#yes I am a hopeless fangirl

[doctorcrabby]

Re-reading/listening “The Mauritius Command”

I forgot how fantastic this is Omg I love him so much i want to take him home with me

I love this even more:

OMG I’m wheezing

Oh HELLO SAILOR yes please do remove your trousers at once

[doctorcrabby]

Jack Aubrey has standing permission to board at any time and I will not object to wrecking (or being wrecked, sometimes even an older gal enjoys a good wrecking)

Jack Aubrey getting wrecked sexual style

[bbjobo]

Lone Star fam, I know the last 24 hours have been truly wild, so I have a treat for you: cookies

Yes, that's right, I made the cookies from TK's coma dream, and I have a recipe for you if you too want to make them.

Use this recipe. For the mix-ins, you're gonna use 2/3 cup each of: pretzels, walnuts, candied pecans, chocolate chips, sweetened shredded coconut, and toffee bits, for a total of 4 cups of mix-ins. Definitely keep the 1 cup of oats, the dough needs it. If you need to make candied pecans like I did, use this one.

They're very good and also very sweet, so I'd highly encourage the sprinkle of salt when you pull them out of the oven.

Also, the recipe makes a lot, so I froze a bunch of the unbaked cookie dough balls so I can have coma cookies fresh from the oven whenever I want, which might just be every Tuesday night at 8pm ET/7pm CT

[diorsluv]

feather , part 23

“ like a feather, like a feather, like a feather ”

series m. list previous chapter next chapter

( second post is based off of the request/ask “oh my god what if she doesn’t go to the lake house cause she thought luke and the girl were going to be there but the girl wasn’t there, so she went to a different place for the summer for no reason :(” )

( socialmedia!au )

yourusername

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yourusername i need these cakes and i need them now

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luca.fantilli is that charles leclerc 🤨

→ yourusername yes what about it

→ colecaufield oh god don’t remind her

→ jackhughes calm down cole it was lando norris not leclerc 🙄🙄

→ yourusername i would actually really appreciate it if you baked me a cake and put an edible photo of carlos sainz on it

→ trevorzegras first of all yourusername you’re delusional and he’s like 10 years older than you

→ yourusername incorrect but proceed 😒

→ colecaufield and also your obsession is getting scary

→ yourusername IT WAS A JOKEEEE 🙄

username36 wondering how luke feels about this

username17 i just know luke’s punching the air

username26 luke’s prob sayin “why am i not on those cakes”

username92 if i don’t get a cake like that i’m throwing hands

mackie.samo LMAOOO IS THAT EMINEM

→ yourusername shush thyself

→ mackie.samo what 💀

markestapa you’re desperate

→ yourusername STOP DRAGGING ME

→ markestapa you could do a lot better

→ yourusername A LOT BETTER THAN DYLAN O’BRIEN?? i beg to differ

rutgermcgroarty smash

→ yourusername #harrypotterdefender4life

→ rutgermcgroarty wasn’t talking abt him but yes queen he’s hot too!!!!

→ yourusername oh.. why r u speaking like that it’s kind of scary 😥😥

lhughes_06 they’re not that hot 🙄🙄

→ yourusername I’M SORRY WHAT????

→ lhughes_06 idk theyre mid tbh

→ yourusername check ur eyes kid

→ lhughes_06 ok lil buddy

→ yourusername ihy

→ lhughes_06 i love u too

→ jackhughes 👀

→ luca.fantilli 👀

→ _quinnhughes 👀

→ trevorzegras 👀

→ mackie.samo 👀

→ colecaufield 👀

→ rutgermcgroarty 👀

→ adamfantilli 👀

→ _alexturcotte 👀

→ dylanduke25 👀

→ markestapa 👀

→ jamie.drysdale 🤢

→ yourusername you guys need to stop doing this so much oh my god 😭😭

username15 yall all keep asking how luke feels but what abt the bigger question: ARE THOSE THE STURNIOLO TRIPLETS???

→ username7 okay but the biggEST question is: IS THAT GRIFFIN GLUCK?!?!?!

→ username55 i thought it was fucking white boy carl 💀 username7

trevorzegras i sorta approve of your taste in mid white boys

→ yourusername says the mid white boy

→ trevorzegras HEY ☹️

dylanduke25 “smash” means

→ dylanduke25 goddammit i didn’t mean to post without the definition

→ yourusername get ur definition shit AWAYYYYY 🤺🤺

→ markestapa dilf is an acronym for "dad i’d like to fuck". a dilf is any man (typically between the ages of 30-50) who is incredibly attractive and has kids. they are usually really cut, from activities such as pushing strollers, giving piggyback rides, and intense trips to the local park or disney world. the also have a killer smile and sense of childlike joy, because they play with their kids all the time. unfortunately, getting with them is hard, as they are typically very faithful to their wife (see milf).

→ yourusername that’s plagiarism ‼️‼️‼️

username11 the taste in men is immaculate

colecaufield now i don’t comment a lot on your posts anymore but i want you to REAAAAALLY think about what you’ve done here

→ yourusername i posted pictures of hot white men’s faces on cakes!

→ colecaufield yes yes and how do you think that might make other people (cough cough) feel?

