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Smile for the Camera - Spencer
itâs 2 days late but i havE A NEW FIC! i donât really know what else to say this time so yeah here you go!
gender: not mentioned/neutral
type: fluff
warnings: none
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You hoped you werenât going to be late. There was an accident on the highway when you were on your way over to Rossiâs house and you kept praying to whatever was out there for you to make it on time.Â
Pulling up to the driveway, you saw lights on in the house but the blinds were closed. so you couldn't tell if anything was happening. You heaved a big sigh and grabbed your camera bag.Â
âHere we go.â You said to yourself.Â
It was always a big production to go to weddings, no matter how small they are. Weddings were draining in the best ways. You loved seeing people in love but it was hard with how little was going in your life sometimes.Â
You got a text from Will that read, âJust walk straight to the backyard when you get here. Thatâs where we will do the ceremony.âÂ
You quietly walked to the back gate and gasped. The decorations were simple but beautiful. String lights, candles, lightly decorated chairs. You felt the urge to cry coming on but you held back. You had a job to do while everyone was gone at the end of the night, then you could cry out of happiness.Â
Click. One picture down. Click click. More photos loaded as you got shots in. This was the most calming moment, when there was no one around and you got to be by yourself and get your jitters out. The sound of the camera shutter was so loud in your head but so quiet when you worked.Â
âWell look who it is!â A southern New Orleans accent drawled from behind you as you wrapped up shooting.Â
âWil!â You turned, opening your arms to hug your best friendâs fiance.Â
You and Will had always been reasonably close because of your bonds with JJ. You didnât meet the people in her life often but you heard stories and when Will officially came into the picture, you were in love with his chemistry with JJ. You knew this day would happen, especially after Henry, it was only a matter of time.
âAre you ready, big guy?â You asked, taking in his dapper appearance.Â
He looked so nice that you knew JJ was going to cry when she saw him. Hell, you were going to cry when you see her and you get to see her before everyone else. Letâs face it⊠You were just going to cry over everything. Everything was cry-worthy because you knew it was all done in love. Everything here was about love.
âNo. I mean yes, I get to call her my wife but I have been practicing my vows for an hour and I still donât know what to say.â Will chucked as you smiled with him.Â
âI think youâve got it.â You comforted him.Â
You were about to say something when someone yelled about JJ pulling up in the driveway. This was Willâs cue to greet JJ at the door with Henry. They arrived in separate cars so Will could get the surprise together but the ruse was that Will was picking up a specific wine as a gift to Rossi since it was his party and you always bring the party host wine. It was a ruse because in reality, Will got to Rossiâs place early to make sure that everything was up and running as smoothly as possible.Â
Suddenly, a group of people came walking out of the backdoor. You started taking photos of them coming out as if they were the bridal party, the bridesmaids and groomsmen who stand on the altar with the couple, but you knew they were the guests.Â
The first guy out of the door winked at you, causing you to feel your face get hot. Whenever people gave themselves attention through the camera, you felt like it was attention towards you because you were the person behind the camera. You often had to remind yourself that itâs all for the camera, not you.Â
âHey, y/n!â Emily called as she grew closer to you. She was right behind the guy so you didnât see her until she was standing right in front of you.
âYou look really nice.â You said, taking a picture of Emily. She looked slightly bashful at the sight of the camera on her but she went with it anyway.Â
You met Emily before at a dinner party that JJ invited you to. Emily, JJ, and Penelope sat around JJâs kitchen table drinking wine and JJ invited you over because she knew you could use the break to chit chat and be with people without being under pressure to mingle and make business connections like at weddings. You always thought she was a bit brash but you also appreciated how straight-forward Emily always was.Â
âThank you. Are you going to photograph the wedding?â Emily asked as you walked to the middle of the aisle together. Emily was on her way to talk to someone else in the yard and you were waiting for JJ, Will and Henry to come out the back door.Â
âYeah. Will asked me to do it. â You smiled.Â
âI know youâll do great. You always do.â Emily was genuinely complimenting you and it was your turn to be bashful.Â
Being a friend of JJ, she always had you take their family photos so she could post them to Facebook and frame them. Emily obviously saw your photos, along with JJâs many friends and family, so she kept up with you.Â
Emily walked to her seat while you noticed Rossi and JJâs mother walking to the back door. You followed at a distance, your longest distance lens ready to capture JJâs face. All you could see was mouths moving but you kept the camera going until it hit her. click click click clickË. There was the recognition on JJâs face about what was happening.Â
âY/n!â JJ noticed you behind Rossi, who you knew as the rich older guy whose house hosted many dinner nights that you were often invited to but you were too busy with weddings and other events on the weekends to go. It was nice to actually attend for once.Â
âJJ!â You said, a big smile spreading on your face.Â
You can JJ hugged before her mom ushered the two of you off to a room.Â
âYou knew?â JJ asked as you got pictures of her and her mom getting her dressed in that gorgeous gown.Â
It fit her so nicely that it was almost like it was made for JJ⊠Little did she know that you had a hand in making sure it was fitted to her perfectly leading up to the wedding. It was a challenge but you were able to figure out her measurements through compiling a series of images, some of her clothes, and a special 3D rendering program that Penelope helped program. It sounds easy but it was incredibly difficult to put together in a short amount of time to ensure that the dress was going to be a perfect fit.
âKinda. It was a last minute thing, which gave me no time to spoil it.â You werenât the best at secrets but you were by far better than Penelope. You learned that pretty soon after you met her for the first time.Â
âWell, Iâm glad youâre here. I wouldnât want to be here without you.â JJ said, her mom zipping her up finally.Â
You gave the two of them time alone while you went and looked for a good place to set up. You could feel the tears coming on as you closed the door to the bedroom but you took a deep breath. It was a happy day and you were just feeling overwhelmed. Weddings could be stressful and a lot to handle a lot of the time but they made you happy at the end of the day.Â
As you stood in the front row, waiting for JJ to walk down the aisle, you noticed a boy out of the corner of your eye, just talking to Emily. He glanced over at you for a moment, fixing his hair, before focusing on Emily again. You wondered if he worked with JJâŠÂ
The ceremony came and went. From JJâs gorgeous dress under the stars to Henry and WIll looking nice and the photos of the first kiss, you couldnât stop crying between shots. It was hard to see but thank the lord for autofocus because you wouldnât be able to nail the manual focus through your tears. You had never seen her so happy, other than when you saw her in the hospital holding Henry for the first time, so this was an amazing occasion. You missed being a guest for a special moment like this but you would be sobbing if you werenât doing a job.Â
As JJ, Will and Henry walked inside for a little bit for a private moment after the ceremony, you were left outside by yourself as everyone started to mingle. Out of sheer anxiety, you flipped through your preview screen with all of your shots on your camera. With JJ inside, Penelope at the snack table, and Emily dancing with a tall, commanding man with dark hair, you were left not knowing anyone.Â
You decided to go sit down at a table and take a break when you heard Henryâs laugh. Looking up, you noticed the cute guy doing magic tricks with Henry over by the table. You couldnât help but stare at the two of them, a pang in your heart.Â
With all of your friends getting married or engaged, you found yourself getting lonlier. They were all pairing off and getting on with their lives while you were committed to your job. That was perfectly fine but your photos couldnât talk back to you when you were alone at night, needing an emotional connection.Â
Click. Click. Click. You took more shots of Henry smiling from afar, pausing to look at the previews, before you went inside to get something to drink. If anyone needed a shot right now, it was you.
Two shots in, you heard a door closing behind you.Â
âYou should say hi to him.â JJ said, smiling.Â
Instinctively, she was playing with her wedding ring. It was a foreign object on her hand so of course she would play with it between her fingers.Â
âI should not do that. Iâm here to work.â You smiled back.Â
The smile was a little bit forced because you had this conversation with JJ before. You see a cute person and JJ encourages you to go for it. You shoot her down and tell her all the reasons it wouldnât work out. The two of you laugh about it and move on.Â
âSpence is a nice guy.â JJ chuckled, looking out to the backyard.Â
âHis name is Spence?â You asked, raising an eyebrow.Â
âSpencer Reid is his name.â JJ corrected. âBut Iâve always called him Spence when no one would give him a nickname when he first got to the BAU.âÂ
âOh, thatâs cute.â You said, distractedly.Â
Looking over at Spencer, he was still playing with Henry. Another magic trick that piqued your interest as you tried to see how he did it. He was just too smooth because you couldnât see the switcheroo moment.Â
âGo, talk to him! Take a break for a little bit. Youâve been working this entire time and I know the shots arenât going to cure the lonely feeling.â JJ said, a soft smile on her face.Â
You thought about it for a second, slowly feeling the effects of the shots flowing to your head. It wasnât enough to knock you off balance but enough to loosen you up a little bit.Â
âI just might.â You said, your resolve hitting you.Â
JJ smiled at you as you went outside to where Spencer sat. One. Two. One. Two. You counted your steps, looking down at your feet as you felt the nerves threatening to come back up. Where was the confidence you felt a minute ago? You could do this.Â
Just when you were about to open your mouth, Henry spotted you and came running up to hold your leg.Â
âY/N!â He yelled, looking up at you.Â
In the second you paused to gain your balance and look down at Henry, you looked back up to see Spencer talking to the guy that winked at your camera in the beginning of the wedding. They seemed to be talking about something serious so you gave up and decided to dance with Henry.Â
âHey buddy, will you dance with me?â You asked Henry, who was still clinging to your leg. You took your camera from itâs resting place on your chest and placed it in your shoulder bag.Â
Henry nodded his head and the two of you went out to the dance floor, him holding onto your hands and swaying off tempo. You were looking at Henry, who occasionally let go of your hand to push the hair out of his face, and sneaking glances at Spencer, who was starting to look deflated in his conversation. You wondered what he was talking about that made him deflate at a wedding.Â
âMind if I cut in?â Willâs voice shook you out of your wandering thoughts about Spencer.Â
âOf course. Iâm sure you guys should have a family dance.â You said, stepping away.Â
âI wanted to dance with you, not him.â Will chuckled.
Henry ran over to his mom, who was at the snack table with Spencer, while you and will had a dance. You didnât even notice Spencer get up and move.Â
âThis is beautiful.â You said, looking around. You noticed the air get a little chilly but you were still moving so it didnât bother you.Â
âIt really came together in time.â Will chuckled, knowing how much of a hassle it was to pull everything together.Â
âNo thanks to you, of course.â You smiled.Â
Over Willâs shoulder, you could see JJ and Spencer still talking. They looked so light and fun. You wondered what they were talking about. You couldnât see JJâs face but Spencer was looking up at the stars until he wasnât. Suddenly, he was making eye contact with you.Â
You felt your face grow hot as you looked away, Willâs voice calling you back from your thoughts.Â
âYou should go talk to him. Youâll enjoy his⊠Quirks.â Will chuckled, continuing to sway with you.Â
âQuirks, huh? Heâs that bad? Maybe I shouldnât go for itâŠâ You said, thinking about how your previous experiences with guys with quirks landed you more single than an amoeba.Â
âI think you would like him. He knows a lot about⊠Well everything.â He said as the song came to an end.Â
âWell, Iâll see. I want to get more shots of you, JJ and Henry dancing together.â You said, grabbing your camera out of your shoulder bag and taking a few steps back to capture Will smiling.Â
Click. Click.Â
You checked the images and were satisfied enough to move on⊠Almost.Â
âCan I borrow that?â Will asked, pointing to your camera.Â
âFor what?â You asked, genuinely curious what he could use it for at his own wedding when he literally paid you to take care of photos.Â
âI want to show JJ how I see her, with the help of your camera.â Will said, dreamily as the two of you stared at JJ and Henry dancing together.Â
âOkay⊠I donât know what Iâll do now, though.â You nervously chuckled.Â
It was a little bit deflating to give up your camera. You really wanted a reason to talk to Spencer and you typically used taking pictures of someone as an excuse to actually talk to them. Without your camera, how are you supposed to do that?
âHere, Iâll be your wingman.â Will nudged you before you could realize that Spencer was walking toward the two of you.Â
Before you had time to react, Will put the camera up to his face and started taking pictures.
âThis is harder than I expectedâŠâ Will muttered, watching you smile.Â
âWhatâs hard?â Spencer asked, standing arms length away from you.Â
The three of you stood in a triangle, staring at each other for a moment. You felt naked and defenseless against the situation without your camera. Will was trying to understand it before he went over to JJ.Â
âYou know, the first photo of a person was an accident. So by taking pictures of me, youâre doing more than the first technical portrait photographer was doing, in terms of effort and intention. The art of photography really is a numbers game, if you think about it. Along the x and y-axis, youâre attempting to capture a moment of time on a plane of existence that is completely irrelevant to the numbers related to theâŠâÂ
âSpence.â JJ said, seemingly coming out of nowhere. She smiled and shook her head as if the two of them went through that routine normally.Â
âRelated to the plane of imagery.â You mumbled, knowing you heard that from somewhere but not sure where.Â
Will, JJ, and Spencer all heard you finish Spencerâs sentence, although it was natural.Â
âYou listened to my ted talk.â Spencer said, smiling.Â
âThat was you?â You asked, meeting Spencerâs eyes. They looked so pretty up close, when the light hit them a certain way.Â
âYes! It was supposed to be a regular lecture but they were trying a new format and wanted to know if I would be willing to do it that way. I didnât mind but it was hard toâŠâ Spencer trailed off when he looked over at JJ.Â
âWill, I think we should let them work out the logistics of...cameras⊠While you and I hang out with Henry. The night seems to be winding down. I think thereâs one song left before Rossi kicks us out.â JJ chuckled.Â
Spencer shifted on his feet as JJ, Will, and your camera went to the dance floor, where Henry was talking to Emily.Â
âYour name is Spencer, right?â You asked, rocking on the heels of your shoes.Â
âDr. Spencer Reid.â He said, looking at you with a small smile.
âOh. Youâre a doctorâŠâ You said, trying to figure out how old he was.Â
âIâm not that old, no. I was accelerated in my learning as a child so I finished everything earlier than expected.â He said, seemingly reading into what you were thinking.Â
There was an awkward silence that fell between the two of you. You wanted to fill it so badly but you didnât want to actually think about what to fill it with. You spent yet another night pining over a boy who wasnât going to have any interest in you, just like every other wedding you go to.Â
âSo⊠How about those starsâŠâ You chuckled.Â
âDo you think⊠Maybe... Would you be interested in dancing with me?â Spencer was stumbling over his words as the last song of the night came on through the speakers. One of your favorite songsâŠ
âFinally.â You breathed out before realizing what you said. âI mean yes, I would love to dance with you.âÂ
Leading you out to the empty makeshift dance floor, the music played softly in the background as Spencer slipped his hand around your waist.Â
âGarcia said you would be someone nice to know.â Spencer said, swaying with you.Â
âI beg to differ but I guess I shouldnât say those things to cute boys.âÂ
It was different from dancing with Will. Dancing with Will was wasting time, just doing something to do it. Dancing with Spencer had a little purpose. The last song of the night wasnât even slow but you and Spencer were the last ones on the dancefloor, just swaying in tune with one another. It was relaxing, if not excessively calming.Â
âYou think Iâm cute?â Spencer asked, his eyebrows furrowing.Â
âYou donât?â You followed up, genuinely confused at how he didnât see it.Â
âWell the term âcuteâ cannot be scientifically described although the golden ratio is believed toâŠâ Spencer squinted at something past your head, causing you to turn around.Â
Behind the glassdoor of the house was the BAU, watching you and Spencer dance. As soon as they realized you were turning around, they all pretended to be talking to one another. It was a pretty bad attempt.Â
âDo they always watch you do stuff like this?â You turned back to Spencer and he solemnly nodded.Â
âThatâs weird.â You said, glancing over your shoulder again.Â
Half of the team was giving Spencer a thumbs up, including JJ.Â
âWhat if we got out of here?â Spencer said, looking down at you.Â
âHmm?â You asked, looking at his eyes. You noticed they were warm and inviting, soft even.Â
âYou and I could get out of here. Get coffee, maybe?â He smiled slightly. It looked a little forced but that could be because he was nervous.Â
âRIght now?â You asked, lifting your arm as he slowly spun you around.Â
âRIght now. If thatâs okay with you. If not, thatâs fine. I get it. Itâs likeâŠâ Spencer was still going when you cut him off.Â
âLetâs get out of here.â You said, âI donât want the night to end with a last dance like this.â
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Survey #334
"i dreamed i was missing / you were so scared / but no one would listen, âcuz no one else caredâ
Sunrise or sunset? Sunset has prettier colors, imo, but I enjoy the pastel nature of sunrises, too. Are you mentally ill? Oh brother. Are you physically ill? I don't have any serious physical health issues, no. Introvert or extrovert? I'm a very strong introvert. What do you think when you look at your body? That it's fucking disgusting. What have others said when they look at your body? When I was healthy, I was complimented every now and again. With the body I have now? I'm glad people keep their months shut. Do you have a particular song that you feel deeply? There's a good 'ole handful or two. Talk about a time in your life where you have felt most alive? It's weird, I'm not a city person at all, but possibly when I was walking the streets of Chicago with Sara and her dad one evening. There was just so much life, so many new sights, that it was impossible not to. Plus, I was at a very happy point in my life, so. I just enjoyed a lot. Are you confident wearing a bikini? FUCK NO. Have you ever been hurt physically or mentally by a family member? Mentally, obviously. Everyone has at some point. I've never been seriously physically hurt by family, but Mom did spank my sisters and me as kids if we did something wrong. Biggest lie you have told? I don't really know. I get really uncomfortable telling even minor lies, so making a big one would be excruciating. I'm not saying I've never said a biggie, I'm sure in 25 years of life I said something stupid at one point, I just don't remember it. Do you believe in the Illuminati? Nah; there's some compelling evidence, but I just think it's way too big of a secret to keep. Regrets in your life? Blaming the breakup entirely on Jason and saying just plain cruel things to him afterwards. Also sending an appallingly hateful letter to Dad to vent after the divorce. Flirting with my then-best friend's boyfriend at the time behind her back. Dating Tyler (it's a small one, but still a regret). There are others, those are just the only ones coming to me right now. Achievements in your life? Lots of academic success and awards (before college, anyway...), artistic accomplishments like having my work put in a museum, surviving a traumatic breakup, (mostly) recovering from massive depression... What did people say about you in school? Nothing, really. I was a quiet student who just did her work and tried hard. Is there something you have never told anyone? Yes. If you had two days to spend one million dollars how would you spend it? First, I'm paying off college debt. Then Mom gets a new car, followed by me getting new glasses and renewing my permit. I'm getting a good terrarium setup for Venus. Then, it's tattoo time, baby, haha. I can't really do the mental math on how much this all would cost, but those are the high-priority things I can think of. Describe your first kiss? Was it how you imagined? Jason and I were playfighting in bed, and he had me pinned. Our faces were close, and I decided to kiss him. It was a fairy tale moment, in my eyes. He looked so bashful for once (he's far from shy) but also really happy, and I was too. Growing up were you in a wealthy, average, or low income household? Low, I think. Or maybe average, when Dad was still around. Have you been raised by a solo parent? When I was around 17, my parents split, so kinda-sorta. Do you know both your parents? Thankfully, yes. Have you abused drugs or alcohol? No. Are you comfortable accepting compliments? Ehhhh, I really appreciate them and they can make my whole day, but I'm very awkward about it. I get shy. Are you comfortable giving compliments? Oh yes. I honestly love giving compliments; I know how happy they can make me, so why not share that with others? Is any mental illness hindering your life? Guess. (: Is any physical illness hindering your life? Well, it's not an "illness," but the muscles in my legs have severely atrophied from leading such a horribly sedentary lifestyle, and that has greatly affected my ability to work without the risk of just collapsing. Walking at all is painful. Are you preparing for an apocalypse? No. I'm not really one to worry about "prepping." If it happens, it happens, man. I'm not spending loads of money on a "maybe." Are you interested in cults? Not really, no. Are your parents good cooks? Mom is fine, but it's hard to really judge Dad's cooking since he barely ever did it, plus I haven't had his cooking in many, many years. I remember he was great at making breakfast, though. That was like a rare treat, him deciding to make breakfast for everyone. Have you ever been to a chiropractor? Did you like it? No. Do you know anyone who is an actor? No. Have your wisdom teeth come through yet? They never did. Have you ever used a public pay phone? No. Have you ever made an item of clothing? No. Have you taken someone's virginity? No. Is confidence cute? "Confidence, yes. But cockiness and arrogance, no. Thatâs a whole different area thatâs definitely not cute." <<<< Nailed it. Would you be able to date someone who doesnât make you laugh? Doubt it. Are you one of those people who never drinks soda? No; rather, I drink too much of it. I'm trying really hard to lay off of it, and I drink nowhere near as much as I used to (when oddly enough, I was healthy and fit), but I'm still not comfortable drinking a can and a half a day. Listening to? "Castle of Glass" by Linkin Park. Kinda obsessed. Ever used a bow and arrow? No, but archery is cool. Last time you got a portrait taken by a photographer? I don't think this has happened since my senior shot in HS. Take a vitamin daily? Daily, no, but I really should. I take a Vitamin D capsule every Sunday, though. Favorite Taylor Swift song? I only really like "Love Story" and "Picture to Burn." Have you ever cried because you were so happy? Yeah. Which are better: black or green olives? I don't like olives period, but I guess black. Whatâs your 3rd favourite animal? Huh, never thought of #3, just #1 and #2: meerkats and opossums. Maybe snakes? Do you like mushrooms? NO. NO NO NO. What dream do you remember most vividly? One I don't talk about. A childhood nickname? Mom called me "Twinkie" and still sometimes does. ;-; Does anyone in "real life" know that you take surveys? Would you be embarrassed if they found your blog? Just Sara. And yes, regarding some people. Who was the last person you blocked on social media? Did you have an argument that lead to that happening? I'm unsure, but probably. I don't tend to just like... randomly block people. What was the first social media account you remember signing up for? Are you still a member of that particular website, if it even still exists? Of course it was MySpace. It's still floating around somewhere in cyberspace. What website from your childhood/teen years do you wish still existed? I get nostalgic over the Animal Planet forums sometimes. Have you ever met up with anyone in real life that you first met via the internet? Did you get on as well as you thought you would? Yes, Sara. I felt like it would go just fine, but it went even better than I expected - I was oddly very comfortable around her and her family. Have you ever tried any of those meal replacement shakes? Are you a fan of things like that in general? Yeah; I tried many brands until I settled for Equate, surprisingly. Cheap does not equate to bad quality, my friends. We always have the chocolate ones in the house, and they're really not bad at all. Are you the kind of person to enjoy taking naps? I love me my daily nap, man. What's your favourite kind of cheese to have on a pizza? Idk, whatever cheese is normally used, lol. What's a hobby you loved when you were younger but no longer enjoy for whatever reason? I guess video editing. I can't say I'd no longer enjoy it at all, but now the idea sounds far more like a chore than fun. Is there a popular food/drink that you can't stand? What is it and why don't you like it? I could name five dozen, but here's just a few: coffee, pie, tea, fried chicken (or is that just a Southern thing to be obsessed with?), and... of course now that I'm asked this question, I'm blanking on the huge number I know exist. As for "why," that varies, but it's either just simply a taste or even a texture thing. How would your wedding boquet look like? I want a gothic-themed wedding, so imagine a mix of black and maroon roses... whew-wee. Youâre at a bar, and you witness a man drugging some girl's drink. What do you do? No hesitation, I'm decking the motherfucker. Fuck my fear of men, he's getting knocked out, and I'm immediately alerting the staff, as well as of course the girl. Kids? How many? Why? Names? Boy or girl? Y'know, loads and loads of scaly and hairy ones. 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I want like 20 tarantulas but Mom says no. :( Do you spend a lot of time outdoors in the summer? Fuck no, I will do anything to stay inside in summer. Do you wear band tees? if yes, which one is your favorite? I love band tees, yeah. My Ninja Sex Party shirt is the most comfortable, but comfort aside, it's hard to pick a favorite. Possibly my Otep one, 'cuz the design is dope. Do you ever re-arrange your room? No. What season do you want to get married in? Fall. What is the highest name-brand thing you own? Oh god, I don't own expensive brand stuff. I guess the only exclusion would be my Cloak shirt, but even that's not like, mad pricey. What color GameBoy did you have as a kid? Red. What was your favorite GameBoy game? Maybe that Catz game? Even though the music was the most fucking obnoxious meowing ever lmao. What was the last compliment you remember someone gave to you? Who was it? It was this guy in my PHP group; my therapist surprised the fuck out of me by sharing with everyone my most recent poem (I trust him a lot, and he urges me to send him my art, so I've done that twice), and I nearly fucking died from cardiac arrest. However, this Nick guy, who's a poetry major, told me it was better than stuff he reads in his Master's program. I almost cried. Have you ever personally been friends with a stripper or prostitute? No, not that I'm opposed though or anything. If you have tattoos, which one that you have was the most painful? The one on my inner forearm. Have you ever actually met and talked to someone whoâs famous? No. When was the last time you got a parking ticket for anything at all? I never have. Do you have any pets who will bite anyone else out there, besides you? No; Roman won't even come close enough to a stranger TO bite, haha. It's funny, he's so goofy and you'd guess outgoing, but instead, he's terrified of people he doesn't recognize. Whatâs your favorite type of sushi? I don't eat sushi. Whatâs your favorite patriotic song? Don't have one. Have you ever read a book about a character in a psych ward? No, and I'd really prefer not to because it would just drag me back to dark times. Have you ever been in a mental hospital as a patient? ^ Have you ever had an ulcer? No. Do you like soy sauce? omfg no Whatâs your favorite store to browse around? Morph Market. @_@ It's a hub for reptiles for sale, and I have my days where I just browse the ball python morphs for like an hour or so, haha. Whatâs the name of the most recent baby a friend had? Christ, half my friends on Facebook are having babies, idr. I don't know who was the most recent. Do people normally say youâre a fast typer, or are you rather slow? I'm very fast. Have you ever been considered the "smartest person in school?" No; that was my friend Hannia. I'm pretty certain she would qualify as a genius. Her GPA was fucking incredible. Were you named after anyone famous or anyone on television? No.
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Ooh Iâve got a cryptage prompt if you feel like writing c: I really love ur writing btw itâs so freaking good đ: Mirage wants to try and impress and further understand his bf by learning some Korean, but heâs obviously not the best at it and is embarrassed by how bad he is. Crypto finds his efforts really endearing regardless, and falls even more in love with the old man đ„ș
YESSSSS!!!!! This is so cute and reminds me of another one-shot I should write. *i rub my hands together like little fly* However!!! I'll focus on this ask first!!! And tysm!!!! That's so sweet of you!!!
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Elliott isn't a linguist. He's never bothered to learn any other languages, despite being around so many people with foreign tongues. Hell, he's barely good at Englishâwhy would he want to work on learning an entirely new language?
Well, that was his mindset before he met Tae Joon Park (or, as he's better known, Hyeon Kim), the beautiful, enamoring, absolutely wonderful Korean-speaking man he's devoted every thought to, every moment to adoring and appreciating. Park had spoken a single word to him (well, technically two, but his statement still stands) and he had fallen for the language.
Every word was so effortlessly said, like Park's very tongue was graceful. At times, he'd hesitantly whisper some phrase in his mother tongue (something like "saran kayo," he thinks? He always says that phrase quickly and he can never quite get a read on what's exactly being said) and Elliott would ask him to say it again, receiving a fond roll of the eyes, before he gets a kiss to shut him up.
Park seemed to prefer speaking Korean at times. No one else on the drop ship spoke it, so he could mutter to himself in the language to avoid inquiry. It was where he was more comfortable speaking fondly to Elliott, too (and Elliott had to learn that by picking up the fondness in his voice and the softness in his eyes). Receiving compliments in that soft voice in that beautiful language was enough to brighten the man's day after any nightmarish event.
And now, concerning that pesky language barrier, Elliott was studying the language a bit. He couldn't learn it in a few days, but he'd definitely try to learn as much as he could and totally impress his boyfriend, make him swoon, as he usually does (because Park isn't the easiest to impress with his usual nonsense, but he's learned that showing off that beautiful brain of his was the way to his heart).
Plenty of research was put into this, hours spent on just learning little terms of endearment that could bring out those cute apple cheeks he adores so much.
At the moment, said boyfriend was seated in his lap, working on improving the performance of his drone, the little guy currently in sleep mode and plugged into his laptop. Elliott was scrolling through the page he was currently reading over. The hacker's intent focus on his programming eventually switched over to the trickster's screen, raising a brow as to what he was currently reading.
