#yall rep Christ like that?

[ineffableigh]

I have a lot of thoughts about where this thread went, and where people keep taking it. Cutting it off and reblogging from here as I don't want that mess on my page.

NOW, BIG-ASS DISCLAIMER! Writing is hard so I hope you'll all give me the benefit of the doubt if any of this reads, like, weird or angry or something. I'm autistic and this shit is complicated lol. <3

I regularly see people accuse Neil of "always jumping in to clarify Azi/Crowley are NOT a gay couple" just because he makes statements like the one above, and using that to imply he's homophobic. And I've found that terribly frustrating, but only just managed to pin down exactly why.

I'm agender, autistic, assigned female at birth, demisexual, and my husband is a cis man. To people that don't know us, depending how I'm dressed on a given day or how long my hair is, they'll either read us as a 'straight couple' or a 'gay couple'.

Needless to say I don't see us as either, as neither really fits. I'm outside all the 'standard*' boxes, and at this point I've stopped trying to define our relationship. Sometimes I'm wife, but most of the time I'm spouse or just 'love'. Add to that the fact that I'm autistic, and for me social norms and roles like gender and gender presentation genuinely don't make sense to me. I can understand it in an intellectual way but there's zero pull to any of it from an intuitive standpoint. This is why I find Aziraphale and the angels/demons so relatable.

So when I see people being ADAMANT that Aziraphale and Crowley are a Gay Couple and accuse Neil of homophobia for clarifying that well no, angels and demons don't really have genders so they're not really a Gay Couple per se... but then people are like well they're male presenting so they're a Gay Couple!!!

It feels like when people look at me and the husband and say well you're agender sure, but you're AFAB so you're in a Straight Relationship. They flatten out my identity because of the perceived relationship dynamic.

I'm not saying Azi/Crowley aren't excellent gay representation in media because, obviously they are, especially in a world where we have so little queer rep at ALL. But people are SO DETERMINED to put a fixed label on them and get mad when anyone suggests that they're more complex one human label can convey.

To suggest that Neil is homophobic for giving us SUCH a diverse cast of characters, including protagonists that don't fit any standard definition of gender or relationship? Please don't. For some of us, like myself, THAT is what makes them so incredibly relatable, and for me - the FIRST TIME I've ever really felt I could relate to a character, and got a taste of actual representation of my experiences.

Come on, friendos. Don't get mad at Neil for NOT putting our angel and demon in a specific box.

NB: And no, Uriel was NOT being homophobic. Jesus christ. Do yall think the archangels would have been chill if Aziraphale was schmoozing with a lady-demon?!? I don't think so lol. The 'demon' was the problem element, as well as daring to have his own opinions and state them. There's definitely homophobia in the world of Good Omens (Shadwell and his 'southern pansy' comments, evidently) but it's not from heaven or hell. It's humans, as usual.

*and I cannot emphasize strongly enough that by standard I do NOT mean easy. AT ALL. I just mean the boxes people are familiar with, especially outside the queer community.

Probably an odd question, and I am terribly sorry if you’ve been asked this before. In Good Omens, is being gay considered a sin or is it just cool? Just wondering :)

I don't believe that the God in the Good Omens universe cares about that stuff, and I'm not sure that any of the angels (or demons) could accurately articulate what "gay" is or what human genders are anyway.

[myhoneymydaisy]

my dash is TOO conservative these days like i cannot. my brain is withering.

[space-prophet]

Rant in tags do not clown

[ndntighnari]

God sometimes i sit here w my tma relistens and just. Think about the slow build up Jon had to realizing he was in love with Martin and just like. Idk, feel a connection? I'm not in any sort of relationship, nor do I have any romantic feelings to anyone currently, but the narrative of Jm feels so so good to me as a demi-biromantic person?? And like I Will continue to read his progression w Martin as a demi biro experience and hc him as such. It isn't erasing him being in a romantic relationship to hc him (or even Martin) as arospec. Aromantic people can be in romantic realtionships, and while biromantic jon is a widespread hc, it isn't canon just bc hes dated men and women. He is mlm, mspec, and ace. He can also be arospec since it does not erase the fact he is in a romantic relationship with a man, and the fact so many people act otherwise is in fact a form of arophobia. We can be in romantic relationships, some of us even experience romantic feelings occasionally (hence arospec). We can be biromantic and arospec. Please just... fucking consider the rhetoric a lot of you are spreading when claiming bi jon is canon and its erasing his romantic relationship with Martin. Like... just think for once please

