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hoeranghae · 2 years
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bluewinnerangel · 2 years
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Faith In The Future: Parallels.
We Love Parallels. <3
So we keep seeing parallels between lines of FITF songs (I'm not gonna bring in any other songs for this, yes I know there are some very clear ones) right, as obvious as the same line reused in another song, but also songs sharing themes to the point some lines are saying the same thing, shared keywords or imagery, etc, and I wanted to attempt to list a bunch. This list is probably going to end up being longer than your attention span (and mine like this took some sittings so I recommend taking your time to digest them all I think it's worth it all this time) but I love it, I love the FITFverse. Obviously I couldn't tell you which of these he put in there on purpose and which of those are also meant to mean anything beyond that they all together create this wonderful body of work that is FITF but I just love looking at it like this, I love how one song can extend and amplify the meaning of another, I love seeing how you can take one thing and flip it on its back and show the another side to it, and how it all morphs and works together, and if somehow magically none of these are on purpose which I doubt then still, it's still showing what he focuses on in songwriting and in life and what he chooses to share with us so however you view this I think it's really fucking awesome.
I'm probably gonna miss a bunch, some might appeal to you, some meh, it's all subjective, that's the beauty of it, blablabla:
Do you see what I see? (SHE'S BEAUTY WE ARE WORLD CLASS) 🤝 Do you see what I see (COMMON PEOPLE)
I hear you through the silence (HEADLINE) 🤝 I can still hear a silence (HOLDING ON TO HEARTACHE)
It’s the way we see ourselves through walls of trees (ALL THIS TIME) 🤝 Finding faces in the trees (SHE'S BEAUTY WE ARE WORLD CLASS)
Sit down with a master plan (SILVER TONGUES) 🤝 Sit down sit down in the space and time (SHE'S BEAUTY WE ARE WORLD CLASS)
But I’m king on a 50 metre road (SILVER TONGUES) 🤝 we're still the kings of the Friday nights (CHANGE)
Silver streets and the neon signs (CHANGE) 🤝 feeling dirty cheap on silver street (SATURDAYS) (🤝Silver tongues)
It’s you and me until the end (THE GREATEST) 🤝 You and me until the end (SILVER TONGUES)
If every star is an eye the sky you’ll see angels fly (ANGELS FLY) 🤝 You should be staring at the sky, the birds just passing by love (HOLDING ON TO HEARTACHE)
Silver tongues (SILVER TONGUES) 🤝 Conversation is currency (SHE'S BEAUTY WE ARE WORLD CLASS)
Said I had a plan for us (THE GREATEST) 🤝 Sit down with a master plan (SILVER TONGUES)
We had to disappear cos nothing gets through here (THE GREATEST) 🤝 cos we faded into darkness (HOLDING ON TO HEARTACHE)
faded into darkness (HOLDING ON TO HEARTACHE) 🤝 Fade into light (SHE'S BEAUTY WE ARE WORLD CLASS)
So come on call me liar yeah you're so quick to judge (THE GREATEST) 🤝 So fast judge in error, you thought you knew me better, so quick to kill forever (HEADLINE)
You let your pride hide all your beauty and your kindness (HEADLINE) 🤝 She is beauty (SHE'S BEAUTY WE ARE WORLD CLASS)
If you need you can call on me, I'll be the friend you need (CHANGE) 🤝 We haven’t seen you yeah we’ve given you your space, pick up the phone cos now it’s time you learnt to say (THAT'S THE WAY LOVE GOES) 🤝 Cos if you’re lonely in Chicago you can call me baby (CHICAGO) 🤝 I’ll knock on your door it’ll save me from calling (ANGELS FLY) (🤝 ->)
I didn’t have to search cos I still know your number (CHICAGO) 🤝 I called you twice but then regretted it and changed my number (HOLDING ON TO HEARTACHE)
Time of our lives, it's easy to see, we were just getting by but we were complete (CHANGE) 🤝 Lately, lately it’s been so easy to see my life completed instead of half way full (PARADISE)
Time of our lives, it's easy to see, we were just getting by but we were complete (CHANGE) 🤝 That was enough for me, you know you had to see it to believe, all the late nights, good times / No deep pockets but big hearts, do you see what I see (COMMON PEOPLE)
You won't be the first or be the last to bleed, every broken heart as far as your eye can see (COPY OF A COPY) 🤝 Not for the first time, not for the last time, we always used to say "Saturdays take the pain away" (SATURDAYS)
