#yes i cried in public during the concert.

[skitskatdacat63]

I can't listen to The Planets ever again without intense longing to hear it live again, TAKE ME BACK PLEASE 😭😭😭😭

[yyoon5]

concert logs!

*Note: I have severe dissociative amnesia which has caused me to lose many years of my life. Some details of concerts from 2023 and before may have details left out for this reason, and I apologize.

Ones I've Attended + Reviews:

BRATS ALA Tour 01/10/2020 My first ever concert that I went to with my mom, where there was another act I can't recall performing first. Many people were shouting and pumping their fists in the air, and I snuck off to join a random crowd of strangers who were dancing. Rei, despite her vocal cord damage, was really good at performing, and I met all of the girls four times throughout the entire concert. I got an autographed poster that I still have to this day and Hinako and Aya recognized me when they saw me! The anime convention itself was really fun and I think I took home a Pokémon poster just because the artist was immaculately talented. I did sadly forget to film it. Overall Rating: 10/10.

BRATS & BANDMAID COVID-19 Digital Concert 2020~2021 There's very limited knowledge of this concert online, and I can't recall the exact date, but a Japanese streaming site was selling live tickets to an online BRATS and BANDMAID concert for an entry fee. This was during the coronavirus pandemic when nobody could go out, especially in our respective nations. The girls would perform their songs and between sets, would read live comments and greet everyone watching. I went for BRATS and was so happy to hear the girls play "Karma" live that I cried. The BANDMAID girls were a joy to meet as well, and their set was super good. It's the only digital concert I've ever attended, but it was nice that both acts gave it their all even though they had no actual "live" audience. Overall Rating: 10/10. DPR 2022 Regime Tour Las Vegas 10/09/2022 I went around my birthday week with my roommate and we traveled out to Vegas for it. We got okay-ish seats though we were quite far back and next to a girl who wouldn't stop screaming in my left ear. I was under the impression it was just Dabin and was shocked when Kream opened up, but I think they all did a great job performing. Nothing was better than Ian's "Seraph" performance with the beautiful black wings and the astronaut Dabin brought out was so cute. "Venus" was also pretty memorable because he was throwing roses at the crowd. Overall Rating: 8/10. OnlyOneOf Grand America Tour L.A 04/30/2023 We got basic tickets because everyone rushed to get V.I.P+, and I didn't like how competitive it was to get tickets considering my roommate had to wait hours only to find out the ticket site required an account. Our seats weren't that great, as we were quite far from the stage, and the boys were visibly tired throughout their performances. A good half of the concert was just videos of the members dancing and goofing around that weren't released to the public yet (see: picture above). We were the last branch of the NA tour, though, and their agency was shit at organizing the entire tour. We were supposed to sing along to blueblueseOul with a whole fanchant that the staff gave us in secret but no one ended up doing it? The venue was luxurious though. Overall Rating: 3/10. eaJ That Feeling When L.A 09/02/2023 There were various other artists performing at TFW that year but I only stayed for eaJ, and filmed the whole set to upload to my concert channel. I only went to impress my father and his girlfriend at the time, but the concert made me a loyal fan instantly. He hurt my eardrums so bad with the extreme high note at the end of "No One's Fault" and "VISIONS", and yes, he is louder than he sounds in the recordings. The audience was quite small and intimate, so he came down to come say hi to us and be in the middle of the crowd for a while. He held everyone's hands including mine (it was magical smh), and afterwards gave autographs and took pictures with some fans. I think it set my concert expectations way too high but it was cool. The 626 Night Market was also fun too, because there were a lot of interesting and at times questionable foods and beverages for sale. I came home with a giant teddy bear glass and I still use it to this day! Overall Rating: 10/10.

Suave Punk Secret Concert 10/14/2024 I'm not sure if I'm allowed to reveal many details about this because it happened in a private location but Justin gave a little concert to some people without telling. I got an autograph and a chance to meet the literal most beautiful person in existence. Some of you may know where it happened, and some people who went may have already told. I'm not telling. 💋 Overall Rating: ohmyfuckinggoditwasenlightening/10.

Coco & Clair Clair Girls Tour Hollywood 10/20/2024 Went just for the hell of it, and also because the concert was on my birthday! Tickets were pricy but I went with my roommate and sat at the bar seat that came with an unexpected poster and a good view of the stage. The venue was very pretty and looked more like a musical theatre set-up than anything because literal art was all over the walls. Sadboi opened up and while I wasn't into her music, she did bring the hype. There was one DJ before her and another after who brought the club energy before the actual performance, and the DJ sets had everyone jumping and moving. Clair Clair screams a lot, I learned that night. Both girls were super pretty and performed very well, even coming back at the end to perform an encore for us. Overall Rating: 9/10.

Artists I Want to Go See:

Shygirl I love Shygirl. That's it, that's the reason. THORNAPPLE THORNAPPLE's concerts look so breathtaking and Yoon Sunghyun, in addition to being musically beautiful, is such a talented performer. I really want to see Dongkyun play guitar live too and take pictures of the members up close, and also want to see how they play as three members now. Honestly, I'd kill to see any of MPMG's acts live, or to go to a festival with various MPMG acts performing. Suave Punk I already went to his "mini" concert but... since I literally met him via private connections a little while ago, he told me to come see him and one of our mutuals play live, so I'm kind of obligated to go see him when he tours again. I also promised I would anyway...🤭 Halsey I've been a fan of her since her debut year literally because my mom exposed me to her music by accident via the car radio. It's been my dream to see her perform live at Webster Hall ever since hearing the tapes of the songs sung there on Spotify, so hopefully one day that will happen.

[scary-ivy]

TMBG concert at the Filmore thoughts

I think they opened with synopsis for the latecomers, very fitting

When Will You Die!!! Yes! Was not expecting that

Love the rapport between John and John, they're somehow telling jokes and yet also feeling honest and relatable at the same time

I think both their voices have gotten higher? Idk Flansburgh sounds better than ever with his high singing, while I remind stunned by Linnell's vocal control and ability to hold long notes

YOUR RACIST FRIEND verses Soo good, but then on the guitar solo Flansburgh shredded so insane I felt like the floor was shaking. Love the contrast between his soft vocals and That.

In general I felt like a lot of their songs sounded Better than they do on the records, like they've added to them and improved them over the years.

Marty and Dan's good as usual but the horn section especially got to do a bunch of cool solo jams, with trumpet and saxophone

I cried during moonbeams rays :')

DARLINGS OF LUMBERLAND THREE PART HARMONY INSANELY GOOD

LOVED DEAD, hypnotic how the backing vocals and lead vocals mesh

Flansburgh invited the press photographers into the stage to take pictures from behind the drumset, which seemed kind of unconventional and they joked about it later

They talked about not being able to enjoy a quiet moment in Japantown because some type of festival was happening

Linnell said the Bart made the subways in New York look good by comparison. Then added that the respected public transport.

lead into a joke about how everyone came here to see old men complaining.

At one point they went right from the end of one song into Minimum Wage and it was amazing

Whistling in the Dark the stage lights go down

said they were practicing Brontosaurus for a tv show?

SAPPHIRE BULLETS BACKWARDS WAS AMAZING. THEY'VE GOTTEN SO GOOD AT SINGING BACKWARDS, IN HARMONY, AND THE RIFF SOUNDS SO AWESOME BACKWARDS

Had fun dancing to Lucky Ball and Chain

Said "this is our last song" before doing Particle Man, and it had a whole extra part at the end about Triangle Man going to the planet Venus, more minor key and different rhythm and I really liked it

Intermission, why don't more bands do these?

Sadly, Hearing Aid was just a intermission remix song. But the remix was super cool! Minor and industrial

I always forget how cartoony John and John's voices sound. Linnell also did a couple different funny voices.

Let Me Tell You About My Operation, amazing amazing, Flans doing funny dramatics all over the stage.

Spy!!! Great, they started doing a thing they do where they gesture to different instruments, to play and then not play, sounded cool, BUT THEN it turned into a complete different thing were John Linnell did a funny announcer voice and recited some lines that sounded like a vintage commercial for records while turning the band off and on, to a cacophony of sound.

Road Movie To Berlin sounded amazing, everyone in the audience was swaying as if under a spell.

John Flansburgh joked about not saying "Live in my head rent free" because it was on Marty's list of things they shouldn't say because they were outdated. John Linnell said he was trying to remember something else on the list, joked about blurting it out during the song, WOMEN AND MEN HELL YEAH, then he said he remembered it during the song (it was "saying the quiet part out loud). And I feel like I could tell exactly when he remembered it, he slightly flubbed a line of the song

I think I saw Flans look at his pick, reach into his pocket, and get another pick during a song.

I also saw him take off his glasses and wipe his whole face down with a towel.

I never noticed when Linnell picked up the accordion he just somehow instantly had the accordion

MESOPOTAMIANS, BIRDHOUSE IN YOUR SOUL, GREAT AS USUAL

It was fun seeing them sing Theme from Flood, and the whole audience join in

Great audience

Linnell has such a unique and powerful presence. Almost made eye contact with him.

Don't Let's Start, instead of screaming he now melodically sings the I Don't Want To Live In This World part

double encore really faked me out.

Underwater Woman, unexpected but cool!

Dr. Worm!! Ending song.

