#yes this is about sam and dean

[bryyceon]

💕 daily affirmations for tonight:

my f/os want me so bad my f/os want me so bad my f/os want me so bad my f/os want me so bad my f/os want me so bad my f/os want me so bad my f/os want me so bad my f/os want me so bad my f/os want me so bad my f/os want me so bad my f/os want me so bad my f/os want me so bad my f/os want me so bad my f/os want me so bad my f/os want me so bad my f/os want me so bad my f/os want me so bad my f/os want me so bad my f/os want me so bad my f/os want me so bad my f/os want me so bad my f/os want me so bad my f/os want me so bad my f/os want me so bad my f/os want me so bad my f/os want me so bad my f/os want me so bad my f/os want me so bad my f/os want me so bad my f/os want me so bad my f/os want me so bad my f/os want me so bad

[smollkittykat]

I kind of don't like how a lot of people forget that despite all the angst and the drama around Dean and Cas they are fundamentaly best friends.

How many times did Dean say it throught the entire show? Bobby in season 6 saying "Well, you just lost the best friend you ever had."

For Bobby to say that, knowing Dean better than even Sam in some regards, how many times had Dean been sitting with Castiel on the couch in his living room?

Cas doesn't sleep, and rarely does Dean, with the Apocalypse looming right behind him.

So all they had left, in those quiet nights were each other. And they were okay with it, because they liked each other's company.

[soullessjack]

your idea of domestic tfw2.0 is a gated community gay couple with an estranged/absent uncle. my idea of domestic tfw2.0 is sam banning violent video games in the bunker because jack keeps trying to do MK fatalities on monsters when they go hunting and dean won’t stop doing the narrator voice to encourage it. We are not the same

[jayjay-thejet-plane]

MORE “ABOUT A BOY” DEAN CUZ THE WORMS ATE MY WHOLE BRAIN

hi sorry im back, i cannot stop thinking about tiny touchstarved dean clinging to sam (he hasnt felt this safe since before mary died) and sam just carrying him around the bunker all day (they both pretend its the other who doesnt want to let go but its definitely both of them)

pt.1 pt.3

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D: This is boring, can we watch a movie or something?

S: … Sure Dee, do you want popcorn?

D: Yeah. And beer

S: Not giving you beer baby

D: … im not a baby

S: Sure you aren’t

[wigglebox]

Destiel Pride - Day 6; Profound bond

[hbo--spn]

"Also, Sam's a walking dictionary of the occult and esoteric..." - John Winchester’s Journal by Alex Irvine 

[luxurystark-jackson]

sam being constantly treated like a child even when he’s an adult and dean being constantly treated like an adult even while he was a child

and then dean who’s always treated like he’s too dumb to know anything and sam being treated like he can never be wrong about any of the lore

[lambmotifz]

sam literally offering himself to dean in 2.11 playthings, and dean not giving it to him because he doesn’t want to “ruin” his little brother

and this is why sam would initiate. AND he would prefer to bottom

[diabolichearts]

i love when people go "dean winchester is my dream man" like girl be real youre gonna be killed for his insane lore and plot development

[anundyingfidelity]

fanfiction is not enough, i need him to come to my place and fuck me

[the-mpreg-guy]

do u ever think. about how endverse dean, who inadvertently lost his brother to addiction, had to watch endverse cas become an addict

[shallowseeker]

I'm breaking this one out by itself because it's a little funny.

*Dean's phone rings*

*Dean answers without looking*

*Dean proceeds to yell at Cas*

Ah, right. What could possible be so important?

/////

Sam goes on to tell Dean that *drumroll* Sam is Lucifer's true vessel.

WOW! Scary!

DEAN: *sarcastically* Just when you thought you were out, they pull you back in, huh Sammy? SAM: That's it? That's your response?

It's... completely lost of Sam, though, the REASON for Dean's sarcasm.

See. It's this: now that Sam's found out that HE'S a vessel, he's in his car, an absolute FIRE lit under his goddamned tail, EAGER to get back in and fight.

Sam.

SAMMY.

🤦🤦🤦🤦

Dean throws a hint.

DEAN: *sarcastically again* I guess I'm a little numb to the earth-shattering revelations at this point. SAM: Well what are we gonna do about it?

