#yes i copied 85% of the text from last year

[bilbao-song]

secret rocker santa participants needed!! (11/17/24)

oookay after another review of the Spreadsheet™, currently we are most in need of fans of following musicians and bands (or even just people with a passing interest in them):

⁃ the who ⁃ emerson lake and palmer ⁃ the velvet underground ⁃ led zeppelin ⁃ supertramp ⁃ queen

everyone is welcome (the only requirement is that you’re a fan of some kind of music from roughly the 50s-90s) and there’s plenty of time left!! these are just the ones that so far seem like they’ll be the hardest to match, which means more fans signing up would be very helpful :^) if you or your followers fit this criteria, please consider reblogging this post!

remember, sign-ups are open through november 28th and anonymous messaging begins december 1st :-)

➜ more information about secret rocker santa ➜ F.A.Q. page ➜ sign up here! (or here if you’d prefer to stay on tumblr)

[spiritmoon23]

Throwing Shade: The Art of Using Color to Study

A bit of a throwback (last year haha) but for my cognitive psychology class we had to make a blog post about our topic of choice, and mine won best in show! (I got 100% on it and I deserved it in full)

For anyone interested, the link is here for the full effect (colors and images I picked out myself :) ), but the full text will be under the cut- without the lovely graphics that it

ABSTRACT: Do you take your notes in color? Maybe you should start. Note taking is the one thing that remains constant throughout the years in education. Students will often take notes in color or draw in their margins, which not only makes note taking more fun, but it can help keep you engaged in the material, and retain the information you’re taking notes on!

Throwing Shade: The Art of Using Color to Study

Do you take your notes in color? Maybe you should start.

Note taking is the one thing that remains constant throughout the years in education. Your parents took notes, their parents took notes, your professors took notes from their professors who took notes. But, your notes don't have to be the same notes they’ve been taking all these years. Back in the day, students were stuck with sad, boring ink and pencils in the same three colors for generations. Why don’t we try something new? Nowadays, along with the invention of sparkly gel pens for the people who still write theirs in notebooks, many students have started to take notes on computers, which makes it even easier than ever before to introduce colors and graphics into your delightful shorthand. Not only does this make it more fun to take notes, but it also helps to keep you engaged, and even helps you remember the information you’re taking notes on.

What is memory?

Obviously, memory is what you remember, right? Simply put, yes, but there’s more to it than that- there always is, isn’t there? It involves keeping, finding, and using information about things we have experienced in some way before that moment, but is something you’re not currently experiencing (1). For example, I could ask you to remember what a field of corn looks like, smells like, or sounds like, and you could tell me without having to be standing in one right now. That’s memory.

Memory is a process with a lot of steps and a lot of mechanisms that we don’t entirely understand just yet, but we do know what kinds of things make your memory better. Namely, things that either grab your attention, or emotionally invest you in them (2). That’s why you remember that embarrassing thing you did five years ago (while you’re trying to sleep, every time), and can’t remember what you had for lunch last week. 

Emotion can be engaged by many things, but so can your attention. When you’re driving down the highway and the giant red McDonald’s billboard catches your eye, or when the “Ooh, something shiny!” reflex kicks in, something is grabbing your attention and forcing you to think about it. There are a few ways to grab someone’s attention in this manner, but the best way? Nothing can grab someone like a striking color palette.

Coloring Your Attention

Color catches your (visual) attention better than any other visual stimuli, because it takes the least amount of effort to perceive (3). Then, the longer you look at that stimulus, the longer it has to imprint on your short term memory. That visual information worms its way quickly into the long term memory after the prolonged exposure. This is why marketing is often very colorful, with lots of moving shapes and textures, and loud, ranging sounds. They want your attention more than anything else, so you remember their name or product better than the competition.

But, I can definitely hear you asking me, what does this have to do with me as a student? Doesn’t that just mean the powerpoint I’m reading off of should be in kaleidoscope colors? Yes, it should. But more specifically to you as the student, color is a form of creative expression that you can use to enhance your memory.

Being Creative With Your Memory

Being creative during class, especially when taking notes, keeps you engaged and interested in the material, and this will make it stick in your memory longer than if you were just copying information down as you hear it (4). But not everyone can make masterpieces in the margins of their notebooks, now can they?

Well, adding color to your notes is a form of creative expression that anyone can participate in, no matter how creative or creatively skilled they are. You can’t even draw a stick figure? That’s okay, you don’t need to! Instead, try switching colors in between each topic, and if you want to go a step further, make color patterns with them outside of just the plain rainbow. As long as you are expressing yourself in a creative manner while you’re taking notes, your mood and motivation will be much higher (5).

So, What Colors Should I Be Using?

Use whatever colors make you happiest. I keep notes in blues, purples and greens, because my favorite colors are the cool ones. Use whatever colors, mediums, images, or annotations that speak best to you, like your favorite colors, cutesy patterns, doodles, or whatever strikes your fancy.

However, there is a correct answer to this question. There has been a few different studies that have been conducted about this, and the results vary (no matter how many colors I make it, the periodic table isn’t going to be memorable to an interior designer, after all), but most commonly the primary and secondary colors like red, green, and yellow, are the most memorable colors (3). Even more specifically, use warm colors like red and orange over cool colors like blue and purple, as these colors tend to catch your attention better and for longer (6).

Sources

1. Goldstein, E. B. (2019). Cognitive psychology: Connecting mind, research, and everyday experience. Cengage.

2. Gomes, C. F., Brainerd, C. J., & Stein, L. M. (2013). Effects of emotional valence and arousal on recollective and nonrecollective recall. Journal of Experimental Psychology: Learning, Memory, and Cognition, 39(3), 663-677. doi:10.1037/a0028578

3. Bae, G., Olkkonen, M., Allred, S. R., & Flombaum, J. I. (2015). Why some colors appear more memorable than others: A model combining categories and particulars in color working memory. Journal of Experimental Psychology: General, 144(4), 744-763. doi:10.1037/xge0000076

4. Baack, D. W., Wilson, R. T., & Till, B. D. (2008). Creativity and Memory Effects: Recall, Recognition, and an Exploration of Nontraditional Media. Journal of Advertising, 37(4), 85-94. doi:10.2753/joa0091-3367370407

5. Ceci, M. W., & Kumar, V. K. (2015). A Correlational Study of Creativity, Happiness, Motivation, and Stress from Creative Pursuits. Journal of Happiness Studies, 17(2), 609-626. doi:10.1007/s10902-015-9615-y

6. Jadhao A, Bagade A, Taware G, Bhonde M. Effect of background color perception on attention span and short-term memory in normal students. Natl J Physiol Pharm Pharmacol 2020;10(11):981-984

[greeneyesandsunshine28]

Things About Me

200: My crush’s name is: louise

199: I was born in: Pittsburgh, PA

198: I am really: stressed and anxious all the time

197: My cellphone company is: verizon

196: My eye color is: blue

195: My shoe size is: 7

194: My ring size is: no idea

193: My height is: 5'5"

192: I am allergic to: nothing

191: My 1st car was: ford edge

190: My 1st job was: a marketing assistant

189: Last book you read: a view from the bridge

188: My bed is: one of my favorite things in the world

187: My pet: don't have one

186: My best friend: i miss her

185: My favorite shampoo is: function of beauty

184: Xbox or ps3: don't care

183: Piggy banks are: cute when you're a kid

182: In my pockets: my phone and ID, ventra

181: On my calendar: hw assignments, finals and shows coming up

180: Marriage is: beautiful

179: Spongebob can: ?

178: My mom: love her more than anything

177: The last three songs I bought were? Home-edward sharpe and the magnetic zeros, i see fire-ed sheeran and so long lonesome-explosions in the sky

176: Last YouTube video watched: we haven't been doing too good...karin&skyler

175: How many cousins do you have? 17

174: Do you have any siblings? A younger brother

173: Are your parents divorced? No, my dad is deceased tho:(

172: Are you taller than your mom? Same height

171: Do you play an instrument? No I wish

170: What did you do yesterday? Went to classes and did homework

[ I Believe In ]

169: Love at first sight: no

168: Luck: yes

167: Fate: no

166: Yourself: no

165: Aliens: no

164: Heaven: yes

163: Hell: yes

162: God: sometimes

161: Horoscopes: no

160: Soul mates: yes

159: Ghosts: no

158: Gay Marriage: yes

157: War: yes

156: Orbs: no

155: Magic: no

[ This or That ]

154: Hugs or Kisses: hugs

153: Drunk or High: drunk

152: Phone or Online: phone

151: Red heads or Black haired: red heads

150: Blondes or Brunettes: blondes on girls, brunettes on guys

149: Hot or cold: hot

148: Summer or winter: summer

147: Autumn or Spring: spring

146: Chocolate or vanilla: vanilla

145: Night or Day: night

144: Oranges or Apples: apples

143: Curly or Straight hair: curly

142: McDonalds or Burger King: McDonalds

141: White Chocolate or Milk Chocolate: white chocolate

140: Mac or PC: mac

139: Flip flops or high heals: flip floos

138: Ugly and rich OR sweet and poor: sweet and poor

137: Coke or Pepsi: neither

136: Hillary or Obama: Obama

135: Burried or cremated: buried

134: Singing or Dancing: dancing

133: Coach or Chanel: Chanel

132: Kat McPhee or Taylor Hicks: don't care

131: Small town or Big city: small town

130: Wal-Mart or Target: targey

129: Ben Stiller or Adam Sandler: Can't choose

128: Manicure or Pedicure: pedicure

127: East Coast or West Coast: east coast

126: Your Birthday or Christmas: Christmas

125: Chocolate or Flowers: flowers

124: Disney or Six Flags: disney

123: Yankees or Red Sox: don't care

[ Here’s What I Think About ]

122: War: ugly

121: George Bush: no opinion

120: Gay Marriage: completely accept it

119: The presidential election: rigged

118: Abortion: no comment

117: MySpace: nostalgia

116: Reality TV: is ok sometimes

115: Parents: caring

114: Back stabbers: two-faced

113: Ebay: cool

112: Facebook: addictive

111: Work: dumb

110: My Neighbors: very kind

109: Gas Prices: too high

108: Designer Clothes: ehh

107: College: scam

106: Sports: don't care for them

105: My family: love them

104: The future: scary

[ Last time I ]

103: Hugged someone: brooke at formal?

102: Last time you ate: 2 minutes ago

101: Saw someone I haven’t seen in awhile: my family a month ago

100: Cried in front of someone: probably mari jo

99: Went to a movie theater: months ago

98: Took a vacation: January

97: Swam in a pool: January

96: Changed a diaper: never

95: Got my nails done: at least 6 months ago

94: Went to a wedding: june 2018

93: Broke a bone: never

92: Got a peircing: 8th grade

91: Broke the law: 2 years ago

90: Texted: 10 hours ago

[ MISC ]

89: Who makes you laugh the most: ryan stiles, wayne Brady, colin mochrie, louis tomlinson

88: Something I will really miss when I leave home is: my brother

87: The last movie I saw: a simple favor--so good

86: The thing that I’m looking forward to the most: summer

85: The thing im not looking forward to: finals

84: People call me: idk

83: The most difficult thing to do is: act like you're happy when you're not

82: I have gotten a speeding ticket: no

81: My zodiac sign is: leo

80: The first person i talked to today was: my roommate

79: First time you had a crush: 3rd grade

78: The one person who i can’t hide things from: my mom

77: Last time someone said something you were thinking: not sure

76: Right now I am talking to: no one

75: What are you going to do when you grow up: hopefully be a dance teacher

74: I have/will get a job: next year hopefully

73: Tomorrow: i get to go home!

72: Today: was ok

71: Next Summer: i hope i'll be happy

70: Next Weekend: i have 3 dance shows!