Amazing concert, I loved the variety of songs

[berryunho]

omg hi i’m BACK and the first thing i see on your profile is a san reblog? being san anon really was meant for me!

anyway it’s been so long 😭 i’m sorry i’m busy n struggling but i check your page every now n then and i keep wanting to check in but then forget to send an ask and AAAA anyway HOW ARE YOU i missed it here and i missed you ! i hope you’re doing good DID YOU GO TO THE ANCHOR SHOWS? i finally got to put up my ateez stuff in my room so yay to that and also uh i might have.. started collecting san quite a bit.. uhoh good bye wallet AHRJRHSJF anyway love u mwah mwah i hope life has been and will continue to be very vey good to you -san anon

AAAAAAAAAAAA HIIIII <333

omg dw about it i totally get it !!! hehe i did also miss you though and i hope everything is okay !!!? take care of yourself ........ [stares like concerned friend] but JA;DFJASDFJS;DFJJ

i am very good ... and yes ... i did ... go to both of them ....... and obvs they were amazing and iconic and i had the time of my life LKLAJ;DFDJF i went the first day w 2 of my besties and that was great hehe we were up on the third level and our ENTIRE section was foreigners so it was a very typical concert for me (minus the... eerily dead silence that hangs in the air during ments... like my god its weird) but then i went the second day alone and i was in the lower section . not another foreigner in sight . i was trembling . when i sat down the girl to my right gave me the craziest side eye ive ever gotten and listen in my experience the vast majority of koreans are very nice and do not care about my presence at all but im still filled w a dread that im always doing something wrong here and ANYWAYS that was so scary tbh but all was well........... until dazzling light ..... my favorite song of theirs ...... and my brain went "girl this is the last time youre EVER hearing this live lol" ............ and then i started bawling . and i could not stop bawling . and when i say bawling i mean it . like my mask was SOAKED . my entire body was convulsing . its a good thing they were performing otherwise i would have been audible . i had to bend over . my makeup was destroyed . i couldnt even cheer bc the sounds coming out of me were so pathetic . atp i had no regard for my surroundings . i have never in my life cried like that in public . and i can only imagine what the girls around me were thinking . but ANYWAYS IT WAS A GOOD CRY like it started as a sad cry but then i was just happy lol and anyways i cried a lot more after that too but whatevs . yunho also cried so . yk . we're just connected like that 😋😋 LKDLKFJLF;JS;DF SLDJF BUT ANYWAYS IT WAS A VERY GOOD TIME AND ONLY REINFORCED MY INFINITE LOVE FOR THEM

BUT ANYWAYS !!!!! YAY !!! hehehe not to encourage any bad habits but ... collecting is worth it tbh hehehe thank you again i hope everything is good w you too !!!! MWAH ILY !!!!! <3333 :]]]]

[yelenapines]

meet me @ the altar was so fun and the singer was so nice and they did a lesbian role call which was very funny. the vibe was so on point.

cavetown/robbie is actually so sweet and the set was so cute and well decorated and the way he interacted with the public was so heartwarming and ahhh. screaming along to his songs was therapeutic. the speech he gave before this is home+ singing this song healed me and I cried a lot. he asked if we liked frogs and also if anyone there liked girls during fall in love with a girl (lots of people screamed yes). it was so fun and therapeutic and great.

MOTHER MOTHER. I originally just considered them performing a bonus for cavetown but holy SHIT. the vibe was so on point with the lights and everything and the public was so hyped up and the performance was amazing and the moments they talked were also so extremely sweet. the whole concert felt like everyone there was so united. there were so many queer people and watching them perform as the night grew darker was such an experience.

OVERALL!! I'll never forget this night, it was so lovely and the fact that it was spent with my friend made it 10x better. 10/10 best concert I'll ever go to. yippie!

TBE CAVETOWN AND MOTHER MOTHER CONCERT OH MY GOD

[unhonestlymirror]

Some JJK characters as the embarrasing things i've done

Nanami Kento: went to the sea having a temperature because "it smells like shrimps". Wanted to switch to homeschooling after observing classmates who crumbled chalk, did lines with a ruler and sniffed them. Changed his mind after receiving his own ruler of half a meter for winning the math olympiad.

Gojo Satoru: got into a paddy wagon for illegally crossing the border in an illegal taxi (by accident), and not on a bus like other people do. Created a closed group, in which he posted memes of his own production from photos of school life. Accidentally wrote some stupid joke about treason on a photo of two classmates. Predictably became an outcast in narrow circles. Had a panic attack each time feeling the smell of a dentistry.

Shoko Ieiri: tried to console a peer with the phrase "a mosquito will bite now" before taking blood for glucometry. It didn’t work.

Ijichi Kiyotaka: cried due to the inability to open the door by key the first time. Couldn't help laughing outloud when a classmate confused Access with Excel during the test.

Geto Suguru: wrote literature essays in the most sarcastic, stupid and illogical way - received public rave reviews from the teacher. Gave up. Also hated Sarutobi Hiruzen.

Mei Mei: stole some rare coins from her brother on the sly.

Yu Haibara: ate a bowl of cold pasta just to annoy little sister.

Iori Utahime: sang into a switched off microphone at a school concert, standing on the micro stairs and trying not to fall and not lose face. Everyone liked it.

Itadori Yuji: accidentally ate a centipede (it tastes sour). Performed in a suit of a huge blue alarm clock because no one else agreed to it. Was crunching celery in front of the teacher's lounge. Made the teachers cry over his drawing of "my best friend One-legged pigeon"

Megumi Fushiguro: was viciously helping a parent carry a kilo of green apples (why do we need a kilo of green apples IN A PLANE) through customs. It worked.

Nobara Kugisaki: generously and with the best intentions threw a loaf at a pigeon, which received a concussion from happiness. Fought with the principal who criticized her skirt.

Maki: extremely seriously listened to the parents' instructions "do not go into the cold sea" - and immediately did it. Brought a knife for a school scene, but everyone was afraid to use this props. Was upset.

Mai: got the highest physical education mark for shooting. Received as a gift a "li'l shooter" badge, a jar of honey and an apple. Bragged about it in front of classmates for the rest of her school years.

Yuta Okkotsu: agreed to get engaged to a classmate in elementary school just to see what happened next. Next there was a sense of guilt and a cool plasticine ring with pebbles.

Inumaki Toge: took part in a school play in a Trump wig. Smiled mysteriously.

Mechamaru: solved My Talking Angela puzzles to get extra cat money for a classmate.

Noritoshi Kamo: yes, they wrote about me in history textbooks. Yes, the parents chose. Yes, it's cool. Yes, i like it. Can I go home, please.

Todo Aoi: shouted triumphantly the loudest on volleyball so that no one would think that he was actually afraid of the game. "WE ARE THE CHAMPIONS!!!" We lost.

Kasumi Miwa: apologized and giggled every time she hit an opponent during kickboxing practice.

Nishimiya Momo: volunteered to spin a giant rope so as not to jump under it.

Yoshinobu Gakuganji: was scared of ants.

Sukuna: pasted a sticker "50% discount" on the drawing of the One-legged pigeon. Wrote this post.

[kimmyyang]

210503 My favorite moments & translations of the SHL concert including the warming up livestream

1. Zhao Jing calling fans adopted sons and daughters during the livestream and revealing that there will be a game where they hug each other, telling fans to look forward to it (he knows what we want to see haha).

2. Gong Jun arrived at the livestream first, but he still waited for Zhang Zhehan and told Zhang Zhehan to introduce himself first.

3. Zhang Zhehan saying he will talk less as he needs to take care of his throat for the actual concert, so Gong Jun talked mostly in the livestream (translation is here).

4. In the beginning of the concert, ZZH introduced himself: "I'm your Ah Xu." (T ^ T)

5. The MCs asked the casts to write down their top 1 iconic scene, some of them picked the scene where Gao Chong died. GJ & ZZH were having a discussion and the MCs were like "why do these two have to discuss their top 1 scene?" (yeah, you just need to write your own fave scene, it's not pair work LMAO) ZZH picked "you're not worthy" scene where they had to fight against Ye Bai Yi, and GJ picked the sun basking scene where they called each other 'Lao Wen', 'Ah Xu' 3 times. ZZH said: thanks to Gao dage's iconic scene, they got to rest haha.

6. Gao Chong, Zhao Jing & Shen Sheng sitting behind GJ & ZZH wrote "Lao Wen ♡ Lao Zhou" on their whiteboards, they were laughing so much while holding it up.

7. When they played the sun basking scene, the MCs asked GJ "you were pretty focused when watching the scene." GJ replied, "it reminded me of the time when we were filming, it felt so warm just like now, I'm being surrounded with love."

8. MCs said that ZZH added the part where calling Lao Wen's name 3 times. ZZH said: "yes I even asked GJ to call Ah Xu 3 times, I like the number 3 and calling the names 3 times shows 3 different emotions". When MCs asked them to reenact the scene, I heard CWN saying he wants to see it. (I hope I didn't mishear it lol and the MCs were smiling so much while watching them)

9. After ZZH finished singing Gu Meng (T ^ T), the fans were all screaming 'lao po'. XDDD

10. At the beginning of the game segment, when the rules came up on the screen. Fans were screaming loudly and ZZH said: "did you guys even read/ understand it to be screaming like that?" And one of the MCs said: "shouldn't that be Ye Bai Yi's job to diss people?" (The MCs definitely did a lot of prep before the concert haha XD and that is the hugging game Zhao Jing talked about in the livestream)

11. GJ & ZZH were laughing hehehehe when they found out they got the same number.

12. The MCs had to say a number, they have to find enough people to make that number. At one point Ye Bai Yi was with 3 actresses, and ZZH said: "Ye Bai Yi you're a guy and you're hugging 3 girls??? I didn't expect you to be like this." (AHAHAHAHA)

13. I missed out on what happened with CWN & GX, but it seems that they wanted to get eliminated together. (T ^ T)

14. So at the end, ZZH and Cheng Ling won the game and GJ was like: "the person who won the game will sing until tomorrow's concert." (LOL)

15. GJ said: "I feel like you guys planned it out to make me lose the game." (ZZH called 'Lao Wen' 3 times here ahhhh GJ kinda just gave up lol) "Am I right, didi?" Cheng Ling replied yes. ZZH asked GJ to dance as a punishment but GJ forced ZZH to dance and ZZH was like why do I have to do it when I won the game?? Then ZZH sang and GJ danced to 爱的恰恰 (so cute I cry) GJ couldn't do the dance properly, he explained: "I need to save my energy, I have to sing later."

16. When they were picking the winners for the prizes, GJ said: "it's so unfair to the bottom floor, they haven't won anything." ZZH then jokingly added: "the people on the bottom floor, they're super fast at getting the tickets and they're pretty rich too." (because the tickets are more expensive) GJ jokingly followed: "then let's pick someone from level 3, haha I actually did pick out level 3 (from the bag)."