They always say is so bad for me, everything I tried makes me feel alive (HIGH IN CALIFORNIA) 🤝 takin' all of my demons, Putting them where I won't see them, cos I just wanna feel alive (OUT OF MY SYSTEM) 🤝 Good and bad and right and wrong are stories made up when we we’re young to scare us, love and hate are in between, depends on your reality to see them, I just wanna stay in the moment the rest of my life (FACE THE MUSIC)
See all these waves and waves of green / smoke some weed outside in the summertime, they always say it's so bad for me (HIGH IN CALIFORNIA) 🤝 Getting high on the amber wave / You said grass was a dirty drug (SILVER TONGUES)
Everything that matters is forgotten (FACE THE MUSIC) 🤝 Nothing really matters, nothing really hurts (ANGELS FLY)
I/you still doubt that what I/you do can get me/you home when it gets cold (ALL THIS TIME) 🤝 Together we’re the greatest, we’ll never be that cold again (THE GREATEST)
Nights like these we’ll remember those songs we wrote only we know (SILVER TONGUES) 🤝 You’ll hear strangers singing you name if you act like you’re one of us (COMMON PEOPLE)
Let’s buy some time (FACE THE MUSIC) 🤝 I’m on my way with some time to borrow (ANGELS FLY)
Look at the horizon, does it make you feel small, put the pain behind you now, you don’t need it anymore (ANGELS FLY) 🤝 So I’m not gonna spend another night of dreaming of what could’ve been, keep your eyes on the horizon, paradise is in your own mind anyway (PARADISE)
someone’s else fantasy is nothing like reality (SAVED BY A STRANGER) 🤝 stories made up when we we’re young to scare us, love and hate are in between, depends on your reality to see them (FACE THE MUSIC) 🤝 Fabricated fairytales bring a new world to life (SHE'S BEAUTY WE ARE WORLD CLASS) 🤝 If you believe that guy is superman (LUCKY AGAIN)
You know the party’s over when you’re standing in an empty space alone (HOLDING ON TO HEARTACHE) 🤝 Back dancing in the dark, back to the very start, finding pieces that can fit, making up for what we missed, I said you know me, alone we’re only just as good as the rest (THE GREATEST)
Together we're the greatest (THE GREATEST) 🤝 It's bigger than me (BIGGER THAN ME)
It's an old curse, dreamers divin' head first, broken beaks and dead birds / every broken heart as far as the eye can see (COPY OF A COPY) 🤝 And time can always heal ya if you let it make its way into your bones / You should be staring at the sky the birds just passing by love / you said I'm holding on to heartache (HOLDING ON TO HEARTACHE)
Blue like the lights surrounding me (HIGH IN CALIFORNIA) 🤝 Surrounded by light (SHE'S BEAUTY WE ARE WORLD CLASS)
It’s written all over your face, say it (WRITTEN ALL OVER YOUR FACE) 🤝 Your face reminded me of a love you cannot hide but don’t need to tell me why (THE GREATEST)
Escaping the inevitable, fade into light (SHE'S BEAUTY WE ARE WORLD CLASS) 🤝 I don't wanna face the music but I still wanna dance with you (FACE THE MUSIC) 🤝 Back dancing in the dark (THE GREATEST)
We’re the greatest, it’s you and me until the end, life for us is never over 🤝 forever we'll let the feeling last (SHE'S BEAUTY WE ARE WORLD CLASS)
It’s hard enough to get you sober, I’ve got no chance if I’m hungover (WRITTEN ALL OVER YOUR FACE) 🤝 You said grass was a dirty drug, you like to preach with vodka in your mug (SILVER TONGUES)
I've woken up from my sleep, it's bigger than me (BIGGER THAN ME) 🤝 I ain’t even woken up yet, not nearly vertical (WRITTEN ALL OVER YOUR FACE) (nasty edition)
Demons, I'm takin' all of my demons, putting them where I won't see them (OUT OF MY SYSTEM) 🤝 You'll see angels fly (ANGELS FLY)
Somebody's got your trainers on (SATURDAYS) 🤝 I bet sometimes you still like to wear my jumper (CHICAGO)
Gotta get it out of my system, gotta get it off of my chest (OUT OF MY SYSTEM) 🤝 We stand up tall and beat our chest, shout some things that we’ll regret (SILVER TONGUES)
Hidden across my face in the crowd I'm counting up the days in a haze (SATURDAYS) 🤝 Let’s buy some time for what we shouldn’t do I don’t wanna face the music but I still wanna dance with you (FACE THE MUSIC)
Hidden across my face in the crowd I'm counting up the days in a haze (SATURDAYS) 🤝 The way you know something, your face reminded me of a love you cannot hide (THE GREATEST)
Are we one or are we two? Are we me or are we you? (SHE'S BEAUTY WE ARE WORLD CLASS) 🤝 Our eyes meet and I can tell that you’re the same as me (ALL THIS TIME).
