#yesh so this is another rant from me
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keewu · 6 hours ago
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Is it only me that literally does not have an interest on ANY of the canon ships in nnt? Like Melizabeth is a good story, like 3000 year long love story and you better know I'm eating all the angst on AO3 up alr. But it has too many weird aspects, like Elizabeth being a child etc. Also just Elizabeths personality like before she regained her memories she was so annoying to me after she was better and I loved her dynamic with Merlin (want more of their sisterly bond btw) overall Liz x Meliodas Is more interesting to me.
I've already explained in another post why I don't like Kiane, but I'll say it again. DIANE IS 15!! 15 If she was human!! like why did that have to be canon it ruined the cutest ship for me tbh, cause I see King as an adult. Also just cause king met her when she was a kid and he seemed the same as he was now. So yeah.
Banlaine... The only thing wrong with what could've been my favorite ship is the thing we all know. WHY IS SHE A GODDAMN CHILD. I've literally done so many redesigns of her which now I'm thinking I should post.
Escalin, now I know this technically isn't canon but it's semi-canon in my opinion so I'll just let it slide. Tbh I really feel like Merlin is way too inexperienced with emotional love (yes emotional love y'all now my girl has experience ;) like she needs to sort herself out first I think. And understand the difference between platonic and romantic love (I'm looking at her crush on Mel as a her not getting platonic love at all) and even if she did have all that figured out I just don't see them being together, like he worships her I think its cute but freaky. And I just don't see her like I love with someone XD. In my head canon she's on the like aro spectrum. I fear home girl has too many problems for it to be cleared out in his lifetime. (Btw I'm not saying he can't help her or anything I just think she has to like love herself first yeah)
I'd love to hear what you guys think!
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taegularities · 2 years ago
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Hello, Rid 💕💕
You dropped so many bombs that there's no way for me not to come and ramble in your inbox again.
First of all, it's honestly a big turn off for me when I see unhealthy jealousy and possessiveness in a story too. I understand that jealousy is a human emotion that you can't help but feel sometimes, but when characters (or real life people for that matter) use that as an excuse to either be unhealthily possessive or a downright asshole, that's when it really becomes too much for me. And this goes for over the top protectivenese as well. I just think there's a right time and place for that and not every problem has to be solved with violence.
That's actually one of the many things I think you do so well in cmi. Like for example in that scene at the club where Seokjin's friend is bothering OC and instead of letting his anger get the best of him, Jungkook considers what would be best for OC 🥺🥺🥺 I think that's so much more admirable than lashing out with no thought. And the way they protect each other by looking out for each other and caring in subtle ways as well. Every time OC defends Jungkook in front of her parents and stands by him too 🥺🥺🥺 That being said, people do need their ass beat sometimes and that's probably when JK's muscles and OC's fierceness come in handy lmao.
Also a Valentines day drabble for my favourite couple??? That sounds so lovely I'm literally 🥺🥺🥺 irl at the thought of that. I have no ideas about what they would get for each other though, I am very much not creative and romantic when it comes to these kinds of things. As you can tell, I share my love through slightly incoherent rants lmao. All I know is that I would love to see them before the angst. And you say cmi7 next week??? I'm even happier that I have free time now. I'll be ready with tissues whenever you're ready to post it, Rid.
And lastly, I don't even know what to say about you mentioning that you're writing another cocky Jungkook. Your Jungkook stories will one day be the death of me, I swear. Looking forward to screaming about that one too one day.
I usually don't really ramble this much irl, but you make me so comfortable and there's so much to say about your stories that I can't help it. Thank you for always listening 💞💞💞
ivi !! lmfao yes, i apologise for the 💣💣💣 they were super random today 🤣
i agreeee. in all honesty, i used to like the drama around jealousy, too, and smut based on it is something i still enjoy if done right hahaha but i've learned, through fics and personal experience, that it's genuinely a nasty feeling. i think it's lovelier when person A comforts person B rather than provoking them (unless they're being playful or have a reason, which we'll see in c&f i guess :')). so i get where you're coming from.
and AHHH yes! that's something i really love about the cmi couple, too... like, jk isn't a very jealous person in general; he prioritises other emotions. and as for oc, we already know how she deals with all that (e.g. through nara), so... ugh yeah i miss them so much <3 (and yes... yes, one day, they will need their muscles/fierceness hehehe)
omg yeeeee, i'm gonna try and write this drabble! it's gonna be a smol thing, but yesh, just another potential day in their lives 💕 and hopefully a sweet treat before the angst.. :') i'm super excited.. happy you are, too 🥺 the cocky jk.... no comment 🤣
ahhh omg ofc !! i'm glad you think of this blog as a safe space to ramble, i always enjoy your messages 💕 thank you for always talking to me as well, ivi 🤍
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fantranslatorbychoice · 4 years ago
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Kakuriyo no Yadomeshi Volume 6 Chapter 6 - An Uncle and Pampas Grass and Moon Viewing Sake
T/N: Hi y’all, I’m back with chapter 6, how are you doing? I thought tumblr didn’t want me to post, kept getting error logs but here we are now. I got a bit unwell so I didn’t get to post this as soon as I wanted to, but I hope you still like it somehow.
As always, if you like this translation, you can heart it, share the link, reblog, I just respectfully ask that DO NOT REPOST ELSEWHERE. This is my contribution to the scant English content of this fandom, and I worked really hard to finish this thing, it’s not like I just copy-pasted everything. I even had to build the kanji in Jisho one by one. Try it and you’ll see what I mean.
You can rave about this, rant about this, reply, etc. but if possible please link back to this page. If you’re unsure how to do that, just copy the web address of this page. If you’re on a blogsite just insert the web address as a hyperlink as a link back to here. Honestly if this light novel was officially-published in English, I wouldn’t even be doing this right now... And if it did, I’d take this offline to support the publishers and Yuuma-sensei. Creators support creators, is what I believe in. I’ll prolly do 1-5 once 6-10 has been done, or however long I can manage to translate the raw texts, it can take a toll at times.  As previously-mentioned in earlier chapters, if you stumbled upon this one, the two seasons of the anime covered volumes 1-5, so other than the extra details, you didn’t miss much stuff. OK, here we go, this chapter’s a racket lol
P186 Kasuga's resignation from Tenjin-ya has been announced. Aside from that, the guests were also a bit dreary that day. Many people came to ask if there's any beef stew or hamburger steak but there's none left already, and there were still a lot of the chestnut okowa** for the Autumn set meals... "It took a lot of pains to steam these in a bamboo steamer, the sweet and piping chestnut okowa though..." It's a waste, what will I do? I wonder if everyone from Tenjin-ya's going to come and eat... "Kasuga... would she be coming? There's so many terrible stuff tonight, she's probably not going here." I remembered Kasuga again, and I got even more gloomy. Today's no good. She's probably thinking about a lot of things due to her leaving. It can't be helped but be sad. As more time passes by, my heart feels more depressed and more bemoaning. When I came to Kakuriyo, Kasuga played a lot of tricks on me and some of the other Ayakashi that I got involved with. Then after that, when she came to my place a lot, she eventually became a very dear friend. T/N: okowa=steamed sticky rice with stuff like beans, nuts, etc. replaces plain white rice in some meals. P187 I wonder what I could do for Kasuga when she leaves...
When I went outside the shop curtain to wear my geta sandals, the lovely waxing gibbous moon floating in the sky lept out in front of my eyes. "Wahhhh" The moon is almost at its fullest. The autumn air that goes with it, it's heartrending. When I walked underneath the rustling willow tree, it was already twilight in the quiet inner garden. "Is there something wrong, Aoi Ojou-san?" In that moment, a young man was leaning over the wooden bridge and chewing on a blade of grass. Having a slender body, with his brown hair covering his eyes, and what seems to be a charming smile showing on his face... It was the Gesokubanchou, Chiaki-san. "Chiaki-san... This is unusual. For what reasons have you come here?" "Oh, Aoi-san, I have a little favor, to ask of you." "A favor?" It was different from Chiaki-san's usual sloppy presence, somehow his manner was solemn as he came here. He was Kasuga's uncle. Could he be talking about something regarding Kasuga? P188 "Errrr... Can Aoi-san expertly stir fry these?" "Say what? What are these.. Ah, ginko nuts!" Chiaki-san nodded eagerly and handed me a thin, drawstring bag that looked like it was filled to the brim, these were ginko nuts." "Today, Odanna-sama and Byakuya-sama, also Dr. Saraku who rarely leaves the underground facility, the three of them went to the mountain behind Tenjin-ya to watch the moon while drinking sake**. This time around, Tenjin-ya was troubled with the Bunmon Tanuki situation, so I decided to pick up some ginko nuts in the inner garden to stir-fry them and bring them to you, but I'm not good at stir-frying." "Oh, I get it now. It's OK, Yugao's already closed and we can go inside. Speaking of Odanna-sama, they went moon-viewing? Because it's nearly the full moon?" "Ayakashi like to drink sake while moon-viewing. Aside from that, those were the three seniors of Tenjin-ya. They probably had something important that they needed to talk about this time." "...oh, I see." If it wasn't the marriage of an employee, then it's likely something else. Likewise, the Northern Land's Hachiyo has been replaced, and Kasuga is going to get married to him, and this brings yet another huge issue and problems in the entirety of Kakuriyo. Previously, Odanna-sama announced his engagement to me while in Youto, and that caused a huge commotion. We entered Yugao, and sitting in his favorite seat, Chiaki-san immediately propped his chin with his hands on the counter.
