku manages to save everyone from these deaths

kenix had no control over this, he was forced to watch the protagonist and his nephew descend into madness over a singular goal. while also having to relive his entire life over and over again. a cycle of misery for everyone involved. the others would never be able to realize that this was a timeloop, so the first and the original time they had done this. Has became their script. that everyone, including kenix, had to follow until the end

of course in the first few loops, kenix had also tried to do everything in his power to ensure that his friends. that azrael. would be safe from their gruesome demise. yet their endings had already been written as part of the unchangeable fate by the forces above. neither kenix or yaku had a chance at succeeding. despite kenix's own attempts to save his partner, there was nothing he could do. he could only Watch how his impending doom was slowly getting closer

it was Painful. he could see azrael, he feel him, talk to him, interact with him in general just like normal. yet it wasn't him. no that could never be azrael ever again. that azrael felt surreal. abnormal. like he was programmed beforehand. there was nothing new about him and he felt so Off. Because kenix was aware that this is just the repeating of their original story. it's like he talked to someone playing pretend. his original feeling of "this doesn't feel real (positive)" when he first met azrael has turned into "this doesn't feel real. (derogatory)" kind of feeling. seeing azrael like this was just tormenting. a painful reminder that he will, one day, leave him not by will. and kenix will have to learn to live without him

to live without the person who had shown him love and how to love for the first time ever. a someone who had changed the course of his life so much. brought down what kenix had thought of the world and built it anew. keeping his silence about the truth because now. it was the only the thing that he could never ever tell azrael. what he had seen that day. None of it. for his sake.

perhaps, if they had never met here. if they had met at a different time.

In short, they are so fucking Doomed.

smth smth. Yeag. Good Fucking Lord They Make Me Sick

#there are so so many things kenix wants to tell azrael. yet that fear lingering in his heart that becomes the obstacle in his throat.#kenix is scared of rejection by the only person he loved but azrael never would reject him in the first place.#azrael had always been a guide to him in the situations that seemed like they had no way out of.#knowing that he always had someone to rely on. someone to come back to and greet kenix with open arms.#while kenix was something else for azrael. That someone that brought joy to his life. Like the nameless girl.#azrael will always seek out kenix. he'll find him through any means possible. to make sure that he's safe #he doesn't want to repeat his reckless mistake after all.#this is not even talking about how they both take care of the same 12 yr old girl (sora) who is part of the sins crew #essentially becoming her parents. growing even closer to each other #this whole thing is why i like the idea azrael and 2nd main story arc kenix interacting.#kenix in a far better state of mind still grieving the loss of his beloved people. getting to see that one special someone again #a bittersweet thought.#however. kenix would no longer ever seek that kind of love with someone else. what he had with azrael Was Special #forever immortalizing it by keeping azrael's ring he had gifted him and remembering his partner.#to find someone else is to betray his only love. And he could never bear the thought of having to live with that #azrael may have been deleted from this reality with no one else to remember him. But kenix will forever keep him in his heart #perhaps if things were different. they could still be writing their next chapter together.#but i guess there's no point in lamenting about that now Huh?#okay but actually. CRYING AND SOBBIJG AND POINTING AT THEM. GOD THEY MAKE ME SO SAD.#“they had such a close bond that they meant everything to each other” “yeah idk man They're So Fucking Gay For Each Other”#yomo ocs?!#yomoart #ocs #kenix #azrael

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hi aims, just asking if you have any advice about going to the gym? i want to go but i feel kinda nervous about going and i feel like i just need some advice

hii !!! being nervous is so normal, it's definitely easy to feel intimidated. but the more you go, the more you'll learn that most of the people in the gym are just doing their own thing yk. they don't really gaf about anything but their own gainz lmfao.

my advice is to start small... don't push yourself too much at first because it can cause burn out really fast. start off by only going a couple times a week. begin your journey on the treadmill, stair master, or any of the other cardio machines so you can kinda scope out the place and get a feel for the environment and what it's like to work out in front of others. when you start to feel a little more confident, then that's when I would add more days to your schedule and would try using some free weights like dumbbells, fixed barbells, and some machines. look up videos ahead of time so you can see exactly how the machine works and how your form should be and what specific muscle group you should be targeting so you don't risk staining your body or hurting yourself. please give yourself rest days, too. you deserve them.

also, bring headphones!!! music makes the gym so much more bearable and easier to stay in your zone. I forgot my headphone last week and literally just wanted to crawl into a ball and die lmfao. good luck !!

#aim answers

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sotogalmo · 4 months ago

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Anyways!!! Uhm. Flor random facts dump 👍

Flor has a twin! Oli, who is basically @pinkcocopuff-aqualoid (my twin! irl twin at that!) — Flor gets fussy if she doesn't have someone at least she knows with her. So Oli got sent with her, and they hang out with each other; but Flor is more of the expressive one? Oli is expressive, but silently.

Oli is a "taste-tester" <- loves rice

Oli is very androgynous, a bit feminine but likes being masculine a lot

Flor,, again is the youngest of her family even tho Oli is also?? I dunno how twins work in Alien Stage, but Oli was out in the normal way while Flor had taken quite some time to come out (they got pulled out of the tubes, 33 minutes later)

Flor doesn't normally taste the food that she makes (when she can make food), as she would rather have it as a surprise for herself and know what others think of it (think of like Papyrus and spaghetti; even tho he hasn't even eaten spaghetti before,, he just cooks it because everyone likes his spaghetti, yk?)

Flor and Oli are the orange (Flor) and blue (Oli) people,,, inna sense of like. The color trope characters yk? Red & blue, etc etc

Flor really enjoys having the red bow on the back of her collar. When it flies in the wind, is what she enjoys the most out of it (she strikes a very confident pose, but once it's over she'll curl into herself in embarrassment if someone saw it happen)

Flor honestly likes seasons, and how autumn and winter are. If Anakt Garden does anything with seasons, she will be the kid to run when there's snow + ofc with what she can cover herself up with to not freeze if they add the cold temperatures (they do wanna train the human pets, in a very safe environment and I would think some staff members find seasons interesting and so they would experiment with it)

Flor gets very sleepy around bodies of water. Very relaxing and overall helps her sleep I would say

#time diary(?)#audrey/kellie's time diary #letting the brain talk #alien stage #alien stage oc #alnst #alnst oc #alnst oc: flor #alnst oc: oli

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hi ei boinky spunge can i req smthing like any type of love confession from kohaku :3 preferably in a school environment bwcause Tbh i think he needs it

UNDER THE CHERRY BLOSSOMS

kohaku oukawa x gn!reader

warning(s) / notes — cliché anime romance trope with the cherry blossom trees LOL, not really counted as a warning but just yk.. some ppl hate cliché things ! also this is an au, which means he isn't an idol and is literally just a normal student. + slight ooc kohaku :3

author’s note — hi ia scrunkle poo . i hope u like this bcs i wrote it as soon as u resent the ask :3 and yeah… he needs school in his life, he has to suffers just like us.