"Why are you looking up 'terms of endearment'?" he asked, relaxing against the other's chest. A "comfortable pillow," apparently. "I could have sworn you had a endless supply of pet names."
Elliott chuckled, pressing a kiss to the back of Park's head, nose buried in soft hair. "Mm. No reason⊠ae-in."
Park's eyes widened momentarily, pulling away from where he was resting against his chest and, instead, moving to look at the other incredulously, head tilted. "Did you just⊠You pronounced it wrong."
"I pronounce English wrong. You can't expect any better." Elliott chuckled, dropping his phone on his bed and arms moving to slip around Park's waist. "I'm trying to learn."
"Why?"
"'Cause I wanna know what you're saying whenever you say that one wordâs-saran⊠saran-something."
"Saranghaeyo," Park corrected in that beautiful voice of his.
"Yeah! That! Reveal your secrets."
"Neoui kkum-e. You'll have to learn it yourself, old man."
"Oh? That so, kid?" Elliott's fingers were dancing along the smaller's hips now, slowly rising, nimble fingers sliding beneath the hoodie he wore. "Must I use other methods?"
And, easily, those hands were slapped away. "Do that and I'll break your hand."
"Mm. Charming." A chuckle left him before his arms returned to lazily wrapping around Park's waist, non-threateningly. "I'm sorry, my sweet, uh⊠yeo-bo."
Immediately, Park's cheeks colored, and a shy smile curled his lips. "Elliott, do you know what that means exactly?"
"I'd hope 'darling.' I didn't just call you fat, did I?"
Park snorted softly, shaking his head. "No. You're right. But⊠it's⊠usually meant for married couples." He paused momentarily, looking away, before smirking. "And you said it wrong."
"Worst. You're the worst. Only you'd drop an embarrassing bombshell and then insult me." Elliott huffed, sporting that famous pout he seemed to be trademarkingâand he's not sure he's happy with that. "Uh⊠Sorry, though, ifâif that's overwhelmingâor bad."
"It's⊠nothing bad." Park shrugged, eyes unable to focus on Elliott now, simply browsing the merchandise held in the trickster's room. "I need to teach you how to pronounce it, though. Your attempts offend me."
"Ha ha. Worst boyfriend ever. I want a refund."
"The store I came from has a strict no return policy. Apologies."
"Here, I'll just give you to Renee. She'd like a buddy to bully."
"You're such a jerk."
"That may be so, but I'm also your pabo."
At that, Park snorted, falling into a laughing fit, a seldom occurrence for the other, and Elliott, frankly, nearly fell off the bed.
Park's laugh wasn't exactly the most listened to song Elliott's ever heard. His laughter always starts shy, quiet, and it usually stays that way. Park doesn't throw his head back and let loose, doesn't echo off the walls, and always has a hand covering his mouth, trying to hide that breathtaking smile of his. It was disheartening, seeing him hide something so unmistakably glorious, but he still got to see it, even if it was just harder to.
Everything about him was absolute perfection, smile included.
"YouâYou just called yourself an idiot," the hacker managed, voice a bit higher in pitch due to the laughter still shaking his frame.
"Oh! No! I didn't mean that! Shit! I take it back!"
"Ah. I think that's my new nickname for you. My dearest pabo."
"I finally get a pet name from you and it's an insult."
"And you still didn't pronounce it right."
"Oh, bite me, Kim."
The smaller released another bit of laughter before he returned to leaning against Elliott, feeling strong hands cup the back of his head and play with his hair. The action always helped relax him, and the smile painted upon his visage only widened.
Frankly, he thought it was sweet that Elliott had made such an effort to understand him when he spoke in his mother tongue. The man never ceased to make him fall in love all over again, make him remember why he called Elliott Witt his love, why he was willing to do everything in his power to keep that smile shining as bright as the sun.
"Thank you for trying, wang-ji-nim."
"Aw. You're welcome, tong-tong-hae."
"⊠And now you called me fat."
"FUCK!"
#apex legends#crypto#tae joon park#mirage#elliott witt#cryptage#i had to research some of these i hope they aren't messy jfjjsa#this was a fun ask!! ty!!!!#pls send more i'm lonely#lenardo does a write
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In Another Life Pt2
Pairing: Simeon x Ester
Pt1Â | Pt3
 Blinking and looking around the room it looked like a... Meeting room? There were a lot of throne like chairs as above seven of them were big murals of creatures.âH-How did I even get here⊠W-Where is even here,â I started to ask while I quickly got up off of the floor dusting off my pants. The reddish-brown haired man in a red uniform known as Diavolo explained to me about Devildom and the whole exchange student program as how I was selected as the second human to be picked to attend RAD for the next year. âSamuel could you call your siblings in to meet the exchange student,â Diavolo asked the slightly shorter demon. Samuel had shaggy short white as snow hair and dark gray eyes with a similar uniform, but in black and a tealish-green color along with the red cape draped over his right shoulder.Â
It didnât take long as the sound of double doors opening as I turned to see four males walk into the room as each of them looked fairly different as it was almost hair to believe they could all be brothers as they wore the same uniform as Samuel. Each of the demons introduced themselves as this all still felt like some weird dream as when it was time for me to introduce myself, once again the doors opened as I hear a pair heels against the tile floor. Turning around to see who entered it was actually two more people; and thatâs when I completely froze when I noticed noticed the female figure with split colored hair and multiple piercings walking in the room while holding a smaller blonde boy who pretty much clung to her like a koala bear.
âYouâre late,â I heard Samuel say in a lecture like tone as the girl seem to only roll her cinnamon brown eyes before she took a bite into a⊠White apple? âWell Iâm sorry that I was making sure everyone made it to the meeting,â she seemed to snip back before standing by the four and setting down the younger looking boy as even he felt oddly familiar. âLetâs make this quick, youâre interrupting my nap,â the boy grouchily huffed while rubbing his eyes before hugging his sisterâs waist. Blinking a few times realizing they were waiting on me I jumped a little and rubbed the back of my neck in a slightly nervous manner.Â
âMy name is Simon,â I said introducing myself as, while looking at the girl I couldnât help but think back to the girl in my dream, but there was no way there was no connection between the two, it had to just be a coincidence. âIâm Lucas, hhhhaaahhh.. Iâm the avatarr of sloth,â the young looking demon introduced as he yawned a lot as he spoke, which left the seventh and last sibling. She gave a gentle smile causing my heart to skip a beat and I heard her say, âAnd Iâm Berinesh, the avatar of gluttonyâ then bite into her apple again as the crunch sound lightly echoed throughout the large room.
~~~~ House of Lamentation ~~~~
Walking in the huge house, it was absolutely beautiful, full of decorations and paintings. âDuring your stay here with us, Berinesh will be responsible for you. Sheâll also be showing you around and bringing you to your room, your belongings will already be inside,â Samuel said before turning and going off to who knows where. As the rest of them went off probably do their own thing which only left me alone with Berinesh as she was eating pretzels out of a bag. âCome on, follow me,â she said motioning her head to follow as she started to walk which I quickly went to keep up with her.Â
This house was definitely huge and was definitely going to take time to be able to remember what was there, but she was very good about explaining the places where I was able to go to, places in the house I wasnât allowed to go into, and whose room was which. We soon came to a stop in front of a door before she motioned towards the door âAnd the last stop is your room,â she announced which I nodded walking to the door and turning the door knob and opened the door before walking inside. The walls were covered with book shelves, completely filled with books as I could only imagine just how many were in here. âAt least it wonât be too boring, unless donât like to read,â I heard Berinesh talk in a joking manner as I found myself laughing. âI like a good book now and again,â I said nodding my head as itâd be interesting to read what Devildom literature was like.Â
âThanks again Berinesh,â I thanked her as she pushed herself off the door frame and smiled again. âAside from my pain in the butt brother telling me to do so, I was more than happy to help cuz honestly; the majority of my brothers are complete idiots. Oh and you donât have to call me by my full name, you can call me Berin or Esh Iâm fine with either or,â she said as I was surprised she was allowing me to call her by a nickname, but I smiled as they both were quite cute. Nodding my head she seemed to stretch a bit. âWell Iâll let you get settled in, if you need me youâll most likely find me in the kitchen or in my room which you know is next to the kitchen,â she said with a small chuckle as I couldnât help but laugh a bit with her. âRight, Iâll see you at dinner then,â I said before seeing her head off and once she was out of sight I closed the door and turned looking at the whole room as the reality of it all has settled in.Â
~~~~ Time Skip ~~~~
Itâs been a week since Iâve started attending RAD as it hasnât been all that bad and I guess you could say I was starting to get along with the other demons in the house though it seemed the two I was the closest was with Berinesh and Lucas as I actually have even made a pact with Berinesh. I was hanging out with Berinesh and Lucas in her room. Lucas was napping curled up on her bed as the two of us sat on the floor talking as I watched her handling her pet antilles pinktoe tarantula named Peri. She really was something amazing as though we didnât know each other long, it felt like Iâve known her my whole life.Â
âYou wanna try holding her,â I heard her ask me causing me to break out of my thoughts seeing the fuzzy creature slowly crawling in her hands. I wasnât exactly fond of any kind of spider as Berinesh has told me plenty of times that Peri was absolutely docile. Deciding that today would be the day I try I nodded my head before moving closer. Slowly reaching out a flat hand I reminded myself to breath as everything was going to be fine, it was completely safe. With one hand Berinesh transferred the tarantula carefully onto me as I was actually surprised how soft and fluffy like Peri felt, though I also felt Berineshâs hand brush against my own when moving away as there was this sudden jolting feeling.
Hearing a small gasp come from her I looked up at her as she seemed to of inhaled sharply, her eyes wide in shock and she seemed to stay like that as I wasnât completely sure what happened. I started to grow concerned when suddenly I witness a single tear fall. âE-Esh, whatâs wrong? Youâre crying,â I asked as could I have hurt her from that small jolt, no that couldnât be it. Soon her eyes dilated seeming to snap out of whatever was going on, but her eyes looked⊠Sad. âAre you okay,â I asked again softly as seeing her in such a manner made my chest ache. âY-Yeah sorry, I think something got something in my eye is all,â she replied rubbing her one eye with the back of her hand.Â
~~~~ The Retreat ~~~~
We were in Diavoloâs castle for the retreat as the first day was very⊠Interest, but nonetheless I got to learn a lot as I pretty much stuck with Berinesh and Lucas. Today was day two as it went over fairly well without any problems so far. Dinner went well as the food one of the angels cooked was really good. Currently everyone was getting ready for the dance just fixing up my suit before starting to tie my tie. Once completely ready we all headed out to the ballroom and when we got there the sound of music was already playing.Â
Looking around my gaze stopped when it spotted Berinesh though I had to take a double take to make sure it was really her since she looked quite different in her demon form. Her usually long wavy pink and gray hair was now this almost black raspberry and black color, she had horns that curved down into her face along with a tail of a scorpion, and her outfit was surprisingly revealing though she had a gray jacket lined with fur that hung off her shoulders. âKeep looking at my sister like that and you can say goodbye to your kneecaps,â I looked over to see it was Lucas who reminded me of a sheep now getting to see the avatar of sloth in his demon form. Feeling my face becoming hot I was embarrassed to be seen probably looking like an idiot. âS-Sorry, I was just⊠Admiring her,â I said slowly as looking over I saw that she was now out on the dance floor dancing with someone.
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Ayesha Liveblogs Naruto Shippuden S21
What a tender intro omg also why is this filler so well animated
The introduction of modern technology will never not be funny to me. Kakashi on a laptop. Gaara sending emails. What has the ninja world come toÂ
I know itâs just superfluous background motion but that angry little cat design was amazing. Takes me tf outÂ
Hello again New English Iruka Voice time to feel slightly uncomfortableÂ
Doesnât Inuyasha have a monopoly on this baby with a red ball imagery
Why! Is! No one! Making sure! Naruto is fed! Heâs a baby!!!!!!
Naruto and Sasuke were such adorable children my heart
SOMEONE PLEASE EXPLAIN THE FAMILY WHERE ONE OF THE CHILDREN IS JUST A FROG? WHO IS DOING THESE BACKGROUND ANIMATIONS?????
In case you thought I wasnât being literal:
[Accompanying dialogue to this image: âDid you hear the rumours that Lord Fourth died because of him?â WHO IS THIS FROG CHILD WITH A VENDETTA AGAINST MINATO]
This ninja cowboy music seems slightly misplaced but okay
Hiruzen. U r the literal ninja president. Naruto is foraging in the forest for food bc no one is taking care of him! How r u like âHahah Iâm hungry too :DâÂ
âThe things that we inconsequential humans worry about are often very petty indeedâ âYouâre rightâ Itâs Philosophy Hours ft. Pre-SchoolersÂ
âAre you sure these mushrooms are safe to eat? âWonât know âtil we eat âemâ HIRUZEN PICK UP THE PHONEÂ
SCREAMS FIVE YEAR OLD NARUTO JUST JUMPED OFF THE HOKAGE MONUMENT AHHHHHH
I miss Neji :((((((((((((((((
âPlease make sure that you look after Nejiâ show us Nejiâs mum you cowards!!!
âYou have to be more positive, and confident!â Nejiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii my boy
âI wish that I could switch places with you, big brotherâ Thereâs a lot to unpack here and Iâm wildly concerned about all of it. This episode ought to be titled Konoha Desperately Requires Child Welfare Programs
Making an mini-episode which largely depicts Nejiâs tragic backstory and centring its ending on Hinata seems like an odd angle to take
 âIâm alone. I donât have anyone, but I never cryâ NARUTOOOOO
KJHFKJHG THIS NINJA BASEBALL OUTRO I LOVE ITÂ
SASUKE USING HIS SHARINGAN TO CHEAT AT BASEBALL I WHEEZE
Also not that I donât like Genma but why is he a central figure in this ending. Has he had more than a single conversation with Naruto in his life
Lmao @ Sasuke and Itachiâs child versions going back to having their adult voices. Pick a lane SP!!!
âThings in season are always cheap and tastyâ âOh, is that so, Sasuke? Hahahaâ Sasuke learning about the ninja economy
âWeâre going to visit your motherâs familyâ Two questions: 1) Arenât your families the same family (eep) and 2) Donât they all live in the same part of the village
90% of this dialogue is recycled from prior episodes except delivered more slowly and itâs a little confusingÂ
Itachi sure knows a lot about cooking for an eleven-year-oldÂ
Sasuke being a clumsy child is such a cute character detail ahhhh I love him so much đđđđđđđđđ
â[Confused laughter] You want to be like me?â What a Mood Itachi
Sakuraâs hideout in the woods is so sweet yes 2 semi-normal childhoods
Poor little Sakura already concerned about her appearance they never let girls live do they
âYouâre really cute Sakura, donât hide itâ Ino and Sakura are the most adorable children in the WORLD I love their relationship 4ever
âIf sheâs cute like you say, then I would love to meet herâ who will stop all men
âBut Ino, arenât you good friends with Sakura?â âNo, not reallyâ Okay not to project but. I have a lot of thoughts on this narrativeÂ
GASP Inner Sakuraâs first appearance!!
Tiny Team 7 is all I need in the world honestly I would watch a whole show that was just those three growing up
I have only just now noticed Suigetsu as third baseman. This ninja baseball game and season in general raise so many questions
Noooo Gaara donât cry you are gonna be so loved in the future
Rasa, can I just say, from the bottom of my heart, Iâm going to yeet you into the sun
âWhen I look up at the sky, the pain inside my heart feels a little bit betterâ Heâs like 4!!!!!!! >:(
âInstead of a mother, you get to have me, Lord Gaaraâ Yashamaru: Self-Diagnosed MumncleÂ
Ngl baby Gaaraâs recollection of Karura is nothing like she looked like
I really donât care for this new Iruka voice I just keep listening to him like âthatâs not the sound of Narutoâs dad!!â
I will admit him spooking the sleeping children was cute I donât know why I always find that so funny kjhgkjhg
âLet me buy into this fightâ who taught seven-year-old Naruto to gamble
Christ alive the implication that Naruto has been doing the sexy jutsu since he was seven who will put this boy in ninja therapy
If Orochimaru had just continued to be Jiraiyaâs long-suffering friend he might be half-endearing but alas he is fecal matter personifiedÂ
âCome on out, I made plenty, so you might as well stay and eatâ Hjgjfjgfgffg Iâm not sure whatâs funnier about this scene the implication that Obito and Rin both independently followed Kakashi home without noticing each other, or that Kakashi did notice and rather than question this turn of events was just like âGuess I should make more fishâ
âWhen youâre older, do you think youâll become a chefâ I would pay to see the AU where Kakashi becomes a professional chef why couldnât that have been his Road to Ninja personaÂ
Ngl I spent the first half of Kakashiâs minisode wondering if Sakumo was dead or simply too depressed to take care of Kakashi and I think dead is the less upsetting outcomeÂ
âItâs no fun when youâre not around, Kakashiâ Obitooooooooooooooo
Iâm not saying itâs suspicious that Sakumo is given two different depictions of his grave site in the anime but Sakumo fucked an alien and I stand by that statementÂ
All I remember from Sasuke Shinden is that a character called Sasuke âSassyâ as a nickname and if they do that in the Eng dub I wonât survive
â[Deep sigh] Alright Sakura, what is it?â Fhfjhfkjh whatâs your damage Kakashi canât your kids come to visit when people start exploding
God Sakura and Inoâs relationship is the realest.... she went to the Hokage bc her gal was worried abt her family friend and then comforted her from her loss... the looooooooove
Hinata not to devalue your work in any way but why did u collapse after poking one (1) man in the chakra point isnât gentle fist based in taijutsu
Fhjfhkjhf Iâve seen that gif before of Kakashi knowing that Sakura was thinking about Sasuke but itâs still funny
Sasuke just hanging in the woods with kittycats what kinda redemption journey is this lmao
Ehehehe Iâm still not over the fact that Sasuke recognizes Saiâs jutsu and Kakashi uses it to communicate like there are six members of team 7 and this arc PROVES IT HELL YEAH
I canât believe I forgot the circus ninja oh my godÂ
âThereâs good money to be found for performers like usâ MOVE OVER EXPLODING HUMANS WHEREâS MY EPISODE ABOUT THE NINJA CIRCUSÂ
Everyone always commenting on the pupils and sclera of the Hyuga and Uchiha but nobody caring about Old Man Demon Eyes from the Bamboo Village:
Youâd think at this point no amount of genjutsu could traumatize SasukeÂ
Theyâre leaning wholeheartedly into the ninja cowboy music
That is not how I thought they would pronounce âSassyâ this show is full of twists and turns
âWhat about reviving the Uchiha clan? Youâre the lone survivor right?â said Chino, inquiring about when Sasuke was planning to have vaginal sex
âYou really think youâre going to find him inside that seriously scary looking cave?â GASP ITâS TENZO TIME
AIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIE ITâS MY BOYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
âYouâre Sasuke, right?â asked Yamato, as if Sasuke had not provided the memorable introduction of stabbing a seasoned ANBU in the shoulder as a sixteen-year-old during a dramatic reunion with his team
âIt would be easier for us to keep things coordinated, if you sent us progress reports as you went...â Okay not to be that gal but I love that Tenzo and Kakashi are an âusâ in this mini-lecture about how Sasuke should call his father (Kakashi) more often
P sure thatâs Yamatoâs last speaking role goodbye sweet man we knew ye well
âSo does this mean that you trust me?â GO TO JAIL OROCHIMARU
Every time that Orochimaru touches Sasuke I want to leap through the screen you leave that boy alone!!! Go! To! Jail!
Sasuke having to explain his social life to Taka is a dynamic I never knew I needed. What more do I want from Naruto than frames like this:
"By showing everyone that Sasuke isnât in the Hidden Leaf Village and that heâs still out journeying around the world, it reduces the possibility that the village will be harmedâ âSo are you saying that Sasuke has to keep travelling foreverâ âThat might be soâ I canât believe the entirety of Taka came up with a better explanation for Sasuke staying outside Konoha than Kishimoto himself
âCompared to me, the likelihood that Kabuto will return to evil is extremely lowâ
He still helped kill......... 40,000 people????? Okay dude
I CANâT BELIEVE OROCHIMARU IS ACKNOWLEDGING HE IS STILL EVIL!!!! GO TO JAIL!!
Iâm gonna pretend I donât see Tenzo following Stranger Danger and heâs on vacation on a beach where he belongs
Fhjkhfkjhfkj whatâs the meaning of this Orochimaru youâve looked the same since you were 25:
Sasuke: No. Sheâs older than I am
Orochimaru: [Soft gasp] What?
Man I remember vaguely Sasuke being involved in this fight based on the Tenzo novel scene later on but hoo boy I do not like this
SCREAMMMM TENZO TRYING TO PROTECT PPL IN THE AREA HEâS HELPING
âI canât make direct contact with him, so I better go nowâ I hope it is because you filed a restraining order, Yamato
âTo increase the rarity, what Iâve even done is, had all but one person in a clan killedâ at this point En Oyashiro is just trying to bait Sasuke
God I love how righteous Sasuke is being rn like this is the kind of dismantling of oppression I wanted for him instead of sad murder times
This battle is bonkers:
Villain: Looks like you brought a sword to a dodgeball fight
Sasuke: Looks like you brought a dodgeball to a magic eyes fight!!
Well I certainly breezed past this part of Sasuke Shinden hello Fushin
I find it hard to believe that anyone but Naruto could best Sasuke rnÂ
I keep joking that those eyes in the sky look like Tenzo but Iâm right and I should say it
What a long, drawn-out and slightly suspicious backstory for Chino (looking at you, Fushin of two personality types)
âBut now youâre still able to travel freely... and that is all because you have people who love and protect youâ Team 7 cutaway with closeups of Sakura and Naruto, Narusasusaku game strong
âFor the Leafâs nourishment, your entire clan was absorbed by your villageâs Rootsâ wow what a shitty time for such an excellent pun
Unbelievable kkhkjhfk and by this I mean completely believable:Â Â
Chino: Please explain your change of heart re: village corruption
Sasuke: I got a boyfriend
Unbelievable x2:
Chino: KILL MEÂ
Sasuke: Consider this.... you have.... boy who is friend. Good enough
Chino: Wow Sasuke, youâre right
Lmao @ Kakashi proudly announcing that Sasuke is about to enter an unsanctioned jutsu fight in a bet to free enslaved people how did this letter go âDear Hokage-dad-Kakashi, I am writing to inform you...â
Even funnier: If Tenzo wrote the letter bc Sasuke is shite at contacting people: âDear Kakashi-senpai, Brace yourself to be worried and proudââ
âAre you Sasukeâs...â yes Chino, whatever the end of that sentence is, youâre correct
Huh I couldâve sworn at least a good chunk of these freed people go to the Leaf. I didnât make that conversation up. I have discussed it many times!!! My poor Tenzo cut out for more logical story lines I guessÂ
Omggggggg the Raikage is telling Sasuke about Narutoâs most vulnerable Sasuke moment..... the love!!! Is this the only reason they invited A lmao
En Oyashiro joining Rasa and Hiashi in the Bad Dad Club
Iâve said this before but Naruto and Sakura going on a date to talk about Sasuke is the most legit representation for their relationship Iâve ever seen thatâs it thatâs what them dating would be likeÂ
âYouâre just like a one man police forceâ lol @ them cutting out the fact that Sakura said this bc Sakuraâs not allowed to have individual connections to Sasuke and also just like....... how much Sasuke still wants to be a cop kjhgkjhgk baby stop
Iâve belatedly realized that Kakashi types to the beat of the intro music and it makes me giggle
âThe adult world can be complicatedâ is that ur way of saying ânepotismâ Kakashi
âIâm startinâ to get a bellyâ âI donât want to hear about all thatâ PLS
âYou two are really the only ones who are special to meâ aw Shikamaru
That slap was AÂ Lot, Temari, surely there are better ways to tell Shikamaru you want him to be your boyfriend
âYou donât really think that Sai hasââ âWell, he is very innocent.âÂ
Kakashi about Sai: Heâs the baby of the family
Sai: Iâm the oldest and most experienced of all the youth???
Kakashi: I mark ur ages by when I got you xoxo ur legal age is 3
Iâm not sure that thatâs the intonation I expected for Hinoko but I guess thatâs on me for stereotyping teen girls hahah
âThatâs my ninja wayâ âOur ninja wayâ I feel like this is shinobi flirtation
The outro with Little Team 7 fading to Big Team 7... I have but one heart
Also the implication that they took a photo immediately post war jhgkjhgkj. Kakashi still has a barely healed stab wound and twenty years of trauma. Sasuke and Naruto both just lost an arm. Also who brought a camera to the battlefield. Who took this picture. (Tenzo waking up from a 224 episode coma: We gotta take a family photo)
âYou might consider yourself a member of Team 7, but I wonder if they think the same of youâ [Naruto voice] Believe it!!!!!!
âIf we just kill the lookouts, itâll be like easy to get past the checkpointâ okay calm down Soku
Lmao Shikamaru struggling to deal with rebellious teens jhghjkg why are the anime episodes I watch so fitting to my own life
Man not to get 2 real itâs fucked up that Soku fears peace wyd militarismÂ
I donât really believe that Soku is deserting the village but itâs a good tactic
[Panning to the bird scene at the beginning of this arc] We call that foreshadowing
Komoriâs judgement seems to be clouded by his lowkey crush on Soku
âIâve just been having these really bizarre dreams latelyâ thatâs PTSD Shikamaru
âFeudal lords are always [tyrants] no matter where you goâ then why.... do you have.... feudalism.......... [Tobirama screams in the afterlife]
Not to judge these guys so much but like.... ur ANBU and a veteran ninja surely you should have a disguise after faking your death??????? Kakashi, Iruka, what shinobi standards are you teaching exactly?? U didnât even change ur hairstyles???
âSomething similar happened to me as wellâ what are you... are you talking about when you pretended to be asleep during the Chunin exams because thatâs not the same thing as sleeping under a pile of corpses ShikamaruÂ
NOOOOOOOOOO SAI WHY ARE THEY HANGING MY ANGEL FROM A CRUCIFIXÂ
AHHHHHHH I donât like seeing Sai like this, Kakashiâs right heâs a baby!!
âLetâs just say Iâve found the place where I belongâ Fhdjskhfksjhf this is definitely Root Code for something because Kakashi uses this line on Tenzo in his Tsukuyomi dream
âThen why didnât Naruto come to get me? You and I have never been particularly close, so why were you the one who came here?â LMAO SAI âyouâre not on my list of eligible rescuers Shikamaru đđđđâÂ
âFret not, to me this is but a trifleâ said Ro, lying prostrate on the ground in between groans of pain (same)
I mean... Gengo makes some pretty compelling arguments abt the shinobi system
âThe alliance of nations that the Leaf is currently a part of... is only going to maintain a dark, tenuous peaceâ I mean... Gengoâs right even if he is a dick
âLord Hokage told me everything... and I had a hell of a time getting it out of him tooâ âI donât want to know what you did... I donât even want to imagine itâ JHGKJHGKJHG I WANNA SEE TEMARI INTERROGATING A FORMER ANBU, KAGE-LEVEL NINJA I LOVE IT
Wait are these last twelve outros dedicated to each of the rookie teams + Team Guy bc that would be adorable
JHGJHGGHGJHG DO WE ACTUALLY GET TO SEE TEMARI YELL AT KAKASHI
Update from 3 seconds later: We donât but Kakashiâs âEuh?â sound as she knocks down his door is still very funny
âFriendship is uselessâ âIf thatâs true, then why are you crying right nowâ heâs been taking Sasuke lessons in his spare time
âDo you know of a man named âZabuza Momochiââ !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
âThese are my only friendsâ said Sai, about two giant cartoon lionsÂ
Saiâs genjutsu scene was actually much sweeter in the book bc Naruto, Sakura, Kakashi and Yamatoâs chakra were all protecting him inside his own mind but I donât mind my boy getting a hug
HAHAHAHAHA WHAT IS THIS CUTAWAY TO NARUTO BATHED IN GOLDEN LIGHT ANNOUNCINGÂ âRAMENâ LIKE ITâS A WHOLE SENTENCE OKAY STUDIO PIERROT U NEED A BREAK I GET IT
âWhat in the hell was that?â that was also my question Shikamaru
Shikamaru with full conviction: To be lazy.... that is my dreamÂ
Hahahaha itâs Ninja Teen Romance Hours I guess
âOh, you donât want to [go out on a date]?â No thatâs not what Iâm sayingâ [walks away] TEMARI PLS
âGoing on a date without a strategy, would be like trying to fight a tailed beast unarmedâ [Nodding]Â âYou have zero chance of winning, that wayâ I suddenly understand Kakashiâs dating life a lot more
They really rely on you being aware of Naruto the Last huh gjkhgkjhgk thereâs been no mention in any of this filler of Naruto and Hinata even being in a relationship to this point as far as I remember
Fhjkfhkjhfkfh poor Iruka none of the kids know heâs President of the Narutoâs Dad Society
âI know Iâm supposed to be striving to get ahead in my career, but thereâs also a part of me that really wants to just continue teaching kids, one on oneâ Irukaaaaa <3333333
Looool even as Hokage, Kakashi just drops out of nowhere to give cryptic life advice and then leaves
Smash the statue, Tsukune, donât let the establishment tell u what to do!!