T/N: Yep, it’s a thing, people drinking rice wine while moon-staring. When spring has the cherry-blossom viewing thing, autumn has moon-viewing activities. They say that when the moon reflects on your sake cup, spirits come out. Well, whatever lol I rather moon-stare sober P189 With that mannerism, somehow he resembles Kasuga during the day. But looking at them in their appearances, they don't look alike. Kasuga is springy and bouncy, and this guy is reasonably quick-paced. "Oh, Chiaki-san, are you hungry?" "Me? I'm good, I've finally had a meal." "You always have your dinner late, don't you?" "Oh, right. Gesokuban have so many minute and detailed jobs, and I also have to take care of the ogre kiddies. I have to put them to bed, and have dinner after that... Ah! Could it be, that you made something for me?!" He was already in a Japanese restaurant, and based on his reactions he only remembered about that now. Even though he explicitly came bringing some ginko nuts, with regards to me he's rather the uninformed type. "Hee hee. I only have chestnut okowa left, it that OK for you to eat? I still haven't had dinner yet." "Did you say... Chestnut okowa?!" Somewhat, Chiaki-san was taken aback. With such a strong reaction, I got anxious. "Is it likely, that you're not fond of chestnuts?" "No! It's not that, it's just that Tanuki love chestnuts and persimmons!" "Really? Thank goodness-- But that's the first time I heard it. That Tanuki love chestnuts" P190 "Yes. There's a huge chestnut tree in Bunmon's University Library, when autumn comes everyone goes out and gathers them." "Ehh?" A library that has a chestnut tree. That's somehow cool. "What side dishes would you like? There's some saury, how about salted and grilled saury? There's also miso soup, try it out, it's a reddish miso soup, it's a suitable accompaniment to the chestnut okowa." "What is that, isn't that the best autumn menu?" Hearing what the menu was, his empty stomach was remembered and it growled. While rubbing the back of his head, Chiaki-san's eagerness shone across his face. "That was embarassing. I uhm, haven't eaten anything since lunch." "Is that so? When Kasuga says that she's hungry, you should have come with her, it's OK." "It's fine, Odanna-sama and I had to go back and talk about other things too. In addition to that, it was necessary for Kasuga that time, to be with Aoi-san who is her friend. Since yesterday, we have been completely surrounded by esteemed Ayakashi." "..." While Chiaki-san wore a strained smile, he secretly let out a sigh. I didn't fail to see that, so I turned on the fire on the grill, and started preparing the salting and grilling of the saury. P191 And then, Chiaki-san weirdly seemed to become fidgety, and suddenly he stood up and took a broom in his hand, and started sweeping inside Yugao. "What are you doing, Chiaki-san?" "Oh, it's nothing, if I don't move I couldn't calm down. You seem to be in the middle of cleaning and tidying up Yugao, is it fine if I sweep here?" "Uhm, thank you, I'm grateful for that..." He might be a manager, but by nature he is humble and feels much obliged. "Ah--  It's Tanu-tanu-shaaan's voice-" For some reason, Chibi who was sleeping in the back room woke up, and that time when he heard Chiaki-san's voice he went out. He held the acorn he picked up during the day on his flank, and with a heave-ho climbed up Chiaki-san's counter seat. "Heyyy isn't that Chibi? Have you slept? Your beak is smeared all over." After saying that, Chiaki-san wiped Chibi's beak with his hand. Apart from being humble and obliging, he also gives off the vibe that he's used to taking care of children... "I'm a baby Kappaaaa. Baby Kappa are the cutesssht newbornssssh in the worrrrld." I have been taking care of him, but for some reason Chibi has returned to being a baby and shows how he's suckling on his thumb zealously. "So to speak, you know of Chibi, Chiaki-san?" P192 "Yes, I do, we went picking up some ginko nuts during the day." "Yesh we diiid. When I wasssh about to get eaten by Shoft-shelled turtle-shan in the garden'sss shmall pond, Tanu-tanu-shaaan saved mee. And for that, this Kappa returnsssh the favor." Chibi went "I presshent you my gift", and he brought out the acorn that he was holding on his flank for Chiaki-san. Even though he seemed to have no need for the acorn, Chiaki-san replied with a smile, "Thank you, Chibi", as Chibi acted morosely. Chibi...Isn't he spoiled by Tenjin-ya's male army? Now then, back to Chiaki-san's saury. To this extent, for anybody with a high-class taste there's probably no other food that is more famous than this one during autumn. Long and thin, rounded and fatty, the luster of the fresh saury, it has been caught off the coast of the Eastern Lands. I salted both sides of the fish. This removes the fishy stench, and improves the elasticity of the flesh. I lightly rinsed this in running water, and again lightly sprinkled salt over the dazzling flesh again, before cutting this into smaller pieces. After that I turned on the charcoal grill and slowly grilled this, steadily holding it over the fire. "Chiaki-san, is Kasuga's uncle, aren't you?" "Yes. Kasuga's father and mother in Youto have been estranged for a long time, I have practically took measures to look after her." "Really? You have been her father's replacement?" "Ahaha. Saying that I'm her father is too much. Well, I'm like a big brother who's older by some years, it's something to that extent. I think it's sensible that way. Kasuga P193 is the youngest daughter, and compared to her other siblings she hates studying... she's a naughty and troublesome child." While Chiaki-san was suppressing a laugh as he recalled some memories, he was sipping some warm sencha tea that I poured for him. That atmosphere, it was a bit different from the light impression that I have of Chiaki-san, he was somehow polished and elegant. "Ah... The fragrance of the grilled saury is good, right?" "Tee hee. When this saury is grilled at just the right amount of time, the skin and the fat just makes it more mouth-watering for anybody and you can't get enough of it's scent." While the saury was being grilled and the appetizing smell was wafting out, I placed the hot and piping chestnut okowa in a rice bowl, and checked out the taste of the reddish miso soup I was using. In a small bowl, I added vinegared miso with squid and scallion. I placed all of these in a four-legged tray, and when the saury was about to be grilled enough I grated daikon over a long and narrow plate, and beside this I placed the grilled fish. Wah, the fat is dripping, and the skin has been grilled to become crunchy, this saury is both delicious and really smells great. It's filled with all the tastes of autumn, and I served this like it was made at home. "Alright! This is Yugao's 'Nothing but Autumn' set meal. These directly echoes the tastes of a hungry stomach during autumn. Ah, kabosu, kabosu!** I'll cut half of a kabosu and if you squeeze that all over, the citrusy fragrance makes it even more appetizing." I sliced a kabosu in half and plopped it beside the saury. "Ahaha. How you smiled, that meant that it's really delicious." Chiaki-san put his hands together and said "let's eat", and as expected took a mouthful of the chestnut okowa. T/N: kabosu=香母酢=some type of citrus fruit, well to be honest anything citrusy goes well with fried or grilled fish, or just fish in general. gwah P194 Rounded and scattered, there's so much of the lovely yellow chestnuts. The steamed sticky rice I used for the okowa, it mildly envelops the chestnuts with sweetness, tenderly and endearingly, it was enjoyably warm and fluffly, and the springy texture have its finishing touches. "These rounded chestnuts, they're surely delicious. Chestnuts in plain rice** is good,  and so is chestnut okowa." "Try eating that with the saury. It's also the best." That being said, Chiaki-san squeezed the kabosu juice over the saury's crunchy skin, and with the chopsticks neatly scattered this to soften the meat, and picked up the jiggly flesh. He ate it as it was, and closed his eyes as he chewed on it. "Oh.. This is good, this is good. This IS autumn. There is so much of this saury's fatty umami, even more so when it was salted and grilled and the skin got crunchy. The refreshing kabosu and the grated daikon over it, no other fish suits this the best. Also, the reddish miso soup really goes well with with everything, it worked the best." This time he tried the saury with the chestnut okowa. Occasionally letting out a sigh of relief and closing his eyes as he eats, it was charming and adorable. Kasuga was also like that, a Tanuki with a distinct gentle air about them, and I love how she's like that. "Kasuga said that when she's eating Aoi-san's delicious food, she goes to work cheerfully everyday." "Kasuga?" T/N: OK, so to make it a bit clearer since not all rice are equal, some rice when boiled or steamed have a texture that makes the grains scattered, and then there are some rice varieties that become sticky/glutinous when cooked, like your usual sushi rice, and then there are some super-mushy ones that need a lot of water-regulating skills to prevent it from becoming rice porridge. The okowa is somewhere in between the excessive watery stuff and the sushi rice consistency. P195 "Yes, she does. That girl, she seemed to have loved working in Tenjin-ya. Way back, she hated working in here." "...is that so? But that's curious. Kasuga's an Ojou-sama, isn't she? Why was she working as a waitress in Tenjin-ya?" "Uhm, that..." Chiaki-san's gaze lowered for a bit, and asked me "How much do you know of... the person Kasuga is engaged to?" I took out the newspaper that Juujirou-ojisan left behind sometime ago, and placed it in front of Chiaki-san. "This child on the photo, I heard that he was the next Hachiyo of the Northern Lands. Isn't he the one that Kasuga previously said that she'll get married to?" "Yes, that's correct. It's Kiyo-sama...He's grown to be very handsome." Chiaki-san looked at the youth on the newspaper, and somehow he seemed calm, he smiled as he drew his eyebrows together. "You know of him?" "Of course. When that child was quite young, he used to stay in