#yeeees maybe that could be a reason for my mood swings

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Me being a total mess and drama queen the whole day. Me being anxious about co workers who could be mad at me for fucking no reason. Me being lost and overwhelmed by my own thoughts. While my partner is the absolut best human being ever and is just there helping me to get out of my chaotic head. I don't know how I would have handled the day without him.

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The Truth Untold - TAEKOOK / side!YOONMIN SOCIAL MEDIA AU

Part 11 / ?

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"You sure you don't wanna come with us?" Jungkook was lying is his bed. After the third concert in New York, all he wanted to do was to lay is his bed and sleep, but his room mate wouldn't let him sleep his tiredness away.

"Tae, I really wanna sleep..." But the sad look in the older one's face made his heart hurt a bit. How could he say no to that pout?

"But Jiminie is staying to rest because of his back, and Joonie is already taking care of him... Me and Jinnie need someone responsible, or else Joon won't let us go. Please." Jungkook didn't know if it was the sad tone, or because of Tae batting his eyelashes, but he didn't want to see the boy sad.

So, with a long sigh, he got up of his bed, and pulled his jacket on.

"Let's go. But only for 2 hours."

"Yeeees, thanks Kookie!" In a heartbeat, Tae was out of the room, ready to knock on the other boys' room door.

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"Koooooook, have sooome fuuun..." Tae said, slurring the words, either because of the tiredness, or because of the fourth beer he had drank in the last hour.

Jungkook rolled his eyes, looking at Jin, while the older danced around the bar.

"You asked me to come and take care of you didn't you? Joon would kill me if I even think of losing you of my sight." He screamed over the loud beats of the music, not knowing if Tae could even hear him.

"We also brought Lee and Hongkwan for a reason. They're our body guards, let them do their job and take care of us, yeah honey?" Tae said, and Jungkook tried to ignore his heart missing a beat, blaming it in the tiredness he felt.

"Just a beer, ok? And then we are going home. I'm too young to die by the hands of our leader."

"That's my boy." The older smiled, his eyes almost closing, and the younger simply picked the cold glass, leading it to is lips.

"Lets dance." Tae said, interlocking his hand with the younger, and leading him to the dance floor. Jungkook simply nod, following the older.

And maybe it was the beer he had, without eating, or maybe it was the lack of sleep, or the air in the bar, but soon both were dancing together, Tae throwing his hands in the air, eyes closed and body swinging.

Jungkook felt a hand in his shoulder, and quickly looked around, his body shielding the older boy.

"Jungkook relax, it's me. Jin fell asleep in a bench, and Hongkwan says it's time to leave." The bodyguard said, and the smaller boy looked behind Jungkook's shoulder.

"Yeah, of course." Jungkook said, turning to Taehyung, and sneaking his arm around the older, to give him support. "Let's go Tae, party's over." He said, and Tae simply laid his head in the younger shoulder.

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The ride back to the hotel was quick, but Tae kept his head laid in Jungkook's shoulder, and the boy assumed Tae was just tired.

In no time the 5 men were in the elevator, and the bodyguards didn't mind how close Taehyung and Jungkook were. They were used to the boys giving eachother cuddles, or carrying each other. But in the mind of each of the boys, questions ran wild, and each heart beated quickly.

"You can go to your floor, I can take Tae to our bedroom." Jungkook said to Hongkwan, while Lee lead Jin into Namjoon and Jimin's room.

"You sure?" Hongkwan asked.

"It's just around the corner, and I'm sober enough to take care of him, don't worry. You're dispensed." Jungkook said, and his hand gently pinched Taehyung's waist.

Supporting the older boy, he walked aroud the corner, and slid his cardkey over the door lock, soon hearing the click that anounced the door opening.

"Tae, you gotta help me yeah?" The older boy simply hummed, and slid through the door, sitting in his bed with the help of Jungkook, falling back once the younger took his arm away from his waist.

"C'mon Tae, let's put you too bed ok?" The older boy raised is arms and quicked his sneackers, and Jungkook knew he would have to dress him to bed. He pulled a clean shirt from the boy's suitcase.

"No shirt. Too hot." Tae whispered, one arm lazily covering his eyes.

"If you get sick, I don't wanna hear you blaming me." He said, and covered Tae with a blanket. He too got dress to bed, taking his time. But, as he was about to go to sleep, he heard a soft whisper echoing inside the silent room.

"Come sleep with me." The simply request made his heart flutter. Why was he feeling that way?

Jungkook simply obeyed and layed next to Taehyung. He felt the older boy laying his head in his chest, an arm lazily laying over Jungkook's waist. He felt his stomach glueing to his back, and inhaled deeply, the sweet smell of the Taehyung mixing with his own.

"Thanks for taking care of me." Tae whispered, the boy's low voice and and his own heartbeat all Jungkook could hear.

"It's my job hyung." To be honest, Jungkook didn't have too much faith in his voice, and shut up when he felt he would start stuttering. Why was he feeling like that? Since early days Taehyung's presence had a strong influence in him.

"You didn't have to. I'm your hyung. I'm the one supposed to take care of you Kooks." The raspy, sleepy voice was becoming too much for Jungkook to bear.

"Hyung sleep, thats the alcohol talking." Maybe it wasn't, but Taehyung helped him so much, that taking care of him when he needed was not that much.

"Maybe it is. Thanks Kook. You really are special you know..." Jungkook just hummed. Maybe if Tae thought he was falling asleep, he would stop, even if Jungkook was now fully awake, his head running wild with questions that he tried to answer way to many times. And maybe that would make his heart stop missing a beat everytime he older boy talked.

Why did he felt that way? Why did every word Taehyung ever said marked him so much? Sometimes a simple smile was enough to take Jungkook from a bad mood. But why? Sometimes, in long nights he spent looking to the ceiling, or composing, he asked himself if he was homosexual. But that couldn't be truth. He only felt that way towards Taehyung. Sometimes he would find himself checking out the other members, but that was normal. Right? They were handsome men, he was just looking to them because he wanted to be that handsome too.

Drowning in the same thoughts once again, he almost didn't heard Tae's last words before falling asleep. But the thing was, he did. And they would stay in his memory for a long time, a part of him wishing it was simply Taehyung falling asleep and still under the alcohol influence, and another part of him wishing the older boy meant those three words with his whole heart.

Three sweet whispered words Tae actually meant with his whole heart, said in a state he would remember to be said in one of his best dreams, even if in realoty his lips left his biggest secret escape.

"I love you."

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Since you were all asking for Jungkook's secret, I decided to just tell you already ;)