#yeah ive just been havin a time yknow

[emberchii]

My life lately has been composed of several batches of just drawing a bunch of mine and my friends ocs so apologies in advance for the art dump!

[kellystar321]

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[gendryw4ters-blog]

today has been A Day™ but tomorrow will be another try and try again right?

[universalsatan]

considering how awake i am, how late it is, and how into this essay i am (and how far im into it skfkdkkf), i just Might end up pulling an all nighter

oof

me, makin things up on the fly as i write this english essay: oh im so genus

[flandesuka]

Yo you should answer all of these scene questions👀👀

:OOO

you think so lad???? shit dawg i was thinkin just a few at a time but if that what u want my dear nonnie i will supply

1. wats ur scene name?

i was thinkin maybe ‘gods mistake’ would be a good one but then. i found a way to make it both danganronpa related, and, even better, a fucking pun as well. ‘kamukura kamukura jasqueen’, or just ‘kamukura jasqueen’ for short is good k thxxx

2. describe ur dream outfit!

oooo gosh this ones trickyy!! there are so many good outfits out there, especially in the scene community!! but it’d have to have a few tiny elements of dr cosplay to add a lil of my dangan-weeb culture in there ofc! more specifically, id really love to get one of kazuichis jumpsuit and just wig out and add shit like this just because i could:

(id just rlly love going out in all those glowy/shiny things at night like all that haha..and yes the shoes would probably kill me/my fuckin feet if i tried to walk in them but shut up i love them theyre cute as fuck)

3. describe ur dream haircut!

oo another tricky one!! i do like my regular hair, and honestly id be lying if i said i didnt love ibuki’s hairdo too but id defs have to go with something like this!!

yaaaassss, so pretty and spikeeeey! maybe id dye my natural hair colour black and/or add some funky colours if i ever actually got this style down!

4. describe ur dream room!

i have a lot of ideas for dream bedrooms actually, but heres a visual image of one of them i found!!!

MIKU ROOM MIKU ROOM MIKU ROOM MIKU ROOM

(this specific idea arose mainly just for the aesthetic but i also find it super cute and a good environment to be in general hhhnnggg)

5. if u could make anything out of kandi, wat would u make?

oh you mean those colourful beads and bracelet things??? i love those man!!! theyre so visually appealing to me aaaaa…id probably just make a fuck-ton of those and most probably use the little letter beads to say random words/phrases like ‘aubergine’ and ‘despacito’ knowing my shitposter self lmaooo! id definitely make a sansmaeda themed one too thoo fr

6. wat would u write on ur shoez?

it’d probably range from things like a simple kaomoji doodle to something randum and stupid like ‘seesaw’ bc yes asjnd

7. wat kinda piercingz/tattooz do u hav/want?

i dont think i rlly want any real piercings (at least not atm) but id totally go for those fake stick-on gemstone lookin’ ones! and as for tattoos, i cant rlly see myself gettin one of those rn either, but id want something like a mario power-up, preferably the bell one/cat suit powerup!!! its my favorite powerup and its sooo cute!!!

8. fave genrez?

i dont rlly have a specific genre, i like most kinds of music, but i rlly like energetic music that i can dance tooo!!! >w

9. fave bandz?

im a big fan of gorillaz and botdf!!! i like p!atd as well but havent listened to it in a while.. gatta catch up loool

10. fave songz?

my favs alternate a lot, but atm im super into ‘slow dancing in the dark’ by joji!!! so much emotiooon quq…also rlly hooked on botdf and jefree star’s ‘sexting’ tooo lmaooo

11. fave lyricz?

‘The world keeps spinning Among this sinning Oh what a cruel and disgusting place The purest moonlight Is bloodied by plight And screaming resonants But somehow I know That it’s all for show The world will reveal it’s true beauty soon And we’ll all reach towards the moon ‘

its so deep but its from a fucking kaito momota fansong and i love that asnkjdnefe

12. hav u evr been to a concert?

not in a damn long while my lad,, rip australians not havin many artists they like from other countries tour there ;-;

13. do u wanna be in a band?

ive always thought thatd be pretty cool ngl!!! tourin around with ur bandmate friends, makin awesome fuckin tunes, people lovin u and ur music, just livin the dream in general,, nice

14. wats da best soda/energy drink flavour?

havent rlly had any as of rn  my lad so i wouldnt know :/

15. wat do u miss most abt old internet?

i loved that we could all just be ourselves and act like the kids we are inside without bein reprimanded at all.. it aint rlly that much of an issue for me but i still think itd be a lot nicer if it was like that again sometimes,,

16. wats da best old meme?

ooohhh there are so many i still miss man! numa numa ermagerd and doge still remind me of the glory days…when old animeme was good and you could still haz ur cheezburgers in peace. also rage comics! rage comics were good what happened

17. best place 2 buy clothez?

i dont think theres any hot topics in australia but if there is. i will hunt it down you hear me

18. wat r ur fave accessoriez?

