#yes I’m obsessed with DPR Ian and ???

[proudahgase-exol]

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Wasn’t sure if I show make a collage but I did it anyways just to show how much I love Christian yu 😅😏

Nationality: Mexican

Birth Month: March

Favorite Movie/Series: supernatural (series)

Current Fave Song: Scaredy Cat by DPR IAN (bro his music is so good im obsessed)

Fandoms: EXO, Got7, Ateez, Stray Kids (those are the main ones

Fave Idol: suho… self explanatory his such a sweet man and I just love him his so kind and truly loves Exo-l my second fave DPR IAN (he’s considered an idol right?) first of all he’s so open about his depression and bipolar disorder his such a kind man and gives grate advice (from the many IG lives he’s done)

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Tagging: @blizzardfluffykpop @lunacchy @flurrys-creativity

And any one who wants to do this 😜

[sugarcherriess]

𝐘𝐨𝐮’𝐯𝐞 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰𝐧 𝐦𝐞 𝐚𝐬 𝐀𝐝𝐨𝐧𝐢𝐬 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐚 𝐰𝐡𝐢𝐥𝐞, 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐰𝐡𝐨 𝐚𝐦 𝐈 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐲?

Key Notes

ೃ⁀➷ You can find me on Discord as ADONIS#3993

ೃ⁀➷ Please refrain from using explicitly fem-categorised words with me (like sis, girlfriend, etc). They give me major gender dysmorphia and it’s an unpleasant experience overall </3 This doesn’t happen with masculine adjectives or pronouns or anything which is confusing I KNOW nwhendnnfnd

ೃ⁀➷ I tend to have lots of interpretations regarding the media/information I consume so if you have something to show me– we an most definitely have an in-depth discussion regarding it! 🦑

ೃ⁀➷ Contrary to what it may seem, I am not that big of a prose fan. I am a poet, I write poetry ㅠㅠ

ೃ⁀➷ I love dancing, doing makeup and collecting all Sanrio things.

ೃ⁀➷ I am a jack of all trades and I mean it.

ೃ⁀➷ Most of my behaviours are the way they are because I have ADHD! And I’m clinically depressed but we keep on shmoovin 🦗🦟🦗🦟

On To The Basics

ೃ⁀➷ Ethnicity – I am South Asian

ೃ⁀➷ Age – 23 years old

ೃ⁀➷ Zodiac Sign – Libra

ೃ⁀➷ Gender/Pronouns – I identify as nonbinary and my pronouns are they/them

ೃ⁀➷ MBTI – ENFJ-A // The Protagonist (main character? yes)

ೃ⁀➷ Height – 5’8”

ೃ⁀➷ Favourite Colour – Taupe

ೃ⁀➷ Major(s) – In college I triple majored in English Literature, Psychology and Fine Arts. In university my major is English Literature alone!! (I decided that i wanted to be an EL prof at 8 and followed THROUGH. Lil me had it all planned out)

ೃ⁀➷ How Many Languages Do I Speak? – 5 and a half :]

ೃ⁀➷ Interests – Literature, psychology, philosophy, mythology, art and architecture and cooking/baking <3

ೃ⁀➷ Love Languages (giving and receiving) – Quality time, physical touch, acts of service and food!!

ೃ⁀➷ Kpop Groups I Stan – Listed with my Bias and Wrecker

ೃ⁀➷ K-Soloists I Adore – BIBI, Sunmi, Taemin, DPR Ian, CL, Chungha and Jessie

ೃ⁀➷ Non-Kpop Artists I’m Obsessed With – The Neighborhood, Arctic Monkeys, Gorillaz, Tame Impala, Doja Cat, yes i am a barb so miss Nicki Minaj 🥴💅🏼, Lana Del Rey, Labrinth (literally nostalgic) and Chase Atlantic

ೃ⁀➷ Favourite Books – The Song Of Achilles by Madeline Miller, The Bell Jar by Sylvia Plath, An Abundance of Katherines by John Green, The Alchemist by Paulo Coehlo and The Picture of Dorian Gray by Oscar Wilde

ೃ⁀➷ Favourite Movies – Maléna (2000), Lolita (1997), Howl’s Moving Castle (2004) and Sleeping Beauty (1959)

[Disclaimer: I do not promote or romanticise the content of these movies - i just love tragic stories]

On To The NSFW

ೃ⁀➷ Sexual Preference – I am Pansexual ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)

ೃ⁀➷ Sub/Dom/Switch – I am a switch through and through

ೃ⁀➷ Kinks - I have like. Every kink in the book. However, I’ll attach my BDSM test results below. (Notice how the only thing in red is VANILLA??????😀😀)

[aurorxaeternitatis]

 who are you ?

