#yenni's writing

[inkedinshadows]

I feel like writing an angsty fic with Azriel. And I mean angsty. I want it to hurt. I want to cry as I write.

[toss-a-coin-to-your-stan-account]

now me personally if yennefer were constantly writing ME letters and stabbing them into my door I’d go and kiss her but that’s just me i fucking guess

[loveyni]

upcoming. . . 📝

currently working on a multi-part fic where reader suffers from amnesia and taesan makes it his mission to make them remember him. if all goes well, a teaser will be released by the end of the next couple weeks!! ^^

[every1studio]

I realized why I always get this nostalgic feeling of love when I see Yunho and always write him as being the childhood friend who's always had a crush on you... he reminds me a lot of my first love. The right person.. but the wrong time (':

[readinshadows]

Hello! This is Yenni from @inkedinshadows (where you'll find everything I write). I decided to create this little side blog for reblogging and organizing the fics I read and love, so I can easily come back to them whenever I want to re-read them.

I will probably reblog fics from fandoms other than ACOTAR as well.

ACOTAR

Azriel – fluff ▪︎ angst ▪︎ smut ▪︎ hurt/comfort ▪︎ personal favorites

Cassian – fluff ▪︎ smut ▪︎ personal favorites

Rhysand – fluff ▪︎ smut ▪︎ personal favorites

Lucien – fluff ▪︎ smut

Eris – smut

Tamlin – angst ▪︎ smut

Bat Boys – fluff ▪︎ smut

Other characters: Tarquin ; Nesta ; Elain ; Helion

Non-reader: Nessian

Other favorites here (not Az, Cass, Rhys)

divider by @cafekitsune

[p-artsypants]

Blurb #65

I'm going to try to share 70 blurbs from my WIPs and unfinished fics to celebrate reaching 70 posted fics! To help with this endeavor, please feel free to send me a word or a fandom you know I write for, and I'll share the blurb. IDK if I'll get 70 prompts, but let's try it! Send as many as you want!

“But Daaaaaaaad-uh!” Stacy whined. “I don’t want to babysit Ice-Boy!” 

Hiccup decided that was a bad time to enter the living room. He halted, making eye-contact with John, before attempting to slink out. 

“Hiccup,” John beckoned him over. “Stacy’s going out bowling with some friends, I think this will be a great experience for you!” 

“Bowling?” Hiccup tilted his head. 

Stacy crossed her arms and sighed. “He doesn’t even know what it is…” 

“It’s a game,” John explained. “Very easy, I think you’ll like it!” 

Hiccup could see the sheer distaste on Stacy’s face and couldn’t help but think this would make her resent him. Especially if this became a ritual. 

“Maybe I shouldn’t…” he began. 

But John stayed firm. “You should. You need to have exposure to the modern world in a more chaotic setting. This place is loud, and has a lot of people. Just take your notebook, and if you get overwhelmed, just sit back and observe.” 

A bell rang within the house. 

“Ugh, that’s Jenny,” Stacy sighed. “Cmon Ice Boy, get your notebook.” 

“You’ll let me come?” 

“Begrudgingly, yeah,” she shrugged. “Meet us in the driveway.” 

“Yes! One second!” Hiccup hurried back to the garage to collect his sketchbook and then came around the house, where a white car sat waiting. 

Stacy opened the back seat, and climbed inside. “Come on, hurry up!” She called to him. 

Hiccup slid in and closed the door, like he had so many times now, and put the seatbelt on. 

“Who’s this?” An unfamiliar brunette woman asked from the driver’s seat. 

Another teenage girl, Stacy’s age, sat in the passenger’s. “Oh! Is this the Viking you were telling me about? The one your dad unfroze?” 

“That’s him. Dad wants him to come along and learn about bowling or whatever.” She turned to Hiccup and said, “Hiccup, this is my best friend, Jenny, and her mom Carol.” 

Ugh, another ‘J’ name. Hiccup could see these ladies didn’t have ear pieces like he and Stacy, so he’d have to use his fairly poor English to communicate, or rely on Stacy to translate, but he didn’t think that was fair to her. 

“H-hello Carol and Yenny, my name is Hiccup,” he stuttered out, surprising Stacy. 

The women in the front smiled at him broadly, amused by his accent. “Yenny?” 

“He has a hard time with ‘J’s.” 

“Makes sense,” said Carol. “What with the Scandinavian names like ‘Johan’ and ‘Jorgen.’”

“Thank you,” he added. “For…car?” He gestured around. 