OH THERES SO MANY GOOD ONES??? as i stated b4 i rly love kandi bracelets and other glowy/led things!!! also rlly love ties with cute and fun patterns and long colourful and/or ripped socks like ibuki’s too hehe

19. wats ur best tip fr ppl that just got into scenecore?

im not rlly the best at advice, but my main point would be-just hav fun here dudes!!! dont let anyone else bulli u abt it, we’re supportive people, u can talk to me or anyone else whos willin to listen an/or help for reassurance ofc

20. opinion on furbiez?

oOH MY GOD YES. FURBIES. MY BABIES I WANT 10 OF THESE CHILDREN…I ACTUALLY HAVE A FURBY HE LIKES SLEEPING IN HIS SPECIAL DRAWER AND HIS NAME IS TINGLE I ADORE HIM I’LL POST A OF PICTURE LATER MAYBE

21. opinion on funko popz?

i like em and ive seen lots at eb games, but i dont buy em much..i do have a megaman pop with a broken arm tho loool

22. wats ur fave pattern? (zebra/leopard print etc)

i looove a lot of patterns but not gonna lie im always a sucker for rainbow checkerboard patterns yknow hehe!

23. fave color combo?

i dont have one rlly…soooo many possible comboooos…cx

24. sumthing u liked as a kid dat u still like?

im still going on girlsgogames and recently, ive finally mastered sues beauty machine!!!! its so good and fun all of ya’ll should try it my dudeeees

25. wats ur most used emoticon? 0w0

as most of ya’ll probs alredy know i spam ‘:O’ a lot, but one of my bigger favs is actually ‘x3′ and my fav kaomoji is ‘ଘ(੭ˊ꒳​ˋ)੭✧’ (both of them are so kyooot >w

26. wats ur fav typin quirk?

i luv talkin like dis, but i dont rly do it that often loool…i awso wuv tawking in ‘owo’ speak wike dis >//w//>

27. do u wish ur fllwrz talked 2 u moar?

hellz yeaaa!!! i luv followr interaction my dudee! it makes me super happi when u all talk to me heehee! x3c

28. tag ur fave scene blawgz!

:O !!! oh gawd!!! i dont know many atm but heeereee!

@xxadam-antidotexx (op of the ask meme)

@glitchkichi (not sure if this counts but their stuff’s rlly cool >v

@otonashi-banana (scene boyf…wuv im more than anythin >///w///>

29. wat got u into scenecore?

i dont remember exactly how it happened but i’d always sorta wanted to go back to the glory days that was the old web and the scene era, and that, coupled with a bright, colourful aesthetic that i could really enjoy, drew me in like a moth to a neon colored flame ig looollll

30. how long hav u been scene?

i’ve only been officially apart of the community for about a few months now (at time of writing) i reckon so some things are still a lil new to me ig ^^;;

31. wats da best thing abt being scene?

the freedom of bein able to express myself 4 one thing, and its just so fun being so ‘out-there’ yknow???? it feels so great really

32. do u hav a fursona?

i…actually used to but ive moved on from the furry fandom and ive grown more attached to my human sona anyway sooo :/

33. r u in sum “cringy” fandomz?

YEA man!! i dont rlly think dr is inherently considered ‘cringey’ but undertale is and im in that one for sure!!! i also kinda technically never left the skylanders fandom(?) so theres that too ig??? oh yeah and who wants to let me draw my old moshi monsters characters COWARDS

34. do u liek plushiez?

YASSSS QUEEEN!!!! i have HEAPS of them in my room on my desk with my gonta shrine

35. do u liek stickerz?

also a big yaaassss from me dawggg!!! i love them and i love those ones that you stick on your fase like this!

its so cuuute!!!

36. do u hav a friendproject?

i dont, not at the moment a least, actually! didnt even know what it was til recently but it looks kewl haha

37. do u hav any other scene account?

well, i haz this one, and i also have an emowire account for shuichi if that counts!!

38. do u make art? (drawingz, blingeez, etc.)

YES!!! i love to draw and i also make blingee edits sometimes!!! ITS SO FUN XD !!!

39. wats da most scene thing? (anything!)

hmmm, weeell…i think the most stereotyped thing would be that kewl, suuuper big hair like this;

its really prettyyyy, and i love all that colouuur!!!

40. ask ur own randum question!!

hm, oh wowie, since the anon didnt specifically ask this one…POTATOES!!! X3

phew, finally done, that was a lot of typing! this was so fun to do though, so thank u nonnie!!! :3

[0nlywateristheriver]

My Second Wife

Link to story with original pictures: https://docs.google.com/document/d/1O9-fjebl_2IBrzJxBdK0zVDJ04gQLD7zc6BzmBJLzDw/edit?usp=sharing 

@doctor-of-fair-play

My Second Wife

@onlywateristheriver

After over a thousand years married to the woman, the Doctor had gotten the knack of pinpointing about where River was along her timeline, without the aid of their diaries. They had to have been married by now - she looked older than she had that day. As of yet, however, River didn’t seem to know her which, despite being a bit offensive, also offered the opportunity for a bit of fun…

