#yea u can guess why i know abt this & be correct.

[emdotcom]

🌻

So, you know Chuck E Cheese, right? You know the animatronics in there? Yeah, okay, so those are old -- real old. See, in the 80s, there was this company, Showbiz Pizza, & they made this animatronic band called The Rock-A-Fire Explosions.

But, it's an animatronic arcade. Those things slowly started to peter out, what with the invention of home consoles & hand-helds. So, company starts to lose money, & the owners sell it to -- you guessed it -- Chuck E. Cheese, a company they have co-existed with multiple times beforehand.

So, what happened from there is that anything the company wanted to keep got modified & re-costumed to fit the Chuck E branding, & anything that didn't got destroyed. (Companies like Disney & Chuck E. Cheese love to destroy their old props & costuming to make sure they can't be used later on to ruin their public image.)

Anyhow. So when they were changing things over, they made these tapes -- the Concept Unification tapes. I've seen one a couple o' times, since it's been uploaded to YouTube. It's actually kinda sad to watch the stages & performers get torn down, especially because I can spot which pieces & folks are headed to an incinerator.

Anyhow x2, these machines are kinda interesting, to me. They run off Pneumatics. In short, an air compressor runs compressed air down a line of tubing. The tubing comes to a box that I'll compare to a surge protector, covered in more tubes for each of the character. A show tape will play, & send signals down to that box, telling it which tube to send compressed air through, & which ones to keep closed off. The compressed air runs to the actuators, (basically joints,) & make the whole thing move. Most of 'em have about 14 actuators to move the various parts of their bodies, like eyes & elbows, wrists & head, then maybe 2 more to move ears, if they've got 'em. I believe they run off of uhhh 15psi? Maybe 20psi? Idk, it's been a while.

But it's real easy to mess that up. You just set something up wrong, or install it incorrectly, or never maintenance your machines, & then suddenly one joint stops working or works too much.

Those things are old, & they've all got expiration dates. Some hobbyists & collectors try to get a hold of them & fix 'em up, but, again, the company prefers 'em destroyed when not in use.

[arodrwho]

cr 2.84 lb

my internet cut out so all i saw was. sam putting away a pompom & matt saying “surprisingly.. succint!” which is HILARIOUS to me

bc it was so succint for me i saw None of it

BLANKET

eyyy recap time

oh what

it’s not a betrayer god??

what the Heck

oh that’s so weird

neat though!

yeah yeah yeah!! tell about yasha, good, yes, they will Know Things

“might also be affecting these other creatures” don’t u try to make me feel bad for the laughing hand matt

i love that matt’s just having to all the time be like “and because you rolled so high in religion,,” it’s incredible

#confirmed it’s the Hunger Thing we’ve been seeing

delightful!

no don’t 2nd-guess urself jester ur absolutely correct!!

blease i want a Yasha

...a friend in the empire still? who the FUCK is this friend

oremid hass…!

o goddang the heck

i remember the notes abt oremid..

he’s an ASS

“uwu i accept the lesser creatures”

goodnesse graciouse me

oh DANG a letter of REC

thanks yussa!!

friends in high(ish) places….!

“most of my contact has been with oremid. ...trent seems a bit creepy”

“i trained him for a bit, i should say” hm. interesting

“though his students may not agree” mm the face caleb made

: O!

a reward!! a thank you!!!

MON E Ys

lmao nah nott has it

y eah there she goes

that’s not nice!

BE NICE TO HER

SHE JUST DIED

AGAIN

C’MON NOW Y’ALL

“your face is stupid!!”

“a very dangerous & powerful mage now knows your name” he knew it already you ass

shut the fuck up

can like

ONE whole person take her seriously

WHY ARE YOU ALL SO TERRIBLE

“nott u have to understand the difference between an opportunity & a temptation” :( be NICE

wait what did he say

“is that a challenge?”

“i’m not going to peel inches of your flesh off and eat them” “....that’s so romantic” “i’m not nearly as far along as him, and i’m not nearly as deranged and that’s saying something. you can’t change if you’re dead. dead and gone” “alright so you’ll still work at it? you’ll still try?” “have a little faith” “alright. i trust this crazy wizard a little more than that one” :(

caleb can’t you just. just say YES i will work on it

don’t make her feel like she’s not trusting you enough you haven’t with your literal words been giving her much reason to trust you

like

please give her a direct Yes i am.. begging you

to ZADASH!!

oh god what if dairon hasn’t had time to tell them though like?

oh!

oh she has

okay

that’s good

thank u dairon i appreciate u

OH a diamond yes, very good

“don’t stat-shame me” lmfao

i wish they would just go 2 zadash but! i’m glad they’re having fun

OH thank u tumblr it says ? word. that yussa said caleb is very bright

OH tumblr also said yussa is glamored? i thought it meant he couldn’t disguise himself in zadash not that he ALREADY has a glamor on all the time all the time?

