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ethicaltreatmentofcowplants · 23 hours ago
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simply lilac outtakes: lilac & minta
(set before the second strawberry ceremony - this would have occurred off-screen)
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LILAC: Hey, so Ezekiel said I’d find you up here - oh. Talk to me.
ARAMINTA: It’s nothing, really.
LILAC: It’s clearly something. What’s up - did Dodo only recite love poetry to you twice this morning?
ARAMINTA: Today is your day.
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LILAC: It is my day - and I’m choosing to make it about you at this moment. So tell me.
ARAMINTA: Hosting this - it is a privilege and I love seeing how the contestants grow - but it also makes me think back to the island, and of all the other people Dodo could have potentially been happy with instead of me.
LILAC: Wait - whoa. Have you not seen the two of you together?
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ARAMINTA: I have. And all of this feels so unfair since when it’s just the two of us, he makes me feel like I’m the only other person in the world. It’s nothing that he’s done. It’s just me - all me. And I see you with contestants and I think “oh, they could be cute, but then they also could be cute” - what if everyone else is thinking that Dodo made the wrong choice?
LILAC: Then plum everyone else.
ARAMINTA: What if he has made the wrong choice? For him, I mean?
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LILAC: Okay - oh, woof. Listen, when people have just started dating, most of the time they’re not exclusive. And if they are, it’s purely incidental.
LILAC: So what you saw on the show was merely what would have been going on in the background in real life. Though I get where it would have been hard to watch. Do you still feel like he’s the person for you?
ARAMINTA: Yes. Absolutely.
LILAC: So is it more that you wish you’d met under different circumstances?
ARAMINTA: Yes - actually, no. I wouldn’t have been the person that I am today, had I not entered the competition. It - it definitely did a lot of good for me.
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LILAC: And maybe if you and Dodo had met elsewhere, you wouldn’t have given each other a chance? [dryly] I’m feeling that way a lot about my situation.
ARAMINTA: True. And I appreciate the opportunity. But then I look at Daisy Dee, who’s so gorgeous and has such charisma, and Sierra, who’s simply amazing - and I wonder how he could have possibly picked me? It’s not that I’m jealous of either of them, it’s-
LILAC: The Inner Araminta Own Worst Critic?
ARAMINTA: Perhaps. 
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LILAC: You could also maybe look at it like, “here’s all these ‘amazing’ people he met and had a great time with, and he still chose me? So to him, I must be extra amazing? And he must really want to be with me?” Could you try and think of it that way?
ARAMINTA: Hmm.
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LILAC: And if you can’t see yourself that way, could you maybe believe that Dodo does?
ARAMINTA: [...]
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LILAC: Would you try and talk to him about this sometime? I know that communication isn’t always easy for you stiff upper lipped Henford types, but if you explained how you felt exactly the way you explained it to me just now. He thinks the world of you. And if I’ve noticed that something’s been off about you lately, then I’m sure he has too. In between all the belching and the paranoid muttering, even.
ARAMINTA: [tentative smile]
LILAC: Well, time to face the music. Just let me fix your mascara first. We’ll just pretend it’s bled since the Watcher didn’t fork out for the Lovestruck pack. Also what’s this dress you’re wearing? Amazing.
ARAMINTA: It’s a @sentate. We had all packed formal outfits for the final, but production never gave us the chance to change.
LILAC: Then production’s a bunch of idiots. Dodo would have proposed to you on the spot. Actually, we better have Lou check that he’s off set for now. Can’t have him ruining my moment in the spotlight, can we?
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dodo harper by @akitasimblr, daisy darling by @mdshh, sierra mitchell by @tipsy-clouds
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esteemed-excellency · 1 year ago
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CATEGORY 5 IRRIGO EVENT
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utterlyunawarewriter · 3 months ago
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Overcrowded
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Summary: You lose Percy in a crowd, and have trouble finding him again. However, he has the perfect way to solve this problem
A/N: sorry about the shortness of this, also let's pretend that demigods can use phones for this one. I think I've used all possible synonyms for "crowd" in this. Feedback is welcome <33
You cursed silently when you found out the mall bathroom had no paper towels. You settled for shaking your hands up and down in the air infront of you, before pulling out your lip gloss from your purse. After reapplying a layer over your lips, you used your elbows to open the door to the restroom.
You stepped out, and were amazed to see a giant mob of teenaged girls excitedly whispering to their friends. They were dressed in various shades of pink, ranging from the pale lilacs to deep magentas. You were stunned into silence, and for a moment, just stared at them.
They weren't here when you entered the bathroom, and they couldn't have just appeared out of thin air.
You snapped out of your daze, and scanned the crowd for a familiar head of permanently messy black hair, but to no avail. You frowned. Where could Percy have gone?
Deciding to satiate your curiosity about the origin of the sudden horde, you approach a middle-aged woman, who you assumed to be one of the girls mother. "Excuse me, but do you know what's happening here?", you gestured at the crowd.
"Oh, they're doing a sort of Meet-n-Greet with the cast of a movie."
"Alright, thank you."
You pulled out your phone and searched through the contacts. You found Percy's and tapped it, then pressed the phone to your ear. A cheery dial tone sounded, which brought a smile to your face.
The phone ringed long enough to make you nervous. Thoughts raced through you head. What if he lost his phone? What if he encountered a monster? What if he got hurt?
Of course you knew he could handle himself, but it couldn't stop your mind form thinking the worst.
After what seem like an eternity, he picked up, and your heart skipped a beat.
"Hello, love!" His voice came form the speaker and soothed your worries instantly. You let out a sigh of relief. "Hey, where did you go?"
"I didn't want to go anywhere, but then a huge-i mean huge-group of girls came outta nowhere, and i got swept up!"
"You're good?"
"Oh yeah, I'm good. Would be better if you were here though." You smiled again. Sweet little idiot with his sweet little words.
"Well, where are you right now?"
"Near a.........um, well, I'll be honest, I don't really know." He paused. You could picture him squinting at a store sign, struggling to read it. "I'm near a Ebino store?"
Okay. Reading store names wasn't going to help.
"Alright, umm, name something near you."
"A potted plant? Does that help?"
"I-no, that really doesn't. Okay, name something-"
"Wait I've got the best idea!" With that, he hung up.
You frowned. What was that supposed to mean? You looked through to crowds again, waiting to see his 'idea' was.
Huffing and tapping your feet impatiently, you debating calling him again, when you saw it.
A ridiculously large, blue helium balloon floated in the air a few stores away. It could have been a coincidence, but you took your chances.
Upon reaching it, you saw your boyfriend holding the balloon with an equally as large grin on his face.
All your annoyance melted away and he enveloped you into a hug. He buried his face in your neck, leaving feather-light kisses on it.
"I'm never losing you again."
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sooniebby · 1 year ago
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𝐊𝐢𝐧𝐤𝐭𝐨𝐛𝐞𝐫
𝗪𝗲𝗲𝗸 𝟯: 𝗳𝗿𝗲𝗲 𝘂𝘀𝗲/𝗰𝗿𝗲𝗮𝗺𝗽𝗶𝗲/𝗺𝗮𝗻𝗵𝗮𝗻𝗱𝗹𝗶𝗻𝗴
Bottom trans male reader. Reader’s lower part is called interchangeable: cunt, pussy, clit, folds, heat, hole. No mention of anything feminine. Reader has had top surgery. Don’t read if this can cause dysphoria for you (to trans masc <3 I have other stories!)
“You really suck at this game, huh?”
Your friend, Levi is smirking at you. His lilac dyed hair messy from taking off his headphones as his eyes stared right at you. You roll your eyes and toss the controller onto the coffee table in front of you, ignoring the strained hiss that leaves Levi at the action.
“Yeah, yeah. What do you want this time?”
“You know what I want!” He grinned. “Food, as always.”
You frown. But this wasn’t your usual frown of being forced to pay… it was more of: “uh, how do I tell him that I really can’t afford being one week of food for him?”
Levi seems to notice your internal tension as his grin slips. “What? What’s wrong?”
“I… can’t really pay for that, I’m sorry. I just got left off on my job.”
“Oh,” Levi shrugged. “It happens. You can pay me in another way, if you really can’t afford it.”
“Yeah, that’d be great. Anything but paying for something.”
“Great, be my maid.”
“Su—excuse me?” You blink, looking at Levi for any type of look of mischief in his eyes. But he only chuckles and grins.
“You said ‘anything’. A maid is anything,” he said casually, turning off the gaming system as you could only blink in slight horror.
“But—”
He pressed a finger on your lips. “Don’t worry, it’ll be pleasurable for you too. You can just stay at my place for the week.”
At first, you really didn’t know what he could’ve meant by that. But the next day after you woke up, you soon found out what could possibly be pleasurable about being a maid.
You were making breakfast for Levi. Simple enough—you expected that. As you began to fry the eggs, you felt a hand sneak up your shirt, resting comfortably on your hips.
“Uh—”
“—pay attention to the eggs.”
You quickly turn back to facing the stove, staring at the eggs. Levi’s hand trailed across your skin, tracing little shapes on the soft curves you had before reaching your chest, gently grasping it.
“Safe word?”
“Oh—uh! I…” you glanced down at the eggs once more. “Eggs..?”
Levi’s stifled laughter was heard before he hummed, moving his hand downwards. You didn’t think that Levi would have ever viewed you in this light, somewhat sexual. But you didn’t want him to stop.
You haven’t had sex in months and after being laid off from a job, you wanted some type of stress relief.
The tension in your back began to ease as you got used to Levi’s hand against your skin. He hadn’t done anything too risky yet, simply touching all over your skin.
You grabbed the spatula and flipped the eggs. Once your focus was on all on the eggs, you felt Levi’s hand shove down your boxers and harshly grip your ass.
You gripped the countertop in shock, a meep leaving your throat at the sudden attack. Levi laughed as he began to fondle your ass. His hands were slow and calculating, gently spreading your ass apart from time to time in his ‘massage’.
“Eggs burning.”
You look down and shriek, quickly shutting the stove off as you took the pan off. The egg was only a little burnt but burnt nonetheless. With a frown, you placed the egg on the sandwich and looked back at Levi.
Levi moved his hands away from your ass and grinned. “Thanks.”
He took the plate and you thought you would’ve been left alone but he grabbed your waist and pulled you close. His hand didn’t leave your waist as he pulled you with him to living room. He plopped down on the couch and pulled you down as well, making you sit on his lap.
“Pass the remote.”
You reach over the remote and give it to him, a bit too shell-shock to really think about what was happening. How was this being a maid? You thought you were supposed to just clean and make food.
A squeak, embarrassingly, left your lips as Levi pulled you close to his chest so his chin could rest on your shoulder. He continued to eat that way, watching some random action movie you couldn’t pay attention to.
How was this even comfortable?
After his breakfast, he placed his plate on the coffee table and patted your legs.
“Go eat. I’ll come to you when I need you again.”
Once you left his lap, he left. Straight to his room. You felt a little embarrassed. Was… that it? Why did you think he was about to fuck you? With a pout, you went to the kitchen and decided to just eat some cereal.
Levi didn’t come bother you again until around lunch time. You were laying down on the couch, on your back as you flipped through channels, trying to figure out what to watch for the day.
He was silent, walking over to you. Levi got your legs and forcefully spread them apart, sitting between them. When you tried to get up, he laid his hand flat on your stomach, effectively holding you down.
You couldn’t help but shudder in excitement at his strength.
“Don’t mind me. Keep watching.”
You didn’t exactly want to do that but the way his eyes looked at you made you want to obey. You turned your attention back to the tv and tried to act natural as you found a channel playing old horror movies.
You actually began to get stuck into watching Dracula when you felt cool air on your lips. Looking over in slight fear, you saw Levi’s mouth right near your cunt. He grinned and pointed back at the tv, effectively telling you to watch the movie.
With a bit of resistance, you turned back to the tv, trying to calm yourself down.
It was like he was waiting for you to get sucked into the movie. It was only then that you felt his tongue on your clit. His… way to long of a tongue, gently caressed your clit. One of his hand was still pressing down your stomach while the other grazed your clit occasionally.
You bit your lip, trying to just focus on the movie. Your legs twitched as Levi slowly began to move downward, pressing soft kisses on your wet folds.
He pressed his hand down harder on your stomach as he leaned in and began to lick between your folds. You whimpered, finding it harder to give too fuck about vampires anymore.
Levi was slow, wanting you to get used to his tongue on your heat before he began to suck. His free hand reached over and was now continually flicking and caressing your clit. Your body began to flinch and thrust upwards, the pleasure taking over your movement.
But his one hand held you down.
Fuck, just how strong was he?
You embarrassingly felt close. His tongue was somehow reaching inside your walls while his hand skillfully touched your clit. How did he even know how to eat pussy? He told you he never slept with someone with a vagina!
He pulled away just as you were about to cum, causing you to whimper. Levi’s lower face was covered in your slick which brought a look of embarrassment on your own face.
“Thanks for lunch, (Name). It was… sweet.” His hand slipped down and gently rubbed your folds.
“Don’t…” you whimpered in embarrassment, reaching up to cover your face.
Levi simply laughed and patted your stomach before leaving. You whimpered, hating that he was leaving before you could ever cum.. what type of kink was this?!
You reached down to finish yourself off before stopping when you heard Levi yell.
“I hope you aren’t touching yourself!”
With a grunt, you pull away and stare at the tv.
For the rest of the day, Levi would always randomly come between your legs, grip them tightly and force them apart and just eat you out.
On the couch, in the bathroom, the kitchen.
Even when you tried folding his laundry. He forced your legs open and lapped at your cunt, slipping in a few fingers a bit to stretch you out.
And every time, he wouldn’t let you cum. Even if you begged, he would simply smirk and walk away.
It was after dinner that you had enough. He was treating you like a rag doll, forcing your legs open and getting his fill before leaving you.
You stormed over to his bedroom and forced the door open, seeing Levi sitting down on his bed with just a towel. He looked up at you in confusion, his head tilted.
You almost forgot why you even came in here. His lilac dyed hair was wet. His whole body was wet. You didn’t even know he had muscles.. those damn baggy clothes hid them too well for your liking.
“Need something?”
“To cum.”
Levi laughed. “Why’re you asking?”
“Because you keep eating me out and then not letting me cum, asshole!” You yelled, storming over to where he sat on the bed.
“I know. I did that for a reason.”
“Which is?”
“It’s fun seeing you squirm.”
You yelp in shock as he grabbed your hand and pulled you onto the bed, moving to where he was on top of you. He leaned down, his breath right near your ear.
“I wanted to make sure you only cummed on my cock.”