17. Another game, the MCs asked them to say something fierce to the other team, GJ was facing his teammates and kept saying (I can't remember what he said) really loudly. And ZZH was like did you not understand (the instructions) why are you shouting at your teammates? (AHAHAHAHAHA come on I don't think he would say anything fierce to his lao po XD)

18. I can't remember what happened but Ye Bai Yi shouted: "卧槽 (fuck)" during the game segment. (really loudly!!! and I haven't heard any Chinese actors/ celebrities say that in public lmao)

19. GJ couldn't find all the nails on ZZH and asked: "where did you guys hide it?" Ye Bai Yi lifts up ZZH's clothes and said: "here". GJ said:" I can't reach there, they won't be able to broadcast it." (asdfghjklfuuuuu)

20. When they reenacted the "you're not worthy" scene and still bickering like 3-year-olds XDDD

21. When Cao Wei Ning & Ah Xiang were singing Yuan Mie, Ah Xiang got so emotional she cried and messed up, so Cao Wei Ning sang her lines and held her hand really tightly. (I CRIEDDDD)

22. Afterwards, ZZH & GJ walked out with Cheng Ling (then everyone came out too). GJ forgot to bring the red bracelets and ZZH was like "where are the red bracelets? Lao Wen did you give it to someone else?" (AHAHAHAHA)

23. When they had to put the red bracelets on each other's wrists, CWN's hands were shaking so much, you can literally feel how nervous he is through the screen. (sobs) CWN called Ah Xiang "Cao furen (my wife)" and GX called Cao dage "my husband". (T ^ T)

24. When Xi Sang Gui came into the centre, she said: "Ah Xing (WKX) when will it be your wedding?" GJ just smiled and side-eyed ZZH. XDD

25. GJ said that SHL means a lot to him, it's a special, irreplaceable drama to him. I think he also thanked ZZH. ZZH said: "thank you shanrens who're here and watching in front of the screen for giving us the chance to dream and made our dream come true. (no, thank YOU for bringing Ah Xu into our lives T ^ T)

26. Picking winners again and CWN was trying so hard to find the bottom/ centre area card. (so cute)

27. ZZH & GJ singing Tian Wen, ZZH got confused at the start and GJ helped him to get back into the right key, they both laughed and it was just so cuteeeee. And GJ said: "everyone together" which made ZZH laugh cuz you don't usually say that during a slow song lmao.

28. Liu Qianqiao presented 嗑 upside down which is phonetically “嗑到了/ kdl” and it means my ship (cp) is sailing.

Day 2

[kmfics]

Hello there i know you had a post about it but i cant seem to find it,i am looking for real event Jikook fics. Pls help. 💜

hello and yes! i actually recommended canon fics on two posts! you can find them here and here.

I’ll take the opportunity to add here some new ones i read recently

April 1st, 2020 “the behind the scenes of Jikook cuddling on the set of Run BTS”

on:e step at a time “Jimin cries on stage during the concert. And Jungkook gathers him in his arms right after.”

Celebrity Crush “Jungkook thought bringing up celebrity crushes with his boyfriend Jimin would be fun, but it bit him in the butt.”

And basically all the neoneun na naneun neo compilation:

zero hour “jeongguk nibbling his ear in front of thousands of people leaves jimin just a bit aimless”

Real “5 times Jeongguk and Jimin got away with being shameless in public, and 1 time they didn't”

moon hour “jeongguk crying during their winter package video leaves jimin just a bit powerless”

[cathy-gabby]

An Introduction

If Twitter has not been problematic, I would not have dared create a Tumblr account. Sure, I have heard of it; of course, I have read some blogs from here when I searched for some content. But for me to create one and write some stuff is not something I imagined I would do.

I have been on Twitter since 2011 and never have I posted anything for public consumption. Initially I was there for the news and entertainment which I would like and retweet to be read later during free time. (Of course, in the later years, some BTS tweets would appear on my timeline, but I just was not curious enough then.) I was, and still am, a happy lurker on Twitter, consuming everything Jin, JK, and JinKook, from updates, to photos, to twitfics and AUs. Just like with the majority, if not all, of its users, I would surely miss Twitter should it collapse (but maybe it was just a scare?)

So, this Tumblr merely serves as an account of my Seokjinnie and JinKooker journey, a journal of sorts. Relatively I am still a newbie (though I am in no way a baby army, being older than the average age of BTS fans), but just like with others, I consumed every content available to get to know the boys better until I found my bias. Who knows whether I would still be here in the next 3 or so years when the boys are gone but at least I have chronicled my time with them – something I might look back to with a fond smile on my face, thinking “Ah, those were exciting days. I have Seok Jin in my mind the moment I wake up and before I sleep at night.” Like reminiscing a long-lost love.

Or I would still be here when they return, and this Tumblr journal serves as a comfort pillow absorbing all my thoughts and ramblings while waiting for Jin.

Yes, I am a Jin stan, unashamedly a Seokjinnie.

First Meet

It started with their Boy In Luv performance during their early years which my teenage daughter would play on repeat. Of course, she was an Army since the pandemic and this was her favorite song back then (despite being a JHope stan). I remember watching every playback just to take a glimpse of who I believed to be the handsomest member then (and now still).

Later she showed me the MV and his facial expressions, especially his eyes, caught me – there was no turning back since then.

First saved photo

And I knew it would be for the long haul when I started saving photos I could find online. This is the very first photo of him that I saved on my phone. Hmm, he is so fine, yes?

First vlive

Yes, judging by this being the very first vlive I have seen, I am very much new to the fandom. Honestly, as there were no subtitles and I could not understand anything, I focused only on watching their movements and facial expressions. Cliché as it may sound, but there was something in the eye contact, and secret smiles shared by Jin and JK in this vlive, that made me go soft on them.

So yes, I am a JinKooker, too.

First JinKook Live Moment

That PTD Online Concert on October 24, 2021 was unforgettable for me. My daughter bullied me into watching it with her but my screams were as loud as hers when JK flashed his abs.

And I remember getting all gooey watching their moments, of thinking how they were so subtle, yet the tenderness was so obvious one could not help but feel the love oozing between them.  

And so here I am, too late a fan perhaps with what is going on. But, there are still too many original contents I have to watch, original interviews I have to read. And of course, too many fanfics still saved in my bookmarks and liked on twitter and in here, waiting to be read.

Will that be enough to tide me over until 2023? Maybe. Maybe not. Hey, the future is not cast in stone.

But I know I ugly cried listening to Jin singing The Astronaut in Argentina and seeing how happy and free he looked.

I know I waited late at night for JK to perform in the World Cup and felt like a proud parent, watching her son soaring high in achieving his dreams.

First SepAnx

And I miss JinKook. Very much. They have matured and may now be very content and secure in each other’s love, knowing it is real and private and not for public consumption.

As a believer, I can only wish them all the happiness they deserve (especially with the situation they are in – world famous and from a conservative country) and for me to be contented in whatever they would like to share with the public, crumbs or grand gestures (unlikely but a girl can dream).

Here's hoping that this will not be the last JinKook photo before he leaves. And that there will be a repeat of this.

Or this.

 

A girl can wish.

[watermelonlovershigh]

Bisexual Harry (MILD SMUT w/ MOSTLY FLUFF)

ATTENTION- THIS IS STRICKLY FICTIONAL (NOT REAL). I'M FULLY AWARE THAT HARRY HAS NOT CAME OUT AS BISEXUAL AND WANTS TO BE UNLABLED. I ENJOY BI HARRY FANFICS BUT THERE ARE NOT MANY OUT THERE SO I DECIDED TO WRITE ONE. ALSO THE TRAITS I WILL BE CONCIDERING AS BISEXUAL TRAITS ARE FULLY DEPENDENT ON THE INDIVIDUAL. I HATE STEREOTYPING. JUST KEEP IN MIND THAT JUST BECAUSE HARRY DOES THESE THINGS IN THIS STORY THAT IT DOESN'T MAKE SOMEONE BISEXUAL OR EVEN GAY. LASTLY I'D LIKE TO SAY THAT I'M NOT BISEXUAL MYSELF BUT THE IDEA OF BEING WITH A MAN WHO IS, IS A TURN ON. NOT IN A FETISH TYPE WAY. JUST THE VULNERABILITY AND OPENNESS OF ENJOYING EITHER WOMEN OR MEN IS INCREADIBE TO ME. THANK YOU AND I HOPE YOU ENJOY.

Harry told me early on into our relationship that he was bisexual. He was so nervous that I would leave him, but it just made me fall more in love with him. He told me late one night about 6 months into dating, on his couch. The second he told me, Harry broke down into real raw tears. The first time I'd seen Harry actually cry. Yeah I'd seen him cry during sappy movies but this was so much more than that. These tears had fear in them. Fear that I would leave him. They had vulnerability in them for being so open. But also a weight was lifted off his chest, just happy to tell me. I held Harry in my arms and cried with him, telling him how much I loved him and that this doesn't change anything. That I loved him just as much.

Only a few people in Harrys life knew he was bisexual. His close family. His close friends. That was it. If it got out in the media, the internet would have gone wild. Of course there were many rumors about his sexuality. Most of them being that he's gay. For the longest time he actually thought he might be gay. He had a lot of 'gay tendencies': painted nails, feminine clothes, pearl necklaces. But he also had very 'mainly tendencies' like watching football and drinking beer with the lads. Harry was just so conflicted all his life. Not knowing what he was. That's until the age of 18. One of his school friends came out as bisexual and that's when it clicked for him. He liked both male and females and he was okay with that. He excepted that part of him. He was more worried about what others would say or think. His family was very supportive. His friends were too. They never treated Harry differently knowing that they were straight and he was sexually attracted to them. Well not so much them specifically because they were more like brothers, but the male species as a whole.

Being in sexual relationships were on a new level of fear for Harry. Fear that when he was having sex with a guy, that the guy would try and convince him he's actually just gay. Or the fear that any women he had sex with would say he wasn't manly enough for them. Needless to say, Harry kept his sexuality a secret from most of his one night stands or short term relationships. He just didn't feel the need to tell them unless they asked specifically if he was bi or not.

Me and Harry meet at a local club in London a few years back. He was with his bandmates at the time. I was by myself because my boyfriend of 2 years just broke up with me. I was devastated and needed to escape reality. That meant drink until my body went numb. Unfortunately for me though, I wasn't that much of a drinker so my body rejected the alcohol pretty fast. I stumbled onto the London streets trying to get fresh air but ended up puking my guts out in a near by bin. Harry just so happened to be outside at that moment and saw the whole thing before his eyes. He rushed over to me and pulled my hair back to prevent more vomit from getting in it. Then he asked if I was alright and who I was with. I told him I came there alone so he insisted I come back to his place. Because my brain was fuzzy from the alcohol, I didn't hesitate one bit. Harry set up his guest room for me and helped me to bed that night. Something I'm forever grateful for. If it wasn't for him, I could've been kidnapped and raped by a stranger on the streets. When I woke up the next day, I realized who's house I was in. All of the music awards on the shelf in the room I stayed in gave it away. I was never a big fan of One Direction, no reason in particular, so I didn't act like a fangirl would have. Before I left his house, he gave me his number to call if I ever needed someone to talk to. Considering he was an international popstar and all, he sure was the most genuine person I'd ever meet. Taking care of a complete stranger and even giving them his phone number. I never thought I'd actually call him though. Or even see him again, but about a week later, I ran into him at a local coffee shop and we started talking form there. The rest was history.