'This is all Tsukasa's doing…' The pink-haired teen complained to his friend for the nth time. He slammed his head onto the table, surprising Niki. "What do I do…? I didn't actually think he'd do it!" Kohaku groaned, his brain loitering back to the memory that altered his brain chemistry.

"C'mon, Kohaku! It’ll work, I promise. It’s better than… you gawking over [Name] like a hopeless romantic teenage boy. You deserve love too, you know?" His cousin, Tsukasa exclaimed, sliding in the handwritten love letter by Kohaku neatly secured in an envelope with a heart sticker. "If [Name] doesn’t show up, then you're free to take all my sweets."

Kohaku raised an eyebrow. "Including Japanese sweets?" Tsukasa grinned and nod his head eagerly. Unlike his cousin, Kohaku has a high preference towards Japanese sweets, compared to western ones. "Fine. Ya' got yourself a deal."

Now, he's eagerly waiting under the cherry blossom tree, after his friends had dropped him off with a few encouragements from Tsukasa and Aira. 'Ya' got this, my ass. I have no chance! This will go horribly wrong, someone please save me.'

"What if I just… leave. They won't come anyway, right?" He sighs in defeat, leaning on the tree for support as he attempts to pull himself together. "Ah… Tsukasa, ya' owe me after this."

"Owe you what, Kohaku-kun?" Startled, the poor boy stumbled upon your sudden appearance from behind. "Sorry! I should've made myself known first, haha…" You bowed apologetically, nervously laughing and holding back an actual one upon seeing Kohaku's reaction.

"[Name]… don't scare me like that!" He whined, fixing his stance as he tried EVERYTHING in order to avoid eye contact. "Uh, so… weather's nice today." Really?

"The letter. It was you, wasn't it?" You asked, shyly showing him the opened envelope that you had spent 10 minutes giggling about. "It's easily recognizable from the dialect, and…—"

"Handwriting."

"Yeah," Kohaku chuckled, taking out a box from his bag before handing it to you with a very, very visible blush on his cheeks. "Japanese sweets?" You questioned, upon seeing the label on the box as you felt a smile creep up on your face.

"I like you, [Name]! Please go out with… me…"

Was that too straightforward? Yes it was! Does [Name] like people who are straightfoward? I'm doomed…

You remained silent, slightly taken aback by his sudden change in attitude. "It's okay if you don't feel the same way…" He says quietly, subtly playing with his fingers and slightly picking on the skin— which you eventually noticed.

You took his hands in yours, your expression replicating his: bright red, and it had the look of a teenager inlove. "I'll go out with you, Kohaku! I like you too."

( BONUS ! )

"Can you stop leaning against me? I can't see them!" Aira complained, attempting to push the red-head that was suffocating the poor boy with goggles to seemingly spy on the two.

"Stop moving! They're about to confess their undying love to each other."

#ensemble stars x y/n #enstars x you #enstars x reader #kohaku oukawa x reader #kohaku x reader #kohaku oukawa #ensemble stars x you #ensemble stars x reader #ensemble stars #tsukasa suou #kohaku oukawa x y/n

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'So yeah. Everybody here is doing their jobs imo and everybody here is aware that everybody here is doing their jobs. It's normal stuff.'

i think this is what people forget most of the time LIKE most of these 'Toto wants Max to merc' is a rumour and whisper unless and until there's really certain that IT WILL HAPPEN. Like this is A JOB and everyone ( including Toto ) is doing their job the way they're supposed to do.

also let's be realistic here, at this point RBR wouldn't want to just let go Max that quick ( not unless it is max himself who will say 'oh i dont want here anymore let me jump another them' )

to add to your kimi ant stuff, i agree everything is up in the air at this point as EVERYTHING that toto has said about certain drivers are just rumours, talks at this point.

Like please can people not be all 'omg let me believe a rumour' when there's no actual 'evidence' per-se yk like CHILL YALL FUCKING CHILL

Tbf to the initial anon they were wondering if Toto making all these comments about Max coming or not coming to Merc was creating a bad working environment for the other drivers which isn't about rumours but about the comments themselves.

But my answer to that would be even if it is uncomfortable for the drivers which I'm not sure it is, that's part of the job.

#vro0m's asks

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aw darn ur right I can't send images :(

and the only reason i'm just a BIT uncomfy is bcz ur super awesome and like. the person i imagine being in the middle of the party and then I'm just. here. with my weirdness LMAAAAO but anyway!! basically sakuya was actually a part of the original MANKAI company-but he died onstage in a tragic accident while the audience clapped [yk, part of the show, etc etc] haha so here's the funny thing he's still there as a ghost bcz his dream [to see the MANKAI Company bloom] hasn't come true, right?

so izumi comes in all "whoo! i'm stuck with this!" and normal meeting with sakuya goes through and she just doesn't question how he's the only one [i have this whole thing in my head where Matsukawa just found Sakuya one day (never met Sakuya when he was alive) hiding and asked if he wanted to join, Saku said yeah sure, a whole "you're hired!" thing goes on by Matsukawa, all that LMAO]

oh ye and they don't find out until in the middle of it with a phone call to Izumi's dad [if you wanna see the snippet i wrote for it I'll totes send!!] where they find out he dieded but hey wait a minute he's HERE how does that work?? so they confront him about it he gets all scared and he finally just breaks down expecting them to kick him out

but nope! power of FRIENDSHIP BABEYYY!! they take him in until the Company finally blooms

and then there's three options from there;

sakuya disappears, sad ending with a tearful goodbye

sakuya...stays there, apparently there's MORE "unfinished business" involving him staying.

crack upon crack upon crack. he gets a letter from an archangel somehow saying he can decide so he stays.