Levi leaned back and slipped off his towel, his cock now free. “I think you deserve it now after being so good.”
You quickly move up a bit on the bed, taking off your shirt and boxers. Levi gripped your waist and pushed back down onto the bed.
“How do you want it?”
It seems this was the first time he actually wanted you to ask for something.
“I.. wanna see your face.” You muttered, hating how most of the times he ate you out, you were always forced to pay attention to something else.
Levi hummed and simply smirked. “Then don’t look away.”
He sat on the bed and pulled you onto his lap. You blushed as you watched him lap down a bit and look up at you with a grin. His eyebrows quirked up as he waited for you to continue.
You flushed in embarrassment, not used to having take control at the moment. With shaky legs, you gripped his cock and pressed it against your wet cunt. Your hole easily took Levi’s cock as you slid down.
Your body shivered once he was fully inside, your hands sprawled on his chest. “Y…you’re so big, damn it..”
“You can handle it~ you’re already taking me well.”
You blush but felt encouraged enough to begin to ride Levi’s cock. From the built up tension, you were already about to cum. Your heat tightened around his cock as you began to unabashedly moan and cry.
Levi simply watched, his eyes at the sight of your connection to him. Your dripping heat that eagerly took his cock.
“N…ngh… I.. I’m go—” you cried out, your pussy clamping down on your cock as your began to cum. You even squirted a bit, right into his abs.
Levi’s cock was still hard inside of you as he reached over and began to lightly rub your clit, earning a whine of overstimulation from you.
“I don’t know why I didn’t ask you to be my damn maid instead of fucking food all those other times… fuck, (Name), you’re such a good boy, huh?”
You eagerly nod, looking down at him with teary eyes. Your body was covered in sweat as your hair was messy. You hole still clenched around his cock, even after cumming. It was missing something.
“This,” he rubbed your clit, “is mines forever, hm? You’ll be a good boy and be mines to use whenever I please?”
You nod. “Y…yes..”
“You like that, huh? Being my good boy.”
“Yes…”
You didn’t know you could sound so whiny.
“Then…” his hands harshly gripped your waist. A cruel smirk on his lips. “You need to be a good boy and let me use this cunt of yours.”
He thrusted. His thrusted were harsh and crazed. Levi was obviously chasing his release and he was using you as if you were fleshlight. You moaned unapologetically, though it could’ve sounded like cries.
Suddenly, you were on your back and his hips were driving roughly into yours. You wrapped your legs around his waist and reached up to grip his neck as you arched your back in pleasure.
Levi reached up and gripped your neck, though not to choke you. He simply held it as some sort of purchase as he stared right down at you. His face strained heavily as he kept up his fast pace.
You couldn’t help but wail, feeling embarrassed that your friend was seeing you in such a way.
“Don’t hide from me.”
He moved his hand up to grip your chin and turn you back to face him as he leaned down and captured your lips into a kiss.
The kiss felt… awfully soft in comparison to his harsh thrusts. Speaking of which, he slammed into your heat and held in close as his cock began to cum deep inside of you.
You felt yourself cum too, clamping down on his cock as you felt yourself shake in pleasure. Your moans swallowed by Levi’s lips on yours.
After a minute or so, he pulled away from the kiss and looked down at you, smirking at your fucked out face.
You could only whimper, feeling the cum inside of your heat.
“Hope you can handle this for six days straight.”
Levi teased. But all you could think was that six days certainly weren’t enough.
After those six days… you were certainly going to purposefully lose those bets again to get dicked down by your friend.
Maybe it was a blessing you already sucked at video games.
Hope this one was hot enough. It came out way longer than expected. It’s my first time really describing being eaten out so hopefully it worked out well lolol!
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moralesluvr · 1 month ago
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FABLE AND TRUTH 3 | billie eilish
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୧ ‧₊˚ love was the law & religion was taught…. ↳ summary: you had always been raised on being poise, feminine, classy. but what was most important to your family was your religion— and it had embroidered itself into your daily life. but when it’s time to pick between feelings and faith, which will you choose? pairings & aus. billie eilish x fem!reader warnings. religious backgrounds & guilt | mature language | sexual content | substance use author's note. WOOO CHAP 3 IS HERE wc. 8.1k
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✧ 11:33 am, tuesday ✧
when you wake up, you’ve got a headache, and not the kind that derives from alcohol. 
you stretch out your limbs, head pounding as you reach over to look at your clock, and you almost scream at how late it is. although you don’t have classes on tuesdays, you had missed your morning Bible study, which made you slip out a groan, grabbing your phone and checking your notifications. 
a bunch of pictures were piled into the shared photo album between you and your friends, the group chat was blowing up with texts, and you had three missed calls from one of your friends from Bible study, loretta. 
you sighed, placing your phone into the cushions of your bed as the door to your dorm swung open, emma’s sleepy frame coming into view as she rubbed her eyes. she’d swapped her party outfit for oversized sweats and a hoodie, her hair a messy bun of waves and curls as she let out a thick yawn. 
“morning. everything alright?” she mumbled, voice laced with fatigue as she slumped into the doorframe of your bedroom. you sat up, the covers above you shuffling as you cuddled into a pillow, sighing. 
“good morning. and yeah— i’m fine, i just slept in too late. missed my Bible study.”
emma’s face warmed up, and she padded over to sit at the edge of your bed. although emma could be loud and rowdy sometimes, she was always there for you when you needed it, and she always knew when to soften up. she scoots closer to you, “you feeling okay, love? you seemed… tense as shit last night.”
before you could answer her question, there was a loud knock echoing from the door, followed by naomi’s unmistakable, recognizable voice. you really longed to be alone right now, but you sit up straighter underneath your bedsheets, prepared for whatever shenanigans she has to offer. 
“open up!” she sing-songed dramatically, and you honestly wondered how she could be so hyper after the night you shared previously, “we brought coffee!”
that makes you want to be alone a little less. 
you start to get up, but emma shuffles to the door, pulling it open to reveal naomi, jules, and oliver standing in the hallway. naomi held a tray of iced coffees while jules had her tote bag slung over one shoulder, her sunglasses perched on her head like she was ready to model at any moment, though you can tell she hasn’t been out by the way she’s clad in slippers and sweats, which she would never step foot outside in. oliver stood between the two girls, his hands stuffed into his jacket pockets, grinning lazily.
“we figured you wouldn’t come out today, knowing you— so we came right to you instead.” naomi giggled, handing you an iced coffee as she waltzed into the room. she plopped onto your bed, careful not to splash any of her drink, “yeah, i know, we’re great friends like that.”
the four of them made themselves comfortable very quickly, naomi got up and plopped onto your desk chair, jules claimed the cushiony, lilac colored beanbag in the corner, and oliver flopped onto the huge rug by your bed. emma returned to her perch on the mattress.
“so… how are you feeling?” jules starts off, pulling out a makeup mirror from her tote, brushing a freshly manicured nail through her lash extensions. she looks at you when you don’t respond instantly, and you let off a shrug, your voice hallow and quiet. 
“i feel alright.” you muttered, sipping at your coffee, though no one believes your lie. you wouldn’t necessitate consider it one— you did feel alright, but you definitely have felt better. 
the encounter with billie was still on instant replay in your mind. all the way from the party to your awkward conversation at the diner, it felt like it all happened literally five minutes ago. you couldn’t get her face out of your head, what she said to you before she left, how she somehow knew your name and you hadn’t even told her it. she was attentive, such a great listener— and you were one back. but now things were tense, and they were driving you nuts, and all you wanted to do was to sink further into your mattress until it swallowed you whole. 
“oh, come on,” naomi drags out with a smirk, “don’t think we didn’t notice how fast you bolted out of that damn diner last night.”
oliver sits up in confusion, “you went to the diner without me? you assholes.”
“yeah right.” emma offers up a scoff, “why weren’t you there? oh, my bad, you were too busy getting dicked down!” 
you wave a hand at the two as they start to banter, “okay, okay, please. not today.” 
they all go quiet, murmuring apologies at you as you felt your headache growing stronger. by this time, you would’ve already had breakfast and your morning coffee, probably on a run or shopping with emma. but instead, you were laying in your bed idle, having a needed albeit unpleasant conversation with your best friends. 
jules snickered at you, closing her mirror and shoving it into her bag, “so, billie? ring any bells?”
“guys,” you groaned, setting your coffee on the nightstand, ready to defend yourself. “come on, it wasn’t like that.”
“really?” naomi teased, tilting her head. “because it sure looked like it. i mean— you may not swing that way, but you were ready to switch teams for that girl.” 
oliver grinned. “never seen you that flustered, y/n. kind of refreshing, honestly.”
“what the heck?” you deadpanned, glaring at him. “you literally weren’t even there.”
“pictures were sent, what can i say?”  naomi giggled, but you didn’t laugh with her. you were starting to become a little irritated at the whole thing. it was already bad enough you started your morning off on the wrong foot, and this impromptu interrogation session wasn’t helping you feel even the slightest bit better. “billie was clearly into you. and you didn’t exactly shut her down.”
you sighed, running a hand over your face. you really want to tell them to leave, but you weren’t that type of girl. they were annoying at times, but they were your friends— almost like siblings. and this is what they do, so you couldn’t complain. “for the last time, she was drunk. it didn’t mean anything, so drop it.” 
emma, who’d been quietly observing the entire exchange, finally spoke up at the three, “okay y’all, leave her alone. she’s clearly not in the mood for this.”
you shot her a grateful look, and she shrugged as if it were her way of saying ‘you’re welcome.’ the group grumbles but they ultimately understand, so they all collectively promise that they’d drop it once and for all, trying their best not to make you upset even further. 
the conversation eventually switched to oliver’s little one night stand that took place last night, and you pretend to listen as best as you can, but your efforts are failed. you can’t think straight— last night’s events are gnawing at you, and it makes your skin crawl when you let yourself think about billie. she’s undeniably gorgeous, and the kind of interesting that makes you want to know her thoughts about everything, how she feels, how she thinks. her demeanor is unlike anything you’ve ever seen before, and much differentiated from how yours is. she’s bold, and it’s obvious that she isn’t swayed easily. 
you try to convince yourself that it’s just a deep interest in her, and nothing more. a longing to be her friend— to understand someone that’s much different than you, to catch a glimpse at a different perspective. but it’s not normal how you stare at her longer than you should, or how your skin tingles every time someone even mentions her name. 
but it’s wrong. she’s a girl, and you’re a girl, and it’s obvious that those kind of feelings aren’t even to be uttered out loud about. so you shake your shoulders in an attempt to shake your thoughts too, but they linger. they stay. 
you pinch at your skin until it aches, saying a quick prayer to steady yourself. you needed to get out of your dorm, otherwise your thoughts would swallow you whole. and everyone seemed to pick up on that when you hear bags shuffling and shoes being put on, and you open your eyes to see everyone packing their things up, ready to leave. 
but you needed this. and more than anything, all of this made you question yourself. your faith. your path. you’d always believed in staying true to what you’d been taught, to what you felt in your heart was right. but lately, everything seemed so much more complicated.
“hey, you okay?” emma’s voice broke through your reverie, and you realized the room had gone quiet. everyone was standing up now, and everyone was looking at you.
“yeah,” you said quickly, trying to sound convincing, “i’m honestly just tired.”
emma frowned at you but she didn’t press further, and soon enough, your friends were saying their goodbyes, eventually filing out the door. but emma stayed behind, lingering in the doorway.
“seriously, you good?” she asked you with a pleading tone, “you don’t have to lie to me. it’s okay.” 
you want to take refuge in emma. you want to express to her how confused you feel, how badly your mind is swirling, how foreign and unpleasant these feelings were to you. but you just nod anyways, offering up a small smile, “i’m okay, really, em. just need some time to myself.”
emma didn’t look convinced, but she let it go, closing the door softly behind her as she bid you farewell. 
once you were alone, you sat on the edge of your bed, staring at the floor. your phone buzzed beside you, and you picked it up to see another text from loretta, asking if you were okay. guilt twisted in your stomach as you typed out a quick response, apologizing for missing Bible study and promising to see her as soon as you could. 
and soon came faster than you expected. less than an hour later, you found yourself walking into the small classroom where your Bible study group met, clutching your journal and Bible like a lifeline. loretta was already there, along with a few others, her warm smile lighting up the room as she waved you over.
“we really missed you this morning.” she said, her tone kind but tinged with curiosity. loretta won’t ever pry, but she always speaks in a way that could make someone spill all their darkest secrets to her. but it’s familiar to you, so you press your belongings further into your chest, shrugging at her lightly. 
“i’m so sorry, etta,” you speak, your voice nothing but a whisper, taking a seat beside her at a lone table next to the window that bleeds golden rays of sunlight. you thank the Lord for that, instantly boosting your mood a little. “i just had such rough night. i didn’t wake up in time.”
loretta studied you for a moment, her eyes soft with understanding. she doesn’t push, she just sets a hand above your own, “you want to talk about it?”
“not really,” you admitted, looking down at your hands. you drew them back, and loretta passes you a confused grin as you set them in your lap. you feel bad, but you can’t be bothered with the intimacy right now. “just a lot on my mind.”
she nodded, not pushing any further, and then the study began. there were always multiple a day on tuesdays, but you preferred to catch the morning ones because they always made your day better, and plus— you had the rest of it to spend as you pleased. but today you had strolled in at the one p.m, and something felt…off. 
you try to push it away, excusing it for your late awakening. but as the discussion moved through the week’s passage, you found it hard to focus. your mind kept wandering, questions swirling in your head left and right. you scribbled notes in the margins of your journal, but none of it felt real, none of it felt connected. you felt… lost.
“i just can’t focus today,” you mutter to yourself, tapping your pen lightly against your journal, your mind wandering among other things. the passage of the day is from the book of james— chapter one, verses five through eight. it’s a familiar one: if any of you lacks wisdom, let him ask God, who gives generously to all without reproach, and it will be given him. but let him ask in faith, with no doubting…
the words drift in and out of your mind, brushing up against the edges of your thoughts but never quite sticking in. the leader of the study, a soft-spoken senior named marcus, begins breaking it down, his voice steady and sure. “james is talking about faith that doesn’t waver, even in uncertainty,” he says. “it’s about trusting that God’s wisdom will come in His timing, even when we don’t have all the answers. does anyone have any thoughts to add to that?” 
your pen pauses mid-tap, and you feel a lump forming in your throat. the room is quiet as everyone listens, but you’re anything but. your heart is racing, and your thoughts are louder than ever, and it’s nothing like you’ve ever felt before. you’re usually so attentive, so focused— but everything felt blurry now, and you honestly just wanted to leave. 
you felt almost guilty for even thinking that, but feelings weren’t sinful. it was true and raw, and although it made you feel a little sick, it was honest. 
you think about what marcus said, trying to force yourself back on track. 
faith without doubting. faith in His timing. it feels personal, like the words are aimed straight at you, piercing through the fog of everything you’ve been trying to suppress. but you don’t speak up, you just keep tapping your pen against the blank pages of your journal, waiting until someone else breaks the silence. 
and it finally happens. 