“D’you know?“ the Doctor couldn’t help but have the corner of her mouth twitch into a smile just barely contained. River had pulled this on her once, though now she realized that River might have been talking about her. Timelines. “You remind me of m’second wife. Well, second proper wife… there were a few others just for the fun and the party. The resemblance, s’uncanny. Course, her hair’s a bit curlier, and she has this nasty habit of carrying ‘round weapons. Once shot m’hat! Very rude. Never carry ‘round weapons, makes you look weak,“ she paced around River, tapping a finger against her holster, “Naughty, naughty. And… this is the silly bit. She’s an archaeologist. Can you imagine it? Time travelin’ archaeologist. That’s cheatin’! Don’t you think that’s cheatin’?”

onlywateristheriver

River’s eyes narrowed as the woman in front of her went on about weapons and hats and archaeology. “I’ll have you know, archaeology is the best way to find some of the most precious things that would have otherwise been lost to time. I was lost when I went to university and becoming an archaeologist helped me to find the best thing in my life. Led me to it again and again. And saved my life and the life of those I love more than once, so don’t you go on about weakness and silliness and cheating.” River tutted.

doctor-of-fair-play

The best thing in my life. Did she mean…? The Doctor stood a little straighter, a curl of guilt moving inside her. She’d never really stopped to think, stopped to consider… Anthropology she could understand, she was a bit of an anthropologist herself, but archaeology? Climbing about in the dust, going through old scraps of papers and wisps of lives long since ended when all of it was there, within reach, when one was to just step past the barrier of time. Alive and real.

“M’sorry. I was just havin’ a bit of fun.” The Doctor pulled up a chair, leaning in a bit closer to her wife, “S’really important to you, isn’t it? S’not just a way of… Why though? When you can step out in the world, amongst the living, why limit yourself to fragments? S’a vortex manipulator, isn’t it?” the question didn’t sound very convincing, she barely even glanced down at it. “You could go back, see it all for yourself. Nothin’s really lost.”

onlywateristheriver

“I didn’t have this from the beginning. I was left on my own with nothing. I had to find my own way with nothing but my own will and determination. All I knew was that there was someone I needed to find. Someone who could be anywhere, anywhen. I was as weak as a kitten and as knowledgable as a newborn. But I grew up fast and I used what I had around me. Archaeology was the best way to find what I needed. It’s served me well.”

River leaned back in her chair and looked the woman up and down. “Why am I telling you any of this anyway?”

doctor-of-fair-play

“Just have one of those faces, people can’t help but talk when I’m around. Sometimes. Honestly, I’ve not the knack for it I used to.” It was probably the height. Or the breasts. The Doctor leaned forward, elbows on the table, and twirled her straw around the emptying glass.“And, I mean, m'also your husband and I’ve been dropping hints all night. So there’s that. Really, River, you’re usually quicker on the uptake. How many people d'you think have a time travelin’ archaeologist for a wife?”

onlywateristheriver

River stared for a good minute or two at the woman in front of her. It was the eyes that finally convinced her. “I never thought I’d see you again.” Slowly she smiled. “And I certainly never came across this in my research. How long has it been for you?”

doctor-of-fair-play

The Doctor waited for some reaction from River, trying to read the expressions that passed over her face. Eventually, River smiled and a smile brightened the Doctor’s face too. “Y’know me, m’like a bad penny.” Her smile wavered, the unwelcome memory of their last goodbye pressing into her mind. “Been a while on my end, haven’t seen you since a bit before I last regenerated - don’t think you’re there quite yet. M’two thousand and something if that’s any help?”

onlywateristheriver

“Two thousand? It has been a while then. For me as well. I haven’t seen you in probably a hundred years, maybe a hundred and fifty?” She tried to hide the sadness that always surfaced when she realized how long the Doctor had left her alone. She knew they couldn’t spend all of their time together, that was dangerous. But she still missed him, ‘her’ she corrected, terribly when they were apart.

“I’m glad you found a way to go on. I know you were worried that you were at the end.”

doctor-of-fair-play

“S’not what I was worried about. But you know me, never liked endings.“ She let out a slow breath, hands stuffed in her pockets, and looked inside the cafe. The light of the grimy fixtures shone a warm gold, and the clink of dishes and silverware, the murmur of voices could be distantly heard. It would be better to laugh, better to pretend they weren’t both moving towards a goodbye, than to stand out here in the rain speaking of things that couldn’t be changed. “Come have dinner with us. I think you’ll like them, m’friends. And there’s a lot of catchin’ up we have to do, you and me. All the bits we missed.“

onlywateristheriver

River took a deep breath and put on a smile she didn’t really feel. “Okay. Lead the way.”

doctor-of-fair-play

Slipping a hand into hers, the Doctor led her back into the cafe. The chill of the rainy evening faded as the door closed behind them, though the Doctor’s hair was dripping and her shirt was tight to her skin, sticking and cold. She gladly slipped back into the booth, as it was near to the faux fireplace in the corner which gave off a very real glow of warmth from glowing plastic logs. Humans, they couldn’t just stick a space heater in the corner. Very few races were so focused on the ‘atmosphere’ of a place.