→ yourusername grateful because i showed them these masterpieces 🤗🤗

→ colecaufield oh kid you’re hopeless

jamie.drysdale dad asked what dilf means

→ yourusername tell him it means “drake is literally fire”

→ jamie.drysdale too late he saw mark’s definition 😂😂😂

username46 draco malfoy 💚

missseraphina lmao fangirl

adamfantilli let’s split the cake in half

→ yourusername sure <33 you can get the part with the word on it and i can get everything else 🥰

colecaufield i’m surprised crosby isn’t somewhere on there

→ _alexturcotte goddammit whyd u bring it up

→ yourusername SID!!!!!!

→ jamie.drysdale she still has that pinterest album of ONLY pics of him

→ trevorzegras lil drizz u had a crush on him when you were like 5

→ yourusername we all had a crush on him 😒

_quinnhughes would now be a bad time to tell you he’s punching his pillow in the other room

→ jackhughes hey he made us promise to not snitch

→ _quinnhughes stop acting like we actually do what he tells us to do

→ jackhughes you’re right we never do that

→ lhughes_06 you snitched i’m telling mom

→ jackhughes mom doesn’t care ur such a baby

→ lhughes_06 fine i’m telling dad

→ _quinnhughes dad does not give a flying fuck

→ jackhughes dad wouldn’t even know what we’d be talking about

→ jackhughes actually scratch that moosey you’re really damn obvious

→ yourusername what the hell is going on

yourusername

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yourusername oui oui paris 🥖🎀 (creds to jamie for the pics ig)

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jamie.drysdale wow i’m so honored you remembered to give me creds

→ yourusername because we’re not allowed to argue on our trip 🤬

→ jamie.drysdale dad said and i quote “no squirreling”

→ yourusername what the fuck is squirreling

→ yourusername WAIT DO YOU MEAN QUARRELING 😭😭

→ jamie.drysdale yeah yeah so we can’t squirrel

→ yourusername it’s QUARREL

username88 mother is in her coquette era

username34 HOW DO YOU LOOK SO GOOD WITH A FACE MASK ON???

trevorzegras come backkkkkk wmy

→ yourusername no can do trev 😔

username21 hold up but i thought everyone was spending the summer at the lake house?

rutgermcgroarty but WE were supposed to go to paris together 🙁

→ yourusername no sweetie it was athens..

→ rutgermcgroarty either way it’s still in france

→ yourusername no…….. no its not 😭😭

→ rutgermcgroarty damn it i’m just trying to say you’re always going to OUR dream places with other people 😒

→ yourusername I WILL TAKE YOU TO JEJU ISLAND I PROMISE

→ rutgermcgroarty is that in europe

→ yourusername 😟

_quinnhughes it’s so weird not hearing you badly scream-sing in the shower at 2 in the morning

→ yourusername oh shut up you love my hamilton marathons

adamfantilli you should be the one wiping out on the wakeboard not me 😔😔

→ yourusername wow i feel sooooo missed

→ adamfantilli we do miss u tho (PLEASE COME BACK WE NEED YOU)

username2 wait why didn’t you go to the lake house 😟😟

→ yourusername jamie and i didn’t feel like getting harassed 💔

→ username2 BY WHOOOOO??

→ username2 actually that’s a dumb question i know who

username75 this is the first summer they haven’t spent at the lake house 😧

luca.fantilli don’t worry lil drizzle we bought u two tickets so u can come back 😁

→ yourusername noooooo

mackie.samo you need to come back rn no excuses

markestapa WE NEED TO TAKE OUR ANNUAL GROUP PIC 😕

edwards.73 duker almost burnt the house down please we need you back

jackhughes NO ONES EVEN HERE PLEASE JUST COME BACK

→ yourusername thought my cyberbully was going 😣😖☹️🙁😓😥

→ jackhughes LMFAOOO as if

→ yourusername i’ll consider it 🙄

_alexturcotte our karaoke nights are so boring without youuuu

→ yourusername you can solo our mariah carey songs trust 🙏🙏

→ _alexturcotte NO I CANT

→ yourusername turcs we booked our hotel for 3 weeks i can’t do anything 😭😭

dylanduke25 i almost burnt the house down making waffles

→ yourusername oh duker..

username24 the way they’re all begging her to go back to the lake house lmao

missseraphina it’s giving nepo baby

liked by yourusername

→ username1 LMAOAOAO at this point drizz is just clowning this bitch

lhughes_06 i need you here

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lhughes_06 we need you here

next chapter notes ) so regarding the request; i wasn’t sure if it was like a request or more of just a thought but i felt like it could add more angst so i took it as a request anyways 🤍 i also wanted to say that the time between the first and second post was a bit of a jump but like let’s just say the first post was during finals week and the second one was obv during the summer and WE ARE FINALLY IN ACT IV WOOOOOOO 👏👏👏 also thank you all so much for 300 followers AHHHH!! it genuinely does mean so much to me and i’m glad you’re here on my journey to stir up more shit between luke and “his” girl

tags: @aliaology @hockeyboysarehot @absolutelyhugh3s @jackquinnswife @freds-slut @love4ldr @blueeyedbesson @43hughes @v1olentdelights @dancerbailey3 @random-human02 @ho3forfakeguys @loveforaugust

[doctorcrabby]

ooh la la, yes please

thank you Mr. O'Brian for making Jack a giant hunk with golden mane and an incredible bass voice. this man can crack SIX walnuts in one hand . I will be forever grateful

[starduststarcrossed]

Apparently, it’s Juvia Day (June 3rd). YAY for a day for my all-time-favorite Fairy Tail lady! :D 

(Yes, that’s [supposed] to be a mini-Gray-plush thing on her hat. I am a hopeless Gruvia fangirl as well, lol.)