the Land of Bunmon a lot. He was sickly, and he gets medical treatment in our University Hospital..." Starting to eat a bit again, Chiaki-san went "Shall I tell you a story from long ago?" and started to talk once again. "The Northern Land's new Hachiyo, Kiyo-sama spent so much time with Kasuga when they were children. Kasuga hated studying, and always hid in the hospital and the library and caused troubles to the adults.” P196 "Kasuga right now is a real hard-worker, I couldn't imagine she was like that. But then again, that was probably because she was still young." "That girl's pranks, as a kid she made those very ingenious and cunning. During that time,  it was hard for me to even handle Kasuga at all." "Tee hee hee" Imagining Chiaki-san following around Kasuga in that situation, somehow I could only smile at that. "During that time when Kasuga has been fleeing a lot and entered a hospital's private room, she met Kiyo-sama. Kasuga and Kiyo-sama were almost the same ages, and they immediately got on good terms. Kiyo-sama read a lot of books, and Kasuga became influenced to read books, as well as growing a bit in working hard in studying. Kiyo-sama was especially interested in the culture and history of Utsushiyo, and those were the topics and books that those two talked about and read about, they had so much fun imagining things." Chiaki-san's expression gradually changed. He was just talking about Kasuga's childhood, but he was smiling a lot as he seemed to remember the past while I was listening, I wonder if there's nothing else other than that. "Kasuga started to have growing feelings for Kiyo-sama. But Kiyo-sama seemed to imagine that he wasn't going to live long, as his body was prone to sickness. Then one day, Kasuga and Kiyo-sama broke out of the hospital room, and the two of them decided to go to Utsushiyo together." P197 "Wahhh? Is that even possible?" "Because it is necessary to go to Utsushiyo, a Hachiyo is issued a travelling pass. Kasuga used her cunning skills to steal the travelling pass from my mother, the Institutional Director. It was preposterous, that wicked brat. But Kasuga, it was because she really wanted to take Kiyo-sama to Utsushiyo so badly..." What I heard happened after those events, was that Kasuga and Kiyo-sama wandered in Utsushiyo together, and after about three days they were discovered by the Bunmon Tanuki who went out on a manhunt, and they were taken to be returned. Because Kiyo-sama has a frail body, his condition deteriorated and took the turn for the worse. Kasuga received severe reprimands, and she was forbidden to meet him again. After that, Kasuga was punished by her Institutional Director grandma to work in Tenjin-ya, so that she would learn the harshness of the outside world. Work really, really hard. That was why everybody always asked Kasuga to do a lot of errands here and there, she was told off to do things for others a lot... But nobody knew that Kasuga was in that circumstance. When everybody learned that Kasuga was an Ojou-sama, it was impossible not to get shocked. It seemed that none of the management staff in Tenjin-ya knew Kasuga's personal history. "However, when Kasuga started to work a lot in Tenjin-ya, it became obvious that she has become changed. Her movements P198 have grown to be more responsible, when total strangers scold her as she was earning hard for her money by working, it was because she hasn't had much experiences. It was altogether different when she met O-ryo-san. She raised Kasuga with eagerness and zeal, the Kasuga who doesn't know anything. This was because it was before O-ryo-san became the Wakaokami." "Really now. So that is why, until now 'O-ryo-sama' is still how Kasuga calls O-ryo." "Yes, that's right. Well, since O-ryo-san is always acting with so much insolence, being with her eventually turned Kasuga into a grown-up." "Well, that's for sure..." O-ryo may have raised Kasuga, in a way O-ryo's bad example probably made Kasuga grow... I could remember when I first came to Kakuriyo. When she got demoted from being the Wakaokami, when O-ryo got a fever, Kasuga brought her here. That time it was somehow unimaginable, but Kasuga, even though she has her own issues to deal with didn't forsake O-ryo. "Kasuga was here, due to the things that she did during her childhood. After that, even though Kasuga can't see Kiyo-sama again... it can be said that it was their fate, wasn't it? When Kiyo-sama became the North's Hachiyo, Kasuga decided to get married to him. Even though they were separated once, this time because they were pushed to a marriage against their own will, it can be said that they have grown into mature beings. Although they may be childhood friends, aren't they having such a complicated idea?" P199 "..." Kasuga, with what she meant with her expressions and her words, I could only realize what her explanations were. She may be smiling because she was going to get married to her first love, but to that end there were still some unfinished issues not taken care of. I was worried. Because Kasuga is my friend. When I came here, I prayed for everybody in Tenjin-ya happiness, likewise I allowed to myself to go through anybody's sadness that they hold, and I couldn't imagine that in my dreams. "Kasuga, she's surely leaving, isn't she?" "Yes, that's right. I daresay that the engagement talks, it's going to progress from now. Aside from that, the Northern Land is not in the road towards stability, but it seems that Kasuga is fully aware of her position. But isn't getting married troublesome? Aoi-san, when you came here, didn't you have a lot of problems?" I peeked at Chiaki-san's face, and he asked. Surely, it was also that same reason why I came here... "But.. I'm not going to get married to Odanna-sama yet!" "Ahaha. While Kasuga was talking about it, she seems to constantly retort that, right?" "Wah, don't laugh at me--" Chiaki-san kept hitting his hand faintly while laughing. Anybody who's facing their worries and affections would eventually show their true feelings, in the end. P200 "Aoi-san. Kasuga has concerned friends such as Aoi-san, who saves her. If that's the case, from here on end... If I could ask for Aoi-san's permission as the need arises, please help us. I want you to help us..." "..." "Aoi-san and Kasuga, will eventually grow to have similar positions in the future, won't they? Being a Hachiyo's wife... Behind the political stage, becoming one is a huge role to carry on one's shoulder. It's because in Kakuriyo, that is the wife of a great Youkai." With an earnest expression he was making his request, but I can't say my routine answer of "No I am not yet married to Odanna-sama". Instead... "Awww... Ish Aoi-shaan crying..?" Chibi who was playing with the acorn lying around, suddenly stopped and pointed at me. He placed his flipper on my hand. "It's, it's not like that! The ashes from the charcoal grill got into my eye!"** "Eh?! Aoi-san... I'm so sorry, I was being weird..." "No, it's not that..." But why do the tears keep on coming... My eyes hurt from the stinging pain, I thought that it was because of the ashes that flew out of the charcoal grill, but at the same time T/N: Yeah right, sure Aoi, keep telling yourself that bwahahaha we all know what's happening here **Lenny face** P201 I was attacked by the merciless thoughts that words cannot describe. Kasuga may have already braced herself with her decision, but I barely have any awareness, that in Kakuriyo I allowed myself to be dragged here to Kakuriyo selfishly. Kasuga is going to leave Tenjin-ya with a smile, I wonder if I can have that... When she's going to be the Northern Land's Hachiyo's wife, meanwhile me here, I don't know... "Ah, uhm, Aoi-san please stop crying..." "Aoi-shaan. Aoi-shaan if you keep crying you'll get uglyyy--" "What the, I already told you I wasn't crying!" Chiaki-san was all consoling-mode, and while at it Chibi was consoling while saying so many things. It's perplexing, it makes no sense that I was crying and sobbing. Chiaki-san was explicitly, one way or another saying a lot himself, and was in a panic. He stooped down and as he pulled out his hand towel, he was saying "I'm sorry, are you alright? I'm so sorry.." In the corner of my mind, as I was wiping my eyes I thought about what O-ryo said before, that this amiable, good-natured young man takes others into consideration so much, no wonder he's absolutely popular. But a while ago, he was wiping off Chibi's drool... "Aoi-san, thank you for your hard work..." Ginji-san unfortunately saw that scenario, just as he came to Yugao. P202 "..." While Ginji-san was still wearing his smile, he quickly went over to Chiaki-san. "Hey Chiaki. What is this? Why did you make Aoi-san cry?" It was scary, Ginji-san grabbed Chiaki-san's collar by the neck, and a shadow fell across his eyes. "The mild-mannered Wakadanna-sama got so scary!" said Chiaki-san as he went pale, and in that moment he turned into a cute, brown Tanuki. Turning into a surprised and scared Tanuki, he's definitely like Kasuga right there. Thankfully, my tears had stopped flowing. "I'm alright, Ginji-san. It's just because some of the ashes went into my eyes. Chiaki-san was just worried for me." "Is.. is that so? I'm sorry, everybody. I may have misunderstood a bit..." Somehow due to that misunderstanding, for some reason Ginji-san's cheeks twinged, and his ears drooped. "Oh! The ginko nuts!" "Ah!" In that moment, Chiaki-san and I remembered what we were supposed to be doing. While I was serving Chiaki-san food, it went over our heads and we forgot about it. "Oh, could that be for Odanna-sama and everyone else, in the back of the mountain? I was about to go there too. P203 I wanted to bring sake and a large towel, and I dispatched an Ogre-fire so fast." "Sake and towel...?" "Because it's rare, let's bring the charcoal grill, and let's all go to the mountain behind Tenjin-ya, together. We'll roast the ginko nuts in there, we're going to have an elegant feast. It's surely going to be a really good appetizer** for moon-viewing sake." "Wah, that's wonderful!" Ginji-san's plan made me feel ecstatic. Just a while ago I was sobbing because of that, but now it's because we're going to cook.