NAME: Dante

STAR SIGN: Taurus

HEIGHT: 196cm | 6′5 ft

MIDDLE NAME: Alexander

PUT YOUR SPOTIFY ON SHUFFLE. FIRST 6 SONGS?

Cubana Cubana by Maksim Mrvica

So Beautiful by DPR IAN

The Mandalorian by Nicholas Yee

Suite No. 2 in B minor, BWV 1067: II. Rondeau

Heaven by Taemin

All This Power by WAR*HALL

EVER HAD A POEM / SONG WRITTEN ABOUT YOU? I write poems about others, don’t think I’ve had one written about me though.

WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU PLAYED AIR GUITAR? Never saw the appeal so I’ve never done it.

WHAT’S A SOUND YOU HATE & A SOUND YOU LOVE? I hate the sound of nutella being put on the kitchen counter. Otherwise, whatever sound is able to make a headache worse, but generally I don’t think I have many sounds I dislike. I love the sound of waves crashing, rain, crackling fireplace, strings, ice cubes swirling in a glass, sound of laughter, sound of pages turning, typing on keyboard, shoes on the dancefloor etc.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN GHOSTS? No.

HOW ABOUT ALIENS? There are certainly some other lifeforms in the universe.

DO YOU DRIVE? I do and I love it.

IF SO, HAVE YOU EVER CRASHED? Many times, though that’s rather normal in racing while learning. My personal ones in normal traffic? Never.

WHAT WAS THE LAST BOOK YOU READ? A Storm of Swords by George R. R. Martin.

DO YOU LIKE THE SMELL OF GASOLINE? Yes.

WHAT WAS THE LAST MOVIE YOU SAW? Encanto.

WHAT’S THE WORST INJURY YOU’VE EVER HAD? Broken bones.

DO YOU HAVE ANY OBSESSIONS RIGHT NOW? Not really. I’m into more things at the same time so it all balances out. 

DO YOU TEND TO HOLD GRUDGES? Absolutely, I’m a spiteful bastard. I will hold a grudge for years and plan to get back at the person that wronged me. Now, for me to hold a grudge it truly has to be a huge deal to get to that point, one that’s truly going to impact my whole life, otherwise for small, petty things I’ll move on quickly. 

IN A RELATIONSHIP? Not at the moment, no.

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Tagging: you!

[9hwa9joong]

My Top Songs [2020]

Hi all!

As 2020 comes to an end (thank whatever higher power there is), I wanted to share a list of my favorite songs! (the following are songs RELEASED this year) (I’ve included a list of songs that I heard this year, but weren’t released in 2020, after it). These are mostly korean/chinese.

Alright, this is in NO particular order, just my favorites. I’ve mostly included one song from a group/solo act and added their other great releases in description. It is mostly music that I listened to, so if your favs are not here, feel free to rec me good music! ENJOY!

(the list ended up becoming quite long, so read under the cut)

Black swan(orchestral version) by BTS

BTS had a great year musically. 2 korean albums, 1 japanese and lots of solo stuff. My most played songs are Dynamite (listen, she did what she had to do), Stay Gold (if gold had a sound, this would be it), Black Swan, Blue and Grey (i live for melancholy), Life Goes On (spring day’s successor), Filter(park jimin is a threat), Friends (my feels!), Louder than bombs (TROYE SIVAN), UGH (murder music), 00:00, Moon (jin solos are beautiful always) and Your Eyes Tell (honestly, show me one bad japanese single, i dare you).

Ghosting by TXT

I got into TXT a lot more this year, as opposed to being a casual listener that I was last year. Many people say they have a no-skip discography and I believe it’s true. My most played songs were Blue Hour (i ADORE this song), We Lost the summer, Wishlist, Can’t you see me (the song that made me a stan), Fairy of Shampoo (ethereal), PUMA (choi yeonjun is a threat), Eternally (an ATTACKK!) and their f2020 cover.

Answer by ATEEZ

Ateez is another group i really got into this year, mesmerized by their performance abilities. My most played : Star 1117 (i’m very soft for this song), To the Beat (a true bop), Inception (holy jongho vocals), One day at a time and Good Lil Boy (does hongjoong ever have a bad rap verse?). Their Black Cat Nero cover also blew me away!! (i’m lowkey obsessed).