THIS AU IS SO SO SO SO ANGSTY THOUGH I CAN'T I LOVE IT BUT HATE IT SOOO MUCH!! T-T

omg im so honored that u think im awesome! i will have u know that irl in party environments i am the nonverbal dude watching people in the corner and i appreciate ppl sharing their "weirdness" with me so tysm!

also THIS AU IDEA IS SO COOL !! sakuya centered aus are always so angsty like this one, ocam, or my one where his parents died for gekka reasons he just radiates the vibes of pain and suffering i suppose

love the idea of finding out from izumis dad im imagining hes like "wait what, sakuma ? the dead guy?" and izumi is like "omg sakuya ur dad passed away?" and sakuya is like "well yes but ,,,uhh well how do i say this,,"

i think i fuck with the sakuya disappears ending most like maybe they win the fleur award or something and then hes like omg, my work here is done *fades away* *sheds a single tear*

#a3!#act addict actors #a3 #sakuya sakuma #ask response #ghost sakuya au

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redshiftsinger · 10 months ago

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#yk what i normally dont decide to do discourse but im gonna argue with this one a little bit#it makes a lot of sense for hiking and very little sense for education#as someone who was often in an environment where classes were brought down to what my family and i called the lowest common denominator#it helped nobody#i was very young#and when i finished the work i was told to help those who hadn't#no child should have to do that#for years i was an extra teacher i was teaching other kids and i was their age#sometimes i was younger than them!#i understand why people want to make it easier for some but it isnt worth it at the detriment to others#there are ways to ensure everyone gets the same access to education and the same access to the same resources#without stopping people from learning#and this is why i will always be a supporter of honors classes and things like that#lowest common denominator is never the answer when it comes to learning#it doesnt bring people forward but it does hold others back

Yes, completely different spheres require different approaches. That's... not at odds with anything, here. This post is mostly about hiking, and education was never even mentioned?

I'm guessing you're responding to the "feels like it applies to more in life" part in the original tweet. And I'm gonna take this in good faith because yeah, you're right, in education letting the slowest person hold the whole class back isn't an effective or fair approach, but a key difference is that hiking groups CHOOSE to go hiking together, while schoolchildren are just forced into arbitrary groupings based on age, geographic proximity, and some randomization when the same school has too many third-graders for one classroom. Also even in hiking...

#you gotta set the bar at the lowest level of the group. if that's too low for some people you've got too wide a range of abilities

(emphasis mine) someone already pointed out that too wide a range isn't a good hiking group. A group where one person wants to do ten miles of steep inclines and get to the top of the mountain fast, and another person can only handle one mile on flat ground at a moderate pace, isn't well matched. The solution is to split the group and put the faster hikers together and the slower hikers together so that pace within the groups they're in is matched well enough for everyone to have a good time. So the problem, for education, can be solved the same way. As you mention, honors classes and remedial classes -- a separate classroom for the kids who are picking up the material too fast to not be bored out of their minds waiting for everyone else, and for the kids who really need a lot of extra help and who it's not fair to hold everyone back to the pace of, and the approximately average kids in a third class. Then within those classes, you can better ensure that the slowest kid in the honors class isn't being left behind and the fastest kid in the remedial class isn't bored to tears, than if you just randomly assign all the kids into three classes paying no attention to academic aptitude.

Also, I think what OOP of the tweet here was intending to get at was more "under capitalism, those who have the most advantage to start with get the most consideration, while those who struggle most are faced with bonus handicaps" -- the guy who's fastest on a hike probably also needs fewer breaks than than guy who's slowest, but when he's allowed to set the pace he ends up getting more breaks while the slowest guy barely manages to catch up before everyone else is running off again. Kinda like how rich capitalists who wouldn't even have to cut back on their lifestyles if they lost a few billion get all the tax breaks instead of the poor schmucks working two or three jobs just to make ends meet.

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weirdthoughtsandideas · 2 years ago

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Why you should watch Tudo Igual SQN on Disney+

What is it about?

It's about this friendgroup consisting of four main girls named Carolina, Beta, Trix and Amanda. The main-main character is Carolina (Carol for short) - her deal is that her mother is going to marry a new man, so now he and his son Tomas is moving in with them. And life with a new stepbrother that likes to play loud rock music, never leave the bathroom and just annoy you all he can... yeah, you've seen this type of story before... but, at least Carol has her friends! Besides her home life, the rest of her life should be just the same... or not. So what's going on with Carol's friends? Aka, the ones with the more interesting storylines

Beta is her closest friend and she often spends her time crashing on her brother's couch - this is because, she does not feel seen at home. Her parents are always working and when they are home, she feels like they don't even care about her. So, this seek for affection and approval by someone leads her to get closer to Tomas (who also is a little left out due to... being new in town and he's also struggling with the new family situation yk)

Amanda is the token straight of the group a girl who's very into dating boys. So much so that she dates several of them at once. But she never learns their names, she always calls them "pool boy", "environment boy", "gym boy", etc. When she's not chasing every boy she sees ever, she is the most caring and wonderful friend. Also she ironically is the only one here with a gaydar.

Trix is a girl who seems to have it all figured out. She has the most perfect and supportive boyfriend, she's the top of her class and she's applying to a film school in the US. So everything is going great for her, right? So... why doesn't she feel satisfied? Soon she gets to know Pri, who is an environmentalist and also starts their class in school. Trix feels like Pri is the only one who is really honest with her sometimes... and she starts to question things.

What's in this show that might be fun?

Really good scenery! They live in Rio, so lots of beaches, mountains... really nice background views

Female friendships!

Girls being girls

Gals being... pals...

Canon lesbians (!!!!)

A very beautiful outdoor wedding (with a female officiator! How many shows have female officiators tbh??)

People fighting for the environment

Found family

Mother and daughter bonding

Surprisingly a lot of references to Hamilton (the musical)

Sk8ter girls

Honestly just the slice of life energy

Is there anything to warn about?

Yes, something happens in the last five minutes of the last episode and I don't dare to say what, cause the rest of the show is pretty normal in comparison, but just... if you feel this odd feeling while watching? You will know why in the last 5 minutes.

Also in the first five minutes of the first episode, Carol asks Trix if she and her boyfriend have... well, she does not say more than that but it's very much implied what she meant. But what's a little strange is that they never say anything about that subject ever again, they just did it in the first 5 mins and then sticks it pretty child-friendly for the rest of the season lmao.