I am only half of what I think I can be (OUT OF MY SYSTEM) 🤝 Are we one or are we two? (SHE'S BEAUTY WE ARE WORLD CLASS)
But the truth is I still doubt that what I do can get me home when it gets cold (ALL THIS TIME) 🤝 when I get lost I go back to where I started (COMMON PEOPLE)
45. nothing stays the same (CHANGE) 🤝 Until nothing is the same (HIGH IN CALIFORNIA) 🤝 But nobody stays the same (SATURDAYS) (🤝->) 46. Time it came and changed it all (THE GREATEST) 🤝 The wind held us up but we knew that all would change (HOLDING ON TO HEARTACHE)🤝 Some things change (SATURDAYS) (🤝->) 47. somebody told me I would change I was afraid and don't know why (BIGGER THAN ME)🤝I don't know why everything's changed / Everything's changed outside but I feel the same inside (CHANGE) 🤝 Spent my whole life just thinking I had to change (HIGH IN CALIFORNIA) (🤝->) 48. Common people, nothing’s changed (COMMON PEOPLE) 🤝And all the people have changed (CHANGE)🤝Cos yeah I might have changed but everybody does (BIGGER THAN ME)🤝 and I wished that I could tell her that she changed me for the better (SAVED BY A STRANGER)
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h0pela · 4 years
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BLOOM // Yang Jeongin
Genre: Neighbor!au  ; students!au ; highschool!au ; tutoring!au ; fluff ; friends to lovers
Summary: Where Yn and Jeongin are neighbors and they went to the same school. Yn have some difficulties in science class so she needs to have a tutor which is, Jeongin. And feelings are going to blooming.
AN: a lot of fluff, and since I don’t know the names of jeongin’s brother a put them faked name. (it’s my first long post, if you see any fault please let me know politely^^)
WC:  3,5 K
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-ONE-
 You were sitting next to the window; you weren’t interested on what your teacher was saying even if he was nice, he was also strict and science classes wasn’t your kind of interest. You sighed at annoyance looking at outside to find something distracting.
 -        “YN WAKE UP” had yelled your teacher, making you wake up and making your classmates laugh.
-        “hum sorry mister” you said tiredly
-        “I’ll talk to you after classes”
 You know what is going to say all your teachers say the same thing “you should be more investigate on your works blablabla” it was normal for you. Until the end of your classes you tried to pick up all of your stuff as quickly as possible to skip the conversation with your teacher, but he caught you.
 -        “Well YN, it’s not possible anymore for you to sleep at my classes, you have the exam at the end of the years. Look I don’t want you to have bad grades and don’t have any diploma so I asked a student for tutoring you” he said while he was cleaning the board.
-        “But mister I can make it by myself, I can study at the library don’t need to have any of tutor” you said tried to convince him.
-        “YN I do it for you, plus he also need help for English subject so it could be cool for both you, don’t you think?” he answered you.
-        “Well yes, who’s the person?” you asked him
-        “It’s Yang Jeongin, I don’t know if you had ever met him.” You nodded at respond.
And yeah you know him, he’s your neighbor and also your childhood friend. You still friend with him like sometimes it was possible that you came back with him and spend some time with you. But you weren’t too close with him.
-        “Oh, then go meet him”
-        “Okay, I’ll go Mr. Choi, have a great day” you said while you were leaving the classes.
 You left the school early today so when you came at your house you weren’t surprised to see anyone there. Your mother was a nurse at the hospital of the city. So, you get used to not see her every time, and you father was never there for you. You get used to be alone in those walls.
You’re up the stairs to your room and then you go to your room. It was a whole mess and since you don’t have any homework to make, you had the idea to clean up your room. While you were cleaning your you saw through the window of the light that was shining on Jeongin's room, meaning that he had just entered. You sent him a text for telling him that you knew about the tutoring so you asked him to go out for talking about the stuff.
 He hadn’t answered you at the moment, but only ten min later he answered you to meet up outside your house. To be honest you were a kind of stressed because Jeongin and you weren’t really friend. You felt a little guilty because you know you were a burden.
You just took a little jacked and you went in front of your house waiting for him. It was only two min later that you heard the sound of a door closing. The more he walked close to you, the more you became stressed. When he was in front of you, he just smiled brightly.