“We got you both another round of hot chocolates,“ Graham said, holding one out to each of them. The Doctor took hers gratefully, wrapping icy fingers around the warmth of the mug. “I’m amazed you’re not half froze, standing out there.“

“So is one of you going to explain?“ Ryan asked. “I didn’t take you for the married sort, Doctor.”

Yaz gave him a nudge under the table with her foot - the Doctor knew this because she missed Ryan and caught the Doctor’s shin instead. “What he means is, we thought you’d have been around, River? We were just saying, we’re a bit surprised we haven’t met you before, that’s all.”

onlywateristheriver

So, they were going to hold hands then. They’d never actually done the couple-thing before. Not with anyone they actually knew personally outside of her parents and not even then, as her dad had always been a bit overprotective for the brief moments they’d had as dad and daughter. River found that she liked it very much. She didn’t release her wife’s hand even when the older man held out the hot chocolate for her. “Thank you.”

She turned to the girl. “Well, the Doctor and I have had such an interesting history, always meeting out of order. Has she told you about any of it?”

doctor-of-fair-play

No. The answer was ‘no’. She’d not said a word. So many names she never let past her lips, because it hurt too much, because she didn’t want to scare her new friends by letting on how many had been lost while she’d carried on. The Doctor, such a survivor. Always living while those she loved… Perhaps the tension showed - a tightness in her neck, an expression on her face - because Yaz seemed to understand and saved her. “I think we scared the Doctor off talking about personal things when she let on she was two thousand and we threatened her with two thousand birthday parties.”

A small look of confusion touched against Ryan’s face, for she’d once mentioned her age in passing but there had been no talk of parties, but he caught on after a moment, “Right yeah.“

“Love a good party, me,“ the Doctor said, feeling able to take a breath, “but so many candles. Don’t really want to be blamed for another fire - Rome was bad enough.” She took a sip of her hot chocolate. “Why don’t you tell them ‘bout the Byzantium, dear? That was a good one. This one decided the best was t’drop by the TARDIS would be to fling herself out another ship’s hatch.”

0nlywateristheriver

“Two thousand birthday parties? I don’t even think she’s ever had even one.” River nudged the Doctor with her shoulder. “Dad and I tried to throw him a surprise birthday party once. Mum was supposed to keep him occupied for a couple of hours. They didn’t come back for two days! He never could quite explain why, but I think Mum had let it slip somehow what we’d been planning.” River’s eyes got misty for a moment.

She gathered herself back together. “The Byzantium. Right. You were so young then.” She smiled at the Doctor then winked at Yaz. “He looked about twelve years old, and so easy to get all flustered. Particularly when I landed right on top of him when he pulled me into the TARDIS.”

[astyrluna]

o yea i never mentioned on here

i have covid lmao

my sisters bf got it first and since he was stayin with us we all had to isolate and that was last friday(?), then mum got it the next day, then on wednesday i got it too and my sister got it today. weve all been isolating since he got it but yeah

were all double vaxxed (and my sister got her booster too which i think is why it took longer for her to get it despite. yknow. sharing a room and bed w/ our houses patient zero) so nobodys in any danger or anything. its just like havin a weird flu but still. kinda sucks ay

oh and ive also started playing valorant, thats fun. mostly deathmatch cuz playing online makes me Nervous but i HAVE played a few unranked games and even gotten team mvp a few times! i think ive only won one match tho. still fun, im v much enjoying it

i expected to be a sage or sova main at least at first but most of my matches ive played as jett and those are the ones ive done well in. didnt expect to go for duelists but hey. i DID use my first agent unlock to get omen tho so hopefully i get to play him soon, havent had the chance yet. i also plan on making my second unlock viper so i can hopefully learn how to play for every map and team comp lmao

r/n my biggest things are i need to work on my aim, and i KEEP forgetting to use my util. i even set two of them to the two extra buttons on my mouse but i just keep not using them. ive just got the like “i need to save them for when i need them!” mentality. if anything i should be OVER using them (at least as jett lmao)

so yeah, thats an update ig. covid and valorant lmao

[lollytea]

Princess and the Frog and Moana

Princess and the Frog:

never seen | want to see | the worst | bad | whatever | not my thing | good | great | favorite | masterpiece

My favourite thing about Princess and the Frog is just wondering who’s fuckin idea it was? Like before this movie came about, who would ever think to themselves “Yknow whats a good setting for this story? 1920s New Orleans!” Like its such an odd choice but im so glad they went with it. So much better than that musty medieval castle stuff that i remember from the storybooks.

The music is super good. Im pretty sure I like ALL of the songs. Ive listened to them a fuck ton anyway. Also Tiana is a refreshing break from all the princess who came before her, who were all very much dreamers. Not that Tiana’s not, she definitely dreams big but she’s very no-nonsense about it. The woman is not drifting around batting her big eyes, she is working her ass off and is absolutely exhausted. Its a pretty drastic change. Same goes for Naveen. I think he was the first Vain, self centered, playboy Disney prince. tbh i think HE’S more along the lines of prior free spirited disney princesses than Tiana is.

