#yesterday I spent around 3 hours helping my brother design his leavers T-shirt
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Itās day two of my holiday and Iām so bored. Iāve cleaned my room, cut my hair, continued reading Dracula but I feel so unfulfilled. I woke up at 12, ate lunch and realised I had nothing I wanted to do. I think Iāll just have to force myself back into my hobbies even if I donāt feel like doing them so I have something to do. I canāt hang out with my friends either because they still have exams and even when those exams are complete, itās not like I can hang out with them everyday. Iāll probably start going on walks just to waste time.
I began applying for jobs but no one will hire me because I have no work experience, I tried applying for volunteering so I could get experience but thereās no spaces available anywhere. Iām offering unpaid labour and nobody wants it š. Im probably just going to try and fake having work experience and hope for the best.
#yesterday I spent around 3 hours helping my brother design his leavers T-shirt#when I say help I mean I did 90% of the work#it was really simple it was just his name on the back painted in black with a cool font#but it still took ages but it really good which was nice since I was nervous since I only had one shirt to paint on#and everyone said it looked good#i would start driving lessons right now but I want to wait till uni starts so Iāll have more money to spend#speaking of uni Iām so scared#i wonāt know anyone none of my friends are going there#i doubt Iāll make friends I know Iām not a great person to talk too and Iām nervous all the time#and I feel like a fish out of water because itās a russel uni itās on the nice side of the city and people there will all be Oxford rejects#and theyāll prob be posh ik I wonāt fit in#and I havenāt told anyone this because people will say to just go cause itās a good uni#and yeah Iāll do that but im still sacred#i hate change im institutionalised at my secondary school#i like it there sure I donāt like everyone there but I still like it im use to it#anyway tomorrow Iāll clean out my sock drawer and fix my uneven haircut
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