There is a mountain behind Tenjin-ya, and it's a facility where hotspring-boiled eggs are made, has an open-air hotspring, a foot bath, a famous summer place where rice can be cooked in open air, among others, it was a facility with a lot of various uses and has complete furnishings. Odanna-sama was with Tenjin-ya's founding members Byakuya-san and Dr. Saraku, I wonder what were they discussing about... "Hey, this is different from the usual path..." Normally we would be walking through the path in the bamboo grove, but this time we climbed up. I thought that the pipe cats would come out squirming as we passed through the bamboo grove, but this time we turned through a narrow path in front of us, it was lined up with old Jizou statues** and hanging lanterns, and we walked on a small, unpaved path. T/N: Yeah I know it sounds absurd but if you've tried drinking liquor while eating nuts or even some salty junk food, it actually tastes good together. Broke college days cheap beer and cheap junk food lol Jizou=地蔵=patrons of children, you probably saw at least one when you watched J-dramas or anime, the people usually put on scarves and/or hats on them whenever it snows. P204 "This time the bamboo grove is not passable. Other than Tenjin-ya's facilities, since long ago it has been called the secret base of Tenjin-ya's management staff." "Really, a secret base?" "Be that as it may, I didn't say that others are forbidden to enter it. It gives off the feel of children's secret base, that's why it was called as such." If that's the case. my expectations have increased. It has tickled my childish mind. "This season's surely great. Don't you think so, Ginji-san?" "Yes... I thought that Aoi-san would like too. Saying that somehow... You're twinkling." "Twinkling?" While Chiaki-san and Ginji-san were talking, as we left the little road lined up with Jizou statues, there was... "Wahhhh! Amazing! It's pampas grass!" It was a wide field where the pale silver ears of the pampas grass were swaying. Under the clear, night sky where the the moon floats up above, it mystically rules this place and its scenery. Occasionally I've seen the pampas grass growing in the inner garden, but in this wide field there was pampas grass everywhere I looked, like autumn has begun. The ears of the pampas grass in Kakuriyo were specially fluffy, it seems to be enveloped by the fleeting light. Not only does the light dance in the sky but there was also a light breeze, and with the floating full moon above, the light seems P205 to soak it all up... it was an emotionally-moving spectacle. "The children in Kakuriyo play in the pampas grass fields and turn them into their secret bases, you know. Even back in my hometown I used to do that a lot." "Odanna-sama and everyone else, I think that they're in an old shrine after that pampas grass field. There is a hotspring over there that gushes forth with high levels of pure spiritual energies, and since long ago there were facilities that were used to boil things like hell..." We followed Ginji-san who lead the way, and from somewhere we heard the sounds of laughter. That laughing voice, it seems to be from the Thousand-Year Mole** Ayakashi, Dr. Saraku. We left the soft pampas grass field, and there was billowy steam popping out... Is that a hotspring? "..." Somewhat wearing nothing, soaking in that natural hotspring, were the three senior management staff members. Suddenly without warning, with that scene that leaves out the imagination, I got utterly speechless. "Ahhh.. for sure, the moon and the hotspring and the sake, this is the best! I haven't gone above ground after so long... Full moon banzai!" What the, a sake bottle jutted out of a rock, and soaking in the hot spring while holding the small sake drinking bowl, was Dr. Saraku. "Good grief. You've gotten so drunk Saraku. Drinking sake while on a bathtub is bad for the health. You keep saying that you're always hiding and cooping up underground, well now you only want to go above ground whenever you want." Then someone's face appeared to be extremely cautious, with the towel wrapped around his head in the style of someone who's already finished T/N: yeah this mole is a hoax, it's just an old badger with skinny legs lol link to that is here P206 soaking in the hotspring, it was Byakuya-san. "Come now, Byakuya. It has been a long while since we've opened up together like this.** Let's just talk about the really important stuff. Alrighty, let's toast to tonight's full moo---- what the, AOI!!!!!" Odanna-sama wasn't even thoroughly finished when he realized that I was standing out near the edges of the pampas grass field, and he madly dashed back to the hotspring with a splash. Incidentally, Dr. Saraku screamed in a hoarse voice "Gyaaaaaaah" while Byakuya-san quietly and furiously looked at me with his eyes as if saying "It's shameless to peep". "No, no, it's not like I went here on purpose! I was just coming out of the lovely fields of pampas grass here in the mountain, and I didn't realize that I was entering the men's bath!" "Ah, Aoi... Could it be that you.. Wanted to take a bath with me too?" "And how can that happen, how can that even happen, Odanna-sama?" Odanna-sama in his sluggishness did all that he can to make an admirable retort. "Oh, uhm... excuse me but, please use this fresh towels that I have!" In the most critical moment, Ginji-san drew them in to leave the hotspring and wear the towels. "It was because I was in the pampas grass field too." I wasn't really embarassed or blushing like a girlfriend, so I just stayed on the opposite side of the men. "Y-you unfortunately saw a bunch of indecent men, Aoi-san--" T/N: OK fam this part is actually nsfw-ish, as they were all naked together in an open-air hotspring, Odanna-sama's line in the original text was "it's been a while since we've all been naked together" but that just sounds so nsfw so I made a euphemism of some sort. I may be a potty mouth but I also have limits, of infinity lol also srsly I just tried my best to make the following scenes clean, srsly the original japanese text has so many uhm...word play that I deem nsfw srsly I did not expect this, jfc P207 With a forced smile, Chiaki-san followed us here. It was awesome that Chiaki-san somehow said that the bosses being naked was indecent. "It's fine. I have been used to washing Grandpa's back thoroughly." "...what" "Why that speechless expressio....n?" Behind the startled Chiaki-san, I discovered what seems to be an inconspicuous square gazebo. "What's that over there?" We went closer to where it was. There was something that looks like a cauldron, and from its rounded wooden lid steam was coming out. I wonder what they're boiling in there... "Ah, that's is Hell's Cauldron. In here, it's almost never used..." "He-- Hell's Cauldron?" “That cauldron is used to steam ingredients using the hot vapors from the hotsprings. Since the hotsprings also have hot vapors, when these are used to steam food, why, passing them through open fires make them even more delicious. Other than that, here is another thing I can say. When steam that comes out from Tenjin-ya's basements are used to steam ingredients, the steam's composition seems to make them less prone to spoilage." "Really... Isn't that interesting?" Finally, when Ginji-san said that "Alright Aoi-san, it's OK now", I went in front of everybody. P208 A while ago I could only side-glance and go past the three men who were soaking in the open-air hotsprings, but now I followed them for a bit in climbing a small shrine. "Well, Aoi, it's nice that you came." And as if it was nothing, I found Odanna-sama who was sitting in his usual overly-magnanimous pose. There also was Dr. Saraku who was wearing his round, black spectacles  while smiling so brightly as he was holding a bottle of sake, and Byakuya-san who was tapping his fan to the corners of his mouth. But these three management staff members, even though they were comfily wearing large towels after taking a dip in the hotspring, they seemed to be delving into heavy matters. "What were you doing in such a place as this? Did the three of you came to bathe in the hotsprings?" "N-no. In the beginning we were talking about the matter concerning Kasuga. When we eventually thought of going into the hotsprings... Dr. Saraku here, in his drunkeness started pushing Byakuya powerfully into the hotsprings, it was a messy situation." "Byakuya-san wanted to get pushed into the hotsprings" At that point in time I have stopped trembling, and after Byakuya-san cleared his throat, Odanna-sama changed the topic of the conversation. "Kasuga's resignation this month from Tenjin-ya was caused by a lot of issues. That is the path that Kasuga personally chose. As for Tenjin-ya, as Kasuga's marriage is very fortunate, we can't just only give her support from the sides." "..." "...have you gotten lonely, Aoi?" P209 Odanna-sama read my changed expression, and pulling the corners of my eyes together, I smiled. I nodded deeply as I showed my true emotions. "However, there's this sole problem of Hachiyos that hasn't gone away. As Ougondouji-sama predicted, the faction of the Minister of the Left has been calling out the abolition of the Centralized Authoritarian Rulership along with the Hachiyo's Ruling System, hasn't it gotten a lot quieter, Byakuya?" "Hmph. Ougondouji-sama is backed up by the Minister of the Right, but Raijuu is backed up by the Minister of the Left. That guy's evolution doesn't appear to be good, but somehow he's probably making his flashy moves..." Raijuu, isn't it? Odanna-sama and Byakuya-san, they were talking about the movement of Kasuga's marriage, along with the politics of Kakuriyo, and I have no idea what they're talking about right there but... Raijuu making his moves, those words, I couldn't help but not hold on to that without worrying. As the charcoal grill was roasting and toasting the ginko nuts and other tastes of autumn at the shrine's entryway, I remembered the first time that I received Raijuu's maltreatment, and got anguished. "Are you alright, Aoi-san? Is the smoke getting over there?" "Hm? Oh, no.. That's not it, really. The ginko nuts look delicious, don't they?" Ginji-san was fanning the smoke outwards with