#yelena b.

[florencebirdsong]

I keep being genuinely surprised when I realise that Kate and Yelena aren’t canonically bffs, in a queer platonic relationship and/or girlfriends

[yelenabworld]

Avere la cattiva abitudine di inciampare e cadere nello stesso identico ricordo fa di me una romantica o un irrecuperabile idiota? 🤔

[canesenzafissadimora]

In un uomo amo l'erotismo, quello vero. La magia, il saper sfiorare, il saper entrare senza forza fisica, ma con tutta la potenza mentale di un desiderio. Non è la potenza con cui lo fai, ma è quello che scateni anche solo con un tocco lieve, un impercettibile movimento che dà un brivido piccolo, e dentro si espande e devasta tutto il resto. E ciò che devasta i pensieri, si appropria anche del corpo. E quando un uomo, senza forza bruta, riesce a fare questo, è decisamente un uomo.

[florencebirdsong]

Me @ Alexei

Stop giving fathers redemption arcs. That old man sucks and you know it

[leggerezza-dell-essere]

Deve pur esserci un’uscita,

è più che certo. Ma tu non la cerchi,

è lei che ti cerca,

è lei fin dall’inizio

che ti insegue,

e il labirinto

altro non è

se non la tua, finché è possibile,

la tua, finché è tua, - fuga, fuga.

Wisława Szymborska, Due punti

______Karen Elson photographed by Yelena Yemchuk for Lula Magazine N°9, Fall/Winter 2009.

[overtlyonyx]

i love women lowkey

[abbatoirablaze]

Surrogate Luna, Chapter 26

Word Count:  1.9k

Warnings:  mentions of death/murder/corpses, mentions of blood, a/b/o dynamics, using someone as a diversion, manipulation.

“You’ll never forgive yourself if you don’t do it, James…”

He sighed as he looked over at her, knowing that she was right.  Between them, in the large bed, were the children, snuggled up and safe.  They’d come into their bedroom a few hours previously, complaining that they had bad dreams, and Bucky was the first to funnel the children to their bed so that the pups could snuggle in safety between their parents.

“I know,” he admitted softly, admiring the little nuances of Stevie and Saradia that reminded him of the couple’s missing piece, “but I worry about what happens after we save him, Cinna.”

She leaned up on her elbow, “what do you mean?”

“Our dynamics,” he shrugged, “our dynamics with Steve.  The pups…our pup.  Will Steve even accept us?  He’s spent a lot of time pushing us away, omega.  You’ve only seen a small bit of what he can do when he feels cornered by anyone.  I’ve seen the full picture before.  It’s not pretty.”

Cinna sighed, reaching out to take Bucky’s hand in her own.  Slowly, she placed it over her heart, “Do you feel that, James?”

“Your heart?”

She nodded, “yes.”

He nodded in response, “of course I feel it, omega…Even without my hand over it, I feel the echo within my bones.  Just like I’ll always remember the same echo that comes from Steve’s heart even though we haven’t completed our ceremony.”

“Replace that echo with the amount of love and trust that I have for both you and Steve, regardless of what’s happened in the past” she offered, “I know that you are afraid.  I’m afraid too.  But I also know that Steve must be as well.  When he saw us at the summit, it was obvious that he didn’t expect it.  I don’t think he ever thought that we would find each other.  And to see us both there…without him…”

“Why did he stay if he realized how incomplete he was without us?”

“Sharon still has her mark on him,” she sighed, biting her lip, “yes, we could have removed it chemically, but he has grown dependent on her.  You know how they say that an alpha becomes weaker if they chose the wrong mate?  Well that happened in his case with her.  She’s siphoning off his power and strength.  But, I would never ask Steve to go through the pain that I went through when Sharon and her mutts forced me to get Steve’s mark removed.”

“Omeg-“

“James,” she whispered softly, looking lovingly at her mate, “do not fault Steve because of his personality…you never doubt yourself.  You’re strong…and confident.  But Steve…he’s only ever dealt with insecurity and weakness.  He was a sickly pup.  His father manipulated him into staying away from you.  Filled his head with notions of responsibility that he never believed in.  Our mate is lost…and it is our duty to find him…bring him home…and love him for everything that he is, and everything that he is not.”

“You’re right omega,” he replied after a moment to pause and think on it, “if Sharon’s planning on taking him down before his next rut is over we don’t have long…”

“Take Yelena, Natasha, and Clint!” she ordered softly, “we don’t need to alert her allies that you are paying her a visit.  I trust them to be stealthy in recovering our missing piece.”

“I love you, omega…”

“Yeah yeah,” she giggled softly as she laid on her side, her hand grazing over her baby bump, “be smart…and bring back our mate so that we can finally be complete.  And James?”

“Hmm…”

“I love you…”  

“It’s too quiet…”

Bucky’s eyes snapped to that of Natasha’s and then to Clints. 

They had managed to make the drop onto the outside borders of the Rogers pack without alerting anyone, and had managed to make it all the way up to the packhouse without seeing any patrols.

“Are they really this stupid?” Yelena growled as she turned towards her sister, “are they so sure of themselves that no one would come for them?”