oooo is beau gonna get the one for molly

with the placement it sounds like she might get the one for molly

ooooooo PR E T T Y

nott ur skin is beautiful shut the heck ur mouth

“i bet caleb can make it happen, you are SO smart” “.....she and i will work together” hey liam. hey liam. that was VERY GOOD

i feel like orly’s voice has shifted a little and i LOVE it

i would fucking die for this man

“i will join you” scratch of arm

poor caleb :(

“i try to make it not seem like i’m checking her out” lmfao

is she gonnaaaaa

yea

there we are

gosh

that’s rly soft beau

“woah woah woah! i wanna roleplay fish n chips!! BACK. IT. UP.”

i love. liam

“i rolled for vinegar” lmao

i also love taliesin

i’ve missed most of this conversation

“a long time ago yeah, plants” “what di you plant” “green beans” “green beans, perfect. so you put something in the ground, didn’t look like much. you knew what you were going to get at the end of this. put this thing in the ground it doesn’t know what it is doesn’t know it’s purpose but it’s gonna be green beans. the gods plant the blah blah i forget the words but this is SO COO L

“but destiny has planted you here and now and hopes that you will bear its fruit. that’s destiny”

“the tree doesn’t know what it’s going to fruit you don’t know where you’re headed but you were put here”

THIS is the metaphor tal was talking abt on talks

“this is a garden. this is a good garden. a lot of manure [laughs] but a good garden”

“and what is the POINT of a chip if not to douse it in vinegar” understim cad

“that’s a real sentence that i just said out loud” i love u caleb

“but i have started to forget what it is like to not be with you people. but we are missing one and i am stuck on that, that we are missing one” :( give 2 him the hugs

“you guys are all right” i love. he

“you are as well, you should give yourself more credit”

“you put others before yourself over and over again in there, that wasn’t easy. that was very impressive”

“but it is complicated for me fjord to go to zadash to speak to this man. i’m not saying we don’t, but—” gosh

“we’re going to have to protect you while we’re there” hey. that’s soft

“what do you want to do? do you want to run? or find some absolution” hey. that’s soft

that’s SOFT

i’m FEELING

“i want to find any information from hass and leave. i don’t need to get my feet wet in that. we have a friend who needs us and we have something bigger, bigger than anything apprently, to deal with so”

“first we save our friend” “first we save our friend” “everything else will come” “agreed” “i hate tattoos” “they’re just not for me” “they’re frowned upon in my family, so”

a) i have some sad about that caleb some suspiciones, b) cad wHY are tattoos frowned on in ur family what is the REASON for that i am very curious

“do u want some chips”

lmao

“i know. i’ve noticed” that’s GAY

“--and we also have these awesome chaos tattoos!!” that deflection is ALSO GAY

“are u gonna wear a sweater every time u go home” “mmmmmaybe” i love jester

“mmmade breakfa—” that’s SO SAD

“you should” nott oh my god

“i apologize” “woaaaaah” incredible

dairon wants a word?? o dang

“are u gonna apologize some more, those are sparing” “i understand. i apologize” caduceus u cheeky bastard

nott. is such sn asshole

travis: poke poke poke poke

matt: [other words as travis keeps saying poke]

travis: poke poke poke poke poke

matt: ...aaaand banned

lmfao

yea yea yea tell dairon EV erything

are they gonna be Sharpeneded by the chained oblivion bit

“you have a monk bunk” god i love cad’s sense of humor

“i apologize i made you uncomfortable” i love, you,,

“but there is only one bed” “yeaahhh” sam riegel knows what’s up

“it’s important to know where you came from” “maybe you’ll hand it off to someone else one day” “and they can keep THEIR pants up” caduceus i LOVE you

thank u fjord

they are being so soft with caleb

caleb cannot do accents remember

REMEMBER

“do, do fjord’s old accent” “i thought i already did” lmao

i love. caleb

i love. thes e losers

they’re very good

string string string string string string STRING

“may i have permission to use the archives here expositor lionett” “lemme think about it” god i love them

i wiSH i could see beau’s FACE right now but my goddang internet conked so i only got

well now i don’t even got sound :(

“how did we GET. HERE” dang man i’m askin that too

one minute beau sounded jealous and the next ? beau’s like “i’m just starting to get better at being myself”

i missed the WHOLE MIDDLE

anyways

--fjOR D

it’s real therapy hours tonight

eghgh scrolling thru the tag & my dash i must also say that it is ALSO Real Bitter Aro hours tonight

not 2 be rude but FUCK shipping

take. your romance. and SHOVE IT IN THE GARBAGE

take it. and EAT IT. so that i don’t have to see it anymore

OR-E-MID!!

oh that’s right he’s like

a genasi or sth isn’t he?

i think was what the notes suggested?

hmmmm

oh god fjord ur rly going there

OH GOD BEAU UR RLY GOING THERE

i mean i’m sure ur stopping there but

oooo he knows!