all his might. Crackle, crackle, the husks of the ginko nuts splitting open were echoing all around. Ah, I could see that these have gotten transluscent, the ginko nut's lovely green color has appeared. When the ginko nuts were gathered they stank, but when they're cooked and ready to eat they seem so appetizing. Those differences were very fascinating. P210 Polishing them brightly, it's not an exaggeration to say that they're the jewels of autumn. Wahh, I wanna eat some... "Kasuga... She works cleverly and is a hardworking person, it's within her core. It's really unfortunate and regretable to lose her as our waitress. It also seems that as a granddaughter leaving by herself, it's so lonely..." Says Odanna-sama. He said it entirely as if he's Kasuga's grandpa. While Odanna-sama was restraining himself from the back, Kasuga's foster-dad Chiaki-san just started crying and sobbing at Odanna-sama's words. Odanna-sama just started patting Chiaki-san's knees, it mysteriously consoled him. "Hey, you know what, Kasuga Ojou-chan always runs so many errands for the basement team, I always give her the unsold manjuu to take home." Oh, so that's why Kasuga always brings in a lot of Tenjin-ya's unsold manjuu, those were given to her by Dr. Saraku. "But from now on, Kasuga's position has changed. Tenjin-ya will be protecting her from behind, and we'll make a lot of souvenirs and other things for her to bring when we send her off. Let's not talk about bad things, Tenjin-ya has its members marrying a Hachiyo one after another.” Byakuya-san opened his fan and while fanning his face, from the corners of his mouth he was somewhat stiffling a laugh. I wonder what souvenirs could those be... "Ah, that's right, Yomego-chan**! Speaking of souvenirs, our souvenirs, OUR souvenirs! Before, Tenjin-ya inquired about the hotspring manjuu, how are those coming along?" T/N: Yomego-chan=嫁御ちゃん=Dr. Saraku calls Aoi as Daughter-in-Law-chan. I've done enough speed runs to know why, so I'll just leave it like this. Don't worry fam, it's cute once that goes up, idk when though T_T dang it, my Nihongo learning skills couldn't keep up T_T P211 "Come again?" While talking about it, Dr. Saraku remembered the matter about the souvenirs, and he abruptly changed it. Everyone stared at me. "Ah, uhm... We're in the middle of our test trials, Dr. Saraku. It will get finished by the time we hold the Autumn Festival." "We don't want an expensive souvenir Aoi-kun." "Well now, Byakuya-san. My basic menu costs minimally. But one more step isn't enough... The usual manjuu as a newly-released product doesn't have enough impact, we have to change it into a striking product so people won't lose interest in it. When the Autumn Festival starts, we'll have it ready." While in the middle of talking about the souvenirs, I instantly had an idea. That's it. The new souvenir from Tenjin-ya...I should also consult Kasuga about it. Kasuga has eaten a lot of Tenjin-ya's manjuu, it seems that she'll have a lot of opinions on what kinds of suitable manjuu can Tenjin-ya make. More than anything, I want Kasuga to taste the new manjuu we'll make before she leaves. It's settled then. I immediately brought a bowl of roasted ginko nuts to Odanna-sama, and he oh-ed when he took one kernel, peeled it of its charred color, and ate the green seed. "Mmmm, this ginko nut tastes good" "It's because it was roasted on a charcoal grill. Roasting the seeds with their husks keeps in the fragrance, and the bitter after taste of the crumbly seeds get more tolerable, which are P212 uniquely the ginko nut's trait. Would you want to try adding coarse salt?" This is too easy to be called cooking, the flavors of autumn, enjoying these as they are, it's the best. Particularly the ginko nuts, just serving them with a bit of salt is exquisite. "Everyone, there's also grilled matsutake mushrooms, and some dried mackerel too. Please have these with the sake." Ginji-san grilled all of these on the charcoal grill, served them in a large platter, and placed them in the center where the management staff were seated. Seeing the flavors of autumn arranged together, my mouth started watering again. "Please take a seat too, Wakadanna-dono" Byakuya-san offered Ginji-san some sake. He only has been waiting to be called for and his expression became so bright, he brought his sake cup and entered the circle of drinkers. It seemed that he somehow, wanted to drink some sake. "Aoi, you come here too. I'm sorry that you have to work here even after Yugao's business hours." "Hm?" "...even your hand, it's full of cracks. She may be of a marriagable age, yet we're helped by such a hard-worker." Matching his concerned words, Odanna-sama faced me, and casually took my hands. Just a while ago the conversations were flowing, and that reminds me... After that Orchard Park date, after a long while we faced each other upfront, for one reason or another I felt embarassed. I flagrantly moved away my face, and the hand he was holding, I pulled it away. "Th-that is, because I work in a Japanese restaurant. Lately it has gotten cold, and my hands have gotten all worn out. P213 But today there weren't many customers, I thought that I needed my body to move some more." "Ahaha, Aoi is definitely a hard-worker, right?" Odanna-sama has always been extremely understanding.** I only realized, it seems that he's only weird with me. "Oh, right. Would you like to drink some of the sweet sake that I got hold of? It has no additives, and no alcohol." "What's that? I wanna drink that." Just a while ago I was all aloof and cold, now I just heard the phrase "There's sweet sake" and my bearing changed 180 degrees. Chiaki-san seemed to have realized my interest, and from the shrine's altar where a lot of the bottles were arranged, he took one and brought it for me. The package gives off a vibe of it being undeniably a high-class product, and my excitement was at its peak. Using the sake cup from the grilled foods plate, Odanna-sama triumphantly poured the sweet sake for me. The sweet sake's particularl trait, I peeked on it and its color is a bit like undisturbed milk, and on the clear top layer some malted rice were floating on it, I saw these as they were shining. "Tenjin-ya has always been in the care of OROCHI's work - The Ebitsu Liquor Products. They made these using only the newly-harvested rice for this year, this product isn’t released in stores to be sold." While Odanna-sama was talking about the product, I took a sip. Ah... Somehow the flavor gave me a sigh of relief. It wasn't too sweet, there wasn't any odor, this sweet sake is easy to drink. There were some grainy lumps left behind, T/N: this phrase is vague-ish, the transliterated version means that he's always glugging the liquor heartily but again, gah this chapter is just full of word plays, really P214 It was really delicious, the sweet sake is like home-brewed and hand-made. I like this grainy stuff too. I could understand why it's really enjoyable, it was hand-made and isn't sold to the public. "This is amazing... I always had the impression that sweet sake has a stench, but this one changed my mind." "It's not altogether a waste using this product, the sweetness of the malted rice helps the flavor to stick to it. That is probably why despite that there aren't so many people who like the sweet sake's unique odor, I like this sweet and mild taste, and every year, when the time comes they make this sweet sake, with a personalized note. I heard that it's also good for your body." "Really now.. Odanna-sama likes this sweet sake. And yet you hate the sweet pumpkin?" "Oh, aren’t the sweet sake and the pumpkin entirely different? A pumpkin is hollow, when it's boiled it gets stuck in the throat. It's soft and sticky, and that is why I find it difficult to eat it." Odanna-sama said those things while sourly turning his eyes away to the side. "That's why I thought somehow, that you were sneakily placing those in my bowl, Odanna-sama" "Byakuya! Don't reveal something that nasty to Aoi!" Odanna-sama was pnaicking and wailing a lot, but I have previously heard that from Ginji-san... On the other hand, Ginji-san has sunk into a drunken stupor. While Byakuya-san poured some sake for him, Ginji-san's nine tails would incidentally move a lot, and he has been extremely exhausted from drinking. It was like eating wanko soba.** "I also want to drink some sweet sake" "Ah, well then I shall pour for you" T/N: wanko soba=わんこそば= this has always weirded me out, it's like they put a bite-size portion in a tiny bowl and they'll keep giving this to you until you get full, like an endless stream of soba/buckwheat noodles. Personally just give the whole thing to me and I'll eat it lol P215 This time, I poured Odanna-sama some of the sweet sake. Looking at that scene with a laidback yet careful attitude, Dr. Saraku suggestively went "Hey, heeeey" while his face broke into a grin. "Yomego-chan pouring sake like that for Odanna-sama, somehow you look like a real husband and wife. After Kasuga Ojou-chan, it's also a good idea to write your marriage registration here too." "What?" "Hmmm... You have a point there. Following Kasuga's lead, pretty soon Aoi-kun will brace herself too." Even Byakuya-san. I could feel that the two higher management members have severely put me under so much pressure, I'm just thoroughly shrivelled. Well, isn't this vibe like what happens all over the country, when a girl reaches a marriagable age the parents just pushes her to get married? "Hey now, both of you stop that. I don't want to force Aoi against her will." "What's that?" "Until Aoi likely decides to have me for her husband, I'll... be waiting forever." "..." What the, this Odanna-sama is being meek. While sipping the sweet sake bit by bit, his face is just full of dejection. Even though before, he said that he had no intention of waiting forever... P216 I can't understand what Odanna-sama's intentions were, but if it's useless to push him, should I pull back? Might it be that, Odanna-sama already, vehemently, doesn't want to marry me anymore? I felt emotionally-struck a thousand times, I don't understand why there is this puzzling feeling of impending fears. Lately I have been... such an emotional wreck.