“Focus, kid!” Nat growled at her younger sibling, “you never know what is a trap or not until you’re right in the thick of it!”

“Both of you!” Clint hissed, looking between the sisters, “we’re supposed to be quiet.”

“Doesn’t feel like there’s much of a point,” Bucky frowned as he continued to look for any sign that the packhouse was inhabited.  But just as he was about to come out of the shadows two younger men came around the corner, talking about how they didn’t want to be on watch.  Bucky pulled Yelena back to himself, while Clint pulled Natasha into the shadows he waited in.  When it was clear, they looked to Bucky, “first two we’ve run into, and we’ve been on the Rogers pack land for hours…”

“Something’s off!” Clint agreed, catching the curious tone of his alpha, “want me to raise the alarm?  Draw out the guns?”

“Take Natasha,” he nodded, “go around to the Northeast corner, but stay in the shadows.  Don’t let them see you.  Pull them to the woods and me and Yelena will go for Steve.”

“You really okay going into a packhouse without much backup?”

“What?” Yelena asked her sister, “you don’t think that me and Alpha Barnes can handle it?”

The two sisters shared a look before Bucky urged them forward.  He gave Yelena a disappointed look.

“What?”

“If you keep acting like a child, I’ll remove you from future endeavors, Yelena…”

“It’s just some friendly banter.”

“And we’re on task,” he grunted, leaving her behind when he heard the whistles going off just north of them a few minutes later.  He found himself at the edge of the tree line as he watched for additional lights and voices, but was surprised when only a few more people funneled from the packhouse and after Nat and Clint, “odd…”

“They must be locked in tight,” Yelena commented, “Sharon might be preparing to kill your mate, alpha.”

“There would be more lights!” he frowned, “some acknowledgement that wolves were there!  It looks almost abandoned.”

“You think something is wrong?” she asked, “a trap?”

“Only one way to find out!”

And before she could question him once more, he was stealthily making his way to the house, looking out for any wolves.

But they encountered none. 

Not even a single one when they slipped into the back door, which was unlocked.

Nor when they made their way up the stairs and Bucky started following the overwhelming smell of Steve’s rut-induced scent.

It made his hindbrain scream for his mate, a hunger rising up within his own primal nature. 

“Alpha!”

Bucky snapped out of his thoughts, looking towards Yelena, “what?”

“I’ve been calling after you, chasing you for minutes!” she hissed, “where are you going?”

Bucky looked around.

He was not on the main floor of the packhouse.

Instead, he’d managed to make his way through the house, and in front of a heavy door, “I-I think that Steve might be here, Yel…”

“Oh, I know that he’s here,” she sneered, her nose twitching as she could smell the pungency in his scent, “he’s ripe…and still alive at that.  But it doesn’t smell like a normal alpha that’s gone into a rut, Bucky…there’s something…different.”

Bucky went for the door once more, and Yelena pulled him back. 

He growled at her, “what are you doing?”

“It might be a trap!” she said quickly, “you have to let me go first, alpha!”

“Steve is on the other side of that-“

“And Sharon might be too!” she reminded him, “it is the job of Nat, Clint, and myself to protect you under any and all circumstances.  Let me do that, alpha!  We don’t know that it’s not a trap, and Steve smells so strong…I-I can’t promise that she’s not on the other side of that door with him, waiting for us.  Can you?”

“But Stev-“

“Is alive!” she pointed out, “now please.  Alpha…I promised your mate that you would be brought home with Steve…both of you in one piece.  And I’d like to keep that promise.”

Bucky gave her a firm frown, but moved out of the way, allowing her to take hold of the handle. 

“Yel…”

“Yes alpha?”

“I’m sorry about earlier,” he frowned, “calling you a kid.  You know how to make the right calls even when I’m emotionally clouded.”

“I am a kid, Bucky…it’s good to call me out on it every once in a while!” she smiled, before pushing the door open. 

Bucky felt like he was holding his breath as Yelena disappeared into the room.  When she opened the door a second later, he felt his heart sinking. 

Steve had pushed himself into the far corner with his back to them.  He was curled up and facing the wall.  From his neck was a heavy looking collar with an even heavier chain that had him bolted to the hardwood floor. 

Around the anchor point Bucky saw claw marks that looked so deep that there were parts of his claws embedded in the flooring. 

Blood littered the room. 

But he wasn’t sure just who all of it belonged to. 

Sure, some of it had to be Steve’s, but there was no way that it all belonged to him.  And in the corner just on the edge of the bed, Bucky could see corpses, or at least, the parts of them that Steve didn’t eat.

“Oh my god!” Yelena gasped, finally processing the entire scene, “she’s let him go feral…”

Steve’s eyes snapped in their direction as he looked over his shoulder. 

Bucky felt his breath catch in his throat as his mate’s eyes were black with thick amber rings, “Steve.”

He snarled, charging towards them, but was immediately pulled back by the chain when he’d reached the end of its length. 

Bucky felt his eyes watering as he took a few steps forward.  Yelena went to grab her alpha’s arm, but Bucky kept her at bay. Steve snarled, his eyes going to where Yelena was reaching out to.