69: I have these pets: none

68: The worst sound in the world: nails on a chalkboard

67: The person that makes me cry the most is: not sure

66: People that make you happy: larry, summer mckeen, jess conte, lucy, my brother

65: Last time I cried: an hour ago

64: My friends are: awesome

63: My computer is: always on

62: My School: ok

61: My Car: cool

60: I lose all respect for people who: are rude/ignorant/selfless

59: The movie I cried at was: safe haven

58: Your hair color is: blonde

57: TV shows you watch: gilmore girls, single parents, one tree hill, gossip girl, chilling adventures of Sabrina, glee, the office, the list could go on

56: Favorite web site: tumblr

55: Your dream vacation: Santorini

54: The worst pain I was ever in was: either my first period cramps or any ear infection I've had

53: How do you like your steak cooked: i'm a vegetarian

52: My room is: very me

51: My favorite celebrity is: can't choose one-miley cyrus, ariana grande, louis tomlinson, harry styles, tarjei sandvok moe, dianna agron, kiernan shipka

50: Where would you like to be: santorini

49: Do you want children: yes

48: Ever been in love: no

47: Who’s your best friend: emily

46: More guy friends or girl friends: girl friends

45: One thing that makes you feel great is: people complementing me

44: One person that you wish you could see right now: my dad

43: Do you have a 5 year plan: no

42: Have you made a list of things to do before you die: no

41: Have you pre-named your children: yes

40: Last person I got mad at: one of my professors

39: I would like to move to: somewhere on the east coast

38: I wish I was a professional: ballerina

[ My Favorites ]

37: Candy: nerds

36: Vehicle: idk

35: President: Obama

34: State visited: Arizona

33: Cellphone provider: sprint

32: Athlete: simone biles

31: Actor: tarjei sandvik moe

30: Actress: amanda bynes

29: Singer: ariana grande

28: Band: the 1975

27: Clothing store: target

26: Grocery store: kroger

25: TV show: one tree hill

24: Movie: the blind side

23: Website: tumblr or pinterest

22: Animal: cat

21: Theme park: not a huge fan

20: Holiday: Christmas

19: Sport to watch: gymnastics

18: Sport to play: volleyball

17: Magazine: cosmo

16: Book: the english roses

15: Day of the week: friday

14: Beach: any beach in FL

13: Concert attended: hannah montana/miley cyrus

12: Thing to cook: pasta

11: Food: pasta with vodka sauce

10: Restaurant: macaroni grill

9: Radio station: don't listen to the radio

8: Yankee candle scent: I honestly love them all

7: Perfume: don't have one

6: Flower: rose

5: Color: blue

4: Talk show host: james corden

3: Comedian: wayne brady

2: Dog breed: don't know

1: Did you answer all these truthfully? Yup

Copy/paste and repost!

[livi-asdfghjkl]

100 Truths

Tagged by by my older sister, @freckledpianoman

1. Real name: Olivia

2. Nicknames: Livi

3. Zodiac sign: Taurus

4. Gender: Female

5. Nursery: I don’t remember.

6. Primary school: Public school

7. Secondary school: Public.

8. Hair color: Blonde

9. Long or short: Long

10. Loud or quiet: Loud around people that I’m close with, quiet basically everywhere else.

11. Sweats or jeans: Sweats

12. Phone or camera: Phone

13. Health freak: Absolutely not.

14. Drink or smoke: Haven’t tried either, don’t plan to.

15. Do you have a crush on someone: Yup, but my sister will probably be reading this so I won’t tell.

16. Political orientation: I’m not telling.

17. Piercings: None

18. Tattoos: none

HAVE YOU EVER [BEEN IN]:

19. Airplane: No

20. Car *accident*: No, but there have been some close calls.

21. Fist fight: No, but there are some people I wish I could beat up.

FIRSTS:

22. Piercing: Ears

23. Best friend: A girl in preschool named Selena

24. Instrument: Viola

25. Award: Um, I don’t really remember.

26. Crush: Some boy in preschool or kindergarten. I think his name was either Andrew or Tyler. Or maybe I had a crush on an Andrew in preschool and a Tyler in kindergarten?

27. Language: English

28. Big vacation: Florida

LASTS:

29. Person I talked to: My sister.

30. Person I texted: My mom, telling her my Chipotle order.

31. Person I watched: I don’t know.

32. Food I ate: Tortilla chips and guac.

33. Movie I watched: Detective Pikachu

34. Song I listened to: More Than Survive from Be More Chill (original cast recording, not broadway.)

35. Thing I bought: A Bob Ross keychain.

36. Person I hugged: My mom.

FAVES:

37. Food: theres too many to choose from, i cant narrow it down to just one

38. Drinks: Sweet tea, Dr. Pepper, Kiwi and Strawberry Snapple

39. Clothing: probably my Shane Dawson Hoodie.

40. Book: In 27 Days by Alison Gervais. I’m a sucker for romance mixed with tragedy.

41. Color: Purple.

42. Flower: Tulips

43. Music: Be More Chill, Hadestown, Dear Evan Hansen, Queen, Heathers the Musical, Mean Girls (obviously also a musical lol), Bo Burnham  

44. Movie: Detective Pikachu.

45. Subjects: English

IN THE PAST YEAR I’VE

(my sister skipped 89 and im copy and pasting the questions from hers soooo)

47. [] Kissed in the rain

48. [X] Celebrated Halloween

49. [] Had your heart broken

50. [] Went over the minutes on your cell phone (wtf does this question even mean lol)

51. [] Someone questioned your sexual orientation

52. [] Used a weapon

53. [] Breathed fire

54. [] Had an abortion

55. [X] Done something you’ve regretted

56. [] Broke a promise

57. [X] Kept a secret

58. [X] Pretended to be happy

59. [X] Met someone who changed your life

60. [X] Pretended to be sick

61. [] Left the country

62. [X] Tried something you normally wouldn’t like, and liked it

63. [X] Cried over the silliest thing

64. [X] Ran a mile

65. [] Went to the beach

66. [X] Stayed single

CURRENTLY:

67. Eating: Nothing

68. Drinking: Nothing

69. Getting ready to: Eat dinner

70. Listening to: Nothing

71. Plans for tomorrow/today: idk

72. Waiting for: Dinner to be done

YOUR FUTURE:

73. Want kids: I’m not sure. We’ll see.

74. Want to get married: of course

75. Careers in mind: author

WHICH IS BETTER ON A PERSON/PARTNER:

76. Lips or eyes: Eyes

77. Shorter or taller: If I love you enough, I won’t care.

78. Romantic or spontaneous: Romantic.

79. Nice stomach or nice arms: Arms!!! if my SO is gonna strangle me i want to be strangled with nice arms.

80. Sensitive or loud: I’ll take any relationship I can get, I’m not gonna get picky

81. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship

82. Troublemaker or hesitant: Troublemaker

HAVE YOU EVER:

83. Lost glasses/contacts: Not yet.

84. Ran away from home: No

85. Held a weapon for self defense: No

86. Killed somebody: I’ll never tell you

87. Broken someone’s heart: I sure hope not.

88. Been arrested: No

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

90. Miracles: Yes

91. Yourself: No

92. Love at first sight: I wish, but no.

93. Heaven: Yeah, but reincarnation is fine too I guess.

94. Santa Claus: No

95. Easter Bunny: No

96. Magic: I’ve never thought about it.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY

97. Is there one person you want to be with, right now: Idk if you mean romantically or just in general, but obviously romantically I’d wanna be with my crush.

98. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life: Ehhh

99. Are you happy with the person you’re with: I’m s i n g l e

100. Post as 100 truths and tag 5 people: BOLD OF YOU TO ASSUME I KNOW 5 PEOPLE ON HERE

[fridaynightbordercrossing]

IN LOVING MEMORY: OCTAVIO HERNANDEZ (1959 - 2015)

I was shocked when the phone ringed and got the call that told me the news of the death of the journalist, promoter, chronicler and music lover Octavio Hernández, a crucial character in this city on the rock music scene, as well as in cultural stances. Memories come to life again. . .

At that time, I began to listen to local radio programs, i was highly impressed by Octavio Hernández's incendiary verb in his nightly weekly radio show, El Arca de Neón, especially after the tragic suspension of a Maldita Vecindad show in the Palenque del Hipódromo.

Octavio from a young age decided his way through rock and after completing the academic part, he nourished himself with knowledge collaborating on Melodía 10 Años, then newspaper Uno Más Uno, until he reached Signore, the Mexicanized version of Playboy, where he became famous for an incident with a music promoter at a festival in Acapulco who clocked him blindsided. At the reedition of the Avandaro Festival in 2006, I remember that when I greeted Octavio, he told me: "Do you believe what just happened?, this motherfucker thinks I forgot what he did to me in Acapulco and now he is even hugging me!".

His love for music and reasons of affection took him to the south of the American continent, where he saw the future of rock in our language and in Portuguese too. So, he came with a vision, and it was common that he inevitably spoke of the big bands like Soda Stereo, Enanitos Verdes, Os Titas, and Caetano Veloso,  as well as his beloved Radio Futura and other sparkling artists. He arrived in Tijuana and began the take-off of the Arca de Neón which was a guide of the present and future through the frequency of Estereo Frontera 102. 5, until crossing the border, where he started with El Acordeón, the first rock publication in Spanish in the USA.

Contests and shows like Duelo De Rebeldes and  La Frontera Aquí, the first visits from Maldita Vecindad, Santa Sabina, Social Security, Los Fabulosos Cadillacs and others, we promoted by him. His pen set fire to the pages of El Precipicio in Diario 29 and continued to connect to his land via Ciudad Rock En Español, La Jornada and other newspapers and magazines.

In 1994, when I published my first fanzine, I began to frequent the Punto de Vista magazine office, where I went and collaborated for three years with great friends. One day (already in 95) on Madero Avenue, I ran into Octavio, I introduced myself to him and he responded as always, in the way he spoke to everyone, with that characteristic adrenaline and his mouth overflowing words that sounded like wisdom to me. Months later alongside another unforgettable friend, Ricardo Alarcón, we were working details of what would be the Tianguis of Rock and Culture. Coincided that Octavio was his friend, so, consequently, we coexisted in this place and we begin to have more approach. The day of the tianguis, I remember him very happy, hugging everyone, eating his sandwich and chatting. I remember him saying to me: "I'm going to see if, in those that follow, I'll bring the old demos I have from bands like Fobia, La Maldita and others".

One day, he invited me to collaborate on an event he was promoting, and we had a previous talk at the Rubén Hood, that little bar in the parking lot of Arena Tijuana 72. I accompanied him and another friend of his. We talked about a lot of stuff in music, but the most interesting thing was his painful story of the day of the tragic earthquake of 85, which changed his life completely, of his pain for those he lost. At that time, I had a social life, I moved everywhere as I pleased and coincided with my friends. He was a vital and necessary presence in events, for all of us. I remember the Festival of Alternative Culture, where he shouted to me "get off the stage" or his crazy turns with a bottle in hand in his beloved stage at  Mexitlan while Los Enemigos took the stage. I'm sure that my writing style copied (or stole) his words, his ways of writing and even the way he always nervously walked around in events, as I saw when he brought legends like Pappo Napolitano, Ratones Paranoicos and Voodoo Glow Skulls, among others. And I forgot, he connected me to be interviewed for a documentary about the border scene for French television, I have never seen that show.

He offered two workshops related to the culture of rock in the CECUT, one by himself, and another with journalist Delia M, I remember that one when my good friend Humberto Huerta and me finished at her house in the Zona Norte at the end of the workshop. Octavio later crossed the street only when Estéreo Frontera took El Arca off the air abruptly, so he was offered to move  to Stereo Amistad 99.7 in what I consider one of the best times for rock radio on the border, as they listened to their audience and took local rock music and  was part of the daily rotation. I constantly called the show on the air, which was transmitted on a small table with a green tablecloth. Over time, Octavio was given control of the nights at the station and Corazón Eléctrico was born, the first  attempt to have an independent alternative radio station, but, the new management ended the project due to "lack of rating and sales", as the new manager of the radio group commented directly to me on a phone call, when I innocently called to complain.

Octavio's path took him to La Banda Elástica Magazine, where he excelled covering all the ways of rock on the border. California and Tijuana were as one, opening the gates to bands of both sides...until one day at the Cecut announced his departure from the magazine, which, put some harsh distance between both sides, which was manifested in subsequent numbers related to rock history in Tijuana and USA on LBE. He wrote some essays about that in Perdidos En La Linea, Lumbre and others, until he landed a spot on Retila Magazine, where he was set up as the editor and assembled his dream team, I was included, the greatest honor for me, alongside with some of the best writers ever, but, the dream was short as the magazine ended after the economic crisis derived from an event that  the magazine organized and was a disaster. we only work three numbers, but was incredible.

It was the stage where we hang out the most and had great mutual respect. He interviewed me for one of his most famous articles, Tijuana Mesopotamia, which was the title of his first chronicle book, where the text also appeared, previously published in La Jornada. I got the book and  I appear in the acknowledgments. His pen appeared in a trendy magazine called Lumbre, which was a pretext to coincide in a night where we had an incredible gathering together with another dear friend, Ejival and other friends. He also wrote in No Cover, but only for the first edition.

Many of the stories that he wrote, I will reveal that they were versions, let's say, light, of how the events he wrote about happened, but his use of vocabulary to make the stories enjoyable is what I take away from...it's going to hurt remembering when he would stare at me and touch my head and tell me "pinche Rincon, you are quite a character" or his traditional "how are you, maestro?". He continued to collaborate with media such as Circulo MixUp, Cinemania and alongside his beloved friend Charly Alberti on yeyeye.com.

Suddenly, life changed. I remember he had a serious health problem, and after that, we met again when Roy Villela from Oxigeno Rock Shop called us to a magazine project. We met outside the Box Underground venue, and that day, there was a show featuring a band from Ensenada called Blue Mind. Suddenly, Octavio asks me if the man who was standing at the door was Raúl Ramírez, the famous and legendary Mexican tennis player, I say yes. Immediately he got up and went to greet Mr. Ramirez, who was accompanied by his wife, Miss Universe 77 Maritza Sayalero. Octavio reminded Ramirez of the wonderful afternoons with his usual dynamic, citing his legendary rivals as Jimmy Connors and Vitas Gerulaitis, but above all, his vibrant triumphs against the elite before a Ramírez who listened to him with pleasure and surprise. He went back to radio, at the now Fusion 102.5 for two more stints of El Arca De Neon, being the second the lengthiest one, finally, after all these years I went a couple of times, as that was something I put on the bucket list.