End of Chapter 6, Volume 6. Previous - Chapter 5    Next - Chapter 7
References:
Wonderful site for the youkai references
Other stuff I used to do this: Kodansha Kanji Learner’s Dictionary (you can buy here, I’m not sponsored btw). I was about to buy the older edition but then the newer one came out 2013 so I bought that instead. Worth buying since I was able to find nearly all of the words I needed just by stroke pattern alone.
Merriam-Webster's Japanese-English Dictionary (the red-covered 1996 version is apparently out of print right now). This is what I have been using for a very long time, I bought it when I was still a fetus (yes I am old so what lol), and after so many years, when compared to newer editions, I still prefer this one since its entirety is Japanese-English, the English to Japanese gloss are just 16 pages tops, so you get more Japanese words for your buck. But that’s just my opinion, maybe other people prefer the Jap-En x En-Jap IDEK.
Basic online dictionary, Jisho. Knowledge of verb conjugations  and other words are necessary since not all have entries.
If you can read Japanese, you can buy the whole set in Amazon Japan, they’re shipping worldwide now, I think.
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ikemen-obssessed · 6 years ago
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‘(Not so)quiet desire’
Well shit I thought I wouldn’t be writing anything besides fluff but well done Hafsah hope you’re proud of yourself (I might be just a leeewil tiny bit)
Jonah x MC
Written by: @ikemen-obssessed
Rating: idek.
It was nearly time for her to go back to the Land of Reason. It was already her 28th day in Cradle and she was close to leaving him here. Without knowing the constant battles in his mind, and he was unsure whether he should tell her or not. Unfortunately for him, as strong as your will is, your heart is always stronger at least that’s what I think, pls don’t kill me for it
It was the night of the annual ball in the Red Army Headquarters. As much as he tried, he couldn’t tear his gaze away from her; which she was thankfully quite oblivious to, this being her first ball and all. To her carefully braided golden hair to her deep sapphire dress that reflected the endless sea of wonder in her eyes, everything about her was perfect. He felt entranced by her beauty, and yet he felt that he would quite happily remain that way. Unfortunately, reality definitely didn’t seem to agree with him.
For once, no one had seemed to want this years excuse for the absence of Lancelot’s partner. Instead, all eyes were on the two of them throughout most of the night. But they didn’t even realise it; they were too distracted by their desperate need for each other. And everyone except for the two of them could see it, blinded by their own uncontrollable desires. And of course Edgar couldn’t sit around watching this, knowing fully well where this would end up Edgar’s always the heaven sent angel in my writings wtff
“Kyle” Edgar retreated to where Kyle, Zero and Lancelot were all silently watching Jonah and Y/N. His voice was a husky whisper, just about audible to the currently drunk doctor
“Yesh?” yup, perfect. His tongue rolled against the roof of his mouth as he spoke, showing how much he already had to drink within the last few minutes.
“I’m guessing you know what’s going on between Jonah and Alice by now?”
Kyle and Lancelot both gave him a lazy yet knowing smile. Zero, on the other hand looked completely baffled
“Edgar, what’s going on between the two of them? I mean, it’s good that they’re so close, but why do those two get lost in their own world? I mean, they’re still doing it right now” he let out an exhausted sigh, the confusion finally effecting him.
“My dear protege, you’ll figure it out soon enough. Probably before they do if we don’t help them. Kyle, I need you to drink more—“
“You don’t gotta tell me twice!” And with that Kyle tripped over his own feet in a rush to get to the snow white tablecloth which was covered by glasses full of beer.
“Well, that’s the distraction sorted. King Lancelot, I trust you and Zero can handle the rest of the soldiers. Make sure no one notices Jonah and Alice, okay? Otherwise this won’t end well. And I think I’m gonna shove some ear buds permanently in all of our ears if Jonah shouts at us for being amazing friends again” and with that he disappeared into the dark of the night, reappearing behind the chairs where the two clueless soon to be lovers were. 
“I’ll never learn my lessons whenever i listen to him. But just for their sake, this time” Zero ranted to himself exactly what Lancelot was thinking. And if he wasn’t concerned with the best order he had been given, Kyle would’ve been saying (most likely slurring) the same thing.
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The sound of their heavy footsteps echoed as Jonah and Y/N silently walked down the empty hallway, in the direction of Jonah’s room. For what, they didn’t know, which left a weird tension hanging in the air.
“Jonah, I left something in your room. But you can only find it if Alice comes with you.” And with that he left the two of them alone as he gave some sort of signal to Lancelot and Zero, who were in the middle of their own converastions with the other soldiers.
And they both knew fully well that whatever he was doing, it was best to just go with Edgar.
Jonah didn’t want to waste these moments with her. She would be leaving him in just less than two days now. He wanted to make as many memories as he could, to remind him of the times that he would look back on when she eventually left.
“So.... the full moon’s only a day away now. I hope you’ve packed?” he sounded as awkward as he looked as he gathered the courage to raise his voice
“Actually,” she turned her face towards him, her bright eyes swimming with a quiet joy as she looked at him until she realised what he was getting at. How he wished she would like that for him, every minute of everyday he did. “I forgot about that. I should really start packing, and I know this sounds weird but it feels like something’s telling me not to” as odd as he thought this was, he was elated to find that she was comfortable enough to confide with him, not the other officers. He tried his best to hide the wave of emotions he felt, but as usual his efforts were in vain. However, his attempts at being contrary only made her love him even more. Except she was slightly better at hiding these feelings from Jonah than he was. But then again it doesn’t take much to trick Jonah.
Jonah let out a resigned sigh, clearly annoyed with himself for bringing up the topic 
“Y/N, you can’t take this as a joke. If you miss this chance, you’ll be stuck here for another month. And I distinctly remember that old rabbit saying that all you want is to go home. So don’t go throwing away your wishes for something as foolish as laziness” despite the lecture she was getting, her eyes were looking past Jonah like she wasn’t getting what he was saying. Like she had already been told the same thing over and over
“Jonah..” her voice was a hushed whisper,  and he could barely hear her even though the corridor was completely empty.
“What-- what if I told you....” she took in a deep breath of air before continuing, her eyes lowered to the scarlet carpet they were walking on, “that i wanted to stay here?”
He stopped in the middle of the corridor, his amber eyes burning, mixed with lust and an edge of sadness. She stopped as well, turning towards him with a slightly shook face at his action, her eyes finally looking back at his, reflecting exactly what he was feeling
Without warning, he grabbed her wrists, pinning her between the wall and his chest, his hard grip on her suddenly loosening as he lifted her arms above her head, his face pressed against her neck, his breathing heavy and ragged.
“Stop giving me hope. Its too much” he mumbled as his mouth found the tender flesh just above her collarbone.
Her skin felt like it was on fire, her legs weakening as his burning lips traced patterns across her collarbone, his tongue flicking in and out as they moved towards her chest.
“Mmm.... Jonah” she managed to say his name before his lips covered hers, the kiss desperate and needy. He swallowed her moans, and her his as his tongue took advantage of her open mouth and delved into her mouth, twining with her own tongue and sending shivers down her spine, her body overwhelmed by pleasure it knew not. She wanted to melt into him, entirely undone by Jonah’s unbearable heat as he finally removed his lips, the swift absence like a physical ache.
“Please... I know i can’t have you. But let me do this. At least once” the apologetic look in his eyes was too much as she noticed the glistening of unshed tears within them.
“But, Jonah--” and once again she forgot what she was about to say as his hands tenderly cupped her cheeks, forcing her to turn his way.
“Y/N, i know what you’re trying to say, but i couldn’t help myself. And there’s really no point turning back now.” she could hear the silent apology his voice wouldn’t give. She could see it in those passionate eyes that she loved to loose herself in.
