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lennox-levin-little-lilith-did · 4 years ago

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Hi again people who follow me!

I’m bored and I’ve decided to make fun facts about our DID system and the four known alters!

So before I start- Lilith has a bit of a show today, but the body was too tired for her to start anything. Like I feel asleep as soon as I got to class. The reason I know this is because of my outfit and she decided to put on lip gloss (which I never wear personally). She’s not conscious currently, none of the other three are, and I’ll get to that later!

Oh! And just so you know, this is Lennox.

👋

Let’s start with Levin!

Levin is the alter that co-cons often or will switch with me

He knows a lot about our system, but is very secretive about it so~

He is the only male alter in the system that I know of

He also goes by Levi and Lev

He likes more soft songs and songs with a good message

His favorite color is forest green

He’s the only alter that Lilith does not take her anger out on

He’s an introvert with really bad social anxiety

He hates sexual songs (so of course being me, I put two of the worst sexual songs I know in his playlist, he doesn’t know)

He has insomnia and ptsd

He’s extremely competitive when it comes to card games

He likes educating people on animals and wants to do gigs, like birthday parties and events, to teach people about reptiles and birds specifically

His favorite subject is English

He is white with blue eyes and dark brown hair. He’s thin, well more twig like, but whatever. He’s around 5’8 (two inches taller than the body)

His clothes style is baggy shirts with either baggy sweatpants or leggings. He wear plain colors, like pale blues, grays, and black. He, surprisingly, likes boots, even heeled boots

His favorite anime is... probably Durarara x2 any season

He has no sexual desires, but romantic likes girls

He’s 18

He’s very comfortable singing, he loves it. That a major way he expresses himself

His favorite song is... I think LA Devotee by P!ATD (idk why but that what he likes)

^^ What he likes to wear ^^

Next on our list is

The demon queen herself, LILITH

She is named after Adam’s first wife, the demon queen, Lilith (yes she liked to go church, but we stopped going)

She is a bisexual

She’s ageless (she has no age, or if she does she hasn’t told anyone)

She’s an absolute bitch and she knows it.

She has violent mood swings and anger issues (respectfully so)

She is also an introvert, but not because of anxiety, no it’s because she wants to strangle every single person that looks at her weird

She hates Little with the burning passion

She gets repressed the most because no one wants to be expelled from school

She likes cooking

She hates cleaning because of her ocd

She wants to pursue a culinary job

Her favorite subject is science

She rarely fronts and when she does it’s quick or someone is co-con with her (ex. What happened with aleia-clownery)

Lennox(me) has to clean up her messes as always.

Her favorite anime is... The Promised Neverland (she likes Ray a lot)

She likes aggressive songs, or songs that swear a lot

Lilith has wavy black hair with blue highlights. Her eyes are a brownish red color. She’s short, like 5’2, and likes to wear heels because of it. She’s black as well

Her favorite color is dark royal blue

Her style of clothes is black shirts with skulls on them and tight, but comfortable, pants. She also likes a certain denim dress I have

She likes drawing and doodling ways to kill people and I have to say she’s pretty good

Her favorite song is Sarcasm by Get Scared (very fitting for her)

^^ What she wishes she can wear ^^

Next is Little!

She likes to bake

She enjoys going to restaurants, specifically Asian style ones

She’s loves animals and wants to work with them so bad.

She’s an extrovert with ADHD

Little is Hispanic and on the chunky side. She has a caramel skin tone. She can understand it way better than me (Lennox) and she wants to learn Japanese and French (I’m interested in Japanese so we’re probably going to learn it)

Her favorite subject was College Writing Prep and before that was Language Arts, but the writing part of it. She really likes writing

Her favorite color is... honestly black. She likes that it matches with everything and likes the science of black too

Her favorite anime is Ouran High School Host Club (I hate it with the burning passion) her second choice is Black Butler (any season) which we allow her to watch

She likes baking and cooking, tho she prefers baking, she likes the way it calms her, I guess

Her favorite song is Voices in My Head (she listens to a lot of nightcore so I don’t the artist)

I’m not saying much else about her (I don’t want creeps harassing her)

^^ What she prefers to wear ^^

Last, and certainly least, Lennox (aka me!)-

My favorite anime is Kakegurui or... BNA... or BNHA... or Hitorjime My Hero (My Very Own Hero)... or maybe Given? Idk I like a lot of anime...

