#yes this is about sam and dean
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itsafunnythingisntit · 24 days ago
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just came here to say that i think the quote “he’s in love, with humanity” (by metatron about castiel) is the perfect encapsulation of castiel’s internal calculus and why I believe he doesn’t want to be a human. I know a lot of people say it’s just “he’s in love with dean” (as a joke or seriously) but I truly don’t think it was just about Dean. Castiel always cared for humanity, back when he saw it as his Father’s creation, and later when he fell and saw the value in it through Dean’s eyes and then his own.
but the thing is, when you fall in love, you love all of it—the beauty, the pain, and most importantly I think, the differences. Loving doesn’t mean that you want to be a part of something, that you want to emulate it, or become it. Loving means you want to step into place beside it, and to fit it into the space beside you. Castiel loves humanity, he does, as a protector does. As a companion, in the way that only someone inhuman can.
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smollkittykat · 11 months ago
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I kind of don't like how a lot of people forget that despite all the angst and the drama around Dean and Cas they are fundamentaly best friends.
How many times did Dean say it throught the entire show? Bobby in season 6 saying "Well, you just lost the best friend you ever had."
For Bobby to say that, knowing Dean better than even Sam in some regards, how many times had Dean been sitting with Castiel on the couch in his living room?
Cas doesn't sleep, and rarely does Dean, with the Apocalypse looming right behind him.
So all they had left, in those quiet nights were each other. And they were okay with it, because they liked each other's company.
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starrlova · 1 month ago
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why yes I do have an unhealthy obsession with pathetic little men thank you for noticing
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conindiundrum · 27 days ago
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I think you have a fundamental misunderstanding of John Winchester if you believe he would outright hit either of his sons. The thing about John, he needs to believe he’s the good guy, and even someone who became a father in the 1970s knows you don’t beat your kids. John’s physical abuse was subtler than that. He’d grab them by the arms and squeeze tight enough to bruise, he’d get in their faces and make himself larger and more intimidating, his training regime was brutal, more so than necessary. All of this is abuse, but it’s subtle enough, especially in the 80s and 90s, that John can say he’s doing his best.
You have a fundamental misunderstanding of John Winchester if you believe he treated one son better than the other because John is a man fueled by duty. He never does anything he doesn’t have to, and that also means he does everything he has to. If a hunt requires he send Sam into danger, he’d do it. If a hunt required he send Dean into danger, he’d do it. And of course he believes he could save them, but if something went wrong? That’s not on him, he tried his best.
John also didn’t wake up like this after Mary died. It was a slow descent into madness and I don’t even think he really went off the deep end until after Sam left.
The tragedy that is John Winchester, is the story of a man who realizes he’s lost something as he’s losing it, but he does nothing to stop it because he’s set in his ways. Instead he avoids it, gets angry at it, and blames it. (Yes the ‘it’ in question are his sons.)
This is different from Dean who actually does something about it while blaming himself. And different from Sam who avoids it but ultimately blames himself.
John loves his sons, this is fact. But there’s a difference between a father that loves you and a loving father.
In conclusion, John is not a good dad, but he’s also not a comically exaggerated abusive parent who says things like “You did the dishes boy? Guess I need to whoop your ass.”
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soullessjack · 10 months ago
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your idea of domestic tfw2.0 is a gated community gay couple with an estranged/absent uncle. my idea of domestic tfw2.0 is sam banning violent video games in the bunker because jack keeps trying to do MK fatalities on monsters when they go hunting and dean won’t stop doing the narrator voice to encourage it. We are not the same
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seasononesam · 3 months ago
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Those cows aren't being mutilated. You wanna know how I know? How? Because there's no such thing as cattle mutilation.
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shanastoryteller · 3 months ago
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what if sam remembered jake stabbing him in the back and so woke up and knew that dean must have done something he shouldn't so he takes off for a crossroads demon first thing, intent on figuring out what dean did and how to fix it. but dean comes back to the cabin and instead of seeing sam alive and upright the cabin is empty and he thinks the demons took his little brother's body and he has a full on crash out about it, his absolute last straw snapped, and so when sam gets back to the cabin it's to all the furniture destroyed and a drunk and bleeding dean that he has to manhandle into the back of the impala and drive to bobby's, showing up like hey what the hell, you should have prevented this! only for bobby to speed run the five stages of grief he'd been suppressing in order to try and stop the demons and dean wakes up in the back of the impala still thinking sammy is dead
just a thought
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wigglebox · 1 year ago
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Destiel Pride - Day 6; Profound bond
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rosecarr67 · 6 months ago
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So I've been revisiting the fandom after a long time away and I'm honestly baffled by 70% of new fics being top!sam with Sam as the aggressive dom, violent, borderline or outright abusive...
Like?? Have these people not even watched the show?
Sammy is the scared little baby cub and Dean is the lion dragging him around in his mouth, he knows he's biting a little too hard on Sam's neck and he doesn't care. That's his baby brother so whatever he says goes.