[paperlovesadness]

Hey, hi & welcome to my corner of Tumblr!

(I'm sorry. Nostalgia made me do it. A little kitsch never killed nobody).

Who am I? What will you find here? What do I post? [Find out below]

Who am I?

She/her • Queer • Capricorn • Somewhere within the EU • 28 yo • Cat person • A hopeless romantic on the inside - a very sarcastic person on the outside. But this is my place to unironically dip into that first one.

I love music with every fibre of my being and decided I want to delve more into talking about it too - which is the origins of this blog. But then - of course - hyperobsessions took over so maybe it's more themed than initially planned (but who cares! That's what this place is here for).

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What will you find here?

Lots of love for and obsessing over:

The Last Shadow Puppets (!)

The Arctic Monkeys

Miles Kane

Also just Alex Turner & all his projects (& his outfits. And his hands. And his love for Miles Kane)

The Beatles (Paul! John! Paul & John!) +

Possibly posts about other dead & retired bands & musicians

Just tons of crazy theories and searches for connections and parallels.

And in general probably quite long rants (I write A LOT & can never contain the amount)

But yeah. This is currently just... A lot of crying over TLSP & milex with a dash of Beatles.

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Some of my little on-going tag series:

TLSPxBeatles - where I collect all the little similarities & references & parallels between Miles & Alex and John & Paul

Al the Capricorn gal - as the name suggests - a collection of times where I find Alex to be very Capricorn (yes I love to track these because I'm one too & love to relate)

Just Twin Flame Things - a collection of posts I find that give off the twin flame vibe. Usually Miles & Alex. Might be John & Paul and other musicians too though sometimes.

Theories - generally being slightly unhinged & letting my conspiracy pattern loving brain roam wild.

Lyric parallels - just pointing out patterns I find between TLSP/MK/AM lyrics. Or reposting other people's observations

Blog stuff - just random bloggy posts (not often. But it happens).

Screaming and adding actual coherent functional tags later - this one is just the times I screamed about something current happening and then went back later to make it searchable for me. So go here if you want a good laugh about my panic fangirl screams. Or just thoughts on current fandom events.

My posts - just generally all the posts I make in one place.

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A few of my posts:

Miles & Alex are Twin Flames

Song theories / analyzing lyrics [series]

Thoughts about seeing AM live

[feathersketchcreations]

so the glowing blitz silhouette from the look my way MV inspired me to draw Remi in the same pose because I.. see so much of myself in Blitz. I know I spend alot of my time doing silly goofy meme art as well as oc x Blitz polyamory shipart and while some see it as me being some Blitz fangirl or cringy simp, sure. I guess people can judge me for the gushy self insert characters x blitz shipart. but I don't do this because I'm a Blitz Fangirl. there is a reason I obsess and hyperfocus on Blitz so much and it's because I connect so deeply to him that it's kinda super personal. I know that seems silly.. but I also DO know I'm not the only one that feels the same way. I've seen other blitz fans who kin him and feel the same way I do.

I'm not gonna sugar coat this when I say blitz has a LOT to work on. thats fact. He deals with self hate, he genuinely thinks he doesn't even deserve love or affection, but he feels SO lonely. hes afraid hes going to DIE alone. and he also blames himself for things that were accident, showing he has a pretty bad guilt complex that has made him feel SUPER guilty about his childhood tent fire accident. he also has individuals who hate him as we've seen throughout the series (Verosika, Fizz, his own sister barbie, ect, though we already saw him and fizz make up. which is awesome! ^^) and well.. yea..

theres just.. SO much Blitz goes through as a character.. and me personally, I've been through each and EVERY Single thing he's going through. and yes. it HITS hard...

I know what it's like to self hate. I've been dealing with self hate my entire life. growing up I did a piss poor job building up the self love and seeing my worth. even to this day I still deal with self hate. yea, I know that I have people who tell me my arts good, or that im a good friend, or that I've inspired them, and truthfully yea I know my arts good, and I know I inspire others cause that's always been my goal is to inspire people, and if it works yay! but I am working on myself still. it's a rough road of getting out of the pit of self hate. self love is SUPER hard. my boyfriend even sees how hard it can be and how damaging self hate can be to me. but he still believes in me. just like I know all of my friends in this fandom believe in me. and I think that alone is what helps me try. and seeing Blitz go through this definitely makes me connect and idk. it speaks to me..