His warm hands were a contrast to the cool night air as he gently stroked her cheeks, seeming to act like he could brake them if he wasn’t careful. He showered her with kisses, first on each cheek, then his lips travelled lower, trailing kisses along the smooth skin of her neck, his lips as fiery as his hungry eyes.
He knew they could be caught at any moment. But he still couldn’t get himself to stop, so instead he tugged at her wrists and detached himself from her neck, running towards her bedroom. Or his. He couldn’t remember which was closer, and he didn’t really care either.
As soon as he had shut the doors, he was back on her neck in an instant, the heat of his lips expressing the urgency he was feeling.
“Jonah...ahhh....more please....i want...more” she moaned in between his intense kisses.
At this, his face was immediately in front of hers. He was so close that she could taste his breath as their pants mingled in the air..
“Y/N... why would you say that you wanted to stay? You said that nothing would change your mind about leaving Cradle” his eyes showed the loneliness he was feeling as he said so, and her heart felt like it would break if he didn’t stop looking at her that way.
“Jonah. I’ve been trying to tell you...” her voice trailed off as she tried to find the right words, and he couldn’t take any more of that awkward silence.
“If you’re not going to tell me, then let me tell you that---” his husky voice was cut off by hers once again.
“Look, I have feelings for you, okay?!” the words weren’t even out of her mouth before she hooked her arms behind his neck and pressed her face on his, her lips even more urgent and wanton than his as he fell against the bed with her body falling on top of his. They were in for one hell of a night.
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you can feel my desperation for Jonah in this lol
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jeonbase · 7 years ago
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sigh. I come here with another mini rant. I just. bear with me Andrea. I’m just so sad ? and mad, because just a few days ago we had a celebrity sexualize Jungkook to a point it made everyone uncomfortable and a lot of so called fans didn’t even care, instead decided to defend said person And excusing her behavior. Then, the problem escalated and suddenly we are crazy fans because we are defending him. Then this whole MAMA fiasco. Honestly, they always do BTS so dirty in SK but whenever -tsf
+ they achieve something big, suddenly they are idols made in korea!! and everyone’s so proud!!! and tbh, I love it when the K media praises them but you can also see how biased they are. smh. BUT THEN!! Karma is totally an army, we get BTS performing at the AMAs which is amazing and I’m so sosos happy for them. My boys are making history :’) and now, back with Jungkook. Just a few days after the whole fiasco, pannchoa decided to post something about Jungkook staring at a MC’s boobs when it -tsf
+ it was proven to be a damn lie, the boy wasn’t even looking at her, but doesn’t matter!! people already called him a r*pist (i mean, that totally was an anti, but still.) turns out, a Jungkook biased person was the one that started the whole thing, joking about it and stuff. And she still doesn’t care. She was called out initially when she posted that on twitter and didn’t care. Like honestly, I know there’s hard stans and I really don’t have a problem. But some of them (the straights) -tsf
+ some of them always make it seem like bts are some type of fuckbois who can’t even look at a woman without poppin an erection, or saying that YESH MY BOYS ARE GETTING PUSSY! like ?? Tbh, that type of comments make me so uncomfortable. And now one of those comments is making one of the boys seem like a fucking creep to knetz. I’m jjst ?? mad. I’m mad. Poor Jungkook, never hurts a damn soul, he never says problematic shit and only cares about singing and eating. Why is he always a target? -tsf
honestly the past couple days has been such a goddamn mess, im not even gonna get into the whole cupcake thing cause i’m tired of it. like it wasn’t right of her to say all that shit she said and to tag bts/jeongguk in it (especially when she has such a major social media following) but also it wasn’t right for fans to send death threats
i’m not surprised by the whole mama thing because mama… well everyone knows how they usually are and what to expect from them but the news about amas is so… it’s so fucking amazing. their first us award show performance, im excited but also nervous about the reception they’ll receive but mostly proud that they got the opportunity, and like… billboards was only 6 months ago like… wow
yeah… i saw stuff about that. i remember when the twt first was posted and started going around i just… the whole thing made me uncomfortable but honestly when i found out it was a hard het jeongguk stan i wasn’t even surprised, especially when it was That Stan who made the twt because i’ve seen their twts before and…
it’s always the typical ass bullshit, like that one time during seventeen’s and gfriend’s performance and people blew jeongguk’s reaction way out of proportion,  or that time during kcon(?) when he made some gesture and so many fans started saying he was gesturing to some girl to meet him backstage after and…. god it’s always the same old same old bullshit with them, jeongguk does some little ass reaction, some little ass movement and suddenly it’s always thrown out of proportion, he’s some ‘dom daddy’, some cold perverted jackass and it’s so fucking tiring. this kid has been oversexualized since the day they debuted, still oversexualized, always made out to be some cold egoistic fuck boy who only cares about himself and thinks he’s above his hyungs
and those people that say ‘they’re grown men, stop babying them’ fucking piss me off so much, yeah they are grown men but that doesn’t mean they’re constantly thinking about sex and boobs and pussy. like first off all u don’t know their sexuality, u don’t know if they are even sexually active or like to be sexually active, like stop assuming shit and just because they’re grown men doesn’t mean they like reading/seeing that type of vulgar shit people say/think about them. jeongguk himself has said that’s why he hardly ever goes on twitter, because of those fucking comments and then those same people who write that vulgar shit about him constantly complain that he hardly ever tweets or posts selfies…. sigh im so tired of it 
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prompt-practices · 5 years ago
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Here's one dumbass Cynth fic! Tagging @anarchicapathy @razyart @twistedtriscuitz .
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Another heavy peace in Marezka. No murder, excessive abuse, or Daniel rampaging; just an extremely quiet day that everyone deserves every once in a while.
—At least, that's what Cynthia hopes, if not for one single tormentor of her chillness bursting through the library door to bug the concentration out of her like, "Cynth Cynth Cynth Cynth Cynth! You gotta help me, fast! ASAP! The world will be in danger if you don't!"
She sighs, "What is it, 'Sha? Can't you just leave me alone with my book?"
The blonde teenage girl, known to public as Ayeesha Magika, is now trying to pry Cynthia off her seat, all while complaining, "But Cynth! The world is doomed without someone to help me, and you're the only one who can!"
Now Cynthia is desperately holding onto the table for dear life, but Ayeesha doesn't seem to give up; this time, she pulls on the bookworm's collar with all her might. Noticing this, and resolving to end the struggle, Cynthia finally releases her hold of the table, letting her superior body size overwhelm the younger girl as the latter's pulling force causes gravity to work on them.
One thud later, Ayeesha is lying face flat on the floor, groaning, "Cynth... you're heavy..." Cynthia huffs in annoyance, "I don't mind being heavy if it gets you to shut up." Then she presses more on Ayeesha's back, causing the latter to yelp, "Okay! Okay! I give! I can't breathe down here—"
"Fine." As soon as Cynthia gets off, Ayeesha stands up and takes a deep, grateful breath before explaining her rants, "So. The Underworld is big busy today and everyone else up here denied my request—"
"Well, with you being a screaming mess like two minutes ago, who wouldn't? You committed the grave sin of disturbing our ONE chance of peace this week."
"Ruuuuuude..."
"Try to tone it down a bit, 'Sha. You have a job and it's to be professional as the messenger from the Underworld."
"Anyway! I need you to go as my representative to meet this guy."
Ayeesha shoves the photograph of a man, possibly in his early twenties, to Cynthia—who tries to assess the image to mind. Slicked back brick-red hair, violet eyes that seem to reflect twilight shades, a piercing on his lower lip and another on his left earlobe, and an office attire. Her wild guess activates to say that this is likely to be a shady businessman, and an immediate decline crosses her mind as she calls out, "Ayeesha."
"Yesh?"
"Don't tell me this is some shady deal or something."
"Well it kinda is..."
"Then I refuse."
"Eeeeeeeehhhhh?? Whyyyyyyyyy?"
There is a passing desire to relent as Ayeesha's hopeless face comes into view, but Cynthia musters the courage to say otherwise, "I'm not the type to do shady deals, 'Sha. You know that better than anyone."
"Aw, but Cynth, this is ultimate important! And everyone else rejected! Who else is this humble librarian going to ask for help?" Ayeesha strikes a dramatic pose, but Cynthia is not amused.
"First, 'Sha, you're not working here; and second, I won't do your dirty work. I can't do it."
"Cynth, you sure make it sound like you have a choice."
"You forced me into this, you underhanded looter."
"You're no better, being a mercenary despite your honour, so don't call me out."
"I have a life—" Cynthia stops midway through, realising this argument will just make the briefing longer, and cuts back to the previous topic, "Anyway. What will happen if I refuse?"
"Let me say this again : the entire Underworld may be at risk of collapsing if this goes on. And if it does, we all can kiss goodbye to the whole surface region."
"...Fine." Cynthia says after some more thoughts, "But I swear to Lord Kose if this isn't worth my time..."
"You're doing this world a favour, I'm sure it's gonna worth your time. And life."
"Screw you, 'Sha. Oh, by the way, I need a name."
"Salmanove Baroque."
"Okay, thanks."