Is this show available in other languages?

Yep, around 15 dubs available and around 20 subs available. If you don't have your D+ in portuguese, the title probably won't be Tudo Igual SQN. It will either be "Todo Igual o no" or "All the same or not" depending on if you live in a spanish speaking country or... just any country where they neither speak portuguese or spanish.

However, the english dub still for some reason presents the title in portuguese, and yes it sounds absolutely ridiculous when they try to say it

How many seasons is it?

One! But due to how season 1 ended, I very much suspect a season 2.

Some other comments I have about it

It's based on a book apparently! The book seems to only be out in Brazil, though.

Also don't trust Tomas. He may seem like a good guy who's just a little moody, but... yeah, you'll see :-)

#tudo igual sqn #todo igual o no #all the same or not #d+la

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etherealbards · 3 years ago

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unfortunately since it was 4/13 heres my classpects for the dndads s2 teens bc i did see someone do this and i wanted to give out my takes too (under the cut bc this gets pretty long)

link li-wilson

link is a knight of space.. the description of "a person who doesn't easily give up" for his classpect kind of sums his entire character bc yk. being junior varsity and working hard to be in varsity even though the varsity team doesn't like him and all that. yeah normal oak

normal is a seer of blood i think. his whole teeny the teen thing and being the school mascot + uplifting spirits seems very befitting to the blood aspect although he's not the leader of the group he can still inspire them and etc. (im also thinking about the cleric thing motivational speech) and seers learning their aspect second hand (based on this blog im using 4 reference) is definitely something normal has especially since he's an oak AND the son of sparrow so definitely he's been raised to have some of those crunchy muncy life values ALTERNATIVE! sylph of blood bc it seems more interpersonal than seer. bc my take on seer was that he gains knowledge of being a better mascot through his own observations and then sylph is bc he IS the mascot and he hypes people and stuff as the school mascot taylor swift

taylor is an heir of heart. as the manga anime protagonist chuunibyou kid the heart aspect fits right at home with him, and heir because while taylor can be self-centered and seem like he only cares for himself, you can see that in some situations his persona slips and shows his true nature that he does care for the people around him. so the flexibility is there and also him being a survival prepper teen also fits in the "level headed in any sort of environment or situation" part scary marlowe scary is a witch of time... its by far the classpect that i didnt have to think too hard about because it fits her so well it's funny. anyways breakdown time, witch because they're rebellious. which goes in hand with scary's entire "not like other girls/warlocks" thing. "those bound to the aspect of time are fighters" <- fits scary really well. like when she defends normal and link yeah. and also when she fights against pepperoni tony and stood up against margerita. bc i wanted to find an alternative for her i also thought of prince of breath actually!! i think its cool but also "destroys with breath" sounds epic but also bc the prince class also applies to her in a way where she's pretty stubborn about her views? like in detention where she adamantly refuses to say that she was in the wrong with her anne frank book report and breath because of "leave an impact wherever they go" this can be seen i think in ep4 with erica and probably in ep2 too with the simulation/scorpion slut anyways happy/belated 4/13 to fellow unfortunate victims of this webcomic </3

#ill draw these too in a sec #not subjecting normal people to an extremely long post #also dont be afraid to hit me up on my asks to talk abt these more!#homestuck tw #classpects #homestuck #dndads #dndads s2 #dungeons and daddies #dndaddies #scary marlowe #normal oak #link li wilson #taylor swift #taylor swift dndads #detention kids #bard.txt

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macncherries · 1 month ago

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i love that so many people are adding onto this niche mental illness symptom reblog chain, first of all—

second of all here are my taste related & pill related strategies !!! i take a Lot of assorted medicines, sometimes that are only available in syrup format (for one reason or another) so here is my go at it!

Works on pills:

If your pill floats, tilt your head up when you swallow. If your pill sinks, tilt your head down! Yk how sometimes you get those phantom feelings that the pill is Still In Your Throat (it's not)? It bothers the FAWK out of me, but that trick tends to eliminate it!

if Pill tastes Bad. Very Very Bad. person above me is right on the money!!! however the only addition is that i dont do the shake around head thing because sometimes the nasty outer casing of the pill starts to dissolve from the friction 😭😭 Instead i put Two Gulps worth of liquid in mouth, tilt my head up 90°, open my mouth like a baby robin, and plop the pill in like a little turd. Tilting your head completely up is very important!!! with the Two Gulps of Liquid it will stop it just enough for it to never hit your tongue! then, depending on whether the pill sinks or floats (see above) i will SNAP my neck back down. Swallow one gulp for the pill, then again to wash it down for good. this is a Very Fast process though and it kind of takes practice. you also look really stupid while doing it, fair warning

if Pill tastes Bad. Part Two. this one is kind of dumb and i think it will only work for certain people 💀Take it with a liquid that is Just As Strong. My pick is black coffee, a liiitle over steeped green tea, or miso soup. they Definitely cover up the taste. and you don't have to go as fast, but i still recommend the two gulp baby robin method. i think mint tea works as well, but i really hate mint. Thicker liquids also work pretty well for the same reason! Hot chocolate and melted ice cream worked, as long as the liquid is strong in flavour!

for pills also, i usually do not take it with water regardless of the taste. i do suggest this because when you take it with juice, coffee, or something sweet (at least my brain) registers it as Treat Time. also i do not like the taste of water.

for Evil Tastes:

for PEPTO BISMOL. hello. i hate pepto bismol with all of my body. it tastes like minty ass water and it's Thick and it's Pink. it's Pink Minty Ass Slurry and i hate it. here's how i trick it. very imperative that you first have two containers of (relatively) equal volumes. in one put Pink Minty Ass Slurry. in the other put very strong flavored liquid. yes it's this again. HOWEVER, this one has more leeway since you do not have to be able to down a pill. and i'm NOT OFFICIALLY RECOMMENDING THIS because it's NOT HEALTHY but if you are in an ADEQUATE, PRIVATE ENVIRONMENT liquor works the best. I like fruit flavoured Soju for this. But all of the aforementioned Strong Liquids also work fine. Anyways, take Ass Slurry and then your chosen Lesser-Poison, consecutively. Do Not Combine Them In Your Mouth. it does not work and tastes worse. swallow Ass Slurry with preferably ONE large gulp and then take a normal amount of time swallowing your other liquid.