“but what does that look like in practice?” someone asks. it’s a girl you’ve seen around but don’t know well—melanie, maybe? you weren’t sure. 
 “how do we trust when things feel… messy?”
marcus smiles gently at her, flipping back a page to quote scripture. “well, morgan, it’s not easy.” 
so, not melanie. you snort quietly. 
“…but it starts with honesty—with bringing all of your doubts and messiness to God. He can handle it. the act of faith isn’t about being perfect; it’s about surrendering even when it’s hard.”
you glance down at your journal, your new scribbled notes blurring together. you write the word “surrender” in the margin, circling it harshly, but the idea feels heavy, almost suffocating.
marcus moves on to another topic out of genesis, but you’re stuck on the first lesson, that first word.  surrender. what does it even mean, really? how are you supposed to surrender when your thoughts and feelings are so tangled, when you can’t even untangle them long enough to pray properly?
your chest tightens as the conversation continues around you, voices rising and falling like waves, but you’re drowning beneath them. the guilt from the night before, the confusion about billie, the shame of missing this morning’s study —it all feels like too much.
you can’t sit here anymore.
closing your journal quietly, you slide it into your bag and stand, keeping your head low as you make your way to the door. a few people glance up, but no one stops you. no one except loretta.
“y/n?” she calls softly, her voice filled with concern, but your feet betray you. you keep moving towards the door, your bag shuffling against your jeans as you walk faster. 
but then you pause, hand on the doorknob, and shake your head. “i’ll be back,” you say, though even you aren’t sure if you really mean it. you haven’t a clue when you’d be back. 
you step out into the hallway, the cool air hitting you like a wave of relief. but it doesn’t stop the tightness in your chest, the way your hands tremble as you lean against the wall. you take a deep breath, then another, but it doesn’t help.
the door creaks open behind you, and you know it’s loretta before she even speaks.
“okay honey, what’s going on?” she asks, her tone soft but insistent.
you shake your head again, trying your best to avoid her gaze. “nothing. i just… needed some air.”
“y/n,” she says, stepping closer. “this isn’t nothing. talk to me.”
the sincerity in her voice almost breaks you. you glance at her, and the concern in her eyes feels like a mirror, reflecting all the things you’ve been trying to hide. you feel like she can see right through your excuses— she’s got that kind of anointing on her, and you sigh, almost accepting your defeat. 
“i don’t know,” you admit, your voice barely above a whisper. “i just feel… off. like i’m failing. at everything.”
loretta frowns, leaning against the wall beside you. she speaks gently, “now why would you think that?”
you swallow hard, the words clawing their way out of your throat, scratchy and forced, “because i can’t focus. because i missed the morning study. because i keep getting caught up in… things that don’t even matter.”
“things like what?”
you hesitate, the memory of billie’s words flashing through your mind. something good, she’d said. but what if she was wrong? what if there wasn’t anything good about you?
“just… distractions and stuff,” you say finally, wrapping your arms around yourself. you weren’t telling the whole truth, but details didn’t really matter now. loretta can tell that you’re hiding something, but she doesn’t ask. she just wants you to be raw. 
“things that make me feel like i’m not good enough. like i’m not who i’m supposed to be.”
loretta is quiet for a moment, and when she speaks, her voice is gentle. “y/n, you’re not supposed to have it all figured out. none of us are. that’s why we’re here, why we study and pray and try to grow. it’s not about being perfect; it’s about seeking Him, even in the mess.”
her words hit you like a balm, soothing but not erasing the ache. “but what if i can’t?” you ask, your voice breaking. “what if i keep messing up?”
“then you just keep trying,” she says simply. “God’s grace isn’t a one-time thing. it’s new every morning, remember? His love doesn’t depend on you getting it right. it’s just… there. always.”
you close your eyes, letting her words sink in. it’s not a magic fix, but it’s something to offer.
“thanks,” you say quietly, finally meeting her gaze.
she smiles, her hand brushing your shoulder lightly. “anytime. and, y/n? you’re not failing. you’re just human. whatever it is, it doesn’t change you as a person. you’re still you.” 
that soothes you, and you smile at loretta, “thanks. i’m going to study, but…i’ll keep your words in mind.” 
she offers you a sweet smile, waving as she watches you walk away, disappearing into the warm sun. 
✧ 5:45 pm ✧
by the evening, you found yourself wandering the campus library, hoping the quiet would help clear your mind. the big windows of the building let in wispy, warm air, the sunset painting golden streaks across the few students who sat scattered at tables, their heads bent over books and their headphones above their ears. 
the familiar scent of aged paper and polished wood grounded you, offering a comfort nothing else but loretta’s pep talk had managed to provide all day. your steps were slow, almost aimless, as you trailed your fingers along the spines of all kinds of books, the cool texture grounding you further. eventually, you stopped in the music section, though you weren’t sure why.
maybe it was curiosity. or maybe it was that same uneasy pull you’d felt since the party, a pull to the music that blasted through the speakers, but especially to the music sung live— raw and unpolished— literally right in front of you.
her music.
you flipped through a biography of some lesser-known jazz singer, your fingers lingering on the edges of the pages, when a familiar, confident voice broke the stillness.
“huh. figured i’d find you in the nerd section.”
you jumped, nearly dropping the book in your hands as your heart raced. of course, it was billie— her voice too distinct and her teasing known by you all too well. you swallow thickly, spinning around on your heel where you found billie standing a few feet away, her hands shoved in the pockets of her extremely oversized jacket. the same smug smirk you’d come to associate with only her tugged at her lips, her ocean blue eyes sparkling. 
“oh,” you spoke out of obvious surprise, “hi, billie. w-what are you doing here?”
“nice to see you too, princess,” she giggled, “i’m here to read. y’know, that’s what people usually do at libraries.” 
“w-wait…you go to…yale university?” you questioned, cocking your head to the side. she didn’t seem like the type to even be interested in what your college had to offer, and no major seemed like one that you’d expect her to be endorsed in. 
she grinned stupidly at your confusion, her eyes narrowing with mischief, and it was obvious that she took pride in pestering you, “what, you think i just wander onto campuses for fun? as much as i find that dope, no— i do go here.” 
“i mean… it seems like it’d be your style,” you admitted, your words hesitant as you tried to say that as less offensively as you could. billie really didn’t seem like the type to be drawn to yale’s particular offerings, and you couldn’t picture her fitting into any of the usual cliques or anything you associated with your school. you set your book down on the table forgetfully, now engrossed in this conversation with billie, “what are you even studying?”
“music theory.” she said simply.
your eyebrows shot up, the revelation catching you completely off guard. you hold a hand up, “wait— hold on, seriously?”
billie rolled her eyes, but her grin stayed in place. “yes, seriously. what, you think just because i can sing, i don’t care about the technical stuff? that’s the best part.” she gestured dramatically toward the shelves around her, stuffed to the brim books on everything from classical composition to modern sound design, none of which you really knew about— it was so much different from your major of law. 
“no, it’s not that, i just…” you trailed off, feeling a little sheepish under her knowing gaze. it was embarrassing how quick you judged her, and you felt instant regret wash over you. “i guess i just didn’t expect you to major in something like that, i thought singing was just a hobby of yours. i’m so sorry.” 
“don’t worry about it, sunday school.” billie snickers, leaning against a table, “but yeah, honestly, people tend to underestimate me. not that i really give a shit. it makes moments like this way more fun.”
you frowned, clarifying your intentions, “i’m not underestimating you. i just—”
“—just didn’t peg me for a nerd?” billie finished your sentence for you, raising an eyebrow.
“i didn’t say that!”
she laughed, the sound light and unbothered. she slips past you to reach for a book above your head, her shoulder bumping into yours, and the light and quick moment of contact makes you shiver, “you didn’t have to. but don’t worry, princess, i’m not offended—” her sentence stops as billie stood back on her heels, waving a foreign book in front of your face excitedly, “this book’s so fucking good, i’ve read it like a hundred times. it’s fantasy, but it’s still a banger. alright, so basically…”
and then she babbles on. something about how a dude’s got the most insane case of synesthesia, which she also has, and that’s why she likes the book so much. “—he can literally see music notes as they’re being played. and they like, make a path or some shit…that part’s blurry— but anyway, he meets his wife from it and it’s so dope. and they make music together and have little musical intelligent babies and like, oh my god, it’s been my favorite ever since i picked it up.” 
you felt your cheeks heat up, the warmth blossoming against your skin, and you turned slightly, pretending to scan the titles on the nearest shelf to avoid eye contact. you hum to let her know that you were listening, but if you looked at her for any longer, you’d throw up. 
it was almost inhuman, how effortlessly beautiful she looked—her excitement lighting up her face in a way that made it hard to focus on anything else. you’d never seen her this talkative before, and while it was a stark contrast to the teasing, smug demeanor you were used to, it didn’t bother you. in fact, it was a welcome distraction from the awkwardness of monday night.
“you should read it.” she said suddenly, thrusting the book toward you with a light toss. 
you blinked harshly, glancing down at the cover. it was worn from use, the edges frayed and the spine creased, and you could get that all those little flaws were because she’s probably checked out the book a million times. “me? read this?” you asked, a little hesitant, “i honestly don’t know if it’s my thing. i’m not good at the whole….music thing.” 
billie rolled her eyes, though her unbreakable smile a dead give away that she was only playing, “ugh, don’t be like that. trust me, it’s good. and if you hate it, you can yell at me later. i won’t be offended.” 
you laughed softly, taking the book from her hands. her fingers brushed against yours briefly, and you tried not to think about how warm they felt, how her rings were a cool contrast to her fiery skin, how it made you feel so much calmer, although it was only an accident. you stifle a cough, “fine,” you said, flipping it over to read the back cover. “but if it’s terrible, you owe me coffee for the inconvenience.”
“deal,” she said with a wink, stepping back to lean casually against the nearest shelf. “but, spoiler alert, you’re gonna love it. it has all the nerdy shit you like.” 
you shook your head, a small smile tugging at your lips despite yourself, “yeah, alright, we’ll see.”
for a moment, neither of you spoke, the weight of her presence lingering in the air as you pretended to read the book summary. in truth, you were hyperaware of her gaze, of the way she seemed completely at ease while you felt like a bundle of nerves. she was staring at you, taking in your features, her eyes moving rapidly— she wasn’t wasting anytime. she was fixated on you. 
“so,” she said finally, breaking the silence, looking across the various, neat stacks of books, “what’s got you so wound up today? you seem off.”
you hesitated, debating whether to brush her off or actually answer. but something about the way she looked at you—curious but not pushing too hard—made you feel like maybe it was okay to share. you felt comfortable. 
“just… a lot on my mind,” you admitted, keeping your eyes on the book in your hands.
“like?”
you sighed, finally looking up to meet eyes with her, “it’s nothing, really. just school, life… trying to figure out what i’m doing with myself. stuff about me.”
billie tilted her head, her expression thoughtful. “well, join the club, sunday school. i don’t think anyone really knows what they’re doing. we’re all just kinda winging it, to be honest. this life shit isn’t easy.” 
you couldn’t help but smile at that, her words oddly comforting, though it isn’t exactly something you’d ever say. “yeah, maybe.”
there’s silence for a second. and then billie speaks up again, tossing a section of hair to the side of her shoulders, toying with the ends. she twirls them around a black-manicured nail, and she seems more serious now. 
“do you, um…” she mumbles, and you raise an eyebrow at her, coaxing her to finish her sentence, “—get coffee?” do you wanna go? with me?” 
you almost laugh at how choppy her sentence is. you know that you shouldn’t go, it was already bad enough that the two of you were conversing so much— but you obliged anyways. she was just a friend, don’t friends hang out? 
“sure.” you give her a warm smile, “why not?”
she nods, “alright. cool.”
as you both stepped out of the library, the cool evening air wrapped around you, the sky fading into deeper shades of orange and purple. the colors bled together beautifully, and it made you smile at what a wonderful creation it was. billie walked beside you, her usual swagger a little muted. the silence between you wasn’t uncomfortable, but there was a noticeable shift in her energy.
“hey,” billie started, her voice softer than usual. you glanced at her, surprised by the change in tone as you both kept walking down campus. her hands were stuffed into her jacket pockets, and her gaze was fixed on the ground ahead, not even bothering to look at you. she seemed shameful. “about the other night at the diner… i just— i need to say that i’m really fucking sorry.”
you stopped in your tracks, turning to face her fully. her expression was uncharacteristically serious, the usual teasing glint in her eyes replaced by something more vulnerable. it was extremely unexpected, and you kind of wish she hadn’t said anything at all— because now you had to discuss it. 
“you’re… apologizing?” you asked, not meaning to sound so incredulous, but you couldn’t help it. it was just so out of the blue, and you assumed she was one of those people who’d chat with you after something happens to compensate for what she did wrong. 
“yeah,” she said, her lips twitching into a faint, self-deprecating smile, “look, i know i was a jerk. i pushed too hard, and i made you uncomfortable. i was drunk as shit, but that still wasn’t cool of me. not an excuse. so… i’m sorry.”
you blinked, caught off guard by her sincerity. it was rare to see this side of her, and for a moment, you didn’t know what to say. “thank you,” you said finally, your voice soft. “i appreciate that.”
you two laughed, the tension between you dissolving as the two of you headed toward a nearby café. it was cute— white with pink accents, and it was definitely right up your alley. you were surprised you had never heard of it, and you made a mental note to come here in the mornings for your alone Bible studies. 
billie opened the door for you, ushering her hand in front of you with a grand gesture, “m’lady.” 
you feel yourself shrivel at her words. it was a joke— you shouldn’t be so stuck up about it, and you aren’t even sure why her saying that would make you feel…off. it would’ve been totally different if one of your girls said it, and that’s what bothers you. what was so different about you and billie’s friendship? why did it bother you so much? 
you stepped inside the restaurant, trying to play off how nervous you are. the café is cozy and warm, the scent of freshly brewed coffee filling the air as you slid into a booth across from billie. she handed you a menu, though you both already knew you’d order something simple. it was nearly seven now, and coffee at night usually wasn’t your thing— so you settled on ordering decaf. 
