#yelling screaming WHYYYYYYYYY did it have to be such a sudden death!!!!!!!!
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I think the hardest part of it all is that this is just my fucking life now. For the rest of my life. It's so goddamn Permanent for something that I had barely over a day's warning for :/
#speculation nation#negative/#yelling screaming WHYYYYYYYYY did it have to be such a sudden death!!!!!!!!#2 months felt way too fucking short for my uncle. and i mean it Was#but at least it was SOME warning. there was barely anything with my dad#and i will forever resent the fact that i couldnt even see him conscious. couldnt talk with him at All. he was just Out.#last time i saw him was me packing my shit up from his house#last time i contacted him was to ask after the stupid car insurance for him teaching me driving.#if we didnt have those massive ice storms and cold snaps i mightve seen him more recently than that.#but wouldve couldve shouldve. i didnt get to say goodbye to my dad and the last thing i said to him was about fucking car insurance.#and this is just my truth. for the rest of my fucking life.#clumsy death indeed. god.
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