We hung out all the time. He invited me to a few One Direction concerts. Even had sex a few times. Amazing sex I might add. It truly was great. Even though at the time, I had to remain secret from the public. More so said by Harry then his management. Mainly to keep me safe and out of the media knowing how private I liked to be. Three months of seeing each other and he asked me to be his girlfriend. I was thrilled. Then six months into our relationship, Harry realized how serious our relationship was becoming. That we both had strong feeling for each other. So that's when Harry decided to tell me he was bisexual. On his couch. Late one night. He wanted to get it out of the way so he didn't have to hide that part of himself with me. So he could be himself around me. If I excepted him that was and of course I did.

Approximately two years after dating, Harry purposed. He was basically shitting bricks the whole time, but he did it. I didn't hesitate one second before I said yes. We were in love. At this point, the media had found me and Harry out. Most of his fans adored me. Some said our relationship was fake. And others just flat out said I was keeping Harry closeted, not allowing him to be gay. But I knew the truth. I knew he was bisexual, not gay. I never doubted his sexuality one bit. Especially how he devoured my body when we made love. Any gay person would probably gag at the sight of a women's pussy. Not Harry. It was his favorite part of my body. A year after Harry filmed the movie Dunkirk (2017), we got married. It was a small wedding. Just close family and friends invited. It was perfect.

Now here we are in the current year of 2021 and we're still going strong. A few fights here and there, but because both Harry and I have too big of hearts, we always feel bad after fighting and immediately apologize to one another. The media had tried to split us up multiple times but it's never been successful. Our love for each other is too strong and everlasting.

Just because Harry is in a happy, loving heterosexual relationship, doesn't mean he feels completely secure about his sexuality all the time. In the beginning of our relationship, Harry tried to completely throw away any 'bisexual' tendencies he had even though he knew I supported him. For instance, there was many times Harry wanted to paint his nails but didn't. Or would refrain from gushing over sexy guys in movies we watched together. That's when I noticed he was becoming depressed. He stopped writing music. He would disengage in activities we tried to do together. Even pushed me away when I tried to have sex with him. I felt hopeless. Until one morning I asked him what was wrong, and he spilled everything. How he tries so hard to suppress the bisexual side of his character for me. For our relationship. Harry explained that he had the desire to paint his nails vibrant colors and wanted to wear feminine clothes sometimes. Something that was particularly hard for Harry to confess to me was how he even wanted to try anal. On me or me with a strap on fucking him. Right away I made us an appointment to get our nails done at a salon. Then I told him he could wear a trash bag and he'd still be the most beautiful mainly man I'd ever seen. Lastly, I grabbed my laptop and went online shopping for female strap ons, letting Harry pick the girth and size he wanted. Yes I was a little nervous to actually fuck him, but he assured me he would help me out every step of the way. As for anal on me, I mentioned how I would be nervous but how I also trusted him. Trusted him enough to penetrate me anally. That I knew he would be extra careful with me.

Needless to say, I made Harry more confident. Confident in his sexuality. I got him to come out as bisexual to the public. I let him explore his bisexuality in the bedroom. Though of course he still worshiped my pussy. We had weekly appointments to get our nails painted. Harry even wore a dress out to a date night one night. He was super scared and on edge the whole night but I kept whispering in his ear how I couldn't wait to rip that dress off of him and fuck him in the ass until he cried out of pleasure.

I honestly loved that Harry was bisexual. It was almost like a turn on for me. He was both a gym buff and my little princess. He had thick arm muscles and toned abs, as well as pink nails and pearl necklaces. Anytime he mentioned how hot a guy on tv was, we could gush over him together. Or how sensitive and vulnerable he was at times. A lot of guys hold in their emotions, thinking men can't express their feelings, but not Harry. If he felt the need to cry, he would. Right in front of me. It could be triggered by a sad movie or a animal abuse commercial. Also, on the rare occasions he asks for it, I would fuck him with the strap on in his mouth. Though a rubber penis didn't quite taste like the real thing, salty mixed with sweat, he loved to deepthroat it anyways. Watching him choke and gag around the fake penis made my pussy drip. We even bought a strap on dildo that had a vibrator on the back side of it. That way every time the fake cock would enter his mouth, the vibrator would stimulate me clit, giving me pleasure as well.

No matter how much the media tried to convince Harry he was in fact gay and didn't actually like women, he would ignore the rude comments and prove to me everyday that he in fact loved me. Me as a women. Loved my smile. Loved me eyes. Loved the way my boobs bounced while having sex. Often grabbing them in his hands and stimulating my nipples. Loved the way my tight pussy felt around his dick. Or the way my sweet juices tasted on his tongue when he ate me out. Yes he loved dick. Yes he loved balls. Yes he loved being railed to death from behind. But he also liked vagina and he loved boobs. Harry wanted to make love to me and get me pregnant. Watch my stomach grow. Be there to hold my hand when I deliver the baby. Help change diapers at 3 am when I'm to tired to do so. Teach our kids to love and respect everyone and be themselves. Be open to our kids about his sexuality. Give them knowledge on bisexuality and educate them on the matter. Instead of assuming they are straight by asking his future son if he has a girlfriend yet or asking his daughter if she has a boyfriend, Harry will ask if the have a partner or fancy anyone in particular. Love his children for who they are or who they want to become. Be a role model for them. And live happily ever after with me, his supportive wife, by his side.

MASTERLIST

[thetaekookcloset]

Ok so I have an opinion and I'll try to word it in the sense people won't dissect it and pull any distinct interpretation to what is intended.

I genuinely want to know how gay taekook will be proved by general public if they show them consoling each other. Is it very gay to console your friend or ask about his health? If yes, then I believe what Jungkook did on stage in 2018 when he hugged tae and stared at audience was INCREDIBLY BRAVE because company is hell bent on not showing these vulnerable moments. If for a change answer is no, then please I want to be enlightened why company cannot show taekook asking about their health or consoling them when they suffer an injury. Why is it only JIMIN who is shown? Again, before people come here to throw hate if they think I am doubting his sincerety, no I am not, anyone writing bad about him wouldn't make him any less of a person he is and half a blind person can see he is sincere atm. But anyone not doubting this is also shading other members. Think about it, does other BANGTAN do not care for each other. Why Jungkook needs medical care only one person is allowed and the other not (both the times)?

My problem is not JIMIN, my problem is why company wants to push the agenda that only one member cares mainly? It's about those camera angles, edits and clear instructions.

This time when Tae got hurt they show jimin asking if he is alright, we also see hobi enquiring but nothing on Jungkook. He is sitting beside him in a chair (remove staff). Not addressing his presence won't change his concern for Tae i know but only for someone who knows he is there coz you have to pause and see.

I think this one member caring is a double edged sword- For Jimin- huge added pressure to constantly be aware of camera and company expectations. (Again I am not saying he doesn't do on his own but like also mandatory service)

For others, well what to say didn't Taehyung get a lot of flack about Wings Tour. I am sure sometimes Jin can be the one to wipe tears, Namjoon can be the one to run and offer you his services.

My point is these people love each other and I get they have their own personality and role to fill but like what are the chance. We have seen Taehyung consoling Jimin we know he can do it. Jungkook got injured and the other time fainted, company told them to go outside Jimin was allowed, Jungkook cried during concert Hobi went to him. Tae could only look at the sidelines. This is why I think Jungkook consoling Tae in stage was a huge thing.

Again, not questioning genuinity of any member, I am sure they are very caring just that imposed company agenda makes me sick. Sorry for the rant.

No worries about the rant!  We’ve all been there, I’m sure.

I don’t feel I have a lot to add to this really.  Some of it I don’t have strong opinions on, but I understand why you and other people do, and I think you’ve also brought up a really interesting point about how Jimin often being shown as the nurturer could put extra pressure on him to keep up that appearance even when he may not feel up to it.

Ultimately I guess there’s no real way to know whether he feels pressure to do that or not, but it is an interesting thought.  Same thing with the other members not being shown taking up that role -- we don’t really know whether they do and it’s just not shown, or if it’s not something many of them think to do in a lot of cases, or what might be going on there.  We don’t know how much HYBE might edit content to slot each of the members into specific roles that they want filled, basically.

It does seem strange to me that HYBE has, at least in the past, edited and presented their content in such a way as to keep from showing Jungkook and Taehyung interacting when one or the other of them is hurt or sick.  Like you’ve pointed out, it’s not like it’s somehow non-straight to check in on your friends.  It’s possible that in those circumstances, they give themselves away a little more, since those are vulnerable moments.

In Memories 2021, we did see a couple clips of Jungkook’s concern for Tae when he was injured though, which is interesting.  At the very least, we saw him saying that rehearsing might make the injury worse, clearly advocating for Taehyung to sit down for the rehearsal because he didn’t want him getting more hurt than he already was, and there was another clip of him checking up on Tae, asking if he was feeling better.

Anyway, you’ve brought up some interesting ideas, so thank you for sharing your thoughts!

[cloudy-leonhart]

Marleyan Warriors with a Filipino S/O!!

[Author Note: this is literally a re-do of my headcanons bc tumblr’s being mean and deleting my drafts, anyways trying to rush another finished bc outta here 😭 also! Reminder that my requests are OPEN, don’t be afraid to send in any requests!!]

Summary: Marleyan Warriors with a Pinoy S/O!

Recommended Song: Titibo-Tibo by Moira Dela Torre

TW: Swearing.

Theme: Fluff, Modern AU.

Characters: Reiner, Bertholdt, Annie, Zeke, Pieck, Porco.

Annie Leonhart

Annie knew, she actually met you at an event for those with cultures, and saw you dancing with your friends to traditional filipino folk music.

She was kinda hesitant to go when you asked her to accompany you to the Philippines, she didn’t like traveling.

She was kinda shocked on how welcoming your family was, your mom and dad hugged her out of nowhere and she just let out a squeak.

Your little sister forced her to go to SM mall with her omg- She literally came home with bags of candy.

Yes, Annie has a soft spot for your family, she probably almost spent all her money on them.

Buchi rivals her love for donuts. She looked like she discovered a new universe after eating one of them thangs.

God, help her when she’s watching filipino movies, your family encouraged her to watch movies with them, and by the end of it she was a mess, pretty sure she cried into your shoulder after watching Seven Sundays.

BUT LIKE SHE ENDS UP BEING ABLE TO COMMUNICATE WITH YOUR PARENTS.

You see, Annie is a really fast learner, she was bound to learn to be able to speak some point in her stay.

You were shocked when she spoke back to you in tagalog, like ‘dropped my stuff out of shock’ kinda way. 

IT WAS A PAIN GETTING HER INTO A BARO��T SAYA. But bribing her with Buchis got her to keep it on for like 2 hours so like..good enough.

Her favourite filipino song is Porque.

Everybody acts like it’s a concert for every karaoke night because she’s there, like she’s just THAT good.

Reiner Braun

This man was so awkward. He went on a trip with Bertholdt to the Philippines, and met you.