“so,” billie spoke, resting her chin on her hand as she watched you skim the menu. “what’s your go-to?”
“just a latte,” you said, setting the menu down. you rest your head on your hands, “well— not today. it’s too late for all that caffeine, so i think i’ll go with decaf. what about you?”
“black coffee,” she said with a shrug. she flips to the back of the menu, her movements smooth, “i like it bitter. keeps me sharp.”
you raised an eyebrow, unable to resist teasing her. you felt slightly more comfortable after her apology, like you really could be friends. you try joking around with her instead of her initiating the teasing while you try not to pass out. “yeah, bitter suits you.”
she laughed, her eyes crinkling at the corners. it makes you feel good that you could make her feel the same way she made you feel. “touché, princess. touché.”
when the drinks finally arrived, billie slid yours across the table to you, her fingers brushing against yours briefly as she passed you a straw. you ignored the spark of warmth that shot through you, focusing instead on the beautiful and intricate foam art in your cup.
“so,” billie started after a few moments of quiet, her tone casual but curious. she takes a sip of her coffee first before speaking again, and it’s astonishing how she doesn’t react at the taste of her bitter coffee. “why yale? what made you pick it?”
you took a sip of your latte, thinking about your answer. “it just felt right,” you said after a moment. “the programs, the campus, the challenge. it just… felt like where i was supposed to be. i wanted to be successful, and this seemed like the place to do it.” 
billie nodded, her blue eyes glossed with thoughtfulness, attentiveness, like she didn’t want to miss anything you could have to say. “that’s cool. i get that.”
“what about you?” you asked her, leaning forward slightly, trying to keep the conversation at an easy flow, “you said you like the library. is music the only thing you have interest in?”
she grinned, a hint of her usual playfulness returning. she sets her cup of coffee down, “wouldn’t you like to know?”
you rolled your eyes, but your curiosity was piqued, “well, yeah— that’s why i asked.”
“fine, fine,” she said, holding up her hands in mock defeat. “just joking with you. but i fuck with art a lot. i’m drawing constantly, and it’s a major reason why half the songs i’ve written are even written. music is just what i love the most, and i’d be a much better musician than an artist. i’m no picasso.” 
your eyebrows shot up in surprise, your head boding eagerly, “really? i didn’t know you were into art like that.”
“there’s a lot you don’t know about me, princess,” she said with a smirk. but then her expression softened. “music’s… it’s my thing. it’s how i make sense of the world, y’know? it’s kind of like my therapy. but art is like that, too. both go hand in hand.” 
you nodded, a small smile forming on your lips. you finish off your coffee, sipping until only ice remains. “that’s… really cool, billie. i think it’s amazing that you’re so passionate about it.”
she looked at you for a moment, her gaze steady and warm. “thanks,” she said softly.
the conversation flowed easily after that, the two of you sharing bits and pieces of your lives over coffee. by the time both of your cups were empty, you felt like you understood her a little better— and maybe, she wasn’t as intimidating as she seemed. 
you both finished up, as you stood to leave, billie pulled out her phone, handing it to you with a small grin. “here,” she pressed her phone into your hands, “put your number in. in case you hate the book and need to yell at me about it, of course.” 
you really didn’t know if this was the best idea. it was back and forth— somethings felt alright, but this felt like too much. 
but you can’t keep withdrawing yourself just because of how you feel. it’d be different if the both of you were feeling off, but you just felt like you were making things weird now. so you laughed, taking the phone and quickly typing in your number. “or, you know, if i actually like it,” you said, handing it back to her.
“yeah,” she said, her grin softening into something more genuine, “that too.”
you nodded at her, the both of you treading out of the coffee shop before splitting off onto your separate ways. you fished out your phone from your bag and put your headphones in, your music loud, but your thoughts seemingly louder. 
as you walked back to your dorm, the quiet night air pressed softly against your skin. the faint hum of streetlights buzzed above you, casting pools of golden light along the sidewalk, swallowing the shadow of your footsteps. you held your phone tightly in your hand, replaying the evening’s events over and over in your head.
billie’s apology had surprised you. it wasn’t just the words—though those had been unexpected, too—but the way she’d said them. there was no smugness, no teasing grin. she had been genuine. it wasn’t a side of her you’d ever anticipated seeing, and it left you feeling… conflicted.
you sighed, your thoughts chasing each other in circles, one that clearly had no end. you try to be honest with yourself— there was no denying that billie intrigued you. she was so different from anyone you’d ever known— bold and unpredictable, but also unexpectedly thoughtful in her own way. the way her face lit up when she talked about that book, how her excitement made you feel lighter, even when you were sure you didn’t want to.
even your own friends this morning couldn’t cheer you up. it wasn’t what you needed— their pestering, the plethora of questions that they always had to ask, you didn’t need any of that. but billie made you feel content, airy, like you could let loose a little bit, even when you didn’t feel up to it. 
you frowned, kicking at a loose pebble on the sidewalk. why does she even care so much about what i think? why does she want to know me? the question sat uncomfortably in your chest, its edges sharp and unclear. part of you wanted to write it off as just another one of her games, but another part —the part that noticed the way her voice softened when she apologized to you—wasn’t so sure.
then there was the way she’d looked at you, her blue eyes steady and piercing. it wasn’t like she was trying to figure you out —no, it was like she already had, and she was waiting for you to catch up. it made you feel seen in a way that was both thrilling and absolutely terrifying.
stop overthinking it, you told yourself firmly, shaking your head. but even as you tried to brush it off, her voice echoed in your mind, teasing and warm. 
you couldn’t help but smile at that, though you tried to stifle it. you wiped your face with a cold hand. billie had a way of getting under your skin, and it wasn’t always in a bad way. she just could easily read you, and it scared you a little bit. 
you kept walking as the worship music in your ears grew louder, the volume amplifying until you were sure your earbuds would explode if you turned it up anymore. you had to drown these thoughts out. 
you mumbled a quick prayer to yourself— for clarification, for help on making the right decision. but it felt empty. as some of these prayers always did. 
you always prayed about this. always prayed that these feelings would melt. it wasn’t the first time you felt like your heart was playing tricks on you— you always longed for more than what seemed right and true. but everytime you begged God to remove these feelings, everytime you sat in church and raised your hands when you worshipped, you always felt like in this area of your life, there was no response. 
it was unfair. how could you be so loved, but so neglected? so cherished, but your questions remained unanswered?
as your dorm came into view, you pulled out your phone, scrolling through your messages with her. they weren’t much—just casual exchanges, some teasing, some thoughtful. she had already asked you about the book, and you hadn’t even opened it yet, which made you chuckle to yourself. usually you’d always be cheesing at billie’s dry humor and constant pestering, but they made you smile in a way that felt… new.
what is happening to me? you wondered, your steps slowing as you neared the door. you weren’t sure you wanted to answer that question yet.
instead, you typed out a quick reply to her last text, something simple and sarcastic to keep the conversation going.
but as you walked into your room and shut the door behind you, you couldn’t ignore the tiny flicker of excitement in your chest. you were so engrossed in your thoughts until you saw emma, literally sitting on your bed while scrolling through her phone. 
you froze in the doorway, your thoughts of billie screeching to a halt. “emma?” you asked, your voice laced with confusion and a hint of exasperation. “why are you on my bed?”
she didn’t even look up, her fingers swiping across the screen with practiced ease. she spoke nonchalantly, “cause your bed’s more comfortable than mine. and my charger’s too short to reach my desk, so…”
you sighed, tossing your bag onto your chair and slipping off your shoes, shoving them into their designated spot in your closet. “em. you could’ve asked.”
“and ruin the element of surprise?” she grinned, finally glancing up at you. “besides, you were out late. so spill. where were you?”
“i wasn’t out late,” you argued, brushing past her to grab a bottle of water from your desk. “it’s barely nine.”
emma raised an eyebrow, setting her phone down. “okay, fine. but where were you? and why do you look… different?”
“i don’t look different,” you muttered, avoiding her gaze as you took a long sip of water from your bottle on your beside table. 
but emma wasn’t buying it. she hopped off your bed and crossed her arms, blocking your path back to your chair. you groaned— this wasn’t going to be easy to get out of. 
“you’ve got that look. like, the ‘something interesting happened but i don’t want to talk about it’ look. so? out with it. deets please.” 
you groaned, flopping onto your bed where she’d just been lounging. “it’s nothing, emma. i just—i ran into someone at the library, and we ended up getting coffee. that’s all.”
“someone?” her eyebrows shot up, and her grin widened. “wait, was it a someone someone? like, a certain diner singer someone?”
you felt your cheeks heat up instantly. “why would you even think that?”
“because you’re blushing,” she said smugly, sitting cross-legged on the bed beside you. she put her phone away, her attention completely focused on you, “so, was it billie?”
“fine, yes,” you admitted, running a hand through your hair. there was no point in lying to the girl, so you kept it honest, “but it wasn’t like that. she apologized for the other night, and we just… talked.”
emma’s grin didn’t falter. if anything, it grew. “talked, huh? and now you’re all smiley and weird. sounds like more than just talking to me.”
“it wasn’t!” you insisted, though your voice lacked conviction, “she’s… complicated. but she was nice, and—ugh, i don’t know, emma. can we drop it? you’re always poking me about this.” 
“she’s nice, huh?” emma teased, nudging you playfully. “so, are we talking ‘nice’ as in friendly, or ‘nice’ as in ’i’d let her buy me coffee again’?”
you groaned again, grabbing a pillow and burying your face in it. you voice is muffled as you huff, “i literally hate you.”
“you love me,” she corrected, laughing as she poked your side, trying to grab the pillow from you, but you hold it tight. “but seriously, you don’t just light up like this for anyone. you’re into her, aren’t you?”
your muffled response came through the pillow. “i don’t like girls.”
emma finally pulled the pillow away with undying strength forcing you to look at her. her expression was softer now, more curious than teasing, “right, you don’t like girls— but you like her, and it’s okay if you don’t know. but, like, don’t shut it down just because it’s unexpected. maybe… see where it goes?”
you sighed, sitting up and hugging the pillow to your chest, “emma, i’m not gay. she’s just interesting, and fun to talk to— and the coffee was a bonus to her apology. i wasn’t going to turn that down. she’s cool, but i’m not into her, and i really wish that you and everyone else would stop trying to push this on me.” 
emma grows quiet. you’re clearly not in the mood, but she shrugs at you with a long sigh, “no one is pushing anything on you. it’s obvious that something's going on. i love you— but don’t take this out on us. if you’re confused, then fine, but don’t act like we’re forcing you to do something you literally aren’t already doing. be gay, don’t be gay— we don’t give a shit. you’re still my best friend, it was only jokes.” 
you didn’t respond. it kind of hurt, what emma said— but she was ultimately right. you couldn’t keep being so sensitive just because you couldn’t figure out your own feelings. it wasn’t fair to them, or anyone else, for that matter— it was between you and God alone. 
“i’m sorry.” you apologize, your voice thick with emotion, “i-i didn’t mean to. i’ll stop being so uptight.” 
she doesn’t necessarily know what you mean, but emma didn’t push. she just gave you a knowing smile and stood up, grabbing her phone from the desk. “well, whatever happens, i’ll be here to overanalyze it with you. i love you, okay? now, get some sleep, little lovebird.”
“goodnight, emma,” you muttered, sinking into your sheets as you heard the door slammed close, her footsteps eventually fading out. 
as the door clicked shut behind her, your heart began to race. there was so much going on, so much that made you feel unbalanced, unsteady. 
you reached for your phone, pulling the charger out and opening the Bible app. you clicked on your private notes and started writing, pouring your heart out in a way that felt vulnerable even to you. 
you wrote until your fingers ached. you wrote until you couldn’t see past the blanket of tears that covered your eyes. you were a mess— and you felt so…gross. all of this was wrong. you were too far gone now. 
you couldn’t be friends with billie. not right now, anyways. you couldn’t be friends with her because it was throwing you off your path. it was too much, and you didn’t necessarily adore the feeling of being confused. no matter what, this had to be the last time that you saw billie, that you—
your phone dings. a happy notification sailed across your screen, and you froze. 
billie: hey nerd. wanna hang out tomorrow after class? 
you let out a sigh, ignoring the message as you threw your phone onto the chair across from you lazily. you didn’t have the energy to respond, so you got up to flicker your lights off, forcing yourself to succumb to sleep. 
whatever you do— you have to get away from this girl, or she was going to ruin you. 
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thyme-in-a-bubble · 2 years ago
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the breakfast
lilac, chapter two
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a/n: when my love, @chvoswxtch, asked me to bring the horny energy of miss patty from gilmore girls, of course I fucking did it, I'm not a criminal, that's what we all deserve
summary: “well, hello stranger.” 
warnings: lumberjack!frank castle x reader, lumberjack AU, pete castiglione era, past domestic violence, crazy ex trope, slow burn, wholesome villagers being adorable
word count: 2373
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The Lilac Inn wasn’t just an inn to the citizens of Dunbrook. It was its beating heart, a hub for the small community to gather. 
As the town’s only culinary establishment, the residents had always made a habit of eating a fair amount of their meals in the inn’s dining room, the door to the kitchen often staying wide open so that Harvey wouldn’t have to leave the stove in order to catch all of the juicy small-town gossip that had people blabbering. 
“Dad, did you turn off my alarm?” you snapped as soon as your scurrying feet carried you into the bustling kitchen.
Not lifting his eyes from the loaf of bread he was currently slicing, your dad simply countered with a jovial, “well, good morning to you too, sleeping beauty!”
“Dad,” you sighed, jaw clenching at his usual demeanour, the paralysing dream you’d just roused from not setting you up to be in the right mood for such a level of positivity. 
“You just looked like you could use the extra hour or two,” a smile still warm on his lips, the middle-aged man defensively raised his hands.
“But I’m supposed to help you out,” your eyes followed his movements as he trotted towards the stove, “I can’t do that if I’m asleep.”
“Exactly,” your dad passed by a hook full of tangled textiles and tossed you an apron, “that’s why I let you go a little longer so that you wouldn’t doze off on me before lunchtime arrives.” 
“I wouldn’t have dozed off…” you mumbled pettily as you tied the linen around your waist. Exhaling lowly as you watched him crack two eggs into a sizzling skillet, you asked, “what can I do?”
“Well for starters,” he tossed the shells into a small scrap bowl to his side, “these were the last eggs, so if you could go get some more out by the front desk, that would be superb.”
“Why do you have eggs on the front desk?”
“Because Otto’s chickens are laying a lot right now and so he told me he’d give me some today when he swung by for breakfast.” 
“Wait, Sheriff Nilsen has chickens now?”