-        “Hey Y/N what’s up?” he said
-        “Hi, well I’m sorry to bother you about all the studying stuff”
-        “It’s okay don’t worry.
You talked about the whole tutoring stuff. And he informed to you that he will do it free because first, you were his friend and second, if his mom would know she will probably kill him. Mrs. Yang was like another mother since she was always there for you when you mom had to leave for working. And he also said that the tutoring will start after the week-end.
 -TWO-
 Today was the day that Jeongin and you are starting the tutoring, so you spent your week-end trying to review some lessons. You, really tried because you didn’t want to feel like an idiot next him. Since you woke, you felt a little stressed, you didn’t why since it was just Jeongin.
 You hadn’t classes with Mr. Choi today, but during the lunch pause he sent you an email a list of all the things you should study with Jeongin. You though that your teacher clearly wants you to suffer. Even if he was sometimes a lot behind your back and he was very nice to you.
 At the end of the class, you sent a text at Jeongin saying that you’re going to end the classes. He only replied to you that he will join you in front of your classes.
 Your bestie Min-ha who was sitting next to you, where looking at your phone, so she saw the text you sent him. She was clearly confused because you didn’t tell her the fact that you would have to be tutored by YANG JEONGIN.
 -        “Oh my god you’re dating Yang Jeongin?!” She asked loudly.
 Everybody was looking at Min-ha and you. All you wanted was to hit the ass of your friend. Your teacher looked at both of you badly and when he finally turned his back, you hit her.
 -        “He’s just tutoring me, idiot” you said and she rolled her eyes.
-        “Well, your crush since the primary school, is going to tutoring you. Are we stuck in a webtoon like Extraordinary you or?” She replied not convinced at all.
-        “Shh okay maybe he was my crush, but it’s over now” You reassured her.
-��       “Oh really? As if I would believe you” You rolled your eyes, tired for debating.
The bell rang announcing the end of the lessons but also the tutoring with Jeongin who was waiting for you. You wait for Min-ha to pick up her stuff and you two leave the class, then you see him. He was focused on his phone, so he didn’t see you, but Min-ha coughed to resolve that problem. You give her a dead look, and he just laughed. Oh god his smile is like the sun, you gulped trying to convince yourself that he’s just a friend and nothing else.
 -        “Hey, where do you want to study?” he simply asked you.
-        “I don’t know maybe my house or yours” you replied.
-        “Then, let’s go to my house” he said happily.
Min-ha was still there and she’s enjoying this exchange, smirked at you and raising her eyebrows suggestively. Thanks to god, Jeongin hadn’t seen so you just give her a fake smile, said goodbye and you followed Jeongin.
 On the way back, you two talked about the tutoring how it would be, the planning and the organization. You were a little nervous and he could feel that so he smiled at you and tell you that you don’t have to worry.
When he opened the door, you could feel the smell of a cake cooking, and now you’re hungry and even your belly rumbled make you embarrassed. He just laughed and convince you to work with some snack.
You two worked a lot, probably three hours with one pause since his mom wanted to see you and talk to you. She was so kind, really to pure for this world.
Since he was very late you decide to come back home, sleeping. All this study stuff make you tired and you clearly need to sleep.
-THREE-
Being alone on this special day was something that Jeongin never understood. It was your birthday, should go outside and enjoy this day. And since both you started to become closer, he decided to take you out, of course in a friendly way.
You were eating the breakfast that your mother made today, and you heard the bell rang. You didn’t care how you looked so you just opened the door, and you were surprised of who was there.
-        “Jeongin what are you doing here?” you asked him surprised.
-        “I’ll take you out” he simply said.
 At his word you choked, you weren't at all prepared for that kind of response.
-        “Oh my god, I’m not ready, wait twenty minutes there and I will be ready!” you said while you were running through the stairs.
  -        “I’M READY!” you yelled make him jump surprised.
-        “Let’s go make this day more special” He said excited made you laugh.
-        “Well, where we are going?” You asked him curious.
-        “Surprise” he answered smirking.
You drove during a few times, the songs played loud you and him singing along. You watched outside to see if you could recognize something, but you can’t. Five minutes later you finally came. When you opened the door, you were in front of a big arcade. You jumped excited to go there, so you took his hands and you walked quickly.
-        “Do you like it?” he asked you.
-        “Yeah of course I like, I have always wanted to go one day at an arcade” you said, stars in your eyes.
 A few hours later, you two were walking through the arcade to see anything to do since you already do a lot of games.
 -        “Awnn Jeongin look at this kirby bear, he’s so cute” You told him
-        “Well, I can win it if you want” he answered you
-        “Such a liar” you replied playfully.