“Yel…Steve’s feral…he-he knows that we’re mates…if you reach out to me, it’s only going to agitate him.  I need you to go and find Clint and Nat…take care of Sharon’s people and find the key for his chains…”

“Where is-“

“YELENA GO!” he commanded, “he won’t hurt me…but he will try to hurt you…and he’ll hurt himself if you get between us by trying to get to us.”

Steve watched through dark eyes as the younger she-wolf evacuated the room, no doubt to follow the commands of her alpha. 

“Steve…” Bucky whimpered after a second, “Steve…I know you’re in there…”

Steve’s lip twitched as he looked at the other alpha.  Bucky went to step towards him, and Steve growled once more. 

“PUNK!”

The word seemed to affect him. 

The confusion laced his features as he looked at Bucky.  And for a swift moment, it looked like he was battling himself internally before his eyes cleared ever so slightly.

“Buck…”

His voice was raspy, “B-Bucky…what ar-“

“Don’t talk,” he begged, “you need to save your energy.  You’re feral, Steve…Sharon must have-“

“Sharon-“ he croaked, cutting his mate off.  His eyes snapped to the door behind himself, and he reached to the chains, attempting to pull himself away from the anchor point, “Buck…they-this was a trap.  They’re going after her…she’s going after Cinna…and the pups.  Sh-“

Bucky felt his heart plummet into the pit of his stomach, “what?”

“Buck…we have to get back!” he begged, eyes wild, “Sharon knew that you would come for me…she’s going to kill Cinna and the pups!  Everyone but a select few left with her…they’re going to your pack lands right now.  It’s a trap.”

Chapter 27

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[th4saapobangpo]

th4saapobangpo

MINORS DNI!!!, request's in inbox : 2, I'm 19 years old !!

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-Please acknowledge that all of the above are female, no i won't make an exeption and write a story where one of these is a male !!

What I WON'T write :(

[kaziee2]

Not yet but soon

Summary: Reader a soft omega with a ready to kill alpha

Warning: Cursing, like really small violence, smug men

Pairs: [Alpha Yelena x Omega reader]

[Words: 2.4k] [A/n: not totally proofread, been in my drafts for like months, first ever writing a/b/o hopefully you guys enjoy]

“Yelena you have to let go of me,”

“No,”

“Whyyyyy,”

“Because I said so, I’m the Alpha..hmp,” Yelana complained with pouty lips, holding onto you tighter. 

You mentally groaned at her, after a minute of trying to wriggle yourself out of Yelena’s arms, you gave up and wrapped your arms around her, hearing a contented sigh from her. You look down Admiring her sleeping face, you never understood what made everyone so afraid of her. She is such a sweetheart. You both stayed in the same position until you fell asleep on top of her, cuddling to one another. 

It was late into the afternoon when you both started to wake up, neither of you wanted to leave the bed, but you knew you missed the morning report and most probably will expect a disappointed Fury, you wince at imagining his disapproval look staring at you. 

You looked to see your mate’s sleeping face, you savor the peace of the moment you and Yelena were in. These were just one of the rare times you both could relax without the thought of the world ending at every opportunity it gets.

But every peaceful moment doesn't last when suddenly you jumped out of bed surprised, when your door room burst open with a very angry looking Natasha. Her angry pheromones radiate around the room and you suddenly feel sick to your stomach. 

Yelena finally stirring awake when you suddenly jumped out of her arms, she instantly feels another Alphas presence (which she feels is familiar). She turned her head to face the door, ready to practically fuck up the person who dare ruin both her and your moment together but most especially for scaring you. 

Once Yelena sees Natasha at the door, she stands up and rushes to push her and her sister out of the room, trying to rid of the angry pheromones in the room. 

Once both were outside, you stared down the door feeling more calmer than you were seconds ago, the pheromones of an angry alpha still lingered in the air but soon it started to dissipate. You sat at the edge of the bed, hugging the blanket which Yelena uses often, her scent was strong on it. You can hear the bickering from the other side of the door, but you didn’t really delve yourself to know the reason for the outburst of the redhead alpha. You just laid down and waited for Yelena to return and fill you in.

“What the fuck is wrong with you?!” Yelena whispered with a harsh voice to her sister, “You were scaring (Y/N)! What is so important that you couldn’t have just knocked like any regular normal person would do?” she raises one brow while crossing her arms. 

“Well if you didn’t make me wait for you for fucking two hours in the training room, then MAYBE I wouldn’t be so mad,” Natasha with the same harsh voice, she points to her sister. 

“Pshh, I don’t need training, it's one damn day! I’m practically better than everyone here in physical combat, I’m at par with you сестра (sister),” Yelena huffs, “If anybody needs training, train the damn newbies. They have no combat training, go bother them.” Yelena was mad, she didn’t need this daily training all the time, her fighting skills are perfect.

“Yelena, you know damn well, we need to keep on training to better ourselves and for your information, those kids can technically still beat you up,” Natasha points out, “With powers maybe,” she hears Yelena mutter. 