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WHISPERS ON OREIMD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WHAT ARE Y’ALL BEING T O LD

i’m so curiose !

beep beep they’ve TOLD him some THINGs

oh MAN i hope he doesn’t betray them

...oh my god i love him i reall y hope he doesn’t betray them

he can tell it’s a familiar??

oh GOOD distraction there bud

“we’re even-keel” beau that’s the biggest lie u’ve Ever told

i Love you

i love,

jester asking for oremid for sprinkle advice

that’sa infodump if i ever heard one

so like

we agree oremid is autistic right

like we’re agreed right

yes?

yes

eyyy what’s up pumat!!

what. is HAPPENING to caduceus

did he touch something? what

he didn’t touch anything? so he’s being attacked? laura says

what the FUC K

what the fuck what the fuck what the fuck what the fuck

that’s so many dice what the FUC k

W H A T

female form? gray, blue-purple skin, black headband, bright red hair, cloak and armor, deep grin? what the F uck

vollstrecker?????? wh a T

no wrong looks though so

caedogeist?

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

SO! THAT! HAPPENED

spectral drowlike figure

23 doesn’t h iT

oh boy

OH BOY

this will be F U N!!!!!

“shopping episoooooode” god i love this

anyway

VERY GOOD

V ER Y GOOD!!!!!!

thank u matt & co i am delighted!!

[uniformbravo]

me trying to make a gif part 2 (thrilling finale, buildup ver.)

ok good news and bad news: good news being withheld for Spoilers (not that it’s that hard to guess anyway lol), bad news explained first bc, chronologically, it is first

so yesterday i mentioned in the tags of that post that i had seen that krita has an animation feature so i was gonna try importing the frames into that and then exporting it as a gif. easier said than done, as it turns out

i started by opening the file i made yesterday with 62 layers as the frames and importing that into krita, which worked fine (i didn’t know you could actually open .psd files in clip stuido ((this typo is so fucking stupid it made me laugh so im leaving it)) and krita, so that’s pretty neat, i wonder if it works the other way around too) but i ran into problems when i tried to convert those layers into frames in an animation. because, like, the layout of the program has the layers displayed in one tab, and the animation timeline in another, like so:

(do u like how im using pictures now, i thought of that yesterday after i published the other post and realized hey, visual reference would probably make my plight a lot easier to understand!! so enjoy these educational diagrams from now on)

so my goal was to get the frames from the layers into the timeline, and i still don’t know if i did it right bc lbr krita is not very intuitive at all,,.,, i mean i watched a video tutorial abt how to animate in krita which was v helpful (it’s the one by jesse j james on yt fuckin SHout out) but it was about animating from scratch, not importing an animation you’ve already done elsewhere

so like, the way krita’s animation thing works, from what i could piece together as i bumbled my way around w/ it, is that each layer in the layers tab is a separate timeline in the,,, timeline tab

i want them all to be in the same timeline, not separate ones, and there’s no way to combine them in the timeline tab bc doing that just overwrites whatever layer you’re pasting it down onto, and also if you define the number of frames for that timeline (62 for this project) it just puts the single image of that layer for all of the frames instead of just one of them, so you’d have to go through and delete all the other frames you don’t want it to be, which would be such a fuckin pain

so i found a workaround, which is so tedious that it can’t be the right way to do it, but basically i started w/ layer 1 and defined 62 frames & then emptied frames 2-62, like this

(that blue box is the frame, btw, even tho it says 0, which actually kind of annoys me like why doesn’t it start the first frame on 1????)

from there i went up to layer two and selected that in the timeline, but for some reason the frame doesn’t show up automatically?

& i couldnt fuckin figure out how to make it into like, an Official Timeline Layer or whatever tf bc like, u see on layer 1 how theres that little lightbulb-looking icon on the right? that’s for turning on onion skin which only applies when you actually have frames with things drawn on them, so basically layer 2 in the layers tab has a drawing but in the timeline it doesn’t?

i didn’t find out what the actual reason for this is or how you’re /supposed/ to make the frame appear in the timeline, but what i did was right click on layer 2′s timeline & select “create blank frame” which magically made the frame i want appear

but it’s on top of the layer 1 frame, and i want it to be the frame after. also it’s still in a different timeline. this is the only easy fix in this whole damn process, u can literally just click & drag the frame from layer 2 to layer 1 and put it wherever u want on the timeline

and then u just delete layer 2 and that’s it, frame transferred!! then i just had to do that for 60 more layers and after [unspecified amount of time but it was a fuckin while ok] my timeline looked like this!