“For the ride? You’re welcome.” She moved a stick on the vehicle and pulled away from the house.

[fangirleaconmigo]

ARE YOU EXCITED!!!!!!!!

Ahhhh Nonny I AM excited. I AM VIBRATING

I KNOW I KNOW

For book fans like me, there were some really disappointing elements last season. I was so excited to meet Eskel (lolsob) I was so excited for Yen and Ciri to meet and the magic lessons at the temple (lolsob). I hated her betrayal, I hated Vesemirs betrayal, I was so upset because I do get invested damnit and I did contemplate up and quitting the whole thing.

However, I cannot! I cannot quit this story, I love this cast, and what is more, the trailer looks really really cool.

The trailer has the theme of neutrality vs choosing a side, it has Geralt being devoted to protecting Ciri, it has THANNED it has some really exciting looking fights scenes and monster scenes and Ciri coming into herself. They also released extra scenes where Yen and Ciri and Geralt are bonding, which, dear god I hope are not a dream sequence or something like that, but Ciri is teaching Yen to ice skate!!!! That’s straight out of our fanfic fantasies for book fans who know how important ice skating is to Ciri’s story! I have a fic like that!!

I know that hope is dangerous but I’m afraid that I have it, I’ve caught the hopes 😂

I also know that a lot of people are complaining about the outfits and styling. Let me be honest I really do not notice that stuff much? I’m totally ignorant about style and fashion and such and I think Yen looks stunning because Anya Chalotra is such a stunning natural beauty, and omg her and Geralt at the ball together yesss and yes ok Joeys real life hair is a lot better than the one they have on the show but he’s still beautiful 🤷🏻‍♀️ bc that’s all that beautiful man can be, and I love the eyeliner and I can’t wait to see his face again.

Also Joey has basically confirmed that he has a male love interest this season, which is beyond my wildest dreams for this show. I would happily throw down with anyone about this being a bad idea for the story bc it’s a great idea actually. And hey speaking of queer story lines what if we get a scrap of Triss and Philippa??? What then??? I would throw a parade.

So yeah.

The writing is the writing and it’s never gonna be the prestige writing of my dreams (i would absolutely kill for fuckin premium top shelf Andor level writing for a witcher story, but I know that what I want is not what mass audiences want) and it will never be the books and I am sure there will be things I’ll nitpick b/c that’s me but the trailer looks awesome and the cast is terrific and I can’t wait to spend time with this cast and these characters and my body is ready.

I will be seated I will have my bells on. I will woop when I see Yenny boo and Gerri boi and my daughter Cirilla and Myanna as Tissaia again and Jaskier and Philippa etc etc etc and we may even see the love of my life Milva at the end.

If I come back bitching and complaining about it then I come back bitching and complaining about it but I’m gonna give it a chance. And I’m super excited based on the trailer.

[yenqa]

i saw user YENQA on my dash and suddenly 5 BILLION dollars fell into my lap (🚨real NOT clickbait 🚨) 😱😱😱‼️‼️‼️‼️

yennie wennie i missed you sm i hope ur doing well 🥹🥹🥹

HI VANYAA I MISSED UU MORE!! stop ilysm i am doing well thank u! ive been trying to write more recently so hopefully ill be fully back soon 🤗

[renytherat]

the 5sos song fics !! i'm curious which songs you picked (if you want to share) 👀

all of them 👀. i havent updated it since 5SOS5 came out but ive assigned all the songs to certain members. its gonna have its own masterlist if i ever get to actually writing them ☠

a few examples tho:

yennie: not in the same way (calm)

seungmin: heartbreak girl (5 Seconds of Summer)

felly: good girls (5 Seconds of Summer)

hanji: wildflower (calm)

hyune: valentine (youngblood-deluxe)

bin: catch fire (sounds good feels good-deluxe)

ilino: amnesia (5 Seconds of Summer)

chrissie: talk fast (youngblood-deluxe)

im trying to stay consistent and go with their full albums and not like singles or covers. but ive had this idea for like ever.

[inkedinshadows]

Remember when a few days ago, in my post about my Azriel headcanons, I said that my current obsession is him playing the piano?

Well... I really am obsessed with that idea. And I might have written a little fic about it. It was supposed to be a silly drabble but I got carried away and suddenly it was a short one-shot.

It's coming in a couple days because tomorrow I'm moving away for uni and I'm really excited yey!