[agentsokka]

the implication that ‘she-ra isnt as representative as steven universe which had a CANON lesbian wedding’ is killing me like listen I adore SU and I adore the wedding but y’all realize that was after like 150 episodes right. you realize garnet’s reveal was eps 52 right. you realize she-ra is only 13 episodes long right now with future seasons to come. right. like. SU has always been gay, but she-ra is too, re: netossa and spinnerella. can y’all give it some time to develop main canon ships before you ready your pitchforks istg

[greenieflor]

Oh my god earlier I saw a tiktok of someone saying they want OFMD fully canceled because they... don't like the way Con and Rhys are interacting with the fans? And they don't like the fandom in general? So they want the whole show canceled. I truly do not understand the way these peoples brains function

[baccan0pe]

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[chimepunk]

listen up kids bc this is the only thing i’m gonna say on this matter: headcanon jughead as whatever you want. it’s probably supported by some version of canon. it’s a valid interpretation to say he’s gay. he’s also been into a few girls in the past. in current canon he’s aroace. so do whatever you want. BUT saying that his being aroace or headcanoning him in riverdale as aroace is “homophobic” or a “cop out” is bullshit. cut that shit out. jughead jones is a word of god and in text confirmed canon aroace character, something which chip zdarsky chose to do because that is how he has always read the character. it is not wrong to read jughead as aspec. many people have always read him as aspec, myself included. so headcanon him however you want, do your thing, that’s fantastic and i support you wholeheartedly, but stop giving people shit for liking and supporting the current canon. they have just as much of a right to their interpretation as you do.

[eissibee]

Reblogging this again because the notes are still full of people making shit up or providing outdated sources. To recap: Emily Gwen created the current lesbian flag and hasn't known peace since. They is also struggling with funds and is only like 24 but people keep continuously trying to find a reason to lynch them and all I can say is. Classic lesbophobia tbh. Like every single flag creator was probably Problematic somehow but no one keeps trying to change them constantly.

EG is not an exclusionist. That's a lie we hear a lot. They made some poor comments as a younger person, and later apologized for these. But how DARE someone learn and grow!!

I also hear some bs about EG saying lesbians have to be she/her only. THEY ARE LITERALLY NON BINARY WHERE ARE YALL COMING UP WITH THIS CRAP. it's pure bullying and I hate it.

There was some bickering about if she really came up with the flag design, but the creator of the other sunset flag has acknowledged it was a misunderstanding. It's not impossible for someone to choose similar colours guys, grow up. The length of this post should be upsetting to you guys, the lies just keep going.

EG makes sales on merch in their eshop, but does not profit off the flag itself because they refused to copyright so it can be shared. They do not make money from Disney or whoever using the design. Again, they're not doing the best financially give them a fucking break.

The newest bs that has kickstarted all this hate again is that EG sold merch with the word Dyke on it, bc some idiot on Twitter tried to say it was only for lesbians of colour to reclaim. This is straight up false. Bulldyke, yes, dyke no. And it's a slur but it is a slur any lesbian can reclaim for how it is used to hurt us. That's like saying a lesbian can't call themselves a lesbian anymore. Christ. Also? EG removed that merch from their store. They are not some evil person who needs to be cancelled. They are responsive and learning, and honestly does not deserve constant death threats and smear campaigns for putting some coloured stripes together.

You don't have to like the sunset flag, but it unified us and was a better design for production which gave us physical means of rep. But I'm SO sick of everyone attacking the shit out of one of our own for NOTHING. NO ONE IS PERFECT. THEYRE NOT A LEADER OR POWERFUL PERSON. literally stop bullying them!! And I swear to God if I see one more comment like "okay but she's this or did that" then I would kindly ask you to step outside and touch some grass. You are not defending or protecting anyone. You are attacking a lesbian who doesn't deserve it. You're not a good person for doing that, and frankly, you need to think about if you're really part of this community, because all you've done is spread hate and lies and misinformation from infighting online.

twitter users are the weakest link. is emily gwens shop still open or is there another way to support her?

[themadvigilantist]

just a thought...

wait...

yall mean to tell me thor's crush on valkyrie because she was a valkyrie and valkyrie constantly going in your face - im not into you romantically thor, im into hulk and alcohol. we can be platonic friends and hey thanks for making me king of new asgard bestie - was supposed to translate as "omg THOR X VALKYRIE IS GONNA BE IN THE NEXT ONE AS A COUPLE" because i rewatched thor ragnarok by myself and i still didn't come to that conclusion.

and yall mad that it went to 'sassy black friend stereotype' again instead of interacial [specifically yt main x poc] dating because of ????

i mean, she wasn't sassy, she was thank fucking christ sober for the most part but other than that, i expected at least jane and valkyrie but then again disney and marvel changing it because they are known as both anti-lgbt and have a glaringly obvious past with their racism that still is bleeding through to this day - disney looked at thor: ragnarok and looked at taika and tessa and straight up just went