I know what it's like to feel like I'm unloveable.. before I met my boyfriend Christian, I had such a hard time with relationships. people used me. cheated on me, abused me. yknow the gist. back in 2015 I was SO close to giving up because I thought I was worthless and unlovable.. I was so fucking hopeless. I felt so unloved, and unwanted and blamed myself... anyone I'd have feelings for, I would get friendzoned, or shot down. I just felt super hopeless until I met christian. we.. admittedly had a rocky start and ups and downs.. but here we are 8 years later, moved in together, and still holding on to one another. I love him to death, and would do anything for him.. and obviously in Blitz's case in the show, after seeing the episode truth seekers, and ozzies, I felt so bad for him. truthfully this is why i made remi. I had MADE remi to ship with blitz to make comfort art of him in HAPPY art pieces because it pained me to see him go through all this stuff in the show. and I seriously can't wait to finally see him SUPER happy with Stolas when they finally get together canonically of course! <3 it's gonna be amazing <3

I know what it's like to suffer from a really bad guilt complex.. I've done and said things I didn't mean in the past.. I'm not gonna sugar coat it, I was AWFUL, but I'm learning from my mistakes.. and I'll be real, I still feel guilty over the things I've said and done because yea. I feel horrible. dispite people I've wronged, forgiving me, and me bettring meself, years later I still feel horrible and have my moments where I'll just sit at my table, stare off and then cry, having an emotional break down. so seeing blitz HATE himself AND beat himself up, and being guilty for the circus fire even though it was an accident.. man it hurts and hits me really hard cause that shit is so relatable...

so.. Idk.. I don't just "simp" or "fangirl" for blitz (I mean I wont deny it I do simp, and fangirl to the extreme lol) I just.. relate to him so much on a personal level it's insane..

so it makes me happy seeing him happy. cause all the poor dude seems to get is big fat F yous in the show left and right, and I draw him shipped with My ocs Remi and Tiziri because both Remi AND tiziri are representation of me somewhat, and because I used to go through what hes going through, It comforts me drawing shipart. dispite what the haters think, Even after stolas x blitz becomes canon, yes, I'm STILL gonna ship my ocs with blitz in my lil AU..

but know I also cannot wait to see stolas and blitz happy.

agh.. I know this is alot. sorry. <XD

I'm kinda emotional rn..

anyway. er. yea. this is my peice. hopefully people kinda understand a little bit of why I stick to oc x blitz ships so much.. and if not hey, thats okay. I get it.

thank you for reading.

artwork was inspired off of the blitz silhouette from the look my way music video

Art (c) me Remi (c) mine helluva boss (c) vivziepop

[miyeosin]

Tumblr rlly hates me so my dms don’t work, unfortunately, so I hope you don’t mind me blowin’ up your asks 😭 (and prepare for a long read lol-)

And I get it, life is dull when you can’t breathe in Miyeon content at every second 😔 She’s so gorgeous, who can blame us??

Anywho, the concert was amazing ! They played DUMDi DUMDi first, so my voice was gone from the start 🤞 And Miyeon is even more ethereal in person 💕

And lorrrdddd

My bias Miss Yeh Shuhua !!!

I screeched, basically turned into an eagle—I was so focused on her, I didn’t even look to see my *innocent* best friend’s reaction to it 😭 (I did send her a vid of it beforehand, per her request, so she wouldn’t die in the middle of the Fox Theater lol) But I think she fangirled more during Soyeon’s stage (she’s a helpless Soyeon simp, but still claims to be straight 🤦‍♀️)

Miyeon, Minnie, and Yuqi’s stages… absolutely magical, breathtaking even.

Miyeon is such a princessss

Do I even have to explain why Minnie’s was magical?-

And Song Yuqiiii !! She asked if it could be magic and yes. Yes it was. Absolutely (plus her sparkly dress and guitar was to die for🥰)

The entire show just reminded me of how much of a hopeless lesbian I am lmao 😭

(This is rlly long already, so I’ll send the pics in another, and reveal my super secret real identity too- im sure any of my followers who follow you too 100% know it’s me tho😭)

-Sjar <333

Luv ya ~

no you’re totally fine. i’m so glad you had fun! i wanted to go so bad 😖 kpop likes to announce tour dates like 2/3 months in advance, which, besides the fact that the closest they usually get to me is like 3 hours away, it’s like zero time (for me at least) to prepare to travel if i wanted to go to a show somewhere else

[generalwildcat]

What are your favorite ships in HSMTMTS?

Despite my being a hopeless unromantic IRL, i love shipping. It's one of the things that gets me invested in shows and movies from seeing the chemistry being two characters to watching everything come together to daydreaming and writing stories in my head that never amount to anything.

My favorite ship is probably Seb and Carlos. No this has nothing to do with the fact that they're queer and it's the first gay pairing in the HSM universe, it's just a happy coincidence. Give me my gays! I can't begin to describe how much i love them. Their chemistry? Which is only amplified by the actors dating IRL? The opposite personalities and just imagining how much they'll rub off on each other the longer they're together? Seb being Seb? There is just so much to love here i can't put it into words. I think the best way i can possibly describe my love and support for these two together is season 2. Seb singing The Climb to Carlos at his quineñero is one of my favorite moments of the entire series. Just. Beautiful. Imagine that feeling watching that scene over and over again. That's me feeling the feels. (Sidenote, i know it's not HSMTMTS specific but their rendition of A Whole New World is equally beautiful and magical.)