âEating ramen everyday isnât healthy you knowâ am I to believe that Kakashi, the man who told Naruto, âif you're going to be a ninja, you need to eat your vegetablesâ is on a ramen-only diet?? Falsehoods
âAnd itâs all thanks to you Irukaâ khjhgkjhgjhg alright.... you win this round KKIR shippers
WHO IS ANIMATING THIS SCENE IT IS BUCKWILD??? There is no character model to speak of, most of the kids donât have noses, everyoneâs upside down or spinning around, and Iruka is... hiding in a frog sign???
There is no English translation of this caption???? EXPLAIN JAPAN. TELL ME YOUR FROG SECRETS YOU KNOW I LOVE FROGS [INSERT PICTURE OF TENZO HERE]
(Update I looked it up in the sub and the caption offers no more insight. âIRUKA UMINO, AROUND 30 YEARS OLD. STEALTHILYâ)
âThis is for Hinata, so letâs all try our hardestâ Kiba loves Hinata MOST
You know how if you pause in the middle of an animated action, you sometimes linger on an in-between image that looks goofy because it was meant to add to the motion rather than be focused on? This whole episode is animated like one of those images
Itâs okay Lee the only dumbbell Naruto is fixated on is Sasuke Uchiha
I know donât usually post so many images in these liveblogs, but I really need anyone reading this to see the Leaf Villageâs semi-canonical Unofficial Mascot Konorin:
He is??? The love of my life???
âI donât even have a boyfriend and train every day from morning til nightâ yes you do. His name is Neji Hyuga and heâs very alive and heâs a jonin sensei and he will buy you all the knives you want after he takes all of Hiashiâs money and redistributes it. In this essay I willâ
You see what I mean??? Neji wants to be there for Tenten (and Lee)!!!
Tenten: What would Neji do if he were here now
Neji: [starts manifesting]
âItâs you since youâre a taijutsu specialist, but Naruto and Hinata arenâtâ yes????? Hinata is???? She doesnât use weapons but Gentle Fist is entirely taijutsu??? Why does everyone keep forgetting
KHKGJHKJHGKFHKJHFKJ I CANâT GET OVER NEJI JUST. MANIFESTING ABOVE LEEâS BED TO GIVE HIM SHITTY WEDDING GIFT IDEASÂ
âAnd donât forget: Hyugaâ Neji........ what.... does this mean!!!!!!!!
Why say âNejiâ like that Orochimaru and in fact why say anything at all [Konan voice] Iâm the Hokage now, the entire criminal justice system is on its way you are going to jail!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I really canât believe that the Naruto writers looked at Tenzoâs role in Naruto SD and decided âletâs do that.... but worseâÂ
They animated?????????? A smaller Lee??????????? Into Leeâs mouth???????????? As if the animation style wasnât enough. I need a minute
They are really going full Naruto SD huh??? Cut away skit like a âgenjutsuâ scne. Lee and Guy playing a married couple and Tenten a baby. Neji in drag. This is a choice
âHow can you misunderstand Neji so muchâ âEven if itâs only as a ghost, Iâm sure that Neji would appearâ I need. Several minutes
Fhjkhfkjfh Shikamaruâs vision of Gaara, Bee, Kakashi and Tsunade hanging out at this fancy restaurant. Is this who he thinks Kakashiâs social circle is these days (he might be right)
âOkay, Iâll hear you out!â Is this implication of this scene that Temari thinks Shikamaruâs idea of a first date is marriage... and sheâs WILLING TO GO ALONG WITH THAT. TEMARI PLS
âHey Ino, why would you go out of your way to make something I love? Bc she looooves you Sakura
âSakura, I thought the same thingâ GOD JUST GET MARRIED
âItâll be too late once we go in, I could get all caught up in the mood or something like thatâ wait........ does Temari think Shikamaru wants to get married or fuck???? Or both??? OH MY GOD
Gaara: Narutoâs getting married.... without meeeeeeeeeee
God I love Gaaraâs Blank Period hair it is truly careless and happy hair
âHis ramenâs extravagent?â JKGHKHKJH everyone in the Leaf Village trying to convince Gaara that Narutoâs taste is incredibly obnoxious which is true but not in the way being describedÂ
Kankuro whatâs your damage let Gaara buy a nice and personal present for the love of his lifeÂ
Every time I think this arc canât get more ridiculous it exceeds my expectations:
[Vaguely horrified accompanying dialogue: âThe Raikageââ ââWill do the Hidden Cloud Dance?â]
âWell then, Gaara is just going to have to do the Hidden Sand Sambaâ Ah. Of course. The Hidden Sand Samba. Why didnât anyone think of this plan before
Gaara is blushing because his new dream is just to samba dance with Naruto into the night
Ahhhhhhhhhhhh Teuchi giving Naruto an âall you can eat foreverâ coupon thatâs cute our sweet boy is so lovedÂ
Gaara: My wedding gift to you, Naruto... is me :)
âIâm just disappointed that we arenât going to get to see you dance, Gaaraâ you know what thatâs fair Kankuro me tooÂ
Hahahaha Shino dissing Kibaâs plight for becoming Hokage to these random kids
I canât pay attention to anything this ninja cat is saying because theyâve got Narutoâs voice and it is very distracting
Thereâs something to be curious about how it would be if Kiba married into a family that has a contract with the Uchiha lmao
Literally the girl who Kiba is supposed to be in love with is given Hinataâs voice #kibahinarights
âOh, just take it. Money means nothing to meâ the Beekeeper is truly one of the strangest characters in the Naruto universe just conceptually. Why are they wearing a giant bee stinger on their butt?
LMAO @ Kiba having absolutely no self-doubt whatsoever. Goals!!
Shino becoming a teacher after the war is actually one of the post-699 futures I like, good for him!
Iruka sweet man Naruto has compared you to a father like 1500 times have you not overheard him one (1) time
Kakashi is such a dumb stubborn bitch trying to find a way for Naruto to have a happy wedding... I love him
âThis is my fault, I never taught him how to treat women! Not that I even really know about that kind of thing of courseâ Iruka Umino confirmed canonically gay
âI just have to bow my head a littleâ KKIR: 2; Me: 0
I love this tradition of Hokage boys bowing their heads for cooperation between villages yesssssssssssss
Outro for the whole OG Team 7.... Iâm fine everythingâs fine Iâm good cool cool cool cool cool
The implication that they just sell Kakashi wigs in the village... amazing
I know this is about to be an emotionally poignant moment but what Narutoâs presence is reminding is that the only word he has said in the past 6 episodes is âramenâ LMAO
âIâm going to have to apologize to her for raising you as a such a thoughtless, inconsiderate manâ raising you... RAISING YOU..................... TRULY PRESIDENT OF THE NARUTOâS DAD SOCIETY GOD BLESS IRUKA UMINO
LOOK AT THIS CRYBABY NINJA THIS IS WHAT IâM TALKING ABOUT ONE OF MY FAVOURITE PARTS OF KONOHA HIDEN WAS HOW IRUKA KEPT BURSTING INTO TEARS OVER NARUTO EVERY OTHER MINUTE THIS IS WHAT BONDS LOOK LIKE
God..................... the Team 7 lover in me just despairs of this final episode bc theyâre all separated and also Tenzo needs justice 4 being Kakashiâs co-wedding planner itâs in the book I read it!!!!
I will set aside my feelings to recognize that Kakashi looks very handsome
Goodbye Naruto you were certainly an experience and I mean that in every possible intonationÂ
#decided to watch the last animated season i'm truly done!!!#ayesha talks anime#ayesha liveblogs nahruto shipduden#liveblogging#naruto series#long post
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ë ëë„Œ ìŹëíŽ // namjin
pairing:Â kim namjoon x kim seokjin, slight mentions of jikook and yoonseok
summary:Â a fic in which namjoon has heart cancer and seokjinâs summer job is to spend time with him
word count: 6076
a/n: this was a monster to write jfc i lowkey regret writing it in a notebook before transferring it here also i planned this to have a sad ending at first but i couldnât bring myself to write it lol i lowkey donât wanna break my own heart. sorry if itâs bad? iâm not exactly the best fanfic/romance writer, but iâm learning tho (iâm better at crack fics haha) also i didnât edit this because the tumblr words on computer are so thin and hard to read
kim seokjin was bored.
it wasnât like he had nothing to do, per se- he had to look after his younger brother taehyung, as well as work in the restaurant his parents had left him after theyâd passed away within months of each other- it was that he felt like heâd lost his purpose.
âmaybe you should try volunteering at the local hospital,"his friend and flatmate park jimin suggested one day, "who knows, you might even meet someone.â he wiggled his eyebrows suggestively.
seokjin groaned, but agreed. Â it wasnât like he had much else to do with his life anyway.
a few days later, seokjin found himself standing at the front desk of the hospital.  "hello?â he peered down at the beady-eyed woman sitting behind the desk.  "i volunteered for the volunteer program here, do you know where i should goâŠ?â
the receptionist glanced up at him, uncaring eyes behind thick-rimmed glasses. Â "name?â
"seokjin,â he said quickly, âkim seokjin.â
the receptionist turned back to her table, rifling through one of the many stacks of paper on her desk.  "kim seokjinâŠâ she scribbled something on a post-it note and slapped it on the space in front of him.  "follow the red line on the floor, and stop when you reach the room with this number,â she instructed him curtly, âyouâll be assigned a patient.  or you could just ask nurse jung.â
a brief feeling of horror swept over seokjin as the fact that patients were assigned registered in his mind, but he pushed it down, thanking the receptionist instead. Â jimin hadnât told him that! or maybe heâd done it on purpose, seokjin thought bitterly to himself.
he wandered down the corridors until-
âoof!â
he barely had the time to react before he was falling backwards, landing on his ass.
âsorry!â yelped a voice. Â "are you okay?â
seokjin groaned, staggering to his feet. Â "iâm fine,â he wheezed, âmy ass would say otherwise, but otherwise iâm fine. Â besides, itâs mostly my fault fo not really looking where i was going.â
there was a loud âhaha!â from the voice, which as seokjin saw, belonged to a tall young man around his age, maybe a little younger. Â "maybe you should use your eyes,â the young man teased as he pushed his glasses up his nose, "theyâre there for a reason, you know.â
seokjin put a hand on his chest, mockingly insulted. Â "shut up,â he told the other man, "i donât even know your name!â
the man standing in front of seokjin grinned. Â "iâm namjoon, kim namjoon. Â now you know my name!â
seokjin couldnât help but laugh.
namjoon stared at him for a few seconds before beginning to laugh himself. Â "you sound like a windshield wiper!â he gasped out between snickers.
seokjin grunted, trying to reign in his blush. Â "yah, i know, i get that a lot.â
namjoon opened his mouth to say something else, but he was interrupted by a man in a white doctorâs coat running towards him and shouting his name. Â "namjoon!â the man yelled. Â "stop running away from your room! do you have a death wish?â
namjoon shrugged playfully. Â "nah, i was just bored.â
the man rolled his eyes. Â "youâre becoming a bad influence on jeongguk,â he said, rubbing his temples, "he may be paralyzed from the waist down and possibly bound to a wheelchair for the rest of his life, but heâs learning to just disappear like you. Â i have no idea how he does it.â
namjoon laughed again, and for a brief second, seokjin felt like capturing the sound in a jar and keeping it with him forever. Â "iâve taught him well, then.â
the man, who was probably namjoonâs nurse, started to lead him away. Â "come on, we need to get you hooked back up, you need your meds-â
âwait!â seokjin blurted. Â "i signed up for your volunteer thing, and i have no idea who my assigned patient is! do you happen to know where i can ask or something?â he looked at the post-it from the receptionist. Â "the receptionist said go to room 314, or ask ânurse jungâ, but i have no idea where room 314 is, or who 'nurse jungâ is.â
the nurse grinned. Â "well, youâre in luck! iâm jung hoseok.â the man plucked a sheet of paper from his coat. Â "whatâs your name?â
âkim seokjin.â
the man scanned the piece of paper for seokjinâs name! âoh! what a coincidence!â he smiled broadly. Â "youâre paired with namjoon! lucky me, i have to do less work, since you two are already acquainted.â he shot namjoon an obnoxious wink. Â "iâll head off now. Â iâm a busy man, iâve got things to do.â he dashed off, this time yelling for jeongguk.
namjoon snorted to himself. Â "yoongi- whoops, dr min- he means.â
seokjin frowned. Â "huh?â
âhobi-hyung- aish, i keep forgetting heâs a nurse now, and not just my next door neighbor- has a crush on one of the doctors here. Â one of the best heart surgeons in korea, actually. Â dr min likes him too, but neither of them realize it. Â i donât quite know what they see in each other- hoseok-hyung is always so warm and happy, but dr min is so cold and cranky.â
seokjin laughed, effortlessly keeping up with namjoonâs long strides as he led them back to his hospital room. Â "well then, i guess you could say theyâre polar opposites.â
seokjin cackled as his own pun, earning a few judgmental glares from the nurses, doctors, patients and visitors scuttling along the corridors. Â one doctor gave him a particularly harsh scowl as he swished by in his white surgical coat. Â "what?â seokjin wheezed out between bouts of windshield wiper laughter. Â "that was a good pun!â
even namjoon couldnât help but laugh. Â "thatâs min yoongi for you.â he pushed the door of his room open. Â "after you, jin-hyung.â he paused for a second. Â "may i call you jin-hyung, actually? it just slipped out of my mouth. Â i mean, it sounds nice, but i wasnât sure if youâd mind being called jin. Â after all, i barely know you, we just met-â
seokjin decided to cut off namjoonâs rambling. Â "jin is completely fine, by the way. Â nobodyâs ever called me that, but i like it.â he gestured towards the door. Â "after you. Â youâre the patient, iâm just in charge of watching your back.â
namjoon shook his head. Â "no, you first. Â iâm already holding the door open for you, donât make my efforts go to waste.â
seokjin wedged his leg between namjoon ad the door, attempting to subtly nudge the other man through the door frame. Â "no, after you.â
âafter you!â
âno, after you!â
there was a loud âahem!â as a young man in a wheel chair smoothly wheeled himself into the room. Â "after me, before joon-hyung manages to break the door handle again.â
seokjin cocked his head curiously. Â "howâd you manage to break a door handle?â
namjoon blushed, flustered. Â "itâs a long story.â
seokjin heard a familiar high pitched voice screech for jeongguk. Â he turned around, spotting-
"jiminnie? what are you doing here?â
namjoon turned to seokjin, a look of confusion on his face. Â "wait, how do you know jimin?â
"heâs my roommate!â jimin piped in, he was dripping with sweat, but seemingly unfazed by the workout he just had from chasing jeongguk around the hospital. Â "i told you about him, didnât i?â
realization dawned on namjoon. "youâre that seokjin?â
seokjin, however, had a completely different response. âyou talk about me behind my back? this is betrayal, jimin! betrayal!â
jimin deliberately ignored the melodramatic older man, instead focusing on helping jeongguk haul himself from his wheelchair onto his bed. Â seokjin realized that jeongguk was the 'cute patientâ jimin kept talking about. Â for a rather small guy and another guy whoâd lost function of his loweer body after a car crash, they made a pretty strong couple. Â seokjin subtly nudged namjoon into the room, before heading in himself.
âand yes, namjoon, i am that seokjin.â
namjoon laughed, plopping himself down on one of the beds. Â "yeah, jin-hyung, i figured as much.â he patted the empty space next to him. Â "come on, sit! iâm not a bed hogger like gukkie.â
true to namjoonâs word, jeongguk lay starfished across the bed, arms crossed under his head, long legs splayed over jiminâs lap. Â "itâs not my fault, hyung,â jeongguk grumbled, "you know i canât move my feet.â namjoon only laughed in response.
in a blink of an eye, hours had passed. Â jimin jumped up from his position next to jeongguk, shoulders oddly stiff. Â "seokjin-hyung and i have to go now. Â our shift is over.â
seokjin glanced at jimin, faintly alarmed. Â they had shifts? even if they did, he wasnât sure if he could leave- namjoon was leaning on his shoulder, and seokjin had lost feeling in it completely.
jeongguk frowned, as if he too sensed jiminâs sudden tenseness. Â "alright. Â iâll see you soon, jiminie-hyung.â
jimin smiled, a faint blush on his cheeks. Â "see you tomorrow, gukkie.â
namjoon turned to seokjin, a hopeful expression on his face. Â "will i see you tomorrow, seokjinnie-hyung?â
seokjin hummed thoughtfully, eyebrows creasing as he thought about it. Â should he? heâd had a nice time with namjoon (who was cute too, as a bonus), but would tomorrow be the same? he felt jimin, namjoon and jeonggukâs expectant gazes on him. Â "yes,â he decided spontaneously, "why the hell not?â
namjoon broke into a grin so wide it almost split his face in half, deep dimples carving themselves onto his cheeks. Â "i knew youâd say yes.â
jimin cleared his throat. Â "seokjin, we have to go, remember?â
feeling bold, seokjin blew namjoon a kiss. Â "bye, namjoonie.â
namjoon had called him 'seokjinnieâ, so 'namjoonieâ was a fitting nickname, was it not?
jimin pushed seokjin out the door, promptly pulling the door shut behind them.
as soon as they were out of earshot, jimin turned to seokjin, a wide grin on his face. Â "now, that wasnât so bad, was it?â
seokjin shrugged, trying to hide his frantic heartbeat. Â "namjoonâs pretty nice to hang around.â namjoon was pretty, too.
jimin whooped loudly, and the receptionist glared at him as the two young men passed her. Â "has he told you about his condition yet?â he asked, lowering his voice.
seokjin shook his head. Â "no, why?â seokjin waved goodbye to hoseok, and the nurse saluted him in response.
jimin shrugged, walking a little faster in order to keep up with seokjin. Â "heâll tell you in his own time, i guess.â
âdo you know his condition?â seokjin asked curiously. Â jimin probably did- heâd been doing this for far longer than seokjin had, and jimin and jeongguk were so close, namjoon probably trusted jimin too.
the shorter man nodded. Â "heâs kinda sensitive about it though, and now that you two are friends, i donât want you to think differently about him because of it.â
seokjin left the conversation alone, making a mental note to ask namjoon about it the next day.
a little over half a day later, seokjin was at the hospital again, casually chatting to jimin as they made their way to namjoon and jeonggukâs room. Â he wondered if heâd even be there if not for a certain kim namjoon, and apparently, so was jimin.
"so, seokjin-hyung,â the younger began with a sly grin, âare you looking forward to today? you get to spend more time with namjoon-hyung.â
hoseok hurried past, complaining to jimin that jeongguk had ran off- or rather, wheeled off- again. Â jimin just laughed, telling hoseok it was okay, he was used to it.
seokjin glared at jimin, shoving him away. Â "watch your mouth,â he warned, threat as empty as his stomach, "and watch your boy crush.â
jimin spluttered, cheeks growing red. Â "i do not- jeongguk is not-â
seokjin smirked. Â "yah, jiminie, karmaâs a b*tch, but so am i.â
jimin flipped him the bird before running off in search of jeongguk. Â "hey! ungrateful brat!â he shouted at jimin over dr minâs head. Â "you should learn to respect your hyungs!
there was a laugh from behind, and seokjin jumped a mile high. Â he whirled around, clutching his chest melodramatically. Â "aish, joonie! youâre going to give me a heart attack!â
namjoon laughed loudly, covering his mouth afterwards.  namjoon blushed, looking a little flustered.  "sorry, i have a habit of doing that.  before, dr min told me off for laughing too loudly, and iâm still kinda scared of him.â
seokjin awkwardly patted his arm. Â "itâs okay!â he smiled. Â "i like your laugh.â
namjoon cleared his throat, a professional looking expression on his face.  "yeah, about thatâŠâ
âhmm?â
âi need to tell you something.â he lowered his voice. Â "in private.â
seokjin agreed. Â he had to ask namjoon why he was in the hospital anyway- from an outsider like seokjinâs perspective, there was absolutely nothing wrong with him.
they made their way to namjoon and jeonggukâs hospital room, namjoon making himself at home on the bed before asking seokjin to join him like the day before. Â hoseok strolled in, exchanging a few words with namjoon, occasionally glancing at seokjin while attaching wires and tubes to namjoonâs skin.
hoseok gave seokjin a few instructions, pointing at a bag and telling seokjin to fill it up with the transparent liquid next to it. Â seokjin followed dutifully, only looking up at namjoon when he winced.
hoseok left a few moments later, instructing seokjin to keep an eye on namjoonâs vitals and to press the help button on the heart monitor machine if anything happened.
the awkward silence seemed to stretch between them, the quiet beepbeepbeep of namjoonâs heart monitor the only sound in the room.
"so, joonie, mind telling me about what you dragged me all the way here for?â seokjin asked, breaking the pregnant pause.
namjoon made a wounded sound at the back of his throat. Â "i didnât drag you, you came willingly!â
airily, seokjin waved a hand. Â "thereâs not much of a difference-â
ânot much meaning there is!â namjoon interjected triumphantly.
seokjin grunted, trying not to smile. Â "i still wanna know what you have to tell me so desperately.â
namjoon took a deep breath. Â "are you sure you want to hear it?â
seokjin nodded firmly.
âi have a cardiac myxoma.â
seokjin blinked. Â "a what?â
"a malign heart tumor,â namjoon explained, âand according to the doctors i only have around half a year, give or take, left to live.â
âiâm sorry.â seokjin didnât know how else to respond.
namjoon breathed out sharply. Â "no, iâm sorry. Â iâve always been too much of a romantic, and jeongguk keeps teasing me for it, and youâll probably hate me for this, or think that iâm weird, but i- i think i like you.â he confessed.
seokjin fell over backwards, lying across namjoonâs long legs. Â "damn. Â okay.â
namjoon cursed under his breath. Â "iâm sorry, that was such a dumb thing to say. Â forget what i just said. Â i canât believe i just said that, oh my god-â
seokjin laughed, reaching up and flicking namjoonâs nose. Â namjoon blinked, a small look of surprise coming over his face. Â "what can i say? iâm a very likable person. Â only dr min seems to hate me, but again, he seems to hate everyone.â
namjoon breathed a sigh of relief. Â "you took that remarkably well. Â i mean, a guy whoâs about to die just told you he liked you, and you just responded with 'okayâ. Â i wouldâve freaked out, big time.â
namjoon sat back up. Â "i mean, you seem like a nice person. Â for 'a guy whoâs about to dieâ, as you so eloquently put it, you seem pretty upbeat. Â if i was about to die, iâd be pretty depressed about it.â
namjoon frowned thoughtfully. Â "for a while, i was, actually. Â i mean, i donât want to die, you know, iâm only twenty four.â
seokjinâs eyebrows shot up to his hairline. Â namjoon was younger than him!
"i donât want you pity or anything, i just want to make the most out of what little time i have left.â namjoon smiled wistfully. Â "speaking of which, have you ever been to america? it seems like a nice place. Â iâd like to go there one day.â
seokjin nodded, unable to help but feel bad for the man with a faulty heart, the man with so many dreams and aspirations, the man who deserved so much more than a life snatched away by the cruel hands of fate.
"i studied there for a few years,â seokjin replied quietly, âperforming arts. Â i used to want to be a singer, or an actor, but after mom and dad passed away, i put that dream aside so i could raise taehyung. Â i quit school to manage our family restaurant. Â taetaeâs my little brother, and i love him so much. he deserves so much more than what i could ever give him.â
namjoon sniffled, and seokjin looked at him in alarm. âsorry,â he sniffed, âi just think taehyung should be grateful to have such a great hyung like you.â
seokjin smiled, flushed with pride. Â "thanks, joonie. Â you should meet tae one day, i think youâd like him.â
namjoon hummed thoughtfully. Â "jin-hyung?â
âyah?â
seokjin looked up. Â namjoon was blushing so hard, even the tips of his ears were pink. Â "could- could you sing for me?â he asked shyly.
now, it was seokjinâs turn to blush.  "ah, i havenât sung in yearsâŠâ
âplease, hyung?â
namjoon pouted, and whatever resolve seokjin had melted away at the sheer cuteness of it. Â "are there any songs in particular that youâd like me to sing?â
"i donât really mindâŠâ namjoon trailed off, looking at him hopefully.  "have you written any?â
seokjin nodded guiltily. Â heâd written quite a few, but heâd never sang them to an audience. Â sure, taehyung and jimin had heard his first song, awake, but heâd never sang them epiphany.
"iâll sing you epiphany,â seokjin decided. Â namjoon could listen to awake another day. Â heâd written epiphany not long ago, as a sort of follow up to awake. Â seokjin had written awake when heâd dropped out of performing arts, pouring all the heartache, all the pain, all the loneliness into the song. Â epiphany was about him moving on, with the knowledge that taehyung would support him, no matter what.
seokjijn opened his mouth and began to sing.
and by god, it was beautiful- his voice was hauntingly melodious, notes of pure power escaping his lips, the strength of the vibrato enough to bring tears to anyoneâs eyes. Â even though the melody was simple, it was as if seokjin had put his heart on his sleeve, bared his soul for those who were willing to listen. Â namjoon closed his eyes, unable to resist the temptation to tune out the sounds of the outside world, drowning himself in the beauty of seokjinâs voice. Â for a while, it was like seokjin had swept namjoon away from the dreary hospital he was stuck in until his imminent demise, a welcome distraction from the pain that plagued his heart.
but as soon as it began, it was over.
seokjin was blushing, cheeks tinted rose.  "was⊠was that okay? itâs the first time iâve sang that to anyone.â
namjoon was too busy gawking at seokjin with wide eyes and an open mouth to respond.  "wow.â kim namjoon was rarely ever rendered speechless, but seokjinâŠ
kim seokjin was something else entirely.
âwow.â namjoon repeated as intelligently as he could. Â "you- wow. Â just wow.â
seokjin smiled shyly. Â "iâll take that as an 'it was okayâ?â
namjoon nodded, still looking a little starstruck.  "that was more that okay, that was just⊠wow.  i have no words.â
seokjin laughed, relief visible on his face. Â "thank god.â
suddenly, the door was kicked open, and jeongguk rolled in on his wheelchair, jimin pushing him in with an annoyed expression on his face. Â jeongguk gave namjoon a subtle thumbs up, mouthing you chose well, hyung!
namjoon smacked jeongguk hard on the head as he rolled over. Â "shut up, guk!â he hissed.
"seokjin-ssi, your singing is so good!â jeongguk gushed, a devious grin on his face.
seokjinâs mouth popped open in an 'oâ before he collected himself. Â "thanks, jeongguk, and hyung is fine.â he laughed a little. Â "i wasnât even aware i was singing that loudly!â
jeongguk burst out laughing. Â "did namjoon-hyung tell you that he used to be an underground rapper?â he asked, eyes gleaming with mischief.
behind seokjin, namjoon shook his head rapidly, mouthing at jeongguk to just shut up already and stop ruining his life.
"no,â seokjin replied, âhe didnât, actually. i wonder who would bury such a good looking wrapper, though. Â maybe they thought the wrapper looked too precious.â
it took namjoon a few seconds to understand what seokjin had said. Â "did you just use a pick up line disguised as a pun on me?â
seokjin let out another one of his infamous windshield wiper laughs, throwing his head back. Â "itâs not a pick up line, itâs a fact,â he told namjoon with an obnoxious wink.
namjoon groaned, burying his head in his hands. Â he didnât even know he could get this flustered in a day.
âjiiiin!â he wailed.
âi bet you five hundred won seokjin-hyung is a top,â seokjin heard jeongguk whisper to jimin.
the kid really thought seokjin couldnât hear him, huh.