Natasha thinks for a moment before having an idea that will surely get Yelena to train, “Why don’t you bring (Y/N) to train with us, they could just sit and watch us train,” she offers, “And why should I let my precious omega be bored to death with watching us?” 

“Why would they get bored, you’re there to entertain them. Flex your muscles, show your omega how strong you are,” Natasha says with a cogent voice. 

Yelena doesn’t seem so convinced but does think about it, you watching her, and her very broad muscles, you’ll practically drool over it! 

With one last attempt to get her sister to train with her, she gives her a deal she know Yelena would never refuse, “If you train with me now, I’ll let you beat me couple of times, to show off,” and with that Yelena agrees, “Not like I need that to beat anyway,” a smug smile on her face.

Natasha pats herself on the back on being able to convince Yelena to train with her. Technically it wasn’t so important and she could’ve just let Yelena miss a day at best, but nobody else was available or capable to match her hand to hand combat. Steve may be strong but his combat skills could truly need some work, she internally sighs at that. 

They both start to prepare themselves with Yelena going back inside the room with a smile on her face, excited to bring you to training with her (even with you just watching). Natasha, on the other hand, goes to the training room to set up a spot for them, since most likely there would be agents scheduled to train today.

The moment you saw Yelena walk back in, you knew something was up. She had this smug smile on, and her scent smelled of pride, now you're wondering what she's planning. 

“Detka (baby), change of plans! We’re going to train with my bitch of a sister,” Yelena announced while changing into her gym wear. 

“Don’t you mean you’re going to train with your sister, as you know. I am not an agent or an Avenger, I’m an assistant and you know how Maria feels about me joining your training sessions,” you remind her, Maria has always been so protective of you since you were the only omega female that has been hired into S.H.I.E.L.D.    

Yelena looks at you perplexed to why she would have to worry about Maria at all, “Oh detka (baby), you misunderstand me, I will be training with my sister, you will be there to accompany and cheer for me as I beat my sister,” you roll your eyes at that. 

“I guess it's fine. At least I’ll have a good view of something while waiting for you,” you purr your words while walking up behind Yelena and wrapping your arms around her midsection, putting your head to her shoulder, “None of that milaya(darling), do not start something you can not finish,” her voice held want but she held back. 

“We should go before my sister comes barging in again,” Yelena removes herself from your hold and holds your hand in her own dragging you with her as she leads both of you out of the room.

Upon entering the gym, you immediately recoil due to the smell of every alpha scent that hits you. It's not strong enough to make you want to puke but it does slightly make you dizzy. Yelena squeezes your hand to bring a sense of comfort when she notices you recoil when entering. You love her so much for that, she always knew when something felt wrong for you and would always try to help you feel better, marked or not.

Your loving gaze on her was quickly cut short when Natasha approached you both from the other end of the gym, “Yelena glad you could make it,” she said with sarcasm,”(y/n), it’s always nice to see you, glad you could come too, makes it easier for this one to comply simple orders,” she points at Yelena with a pointed look, “Well as you know Nat, if Maria finds out I’m here you're done for,” you smirk at her, “And you will most probably be sleeping on the couch for the month,” 

Natasha's eyes widen after some realization and now she looks absolutely scared, “Oh please don’t tell Maria about this,” she practically begs. 

“The black widow begging now, never thought I'll see the day,” you and Yelema both laugh at her, barely being able to hold it in. 

Natasha looks mad but keeps a calm and stoic face, “Let’s just start our training, come on Yelena. I set up a bench near out training spot, you can sit there (y/n),” 

When everyone was settled, Yelena walked over to you and kissed you on the cheek, “Watch me beat my sister,” she puffs her chest in pride, ready to show her mate how strong she is. You just roll your eyes at that. 

Few minutes goes by, and you’ve kept score on who won each time. You were about to score another win for Natasha when someone blocked your view, looking up you see a man standing in front of you, just by inhaling his scent due to him pumping it out to show himself off to you, he was an alpha. “Uhm…excuse me you’re blocking my view, can you please move,” your voice came out low, you were never good at asserting yourself. 

“What’s a sweet omega like you doing in a training room, hm?” he ignores your request and continues to flaunt at you. Showing his broad muscles, that just makes you want to gag, but you’re just too polite to do it. You give him a nervous smile, starting to get really uncomfortable with how close he’s trying to get to you, but you just keep on moving away until you reached the end of the bench you were sitting on. 

“Come on, don’t you want a strong alpha like me to take care of you,” he grins at you, “An omega like you need an alpha like me,” he gets closer to you prompting to wrap an around your shoulders, but before he could even get close he was quickly punched in the face, him staggering a bit to the left due to the force of the punch. 

“DON'T YOU KNOW WHAT A MATED OMEGA LOOKS LIKE! Ty sukin syn (You son of a bitch)!” Yelena yells at the male alpha, she was angry, angry like you have never seen, her chest was heaving and her eyes had dark intentions. 

You immediately snap out of your shock and stand between her and the alpha that was currently cowering in pain and fear. “Move out of the way omega, let me deal with this!” she yells at you, her pheromones overcome you, trying to make you submit but you stand firm. You felt if you let Yelena move towards him, there will be blood. 