“Yeah, has for a long time,” the decade of you not living here grew palpable, “he usually just drops the extra ones off here, so they should already be there because I just took his order two minutes ago.”
“Alright,” you disappeared through the back door and snaked down the narrow corridor, ending up behind the messy reception area. 
Your eyes didn’t have to search for long before you noticed the petite basket, brimming with beige eggs, resting on the top of the counter right beside the small rolodex that displayed what date it was. Grasping it in your hand, your vision momentarily drifted down to the small, framed photo nuzzled behind the ever-open logbook. Sitting on the swing that still hung from one of the sturdy trees out back, head adorably posed in a tiny palm, there a 7-year-old version of you sat, forever frozen in that singular moment, beaming up at the camera. 
“Ah!” a sharp voice boomed as you heard the front door swing shut, “oh my goodness, oh my god! Y/n!”
Raising your chin, your eyes grew wide at the rotund woman beaming at you from the doormat, “miss Rays!” you hurried around the front desk, “oh my god, it’s been so long!” 
Capturing you in a hug, she pressed your form into her bosom, “darling, we’re not in bed together, call me Donna.”
Pulling back with a light chuckle, your eyes fluttered over her features, “you haven’t changed one bit,” her lipstick still a fiery shade red and hair still short and feathery framing her plump cheeks.
“You however have,” she clasped your free hand in hers, guiding your figure to give her a good view, “oh, do a little spin for me,” you bashfully obliged with a giggle, “yes! Honey, who is this woman, what have you done with the adorable little girl I used to tutor?”
To your knowledge, Dunbrook never really had a proper school, but for as long as you could recall Donna had always operated as a teacher to the handful of children that called the reclusive mountain village their home. Even though it was just run out of her living room, she had still been the best teacher you’d ever had, her patient way rivalling any of the professors you had to endure when you went off for college. As a matter of fact, she had been the person who’d pushed you to send in the application, praising that you were too clever not to go out and change the world. 
“Oh, stop it,” you sighed light-heartedly, a chuckle still bubbling out of your chest as you shifted the subject away from your own appearance, “so, you still come here for breakfast?”
“Of course, I do, you’ve tasted your father’s cooking,” readjusting her purse, she hooked her arm in yours, “a real shame that he’s never accepted any of my offers of becoming your stepmom,” she leaned in to add as you crossed over the threshold into the dinner room, “I could have been served all my meals in bed like some Egyptian queen!” 
“I’m sure you can easily find another fellow that can handle himself in the kitchen,” the click-clack of her heels came to a stop by one of the small round tables, her eyes briefly taking in the other patrons before a slight crease appeared betwixt her polished brows. 
“Oh, darn it,” her vision stayed glued to the table in the corner as she lowered herself onto her seat, “he’s not sitting at his usual table…”
“Who?”
“The eye candy over there,” she tilted her chin in the direction of the broad, muted flannel-clad back of the man sitting by the window furthest down at the bottom of the room, “you see, I asked your dear father to always reserve this spot for me just so that I can have a great view, if you know what I mean…” gulping down the rest of his coffee, the man’s head tilted enough for you to recognise whom the rugged looking visage belonged to, “oh boy, I tell you, if I was 30 years younger…”
Haven assumed that you’d never again run into the stranger who’d helped you just the day before, a warm flutter suddenly trickled down your spine, “like that’s ever stopped you before,” you pointed out, snapping your eyes out of their trance, “so, uh, do you know what you want to eat or do you just want some coffee or something while you think on it?” you took two steps towards the oblong table where mismatched teacups where stacked and the steam of a few thermoses, all containing a different hot beverage then the next, billowed out.
“Some coffee would be lovely,” she smiled as you with one hand snatched up a mug and the decanter labelled as such, “and some oatmeal if you don’t mind, sweetie.”
Promptly pouring her a cup, you then signed off with a wink, “you got it,” before your vision landed upon the latest of Donna’s abundant infatuations once more. 
Attempting to make the short journey seem spontaneous and effortless, you bounced from table to table, topping off people's cups, before reaching the final one. 
Drawing in a deep breath, your embarrassingly giddy voice then found his ears, “well, hello stranger.” 
Eyes flickering away from the newspaper sprawled out before him, a look of shock washed over his gruff features as he glanced up at you, “oh, hi.”
“Pete–, it is Pete, right?” you checked, slight mortification beginning to brew within your belly. 
“Yes, ma'am,” his head nodded ever so slightly.
“Do you want a refill, Pete?” you savoured the taste of his name on your tongue. 
“Sorry?” his brows furrowed at your offer. 
“Your coffee,” you pointed with the hand that clutched the handle of the thermos, “do you want some more?”
“Oh,” he breathed, though the puzzled look didn’t seem to fade, “yes, always.” 
Leaning in slightly over the newspaper, you filled up the drained mug, only a murky ring at the bottom indicating what it had previously contained, “and can I get you something to eat as well?” 
Eyes narrowing, he stared up at you, “is your vacation really already so boring that you got a job here or what?”
“Oh,” you couldn’t help but breathe out a light chuckle as you answered, “I’m not on vacation and I guess, kinda,” staring back into his eyes as you attempted to repeat your question, “so, do you want any–,” though before you could finish the sentence, out pranced your father, a plate of food balanced in his palm. 
“2 eggs sunny side up and some sourdough toast, as per usual,” he sang as his long arm came down to slice the air between your forms, placing the dish upon the table. 
Briefly catching his eye, Pete then offered a polite nod of gratitude, “thank you,” folding the paper up and scooting the meal closer. 
Feeling the small basket of eggs disappear from your grip, you blinked back at your father as he softly requested in your ear, “honey, could you give me a hand in the back when you’re done out here?”
“Sure, dad,” you flashed him a smile before watching him disappear once more. 
Feet still glued to the floorboards right by Pete’s table, your vision then returned to him as his deep voice washed over you, “so, you’re Harvey’s kid, then?”
“Yep, that’s my dad,” your balance briefly shifted as you rocked on the balls of your feet, “thank you, by the way, for yesterday.”
“Oh, it’s no problem,” his fork punctured one of the golden yokes, “how’s your car looking?” 
“I don’t really know yet. The local mechanic is taking a look today, so fingers crossed it’s not anything too catastrophic,” you felt your palms begin to sweat as he simply stared up at you in silence, “anyhow,” you averted your gaze nervously, “I’ll stop bothering you, let eat in peace,” you nearly bumped into the chair behind you as you backed up towards the kitchen, the near accident not managing to draw any words out of him, only the hint of a smile twitched at the corner of his lips, “see you around, I guess…” 
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“Hey, dad?” 
Briefly raising his eyes from the logbook cracked open on the wooden counter, he glanced up at you as you bounced down the wide staircase, “yeah, pumpkin?”
Hand tracing the railing, with the aid of the grip, you swung your form around the last post as you ascended the final step, “did you know that the hot water doesn’t work? Like at all.”
“Yeah, that and about a million other things around here,” he sighed, vision returning to the ledger as you rested your folded-up arms upon the top of the reception, “this is a beautiful historic building… and what I mean by that is that there are too many things that either don’t work the way they should or at all. I am not a millionaire, honey. If I was, then the issues wouldn’t be piling up the way that they are…”
Bottom lip snug between your teeth, your mind raced a moment before you quietly theorised, “exactly how long is that list?”
Eyes racing to find your eyes, your father joked, “why? Did you become a contractor while living in New York or something?”
“No, but I was always the handy one out of the two of us,” you noted before your shoulders raised in an innocent shrug, “how hard could it be?”
“Let me get this right,” he raised a palm up between you as his eyes crinkled even further, “you’re telling me you wanna try and patch this place up?”
“Well, it couldn’t hurt the business side of things. When was the last time you booked out more than two rooms at a time here?”
“Oh, no, no,” the moustachioed man then began to shake his head, “you’re not turning this place into some fake, glossy tourist attraction.”
Swinging around to his side of the counter, you assured him, “hey, I’m not saying let's flood this place with tourists, but maybe just a handful more?” tilting your head in an attempt to catch his gaze that had now returned to the open book, “just enough to make ends meet, perhaps also enough to at some point hire someone else so that you won’t work yourself to death…” 
Eyes frozen on the page before him, a long exhale then flowed from his lungs as he deliberated. 
“Alright, fine, yeah, I guess that wouldn’t be that bad…” he tried to downplay the smile that blossomed upon his lips.
Spine pressed against the edge of the front desk, you then braced with your palms and hauled yourself up onto the spot that was just clear enough for you to sit there without knocking any knickknacks over. 
“So,” you drew out, searching for a new topic to explore, “Donna seems to be quite set on that guy Pete to be her new husband, huh?”
“Oh, yeah,” Harvey chortled, “but you know her, she’s like a dog spotting a pheasant every time she sees a new man. I think genuinely I might be the only person in town who isn’t either terrified of him or has some desire to sleep with him.”
“How long has he been here anyway?”
“Eh,” he glanced up at the stained glass adorning the front door as he thought, “maybe a year or two? He mostly keeps to himself, lives up in a cabin in the woods and only really comes down here to either provide some firewood to whoever needs it or have some coffee,” vision landing on you, he then noted, “you however seemed to have broken through to him quite quickly. Took me like 5 months to get anything more than a grunt of recognition out of him.”
“Oh,” you couldn’t stop your eyebrows as they promptly rose up, “well, he kinda helped me the day that I got here. He was the guy I caught a ride with…”
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microknifeyuri · 1 year ago
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Im very Interested on that au that you created, the one where skull and computer are mic's dads, can you tell more abt it?
HELLO YEAH I'VE BEEN MEANING TO TALK ABOUT THIS AU. SO CURRENTLY IT HAS LIKE 4-5 VERSIONS/ALT TIMELINES? BUT I'LL TALK ABOUT THE MAIN ONE.
ALRIGHT. FIRST OF ALL HERE'S COMPUTER'S AND SKULL'S DESIGNS.
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Okay so. In the main AU, the ending does happen but it goes very differently. Computer DOES die, however, the other objects give him their powers in order to revive him alongside Bomb. This gave him not only enough emotional strenght, but also the necessary power to kill EC. So of course he's not dead and still has his body.
Computer still raises himself up to the sky to fix all the damage EC caused, and once the sky is blue, he passes out and falls, and Skull catches him.
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Luckily he's very much alive so Skull gets him back to their home and they very much play Fornite after having some dinner Skull prepared and start having a chill life. Everything else happens such as WaterBucket's wedding and the show being over, they're all just at peace and end up being pretty close to eachother. Yes, this includes Cobalt Blue and Cigar on the group despite their stuff.
Some time passes and Skull & Computer end up getting engaged, married and then... they decide that they want to be parents. And so their first kid was Mic, and everyone and themselves included made sure she felt comfortable and safe + that she was a happy kid.
Later on Micro (EEE) and Mike (WEB) join the family. Same thing happens with them. As of now, they're still a very big family, even if the three microphone siblings are very much doing their own thing. Computer and Skull are still very much in love and married and their world is at peace, and they very much remain in contact with their kiddos as well. The TDOS fam is big and messy but they all love eachother.
That's a small resume on it though!! If you wanna know more about it lemme know!!! The other timelines of this AU are very much sadder. 👍
also shotout to burgy and lilac for helping me on this au as well
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hyunsvngs · 1 year ago
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If i say mean!fem innie’s fav position is scissoring bc she can be on top of you and press all of her weight into you, being able to lean back and spot on the both of you to keep it nasty… maybe even chokes you 😁
ohhh god yeah. sorry for the mommy kink but its me after all so
she’s got you on your back, legs splayed over hers as she ruts her dripping core onto yours. you’re entranced by the feeling of her soaking clit, the sight of her perky little tits bouncing above you and her abs flexing as she ruins you. you’ve cum once already, and she has no signs of stopping, manicured fingernails digging into your thigh with no restraint.
it’s when she leans forward, lips pursing and dribbling spit onto your pussies that you whine. the slide starts to be just a bit slicker, the drag a bit wetter and it’s so messy, so fucking messy and you belatedly realise you’re going to cum again.
“oh, oh- mommy, mommy, innie, ‘m gonna cum-?” you keen, thrusting your hips up to meet hers. jeongin’s got a smirk on her face, eyes gazing down at you with something akin to admiration.
“if you cum on mommy’s pussy again, you’ve got to lick it off, ‘kay?” her voice is saccharinely sweet, and you nod, moaning out. you’d love nothing more than to have her pussy on your face, drowning you in your combined juices.
the orgasm takes over you before you even register it. jeongin reaches down, two long, lilac nails tweaking at your nipple and you’re done. you squeal as you cum, fluids gushing all over your girlfriend’s pussy lips.
she gives you no time to recover. she’s smirking, rising up to position her pussy over your face, and you can’t help but grab onto lithe thighs to lower her onto your mouth. the smattering of hair on her mound tickles your nose and you sigh, running your tongue through her pretty pink folds.
“that’s it, baby,” jeongin sighs, leaning back on her forearms. “eat mommy’s pussy, just like that. can you taste yourself?”
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daaydreamy · 2 years ago
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HAPPY 2k FOLLOWERS will you please do a sugarbaby!harry concept ??
i look nice on you
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summary: y/n bought harry more new things.
warnings: coarse language, smut, gagging
pairing: harry styles x fem!reader
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“Do you like them?”
Harry was still trying to come back down from his orgasm, the aftershocks still running through his body. His fingers were still curled up tightly into the sheets and it took him a little bit to relax. His chest was rising and falling as he tried to catch his breath, his face a little shiny and flushed with arousal. His thighs were pressed together firmly as he felt Y/N’s fingers running along his sides and stomach, goosebumps rising from his skin from the feeling.
“Yeah.” He said breathily, cheeks flushing even more.
“Good.” Her lips tugged up into a small smile and she moved to get in between his legs, and Harry reluctantly spread them again to let her. He let out a small whimper when Y/N hooked her fingers into the sides of the brand new set of light pink panties she had bought the other day, starting to pull them off, causing the textured lace to drag against his sensitive cock.
“You’re so good.” She murmured, “Made them all messy, just like I told you to. Maybe I’ll buy you a new pair, hm?” She looked up at his face as she finally got them off, watching him nod a little.
“Then you can show me how they look on you.” She teased, holding the filthy panties in her hand and moving up to his face. She leaned down and gave him a quick, soft kiss, and Harry’s eyes couldn’t stop flickering to the messy panties in her hand.
“See, look.” She forced him to look at them, “They’re so dirty.” She then looked back into his eyes, her eyes slowly moving down to his wet, parted lips.