The first anime I’ve ever watched was Wolf’s Rain. I was seven I think, but it was on YouTube so I didn’t get to watch the whole thing. I recently found it, but I’m afraid to watch it lmao

I like the colors teal and turquoise, as well as blood red and jet black

I like anything P!ATD, Halsey, Imagine Dragons, Fall Out Boys, Set It Off, Alec Benjamin, OneRepublic, and Nico Collins and AJR(granted so does everyone else but 🤷)

My favorite songs are Control by Halsey and Lonely Dance by Set It Off and Don’t Threaten Me With a Good Time by P!ATD and River by Ed Sheeran and Eminem and Not Afraid by Eminem and I’m Ready by AJR and Karma by AJR... I can go on for hours, but I’mma stop here

I’m Non-binary and the only gender nonconforming alter. I’m also pansexual

I hate being touched, I hate talking to people that act ignorant, and I hate this body I’m in

I look like the body so no description for you 😝

I have anxiety and depression. Everything else I’ve been diagnosed with can really be related to DID

I’m a neutral party in everything, so when I say I don’t know, I don’t care, whatever, or not my business, I’m literally saying I have no standing or opinion in this

I like cooking, baking, organizing (not cleaning), writing, reading, doodling, and doing self introduced projects for fun

I like plaid clothing, hoodies, and pride shirts. I like sweatpants and sneakers. I also like things on my neck... it keeps me ground I guess

(Oh my god I’m writing this with Ella, right? I told her to stop clawing at the furniture, right? All of a sudden her focus is on the ground and I wiggles my toes, testing if she was looking at my feet, and I started moving them around. I told her, ‘stop looking at my feet.’ This cat, this puta, liked me in the eyes before looking back down and got in position to lunge at my feet. My heart stopped and I pulled my feet onto the couch. And she was going to do it because the moment I moved my feet, she jumped from the top of the couch she’s on... she scares me sometimes 😣)

^^ What I would wear if Lev was a little shit and let me wear pride stuff and jewelry ^^

Now-

Onto how our system works!

Levin and I co-con often. If I’m not in control, then he is

On instances where I get angry, Lilith takes control

Little co-cons with me more than everyone else because she enjoys annoying me

Lilith and Little are both so stubborn and hardheaded, it’s unbelievable. On the other hand, Levs and I are open minded and calm. So we often clash on what we should do as a collective

Lilith is a Christian, Levi and I are atheists, and Little is a Seventh Day Adventist (the religion I grew up with). However Lev and I hold more say, so we don’t go to church

I guess you could say there’s a hierarchy in the system. I have the most important say, then Lev, then Little, and lastly Lilith

Levin and I enjoy co-conning with each other only, anyone else gives us headaches

Everyone loves Nico Collins, Alec Benjamin, Set It Off, and AJR the most

Everyone’s favorite albums are Death of a Bachelor (p!atd), Cinematics (set it off), and American Beauty/American Psycho (fall out boys)

Everyone loves sushi and sushi rolls (California and Philadelphia rolls are the best)

We all really want to try takoyaki and pork Katsudon. When we do try them, I’ll probably make a post about it

We all love Ella and we all want to start a rehabilitation center of all animals and a pet cafe

We love reptiles, like all reptiles, venomous snakes included

I think there are more alters that just aren’t as prominent as the other three, Levin would know but he doesn’t like to discuss our system often

We really want to buy these specific no pierce cuff earrings

Edit: this total slipped my mind- when I’m on my red week (you know what I’m talking about) the others let me deal with it on my own, especially Little and Lev (Lev hates that week and recedes completely)

That’s all I’m willing to share about us (or that I remember)

My part was short because you guys talk to me all the time

Sincerely,

Lennox... with a sprinkle of Levin

I’m tagging some people because why not-

@one-pissed-off-child @liveto-100 @madame-ree @martinidrinkingmartin @anon-nom-nom95 @queenzie-xo @scalybunnypapi69 @gogetyoselfsomesoup (still bitter) @cristinaweeb @aleiakit @aleia-clownery (I’m still so sorry about what happened) @studiesboie @bloomyboithatemoji @pumpkineiji @penelopebakugouburrito1

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chaniters · 6 years ago

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HELIOS

A post-retribution setting fic. Sidestep has assaulted the farm and other powered experiment sites and released a large number of Regenes, prisoners, and victims of the corrupt government. The Revolution has begun, and Sidestep prepares his second major strike against the establishment, by stealing a massive superweapon.