If you're in a rush and have no second liquid, the old time and true; hold your nose. most of your taste comes from smell so. if you are, say, in the bathroom of a Cane's after consuming Dubious Chicken .. Hold your breath, pinch your nose, and shut your eyes 😔

For other things that taste like ass: If for whatever reason you need to consume something and it does not taste good. this also does work for Pepto Bismol. i just prefer the first method. This also hinges on your sense of smell. Because your taste relies so heavily on it, smelling a very strong scent or one that you really like will help cancel it out. The bonus here is that it doesn't have to smell good, because it won't taste like what you're smelling. So my best recommendations: apple cider vinegar, lemon juice/zest, bleach (don't HUFF it. just far enough away.), soy sauce, marijuana, hand sanitiser, & pretty much tabletop cleaner. and the holy grail: Isopropyl Alcohol. Smell as often as you can while consuming the Evil Taste.

Usages include: bad tasting iron gummies? Isopropyl alcohol. You Need To Eat But Feel Sick While Eating, and need a distraction while stuffing granola into your mouth? Isopropyl alcohol. You only have the Syrup kind of medicine left in the house? Isopropyl alcohol.

The rubbing/isopropyl alcohol trick is also SUPER IMPORTANT FOR NAUSEA. If you actually genuinely feel like you're about to throw up and Really Really can't deal with that right now, get a short, big whiff of rubbing alcohol. *please do not huff it. this is a one time usage. do not huff isopropyl alcohol.

It ALSO works for ANXIETY ATTACKS. if you cannot ground yourself easily (my brain convinces itself that grounding techniques are stupid and that i look stupid = makes it worse) and are Freaking Out, isopropyl alcohol. Adjacently works decent for autistic meltdowns and shut downs as well. Better for shut downs. You may need a partner or a friend to bring you some though, depending on your consciousness.

If you do not have isopropyl alcohol on you, i have also carried a pocket sized hand sanitiser around to sniff when i'm anxious. though i think anything diluted in alcohol may work.

What's that? oh, i'm glad you asked. MY favourite genre of 'Niche Mentally-Ill Bodily Function' is the Testosterone and Vyvanse in my body duking it out Battle Royale style, trying to decide whether i am Hungry Or Not. Wjats urs. ..

#text post #ooooh mentally illllll #reblog #self reblog #thank you for the beautiful additions to this thread again #some of yalls are SAD and i'm worried for you but i hope i can help 😔#rambling #the blorbo motivation DOES work big time. its embarrassing how effective it is

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korissideblog · 3 years ago

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So! I decided I wanted to info dump about my bby, and I’m gonna do it here. Consider this a living document, cause ill be editing new questions and answers as they come in <3 if you have any more questions just comment them (or ask on anon if you want, I’ll answer both here and there)

Question from: @bobittybob20276

while Aito tries to train like the rest of her classmates (though sparring) his quirk really isn’t a fighting quirk, so yeah, most of her training happens out in the wild. He mostly trains on his classmates and teachers, but will occasionally go out of the school and try to charm random people she bumps into ;) . she continues his training after graduation, and keeps getting better and better the longer she’s in the field.

Question by: @zedthebuggy

kinda a tough question here, lemme try to explain how Aito’s quirk works; so pretty much it’s not really Aito’s gaze that makes it work, like his pupil doesn’t have to be trained on someone. His quirk works through her iris (the yellow bit). it looks normal most of the time, but when being used, it becomes wildly complicated, confusing the eye of her target and scrambling their brain a bit. pretty much, the brain normally simplifies everything so our eyes can kinda take shortcuts and let us quickly take in as much info as possible, but Aito’s irises are so overly complicated that the target’s brain is forced to focus excessively on them to keep up, making them very suggestible. that’s why Aito has to speak his commands, so that the target’s brain confuses Aito‘s voice for it’s own command (and also why the target won’t do anything too complicated or out of character. if the brain thinks too hard about what it’s doing, it could fall out of Aito’s control) his quirk would be better described as a sensory overload, but without the panic or any negative feelings. It actually feels rather nice to be charmed, like being a hot room with a cool fan blowing in your face, or drinking a warm drink in the snow. Very positive, yet opposity feelings at once if that makes sense

(side note, when Aito gets older, she can control when his quirk is “turned on” but while she’s in UA, it just constantly on all of the time, hence his choice in hairstyle)

so! To answer your question, if someone doesn’t know about Aito’s quirk, they have 0 clue that they’re being charmed, and will have 0 memory of whatever they do when charmed. If someone does know about her quirk though, their brain will recognize the feeling and will be able to combat it (she can still be pretty effective, but he still has to work harder for it) if someone knows about the quirk, their vision will get a bit darkend around the corners and may see quick flashes of darkness as their brain kicks off to focus on Aito’s irises. it takes a lot of willpower to fight Aito’s charms- or, just a very very simplified vision, like Aito’s mama has (if someone asks, I’ll talk later about Guadelupe’s vision, it’s actually pretty interesting) (side note again, if someone tires to fight her charm, it could leave them with a gentle headache <3)

and FINALLY Aito’s quirk doesn’t require her to physically see, as long as her target can see her, it works :)

Question by: @gatortopia

Aito decided to become a hero because… he’s perfect! And he wants everyone to know how perfect she is!! And everyone thinks heros are perfect!!! And soon EVERYONE will see how PERFECT he is!!!!!!!

(side notie <3)

when Aito’s father left them, he was cemented in Aito’s brain as someone who couldn’t see how perfect he was. Aito just wants to be seen by her father, but because he doesn’t know who he is, he assumed that the only way to get the man’s attention was to prove how perfect she can really be, and the only way she could figure out how to do that is by becoming a hero.

after he gets her license, he immediately starts heroing like others do, with big fights and capturing villains and saving people… but… that really didn’t work for her. No matter how strong or fast or clever she was, he couldn’t match up to his peers in the heroing world.her quirk just wasn’t made for that kinda work. He took some time off to figure himself out, and after a bit of time (and a lot of conversations with Michi, both professional and personal) he finally figured out that his best place to work was behind the scenes, collecting information and going undercover in villain hangouts and social events. he wears her support hero badge with pride. (and uhhh still sometimes helps with big fights and capturing villains and saving people. Hey! She spent good money on his hero suit! He’s gonna use it!!)