Yelena growls in frustration that HER omega was protecting a piece of trash, she moved towards you but suddenly was held back, and she knew who the culprit was, her own fucking sister, “LET GO! LET ME AT HIM! I'LL SHOW HIM NOBODY TOUCHES MY OMEGA!” Natasha’s hold on her is strong, “YELENA! Calm down, just let him go, he learned his lesson,” but Yelena still tried to wiggle her way out of her sister's hold. 

From this point on, you couldn’t handle the stressful situation more so after defying Yelena’s orders is taking a toll on you. You immediately helped the male alpha recover and ordered him to get out, you hoped with him gone it would help relieve some tension in your alpha. But when it didn’t and you saw Natasha starting to struggle holding down an enraged Yelena, you took a more direct approach. 

Walking up to Yelena, she looked at you with anger and possessive eyes, you cupped her cheeks and kissed in the lips. The longer the kiss went on, you felt her body slump in ease, Natasha deeming it safe to let go, she did, and when she did that, Yelena quickly held onto you, Natasha took that as her que to leave both of you alone. 

Both of you only parted ways when needing to breathe became a necessity. Yelena looked at you softly, any residing anger in her had died down, she could never be mad at you, never at you. She loves you too much to let anything happen to you, and when that alpha started to approach you and started making you uncomfortable, she couldn’t handle it anymore and just marched her way to separate him from you, punching him just came to instinct. 

“I’m sorry moya lyubov’ (my love), I couldn’t bare the look at that svin'ya (pig) being near you and when he tried to touch, I lost it…oh I know you hate violence, bu-” you stopped her apologizing, knowing it wasn’t really her fault.

“I know love, I don’t blame you, it was probably my fault too anyway, I should have said something instead of just sitting there,” you kiss her on the cheek in gratitude, “Well he should’ve known better,” Yelena puffed her chess, and started to nuzzle her face in your neck, just right where her mark should be. 

You love when she does this, it always brings comfort to you. “I guess we made everyone leave,” you giggled softly when looking around the gym over Yelena’s shoulder. 

Yelena didn’t really care if there were other people around she just wanted to hold onto you and never let go. You quickly noticed how different she was acting when her hold on you got tighter, “Hey are you ok, what’s wrong?” you ask her softly. 

Yelena didn’t know when she started to feel this way, so vulnerable…she hates it and loves it all at the same time, she’s scared that the more she falls in love with you and you suddenly think she isn't a good enough alpha for you, it might just break her. She doesn’t want to lose you. 

“Yelena,” you gently called her and she looked at you, “Whatever you're thinking, it will never happen. I know you're new to this whole love thing and I know you get scared sometimes being soft, but I promise you, that I will always be there for you and we can explore the new things together,” you smile at her, and kiss her on the lips, but Yelena knew this kiss was different from the rest, it was filled with passion and love, and she loves the feeling of it. 

“I love you, my alpha,” 

“I love you too, my omega”

[aceinthefreakinspace]

Pride Month Aspec Headcanons Day 5

Yelena Belova - Marvel - Aroace

I've heard she's aroace in the comics? Queen. Hopefully it'll actually translate over into the MCU, but given the MCU's treatment of a lot of their characters over the years, I just hope they don't make too much of a mess with whatever they do

A favorite moment: when Natasha asks her what she wants to do with her future (settling down, etc) and she says she wants a dog

Also I love the concept of there being an aroace Widow. She also reminds me a lot of my own little sister, who is ace. Iconic, really

[sgm616]

Yelena’s Baby

[Not my photo]

Yelena x female reader (platonic)

*Teen pregnancy*

A/n -> I have a learning disability so if my stories don't make sense or the spelling is wrong that is why.

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Sara was torturing/teaching Natalia. Just as Sara is about to show Natalia a new method of torture, the door to the room opens. A woman standing outside with her arms crossed.

"Your uncle wishes to see you"

Sara dropped what she was doing. Bowing her head before speaking to the woman. "Yes, Madam B." She unties Natalia. "You are dismissed now, we will continue this another time." With that, she follows her mentor.

Dreykov's Office

Sara walks up to her uncle's office. On Dreykov's camera, he sees her and unlocks his door. "Come in" she walks in. "Madam B said you wish to speak to me?"

"Yes, come have a seat, my dear niece." She sits down. He pauses for a shot and slides it towards her. "Drink." He throws a folder on her lap. "It appears one of my widows has been impregnated by one of my guards."

"So you want me to torture and kill both of them?" A slap echoed throughout the office. "If you let me finish what I was going to say you would know." He mutters "Stupid girl."

Sara bowing head and placing her hand on her heart. "Forgive me, uncle."

"As I was saying one of my widows is with child. Your mission is to stay with her watch her make sure she's taken care of. Read her file it will have all the information on her." She picks up the file her uncle tossed on the table. She starts reading it out loud

"Yelena Belova. Age 16. Date of birth redacted. Mother unknown. Father unknown- this doesn't give me anything important about her except her age and name!"