God’s menu by Stray Kids

I’ve been keeping an eye on Stray Kids ever since hellevator came out and this is my favourite song by them, so far (yes, i had a heart attack when i first saw Hyunjin). Most Played : Back Door (the beat drop gives me life, the choreo is probably my fav), All in, Easy (do they ever have a bad chorus?), GO LIVE (the beat??!! killer), Another Day (i am a slow jam hoe) and My Universe.

Pacman by eaJ   

I didn’t think it was possible to love him more after day6 but Jae’s solo music has proved me wrong. Yes, i love Pillows (with Keshi) to bits but pacman is my first love. Most Played : It just is (Seori and their golden vocals), LA TRAINS (vocals!!!), Pinocchio (the mv is adorable, the beat is so fun), 50 proof (the vibes man, it's the VIBES) and TRUMAN.

Left & Right by Seventeen

Another group with amazing releases this year, I’m slowly getting into Seventeen more these days. Most Played : Fallin’ Flower (so beautiful, the vocals), 24H (the beat change?!!???), 17 (Joshua, DK and Pink Sweats) and HOME;RUN (this is a brand of fun that is entirely their own).

Not by the moon by GOT7

I am no stranger to GOT7, i’ve liked their music for years now but this is one of their more lyrical releases this year and i adore when GOT7 does this type of music. Most Played : Poison (jackson opens it and the vibes are immaculate), Last Piece (the way the vocals flow into the rap) and Thank You, Sorry.

So Beautiful by DPR IAN

This is literally the first song i’ve heard from this artist, please rec me more. I also adore No Blueberries with DPR LIVE and CL.

Eight by IU, Prod. SUGA

IU is an indisputable vocal queen, and her music always comforts me greatly so when i heard she was having a song produced by Yoongi, i promptly lost my shit. It was everything I expected and more and embodies sorrow and pain with great grace. Give you My Heart from the ‘Crash Landing on you OST’ was also a loved song this year.

Cry for me by TWICE

How do i talk about the queens? TWICE is the group i go to when I want fun music with good vibes but this song has such bad b*tch vibes that i am in love. Most played : More & More (a bop), Don’t call me again, I can’t stop me (i love the way it flows), Handle It (the vocals??? How pretty this song is???) and Say Something (seriously, eyes wide open is an amazing album).

Criminal by Teamin

Where do i start with Lee Taemin? I love almost all his solo stuff. He grabbed me by the neck ever since ‘Move’ and hasn't let go. Criminal is SO taemin that i don't think anyone else could have delivered the concept with such grace and grit. Most Played : 2 Kids (the chorus is so good), Clockwork, Idea (i love the vibe) and Pansy (i'm a ballad hoe).

Maria by Hwasa

Listen, i loved Twit when it came out but i love Maria as her sound so much more. Most Played : I’m bad too (feat. DPR LIVE) (i love the beat, the vibe and the flavor), LMM and Orbit from ‘The King: Eternal Monarch OST’ (as soon as her voice comes in, i loved the song).

Breath by DEAN, Rad Museum, Mokyo

I’m not aware of many DEAN releases this year, please feel free to rec me if I missed any.

Dear my friend by Agust D ft. Kim Jong Wan (NELL)

D-2 was everything expected from the second mixtape off Agust D and yet it brought a fresh wave of singing and melodies, once again proving the man’s production genius. This song is so reminiscent in it’s lyrics and still so real, its my favorite off the record.Other songs I loved : People, Deachwita and What do you think? (i DID love the complete mixtape though).

Given - Taken by Enhypen

Yes, I watched  I-LAND. Given-Taken was a better debut then I expected at first. 10 months (the chorus and beat) and Flicker off their debut album were also played a lot. 

I just want to stay with you by Zion.T

The King: Eternal Monarch was a much awaited drama for a lot of people and it’s OST is one of the best ones this year. Zion.T’s amazing vocals really did an amazing job of expressing the love in the story. Other songs I really liked from this album were Gravity by Kim Jong Wan and the Hydrangea Instrumental by Lee Geon Yeong.

The purge by Jay Park, pH-1, Woodie Gochild, Sik-K, and others.

H1GHER: RED TAPE is my hype album of the year. All artists involved did an amazing job. Seriously, get yourself some bomb ass beats, as a treat. Other loved tracks : Telefono Remix (Woodie Gochild is great at his flavour of delivery), Closed Case and The Arrival.