[loveyni]

waaa +1,000 notes?!?! that's so insane to me T^T thank u all <33

jungwon is for ,,,

heeseung · jay · jake · sunghoon · sunoo · jungwon!! · ni-ki

a/n. to my fellow won lovers, i hope this speaks to u<3 won is proud of u!!

୨୧₊˚⊹ᡣ𐭩⋆ ──

jungwon is for those who over-decorate their belongings with stickers and keychains, because what is life without claiming what's yours.

jungwon is for those who love the stars and all that they represent.

jungwon is for those whose circumstances caused them to mature faster⏤even if they didn't want to. those who had to intellectualize others' actions as a means of self preservation.

jungwon is for those who have to seek comfort from external sources, especially so from the man himself (it will be okay, my love; you don't have to bear hurt this alone).

jungwon is for those who are often awake until the early AM hours, trying to make sense of why something made them feel the way it did to stop the ache in their chest.

jungwon is for those who collect various hobbies because being proficient at something tangible makes them worth recognizing (tell me about your latest one, how long will this one last?).

jungwon is for those whose favorite trope is found family, often assuming the role as the head of the family to facilitate a loving home⏤one they never got the chance to receive themselves.

jungwon is for those who have committed to loving others wholly because they don’t know how to love themselves just yet.

jungwon is for those who will be successful because they walk through life with so much talent and love to give.

── ୨୧₊˚⊹ᡣ𐭩⋆

[every1studio]

[TEASER SUMMARY]

Y/N is a high school prodigy who is also a game software engineer/programmer. Your goal is to finish the game and released by the time you graduate. The game is otome-styled and is based on students from your school. One day, while you were working on the game, you fell asleep and entered an isekai version of the game. You haven't worked on the ending, but the objective of the game is to graduate from school and to find a lover to complete a happily ever after ending. So that's what you have to do.. go through the game to get out of this world. So who's going to help you graduate this isekai school and become your lover?

[wonderneverlandsystem]

Introducing my Hellaverse sona, didn’t change my name as per usual just used my middle name for my alias- Also I'm aware how long this is. It's taken me forever to actually write it all and I've had it sitting in my drafts. I doubt any of you mf's r actually gonna read through it all- This is more so for me.

⚒️🇬🇷☢️Rudolph☢️🇺🇦💥

He/Him & It/Its | Trans masc | Gay & Arospec

Born: February 18, 1950 |Kalouta, Chios, Greece

Died: April 26, 1986 |Chornobyl, Kyiv Oblast, Ukraine

Age at time of death: 36 years old.

Cause of Death: Explosion to back and immense radiation poisoning.

Story

TW: Mild Descriptions Of Gore, Panic Attacks/Breakdowns, Depression, Alcohol and Drug (Anaesthetic) Abuse, and ig Animal Endangerment. (I'll put a ☢️ symbol around the triggering parts and for the extremely detailed/more graphic description closer to the end I'll also put a ⚠️ and a 🕚 symbol.)

Turned 18 in the year after the Greek Junta, and swiftly left Greece, obtaining fake documents with his new name and identity and went north to Ukraine to live with his great grandma, Baba Yennie, and start college. By the time he left college at 32, he had a doctorate in Engineering and a bachelor's in Biomedical Science as well as Nuclear Science, Baba Yennie had passed a year prior and he needed to move. So he moved to the fresh new town of Pripyat and got a job at the nuclear power plant. Due to being trans, he had to be very careful, making sure to undress and dress quickly while no one else was around, and never making friends. Other than that life in Pripyat was pretty nice, basically everything was provided. He considered going back to Greece a few times but once he finally decided on going... It didn't get the chance. He was headed out of the reactor room, going to the control room to tell the other workers to stop everything because he and it's coworker had made a mistake while injecting the tubes back into the reactor lid, then it exploded, the force of the blast knocking him through the doorway into the hall and knocking him unconscious.

☢️When he woke up he had been moved out of the hall, but only enough to be out of the way. They had left him for dead, and he wasn't surprised in the least, and by now everyone had cleared the area except for those going up to put out the fires on the roof. So he did what little he could, climbing his way up from the floor, it's arms, legs, and back covered in burns and it's skin red. He knew he wasn't making it out alive, even if he somehow made it to the outer gates of the property they wouldn't let him leave with how much radiation had hit him, honestly it was a miracle he was still alive at all. So he made it as far as he could outside to where its service dog was, and stayed with him as he died.☢️

When he woke up he wasn't where he expected to be. It's not like it was expecting to end up in Elysium, and after what happened, it didn't even think Asphodel would be an option. But Hell? That wasn't even on his list...