“Open.” She said softly and Harry opened his pretty mouth, brows furrowing and whimpering quietly when she started shoving the fabric into his mouth, allowing him to taste himself.
“Gonna let me fuck you properly now?” Her smile was bright and teasing.
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jovenshires · 1 year ago
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hi katie jovenshires im a big fan. if ur ok with sharing, what ships are in the botb au and what are the vibes for each 👀
thank you so much!! <3<3<3
hmm i've been thinking about this and i think i'm only deadset on spommy, ianthony, kolivia, and amangela as far as like. my canon goes. not sure what if any other ships im gonna include... ive gone back and forth with shaymien and shaynse too but not sure!!
but, i will say, for the most part the edits are mostly left up to interpretation so you can all decide whatever ships you want really!! (or if you don't want any ships at all that's cool too <3) like i've said to me the botbau is a little collaborative barbie world that we can all make whatever we want out of. like i told someone the other day - if you wanna write a fic or make an edit or something for this and it doesn't exactly line up with what i might write or think ab the au... PLEASE go for it. it is out there, public domain now, do with it what you will. and i will love and eat it up no matter what!!
as for the vibes in MY head, i will throw them under the cut so this post doesn't get too long KFNLKNKFNF
spommy: i've covered this a little before here so if you want the full version check that out but BASICALLY spommy is kind of rivals-to-friends-to-lovers except tommy has an Extremely one-sided beef and spencer just thinks he's cool and wants to be buds. eventually spencer wins him over and then... uh oh! love! once again skimmin some details that, if i ever Write A Fic for it, will be spoilers. but that’s the idea you know
ianthony: taking this directly from my dms to lilac but basically. ianthony botbau my beloveds....... to relearn how to co-pilot something with someone that should come so second-hand to you but you're both different people now but your feelings carry through anyway for who they were and are and will be........ yeah theyre everything to me. in a way it's a mirror to life/what actually happened to them with smosh (art imitates life) but the divorce era was even MORE famous because they're like a household name so it was a lot more pressure. idk yet if they were together beforehand and then broke up and now they're getting BACK together or if they had unresolved feelings they never dealt with and now they're struggling to reconcile them with their renewed friendship AND reunited band/the fame that comes from that... but either way they are Messy. im obsessed.
kolivia: kolivia in this au fascinates me because in my head keith is kind of known for being a player and fucking around but i think he stopped that Ages ago because. these two are basically dating. like they don't put a label on it and it's not public and i don't even know if THEY know how in love they are. but they live together. they sleep together "just to blow off steam" (come on now). they don't date other people. everyone can see it but them type beat. olivia's like "he's not my boyfriend" and then picks up the phone and is like "hi baby do you want chinese for dinner" NDLFKNANKSFLN like they are exclusive and they have deep feelings for each other but they are both so deeply in denial that they swear they're not dating. they have realistically been in a relationship for like five years.
amangela: RIVALS TO LOVERS AGAINNNN i have talked about this one a Lot with baflegacy bc like. they are my roman empire. at least these two have met on multiple occasions and actually fought with each other - they keep meeting at gigs/in bars and bickering. angela "clearly abba is the best band ever" giarratana and amanda "WHAT about fleetwood mac you DUMB ASS" lehan-canto. like they meet a bunch and EVERY time they end up bickering. meanwhile angela keeps seeing thirst traps of amanda on tiktok and being like "why are all the lesbians obsessed with her she SUCKS" and chanse and arasha, who have heard this three million times, are like "yeah okay buddy whatever helps you sleep at night." meanwhile amanda is living her bliss <3 and then they realize they're both in battle of the bands and uh oh! things come to a head!
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twinkletoeskc · 7 months ago
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Untitled Marauders Fanfic Ch.4
Link to Ch. 3
Summary: Arden, Cosette, and Kalliope turn up to their Saturday morning detentions joined by the marauders. Surely no mischief will come about with this group of students.
Heavy enemies to lovers trope, slow burn, multiple relationships, multiple POVs, found family, toxic relationships, abusive families
Ships: James Potter x O/C, Remus Lupin x O/C, Sirius Black x O/C
Warnings: none
A/N: Hello everyone, thank you for the continuous support on this story it is greatly appreciated. Though some not exciting news is that after this chapter the updates will be less frequent as the first four chapters were pre-written. so please be patient in between chapters, and i will continue to post other media about the story in the meantime.
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Untitled Fanfic Ch. 4
Kal’s eyes are blurry with residual sleep as she sits waiting on the floor beside the door to the Potions classroom. She leans her head against the wall, letting her eyes close. She didn’t mean to arrive fifteen minutes early, but one of the girls in her dorm sleep talks and often wakes her up far earlier than she ever wants to. 
Such was the case this morning when she awoke to the girl screaming in her sleep. Kal jerked awake, recoiled right off the bed, and entangled herself into the crimson canopy. Frightened, disgruntled, and fully awake, Kal decided that the practical course of action would be to start her day a little early, 
“What are you doing here so early?”
She opens her eyes to see James Potter standing above her, his hair matted to his head with sweat and his face and robes filthy with mud and dirt. Her face twists with disgust, and she pulls her legs into herself so he won’t dirty her pants. “Because I like being punctual. Why are you disgusting?” 
He huffs out a little laugh, running a hand through his messy hair. “Quidditch practice.” 
She looks at him unimpressed, “And you couldn’t have showered before?” 
He shrugs, “I mean, I could have, but it was either that or fit in a little extra practice time before detention.” 
“God Prongs, you’re filthy,” comes a voice from the hallway, and Remus Lupin makes his appearance. He looks slightly better than he did the previous day. The bruises under his eyes are more of a lilac than a deep plum, and he looks respectable in his corduroys and cable knit sweater despite it being so early into the weekend. He comes to stand by James and discovers Kal on the ground. His face instantly flushes with embarrassment, and his eyes shift away. 
“’Lo, Kalliope…” he mumbles. 
She frowns at her full name, grunting in lieu of a response, her eyes returning to James. “Prongs?”
He looks at her, raising his eyebrows expectantly. “Yeah?” 
“Why did he call you that?” 
A coy half smile toys on his lips, “Want to take a guess?” 
She falters, and Remus rolls his eyes, “It’s because his Patronus is a stag.” James clicks his teeth, mumbling something under his breath that sounded vaguely like “Ruined it…” 
Remus sighs; pulling his wand out of his pocket, he points it at James and mumbles “Scourgify.” The muck covering James’s body is suddenly repelled, flinging itself instead onto the walls and the floor. Kal has to duck to avoid a splash of mud from slapping her in the face. “Hey!” James gags, spitting frothy pink soap onto the ground and glaring at Remus. The boy shrugs, “You look like a prat when you come in from Quidditch looking like that. Everyone knows you’re doing it for attention.” 
“Am not.” James grumbles, sliding a hand through his hair to ruffle his flattening trusses. Kal watches the interaction with satisfaction as James continues to complain, his lips producing pink soapy bubbles. 
She can hear footsteps to her right, and as she looks that way, she can see the Hufflepuff girl from the other night in the woods walking towards them. She has a messenger bag slung over a shoulder and her wand perched lazily in her hand. A scroll of parchment suspends itself in the air before her. It appears that she is talking to herself, but upon closer inspection Kal can see that as she speaks, a quill scratches across the parchment in time with her words.
“…and as excitement for the first house match gathers, many fans are expecting James Potter to lead Gryffindor into yet another House Cup victory.” The girl finishes before flicking her wand and sending her supplies flying into her bag.
Kal’s mood sours slightly at James’s self-righteous expression. “Hello, all.” The girl says as she joins the group, and James’s eyes glimmer with interest, “Was that me you were talking about?” The girl’s head quirks as she sizes him up, “Is your name James Potter?” She asks, and James pauses, “Uh, yeah.” 
“Then obviously it was you I was talking about; well, writing about, more like. I’m doing a story on you for the Hogwarts Herald,” she sniffs, “God, you smell ghastly, do you know that?” He frowns at her, ignoring her observation “What is that?” The girl becomes distracted with rifling through her messenger bag, and it takes her a beat too long before she realizes that he is waiting for an answer. “Hmm? Oh, it’s the school newspaper. Do you mind if I get a quick interview from you, since we’re going to be in detention together and all?” Kal eyes the Hufflepuff curiously, “We don’t have a school newspaper.” 
The Hufflepuff dismisses her, “Well, yes, of course we don’t yet, but I’m working on that. So, about that interview…”  
“Hello boys,” Sirius materializes between the two boys, looping his long arms around their necks with an indolent grin. He notices Kal and his eyebrows jump with amusement, “And hello to you too cousin.” She smiles sardonically, “A pleasure.” He nods, “Naturally.” His eyes roam over the group and eventually find the Hufflepuff, “Oh, and you’re here too, uh…” 
“Cosette,” she supplies. 
“Cosette. Of course. I knew that.”
“Sirius, I told you to wait for me; I always get lost on the stairs to the dungeons,” comes a whiney voice from the dark corridor. Sirius regards the boy lightly, an eye roll present in his voice if not in his expression, “Sorry, Wormy. Got bored.” Peter Pettigrew stands on the other side of James Potter, a couple inches shorter and his insecure visage in stark contrast to James’s cocky demeanor, Sirius’s cool confidence, and Remus’s self-assuredness. 
Unsure footsteps echo their way to the group, and Arden appears from the shadows looking hesitant. 
“There you are! Just in time for the fun!” Sirius says, reclined against the stone wall with a lazy grin on his face. Arden’s eyes flit slowly across the group, and Lupin slyly ducks behind James. “You are all here for detention with Slughorn?” She asks. She’s met with a haphazard chorus of yesses, and she snorts. “What a treat,” she mumbles sarcastically. 
“What landed you three in jolly ol’ detention, hmm?” Sirius asks. “Same as you three, I suspect,” Cosette says, still digging through her messenger bag for something. She must have cast some enlargement spell to the interior because she’s elbow deep now. “Caught romping through the forbidden forest.” 
“Ah,” James chuffs, “Amateurs.” 
Arden’s head tilts, “So, you’re not in detention for the forbidden forest, then?” 
“Merlin, no. We’re in the forest all the time.” James grins, “Sirius and I got three weeks detention for putting a “hide and seek” charm on all of Slytherin’s brooms before their first practice.”
“Me too!” Peter squeaks. 
“Ah, yes how could I forget. You did a piss poor job of keeping watch.” James rolls his eyes. 
Arden’s frowns, “Their first practice was today…” 
“Well, it was supposed to be,” Sirius says, “Last I heard they still haven’t found their brooms.” 
“Blimey, three weeks detention, already? The first week of term?” Cossette remarks. 
“You landed detention the first night,” James says blankly. Cossette blinks, “Yes, well…” 
“What are you in for Loony—uh, Remus?” Kal asks, craning her neck to peek at him from behind James. Lupin startles briefly and clears his throat, stepping just so out of James’s shadow. “Well, I skipped my first class of term… and got caught faking a note from Dumbledore.” His eyes flicker ever so slightly to Arden, and her face heats up with understanding. 
Kal frowns suspiciously, “What would you need a fake note from Dumbledore for?” Lupin drops his gaze to his worn loafers, “Ah, well—” 
“There you all are! And with a minute to spare! Well done.” A jovial greeting echoes from the hallway, and Horace Slughorn appears, the colors of his fine robes dulled by the dingey dungeon light. He shuffles his way between them, unlocking the door with a quick flick of his wand. They file in behind him into the empty potions classroom, their eyes straining against the darkness. 
“I will say, I did not expect to have so many students in need of detention this early in the term.” Professor Slughorn comments, setting the wicks on a dozen candles ablaze with another motion of his wand. He settles behind his desk with a pleasant expression, the chair groaning beneath him. “And I was especially surprised to see one of my prefects on the list…” 
Arden’s face alights as his twinkling gaze finds her, “Professor I—” 
He raises a hand, a laugh bubbling up from him. “No need, Miss Wilkes.” He chuckles, “I quite fancy seeing a rebellious streak in my best students. Builds character.” He winks, and she smiles meekly. His gaze turns to find the four boys, “You lot I am less surprised to see.” 
Sirius nods in greeting, smirking, “’Lo professor.” 
Slughorn sighs, “Right! Well, thankfully I do have something in need of doing, so your time will not be wasted. I have several out-of-commission cauldrons taking up space in my classroom. I would like for you to sort these cauldrons into what can be cleaned and repaired or what must be disposed of, and I will ask you to clean and repair the cauldrons you can within your ability to do so, yes?” 
There’s a general mumbling amongst the group and Slughorn smiles, clapping his hand together, “Lovely, well, as you can see, I have already gathered the cauldrons and…” 
He trails off as a small owl flitters into the classroom, a note tied to its ankle. The owl lands on Slughorn’s desk, and the man unties the note, fumbling with the spectacles in his breast pocket before reading it. He stands quickly, buzzing with a different excitement as he crumples the note in his thick fist. “I am dreadfully sorry students, my presence is eagerly demanded at the Three Broomsticks'' His rosy cheeks glow as he adds in a conspiratorial mumble,” By Madam Rosmerta herself, no less.”  The students share an uncertain look as he titters to himself.
“So, we’re free to go, then?” Remus asks. Slughorn looks at him startled, “Oh, certainly not. I would be severely reprimanded if I let you lot loose with no work to show for it.” He slowly makes his way to the door, walking backward to keep his eyes on the students. “I will simply lock you in here until noon, trusting that you will take care of my cauldrons.” 
Arden raises a hand vaguely, “Um, Professor? Are you sure that is safe—” 
“Miss Wilkes, you wound me! I would never leave you in a situation I thought at all unsavory. Besides, I have faith in you to shape this group into some real fine cauldron repairers. By the end of your detention, you might even begin to compete with the house elves!” He makes it to the other side of the door, a cheerful smile disrupting his mustache. With a raise of his wand hand, he declares “Cheers!” and the door folds closed. 
And, with a dull thud, they are locked in.
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liviavanrouge · 26 days ago
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Forging Fate Trailer
Livia(10): Auntie?
Madeleine: *Glares at Livia and slaps her hands away* GET AWAY YOU CURSED BRAT!!
Madeleine: I wish your parents never had you, I wouldn't be in this predicament because of your natural bad luck, furball!!
Livia: *Trembles, her eyes starting to water as she smiles* Y-You're right, Auntie Madeleine...I'm sorry for being a burden...
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"For the longest I've taken care of my Aunt, even though my parents say I shouldn't because she's too far gone and no matter what I did she'd never get better"
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Madeleine: *Lays asleep in her bed, her hair messy*
Livia(16): *Peeks in with food* Auntie? I brought snacks..!