Fuckin Voodoo Man!! Also fuckin VOODOO!! They went and whipped out a voodoo-themed villain for us and they made all that shit super creepy i loved it. Disney has some of the most fun villains i stg

Also Tiana and Charlotte were such a sweet friendship like honestly. They loved eachother so much and that may have been my favourite aspect of the movie.

So yeah its grrrrreat!!

Nooooow Moana!

never seen | want to see | the worst | bad | whatever | not my thing | good | great | favorite | masterpiece

It is tho!!! Like it was visually stunning and giant Island lady is honest to god one of the most beautiful creations any animated film has ever produced. Plus the island-shots, the spirity shots, the lava, the waves. It was all just so lovely.

Now I know she’s not OFFICIALLY on the lineup but Moana is a Disney Princess in my heart. My new favourite too. Determined as hell, tough as nails, fiery, bright, kind, dorky, stocky and got a whole mane of long, thick curly hair. I love this kid!

Maui is hot and that is fact. Moving on

I relate to the chicken and it is the most important and influential character in the movie, I assure you. Why is it not dead? Who knows? This creature is philosophical question all on its own and im pretty sure theres rocks where its brain’s supposed to be

Also! I always love when movies take the time to show off its surroundings and the culture involved. Moana’s village is so cheery and vibrant and they really do sell at as an amazing place to be. So much singing and dancing and just havin a grand ol time!! 

[wueyahfantai]

The Eradictator: Have a Chat =>

-- roaringMechanix [RM] you're just havin a good day! you left work for now after getting a good amount of profits! you were beaming and overall were just in a great darn mood! --

-- theEradictator [TE] you were pissed off and wanted to fight God. --

-- roaringMechanix [RM] as you turn a corner, you can see down the whole street an extremely tall figure. a very FAMILIAR tall figure. like, the kind that ripped your arm off and took it with them. the shock actually freezes you in place before you even realize you should turn around --

-- theEradictator [TE] wasn't even looking. You were too focused on the broken phone on the ground, shifting it a little with your feet. --

TE: Trusik wαs hεrε...

-- roaringMechanix [RM] okay, yeah. time to back up. you start to, but end up tripping over some garbage, making a loud thud as you fell. ....goddammit --

-- theEradictator's [TE'S] fins perk up and she immediately looked toward the source of the noise, her eyes glowing in the moonlight. --

-- roaringMechanix [RM] goddammit if this isn't familiar...though she's lacking the more intimidating clothes. well, she's seen you, and if you run, you'll just look suspicious and she'll chase you, so you just stand up --

TE: Whαt αrε you doing hεrε.

RM: ....i work around here. im going hive

RM: what are YOU doing here

TE: I cαmε to sεε why Trusik's signαl stoppεd.

-- theEradictator [TE] kicks the broken phone towards him. --

TE: You'rε closε to hεr. αrε YOU involvεd in this...?

RM: ive already been interrogated by your "friend" butcher. no, i didnt have anything to do with it

-- theEradictator [TE] narrows her eyes and snarls. --

TE: Why do I gεt thε fεεling... thαt is α complεtε αnd αβsolutε *liε*....?

RM: probably because youre pissed and want it to be

RM: i wont lie that im not glad she ran, but i didnt help her run or get out

TE: .......

TE: Shε's βεεn gonε for w��εks now. This is αll I hαvε of hεr right now.

TE: Don't you miss hεr, too...?

RM: do i miss her? yes

RM: am i glad shes probably in a better place, though? also yes

TE: α βεttεr plαcε. Shε wαs finε whεrε shε wαs

RM: oh yeah, gettin beat and also sliced nearly in half was definately "good"

RM: havin her mate turned into a weapon that doesnt have much free will is "good"

RM: just like how you rippin my arm off felt "good"

TE: Whilε I will αdmit I wεnt too fαr whεn it comεs to thε βεαting, I sαvεd Cαtrix's lifε αnd mαdε usε for hεr. αs for you? You dεsεrvεd it.

RM: uh huh, "saved"

RM: keep tellin yourself that at dawn, might help ya sleep better

TE: You don't know whαt hαppεnεd. You wεrεn't thεrε. You wouldn't εvεn survivε if you wεrε.

RM: least i know when too fars too far. yeah, its easy to preach when you werent directly involved. but from what ive heard from rivers and claire? didnt seem like you were that bothered doin it

RM: whatever. im not here to debate or to continue to chastise you

RM: i just wanna go hive

TE: Pff... βiαsεd opinions.

-- roaringMechanix [RM] you go to walk. you try to leave. aaaand of course she's got to say that --

RM: .....says the one that beats one of them, and drove the other to plead for suicide

RM: but, yknow, biased, right?

TE: It wαs Clαirε's own fαult shε got hεrsεlf into thε αPSα. Thεrε wαs nothing I could do αβout it. Shε wαs going to βε α normαl prisonεr βut shε provεd hεrsεlf to βε α thrεαt. SHε HεRSεLF ON HεR OWN, provεd to βε α thrεαt worthy εnough to βε quαrαntinεd.