âthanks for your faith in me, but iâm not a shirt,â seokjin said with a grin, unleashing another bout of windshield wiper laughs.
the door burst open, revealing a panicked looking hoseok. Â "whatâs happening? namjoonâs heart rate is dangerously high.â he turned to seokjin. Â "didnât i tell you to press the alarm if anything suspicious happened?â
namjoon slammed a pillow onto his face, groaning into it. Â "if i have a heart attack right now and i die, jinnie-hyung, youâre paying for my funeral.â
hoseok sighed, grabbing seokjin by the shoulders and frogmarching him away from namjoon. Â "please try not to accidentally kill joonie. Â his heart is fragile enough as it is.â hoseok leaned closer. Â "if you break his heart,â he whispered dangerously, "iâll make sure yours stops beating and make it look like a convenient accident.â
seokjin gulped, barely hiding the squeak that came out of his throat. Â "are you allowed to do that?â
hoseok smirked. Â "who knows?â
seokjin swallowed. Â he didnât want to cross the nurse. Â "itâs not like i have any intentions of breaking joonieâs heart anyway.â he muttered under his breath.
namjoon looked at the older duo curiously. Â âhyungs? whatâs wrong?â
"nothing!â seokjin yelped as hoseok subtly stomped on his foot. Â "just got something lodged in my throat, thatâs all.â he said in his normal voice. Â "iâm fine now.â
hoseok gave him one last warning look before slipping out the door again. Â jeongguk snorted. Â "hyung, your lies are as bad as joon-hyungâs old haircut, and your excuses are as cringey as runch randa.â
namjoon gasped, visibly offended. Â "excuse you, gukkie, but runch randa is great!â
seokjin nodded in agreement. Â "taehyung forced me to come along to one of runch randaâs shows. Â i donât regret it one bit, though. Â the guy seemed pretty cool.â
jimin grinned slyly. Â "seokjin-hyung, namjoon-hyung is runch randa.â
seokjinâs eyes went wide before he composed himself. Â "well, i regret watching that show even less now.â he turned to namjoon, who buried his head in his hands. Â "your rappingâs pretty good.â
but not as good as your looks, seokjin added in his head.
âthanks.â namjoon mumbled, voice muffled by his palms.
they spent the rest of the morning like that- the two maknaes bringing up old memories to embarrass their hyungs, namjoon being a flustered mess and seokjin heroically defending namjoon with dad jokes and embarrassing jimin and jeongguk instead.
seokjin had struck up a conversation, both of them giggling like teenage schoolgirls whenever seokjin made a pun, laughing when they both lapsed into awkward silence and the heart monitor beepbeepbeeped in the background.
at one point, namjoon had fallen asleep, exhaustion taking over after laughing too hard. Â seokjin had stayed awake, staring down at him with loving eyes, fondly stroking his hair, fingers brushing against his skin. Â for a second, seokjin wondered how it would feel to wake up to that beautiful sight every morning.
he felt his cheeks grow hot, and he forced the thought away. heâd always been too much of a romantic.
namjoonâs eyes suddenly snapped open. Â "jin-hyung?â his voice was uncharacteristically weak.
"yah, namjoon-ah?â seokjin asked, concerned for the younger man. Â "whatâs wrong?â
namjoon whimpered. Â "hyung, my chest hurts.â his voice was growing weaker, even the beeping from the heart monitor seemed a little quieter. Â "i- i- think iâm dying.â
seokjinâs eyes went wide. Â "no. Â joon-ah, stay with me.â he slammed the 'helpâ button several times, hoping that hoseok would arrive quickly.
âbut hyung, it hurtsâŠâ
âkim namjoon, you are not dying on me.â seokjin demanded. Â namjoon was not going to die, not on his watch.
âjin-hyungâŠâ namjoonâs eyes fluttered shut.
seokjin nearly screamed.
âno! namjoon, stay with me. Â namjoon, please. Â hoseok-ssi is coming, and dr min-ssi too. Â youâre going to be okay. Â joonie, goddammit, stay with me.â
the heart monitor flat-lined, and this time, seokjin screamed for real. Â "namjoon!â he could feel hot tears of dread pooling in his eyes against his will. "namjoon, please donât go.â
hoseok kicked the door open, dr min behind him. Â "what did you do?â
"i didnât do anything!â seokjin wailed. Â "he just said his chest hurt, and then-â he waved his arms wildly, unable to put the whole experience into words. Â he turned to the surgeon, desperation written all over his face. Â "dr min-ssi, please, you have to help him!â hoseok and another nurse started loading namjoonâs unconscious body onto a trolley, ready to wheel him off elsewhere.
âplease, you have to help him,â seokjin croaked, voice cracking with emotion he didnât know he had. Â "i- i think iâm in love with him.â
dr min smirked. Â "iâm not the best heart surgeon in korea for nothing, you know. Â i try my best to save my patientsâ he put on a pair of surgical gloves, latex snapping against his wrists. Â "you can count on me, seokjin-ssi.â
seokjin collapsed in relief.
"someone get him out,â commanded the surgeon, âi donât want to risk him freaking out and getting a heart attack too.â
one of the nurses dragged seokjin out, sitting him down on a bench and warning him to stay there. Â seokjin just prayed that namjoon would be alright.
***
namjoon woke up alone in a hospital room. Â he sat up curiously, looking around. Â beside him, the heart monitor beeped, reassuring namjoon that he was still alive. Â he glanced down. Â his chest was covered with bandages, but it didnât hurt anymore. Â he just felt numb.
hoseok walked in, sat down beside him. Â "so, namjoon, how are you feeling?â
"like i just died,â namjoon rasped out as dr min pushed the door open with a concerned but proud expression on his face. Â "what happened? i canât remember what happened. Â did i pass out? whereâs jin-hyung?â
questions, questions, so many questions.
"namjoon-hyung!â jeongguk shouted as he wheeled himself in, almost rolling right over jimin who was holding the door open for him. Â "youâre alive!â he yelled gleefully.
namjoon shook his head. Â jeongguk was being too loud. Â everything hurt, but at the same time nothing did.
"what happened?â
jimin stepped in, another young man in tow, looking at them curiously. Â jimin whispered something to the young man, whose gaze focused on namjoon for a few seconds before he made the 'iâm keeping my eye on youâ gesture at namjoon.
âguys? why is nobody answering my question?â
hoseok took a deep breath. Â "namjoon, you were-â
â-clinically dead for almost a minute,â dr min finished for him. Â "your heart stopped beating-â
âso we gave you a heart transplant.â namjoon raised an eyebrow. Â since when were the surgeon and the nurse so close to each other that they could finish each otherâs sentences? Â "luckily, we had a willing donor.â
"you were out for two days afterwards, but thankfully the surgery went successfully.â dr min added, rubbing his eyes. Â now, namjoon could see the dark circles and the eye bags- one of the cons of working as an er surgeon.
âwe still have to run a few tests to make sure youâre completely fine, and that the tumor wonât reappear elsewhere, but if everything goes alright, youâll be discharged in a few days.â hoseok told him happily.
namjoon nodded, glad that heâd be able to see the outside world again. Â but there was still one question at the forefront of his mind- where was seokjin?
the young man namjoon didnât recognize gave him a sad look. Â "who do you think gave you his heart?â
namjoon choked on his breath, and hoseok immediately came dashing over to his aid. Â "what?â namjoon could barely hear himself over the thumpthumpthump of his new beating heart. Â "no. Â no. Â no-â
the young man passed namjoon a card with a grim look on his face. Â it was red, with black spots, folded up to look like a ladybug. Â "he wanted you to have this.â
namjoon nodded his thanks, swallowing the lump in his throat and unfolding the card with shaky hands. Â with his luck and destructive tendencies, he accidentally ripped a corner. Â he read the neatly written words: go out the door, and look for all the ladybugs.
namjoon blinked. Â ladybugs? why would seokjin want him to look for ladybugs?
âwhat does it say?â the young man asked namjoon with a look of childish curiosity. Â "hyungie wouldnât tell me,â he said with a pout.
so this is taehyung, namjoon realized, seokjinnieâs beloved baby brother. Â he wasnât quite sure when exactly heâd started calling seokjin nicknames in his head, and he couldnât hide the blush sweeping across his cheeks at the realization. Â "he told me to find the ladybugs.â
jimin raised an eyebrow. Â "ladybugs?â
jeongguk shrugged, wheeling himself behind jimin and pulling the shorter man onto his lap. Â "iâm sure he did it for a reason. Â seokjin-hyung doesnât look like the type to do random things, and iâm pretty sure he wouldnât send namjoon-hyung on a wild goose chase, not in this state.â
âi think you mean wild card chase,â namjoon said with a small grin.
jimin groaned, leaning back against jeongguk. Â "oh god, youâve been spending too much time with seokjin-hyung.â
"either way, iâll do it.â if nobody would tell namjoon where seokjin was, heâd find jin himself. Â maybe it was payback for all those times seokjin had to hunt namjoon down after another one of namjoonâs hospital room escapades.
âyou have to be careful, though,â warned the surgeon, âyour body is still weak.â
namjoon nodded. Â "i will, dr min.â
the surgeon gave namjoon a rare but genuine smile. Â "please, just call me yoongi.â
namjoon agreed, eyeing hoseok, who blushed a dark red and dismissed himself. Â "alright, yoongi-hyung. Â iâll get going now, and you can go find hobi-hyung.â
yoongi shot him a familiarly terrifying scowl, stomping off to find the nurse he was denying his obvious love for.
now, it was time for namjoon to find his love. Â it was all a bit strange, really- namjoon had never believed in all that 'love at first sightâ stuff jimin loved to spout, but embarrassing as it was, seokjin had changed all that.
gingerly, namjoon pulled on a shirt, stepped off the bed and almost fell flat on his face. Â it seemed like heâd forgotten how to use his legs. Â jeongguk snickered. Â "now you feel my pain, hyung.â namjoon chose to flip the boy the bird, taking another cautious step forward. Â heâd do this. Â for seokjin.
slowly but surely, namjoon made his way through the hospital. Â it was strangely quiet, for midday. Â but that didnât matter- he kept walking, left foot after right, guided by the ladybug cards plastered to the wall, steps powered by his love for the man whoâd stuck them. Â heâd opened up a few of the cards, which were filled with puns, each one more ridiculous than the last. Â namjoon couldnât help but smile as he read them.
âoof!â
he stumbled forward as somebody bumped into him. Â he reached out for something, anything, to stop himself from falling. Â he latched onto something hard and warm, and a pair of muscular arms wrapped around his waist. Â he looked up, spotting an angel with broad shoulders and twinkling brown eyes.
âwow, namjoon, you should be careful.â the angel 'reprimandedâ him. Â "canât have you falling for me already, eh?â
namjoon gawked up at him. Â "jin-hyung?â the older man looked gorgeous as ever, even with messy hair and a hint of dark eye circles. Â like always, he looked too beautiful to be real. Â "are you really here?â
seokjin grinned, smile lines appearing on his face. "iâm real, i promise. Â i do like hearing that iâm beautiful, though.â he handed namjoon a small red box with black spots on it.
namjoon snorted. Â "youâre so vain.â
"hey! respect your hyungs!â
namjoon choked out an apology between snickers, unable to help but smile. Â "but really, jinnie-hyung? ladybugs?â
seokjin helped him to his feet. Â "what can i say?â he said with a mischievous wink. Â "i guess iâm your lucky charm.â
namjoon laughed. Â "another pun? i shouldâve known.â he thought he was used to seokjinâs love for puns, but apparently not, it seemed.
âopen it, namjoon-ssi!â an excited voice cried. Â "hyungâs been waiting for this moment since-â
seokjin all but shoved taehyung out of namjoonâs line of sight. Â "ignore taetae.â taehyung stood beside seokjin, bouncing up and down like an excited child. Â seokjin pushed him a little further. Â namjoon glanced around, seeing jeongguk, with jimin sitting on his lap. Â even hoseok and yoongi were there! jeongguk made a small ripping motion, waiting for namjoon to open the box.
seokjin cleared his throat, yelling at everyone to piss off because they were making him nervous. Â nobody responded. âopen the box, joon-ah.â he told namjoon softly, a stark contrast to him mere seconds ago.
gently, namjoon opened the ladybug box, gaping when he saw the heart bracelet inside, 'knj + ksjâ carved on the back. Â "what-â
he looked back up. Â seokjin was kneeling on me. Â "kim namjoon, i gave you my metaphorical heart. Â now will you be my boyfriend?â
namjoonâs brain spun. Â now it all made sense- another donor had given namjoon their literal heart, and when taehyung asked 'who do you think gave you his heartâ, heâd meant seokjin had given namjoon his figurative heart. Â impossible as it seemed, namjoonâs love for seokjin- and seokjinâs love for him- had kept namjoon alive.
âthank god,â said namjoon, stalling for time, âi thought you were proposing.â
âsay yes anyway!â jeongguk shouted impatiently, only for jimin to turn and smash his palm on jeonggukâs mouth.
âmarrying me wouldnât be that bad,â seokjin protested, âiâm just a little high maintenance-â
âstand up,â namjoon told him demandingly, using the voice hoseok had playfully nicknamed him 'presidentâ for.
seokjin did exactly that. Â "itâs okay if you reject me, i just-â
namjoon smashed his lips to seokjinâs. Â "shut up,â he whispered with a small smile.
seokjin had a goofy grin on his face. Â "make me.â
namjoon kissed him again.
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Peachtober | Day 19: Childhood
Summary: As one of the members of a very popular performing arts middle school in Seoul, you have long decided not to try to be anything above average. The middle of the back was your home and you had never felt like moving until now. In your 12th year of life, your very popular
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Now you were a shy human. Not just an introvert, but you did your best to stay under the radar at all costs. Maybe you were the smartest in a certain subject, but you didnât want to get that academic recognition. You just wanted to get through middle school as quickly as possible, then get through high school, and then go to a college in a different country. Some people wanted to make an impact in the world. Become a legend. Leave their mark.
All you wanted to do was survive.
And maybe get asked to the Costume Dance by Park Kangdae. His name really made sense as not only was he the cutest and most smart and kind boy in school, but his father was Park Jimin, a former idol. You stared as you changed your shoes to the school issued ones since he passed by. However he himself was nothing like his father, not super bubbly and cute but the complete opposite. A Bad Boy of sorts.
Infamous. Often got in trouble for not wearing a belt or not tucking in his shirt, but you adored him still. His hair was longer than most too. He was different. He stood out. He was beautiful and smart, a hard worker, but also way out of your league. Kangdae swore like a sailor no matter if teachers were around or not, but never ever in front of his father. All respect was to be earned with him.
âYou know heâs not that big of a deal.â Said Chwe Sanghee, the daughter of Yoo Jeongyeon and Chwe Vernon.
It was no surprise that famous children were going to this school as it was a middle school designed to create future idols and actors. Generation after generation of idol families went here in the hope to recreate the success their parents had or even surpass them. There were a few exceptions, like you. However, you were glad that you didnât come from a famous family because it made it easier to blend in to be average.
Heh, to be average in a school of born celebrities. This was reflected in every aspect of the school as nothing was broken for too long and the technology inside was nothing but top of the line, state of the art. All the programs on it also very expensive and paid for by the school. The building itself was also very nice. Always clean and spotless because it had janitors unlike most schools where the students were in charge of keeping it clean.
Not to mention the uniforms. Royal purple and the blazers were made out of silk. They were very genderfluid and the rules didnât dictate who could and could not wear a skirt or pants which meant you wore pants all the time unless they started to chafe or annoy you. Also, the freedom of a skirt was fun. Of course, the shorts underneath were up to the students but had to be black. The socks that went into your school loafers had to be white, mostly white, or black.
Sanghee bent this rule to her will by wearing white socks with ribbons built into the design while you opted for regular white ankle high socks. Average. Kangdae always wore black socks.
âI heard he sticks gum underneath his desk.â
âHe would never!â You said. âHeâs way too nice for that.â you said as you threw your backpack over your shoulder.
âWell, itâs what I heard.â She replied.
You rolled your eyes, âSanghee, you should be more careful about saying stuff like that. It could ruin his career before itâs even started. He could start being known for not caring about the property of others and then people will label him a delinquent and no one wants to work with a delinquent.â
Your long time friend pinched your cheek, âCute little worry wort.â
At lunch, you sat with the brown haired beauty and couldnât help but stare at the boy who had recently dyed his hair blue to play âFlounderâ in the My Little Mermaid Jr. musical we were doing soon. He wanted to be an actor like his uncles Taehyung and Jin even though they werenât his uncles by blood. A foreign girl with curly hair had gotten red braids put into her hair in order to play Ariel. She sat next to him, blocking your view of him.
You leaned over and nearly fell out of your chair, but Sanghee held you up, âI swear, Y/N. You should just ask him to the Halloween Dance since your crush on him is so big!â
âWhat? No? I...I couldnât dare ask him to go with a nobody like me.â You said. âAnyways, heâs too popular. I canât hang out with too many popular people or I might actually get noticed by people.â
âDo you honestly want to play a background character for the rest of your life?â The asked.
You nodded as if the answer obvious, âYeah. I donât have any too high expectations, and I make everything feel complete. Thatâs good enough for me.â
She sighed, âI donât understand you, Bean Paste.â your friend called you the affectionate nickname because you had chosen it as a group name in elementary school for a sports competition. âBut I respect ya.â
Then she ate the pizza crust you didnât like because it was always too burnt. You asked how she did on the recent test and of course she landed in the top ten. As predicted, you had gotten 50th spot but were so close in getting 48 because of Lee Yun not doing as well as usual. Middle of the pack was the perfect place for you. However, you couldnât help but imagine what it would be like to spend one day with Kangdae.
Because of a bet you lost with your friend Sunghee, you would be going to the Costume Dance with her. Couple costumes but you got to choose what the two of you would be dressing up as. Because you had been into indie games as of late, you chose to be Sans from Undertale with Sunghee being Frisk. There was one thing that would make your outfit different than what you were hoping because of the theme this year was âFormalâ
So, you simply wore your school dress shirt since it was white and a blue blazer with black shorts. White shoes and socks and then you painted a skeleton upon your face with your fatherâs help. Sunghee showed up in a blue and purple striped long sleeve dress with a layered skirt, blue tights and brown heels on. Her already brown hair was made short with the use of bobby pins and hair gel. You have her the locket from the game you had gotten after months of searching.
Because the person you were dressing up as had no hair, you simply slicked and pulled your hair back to make it smooth and flat. Itâd be quite a bit of trouble to get it out later, but that was later. Your other father took your pictures and then sent you off with Sungheeâs butler. She was a nice 30 year old that had worked for her family for some time now because her parents were so busy.
When they were home, they did their best to spend time with their little girl. They would build collections to make sure they never felt too far away. Every once in a while, sheâd get a seashell or a leaf from whatever country her parents were in at the time. Paris, New York, Vietnam, Egypt. They were all labelled in her bedroom too, type and year.
Soon enough, you were at the dance and sitting on the bleachers. Sunghee was talking with her other friends somewhere. This was the only downfall of not being known by many people and only having one friend, you felt rather lonely. Part of you wanted to go out and dance with someone, grab them by the hand and have a bit of fun. However, you were afraid.
âHey, Sans?â Someone called.
You looked up and it was a young man dressed in a formal white suit with a red cape and matching boots. There was a blue and yellow cummerbund around his waist. Red gloves. Whoever it was, they were dressed as Papyrus!
âCan we take a picture together? Sunghee said this was your idea.â You knew that voice anywhere. Even in the dark room with blinding lights that rotated and the music being way too loud, you knew that it was Park Kangdae.
You just nodded and he sat next to you, taking his phone out. The both of you smiled and he took a few pics in succession. Then he asked if you wanted to dance. You nodded and he brought you to the middle of the dancefloor. Your heart couldnât believe it. Actually getting to dance with your crush to mediocre pop music.
âHey, by the way, whatâs your name. Sunghee just said you were her friend.â He said brashly but that was just his way of talking.
âItâs Y/N.â You replied.
He moved his face closer to yourâs, âWHAT?â
âY/N!â You said louder. âY/F/N, we have acting together.â
âRight, you play singing coral in the musical, donât you?â
âY-yeah, thatâs me.â
Kangdae smiled and chuckled, âYouâre really good at dancing in that dumb costume they have you in. I thought you were really cute during dress rehearsal on Wednesday when you rolled your eyes when Kim Heechulâs grandson messed up his line.â
He thought you were cute when you rolled your eyes!
âOh, um. Th-thank you.â You replied, blushing. âI think you should have gotten the part of Prince Eric.â
You felt like you were standing out too much, but you wanted to talk to him since he was here dancing with you.
âMe too, but my cousin is more popular than I am. Itâs no surprise that he got that part.â He replied.
His cousin was of course the child of Kim Namjoonâs first wife. She was like me, not a fan of the spotlight but in love with someone who lived in it. What was I thinking? I was only 12. Twelve year olds couldnât be in love, could we? I just really really REALLY like Kangdae. He seemed to not hate me since we talked and danced for a few more songs together.
He even talked to me the days after the Dance. Although he knew I didnât like being known, I told him the truth. It wasnât so bad if he was the one who got to know me. He was really kind despite what everyone seemed to think Kangdae didnât make me interact with others if I didnât want to. His friends were nice too.
Maybe, just maybe if it was just a few people who knew me, it would be ok. I used to be scared to be known by anyone. Then Sunghee happened. Now Kangdae happened. Two other friends happened too. Right before Kangdaeâs dad came to pick him up in person after the last play rehearsal before tomorrowâs show, he handed me a folded up note.
I opened it in the back of my dadâs car.
He liked me?
#Reader Insert#Child!AU#Parent!AU#Park Jimin#Yoo Jeongyeon#Chwe Vernon#Choi Vernon#Vernon Choi#Vernon Chwe
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it feels like weâre pulling teeth [grandmaster au]
~21k words (yes i do realize). rated m. charlie and oswald are two streamers. they donât exactly like each other. they are both going pro. they are going pro on the same team. whoops?
some notes before we begin: - this was supposed to be short and silly. itâs not. apparently i canât be casual about anything ever. - there will be a follow-up, because i got SO invested. - i have no idea about the inner workings of programing and i firmly refused to google anything. suspension of disbelief, man. *naruto voice* BELIEVE IT. - charlieâs problems were written from experience, so jot that down.
They started out as anything but friends, really.
The year was 2017 and they were both famous for embarrassing themselves online publicly - even though the proper term for that activity is streaming.
They were both famous for playing games, basically. Sure, Charlie also had a vlog channel and Oswald was a well known foodie - but it was their gaming related shenanigans that drew people to them. They were rivals of sorts - mostly because Overwatch matchmaking system somehow always put them in opposing teams.
Also, she mained Mercy, while Oswald mained⊠Literally every good counter to Mercy. Roadhog. Reaper. Doomfist.
(The truth is, every character is a good Mercy counter, as long as their player can aim - and Oswaldâs aim was impeccable. He was accused of cheating many times; and every times the accusations were proven to be false.)
The problem was - she was a good Mercy. She knew when to switch between healing and damage boosting, seemed to always be one step ahead of her opponents and tracked the locations of airborne Pharah and safely nested Bastion with surgical precision, always ready to fly to safety, always ready to undo enemy teamâs careful planning - all while being impossibly optimistic and nice, spamming hearts on match channel and always informing the enemy team they were worthy opponents.
(Lack of capitalizations and abundance of exclamation points were a good indicator of her messages being genuine, rather than generated by gameâs anti-ggez bot.)
She was absolutely unbearable and insufferable with her rezes and optimism. Every time Oswald saw CherryPop on the enemy team - he knew he just lost. No matter how long he chased her - in the end sheâd always escape his flanking attempts.
At first, he hated her guts.
The feeling was mutual - seeing birdmaskguy would cause a sudden surge of anxiety to travel down her spine, making her realize sheâll have to double her efforts. He was persistent. Relentless. Calculating.
And obnoxious as hell. His quirk - a thing making him stand out, making him different from a legion of other competitive-focused streamers - was being faceless. His nickname didnât come out of nowhere - and good grief his mask was obnoxious. Shaped after a penguin skull and so completely, absolutely pointless. He never showed his face on stream - even though he introduced himself by name more than once. Finding out what he looks like was just a simple Google search away; he was the only heir to one of the wealthiest families in his hometown. His father was a well-known businessman, and Oswald as expected to take over the family money and name one day; so naturally his face was all over Gotham news.
Except Charlie wasnât from Gotham, and Gotham news were never big enough to make it matter on a national scale. And she was never curious enough about her nemezis to actually spend her precious time Googling him; why would she? It was only a game.
They first met during placements for season four - and they were in the opposing teams. By that time, Oswald was already a relatively well-known streamer; Charlie was just taking her baby steps, and most important of all - didnât know anyone in the scene. No one was her inspiration - she was simply being told sheâs good by strangers.
NightKnight: mercy NightKnight: do u stream
CherryPop: nope, should i? mikey1111: yeah. youâre good. CherryPop: aww :P thanks!! free rezzes for everyone!!
They met in Hanamura, under the blossoming cherry trees. Her team started out on defense, his - on attack. They had a defense McCree; and he was very persistent. In fact, he and Mercy worked like a well-greased machinery, understanding each other without a word; she always knew where is he and he always knew when sheâs in trouble.
birdmaskguyâs first interaction with CherryPop was hooking her away, with intention of killing her in one shot, as Roadhogs tend to do to fragile supports; but as soon as she was hooked that damn McCree flashbanged him, effectively saving her life.
Thank you! he heard the Mercy spam, as McCree reloaded and Mercy pulled out her gun.
She spilled his first blood that match, all while spamming the Iâm not a miracle worker⊠line and jumping around like crazy.
On her first stream, CherryPop killed the birdmaskguy; and thousands of people were watching on his end.
A lot of people lost their shit at his pathetic failure; she killed him few more times with the assistance of the mysterious McCree who seemed to prefer the crouching position. He lost the match and was very close to typing out fuck you mercy in the match channel; but he didnât. He was better than that-
CherryPop: hey hog CherryPop: OINK OINK
birdmaskguy: >.> birdmaskguy: get fucked, mercy. CherryPop: sheesh, at least buy me a dinner first! pork maybe? :P
They kept meeting like this, and she kept getting more and more popular - first as a Mercy who destroyed birdmaskguy, then as her own - rather skilled and enjoyable to watch - person.
PLAY OF THE MATCH: CherryPop as Mercy. [5 people rez, singlehandedly undoing his quad, accompanied by Hanzo quietly taking care of their Junkrat. Or: 3 people rez immediately followed by a double kill and three last second assists while boosting Hanzo just as he was launching his dragons of destructions. Or: accidentally getting nanoboosted and promptly becoming the legendary harmacist.]
They were bitter rivals all through seasons four and five, always in the opposing teams, always bickering on match chat, her always undoing all his efforts and him fruitlessly trying to hunt her down and corner her in a dead end on Kingâs Row or give her a choice between an environmental death or an execution in Dorado and so on and so on. They never watch each otherâs streams; partially because they usually were doing them at the same time, and partially because they didnât want to. It didnât matter anyway; all until one day they ended up on the same team.
They crossed paths many times earlier this week; and Oswald was as persistent as always in tracking her down and distracting her from her team. He hooked her away, he gunned her down, he didnât let her out of his sight every time they were on the same battlefield; he pissed her off more than once that week.
(Some people on his streams were watching them both at the same time, promptly informing them what does the other one have to say; she called him an insufferable prick more than once. And a dick. And a complete and utter asshole, good lord, fuck him and his obsession with ME and FRESH TOMATOES-)
They were both very high ranking in competitive; and in that tier cooperation relied mostly on precise, clear voice communication. Built-in lines were only helpful to a certain degree, and typing was taking away precious time; but he was still a bit surprised when he heard her voice for the first time.
âWell, well, well.â she said as they were picking their characters. âThatâs a new.â
Her voice was sweet and melodious and Oswald tried to imagine her spurting out series of invectives fueled by his persistence.
âSo unfortunate.â she continued, picking - of course - Mercy. âItâs such a shame thereâs so much bad blood between us, right, Birdie?â
âOh come on.â he muttered, picking Reaper. âYou are going to heal me, right?â
âI donât know.â she said nonchalantly. âI was thinking about pocketing our Rein. Hey, Rein, want a pocket Mercy?â
âJAAA!â their Rein replied, doing their best Reinhardt impression and she giggled and Oswald groaned.
âYou heard the big guy!â
âCome on, donât be like that.â he pleaded as she emoted; he decided the Devil skin she had equipped was very fitting. âIâm dps! I canât distract them if Iâm dead.â
âYou are pain in the ass, Oswald.â she said and his name rolling out of her mouth sounded disturbingly right and he hated, he absolutely hated this fact. âA prick. You gotta ask nicely if you want something from me.â
âSeriously?â he asked with disbelief as commenters on his stream were starting to whip out memes. âYou want me to beg for heals?â
âIt does sound weird when you put it this way, but yeah!â she said cheerfully as the match was starting and their team was leaving the spawn. âBeg for mercy, you pretentious jerk.â
âOh, fuck you!â he groaned and she only laughed, flying away to take care of Rein and Zarya as he was decimated by Torbâs turret.