Question by: @ratty-memes

ooohhhh ok! This is the question I really wanna answer!!!

so! to clarify, Aito absolutely thinks he’s all that and a bag of chips, like even in the deep parts of her brain, she thinks he’s The Blueprint. I would almost describe her as narcissistic bordering on psychopathic. THE ONLY REASON I WOULDN’T DESCRIBE HER AS THIS THOUGH- is because of her reasoning

so- Aito was raised by his mama exclusively, and he thinks his mama hung the moon and painted the stars. Like she is a capital M capital B Mama’s Boy. He absolutely adores his mama and thinks she’s absolutely without flaw or defect. (She didn’t instill this in him, Guadelupe’s just a very nice lady and Aito was really messed up after his father left, so she clung to any semblance of a good parent she could find. (Even though he’s technically out of this stage already, and it’s much less pronounced, something similar happened when he met Sato. Guadelupe never dated after Aito’s father “because my mijo is the only person I’ll ever need” and because of that, Sato is the first positive male role model in his life. Most of his acting out actually is a product of wanting to keep Sato’s attention on him, and to subconsciously keep him from leaving like his father did))

Aito’s brain pretty much went “ok, my mama is Absolutely And Positively Perfect… and she really really loves me… she wouldn’t love a kid with flaws… so I must also be perfect!!” And that’s why she thinks she’s all that! She thinks his perfection is as obvious as the sky being blue, and his want for validation just his way of checking out the window and seeing the color or they sky. they sky is blue, and everyone knows that, and Aito is perfect, and everyone should know that!!

Question by: @cosmic-goof

you only get repercussions if you’re caught ;)

but also she’s promised multiple people that she won’t steal from strangers. In the classroom setting, people know that when your wallet or your ID card or your phone go missing, you should talk to Aito before you do anything else, strangers don’t know that, so whatever she takes is for keeps. He really doesn’t like keeping things from people as much as he just likes the act of pick pocketing, so if someone asks for their item back, Aito will immediately return it and will probably explain how and when he took it if they let him. only problem is, you obviously can’t do this with strangers, so instead she does other things, like asks them for a harmless favor that someone would never do for a stranger (“hey there, can you help me move tomorrow?” “Hi! Do you mind if I take your picture?” “Hello sir! can I look through your phone for a sec?”)

Question by: @cosmic-goof

at the moment, it’s usually an adult who knows about her quirk and tries very hard not to be charmed (think sato). she can still charm adults obviously, but it’s a bit harder to do bc she’s just a little baby. maybe when she trains more she’ll get stronger, but at the moment, that’s her limit (sorry if this is a weird answer, willpower doesn’t exactly come in like a points system irl, so I can’t be like “7 willpower!” yk?)

Question by: @glitchviper

I talked about this before with Rin’s blind eye (something I’ll probably add here) but being blind in one eye wouldn’t stop Aito’s quirk (as long as you look at her with your non-blind eye, you can still be charmed, hence why when looking at Aito with only her blind eye, Rin wasn’t charmed)

the only was to not be charmed by Aito is to just not see her eyes, so total blindness or some kind of visual abnormality (like her mama has. somebody PLEASE ask me about Lup’s eyes. I have diagrams) but! if a person is seeing, but can’t hear Aito (be it because of deafness, or some issues in the environment like loud noises or earmuffs) a person can be charmed, but cannot be commanded <3

((p.s. I’ll be talking a lot about blindness or other disabilities while discussing Aito’s quirk, but if I say or display any ableist language or sympathies, please know it’s out of ignorance and not malice, and correct me when you can.))

#Ohhhh please keep asking questions <333 I adore character building for this nasty little leech <3 #Sweet little baby who deserved to be beaten up sooo badly #<3333 #questions about Aito <3 #aito takao #bnha oc comeback #Long post

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blackjewles · 4 years ago

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Hospitals; Shinkami Drabble

Situation: In robot training, Kaminari overused his quirk way too much and passed out, receiving scars and burns. The following is what happens when he wakes up.

Cw: No warnings apply

Kaminaris eyes fluttered open gently, like a spring butterfly coming out of its cocoon. Though the happiness and calm of spring was no comparing to the state of his body. Waking up felt like needles pricking into his veins. Part of him wished to drift back off into sleep, where the only hurt and happiness he could feel was in dreams. The ceiling was unfamiliar, too. The entire environment was almost to painful to bear. He briefly pictured the last moment he’d been awake. His classmates surrounded him, screaming and calling for help. Worried looks plastered on their faces. His boyfriend, Shinsou, grabbing his hand and muttering somthing along the lines of “You’ll be okay, It’s okay. It’s okay.” tears dripping from the purple haired boys eyes. Kaminaris vision then dotted with black like ink on a canvas, then completely was submerged in it. Silence. Was it a day ago? A few hours? He wasn’t sure. Kaminari didn’t want to wake up, or deal with the worries of his classmates, he should’ve listened. He shouldn’t of overworked himself.

Despite his worries, there was one thing that was keeping him from immediately drifting off. He turned his head to the side of him. Shinsou sat in the hospital chair next to him, his glasses resting neatly on his face, his purple hair tied out of the way as he read a book. Kaminari smiled weakly at the sight, Shinsou didn’t realize he was awake yet.

Kaminari went to speak, but little came out. Just enough noise to capture his attention. Shinsou quickly looked up with surprise, and his eyes softened.

“Hi.” He said gently, putting the bookmark in his book, taking off his glasses aswell and setting them atop the table beside him.

Kaminari gave him another feeble grin. He wasn’t sure how long he was gonna be able to stay awake, but he was glad his boyfriend was here. He took in a deep breath and began to whisper, not having enough energy to be too excited just yet.

“How long have you been here?” Kaminari asked.

“I stayed the night once they let me see you. 8 hours, maybe. I slept in the lounge.” He replied, his tone gentle as if scared a wrong move would startle the blond.

Kaminari nodded, and let his eyes drift away. He couldn’t help but notice the worry in Shinsou’s eyes. Kaminaris gaze landed on his own arm to the side of him, covered in dark red patters.

Lichtenberg scars. He had gotten them before after over working himself and they’d always disappeared in a few days time. These where different. They where dark, and stung more than usual. He sucked in a breath similar to a gasp. “Oh.” he said.