(the gaps near the end are held frames, to save me time so i didn’t have to copy a bunch of frames that were exactly the same)

krita is great because as far as i know ur animation can have an unlimited number of frames, at the risk of your own pc’s processing power, which is a definite upside to SOME expensive art programs i know (clip studio, i’m talking abt csp) and u can pick the frame rate too (cough photoshop elements 5.0 even tho u dont technically have an animation feature & it’s a miracle u can even make gifs at all) so once i finally got all the frames situated all nice and in order like on the same timeline, playing it was great! played at the right speed, looped perfectly, it was a dream come true right

well, time to export it as a gif

ha

haha

hoooo oo  o

so u got 2 options for exporting ur animation, u can either hit “export,” which lets u save it as different file types, one of which being gif, or you can hit “render,” which gives you gif and video options

well

i tried export first, bc that seemed like a good idea, but the “””gif””” it made was distinctly not a gif, despite its claim to be one?? this is what i got:

notice: 1. it is not moving, and 2. the black bars to the sides?? those are supposed to be transparent. they’re transparent in the file i made so why didn’t they register as transparent in the export, when gifs have transparency capabilities??

so That was some real live bullshit but i still had the “render” option, right? export was wrong, so rrender must be the correct option to go to that will produce the results i am wanting to see produced in front of me like a silver dinner platter with a correctly functioning gif under the lid, that’s what i want to see and “Render Animation...” is gonna Give me that silver platter righWRONG ok look at this shit rn ok Look

it says GIF it says it RIGHT THERE right??? right?????? then WHY

?????????????

and it also gave me all This bullshit

like did i ask?? did i fucking ask???? i already have all the individual frames why do i need even M o re i mfjgjgk

((rationally ok yea thats v useful for if ur making the animation in krita and want to export the frames to use elsewhere, but like uhhh 1. again, they’re not transparent & 2. i should have the option of saying i don’t want these??? bc *meme voice* i don’t want these)

so in the end i could find NO correct method of exporting animations as a gif in krita bc every ooption that says gif is fuckign LYING to ur face there are NO gifs in krita, aliens made the progam who looked at gifs and went “hmm i thikng this is how a gif works “ and just made jpegs instead but somehow got on the computers good side and got it to lie for them about it being a gif so thats why it says gif on the file still even tho its not a gif illimati confinr

so what is the conclusion to this? well i said there was good news too, and this is the portion where i divulge that sweet nectar (i type dthis 2 seconds ago and @ me what the fuck)

so after wasting a good 2 hours trying to figure out krita i gave up and watched some good old [youtuber name redacted bc what if it shows up in search & ppl see this dumbass post in there but it rhymes with fjackfsepticfeye] to relax into accepting my fate that i’ll never be able to upload my animations to tungle except in poor quality loopless video form, making me into a laughing stock on my own art blog, but THEN i had a stroke of genius, in my Brain

so if u read yesterday’s post u might remember that flipnote studio, the animation program i use on my ds, to animate, has the option to export files as gifs, both animated and sequential (meaning either as one fully animated gif or each individual frame separately), which is super convenient, but as i mentioned yesterday, any time i tried to open the folder with those files on my laptop, it crashed immediately

WELL today i thought “hey, how about instead of opening the folder in the sd card when it’s plugged in, how about i copy that folder from the sd card to my flash drive, and try to open it there, in case it’s the card’s hardware that’s causing the problem, not corrupted files”

so i tried that and it FUCKING WORKED THANK GOD GLORY HALLELUJAH

so now instead of spedning A THOUSAND YEARS trying and failing to force art programs to bend to my will i can just export the animations straight from my ds and drag them onto my computer Just As God Intended oh GOD im so fucking happy

here’s the gif in the end, i’m gonna post it to my art blog too but this is the Green Version bc i animate in green bc of some default settings in flipnote that i got used to, plus it makes me feel like i’m just sketching so nothing really has to be finalized so i’m comfortable while i work, and also it’s just nice ok it’s a Nice Green

(there’s a few frames at the end that are like the extra scraps from while i was working dw i got rid of those in the final version that i’m posting to my art blog later. also i added my blog url to that one too it’s aaaaaall good)

the only downside to this method is that i can’t change the canvas size to be 540px wide to fit with tumbrl s image dimensions but whatever i can just post them in a text post and fix the html to display it at its original size instead of the resizing bullshit tmurbl pulls constantly ugh. anyway it works great on desktop but it’s inevitably gonna look like shit on mobile no matter what i do *Big Ass Shrug*

anyway thats the end of my success story uhh i can’t make the like comment & subscribe joke again bc i already did that in the last post so like bye i guess thanks 4 watchign & have a great day i’ll see u in my next fvideo

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YYob4uDjEKI&t=0s

(^that’s my outro music)

[tenecity]

from haters to lovers; zhu zhengting

from haters to lovers—a series where nine percent and you have the cliche, typical love story

warning: mentions of gender discrimnation

sosososososososo after much procrastination, crying and cracking my head, i finally got someth to possibly hate abt zzt hell yes god

also! taking into consideration tt china is still a v much conservative society, gender discrimnation is everywhere and rlly, as of yet, cant b helped

so which is why, imagine ure a chinese woman you found it weird, almost distasteful that a boy would be in yr dance class

i mean, guys are suppose to be strong people, doing more physical stuff like wushu or smth, and then there’s this boy here, doing pointe and perfect turns