Livia: *Tip toes over, setting the basket down on the nightstand* I'll leave this here for you..
Madeleine: *Screams, clawing at her chest* NO!! N-NO! LEAVE HER ALONE! IT WAS ME!
Livia: *Looks at her aunt, quickly rushing over to her* AUNTIE?!
Madeleine: *Grabs Livia, her eyes wide as she stared at her* Livy...?
Madeleine: *Quickly sits up, checking Livia's face and arms* No...no burn marks...n-no wounds or rope burns!
Madeleine: Livia, how old are you?!
Livia: Sixteen, Auntie...
Madeleine: *Gasps then throws her arms around Livia, pulling her into a tight hug* A MIRACLE!! IT'S A MIRACLE!!
Madeleine: I'm so sorry! *Sobs, clutching Livia close* My baby niece, I'm so sorry, I was wrong, I was so wrong! I'm sorry, I swear I am so sorry!!
Livia: A-Auntie, it's okay!
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"It was strange but now I've been dragged into a new royal lifestyle where my Aunt is the queen and I have a step uncle and step cousin"
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Obari: *Holds Livia with one arm, the breeze blowing through his hair* See this kingdom, kid? It's all yours now too..
Obari: As my niece, you get whatever you so wish for, my dear..
Livia: Whatever I wish for?
Obari: Of course, you can have candy, gems, jewelry, my crown, my throne
Obari: Just say it and it's yours..
Livia: WH-WH-WHAAAA?!
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Gavin: So you're my step cousin...
Livia: Y-Yes?
Gavin: *Huffs, his eyes narrowed* You have chubby cheeks, what are they feeding you?
Livia: ...food?
Gavin: Hey, you like diamonds and all that gem stuff?
Gavin: *Sets down a jar filled with emerald, diamonds and other items* Here, all yours
Livia: HUUUH?!!
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"Seeing familiar faces makes this new journey better, I don't feel alone while here! But I've also encountered someone new!"
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Jack: *Sits up, ruffling his hair*
Livia: Babe?
Jack: *Looks at her surprised*
Livia: *Beams at him* JACK!! What are you doing here?
Jack: Vacation with my family...you?
Livia: My Aunt got married to the King..
Jack: WHAT?!
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Wayne: A lovely lady like yourself roaming alone, that's sad...how about I show you around!
Livia: Huh? Really, you'd take time out of your day to do such a thing?
Wayne: Of course, I don't mind! I enjoy new people!
Livia: *Giggles, smiling as he handed her back the parasol* Thank you, that's very sweet!
Wayne: *Flinches, his cheeks turning red* Aha...y-yeah!
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"This new adventure is gonna be one I'll never forget for as long as I shall live! This might be the best memory road I've ever created in this beautiful place!"
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{Season 1 Cover}
Madeleine: *Smiles, wearing a snowy white dress, a black ribbon around her waist with the ends hanging on her side, a hand on Livias back as she laid with her head in her husbands lap*
Livia: *Smiles slightly, holding a Holy Animal in her arms, wearing a purple dress that had lilac markings made from silver trimming, her hair in pigtails*
Gavin: *Sits with his legs crossed, smiling as he held a plate of cupcakes for Livia, a purple ribbon matching Livias dress in his hair perched at the back*
Obari: *Smiles, his gaze slightly blank, a finger twirling Madeleine's hair around it, his staff leaning against the tree the group was under, a lipstick kiss mark on his neck*
@queen-of-twisted
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night-fall-moon · 1 year ago
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Chapter 3: Recreation—Redoubt
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The next few days were pretty uneventful. Most of the stuff that happened was meeting with Shimoguchi in the hospital. After his whole team was slaughtered mercilessly he resided in the stiff bed after help arrived and rescued him, treating all his minor injuries.
Although it was Akane's job to join both Haise and Akira during these moments she decided to leave it all to the both of them deeming the task, "boring." Instead she walked over to the familiar scent of ground coffee and sweet, sweet, sugar. Her beige coat engulfed her curvy figure as she entered the warm café. A little bell at the top of the door alerting the barista upfront.
Her dark purple swaying behind her as she greeted the new customer with a small smile. Her voice coming out smoothly, her upturned smile making itself present in her voice.
"Welcome to Re, what can I get you..?"
Her eyes widened in surprise as she trailed off. In front of her stood the short woman. Her lilac hair pulled up into a messy bun, her lips stained a bloody red making her pale complexion stand out even more. Her lips curled into a small smile, "Hi, Touka," she waved.
The woman felt conflicted, but a small warmth spread throughout her chest seeing a familiar face after all these years of living in solitude.
"I hope you don't mind brewing me a drink."
"I.. uh. Sure, plain brew?"
Nodding she sat by the counter up front and waited patiently. She looked around the place and noticed shelves and shelves of books on the walls of the café. They varied from informational novels, romance, historical fiction, thrillers, and other varying genres. The vibe of the café was calm, cozy—it felt like a safe haven, the dim lights making her feel at home.
In an instant Touka came back and settled the cup in front of her.
"Nice place you got here, Touka. Reminds me of Anteiku, you know? But the books are throwing me off." She said as she sipped the scalding liquid, her throat burning at the temperature, but she managed the pain.
"What are you doing here?" Touka inquired, feeling a bit off edge at her sudden appearance.
"You know you aren't being slick with the books. I bet if Kaneki visited he'd move in—in point five seconds." She chuckled as her fingers traced the rim of the coffee cup.
The dark haired woman blushed at the words and tried to deny every word that came out of the busty woman's mouth. Cheeks became increasingly red as she stuttered over her words. Akane just laughed at the younger woman and shook her head.
"You're so easy to read, grape."
"W-what are you doing here?" She crossed her arms.
"Can't I visit? Damn, first, Nishiki, now you? Guess I'm unwanted everywhere I go." She joked about blowing on her cup.
"That's not what I meant, and you know that."
"Yeah, yeah." She rolled her eyes as she sipped on her cup once more,
"I wanted to escape from my job real quick." She shrugged as she looked into the brown liquid, her reflection gazing up at her.
"They're being a pain in the ass and I can't escape from them. I just wish I had my old life back, you know?" She chuckled whilst stroking the handle of the cup in a slow manner.
"Yeah. I know." Touka sighed
"What.. happened after we-"
"A lot. But it's best if we catch up at a later time, right now it's isn't safe to. Not here." She shook her head.
"You know, Anteiku was more like a family than my sister was, to me. I hope you know that I care for you and the others, Touka." She smiled as she picked her stuff up and pulled out a few bills leaving it on the counter as she left the café.
The purple haired girl watched her walk away leaving her glued to her spot as she looked down at the now vacant seat, her chest warming up for the first time in a while.
"You too, Reina."
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The walk home was a bit slow and carefree. It's been a while since she decided to take up to enjoy the beautiful scenery surrounding her. It made her feel nostalgic of all the times her and her sister snuck out of their fathers place and wandered around without a care in the world. Soaking in the beauty nowadays was a luxury for most people.
Days consisting of work, barely any time to spend time at home relaxing, spending time with the family, with the kids, taking time for yourself was taboo. Forced to drink and make social relations with humans was growing tiring for Reina, she just wanted to rest and dream about the good old days.
Anteiku. The old coffee shop that used to stand in place of the newer shop, :Re. A family she found after her sister disowned her and left her to stay with her father. In an attempt to search for her sister she also fled to the 20th ward where she found home. She ended up transferring schools after she decided to live in the 20th ward, the safest ward up until a few years later.
She opened the door and sluggishly hung up her coat and kicked off her heels, as her hand reached up to unclasp the anchored claw clip in her hair. Her eyes felt tired and watery.
"Damn it." She cursed as the hand in her hair came down to wipe away the free flowing tears, her hair now unraveling itself down her back as it settled to frame her face
At the top of the staircase was a shadowed figure that made itself known after hearing noise coming from downstairs. She gazed up at the person and quickly settled her eyes elsewhere upon realizing who it was. She didn't say a word and instead just walked all the way up to her room and shut it. She laid on her bed all sprawled out and looked out the window. The bright sun peeking out from the thin curtains, rays of sun peeking through the gaps.
The whole room illuminated in a golden cast, the rays that hit her body warming her up more than before—but in a comforting way. All that was missing was a hand running through her hair murmuring a few words about an old story her sister heard a few times before they escaped that god ridden place.
She turned over and looked at the propped up frame on her nightstand. A picture of her older sister and father enjoying quality time together. Their faces calm and collected as he braided his daughters hair and she read with a book in her lap. The same rays of sun in her room showed in the picture, the warmth in the photo could be felt outside of it. She took the photo in secret after finding the discarded camera in an empty alleyway the day prior. The picture had been a fond memory of hers as she remembered what happened after they found her sneaking up on them.
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The sound of a camera shutter could be heard from a few feet away which alerted the two. As her father tied up his little girls hair he stood up and walked up to the door of the room and pushed it open only to find his other little girl with a camera in her hand as she smiled up at him with innocent eyes.
"Where'd you get this from, Reina?" He asked as he picked up the device and inspected it closer. He certainly didn't remember gifting her a toy camera—let alone a real one.
"I found it! Remember when you sent me and Rize to go shopping? I saw something white in an alleyway and so I told Rize that I saw something and we checked it out! It was a camera! It might be a bit dirty and scratched up, but it works fine." She explained twirling a strand of her lilac hair between her thumb and pointer finger.
She looked up at her father and shied away from his gaze.
"So you didn't steal this?" He lowered himself to meet her face.
"No! No! Rize, tell him I didn't! You were there with me!" She pointed at her sister, hoping he'd believe her word.
The older girl just chuckled and shook her head in a playful manner.
"Hmm, I think I remember someone running after us saying 'you get back here you thieves!'" She joked.
"Hey! You know that's not true!" The younger girl furrowed her eyebrows as she crossed her arms.
The older girl just laughed and walked towards her younger sister and picked her up. "I'm just joking, queenie. I know you didn't steal it." She looked up at her father and explained that it was by a garbage can and they asked the owner if they could take it with them.
"Can't have my daughter thinking it's okay to steal. I've raised them to be respectful, kind ladies." He scooped them up and handed the camera back to his youngest.
"I know I may not be your biological father, but I hope you know that I care for you both and will try my best to be the best father to the both of you." He whispered as he kissed the crowns of their heads.
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The boy had walked back to his place on the couch after the girl went up to her room. He noticed that her eyes were a bit puffy and red, her hair a bit disheveled. Hell, she hadn't even insulted him as she passed him. He found it weird but didn't think of it much. Pushing his thoughts aside he sat back down on the couch and scrolled through his phone for a while until he couldn't shake the thought anymore.
Curiously he made his way upstairs and walked to the wooden door. The scent of perfume lingered from her room, often nauseating the rest of the team with how strong they were. She'd taken their reaction into consideration and threw them out and swapped them for more faint scents. Often not she'd bring home samples and ask around the house whether they were good to wear or not.
His hand reached for the door handle and pulled it open as it revealed the girl curled up on her bed. Her hair splayed everywhere on her pillow, the sun hitting her curled figure, her arms cuddling something. A picture frame? As he was about to close the door the faintest mumbling could be heard, "Dad... wher..Riz.?" Her voice slurred. He assumed she was reliving a memory.
Her voice groaned before she spoke, "n.. left..? Wh.. she at.?" Her chest started heaving, breaths getting heavier and heavier as her face scrunched up, eyes wrinkling. Tears free flowing down the side of her face. She continued muttering under her breath, "not safe", "find her", and "no's" escaped her mouth until her tears stopped, her breathing evened out as her tense body finally relaxed once more.
"I'll.. find her... dad.." she whispered.
Hearing enough he shut the door and headed back downstairs, this time returning to his newspaper.
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After a few hours there was a big bang that woke her up. Groggily getting up she rolled over and dropped the framed photo on the carpet with a thud which caught her attention, she looked down at the object and picked it up.
"When did I move you?" She mumbled as she examined it making sure nothing broke or got scratched. She put it back on her night stand and walked to her mirror.
She muttered a curse under her breath as she saw her reflection. She was a mess. Eyes bloodshot red, puffy, makeup all runny staining her face. Her hair stuck to her face from the tears—which acted like an adhesive. Sitting down by her vanity she pulled out a makeup remover wipe and began to scrub at her face. Throwing it into the trash can, she walked out and checked out what the murmuring in the hallway was about.
"What the hell did you do?" She loomed behind them.
Saiko’s room was a mess. Trash everywhere and the door was knocked off of it hinges. Mutsuki, Urie and Shirazu were all huddled around the small girl cornering her on her bed. The quartet paused their little argument and turned to the older girl.
"Saiko's finally going to work with us during missions!!" Shirazu and Mutsuki exclaimed.
"Okay, okay, calm down you guys. Clean this mess up while you're at it." she turned to Urie and winked at him,
"If you wanted to wear my perfume, you could've asked instead of sneaking in." She chuckled and left.
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"That little... what happened to the Saiko from last night?!"
They were all outside the house waiting on the stubby girl to join them, but it seems that wasn't the case even after last night's convincing. Shirazu seemed to be the most irritated out of all them, his mood clearly worsening the longer they waited.
"Didn't you all convince her to finally start working?" The girl teased.
"We should get going, we'll be late." Haise jumped in trying to get the message across that Saiko wouldn't join them no matter what, but Shirazu was determined.
"What do you wanna do? Squad leader?" 
"Sasan. Go ahead, I'm going to wake her ass up!!" He insisted.
"But.. when Saiko sleeps in, nothing wakes her up.." Haise said helplessly.
"Everyone wakes up!!" His voice getting smaller the farther he ventured inside the house. 
There was no stopping him anymore. As they all headed into the car Mutsuki asked if they really believed if he could actually get her to wake up and get to the meeting.
“She didn’t wake up when I banged on pots..” Haise added with a troubled look remembering that day.
"It'd take a miracle if she even woke up let alone join us for the meeting." Reina commented as she buckled up in the backseat with Urie.
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Stumbling to get to the meeting room in a rush, Haise opened the door and bowed, “I’m sorry we’re late..” as Reina followed suit.
“We’ve been expecting you, Investigators Sasaki, Nakou.” Rank 2: Hanbeh Abara stood by the door and greeted the squad.
“Where’s Juuzou?” He asked.
“He overslept.. we’ll start without him.” 
Situating themselves in their respective seats Hanbeh then began the meeting. He stayed standing up as he presented the case regarding the Nutcracker, the Madames, and the Gourmets. Interested Reina stayed paying attention after hearing that the Gourmets were involved.