“Do they hurt? Shinsou asked. Normally, Kaminari would say no to keep his worreis at bay, but instead he nodded slowly.

“Yeah. I... I think these ones won’t go away.” he relplied, his tone unreadable. Just tired. Shinsou nodded slightly.

Kaminari then furrowed his eyebrows and grunted. Shinsou eyes grew more concerned.

“You alright?” he asked. Kaminari responded with the slight shrug of his shoulder.

“I don’t like that.” He whispered to himself.

“What?”

“My nerves. I want to hold your hand. But I can’t bend my fingers right now. I don’t like it.” Kaminari said, turning his head to face him.

“Oh.” Shinsou replied. Shinsou then reached out his own hand and grabbed Kaminaris, who lay basically lifeless. He closed the blonds fingers around his. Kaminari smiled sweetly at their now intertwined hands.

“Thank you.” He said.

Kaminari looked back at Shinsou. He could see his gaze was fixated on the patterns on his arms. He took in a deep breath, preparing to speak though exhaustion.

“Don’t worry too much ‘Toshi. I’ll be okay. I’m resilient, remember?” He thought back to the time Shinsou had reassured him of his strength.

Shinsou looked back at him and let out a short breath, he nodded.

“Besides,” Kaminari yawned.

“I think they’ll look cool. Like Kirishima and his stretch marks from building muscle mass. It’s manly...Do you think he’ll say they’re manly? I hope he does.” He added, rambling a bit.

Shinsou nodded and squeezed his hand. “Yes. I’m sure he will.” He chortled a bit.

“Ah. So you speak.” Kaminari said, a bit of his enthusiasm coming back. Shinsou cocked his head in question.

“Don’t mope, i’m not dead. I’ll be fine. okay? I wake up and your all “okays” and nodding. Be happy I am awake, i’ll probably fall asleep soon anyways.” Kaminari teased. Shinsou laughed sweetly at this.

“Yeah. Sorry, you’re right. I guess I was just a little worried. That’s all. I’m glad you’re awake and okay.” Shinsou replied genuinely.

“Don’t be. I need you to be the strong one and tell people i’ll be okay. Like, if Kiri, who’s always sick with worrying is worried you can just be like “Don’t worry. Kaminari will be just fine.” you know?” Kaminari stated, giving no second thought to his words. He didn’t have the energy to.

“You seem to be worried about Kirishima being worried huh?” Shinsou questioned.

“Yeah. He doesn’t do well when someone he values gets hurt. I don’t want him to be worried.”

“Oh, and you too. I don’t want you worrying too much about me. You don’t get enough sleep as it is. Cant have you loosing sleep over me” Kaminari added last minute.

“Yeah. You’re right.” Shinsou affirmed.

Kaminari yawned once again.

“You can leave, you know. Besides..” Kaminari paused, yawned again for affect.

“I’m tired” he added. Shinsou got the hint, he should go home. Kaminari was okay and doing just fine. He didn’t need to be there anymore. However, he couldn’t help but worry. But he trusted Kaminari, and knew he’d be okay no matter what. He would leave, but not without a compromise.

“I get it. I’ll go get some proper sleep too, don’t worry. But i’ll only leave once you fall asleep.” Shinsou proposed. Kaminari clicked his tongue.

“I don’t have the strength to stop you right now. Okay. But really, do go home soon. Can’t have your eye bags getting any darker.” Kaminari smiled weakly as he replied, poking fun at him.

“Yes, yes I will. Now go to sleep, you need it.” Shinsou replied, urging Kaminari to rest aswell.

Kaminari hummed an affirmation and closed his eyes and shifted a little until comfortable. They stayed like that for a while. Kaminari lying there, their hands intertwined. Despite how tired and in pain Kaminari was, the moment was endearing and reassuring. The only sound was their slow, rhythmic breaths. Shinsou studied the room around him as he waited for Kaminari to finally drift off to sleep. And just when he thought he had, the hand holding his tightened ever so slightly.

“Love you ‘Toshi.” Kaminari said in a sleepy tone, then relinquished his hand and moved it to a more comfortable position. Shinsou smiled, this time not weakly, a genuine smile. He was reassured. It would all be okay.

“I love you too Denki.”

and within a few minutes, Kaminari subsided and gave into the intoxicating feeling of sleep and Shinsou hesitantly left him to be.

Things would be okay.

(WOOO finished this in half an hour or so, spur of the moment thing yk? hope u liked it lolz)

#bnha #mha #denki kaminari #shinsou hitoshi #shinkami #kamishin #shindenki

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miaxeu · 4 years ago

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though the mist might prevent some from seeing it, MIA STOEGER is actually a descendent of DIONYSUS. it’s still a question of whether or not the TWENTY-ONE year old MYTHOLOGICAL STUDIES MAJOR from LOS ANGELES, USA has taken after HER godly parent completely, but the demigod is still known to be quite CHARISMATIC & DUPLICITOUS.

( y’all dont deserve this real messy intro but im workin w half a bwain cell at 4am so i beg thee 4 mercy. nywyy im the excited new girl who’s hella pumped to meet all ur charas : katya ! feel free to hop in my ims to plot or drop a like and i’ll hop in urs ! x )

POWERS

natural acting abilities — her ma’s a hollywoo agent so she started actin real early & now shes a big shot actress. there r more deetz on her career below !

chlorokinesis — it wasnt as natural as acting n she only started working on it when she turned 13 n started going to camps. b4 she just noticed shes good w plants but it wasnt super crazy or nything. its p good now tho ! shes prioritizing vine binding and manipulation 4 the self defense bc awards r cool n all but they dont rlly protecc from monsters ykwim

levitation — shes trying her best ur honor

alcokinesis — she cant conjure it or anything, she’s just immune to it ffff

BIO POINTS — cw: drug use ( full biography here )

her mom raised her by herself bc dionysus the party god was out of the picture immediately. she never told mia she’s a demigod & it was always just “ wow ur so talented ” or “ aww u got a green thumb ! ” but when she saw him claim 13 y/o mia by placing a weird hologram over her head while she slept, she knew she had to spill da beanz & tell her kid

ofc mia thought her mom was jus playing sum weird acting exercise w her bc her powers r so lowkey she could highkey just be a Mortal but insert sad whistle, the realizashun & the claiming meant heightened monster threat !! so yea ,,, one ended up chasing her a couple days later rip

aside from the trauma, mia was ok. mostly bc she ended up cryin for dionysus like any child would n lo & behold he came & helped !!! as he should. nywy she made sure to go to summer camps every year after that but mostly just for protection purposes

she lowkey rlly hates this whole god business esp now that shes grown lmfao deadass thinks she got a bad deal bc life threats arent sexy !!! went to eonia eventually bc its Too Much Man. she just wants to go back to work and her life w the mortals w/o worryin for her life. would deadass fade her father if she could. may or may not be majoring in greek mythology to figure out the logistics of it all out of spite, who knows !