“zhu zhengting is here!!!! oml doesn’t he look like a fairy?” your best friend tugs your sleeve as she discreetly point to the said boy. you roll your eyes. youre tired of this whole rave about him. literally, the entire class fangirls abt him; and apparently, it is not just for his looks, for also for his dance

spsjssjnsnsbs hE IS SO ELEGANT

you wld nvr admit it, but ok i guess ure borderline jealous.

i mean, his lines r clean, force controlled in his movements, perfect timing for rushed movements and then he slows down with such grace that you will never have 

but its still irks you, that a boy should dance so softly and gracefully. doesn’t seem to sit well with your traditional thinking 

so anyway, sidenote! you suck at turns wowww so coincidental

and every lesson, you usually would stay back just to practice it and you always end up with bruises and what nots as you fall repeatedly, no one there to catch you when you fall 

somehow, zhengting stays back today as well, rehearsing his main role in the upcoming performance, “swan lake” 

and you can’t keep your eyes off his figure 

it is mesmerising, how he can convey emotions, feelings, an entire story, through mere movements of the arms and legs. you observe how his every move is calculated, strength justttt the right amount that it looks elegant instead of overly powerful. 

and then you stare at the mirror and you sigh. probably why you only got a minor role in the performance. 

shaking your head, trying to push all those nonsensical thoughts out of your brain, you continue trying to turn, but you just can’t find the balance

yixing: balance baLanCe bALANCE

once again, your arms aren’t fully stretched out and it creates an imbalance, causing you to once again, fall backwards, out of turn 

you shut your eyes, bracing yourself for the impact

but it doesn’t come 

surprise surprise

eyelids fluttering open slowly, you realise just how close your are to zhengting, his ragged breath from his exhausting rehearsal fan across your face, inevitably making them the colour of cherries.

“you ok?” he softly asks, as he lowers you down.

“...yea im fine.” you mumble, head bowed.

“....do you need help with the turns?” 

“....”

“you know, you’re almost there. its just the part at the 180 degree mark, where you have to pull in your hands. your arms don’t always cross, or are pulled in too fast, which breaks your flow and speed and causes you to fall out of turn.” 

how does he know? bc he has been looking at you, dumbass

also i hve no idea how accurate this is i suck at body anatomy

you nod slowly. he makes sense. and its true, you always fall when you are just about to spin to the opposite side.

getting up, your arms are poised, ready to try again. 

andddd they become frigid as hands land on your middle, firm and supportive.

“look, its not even straight here. you need it to be 90 degrees here, before you can even start turning.” he adjusts you accordingly.

“im going to spin you slowly, and we try to perfect each section, ok?” 

he spins you slowly, your arms closing in in slow motion. he corrects you at certain parts, one hand leaving your waist as he repositions yr arm.

and now, ure facing him, head bowed as a flush colours your cheeks when u realise how close the two of u r. a slight movement will just allow yr lips to brush against his.

but of course his hand is steady as hell and he just turns you slowly and you face the other direction

which, makes ur stomach churn and disappointment flows thru u????

so skipskip next scene

its after class and ure packing up when u hear some commotion at the corridor

n u follow ur busybody classmates

u can barely see who is shouting bc u a cute shortie :)

but u recognise the voice

"NO i'm staying dad. this is what i want to do."

"No, no, no. teacher, im v sorry, but i will like to pull my son out of this dance class now. i will pay the rest of the fees, but he will not be performing that stupid recital-” 

“i am performing, dad.” the voice is calm and collected and you try to tiptoe, just barely catching sight of the brown locks

“no u r not. zhu zhengting, u r a boy, u cannot do this kind of girly things! it makes u look v 娘* do you know that? a disgrace, an utter disgrace!”

the voice rings as everyone falls silent, heads turning towards zhengting, waiting for his response to the harsh comment. 

“i will prove to you that there is nothing to be ashamed of.” he quietly says, bowing and turning his heel, head held high, with no sign of regret or disappointment 

as you watch the figure go, everything falls together like pieces of a puzzle

why he works so hard 

why when it already seems perfect enuf, he still practices, saying there is still space for improvement 

why he was so desperate to get the main role 

he wanted to b in the spotlight and give a flawless performance bc he wanted to prove to his father, that boys dont have to b restrained to a singular activity and stereotype. they can do whatever they want, so long as they like it 

guilt washes over u as u watch his father storm after his son, realising that this man is a reflection of you

new found respect is the word u will use on zhengting. 

everyone applauds him. an art form shld never be restricted to a gender.

ur heart opens up to him more, and admiration for him blooms as u watch him place high expectations on himself, doing a particular move over and over again, even tho in your eyes, it alr seems perfect enuf

just like how he is to you; perfect and flawless

its addicting to watch him. his pale arms, his clean movements, his strong legs, his silky brown locks, the way his eyes sparkle when he talks about dance, the way the edges crinkle when he laughs, the way he is so bubbly about everything.

and he starts to take notice of you too, helping you to readjust properly, telling you tricks and tips on how to keep perfect balance, how to put the correct about of strength into a movement. 

for the next few weeks, you end up gg hme later than usual, staying bck with more than an hour just to spend time with him, and not gg to lie, you r falling for him 

but... you kinda don’t rlly knw i mean 

he’s nice to everyone

what makes you so special?

anywayyyyyyy

FINALLY RECITAL DAY WOOHOO

everyone’s pretty hyped about it

but u knw the main dancers will be extremely nervous and u decide to go find zhengting in his dressing room, just to give him assurance, if he needs any.