A close second is Big Red and Ashlyn. I adore both of these characters individually. I'm a sucker for quirky characters and these two are as quirky as they come. When they first got together at the end of season 1 i wasn't entirely sure what to think. But seeing them together...i don't know how to describe their relationship as anything other than magic. And while i was internally fangirling that their characters turned out to be queer just like their actors, that wasn't the factor that made me like them more. While i am interested to see a dynamic going forward with Maddox thrown into the mix of having feelings for Ashlyn as well as Ashlyn having her bi awakening, it's beautiful to see these two just fully accept each other. Big Red knew or figured out he was bi and it didn't change how he felt about Ashlyn. He didn't wanna break up with her or explore other options or anything. He only has eyes for her. And Ashlyn's reaction to Big Red coming out (which was #iconic by the way) was just so endearing like 'yup that's my bi boyfriend and i love him'. There isn't and doesn't have to be any drama between the two of them and it's so refreshing to see a consistent, happy couple in the series alongside Seblos.

Assuming we're also including brOTPs on this ship, i gotta include Kourtney and Carlos. Have you seen the two of them together? I rest my case.

Can i also give a shoutout to the brOTP that is EJ and Val? The natural sibling relationship they already have? EJ going to Val for advice? Having the most unquestionable comfort in someone? Val giving the stamp of approval to Gina as his girlfriend? That Val was the one standing beside EJ in what was without a doubt his darkest moment in the entire series? Just. Yes.

[koolkat9]

For the ship game: GerEng. 👀

Ship It

1. What made you ship it?

Ah this story again. I will never get tired of telling it.

*Sits back in my rocking chair like an old man and takes a drag of my pipe*

It was March 12th 2018 (yes I went and checked the day the video was posted) I remember like it was yesterday. At the time I didn't realize how life altering that episode of Kyo's Dreamtalia lp would be. The day the Hand Holding Buddies began. Now...At this point I was a try and true Ger//Ita shipper, but the Hand Holding Buddies...Oh the Hand Holding Buddies gave me such a laugh. I actually started looking forward to the Dreamtalia lps because I needed to see what would happen next for the Hand Holding Buddies. Kyo and Lubo's adlibs are always a joy, but this had to be their greatest adlib of all time.

It was enemies to lovers, it was dramatic, it was finding love amongst a hopeless situation, it was two awkward dudes finding comfort in each other and that was beautiful. The Velveteen Rabbit scene still gets me every fucking time.

Now for how it became my OTP. I know that's not part of the question, but once I've started I can't stop.

So a few months go by. GerEng is great and all but I don't see much of the appeal outside of Dreamtalia. And then... And then it released. September 10th 2019. Erroneous Epilogue. The GerEng game based on the adlib and bad end of Dreamtalia. Arthur goes in to save Ludwig and they kiss. This was the turning point and I searched out content.

Shortly after I finished reading Fangirl by Rainbow Rowell and got inspired to write fanfiction. With GerEng still fresh in my mind from Erroneous Epilogue and a major lacking of GerEng content, I began writing fics and here I am...utterly obsessed.

2. What are your favorite things about the ship?

God... God where do I begin? How could I narrow it down.. Okay we'll keep this to top 3.

1. They are both so awkward and socially inept. But they find comfort in each other 🥺

2. They're each other's rock following the world wars. Ludwig had nobody after that so Arthur became his support. And when Arthur started to spiral once everything calmed down with both Ludwig and the aftermath of the war, Ludwig was there for him as well.

3. They have a lot in common, but are different enough to balance out most of each others short comings

3. Is there an unpopular opinion you have on your ship?

We're a small ship here and everything that I've seen as wildly agreed upon I agree with. So I don't think I have one.

[dreamingchocochan]

I am hyped but at the same time scared?

Tonight, in around 3 hours, the Capcom Showcase takes place. Yes, I am still hoping for new DMC content after 4 years. Yes, I will be dissappointed again.

I am a hopeless case :P

(I need the V content, plz. Sincerely, the biggest V Fangirl- /lh)

[shirokova]

:D

My friend is bullying me because I bought a new Sharpie when needed one. Why? mine was touched by André Hansen so I won't use it anymore.

I'm a hopeless fangirl.

[valkyrieandstrangeridingaragorn]

I get people not liking Steve but hating him? What has that kid done to deserve hate? I'm not saying he's perfect even though he is but I don't get it.

cries because i was looking for a steve centric fic and ended up finding steve hate instead :(

[fairydollsteps]

When They Have a Crush on You

Featuring: Oikawa Tooru and Iwaizumi Hajime

Oikawa Tooru:

When Oikawa has a crush on you, he would understand about it immediately but it will honestly be a little odd for him as this is the first time Oikawa has ever felt this genuine feeling from this one particular girl (you) despite the many times seeing other girls fawning over his look and charming personality.

Regardless, Oikawa does still feel warm with these foreign feelings and accepts his infatuation towards you quickly.

Oikawa would not act as he acts to his fangirls. He would be kind and reliable when he is around with you. When you need help, he would happy to help to show how helpful he is.

Oikawa won’t be really that flirty like how he usually be when he is with you because he is worry that some of his flirtatious lines would make you feel uncomfortable and then see him as kind of a creep. 

So instead he would randomly give you sweet compliments every time he sees you or when you help him like:

“Good morning Y/N-chan! you look pretty this early in the morning!” “Thank you for helping with my homework yesterday! You are really a smart person, Y/N-chan” “Eh? Did you just start to wear contact lenses? You look gorgeous without your glasses but I still love it when you wear your glasses,”

But doesn’t stop him to give you harmless teasing, he is a good friend with you so is natural for close friends to poke fun at each other and talk shit together.