He didn’t think you would understand him, so he just stared at you while you talked with your friends, until you were creeped out enough and asked him if he had a problem.

When you and him started dating, you convinced him to travel all around the country. 

Firstly, you guys visited your family, your dad absolutely loved him, your mom was a little bit hesitant in letting him in the family, he was blonde, big and buff. Filipinos are bound to worry. Until Reiner cooked with her, then she started to warm up to him.

Okay but why did your family’s chickens like him so much??

He likes the feeling of being around your family, him not having a dad left an impact on him and he felt complete being with you and your family, he swore to himself that he’d marry you.

He almost fainted when he found you battling with one of the kids with your pet spider, mf was deathly afraid of your spider, it was like the size of your hand pls-

I think he’d be fairly good at speaking tagalog, he’s got an accent but people can understand him. 

He eats like a tito omg- You lost him at a party once and when you found him, he’s already eaten half of the barbecue. 

Everyone thought he was really old, because of his beard so everyone called him tito Reiner. 

He’s somewhat good with the village kids, you could see Reiner playing soccer with the kids or goofing off.

He says he doesn’t like watching Manny Pacquiao but it’s his guilty pressure.

He doesn’t really listen or watch anything filipino, but he will listen to old filipino bands if you play them in his car.

Bertholdt Hoover

HAHA PLs- you got mad at him for eating your cake and started cursing in filipino. He was confused because he thought you were just blurting out nonsense.

One second you’re explaining what you were saying and the next second y’all are on the way to the Philippines.

He sweats like a waterfall, LITERALLY. Everyone would like move away because he sweated that much.

You had a private island..because y’all were RICH rich. he was kinda awestruck, you literally just said out of nowhere.

“oh yeah, we have a private island.” ‘YOU HAVE A FUCKING WHAT??”

Poor baby was kinda intimidated by your basket-ball player of a brother, he was taller than Bertholdt omg-

You’re always worrying him somehow, he’s be on the toilet and he’d just hear you scream and he comes running down with his boxers, just to see you watching a telenovela and you had to tell him that you were just gushing over the drama.

He has never felt so embarrassed.

Am I the only one who thinks he looks amazing in a Barong?? Like he’d rock that shit- 

He loves eating filipino food, he likes when you guys stay in the country and you go out to buy bread at the nearest bakery.

Like every filipino, he too, dips his bread in coffee.

He ended up learning guitar while he’s in the Philippines, the country’s filled with people who can sing amazingly, he’s bound to learn guitar.

His favourite filipino song to play is Tadhana, it’s also the only song that he knows to sing to, like he absolutely butchers pronunciation for words but this man covers it up with this song.

Zeke Jaeger

He bumped into you and you cursed at him in tagalog, he basically just fell for you at that point.

I just know your family secretly hates this man, he slapped your ass once around your mom and your dad, it’s always tense when he’s around now.

You don’t have the heart to tell him your parents saw because one afternoon, he was gushing and praising your family, you didn’t want to ruin his happiness, his dad’s barely around and his mom passed away. he’d obviously be attached.

Yes you had to talk to your parents about it, a lot of filipinos are very kinds and forgiving, so your parents were very understanding, and made sure he felt loved around the family.

He actually almost cried when your dad told him to marry you already.

He calls your parents nanay and tatay.

You got him to buy a pet spider please- You would catch him fighting a kid’s spider to the death in a match, he’d feel bad though so he buys them new ones after.

Hey this man looks so hot in a Barong, please. You guys had to book a hotel for a night for some alone time yk.

Lord help this man, he tried to do the tinikling dance and he tripped, in front of everyone.

Every night, he comes to bed all shirtless, you could just hear the air conditioner buzzing as he tells you how fun it was playing with the village kids, or talking about he and your titos had a drink while watching a boxing match.

He more so listens to various artists, he doesn’t have a favourite.

but he will replay Joseph Vincent’s filipino covers.

Pieck Finger

She was on a business trip in the Philippines, and you were coincidentally at the same bar they were celebrating at. You were by the karaoke section and she kinda just, fell in love with you. right there and then.

Honestly some people thought you guys were siblings, Pieck can be mistaken as a filipino easily so, you guys expect it from time to time.

She likes to ask from time to time to teach her guitar, your mom probably has a lot of pictures of you and Pieck.

She loves eating the food in the Philippines, she thinks the adobo is great and if you lose her in public she’s probably by a street vendor eating food.

You guys dance to old filipino songs, a replaying song for you guys is Mabagal by Daniel Padillia and Moira Dela Torre.

She learnt Moira’s Part while you had Daniel’s part. 

GUys she looks so beautiful in a Baro’t Saya. And she knows it, she flaunts it so well.

You guys probably have a vacation house in the Philippines after leaving with her to go back to her country.

She helps you with packing balikbayan boxes for your family, she makes handwritten letters, she’s both good at writing and saying anything in tagalog. 

Her favourite artist is definitely Moira Dela Torre, she just loves her airy voice.

Favourite Filipino Movie? Yes.

You cannot tell me she doesn’t have a shelf full of filipino movies you guys watch.

Her favourite street food is probably qwek-qwek. She likes the sauce she dips, and she probably bought almost twenty bucks worth of the fishballs.

Porco Galliard

UGh honestly he’s a little cringey when it comes to the culture, for some reason I can see him accidentally disrespecting it somehow, I can’t help it.

Your family owned a sari-sari store, and he could not help for the love of him, he ended up being the one stocking it up while you chatted with the customers. 

Like Pieck, he and you dance when you’re alone, he probably learnt from Pieck too.

He listens to modern filipino artists, like Ex Battalion, Skusta Clee.

He tries hard to really be respectful, he butchers the way he says nanay and tatay but your parents appreciate the effort.

I can see him being able to secretly make amazing filipino desserts, his ube cake is bomb.

He watches Basketball with your dad, and they both drink during the match.

I can also see him being the type to scream out curses when he hurts himself, a ‘PUNYETA’ comes out of his mouth.

he doesn’t enjoy the hot weather in the Philippines, and due to that, he wears sandos all the time at home, and when he goes out, every girl always looks at him because he’s ripped, yes you’re jealous, but as you should, he’s your mans-

He also knows how use a barbecue grill? You can find him helping your family members while they’re selling barbecue.

he hates going to SM?? He just really hates going, because you genuinely just go for the food court. They sell hella good food.

One time he got chased by the village dogs, so he doesn’t go out without you or a family member.

He secretly loves watching telenovelas with you.

[skzfairies]

yuri’s cloud #1

note: this is inspired a lot by @ateezjuliet ! please go check out her content, it’s really amazing and her work has inspired me a lot with my oc’s, so i really recommend you check her out :D. also, i edited the youtube cover myself...and i suck at editing so 😭 i’m sorry, i tried.

warnings: mentions of mental health issues, yuri’s hiatus.

— about

comfort crowd was released on july 1st 2020, and the song claim is comfort crowd by conan grey!

but yuri had written and produced this song during her hiatus and she released it as her comeback! there was no pictures of her anywhere so it was a big shock for her to all of the sudden drop this, and then right after wards KQ announced that she was coming back, and then a few hours later yuri was seen in public for the first time in six months!

note: i know i haven’t posted much about yuri’s hiatus yet, but i promise i will soon. but just so you all know, yuri first went on hiatus on january 28th, and she came back july 1st!

anyways, the music video has similar vibes to rosé’s gone, i don’t want to claim it as a what the music video looks like because it didn’t have as many different scenes, but it was similar to the scenes where she was in the dark hallway and playing chess in a sweatshirt (watch the music and hopefully you will understand).

also, it had similar vibes to deja vu bu olivia rodrigo too! when she enters the room with all of those square tvs, it shows a bunch of moments between ateez, rather that be concerts or interviews or vlogs, with yuri watching them and mascara down her cheeks.

at the end of the song when she was singing the last part, she was walking into a living room where all of the ateez members were situated. if you seen maria by hwasa, it’s similar vibes to that, once the song is over she walked into the room where ateez was just sitting on a couch together laughing. the camera moved to yuri slowly growing a fond smile at her boys, and then all of the boys ran to her and threw her into a group hug:( it even included all of their laughter in the scene, it was so cute....yuri said that she almost cried when they filmed that scene because it had been so long since she had been in a group hug since she didn’t stay in the dorms during her hiatus :(

and after the reunion scene was over, it was a black screen with a message from yuri saying: “it’s okay to lean on someone.” in both english and korean, and then it ended. yuri had also included a note in the description box of the video;

“Hello ATINY! it is yuri! i’m back after awhile, i missed everyone so much, so i’m happy to be back. after lots of resting and getting my mental health to a better state, i’m finally releasing this song. i written this song during my hiatus, it was something that comforted me and grounded me while i was away. i wrote it while thinking about my members, ateez. they are my comfort crowd, and so is atiny. i’m so thankful that i have amazing friends all surrounding me (yes atiny, that includes you :D), and i don’t think i could be the person i am today without you all. this song is really personal for me, it might the most personal song i have written and released, because i had my most vulernable and most cherished memories in mind while i wrote this. i hope that you all enjoy this song, and i hope it can comfort some. love you!���

i might do an explanation of the lyrics for yuri in a later post, because i have written some fics that tie into this song! i feel like it will probably be easy to connect them though, as long as you know the lyrics!

after writing this song, yuri had sent the draft of her singing it (it was her pure voice, there was no editing done to it, and it was just her true voice, so there was more emotion to it.) to the ateez group chat, and she sent the korean translations too and she just texted “for you.” and then didn’t say anything after that 😭

all the boys listened to it together and hongjoong read the lyrics to them, and a lot of them teared up (all of them did. they all cried.). they were all so touched they were just like :( yuri :(

they didn’t know how to react so they all facetimed yuri and she was like “NOOOO DONT CRY” and wooyoung was like “you send that song and expect us not to cry??”

might go further into that later :DD

— atiny reactions

this is atiny’s comfort song now ‼️‼️

but everyone was so shocked because they got a notification from ateez WITH YURI’S NAME ON IT ??? AFTER FOUR MONTHS ???

like... it popped out of no where... AND THEN HALF AN HOUR LATER KQ ANNOUNCED SHES BACK AND THEN SHE WAS SEEN IN PUBLIC WITH NEW HAIR A FEW HOURS LATER AND THEN THE NEXT DAY HER FIRST SELCA AND FIRST UNIVERSE MESSAGE

SO MUCH WAS HAPPENING AT ONCE

the tl was in CHAOS

yuri trended for like two days in a row

and it wasn’t a hashtag or anything just yuri herself so she was like 💪💪💪 MY POWER

[thirstystarkey]

Bass Players 🦋 Rudy Pankow AU

Prompt: Y/N is forced by her best friends to attend the most desired underground rock band, against her will she goes. But what happens when she gets stuck with one of the band members? Will she discover the why they say bass players have the best fingers or will she just ignore him?

