#yamato with autism HC

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"Why are people liking this post?", you say, like if you didn't revealed that you have a tboy!Utsuro pregnancy fic ready to be let out onto the wild (The internet)...

you know what, valid. I’ll post it here straight from the notes app (below the cut as usual)

TRIGGER WARNING FOR: Pregnancy, implied sexual conduct, Transgender pregnancy, vulgar language

“My love for you knows no bounds.” CHAPTER 1

It has been two weeks at least since Utsuro was with Yamato Kisaragi in his dorm room, the remembrance of that night of passion having washed over Utsuro like a wave. He thought back on it, the warmth of their bodies pressed together, Yamato inside of him and making him feel whole, the way his lips had kissed at his neck, the feeling of Yamato cumming inside of him...and now, Utsuro felt sick. Kanata had suggested him take a pregnancy test, as that was general procedure…however, he had no clue how he could tell Yamato if the test was positive. 

Utsuro sighed. He had been sitting in the bathroom for at least twenty minutes, his face in his hands and the test that he took in his other hand. This was it, then. Utsuro was terrified to even glance down at the test as he felt like he could puke at any moment from the nausea hitting him nowadays. Despite having such divine luck, Utsuro had no clue what to even think. He felt like he had done everything right, yet here he was, possibly pregnant with Yamato Kisaragis’ child. The idea itself was laughable to Utsuro, considering he had “divine luck”. 

Utsuro looked up finally and glanced at the test. It was positive. The pregnancy test was positive. Utsuro couldn’t believe it, yet he wasn’t surprised. Utsuro would try to recall back to that night of passion he had with Yamato, attempting to think of what Yamato could’ve said that deserved Utsuro getting knocked up like this. Utsuro thought hard, and remembered only a few words that could be relevant. 

“ I hope I can get you pregnant, Utsuro. I love the idea of it so much.”

“God, I’ve wanted to fuck you so badly, Utsu... You have no idea…” 

were a few words that came to mind that felt important to recall, Utsuro giving a pinkish blush upon his face as he felt a sinking feeling in his core. Yamato had really gotten him pregnant, and Utsuro had no clue if the father himself would be happy with this or not. He was terrified, really, his legs trembling as he sat down and held the test in his hand, sighing heavily as he wondered if Yamato would even be fine with the truth, the gingerish-haired trans man feeling his abdomen, knowing what was inside as he prepared to go speak to Yamato about this, getting himself up and out of his dorm room to go speak to the inventor. 

Utsuro wandered out, looking around, and seeing Yamato in the hallway, speaking with his friends, a few people who were in a relationship. Utsuro felt himself grow more anxious as he saw the taller, stronger man, but knew that he had to go and talk to him. 

Utsuro tried to ignore Mikako, Yamatos’ sister. Mikako was nice and all, but Utsuro wasn’t wanting to talk to her right now. Rei was also there, and Rei was Mikako’s’ girlfriend. Utsuro would step over quietly as he gave a quiet, tired wave to Yamato and the others. He already felt horrible and it hadn’t even been an hour since he found out he was pregnant. 

Utsuro had no clue where to start, and he looked at the ground as Yamato looked to him, wondering what was up.

Yamato smiled and spoke up, looking to the shorter, tired-looking boy, saying,

"Hey, Utsuro! How’s it going?”

Utsuro felt a knot in his throat as he gave a quiet greeting back. “…Hello, Yamato.” He responded. It seemed usual, but it had a few undertones of nervousness, despite the shorter man not showing his emotions whatsoever. 

“May…I possibly tell you something, Yamato?” Utsuro asked, glancing up at Yamato before glancing away, not making eye contact.

"Of course! What is it? Is there something wrong, Utsuro?" Yamato asked.

Yamato, despite being an airhead and seemingly not able to understand emotions, was actually concerned, knowing that Utsuro wasn't usually like this. 

Utsuro decided to whisper into Yamatos’ ear, trying not to draw attention to himself from Mikako or Rei, giving a shaking inhale before finally spilling his words.

“I…ah…I went to Kanata, and she suggested I get a pregnancy test. Well, I…took this pregnancy test, and it came back positive.”

Utsuro then pulled away, keeping quiet as he awaited Yamatos’ reaction, only hoping that Yamato wouldn’t draw attention to them or say anything brash. 

"Oh, shit."

Yamato realized, and Rei and Mikako could both hear it.

Mikako gave a look.

"What, is he pregnant or something?" Rei joked sarcastically as she looked to the two men, giving a smug grin as she put a hand on her hip.

Mikako glared to her girlfriend before giving a playful elbow to the side.

"Rei, don't joke like that." 

Yamato had no words, and Mikako knew deep down that Rei was right.

"Wait, are you serious?!" Mikako asked as she felt her disbelief be suspended for just a moment before being dropped, nearly choking on her spit in sudden realization.