 He grabbed your hand and took you to the stand. And it was the funniest thing you have ever seen. He missed a lot of target so he had to throw some dart a lot of time to finally win the little plushie that you wanted. He seemed to be proud of him, so you gave him a little kiss on his cheek in appreciation, then he blushed very hard so you pinched his cheeks.
 You didn’t want to leave the arcade because it would mean the end of your date. You have spent an amazing day with him. On the way back you two talked a lot and sung with the song played loud in the background. A few minutes later you two finally arrived home.
 - “Thank you for this amazing date, I will never forget this day” you said shyly.
- “It’s your birthday so he’s normal to take you at” he replied sweetly
- “I promise that I will take care Innie” you told him
- “Who’s Innie?” he asked confused then you showed him the Kirby plushie and he nodded.
You kiss his cheeks again as a goodbye and you go back to your house. You directly went to your room and you put the plushie on your bed and you would clearly take care of it. He was now a precious memory.
 -FOUR-
Min-ha was talking to you about her new boyfriend when you received a new text. You checked who was, and you saw that it was Jeongin who told you that he would wait in front of your classes.
-        “I’m sure that it’s Jeongin” she said confidant.
You didn’t say anything because you know she would tease you about it. Of course, she knows that you had a “date” with him, and she was sure that it wasn’t in a friendly way.
 -        “It’s obvious that he loves you idiot” she said desperate.
-        “No, it’s just your imagination oh my god” you replied annoyed.
-        “Then why he’s always waiting for you?” she asked you.
-        “Because he’s my friend, and friend make this” you answered to her.
 She sighed and doesn’t said anything during the rest of the lessons. You know you were sometimes stubborn but you will not fall again for Jeongin so you don’t want to believe your friend.
 When the bell rang, you waited for her and you two walked out of the classes to join Jeongin. When he saw you, he directly pulled his phone on his pocked and smiled at you. Then you felt Min-ha elbowing you with her look literally saying "see I told you". You rolled your eyes and giver a kiss on her cheeks as a goodbye and you walked next to him.
 You decided to kiss his cheeks since it was a habit that you had only with him. Like always, he was flustered, you giggled finding him very cute. On the way back at home you two talked about the exams. So, he informed you that he had a program for you.
 Since the last time you two studied at his house it was now the turn of your house. Nothing really special happened, he just explained the program for the exams and some lessons of science since this subject wasn’t your cup of tea. He stayed with you about four hours with you, but he had to leave you because of his mother who needed him for something.
 When he left your house, you have decided to just chill out. You went at your room and played loud your favorites songs, you didn’t care which hours were.  You just wanted to dance and sing loudly, it was just you, you enjoying the life.
You were dancing in your pajama as if it was the last time you would dance. And of course, you forgot something, you didn’t close your store, and since your room was in front of his. He saw everything and something hit him. He knows you since always, he knows every little details of you, the worst and the best. And when he saw you dancing made him want to see every side of you and be always there for you.
He laughed, you were so cute it killed him, he grabbed his phone and texted you.
 Tired of dancing, you decide to take a rest so you grabbed you phone to watch if you had some messages. And you saw that Jeongin sent you something. “You should join the dance club” you were so embarrassed that he saw you like that. You walked closely to your window to watch if he was still there, and you were right. He was laughing, you rolled your eyes, pouting. He clearly find you cute, but he didn’t know what to do since it was the first time that he was in love with someone. You just smiled embarrassed and your greeted him before closing your stores.
  -FIVE-
The exams start in a few days. And is this why, you and Jeongin worked a lot together because he could help you and to be honest, he doesn’t like studying alone. You were with him at the library of the city, studying hard.
It’s been two weeks that you and him go every day after school at the library. You have never worked so hard in your life for grades so it was a new whole stuff. Especially that you don’t handle the stress very well, sometimes all you wanted was to give up and go back at your bed watching some Kdrama.
 Your head on the desk, you sighed desperate to understand the lesson. Jeongin raised his head from his notebook to ask you what’s going on.
-        “I can’t understand this lesson and I feel like what I’m doing is never enough” You said tears started to show up, but you handle them.
 -        “I swear that all the suffering stuff would make you stronger, and you will success these exams okay” he got up from his chair to sit next to you and give you a hug.
You felt relieved in his arm, he was like a safe place made only for you. You wish you would be able again to being in his arms because you felt protected and loved.
“Yn, you’re smart, generous and someone with a beautiful heart. It’s not some exams and lessons who can stop you.” He said while he was stroking you head and also playing with your hair.