Warnings: mention of drugs and alcohol, sex, various kinks including choking, overstimulation, public sex, this is just another script for pornhub tbh

MY REQUESTS ARE OPEN, IF YOU WANT TO SEND ME ANY BLURB OR PROMPT ABOUT THIS TROPE (y/n x rockstar!rudy) IM MORE THAN WILLING TO DO IT, LOVE YOU ALL 🥰💞✨

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It all started when her roommates, who were also Y/N’s best friends, decided it was a perfect idea to attend a sweaty dirty concert just to droll over some dumbasses with good voices and cute faces. Y/N wasn’t in the mood to be stuck all night in the middle of drunk young adults but it was too late now, since her friends had already dragged her to the venue, the least she could do now was to enjoy herself as much as she possible could.

That of course until something went wrong, Y/N got separated from her friends during the last two songs and with the crazy crowd it was nearly impossible to find them again so she decided she was more than done for today. Her feet hurted from being stepped on and her head was killing her beside she smelled like a mixture of her own perfume and smoke.

As Y/N walked away from the crowd she could still hear them scream for the other band in line who was almost ready to enter the stage. Honestly she had absolutely no idea where she was going but it didn’t stopped her from trying to escape.

Y/N found a dark corridor, lighted up with blue lights where a few poster and guitars where hanged up on the walls so she followed it, in hopes it would lead her to the main exit, but when she was just passing by the middle something hit her head with such force that she fell backwards into the ground.

“What the fuck.” That was the first thing that came out of her annoyed mouth, both brows frown together as her head spinned.

“Oh my god, oh no oh shit.” Y/N heard a male voice speak, in panic, assuming it was the cause of her fall but she couldn’t bother in opening her eyes.

Once Y/N opened her eyes and saw the famous bassist Rudy Pankow in front of her, her the first reaction was to roll her eyes. He had changed into a black tshirt and his hair was wet all over the place, probably he showered after his show. Which made her think, was she roaming for that long? The night couldn’t get worse.

“Are you okay?” He asked, kneeling in front of her. Y/N was supporting her body in her forearms. When she opened her mouth to speak Rudy panicked again and placed his hand over her mouth, in fear she would scream and bring attention to him. “Please don’t scream!” He begged in a yell whisper.

“Get your disgusting hands off my face, I’m not going to scream you conceited ass.” Y/N chided pushing him off of her.

“Feisty one I see.” Rudy looked at her, up and down but before he could say anything loud screams interrupted him.

Out of other option the bassist grabbed Y/N’s hands pulling her back on her feet as he entered a room, that a few seconds later Y/N recognized as the males bathroom. She was more than done with the situation, rage was visible on her pupils as the screams pierced her ears.

“Ugh, fuck me.” Y/N whispered to herself, banging her head in the wall. At least it didn’t smelled like piss.

“Let me at least buy you dinner first.” Rudy joked and Y/N glared at him.

“This isn’t funny.” The girl sighed very frustrated. “And can you please give me room to breath?” She added while she pushed him away.

“Oh I’m so sorry miss, I think I forgot we are in a bathroom stall, next time I’ll find us a luxurious suite.” Rudy ironized.

“You aren’t funny and I don’t give a single fuck about your crazy fans so I’m leaving.” Snorted Y/N unlocking the door from the bathroom stall.

“You can’t leave. If anyone sees you leave and I follow I’m fucking dead with rumors and questions about “this mystery girl” He said with a loud frustrated groan. “Do you want to be that mystery girl?”

“I wanna go back to my normal life, so if you excuse me, I’m leaving.”

The moment Y/N tried to step outside the other door opened up and three blonde girls walked in like they were looking for something, or better, they looked like they were looking for water in the middle of the dessert and by dessert it reads the band members.

Rudy quickly pulled Y/N back into the stall with him before the other girls could find them, this time trapping her between his muscly arms back against the door, their luck was that the doors were long enough that from that outside no one could tell how many people where inside, because even if Y/N thought that the other girls looked dumb as hell they sure knew how to count until 4.

Y/N tried to speak but again Rudy placed his hand over her mouth tightly, making her stay silent until it was safe, but this time it was different. Their bodies were pressed so firmly against each other that Y/N could feel all of his muscles against her body and her breasts where pressed against his chest and her legs were trapped between his.

They both glared at each other, madly, Rudy just wanted her to stay quiet but every atom in her wanted to scream from the top of her lungs about how he thought he was the shit, sure Y/N couldn’t deny he was hot and that having his hand so close to her throat did made her wonder about other things but still he was an arrogant piece of shit and she was beyond mad and worried about her friends and how she would get home.

She tried to speak but everything came muffled due to his hand so she decided to bite his fingers, he immediately moaned in pain waving his hand trying to ease the stinging pain.

“You can’t stay quiet can’t you?” He whispered, done with her, in Y/N’s ear as he watched the skin of her neck shiver.

“Fuck you.” Y/N said looking straight at his eyes.

As they could hear the girls talk perfectly about the band Y/N made disgusted faces at their comments, especially the ones about Rudy, which made him boil he just didn’t understood why she didn’t like him. Everyone did.

“You know what they say about bass players right? Oh my god I just wish he did the same to me, fucking ruin me.” One of the girls said as they walked to the exist, Y/N cheeks automatically turned red as she tried to play it off by sticking her tongue out as if she was vomiting.

When the girls finally left Rudy pressed her even more to the bathroom stall door, he looked down at her, taking in her beautiful features.

“Can I go now?” Y/N questioned tapping her toe. Talking with him so close to her was difficult.

“Why don’t you like me?” He ignored her question.

“Oh for fucks sakes.” Y/N whined pushing him off, he sat in he toilet waiting for an answer. “Look it’s not like I hate you or something, your band is kinda good but I don’t know you so I can’t like you nor be obsessed over someone I don’t know!” Y/N explained to him like Rudy was a little child as she maneuver her hands in the her frenetically.

“So what you’re saying is if you knew me you would be crazy about me?” He teased her.

“In your dreams rockstar.” Y/N rolled her eyes trying to to laugh while she turned on her back to unlock the door but to her surprise it didn’t do anything. “Oh no.” She cried out in a whisper. “The door is locked.” Y/N stated looking at him. Rudy stood up quickly and in one small step his body was already closer to hers.

“Yes smartass, you just unlock it.” He said, without a doubt. “Or maybe not.” Rudy added after doing the same thing she did.

Great. Now she was stuck in a bathroom stall with a famous bassist, a very good looking one.

“Do something!” She order looking over her shoulder to see his face, realizing her back as pressed against his chest and their mouths were millimeters apart.

“I will just call someone.” He said, looking at her plump lips.

“Do it then idiot.” Y/N rolled her eyes trying to avoid the obvious tension as she pushed his chest.

Rudy quickly dialed some random number and after a couple seconds someone picked up.

“Yo man, I need your help. Where are you guys?” Rudy asked, rubbing the bridge of his nose.

Y/N was fast to realize that by the looks on his face he didn’t had good news. Rudy looked at her and sat down again while he placed his phone back into his pocket.

“We are fucked. Drew said it would take them about an hour to come get us out.” He explained.

“What am I going to do in an hour? This is totally torture.” Y/N ramble.

“I hope you know a lot do girls would kill to be in your position.” He said, getting up with arms crossed around his chest.

“And what is exactly my position?” Y/N placed one hand over her hip as she spoke.

“Well, you are here, stuck with me. All alone. In this small bathroom stall. I can imagine a lot of scenarios in my head.” Rudy spoke slowly, taking his time with every words to take in all of her little reactions while he with just two steps got closer to her face.

“And what those scenarios include?” Y/N decided to play along, now not leaning into the door she almost closed the space between them.

“They include you and I and much less clothing.” He whispered in the shell of her ear.

“You know what, for someone who has so many girls dropping to their feet you are pretty stupid.” Y/N whispered back into his ear, laughing.

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[joshuas]

that’s not even ramen

♫ pairing: yang jeongin x gender neutral reader

♫ genre: college/university student!au, slice-of-life, crack, fluff

♫ word count: 3.5k

♫ warnings: nil of note!

♫ summary: a bunch of chaotic misunderstandings, trot singing new years concerts that lead to lots of fluff at the end ^^

♫ tagging: @fluffyskzclub​

♫ a/n: happy april fools! my joke is... that i can’t do anything on time and post things that were supposed to be posted in january in april, so without further ado, i present the eighth addition to my seasonal drabbles! 

♫ skz seasonal drabbles: 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 7 | 8

“I swear, this is the tenth time I’ve heard him sing tonight! If he’s going to continue to do this, he should at least sing a different song.” You sighed, exasperated as you tried to put your three-year-old sister to sleep. Her sleep, of course, being interrupted by your new next-door neighbour, Yang Jeongin. He had taken up trot singing over the last couple of weeks and decided only to practice his singing at 11 pm at night. Which, coincidentally, woke your baby sister up every time. And as if it wasn’t hard enough having sole custody over a sibling let alone having a teaching degree to attend to during the day. Your professors had been understanding of your... predicament after your parents moved out of the picture, but there was only so much patience they could hold. Of course, you couldn’t confront Jeongin about it — you were only acquaintances... barely even friends as you had only known each other through university... and now the thin wall that separated your living quarters. Well, it’d also be too awkward if you did (ugh, social confrontation), which is why you put up with it... Relief flooded through you when you heard the singing cease, sighing as your sister stopped fussing and fell back asleep. It’s not as though Jeongin was a bad singer. In fact, he was quite brilliant. But his singing was not appreciated at ungodly hours. The walls started to pulse as folk music blasted at a deafening volume, snapping you out of your reverie and forcing you to focus back on your crying sibling. You held back a scream, mentally cursing at Jeongin, I swear to God, the next time I see this boy—

“Mina put on your coat, it’s ridiculously cold out! It’s January, remember? And what season is it in Jan—“ You paused, observing the idiot that exited his apartment alongside you, “Oh! Hello, Jeongin—“ He walked away without a word, rushing down the stairs. Rude! First the singing and now he’s ignoring me? Does he have any human decency?