That was when Utsuro nodded slowly, Yamato practically trying not to explode in excitement as he somewhat jumped excitedly, shaking his hands in a happy manner, nodding vigorously to Mikako. Utsuro wasn’t exactly amused at this, trying to hide his face in embarrassment.

Mikako was flabbergasted, her jaw practically dropping to the floor, her eyes wide in surprise, her hands in her hair as she couldn't believe it. She was in shock, and so was Rei, the orange-haired woman putting a hand over her mouth as she gasped, saying a low “ooooo” under her breath.

"Well, fuck me sideways."

Rei remarked, still unable to believe it.

Mikako was absolutely floored. She was unsure of what to say.

"You're...actually pregnant?” Mikako asked as she looked down at Utsuro. the exorcists’ tall and thin frame practically looming over the divine-lucks’ body.

Utsuro would only give a small nod, making it obvious that he wasn’t lying, being blatantly obvious as Yamato started to rub a hand against Utsuros’ stomach, which was just slightly bulged out.

Utsuro felt sick from being touched, albeit that could’ve been from the fetus being in place or the dread he felt. Hell, it could’ve been a mix of both.

All Utsuro knew right now, however, was that he was pregnant with Yamatos’ child. He knew this would get more complicated in the next few months, as this was only the start.

[kisasiblings]

heehee hohoo a little bit of hc time!!!! (mostly autism related since im autistic and i hc mikako and yamato as autistic)

linuj stated at some point that mikako dislikes spicy food, a shame really but i forgive her, she doesnt like it because it gives her sensory overload

yamato on the other hand NEEDS his food to have intense taste and cant tell when its too spicy for others let alone mikako

so if hes cooking mikako forces him not to season the dish until after she grabs her serving or else she will snipe him

on the other hand if its mikakos turn then after serving her portion she adds as much spice as possible, each time increasing the amount, to make yamato regret being born. she hasnt succeeded (yet)

both have a MASSIVE sweet tooth and crave a lot of sugar every day

one of yamatos fucked up ways to stim is just blowing shit up in his lab, with safety precautions of course. he thinks stuff exploding on purpose is the most exciting and funniest shit ever

mikako isnt really better as she loves burning wooden toothpicks and if theres a candle nearby she will keep doing that for hours or even set up a tiny "campfire"

both tried to eat dirt at least once as little kids ♡ they liked the taste ♡

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🔥 kks opinioooooons character, ship, general vibe, etc etc

yuh yuh yuh!!!

ummmm i don’t rlly think i have any unpopular opinions for him?? i hc him as autistic as hell but idk if that’s unpopular lmfaoo

honeslty i don’t think he was that good of a sensei but like i don’t really hold anything against him for it?? i think he should’ve done better but at the same time he barely knows how to take care of himself, he was kind of forced into taking the kids, he’s just not somebody good at interacting w kids (looks pointedly at when he literally tied sasuke to a tree), and he was going thru. a lot mentally already. and to be burdened with the trauma of those kids as well, esp sasuke??? and the responsibility?? like i can’t blame him for not doing a good job what the hell was he supposed to even do lol

ummm as for ships i generally am unfeeling towards anything that isn’t kkg or kkob (like kkshizu or kkzabu) but that’s bc idc ab anyone except kakashi, obito, yamato and gai lmfao. as for specific ships:

kakayama: i just see them as bros and nothing more tbh!!! unrequited where yams has a crush on him for a while is CUTEEE but i don’t see their rship developing into anything more :’) they just know each other like brothers to me idk

kakasaku/kakasasu: noppeeeee sorry sasuke only went for nart and sakura i think would not like kakashi as a partner. they’re just not for me and i personally don’t think kakashi would Ever go for his students in that way. like they’re his children man!! (i also don’t rlly like the inherent power dynamic there kind of is??? i have a lot of issues w ships like this but those aren’t opinions i’m comfortable sharing lol)

kakanaru: naruto’s autism is the kryptonite to kakashi’s autism kks would kill nart after one day. also just. no. it literally doesn’t compute in my brain LMFAO they’re so opposite. also he’s his kid!! as i see it at least. same parenthesis applies here as did above

kakairu: so. generally no because they didn’t have much interaction in canon HOWEVER. i read fics for it sometimes and i’m VERY VERY particular ab them. i only really like one (growing pains by perfect nezumi! kakashi is written perfectly and SO FUNNY in this one) but it’s only pre-rship. i don’t like how kks or iruka are written in a lot of kkiru fics and i’ve never liked them in a relationship?? i think i only like an unrequited love for them too mostly bc iruka having a crush on dog man is so funny to me

that’s all i can think of if u want specific ships u gotta ask LOL

final opinion: i think he has bad posture bc he won’t look people in the eye

[sunriseindigo]

autistic mikako hcs since her birthday is tomorrow!!