Spoilers for the first two books inside!.

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"Alert. This is the Automated Citizen Defense System of Los Diablos. All citizens must head to the designated safe zones and bunkers. Grade 3 powered activity is currently ongoing. Authorities have been alerted." The message keeps repeating through loudspeakers.

Littered streets. Handbags abandoned by their terrified owners. A few overturned cars on fire. Town Hall and it's surrounding streets have turned into a disaster area as the parade came to an abrupt end.

The government uses military parades to showcase its military might against their Russian, Chinese, and now European counterparts. This one, however, has turned to chaos, and will likely bring shame to the Government.

High above, a gigantic airship looms over the buildings, menacingly.

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It hurts. And you can barely stand as is. That's why they're carrying you, one of them holding each arm.

Regenes. Prisoners. All of them experiments, just like you. Victims of the farm, and it's sister programs.

The two helping you along set you down on the chair and step back. Waiting for orders.

Orders.

Shit.

You turn to your left. Even that hurts

"Cybra, tell the twins to be ready to do some first aid?" you ask in a low voice. She nods. Her eyes flash briefly with a green light. You'll probably need surgery. The bandage should at least hold for now you hope.

Orders. Right.

"Show me where the rangers are right now"

Cestus turns to his console and activates the large viewscreens. They show cameras, looking down from your current position.

The Helios is a massive weaponized airship, mixing helium gas cells and anti-gravity technology along with state of the art medium range Laser weapons to create an impressive engine of destruction.

Unlike most secret weapons, this one was designed to be shown to the public. Exposed in the media as an example of military superiority.

Stealing it during its maiden flight during the parade was the most obvious choice.

Some screens show leftovers of the show, as people ran for their lived during the fight both above and below. Your people overpowering the crew. The military having its weapons turned against them, thanks to Cybra and yourself. The Rangers trying to ruin it all. Ortega shooting you...

They didn't think much about your Revolution before. That is about to change.

A screen finally shows the rangers.

Herald is carrying Argent, trying to land her on top of the ship's hull. Steel is elevating behind them, using his jump jets. His jump isn't perfect, but he's surely relying on Herald picking him up if he fails. The kid's gone far with his precision flight that Chen trusts him that much.

"Set up a welcoming committee. Let's show them how we play," you ask, choking another pulse of pain.

A hatch opens, and several armed combat regenes take their places. They're not sentient. Few among you truly are. Most of them inside your inner circle. You hate to use them like that, but even they would agree on the logic of your thinking. They are living weapons, and could never be anything else. So let them fight.

They land... and the battle breaks out.

Cybra's eye flicker with red light this time. She hasn't spoken ever since your second capture... since they changed her mind and broke her into what she is now. But she can still warn you of impending danger.

You switch your attention to the newly activating viewscreen.

Radar sweeps. Dots homing on your position.

"Fighter jets." Cestus clarifies. You can feel the pressure in everyone's minds intensifying. This is the definitive test.

"They are firing on us". Rockets. Dozens of them.

A pair of short regenes enter the room... they bring medical supplies. They walk straight to you, extending their multiple arms to take off your armor.

You hold a hand. "Not yet. Standby" you ask. The twins and your wounded self will have to wait until the crisis is over.

"Will the lasers work?" you ask. You're unsure. Everyone is. The ship's systems are encrypted with the most advanced technology.

Cybra's eyes go white... then green once more. Good.

"Activate the point defense system" you order. "We need to show them we've mastered their technology" Laser emitters all over the hull start powering up.

