Hi bae. For the end of the year asks, I was curious about:
1, 13, 15, 21, 24, 30 😊
TYSM MY QUEEN <33333 putting this under a read more but these were soooo fun to answer!!!
#1: favorite fic you wrote this year:
since i got back into writing so recently (like a few months ago dhgkjdfhgjfh) i only have one Actual fic - my seungkwan one but im proud of how it turned out considering how long it sat unfinished in my gdrive!!! hehe it was a lot of fun to work on too
#13: favorite writing song/artist/album of this year:
i like this q a lot!! i tend to listen to romantic music or love songs when i write lol. specifically, the song stylish by loona is one i go to a lot. also, the entire every letter i sent you album by yerin baek :D ALSO cologne by beabadoobee gets a special mention
#15: something you learned this year:
this is personal-ish but this year i learned a lot more about how to enjoy life more, and romanticize life a little. which is really hard but it just takes a lot of effort and practice sometimes
#21: most memorable comment/review:
i love everyone who gives me feedback at all but literally today @softnyams told me they actually REREAD my stuff and i appreciate that so much!!! :sobs:
#24: favorite fic you read this year:
i read so so so many great ones this year (like, a ton) and this is kinda outta the blue since this blog is mostly about reader fics but down for your love by user pulses is an amazing txt soobin/tbz changmin fic that has been stuck in my brain since i read it!!! its genuinely written so beautifully and so many lines from it just. live in my brain
#30: favorite fandom to read fic from this year:
definitely txt and svt!!!!! both fandoms are so amazing and full of so many good fics and writers <3333
do i already stan them? yes | only for the music | attempting to | no
first time i heard of them: 2020
when i became a fan: ...2020 too a few months before she released tellusaboutyourself
favorite (and least favorite) title track: (are they even considered title tracks...) favorite: square and pisces. least fav: none
favorite (and least favorite) b-side: favorite: i'll be your family, 0310, bunny, bubbles&mushrooms, lovelovelove, loveless, the loved one. least fav: none 🤨
favorite (and least favorite) mv: favorite: bye bye my blue, hate you and pisces. least fav: none
favorite (and least favorite) album: favorite: every letter i sent you. least fav: 🤨🤨🤨
a concept i wished they’d try: i just want her to keep doing music she loves
what i like most about them: her voice:( and lyrics! her sound.. i like her personality too and how she is shy but seems to change her whole self when she is singing
Expressing feelings verbally isn't always easy, whether they're positive or otherwise. Some people might prefer to bury them, unaware that those feelings fester and create a void in the heart. The wounds may heal over time, but many fail to realize, or intentionally avoid acknowledging them.
There are many ways to express emotions, and writing is one of them. It allows you to delve into your emotions, process experiences, and find your voice. Join our writing club at Literatea, a minimalist café nestled in Bandung city. Here, you'll find a warm corner to explore your heart and connect with other storytellers.
OOC
Writtenforlove is a local closed agency focusing on a writing club themed around Baek Yerin's album "Every letter I sent you." This agency will run for 7 days starting from the verification day. Prospective members of the writing club are required to create original characters, including names and background stories.
While plotting is optional, writers must stay in character for their narratives to maintain authenticity. Let's focus on having fun and let out all the feelings that lurk in your hearts through a writing!
my goddd! the oh caroline song pierced through my heart💔 I would also like to say that lovelovelove by yerin baek is truly oc coded but the first part of it really feels like something they would say
omg anonie 🥲 i haven’t listened to every letter i sent you. in a while and hearing lovelovelove with oc in mind makes it more emotional for me hdskhdjdjf i love you so much for this 😭
If I ever have to leave, where would I go? Should I really have to leave? Where do you think I should be?
그와 다툰 뒤엔 난 시집을 꺼내 읽어
모자란 내 마음 채우려 늘 그래
그가 없어서 부족한 건데 그래
그와 다툰 뒤엔 난 물을 벌컥벌컥
허무한 내 안을 더 더 채우려
그가 가고서 속이 텅텅 ��었네
그의 눈이 나를 바라볼 땐
이렇게 사랑스럽기만 한데
그 눈이 잠시 날 피해 갈 때
난 낯설고 불안하기만 해
난 더 더 메말라가네
그의 입이 나를 표현할 때
좋아서 못 믿을 때가 있는데
같은 입이 날 괴롭힐 때
아무것도 난 할 수 없네
난 또 또 멍해져 만 있네
그와 헤어진 뒤엔 금방 잠들어야 해
그에게 붙여 놓은 내 맘 기다리지 않게
아무것도 생각하지 않고
내일이 올 수 있게
그의 눈이 나를 바라볼 땐
이렇게 사랑스럽기만 한데
그 눈이 잠시 날 피해갈 때
난 낯설고 불안하기만 해
난 더 더 메말라가네
그의 입이 나를 표현할 때
좋아서 못 믿을 때가 있는데
같은 입이 날 괴롭힐 때
아무것도 난 할 수 없네
난 또 또 멍해져 만 있네
English Lyrics:
After fighting with him, I open and read my book of poetry
To fill what’s missing in my heart; It has always been this way
It seems that without him, I’m not enough
After fighting with him, I gulp down water
To fill the emptiness in me, more and more
His leaving has left me completely hollow
When he lays eyes on me,
It can be so lovely, but
When his eyes avoid me for a while,
It feels unfamiliar and I get nervous
I start to dry up, more and more
When his lips express who I am,
There are times where it’s so nice I can’t believe it, but
When those same lips torture me
There’s nothing I can say
I just dissociate, more and more
After breaking up with him, I have to sleep soon after
So my heart that’s stuck on him is unable to wait
So that without thinking,
Tomorrow can come
When he lays eyes on me,
It can be so lovely, but
When his eyes avoid me for a while,
It feels unfamiliar and I get nervous
I start to dry up, more and more
When his lips express who I am,
There are times where it’s so nice I can’t believe it, but
When those same lips torture me
There’s nothing I can say
I just dissociate, more and more