“zhengting?”

“hmmm?” he says (???) as he turns around and oMLORD JESUS CHRIST IS HE A BEAUT

the eyeshadow makes him look sultry, the foundation emphasising how his skin is flawless and hydrated, his eyebrows strong and dark, a true prince indeed

he snaps his fingers, pulling u out of yr trance. “did you want to say anything?” u hear a hint of hope and u almost smirk 

“uh...you look good? and good luck.” you mumble, tripping over your words, unused to a god-like creature looking at u with such intensity in his dark eyes

“what did you say?” he teases, cheekiness flowing through his words

“i said,” you clear your throat. “you look good and good luck for your performance

how you wish to wipe that smirk off that face, if not for the fact that u secretly find it EXTREMELY HOT and your cheeks are flaring red at the sight of it.

“if u want to wish me good luck,” he leans forward. flirtatious. “how about a kiss on the cheek?” 

you roll your eyes and try to push him away but he is quick to grab your hands and stop them midway, intertwining your cold, clammy ones with his own.

“please?” 

“fine,” you try to sound nonchalant but the nervousness is so evident that u see the smirk creeping up his face again.

lips barely brush over the smooth skin and you pull away, blood surging upwards into the blood vessels of your face.

“bye,” you want nothing more than to dig a hole and hide your burning face 

“see you afterwards?” 

but u’ve already rushed out and he chuckles to himself, warmth oozing thru his being, and his cheeks flush as he thinks about the kiss you give him. 

he will definitely have to find you later to give you a proper one ;)

you guys wld b cute buBS UWU

my endings suck dbhasdjbfhjdbkjf

[gringoslur]

ok give me context then. does someone correct her about the pet comment in that moment and calls her out? or its passed as a joke that goes with all the ~racism~? sure, you can show uncomfortable faces. but if someone doesn't stand up in that moment, then what do you learn? this is a cartoon for kids. if someone is telling you that MAYBE maybe, showing kids of color being called PETS of white people is not the BEST way to write your storyline for KIDS maybe you should take a moment and think "yeah. thats not right. maybe there's a limit for all of this. maybe we should show this behavior in some other way, u know, considerating that white people had black/indigenous people in zoos and like slaves and shit. and there's a big problem with REAL racism that kids that watch this probably live everyday". I can't imagine myself being capable of being like "yea that black kid? its gonna be called pet of the white kid because of ~makes sense for my storyline abt racism~ thats what i want the kids of color to see! dont let them even watch cartoons without racism!". Thats so selfish and gross "This should make you uncomfortable!!" ok but real racism happens to kids and they dont need these scenes to know how it feels. Coding characters and making them live these awful experiences isn't new or original, especially being created by someone who is white. if people of color are saying "we don't want this", why are so many people coming out to defend it? just think a little. take the criticism. and this is a wild guess but i assume that these racist groups get a redemption arc? cartoons usually go like that.

if you look at the comments you can see so many people get so violent, so mad, so defensive about this. so many insults for people of color that are uncomfortable for these unwanted scenes and are worried about their kids watching it. i dont give a fuck about the cartoon story, in the moment that you are ok about a black kid being called the pet of a white kid in a cartoon for kids you lost me. if you care more about the stupid storyline that its a ~metaphore of racism~ (so new, i know) than in the impact that this might have in kids (this is not the first time that i've seen things like this from this show), i can't respect you.

the scene where blue diamond calls connie stevens pet made me uncomfortable….

[partlycharlie-archive]

gender? who is she? (they???)

chapter two: hey, uh . dad? link to prologue link to chapter one

summary: papa,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, oooOoOoo,,,,,,,,didn't MEAN to make you CRY (thaaaaank fuck i didn't!!!!!!!) word count: 1,796 warnings: coming out a/n: yeet yeet comin out bois

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[SUNDAY; 10.21.18]

  harry? (SumayaPotter), luna! (LunaLovegood)

 [14:06] harry?: luna luna luna

[14:15] luna!: hello harry! what is it you wish to talk about?

[14:16] harry?: i think im gonna come out 2 dad

[14:19] luna!: oh wonderful! i wish you the best of luck, harry. do you know if you will come out to your mother, as well?

[14:20] harry?: oh shit [14:20] harry?: nah i dont think so [14:20] harry?: im a little more scared abt her than i am abt dad [14:20] harry?: idk y lol

[14:21] luna!: okay! that’s perfectly fine, harry. you only have to go to the limits that you are comfortable with! <3

[14:21] harry?: tyyy <3

 ---

 “Hey, dad?”