Despite Oikawa being his usual cocky self, Oikawa can sometimes feel shy and nervous about you. His ears would turn pink when he give you compliments and stutter quite a bit when you are too close to him unintentionally.

Iwaizumi definitely tease him for how you can make the confident and grand Oikawa become a flustered mess just by being you. Yeah, Oikawa adores you for being you.

Oikawa would be the type to become happy when he received texts or a call from you. He is just so contented that he can spend some of his time talking to you especially when he feels bored. You both definitely gossip a lot and spilling the tea together.

I have a feeling that this boy is a hopeless romantic and a sucker for a healthy/fun relationship. So he is quite desperate for you to choose him as your boyfriend.

When it comes to confession, Oikawa has thought about it but shrugs it off, out of fear of rejection from you which later then leads his cherished friendship with you to end. So you would be the one to have to do it.

You confessed to him while comforting him after a harsh loss to Shiratorizawa. You saw him head on the knees, crying behind the school. The sight of his weeping state and each sound of his broken cries make you feel like your heart is pierced through by a sharp glass. You can hear him mumbling to himself for being weak and a burden to his teammates.

“Oikawa?” Oikawa jolt when he hears you call his name. Gosh, he wanted to run away so you don’t have to see him being pathetic. He wanted to show you the best of himself, not like this. 

“Y-Y/N I-I’m so-” “Is alright Oikawa, Is alright. Is not your fault. Here, wipe your face with a tissue and drink some water. You will feel better when you clean yourself up,” you said as you crouch down on his level and hand him the stuff.

Oikawa listened to you and do what you told him to do while looking away from you, absolutely ashamed of himself for making you see him in a pathetic mess. 

“Oikawa, listen, I am very proud of you when I see you on the court. You did amazing and excellent that I just can’t help but admire you more. So please, stop belittling yourself because of the loss and pushing yourself so hard just to impress me to show you are worthy for me to love. I already like you for a long time, ” you said, expressing your unsaid feelings to him.

“Wait, you already know?” Oikawa asked, finally looking at your soft gaze. “Um, yeah but I am still not sure about it so...”

“Yes, I like you too, so let’s date” Oikawa reply back eagerly.  

Iwaizumi Hajime:

Iwaizumi first realizes his crush on you when he catches himself staring at you when you are looking away. Like you are so beautiful and the way you use your pencil is elegant.

Iwaizumi quickly snap out from his daze, thinking himself some kind of a creep for looking at you like this. He just can’t help it, you are worth looking at.

Like Oikawa, you are a friend to Iwaizumi so not much has changed when Iwaizumi falls in love with you except that he would start to become a gentleman to you like holding the door for you, let you take the remaining seat when taking the train, and so on. 

Iwaizumi would also start to become protective over you. Basically, become your personal bodyguard. He would throw hands if there is anybody that is not caring about your personal space or when you are getting hit on (you are a very beautiful person btw) especially for Oikawa.

Expect a ball flying on Oikawa’s head whenever he flirts on you. The sight of Oikawa being all cheesy and stuff absolutely piss him off that you can see steam coming off from him, implying that he is about to kill Oikawa if he doesn’t back off.

No worries, Oikawa supports Iwaizumi’s infatuation with you. Iwaizumi did ask for advice from Oikawa but end up regretting it for a second as is too exaggerating and only ends up embarrassing himself. 

“Iwa-chan~ You got to lean closer to her and the-” “SHUT UP SHITTYKAWA! THAT IS JUST PLAIN STUPID AND CROSSING HER BOUNDARIES!”

It works without Oikawa’s futile advice instead Iwaizumi uses his ways which is natural. Like asking about the assignment due date, striking a conversation with ease, and studying together. Just get comfortable with each other presence. You would start to trust and enjoy being with Iwaizumi.

I can see Iwaizumi tries to act manly when he is around you. Like he would always be insisting to help you when you are carrying something that looks heavy. He would probably show you off his powerful strike when you go to his games to cheer him on.

When it comes to confession, Iwaizumi would be very hesitant about it as he is afraid to get rejected from you and end the friendship, then lose you. 

Even understanding the harsh consequences, Iwaizumi still loves you so much and wanted to tell you already because keeping it to himself makes his heartache a lot.

Iwaizumi would have kept his feelings longer if it wasn’t for Oikawa’s constant pestering to do.

Being a good friend, Oikawa decided to help his hopeless friend. “Listen, Iwa-chan. I would be serious this time and I just need you to do what I say,” Iwaizumi believes Oikawa as he looks determined and confident. Oikawa is just so invested in this relationship and thinks you two would be a cute couple.

However, when the time to actually confess to you faces facing, Iwaizumi completely forgets what he is about to say. The speech he has memorized and drilled in his head by Oikawa is gone. His mind turns blank.

You are sure to have an effect that can put a great impact on Iwaizumi just by your look.

Oikawa is probably hiding somewhere, screaming internally as all the time and effort for this moment is in vain as Iwaizumi is panicking and stuttering a lot along with a flustered expression on his face.