TE: I hαd nothing to do with it. I nεvεr wαntεd it to hαppεn.

TE: αnd I nεvεr KNεW it hαppεnεd until shε got shippεd to thε βεllαdonnα for contαinmεnt.

RM: youre still the one that turned her in, in the first place. and yeah, i know the rest of the story, dont have to go on about it to me. and you alreayd know my opinion about it, so lets just skip it already

TE: Do you? DO you know thε rεst of thε story?

TE: αs I sαid, you hεαrd it from βiαsεd sourcεs.

RM: alright. fine

TE: Hm...

-- roaringMechanix [RM] he walks over to her, but his hands are in his pockets, out of view. good thing, too. they're shaking --

-- theEradictator [TE] looks up at the sky. --

TE: I wαnt you to imαginε somεonε you lovε right now.

RM: you wanna explain it? then we'll sit down and ill listen

TE: Imαginε it.

TE: Imαginε somεonε who you lovε. Who hαs your undying trust

RM: alright. go on

TE: αrε you imαgining it?

TE: βεcαusε I wαnt you to rεαlly fεεl this.

RM: yes, i am

-- roaringMechanix [RM] is it bad he thought of the "I'M REALLY FEELIN IT" meme? --

TE: Imαginε thαt you αskεd thεm to do somεthing incrεdiβly importαnt. Somεthing so importαnt thαt you, yoursεlf, mαdε it α priority.

RM: alright

TE: Now imαginε onε dαy... thεy ruin it.

TE: βεhind your βαck

TE: Without your knowing.

TE: Your most focusεd-on projεct. Gonε.

TE: βy somεonε you trustεd thε most.

TE: βy somεonε who εαRNεD thαt trust

RM: uh huh

-- roaringMechanix [RM] ordinarily, he might feel for someone like this. but considering that she commits genocides on whole worlds, it's hard to have empathy --

TE: Now imαginε thαt this wαs thε first timε you εvεr fully trustεd somεonε.

TE: βεcαusε you'vε gottεn usεd to βεing βαckstαββεd.

TE: Ovεr.

TE: αnd ovεr.

TE: αnd ovεr αgαin.

TE: αnd thε onε timε you dεcidε to βε sαfε αnd opεn up...

TE: It βlows up in your fαcε.

RM: this thing that needed trusting with

RM: was it killing off a whole species from its planet?

TE: No.

RM: alright, then what was it?

TE: It's just to look αftεr α prisonεr.

TE: α singlε prisonεr.

RM: whatd this prisoner do?

TE: Committεd αcts of trεαson αgαinst thεir own. Invεntεd α rεβεllion systεm, αnd thε imprisonmεnt wαs upon somεonε's rεquεst. It wαs not my own doing.

-- roaringMechanix [RM] yeah, you know who this about now. both the person she trusted and her prisoner --

TE: I rεgrεt βεαting hεr.

TE: I wαs not mysεlf.

RM: spoken like an abuser or alcohlic

TE: You idiot.

TE: Thαt wαs thε first timε I εvεr lαid α hαnd on hεr.

TE: Thεrε is no cyclε of αβusε. This isn't α continuous thing.

TE: It wαs onε timε. αnd I rεgrεt it.

RM: alright. lets say that i go with you truly regretting what happened. everything, from forcing rivers to serve you, to turning his mate into a killing machine, to beating her

RM: what would you do if you found her again? give her hugs and kisses?

TE: βεforε I αnswεr thαt ridiculous quεstion, I mαy wαnt to corrεct you with somεthing

TE: Rivεrs wαs nεvεr forcεd to work with mε.

TE: Shε WαNTεD to

TE: You cαn εvεn αsk hεr nεxt timε you sεε hεr. IF you sεε hεr αgαin.

TE: You sεεm to likε twisting words so thεy sαtisfy yoursεlf.

TE: Mεαnwhilε I hαvε βεεn tεlling thε truth.

RM: you have to admit its hard to sympathize with someone who tore my arm off, and KEPT it

RM: i dont even wanna know what happened to it at this point

RM: but fine

RM: whatever

TE: βoo fucking hoo.

RM: tell me what youd do if you found rivers again

TE: God you whinε.

TE: Whαt I would do?

-- theEradictator [TE] shrugs. --

TE: Fuck if I know.

TE: βut it wouldn't involvε hurting hεr.

RM: and you certainly wouldnt make her come back with you, of course

TE: I would.

RM: i know you would, it was sarcasam

TE: Shε'll εvεntuαlly wαnt to comε βαck.

RM: sure she will, buddy

TE: You don't know hεr

TE: You think you do, just βεcαusε you wεnt to thε mαll with hεr.

TE: Or spεnt timε with hεr αt your hivε.

TE: Good joβ for kεεping it in your pαnts βy thε wαy. I wαs worriεd.

RM: jesus, youre like the obsessed girlfriend that tracks her significant other in fear theyll cheat

TE: I lovε how εvεrything goεs to rεlαtionships with you.

TE: Oβsεssεd girlfriεnd.

