#yk i thought i was the worst when it comes to keeping myself at bay whenever i see romeo

[kurosagihater]

Idk who i should say this to but everytime i see ritsu be it in the game or in tl i would always have this urge to squish both his cheeks with my very own two hands like, i need to release this cute aggression or else i'd go crazy. "According to article something something–" proper name place name backstory stuff now do you know you’re the cutest in the whole wide world? No? I'll gladly remind you that every second of your life. Please? Please let me do that for you. Please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please ple

[strivingforsanity00]

Personal shitpost incoming, consider yourself warned:

I thought I finally had a decent handle on my moods(which maybe I do)(which i always think right before a depressive crash and/or slump)(which is enormously difficult to gauge with no outer support) but then sometimes shit comes out of the woodwork nd Im like?? Hello casual drug use?? Poor decision-making?? How have yall been long time no see lmfao! And I have been keeping an eye on myself on those tendencies and OFC ups and downs are a natural part of unmedicated life here. And I obviously will(and must) figure out how to even out as much as possible and how to keep my destructive behaviors at bay…every time I think I can do it, I fall off the wagon. But the hardest part is honestly not even the difficulties that arise from monitoring myself(been dealing w that forrevah now yk) It’s that nobody- not fam or dudes I date or mom friends - has even an inkling of what it is like to battle my defective little brain every day. And okay, I wouldn’t wish bipolar on my worst enemy so y'all are blessed af not to understand, remember. But any hope of authenticity is lost when I’m asked how I am today and they look at me like i have two heads if i say i am manic. If i happen to be depressed, that’s even worse. Nobody wants to deal w that hahaha(not even me) and my in-between times are kind of rare and equally painful…so like why don’t we just not ask me how i am haha and w'ell talk about you.