“Yeah? What’s up, Su?” James settles into the chair across from his daughter, who is sitting (with the worst posture ever - he really needs to start reminding her to keep her back straight, even if that’s the only part of her that’ll ever be straight) slumped over the table. As he speaks, she props her head into the palm of one hand to look him in the eye.

“Do you know what the word nonbinary means?”

He raises an eyebrow and frowns, considering. “A number that’s not a power of two?” he tries, offering a cautious smile.

She snorts with a quirk of her lips. “Close, but not quite.” She starts to pull out the pins holding her hijab together, placing them in a small bag in front of her. The layers of the scarf unravel around her face.

“It, uhm, well. It kind of means someone that doesn’t feel like a girl or a boy? I guess you could say that nonbinary people are, like, in between being a girl or a boy, even though I’m pretty sure some people don’t feel like that? Like agender people, y’know? I mean, I’m pretty sure they fall under the term of ‘nonbinary’ or ‘genderqueer’ or whatever, but they don’t really have a gender? I guess? Yeah.”

She’s rambling, pulling the sleeves of her shirt down so that they wrap around her fingertips in that way she always does when she’s nervous.

Huh. She’s nervous.

He tilts his head. “That makes sense, yeah. Why bring it up? Is it part of your homework?” He can’t help but notice the way her shoulders noticeably relax when he confirms what she’s saying.

“No, but - uh. I think I might be? Nonbinary, I mean?” She curls in on herself, shoulders hunching in towards her chest as if she expects some sort of rejection. One of the layers of her hijab covers her expression.

He raises an eyebrow. “Okay, cool. What does this mean, then?” James’ tone is filled with relaxed confusion, and he watches with the tiniest of smiles as Sumaya lights up, breathing in deeply.

“Oh! Yeah, okay.” She cuts herself with a shaky hand wiping itself across her mouth. She starts fidgeting again, pulling at the strings of her scarf and rubbing the skin of her thumb and index fingers together.

“So, uh, maybe different pronouns? I can explain that to you later, hah. And- uh, I’ve been thinking about a new name, maybe? I’m not sure about it, but. Definitely a consideration.” The words fly out of her mouth like spitfire, each one landing in front of him as if she were afraid they’d burn her tongue if she didn’t speak fast enough.

“Huh. Okay. I mean - I get what pronouns are, no need to explain that, but I’m guessing you wouldn’t want to use guy pronouns-”

“He-him. That’s what you’d say.” She replies instantly; it sounds like a reflex. “Sorry.”

James smiles softly. “No need to apologize, love. He-him, okay - so you wouldn’t use that because you don’t… feel like a guy, right?”

Sumaya nods hesitantly.

“But not she-her, either, because you’re not a girl.”

Another nod.

James’ eyes flicker around the room as he considers this, and he misses the shaky breath Sumaya lets out. “Okay. So what pronouns would you use, then? Not ‘it’ or anything like that, right? Because that seems kind of, uhm. Dehumanizing.”

She laughs, just a bit, and her shoulders relax from the subconsciously hunched position they were in before. She pushes the remains of her hijab down so that they rest around her neck. “No,” she corrects with a smile. “That’s only for inanimate objects, I’m pretty sure. I would use they-them, probably.”

“Huh. That’s not… singular, though, is it? Correct me if I’m wrong, obviously, but isn’t that pronoun only used for a group of people?” She - they - laugh.

“Nah, it’s been used as a single-person pronouns since, like, the 1500’s; it just hasn’t really been recognized until recently. You can look up the timeline, it’s actually pretty cool. But, uh. Yeah.”

James scrubs his face with his hands. “Okay. It might take a little while for me to get used to it - feel free to correct me if I fuck up, pardon my French - but thanks for telling me, hun.” He smiles in a way that he hopes is reassuring, and Sumaya lets out a shuddering breath, looking vaguely like they’re about to cry.

“Whoa- whoa, what’s up, love? What’s wrong?” He leans forward in response to grasp one of Sumaya’s hands that lays, stationary, on the table. They shake their head quickly, breathing in another stuttered breath.

“No, I just. Fuck. I’m so happy, I’m sorry, I know it’s dumb, I was just so worried, god, I’m sorry, I’m just so happy,” she they ramble, using their free hand to wipe away the tears threatening to spill from their eyes.

“Aww, love, that’s okay.” He stands up, careful not to dislodge his hand from their tight grip, and walks around the table to envelop her in the tightest hug he can manage.

“I love you,” they whisper.

“I love you too.”

 ---

  harry? (SumayaPotter), luna! (LunaLovegood)

 [17:06] harry?: LUNA I DID IT OH MY GOD FUCK

[17:15] luna!: you did what, harry? [17:15] luna!: oh my goodness! congratulations, harry! i’m so proud of you, love.

