#yesterday I spent around 3 hours helping my brother design his leavers T-shirt | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

velmashaircut · 1 year ago

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It’s day two of my holiday and I’m so bored. I’ve cleaned my room, cut my hair, continued reading Dracula but I feel so unfulfilled. I woke up at 12, ate lunch and realised I had nothing I wanted to do. I think I’ll just have to force myself back into my hobbies even if I don’t feel like doing them so I have something to do. I can’t hang out with my friends either because they still have exams and even when those exams are complete, it’s not like I can hang out with them everyday. I’ll probably start going on walks just to waste time.

I began applying for jobs but no one will hire me because I have no work experience, I tried applying for volunteering so I could get experience but there’s no spaces available anywhere. I’m offering unpaid labour and nobody wants it 😭. Im probably just going to try and fake having work experience and hope for the best.

#yesterday I spent around 3 hours helping my brother design his leavers T-shirt #when I say help I mean I did 90% of the work #it was really simple it was just his name on the back painted in black with a cool font #but it still took ages but it really good which was nice since I was nervous since I only had one shirt to paint on #and everyone said it looked good #i would start driving lessons right now but I want to wait till uni starts so I’ll have more money to spend #speaking of uni I’m so scared #i won’t know anyone none of my friends are going there #i doubt I’ll make friends I know I’m not a great person to talk too and I’m nervous all the time #and I feel like a fish out of water because it’s a russel uni it’s on the nice side of the city and people there will all be Oxford rejects #and they’ll prob be posh ik I won’t fit in #and I haven’t told anyone this because people will say to just go cause it’s a good uni #and yeah I’ll do that but im still sacred #i hate change im institutionalised at my secondary school #i like it there sure I don’t like everyone there but I still like it im use to it #anyway tomorrow I’ll clean out my sock drawer and fix my uneven haircut

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