-- theEradictator [TE] shakes her head. --

RM: least i dont have to put a tracker on mine in case theyll run from me in terror

TE: Didn't you put α trαckεr on α onε swεεp old, I hεαrd?

RM: yeah. because she was a single sweep old. and the type to see a bear in the woods and ask it for a hug. piss off, if youre gonna even try to make that kind of connection

TE: You put α trαcking βαnglε.

TE: On α child.

RM: because shes a DUMBASS, and i was worried about a kid falling off a cliff or gettin hurt from a wild animal! you tracked rivers because you didnt want to lose your PROPERTY

RM: you know how she acted when she learned she had to go back to your ship?

RM: she was in DISPAIR

RM: the idea MORTIFIED her

RM: she only left to go because she was so scared youd hurt her again!

-- theEradictator's [TE'S] fins flick straight up. He did not just... --

TE: Dumβαss...?

TE: I trαck Rivεrs for thαt sαmε rεαson.

TE: Shε hαs nothing to dεfεnd hεrsεlf with βUT α GUN.

TE: IF SHε IS IN MORTαL DαNGεR, HεR TOP βUTTON CαLLS Mε.

TE: *Mε*

TE: NOT α GUαRD. NOT αN αSSISTαNT.

TE: *Mε*.

TE: αnd OF COURSε shε wαs scαrεd to go βαck to thε fucking SHIP.

TE: αftεr I HURT hεr!

TE: Not to mεntion if shε wεnt βαck to thε ship, I would hαvε thought αβout lεtting hεr out of thε ship morε αs αN αPOLOGY.

TE: FOR FUCKING UP.

TE: βεCαUSε YεS.

TE: I

TE: FUCKεD

TE: UP.

TE: Sεε?

TE: IS THαT WHαT YOU WαNTεD TO HεαR, TαUSHI?!

TE: LULITH "THε εRαDICTαTOR" εNKεLI,

TE: FUCKεD UP.

TE: βUT YOU.

-- theEradictator [TE] STANDS UP to her full height. --

TE: YOU put α SLαVε βαNGLε on α CHILD.

TE: Whαt thε fuck αrε trolls going to think whεn thεy sεε α LOWβLOOD wεαring HIGHβLOOD TRαCKING PROPεRTY on thεir horns?

TE: 9/10 sαy thαt child is α SLαVε

TE: I didn't εvεn KNOW you did this!!!

TE: You cαll Mε α βαd pεrson, αt lεαst I'm αβlε to αdmit thαt I fuckεd up αnd TRY not to do it αgαin!

TE: I αm NOT α pεrfεct troll! NεVεR wαs!

TE: αnd you cαllεd hεr α *DUMβαSS*!!!

RM: SHES ONE GODDAMN SWEEP OLD, ALL WRIGGLERS ARE DUMBASSES, BECAUSE THEY DONT KNOW BETTER

TE: Thεy αrε not DUMβαSSεS, thεy αrε WIGGLεRS.

TE: Whαt wεrε YOU doing αt onε swεεp old?

TE: αll shε wαnts is to εXPLORε. Whεn shε βrεαchεd my ship, αll shε wαntεd wαs to βε friεnds with mε!

TE: Shε didn't know mε! Shε didn't know who I wαs!

TE: αll shε sαw wαs α "βig fishy"!

TE: Of COURSε shε's nαivε! Shε's α CHILD, shε doεsn't know SHIT.

TE: βut thαt doεsn't mαkε hεr αn IDIOT.

TE: Shε's so smαrt αt whαt shε doεs.

-- roaringMechanix [RM] that's actually the perfect reason wrigglers are dumb, but..... --

TE: Shε wαs thε only troll. THε ONLY TROLL, to succεssfully βRεαCH my ship.

TE: Hαd shε βε αny othεr troll, shε would hαvε hαd thε knowlεdgε to know thαt shε mαdε my ship vulnεrαβlε αnd hαd εvεry opportunity to ruin it.

TE: βut no.

TE: Shε wαs found βy βutchεr, αnd shε mαdε friεnds with litεrαlly εVεRYONε THεRε>

TE: Shε εvεn drεw mε α picturε!

-- theEradictator [TE] uncaptchas a picture Irisma drew of her and Lulith together being friends. --

TE: Shε cαll mε LuLu!

TE: Shε cαlls my mαtεsprit "Tushiε"!

RM: aww, thats cute

TE: Shε's fucking hilαrious!

TE: Shε's mischεvious, shε's nαivε, αnd shε's curious.

TE: βUT SHε IS NOT.

TE: IN αNY STRεTCH

TE: αN

TE: IDIOT.

-- theEradictator [TE] was full on Commander Admiral mode now. --

TE: I DO NOT WαNT YOU TO εVεR SαY THαT βULLSHIT IN FRONT OF Mε αGαIN.

TE: OR YOU WILL LOSε YOUR JαW.

TE: FUCK YOUR αRM.

TE: I WILL TεαR OUT YOUR TONGUε.