this may come as a surprise to people, but mikako stims pretty frequently!! not as much as yamato or kiyoka, but she can’t go too long without twirling her hair or making little hums to herself

she doesn’t have a favorite stim, though she loves to bounce and do flappy hands when she gets excited!! she also likes doing vocal stims, though they’re usually quiet humming noises only she can hear,,

her main hyperfixation is the paranormal!! she was inspired to do more research on it after hearing a variety of ghost stories, and it lead her to becoming the exorcist she is today!!

she also used to have a special interest in creepypasta, though she’ll never admit it sfjsfsjg

besides that, she also likes to collect gemstones!! she finds a lot of comfort in their healing properties and will use them to soothe her when needed!! her favorite is desert rose :D

she’ll also give them as gifts to her friends either for their birthdays or because she felt like they needed them!!

mikako, handing rei a lapis: here u go,,, thx for helping me study!!

rei: i already own 50 of these from u but ur welcome

mikako needs at least some sort of background noise in any environment she’s in, otherwise she’ll begin to panic. as such, she keeps a travel soother in her room to keep her calm!!

when it comes to clothing, she really likes sweaters with baggy sleeves and long flowy skirts!! not only does it fit her comfortably, she also looks pretty in it!!

although she doesn’t stim with toys often, she owns a few squishmallows to cuddle!! she thinks they’re super soft and loves to hug them!!

like satsuki, mikako is sensitive to bright lights. not only can they give her pretty bad headaches, but they also overwhelm her if they’re too bright. because of this, her room is pretty dark and is lit up by a few nightlights she has!!

even though it’s not as huge as her interest for the paranormal or gems, she’s very interested in space!! she knows a whole lot of facts about the constellations, the stars that make them up, and the solar system!! she even got a telescope from hanzo for her birthday!!

yamato, standing outside the door: hey are u gonna come in?? it’s nearly 2 AM,,

mikako with her telescope: not yet,, i need to find jupiter really quick,,,

yamato: mikako plz we have school tomorrow

mikako: school can wait,,, the stars are more important,,

though she knew she had autism at a young age, she wasn’t quite sure what it meant. she knew she was like yamato (i also hc him as autistic!!), but she couldn’t quite understand why she would shut down in bright atmospheres or stim when she was happy. in a way, it frustrated her in the beginning

as she grew older and began to understand herself better, she started to do more research on autism as a whole. even though she was well aware of her neurodivergency, finally being able to realize that sensitivity to overwhelming stimulation was common in autistic people and that stimming is a good thing made her feel proud of being autistic!!

as mikako continues to go through hope’s peak and connect more with her friends, she’s been able to feel accepted and loved for who she is!!

[sunriseindigo]

some autistic kiyoka hcs to lighten up ur day!!

a majority of people who find out kiyoka’s autistic assume that guns is her special interest when really that’s far from the truth. in all honesty, sniping is something that she does on occasion and just so happens to be really good at

instead, one of her special interest is makeup!! although she doesn’t wear it too much, she watches lots of makeup tutorials and owns a bunch of cosmetics!! she knows how to make anyone look amazing if u ask her to!!

kizuna: hey can u give me a makeover?? u don’t have to go all out if u don’t want to—

kiyoka, pulling out all her makeup: oh trust me, i will go all out :D

she also has a special interest in music, particularly singing!! she’s always wanted to become a singer when she gets older, and although she’s a bit bummed out she didn’t get into hope’s peak that way, she takes regular vocal lessons and is in the school’s choir!!

stuffed animals is a must for kiyoka!! her bed is absolutely covered in them, and she has one of those net things to keep the rest that couldn’t fit!!

her favorite one is this shiba inu plushie names miki!! she brings them around everywhere she goes and loves snuggling with them!!

ryutaro: kiyoka u know u don’t have to bring miki around all the time right?

kiyoka, cuddling them: they’re a necessity,,,

even though she works with guns pretty often, she has increased sensitivity to loud noises. unless if she’s absolutely positive the place that she’s going to will be quiet, she’ll bring noise canceling headphones with her to public places!!

like yamato, she stims all the time!! she doesn’t have that many stim toys, but she loves playing with her plushies and her friends let her borrow theirs sometimes!!

kiyoka also has a lot of body stims!! like body hands, rocking, hair twirling, bouncing, and a variety of vocal stims too!! needless to say stimming makes her feel very happy!!

she absolutely adores playing video games!! whenever she has the time, she’ll pull out her switch and start playing whatever game she’s feeling that day!!

though she often goes into hyperfocus playing them and suddenly an innocent game of mario kart ends up being over 8 hours long sfjsfsfs

when she was younger, she would try to mask her autism in order to appear more neurotypical. she didn’t want to be made fun of because she’s autistic, so she tried to pretend she wasn’t. this became more of a habit as some of her old friends would make fun of her if she did something as much as lightly flapping her hands

things ended up changing for the better tho!! once she broke off contact with her old friends and enrolled into hope’s peak, she decided to embrace her autism rather than hide it!! now that she has other neurodivergent friends who accept and love her, she’s proud to be autistic!!