Cellex gets to it, making sure they are all ready to fire. He's different. Unlike the others, he never liked you.

But nobody liked Cellex. He has superhuman reflexes and durability, along with highly enhanced senses. Him operating the guns makes the most sense.

He still doesn't like you. But he thinks you're right.

"Fire as soon as they get in range!"

The emitters fire. Rockets approach your position. And then... turquoise lines surge all over the hull, each one ending at the tip of one of the missiles. A curtain of explosions covers your view. The close blasts rock the ship hard. You hold on to your chair, letting out a pained groan, as everyone braces themselves.

You look at the fight atop the hull. One of your soldiers is swept away along with Herald. Herald can just fly back onto the hull tough. Steel has magnetized his boots, and Argent clings with her claws. Most of your own people have their own means to hold on.

Still, they've managed to incapacitate two of them.

"Enough of this. Begin the broadcast on my mark" you ask. Cybra's eyes switch color several times. You take your mask and put its own.

Showtime.

A large screen atop a building showing the ongoing alert message dies, and then reboots, showing you. Retribution. If all goes to plan, this should be infecting everything, from streaming sites to add screens in stores. Seeing your massive head on top of a skyscraper brings a weird reality to this. Not many villains ever got this far.

"Citizens of Los Diablos!" you start, trying to input a commanding voice. The voice modulator does the rest, bringing the villain you've become to life.

"I have taken control of this war monstrosity your hidden masters and corporations have created, in the name of our Revolution!" you continue, trying to keep a rhythm. Cestus nods. Of course, he does, he's always worshiped you.

"Even now, your so-called "heroes" continue to serve the corporations and slavers who rule your destinies. Trying to extinguish our flame. But the will fail!" a slight mental push and Cybra replaces your image with images of the rangers battling, trying to get inside Helios’s hull. Trying to rescue Ortega.

The battle isn't going their way right now. They are surrounded from all sides, as more and more powered soldiers come from the hatch. Doesn't mean they are defeated but it adds to the effect of your message.

The jet fighters turn for another pass. Good.

"But your rulers do not trust them. Watch as they cowardly sent their air-force, to destroy us all, including your rangers" The screens turn once more, to display the jets.

"They too shall fail" you state in a grim tone. Expanding your mind. Reaching the pilots. They are trained. They try to defend themselves.

But you've gone far beyond... Defenses like this are nothing. Distance is nothing. There is only your will, negating theirs.

Their flight becomes more and more erratic... spiraling... crashing down into the sea. The screens turn once more to you.

"Nothing will stop my revolution... OUR revolution" you say extending your hand to your subordinates. They're not on screen, but the gesture is symbolic. "Open your eyes, Los Diablos. I am not the enemy, I am not a conqueror. I bring truth and hope to my people. A truth that everyone can benefit from, should they choose to listen..."

"But do not test me. Or we will bring the end to everything you hold dear!" you snarl. That's Cellex's cue. Your image is replaced by Los Diablos's city hall, and audio stops.

The main super laser emitters, all four of them, begin charging.

"Repeat the last words in a loop. And give the guests a show of our prisoner" you order.

You sit back, trying to find a comfortable position for a villain who has just been shot, sitting in a command chair. You find none. You're just glad the cameras are off you right now because it's not pretty.

One of your soldiers approaches the Rangers holding a hologram emitter. Showing her the brig, where Ortega is held.. Arms and legs bound, his ranger suit thorn in several places. He doesn't look very good right now. You made sure of that. But he's alive.

"...the end to everything you hold dear!.... the end to everything you hold dear! ... the end to everything you hold dear!..." your words resonate through the loudspeakers, and possibly through every electronic video device being held trough Los Diablos right now.

Ther rangers stare at the hologram, the fighting ceased. Your threat is quite clear.

And then your weapons fire. Green lasers, turning the town hall ablaze. Windows exploding as the heat runs through each floor.

You're pretty certain they had a long time to evacuate beforehand, but some people might still die. There's simply no way for you to avoid it by now. You're out of options, and you need to send a strong message.

"They are leaving," Cestus says pointing at the screens.