He was different though, a bit taller and his legs were sort of digitigrade and covered in black fur starting at the knee and ending in big paws, with bright yellow toe beans. His skin was now a soft blue and his wavy-curly hair was now a bright pinkish-red colour with two bright yellow strips in the front, and out from the pile of colour on his head stuck back were two tall antlers resembling in shape and texture that of the roe deer, but they acted more as branches, pretty blue flowers blooming on them. He also has a fluffy, curled, two-toned tail that looks like his old dog's tail mixed with a doe tail, he also has a red, upside-down, Pentagram (no circle, Pentacle is with a circle) on his forehead, between his eyebrows.

He was wearing his traditional clothes from when he was a teenager but with a few added details like gears alongside the olive branch leaves detailings sewn into the black yeleko and trefoil flowers and pale roses like the ones they planted in Pripyat alongside the Bears' Breach sewn into shoulders, neck, and wrist ruffles of his white blouse. He was also wearing a common fur coat from Ukraine and Russia except for the fact that it is neon yellow, all of it seemed so colourful and pretty compared to his boring dark red vraka pants. He was confused about it all but he wasn't scared until he caught a glimpse of himself in the reflection of a vending machine, the yellow scleras and electric blue iris' instead of his normal brown, and his smile. He had felt that his teeth weren't the same, now pointed and sharp, but what he hadn't felt was the pointed and dragged, almost cut-looking corners of his mouth; exaggerating his already expressionate face, and his now greenish-teal tongue has a large neon green radioactivity symbol on it to match the black one on his back between his shoulder blades.

Even when he was alive he'd feel guilty over bumping into someone, but he learned very quickly that he'd scarcely have a guilt-free moment; He tripped over a corpse of some kind and knocked into someone, who was surprisingly nice enough to catch it... ☢️But that kindness couldn't be returned, they immediately got sick and dizzy, their skin flushing red, and they dropped the bottle they were drinking from. Water. The moment it got near Rudolph there were explosions and loud booms, and he freaked. It could feel its antlers grow out and he saw small red petals fall from above him as bright orange wings stretched out of his back and wrapped around him protectively. He couldn't breathe, he couldn't think, he just heard the sirens and explosions in his head from before he died, and he ran and ran and ran until... He blacked out.☢️

-~—~–~—~-~—~-Decade Time Skip-~—~–~—~–~—~-

1996

He found himself doing well, in terms of being safe anyhow. He doesn't fight. He doesn't claim territory. He stays out of that. He owns one of the biggest construction companies in the entire Pride Ring, and is the biggest energy producer for the Pentacle (I'm not calling it the Pentagram when it is a Pentacle, it's got the circle). Despite how strong he is though, he has very few souls contracted to him, all but one of them are people who tried to fuck with it or its employees. The singular other is one of his only friends, Moxy; who upon meeting offered her soul up to him in return for safety and a home for them. He's always giving off low levels of Beta radiation, and although he has his powers under much better control, he still can't make direct contact with most people for a prolonged amount of time, and he can't make any physical contact with Moxxie due to her body being largely water. There are only three people he can stick close to, and make contact with, Zestial, Vox, and Alastor. But even the latter two are at risk if its blood were to touch them, and he can mess with their frequencies and make them glitch if he wants to, of course, he'd only do that if they piss him off (aka Vox-). He also wears a gas mask, covering only the lower half of his face to cover up his smile, it's black and neon yellow with gold spikes and an anarchy symbol painted on the front.

-~—~–~—~-~—~-Decade Time Skip-~—~–~—~–~—~-

2006

Exterminations have gotten worse, he's tried his best to protect his employees and friends but he's not always succeeded- Moxy lost their left leg and right hand, and Rudolph's wings have tears in them that have been stitched together, countless scars across its body, and, worst of all, ☢️an angel cut the corners of his mouth even wider by a good two inches on each side.☢️ He's upgraded his mask, taking on the Steampunk style for it as well as other accessories like his earrings, lip ring, bangles, and hand chains, but he also installed something into his mask so that whenever he puts it on he can press a button and it will spray a puff of mild anaesthesia. This is to help calm him down and keep him out of it when he gets overly emotional or overstimulated and goes into his Full Demon Form. He's cut off almost all ties with Vox now that he hangs out with Valentino, who frankly gives disgusting vibes, and he's stopped hanging out with most other Overlords and Sinners in general, but he has started going to the Overlord meetings now that the exterminations are proving to be more deadly. He's also made friends, or at least acquaintances with Nifty and Husk through Alastor, and Mimzy of course. Who... It does not like. In the slightest.