You removed your arms to hug him too, your hands were holding his sweet. You buried your head so he wouldn't see you cry. He felt bad and sad to see you crying like this, he never saw you crying like this even when you were younger.
- “I’m sorry, I ruined your hoodie” you finally said while you rubbed your eyes.
- “Don’t worry, it can happen sometimes” he replied.
He finally explained you the lesson and after that, he decided that it was enough of study so he asked you to eat at his side. He didn’t want you to be alone today, and how could you refuse when he makes his adorable smile. Plus, you needed some recomfort and Mm. Yang made the best food ever.
 His parents and brothers were so happy to see you entered in the house. You talked a lot with his mother and you helped her to make the dinner.
It's been a long time since you have seen the whole family, and it's been nice to feel part of their family. You stayed late at their house since his little brother Jaekyun asked you to play with him. Because of him, you fell asleep on his room. So, Jaekyun called Jeongin to bring your asleep body on his room.
 The next morning when you woke, you felt bad since you saw him sleeping on the sofa of his room. You took the little cover on his chair to put it on him to make him more comfortable. You really tried to not look at his face, you were afraid of the feelings that were starting to grow.
Before leaving his room, you decide to make a little note and paste it on his face
“Sorry for being such a mess and thank you to invite me, it was very nice. I owe you a new hoodie lmao -xoxo YN”
You walked silently and closed the door, you thought you would leave the house easily without meeting anyone of his family. You were wrong, when you came down the stairs, you passed her parents quietly eating breakfast. They offered you the breakfast, but you refused since you felt a bit intrusive. So, you thanked them and left the house.
You received a few hours later a text from him saying “I will give you all the hugs that you need if he can stop your tears and sadness”. And oh god, you never were so red.
-SIX-
After all these stressful days you could finally live again. You never had worked so hard and clearly you didn’t know if all this work you have made would be successful. You wish your mother would be proud of you since or even Mr. Choi.
 One week had left since the exams and you were impatient to know your results. You were afraid to not pass the exams since that would mean that you have to repeat your year. But you were confident since you had Yang Jeongin as a teacher.
 The answer of all your questions and doubt would be uploaded today. Of course, you know that the website of the school would crash since all the students were trying to know their results. You’ve decided to go at Jeongin’s house since you didn’t want to be alone when you’re going to know your results. You texted him if you could come over and he accepted your position.
Clearly you didn’t care about how you looked to him so you just came at his house on pajama. Which mean jogging and a large tee-shirt (the one he gave you). When he opened his door, he was hit by the girlfriend material you gave him. He was trying to control his heartbeat, but then you greeted him shyly, and god do you want him to die?
 -        “Hey sorry for disturbing, but I can’t connect to the website and I thought that maybe it would be easier if we share the same computer” you said playing with your hands.
 -        “It’s okay don’t worry, follow me” he replied
 You followed him, and hell yeah you were so nervous like even your legs could shake. You liked his bedroom, it was simply, comfortable just like him. He told you to sit on his bed, and you watched him brought his computer to sit next to you
 -        “Do you know your result?” you asked him curious.
-        “No, I will discover it with you, but we now let’s start with you” he said playfully.
-        “Huh I hate you” you replied to him and he laughed so hard.
-        “I guess I gave to read yours results” he said and you nodded.
You were so anxious and even Jeongin could see that. He held your hand trying to comfort you, the only result of this was your cheeks turning red and also him, but he tried to hide it.
 -        “Are you ready?” he told you softly
-        “No, but let’s say yes” you laughed.
After a long silent, he finally said the result that your wished to have.
-        “Yn you did it great!” He said happy.
 You were probably about to cry since you never had a note as high as this. You were so excited that you hugged him tightly, you didn’t though about what you have made.
 -        “Thank you Jeongin, I think without I wouldn’t succeed these tests.” You told him happily  
 You looked like a puppy, Jeongin’s heart can’t handle your softness. When you finally looked directly at him you could see his cheeks turned red. And since you’re a brave girl who can’t think before acting, you kissed him. You could feel him being tense, so you pulled away and didn’t look him.
-        “Listen Jeongin, I can’t hide my feelings any longer, it’s been to long now. I have been in love you since a long time and I swear I tried to erase these feelings, but I can’t.” You were avoiding any eye contact with him.
You pinched your lips feeling embarrassed, you were about to leave without a word. And you felt him catching your hand to finally face you. He softly took your chin to kiss you gently.
-        “Is it a proper answer to your question?” he said with a soft smile, you nodded happily, before kissing him again.