Yes. The Rangers are coming down. They know they can't fight their way in. They know you'll torch the city if you have to. And they think you'll kill Ortega if they keep fighting.

Would you? That's a good darn question.

"Now... twins.. please" you whimper. You've held your act as long as you could, but now you're just falling apart. It hurts like hell... you need painkillers right now.

The twins open your suit and unceremoniously inject you with whatever it is they think your body needs. It strikes you how blunt they are. But they know their stuff.

"Engage the cloaking device... and set the thrusters to full speed... Cybra, engage interference... and.." Cestus stops you with a hand on your arm. You stop. They know what they're doing. they want you to rest now.

A single nod... before you start feeling the effects of anesthesia, and being carried off, to the infirmary.

Helios starts to fade into the cloudy sky of Los Diablos, engaging its thrusters and bringing its Revolution elsewhere.

Leaving behind a torched building, and a team of heroes that's now one man short.

You feel your eyes drift ...

(...) Dreams. People. The parade is back... they march... towards the burning town hall building. THeir bodies catch on fire as they enter. But they keep marching on. You make them. They want to scream, but you silence them. They just keep walking into the fire (...)

You hear a voice in your head.

".... ok?"

"Hmm?" You complain. You keep your eyes closed. You're too sleepy.

"Cyrus!"

Stupid dreams.

"Cyrus please..."

You manage to open an eye. You're at the infirmary. It takes a few seconds for you to recap how you got there.

"Cyrus, can you hear me?"

OK, that's not a dream. You turn. The man in the bed next to you... .

Ortega. Both arms and legs still bound, but now bare-chested and all of his wounds have been carefully cleaned and bandaged. Some cables connected to his arm are recharging his battery too.

"What... are you doing here?" you ask in disbelief

"You captured me" he points out.

Oh. Right. You captured him, then locked him up in the brig once you secured the ship. And you ordered the Twins to look after him, then went to the command sector to deal with the situation. And of course, you also asked the twins to patch you up.

You didn't expect they would bring him here. You even thought you'd meet him back at the brig, with full costume, once you were healed.. maybe taunt him a bit... make a speech...

But no. The twins have little interest in anything other than their work. It’s surprising they even gathered the will to actively support the revolution instead of just joining as some of the non-sentients you now control.

It’s only natural they just put you together in the same infirmary, one bed next to the other.

"That... thing... was operating on you? The one with the four eyes and many arms"

"The twins," you say.

"Ah... They uh... worried me. I thought they were... harming you"

"No. they are.. medical prodigies. They were operating on my ..." you narrow your gaze. "You shot me" you accuse finally.

"You stole an experimental airship with nuclear capacity" he replies, matching your accusing tone.

"I did. And no one could stop me. Not you, not the police, not the military or the farm. Not even the air-force. My team is clearly better than yours Ortega."

He instantly looks annoyed. You hit a nerve apparently. Assaulting the courthouse was a distraction while the combat regenes waited for the right moment to jump onto the airship with their modified grappling hooks.

Still, a distraction that led to an all-out battle with the Rangers. Retribution wasn't alone though. Cestus, Cellex, and Aegis were with you.

Aegis. You thought she was dead all those years ago. Not quite... The farm captured the former villain, and you met once more after you were taken in following Heartbreak.

She's consumed with revenge, and your former enemy is now one of your strongest supporters.

Together, the four of you beat the crap out of them.

You defeated them. Your team was more orderly. More disciplined. Acted and moved as one.

And when they realized Helios was your true objective, when you cued everyone to flee and the automated alarm started telling people to evacuate...

Ortega shot you. You remember, falling backward, as Cestus held you. Aegis beating Ortega senseless, Cellex carrying him over to your extraction point. You and Cestus hurrying behind them...

A modified energy gun. Went right through your armor. Designed specifically to take you down most likely.

You could be dead.

Dead because you keep playing games with the enemy.

"You know you're lying to them, right?" he asks. "There's no way this revolution of yours will end well."

You hesitate for a split second. He has a point, but some lies are necessary.

"Maybe not. But it doesn't seem like we're losing right now, does it? You on the other hand..."