-~—~–~—~-~—~Eight Year Time Skip~—~–~—~–~—~-

2014

He left... They promised each other they would stay by each other's side.

And he left. He didn’t give an explanation or anything, he didn’t even say goodbye...

Rudolph throws himself into his work during the daytime, and spends every second of the night looking for any trace of Astor- The only times he manages to get sleep is when he passes out or if Moxy makes him with her siren-like abilities. Just a cycle of working to exhaustion, low periods of almost no work getting done except for what Moxxie sets in motion, and repeat. Husker stops by and what he sees is... Shocking to say the least. ☢️He's never known Rudolph to be a drunk, and Rudolph is extremely vocal about being against drugs, so when Moxxie shows him to its room and he sees empty bottles of Vodka and Mastika Liqueur on almost every surface, a few canisters of some kind of strong anaesthetic on the floor and about a dozen radios in various conditions of being destroyed, only one is in pristine condition on the highest shelf, he is, reasonably, upset and disappointed.

He and Mox clean up everything and when Rudy wakes up Husk tries to talk to him about it which works for about five minutes before Rudy just starts to break down hysterically. Husk doesn't come back, but he does keep up to date via Moxy and research on how its construction company is doing.☢️

-~—~–~—~-~–~Seven Year Time Skip~–~–~—~–~—~-

2021 - Leading up to start of the show/through ep. 2

☢️Rudolph was the furthest thing from together anymore. His hair is long and tangled, curling more now that he's not brushing through it all the time. And Moxy is running the company in just about every way, the only time anyone sees or hears about Rudolph is when some idiot tries to take over turf that's too close to the main office which he basically lives in now- If you can call it living. Moxy has had to basically force him to take care of himself when she gets the chance, even calling in favors of her own to help manage stuff. She also had some of the company help build the new 'Happy Hotel' for the Princess, cleaning Rudy up to talk with her and sign off on it since it was such a huge project. He actually showed interest for the first time in a long time, and he was happy to sign off on it, even offering to help if needed. Of course, Moxy knew that was probably a bad idea but the fact that it would be a (hopefully) positive commitment of some kind and would take time away from him basically killing himself slowly kept her from saying anything. (The number of times he's had to respawn due to alcohol poisoning and inhaling too much anesthetic or even just being "accidentally" careless while cooking is well past what could be counted on his two hands.)☢️

☢️He seemed to be doing ever so slightly better, he was at least showering and eating regularly again anyhow. He only really brushed and styled his hair if he was going to the hotel or, eventually now with Moxy to oversee some other projects. He even made small conversations with Charlie and her girlfriend when at the hotel, and once they brought in Angel near the finishing of the hotel he seemed to get a bit of energy back and was even making jokes (many of which were self-deprecating but regardless, they were jokes.) Once the hotel was done Charlie offered for him to go with them to the News Station to watch the debut and maybe even give input about the facilities and everything if necessary. Moxy turned down the offer for it though, knowing that despite its progress, he was definitely not fit to be near the public eye again yet. Instead, they both watched the broadcast from the office, of course when things started to go badly Rudolph got upset but he understood why so many people would not care for it. He also felt a bit of disappointment when he saw what Angel was doing, although he understood that all too well himself, and the more he thought the more dissociated he became and he started to think about his old friend again. What would he think of the hotel-? What would he think about what Rudy had done to itself-? What would he do if he found out just how much damage he caused-? And just like every other time he started asking those questions, started spiralling, his mind just echoed the same response. Why does it matter? He didn't care enough to keep his promise or say goodbye- Why would he care what's happened since he left?☢️

☢️It wasn't until a week later that he came out of his room. Moxy had been coming to his room with food and messages like before the hotel, and she finally got him to take a shower before going out and picking some groceries up. On her way back she saw people crowded around a bunch of tv's as the broadcast about the shortened extermination date went out. They rushed back to the office, sending out some messages to friends and other people working for the company to see how they were handling it as well as to reassure them that she would do everything she could to ensure their safety. The messages Rudolph would send out once upon a time, that for years now she has gotten used to sending out near the exterminations or any similar large events like them.☢️