In recent times, he spoke more of the past than of the present, very little of the current market. He spoke of seeking to bring veteran artists of blues and old school rock to perform around here. He brought for shows bands like Santa Sabina (their last show before the passing of singer Rita Guerrero), La Barranca and Rubén Albarran from Cafe Tacuba. Worked a lot with the Interzona Festival and was featured on Canal 12 Televisa Tijuana on the Fusión TV show. We returned to coincide by mutual friends when he launched the Tijua Neo magazine alongside the journalist Fernando Del Monte, but issues made Del Monte leave the project. Later, he would leave El Arca show forever in harsh circumstances, however, he was able to return later to the show and others on the same station as a guest. I was invited to write for Tijua Neo in some issues, but then, for a series of stuff, we stopped talking for about three years. We never had any difference openly, but when we saw each other, I know there was some small tension,  we agreed that it was already past and that we should start over.

We met in person in January of 2015, we greet in my frustrated birthday event at the TJ Arte y Rock Cafe, and we said goodbye with a hug, as always. He told me that he knew we were going to work on something soon. The last contact we had was by a Facebook message, he invited me as a judge to the TIM band contest, but my time did not coincide because of the workshop I was working on at the time, so I declined...I did not think that he would die, I never imagined that. I knew his pain for his partner Rosalba and her health problems, but he was motivated by love, beer and for culture. It is worth mentioning that in his recent messages, he asks us to support local rock always.

Never assume that what we see today, will be tomorrow. Octavio, I admire you, I respect you and I love you, I remain with your direct and indirect teachings, with your words of appreciation, with your influence.

Thanks and see you soon, very soon, I hope not to be late.

(Text originally published on the AudioTijuana blog in Prenser and republished in the electronic magazine En Tijuana).

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I also would share the text in relation to an event-tribute that took place in 2014. He asked me to wrote it, since he tought i was the only one that knew more about his work. This was featured on El Mexicano newspaper :

ARCABUZ: A Tribute to Octavio Hernández, The Border Rider of Rock.

Octavio manifested his love for music from a very young age. His contact with rock was being notorious, being astounding with the live performances of bands that made history and are now legends, that marked him to get involved in journalism in his native Mexico City, where after from his beginnings, he learned the art of chronicling and musical criticism alongside respected characters like Víctor Roura  in the pages of Melodía: Ten Years Later, Uno Mas Uno and at the beginning of La Jornada, then he would put his talents to work for  Signore (the first Playboy Mexico magazine) and other publications would give him a unique and special place in national journalism.

Along with his first wife Rosvita he traveled to South America. In Brazil. he saw the jubilant  scene of emerging artists,  while on the streets of Argentina, he learned where the future of Latin American rock would come,  from groups like Soda Stereo, but his life destination would change, as he arrived in 1988 in Tijuana, where he saw the enormous potential that the city had to be considered the spearhead of a musical movement, but also, he discovered that California was another hotbed for bands and media, so, he stayed here.

He made history by being a great influence on the radio through the Arca De Neon show in its various stages at Estereo Frontera 102.5, Stereo Amistad 97.7 and Fusion 102.5, and also,  crossed the border to team with Dave Stampone - from the university radio station in San Diego ( KCR) - to make a prodigious binational simulcast. In Stereo Amistad, he promoted one of the first commercial radio projects dedicated to rock music called Corazón Eléctrico, something that deserved better luck. In Los Angeles, together with Enrique Blanc and Omar Márquez, he edited the first publication dedicated to rock in the Spanish language called  El Acordion, it became a vital part of the roots of La Banda Elastica Magazine, where he was featured later.

With his pen, he later became editor of Retila Magazine ("the rival" of La Banda Elastic in Los Angeles) and discovered the new cyber ways alongside YeYeYe.com and also collaborated in prestigious publications here and there such as Circulo Mix Up, Pulse Latino, Lumbre, La Olla Express, Bitácora, LA Weekly, La Opinión, No Cover in Spanish, Identidad and Guitar Player, among others.

As a promoter of concerts, he provoked electrical miracles such as the contest Duelo De Rebeldes (binational rock contest, thanks to which the new Tijuana music appeared on the cover of the San Diego Union-Tribune) and the first appearances in the city of Maldita Vecindad, Santa Sabina, Los Fabulosos Cadillacs (whose debut was in Tijuana and not in Mexico City), Seguridad Social, La Lupita, Pappo Napolitano, Ratones Paranoicos, VooDoo Glow Skulls, La Barranca and others. From then on, he never stopped opening roads.

His chronicles and articles have been published in two amazing books, Tijuana-Mesopotamia, Crónicas y Otros Latidos and Cornucopia, Periodismo Sonoro y Anexas. On television, he appeared with his music section in the cultural program Fusion for Televisa Tijuana and is the director and editor of the cultural magazine TijuaNeo, where he demonstrates that his passion for rock is not at odds with his vast general culture. These stages, he lived them with all the same intensity that his heart had for his life partner Rosalba.

He has been found on the road those who are legends and those who could be. With nocturnal adventures accompanied by the inevitable cold beer, or the sun to the fullest, he always talks anecdotes and stories that seem fantasy and those, written, take a much more mystical dimension. He is one of the most transcendental characters of our border.

[jazzbits]

I’m not going to tag anyone on this but if you’re up to the task feel free to copy, paste, and tag me so I can read your answers!

1. Is there a special person in your life? My mom, dad, bro and hmm ekis

2. Think of the last person who hurt you; do you forgive them?

I guess uhm yes

3. What’s something you really want right now?

uhm fruits ahh sushi!! I haven’t had my dinner yet and I’m starving.

4. Are you afraid of falling in love?

It’s not an option right now. But if it was the right person I would be fine with it hehe pag naka move on na ako.

5. Do you like the beach?

super yes

6. Have you ever slept on a couch with someone else?

nah

7. What’s the background on your cell?

My cat

8. Name the last four beds you were sat on?

hotel room's bed, mom and dad's, mine and hmm ate sachi

9. Do you like your phone?

I guess! It’s just an iPhone 6.

10. Honestly, are things going the way you planned?

 No, not at all.

11. Who was the last person added to your contacts?

kuya dexter's.

12. Which hurts most, physical or emotional pain?

Emotional… It lasts longer.

13. Would you rather visit a zoo or an art museum?

BOTH OMG

14. Are you tired?

Yes! I slept in so late this morning but still exhausted from last night.

15. How long have you known your 1st phone contact?

Probably about 3 years.

16. Are they a relative?

some of them

17. Would you ever consider getting back together with any of your exes?

Well… There’s a reason why they are an “ex” so hopefully yes hahaha jk

18. When did you talk to the last person you shared a kiss with?

hmm

19. If you knew you had the right person, would you marry them today?

No, that’s not an option right now.

20. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?

I don’t know.

21. How many bracelets do you have on your wrists right now?

two

22. Is there a certain quote you live by?

I don’t really live by any specific quote.

23. What’s on your mind?

hmm her,  tbh, we used to do this thing like randomly.. she'll be like "sige na magtanong ka pa, ang tagal naman ehh" haha enough kwento naman tayo nito

24. Do you have any tattoos?

no

25. What is your favourite colour?

the color of her eyes

26. Next time you will kiss someone on the lips?

No clue!

27. Who are you texting?

Kei.

28. Think to the last person you kissed, have you ever kissed them on a couch?

nah

29. Have you ever had the feeling something bad was going to happen and you were right?

Yes! Lots of times.

30. Do you have a friend of the opposite sex you can talk to?

Yes

31. Do you think anyone has feelings for you right now?

uhm yeah

32. Has anyone ever told you, you have pretty eyes?

Yes

33. Say the last person you kissed was kissing someone right in front of you?

I don’t think that would happen but I would probably be upset.

34. Were you single on Valentine’s Day?

No.

35. Are you friends with the last person you kissed?

never been kissed never been touch but totally damaged AMP

36. What do you friends call you?

jazz, bhe, babe, tayan, etc hahah 

37. Has anyone upset you in the last week?

Yes.

38. Have you ever cried over a text?

Y E S

39. Where is your last bruise located?

wrist

40. Where is it from?

myself

41. Last time you wanted to be away from somewhere really bad?

Right now

42. Who was the last person you were on the phone with?

natalie

43. Do you have a favourite pair of shoes?

CLN, WB, NIKE,

44. Do you wear hats if you’re having a bad hair day?

No. I wear hijab

45. Would you ever go bald if it was the style?

No.

46. Do you make supper for your family?

Yes.

47. Does your bedroom have a door?

Yes.

48. Top 3 webpages?

Email, Youtube and Tumblr.

49. Do you know anyone who hates shopping?

My brother

50. Does anything on your body hurt right now?

My heart..jaw

51. Are goodbyes hard for you?

They can be depending on the person.

52. What was the last beverage you spilled on yourself?

Water probably.

53. How is your hair?

it's all good rn

54. What do you usually do first thing in the morning?

Get out of bed then wash my face

55. Do you think two people can last forever?

It’s definitely possible but you have to put the work in.

56. Think back to January 2007, were you single?

yessss

57. Green or purple grapes?

I like both.

58. When’s the next time you will give someone a big hug?

Probably when get home. aye mom and dad I miss you a lot

59. Do you wish you were somewhere else right now?

Yes, in her room..I want to hug her and thank her for everything she did for me :)

60. When will be the next time you text someone?

Right now.

61. Where will you be 5 hours from now?

Mandaue again and again, Mall uhm bank

62. What were you doing at 8 this morning?

eating

63. This time last year, can you remember who you liked?

Yes <3

64. Is there one person in your life that can always make you smile?

Four actually! mom, dad, my cat, and her

65. Did you kiss or hug anyone today?

Nope.

66. What was your last thought before you went to bed last night?

I was crying..dying hmm 

67. Have you ever tried your hardest and then gotten disappointed in the end?

Countless times…

68. How many windows are open on your computer?

Two! Facebook and Tumblr.

69. How many fingers do you have?

10… 

70. What is your ringtone?

The default iPhone one

71. How old will you be in 5 months?

22

72. Where is your mom right now?

hometown, cotabato city

73. Why aren’t you with the person you were first in love with or almost in love?

hindi siya masaya sa piling ko oh divaa tagalog naman

74. Have you held hands with somebody in the past three days?

no

75. Are you friends with the people you were friends with two years ago?

Yes I think most of them.

76. Do you remember who you had a crush on in grade 7?

Um yiz

77. Is there anyone you know with the name Mike?

enriquez

78. Have you ever fallen asleep in someone’s arms?

no

79. How many people have you liked in the past three months?

Only one.

80. Has anyone seen you in your underwear in the last 3 days?

Yes my cousin

81. Will you talk to the person you like tonight?

i want to but hahaha no?

82. You’re drunk and yelling at hot guys/girls out of your car window, you’re with?

I don’t do that and I wouldn’t be in my car drunk.

83. If your bf/gf was into drugs would you care?

OFC

84. What was the most eventful thing that happened last time you went to see a movie?

not impressed

85. Who was your last received call from?

mom

86. If someone gave you $1,000 to burn a butterfly over a candle, would you?

No?? What’s with some of these questions?

87. What is something you wish you had more of?

TIME, COURAGE, AND CHANCE

88. Have you ever trusted someone too much?

Yes, I have a habit of that.

89. Do you sleep with your window open?

OFC NOT UGH SO SCARY HUH

90. Do you get along with girls?

uhm yeah

91. Are you keeping a secret from someone who needs to know the truth?

No.

92. Does sex mean love?

I mean I would like to think it does but it doesn’t all of the time.

93. You’re locked in a room with the last person you kissed, is that a problem?

Potentially could be.

94. Have you ever kissed anyone with a lip ring?

no

95. Did you sleep alone this week?

Yes, downstairs @sofa hahaha

96. Everyone has somebody to make them happy, do you?

Yes.

97. Do you believe in love at first sight?

Possibly?

98. Who was the last person that you pinky promised?

none

99. How many kids do you want?

shiz we used to like having 10 or more? lol and honestly agreed but now..uhm maybe 2 baby girl and a baby boy

100. Do you like doing tags? sometimes lol

[knno-archive]

85(?) q’s tag

i copied from hannah’s post and there were only 84 and im too lazy to check whats messed up so

tagged by @lofiloey and @hakmyeon 💖

last

1. drink - water

2. phone call - my mom

3. text message - also my mom

4. song you listened to - good love by aron (nu’est)

5. time you cried - last night dkjlsdgj

ever

6. dated someone twice - never dated jhdfvdj

7. kissed someone and regretted it - never kissed either lol

8. been cheated on - no

9. lost someone special - many

10. been depressed - hard to say djksjd

11. gotten drunk and thrown up - no but ive gotten drunk and cried a whole lot kjbskj

fave colors

12. pink

13. blue

14. red

in the last year have you…

15. made new friends - yes!!!! im so lucky :’)

16. fallen out of love - no

17. laughed until you cried - many times

18. found out someone was talking about you - i think so dbhjsb

19. met someone who changed you - yesss

20. found out who your friends are - for sure lmfao

21. kissed someone on your facebook friends list - no way

general

22. how many of your facebook friends do you know irl - almost all of them, two are longtime internet friends so

23. do you have any pets - no :/

24. do you want to change your name - no i actually like my name a lot lol

25. what did you do for your last birthday - get disappointedkjbfs

26. what time did you wake up today - noon ish?