Finally - eight deaths later - he cracked.
âFine!â he said, Shadow Stepping away from the payload, as she was high above the streets of Dorado, flying the friendly skies with Pharah. âPlease, Mercy.â
âWhat was that?â she asked innocently and he groaned. âI didnât hear ya!â
âPlease!â he said desperately. âPretty please! With cherry on top!â
âAw, you sound so cute when you beg.â she said mockingly, flying down to him. âGot you. Now go, fuck someone up. Preferably not their Zen. Heâs trying his best.â
âThanks, I guess.â he muttered, getting back into battle.
âAaaa!â she squealed few minutes later, frantically spamming the group up! command. âTheir Harambe is after me now!â
âTheir WHAT?â their Rein asked.
âThe monkey guy!â
âHis name is Winston, you uncultured swine.â Oswald said, getting in her line of sight. âCome on.â
âHey, donât be an ass to me, Iâm the one thing standing between you and death!â she said, flying to him; persistent monkey followed, promptly getting stuck in Junkratâs trap.
âAnd Iâm the one thing standing between you and death.â Oswald said firmly as she flew away. âSo you too should stop being an ass.â
âGet a room, you two!â Junkrat yelled out, 1v1ing a very foolish Widowmaker. âWe have a payload to escort and a match to win.â
âShut up!â Oswald and CherryPop said at the same time and their entire team laughed.
They won, and he got play of the match; a perfect, sextuple kill, only ruined by her tag in the corner of the screen, as she was boosting him.
(He very begrudgingly voted for her and her astounding 30k points of healing, only slightly spoiled by â40% of team damage takenâ. The last number could be lower, if he spent more time protecting her feathery ass and less time being snarky.)
âWell, that wasnât too bad!â she said cheerfully. âThanks for the saves!â
âYou have my hammer!â Rein chimed in. âNo, seriously, hit me up if you ever want to queue in a group. Youâre an angel.â
She giggled and the match concluded and Oswald was returned to the main screen, left with a weird, burning feeling in his chest. Heartburn? He decided it probably was a heartburn, first in years.
(He was very careful about what he ate. Not like he avoided junk food; but he was generally careful with what he was putting inside him. And thus he managed to go years without heartburn and indigestion.)
An hour later, he ended the stream; it was early Thursday afternoon and he didnât have any plans, so he just stretched and began to mindlessly browse the web.
Eventually he found himself on her channel and clicked a random video - and for the first time he saw her face and he sighed, not knowing what was he expecting. Her smile was as beautiful as her voice and when she laughed - and he still could hear the sound of her laughter ringing in his ears - she tilted her head and her red hair would brush her long, pale neck.
She was infuriating to play against and very nice to look at.
âWell, fuck.â he muttered, watching her wink. âFuck me, I guess.â
*** Streaming was a pleasant distraction, and so was vlogging; and she needed all the distractions she could get, to get away from the overwhelming apathy and numbness that would creep in the second she wasnât doing something. And playing that dumb game? It turned out to be surprisingly easy, very intuitive. It was an easy sense of accomplishment, seeing gold medals and votes and SR points roll in; and people seemed to enjoy watching how effortless this seemed when she was doing it, how easy. She was only partially paying attention to the game, and yet she was winning, and yet she was doing great; it felt nice, It felt⊠It felt.
And then there was that one fucking guy. That asshole. That tool.
No, not her ex boyfriend; when she thought of Harry she wasnât angry. Sad? Probably. Ashamed? Maybe. But she wasnât angry at him; if anything, she was angry at herself for trusting so easily, for not seeing right through him.
(To be fair, he did deceive everything, her parents included. So itâs not like she was a fool among the wise men; they were all blind idiots.)
That one person able to piss her off went by the name of birdmaskguy. The name was very telling - he wore a mask when streaming, and he often joked heâs doing it to not distract people with his very handsome face.
He played like an asshole. He sounded like an asshole on those short clips she watched on tumblr. He probably simply was an asshole; and they had a bone to pick. Her initial career online was built on her killing him; sure, with time she did get a reputation for her actual skills, rather than firing some bullets into a remarkably large target, but at first she was simply a Mercy who killed birdmaskguy; and his deaths from that match made their way into a lot of âOverwatch worst failsâ compilations. For a week or so he was a laughing stock; and boy oh boy was he resentful.
And people liked hearing her call him names as she was running away from him. She called him many things - insufferable prick. Fucking asshole. Unholy offspring of the monster from It Follows and Michael Myers.
(Not in his face though. On match chats she was playful and mockingly friendly; but her viewers heard her. And enjoyed every second.)
People would never guess sheâs severely depressed; she was good at hiding it. On her vlogs - about fashion and food and makeup - she was bubbly and cheerful; and messy flats and poor eating habits werenât exactly a red flag, they made her seem quirky and relatable. No one knew about hours spent in complete silence, just staring at the ceiling. No one knew about her insomnia. And about how she simply couldnât be bothered to cook, when throwing shit into microwave was so much easier. On the surface level, she appeared perfectly fine; and no one really felt the need to get any deeper.
And that guy - that Oswald Cobblepot from Gotham, that pretentious asshat in a ridiculous mask - was one of the very few people who were capable of making her feel something. Sure, that seething bloodlust wasnât anything good - but it was a good start. Baby steps.
At some point, she started to come across him outside the game. She was embarrassingly active on shittyfoodporn subreddit; she felt some sort of ridiculous bond with those other losers, who mostly ate junk and microwaved shit and horrifying combinations of ingredients and half-burnt food. It was comforting, knowing her dietary habits are not, in fact, an isolated case.
He, on the other hand - was active on that part of reddit dedicated to good food. Normal food. Actually edible food. birdmaskguy was a well known foodie; he often talked about his meticulously composed diet - or so her viewers were telling her in the comments.
god, i switched to birdie for a second and heâs talking about garlic bread AGAIN.
âAgain?â she asked, groaning when she spotted him materializing behind her team. âThat sounds intriguing.â
he never shuts up about food!! he was talking about garlic bread yesterday as well. i think heâs obsessed. what a loser.
âWell, that one thing I have in common with that asshole.â she said casually, shooting him in the face. âI also love garlic bread. Itâs delicious. And cheesy garlic bread? Heaven!â
yeah, but your whole personality doesnât revolve around you liking to eat. :p
âMore like one third.â she said jokingly. âIâll take it as a compliment.â
She knew heâs a foodie - but she never saw him in her part of reddit, reserved for loosers very optimistic about their mediocrity and disgruntled people who paid for a chicken sandwich and got a very sad chicken sandwich.
He once commented on her post; it was obvious heâs trying to pick a fight with her. Spats between streamers and high-ranking players werenât nothing new; just last month she saw another Mercy end her friendship with another player she often queued with. He was toxic; also streamers often talked shit about each other. A fight between CherryPop and birdmaskguy wouldnât be anything shocking, hell, itâd be something a lot of people wanted.
(According to her meticulously curated tumblr dashboard - some people shipped them. There were fanarts. She only saw one piece of art, relatively mild, reblogged by her mutual, who only did it to yell at the artist for drawing real, actual people fucking. âTHOSE ARE NOT FICTIONAL CHARACTERS, YOU FUCKING CREEPâ they said and Charlie couldnât be more grateful.)
Granted, what birdmaskguy said was a harmless joke; he said her dinner looks worse than his pride did after their struggle in Hanamura.
hey, it canât look THAT bad. :P
Oh, it does. I canât believe you put this into your body. How are you even alive?
through sheer willpower and the knowledge i have to live to annoy you!!
He never replied and she felt something akin to disappointment; she liked teasing him. It was a fine way of working through her weird urge to strangle him.
(That one time when she made him beg? She wasnât really feeling great that day, and she was almost glad he initially refused to play along.)
And so they lived - bitter rivals, a depressed Mercy and her food-obsessed tormentor. Sheâd always make him say please if the ended up on the same team; and afterwards heâd be even more determined to hunt her down - and with each attempt to put her back in her place sheâd take even greater pleasure in ruining the match for him.
When season six began they were both famous, and their creepy tag on tumblr was booming.
(She sometimes wondered what does he think of all those fanarts where he was ~getting his revenge~; personally she found them creepy, those random strangers drawing her genitals in great detail.)
Their little feud was still alive and well and her depression was getting worse with each passing day; World Cup was coming up and she kept distracting herself in any way possible.
Eventually⊠She made her way to the American team - effortlessly. Absentmindedly.
She kinda forgot she even tried when she got the email, informing her of her success.
*** When was the moment he realized heâs in deep, deep shit? Ah, it was during a deathmatch, about two months after he ended up on her YouTube channel and saw her face.
He was taking a short break from comp and wanted to have some dumb fun; so did she, apparently.
This time he heard her insults.
âThatâs for making me beg in Dorado!â he hummed. âThatâs for Nepal! Thatâs for Eichenwalde!â
âHey!â she said as he killed her for the fifth time. âI never made you beg in Nepal, you said please all by yourself!â
âYeah, well, ever heard of Ivan Pavlov and his dogs?â
âWhat, you automatically beg as you see me?â she giggled as he was skulking around Chateau Guillard, looking for her, completely ignoring everyone else⊠For now. âThatâs kinda sad.â
âYour life is sad.â he muttered, as he spotted her, turned with her back to him, enjoying the view as Sombra.
âThat too, but yours is still sadder.â she said in an upbeat tone as he took the shot. âOh, you prick.â
âThatâs me.â he said proudly. âPrick and an asshole.â
âGod, I hate you.â she said, respawning. âAlright. You want war? You get war. Itâs on.â
âAlright, doll, you asked for it.â he said. âIâm going to make you regret everything. Your ass? Itâs mine now.â
âIn your dreams, you fucking furry.â
They engaged in a heated fight in which other players unwillingly took the role of collateral damage and innocent bystanders; and Oswald realized heâs in deep shit when he - without thinking - yelled out âIS THIS A GAME TO YOU?!â to which she for a moment stopped running away and after a brief moment said â...yeah, actually. Thatâs what weâre doing. Weâre playing a game. Did you forget?â
She then proceeded to call him a dumb loser and he sat there, completely mortified, very glad for his mask that was hiding his face and expressions, because in that moment he realized he actually has a massive fucking crush on Charlie aka CherryPop, his bitter rival, always one step behind his quintuple kills, always one step ahead his sextuple ones.
She had a beautiful voice and a beautiful face and her personality was driving him crazy, that way she mocked and taunted him, all while being bubbly and peppy. He had a massive crush on her; and that revelation left him so distraught he accidentally let her win.
âBlow me, you furry!â she said cheerfully, after scoring the last point. âKiss my ass!â
âIâm twelve.â they suddenly heard a very serious voice, belonging to another player. âAnd you two are being very sexual. Stop that.â
âYouâre not twelve, youâre six.â someone said in the background and Charlie laughed and his heart skipped a beat, because he could see her laughing, he could see her tilt her head as her hair brushed her neck.
(Her neck was beautiful, as if made for kisses and bitemarks.)
âIn your dreams⊠That is, if your diet doesnât kill you before I get to you.â he said playfully and she laughed again.
Thatâs when he realized heâs in deep shit; and then he was informed heâs now a part of the American team for the upcoming World Cup.
He wasnât too shocked when he found out sheâs been accepted as well. Of course - she was skilled and driven and it was high time she really let it shine. Their team was in a good hands.
Some website reporting the latest news from the gaming world reached out to him for a comment regarding the fact heâs now going to be on same team as CherryPop; he said heâs âvery pleasedâ and that âhe believes theyâll be able to put their differences aside to reach a bigger goalâ.
He wondered what does she has to say about it.
*** âIâm not happy about it, but whatâcha gonna do? He did well. He deserves the spot.â
Her comment on the situation sounded harsh, but she simply couldnât be bothered to dress the thing up in pretty words. It didnât matter; they hated each other anyway, even if she found herself looking forward to crossing paths and deaths with him. The bickering, the taunting, the mockery - it made her feel stings of something. And it sure as hell was better than nothing.
Being on the team required her to temporarily move from New York to Gotham; by pure coincidence she was the only member who didnât live there. Practicing with actual people on hand made a lot more sense, than just yelling at each other on voice channel.
birdmaskguy reached out to her in that matter; actually he shot her an email, asking if they can talk on discord. His email didnât mention her harsh comment; but it did sound stiff and official.
They talked later that day; his icon was an aggravated penguin, because of course.
(Hers was her own picture; she was blowing a balloon out of pink bubblegum. It was a bit trashy and definitely sugary; she liked it. It reminded her of being actually, genuinely happy.)
âHey.â she said with a yawn. âWhat did you want to talk about? Are you going to, like, threaten me with a lawsuit?â
â...no?â he said hesitantly; that was the first time she heard his actual voice, not muffled by his mask. It was pleasant; melodious, just a tiny bit raspy, energetic. Nice to listen to. âWhy would I do that?â
âAssholes always find a reason to sue someone, I guess.â
âMaybe not today.â he said carefully. âLook, Cherry⊠Can I call you that?â
âWell, better this than bitch or stupid cunt.â
âHey, you know I never called you that.â he said almost angrily and she sighed; he was right. He never actually offended her, always sticking to things like you ass or Iâm going to kill you, then Iâll resurrect you and THEN Iâll kill you again. That was what kinda made the dynamic entertaining; sure, they disliked each other, but they were never hurtful. Almost as if he respected her.
âFine, you never called me a bitch, Iâll give you that. Still. What do you want, Birdie?â
âYou have to move to Gotham temporarily, right?â he asked; she could hear the typical street sounds in the background. âSo I have a proposition for you.â
âIâm all ears.â she muttered, absentmindedly rubbing a dried-out stain on her desk; most likely BBQ sauce or ketchup.
âCome live with me.â he said casually and she froze in place, staring at the stain. âHey. You there?â
âAre you out of your mind?â she asked with disbelief. âDid your brain turn into lettuce?â
â...pardon?â
âIâm not going to live with you! Weâre going to kill each other-â
âMy family has a mansion.â he interrupted her. âChateau Cobblepot.â
â...is that its actual name?â
â...Iâm going to kill you myself if you as much as make a joke about it. Iâll poison you. Strangle you. Drop my fatherâs bust on your pretty little head.â he threatened her tiredly and she laughed at how utterly resigned he sounded, but quickly regained her composure.
âAlright, no jokes about the dumbest name Iâve ever heard. How big exactly is that place?â
âBig enough for us to never see each other face to face.â he said nonchalantly. âGoogle it. Trust me, itâs better than fucking around with hotels or rental. A token of good will from my side.â
âWhereâs the catch?â
â...thereâs no catch, Cherry.â he said patiently. âWell, maybe except for the fact you have to take care of transporting yourself and your stuff to Gotham, but other than that⊠Chateau Cobblepot awaits. Free of charge, just as long as you do your job.â
âDoes it mean youâll charge me if we lose? Thatâs an extreme version of blame the healer, you know.â
â...letâs worry about getting anywhere first, hm?â
âUgh. Fine.â she muttered, rubbing her forehead; truth is, the thought of actually taking care of her Gotham stay was a bit overwhelming. Thatâs why she stayed in NYC for so long - because her parents were taking care of everything. âIâll take your deal. Anything I should know about?â
âNot really, no.â he said; judging by the sounds, he was crossing a street. âJust email me date and time and someone will pick you up from the airport or train station. Also⊠Do you have any allergies?â
âExcept for you?â
â...except that one, yes.â he said, sounding almost amused. âWell, I better stop taking your time, you have plane tickets to buy. See you soon?â
âYou promised I wonât have to see you, you know.â
âItâs a figure of speech, Cherry. See you never. Better?â
âA whole lot better.â
*** It worked! He couldnât believe it actually worked. He figured he might as well give it a shot, considering his parents were taking a break from Gotham and were leaving the mansion all to himself - but he never expected her to actually accept the proposal. Sure, she didnât want to see him - which hurt more than heâd like to admit - but the perspective of simply having her around for an unspecified period of time⊠Was enough. âIt worked!â he announced after entering the coffeeshop where his friend - and their fellow teammate - was waiting.
â...what worked?â she asked carefully, looking up from her coffee. âWhat did you do this time, Cobblepot?â
âI told Cherry she can come live with me during the duration of this thing.â he informed Vicki, sitting down in front of her with his back against the wall and his legs outstretched. âAnd it worked! Well, partially.â
âWell, which part didnât work?â
âShe sounds very adamant in not wanting to see me.â he said lightly, masking his budding despair with an optimistic smile. âI think she actually hates me.â
âCanât imagine why.â Vicki muttered and he scoffed. âI canât imagine why anyone would like you, Cobblepot.â
âYou keep saying that, and yet youâre sticking around since forever. I think you like me.â
âIâm programmed to feel sorry for losers.â she said, taking a sip of her coffee. âAnd you are a loser.â
âI still love you. No hetero though.â
âGod, youâre disgusting.â she said, wincing. âBut anyway, Whatâs your plan?â
âI donât have one, actually.â he said, getting up. âWell, maybe except for getting a caramel latte right now.â
He returned with his coffee and sat back down.
âI guess this is a lost cause.â he said cheerfully and Vicki sighed. âWhat?â
âI hope itâs not.â she confessed and he blinked. âNo, donât say anything, you get to hear me be nice to you once a month. Donât ruin it. I hope itâs not a lost cause. Remember, Iâm a dick to you as well, and yet here we are.â
âAre you implying⊠Tough love?â he asked, tilting his head.
Vicki sighed.
âMaybe. Or maybe she really doesnât like you. Youâre⊠An obnoxious ass. Iâd say⊠Fifty fifty.â
âThose are pretty good odds. And you know what they say⊠A drowning man clutches at a straw.â
âSo you really have a crush on her. Huh.â she said absentmindedly, taking a sip of her coffee. âI guess your taste is one of very few not crappy things about you. Sheâs cute. Kinda too sweet for me, but⊠Definitely cute. And funny. Watched her video on calling people by their full name?â
âYou know I did.â he muttered, looking away; Vicki snickered.
âRight. I forgot youâre a creep.â
âThose are public, Vicki.â
âI know. Still - youâre pathetic. Need a wingwoman?â
â...are you offering your services?â
âUh-uh.â she nodded, taking a sip. âYou know I have no problem saying nice stuff about you behind your back. Just try to not directly contradict what Iâm saying and weâre golden.â
âWell, what are you going to say?â
âNot a word about you being a hopeless sap, thatâs for sure.â she said with a smirk and he scoffed, hiding his gratitude; he knew Vicki knows heâs grateful. They knew each other for years, and had each otherâs back through thick and thin.
Rest of the day passed peacefully. Charlie sent him an email asking  if he can take care of transporting her stuff from the airport; sending it few days before her trip was cheaper.
Of course heâd do that.
Well, if you insist.
iâm not insisting, i can take care of it myself. ÂŻ\_(ă)_/ÂŻ
That was a figure of speech. Just send me the dates.
It took her an hour to reply; the message simply said thanks.
They crossed paths in the game that evening; but they didnât talk much, except for the usual please heal me I can drop down on my knees if you want me to banter. Surprisingly, she wasnât doing great; she sounded distracted, reacting to everything with slight - but noticeable - delay.
âAre you sleep deprived, Pop?â their Mei asked; the deep baritone contrasted with the cutesy character.
âJust tired, thatâs all.â she sighed. âIâm going to stay behind this time.â
She was slurring words and Oswald felt a sting of worry.
âSâalright. We will carry, you try to not die.â he said, switching to Reinhardt. âThere. One personal shelter⊠Coming up.â
âThank you.â she said slowly; she sounded surprised. âWant a free solo rez?â
âSo whenâs the wedding?â their Bastion asked, yawning. âReinâs shield this, solo rez that⊠Whereâs the venom? The spite? The-â
âWeâre going to compete on the same team, you dummy.â Oswald interrupted them hastily; he knew that player fairly well. They had a reputation of being rather harsh, mostly thanks to their tendency to getting straight to the raw point. âWeâre practicing this whole team spirit thing.â
âUh-uh.â Bastion said; Oswald could hear the distinct sound of crunching. âSure.â
She went offline immediately after the match, not even waiting for the votes; he considered sending her a message to ask if everythingâs alright, but he decided against it. Â Pushing wouldnât do him any good; plus it would be suspicious.
*** She had a breakdown that day, between emails. She realized she hadnât left her flat in weeks; she was relying on food delivery and online grocery shopping. The perspective of leaving and doing stuff and actually interacting with people was⊠Overwhelming.
But itâs alright. She had pills to take in case of sudden breakdowns; it instilled warm, pleasant fog in her brain and dried her tears up and fought off the anxious, crying-induced convulsions. She was calm again; even if her eyelids were heavy like lead and her vision and thoughts were slightly hazy and speaking clearly required a great deal of effort - but at least she was calm.
She googled birdmaskguyâs family home; it was huge. His family was one of the wealthiest families in that part of country, and it showed; she went for a virtual walk through the gardens, leaving taking a look at people living inside the building for another day.
He seemed to be completely unaffected by her - not really intentional - harshness; she realized sheâs going to have to tone it down eventually, but as for now she didnât have the energy to sugarcoat her words.
She made the mistake of trying to play that evening; but her thoughts were clouded with the pills-induced fog and she was doing bad. Luckily her team was understanding; even birdmaskguy offered his help, without complaining or snarky remarks. It was⊠Surprising; that small, meaningless gesture left her feeling disturbed. It didnât fit. It was out of place. It was out of character.
She went to bed early, setting up a series of notifications in her phone - laundry. Packing. Shipping her stuff. Shower. Another shower, just in case. The trip.
She had a sleepless night; she simply lied in fetal position, tightly wrapped in blanket, staring into darkness of her littered, slightly airless bedroom.
She shipped her things to Gotham two days later; three boxes of clothes and personal items. Her precious, stickers-covered laptop would travel with her in her hand luggage, along with her favorite blanket, a teddy bear and her documents. Taking her of her stuff used up nearly all of her energy; she was so mentally exhausted she didnât even reply when Cobblepot mailed her to inform her her things arrived safely and were waiting for her in his home, untouched.
(She sure hoped so. Depressed or not, she wouldnât want anyone - especially not him - going through her underwear. She had a wide collection of lace and satin; pretty lingerie made her feel a bit better.)
Finally, day of the trip had came and she sighed, looking around her flat. She threw out things that could rot, and threw the majority of dirty dishes into the dishwasher; she didnât have plants to water or pets to feed. Once again she checked her bag - everything was there. Her laptop, the accessories, her blanket, her meds, her teddy bear, her wallet. She was ready to go, and the cab to the GCT was waiting outside.
Even though the ride would be short, she booked first class; all she wanted was some peace and quiet. She wasnât feeling chatty and she felt sheâs not going to make it through if someone decides to chat her up.
On the station - alone and tired - she felt so out of place, surrounded by lively people who were talking to each other and laughing and feeling emotions and not feeling like their lives arenât going anywhere at all. She avoided talking to others and looked at the ground, tightly gripping her bag; and everyone ignored her, as if she was transparent.
(Sheâd like things to stay this way forever, actually.)
Charlie spent the ride silently looking out of the window, wrapped in her blanket, thinking about how apathetic she is to the thought of living - even if only for some time - with someoneâŠ
It wasnât hatred, that thing she felt. It definitely wasnât hatred; he annoyed her, sure, but she never actually wished for anything to stop, for him to disappear. It wasnât harassment; he valued his reputation too much to harass.
Or maybe he simply wasnât into harassing people.
Finally the train stopped at Gotham Central Station; her ride was over. Breathing in and out, her legs shaking and her fingers trembling, she stepped out of the train, looking around.
Gotham felt⊠Different. Something was in the air, definitely; it was dripping from the gothic architecture, escaping peopleâs lungs, reflecting itself in glass surfaces.
âAdmiring the architecture?â she heard a familiar voice, and when she looked left - there he was, birdmaskguy, Oswald Cobblepot.
He was tall and lean and handsome, which came as a surprise. Narrow lips and very sharp eyes and nice jawline and slightly messy har; he was wearing a well-tailored suit and looked at her expectantly with a polite smile.
So that was the face of her rival. He was very nice to look at, she decided begrudgingly; and he smelled nice. Someone obviously wasnât a skinflint when it came to cologne.
âHey.â she said nervously, brushing her hair away from her face; his gaze felt odd, he looked at her almost tenderly.
(Or maybe it was pity.)
âYouâre short.â he said and she scoffed quietly; he snickered. âWatch out, you might get lost.â
âHa-ha, very original.â she said, looking away. âI thought we established weâre not going to see each other.â
:âA necessary sacrifice.â he said, putting a hand on her shoulder. âWant me to carry it for you?â
She handed him her bag without a word and he took it with a nod.
âCarâs parked outside.â he said, walking towards the exit and she followed, looking around. âHow was your ride?â
âUneventful.â she said, glancing at his sharp profile. âHowâs⊠Your day?â
(Itâs been a while since her last normal, face to face conversation. She felt like playing a half baked test build of a Telltale game, following an unedited script.)
âQuite eventful, actually.â he said, sounding amused by her awkwardness. âCat got your tongue, Cherry?â
âWhat?â
âIâm waiting for some snark, you know.â he said as they left the building; even the air smelled different here, less like dead rats and hot dogs and more like gunpowder and herbs. âNeedles and pins and harsh words.â
âSorry to disappoint, you prick.â she muttered. âItâs easier to talk big online, you know. Face to face⊠Itâs harder.â
âHey.â he said softly and she blinked, not expecting such a gentle tone. âItâs alright. Take your time, get used to me. Iâm distractingly handsome. I know.â he said with a smirk and she groaned and nudged him with her elbow.
(He was right - he was handsome. And nice.)
âYouâre too self confident.â she said instead, looking around. âPut that mask on, before you scare some children.â
âOuch.â he said playfully, fishing for car keys in his pocket; apparently he was driving a dark red Maserati, because of course. âNow thatâs Cherry I know and⊠Tolerate.â
The pause before his last word felt weird, and he said it hastily, almost as if he bit his tongue to force his words to change direction at the last second.
They drove through the streets of Gotham, and she kept looking around curiously. The city definitely looked like itâs living up to its reputation of one of the most dangerous places in America; but it was still beautiful, in a dark way.
âThatâs my familyâs park.â Cobblepot said suddenly, pointing to a nearby place. âMy parents funded it.â
The park seemed to be crowded; everywhere Charlie looked she saw people, enjoying the green grass, colorful flowers and sturdy benches.
âIt looks nice.â she muttered. âAny ponds?â
The question escaped her before she stopped herself; she actually tried to drown herself in a bathtub once. She wondered if her brain is trying to suggest something.
He looked at her in silence, furrowing his brows.
âYes.â he said finally. âDonât get any funny ideas, Cherry.â
âIs that the Wayne Tower?â she asked a few minutes later, looking at an impossibly tall skyscraper.
âUh-uh.â Cobblepot nodded. âWhat, wanna meet Bruce Wayne? Iâm his friend. Theyâd let us in.â
âMaybe not today.â she said carefully, not commenting on his sudden eagerness. âHey, Birdie.â
âYeah?â âI changed my mind.â she said hesitantly, glancing at him. âAbout the⊠Not-seeing-you thing.â
(Gotham felt overwhelming; beautiful, but deadly. And she felt like loneliness might be unbearable this time.)
âWell.â he said after a short silence.
He glanced at her briefly and she looked away, ignoring the cheeky smile his lips were curled in.
âI knew you wonât be able to resist my charm.â he said finally and she scoffed.
âYour what?â
He chuckled as they drove through Crest Hill; a luxurious, suburban neighborhood outside which Chateau Cobblepot was located, not too far away from the legendary Wayne Manor.
âWeâre here.â he finally announced, swiftly parking the car in front of the entrance, next to the fountain; Charlie quietly looked at the massive, gothic building that looked like a perfect setting for a Percy Shelley poem.
They got out of the car and he took her bag out from the trunk.
âCome on.â he said, walking towards the door, white gravel quietly clattering under his shoes. âTop floor of the west wing is for your disposal. Iâll show you the way.â
Top floor? She groaned quietly, thinking about climbing the stairs; due to her lifestyle her body wasnât in the best shape.
âSomethingâs wrong?â he asked, as they came in; she looked around, slightly impressed with the interior design, relying on wood and marble and lots of light.