Soul by Lay (zhang yixing)

Yixing’s album LIT was his best project till date, no arguments. He’s really evolved into such a refined musician, especially with how well he merges traditional chinese instruments into Hip Hop/RnB beats and I adore the vibe of this album. Although the album is great entirely, Soul is my favourite for how softly and prettily it flows. Other loved tracks: Eagle (the BEAT), Fly, Boom (bops on bops on BOPS) and Call My Name.

100 ways by Jackson Wang

It is astounding how well Jackson has formed his own style of music ever since starting off with Papillon. He’s also sort of come into himself as an artist and it has birthed some great music. Other loved tracks : Pretty Please (i love the vibe of the song!) and Should’ve Let Go (ft. JJ Lin).

SUGA’s interlude by Halsey 

Idk how else to explain it but Halsey and Yoongi have great music synergy. There’s something about their song/lyric writing that matches very well and needless to say, I adore the song. Blueberry eyes by MAX is also another great Yoongi collab.

In Your Time by Lee Suhyun

It’s Okay to not be Okay had an OST that was dreamy, gritty and very fairytale-esque, much like the drama itself. Among a bunch of great songs, this one is my favourite. Other loved songs: You’re Cold by Heize (always delivers!), Breath by Sam Kim (OST angel), Hallelujah by Kim Feel (chills!), In Silence by Janet Suhh (literally how angelic is her tone??), I’m your Psycho by Janet Suhh (it’s creepy in a dreamy way) and Brother | Her World | Through the dark Tunnel of time | Butterfly - all amazing instrumentals by Nam Hye Seung and Park Sang Hee (seriously, go listen to the album).

By my side by Junny

Another great discovery towards the end of the Year, Junny has vocals for DAYS and admirable delivery. Other loved songs: AURA ft. pH-1, edge (this is so hypnotising in it’s beauty) and I will. Please feel welcome to educate me more about this artist!!

Make a Wish by NCT

NCT always provides bops and NCT U is my favourite sub-unit, for their unique style of music, so when they came out with this song I was ready and they delivered! Most Played : 90’s Love  (the old boy band theme was so well done), From Home (i’m a sucker for slow songs), Nectar (yes, i adore WayV’s music), MAD DOG by NCT 127 and Kick It by NCT 127 (this is the flavour of NCT i LOVE).

Zombie by Day6

Day6 has always been in my daily otations and as always, they put out good music after good music. I loved both the original Korean and the English versions of this song (they do rock well, what else is there to say?). Other loved songs : Tick Tock (oh the vocals, the way the beat moves!), Love me or Leave me, Day and Night... actually the whole Album is great, go listen to ‘The Book of us: The Demon’.

Fearless by Ma Di [other chinese songs]

Chinese songs have been a surprisingly pleasant addition to my daily rotation. Fearless from the “Go Ahead” OST takes the top stop because of how well it embodies the struggles of stepping into adulthood, the melody and MaDi’s amazing vocals. Other Chinese songs I loved: Praise for Red Plum Blossoms by Xiao Zhan (the perfect welcoming of spring paired with  such expressive vocals), Remaining Years by Xiao Zhan (Joy of Life OST) and his OST for the Oath of Love.

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The following is the list of songs I heard in 2020, but were not released in 2020. Please let me know if you like them, or if you know other similar music! (I know, I know, I’m late to the game) Enjoy!

DEAN - Sometimes I hear Howlin' in my head 

Zhang Jie/Zhang Bichen - Simple Wish 

Li Ronghao - If I were Young

JJ Lin - What I Miss

Ateez - Mist | Twilight | Wonderland | Say my name | Thank you 

Stray Kids - voices

Seventeen - Trauma

Loona - Hi High

Day6 - Shoot me 

GOT7 - You calling my Name 

RADWIMPS - Is There Still Anything That Love Can Do?

Baekhyun - UN Village

Taemin - Goodbye | want

Aquillo - Silhouette

Talos - To Each His Own

Cigarettes after sex (literally everything)

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I know this was long, if you read it till the end, I hope you all enjoyed it still.

Have a smooth year in 2021,

-love, c.