-        “I thinks it’s more proper if I owe you date rather than a hoodie” you said make him blush.
Maybe be Mr. Choi was your angel guardian after all.
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"An Awkward Prom" - a.k.a thing i promised to to and i haven't sleep yesterday to finish it rip me
Aaaaalright folks, so. Today is ninjago oc day which i was really REALLY REALLY hyped for, considering the fact that i have an oc i developed lately. Her name is Ange and she is daughter of Karlof and next elemental master of metal (i think i mentioned her here once or twice tho). And, because we are dorks, me and @clumsinessinperson made Ange and Ali’s oc, Nozomi, meet and ~fall in love~ *dabs* So, to celebrate it, we did a kind of… collab thing for them?? Ali drew a beautiful fanart of this two and i wrote a short fic about a situation that is connected with it. I hope you’ll like it!!
(Also im tagging @evelinaonline bc she threw this event and also she really wanted to see what was this secret thing i was working on with Ali XD)
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Ange realised that there is no turning back way too late.
She was pretty chill whole day - hell, she nearly forgot about this whole school prom. Two hours before it, when notification on her phone ringed, she nearly got a heart attack. She had to prepare and, to be honest, she sucked when it came to subject of looks.
She threw nearly most of the things from her closet while looking for a blue dress she bought a few weeks ago. After all, she found it in a washing mashine, all curled up with other clothes. Ange sighed deeply and ironed it as fast as she could, hoping that she won’t burn a hole in it. When she was putting the cloth on, her hands were trembling and she started breathing heavily. Now she regretted every decision she made about this event - signing in being the first one, buying way too high heels being the second, and inviting Nozomi being the third.
At first she thought that this will be great idea. They knew each other for so long, Ange never met someone who would understand her so much and stay with her no matter what… But after they said that they are going there as friends, girl started wondering if she didn’t want to invite him from other reason than “I don’t have anyone else to ask.”
Maybe it wasn’t too late to call him and tell that something happened and she can’t go to the prom. Maybe she could tell that she had an asthma attack and… No, he would still come to see if she’s okay. Maybe she could announce that her father came to visit… Bad idea as well, Karloff lived way too far to randomly come to her. Ange tried to come up with some kind of solution while she was brushing her hair, painting her nails, putting on makeup. She ended up with no ideas and completly awful eyeshades. She accidentally chose the brown ones instead of the silver ones and now she looked like if she played with dirt and didn’t washed her face in few days.
Damnit.
When she did everything in her power to save her image, phone ringed again. She grabbed it with one hand, the other still busy paiting her face, and she didn’t even need to put it up to her ear to hear a loud rock music and even louder voice of a familiar man.
“Ya ready, kid?!” Ronin asked in his usual manner. “We’ll be next to your house in about ten minutes, so I sure hope you are! See ya then!”
And that he hanged off.
Ange sighed and her determination only grew. After she finally finished her makeup, she put on some silver jewelery she kept with her since she had to first move to Ninjago City, and then run away from anacondrai warriors. It was the only thing that reminded her of her mum - a pair of round earrings, long necklace decorated with blue crystals, and three big rings engraved with some strange patterns. She used to have a habit of not going anywhere without them on. Not only from sentiment, though; she knew she could easily change it in deadly weapon in the time of the biggest need.
Luckily, today no one was gonna kill her (besides for her own embarrasment, of course), so she could wear it only for aesthetic reasons.
Ange looked at herself in the mirror and she even smiled. She wasn’t looking half as bad as she thought she would, to be absolutely honest. She still felt way too tall and fragile, but she could even pass as an attractive person! That was an achievement to celebrate, but she had no time to bake a victorious cake and open up the shampain.
She stood in front of the door, holding her phone tight and waiting for a call from either Nozomi or his father, but the first thing she heard was a familiar noise that went through the window.
“Hell no.” Girl mumbled under her breath when she turned around.
Right next to her balcony, floated R.E.X. - huge flying ship that belonged to Ronin. She blushed a bit from both fury and awkwardness, and walked towards it. Her neighbours were gonna look at her strange again.
“We don’t have a whole day!” Ronin yelled when she came close enough to hear his words. “Don’t act like if you are on a walk in a park, come here faster!”
Ange hissed with frustration and moved her hand a bit. Metal bars that surrounded her balcony suddenly changed their place and turned into a bridge for a girl to walk on a ship. She looked around, a little worried that someone saw her - good, no neighbour around. She still felt hella anxious when it came to using her powers around people she didn’t know.