PERSONALITY

not ! a Drama Queen — dont get me wrong, shes hella Extra in the way she moves n acts sorta like shes always bein captured on film. is quick-witted & playful & can be a huge tease/flirt if she feels like it, but miss her w Real Feelings ! totally not sentimental. srsly she will try to rationalize away everything and is just,.,., not good w it. so soz folks, we just keepin it breezy here

ugh, she’s an Actress — aka she can act like she cares tho ! shes very much into keeping ppl on her good side. shes friendly n palatable to everyone bc its how shes been trained & while it doesnt seem fake, its def diff when its genuine

The Mortifying Ordeal of Being Known — lemme circle back to the first one, ok so shes good w emotions but only in theory. does intense character work with her roles so she thinks that counts as her having eq when rlly shes just emotionally stunted, projecting n repressing like an idiot

blonde, skinny, rich, & a lil bit of a Bitch — shes only a bitch inwardly or to ppl she trusts enuff to let in on the gossip. if anyone full on opposes her or becomes real emotional, then this lil diva will rear its superiority complex head n snap a lil. will most probably do it v underhandedly n w a smile but it will be Brutal

girls just wanna have FUN ! — shes the child of da party god, so ofc she a true party girl. officially off the rails when she parties. inhibitions ? we dk her. can be insensitive in that case bc smtms its truly no strings attached, tis all abt the fun. likes company a lot & it doesnt even have 2 be loud or particularly abt her, she just likes having people around n the escapism of it all. will make friends with everyone n make sure they have a jolly fun time guaranteed at dionysus parties

Work Hard, Play Hard — real responsible when it comes to work and commitments and if she trusts/likes u enough, she’ll give it 2 u straight, no bs. def thinks Calling Out is an act of love but maybe does it a lil too harshly smtms. v much into efficiency, sentiments be damned. not the feely words type. will sit next to u or party w u or even pay 4 ur therapist if u need sum1 to talk to. she will Be There while u work thru it, so long as u dont expect her to change n be all emotional n stuff

if she seems a lil contradictory thats bc she kinda is. tis the good ol nurture vs nature. her ma’s a real no nonsense chick n her pops is a frat guy drama geek greek god whos rlly into cottagecore so u get this lil blonde bitch whos sorta teetering on the edges

OTHER INFO — cw: drug use ( full headcanons here )

re her career, she achieved pegot status when she was 18 aka she truly b dat bitch. shes not super mainstream famous tho, more like indie sweetheart, film snobs/critics fave typa gal. if ya want a trajectory she started w baby commercials then a sitcom from 4-10 ( think modern fam’s lily ) then it was off to the big screen & the stage !

mia has a lil bit of a drug habit. its not abusive or dependent, but it is a staple whenever shes parties bc alcohol is useless 2 her. started a lil young too bc hollywoo. primarily uppers/hallucinogens. she smokes weed a lil more liberally but the rest is mostly just an on occasion thing ( which, ngl, is a still a lil problematic when u party a lot rip )

after she got claimed, mia ended up going to demigod camps in a lot of diff places n countries, depending on where production would take her. there was never an established place, more like wherever was nearest when they wrapped up shooting bc monsters afoot n wutnot

she was always homeschooled but she still managed to go to a prom and homecoming bc party is life. that makes eonia uni p much her first chance at having a normal educational environment & experience and even then its anything but. still tho this is her moment !!! im lit rally begging her to get a personality that isnt her internally rolling her eyes going “ its not that deep ”

might put up a bio/stats page if im feelin sxc but i wud jus like the records to show that mia stoeger is a bi sxc babe bc me ? write a het ? no grassy ass.

POSSIBLE CONNECTIONS — cw: drug use ( full connections here )

omg danny devito i love ur work !

,,, p self explanatory sdkjfs sum1 who loves her work ! it can be lowkey/highkey fangirl to a civil admiration

OR alternatively, y/m can Not Be a fan of her work. they might think the storyline of the projects she takes on r too out of touch n highbrow yada yada yada, but yes, we love to see either of it !

summer camp sweetheart !

someone she met when at camp when they were teens ? doesnt matter in what country/city, but mia was only visiting so it was truly a one summer romance typa thing. bc she was younger, im thinkin 13-17 or w/e she was probably sweeter n a lot more emotional then. was it either’s first puppy love ? first kiss ? first “ relationship ? ” idk, do yk ? truly, so many possibilities. nothin set in stone just hmu bub

summer camp pals !

p much the same as above but make it Platonic

party buddies !

or druggie pals. either way works but she wud luv it if theyre both xoxo

friends w benefits !

most probably ( but not limited to ) sum1 she met at a party skdjhsjk is it exclusive ? is any1 starting to develop feelings ? im down 4 nthing n evrything

alexa play true friend by hannah montana !

give mia her college bestie ! her confidant who knows her feels and can call each other out viciously with no ounce of resentment. we stan the friendships !

omg i love ur skirt !

that is the ugliest effing skirt i've ever seen. lmao basically sum1 mia pretends to like or acts civil w but rlly ,,,, Cannot Stand for w/e rzn

im p much braindead rn but those are just sum ideas !!! ofc the usual staples like the pals, enemies, wutnots are also v welcome we love to see it. if u also have a wc that u think mia would fit in, id luv to know more ! there are also a couple more detailed ones here, but pls feel free to shoot me a msg n we can get 2 plotting x

( * wipes brow * how did i type so much n say so little rip. mia is also a completely new muse so pls b patient n if i fuq up from time to time, pretend u do not see >.< nywy thnx 4 readin, sweets ! feel free to hmu here or at discord if ya wanna <3333 )

FULL INFO || EONIA TASKS

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