[bisexualhobi]

Hi Ana! Just wanted to share a song that I’m recently obsessed with and thought you might like… it’s hula hoops by DPR live (if you already haven’t heard it), I feel like this was a very strong release which somehow got eclipsed by everyone else…. Anyways, hope you enjoy it 💗💖

https://youtu.be/cbK7jW458fE

omg hi bub! thank u for thinking of me as a matter of fact i do love dpr live and i've been loving these new songs! i actually liked yellow cab more but this one is a bop too <3 and yes dpr as a whole are so fucking underrated i love everything dpr ian does especially! your music taste is mwah btw

link: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cbK7jW458fE

[khiphop-stories]

Umbrella - Chapter XVI

You can find all previous chapters here.

Lesson Sixteen: Race against the past

[Christian Yu, DPR Live]

“Do you want to go out for fresh air? Do you need a glass of water?” He asked her while his eyes darted through the club, looking for one of her friends. How could they have possibly left her alone like this?

“I don’t fucking need a glass of water! I want the fucking truth, Ian!” She raised her voice, almost screaming at him. In that very moment he was glad the music in the club was loud enough to drown out her voice, otherwise they would be center of attention right now.

“What are you talking about?” He responded seemingly calm, his eyebrows creased and face tensed.

“You slept with Jenn while we were still together, didn’t you?”

“I didn’t cheat on you Hyeri,” he let out a brief sigh. Was it naive of him to believe he could simply move on from the relationship without any issues occurring? Was it naive of him to think they were mature enough to remain acquaintances without holding grudges against the other?

It wasn’t a bad break up. They didn’t scream and shout at each other at the top of their lungs like crazy people. It was a rather civil break up and it wasn’t too much of a surprise. She might have seen it coming even before he even made up his mind to end things. Before parting ways, he had told her one last time that he truly cared about her. He apologized for how things turned out and she calmly listened to him. But despite her calm and collected exterior, there was a small volcano seething inside of her chest - one that was on the verge of bursting any moment. He betrayed her. He walked away from her. After all they had been through, he chose the easy way out. He gave up on her just like that. She was casted aside like trash in the bin.

“She lives right next door. You seriously want me to believe nothing happened between you and her?” She scoffed at him.

“Let’s not do this here,” he shook his head at her.

“Why? Are you afraid she might see?”

“I don’t want to fight with you,” he replied in a calm, yet firm tone.

“You always act so innocent. Like you’re a good guy who’s never committed a sin,” she rolled her eyes and crossed her arms in front of her chest.

“Yes, I fucked up plenty of times. But I’ve always been honest with you. I didn’t cheat on you. I wouldn’t hurt you like that. I loved you.”

“If you really did love me, you wouldn’t have left. You were only in it for the chase. Jimin was right about you all along. You’re just a fucking player.”

“You know this is exactly one of the reasons it didn’t work out,” Christian let out short breath as he shook his head at her. The irritation was now evident in his voice. “You always believe the worst in me.”

“That’s because I’ve seen the worst of you! Be honest, Ian. Throughout this whole relationship you always thought of yourself as someone better than me, when you did something just as wrong as I did! You always judge everyone else, but you’re not that innocent either!”

“Hyeri, I know you’re only saying these things because you’re hurt and you’re drunk. For the sake of our past relationship, let’s stop here,” Christian swallowed down the words lingering on his tongue; his raw thoughts that would have broken her apart if he ever said them out loud. He could have gone all out, throwing back accusations at her, defending himself. But he knew it wouldn’t make anything better. No, he would only be pouring gasoline on the fire.

“Am I wrong though?” She raised her brows at him as she let out a chortle, her eyes taunting him.

“We were both equally at fault. It was wrong of me to give in to temptation, but it happened and I can’t turn back time and undo it.” Christian took in a long breath, a futile attempt to calm his nerves. He knew this was one sick mind game. She was trying to hurt and provoke him with her words, but he wouldn’t let her win.

“Does Jenn see it the same way? Would she still be with you if she knew what you did? ”

“Leave her out of it,” he barked back at her, reaching his limit of patience.

“She probably thinks you’re an upright guy. Maybe I should just tell her the truth.”

“Honestly Hyeri, what do you fucking want from me? What happened was over a year ago! Yes, what I did was wrong and selfish. It made a mistake, but I’m trying to put it behind. I’m trying to move on!” He slowly raised his voice at her. His chest was moving up and down in frustration.

“Is that why you’re pushing me away? Because I’m a reminder of your mistake?”

“No, I don’t blame you for what happened. It takes two to tango.” “Then how come you stopped loving me from one day to the other?” She shook her head at him in confusion. The anger in her chest had turned into a painful sting, as though someone was twisting a knife right through her heart.