âIâm out of shape.â she said hesitantly. âStairs are⊠Not my friend.â
âWell, shit.â he said, sounding concerned. âShould have guessed.â
âOh, get fucked.â she muttered, knowing heâs referring to her abhorrent diet. âWhat now?â
âThere is a free bedroom in my part of the building.â he said hesitantly, glancing at her. âI wanted to be hospitable and give you the entirety of our guest quarters, but since you canât climb stairsâŠâ
âOne room will do.â she interrupted him. âBack home I donât leave my bedroom anyway. Just as long as there are no stairs involved⊠Iâll be fine.â
âWell, okay then.â he said, turning right. âI inhabit the bottom floor of the east wing. Iâll show you the way, and then⊠Iâll take care of your boxes.â
âDonât you have like⊠A butler to take care of this stuff?â she asked him, following him through the corridor; his part of the Chateau had its own small library, well-equipped gym, an office and a state of the art kitchen. The guest bedroom was at the very end of the corridor, tucked between his bedroom and the library; it was spacious, well lit, had a jacuzzi in the bathroom and the bed looked extremely comfortable.
âOur butler left with my parents.â he said, setting her bag down. âAnd we keep minimal staff. We do most of the things by ourselves. Keeps us grounded.â
âFrom the people, for the people?â she asked and he smiled.
He did carry her boxes; effortlessly, smoothly, as if they weighed nothing. He was stronger than he looked; and there was something disturbingly nice to the eyes in the way his shoulder muscles moved under the fabric of his shirt.
âThere.â he said, setting down the last one. âStill sealed, as you can probably see.â
âIâd sue you if any of them were open.â she said, opening the nearest box and instantly closing it back again, as the first thing she saw was her underwear; and he did not need to see any of that.
âWell, Iâll leave you to it.â he said, walking towards the door. âUnpack, settle down, do whatever. Yell if you need something. Food, for example.â
Her stomach gurgled; she hadnât eaten that day.
He heard it.
â...hungry?â he asked softly. âI can⊠Fix that. WIth actual food, instant noodles and frozen tendies have no place in my kitchen.â
âFine.â she sighed.  âI guess Iâm at your culinary mercy now. Do your magic, just⊠No asparagus.â
âAlready setting your rules? Feisty.â he said with a smirk and left the room, leaving her sitting on the floor, feeling oddly at peace in this gigantic house.
She quickly threw her clothes into the closet and drawers and got down to business: setting a quick life update stream regarding the upcoming competition. Sheâs been pretty quiet about it for days; now was the time to tell the world how things were looking.
âHey, world!â she said to the camera, sitting on her ridiculously fluffy bed. âYouâll never guess where am I.â
She was in the middle of a sentence when he entered the room, carrying a plate of what looked like pasta with tomato sauce; it smelled absolutely divine. It was obvious he used fresh herbs.
He set the plate down on her nightstand without a word and she kept on talking, only pausing once, to thank him.
âSo, Iâm at birdmaskguyâs home - hey, thanks! - and he just made me food. Shocking, right?â
âI donât starve my guests, and especially not my teammates.â he said, crossing his arms on his chest. âHey, Cherryâs viewers, you canât see me, but you can hear me. Sorry for interrupting, I guess.â
âPeople on chat are saying hi.â she informed him. âOne person is saying fuck you. Someone⊠Oh, crap.â
âWhat?â
âSomeone warned me to not go into my tags on tumblr.â she muttered, looking at him, slightly flustered. âThey say⊠Iâm not gonna like it.â
Without a word he pulled out his phone and opened the app.
***
He never knew thereâs porn of him and Cherry; he never thought someone might be fucked up enough to draw detailed depictions of two actual people having sex.
There were fanarts. There were fanfics. And he instantly spotted two most popular trends among those creepy fanworks - her dominating him and him âputting her in her placeâ.
(Heâd lie if he said he never thought about her warm body and quiet gasps escaping her lips, but in his thoughts - it was consensual. He also kept those thoughts to himself, thoughts of her skin under his fingers.)
âFucking hell.â he said finally, looking at her sitting on the bed in his home. âThatâs⊠Creepy.â
âYou heard him.â she said to her viewers. âThatâs one thing we both can agree on. Well, okay, that and garlic bread being delicious.â
She shot him a faint smile and he smiled back, unable to take his eyes off her. In real life she seemed⊠More tired than on her vlogs; a bit awkward. She stuttered from time to time and had a problem with direct eye contact and made a lot of pauses, looking for words.
He thought about her freckles when he was in the kitchen, peeling and chopping tomatoes, and her soft lips and the way she scoffed at him. She seemed so lost in Gotham, so out of place; he felt as if this city might eat her alive.
In person, she seemed and sounded softer; and this softness cemented his massive crush on her, mixed up with concern for her bad shape and dark circles under her eyes and the fact she apparently forgot to eat.
âFucking hell.â he muttered to himself after leaving her alone with her laptop; he headed to his gym, he had some steam to let out. âThis is getting out of hand.â
He called Vicki and started his sit ups as she picked up.
âYouâre on speaker, so behave yourself.â he said before she said anything. âShitâs fucked, Vale.â
âUh-uh.â she muttered; he could hear the crunching. âWhyâs that?â
âA number of reasons.â he said tiredly. âHey, is your offer still a thing?â
âWell, yeah. Why, did you fuck up so badly you need help?â
âMaybe. I donât know.â he sighed. âPlease, Vicki.â
âFine, fine!â she said. âRemember about tonight.â
â...whatâs tonight?â
âOh my god, Iâm not your secretary, you lazy bum. The icebreaker drinks at the Waterfront?â
âRight.â he said, remembering calling Fish Mooney. âNow I remember. Thanks, Vicki.â
âYouâre welcome, jackass.â she said nonchalantly. âDress up nicely. I got your back.â
She ended the call and he was left alone with his thoughts and the burning presence of Charlie on the same floor; through the door, he could hear her voice faintly. She was laughing, and it was a beautiful sound.
After the workout, on his way to take a shower he knocked at her door.
âCome in!â she called out and he entered the room and she looked up from her laptop and raised her eyebrows.
âWhat happened?â she asked, before he said anything. âYou look⊠Sweaty.â
âI forgot to tell you, weâre going out tonight.â he said, wiping his face with a towel. âI made a reservation at the Waterfront. The team should get to know each other.â
âFor a second it sounded really terrifying, you know. Like a date.â she said with a nervous chuckle. âDo I⊠Have to be there?â
âOh, come on. Itâll be fun. The Waterfrontâs a nice place. The owner is an old friend of mine.â
âFine.â she said with a sigh. âIâll come. When are we leaving?â
âIn⊠Two hours, more or less. Sorry. Should have let you know sooner.â
âYes, you should.â she said, closing her laptop, getting up and walking up to him. âGet out. I have some dolling up to do.â
She pushed him out of the room and her hand almost burned the skin on his chest, even though the fabric of his t-shirt.
He next saw her two hours later; and she wasnât lying when she said sheâs going to doll herself up. She curled her hair and put makeup on, hiding her freckles, much to his carefully hidden dismay. Her red lips were perfectly symmetrical and she was nervously playing with the cuff of her navy blue blouse.
âWhat?â she asked as he was staring at her âWhat?!â
âYou look different.â he said finally and she rolled her eyes.
âThatâs the point of dressing up, you know.â she said, crossing her arms and for a brief moment he saw a faint flash of her bra through the thin fabric of her blouse. âGood different or bad different?â
âFishing for compliments, Cherry?â he asked, regaining his composure.
âMaybe so.â she said, putting her shoes on; simple, black pumps, that accentuated her legs nicely. âAnyway, Iâm good to go.â
âLetâs go then. Ladies first.â
She walked past him and he smelled her perfume; fresh and fruity, with the most noticeable scent being strawberry.
He looked at her red hair and decided that of course sheâs a strawberry kind of girl.
*** He was so infuriatingly nice and polite she wanted to strangle him. Almost nothing like his online persona; and his ridiculously handsome face wasnât making anything easy. Hating him online, as he taunted and tried to kill her was easy; hating him in real life, as he made her pasta and carried her things was nearly impossible. Sure, he was still snarky; but it didnât change the fact she felt oddly at peace in his home, in his presence, under his eyes.
(He looked almost impressed when he saw her dressed up and with makeup; that was first time in months she actually put some effort into looking nice. She was kind of glad she packed her heels and nice clothes and cosmetics; and kind of annoyed at the fact he didnât look at her like that when she was bare faced and her hair were messy. Men.)
He looked very⊠Human when he knocked at her door and - sweaty, out of breath - informed her of the forgotten plan; and he looked at her apologetically and for a moment she found herself lost in his sharp, intelligent eyes.
Things were fuck, as the wise man once said. Things were fuck.
He held the door open for her, that fucking gentleman; and as they drove to the Waterfront - a well-hidden local, ran by his old friend - she was sure they looked like a picture perfect couple. His dark blue tie matched her blouse, as she absentmindedly noticed.
The club was crowded and she got anxious thinking about navigating between all those - drunk, high, chatty, happy - but he put his hand on her arm.
âWe have a private room underground.â he told her, leading her towards the stairs. âYouâre not the party type, I take it.â
âNot recently, no.â she muttered, wondering how itâd feel if he put his arm around her waist and quickly shaking this ridiculous thought off. âThis place is⊠Something.â
âFirst of all, itâs safe.â he said, going downstairs and turning around. âCome on, Iâll catch you if you trip.â
âItâs not the first time Iâm wearing heels, you know.â she muttered, slowly walking down as well and ignoring his hand he held out for her.
He only shrugged and put his hands in his pockets; finally they reached their private room and he let her in and she shuffled past him, briefly brushing his chest and inhaling his smokey cologne.
The others were already waiting for them, and Charlie recognized Theo - a pale, young man who went by the nickname XFilesTheome - and Louise, who went by RaptureFucker; she was after law school and was known for actually lecturing people about threats and offensive language; she had no idea who the other people are and if she played with them.
âFinally!â said a young woman, who was lounging on the nearby chair; her hair were tied in a ponytail and she was wearing a suit. âTook your sweet, sweet time, eh?â
âYes, we did.â Oswald replied calmly, as Charlie awkwardly stood next to him. âThere was some traffic. Sorry for not mastering bilocation, Vale.â
Vale! That mustâve been Vicki Vale - of victoriousvale - who often grouped up with Cobblepot. She was a journalist by day, and a formidable opponent by night; her Tracer was almost as relentless as Cobblepotâs Reaper.
âAnd you must be Charlie.â Vicki said, without getting up. âPleased to meet you. Donât just stand there, sit down!â
â...sure.â she said quietly as he pulled out a chair for her. âHello.â
âHey.â Louise muttered, not looking up from her phone. âHold on a sec, I have to read this.â
âFanmail?â Charlie asked and Louise shook her head.
âGod, I wish. No, Iâm helping a friend out with her problems.â she said, furiously typing. âYou know Rocco?â
âI donât think so, no,â she said hesitantly, looking at the last man; he was thin and had giant, dark, eyes and a soft, warm smile.
âPennyDumb.â he introduced himself and she gasped; he was one of her favorite Reinhardts and absolutely terrifying to play against. âGlad to finally meet you in person, Pop.â
âLikewise!â she said with enthusiasm. âGod, we have so many hours together, I remember when we were both bronze!â
âRight?â he said with a smirk and she laughed. âTime flies as experience points comeâŠâ
âTime is but a social concept.â Theo said firmly, brushing his dark hair away from his eyes. âIt doesnât exist, but it serves.â
â...thatâs a quote from childrenâs book.â Charlie said after a while. âAbout alchemy.â
âWell, now weâve both exposed ourselves as nerds who read books for children.â Theo said with a shrug. âWhat can I say? Itâs a nice read.â
âIâm going to order drinks.â Cobblepot said suddenly. âWhat do you want?â
She looked down as she remembered her pills donât mix well with alcohol. Oswald went around, taking orders; some wine for Louise, scotch for him and Vicki, beer for Rocco and Theo-
âI donât drink.â she said as he looked at her expectantly. âSorry. And⊠Neither should you. Youâre the driver.â
âOne scotch wonât even get me slightly buzzed. Your pretty little head is safe with me.â he dismissed her and she scoffed; that was the second time he said pretty little head in relation to her. âI can get you freshly squeezed orange juice.â
âAlright.â she said, as Vicki was watching her attentively; she leaned in towards her as soon as Oswald left.
âHowâs he treating you?â she asked and Louise rolled her eyes. âI know youâre staying with him, and I know you two are⊠Not on the best terms.â
âHeâs decent, actually. I think he realizes people talk a lot of shit in the heat of the moment. Heâs⊠A good host.â she said, sighing. âItâs complicated. You know how it is - you call someone a piece of shit, but itâs not like that, itâs never like that.â
âOh, I get it.â Vicki assured her. âI call him pretentious dick all the time and he doesnât mind.â
âI do, actually.â Oswald suddenly said, entering the room with a tray full of glasses. âIâm not pretentious. Iâm eloquent.â
âSame difference, you prick.â Vicki said nonchalantly; Louise put her phone down and sighed. âNow give me my liquor. Iâve been good this week, I deserve a treat.â
âYou donât.â Louise said calmly. âYou forgot to feed the cat⊠Again.â
âHeâs a predator! He can feed himself. Besides, heâs fat anyway.â
âKeep your marital spats out of this room, please.â Oswald said, setting a wine glass in front of Louise. âI got you a whole bottle.â
âThatâs one of ten bottles you owe me, big guy.â
âGive me time.â he said with a wink, turning to Charlie. âYour juice.â
He set her glass down and his hands were slightly sticky; did he squeeze the juice himself?
(It was perfect, tart and sweet at the same time, thick and delicious.)
The evening was pleasant, and with time Charlie loosened up a bit; after all, those were not complete strangers. Sure, they knew next to nothing about her as a person - but she was fine with people knowing her just on the surface level.
(No one would care about whatâs underneath anyway.)
They were all nice; and she found herself glancing at Oswald from time to time, pondering the nature of her feelings for him. Outside the game, he was charming, polite, hospitable, always ready for some petty quarrel; and eventually she came to a simple conclusion - she liked that guy. Sure, it was a weird kind of sympathy, very aggressive and harsh at times; but she definitely liked him. She felt at ease around him - and she only actually knew him for a day.
Things only went downhill from there, from that moment when she briefly glanced at his relaxed, grinning profile and he saw her gaze and nodded lightly in her direction, before returning his attention to Vicki.
*** He couldnât stop himself from glancing at her from time to time, as they were getting to know their team. At first she was tense and quiet; but after she loosened up a bit⊠Her natural charm came to surface and Vicki had to kick him under the table a few times to stop him from staring at Cherry.
Because good god he felt he could stare at her forever, at the way she covered her mouth when she laughed and the way she fluttered her lashes; he felt like this is the person who taunted him for months.
(Even though that anxious, quiet Cherry was also delightful. The truth was, heâd consider her a delight no matter the circumstances; he was in too deep.)
Vicki joined him when he was heading upstairs for another beer for Theo and more juice for Cherry; he glanced at her Cheshire Cat-like grin as they were walking up the stairs.
âWhat?â he asked and her smile grew even wider.
âShe doesnât hate you.â Vicki said finally and Oswald froze in place for a moment. âYou heard me. She doesnât hate you. I have no idea what does she feel for you, but it most definitely isnât hatred.â
âWell, do you think I have a chance?â
âWho the hell knows?â she said with a shrug. âMaybe. Just because she doesnât hate you doesnât mean sheâs into you.â
âNo shit, Sherlock.â he sighed as they approached the bar; that night Fish herself was behind the counter. âHey again, Fish.â
âWelcome back, boy. What will it be this time?â
âJust a beer and another juice.â he said, sliding behind the counter. âYou still have those sweet oranges, right?â
âLast batch. Just for you⊠And that pretty little thing.â Fish added with a smirk and Oswald shot her a pale smile. âSweet like her, eh?â
âThatâs the general idea, yes.â he said cutting oranges in half as Vicki sat on a nearby barstool. âHey Vale, want another scotch?â
âYou know I do.â
âComing up.â
âOh, I wish I could have you here every night.â Fish sighed, watching his hands. âWhy wonât you run away from home and come work for me, boy?â
âMaybe some other day.â he said, setting the glasses down on a tray. âFamily business comes first. You know how it is.â
âI do, unfortunately. Anyway. Give that pretty little thing my regards, Oswald. Whatâs her name again?â
âCherry.â he replied automatically and Vicki snickered.
âNo, itâs Charlie. We call her Pop. Youâre the only person to call her Cherry.â she said mockingly as he looked at her heavily. âCome on, Cobblepot. Say her name.â
âCharlie.â he said - softly, tenderly, lovingly. âHer name is Charlie.â
âPretty name for a pretty little thing.â Fish said with a playful smile. âGood luck, Oswald.â
âThanks.â he said, lifting the tray. âIâll need it.â
âWish I could record it.â Vicki said mockingly, walking next to him. âI bet people on twitch would pay me good money for this one.â
âOh, fuck off, you sound the same when youâre talking about Lou!â he scoffed, but she only laughed in response.
âYeah, sheâs my girlfriend. Not an unrequited crush.â
âWell, want me to remind you how you were when you didnât know itâs mutual?â
âYou donât have to, my facebook memories do it on a daily basis.â Vicki said grimly as they were walking down the stairs. âThe point is, people in love act and sound pathetic. And as your best friend and wingwoman⊠I think I have the right to making fun of you.â
âOf course you do.â he sighed as she opened the door for him. âYou can do whatever you want, Vale.â
âAh! Canât wait to use that one against you.â she laughed out as he was setting Cherry-
Charlieâs juice in front of her. She glanced at him and smiled, rubbing the back of her neck; and he instinctively winked at her, accidentally brushing the back of her other hand with his fingertips.
Finally they had to part ways; their first practice was tomorrow afternoon and they had to get some rest, and in case of Rocco and Theo - sober up a bit.
Oswald didnât feel tired; and neither did Charlie.
âMy familyâs park is nearby.â he suggested as they were standing on the sidewalk outside. âWe can go for a walk. Some fresh air wonât hurt.â
âAlright.â she said hesitantly, rubbing her arms with her palms and looking away; once they were alone, she got all awkward and tense again. âItâs⊠Kinda cold though.â
âAh yes, nights in Gotham can get chilly.â he said, glancing at her. âWant my jacket?â âBut what about you?â
âIâll manage.â he said, already taking it off. âI kinda like cold, to be honest.â
(He lied; he hated cold - but the grateful look in her eyes when she took his jacket was worth it. And so was the sight of her briefly closing her eyes as she covered her shoulders with it.)
That time of day, the park was nearly empty; but it was still clean and well lit.
âItâs nice, I have to give your family that.â she said with a sigh, as they were nearing a pond. âWhoever designed it knew their craft.â
âThatâd be my dad.â he said, picking up a perfectly flat pebble. âHey. Want to play a game?â
â...sure.â
âIâm great at many things, including skipping stones.â  he said, glancing at her. âMake a wish. If the stone skips five times⊠Itâll come true.â
âAnd if it sinks?â
âThen weâll try again.â he said nonchalantly and she giggled. âCome on. Make a wish.â
âAlright.â she said eventually. âI made my wish. Do your magic.â
He squinted slightly, bent his wrist and threw the stone. Plop, plop, plop-
It skipped six times before finally sinking. He turned to her, grinning.
âSee?â he said proudly. âWhat did you wish for?â
âVictory.â she said after a short silence, looking him in the eye. âNot very surprising, huh?â
âWishes donât have to be surprising.â he said slowly, hearing the faintest note of hesitance in her voice. âBut looks like I just cemented our success.â
âHereâs to hoping.â she sighed and suddenly yawned and he turned his head away to hide the fact his lips were curling in a tender smile. âI think now might be a good time to go home.â
âAlready feeling at home in Chateau, Cherry?â he asked as they were slowly walking towards the exit.
âIâm trying to.â she said. âBut basically, home is where my heart is⊠And I think I didnât forget any internal organs.â
âNot even your brain?â he said playfully and she rolled her eyes, but didnât say anything.
He bumped into her in the kitchen later that night; they were both heading to bed and he walked in as she was pouring herself a glass of water; she was only wearing a washed out tee and a pair of boyshorts and he groaned quietly, looking at her pale legs and ridiculously shapely buttocks - and when she turned around he could see the faint outline of her perky breasts through the fabric.
She nodded in his direction, seemingly unaware of the effect she had on him, briefly glancing at his chest.
âA knife fight?â she asked, looking at a scar running across his ribs.
âYep.â he said, shuffling past her to get his own glass of water. âYou should see the other guy though.â
âMmm.â she muttered, taking a sip. âHandy with a knife?â
âYou could say that. Though I prefer to limit my skills to chopping onions, rather than stabbing people.â he said, briefly glancing at her freckles; she stood in place, staring at him silently. Finally she shook her head.
âIâm going to bed.â she informed him, shuffling past; her hair brushed his skin. âGoodnight.â
âSleep tight, donât let the bedbugs biteâŠâ he hummed and she snickered.
âYou know, warning me of bedbugs doesnât show your family in the best light.â
And just like that she disappeared in her bedroom and he was left with an overwhelming need for a very cold shower.
***
That night she did that one thing she never expected to ever do, under any circumstances - she got off to the thought of birdmaskguy.
He bumped into her in the kitchen, as she was trying to decide between water and apple juice; and he looked scandalously hot, with his messy hair and intriguing scars scattered across his body.
(Good boy from a good family. Where did he even get those?)
And he looked at her like he saw her for the first time; it was an awkward, tense moment, with her body slowly betraying her mind, and him slowly coming to terms with the fact she had a physical form.
They went for a walk earlier that night, through the park; it was beautiful and quiet and she felt unreasonably at peace next to him, even though they threatened to kill each other multiple times. He showed off his skill at skipping stones, and she played along.
She wished for happiness. That was her wish - to actually feel happy again. It felt ridiculous, making that wish as he stared at her expectantly, dim light of a nearby lantern illuminating his face.
As he turned around looking at her triumphantly she suddenly felt the urge to kiss him; but she fought it off. It was ridiculous and out of place and would technically count as an assault. She didnât kiss him, instead limiting herself to simply staring at him, same way she did many times earlier that night.
And there she was, in her bedroom in his family home, the image of him imprinted in her brain, dishevelled, casual, offensively alluring, and the way he looked at her, as if he forgot she has a body.
(He looked at her same way when he first saw her in makeup and nice clothes. It was weird and complicated and she wasnât quite sure what to make of it.)
He looked beautiful that night; he looked beautiful in a suit and he looked beautiful in his sweatpants and with bare skin of his torso and her body betrayed her with a wave of heat washing over her, finally centering between her bare thighs.
She got off to her imagination, her thoughts wandering freely, trying to figure out what would his scruffy chin feel like against her skin.
He woke her up the next morning, with very persistent knocking at her door.
âWhat?â she groaned, her eyes still closed, her body still curled up under the blanket. âItâs early, go away!â
âItâs nine.â he said, still knocking. âCan I come in?â
âSure.â she muttered, grabbing a pillow. âYour house, your rules.â
She threw a pillow at him as soon as he entered and he threw it back.
âYou should eat something.â he informed her, crossing his arms. âWhat do you eat for breakfast?â
âI donât eat breakfast, so piss off.â she muttered, returning to her previous, fetal position and closing her eyes; but he wasnât going anywhere. Instead he cleared his throat a few times, until she opened her eyes again and looked at him.
âWhat?â she asked tearfully and he snickered. âWhat do you want?!â
âBreakfast is important.â he said, still staring at her. âCome on. Get up.â
âBut I donât want to!â
âBut I donât care!â he replied, mimicking her; he walked up to the bed. âCome on. Iâll count to three. Get up, or⊠Iâll get you up.â
âMmm. Good luck with that.â she muttered, closing her eyes and putting her head on a pillow.
He did drag her out of bed; he grabbed her ankle and pulled, forcing her to sit up. Then he grabbed her wrists and forced her to stand up.
âCome on.â he said firmly. âMy house, my rules, and my rule for today is you shall eat your breakfast. Cereal? Oatmeal? Eggs? Toast? Pancakes? Fruit salad?â
âWaffles.â she muttered quietly and he snickered, opening the fridge. Of course heâd make his own batter. What an obnoxious ass.
âYou should work on your sleep schedule, you know.â he said, setting a plate full of perfect, golden, crispy waffles in front of her. âDid you stay up late?â
âNo, I just sleep a lot.â she muttered; she was tired a lot, no matter how much sleep she got. Sometimes sheâd sleep for sixteen hours, only getting up to go to the toilet. âOld habits die hard, I guess.â
âWell, some of your habits should die quickly. You have to be in tip top shape.â he said lightly. âWhat do you drink?â
âI assume you donât have any cheap energy drinks, do you?â
âNo, but I have citrus black tea.â he said, boiling some water. âI have an intrusive question. May I?â
âYour existence is intrusive.â she said and he only smiled and shook his head.
âAre you depressed, Cherry?â he asked, making her tea.
It was a sunny morning in Gotham and she was eating perfect waffles birdmaskguy made her and he was making her tea and they were both in their pajamas, their hair messy and their bodies still warm from the memories of sleep; and he just asked her if sheâs depressed.
Weird situation.
âYeah.â she said, putting her fork down. âI am.â
âWe have a very good psychiatrist in Gotham, you know.â he said, adding some honey to her tea. âOne of the best. I can get you two in touch if you run out of medication.â
He glanced at her and she sighed, thinking about last night. Did he figure it out when she said she doesnât drink? Who knows.
âThanks.â she said, as he set the cup down. âBut⊠Why do you care?â
âBecauseâŠâ he said after a long silence. âI donât want your bad mental state to get in a way of our victory. Which means⊠Me taking care of your sleep schedule and eating habits. Do you exercise?â
âOh, donât you dare-â she started, but he interrupted her.
âIâm not going to force you to exercise. What Iâm saying is⊠Some physical activity would probably help.â
He paused for a moment and sent her a provocative grin.
âYou wouldnât keep up with me anyway.â
It worked. It was such a bullshit, obvious bait - but it worked.
âHey, fuck you.â she said, taking a sip of her tea. âI refuse to believe you can do more than ten pushups. You sit on your ass playing games as well, how fit can you be?!â
Turned out, he is in perfect shape; she gave up after fifteen minutes. He kept on going for over an hour, talking effortlessly, and she sat on the floor of his private gym, trying to not stare at him too much, trying to not dwell on what happened last night too much.
(She was sure it was just a one time thing.)
***
It wasnât just a one time thing.
As days passed, and he looked after her she found herself thinking about him more and more often. After a week she couldnât remember what it felt to be angry at him; he was genuinely nice and didnât seem to mind her occasional meanness; and she didnât seem to be able to ignore the fact he was attractive. Depressed or not, her body still had its needs - and she had so few actual distractions from her apathy and numbness she didnât even feel guilty when sheâd slip her hand between her legs, thinking about the way his muscles moved under his skin as he was doing pushups.
And as much as she hated to admit it - his efforts in making her feel a bit better by making her sleep at regular hours and feeding her normal food werenât entirely fruitless. She had more energy, and only had one breakdown; she knew heâd probably stop his efforts if she was firm enough in saying no, but⊠She didnât want to. She knew as soon as she returns to New York sheâs going to resume her previous, miserable, almost destructive lifestyle; but this thing was nice while it lasted. Kept her grounded.
She kept her thoughts to herself, even though even her viewers - because she sometimes streamed from the comfort of her bedroom in Chateau Cobblepot - noticed thereâs something different about her. Her laughter apparently sounded more genuine, and her voice sounded more relaxed; some people made - rather not amusing - jokes about birdmaskguyâs magical dick.
âHa-ha, very funny.â she said, glancing at the comment. âItâs not like that, you know. Two adult people can spend time together and not fuck.â
tbqph sex is a fun activity, so i donât think anyone would judge you if you fucked him.
âYeah, well, I would judge myself.â she said lightly. âHeâs not my cup of tea.â
but he sure as hell is MY cup of tea. heâs hot and he cooks!
âHe also spends a lot of time on reddit.â
yeah, well, no oneâs perfect. okay, except for idris elba. heâs perfect.
âHm.â Charlie pondered, cheerfully teabagging the floor with the enemy Tracer. âYeah. Thatâs true.â
She wondered whatâs going on on the other side, during his steams; their audiences overlapped a bit, but his was more⊠Typical.
She winced, thinking about what kind of jokes probably happen in his comment section.