☢️When they got back she went straight to Jace's room to tell it the news but there was something she missed. She hadn't seen what was on the tv's before the broadcast. Rudolph however, had just gotten out of his shower and past by a tv. He had seen it. And for the briefest of moments he managed a smile and a look of surprise at the sight of Vaggie, Angel, and then Husk and Nifty, dressed up and advertising the hotel. For the *briefest* of moments he thought to himself "I wonder how the fuck Charlie got Husk to work there-"... Then he saw the glitching in the corner, and the back of Alastor's head, unrecognisable to most- But Rudolph recognised him instantaneously. And it fucking *broke him*. It all came crashing down, harder than any of the past times. Harder than he thought possible. *Alastor was alive*. *He came back*. ... ... *And he didn't go to it*.☢️

⚠️☢️🕚Moxy came back to a catatonic Rudolph. The room was dark, the LED lights torn from the walls, and the only light coming through was from outside, he had torn the blackout curtains down and smashed them through windows; A warm breeze filled the room. Its mattress was torn and tattered, thrown across the room, and crashed through the closet doors, the clothes spilling off their hangers, down the mattress, and onto the wooden floor which was now covered in broken glass and various broken ornaments, as well as the occasional blood splatter. The highest shelf in his room was broken and the once pristine radio, his first-ever gift from Alastor, was smashed into the wall, almost as if it was embedded into it. Rudolph was slumped against a wall in the corner, his limbs sprawled out and covered in bruises and cuts. If it weren't for the remains of his wings it wouldn't even be possible to know that he was in Full Demon Form; His wings were shredded and the bones were broken in countless places, going every which way and his antlers were snapped off just high enough for them to peek out of his tangled, blood-stained hair. There were broken bottles of alcohol, new as well as old, and crushed canisters, Moxy even bumped into one with their shoe as she entered the room. But no response. Not so much as a flinch or blink from Rudolph. He barely looked awake, or even alive, his entire body leaning against the wall and his eyes half-closed. Before Moxy could say anything she stepped on his phone, cracked but somehow still working, damn Voxtech- The screen was lit up with a horribly glitchy picture someone had taken of their already glitchy tv from the advertisement before it got cut short. It took maybe a second before Moxy recognised what she was looking at and when they did all she could do was grab a blanket and go to wrap it around Rudolph, she'd wait there for him to die again, clean the place up as he gets brought back again, and then take care of him one final time.🕚☢️⚠️

Moxy went to the hotel after cleaning up and taking care of some of the business issues, and boy did she almost lose it when she saw/heard about the stupid bullshit between Alastor and Vox. The moment they showed up and Husk saw her he knew what was about to happen and didn't even fuckin hesitate to tell her the shortest route to Alastor's radio tower, he even considered going and watching with a bowl of popcorn but figured if he did he'd get torn apart- By which one of them? Who's to say? Nifty of course *did* go and watch though. Mox got up to the tower, and ignored the neon sign saying 'ON AIR' and the other notes and signs warning to stay out. They practically busted the door open with a blade of ice shooting from her hand and being held in place mere inches from Alastor's throat by one of the tentacles he summoned on reflex. She knows she can't kill him, or probably even hurt him, but she loves Rudolph too damn much to let this continue. And frankly, she's exhausted. Now that the bastard is back HE is gonna have to fix this. HE is gonna have to take care of Rudy. And HE is gonna have to suck it up and deal with so help her.

☢️(?)Eventually, Rudolph respawns and Moxy (and Angel who they made tag along since she can't carry it all the way to the hotel by herself.) find it on the streets, still catatonic but in fresh clothes and in pristine condition again, hair back to it's old, shorter length, eye bags not as horrendous, and antlers tall and sharp.☢️(?) By the time they make it to the hotel they split up; Angel is carrying it, asleep, on his back while Moxy goes to get Alastor back from the office, where she had sent him to go see the basement where everything had been "disposed of". No one says anything as Angel brings in the Overlord, Charlie and Husk, even Vaggie (who for the most part looks shocked and confused) look concerned, and Nifty just looks interested.

☢️After Alastor had to stare down a basement full of what looks like an atom-bombed city worth of destroyed shit and corpses from every time Rudolph went off the deep end because of his actions he returned to the hotel with Moxy. And for the first time, in front of everyone, he had Husk pour him a drink; he maintained a grin as usual, but the drink alone was enough for everyone outside of the circle (ie. Charlie, Angel, and Vaggie) to know that whatever happened is fuckin bad. Mox went up to the room Angel had dumped Rudolph in and woke him up. They explained everything she had found out. Alastor hadn't told her where he had gone or why he left. But she found out how he came to be at the hotel and she also told Rudy about the Vox situation. And lastly... They told it that she refuses to take care of him anymore. That she would still be there as a friend like always, but that someone else is gonna have to help him from now on cuz they just can't do it anymore. She also asked that he make her co-owner of the company so that she can basically do what she has been doing but easier and that he can keep his power while not having to make much or even any decisions involving the company while he figures shit out. And he agreed. He signed the papers she summoned and agreed tiredly.☢️

Once he was completely awake, present, and clear-headed- As much as possible given the circumstances anyhow- She said goodbye and kissed him on the cheek before leaving, they went downstairs and gave one last threat to Alastor before telling him to go up, then she left the hotel entirely to go take care of business.