“I didn’t break up with you, because I stopped loving you. I still care about you, Hyeri. But I think we both need this. We both need to move on from this relationship, because we bring out each other’s worst.”

“And Jenn brings out the good in you?” She quirked up one of her brows at him.

“I like the person I am with her... She makes me want to better myself...”

“...and I didn’t,” Hyeri looked away as a bitter chuckle left her lips.

“That’s not what I said. It’s just...you never really trusted me, did you? Because I didn’t trust you either. I always got anxious when you were out with other guys. I became obsessive. I wanted to own you...It wasn’t healthy. I behaved unreasonably and your reacted to that. At some point it just turned into a vicious cycle.” Christian’s gaze softened at her. 

“You think it’s gonna work out with Jenn?”

He remained silent, his eyes dropping down onto the floor. “I really like her,” he whispered almost inaudibly. “You can’t keep it from her forever. She will find out sooner or later. Even if I’m not the one telling her, we both know who will.”

~*~

You squinted your eyes together, trying to get a look at her face.

“No way.”

“What?”



“I know her.”

“Introduce me then!” Dabin demanded enthusiastically, his face lit up with a joyful smile.

“I don’t think that would be a very good idea,” you let out an abashed chuckle, before pressing your lips together with an apologetic expression planted on your face.

“Why not?” Dabin furrowed his brows at you in suspicion.

“’Cause she probably hates me?”

“Why? What did you do?”

“Long story short, we were trying to enter the same student’s association. There was only one open spot and I got in.”

“So what? You won fair and square.”

“Yeah…well that’s the problem,” you shook your head with a chuckle. “I didn’t. I was in some kind of relationship with the head of the association.”

“What do you mean by some kind of relationship?” His eyes widened.

“Sex with no strings attached,” you told him straight forward.

“You slept your way in?!” His eyes widened at you.

“Hell no! I wouldn’t go that far! It started before I knew. But it would be a lie to say I didn’t use it to my advantage when I did find out,” you admitted meekly. “She had the better qualifications... I knew I was only chosen because…you know. But I never said a thing.”

Dabin stared at you at loss for words.

“You think that was a bitch move, don’t you?”

He didn’t have to tell you what you did was wrong. You knew it was wrong, but you didn’t feel all too sorry. It was how the world worked. If there was one thing you had learned growing up in this competitive society; it was that nothing in this world was handed to you for free. There was always a price to pay. You could have right the wrong and revoked your application, but you didn’t. You didn’t, because doing the right thing wouldn’t get you anywhere. There was nobody who would fight for you, but yourself. If playing dirty was what was needed to survive, you would adjust to the rules.

“Yes,” he nodded his head in response, and for the first time you felt ashamed of your actions. The way he looked at you made you feel little. He was probably the kindest person you had ever come across in your life. You didn’t want him to think less of you. 

When Dabin noticed the change of expression in your face, he instantly released a warm smile. “But I’m not gonna judge you, Jenn. We all have our reasons.”

“You should go talk to her though,” you changed back to the original topic. “You don’t need a wingman...or a wingwoman for that matter. You’re charming enough,” you encouraged him with a smile.

Ever since the day you saw him perform onstage, his shy and awkward side surprised you every time. He exuded so much energy and confidence when he stood on the heightened platform. How could that rapper with so much stage presence and charisma, and the boy who could barely look into a girl’s eyes be one and the same person?

~*~

You were on your way back to the room, after you had finally been able to convince Dabin to approach her. Not far from the room you saw Christian. A smile appeared on your face and you wanted to wave at him to get his attention, but you realized he wasn’t alone. He was having a heated argument with someone. But you couldn’t see who was standing in front of him. The person wasn’t tall enough and it was too crowded in this place.

You decided not to meddle in his business and quietly return to the room. However, as you made your way through the crowd Christian’s eyes met yours. Shortly after Hyeri walked past you with a tear streaming down her reddened cheek.

“Jenn…” He called out for you as he reached his arm into your direction.

I’m posting this chapter because there has been a really high demand this time round LOL and because I will be on a short hiatus starting next week. I don’t know whether I will come back to update Umbrella. Probably not, but I’m only going to be away for two weeks :) Please bear with me haha. I’d still love to read your comments and thoughts on this one, so hmu. What do you think Christian did? Also, thank you guys so much for you amazing support and love for this story! <3