She sat next to Ronin and looked at her right. On his other side was Nozomi, who waved to her awkwardly. His whole face was completly red, like if someone threw tomatoes at him. When Ange smiled and waved back, he started looking a bit more relaxed.
Ronin still hadn’t started flying again - he nodded constantly to the rythm of a very loud, very agressive and very scary (in girl’s opinion) song. This state would last even longer if Nozomi didn’t react.
“Dad”, boy sounded slightly annoyed. “Remember? We have to go.”
“As you said, we don’t have a whole day, sir.” Ange coughed due to how much smoke R.E.X. producted.
“Oh, yeah. Good idea, kiddos.” Ronin cracked a smile and then they started flying so fast that Ange got scared if they won’t end up dying soon. “So. How is this whole art school thing going, girl? I remember a good ol’ times when we didn’t had a time for a stuff like that, I’m telling you. You had to work hard from the day you were born, or you had to start stealing, and you probably know what I chose…”
And it felt like with every word, he got faster and faster.
Ange, who was now not even a little red, but completly pale, looked at her friend over his dad’s shoulder and whispered:
“Can we kill him, please?”
“We don’t know how to fly this thing,” Nozomi shook his head sadly. “We would die sooner than he will kill us.”
It was good that they mastered the art of reading lips movement through all this time. In other case, they wouldnt talk about subject like that near Ronin and, what’s even more important, they couldn’t understand each other. Meanwhile, man was still rambling about how much schools suck when you can become a criminal.
“Oh, didn’t he try to learn you? Maybe you know some basic stuff…”
“You forgot an important part - I don’t want my dad to die!”
“Who are you planning to kill?!” Ronin screamed in their terrified faces after the vehicle stopped in front of a huge building. ‘He turned off the music few seconds ago, so he probably didn’t hear much’, Ange realised and felt a big weight leaving her chest. If she survived this, she will survive tonight’s prom for sure.
“Uuuh…” Nozomi scratched the back of his neck.
“My teacher!” Ange interrupted. “My math teacher, sir.”
“I bet he’s a pain in the ass, huh?” Ronin laughed shortly. “Okay, kiddos, go. Have fun, don’t do drugs, and blablabla. I’ll come and pick you up at 11.”
If a moment ago Ange thought that this was gonna be the easier part of the evening, the fear of what was gonna happen returned when she came out of the ship. She stood in front of her school and Nozomi soon joined her. Everyone from her school, now dressed all elegant, looked at R.E.X. with open mouths. Which meant that they saw her as well. And they saw her with Nozomi.
Even bigger damnit.
“Is everything okay?” Her friend looked at her, seemingly worried. “You look nervous as hell.”
“I always AM nervous as hell, Nozomi.” She answered and then started walking towards the entrace. “It’s not a big deal today, though.”
“I hope so, we came here to… have fun. Or whatever normal teenagers do during proms.” Boy frowned and then blushed. “It’s so strange. I’m not sure if it was a good decision to take me with you, Ange. I’m a terrible dancer and I don’t know anyone here…”
“Hey”, she grabbed his hand. “I asked you to go with me because I know I’ll have fun with you. You are my best friend after all.”
“You forgot to add that I’m your ONLY friend.” Nozomi smiled mischeviously, and then he looked down at their holding hands with a frown. “Hm, won’t they all think that we are dating? You know, holding hands and stuff is usually pretty romantic, as far as I remember from all those movies.”
He laughed, as if he just said a good joke, but girl noticed a growing blush on his face a minute before anxiety hit her.
“Ugh, I-” Ange let go of his hand immediately, feeling a lump in her throat growing and growing. “I’m sorry for that, if I made you feel bad or-”
“I mean, it’s not like I don’t like it or something-” boy grabbed her wrist and looked down. “I just guess that at this point I can stand people looking at me because I’m with a person I’m most comfortable around, and not because I stole something.”
 She wasn’t ready to answer somehow for that and, luckily, she didn’t had to.
They heard a really loud rock music once again, and when they turned around, they saw Ronin running in their direction with a camera.
“I forgot to take a pic of ya two!” He took a few deep breaths and then got camera higher. “Okay so, stand somehow to look nice, and then say "cheese” or some other bullshit… Ready?“
They looked at each other with awkward expressions, but after a minute Ange placed her hand on Nozomi’s back and he wrapped his arm around her waist. Both awfully blushing teenagers tried to put normal smiles on their faces, and without any more word Ronin took a photo.
"Okay, now I’m leaving for real, I promise!” He screamed when he was getting back to his vehicle.
Ange sighed. Maybe this prom won’t be such a tragedy.
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