“Hello! Welcome — make sure you sign in your children before you leave!” Your eyes settled on Jeongin, who was beaming at the little kids that entered the daycare, holding out the sign-in sheet, Great and now he works at the only affordable day care. How... pleasant. Wiggling her hand out of your grasp, your sister waddle-ran over to Jeongin, giving him the biggest hug, for him to pick her up and spin her around. Ignoring the skip of your heart, you cooly approached the two of them, silently taking the sign in sheet and signing your name. “You must be Mina’s parent— I’m Jeongin, one of the part-timers here.” He held out his hand, Mina, still in his arms, blocking his view. You shook it, “Not her—“ You broke off as another kid ran to Jeongin, crying as he dragged him inside the daycare. Without turning around, Jeongin waved at you in dismissal. You scoffed, He won’t even acknowledge me at home but now that we’re in public and he’s literally being paid to be a decent human being, he’ll put on a face and pretend to be friendly? No thank you.

You rubbed at your temples, mentally snapping at yourself to focus. Tutorial time was probably the only time you had to yourself to study and get things done. But you know what? That wasn’t happening today. Why? Because of Yang Jeongin infiltrating your thoughts every five seconds. You grumbled to yourself, almost ready to pack up and leave, He should pay rent for how long he’s been living in my head. “Oh wait! Y/N, you’re leaving already?” A voice called out from behind a tower of books in their hands, not long before plonking them down on the table in front of you. You looked up, your gaze meeting Jeongin’s hopeful one. Why is he being so friendly? Especially since he flat out ignored me this morning... “Um... I was planning to. Not that it’s any of your business.” You said coldly, scrunching your eyebrows in confusion at his sudden friendliness. Really, Y/N? You’re being like this just because he snubbed you this morning? Okay, wait that’s pretty valid. Ignoring the little “no it’s not” in your head, you maintained your cold demeanour.  “Oh. Um. Sorry. I was just asking because I was hoping to study with you.” Jeongin rubbed his neck awkwardly. You looked at him doubtfully, ignoring the hopeful fluttering in your stomach, “Why would you want to hang out with me of all people?” “Well, you’re the top of the class—“ You scoffed disdainfully and he broke off, looking at you wide-eyed. Of course he only wanted to use me for personal gain. Whatever, Y/N. Just avoid him. Do not interact! “I’m definitely heading off now. Bye.” You grabbed your books, leaving the library and a slightly confused and shocked Jeongin behind. He’s not worth it, Y/N.

You buckled Mina in her little seat in the trolley, lightly humming as you pushed her along. After realising that you were out of ramen (a staple study food, fight me if you disagree), you had scrambled to pick up Mina from daycare before rushing over to the local grocery store, keen to get at least some ramen to fuel your study session after putting Mina to bed. That is if she’s able to sleep. Hopefully Jeongin won’t— You reached for the last pack of your favourite ramen, a hand brushing over yours to grab it with you. You whipped your head around, gaze meeting— yet again— Mr Yang Jeongin. How many times do I have to see him today??? This feels like a cruel joke. It’s not funny! You coughed, pointedly looking between Jeongin and his grip on the ramen you had so obviously grabbed before him. He sighed, pushing his specs up the bridge of his nose, pushing his hair back with the other hand, hand still fixated on the ramen packet, “Please, Y/N. I need this to study.” You inhaled sharply, trying not to be bothered by the impeccable College Boyfriend vibe he was exhibiting, dressed simply in a sweatshirt and track pants, “So. Do. I. In fact, I need it a lot more than you since your singing keeps up the whole neighbourhood. And no! I’m not calling you a bad singer, because on the contrary, you’re quite brilliant and I honestly don’t know why you didn’t decide to become a singer instead of a teacher. I mean, do you really want to waste your life away working at a daycare?” You rambled. Jeongin looked at you, stunned, loosening his grip on the ramen, and handing it to you, his cheeks lightly dusted with pink, “...You know what? You can have it. I’ll just buy... this one! Yep. This one.” He scurried away, leaving you stunned, “But that’s not even ramen!”You called out after him. “Doesn’t matter!”

“Mina, please. Isn’t your crying at least making you tired?” You rocked your sister, exhausted as you looked at the clock— thirty minutes she’s been crying. Jeongin had decided not to sing tonight for some reason. But your sister still had difficulty sleeping. Perhaps he is actually a decent human being... although, I can’t say that I don’t miss his singing... what? Yes, you can, Y/N. The guy literally kept you up til three because of his singing. Mina just felt so inspired by his vocals that she had to try herself... by crying. Ugh.  The walls started to vibrate as you sighed, Complimented him too soon. His melodic tone carrying through to the nursery, your sister’s not so melodic cries mixing in even louder than his singing. You steeled yourself, done with this nonsense. Putting on a coat, you stomped out of your apartment, knocking insistently on Jeongin’s door. The door opened to reveal a bewildered Jeongin as you thrusted your screaming sister into his arms, “You started this. You fix it.”

Jeongin held the door to his apartment with one hand, the other arm supporting your screaming sister. Allowing you into the apartment, you observed how spotless it was, giving it an appraising look. “Seungmin’s my roommate. Hence, why it’s so clean. It’s all he does when he gets home from the hospital.” Jeongin explained whilst trying to rock Mina to sleep. “I’m surprised he puts up with your singing.” You noted. “He works nights.” Jeongin deadpanned. You opened your mouth, closing it when you saw his attention turn towards Mina. Cooing at her, he slowly sunk himself into the cushions of the couch, lowly humming a melody familiar to the ones you had heard through the wall. However, it was more of a ballad version. A soft smile crept onto your face as you observed the two, your heart aching at the adorable sight. Mina slowly fluttered her eyes, slowly closing them as Jeongin hummed further, his chest vibrating comfortingly from his singing, the movement lulling her... to sleep! You looked amazingly at Jeongin, his triumphant gaze finding yours. You tried to take Mina off him as she fussed in her sleep, cuddling further into his chest, you sighed, putting your hands up in defeat — afraid to wake her. “So... care to explain why I had to do this?” Jeongin whispered, looking pointedly at you. “Well...you’ve been keeping her up with your trot singing that she’s been eventually falling asleep at almost 11 pm. The thing that I’m weirded out the most by is that she cried at the lack of your singing and when you sang a softer version of that folk song, she fell asleep straight away.” You explained. “Babies are weird like that. But why did you have to give her to me to calm down?” Jeongin asked, confused. “Well one, you’re studying teaching and working at a daycare. And two, you started this!” You numbered. “We’re in the same class and she’s your sister!” Jeongin pointed out, eyes wide. “Look. The main reason really is your singing. Why do you have to sing so late, anyways? It’s not like you’re preparing for any assignment... we don’t have to create a song for our assignment... right?” You asked, tone slightly laced with concern. “No, no.” He dismissed your concerns, sighing, “The real reason why I’m singing so late at night is actually because I’m preparing for something. I don’t really have time otherwise to prepare for it since I have uni and work.” “What are you preparing for?” You scrunched your eyebrows quizzically. “You have to promise not to laugh.” He looked at you pointedly. “I can’t promise that.” You scoffed. “Well then I can’t tell you.” He lifted his head, looking elsewhere. “Fine. Fine!” You whispered harshly. “Okay, well I’m doing this competition that’s basically a talent show for unusual talents. And mine is... trot singing. The whole point of this talent show, though, is to actually achieve your New Year goals and resolutions.” “And yours is... to win with your trot singing?” You looked at him bewilderingly. “No.” He lightly slapped his forehead, disappointed at your lack of piecing together what little information he provided you with. “My resolution is to perform on stage. However, my only formal singing training is in trot singing.” “Ah, I see.” “Yeah... you should come! Only if you can. Obviously. No pressure.” He asked quickly. “Oh! I’m surprised you want me there after everything that happened.” You said sheepishly. “What happened?” He widened his eyes in confusion. “Well— you were kind of a jerk to me all of today.” You noted. “I was? Oh—“ “You ignored me this morning, put on a face when I dropped Mina off at daycare, purely because you were at work and tried to talk to me in tutorial after that. Then you nearly stole my ramen!” You interrupted. “Oh wow, I really did all of that today? Anyway, let me explain. In the morning, yes I saw you and I could’ve yelled a hello, I admit it. But I was very stressed since Seungmin is normally the one to wake me up when he comes back from the hospital but I think he must’ve gone home with his partner or something because he didn’t come home last night, and I had no way to contact him because Jisung threw his phone in the bin.” He explained. “He what?” You recoiled in bewilderment at the last part. “Long story. Anyway, I actually just go straight to autopilot whenever I have to converse with the parents. And since it’s my first week, I wasn’t expecting to see someone I know, let alone you, so I just went straight to my Customer Service Polite Conversation Autopilot Mode... customer service is so hard. As for the tutorial thing, I wanted to study with you! Believe it or not, I actually do appreciate your company.” He said pointedly. You blushed, clearing your throat, “That doesn’t explain the ramen thing, though.” He sighed, “Ramen is my study food too, you know. But I figured you needed it a lot more than me... also your compliment caught me off guard.” He muttered the last part, you smirked slightly as you heard it. “Anyway, I would really appreciate it if you could come because... well, you- you’re one of my good friends.” He rubbed his neck tentatively. Your chest ached slightly, feelings of disappointment infiltrating your head, only to be met with confusion... and sudden realisation. Oh. No.

[00:37] (Jeongin) hey! you left all of a sudden, but I’ve emailed you the details to the comp. hope you can come :) [10:55] (Jeongin)...Y/N? Are you still alive? Actually, I know you are. But why are you avoiding me? It had been a couple of days since you realised your feelings for Jeongin. Trying to avoid him at any costs, you changed up your schedule — only taking morning tutorials, making sure you didn’t run into him wherever you went. It didn’t help that your lives were so intertwined. Mina had gotten particularly attached to him — you watched her from outside the daycare, her little legs wrapped around his, clinging onto him like a koala and reluctant to let him go when she saw you at the gate. That certainly did not help. But what could you do? In order to avoid hardship, you have to cut the relationship in the bud. Especially since he only sees you as a friend. You snapped your attention to the door, as a knock resounded through your apartment, redirecting your attention from your phone to... a very unkempt Seungmin, waiting behind the door. “Hey, Y/N! I was wondering if you could do me a favour?” He asked, words rushed. “That depends on what it is.” You crossed your arms over your chest, raising an eyebrow expectantly. “I need you to go to Jeongin’s talent show for me.” He said. You shut the door immediately on him, “Y/N’s not here.” “I— what? Y/N, please. I need to go to the hospital today and he really wants you to go!” Seungmin pleaded from behind the door. “Why can’t you get any of his hyungs to attend? He has like six other ones.” You proposed. “He really wants you to come. He really likes you, Y/N.” Seungmin sighed. You opened the door slightly, peaking out from around the door, “Yeah. As a friend.” “What gave you that impression?” Seungmin looked at you confusedly. “He said it to my face?” You said, equally as confused. “Oh my god. He like likes you, okay? He didn’t tell anyone except us two about the contest. He told me because we live together but he told you because he has feelings for you!” Seungmin inhaled sharply, trying ridiculously hard not to roll his eyes in annoyance. “You’re not just telling me this so I would go?” You raised an eyebrow sceptically. “No. I have nothing to gain out of that because if you found out I was lying, I know you’ll hold a grudge against me forever, and as neighbours that really would not work out.” He said a matter of factly. “...alright. Fine. I’ll go. And you do realise we’re also friends? Friends generally shouldn’t lie to each other.” You looked at him pointedly. “Right. That.” He said shortly. “Anyway, you should hurry since you only have... twenty minutes til it starts.” He checked his watch. You gasped, “And you only thought to tell me now?” “Some of us have more important things to do than helping your love story progress. For example, saving lives. So, goodbye!” He waved, ushering you to close the door before sprinting down the hall. Time to sort this out... I guess.