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[To those of you who may have seen this pop up early/unfinished and briefly- No you didn't.]

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[To those of you who actually read through all of that- Holy shit why??? I mean- THANK YOU- BUT LIKE- WHY WOULD YOU PUT YOURSELF THROUGH THAT-?!?!

[amstories]

Newsletter #15: January 2024

Dear RNAs,

Is it too late for me to wish you a happy new year? 2023 has been a wild ride for (you and) me because a lot of things happened. Here’s a quick recap before we totally move on to the next year!

2023 RECAP

I don’t even know where to begin. All I know is that 2023 was a fruitful year for me as a creative. I was able to share with you six new stories of love, friendships, and life.

Last year, it was finally time for me to share some secrets with you through the story of Erica and Trey in Secrets We Can’t Keep. After finding out their big secret, we continued to solve some problems that Lara and Alvin we’re having in Problems We Can’t Solve. Later on, we joined Margaux and Cash in finding out whether they were able to reach their dreams in Dreams We Can’t Reach.

This was also the year wherein we slowed down and enjoyed the mundane things in life like commuting. We enjoyed the ride as we commuted to Project Fate with Tanya and Tep. We also learned the basics of commuting in Commuting for Dummies with Isaac and Clara. Lastly, we enjoyed every Crush Hour despite the heavy traffic with George and Bridgit.

Aside from these, I attempted to write a ficlet per week this 2023 but I wasn’t able to finish this challenge. However, it produced 24 ficlets. I’ve written additional two ficlets for Inkspired Inktober, which is another writing challenge that I haven’t finished.

My goal last year was to be consistent in my story updates, which I was able to accomplish since I have updated every Monday last 2023. It became a routine for me to post something new in Wattpad.

I was given the opportunity to be a part of Miss Yennie’s (halfbakedwriter) Writer Tell-All Space as a guest writer. It was a joy for me to share my thoughts and journey as a writer with my fellow creatives. At the same time, it’s a privilege for me to receive some wisdom they have acquired through the years of writing experience they had.

But 2023 does not stop there. This was also the year where new opportunities opened for me. I never imagined myself to be able to publish a book last year but KPub PH allowed that dream I once had when I was a child to come true in the form of Ardor, a collection of short stories about love. Unbelievable! I cannot believe I had my first book signing event last year. What a miracle it has been!

This 2023, our family has grown to 669 followers in Wattpad. And finally, here’s a quick recap to show the growth of my stories. Thank you to everyone who has read (and read again) and supported my stories in many ways. I don’t think I say this enough but know that I read every comment and message you send.

2024 WRITING GOALS

As I have promised since the beginning, I will continue to share stories to the world as long as I have stories to tell. This 2024, my desire is to continue to write stories that would bring life to those who would consume it. Content all over the Internet may not always be good, but as a creative, I want to put out content that would inspire you, make you think critically, educate you about things you may not know yet, or simply just make you feel things.

As a creative, I admit that I also have comfort zones. There may be themes that I simply am afraid to explore because I doubt my audience would enjoy such things. This year, I’m looking forward to stepping out of my comfort zones by exploring new themes to write, expanding my creative platforms outside of Wattpad, and making myself a little bit more vulnerable to my readers to show that I am a human as well.

Last year was all about consistency because I wanted to prove to myself (and maybe to my readers) that I could post regularly. I may have been successful in one way but I also had to learn the rhythm of creating and resting. If I hustled every single time, I’m afraid I would end up in a creative burnout and it’s the last thing that I want to happen to me. That’s why I’m hoping to find the right rhythm for me between creating and resting. I hope that you do the same. Rest is a precious gift. Please find time for it.

Lastly, I know that I wouldn’t be where I am right now without the readers who kept on supporting every little thing that I put out there online. I believe that there’s a human behind every user that I interact with. You, guys, have a story to tell too! And if you’ll let me, I want to know your stories as well. Aside from the group chat and channels I have in Telegram, I really want to have conversations with you.