“Iwaizumi, what’s wrong? Just say it al-,”

“Y-Y/N, listen! I like you, okay? T-That’s why I-I call you -here,” Iwaizumi finally blurt it out to you. Gosh, he just wants to ram his head on the ground for being so stammering a lot and even saying it so loud.

What he didn’t expect you that you would boldly hug him in the front. You can kill him like that. “Y-Y/N-.”

“Dummy.. what took you so long? I also like you too,”

Thank you for reading. I am sorry if some part is cringy, I was writing late at night so my brain cell wasn’t working well.

[luci-in-trenchcoats]

Once In A Lifetime

Summary: While at a brewery the day before her sister’s wedding, the reader runs into her once in a lifetime fling, Dean, for the third time. It’s been fours years since they’ve seen each other and eight since they met but the timing’s never seemed to work out between them until maybe now...

Pairing: Wedding Date!Dean x reader

Square: Wedding Date!AU

Word Count: 2,100ish

Warnings: language, fluff

A/N: Written for @supernatural-jackles​​ Tell Me A Story Bingo. Enjoy!

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“Y/N fucking Y/L/N,” you heard as you were mid chew of eating your piece of pizza. You spun around and swallowed, a big grin crossing your face. 

“Dean!” you said. You ditched your table with your family and ran over to him, Dean giving you a big hug and swinging you around. “You look great!”

“You got even better looking, sweetheart,” he grinned as he set you down. You bit your bottom lip and he blushed a bit. “You look good, Y/N. Never expected to see you again, especially Kansas City of all places.”

“I’m in town for a family wedding. I thought you lived in LA?” you said.

“Used to. I own this place,” he said. “How long’s it been?”

“Four years. Another four before that,” you said. 

“So much for once in a lifetime,” he smirked. 

“Still a boy in there, aren’t you, Dean.”

“A bit,” he smiled. “Older too.”

“Same. We were just kids back then.”

“We’re still kids. We just got most of our shit together now,” he said. 

“Oh yes. Still single and still working a job I hate. I so got my shit together,” you said.

“I wear makeup for a living so you’re doing better than me,” he said. “Also still single.”

“I thought you dated some actress or something a while back.”

“Didn’t work out. Put my head down, been working a lot lately,” he said. “Am I about to meet your fangirl sister you told me about?”

“Oh God,” you said as you caught Georgia wandering over from your table with Scott. “I am so-”

“Hi!” she said and you groaned. “Do you know my little sister?”

“Y/N and I go way back,” said Dean. Georgia slapped your arm and you whined. 

“You’re friends with him and you didn’t tell me!” she said.

“Oh well we haven’t seen each other in years,” said Dean. Georgia looked at you and you shook your head, her own nodding.

“He’s Italy Dean, isn’t he. Dean Winchester is freaking Italy Dean!” she said and Scott covered her mouth, shaking his head.

“Gia, let’s leave your sister to catch up with her friend in peace, hm?” he said.

“This is why I love you Scott,” you said as he dragged her away.

“I like her,” chuckled Dean. “How long you in town for?”

“A few days. Rehearsal dinner is tonight, wedding tomorrow, head home the next day.”

“Not much free time then,” he said.

“Yeah I-” you said before Georgia screamed. You turned around, your sister stomping around and shouting into a phone. 

“It’s tomorrow! They wait until the last minute to call and cancel the venue!” she said. Scott seemed miffed which was probably as angry as he ever got and your mom was already over trying to calm them both down.

“You can use the brewery,” said Dean quietly. He shrugged as you stared up at him. “We’ve been toying with reserving for private parties over on the far side of the property. Strand lights, farmhouse style wedding, yada yada.”

“Can it look like this?” you asked as you pulled out your phone. You showed him a picture of the venue and the style Georgia had wanted to go for. “I can call all the vendors. All we need here is tables, clean up, you get the drill.”

“What time is the wedding?” he asked.

“1. Reception starts at 4, was supposed to go to about midnight or so.”

“You’re the maid of honor I presume.”

“Can we make this work? I know she sounds insane but she’s actually really sweet most of the time.”

“I’m gonna need help setting this up. Might be an all nighter.”

“I like coffee,” you said. He nodded and you turned around. “Gia! Calm down! I got a solution for ya.”

“Hi,” said Dean as you pulled into the employee parking lot at around ten that night. “How’d the dinner go?”

“Fine. Gia’s stressed out so Scott and I got her drunk. I told her I had it handled,” you said. “I have dunkin and my sneakers and put me to work.”

“The guys are nearly done with the lights. I need you to help me with tables and stuff, where you want everything,” said Dean. 

“Alright,” you said. “Do you have a notebook I can borrow?”

“Pad of paper work?” he asked as you followed him into the back of the brewery. You hummed and he handed it over along with a pen. You cut through a side door and found yourself outside, staring at a whole bunch of lights in trees and along a privacy fence.

“Oh she’s gonna love this,” you said as you walked out there. You started to jot down where trees were and drew some tables on the paper, rearranging them a few times before you held it up to Dean. “Can you put the tables like this?”

“Definitely can do. I’ll handle the forklift, you tell me where you want the picnic tables,” he said.

Forty minutes later the tables were out back and you’d laid out some rubber mats to act as a dance floor with one of Dean’s employees. 

