#yes i am hyperfixating on bmc

[your-local-squip-fanatic]

Basically how my life would be with a squip-

Me:*getting distracted from writing*

Squip: Astrid, aren't you trying to finish at least half of this Fallen God's Plea by the end of the year?

Me: I'm getting insp- *ZAP* OW DUDE

Squip: Be productive in a better way.

Me: fine >:(

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Squip: Check in time! Have you taken your evening medicine?

Me: Obviously yes.

Squip: Have you actually eaten dinner yet?

Me: Just did.

Squip: Marvelous! Now what about water? You have been drinking water, yes?

Me: ...I drank a bit at lunch.

Squip: ASTRID.

Me: I've been busy with this artwork! *ZAP* STOP DOING THAT!!

Squip: The electrical encouragements will continue until hydration levels improve.

Me: HOW BOUT I DRINK THAT MOUNTAIN DEW RED OVER THERE, HUH?! FUCKING AI PUNK!

Squip: I thought what we have is special! You wouldn't!

Me: It's only because you actually do help me out that I won't... YET. I'll get water.

[not-sure-what-im-feeling]

That’s it. That’s the post. I’m on the fence and this will decide.

Personal reasons for and against below

For:

- Sanders Sides is an active hyperfixation that isn’t going anywhere anytime soon. I am active in writing for it, so a little longer of a fic shouldn’t be too bad.

- I would write a serial killer!Logan au with intrulogical

- I just want to.

- I had really only “failed” the bmc big bang because of burnout, and I am very active rn.

Against:

- I am scared.

- I “failed” (didn’t complete) the bmc big bang and I feel like I might do the same here.

- It’s a 25,000 word minimum. The bmc one was only 10,000. I couldn’t even do that.

- I am scared.

[himbodad]

(okay this is a joke but) damn we really need to open things back up again because im starting to get back into my musical theater phase

[spritepeps-i]

THIS IS THE ONLY TIME IVE REMEMBERED TO DO ONE OF THESE OKAY

i was tagged by @wlwbluegreenfeld!!

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nicknames: uhhhh my name is micah and people usually call me that but my girlfriend calls me mikey 

gender: your favorite trans boy yo holla

star sign: i'm a taurus!!!

height: 5’2”???? i think

time: it's 9:28 right now

birthday: may 7th!!!!!

favorite bands/artists: y'all know i love will connolly 

song stuck in your head: how far i'll go from moana tbh

last movie I watched: i literally can't remember but it might've been infinity war??? that's probably it i don't watch movies that often

last TV show I watched: my friend reminded me that my first hyperfixation was teen titans so i just watched a couple of episodes and i still love it 

what do I post: bmc shit and i guess discourse now lmao

url meaning: i'm trying to be more pure 

nationality: i can do it, yes i can, because i am a jewish american

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