*** âIâm going to ban you.â Oswald said tiredly, seeing another rape joke. âYou know my zero tolerance policy for this stuff.â
Peopleâs reactions to Charlie temporarily living under his roof were⊠Distasteful. Sure, many people took it well,  some people made mildly funny jokes about the grand finale to apparent sexual tension between a Reaper who just scored quintuple kill and a Mercy who scored a quintuple rez, and some people - who didnât like Charlie for being annoying and squeaky - wished him luck; but some people reacted in⊠A truly abhorrent way.
âStop that.â he said firmly, as another person expressed their wish of seeing him put her in her place, whatever it meant. âWeâre on the same team. Sure, we have our differences, but itâs normal.â
did she suck your dick at least lol
âIâd say I feel sorry for your partner, but I donât think youâre going to get one in foreseeable future.â he said with a yawn. âWhat is with you people and being obsessed with us?â
people are expecting a hatefuck.
âWell, sorry to disappoint.â he said dryly; he was never a fan of what he called antagonistically aggressive sex. It always rubbed him as borderline non-consensual, hurtful; a little bit of pain was a nice addition, but only as long as it was a path to mutual pleasure, not objectification. âBut my sex life is still my own.â
are you implying you donât think sheâs hot? are you blind?
âAlright, this is enough.â he said, once again grateful for his mask. âThatâs none of your business anyway.â
come on, you told us about your pierced dick! why are you suddenly so coy? hiding something?
âI was drunk!â he said angrily. âJust drop it, ok?â
A knock at the door; as he looked up, she was standing there, in a t-shirt and underwear and she looked sleepy and soft.
âYouâre yelling.â she said. âIâm trying to sleep.â
âSorry.â he said, staring at her from behind the mask. âIâll be quiet now.â
âAre you streaming?â she asked with a yawn; she walked up to him, and - putting a warm hand that almost burned his skin on his shoulder - looked at the screen; her face was in frame.
âHello!â she said, watching him die. âAwh. Youâre terrible.â
âYouâre distracting.â he muttered; he wasnât lying. The warmth of her body was distracting.
She giggled and he groaned quietly, wondering if sheâs doing it on purpose.
âWell, Iâm going back to bed.â she said eventually and left and he died again, too busy staring at her ass.
wow, what a bitch.
âI woke her up. She has every right to not be nice.â he said, locking another person out of his channel. âAnyway.â
*** They hooked up between the matches, between USA vs Germany and USA vs New Zealand.
At that point, she already came to terms with a shocking revelation she actually likes him. Sure, she never told him - not after he explicitly stated he only cares about her depression because itâs a potential obstacle - but he was still a pleasant company.
He called her a tease during the match, as she was frantically flying between the teammates, trying to keep everyone alive, especially Rocco, whose shield was the one thing standing between them and certain death.
âCome on, you tease!â he called out. âIâm dying here!â
âI canât be everywhere at once, you prick!â she yelled in response, as their teammates briefly glanced at each other with a mix of uncertainty and amusement.
But ultimately they won and he decided it calls for a celebration in form of a feast at Chateau, with champagne and everything they liked to eat.
âAnd you are going to help.â he said and she groaned. âWhat? I feed you! Itâs only fair.â
âSo Iâm a slave.â she said and he winced.
âNo.â he said firmly. âLetâs keep slavery out of this discussion, please.â
She helped him with groceries, which included a long trip to farmerâs market and a huge order at his favorite, expensive-as-fuck deli. Finally, she helped him in the kitchen - but not without loudly voicing her unhappiness.
âOh, shut up.â he said carelessly, throwing a small onion at her. âIf you really donât want to help, you can go. But Iâll complain about it a lot.â
âI know.â she said, taking a knife and cutting the vegetable up. âWhich is why this heroic sacrifice is taking place.â
âAttagirl.â he said, also chopping something; and she briefly paused her own action to shamelessly stare at the way he used the kitchen blade.
(She wondered if heâs as handy with a butterfly knife.)
Finally everything was prepared and was sure she has cumin and nutmeg stuck in her nose; her hands smelled like a variety of herbs and she had lettuce in her hair.
âTake a shower.â he said, wiping his hands in a kitchen towel; he had some yellow curry paste on the bridge of his nose, surely a result of not using a hand blender carefully enough. âAnd dress up nicely.â
âYes, sir.â she said sarcastically and he rolled his eyes. âAnything else you need, master?â
She left the kitchen before he said anything, very pleased with how dumbfounded he looked, even though her cheeks were red.
She took a  - cold - shower, and put on a knee-length, black pencil dress with sheer neckline and black ankle-strap platforms; Oswald knocked at her door as she was doing her makeup, painting her lips red.
âMmmm?â she muttered, looking at his reflection in the mirror. âWhat do you want?â
âRed or blue?â he asked, holding two ties and looking exasperated.
âIt doesnât matter.â she said, reaching for her eyeliner. âBlue, I guess.â
He kept staring at her without a word, so she sighed, put the eyeliner down and turned around, still not getting up from her stool.
âWhat?â she asked, and he blinked a few times.
âNothing! Nothing.â he said quickly and left, leaving her puzzled.
The dinner was pleasant; everyone was optimistic and chatty and joked about how the Germans are probably crying themself to sleep or maybe cheering themselves up with Goethe or Schopenhauer.
Vicki told her something surprising as they bumped into each other just outside the toilet. She was slightly buzzed; maybe thatâs why she spilled the beans.
âI promised him Iâll be his wingwoman, but sometimes honesty just does the trick, you know.â she said in hushed voice, as Charlie stared at her silently. âHeâs an obnoxious ass, isnât he?â
âHe has his moments.â Charlie said carefully. âBut he was raised well, I think.â
âYes, heâs a gentleman.â Vicki giggled. âWhich is why heâd never tell you half the stuff he told me.â
âOh yeah?â Charlie said lightly, crossing her arms. âWhat did he tell you?â
âThat youâre a tease.â Vicki giggled. âAnd very distracting one. He told me he couldnât sleep the first time he saw you in your pajamas. He never got into details though.â she added, staring at her. âBut honestly, I kinda feel him. Youâre a pretty girl. Youâre not my type, but⊠I definitely see the appeal.â
âThanks.â she said uncertainly, slowly processing what she just heard. âYou like⊠Tall girls, right?â
âTall and dark haired and sarcastic.â she hummed and Charlie smiled palely; it was admirable how faithfully in love Vicki and Louise were. âDo you like him?â
âAre you going to run straight to him and tell him my answer?â
âYou bet!â
âThen Iâll keep the answer to myself.â Charlie said, shuffling past Vicki and disappearing in the toilet.
Inside, she looked at her reflection; she looked nice. She wondered if he complained about it to anyone, if she was a distraction.
*** She was infuriating that day and he couldnât help but stare at her helplessly, taking all her snark and theatrical complaining. He called her a tease completely mindlessly, but seemingly no one noticed; when they won she looked at him proudly and he wanted to do the most cliche things possible - raise her up and kiss her in front of everyone.
But he didnât, instead he only winked at her; and he barely looked at her when they were cooking, instead grounding himself by focusing on chopping and measuring and stirring, painfully aware of her warm presence.
He - perhaps foolishly - decided to ask for her opinion on which tie he should wear; and her sight left him dumbfounded. That was the second time he saw her like that, and the sight wasnât any less breathtaking - the conclusion being she looked beautiful in pajamas and elegant clothes and sweatpants, with and without makeup, with her hair messy and neatly styled.
She looked annoyed by his presence, so he promptly left, tightly grasping at the tie she picked.
She drank some champagne that night - a small,symbolic amount, because she firmly refused to let him buy a bottle of non-alcoholic one for her - and she looked at him sipping it. In fact, from certain point she looked at him a lot - did he have something on his face?
(Vicki avoided his eyes that night and he wondered how badly did she fuck up.)
Finally the people had left, and she helped him clean up, glancing at him from time to time.
âDid I do something?â he asked, taking a mountain of plates from her. âYou keep staring.â
âDo I?â she replied, quickly walking away, leaving him puzzled.
(He posted a picture of their team on his social media accounts; tonight we are victorious, champagne pouring over us - one match won, plenty more to go! good job. It gathered quite a lot of attention; people were congratulating them and complimenting their bold strategy. Even busy Bruce Wayne found a moment to write an upbeat comment, congratulating Oswald on his victory and asking when is he going to bring his friend over for dinner.)
He was in the middle of a stream when he heard a knock at the door and a quiet can I come in?
âWhat is it, Cherry?â he asked, not looking up from his screen. âAm I being too loud again?â
âI just could use some company, thatâs all.â she said hesitantly and he looked up; she was wearing the same washed out tee and boyshorts she was wearing the first night, and something about her felt⊠Different.
âAlright.â he said, returning his attention to the game, as she slowly walked up to him and sat on the surface of his desk, next to his monitor.
âHowâs it going?â she asked, crossing her legs and folding her hands and staring at him.
âIâm mostly just fucking around tonight.â he said carefully, ignoring the rapidly popping out comments. âIâll be wrapping it up soon anyway. Itâs late.â
âMmmm.â she muttered, still staring at him.
Finally he said goodnight to the viewers and turned everything off; she kissed him as soon as he took his mask off.
He dropped it onto the floor as she wrapped her arms around his neck, pulling him closer; and initially, he gave in, only pushing her away when she pulled his hair,
âAre you drunk?â he asked, even though there was no trace of alcohol in her breath.
âI donât drink.â she reminded him quietly, looking at him attentively; her cheeks were flushed.
âThen whatâs going on?â
âVicki told me.â she said quietly, nervously playing with her hair. âThat you⊠Are into me.â
âFuck.â he muttered, running his fingers through his hair.
âThatâs my intention, yes.â she said with a smirk, brushing his chest with her fingertips. âWhat, not in the mood?â
âIâm just⊠Surprised, thatâs all.â he said, trying to not get distracted by her touch. âI didnât think itâs mutual.â
âWell, it is.â she said, gently nudging his knee with her foot. âSo what are you waiting for?â
He kissed her without a word, getting up from his chair and picking her up effortlessly; he carried her to bed and she giggled as he slid one hand under her shirt, reaching between her legs with the other one.
âI guessâŠâ he whispered, gently brushing her neck with his lips, squeezing her breast lightly; her skin was smooth and warm and exactly as he imagined it to be. âIâm waiting for you to say please.â
âThen youâre going to wait for a while.â she panted out as he teased her through the fabric. âIâm a patient gal.â
âYes, but Iâm an insufferable prick.â he said with a smirk and kissed her again.
She was so soft under his touch, so sensitive; she scratched his back and her moans and whimpers were like music to his ears as he kissed her neck and held her hips to keep her from moving and laughed in her face as she called him names, while pulling him closer, closer, closer.
*** She snuck out of his bedroom after he fell asleep; her heart was racing and she felt more alive than she ever did during the past year. He was so gentle; and his fingers on her skin felt right. He looked so peaceful when he was asleep; so peaceful and beautiful.
She wasnât sure heâd play along when she entered the room; but he did. He gave her what she wanted, and more - and yet when she closed the door to her bedroom behind her she felt⊠Empty. It was a different kind of empty than the one she felt for months; it was painful and grey, not dull and black.
She cried herself to sleep that night, firmly refusing to take her pills, even though the bottle was there, on her nightstand, within her reach.
The next morning he didnât wake her up at all; when she opened her eyes and checked the time it was noon. He left her shirt and undies on a chair just outside her door; and when she ventured into kitchen she found some oatmeal on the stove, and tea in thermos; still hot, sweetened with honey, like always.
(She didnât even like oatmeal; but his was thick and sweet and rich, with freshly grated cinnamon and sauteed apples and brown sugar.)
She sighed quietly, putting some bread in the toaster. She wondered where did he go; without him the house felt cold and impersonal. Suddenly she realized she has no idea how do other parts of the building look; for a moment she considered going through other rooms, but quickly abandoned the idea of violating his familyâs privacy like that.
She took a shower and got dressed, washing off the sensation his kisses left on her skin; and as she was drying her hair, she heard a doorbell.
âShit.â she muttered, torn between pretending no oneâs home and acting like a normal person. âAlright. Iâm coming!â she called out, hurrying towards the front door.
Outside she bumped into Bruce Wayne himself, who was admiring the view with his hands in his pockets and his back turned to her.
He turned around and raised his eyebrows.
âWell.â he said hesitantly. âYouâre not Oz.â
âHeâsïżœïżœ Out.â she said, brushing her moist hair away from her face. âAnd I have no idea when is he going to be back.â
âAlright.â Wayne said carefully, looking at her. âCan I come in and wait for him, or-â
âOh, sure!â she said quickly, moving aside to let him in. âHe didnât tell me heâs expecting someone today.â
âProbably because itâs a surprise visit.â he said, going inside and glancing at her. âYouâre on his team, right?â
âIâm the healer, yes.â she said, following him. âAnd Iâm the parasite whoâs living with him.â
âThatâs harsh.â Bruce said hesitantly. âIâm sorry, I didnât catch your name-â
âCharlie.â she interrupted him. âIâm Charlie. People online call me Pop. Oswald calls me Cherry.â
âYes, he always has nicknames for people close to him.â Bruce said and her heart skipped a beat. âHe used to call me Zorro⊠Though he stopped at some point. Now itâs just-â
âBrucie!â she heard Oswaldâs voice coming from behind them; when they turned around he was standing in the doorway with a wide smile on his face. âItâs been ages!â
âWork.â Bruce said with a smile, and the two friends embraced; Oswald briefly glanced at Charlie over Bruceâs shoulder and his smile disappeared for a moment. âBut I have a free afternoon, so I thought it might a good idea to pay you a visit. Catch up a bit. Check if everythingâs alright.â
âOh, everythingâs dandy.â Oswald assured him and Charlie stood there awkwardly, wondering if he regrets last night ever happening. âI see youâve met my temporary cohabitantâ
âIâll leave you two to it.â Charlie said quickly as Bruce turned his attention to her. âIt was⊠Nice to meet you, mister Wayne.â
âItâs Bruce.â he corrected her with a smile. âAnd likewise.â
She hastily disappeared in her bedroom and opened up her laptop to catch up with the latest drama on tumblr.
Oswald knocked at her door some time later.
âYou should eat something.â he said calmly as she looked up from her screen. âI threw some pork into a slow cooker before leaving. Interested?â
âIâm not hungry.â she said, despite actually being hungry. âBut I think we should talk.â
âAlright.â he said indifferently, playing with his wristwatch; and his indifference hurt. âLetâs talk.â
âWhat happened last nightâŠâ she said carefully. âIâm⊠Sorry. Iâm not sure what had gotten into me.â
âSo it was a one time mistake.â he said, after brief silence. âRight?â
âRight.â she said slowly, trying to look beneath the surface of his calm, trying to find the man who kissed her back.
âEveryone makes mistakes, Cherry.â he said and she felt like sheâs suffocating. âIt was fun, but itâs not going to happen again. Curiosity sated, and so on.â
âRight.â she muttered. âWell⊠Well said.â
âYou really should eat something.â he said before leaving, looking at her over his shoulder. âI worked hard on your new dietary habits. Iâd hate to see my efforts go to waste.â
She flipped him off and he laughed and for a moment it felt like nothing had happened between them, like last night was just a figment of her imagination.
***
When he woke up, she werenât there; only her clothes on the floor signalized last night really happened, that she really came into his room, that they really⊠They reallyâŠ
He lied in bed for a while, trying to process what happened. The warmth of her skin, and the way she reacted to his kisses, and the way she looked at her with her eyes half closed; it was magical.
But - she wasnât there when he woke up, she snuck out when he was asleep; maybe she regretted it. Maybe she was ashamed.
He got dressed, made breakfast and left the home, without waking her up. He went to Vickiâs place; it was eight in the morning when he knocked at her door.
âDo you know what time it is?!â she asked angrily after unlocking the door, but softened after noticing how miserable he looked. â...what happened?â
âCan I come in?â he asked quietly and she let him in; luckily she was alone that morning.
âCoffee?â she asked, yawning and locking the door behind him; he shook his head, knowing sheâs drinking cheap, instant coffee that had nothing on what he had back home.
âYou look like a kicked puppy.â she said, making herself a cup of that cheap monstrosity. âWhat happened?â
âI fucked Cherry.â he said as she was pouring some milk into her cup; she sighed and set the jug down, but didnât turn around to face him.
She knew.
âShe came to my room last nightâŠâ he continued, staring at the back of Vickiâs neck. â...and told me you told her I have hots for her.â
âI didnât think sheâd do anything about it!â Vicki said, finally turning around. âWhatâs the deal anyway? Thatâs what you wanted, right?â
âYou know itâs not!â he blurted out. âYou know damn well it was not about getting her to spread her legs for me.â
â...youâre right.â she said after brief silence, avoiding his eyes; he looked at her coldly, remembering the time when he helped her with Louise. He thought he can count on her to repay the favor. âI messed up.â
âWe both messed up.â he said softly, his anger gone. âIn fact⊠I think all three of us messed up.â
âMaybe itâll clear some air between you.â she said; she was clearly forcing herself to sound optimistic. âHow about it?â
âMaybe.â he said, deciding to let it go; there was no point in blaming Vicki for his own actions. âSorry for waking you up, Vale.â
âYou can redeem yourself by going out and getting me bagels.â she yawned. âYou know what I like.â
When he returned home some time later, Bruce was there, talking to Charlie; he looked at her as he was hugging his old friend. She looked surprisingly miserable, and excused herself as soon as it was possible; he followed her with his eyes, before returning his attention to Bruce.
âYou look good!â he said. âAlfredâs taking good care of you, I presume?â
âAlfred is doing his best.â Bruce said with a smile. âHow are your parents?â
âOh, theyâre doing great. Their anniversary is coming up, so they went to Bahamas for two months.â he said with a smile.
âSo.â Bruce said after a brief pause. âThat girl⊠Are you twoâŠâ
âItâs not like that.â Oswald interrupted him hastily. âSheâs a teammate. Just a teammate.â
âA live-in teammate.â Bruce pointed out with a playful grin and Oswald rolled his eyes theatrically.
âYeah, well, weâre both responsible adults. Tea?â
âAlways.â
After Bruce left, he went to her room to talk; in the meantime he made a decision. She snuck out; maybe she wasnât interested in anything bigger. So be it. He decided to give her all the space she needs; she herself said she has no idea what gotten into her.
When she flipped him off his heart skipped a beat, because it was as if they erased the previous night altogether. Nothing ever happened between them; and nothing would happen ever again.
***
They kept on winning; their team was like an unstoppable force of nature. They knew all of each otherâs tricks, after hours spent on playing against each other; they knew all the tricks - and were quick to find ways to assist each other with them. They thought on their feet, abusing slight glitches and the physics engine, and worked like a well-oiled machinery; they won with New Zealand, Australia, Sweden, Japan, Poland.
(Though the last one wasnât too difficult; a short clip of CherryPopâs Mercy hustling among the corpses of the enemy team with Another One Bites The Dust by Queen playing in the background quickly became a hit.)
And what happened that one night - didnât happen again. She was sure Vicki knows; Vale looked at her oddly and anxiously. It didnât seem like the others found out; good. There was no reason for them to know.
(Even though she was sure thereâs something going on between Theo and Rocco; but it was none of her business.)
She still got off to her imagination from time to time; but it just didnât feel good anymore. What she felt during that one time - it was more than just pleasure. She felt at peace, almost like happiness was within reach; almost as if he genuinely cared about her as a person, and not just a teammate. He was so tender, so gentle; a real fucking gentleman.
But it was just a one time thing; even though⊠Even though she wouldnât mind it happening again. And again, and again, and again. It was a scary thought; it was not all what she wanted to feel, and she despised herself for it - but the heart wants what it wants and it cannot be reasoned with.
And the internet was buzzing - the word had spread that CherryPop visited birdmaskguy one night and sounded⊠Weird. The fact some people were bored enough to gossip about streamers was odd and a bit sad; but they did. And she let it slide, not debunking or confirming anything. There was no point in doing so; it simply didnât matter.
He resumed taking care of her diet and sleeping schedule, and she resumed being unhappy about it; but it felt fake. She was conflicted, more conflicted than ever; lost and confused and yearning for more - but she couldnât bring herself to talk about it - and nobody knew. Not their teammates, not her parents; and so she had nobody to complain to, nobody to consult.
(Her parents were convinced sheâs doing fine, way better than in New York; new diet and regular sleeping hours were actually making wonders. So did the occasional exercise - but she started being sneaky about it, using the gym when he wasnât around; she simply couldnât bear looking at him like that.)
She developed a crush on him, on Oswald, on the way he treated her and the way he always rebuked her offenses and the way he once refused to hand her a jar of Maraschino cherries and held it above her head until she promised to pocket him the next match. She developed a crush on him, a crush she most definitely didnât expect when she first met him on Hanamura, under the cherry blossoms between the objectives. She developed a crush on who he turned out to be under the mask, under his obnoxious quirk; and she wished she could turn back time and refuse his offer. Sure, she could simply pack up and move to one of Gothamâs many hotels - but heâd ask why.
And she wasnât so sure she has the strength to lie.
***
It was painful, having her so close and not being able to treat her the way he wanted to - with love. When she asked him why he cares about her depression he lied through his teeth, and she accepted his answer; when he gently gave her a way out their bedroom mess - she took it. She wasnât giving him a chance, she wasnât giving him false hopes; he held his head high and kept on telling himself itâll be over soon. Soon sheâd be gone, out of his home, out of his sight; and he was sure with time sheâd be out of his heart as well. What the eye does not see the heart does not grieve over, and so on.
So he kept on his facade; until everything went crashing down, thanks to his own obtuseness and the Russians.
(The Russians. Of course. In Gotham itâs always either Russians or Italians; almost as if those two nations personally cursed the city. Fuck you, Putin and Berlusconi.)
At first, everything was going well on their part; they were in good moods and well-rested and Charlie was begrudgingly munching on celery sticks he suggested her in place of tortilla chips.
(â...you do have lettuce instead of brain.â
âAh, but what fresh ideas I have thanks to it! Come on, open up. Eat your veggies⊠Or else.
âCornâs a vegetable though. So technically, tortilla chipsâŠâ
â...eat your celery or Iâll strangle you in your sleep.â)
The Russians were playing dirty and had no honor - he expected that much. He knew part of their team, he crossed paths with them a few times; and unfortunately - they werenât exactly on speaking terms.
(He reported some of them for⊠Distasteful threats.)
Their Mei was constantly on Charlieâs ass, so their attention was divided between making sure sheâs making it out alive, and taking care of their Slavic opponents; not an ideal scenario, but they could work with that.
Eventually though, their Mei managed to sneak behind them.
âFuck! Someone help!â Charlie called out, frantically jumping around, trying to stall the enemy for as long as possible.
âComing!â he said; he was on his way back to spawn anyway. He had to switch; they had to try something else if they wanted to have any chance at all at winning.
He hooked the Mei away at the last second and killed her in one shot, as Mercy ran to the nearest health pack.
âThanks!â she said, for a moment looking away from her screen to shoot him a grateful smile; he blew her a kiss in response.
Her face turned pale and she looked away from him, staring at her screen again, even though her eyes seemed⊠Unfocused.
âThe fuck are you doing?â Vicki muttered to him, gunning down the enemy Zenyatta. âAgain?â
âShut up.â he muttered equally quietly in response, carefully glancing at Charlie; her lips were pursed and her eyes were squinted and she seemed angry.
They managed to score one point. No big deal; they simply had to stop their opponents from scoring any point at all to win. Or they could always get a draw; thatâd call for a sudden death. That was a valid option as well.
Charlie disappeared somewhere during the short break between the rounds; and when she came back she was slurring and seemed lubberly. She seemed relaxed - too relaxed.
âShit.â Oswald muttered as she walked up to him. âAre you alright? Cherry?â
âI had to take my anxiolytic pillsâŠâ she muttered, looking him in the eye; she cried. Her eyes were red and puffy and there were traces of tears on her cheeks. âIâm sorryâŠâ
âWhatâs the problem?â Louise asked, walking up to them; rest of the team followed.
âWe have to go on without her for a while.â he said calmly; she shrugged and looked away. âCarry until she wakes up, basically.â
âMaybe an energy drink?â Rocco suggested hesitantly. âI have some Red Bulls in my bag.â
Charlie nodded; but Oswald shook his head.
âOut of question.â he said firmly. âMixing medicine with whateverâs in that shit⊠Itâs not going to do her any good. Iâll get her some cold water, but thatâs it.â
âYouâre throwing a match, Cobblepot.â Charlie said calmly, looking at him; her eyes were hazy and she was shaking slightly.
Was she out of her mind? Her health was at stake - and all she could think about was a game?
âWe still have a chance.â he said, keeping his concerns to himself; they could wait for another time. âIâm going to get that water. You try to keep her awake.â he said to rest of the team and walked away.
Round two was effectively a 5v6, due to Cherryâs state; they held the Russians off for as long as they could - but they didnât stop them from getting the first point.
In the meantime, Charlie got better and left her hideout; but it was too late. The Russians got bold; they dealt tons of damage and hurled their abilities carelessly.
It was all over before they knew it; they lost 2:1, Mercyâs rez at 80% as their screens went black.
They lost; they were out.
***
She was doing fine; all until the moment he blew her a kiss in front of everyone, as if that was a normal gesture for them, as if heâd kiss her if he could, as if she wasnât the one who kissed him first during that night that never happened.
What was he trying to accomplish? She had no idea; probably nothing, she told herself - but it was too late. Seed of a breakdown had already been planted; she excused herself during the break and cried in a bathroom stall, and - without thinking - swallowed a pill, first one in a long time.
It worked⊠Quickly and powerfully - maybe her organism grew disaccustomed. Maybe her brain was simply too tired to fight it off.
âYouâre throwing a match.â she told him, desperately hoping to hear something like youâre more important than any match; but instead she only heard they still have a chance.
(Of course. She wasnât important as a person, but as a teammate. The surface level was important; no one cared about whatâs underneath.)
âGive me that Red Bull.â she muttered to Rocco after Oswald left; but he shook his head.
âHeâs right, you know. Itâs not wise.â he said and Charlie groaned. Vicki looked at her hesitantly, looking as if she wants to say something; but she didnât.
(Maybe for the best.)
The ice cold water did wake her up a bit; but it wasnât enough and it happened too late and they lost and it was all her fault; she knew it, she felt it in her bones.
âWe did good.â Theo said optimistically. âWe got far. Also, you guys are cool.â
âRight?â Louise said with a sigh. âShame we mucked it up, but hey, we didnât go down without a fight. It could be way worse. We could go down same way Poland did.â
Everyone laughed; except for her. Even despite the medication she wanted to cry; and when they werenât looking - she simply sneaked out, got into a cab and drove to the train station, where she bought a return ticket.
Oswald could take care of sending her stuff back to New York. She was sure heâll do it gladly, after all that mess that transpired between them.
Few hours later she was back in her stuffy, messy flat; she didnât even bother to call or text her parents before curling up on the bed and bursting in tears again.
***
âHey, whereâs Pop?â
Theo asked the question - and Oswald realized he doesnât know the answer. She vanished, plain and simple; and in her state it couldnât possibly mean anything good.
âMaybe she went home?â Rocco suggested hesitantly. âYour home, I mean.â
âMaybe.â Oswald said, forcing himself to be calm. âIâll check there. Then Iâll check the train station. Then⊠I guess Iâll panic. Just a bit.â
On his way home, he checked the Gotham-New York timetable; previous train left fifteen minutes earlier. The next one would leave in thirty minutes.
She wasnât anywhere in the Chateau; and he checked every single room, even the locked ones. Everything was the way she left it; she didnât even bother to come back for her laptop.
She wasnât on the train station either; but when he asked, a woman working at the ticket office - a kind, old woman - told him that yes, indeed, a young woman with hair so red it almost looked fake bought a ticket to New York. The train departed shortly before he got there.
So she went home - and he didnât have an address. There were many ways of solving this problem - but he decided to settle on the⊠Most Gotham one.
He called Vicki on his way to the police station.
âShe went back to New York.â
âWell, fuck.â Vicki said; he could hear Louise in the background, talking about how McDonaldâs french fries are so much better than Burger King ones. âWhat now?â
âI have to talk to her.â he said. âAnd Jim Gordon owes my family a favor.â
âIâm not turning the Bat-Signal for you.â the tired commissioner told him. âItâs out of question.â
âPlease.â Oswald pleaded, feeling helpless. âItâs a matter of life and death!â
âNo, itâs not.â Gordon said impatiently. âLook, kid, Iâm sorry, but I canât help-â
âBut I can.â they both heard Batâs one of a kind, gravely voice; Gothamâs protector stepped out from the shadows in the corner of Gordonâs cluttered office.