WRITING PROJECTS

Before I end this newsletter, let me update you about my writing projects this year. Currently, I’m writing five works-in-progress: 1) License to Lab, 2) Ana & Tomi Part One, 3) Pitik Mata, 4) Bad for the Heart, and 5) NLEX: Ang Huling Biyahe.

License to Lab is the fifth installment of MedTech on Duty. It features a medical laboratory technician who has failed his board exams thrice and tries to take it once again. I’ve been writing this since 2022 and I’m working to finish this already because I want to share this story already. But yes, I’m taking my sweet, sweet time to write this one because I don’t really want to compromise the message that I want to tell for the sake of publishing it immediately. Instead, here’s a little quote that I’m offering for now:

“Is it even possible for hope to be transmitted by just staring into the eyes of the person who believes in you the most?”

Ana & Tomi Part One is the first installment of MedTech on Duty. It narrates the college misadventures of the titular characters—Ana and Tomi. I’m exploring themes of platonic soulmates and found family here, so this should be exciting! This story also allows me to reminisce about my undergraduate years in Medical Technology.

“But what if during the bad times, I don’t even have a single person I can run to? Can’t I really survive college alone?”

For my love of novelette trilogies, I started writing Pitik Mata, which is a three-part series that features a trio of friends who go on a venture of rediscovering their passion in photography. I will be pouring a lot of the things I love in this WIP, such as photography, creatives, and trio friendships.

“Ano kaya ang nakikita niya sa lente ng camera niya? Nakikita niya kaya kung paano ko siya tingnan?”

For those who loved You Make Me Sick, I’m sure this WIP will excite you. Bad for the Heart is written in the same universe as YMMS, focusing on the things that may be dangerous for the heart. We’re going to talk about the heart a lot here.

“It’s fascinating how the heart may be the strongest yet the most fragile organ of the body. From the moment you are formed in your mother’s womb up to your final breath, your heart beats so you would live. It never takes a break. For if it does, you will die.”

Lastly, we’re going on a road trip to NLEX: Ang Huling Biyahe with my new beloved quad! This focuses on four friends who love a good road trip away from the busy city but need to part ways at the end.

“And that was her little assurance. That despite every change and transition that is happening in their lives, they will always have NLEX. They will always come back to the place where it all began.”

That’s a total of five WIPs, but please understand that I won’t be able to publish immediately since I’m currently studying for my board exams. Writing stories will forever be precious in my heart but it is also a part of my dream to work in the laboratory. I may not be as active as before, but I will try to come back every now and then to check up on everyone. Until then, I’m going to write offline for a while. If you want to be updated about my progress, you may join my Telegram channel and check my WIP threads.

Here’s a question for you: Among my WIPs, which of these are you looking forward to reading?

Hanggang sa susunod na kwento.

nagkukwento, AM

[radiantgardenprince]

tiny little micro rant to get my feelings out

sometimes i wanna say 'hey when you talk about me to people call me vincent instead of vinnie?' because too many people are calling me vinnie now and they don't have permission to call me vinnie. i hated that i agreed to let people at work call me vinnie because it sounds too much like Yenny (older female manager) with everyone's accent and i think that's the only reason they're comfortable saying it. but of course she only wrote down Yenny because when she tried to write Jenny people didn't like that because that was the white managers name so I can kinda get what's going on with that.

but also i'm getting misgendered a LOT at work so this could be just me

[yostresswritinggirl]

the spring that comes with me is very unique, thank you! anyways, i have planned some silly headcanons but.... actually writing them.... my wrist hurts lately and it's 100% from the positioning while using the computer and my phone. well. a struggle.

but im happy cuz i have classes only on saturday this week <3 but what im not happy about is that i have indeed some exams on the first week of january and they all are oral exams...... i think the world wants me dead. good luck universe im not giving up!!!

i dont know what else to say. it took me a second to navigate pc tumblr and find where to send asks and i feel like a grandma. well. 😭

Yennie! I was wondering where the fuck you were since you sent the sunflowers hahahah pc does get confusing when it's all over the place in comparison to mobile yeah haha

Oh the woes of being in mortal flesh too weak to keep up with your running mind, how about writing it down or you know, maybe putting supports when using your computer or just take a break this week! Sounds like you've got a lot of days to chill, good!

Sheesh tho so many oral exams, I hope it goes well, you got this! Just prepare right and prepare well!