"Does it look like I care? You're one of my best spies! figure it out yourself." He takes another shot of vodka and then wakes his hand. "You're dismissed."

With that, she leaves her uncle's office.

As she was heading to her chambers she saw Madam B walking past her. The older woman stops in her tracks. "What do you want my niece?" She spoke softly. Both widows were facing the directions they were going but stood next to each other. "I need information about a girl named Yelena Belova."

"Your uncle told me not to give you any personal information about the girl but I can tell you this...go to mission files and go to the year 1992 there you can find more about this girl."

After a few minutes of searching for the files, she was able to find what she was looking for. Once she was done reading her next journey was to find the woman who raised her for 3 years. Milena Vostokoff.

Sara's and Yelena's Chambers

Sara was patiently waiting for Yelena. The door opens it God drags her Yelena shoves it so to the floor. Sara immediately runs over to the young girl helping her up.

Anger was running through her. She wanted to yell at the soldier but remained calm. To calm. "What is your name soldier?" He doesn't respond. "Fine if you don't tell me, I'll just tell my uncle, your master, that you mistreated our guest. And I know he gave you strict orders to bring her here unharmed. Oh look here, she has scrapes on her hands and knees. Judging by how would you push her she's going to have some swelling and nasty bruises on her knees. Now tell me boy, who would you want to get punished? Me or my uncle?"

The soldier knew he would be killed by Dreykov in the worst way possible if Sara told on him. He rather have Dreykov's niece give him the consequences hoping just maybe that she can spare him from a painful death.

"Boris ma'am my name is Boris."

"Well, Boris today is your lucky day I won't tell my uncle of what you did nor will I torture you are dismissed."

"Yes ma'am thank you ma'am" As he is leaving the room a gunshot is heard as well as a dead body falling to the ground

Sara noticed Yelena was looking a bit pale. The smell of blood must have triggered her morning sickness. "Sorry about that I'll have someone clean this up." She leads Yelena into a different room in hopes she feels better.

They sit across from each other. For the past two hours, they were sitting in silence. Sara breaks the awareness."So how far along are you?'

"Ah... about 12 weeks. I think." Sara nods unsure of what to say. That's when she thought of something. "Have you seen the doctors yet?"

"No-why am I here? And who are you? Why are you so concerned about me and this thing that's growing inside of me?" Not realizing how harsh she was towards Sara. Sara knew Yelena would never have snapped at one of her speakers. It must be the hormones. She read some articles about the early stages of pregnancy.

"My name is Sara. You might have heard about Dreykov's niece from the older girls. Thats me. To be honest, I'm not his neise. But that story is for another day. My mission here is to take care of you and to make sure that the fetus inside of you is strong and healthy. Dreykov's orders. You're lucky, usually my uncle has me execute them."

HOURS LATER...

"Diner is ready."

They walk towards the table. on the table is a full set of different foods. Sara noticed Yelena's confusion about what was on the table. "What is it? Is there something wrong with the food?

Does any of the food I made for you make you nauseous?"

"Huh? no-its just..."

Sara understood what Yelena was getting at. "Not the usual food we eat."

"Yeah. Why?"

Sara eats a small portion of her food before speaking. "Well, General Dreykov has ordered me to make you real fresh food. food that is pregnancy safe of course. You my dear need the right nutrients for that fetus to grow health." She points to Yelena's stomach. "Plus a spider told me you love Mac&cheese."

First Appointment

*KNOCK* *KNOCK* *KNOCK*

Sara knew who was behind the door. she tells Yelena to turn around and put her hands on the wall. Sara does the same thing. she yells to the other person to come in.

"I'll set up by the couches. Once I'm done you may leave your current positions." Said the doctor.

A few minutes later...

"Name."

Sara thought that this was unnecessary. The doctor should have known the whole story about this girl. "Is this necessary?" The doctor ignores Sara. "Name." She asked in an agitating tone.

Sara could tell that Yelena was nervous but kept it in. "Yelena Belova."

The doctor rights Yelena's name on the medical papers. "Age" Same tone in her voice.

"16 ma'am." This time she looks directly at the teen. "When was your last mission?"

"2 weeks ago. Why?"

"Have you recently been exposed to anything that could be toxic?"

"No. not that I'm aware of." Yelena was showing a bit her nervousness now. You can slightly tell by her voice but can be easily seen in her eyes.

"When you were on your mission were there any areas where malaria, tuberculosis, Zika virus, monkeypox, or other infectious diseases were going around?"

The teen thinks about it for a second before speaking. "No."

"Now it's time for your Physical exam.”

"Physical exam? What's that? I thought-"

The doctor interrupts Yelena. "It's to find out how much weight you need to gain for a healthy pregnancy, I will measure your weight and height and calculate your body mass index. I will also do a breast exam and a pelvic exam."

An Hour Later...

"Now that the physical exam is done, I will be doing your blood test." Yelena jumps up from her medical exam chair. "Blood test? Why do I need a blood test? I thought you were only here to check on the fetus?" Sara grabs ahold of Yelena's hand. Trying to calm the girl down.