27. what were you doing at midnight last night - on rabbit probably watching nu’est

28. what is something you can’t wait for - my trip to france!!!!

29. what are you listening to right now - nothing

30. have you ever talked to a person named tom - i don’t... think so? 

31. something that gets on your nerves - people who brag a lot

32. most visited website - twitter probably

33. hair colour - light brown

34. long or short hair - very short

35. do you have a crush on someone - nah

36. what do you like about yourself - my sense of humour, my abilities, my resourcefulness, my sense of style

37. want any piercings - no i let my holes in my ears close up lmfao

38. blood type - idk 

39. nicknames - moll/molls

40. relationship status - single

41. zodiac - sagittarius

42. pronouns - she/her

43. fave tv shows - honestly don’t watch tv shows except a lot of baking shows on netflix kjsdksdg also the arrangement which is a highly entertaining flower design competition show

44. tattoos - none, i’ll probably get a small one one day

45. right or left handed - right

46. ever had surgery - oral surgery 2x ://////

47. piercings - none cuz i let my HOLES CLOSE

48. sport - what

49. vacation - i really want to go to ireland after my upcoming trip

50. trainers - i have one pair of running shoes ?

more general

51. eating - i had some grapes and cheese

52. drinking - water 

53. i’m about to watch - more college dorm vlogs JBJDHB i love room tours

54. waiting for - my trip

55. want - to have a good safe time abroad! and world peace

56. get married - maybe

57. career - LMAO

which is better

58. hugs or kisses - i could use a hug

59. lips or eyes - eyes

60. shorter or taller - im tall and i like shorter girls...

61. older or younger - idc

62. nice arms or stomach - uhhh idk??

63. hookup or relationship - relationship for sure im kinda demisexual if we’re being honest

64. troublemaker or hesitant - im pretty spontaneous so a little of both is nice

have you ever

65. kissed a stranger - no

66. drank hard liquor - in a mixed drink?

67. lost glasses - nope

68. turned someone down - yeah

69. sex on first date - no

70. broken someone’s heart - mmm idk 

71. had your heart broken - yeaaahhhhh

72. been arrested - no sdjksdj

73. cried when someone died - uh many times

74. fallen for a friend - lmao yeah

do you believe in 

75. yourself - yes

76. miracles - not really

77. love at first sight - nah but its a nice thought

78. santa claus - of course

79. kiss on a first date - if it goes well then sure

80. angels - suho?

other

81. best friend’s name - heyli

82. eye color - hazel

83. fave movie - grand budapest hotel!

84. fave actor - i dont rly think about that that much but i like ewan macgregor

i’ll tag @songgyu @pinktwinkleo @viewgf @chootys @lawlliets @hentaibbh

[cometmedal]

I wasn’t tagged, I just nabbed this from someone on my dash ‘cause it looked fun!

Rules: answer 85 questions then tag 20 people

Last

Drink: Sam’s Cola

Phone call: n/a

Text message: Telling @cy-bug to sleep ‘cause they don’t feel well

Song you listened to: Carry On by Fun.

Time you cried: Last night, because I was laughing over a meme @voca-color showed me

Ever

Dated someone twice: Yes, and it was a mistake.

Kissed someone and regretted it: No, I’ve never kissed anybody besides my parents.

Been cheated on: Yes, a few times.

Lost someone special: Unfortunately, I’ve lost a large handful of friends, and I’m still trying to get over one despite the fact he’s been gone for about a year now.

Been depressed: A lot more often than I care to admit.

Gotten drunk and thrown up: I’m not legally allowed to drink, but even if I was, I wouldn’t drink for the sake of getting smashed. I have, however, drank too much water and threw up as a result.

Favourite colours

The entire sky blue hue range 

Pastel yellow and gold

Pastel pink (and pastels in general)

Teal and turquoise

In the last year have you…

Made new friends: I’ve made a bunch of new friends, many of which I talk to on a daily basis!

Fallen out of love: Fortunately, no! I’ve fallen in love, instead.

Laughed until you cried: A lot more times than I can count.

Found out someone was talking about you: Yes, although it’s been a fair balance of positive and negative.

Met someone who changed you: Absolutely.

Found out who your friends really are: Yes, and I love them with all my heart.

Kissed someone on your FaceBook friends list: I’ve kissed my mom.

General

How many of your FaceBook friends do you know irl: I don’t know 99% of them ‘cause they’re all folks my mom insisted I add because they’re her friends.

Do you have any pets: A cat named Yoyo, a budgie named Ruko and a lovebird named Henlo.

Do you want to change your name: I’m content with my name, right now.

What did you do for your last birthday: I don’t quite recall, but I know I got Mario Kart 8 Deluxe that year and I sat and played it for over 14 consecutive hours. I beat the game during that time.

What time did you wake up today: 7AM, just as I do every day.

What were you doing at midnight last night: Sleeping. I go to bed at 12AM every night.

What is something you can’t wait for: Wreck-It Ralph 2! It’s so close, but so far away...

What are you listening to right now: We Are Young by Fun.

Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: Not that I can recall...

Something that gets on your nerves: How acceptable it is to be rude and nasty in today’s society. Folks would rather blow others off, as opposed to being nice, whether it be for no reason or personal benefit. 

Most visited website: Tumblr, Gmail, Youtube, Paypal and Duolingo.

Hair colour: Blonde

Long or short hair: Short

Do you have a crush on someone: My crush and I are dating!

What do you like about yourself: I can’t really think of anything I like about myself.

Want any piercings: I had my ears pierced years ago, but the holes have closed up since then. I wanna get them re-pierced so I can wear geeky earrings. 

Blood type: I don’t remember specifics, but something O-type.

Nicknames (copied from another meme I did): Fix-It Felix (Jr.), &#^$-It Felix, Junior, Fiddlesticks, Hammer Time, Handyman, Big Bro/Bro, Lil Bro, Hackerman/Fix-It “Hackerman” Felix, Short Stack, Pint-Size, Twinkerbell/Twink, Little Blue, Fix-It, Lil Buddy, Good Noodle, Captain, Soft Boy, Weenie, Felix Parcell, Lucky, Smol Boi, Fixer, Hammers, Robot/Android, Gay, Guy With The Clean-Cut Store-Bought Vanilla Snore On His Head, Fewix, Gamer Boy Felix Dot Com, Sleeping Beauty, Cowboy, Funny Small Service Man, Fix-It Whimsical Jr./Fix-It Whimsical Felix, Cheetos Bacon and Cheese Ball, Master Meme Thief, Fix-It &#^$er, @^$&-It-Up Felix, Nintendo Wii, Gayest Cowboy, Bro, Space Wizard

Relationship status: Taken

Zodiac: Capricorn

Pronouns: he/him

Fave tv shows: 30 Rock, Spongebob Squarepants, Steven Universe

Tattoos: I don’t have any, but I’ve been considering one. I’m not sure what I want it to be, but I don’t want anything big and extravagant. 

Right or left handed: Right-handed!

Ever had surgery: I don’t think so.

Piercings: Both of my ears (closed up, as mentioned before).

Sports: I don’t engage in sporty activities, but I’m interested in dancing.

Vacations: I’ve never been on a vacation.

Trainers: Eh? As in, personal work-out trainers? If so, I don’t have one.

Eating: Nothing at the moment, but I am hungry.

Drinking: Sam’s Cola (or, at least, nursing the last sip in the bottom of the can)

I’m about to: Hack Disney Heroes: Battle Mode again.

Waiting: For nothing, at the moment.

Want: Pecan pie.

Get married: I don’t think anybody would marry me, but... maybe...

Career: I wanna be a singer and voice actor.

Which is better?

Hugs or kisses: I like both, but hugs are ideal ‘cause I don’t know how to kiss.

Lips or eyes: Eyes! Though, lips are pretty, too.

Short or tall: Both are good, but I’m always shorter than most folk due to the fact I’m below 5ft.

Older or younger: In terms of romance, I’m fine with either as long as they’re still within my age range. In terms of platonically, I don’t care how old or young they are. I’ve got friends under 13 and friends over 30.

Nice stomach or stomach: I’m afraid I’m not following. What’s this about? Tummy size? Big tum or little tum? I don’t care how big someone’s tum-tum is, if that’s what this means.

Hookup or relationship: Relationship, preferably. Hook-ups can be messy and end in broken hearts for both parties. They’re sloppy.

Troublemaker or hesitant: I don’t like making or getting into trouble, so I try to avoid it. However, if I need to step in and sort something out, I will.

Have you ever

Kissed a stranger: Nope!

Drank hard liquor: Nope, still can’t drink.

Lost glasses: Once or twice.

Turned someone down: Yes, a few times.

Sex on a first date: I’m a virgin.

Broke someone’s heart: I would hope not.

Had your heart broken: Multiple times.

Been arrested: Nope, I’m a good boy.

Cried when someone died: A lot of times...

Fallen for a friend: Yep, and now I’m dating them!

Do you believe in…

Yourself: It depends. I do, sometimes.

Miracles: Absolutely.

Love at first sight: Love takes time, and love takes work. Most cases of “love at first sight” are superficial and depend heavily on things such as looks and mannerisms. In order to determine how strongly you feel about a person, you need to get to know them on a face-to-face personal basis.

Santa Claus: I don’t celebrate Christmas.

Kissing on the first date: It really depends, but most of the time, no.

Angels: I don’t believe in angels in the traditional sense, but I believe everybody is an angel in their own right, and that guardian angels do exist. They may not be white-robed winged messengers, but they can be anybody. Your best friend, your loving mother, your loyal pet -- you, even. The world is filled with angels.

Other

Best friend’s name: Weegie!

Eye color: Blue

Fave movie: Wreck-It Ralph, Little Shop of Horrors, Ghostbusters, Super Mario Bros., the multiple Super Mario anime(s).

Fave actor: Most of the folks who acted in 30 Rock and Wreck-It Ralph! Primarily John C. Reilly, Jane Lynch, Sarah Silverman and Jack McBrayer.

Tagging: If you’re reading this and want to do it yourself, feel free to nab it from me!

[lilianavk]

all of the asks 🐻

Yass that’s so many but thank you!!! 🐻♥️

100 asks answered below!!

1. The meaning behind my url: a mix of my nickname “Anya” and my full name Liliana 

2. A picture of me: Here

3. How many tattoos i have and what they are: i have 5, i have a martyrs cross, a key, a teal feather that says “let it be” under it, a peacock feather, and “as you wish”. more to come!

4. Last time i cried and why: uhh i know i cried yesterday, i watched a copy of Gordon Ramsey being super sweet to someone and he always makes me cry

5. Piercings i have: both of my ears are double pierced but that’s it for now!

6. Favorite band: Couer de Pirate and Hayley Kiyoko, and Billie Eilish rn

7. Biggest turn offs: lack of empathy, guys...those are the ones i can think of off the cuff

8. Top 5 (insert subject): uh since no subject was given top 5 foods: Sushi, pizza, kiwis, crepes, tacos!

9. Tattoos i want: i have a whole list on my phone lol, but quickly a few: hummingbird, moon phases, floral stuff

10. Biggest turn ons: dorky girls, smiling during kisses, being cuddly, neck kisses, lots more lol...🙈

11. Age: 28

12. Ideas of a perfect date: cuddling while watching rain, taking walks on a cold day with coffee and just talking, something fun and active like rock climbing!