RM: well, thats unpleasant

TE: Or I cαn just go for your βulgε sincε thαt sεεms to βε your βεst fεαturε αppαrεntly?

-- roaringMechanix [RM] part of him is afraid, while the other part just thinks ROBOBULGE --

TE: I should just tεll Irismα thαt.

TE: "Irismα, onε of your βεst friεnds who you trustεd αnd lovεd cαllεd you α dumβαss todαy."

TE: No...

TE: I should tεll CLαIRε thαt.

TE: I wondεr how shε would rεαct.

-- roaringMechanix [RM] is just staring at her, because he can't believe that Lulith is taking the "moral high ground" when she's utterly terrible --

TE: Yεαh.

TE: I'll do thαt.

TE: I'll tεll Clαirε εxαctly whαt you sαid.

RM: ........youre seriously being a tattletale on me right now

TE: α TαTT-

-- theEradictator [TE] LAUGHS. --

TE: WHαT αRε YOU, α WIGGLεR.

TE: OH NO, YεS YOU αRε.

TE: βεCαUSε YOU'Rε α DUMβαSS.

RM: .....i honestly dont know how to react to this

TE: Thε fuck do you mεαn?

TE: αrε you thαt in shock?

RM: i just

RM: the way that all went was so surprising

RM: youre raving mad at first, then you started acting motherly for iris

RM: then back to raving mad, threatening to kill me

TE: Yεs.

RM: and then saying youre gonna tell on me to claire

TE: "Tεll on mε", christ, I'm βεing schoolfεd αgαin.

RM: thats what you said! ill tell claire exactly what you said!

RM: ....this is too much for me

TE: You αct likε you'rε in thε Twilight Zonε.

TE: Is your world thαt βlαck αnd whitε thαt you cαn't possiβly sεε somεonε likε mε CαRING for somεonε?

RM: i mean......its not like its implausible

RM: you have to admit, literally every experience ive had with you, in person or talking about you, has been negative

TE: You βring it up on yoursεlf βεcαusε αll you sεε is α monstεr.

RM: but at the same time, i know youre capable of it, like anyone else

RM: and /you/ dont exactly paint yourself in the prettiest light

TE: Of coursε I fucking don't.

RM: then what do you expect when people think the WORST of you?

TE: I'm usεd to it.

TE: Your rεαction to mε isn't uniquε.

RM: then....i dunno.....why not try to CHANGE that?

TE: Tαushi

TE: I αm fαr too fαr gonε.

TE: I cαn't just βε α good guy αt thε drop of α hαt.

RM: well thats bullshit

RM: of course not. nobody is

RM: i cant exactly talk from experience

RM: but i at least know it takes a fuck ton of time and effort

RM: besides, it aint like you dont have time to try

TE: Timε αnd εffort wαstεd.

RM: youll probably even live for another thousand years

RM: i mean....you say that

RM: but this certainly went better than our LAST meeting

RM: id say thats some improvement

TE: Mostly βεcαusε I'm tirεd αnd I only hurt thosε who physicαlly provokε it.

TE: You could hαvε hαd your αrm hαd you not hαvε punchεd mε.

TE: Its your fαult.

RM: its not like i MEANT to

TE: Whαt...

RM: hell, i was gonna go back hive cause claire told me to

TE: αnd thεn you dεcidεd to αpproαch mε.

RM: i only got angry cause i saw you covered in her blood

TE: Yεs αnd?

TE: You wεnt αgαinst hεr wishεs.

RM: no, seriously, i didnt even go out to find you! i just happened upon you!

TE: Yεs you did!

RM: oh cmon, youre a highblood. you know about rage issues

TE: Oh plεαsε.

TE: Of coursε I do.

TE: βut I αlso know whεn to fucking NOT.

RM: yeah, and youre like 17 times older than me

RM: i just fuckin lost it, okay

TE: You should hαvε sεεn from MILεS αWαY how unstαβlε I wαs.

TE: Yεs, I wαs covεrεd in hεr βlood.

TE: βut Clαirε βεggεd you to αvoid mε.

TE: αnd look whαt you didn't do?

RM: and i TRIED

TE: You fαilεd MISεRαβLY.

TE: εvεn *I* would hαvε donε it succεssfully!

-- roaringMechanix [RM] he's.....actually getting kind of flustered now. throughout this, he's either been calm, annoy, or a tad afraid. but he hasn't really broken his comosure like this --

RM: .......screw you. i just fuckin lost it. i just......i fuckin....

TE: You did this.

TE: You could hαvε stoppεd it. βut you did this.

-- theEradictator [TE] yawns. --

TE: αnywαy, thε mαtε is wαiting βαck hivε.

TE: Shε isn't fεεling wεll αnd I nεεd to pick up α fεw things.

TE: Mαyβε somε snαcks if shε's hungry.

TE: Good dαwn, Xεrx. Mαyβε thε nεxt timε wε tαlk, It'll improvε α littlε βεttεr.

-- roaringMechanix [RM] he doesn't say anything, just lets her walk away, muttering "goddammit" when she leaves and hitting the wall hard enough to leave his imprint in it, despite it being brick --