"it's to check your blood type. This includes your Rh status. Rh factor is an inherited trait that refers to a protein found on the surface of red blood cells. Your pregnancy might need special care if you're Rh negative and your baby's father is Rh positive.

"is that it?" Said Sara.

"And to measure her hemoglobin. Hemoglobin is an iron-rich protein found in red blood cells that allows the cells to carry oxygen from your lungs to other parts of your body. Hemoglobin also carries carbon dioxide from other parts of your body to your lungs so that it can be exhaled. Low hemoglobin or a low level of red blood cells is a sign of anemia. Anemia can make you feel very tired, and it may affect your pregnancy. The blood tests will also detect infections such as hepatitis B, syphilis, gonorrhea, chlamydia, and HIV, the virus that causes AIDS. After your blood sample, we will need a urine sample.

"WHAT!!"

Night time

"It says you might notice changes in your body early in your pregnancy. Your-umm breasts might be tender and swollen. Nausea with or without vomiting is also common. Huh? I'm guessing that's what morning sickness is."

"Why is it called morning sickness? I'm nauseated all day long."

"Nauseated?" She chuckles at that word. "It's the actual word. Only stupid people use that word. Don't believe me look it up."

Sara put up her hands. Surrendering to the girl. "Okay"

Months Later...

Yelena just finished making herself a fruit salad with hot sauce on top when she feels a strange sensation in her stomach. She drops her bowl, which causes it to shatter. "Sara!"

Sara was reading a mission file when she heard a crashing sound and then Yelena yelling her name. "Are you okay?! Is it the baby?!" Yelena doesn't speak. She just looks down at her stomach. "Yelena! Fucking hell! What's going on? Do I need to call the-" Yelena grabs Sara's hand and places it on the side of her stomach. Both spy and assassin feel something kicking where their hands are placed.

That's when it clicked inside her head.

It was the baby. The baby was kicking for the first time. Normally a baby would kick after 12 weeks but for some reason, this kid waited till they were 26 weeks (6 months). "Doc...tor. Is that...was-" another kick happened. "She's kicking." This was the first time Yelena called her child something that wasn't or alien thing. "Wow! She's a fighter alright. Just like her mother."

9 Months

"Sara."

"wha-what's wrong"

She said tiredly. She noticed was bent over one hand on her back and the other on her stomach. "Is it the baby?"

She nods her head.  "this can't be happening." Tears were falling on her face "I don't want my baby to be born here. I don't want them to live this life." Groaning in pain as she expresses her feelings.

Sara dislocates her thumb. She walks over to her. "It can't be a boy. Please let it be a girl. Please." Yelena said to herself or maybe god. Whoever she was talking to she was just hoping someone would listen to her prayers.

She grabs her friend's hand. "Promise me that no matter what the sex is, this child and you will escape."

"What?!" She squeezes Sara's hand "Promise me!" She then quietly says. "Please." Sara looks into her eyes. She knows it was risky but if there was a slim chance that she and the baby could escape then that meant the child wouldn't have to live the life both women had faced for their whole life. "I promise. I will protect this child till my very last breath."

9 hours later of labor for Yelena.

"I can't do this Sara! I-I just can't it hurts too much." She quietly said the last part. "Don't let them hear you say that, my uncle is watching us," Sara whispers into Yelena's ear. "You got this Lena. You are strong and brave enough to do this. You hear me YOU ARE STRONG. Take my hand. Squeeze my hand as hard as you can."

Yelena grabs ahold of Sara's hand.

"That's it. Take a deep breath."

Yelena takes a couple of deep breaths.

"As soon as the doctor tells you to push, I want you to push as hard as you can. Your baby will be here soon. I promise."

"Please let be a girl Sara! I need it to be a girl!" Sara kisses the top of Yelena's head before whispering into her ear. "No matter what they are I swear on my life that I'll protect them." Sara wipes away the sweat and tears off Yelena's face.

"Я вижу его голову!" The doctor yells

(I can see its head!)

"PUSH YELENA! PUSH!"

Yelena gives it all she's got. after a couple of minutes of Yelena screaming a new little scream came out.

The baby starts screaming for its mother.

The nurse cuts the cord and walks it over to a table to clean it off. Sara lets go of Yelena's hand. Walking over to the baby. "Что это такое?"(What is it.) She asked with a serious tone.

The nurse looks at a one-view window. Dreykov spoke through a one-on-one com. He gives the Widow nurse the approval.  "Девушка"

(A Girl)

"W-What is it? Sara? Someone please tell me!" Sara looks towards her and nods her head. Yelena understood that she had a little girl. She relaxed a bit a smile crept on her face. Her child will live.

But then reality hits. Her smile soon turned into a frown. If Sara doesn't escape with her daughter then there is no hope for her day. "Can I hold her? Please." The nurse ignores the new mother. She hands the crying baby over to Sara.

"Оставайтесь здесь и не двигайтесь, если это не связано с безопасностью ребенка." (Stay here and don't move unless it involves with the child safety.)

As soon as the nurse and doctor leave Sara speaks up. "She's beautiful Lena." She lifts the baby so Yelena can see her face. Tears welled up and slowly flowed down. Sara was right. She was beautiful. "Nadya" she quietly said but just enough for Sarah to hear.