[17:16] harry?: I CANT BELIEVE I DID IT SLFNEISLNFKESN FUCK [17:16] harry?: I CRIED BUT IT WAS OKAY [17:16] harry?: HES OKAY WITH IT [17:16] harry?: FUCK [17:18] harry?: fuck [17:18] harry?: hes [17:18] harry?: hes okay with it oh my god hes okay with it

[17:20] luna!: <3

  everybody but sumaya [longbottom (NevilleLongbottom), parkinson (PansyParkinson), weasley_2 (GinnyWeasley), lovegood (LunaLovegood), weasley_1 (RonWeasley)…]

 [17:22] lovegood: hello @everyone ! [17:22] lovegood: i would appreciate it if you all would send your congratulations to sumaya!

[17:23] weasley_1: for what ?

[17:23] lovegood: i’m afraid i can’t say, but rest assured the congratulations are deserved.

[17:23] zabini: bet

  blaise (BlaiseZabini), su (SumayaPotter)

 [17:23] blaise: yo congrats

[17:23] su: ????? [17:23] su: 4 wht

[17:23] blaise: idk bro just congrats

[17:24] su: ok

  tinychild (GinnyWeasley), onlychild (SumayaPotter)

 [17:23] tinychild: hey yo congrats on whatever just happened

[17:24] onlychild: ?????? thanks ??????????? [17:24] onlychild: wtf

[17:25] tinychild: i dont know

  ibelieveicanfly (SumayaPotter), ibelieveicantouchthesky (NevilleLongbottom)

 [17:23] ibelieveicantouchthesky: congratulations!

[17:24] ibelieveicanfly: what the FUCK [17:24] ibelieveicanfly: y r yall congratulating me ???????

[17:24] ibelieveicantouchthesky: i’m not sure, but i’m sure whatever you did was amazing.

[17:25] ibelieveicanfly: csdkjrhoewsdnck okay,,,,,,,,,,,,,,

  motherfucker (HermioneGranger), bitchass (SumayaPotter)

 [17:23] motherfucker: Hey why did Luna just ask me to congratulate you

[17:25] bitchass: IT WAS HER????? [17:25] bitchass: ofc it was that sweet hoe

  luna! (LunaLovegood), harry? (SumayaPotter)

 [17:26] harry?: luna

[17:28] luna!: yes, harry?

[17:28] harry?: !!!!!! [17:28] harry?: sry forgot abt that 4 a sec

[17:28] luna!: no need to apologize, harry!

[17:28] harry?: !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! [17:28] harry?: okay im fine [17:28] harry?: anyway [17:29] harry?: did u ask all of our friends to congratulate me

[17:29] luna!: yes! [17:29] luna!: even if they don’t know why they are congratulating you, i thought it would still be a nice feeling to have them be proud of you. [17:29] luna!: also, it is a nice demonstration of their trust in both me and you, harry. [17:29] luna!: me, because they trusted me enough to know that i was not lying! [17:30] luna!: and you, because i’m sure most of them said something along the lines of “i’m sure whatever you did was worthy of my praise” when you inevitably asked them why they were congratulating you for seemingly no good reason!

[17:31] harry?: omg [17:31] harry?: ilysm [17:31] harry?: god ur fuckin right too jfc [17:31] harry?: u absolute blessing u [17:31] harry?: srsly tho thank you luna tht was rly nice of u

[17:31] luna!: of course! [17:32] luna!: i love you too, harry. <3

 ---

  the Tea TM [f (FredWeasley), g (GeorgeWeasley), s (SumayaPotter)]

 [17:25] f: hey broski [17:25] g: hey . hey . hey .

[17:33] s: what

[17:33] g: congrats [17:33] f: also y is everyone congratulating u

[17:34] s: oh [17:34] s: luna told them to

[17:34] g: y tho

[17:34] s: i came out to my dad

[17:34] f: ?

[17:35] s: wait shit

[17:35] g: ur gay?

[17:35] s: no [17:35] s: kinda [17:35] s: its weird [17:35] s: thats not what i told him

[17:35] f: oh [17:35] g: whatd u tell him

[17:36] s: um [17:36] s: shit okay ig im doing this

[17:38] f: no pressure [17:38] g: NOSE pressure

[17:38] s: shut up [17:40] s: do u k what nonbinary means

[17:41] f: oh bet [17:41] g: yea man [17:41] f: uk charlies trans right??

[17:43] s: w h a t

[17:43] g: ya [17:43] f: well agender rly but ye [17:43] g: we all read up on a bunch of gender stuff when he came out [17:43] f: p legit [17:43] g: u got a new name or r u sticking w su

[17:43] s: god thats so wild [17:44] s: oh uh no [17:44] s: uh [17:44] s: harry i think [17:44] s: idk

[f (FredWeasley) changed s (SumayaPotter)’s name to h] [g (GeorgeWeasley) changed h (SumayaPotter)’s name to h]

[17:44] g: goddamnit fred [17:44] f: ;)

[17:46] h: welp

[g (GeorgeWeasley) changed chat name to ‘ mlk but better’]

[17:46] g: get it [17:46] g: bc our names go fgh [17:46] g: and mlk was mlk

[17:46] h: pls stop