“So DJ is there…” you said to yourself as Dean whistled for you to come over to where he and a few guys were laying out the impromptu bar top. “What’s up?”

“We were just wondering how fancy is your sister? Like is it that fairytale farmhouse thing or she like it more rustic?”

“She’s the former. My future brother in law is the later. He’s the one from here,” you said. “I was just thinking we’d throw a table cloth over the top of whatever we use for a bar.”

“We still got that piece we didn’t use in the second room?” said a man.

“The too dark of stain one? Yeah, it’s in storage. I bet that’d work great,” said a different guy. They took off and you took a deep breath as you looked around.

“It’s getting there,” said Dean. “If you want to head back to your hotel I think we can handle the rest.”

“It’s not that late,” you said. “I can do the tables while you guys figure out the bar situation if that’s cool.”

“Alright. Let me know if you want any help, sweetheart,” he said. You crossed your arms and he mimicked you, tilting his head down. 

“Thank you for all of this. Georgia will love it.”

“I’m not doing it for Georgia,” he said with a soft smile. You bit your lip and turned your head, feeling Dean step closer. “If I asked you to stay a few more days, would you?”

“Dean-”

“Would you?”

“Yes.”

“Then stay. Let’s try this for real.”

“I thought you weren’t a commitment kind of guy. That’s what you said.”

“You said there were no strings attached and yet here we are eight years later and I am as smitten as the first time I saw you.” You looked up at him, Dean reminding you of just how easy it was to fall in love with him. 

And how hard it was to fall out of it after the two you went your separate ways. Twice.

“Dean it’s never worked before.”

“We never tried. Italy was the two of us having fun and falling way too hard and fast and it scared the shit out of us both. And your car...that couldn’t have been coincidence. We spent the night in that motel room being goofy and reconnecting and then you got so hard when we said goodbye.”

“It’s kinda hard to get over you.”

“Don’t get over me this time,” he said. “I never did with you.”

“I can’t be with a celebrity and do that stuff.”

“Oh yes, I live a very glamorous life,” he said as he looked around. “Should I get out the forklift again?”

“Dean you know what I mean. You were coming up eight years ago. Four you had fans. Now you got even more. I live in a one bedroom apartment and work on sales reports from my kitchen table.”

“If you work from home then staying down here a few more days shouldn’t be a problem,” he said.

“Dean you’re gonna break my fucking heart again and I don’t want to put it back together. Can we just leave it at friends?” 

“Okay.” He unfolded his arms and cupped your face with both hands, pulling you into a deep kiss. You grabbed onto his shirt and slid your hand up to his face, Dean slow to break it off. “I don’t want to wait another four years.”

“I’ll stay a few days and if I’m not convinced there’s something…” you said as Dean chuckled. “Oh shut up you hopeless romantic.”

You brought your lips to his, moving slowly, Dean’s hands wrapping around to your hip, the nape of your neck, kissing you as gently as he did the first time he had.

“Uh, boss,” said a voice. You stepped away from each other and he grunted. “We got some barrels we could use to rest the top on.”

“Yeah,” said Dean. “Sounds good. Right?”

“Very good,” you said with a nod. “Dean, you uh, mind helping me with the tables?”

“Not at all, sweetheart.”

The Next Evening

“Hey,” you said as you found Dean in a suit, no tie, top collar undone and helping serve some beer from the taproom.

“Hey. You want a glass?” he asked.

“Sure,” you said. He poured two and excused himself, heading back with you over towards the reception. “I really can’t thank you enough. My sister loves it even more than the original place.”

“It’s no problem. I’m glad I could help out,” he said. You stopped just outside the reception, Dean smiling as he sipped from his glass. 

“Would you dance with me?”

“Sure,” he said. He set his glass down and took yours, placing it with his own before he grabbed your hips and started to sway slowly. 

“I meant at the wedding,” you laughed.

“But we’re already dancing,” he smiled. He spun you around and hummed quietly. “You look gorgeous tonight.”

“Thank you. You clean up well, Winchester.”

“This old thing?” he chuckled. “It’s my lucky suit.”

“You wore it that night. I thought you were gonna blow me off.”

“Went out and bought it after that afternoon. You wore that pretty white summer dress with the ruffles.”

“Couldn’t exactly wear a white dress tonight,” you said.

“I’m sure you’ll wear one someday,” he said. “You got plans after the party?”

“Might see this guy if he’s available. Not sure yet.”

“Oh he is. He knows a late night diner not too far with big greasy burgers if she’s interested. Plus he’s got a cool car.”

“Let’s go,” you said as you brushed your lips over his.

“Is the wedding over?”

“It’s dying down. I don’t want to wait any longer.”

“Let’s go.” He held out his arm and you stuck yours through it, Dean escorting you out to his car. You felt cooler out in the open air and he shrugged off his suit jacket, slipping it over your shoulders. You stuck your arms through and he opened the door for you, smiling to himself. “Ladies first.”

“Dean?” you said before you sat down. You pecked a kiss to his lips and he inhaled sharply. “Maybe I can stay longer than a few days?”

“You could just stay forever,” he said.

“Maybe I will,” you said. He cupped your cheek and grinned, kissing you slowly. “Don’t go away again.”

“Never, sweetheart. Let’s see if we can get a start on forever finally.”

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