#yes that is my actuall cashapp link LOL

[spiderbitesandvampirevenom]

Make the white yanks pay to follow

honestly? its only fair. hey white yanks pay up

[ai404]

yesterday, months after having gone to HR and reported that they have a problem with way too many creeps in the factory and expressed my discomfort at having my personal phone number on the first aid volunteer chart at work, i got a bunch of random texts from an unknown number and i'm POSITIVE they got it off that chart with my face on it because i dont give my number out, i fucking hate being asked for my number. and when i said idek who tf this is they responded with "you will soon" ... HELLO??!

i didnt bother going back to HR bc they've already proven they won't do shit. but my friend found the number linked to a cashapp and we pulled it up on the company directory and found out who his manager is and reported it to him and he said "i can fix that" lol. lmao. and THEN HE CALLS ME AND IS LIKE "oh no this guy lost his phone around lunch, somebody stole it" I DONT FUCKING BELIEVE YOU. HE GAVE ME HIS NAME AND IT MATCHED WHAT WE FOUND. PLAY BACK THE CAMERAS. DO *SOMETHING*. FIRE THAT FUCKING MAN BC IM NOT GOING BACK INTO WORK NOT KNOWING WHO THE HELL IS WATCHING AND MESSAGING ME. the blind fucking rage that ripped through me after i got off that call... i already told my manager im not coming in today.

and i cant even quit bc i dont have any fucking money LMAO like im so so miserable here and im so tired of being seen that way and it's so stupid and pitiful but a part of me gets so hurt bc i would LOVE for someone to actually bother to be my friend for once but all i attract is fucking creeps and pervy old men.

i'll go back in tomorrow and yes i will be armed to the teeth, as i always am. really wish i felt safe, ever, without a knife in my hands.

anyway no one is ever allowed to see me angry so it's fine im over it i just dont wanna be there rn and nobody at work will ever really know how much it upsets me and how disgusting and ugly i feel when stuff like this happens but it's fine, this is fine.

[smeller-b]

PLEASE HELP A DISABLED TRANS WOMAN STAY ALIVE

Hello, I am making a new post because that seems to result in more notes/reaction and I would really like more people to see/respond to this.

Basically my friend Charlotte, a disabled trans woman, urgently needs help to survive, stay housed, and stay safe in a very fucked up world. She has been homeless for the past 16 years, and has lived through numerous traumatic experiences, any one of which would be horrifying to recount. I made an initial post about Charlotte, with a link to GoFundMe. That post also has updates about urgent support she needs to fight abuse by the criminal legal system, which you can read about with the link above. In previous posts I had avoided going into explicit detail about Charlotte’s disability. With her permission, I wanted to make a post sharing those details, with the hope that this information would spur more people to donate.

Charlotte has extremely serious heart problems, cPTSD, and has had multiple debilitating heart attacks in recent years, due to physically and emotionally traumatic and stressful experiences. Doctors have let her know that it is IMPERATIVE for her to get on SSDI (Social Security Disability Insurance) because she could die from having to work a full time job. The GoFundMe is set up in the hopes that she can ride out a few months without having to worry about how bills will be paid, so she can focus on what she really needs- navigating the disgustingly complicated SSDI application process. Right now she is working a part time job at FedEx that is physically unsustainable, and damaging her body, just so she can try to stay on top of expenses. Every day she worries if she will have another heart attack. She shouldn’t have to risk her life and well being in order to not be homeless. I’m reaching out for help, because I don’t want her to die, and I hope the serious urgency will convince more people to help out.

[IMAGE ID: A text message conversation that reads:

“Are you ok if I share some screenshots from your texts with me where you go into detail? (Personal info redacted ofc) I won’t if you don’t want me to, but sometimes a clear anecdote is helpful. I can also just summarize.”

“Yes you can, I’m just worried about having another one. I’m actually not supposed to do work according to the doctor I had in Colorado, but I’m so worried about surviving that I will risk it versus being homeless again because that will kill me too.”  /END IMAGE ID]

[IMAGE ID: A text message conversation that reads:

“The 40 hour work week is monstrous for people’s bodies. 1200 boxes an hour?? That is bananas wtf.”

“I only work 25 hours a week with a bonus for being on time for all of my shifts. It’s a box every three seconds.”

“That is fucking cruel Jesus Christ”

“Yeah, I’m going to have another heart attack lol”

“ [sad face emoji] “

“I got to pay my bills so I’m going to suck it up and endure it.”

/END IMAGE ID]

[IMAGE ID: a text conversation that reads:

“ Are you ok if I share more details about the fact that you have had chronic heart problems! I don’t want to violate your privacy but I want more people to donate if they can, and I hope that more people will if they realize how urgent and important it is. IDK you just deserve a little bit of a break!”

“Yes that would help it’s why I wanted to go on SSDI after I got off last night I had chest pains and had to rest before I biked home.”

/END IMAGE ID]

I know the combined maelstrom of the pandemic, climate disasters, and white supremacist violence has catastrophically wrecked many peoples’ lives, and no one should feel like they have to send more than they can or compromise their own situation. From the bottom of my heart, thank you for reading this far. But if you can spare it, or have some rich cousin who can (lol but really), Charlotte really needs it. Her life is at stake.

CHARLOTTE’S GOFUNDME

CHARLOTTE’S CASHAPP: $charlotterose86

VENMO ME with the subject “for Charlotte” : @/ruby_arnone

[kpopisthereasonihavenolife]

Snickers <3

The sweet 14-year-old boy all of this is coming to light for! 

Between his age and his medical vet bills, he's starting to cost a pretty penny. We're still saving up so he can hopefully get an MRI done, but we're not anywhere close to where we need to be financially for that. He's a big reason why I do and why I've set up way for people to support me if they're fans of my content! Say hello, Snicks!

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I won’t make it a habit, but this is me actually announcing my Ko-Fi!  If you’re a fan of my stories or just wanna support me and Snicks in general, then consider jumping on over and buying me a coffee!  Sometime in the future I may open commissions for fics or fic banners (whether on Ko-Fi or on my own through tumblr with like cashapp/venmo payments or whatever), but I’m still very unsure yet. Still a work in progress with my work schedules and lack of time recently lol.

But, yes! this is me saying I have a Ko-Fi, so if you’d like to support me, please do! It’d help out a bunch and who can say no to a nice, hot coffee when the temperature is literally dropping into negatives amount of cold where I live.

The link is in my blog description if you’re someone interested! <3