And Sam... still doesn't get it.

Sigh.

Here's the thing. Sam wasn't panicking when they learned that Dean was a vessel. Only Cas and Bobby were panicked and stressed. They were mean, but they were at least aware of the reality of things.

But Sam.

Yes, Sam was going through things, struggling with things, and taking time to go through things is okay. But on the other hand, it definitely still hurts that Sam wasn't insisting on staying in the fight on Dean's behalf, to protect Dean from becoming a vessel.

But now that Sam's learned that he's a vessel?

Boom.

It's not even that, though. It's this whole conversation.

Because what's missing here? Empathy for Dean's plight.

Sam doesn't realize that this is why he's perpetually at... the kids' table. This right here.

In this whole conversation, Sam is eaten up with ranting about his own feelings, about how he's sick of being a puppet, and how he's going to hunt Lucifer down and gain redemption.

Sam's all about "how he can do this," how he's "gonna prove it to you."

It makes him seem a lot younger than he is.

....

There's no acknowledgment of how helpless Dean must have been feeling all this time, knowing that he's been targeted by an archangel, about how scary this whole thing is.

Hell, even Cas acknowledged Dean's fears re: Michael.

I mean: He did it in his Cas way, but it still acknowledged the enormity of the fear.

Cas:

///

Meanwhile, Sam back in 5x01, right after DEAN learned about being Michael's vessel: Geez, why is everyone so cranky and stressed?

🥺Dean, what do you mean that you didn't mean your pep talk to Bobby? Whaaaat? 🥺

///

....

And the thing is. Not "getting it"? That's understandable. But this conversation is just... devoid of support for Dean.

And they're not. Sam's zapping all the strength for himself.

When they've been together lately, Dean is the big brother who lends support, and Sam isn't giving anything back. Sam's out to prove himself, not to support others.

And they tell older siblings and parents to be patient, to let them learn, to step back and forgive, to be "a soft place to land."

That's hard to do. And it's exhausting.

And aside// Sam's apology to (demon) Bobby was SO MUCH NICER. Sam, where is this humility and energy for other people????

SAM: No, actually. Bobby, this is all my fault. I'm sorry. Lilith did not break the final seal. Lilith was the final seal. I killed her, and I set Lucifer free. You guys warned me about Ruby, the demon blood, but I didn't listen. I brought this on. I'm sorry.

[marginofthought]

I want Sam to pull Dean in for a hug while Dean is sitting down and Dean is pissed off because he doesn't do that girly crap but then he realizes he has his face smashed in Sam's tits and well shit, maybe he does likes that girly crap

[marte-14]

I like to think that Sam, sometimes, after a horrible day, just needs a moment and get a big hug, that kind of hug that only your older sibling can give you.

[beatsheetromanroy]

i will never forgive season 14 for a.) giving so much screen time to nick. i understand the urge to explore the fallout of being a vessel for the devil, sounds neat, but they should have delved into that by season 7 at the latest and b.) not developing what it must be like to have the bunker full of strangers. dean and sam were raised in each other's pockets but ONLY in each other's pockets, they've never had to deal with a bustling living situation like this, unless sam had roommates at stanford. i am so curious-does the bunker have a chore chart? do they go grocery shopping individually or does everyone pitch in? how do meals work, the bathroom? did sam design this imaginary chore chart? i can't imagine mary likes all the hustle and bustle and she doesn't even live there full time! is there a lock to the dean cave? because dean is someone who values privacy and control over his own spaces so much, i can't imagine that he would be happy with any of this. does he stay clear of the dean cave to keep it a secret and he sneaks cas into his room like teenagers so they can watch movies with just the two of them and none of the other hunters knowing? i think cas and jack would hang out on the roof and outside for much of the time dean was possessed by michael. maybe jack likes having friends, he probably feels more normal than he ever has before. what do the other hunters who are themselves refugees from an angel ravaged world think about living with an angel and his son? are there rumors about dean and cas? and most importantly. sam is thrilled because the bunker is finally fulfilling its purpose of being a hunter's central network. and dean is pissed because there are people in his house!

[luxurystark-jackson]

i like how when cas talks to jack he literally just refers to dean like they’re married. “as dean would say, without the bells and whistles” okay pal. so when’s the anniversary.