She turned to look at Haise—who was all the way to her left—who surprisingly wasn’t paying attention to the meeting at all. Instead his face was screwed into confusion and worry. Knowing there was nothing she could do at the moment she turned back to pay attention to the case. There was no harm in asking after the briefing.
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a/n: i actually wrote this in early feb but decided to make a posting schedule just to make my life easier and more organized (i still have yet to complete my hw… I’m very irresponsible :’)
ps. this chapter was completed during midwinter break
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ferrunough · 1 year ago
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so, we won. lass took an Earthquake like a champ! and a Shadow Punch to the side. but a Play Rough, two Howls, and an Ice Fang and we did it!
also, something else happened. Ferris is letting me use his phone to post this so i can add a picture. he took a video of it happening but it wouldn’t load properly
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[ID: a photo of Wisp the houndstone. She has thick, messy light lilac-grey fur that covers most of her head and most of what’s shown of her body. Her nose and mouth are visible, her mouth a cavernous maw as it was before only now enclosed by sharp jagged teeth. As for her body, one of her bone legs is visible underneath her fur as is a glimpse at her hollow underside. Her head stone is not a tombstone like on standard houndstone, rather a shard of rock reminiscent of her bony body.]
yeah. lass is a bit bigger now. and her sharp somethings by her mouth before make more sense now. guess the lycanroc genes made some differences.
i think we’re all going to flop when home. it’s been a big day
\\I have been planning this for so long but dreading drawing. i initially wanted one of her sat and i did the best i could. so. full body reference sans her right body fur that would be visible here. shows the extra change from the lycanroc father, an extra bone bit in her tail. the upper legs are too, but one’s visible in the above one so i didn’t know if I should mention it and I mentioned it here because I didn’t know if people would pick up on it. can you tell i’m nervous?
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oh, @quillpokebiology. i believe it was you that did the adoption, or else someone used your signature on the wisp drawing (joking, I do know). feels like it should becourtesy to mention you here. thank you for hosting that. Wisp has been one of my favourite parts of this account and finally giving her the evolution I’ve dreamed of is so… nice. it sounds tame but i really can’t think of a better word. that little event thing was also one of my first times getting involved in others’ stuff on here so… yeah. i’m rambling.
one more post for this “big battle” event, I hope it’s been worth it for you folks because it has been for me//
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Split Tongue Cowboy
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sfw original lesbian romance
5.4k words so far
warnings: gun violence, character death, & cults
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featuring a blind scam artist fortune teller has been selling 'swaps', claiming that they can swap places with dead relatives in Hell. This blind fortune teller has humble dreams of starting a cult, sadly a detective does not want this to happen.
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Ginger ‘tsked’. Familiar faces across the street had a tinge of frosted pink. Only a couple people walked outside on the muddied dirt road. The saloon ladies’ kid was out there, carrying a stack of wood. Short dark messy hair with chubby cheeks betraying his hardened criminal scowl. One of his cheeks was noticeably a bit pruned and swollen. Ginger got up from her seat near the shop window and put on a fluffy little-too-big petticoat before deciding to brave the cold. She hugged herself, freezing. Opening the door rang the shop’s bell; The wind whipped at Ginger’s face, slowly blending into the crowd as her face got more pink. Ginger went up to the kid as he walked past the shop. Turning to him, and using mittens to pinch around his pruned cheek.
The kid stopped to look up at her, “What.”
She wanted to tease him. “Did you fight someone?”
“Yeah…” He sunk into his scarf.
“Really?” She paused, “Who?”
He wriggled free from Ginger’s cheek pinch and blew away a snowflake while palming his cheek with his free hand. “Leave me alone, hag.”
Ginger deeply gasped. She quickly drew her hand in front of her mouth for dramatic effect, “Who raised you to say such things…” “You’re scamming my mom!”
“Scamming?” Ginger gasped. “Scamming?!” flicked his forehead.
“Ow–All this fortune telling crap!”
Ginger took a second to look at him before grabbing him by the ear and pulling him towards her shop, causing him to drop a stack of wood. “Ow, Ow, Ow, Ow–”
The bell’s ding rang as they entered the shop. Ginger felt bad for the boy. His mom had a hard time getting out of bed while dealing with postpartum depression. He spent most of his time doing odd jobs for cash. Once they were in the shop, Ginger let him go. Lilac curtains pooled near the spruce hardwood floors. Tapestry and talismans hung off the ceiling. A loveseat in the shop window was littered with fresh ink bottles and paper talismans. There were little black specks of ink all over the poor floors. Ginger took a fuzzy coat off of a rack and threw it on the kid, it draping over his face.
The kid looked at the coat, deadpanning, “It’s pink.”
Ginger pointed to her eyes, “I wouldn’t know.”
“Right sorry…”
Ginger spoke again, “Who’s making you do work in this weather?”
“Mayor Geofrey, t-there's a new sheriff in town.” He chattered a bit, cold. He draped the coat over his shoulder.
A new officer wasn’t big news here. Mayor Geofrey had a habit of plucking new recruits, forcing them to work for a while, and then firing them abruptly. “What’s he look like?”
“She,” The boy corrected, “She’s em…” He paused, seemingly deliberating on something.
Ginger deadpanned. “She’s ugly.”
“No! Not at all, she has blonde hair, blue eyes, warm dark skin.”
This wasn’t enough for Ginger. “More.”
“Lemme think. She has… high cheekbones… and…” He paused in thought, “Her eyes are piercing, like really bold. I think her eyes are the first thing I noticed.”
The boy had gotten better at describing things for Ginger. Ginger sat with this, imagining the sheriff. = The boy sounded deflated, “I think the mayor picked her just to fire her.”
The shop bell rang. The crisp sound of leather shoes hit the air. “Miss Lee!” The boy’s voice sounded shrill.
Ginger could hear his footsteps as he ran out of the shop, hitting the door on his way out.
Ginger put on what she assumed was a polite smile, “Ah! Uh hello Ma’am.”
“I’ve heard a lot about this place…” The sheriff paused, “I’m miss Lee; you are?”
“Ah, Ginger!” Ginger declared.
“Oh. Could you read my fortune?”
“Oh of course, right over here.” Ginger led Lee to her crystal ball. Lee rubbed her hands together trying to warm up and sat on a cushion perpendicular across the crystal ball from Ginger, criss crossed legs.
“Mmm, no that won’t work.” Ginger scooted her floor cushion next to Lee’s, “Sorry. Just hand me your hand. Need to be close for this.” Lee placed her hand in Ginger’s. Normally this did nothing. Ginger would ask a couple questions and give some life advice. This time, Ginger felt something. It was as if small raindrops pattered on her chest around her heart. Her eyebrows raised.
“You…” Ginger jabbed her finger in Lee’s face.
Ginger’s head tipped back before her whole body slammed on the floor. She lost consciousness.
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Short Story: Midsummer Pt. 2
Freddy’s head tilted back a bit while inside of the van, his eyes beginning to shut for a quick nap thanks to the prepping going on. It’ll be nice to enjoy summer down in Resembool, the lilacs should be in bloom down there with their calming spiced fragrance. That was something that both Freddy and Dolly had been looking forward to once in Resembool, the lilacs have always been a massive prize of sorts to the family. With the thoughts about the lilac bushes, Freddy smiled softly as he slowly started to drift into sleep before being abruptly woken up by a shrill screech and some grotesque face pressed up closely to the old man’s face. The shock startled Freddy back into waking up and looking at the hideous hand puppet pressed up against his face. The lipstick was caked on horribly on the fabric of the puppet’s lips with a messy yarn wig on top and googly eyes bouncing all over the place as a familiar grin of the puppeteer appeared from over the seat. “Goddamnit Greed! Why the hell did you do that!?” Freddy screeched, nearly jumping out of his own skin from the puppet based intruder.
 “Because this is the prettiest Dante Puppet I’ve made for my circus act so far! I no longer need to use super glue on my hands for the eyes.” Greed grinned stupidly as Freddy glared at him for the interrupted nap.
 “Yeah that thing sure is a fucking super model level of gorgeous there Greed…” Freddy only deepened his glare at the hideous little fabric monstrosity as Greed could only laugh away.
 “Yah think? I should really enter her into the Miss Universe pageant then.” Greed was grinning away at his horrible masterpiece of garbage theater.
 “Greed, why are you pestering the Face Fur? That’s my job in this household.” Envy had arrived with their gremlin survival pack as Ernest and Dorian followed them into the van.
 “Aww I wasn’t pestering, I was just showin’ him my newest puppet.” Greed pouted that he can’t do his older brother style of pestering Freddy anymore. “That thing? Seriously?” Envy wrinkled their nose a bit at the puppet of horribly done makeup and style. “What? Don’t you think she’s the prettiest lady ever?” Greed faux pouted as he held the wretched construct. “It belongs in a bonfire.” Envy plainly said, wanting to toss it into a fire the moment they made it to Resembool.
 “That’s the one thing I can agree on with Envy.” Freddy said, in awe of being in a time where he could actually agree with the green jackass with bad naming skills. “Nevermind, Greed, you get to share a room with Face Fur for the trip.” Envy noped right out with being on the same level as that Face Fur.
 “I think my grandkids would be up in arms over that one.” Freddy sourly said, making Envy flinch a bit at the fact Freddy had in fact managed to spread his seeds and multiplied much to their disgust.
 “Mertle is such a tacky name for a grandchild..” Envy grumbled their disgust over the naming of the Freddy progeny. 
 “It's better than the name ‘Grody Gertie’ that you seem to be obsessed with.” Freddy fired back, catching Greed’s full attention at such a marvel of bad names.
 “Dude, seriously, you were pushing for that name? Why?” Greed was fully ready to pick on Envy over the name, big brother mode fully activated.
“Envy wants another clay construct, told them if they can come up with a better name with Dolly, I’d reconsider it.” Freddy explained before Envy could get a word in edgewise. 
 “You realize Envy is a stubborn asshole, right?” Greed pulled up the grotesque little sock puppet, using the obnoxiously high pitched voice as he moved its mouth.
 “Yes and don’t ever use that ugly fucking thing ever again.” Freddy begged as he fought the urge to rip the puppet apart with his teeth.
 “Oh my..” Dolly said as she arrived with her luggage and the snack box, looking at the ugly puppet in horror.
 “Dolly, I got good news!” Envy interrupted to avoid that spotlight stealing cloth crime from ruining everything.
 “You apologized to Freddy and became good friends?” Dolly asked hopefully as Ernest and Dorian scampered up into the transport van for the train station. “No! I got Face Fur here on board with making us a third clay construct! All we have to do is come up with a far more superior name than Grody Gertie together!” Envy smiles widely showing off their awful, awful teeth for all involved.
 “Well…that was progress still..” Dolly said, a bit grateful that the name of ‘Grody Gertie’ was officially off the table.
 Freddy shook his head, all hopes of having a restful nap dashed away as the four noisy trouble makers and Dolly were now in the vehicle. It would be another half hour or so for the rest of the massive Mancer family to load up for the long journey ahead. Once everyone was aboard the line of vans, the vehicles started to take off for the train station to ride into Resembool in. Ever since the day that airplanes were declared as a form of transportation, Dolly had been firmly against boarding one. The combination of being in a cramped small space, thousands of miles up in the air, and the fact these things could violently explode made Dolly fearful of this form of transport. There was absolutely no convincing of Dolly otherwise on the matter, planes were the bane of her existence and were the devil in Dolly’s mind. Trains were the only way to go when the whole family was involved and stayed that way as the vans pulled up to the station. The station braced itself as the swarm of Mancers stormed its halls, tickets in hands trailing with luggage behind. The Mancer family had essentially bought out the entire train from how much they multiplied over the decades as they all boarded in. Greed, Envy, Freddy, Ernest, Dorian, and Dolly boarded the cabin, situating themselves for the long ride ahead. 
 “So what do you think of Carnage as a name?” Envy offered as they wanted to give their clay construct a violent name to make up for a possibly cute-ugly appearance. “I think I’d have to politely veto that one.” Dolly wasn’t going to let Envy name their clay construct after a synonym for massacre. “Okay okay, how about Despair?” Envy always felt that Despair would’ve been a great Homunculus name. “No, we’re not going with Despair as a name.” Dolly shot that name down right away, feeling like it’d give the construct depression. “Then what about Bloodbath?” Envy was getting desperate to name the construct after something truly terrible. “I say this in the most loving way, but that sounds like a metal band name that we’d likely play air guitar with. Let’s name our sibling ‘Fairfax’ after our favorite cartoon dragon!” Ernest interjects, wanting in on the naming scheme. “Please name our baby sibling ‘Fairfax’! It’d be so funny to name our sibling after a cartoon!” Dorian supported his brother on the conquest of naming their younger sibling after a cartoon dragon for laughs.
 “I’ll consider it, for now.” Envy huffed to humor their favorite boogers, considering having ‘Despair’ as a middle name instead as a compromise.
 “That's strangely the most reasonable name I’ve heard during this topic..” Freddy said in surprise that the awful clay lions could come up with a better name than Envy.
 “You’re telling me, I was expecting Puke Master Three Thousand from the dogs..” Greed was just as surprised as Freddy even though the construct would be named after a popular cartoon dragon. “We’re lions, LIONS.” Dorian glared, the temptation to bring back the yellow jackets was strong, very strong at this point.
 “Chill, I was just pulling your legs.” Greed pouted that no one appreciated his absolutely funny joke. “Changing it back to the topic, I rather like Fairfax, that’s a lovely name.” Dolly said, trying to prevent a full on train brawl.
 “Well Face Fur, you heard Dolly, we both agree on Fairfax as the name.” Envy went for the throat, wanting to get that clay construct made and the fact everyone did in fact like ‘Fairfax’ as a name.
 “I hate that you all managed to come up with a better name, but a deal is a deal. I’ll make the construct AFTER the family vacation.” Freddy relented, dreading the fact there was a chance the new construct could take a bite out of his flesh like before with Ernest.
 “Perfect, we get to have a shared construct.” Envy wrapped a scaly arm over Dolly, grinning away at the success of getting a third construct as Ernest and Dorian slammed a very gross sounding high five.
 Freddy sat there, gears turning on a design that he knew Envy would be pissed about along with making sure the construct would be aesthetically pleasing for Dolly. Glitter, tons and tons of glitter will be used in the construct, making it shine more than a disco ball. A smile spread on Freddy’s withered old face as he decided on not only making it glittery, but also a unicorn, would fit in with the alchemy theme going on along with Dolly adoring unicorns. Perfect, simply perfect in Freddy’s mind as Greed pulled up a box like object with a handle and dials. The screen was shiny as the rest of the group checked it out in awe as Greed turned on the box to display a television program. 
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