13. Life goal: marry a cute girl and be the CEO of a publicly traded company.

14. Piercings i want: helix...can’t think of any others lol

15. Relationship status: single

16. Favorite movie: THE PRINCESS BRIDE

17. A fact about my life: I work too much 

18. Phobia: fucking spiders

19. Middle name: Victoria

20. Height: 5’9”

21. Are you a virgin? nope

22. What’s your shoe size? 9.5

23. What’s your sexual orientation? Lesbian

24. Do you smoke, drink, or take any drugs?: love cigarettes but don’t smoke them most days, i drink a few times a week, usually wine, and i smoke weed when it’s available lol

25. Someone you miss: Megan and Scotlyn both!!

26. What’s one thing you regret? jumping into relationships too fast a few times

27. First celebrity you think of when someone says attractive: Beatrice Martin

28. Favorite ice cream? Coffee Ice cream

29. One insecurity: everything about my body? need a skinnier tummy, bigger butt and bigger boobs

30. What my last text message says: “Of course baby girl”

31. Have you ever taken a picture naked? yeeeep

32. Have you ever painted your room? yep and hated it, too much work

33. Have you ever kissed a member of the same sex? as often as is possible!!!

34. Have you ever slept naked? yes

35. Have you ever danced in front of your mirror? yep yep

36. Have you ever had a crush? lots of them lol

37. Have you ever been dumped? more than a couple times lol

38. Have you ever stole money from a friend? honestly not even once

39. Have you ever gotten in a car with people you just met? yep and while drunk, highly regrettable 

40. Have you ever been in a fist fight? no? like fights yeah but not really a fist fight?

41. Have you ever snuck out of your house? haha oh yes 

42. Have you ever had feelings for someone who didn’t have them back? ohhh yeah

43. Have you ever been arrested? escorted away by police but never arrested!

44. Have you ever made out with a stranger? absolutely

45. Have you ever met up with a member of the opposite sex somewhere? like just met up yeah, met up and fucked? no

46. Have you ever left your house without telling your parents? oh yes

47. Have you ever had a crush on your neighbor? not that I can think of?

48. Have you ever ditched school to do something more fun? yeah did for a cruise lol

49. Have you ever slept in a bed with a member of the same sex? once again, as often as possible lol 

50. Have you ever seen someone die? yes i have

51. Have you ever been on a plane? a few

52. Have you ever kissed a picture? lol yep 

53. Have you ever slept in until 3? not that i can remember??

54. Have you ever love someone or miss someone right now? yes to both

55. Have you ever laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by? yeah but not in a long while, should do that again

56. Have you ever made a snow angel? I have! 

57. Have you ever played dress up? lol a lot as a kid

58. Have you ever cheated while playing a game? I’m sure i have tbh lol

59. Have you ever been lonely? a ton of times in fact

60. Have you ever fallen asleep at work/school? yes to both lol

61. Have you ever been to a club? so many times

62. Have you ever felt an earthquake? a few of them!

63. Have you ever touched a snake? yeah was playing with one a few weeks ago!

64. Have you ever ran a red light? yep i have

65. Have you ever been suspended from school? uhh no?

66. Have you ever had detention? Like once?

67. Have you ever been in a car accident? More than I’d like to admit....

68. Have you ever hated the way you look? Frequently lol 

69. Have you ever witnessed a crime? A lot of thefts tbh

70. Have you ever pole danced? Yep and wanna take classes!

71. Have you ever been lost? I have lol

72. Have you ever been to the opposite side of the country? Been all over the US

73. Have you ever felt like dying? Yep in multiple different ways?

74. Have you ever cried yourself to sleep? Ohhhh yes

75. Have you ever sang karaoke? Sadly yes, I’m so bad at it!

76. Have you ever done something you told yourself you wouldn’t? More than a couple times

77. Have you ever laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose? Lmao yes

78. Have you ever slept with someone at least 5 years older or younger? Yep i have

79. Have you ever kissed in the rain? I have and need to lots more!! 

80. Have you ever sang in the shower? Lol a lot

81. Have you ever made out in a park? I have and hope to more!

82. Have you ever dream that you married someone? I don’t think so?

83. Have you ever glued your hand to something? Just like my fingers together

84. Have you ever got your tongue stuck to a flag pole? Lol thank goddess no

85. Have you ever ever gone to school partially naked? I’m not sure what this means? Like not wearing underwear? Yes

86. Have you ever been a cheerleader? Not officially lol

87. Have you ever sat on a roof top? One of my favorite things!

88. Have you ever brush your teeth? Daily multiple times?

89. Have you ever been too scared to watch scary movies alone? This is my life lol

90. Have you ever played chicken? Which form? But yes to all

91. Have you ever been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? A few times yes

92. Have you ever been told you’re hot by a complete stranger? Yeah but it’s pretty much always men and ew...

93. Have you ever broken a bone? Fractured but not broken

94. Have you ever been easily amused? Lol that’s just part of who I am

95. Have you ever laughed so hard you cried? Yes!!!

96. Have you ever mooned/flashed someone? Lol yep yep

97. Have you ever cheated on a test? No?

98. Have you ever forgotten someone’s name? Lmao too often and in bad places

99. Have you ever met someone who didn’t seem real? Yeah, they were just too amazing to be real

100. Give us one thing about you that no one knows? That no one knows? Uhh I cried when i bought DCFC’s Transatlanticism album on vinyl I was so happy

Thank you thank you thank you for the 100 asks Elise i love yooouuu pretty girl ♥️♥️

[viviansternwood]

Thank you for tagging me @raven-reyes-of-sunshine! <3 Tagging: @clxrkeblxke, @hedaalicia, @maddigriffin, @clarkgriffon, @clarkegriffintitties

1. What is your nickname? Kat

2. How old are you? 21

3. What is your birth month? may

4. What is your zodiac sign? taurus

5. What is your favorite color? blue

6. What’s your lucky number? 14. Don’t know why lol

7. Do you have any pets? nope :(

8. Where are you from? Southeast of England

9. How tall are you? 5′ 10″

10. What shoe size are you? 7/8

11. How many pairs of shoes do you own? probably a hundred lol, I have a problem

12. Are you random? for sure

13. Last person you texted? a friend telling her I left the key in the pigeon hole for her, long story

14. Are you psychic in any way? not really, apart from that thing where you get a bad feeling about a particular person and it ends up being true

15. Last TV show watched? Love Island. I know it’s trash, don’t hate me!

16. Favorite movie? The Breakfast Club, always and forever

17. Favorite show from your childhood? I used to watch iCarly religiously

18. Do you want children? definitely

19. Do you want a church wedding? yes!

20. What is your religion? I’m Catholic 

21. Have you ever been to the hospital? Yep, had my appendix removed when I was 10, and then summer before last I had another surgery which, for the life of me, I can’t remember the name of

22. Have you ever got in trouble with the law? of course not i’m a lawyer lol

23. How is life? stressful but good (literally copying Elyse’s answer because it’s spot on)

24. Baths or showers? showers

25. What color socks are you wearing? white with frilly bits on top

26. Have you ever been famous? nah

27. Would you like to be a big celebrity? definitely not. Too much work.

28. What type of music do you like? top chart would describe it best really

29. Have you ever been skinny dipping? no, but maybe in the future lol

30. How many pillows do you sleep with? always two

31. What position do you usually sleep in? on my side

32. How big is your house? three bedroom and two bathroom house, I live with my mum and my sister

33. What do you typically have for breakfast? I always eat porridge

34. Have you ever left the country? Yes, been to quite a few countries in Europe and to the US

35. Have you ever tried archery? nope

36. Do you like anyone? nope

37. Favorite swear word? shoot (I don’t swear out loud, just in text lol)

38. When do you fall asleep? definitely after midnight

39. Do you have any scars? quite a few scars on my knees because I was the most active kid in the world, a scar from when my appendix was removed, and I think that’s it?

40. Sexual orientation? straight

41. Are you a good liar? I can be, but my sister can always tell when I’m lying

42. What languages would you like to learn? Spanish and Italian. Would love to.

43. Top 10 songs? they change too often, I’ve literally been listening to Cell Block Tango on repeat for the last few days

44. Do you like your country? I wouldn’t want to live anywhere else really

45. Do you have friends from the web? I have some great friends here! <3

46. What is your personality type? Does this mean MBTI? I’m an ESFP.

47. Hogwarts House? slytherin

48. Can you curl your tongue? yes

49. Pick one fictional character you can relate to? Jean Louise Finch from Go Set a Watchman.

50. Left or right handed? right

51. Are you scared of spiders? terrified. But I never want to kill them, so I have to do this thing where I get a plastic container and catch the spider, while shitting myself, and let it go outside

52. Favorite food? I really like sandwiches, that’s probably boring but oh well

53. Favorite foreign food? any Asian food really, unless it’s spicy, I can’t handle spicy food

54. Are you a clean or messy person? clean and a neat freak really

55. If you could switch your gender for a day, what would you do? no clue, i’d probably hate it

56. What color underwear? deep red

57. How long does it take for you to get ready? depends on whether I have to straighten my hair or not, I do it every other day. 30 minutes without straightening, and probably 40-45 with straightening.

58. Do you have much of an ego? not really lol

59. Do you suck or bite lollipops? both

60. Do you talk to yourself? sometimes and it’s weird lol

61. Do you sing to yourself? constantly

62. Are you a good singer? yes, I took lessons for like 15 years of my life and my father’s actually a musician! :)

63. Biggest Fears? bees and wasps

64. Are you a gossip? I don’t like to bitch about people, but I like knowing other people’s secrets.

65. Are you a grammar nazi? yep

66. Do you have long or short hair? quite long, down to my boobs

67. Can you name all 50 states of America? I always forget three or four, usually Michigan or Delaware or something like that

68. Favorite school subject? english

69. Extrovert or Introvert? extrovert

70. Have you ever been scuba diving? nope

71. What makes you nervous? life?

72. Are you scared of the dark? a little

73. Do you correct people when they make mistakes? yes i’m a grammar nazi, read above

74. Are you ticklish? only my feet lol

75. Have you ever started a rumor? Nope

76. Have you ever been out of your home country? yes

77. Have you ever drank underage? I was 17 when I got drunk for the first time, it was not fun

78. Have you ever done drugs? nope

79. What do you fantasize about? being able to buy all the books in the world?

80. How many piercings do you have? one in each ear and the navel

81. Can you roll your R’s? I’m a native Russian speaker, naturally I can

82. How fast can you type? so I just did a test, got 95 words per minute, and that was me quite relaxed, so I guess pretty quick? Perks of being a law student, typing my way through life really

83. How fast can you run? i can run fast, but not for long

84. What color is your hair? light brown

85. What color are your eyes? mix of blue and green, it’s a rare but real thing, google it

86. What are you allergic to? not allergic to anything

87. Do you keep a journal? yes but I write in it once a month, if that

88. Are you depressed about anything? exams, but that’s it

89. Do you like your age? I preferred 18/19

90. What makes you angry? injustice, even the smallest kind of injustice has me fuming

91. Do you like your own name? yep

92. Did you ever get a foreign object up your nose? maybe like water when I dive or something, I don’t know

93. Do you want a boy or a girl for a child? a boy and a girl because I want two :)

94. What talents do you have? I have weirdly good memory for details, helps me remember quotes easily

95. Sun or moon? sun

96. How did you get your name? my mother’s a history nerd, and she wanted to name me after a Russian Empress, so my full name in Russian would be Yekaterina. I’m Ukrainian, so it changes to Kateryna. 

97. Are you religious? catholic, read above

98. Have you ever been to a therapist? nope

99. Color of your bedspread? mint green

100. Color of your room? light blue

[jackmansjoy]

Tag Game

I was tagged by @freakygirlsworld thanks love❤️

last

1. drink - hazelnut coffee 2. phone call - i think it was my grandma? 3. text message - lmao so it was to one of my middle school teachers and it said “wait what the hell? seriously?” angsty, I know lol 4. song you listened to - Found Tonight by Ben Platt and Lin-Manuel Miranda (seriously so good check it out if you haven’t) 5. time you cried - Monday I think

ever 6. dated someone twice? - Yeaaahhh and it was dumb  7. kissed someone and regretted it - Uh definitely 8. been cheated on - Yeah that sucked too 9. lost someone special - Yeah I for sure have. Several people.  10. been depressed - Yeah that tends to happen when you have clinical depression. Weird concept, I know. 11. gotten drunk and thrown up - You know. I’d like to say no. Normally I can handle my alcohol, however I learned that when you chug like 4 different kinds of alcohol within a short amount of time your body doesn’t like that. Yeah learned my lesson there. At least college taught me something amiright?