You rushed to the venue after purchasing flowers and chocolate and organising for Jisung and his partner to come babysit... although you weren’t exactly trusting of them after hearing of their lawsuit rendezvous at the shopping centre. That was irrelevant right now, though. After sitting through more than fifteen of the most unusual acts at the talent show, you questioned how Jeongin even found out about it. It wasn’t until he entered on stage, lights dimming around him as he sang a slow, but emotive trot song— eyes searching over the crowd, only to lock onto yours as he belted his last note, the audience standing in applause as he stood back, catching his breath, eyes never leaving yours. “And there you have it folks! First of all, a big congratulations to all of you— you’ve successfully achieved at least one of your New Years resolutions!” The MC walked on stage, passing Jeongin on his way out, “But now, it’s the moment you’ve all been waiting for— the winner of this new year’s resolution talent contest is... Yang Jeongin!” A hearty applause echoed throughout the room, loud cheers erupting as Jeongin entered the stage again, you stood up, giving him an encouraging smile whilst cheering, “Okay, well first of all, thank you for the opportunity to do this. I don’t think I would’ve ever performed if it weren’t for making it a New Years resolution.” Low laughter hummed from the audience, “I guess— another person to thank is... well... someone that I really like and have for a while- Y/N. Even though our whole relationship basically consisted of a bunch of misunderstandings, you still came to this competition for me. At least, I hope it was for me. It’d be awkward if it wasn’t, since this is a sort of confession thing. Actually— do you think you could join me on stage?” The audience turned to you as you stared at him in shock. Shaking out of your reverie, you slowly stood up, making your way to the stage as he held out a hand, helping you up the stairs. You gave him a nervous but small smile, “Congratulations on your win!” You handed him the flowers, as he pulled you in for a quick hug. “Y/N, you’re probably the coolest person I’ve ever befriended. You’re incredibly driven, caring, and probably the person I respect most in my life. The way you’re achieving all your goals whilst managing the stress and struggles of raising your younger sibling astounds me, and honestly, that’s probably the feature that I find most admirable about you.” Jeongin spoke into his mic, gaze deepening into yours, the audience “aww”ing in response to him. “So, I guess where I’m trying to get at is— will you go out with me?” He asked as the audience cheered you on. You took the mic off him, pressing a quick kiss to his lips, “I’d love to.” He pulled you into a tight embrace as the audience cheered loudly, whistling as well. As you exited the auditorium, entering the foyer, you intertwined your hands with Jeongin’s, “Where should we go for our first date?” You asked, quickly putting on your coat and a beanie, wearily eying the snowfall outside, “I don’t know, I was thinking karaoke?” Jeongin suggested. You scoffed, “No.” “Why not?” He asked, genuinely confused. “Because you’d absolutely crush me. That’s why. Also, I know you’re only saying that because they gave you yearly access to the karaoke club as your prize.” You rolled your eyes. “You wound me with your words, Y/N. Do you think I’d cheapskate on our date?” He placed his hand to his chest, faking a gasp. “Never.” You mimicked his gesture as you exited the foyer. “Yah! Y/N!” “I’m joking, I’m joking! Ahh— don’t tickle me-“ You gasped as his fingers found your sides, giggles unwillingly being emitted. “Only if you give me another kiss.” He tapped his lips, you sighed, leaning over to give him another kiss, as he lightly drew your neck closer to him, deepening the kiss. You pulled back, eyes sparkling with joy, “Well...Even though I know you’ll trash me at it...Race you to the karaoke club?” You proposed, stretching your muscles. “Really? We just had the most epic kiss and now all you’re concerned about is karaoke?!” He raised an eyebrow expectantly. “Last one to the karaoke place gets no kisses for the rest of the day!” “Oh, you’re on.”

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[honeymyheaven]

I saw another post about this and was wondering if we could get hcs for Levi, Simeon and Belphie please? sfw and nsfw if you want to it’s your choice UwU

continuing the SFW and n//s//f//w train :) im adding asmo and satan so this post has LEVI , SIMEON, ASMO, SATAN AND BELPHEGOR ^^ hopefully you guys enjoy super long post ahead :)

SFW

an absolute nerd(ofc)

super excited about every little thing

hand holding? whew its got his heart pumping like there's no tomorrow, face red as a beet

loves sharing hobbies and if you're not a big otaku like he is that's okay he doesn't expect you to but if you remember lil things about the stuff he's into he will fall head over heels

would love to find similiar music artists that you're both into, or shows or anything

he likes buying you merch for the artists you like

loves going to concerts together

just anything as long as he's with you he will like

cant hide his affection for you at all so he's pretty upfront about it

gets supperrr jealous because well avatar of envy and he's highkey kind of super insecure

but like with affection he tends to be super upfront about it

"are you bored of me?" he'd ask for the umpteenth time that week and you'd have to reassure him gently that you enjoy being around him, kiss him and then distract him by offering to watch his favourite show with him

N // S // F // W

a total and complete virgin

likes tiddies of any shape and form

all tiddies are exquisite

but other than that he doesn't really know much so you'll have to figure things out together

super loud

if he likes it he makes sure you can hear it

SFW

SWEET

MAN OF MY DREAMS

super affectionate but more in private

loves kissing your forehead and the back of your hand the most

likes holding you close

having you in his lap, head resting on your shoulder while you're reading or.playing games.or watching something together

hand holding and light pecks is the most he would do in public

if your hairs long enough to braid, he would absolutely be the man on the job, he braids it, puts flowers and jewels in it, he just likes it, it reminds him of home

likes encasing the two of you in his massive humongous angel wings

doesn't really like when you spend time with the demon brothers and if possible would prefer if you stayed with them

"I just..." he paused, pouting when you asked him why that is "I miss you too much when you're over there." He would admit eventually, a light blush coating his cheeks

N // S // F // W

really vanilla(which isnt a bad thing >:( )

full of affection

likes kissing during s e x, feeling you close, making you feel good

will definitely tell you how much he cares for you throughout the whole thing

enjoys the emotional connection of the act more than anything

loves to see how happy he makes you

praise the boy he loves it

takes extra good care of you afterwards, rose petal bath and lavender scented candles are the bare minimum he preps

SFW

not really one for committed relationships

an open relationship however now that

that he would absolutely love

naturally you would be at the centre of his attention and despite what you may initially think, he's incredibly good at communicating and urges you to do the same

definitely encourages you to explore your likes and dislikes not only with him but with others as well

at the same time, he enjoys quiet nights together maybe going on a walk through the city, having you on his arm while strolling through, kissing the top of your head and reminding you how much he cares about you

cute dates could be literally anywhere ; the nail salon, the mall, shopping, concerts or anything hes very outgoing and likes to try different things

he wouldn't mind just staying at home and perhaps just having a nice bath and massage together or just watching movies together

LOOOVEESSSS PDA absolutely adores it because it shows you're not embarasses to show others how much you care

likes hearing you talk about your day or anything, especially at night as you're about to sleep he likes hearing the sound of your voice slowly lulling him to sleep

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out of all the brothers he would be the one who's most into s e x t i n g and phone s e x

send him risque pics if you're comfortable it makes him really happy

will DEFINITELY send u nutting vids WITH SOUND so uuhhh turn it up

into light bondage and a very definite switch, he doesn't mind you being on top or in a dominant position, he actually kind of likes it

but he likes it the most when you beg for him, when you beg him to make you feel good, pull on his hair and leave scratches all over his back

he also likes marking your neck and he likes it even more if you leave a hickey or two on his

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GRUMPY BABY

kind of cold even in a relationship mainly because hes not sure of how to be vulnerable

just be patient in time he'll slowly open up and when he does it's cute af

likes it when you kiss his cheeks or forehead

likes it when you grab his hand, especially in front of his brothers

likes having you on his lap while he's reading

absolutely loooovveeessss when you read to him, while he's playing with your hair

if you ask to study together, he will literally combust because it's so cute and YES ofc where is my pen please teach me how to take notes like you yours are super cute

picnic dates are his absolute favourites because they're calm and it's just the two of you, talking and enjoying nature together

gets really flustered when it comes to showing affection but he wants it so so badly

very rarely will he initiate the kissing and hand holding especially at the start but will definitely and absolutely melt if and when you do

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needless to say hes a whiny needy sub

tell him what to do, how to please you and how good he makes you feel

he loves that

especially praising

get him on his knees for you, make him tell you how badly he wants you

give him lots of kisses because he's never a bad boy, he's not a brat

edge him till he cries and begs you to let him come be absolutely loves that shit he loves begging

sit on his face, grip on his hair as he's eating you out

tell him what a good job he's done afterwards and kiss him, take a bath together and reassure him that he was a really really good boy

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WHINEY TEASING BASTARD

always needs attention

A L W A Y S

Needs you close

doesn't really like going out, prefers staying in and eating together or watching movies but most importantly taking naps together

remembers lots of lil details about you like small likes and dislikes that you've perhaps mentioned once

likes physical affection a lot so wants lots of cuddles and kisses almost constantly

will definitely tease you when he gets the chance but he does it off handedly and pretends he doesn't know what he's doing

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AN ABSOLUTE BRAT IN BED

im talking major brat

loves it when you tell him off and punish him for being a bad boy

because ffs he never listens

"Make me." is practically his second name and loves it when you slap him

make him cry before even coming close to letting him come, make him say sorry over and over again and promise to be a good boy even though he won't

tease him and edge him till he can't take anymore, kiss and tug on his lower lip as you pull away, your hand lightly brushing over his lower half, knowing how badly he needs release but continue denying it

dont give in no matter how much he begs, he needs to learn his lesson

afterwards give him cuddles and kisses and ask if everything was alright, reassure him you love him and hold him close