As Cynthia leaves the building, Ayeesha giggles and mumbles in her playful sing-song tone, "I know I can depend on you, Cyntherella~"
Going to Kamoria from the Bibliotheca takes three hours by rollerskates. It is a chore—especially having to slip through busy roads overflowing with carriages, but Cynthia is not easily tired from a long tortuous walk.
Speaking of which, the surname Baroque rings a bell in her mind. It is the name of the patisserie Daniel often brings her exquisite confectionaries from, belonging to former Astro Squad member Sylphio Baroque. "So maybe this Salmanove is related to Sylphid in some way..." she muses, and with that conclusion in mind, she slides her way towards the patisserie.
A blonde boy cheerfully greets Cynthia as she enters the shop, "Welcome, Miss Exedra!" She blinks at him, smiling as she replies, "Hello, Brian. Are you off work too?"
"Kinda. Today is Timothy's turn to tend the greenhouse. Are you here to binge the castella as usual, by the way?"
"Nah, 'Sha sent me. I gotta meet this guy... Salmanove Baroque... for some stuff. I don't know, brat didn't give details, just threats about the world ending and all... but I believe he's related to Sylphid so I'm here."
"Oh!" Brian suddenly claps his hands together. "He's a friend of mine. Want me to snatch him?"
"Actually, that's a good idea. I don't know him, so..."
"Okay, wait here!"
The younger Birkins skips to the back, and returns a few seconds later with a man whose appearance matches the one in Ayeesha's picture. Cynthia quickly approaches him and greets while Brian goes back to his spot to record their conversation, "Good day to you, Sir Salmanove. My name is Cynthia Exedra, from Karima's Storm Princes. I am here at the behest of Ayeesha Magika to request something from you, that she didn't disclose the details of."
There is a moment of silence as Salmanove seems to be processing what she said, before something clicks, prompting him to respond with a flat "oh". This of course drives Cynthia into further confusion. He asks, "Did she warn you of the Underworld collapsing if you don't help her?"
"Y-Yes. Honestly I find it a bit unsettling..."
"It's actually not her request, but someone else's... please wait here, I'll get the item."
Salmanove goes behind the pantry table and rummages for something, which is then revealed to be a carton box. The smell emanating from it confirms for Cynthia that it contains some sweets made from fruits and covered in chocolate, to which she guesses, "Raisin and date truffles."
Salmanove nods in confirmation, "Exactly." Brian can be heard stifling laugh in the background. Cynthia lets out a loud sigh and grimaces, "Really now...?" She is really close to crying right now, but manages to shake it off as she takes the box. "Thank you, Sir."
Ayeesha is reveling in her treasury when suddenly the door yanks itself off its hinges, followed by a carton box harshly ramming her in the face, causing her to lose balance and fall flat on her butt. As she sets the box aside—realising it contains her requested item—what appears in her face is Cynthia, desperately holding back from scream-crying in exasperation. The teenager scoots back from her, awkwardly saying, "O-Oh... Hi Cynth... I-I see you've completed your mission—"
"EXPLAIN HOW ON EARTH HAVING RAISIN AND DATE TRUFFLES WOULD PREVENT THE COLLAPSE OF UNDERWORLD."
"Ah... that's—"
"AYEESHA. I SWEAR I'M GONNA—!" Cynthia raises her rapier, ready to slice, prompting Ayeesha to panic and yelp, "Okay! Okay! Don't kill me!" That unsurprisingly calms the warrior down. She positions herself into a straighter sitting, and explains, "Those truffles are meant to be used as bait to get Rinzu outside the area when he's needed to. Lately he's so cooped up in his lab, it makes me worried. So yeah, nothing serious."
"Why the threat though...?"
"Because this humble librarian wants to stir up some chaotic responses. And you're the only one who bought it, soooo... was it fun?"
Cynthia sheathes back her sword, only to then pull out a bamboo one, saying cryptically in a menacing tone, "Well guess what...?"
"Oh crap."
Back in the Patisserie, Brian comments, "I'm guessing Miss Ayeesha won't survive." Salmanove chuckles, "Of course she won't. Poor Miss Exedra had to keep the threat in mind while this entire task was in no way putting lives at stake. It was wholesome, indeed, but came out as utterly dumb."
Brian once again stifles a laugh. "But well, there's one thing she failed to find out."
"What is it?"
"That you are Sylphid's younger brother."
Dialogue Prompt
"I'm not going to do your dirty work for you. I can't. I won't."
"Darling, you make it sound as if you have a choice."
- Lynn
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haesolmates · 8 years ago
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Thursday 26th.
Okay so today marked as the first day of english club lesson, on the 2nd half of the semester. : ) since the past 2 weeks were postponed due to me in Korea and last week was just idk hectic?
So yeah. I showed up first as soon as the bell rang, and the class was empty lmao. Well I shouldn’t have expected, should I? Anyways, I went around with Fira (to eventually split up) and went back upstairs to fetch my friends. Basically, there was only the 3 of us (you know who we are) and Alfiya, the only one who actually shows effort in this club. jk. So we were basically desperate and I was getting mad until suddenly the door opened (I could have sworn the door shined) and the guys came. aka Ammar, Febrian, Raphael and Taufan. So it got a little more lively.
Then Fira came♡ and we got a little chit chat and I went to Ammar’s table and he asked about dragon, well probably mentioning about gdragon, about my trip to Korea? I don’t know who told him but he was cute so that’s okay! And both Ammar and Raphael was having debates over politics, basically about our soon-to-be governments candidates and both of these guys’ opinion. Even after we sat down, they couldn’t stop talking about it. Eventually leading up to the topics of Trump and even bad mouthing our teachers. Another note; Ammar was yet again being cute, effortlessly 😤💗💗💗💗 So we had this idea of talking in this small circle. And we talked in turns, until it came to Ammar. He talked about how he went to LA with his family and accidently met his best friend there???? And he went to Jogja together and did the Om Telolet Om thingy. I swear it was the most random and weird thing ever, but he seemed to enjoy it so I’ll let it slide. By this I meant he wrote down the words in a cupboard and held it up high until he got the bus honks he wanted to hear ㅋㅋ he said we have to do this once in our life since it's fun lmao. He also talked about making a youtube video with the Telolet sounds, a video titled ‘Revealing Trump’ (kinda forgot) and when I joked about finding the video, he said it’s hardly possible. Since he made it private lmao. Then ooh! I got Satria in and Oji too. Finally. And Oji was super quiet, so I asked him through Line since he seemed to played his phone so much. He said he was trying not to cringe and saying it’s awkward, and like ‘gakuat’ ISTG AHAHAHAHAHAAHH I knew he was talking about Ammar♡ since most of the time he rant on and on about things which is super cute!
And then he showed our teacher’s photo, which I jokingly slided the picture to the left, showing up a picture of him and the girl he had a crush on, at one event. Of course I knew he had a crush on her since his friends seemed to brought it up a lot and a lot of funny stories regarding both of them. A little slightly very tiny jealousy came over me but oh well. Oh I forgot! Before we all ended up sitting down, Fira asked him about that one time he was at a station bringing up food for some girl (?) And she even heard his name and a girl mentioned in our school’s radio when they just started dating. I actually heard that too a prettyong time ago, but I let it away since that day he talked about his crush so of course he’s still single.
Back to the future, turned out the 'Ammar’ that was mentioned was not him, his other classmate instead. I was kinda relieved, well verrrrry relieved. : ’) I sound pathetic goddamnit. Okay next. He talked about watching movies at home, and turned he has watched a loootsie of movies. He even showed me his app where he watched them, which was cute. And when I was looking at his phone yet again, he went up to sit on the teacher’s huge ass seat, which I put my bag. And he was cutely sitting there, safely secures my bag on his lap instead (so he can sit there) and hugged my bag so tightly! He even like moved a little, laughing and bending down while still hugging my bag which was the cutest thing ever. 😭💞💞💞💞
Oh how I wish, that was me. Yes, the bag. Sitting on his lap and hugged by him ahdkshhsshdjdj someone stop me. Well everything he does is cute so I wouldn’t mind. And I looked at him and I guess I was caught by Alfi since she looked at me twice while I was probably smiling like an idiot looking at him oh god I hope she won’t misunderstood : (
and then the room got quiet and he eventually ordered a driver to go home, and he was complaining about the fee that was getting a bit pricy by the minute. His little frowns and whines were too cute, how can anyone not like this little cutiepie? You just want to protect him, I bet. So thennnn the driver called him but he was waiting for the caller ring to play since he liked the song, so I listened until the beat dropped and the Telolet noises were visible and he went into this cute little ball who was nodding to the jam slightly. HIS SMILES ARE THE BEST. HIS INNOCENT SMILES AND SHEEPISH GRINS GOT ME EVERYTIME. 😍��💓💞
So the class ended that time and he went home since his house was pretty far from the school. So that’s it! Not really that many interactions between our conversation but oh well. As long as he’s still smiling and joking and not even doing anything I would still like him.
It’s half to 12 already I need to sleep. Good night, I like Ammar. I love Bary.
yesh bary is back. mi koala.
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