fave colours 12. Purple 13. Blue 14. Grey

in the last year have you… 15. made new friends - Yeah for sure 16. fallen out of love - Oh yeah.  17. laughed until you cried - Several times haha 18. found out someone was talking about you - Bruh I swear two faced bitches are everywhere. So this is a  f a t  yes. 19. met someone who changed you -  Most of the people I have met this year have changed me and my outlook on life in some way. 20. found out who your friends are - This one has been unfortunately all too real. It’s sucked but in the end I’m glad I’m learning who’s really here for me and who’s not. 21. kissed someone on your facebook friends list - Lmao nooo

general 22. how many of your facebook friends do you know irl - Basically all of them except maybe like a handful 23. do you have any pets - Yesss. My baby boi Teddy. He’s a 3 year old teddy bear puppy. So just a wonderful little ball of fluff. He’s my child and I love him with all my heart.  24. do you want to change your name - I used to want to. Because like I used to think the name Ciera was such trash because the only nickname/way to shorten it was C and no one wanted to do that so like. I was biter. But now I’m actually pretty okay with the name. So the only way my name is getting changed is if a miracle happens and I somehow get married.  25. what did you do for your last birthday- My family threw a small pizza party for me at a local bar in our town. Which was rigged because since I’m not at the legal age to consume alcohol they got a round of free drinks since it was my birthday and I sat there drinking a soda. They thought it was the funniest thing in the world. But it was cool having my aunts and uncles and cousins together at a time other than a holiday. So that was legit. 26. what time did you wake up today - Lmao ya’ll coming for me here... like 12pm... I have no defense, I just like sleep.  27. what were you doing at midnight last night - Pretending to study math while actually learning the lyrics to Hamilton (my current obsession along with tgs and Dear Evan Hansen).  28. what is something you cant wait for - This school year to be over because ya girl is stressed af. But also waiting for my DVD copy of tgs.  30. what are you listening to right now-  Right Hand Man from Hamilton 31. have you ever talked to a person named tom - I know two people named Tom actually! The first Tom I know is a really good friend of my aunt and uncle and he’s just a happy drunk man. I enjoy him. He’s cool. The other Tom I know was a family friend of a family that I went camping this year. We both had been drinking and this Tom guy and I had a really intense conversation about depression and anxiety around a fire and it was rad. Tom was talking about how it was bullshit that society doesn’t talk about it much and how he just got diagnosed with anxiety and shit.  32. something that’s getting on your nerves - Everything lmao. Nah I’m kidding. Um it gets on my nerves when people make fun of someone for loving something. Like don’t give me shit for finding something that makes me happy you piece of shit. i don’t care if you don’t like it or think it’s dumb, i love it so go away. Sorry that got too angsty lmao 33. most visited website - Either Tumblr or YouTube. 34. hair colour - Dark brown (almost black but not quite there) 35. long or short hair - Short hair. Pixie cuts for days bois 36. do you have a crush on someone - Yeah see I don’t really know. maybe? not really? I don’t know. feelings are confusing guys.  37. what do you like about yourself - My eyes. They’re pretty rad.  38. want any piercings? - I used to want to get my lip pierced but I’m less emo now so like probably not.  39. blood type - Lmao I feel like actual trash for not knowing this?? But yeah no clue sorry lol  40. nicknames - I’m lame and my name is stupid so the only thing I got is C. 41. relationship status - Single af. In the odd shot that any of you lovely people wanna change that my inbox is open lmfao I’m so sad ignore that 42. zodiac - Scorpio ;) 43. pronouns - She/her 44. fave tv shows - House MD, NCIS, Supernatural, Once Upon a Time, yeah I’m sure there are a bunch more but I can’t think right now 45. tattoos - I have one but want more. I have one on my collarbone area that says “Inhale the future exhale the past” with some birds 46. right or left handed - Right  47. ever had surgery - No and I’m thankful because the concept of it scares the hell out of me lol 48. piercings - I’ve had my ears pierced like twice but I let the holes close both times. just not my scene 49. sport - My favorite sport to watch is probably football or hockey but my favorite sport to play is softball.  50. vacation - My favorite vacation I’ve ever been on was a cruise to the Bahamas. My dream vacation would be Australia and New Zealand.   51. trainers - Wot? I’m confused lol

more general 52. eating - I don’t eat consistently. Like I’m terrible. I usually only eat once a day?  53. drinking - I drink a lot. like I’m always thirsty af 54. i’m about to watch - Probably The Greatest Showman tbh 55. waiting for - My friends to come online because I’m bored 56. want - To see a Broadway production 57. get married - Eventually I’m hoping to 58. career - Yeah I really don’t know what I want to do with my life right now but I’m leaning towards teaching for a number of reasons. 

which is better 59. hugs or kisses - Hugs are you kidding me. They’re the best.  60. lips or eyes - Eyes all the way.  61. shorter or taller - Taller 62. older or younger - Lmao is that even a question? Older.  63. nice arms or stomach - Nice arms for sure.  64. hookup or relationship - Relationship. Don’t come at me with a hookup dude I’m too emotional for that shit.  65. troublemaker or hesitant - Depends on the situation but in all honesty more hesitant

have you ever 66. kissed a stranger - Nope  67. drank hard liquor - Lmao.. umm... yeah  68. lost glasses - Yeah and it was terrible because do you know how hard it is to look for something when you’re like blind??  69. turned someone down - Yeah like once or twice.  70. sex on first date - Nah bro.  71. broken someones heart - Yeah unfortunately 72. had your heart broken - Oh yeah for sure.. 73. been arrested - Nope 74. cried when someone died - Uh yeah of course. 75. fallen for a friend - Lmao dude it’s like my specialty. 

do you believe in... 76. yourself - Not really. Not as much as I should.  77. miracles - Maybe. Depends on the situation I guess.  78. love at first sight - Again.. Maybe.  79. santa claus - Lol no. that magic was taken away from me.  80. kiss on a first date- Hey if it feels right who am I to stop it 81. angels - I believe that people who die watch over you but I don’t believe in the things with the wings and harps and stuff.  82. best friend’s name - Talia <3 83. eye colour - Hazel 84. fave movie - I can’t pick one don’t do this.. The Greatest Showman, Logan, The Breakfast Club, The Prestige, and Dead Poet’s Society 85. fave actor - Is this even a question? HUGH JACKMAN. HANDS DOWN. ALL THE WAY. HUGH. MF. JACKMAN. 

Lmao sorry this is so long. Oops. 

I’m tagging: @three-wishes-not-granted @rewritting-the-stars @no-more-living-in-the-shadows @thegreatestjxckman @teasockschocolate

[phanemotrash]

All of them. All 100. Do it. I dare you.

aha, I’ve missed when we’ve done this, good friend. *cracks knuckles*

1 - Who was the last person you texted?

my boss

2 - When is your birthday?

may 9th

3 - Who do you want to be with right now?

my crush

4 - What sports do you play?

does internet surfing count?

5 - Who is the first person in your contacts?

one of my aunts

6 - What is your favorite song as of the moment?

Fixation by Emma Blackery

7 - If you were stranded on an island, who do you wish to be with?

my crush *wiggles eyebrows* ;)

8 - What do you feel right now?

numb

9 - What chocolate is your favorite?

ALL THE CHOCOLATE

10 - How many boyfriends/girlfriends did you have?

none, and I’ve never had a real one

11 - Why did you create a Tumblr account?

wanted a place to put things I couldn’t tell/show my parents

12 - Who is your favorite blogger?

the bitch who asked me this, @greenmooneyes

13 - Where do you want to be right now?

with my crush, where else?

14 - What do you want to be in the future?

in a stable, comfortable situation

15 - When was the last time you cried? Why?

sometime in the last few days, I was pissed at my parents for something they do  a lot

16 - Are you happy?

50% of the time

17 - Who do you miss?

my family who live on the other side of the country, and the bitch who sent this ask

18 - If you were given a chance, would you like to have a different life?

no, every life has its struggles, so I’d rather deal with the ones in this life since I know best how to deal with them

19 - What was the best thing you were given?

friendship

20 - Who was the last person who called you?

my grandfather

21 - What is your favorite dish?

don’t have one, but I LOVE comfort food

22 - Who is your bestfriend?

the bitch who asked this (I already tagged her above)

23 - What is your biggest regret?

don’t have any

24 - Have you ever cheated on your partner?

nope, and I hope I never will (can’t say I won’t cause you never know what’ll happen)

25 - Who do you spend crazy moments with?

myself. I’m usually by myself

26 - Name someone pretty.

@roseyygf I think she’s very pretty

27 - Who was the last person you hugged?

my brother

28 - What kind of music do you listen to?

various kinds, can’t pin one down

29 - Are you over your past?

mostly, the only thing that I can’t get over is my abusive birth-mother and how she has treated me and my sister all our lives

30 - Who is the last person in your contacts?

My uncle

31 - What kind of person do you want to date?

my crush, who else?

In seriousness, someone who is kind, funny, caring, respects me, and likes most of the same things I do. (My crush fits this soooo well, but has a girlfriend.)

32 - Do you have troubles sleeping at night?

Yes. Especially when I could be looking at dank memes instead of trying to sleep.

33 - From whom was the last text message you received?

My boss

34 - What do you prefer, jeans or skirt?

J E A N S!!!!!

35 - How’s your heart?

hurting, but fine

36 - Did you ever have a girlfriend/boyfriend whose name starts with a “J”?

somewhat, I had a bf who did, but I don’t think that relationship counts as a real one for reasons I’d rather not discuss.

37 - Do you like someone as of the moment?

YESSSSSS! (and they are all I want to talk about lately. I’m even annoying myself)

38 - What would you want to say to your latest ex-boyfriend/ex-girlfriend?

Hey, why did we have a fake relationship? We were better as friends, and you hated me after we faked a relationship to get your sister to shut up, but never said why.

39 - Do you have any phobias?

fear of holes (can’t remember the specific word)

40 - Did you try to change for a person?

yes, sort of. The only time I change for a person is when I hurt them in some way, so I change so I never hurt anyone else in that way again

41 - What’s the nicest thing have you given to someone?

I have no clue

42 - Would you go back to your previous relationship?

Nope! All my previous relationships were fake or not real relationships. Like, either pretending to be a couple, or we were a couple but certain reasons make it a not real relationship.

43 - Are you in a good or bad mood?

neutral

44 - Name someone you can’t live without.

The bitch who sent this ask

45 - Describe your dream date.

being on a date with my crush

46 - Describe your dream wedding.

who said I wanted to get married?

If I did, it would be outside, in winter while it’s snowing

47 - How many roses did you receive last Valentine’s?

none, no one sends me valentine’s shit (except my best friend [see above])

48 - Have you ever been kissed?

not a “real tongue kiss”, but one without tongue, yes, and that was only for a fake relationship to make it seem like it was real

49 - How long is your longest relationship?

two weeks

50 - Do you regret your past?

nope

51 - Can you do something stupid for someone else?

depends on what I’m doing, why I’m doing it, and who I’m doing it for

52 - Have you ever cried over someone?

yup, the first girl I loved. I cried because I emotionally hurt her without realizing, and I felt like a piece of shit for what I did

53 - Do you have a grudge against anyone?

birth-mother, no one else

54 - Are you a crybaby?

according to my parents yes, but most of the time, no

55 - Do people praise you for your looks?

not really, I’m mostly praised for ‘how smart I am’

56 - Did you fall for someone you shouldn’t?

yes, only reason I shouldn’t have is cause she was straight, and I knew it.

57 - Have you ever done something bad but you don’t regret?

yes, hurting the girl I loved. I regretted it for years until I accepted that I did a horrible thing, that I learned from it, and just got sick and tired of crying myself to sleep over what I did. I shouldn’t have done that, but I got sick of regretting something years after it happened.

58 - Do you like getting hurt?

physically, in certain ways, yes ;)

59 - Does anyone hate you?

probably

60 - Did you slap anyone whose name starts with an “R”?

myself, yes, when I need to focus but can’t (happens frequently). other than that, no

61 - What hair color do you prefer?

I have no preference 

62 - If you can change anything about yourself, what is it?

being able to analyze my words and actions better so I don’t hurt anyone ever again

63 - Do you love someone as of the moment?

no, I do have a crush though

64 - Have you ever thought of killing yourself?

I used to, but not anymore.

65 - Do you have issues with somebody in your school?

no

66 - Can you live without internet?

yes

67 - What’s the song that remind you of your special someone?

Fixation by Emma Blackery, Helpless from Hamilton, Satisfied from Hamilton, Would You Be So Kind by Dodie Clark, Absolutely Smitten by Dodie Clark

68 - Are you good at holding back your tears?

extremely, it’s scary

69 - Are you a crybaby?

you already asked this

70 - Have you ever experienced being hysterical?

no

71 - Are you a KPOP fan?

not really, but I have yet to check it out

72 - Do you study hard?

yes ;)

in seriousness, only when an assignment is due

73 - Have you ever sacrificed something important to you for someone you love?

no

74 - Did you ever had a kiss under the moonlight?

no

also, *have you ever had a kiss, or, *did you ever have a kiss (I copied this directly from the post)

75 - Have you ever ridden a boat?

yes

76 - Did you have an accident last year?

no

77 - What kind of person are you?

hmm, honest, don’t give a fuck what people think about me, happy being single, happy being just friends with my crush, 50% happy

78 - Have you ever thought of killing someone?

yes, but even when I thought about it, and still to this day, would never do it.

79 - Have you ever been jealous?

yes

80 - How can you prove your love to someone?

no idea

81 - What are you thinking right now?

why did I listen to this bitch and answer every one of these questions? my fingers hurt

82 - Who is the 6th person in your contacts?

my step mom

83 - Do you have any memories you want to erase?

yes, but I shouldn’t erase them because they helped me learn shit

84 - Have you been hurt so bad that you can’t find words to explain how you feel?

yes

85 - Did you ever badmouth someone?

I have, but I’ve been trying to stop doing that, no matter what the person has done to me

86 - Have you ever had an argument with someone?

yes, I start arguments with my best friend [see above] on purpose

87 - Do you have trust issues?

somewhat

88 - Are you broken-hearted?

no, I repaired my broken heart years ago

89 - Who’s the person who first comes to your mind when someone mentions “love”?

my crush, ONLY CAUSE 3 PEOPLE HAVE TRIED TELLING ME I’M IN LOVE WITH THEM WHEN IT’S JUST A CRUSH

90 - Do you think all the pain is worth it?

yes

91 - Do you believe in the phrase “If it’s meant to be, it will be”?

yes

92 - Who do you want to marry?

who said I want to get married?