Dean doesn't want Sam to dick him down, he wants to own him body and soul, crush his spirit until he's the perfect brother-pet in their creepy bunker.
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jayjay-thejet-plane · 1 year ago
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MORE “ABOUT A BOY” DEAN CUZ THE WORMS ATE MY WHOLE BRAIN
hi sorry im back, i cannot stop thinking about tiny touchstarved dean clinging to sam (he hasnt felt this safe since before mary died) and sam just carrying him around the bunker all day (they both pretend its the other who doesnt want to let go but its definitely both of them)
pt.1 pt.3
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D: This is boring, can we watch a movie or something?
S: … Sure Dee, do you want popcorn?
D: Yeah. And beer
S: Not giving you beer baby
D: … im not a baby
S: Sure you aren’t
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hbo--spn · 7 months ago
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"Also, Sam's a walking dictionary of the occult and esoteric..." - John Winchester’s Journal by Alex Irvine 
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jasprboi · 5 days ago
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changing channels in a nutshell
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luxurystark-jackson · 7 months ago
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sam being constantly treated like a child even when he’s an adult and dean being constantly treated like an adult even while he was a child
and then dean who’s always treated like he’s too dumb to know anything and sam being treated like he can never be wrong about any of the lore
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anundyingfidelity · 1 year ago
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fanfiction is not enough, i need him to come to my place and fuck me
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shallowseeker · 10 months ago
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I'm breaking this one out by itself because it's a little funny.
*Dean's phone rings*
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*Dean answers without looking*
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*Dean proceeds to yell at Cas*
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Ah, right. What could possible be so important?
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Sam goes on to tell Dean that *drumroll* Sam is Lucifer's true vessel.
WOW! Scary!
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DEAN: *sarcastically* Just when you thought you were out, they pull you back in, huh Sammy? SAM: That's it? That's your response?
It's... completely lost on Sam, though… the REASON for Dean's sarcasm here.
See. It's this: now that Sam's found out that HE'S a vessel, he's in his car with an absolute FIRE lit under his goddamned tail, EAGER to get back in and fight.
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Sam.
SAMMY.
🤦🤦🤦🤦
Dean throws a hint.
DEAN: *sarcastically again* I guess I'm a little numb to the earth-shattering revelations at this point. SAM: Well what are we gonna do about it?
And Sam... still doesn't get it.
Sigh.
Here's the thing. Sam wasn't panicking when they learned that Dean was a vessel. (Only Cas and Bobby were panicked and stressed. They were mean, but they were at least aware of the reality of things.)
But Sam.
Yes, Sam was going through things, struggling with things, and sure, taking time to go through things is okay. But on the other hand, it definitely still hurts that Sam wasn't insisting on staying in the fight on Dean's behalf, to protect Dean from becoming a vessel.
But now that Sam's learned that he's a vessel too?
Boom.
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It's not even that, though. It's this whole conversation.
Because what's missing here? Empathy for Dean's plight.
Sam doesn't realize that this is why he's perpetually at... the kids' table. This right here.
In this whole conversation, Sam is eaten up with ranting about his own feelings, about how he's sick of being a puppet, and how he's going to hunt Lucifer down and gain redemption.
Sam's all about "how he can do this," how he's "gonna prove it to you."
It makes him seem a lot younger than he is.
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There's no acknowledgment of how helpless Dean must have been feeling all this time, knowing that he's been targeted by an archangel, about how scary this whole thing is.
Hell, even Cas acknowledged Dean's fears re: Michael.
I mean: He did it in his Cas way, but it still acknowledged the enormity of the fear.
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Cas:
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Meanwhile, Sam back in 5x01, right after DEAN learned about being Michael's vessel was pretty much: Geez, why is everyone so cranky and stressed?
🥺 Dean, what do you mean that you didn't mean your pep talk to Bobby? Whaaaat? Why not? 🥺
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And the thing is. Not "getting it"? That's understandable. But this conversation is just... devoid of support for Dean.
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“We’re not stronger when we’re together, Sam.”
And they're not. (Not here, anyway.)
Sam's zapping all the strength for himself.
When they've been together lately, Dean is the big brother who lends support, and Sam isn't giving anything back. Sam's out to prove himself, not to support others.
And they tell older siblings and parents to be patient, to let them learn, to step back and forgive, to be "a soft place to land."
That's hard to do. And it's exhausting.
And aside// Sam's apology to (demon) Bobby was SO MUCH NICER. Sam, where is this humility and energy for other people????
SAM: No, actually. Bobby, this is all my fault. I'm sorry. Lilith did not break the final seal. Lilith was the final seal. I killed her, and I set Lucifer free. You guys warned me about Ruby, the demon blood, but I didn't listen. I brought this on. I'm sorry.
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lambmotifz · 10 months ago
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sam literally offering himself to dean in 2.11 playthings, and dean not giving it to him because he doesn’t want to “ruin” his little brother
and this is why sam would initiate. AND he would prefer to bottom
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