âBatsy!â Oswald said with joy, looking at the grim vigilante. âA sight for sore eyes, truly.â
âI heard itâs a matter of life and death, Cobblepot.â Batman said, staring him down. âStop wasting my time. Cut to the chase.â
âYou seem to know everything about everyone, somehow.â Oswald said hastily. âI know you hacked at least four federal databases. I need an address⊠Of someone not from Gotham.â
âThe girl.â Batman said grimly, doing something on the computer built into his gauntlet. âIs she in danger?â
âI donât know.â Oswald said quietly, as his phone buzzed; the Bat sent him Charlieâs address. âWow. That was quick.â
âDonât blow me any kisses.â Batman said as he was leaving. âIt never leads to anything good, it seems.â
He didnât have time to wonder how the hell does Batman know what exactly happened; he had a trip to New York to make.
He only stopped once, to get some gas; he reached her address just before the dawn. She lived in a modern, expensive building; and the receptionist who also doubled as security wasnât too eager to let him in.
âShe said she doesnât want guests, except for food delivery.â he repeated tiredly. âI canât let you in.â
âYes, you can.â Oswald said firmly. âIâll pay you, alright? Itâs a matter of life and death.â
They argued for some time; but then one of the other tenants came home and the receptionist opened the elevator for him and Oswald hopped in, right before the door closed again, leaving the tired man behind.
He rang the doorbell and knocked, over and over again; it took him about fifteen minutes to get a reaction out of her.
âI donât want to see anyone.â she said faintly and his heart broke a bit; she sounded so tired, so resigned. âPlease, go away.â
âCherry, itâs me.â he said; silence. âIâve been worried.â
âWhy are you here?â she asked tiredly, as if he hadnât just told her. âWe lost. Itâs over.â
âIâve been worried!â he repeated, frustrated. âYou disappeared!â
âI went home, because my role was over.â she said. âI fucked up. So I left.â
âYes, without a word.â he said, resting his forehead against the wooden surface of her door. âSo I looked for you.â
âBut why?â she asked again and he blinked; he told her already. Was she even listening?
âBecauseâŠâ he repeated slowly âIâve been worried. Iâm having a deja vu.â
He took a step back as he heard her unlocking the door. Finally she let him in; and he sighed deeply seeing the state she was in. Well, she and her flat.
She was wearing the same exact clothes she wore when he last saw her, and her eyes were red and puffy and the floor was covered in garbage; candy wrappers, empty chips packets, soda cans.
âGood lord.â he muttered to himself, stepping over a small pile of Twix wrappings. âWhat happened here?â
âDepression.â she replied, wrapping herself in a blanket. âWell, now that you know Iâm alive⊠So you can leave me alone.â
âFine.â he said after a brief silence. âBut only if you look me in the eye and tell me you really want me to leave.â
She raised her head a bit. She looked him in the eye.
âPlease donât go.â she said tearfully. âLeave. Stay? Fuck.â she muttered. âI have no idea what I want.â
âWhich is a good reason for me to not leave you alone.â he said softly, carefully sitting down next to her. âI can take you back to Gotham. The others are worried as well.â
âI fucked up.â she muttered. âBig time. I fucked up⊠Everything. We lost⊠Because of me.â
âIt doesnât matter.â he said firmly. âCherry, I lost plenty of times because of you. Doesnât matter. None of it does. Itâs just a fucking game, after all.â
âBut-â
âNo buts.â he interrupted her. âItâs a game. Period. We can try again next year.â
âAlright.â she said hesitantly. âTake me⊠Take me back. I wonât run away again.â
âYou can run away as much as you want, just let me know beforehand.â he sighed, getting up. âCome on, Cherry.â
âCan you help me up?â
âIf you want me to carry you, just say the word.â he said and she smiled faintly.
âIâll consider it.â she said and he helped her get up and took her outside, to his car.
They were back in Gotham just when the city was starting to wake up.
*** He came; but why?
She couldnât comprehend why heâd came - which was a bit sad, considering it was one thing she so desperately wanted. Even as she fucked everything up for everyone, even as her role was over - he came. She couldnât believe her ears when she heard his voice outside; but there he was, looking more determined than ever.
He took her home; his home started to feel a lot like her place, like she belonged there, like she was meant to be there. She felt more at home there than she did in her own flat in New York; especially when she took a shower and put on some clean clothes and went to the kitchen, where he was making pancakes.
âHow are you feeling?â he asked as she sat down.
âWeak, but Iâll live.â she said, playing with her hair. âI⊠Cried a lot.â
âWell, in that case it might be a good idea to take a nap.â he said, setting a plate down in front of her and sitting down with a cup of coffee for himself. âBut first you have to eat.â
âThanks.â she said quietly, picking up a fork. âMaple syrup?â
âOh, good idea.â he said, getting up and opening a cabinet. âSome sugar might help.â
He handed her a bottle and she gently brushed the back of his hand with her fingertips and he froze in place, staring at her.
âSorry.â she said, looking away. âI⊠Iâm not trying anything, I swear.â
âNo?â he asked, as she was pouring syrup all over her pancakes.
âNo.â
He nodded quietly as she finished eating.
âGo to bed.â he said, not moving from his spot. âGet some sleep.â
âAnd what about you?â
âI just drank a pitch black coffee.â he said, looking up. âIâll manage.â
âItâs not healthy.â she said and he snickered, shaking his head; and when he looked at her - softly, tenderly - her heart skipped a beat.
âGet some sleep.â he repeated. âYou know where to find me if you need anything.â
She fell asleep almost instantly; last thing she heard before drifting off were his footsteps outside.
***
She let him take her home; that was good. She apparently wasnât able to figure out he had been worried sick; that was⊠Less good.
His phone was buzzing; others were worried as well.
Got her.
is she alright????? Sheâs asleep now, but sheâs alive.
[praying emoji]
He wondered whatâs next; it was obvious she shouldnât be left to her own devices. It was also obvious heâs still hopelessly infatuated with her; even after a night of crying she looked beautiful, with those red rings around her eyes and matted eyelashes. There was a lot of beauty in her sadness - but it was also painful; both to look at and to bear.
She woke up in the late afternoon, as he was napping in his bedroom; a hesistant knock at the door woke him up.
âCome in, come inâŠâ he muttered, rubbing his eyes. âHungry?â
âA bit.â she said, shuffling inside. âOh⊠Did I wake up?â
âSâalright.â he said, yawning. âIâm a big boy.â
âWhat now?â she asked, standing in the doorway. âI mean⊠With us.â
That question awakened him faster than any cold shower ever would.
âWhat do you mean?â he asked, staring at her. She sighed, crossing her arms.
âCan I be honest?â she asked and he nodded, preparing himself for a figurative kick in the ass-
âI like you.â she said arduously, avoiding his eyes. âIâve been trying to not, but⊠I do. I like you. A lot. And I⊠Know itâs not mutual.â
Had it not been for him being in a state of deep shock - heâd probably throw something at her.
âWow.â he said eventually. âYou are⊠Not the worldâs greatest detective, huh?â
â...what?â she asked faintly, as he started to count on his fingers.
âI offered you a stay here. I took care of your abhorrent habits, I whined to Vicki enough times to finally make her crack, I went to New York just to check if youâre alive, I brought you back to Gotham because I was worried-â he recited, not taking his eyes off her. âAnd you think itâs one-sided?!â
âBut I thought-â she said faintly, but he interrupted her.
âThought?! Please!â he scoffed, waving his hands angrily. âIf anyone here had a reason to think itâs one sided - itâs me!â
âOh, woe is you!â she replied angrily. âYou called that night a mistake!â
âYes, because you snuck out and locked yourself in your room!â
âI was confused!â
âNewsflash, you asshole!â he shrieked. âIâve been confused for weeks!â
She laughed, and she laughed so hard she actually snorted - and it was the most endearing sound he had heard in a long time.
âOh, my god.â she said finally, wiping her tears. âThis is incredible. If only we talked like normal people-â
âDrama is more important.â he interrupted her. âCome here. I want to kiss you.â
âAnd I want to eat something.â
âAh, alright.â he sighed, getting up. âItâs⊠Late afternoon. Breakfast food is-â
She threw her arms around his neck as he was walking past, and pulled him in and kissed him; and he gave in, until he heard the sounds her stomach was making.
âGood god.â he muttered. âDo you have a Reaper inside you?â
âMaybe.â she said with a shrug. âCome on. Feed me.â
The Aftermath
Things were going decent, for both of them; even though it took the world some time to get used to the fact they got together. Many claimed itâs just a publicity stunt; some were disgusted and disappointed, some were saying itâs probably going to fall apart in two months.
Charlie decided to actually move to Gotham; she made friends there, and had someone who seemed very determined to keep an eye on her. Not all the time, naturally - just during bad times. Someone to force her out of bed and to take a shower. Someone to keep instant noodles as far away from her as possible.
(Suddenly everything made sense. Suddenly the way he looked at her made sense.)
But first - she had to come back to New York to pack up her stuff. Her parents offered their help; but Oswald was ridiculously disconsolate.
âIâll be fine!â she said, and he only muttered and kept hugging her, resting his chin atop of her head. âYou know you canât watch over me all the time. I donât need a nanny.â
âNo, I just grew very used to your presence.â he mutered. âIâll miss you.â
âItâs just a month, Oswald.â she said softly. âSay hi to your parents from me. You sure they donât mind?â
âThe house is huge, you saw it yourself.â he sighed, finally letting her go. âThe more the merrier.â
She kissed him one last time and entered the train; she had butterflies in her stomach, the good kind. The kind that came from gestures of tenderness from someone she loved.
*** Without her, his home felt so empty; his family was back, so the rooms were filled with familiar warmth - but he missed her. And itâs only been a few hours.
âOh, you fucking sap.â Vicki muttered to him over the phone. âChill out, have some faith, sheâs gonna be fine!â
âYeah.â he sighed, standing in front of her bedroom. âI hope so. OtherwiseâŠâ
âThere will be no otherwise though. Sheâs gonna be fine. She spent the majority of her life without you.â
âYeah, and she developed depression and anxiety.â
âAnd you are not a cure to her problems.â Vicki said firmly. âLook, Oz, love is a wonderful thing, but itâs not a miracle cure for anything. Her problems are not your fault, neither they are yours to solve. Itâs admirable you want to help, but⊠You gotta let her live.â
âJesus, Vale, chill out with the preaching.â he muttered. âWould ya?â
âIâll consider it.â
He saw her online that evening; she posted something on r/shittyfoodporn, for the first time in many weeks.
McDonaldâs for dinner. Of course.
Oh come on. he commented.
kfjgjskfjgjdkfgjgjf let me live!!
Iâm just joking.
<3
you two are absolutely fucking disgusting. by all means, keep doing whatever youâre doing, but youâre disgusting. keep that relationship shit away from us pathetic lowlifes. ps - fuck, i want a cheeseburger.
Three weeks flew by; she seemed to be doing well - he watched one of her streams and she was bubbly and chatty and a delight to look at.
(She got adorably distracted when a comment from him popped up, and blew him a kiss.)
People seemed to not remember what happened during their last match; or maybe they remembered, but simply didnât care. There were more important things in the world; life went on, after all.
They crossed paths in game one evening; they ended up on the opposite teams, because of course.
birdmaskguy: hey, mercy.
birdmaskguy: i have a deal.
CherryPop: ?????
birdmaskguy: let my team win, so iâll be nice when i come over next week.
strawpuff: DUDE, HAVE SOME DIGNITY.
CherryPop: thatâs precisely why i wonât let you win. :P i like it when youâre not nice!!
strawpuff: âŠ
Bolero: âŠâŠâŠâŠâŠâŠâŠâŠâŠ.ew
dijkstra: :D omg
(She liked it when he was acting like an asshole; she liked when he was taking advantage of being taller and when he was taking his sweet time with her body. Gave her a reason to call him names; for her it came easier than an I love you - and he understood, after years of being close with Vicki. Sheâd call him a prick - but then sheâd run her fingers through his hair, all while complaining about how infuriating he was.)
*** She missed him more than she thought she would; and eventually she literally provoked him into coming over earlier than planned. It involved internet connection, some boiled - and unsalted - pasta, a jar of Nutella and her phoneâs camera.
She posted the photo of noodles mixed with chocolate-hazelnut spread online, implying sheâs going to eat it; he texted her few minutes later.
Thatâs it. Iâm coming.
nooooo, she texted back with one hand, pulling out a spare blanket for him with the other one. i was just joking!!
Mm-hm. I donât believe you. Iâll be there today.
nooooo!!!
:(
hey, i was just joking. come over. i miss you.
<3 <3 <3 <3
He brought a few things with him - clothes, his favorite spatula, a bag of fresh vegetables and a giant jar of tomato sauce he made at home.
âYou canât be serious.â she said, looking at it. âWhat am I supposed to do with it?â
âEat it.â he said, setting it down on the kitchen counter. âBetter safe than sorry, that photo⊠Almost gave me a heart attack.â
âFine.â she said with a theatrical sigh. âBut tonight I want pizza.â
âJust as long as it wonât turn out you only ate pizza few days in a row. That didnât happen, right?â
âAnd what if it did? Youâll punish me?â she asked playfully.
âNo, Iâll look at you sadly.â he said. âCome on. Order up, Iâm hungry. Just pick a good place.â
âI know, I know, only highest quality ingredients find their way into your body. The usual spiel. Got it memorized.â
âMmm, Iâm letting it slide tonight. After all, I havenât seen you in weeksâŠâ
â...are you implying what I think youâre implying?â
â...the inner machinations of your mind are an enigma, but probably yes. Could have worded it better.â
âAsshole.â she muttered as he pulled her closer. âInsufferable prick. Douchebag.â
âI know. I love you too, Charlie.â
âNdjhfhsjhgjd.â she muttered, as she always did when he called her by her name and he smiled, thinking back to that time he kinda wanted her dead, but not really, because who the fuck would take a game this seriously?
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Rush Hour III
Rating: T
Pairing: WestAllen
Summary: Iris decides to visit Barry at the hospital... Part 3 of my meet-cute AU where Iris and Barry quite literally âbumpâ into each other on the subway. Previous chapters can be found here: Part 1 and Part 2.
The next day, Iris was able to get her hands on her dad's car. She wanted to check out the women's shelter over at Keystone to write a piece on the place (it would also come in handy for another plan she had for later that day). Joe had assured her that it was no problem at all â his newly assigned partner Eddie Thawne could pick him up for work.
The journalist spent the morning talking with the people running the shelter. She learned about the services and programs they offered (as well as services they would like to offer but couldn't due to underfunding), the challenges and struggles that came with running the place and even got a chance to interview a few residents. Â
Around noon, Iris left the shelter, after saying good-bye to its staff and residents. The journalist grabbed some lunch on the way, then drove to CCPN to write her story.
Still motivated by her previous meeting, it didn't take long for Iris to finish her first draft. She then managed to persuade her mentor Mason Bridge to read over it (whose grouchy exterior she had began to wear down slowly, but surely; especially since she had found out about his fondness for pastries).
Mason appeared to be quite impressed with Iris's article (not that he told her that forthrightly, but Iris liked to think that she knew Mason well enough now to interpret his approving nod and lack of criticism correctly). Beaming (though not too brightly while Mason was still around), Iris got back to work to incorporate the few pointers her mentor had given her and finished the story. Handing in this article felt really good. This is was exactly why Iris wanted to get into journalism in the first place: so she could give a voice to those who needed to be heard. With a spring in her step, Iris made her way to her dad's car to take on the other item on today's agenda and headed for Central City Memorial.
At the hospital, Iris went up the reception desk to ask for Barry's room number. The kind receptionist gave Iris the number and pointed out that she was lucky to still catch âMr. Allenâ, as he was to be discharged today. Â Iris thanked the lady for the information and went on to search for the room (only getting lost once).
When Iris finally found room 4.56, she took a deep breath before hesitantly knocking on the room's door.
A very familiar voice sounded from the other side of the door: âCome in!â
Iris entered the room carefully, a bashful smile on her face.
âHey,â she said shyly.
âIris...â Barry said softly, looking at her with wide eyes, as if he couldn't believe she was actually there. He was currently resting on top of the covers of the hospital bed, fully dressed in his usual jeans and plaid shirt. His hair was slightly messier than usual and he looked a bit paler, too, but aside from that he seemed to be okay.
âI mean, hi,â Barry added clumsily, automatically straightening up just a little, only to slightly wince when he did, âI didn't expect you to come for a visit â not that I mind of course,â the CSI was quick to add, âit's nice that you're here.â
Iris's smile grew wider. It was really crazy how much she had missed Barry's sweet awkwardness after just one day.
âI heard about your appendicitis from my dad,â she said, feeling the need to explain her surprise visit, (conveniently leaving out the part where she actually had to ask her dad to find out about that tidbit of information in the first place,) âso I just wanted to check in with you. How are you?â
âMuch better than yesterday,â Barry assured her, âthough it still hurts a little, of course. But the appendix didn't burst and they removed it laparoscopically, so I should be fine in 1-3 weeks.â
âGood,â Iris said, relieved, âgood.â
They both smiled bashfully at each other, a strange silence falling upon them.
Their quiet was interrupted by a quick, short rap sounding from the door, before it was swiftly opened and a man in a white coat entered, who Iris assumed had to be Barry's doctor-
âBarry, I'm sorry but I'm afraid I can't drive you- oh, I didn't realize you had a visitor,â the man stopped abruptly, mustering Iris curiously.
To Iris's surprise, Barry flushed bright red. The CSI cleared his throat anxiously, rubbing his neck in a nervous gesture:
âUm, Dad, this is Iris â Iris this is my dad.â
Oh.
Now Iris definitely understood the reason behind that vibrant blush.
âNice to meet you Mr. â um,â Iris's eyes darted to the name tag on the lab coat, and she quickly corrected herself, âDr. Allen.â
âNice to meet you, too,â Barry's dad replied kindly, eyeing Iris curiously.
âSo you are the famous Iris?â
âUm,â was all Iris could come up with, her eyes darting over to Barry, who managed to turn an even darker shade of red Iris hadn't thought possible.
âI might have mentioned how we've bumped into each other and become subway buddies,â Barry explained in what he seemed to believe to be an nonchalant tone.
âRight,â Dr. Allen affirmed earnestly, although the crinkles around his eyes seemed to betray his seriousness.
âAnyway, â the doctor continued, turning to Barry âI just came in to tell you that I can't take you home, son â Dr. Young called in sick and I have to take over her shift, sorry.â
âIt's alright, Dad, I'll find another way to get home-â
âI could drive you home if you'd like,â Iris offered nervously.
âOh.â Was the first response Barry came up with, his face lightening up considerably, before his cheeks reddened anew, probably from being aware of his company.
âThat would be great, I mean, as long as it's not too inconvenient for you... You don't have to, of course, I'm sure I could ask Cisco to pick me up if you rather not...-â
âBarry, it's okay â I was the one to offer you a ride in the first place, remember?â Iris cut him off with a laugh; she had really missed Barry's nervous and endless rambles.
âBesides, we still have to make up for yesterday's subway's ride you missed out on, don't we, 'subway buddy'?â The words had just left her mouth, when Iris couldn't help but think of the other thing the two of them had missed out on yesterday â the very thing that might change their status of being just that: subway buddies... She fought off a blush of her own.
âThat's true,â Barry replied good-humoredly, blessedly unaware of Iris's struggle.
Dr. Allen, who had been watching the young adults with an amused expression on his face, had come to the conclusion that everything was settled and his presence was no longer needed: âWell, now that I know you're in good hands, I'll get back to work... Nice meeting you, Iris,â he said, flashing her a kind smile (which just bore such a resemblance to his son's that Iris couldn't help but return it, despite the fact that she was very busy not dying from awkwardness right now.)
Barry's dad was almost out of the door when he addressed his son once more: âOh and don't forget to call your mom when you're home, slugger.â And with that, the doctor went back to work, disappearing in the many labyrinthine hallways of the hospital.
Iris couldn't help but look at Barry with a quizzical eyebrow, a grin tugging at the corner of her mouth: âSlugger?â
The young man nervously picked at a loose thread of his shirt, avoiding eye contact: âIt's an old nickname... Why, can't believe that I got into my fair share of fights as a kid?â
âOh no, I'm sure you were a regular rowdy; being president of the PokĂ©mon club or something like that,â Iris teased.
âI wasn't in a PokĂ©mon club,â Barry protested in fake indignation.
âIt was Dragon Ball Z.â
Iris let out a loud chortle.
They spent the drive to Barry's place in their usual comfortable closeness, full of banter and the swapping of anecdotes (this time specifically about their respective appendectomies â Iris's appendix had burst when she was 16 while she'd been at school; an ambulance had to pick her up and taken her to the hospital).
âAfter that spectacular exit, I got so many stuffed animals, 'get-well-soon' cards and boxes of chocolate...â Iris concluded her narration enthusiastically, making Barry smile at her unabashed chocolate obsession.
âWell, I'm gonna be looking forward to that,â he said teasingly, before carrying out his role as navigator and adding: âTurn the next one right and we're there.â
Iris followed his instructions and came to a halt in front of Barry's place.
âOh, you won't have to wait too long for that,â Iris replied cryptically, putting the car into park.
Barry gave her a questioning look.
Grinning, Iris reached behind her seat and produced a brightly colored gift bag.
âAs you can see, I put some chocolate in there and some of the CDs and movies I'd told you about... so you won't be too bored without me,â Iris added teasingly.
âThis is amazing, Iris,â Barry said, accepting the gift bag with a soft smile. For a quick moment, Iris saw some other expression wash over his face, but before she could identify it, it was gone again, instead replaced with a look of nervous determination.
âI don't know if this will be enough to substitute for your company till I'll return to work though...â Barry suddenly appeared to be very intrigued with his hands that were still holding on to the gift bag, fingers twiddling with the straps of it, âMaybe we could meet up some time this week to talk or watch one of these movies together or something like that â only if you want to, of course!â
Iris watched Barry rattle off his suggestion with impressive speed, his pretty green eyes nervously flitting between her face and his hands.
âYou mean... like a date?â she asked tentatively, trying to make sense of Barry's fidgety behavior.
She watched Barry still fiddle with the gift bag's strap, drawing in a deep breath, before he finally looked up and admitted shyly: âUm, yeah... but if you don't want to, I totally...â
He was interrupted by Iris's  giggles.
â...understand?â Barry trailed off, looking adorably confused.
âI'm sorry for laughing,â Iris apologized hastily, still chuckling, âI would love to watch a movie with you â as in a date,â she was quick to add in order to assure Barry, whose facial expression changed from completely flabbergasted to utterly relieved and happy, âit's just â literally just yesterday I had decided to ask you out and when you weren't on the train, I couldn't help but worry that your absence had been some sort of sign... kinda misread that one, huh?â
âKinda,â Barry agreed, now laughing himself â a move he regretted immediately, because heartily laughing after an appendectomy was not the smartest thing he could have done.
âOuch, sorry,â Iris apologized empathetically, watching Barry trying to mask a wince of pain.
âIt's okay, really,â he reassured her, smiling brightly at her as soon as the quick pang had subsided.
Maybe it was the relief of finally knowing that he liked her back, or maybe it was just the way he looked at her like she was the greatest thing he'd ever seen â but all of a sudden, Iris felt a certain boldness she hadn't felt before.
âMaybe I should kiss it better,â she found herself saying, leaning towards Barry. She could feel his breath on her cheeks.
âMhm,â was his breathy reply, before they both leaned in and kissed.
Something cozily warm and simultaneously positively electric washed over Iris's whole body; the kiss didn't last long, but it had felt just so right, Iris couldn't believe that it had taken her and Barry three stinkin' weeks to finally make it happen.
Iris could hear Barry breathing heavily and the look in his eyes was enough for her to know that he felt the same way.
âYou know what, I think this will speed up my recovery considerably,â Barry said in a low voice, making her laugh.
âOh well â allow me to nurse you back to health,â Iris quipped, before pulling Barry into another kiss.
Fin.
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Note: Â I know I still have a whole bunch of prompts, but I watched Yuri!!! on Ice a couple weeks ago. Â I loved it and I thought that it would be a good show for Amy and Sheldon to watch together. Â Plus I know some of you guys like that show too (Hi! @rgbcn. Â I hope you are feeling better today!).
Sheldon was scrolling through Crunchyroll because he was bored and Amy was too busy to play with him and he was in the mood for some anime. Â When it came to streaming shows, he had a certain set of rules that were different from his normal television rules. Â He could watch up to four episodes and still give up as long as he watched at least two. Â With so many shows on so many services, his time was too valuable to have to finish everything just because the description looked a little interesting. Â But after weeks of avoiding Stranger Things because he didnât have the time to get sucked into something new, and learning it was spectacular, he had to alter his rules a little.
Nothing looked interesting today, so Sheldon ended up selecting one of the shows from the Featured Programs list. Â It was called Yuri!!! On Ice, and Sheldon knew absolutely nothing about it. Â It wasnât like him to go in completely blind, but he didnât want to take time to research anything.
âI like when they have such fun, upbeat sounding theme songs,â Amy commented when she looked up from the paperwork spread out in front of her. Â âIs this about ice skating?â Amy asked as she watched the opening. Â It didnât seem like something he would watch. Â The last time Sheldon tried to get Amy to watch anime it was one about a little, blond, angry boy and his robot brother or something. Â To be honest, she didnât pay much attention.
âNo idea. Â Penny keeps telling me to go with the flow. Â Iâm doing that,â Sheldon told her.
âRight,â Amy said skeptically, but then she just went back to her work.
Amy couldnât follow the story just by sound because this was subtitled, but every time she looked up, she was curious about the storyline. Â It really did look different from the other kinds of shows Sheldon usually watched.
âWhoâs that?â Amy asked when excited noises came from the show and there was a naked man in what looked to be a hot spring. Â Sheldon let out an annoyed puff of air and paused the video.
âThatâs Victor Nikiforov. Â He is a hotshot ice skater. Â Yuri did Victorâs routine for fun and the video of it went viral,â Sheldon explained. Â Then he started the video again.
âWhoâs Yuri?â Amy asked.
âThe kid with the black hair and the glasses,â Sheldon said after he paused it again.
âWhy is he naked?â Amy asked about Victor.
Sheldon grit his teeth and paused the video again. Â Only he forgot that it was already paused and it started again. Â âBecause Yuriâs family runs a hot spring.â
Then Sheldon skipped back a bit and went back to watching. Â He didnât even love this show. Â There was no action and adventure. Â Nothing supernatural was happening. Â Just an ice skater who didnât believe in himself enough. Â Still, Sheldonâs own rules meant that he had to watch a second episode before fully deciding that it wasnât for him.
After the first episode ended, Sheldon selected the second to watch.
He smiled as he watched Amyâs head nod in time with the theme music. She was far too cute sometimes. Â He wasnât sure what was happening when Amy set down her pile of paperwork and curled up next to him and settled in to watch the show with him.
âWho is that?â Amy asked when a blond boy joined the other characters in Japan.
âThatâs Yuri,â Sheldon told her.
âI thought the boy with the black hair was Yuri,â Amy mentioned.
âHe is.â Â Then as they watched, the characters addressed this confusion and gave the blond boy the nickname âYurio.â
As Amy paid more attention, she had fewer questions. Â By the end of the second episode she felt adequately sucked in.
âCan we watch another one?â Amy asked. Â Yeah, she had work that needed to be done, but she liked this show. Â It was cute, and once upon a time she wanted to be a professional ice skater.
Sheldon nodded and clicked for the next episode. Â The show was starting to grab his attention. Â Plus another one of his rules was to never discourage Amyâs interest in something he liked. Â This was anime even if it wasnât strictly his cup of tea.
After the third episode, Amy got up and made them some popcorn to eat while they were watching the fourth. Â Then they watched the fifth, sixth, and seventh.
âDonât you need to work?â Sheldon asked as he stretched. Â They had been sitting still together for too long. Â He wasnât used to binge watching shows with Amy.
âOh. Â But what about Victor and Yuri? Â I want to know what happens,â Amy pointed out.
âTheyâll be here tomorrow,â Sheldon said, but by now he also wanted to know what happened next.
Amy looked at Sheldon sadly. Â She didnât want to finish this paperwork. Â She wanted to cuddle up next to her boyfriend and watch cartoons, which is not something she ever thought she would want.
Sheldon turned off the TV so that Amy could get back to work. Â Then he got started on dinner because he checked his watch and they should have eaten over an hour ago.
âWe canât watch TV together,â he joked about the lost time. Â Normally one of them would cut off the other after a couple episodes. Â Together they just plowed through.
âI liked spending the time with you,â Amy told him without looking up.
âMe too,â Sheldon admitted.
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