"Come on..." he struggles a bit with his bindings, trying to fully turn to face you. "If you keep this up you're going to end up dead Cyrus!"

"So you're concerned about me ending up dead?" you ask incredulously. "Gee I wonder who gave me this then because it clearly can't be you," you say looking at your wound.

"I just... " He looks upwards trying to phrase whatever it is he's going to say in his mind. "I just wanted to stop you!. You killed innocent people today, Cyrus!"

"Oh please. The evacuation alert had been going for a long while when we fired. Anyone in that building was either a soldier or plain stupid."

"Seems you think this is a war"

"It is a war dumbass. And I try to only kill enemy combatants. Unlike your government"

"My government?"

"Yeah. Your government. And I get it, It's pointless to talk to you about it. You're just incapable of seeing it from our point of view"

“And what point is that? Destroying everything? There are better ways!”

“Wow... you really believe that?”

"You have to stop! Why can't you see it?"

"You don't get it, do you? We're not going to be able to go to the courts or even jail. If we stop the fight, they'll just kill us. If we lose, they'll also kill us. And if we hide, they'll find us and guess what? Kill us. And even if they didn't, we'd go back to being their lab rats, their slaves, their fucking mindless drones. We've had enough"

"I..."

"No. Save it. I don't need to listen to any more of your shit. I don't care. Also, you're a prisoner, and we'll have to decide what to do with you now. So see you later Charge." you try to sit. It hurts, and you're dizzy, but you can't do this anymore. You can't keep talking to him right now. The twins move to stop you, but you don't. You stand, realizing too late you're completely utterly naked.

Shit. Embarrassing. And you wanted to give him a villainous speech.

(Maybe next time?)

You just take your pants and head for the door.

"Cyrus stop! We can..."

You don't. You slam the door behind you.

"...I'm sorry I shot you," Ortega says after you leave. Though only he and the twins get to hear those words.

The ship is huge, you can't help thinking as you enter your own quarters. Captain's quarters.

You dress up. Your left side hurts so much...

You were stupid. Weak. If you hadn't twisted your plan to avoid unnecessary casualties, none of this would have happened.

What are you trying to prove? That you can be a villain while still following a hero's code?

If you keep it up, maybe Ortega will be right. You'll get everyone killed next time. You’ll get killed too. And you can’t die right now. Not until you set things right. That’s your destiny. The only unmovable, inevitable thing you can trust. You used to count Ortega there. But he’s not lived up to the image you had of him.

Maybe you need to stop being selfish and think of the bigger picture.

Stop being weak. Stop fighting a war with a hand tied to your back.

You tried. And where did that get you?

The one person you trusted (loved) all your life tried to kill you today. To save some soldiers wanting to enslave you once more. He was fine with ignoring your Villain career as long as it was just robbing museums. Auctions. Fighting some random heroes. But once things got real, he picked a side. And it’s clearly not yours.

You look at yourself in the mirror.

You hate what you see. But you don’t fear it anymore.

You don't hide your tattoos anymore. No. Not after the breakout, when you released so many from the farm. You make a point to show them, to give them purpose. Meaning. Accept what you are, and move on. Make a mess against those who would oppress them. Use them. (But aren’t you using them too, you wonder?)

You let the world see who you are that day, You revealed the wrong they did to your kind.

And they didn't care. It wasn't like you expected. There was no immediate stop to the experiments. no release of the prisoners everywhere. No massive human rights movement surging.

There are only two fundamental truths you learned.

You are not humans. And they will keep chasing you like rabid dogs as long as they possibly can.

Maybe it's time to finally bite back.

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My Fanfiction: https://chaniters.tumblr.com/post/181692759294/my-fanfiction-for-fallen-hero

DISCLAIMER: This is a work of fan fiction using characters and the setting of the Fallen Hero: Rebirth and upcoming Fallen Hero: Retribution games written by Malin Riden. I do not claim ownership of any characters from the Fallen Hero wold. These stories are a work of my imagination, and I do not ascribe them to the official story canon. These works are intended for entertainment outside the official storyline owned by the author. I am not profiting financially from the creation of these stories, and thank the author for her wonderful game/s, without which these works would not exist.

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