93 - Do you believe in destiny?

somewhat

94 - Have you ever thought “I already found my soulmate”?

no

95 - How do you look right now?

awesome

96 - Do you believe that first true love never dies?

no, love can die, love can come in phases, love is fucking weird as hell

97 - Have you found your true love?

no

98 - What should you be doing right now?

watching YouTube, BUT SOMEONE SENT THIS ASK

99 - Name one of your ex-boyfriends/ex-girlfriends.

Jeremy, if that even counted as a relationship

100 - Did you ever feel like you’re not good enough?

all the damn time.

[roiceromo]

✦✧85 question meme✦✧

tagged by: @dnpbream thaaank you Rosa ❤ 

rules: answer these 85 questions and tag 20 people (oh no)

— what was your last…

1. drink: water 2. phone call: what...what is that?. 3. text message: me asking my sister where was my mom (don’t ask) 4. song you listened to: Butterfly by BTS  5. time you cried: a few weeks ago

— have you ever…

6. dated someone twice: no, I don´t think I’ll ever do that  7. kissed someone and regretted it: no 8. been cheated on: no 9. lost someone special: no, and i’m terrified just thinking about it 10. been depressed: yess  11. gotten drunk and thrown up: never!

— fave colours

At the moment: 12. Green 13. Yellow 14. Pastel pink

— in the last year have you…

15. made new friends: yess :’) 16. fallen out of love: no 17. laughed until you cried: omg yes 18. found out someone was talking about you: yes (but in a good way, fortunately)19. met someone who changed you: yeah, starting for some incredible people around here❀❀❀ 20. found out who your friends are: mmm guess you could say it that way, yes 21. kissed someone on your facebook friends list: no

— general

22. how many of your facebook friends do you know irl: all of them 23. do you have any pets: YES, a 14 years old dog I adore her❣ :24. do you want to change your name: NEVER, I love it, even when it’s pretty common here lol  25. what did you do for your last birthday: mmm I was literally working on my master’s project (what’s life, idk her) and after that I got a cake and some gifts from my family and friends 26. what time did you wake up today: 8:00am 27. what were you doing at midnight last night: writing about life stuff~ 28. what is something you can’t wait for: vacations AND the new movie from avengers lmao  30. what are you listening to right now: to the incredible high noises my washing machine is doing 31. have you ever talked to a person named tom: neveeer

32. something that’s getting on your nerves: the constant feeling of not having enough time

33. most visited website: tumblr…or twitter 34. hair colour: I have no idea of how to describe it in english lol but it’s like light brown with blond tones???35. long or short hair: in between those two

36. do you have a crush on someone: no

37. what do you like about yourself: my personality and my eyes 38. want any piercings: no 39. blood type: O positive 40. nicknames: tita, rosa ice (don’t ask 2.0) 41. relationship status: ummm next 42. sign: Aries! 43. pronouns: she/her 44. fave tv show: i really don’t know, I can never decide 45. tattoos: no, maybe some day 46. right or left handed: right 47. ever had surgery: yes, on my thyroid 48. piercings: no. 49. sport: no ): 50. Vacation: yess I want to go to VENICE SO BADLY. 51. trainers: black converse

— more general

52. eating: I eat all day, help 53. drinking: horchata and coffe are my faves 54. i’m about to watch: a youtube video (LuisitoComunica). 55. waiting for: my dinner!!! 56. want: to see my family from San Diego again ): 57. get married: yes 58. career: well, i studied biotechnology engineering

— which is better

59. hugs or kisses: hugs,definitely 60. lips or eyes: eyes 61. shorter or taller: don’t really care about this tbh 62. older or younger: depends on the context x2 (I’m not only copying your name Rosa, your answers too) 63. nice arms or stomach: arms!! 64. hookup or relationships: relationships 65. troublemaker or hesitant: hesitant

— have you ever

66. kissed a stranger: never, and never will 67. drank hard liquor: no 68. turned someone down: no 69. sex on first date: no 70. broken someone’s heart: umm yes 71. had your heart broken: yeah 72. been arrested: no 73. cried when someone died: yes 74. fallen for a friend: no

— do you believe in

75. yourself: sometimes 76. miracles: I used to  77. love at first sight: no 78. santa claus: I wish 79. angels: no

— misc

80. eye colour: hazel (lol Rosa) 81. best friend’s name: Paula (:. 82. favourite movie: same as the fave tv show, I CAN´T DECIDE OKAY, buuut, one that comes to my mind rn and that I remember I enjoyed it a lot is Shutter island..oh WAIT, also coco ❤ ❤ 83. favourite actor: Benedict Cumberbatch<3

84. favourite cartoon: of all time sponge bob and pokemon I think 85. favourite teacher’s name: Maria Laura :D

Tagging: to these beautiful mutuals (only if you want to<3) @panrophantic @calamityems @phanarchy @phanroque and i’d tag more of you but literally almost everyone i know here have been tagged on this lol 

[ilonacamille]

Get to know me tag

Hello everyone! I’m so thankful I was born in the right decade to share my journey online. The fitblr community is a wonderful place filled with wonderful people. I think it’d be pretty cool to get to know each other a bit better so here’s an incredibly long get to know me tag. I tag @healthierhappier-me @justanotheruserjms @elenadoeslife and anyone who wants to do this tag :) 

1. What is your full name? Ilona Camille R. M.  (Already cheating this, but I’m literally the only person in the world with this name and not everyone has to find this blog)

2. What is your nickname? My family calls me Sis (as in sister) but like the Dutch version is Zus

3. What is your zodiac sign? Aquarius (Turned 21 on 02/16!)  

4. What is your favorite book series? I loved the Girls series by Jacqueline Wilson. I’m such an adult.

5. Do you believe in aliens or ghosts? Yes.

6. Who is your favorite author? Can I say John Green? I might sound like a basic B but I guess I am.

7. What is your favorite radio station? MNM (Belgian)

8. What is your favorite flavor of anything? Cheesy? haha

9. What word would you use often to describe something great or wonderful? Magical

10. What is your current favorite song? Moving Parts - Trixie Mattel or Wonderland - Taylor Swift

11. What is your favorite word? Fairylights

12. What was the last song you listened to? Want You Back - 5 Seconds of Summer

13. What TV show would you recommend for everybody to watch? The Good Place

14. What is your favorite movie to watch when you’re feeling down? Any Bridget Jones movie

15. Do you play video games? Does Sims 4 count? 

16. What is your biggest fear? Dying

17. What is your best quality, in your opinion? I am nice to everyone

18. What is your worst quality, in your opinion? I trust too quickly but also lose trust very quickly

19. Do you like cats or dogs better? I have one cat and four dogs. So..

20. What is your favorite season? I always say Fall but since I’ve been craving strawberries and pool parties I’m going with Summer.

21. Are you in a relationship? Nope

22. What is something you miss from your childhood? My grandmothers.

23. Who is your best friend? My dog lol

24. What is your eye color? Grey

25. What is your hair color? Naturally: brown. Right now: dirty blonde 

26. Who is someone you love? Mom

27. Who is someone you trust? My brother

28. Who is someone you think about often? Probably my dog haha

29. Are you currently excited about/for something? I’m seeing Harry Styles live in a few weeks!

30. What is your biggest obsession? Rupaul’s Drag Race for sure!

31. What was your favorite TV show as a child? Hannah Montana

32. Who of the opposite gender can you tell anything to, if anyone? My gay bestie

33. Are you superstitious? Incredibly

34. Do you have any unusual phobias? Is it unusual to be scared of balloons? I’m really scared they will pop. 

35. Do you prefer to be in front of the camera or behind it? Both

36. What is your favorite hobby? Pole dancing

37. What was the last book you read? Valley Of The Dolls (still reading)

38. What was the last movie you watched? Legally Blonde

39. What musical instruments do you play, if any? Guitar and Ukelele

40. What is your favorite animal? Alpaca

41. What are your top 5 favorite Tumblr blogs that you follow? The ones I tagged for sure and honestly if I follow you, it means you have great content. I’m picky.

42. What superpower do you wish you had? Reading minds

43. When and where do you feel most at peace? We have a fairly big yard. In summer I love to go to our poolhouse and have breakfast whilst seeing the sun reflect on the pool, chickens running around and my dogs playing.

44. What makes you smile? My dogs

45. What sports do you play, if any? Zumba, poledancing

46. What is your favorite drink? Virgin Mojito

47. When was the last time you wrote a hand-written letter or note to somebody? Probably in class when we weren’t allowed to use our laptops. My friend and I were probably the only people to have passed a note in college.  

48. Are you afraid of heights? Yes

49. What is your biggest pet peeve? People talking over me or not listening

50. Have you ever been to a concert? Probably over 20 so far

51. Are you vegan/vegetarian? I’m a vegan/vegetarian/pescotarian. Basically I try to aim for vegan BUT! I live in the middle of nowhere and most restaurants don’t even have a vegetarian option. I adapt but I always try to go for vegan. I did not eat meat for the last 11 years and maybe 5x fish? 

52. When you were little, what did you want to be when you grew up? A vet by day, superstar by night. My parents tried very hard to explain it didn’t work like that.

53. What fictional world would you like to live in? Sims 4. It’s so aesthetically pleasing.

54. What is something you worry about? School, weight, love, health,...

55. Are you scared of the dark? Yes

56. Do you like to sing? A lot

57. Have you ever skipped school? Lol yeah

58. What is your favorite place on the planet? I loved London so much the last 4 times 

59. Where would you like to live? Staying right here in Belgium

60. Do you have any pets? 4 dogs, 1 cat and 3 chickens

61. Are you more of an early bird or a night owl? I can be very excited in the morning but staying up late is like a talent.

62. Do you like sunrises or sunsets better? Sunset

63. Do you know how to drive? I do, I still need to get my license though. 

64. Do you prefer earbuds or headphones? Earbuds

65. Have you ever had braces? Those demonic devices that go in your mouth? Yeah.

66. What is your favorite genre of music? Pop

67. Who is your hero? Bruce Springsteen

68. Do you read comic books? When I was a kid I used to read them a lot (Belgian ones)

69. What makes you the most angry? Inequality 

70. Do you prefer to read on an electronic device or with a real book? real book

71. What is your favorite subject in school? Social Media

72. Do you have any siblings? An older brother

73. What was the last thing you bought? A beautiful cocktaildress. It’s just above the knee, mintgreen, has sparkly details on the shoulders. And I think it’s a chiffon fabric? So adorable.

74. How tall are you? 5ft4

75. Can you cook? Yes! I’ve been looking up new recipes the last few weeks

76. What are three things that you love? * Makeup * Velvet clothes * Workout clothes

77. What are three things that you hate? * Racists * Homophobes, transphobes * Injustice

78. Do you have more female friends or more male friends? It’s kind of equal

79. What is your sexual orientation? Who even knows

80. Where do you currently live? Belgium

81. Who was the last person you texted? Mom

82. When was the last time you cried? When I fully breakdown under school stress 

83. Who is your favorite YouTuber? Karuna Satori ASMR or Shane Dawson

84. Do you like to take selfies? Love 

85. What is your favorite app? MyFitnessPal/Fitbit

86. What is your relationship with your parent(s) like? Great

87. What is your favorite foreign accent? The stereotype British one and Australian

88. What is a place that you’ve never been to, but you want to visit? LITERALLY ANY PLACE IN THE US. Preferably LA/NY though haha.

89. What is your favorite number? 162

90. Can you juggle? Nope

91. Are you religious? I’ve been raised as a Catholic but I’m not really practicing any beliefs right now.

92. Do you find outer space of the deep ocean to be more interesting? Outer space

93. Do you consider yourself to be a daredevil? No, I wish I was

94. Are you allergic to anything? Christmas trees. Oh yes. December is such a lovely time for me. 

95. Can you curl your tongue? Yes

96. Can you wiggle your ears? No

97. How often do you admit that you were wrong about something? Not a lot (oops)

98. Do you prefer the forest or the beach? Beach in summer, forest in fall

99. What is your favorite piece of advice that anyone has ever given you? Walk into the room and assume everyone likes you

100. Are you a good liar? Yes

101. What is your Hogwarts House? Hufflepuff

102. Do you talk to yourself? Yeah

103. Are you an introvert or an extrovert? Ambivert

104. Do you keep a journal/diary? Does this tumblr count?

105. Do you believe in second chances? Depends

106. If you found a wallet full of money on the ground, what would you do? Look at the ID, try to return it.

107. Do you believe that people are capable of change? I hope so

108. Are you ticklish? Incredibly. I’ve kicked many people who were careless about my warnings.

109. Have you ever been on a plane? Nope, very scared.

110. Do you have any piercings? Just earrings

111. What fictional character do you wish was real? Wonder Woman (let’s pretend she is)

112. Do you have any tattoos? nope

113. What is the best decision that you’ve made in your life so far? Buying my pomeranian and choosing Communication- social media as my degree

114. Do you believe in karma? Yes

115. Do you wear glasses or contacts? Nope

116. Do you want children? Yes

117. Who is the smartest person you know? My brother

118. What is your most embarrassing memory? You just made me have a cringe attack. I participated in a talent show at my school and was singing Jar Of Hearts. But my microphone didn’t work so I spend 3 minutes dramatically singing and everyone saw the weird kid doing a weird lip sync to an instrumental number.