Suddenly the alarm was blaring through the whole building. Someone was trying to escape. Both women knew this was their chance to escape. "Go."Sara somehow pushes through her commands and leaves the room but before she leaves she brings Nadya to Yelena.

Yelena Kisses her newborn daughter a kiss on the forehead and quietly says "Мама тебя очень любит. Прощай моя любовь. Увидимся скоро." (Mama loves you so much. Goodbye my love. I'll see you soon.)

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A/n -> I am not a medical professional and the information I used was from Google and the websites it recommended.

Also today is my birthday!! 🥳 20 years old baby!!! 🎂

[florencebirdsong]

Marvel Kinktober 2024

My oneshots for Kinktober of 2024. I am a sapphic blog so these all feature marvel women. Mainly Wanda though because I’m a sucker for her.

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Forgive me I got consumed by Agatha All Along. But I shall complete this one by one.

deep breath // Day One: Breathplay. Wanda Maximoff.

Pull, Don’t Push! // Day Two: Stuck. Kate Bishop.

One Step, Two Step // Day Three: Sex toys. Skye.

Don’t Touch. Patience // Day Four: Chastity belt. Wanda Maximoff.

Drink Up // Day Five: Lactation kink. Wanda Maximoff

Good Girl // Day Six: Praise kink. Wanda Maximoff

Gotta Get That Protein In There // Day Seven: Oviposition. Gamora

Give In // Day Eight: Breeding kink. Wandanat

Whiff // Day Nine: Sex smells. Kate Bishop

I’ll Be Whatever You Want Me To Be // Day Ten: Human furniture. Sharon Carter

Your Tears Taste Like Sunshine // Day Eleven: Dacryphilia. Wanda Maximoff

Blood Lust // Day Twelve: Menophilia. Natasha Romanoff

Eepy // Day Thirteen: Somnophilia. Wanda Maximoff

Yes, Ma’am // Day Fourteen: Collaring. Pepper Potts

Squeeze // Day Fifteen: Double penetration. Daisy Johnson. Melinda May

Sweet pea // Day Sixteen: Overstimulation. Wanda Maximoff

I’m On The Edge // Day Seventeen: Edging. Skye

Not, Not An Orc // Day Eighteen: Size Difference. Jennifer Walters

Tied // Day Nineteen: Bondage. Wanda Maximoff (& others)

Give It To Me Please // Day Twenty: Cockbulge. Natasha Romanoff

Killer Costume // Day Twenty-One: Uniform. Yelena Belova

Suck // Day Twenty-Two: Leather gloves. Yelena Belova

Miss Bitey // Day Twenty-Three: Petplay. Agatha Harkness

Routine // Day Twenty-Four: Maintenance spanking. Wanda Maximoff

Listen Closely // Day Twenty-Five: Hypnotism. Emo Wand Maximoff

The Cake Is A Lie // Day Twenty-Six: (Machine) tentacles. Nebula

I Walk And Talk Like A Machine // Day Twenty-Seven: Mind Control. Wanda Maximoff

Hold It // Day Twenty-Eight. Light piss kink. Wanda Maximoff

So Dramatic // Day Twenty-Nine. Masochism. Yelena Belova

Guiding Hand // Day Thirty. Self-cest. The Scarlet Witch. Emo Wanda

[yelenabworld]

Amore, nella sua più alta e pura forma...

[morey-art]

Yelena 2005, by Craig Morey

[mademoiselle-is-a-fairy]

Carson Zehner & Hanne Van Ooij photographed by Yelena Yemchuk for Porter Magazine #22 Fall 2017

[canesenzafissadimora]

E poi, semplicemente ti ho perso... Non mi sono resa conto quando, ma lo avevi deciso, tu. E quando una persona si ferma e ti lascia la mano, non c'è molto che puoi fare. Ti lasciano. Non importa se sul ciglio d'un burrone, durante una strada, mentre voli... Il calore che ti davano svanisce, il fitto parlare, i silenzi e anche le litigate. Finisce... Tornare indietro a cercarle è inutile, aspettarle è inutile. C'è chi cade e per un po’ si ferma... (ca..o ha le ossa tutte rotte, ha bisogno di curarsi prima di rialzarsi!) C'è chi fa un bel respiro e decide di camminare ugualmente, magari piangendo. Poi c'è chi si siede, perso. E a volte si lascia morire. Quelli li rincontri per strada, sono impolverati, scalzi, con le ginocchia sbucciate. Non si cureranno mai e resteranno così a vita, strani, inavvicinbili, furastici, troppo impegnativi per essere compresi, per essere addirittura accarezzati. A volte non parlano per giorni, persi in discorsi incomprensibili, fatti di gente e mondi immaginari...pazzie e illusioni che non raccontano. Bisognerebbe abbracciarli quelli in silenzio, stringerli e basta. Magari basta a spolverarli dal dolore e a farli sorridere ancora. Già...io ancora me l'aspetto... Forse ci metterà una vita, o forse due, l'abbraccio che spetta a me?