119. Have you ever pulled an all-nighter? Yes

120. What color are most of you clothes? Black, burgundy and blue

121. Do you like adventures? Yes

122. Have you ever been on TV? Yes, I used to be an extra for tv shows

123. How old are you? 21

124. What is your favorite quote? “If you can’t love yourself how the heeeelll are you gonna love somebody else, can I get an Amen?” - Rupaul

125. Do you prefer sweet or savory foods? Savory Oh if you’re tagged, pm me for the link to the questions so you can copy+paste :)

[soletuscreate]

Tagged by @cassiopeia-chasing-the-moon thanks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Rules answer these 85 questions and tag up to 20 people

Last

1. Drink: coffee and chardonnay (not mixed together) 2. Phone call: cvs specialty pharmacy  3. Text message: ari thefaultinourscarves 4. Song you listened to: the one day at a time theme song otherwise somebody else by the 1975 5. Time you cried: i’m copying cassiopeia-chasing-the-moon Yesterday (because of ODAAT)

Ever

6. Dated someone twice?: no 7. Kissed someone and regretted it: no (there’s a lot of questions about kissing i haven’t kissed anyone!!! if a cute girl wants to volunteer hit me up...) 8. Been cheated on: no 9. Lost someone special: yes 10. Been depressed: yes 11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: yes.....

Fave colors

12. purple 13. red 14. green (which is a new development green is very good)

In the last year have you…

15. Made new friends: yes!!! 16. Fallen out of love: no 17. Laughed until you cried: yes?? i think 18. Found out someone was talking about you: i don’t think so?? 19. Met someone who changed you: yes 20. Found out who your friends are: sure??? 21. Kissed someone on your facebook friends list: no

General

22. How many of your facebook friends do you know irl: most of them ‘technically’ from high school but a lot of them i don’t recognize anymore 23. Do you have any pets: YES!!!! pretty girl and snowball!!!!! (cats!!!) 24. Do you want to change your name: it depends if i decide to come out as trans and decide that my coming out warrants a name change that is possibly picked out....so it is on the table yes 25. What did you do for your last birthday: i had a driving hour which was....bad and i hung out at home it was not good but they day after was better 26. What time did you wake up today: 12 pm 27. What were you doing at midnight last night: one day at a time!!! 28. What is something you can’t wait for: to fuckin graduate and also i’m seeing an ABBA tribute band next week!!!! i’m pumped 30. What are you listening to right now: i’m watching one day at a time again with ari thefaultinourscarves 31. Have you ever talk to a person named tom: yes!!!  32. Something that’s getting on your nerves: stress from the impending doom of graduating and becoming a Real Adult 33. Most visited website: for 7 years...this blue void 34. Hair color: brown 35. Long or short hair: short 36. Do you have a crush on someone: no i haven’t had a crush on someone in literal years.....it’s been so boring 37. What do you like about yourself: my eyes are good??? my hair is good??? i’m gay??? my sense of humor can be good??? i can be smart 38. Want any piercings?: MAYBE pierce my ears again but other than that i’m good 39. Blood type: the blood kind 40. Nicknames: occasionally lau (like ‘law’) but not really 41. Relationship status: single 42. Zodiac: gemini 43. Pronouns: he/she/they are fine 44. Fave tv shows: right now i’ve been watching one day at a time, grey’s anatomy, the good place, and always sunny but other favs include parks and rec, psych, the office, and brooklyn nine-nine 45. Tattoos: i’ve mostly grown out of wanting tattoos but maybe someday my snoopy/woodstock thing with emily or paw prints from my cats....or just random ones because who cares???? 46. Right or left handed: right 47. Ever had surgery: i got my wisdom teeth out last year but otherwise no 48. Piercings: i had my ears pierced many years ago but they have mostly closed up 49. Sports: walking??? biking??? 50. Vacation: i went to annapolis over the summer which was fun!! 51. Trainers: vans or converse

More General

52. Eating: dinner was chicken pot pie but i’m also eating jax (off brand puffy cheetos) 53. Drinking: coffee and chardonnay (again not mixed together) 54. I’m about to watch: one day at a time 2x13 55. Waiting for: ari thefaultinourscarves to come back to finish one day at a time 2x13 56. Want: to get a job and graduate already!!!!!! 57. Get married: i like the idea but since i have no romantic experience i can’t imagine myself ever getting married 58. Career: no.....

Which is better

59. Hugs or kisses: hugs 60. Lips or eyes: eyes 61. Shorter or taller: taller because it’s hard to be shorter than me... 62. Older or younger: older 63. Nice arms or stomach: i love a good stomach but nice arms are.......very good  64. Hookup or relationship: relationship 65. Troublemaker or hesitant: hesitant

Have you ever

66. Kissed a stranger: no 67. Drank hard liquor: yes 68. Lost glasses: yes 69. Turned someone down: no 70. Sex on first date: no 71. Broken someones heart: i don’ think i have 72. Had your heart broken: yes 73. Been arrested: no 74. Cried when someone died: yes 75. Fallen for a friend: yes

Do you believe in

76. Yourself: :/ 77. Miracles: kind of??? it depends on the miracle 78. Love at first sight: yes 79. Santa clause: no 80. Kiss on a first date: if it ever happens yes 81. Angels: no

Other

82. Best friend’s name: caitlin 83. Eye color: brown 84. Fave movie: carol 85. Fave actor: tatiana maslany

i’ll tag @jessiemueller because she’s tagged me in a bunch of stuff and whoever is my most active followers... @bellatrihx @merriemelodie but anyone reading this............................consider yourselves tagged if you want to be tagged

[seabunnii]

DAYS LATER but guess what i’m stealing this tag game from @cipherr​  :3c

— what was your last…

1. drink: water !!!! stay hydrated !!!! DRINK LOTS OF WATER 2. phone call: my mom it was her bday yesterday so called her ! 3. text message: Lissa !! (cipherr x3) 4. song you listened to: Warm Blood - Carly Rae Jepsen 5. time you cried: wednesday i wrote a short angst ficlet for @simplymomo​ and made myself cry :^) (it will be published and shared soonish momo is also a saint and is beta-ing for me :’D)

— have you ever…

6. dated someone twice: no 7. kissed someone and regretted it: Y E A H 8. been cheated on: not technically??? but a little listen it is a whole thing 9. lost someone special: hmm...again technically yeahhh but i never had them...and in all honesty being more removed from it now, what happened is, probably for the best :’) 10. been depressed: yeah 11. gotten drunk and thrown up: i think once maybe ...? i have been drunk very bad but it takes a lot to make me throw up i guess 

— fave colours

12. pink  13. blue 14. gold

— in the last year have you…

15. made new friends: yes! 16. fallen out of love: no 17. laughed until you cried: yes !!!! (a lot thanks to the yakuza games) 18. found out someone was talking about you: i don’t think so ? 19. met someone who changed you: Y E S and all for the better :3 20. found out who your friends are: uhhh ... i mean i think other than new friends, it hasn’t changed  21. kissed someone on your facebook friends list: nope 

— general

22. how many of your facebook friends do you know irl: most ?? but there are quite a few who are internet friends 23. do you have any pets: Loki my asshole son (cat), and Little Bastard who well the name says it (snake) 24. do you want to change your name: EVE IS THE NAME CHANGE LOL 25. what did you do for your last birthday: CAT CAFE  26. what time did you wake up today: 6:15 ᕕ( ᐛ )ᕗ 27. what were you doing at midnight last night: S L E E P 28. what is something you can’t wait for: LITERALLY COPYING LISSA’S ANSWER BUT ON THE FLIP OF going to see her dance recital and see her for the first time since college !!!! I CANNOT WAIT AAAAA 30. what are you listening to right now: yakuza kiwami is paused in the background so like ambient city noises 31. have you ever talked to a person named tom: i had a class friend in college who was named Tom he was a really chill cool person we worked on some projects together and he was a not shitty partner so that made him a good guy in my book 32. something that’s getting on your nerves: i cannot think of anything right now :’D 33. most visited website: atm probably twitter?? 34. hair colour: dark brown naturally, ends are dyed pink and blue ! 35. long or short hair: L O N G (but must be. longer)                                          36. do you have a crush on someone: buddy i don’t know how to identify crushes (if we’re counting fictional characters tho uhhh i am in deep with one rn that i think most people regularly talking to me/following me on twitter COULD PROBABLY GUESS LMAO) 37. what do you like about yourself: my hair, my eyes, my voice (not singing LOL), and my luck !! and there are probably other things to. I AM TRYING TO LIKE ALL OF MYSELF AS HARD AS I CAN ! THAT IS MY BIGGEST GOAL MOVING FORWARD. 38. want any piercings: more ear piercings and maybe a nose one one day??  39. blood type: A+  40. nicknames: evebunni (if that counts???? it is cute tho i would not be opposed) i am not opposed to nicknames in general i’ve just never really gotten any :’D 41. relationship status: singglleeee (but, mostly ok with it for once! also mostly daydreaming about fictional crush lmao) 42. sign: scorpop 43. pronouns: she/her 44. fave tv show: QUEER EYE 45. tattoos: a conversation i had last week: Me: “My dream is to get a sleeve from Horitomo-san one day, he does traditional Japanese tattoos!!” Friend: “Uhh do you know how painful tattoos are? Aren’t traditional Japanese ones the *makes gesture for tenbori*” Me: “....I have six tattoos??” Friend: “WAIT REALLY” Me: “Haha yeah, *rolls up sleeve to show wrist one since most easy to access* i even got solid black on wrist and almost fell asleep during it. Same with solid black on ankle. My tattoo artists have said I’m one of the most still people ever” (so, six tattoos: steampunk “cyborg” service panel on thigh, deadpool heart on left ankle, x-men symbol on right ankle (matching with @deedeepurr​), “the future is bullet proof the aftermath is secondary” back right shoulder (matching with mom), swedish tres kronor on collarbone, adventure zone bureau of balance symbol on left wrist)

46. right or left handed: right 47: ever had surgery: nope 48. piercings: two on bottom right ear, three on bottom of left ear + one up top 49. sport: I KINDA WISH NOW i just do my own workouts :’) 50. vacation: aaa probably China or Sweden or Japan...those are my top three ;v; 51. trainers: as in people training me ?? the guys from queer eye they trained me to live better and also my friends constantly inspiring me and pushing me to do better

— more general

52. eating: i ate more chips and guacamole today bc hey sometimes that’s a dinner 53. drinking: water!!!!! SO MUCH WATER 54. i’m about to watch: kiryu being the Best Dad for Haruka 55. waiting for: MY PHONE TO CHARGE 56. want: ....all the yakuza games.... 57. get married: ye if i find the right person 58. career: eeehhhhhh i have one that pays the bills and for now that’s enough !! i’ll find something else or what i want to do someday

— which is better

59. hugs or kisses: i love real crushing long tight hugs ;w; 60. lips or eyes: eyes 61. shorter or taller: taller ? but shorter isn’t bad. all heights are good 62. older or younger: same or older 63. nice arms or stomach: NICE ARMS NICE ARMS NICE ARMS 64. hookup or relationships: i don’t even know i feel like atm i’d rather have a relationship tho 65. troublemaker or hesitant: both have their merits!! i’m more hesitant so i feel comfortable around people who won’t push, but at the same time, sometimes having someone who will push you is a good thing !!

— have you ever

66. kissed a stranger:  yes 67. drank hard liquor: yes 68. turned someone down: yes 69. sex on first date: wasn’t even a date really >v>;; 70: broken someone’s heart: yeahh i think so and i still feel awful about it but, it would only have been worst if i kept going 71. had your heart broken: yeah 72. been arrested: no 73. cried when someone died: yes 74. fallen for a friend: oops we’re not talking about This :))))))

— do you believe in

75. yourself: for like the first time in my life I think i can actually say YES and it’s thanks to some really lovely wonderful people 76. miracles: ehhhhhh 77. love at first sight: ehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh 78. santa claus: no 79. angels: no

— misc

80. eye colour: hazel  81. best friends’ names: Lissa, Momo, Brin, Bryce/DeeDee, Emma ;3;  82. favourite movie: HHHHH it’s really hard to pickkkk ok probably Paprika only bc god i can watch that movie so many times and never tire of it 83. favourite actor: HAVING JUST SEEN PACIFIC RIM 2 at the moment it’s John Boyega (beauty is a burden) 84. favourite cartoon: miraculous ladybug ?? i still haven’t watched season 2 but i’m blanking on other cartoons lol 85. favourite teacher’s name: Michele !

i wasn’t even officially tagged so i won’t tag anyone but there is an open invitation if you want to do this go for it :’D