Disney: 'dont fucking bring jeff goldblum back we hated it. that lil plot b shift towards a comedic murder-y klutz loki to nearing-valkyrie vs hela centric? dont fucking do that either. keep loki dead, keep valkyrie to the sidebar as she should be. bring jane, reference cancer but dont bring back darcy because ppl really liked thor and darcy and her going mew mew, no. and we wont tell you how the vfx suffered for korg because of our shit working conditions to these artists so you can look like assholes for laughing because we hate communication that requires us to realize our own decisions in trying to rush art only harmed us because kids are disinterested in our stuff due to behind the scenes in our studios because kids and most of the adults arent falling in line for our distraction tactics no more due to our homophobia and microaggresive-macroaggresive racism-colorism.'

and knowing that disney owns fox and fx (where what we do in the shadows is shown) really solidifies that taika/writers accomodated to disneys crap demands in his thor films in order to keep one or two of his shows running on one of their networks.

like you can say this isnt true and lean heavily on blaming taika but, alex hirsch really exposed them for doing exactly this on his own show and trying to absolve a megalomanic company for having that much reach is such a massive blind oversight that makes matt murdock being able to see disney's bias in technicolor in comparison to that choice of blame the writers and only blame disney for the vfx opinion. when you should be blaming disney for all of it. all the things you hate about the treatment of loki (the show AND THE CHARACTER) - disney chose that. the whole treatment of black/poc characters treated a ["quirk"] best friend filler to a yt character(s) - disney chose that. that little MINISCULE lgbt rep in korg's parents, america chavez enamel pin and her parents, lefou dancing with the guy that enjoyed the dress the wardrobe gave him in beauty and the beast, loki's uh... 'coming out' and valkyrie's flashback that are all just... what 15 seconds in total? - disney chose that.

there was never 'oh xyz slipped that by them' disney saw it and shoved it to near obscurity that rivaled the power set of the silence from doctor who.

ESPECIALLY AFTER WHAT JUST HAPPENED WITH ROE V. WADE NO LESS???

in the words of schoymoho's stranger things remix of eddie munson played by joseph quinn:

chrissy wake up. i dont like this. time to wake up.

unrelated but related: i know why they trying this because tatiana maslany is a known advocate for lgbt, women, trans, and poc rights, a well-known protester against those that refuse to give those human rights - but also is known in orphan black AND HORROR FILMS - so seeing her standing outside their house like [a goddamn weeping angel or michael myers in the backyard equipped with a motion-sensored security light] welding some blunt instrument that you hope isnt a projectile weapon in rollerblades would terrify anyone. and if they fixed the vfx for she hulk, it would just confirm they are drop dead terrified she'd arrive in their home bulk as all hell and had to forced vfx artists to slim cgi she hulk down quickly and give her that jessica rabbit hair to calm their nerves.

tell me im wrong on that last one. pls.

[acoolemocucumber]

s6 relationship analysis (lance's character, angst, and faith in lgbt rep)

okay, so here's my take on s6.

i feel really odd? after watching it, i felt unbelievably sad and heartbroken, but not in a satisfying way. usually i love dramatic seasons that make me feel, but this was more of a... unfinished, prolonged grief that i felt.

i can say that this season was alright. it definitely has a lot of things i disliked and wish would improve, but overall animation and plot was... good/okay...

i'm going to skip over plot details and nitpicky little problems. i'm going to talk about relationships, because i'm definitely smarter in that area than analyzing the plot.

okay, first, allura and lotor.

in the first episode, you really can tell that they've gotten closer.

as the season progresses, they really find solace in each other and honestly, i think lotor really did love allura. but... not in the right way, not the way anybody should if they want to do it correctly. he didn't love her and put her over his morals and plan. he put his ambition over her. and as you know, he tried to kill her and the rest of her team.

but you can tell that she was dear to him for a while. unless i'm wrong and it was all an act.

i feel bad for allura. but i also feel bad for lotor. he had a rough childhood which made it tragic to see him follow his father's footsteps. that's all i have to say about it.

keith and shiro.

their relationship was a main part of this season and it'd be silly to ignore it. the fight scene between them almost got me crying. when keith said "you're my brother, i love you," it really made me feel for him. all of the flashbacks for keith were well-done.

although, i didn't expect there to be so many fake shiros in those cloning pods. it almost felt like it was too much of a fantasy, too much of a reach? it's a kids' show, i get it, but it seemed too unrealistic.

and just like pidge in s4, keith went by himself and after his long battle there weren't any questions about what happened. it felt,, unseen. it felt like it should've been touched on at least a little bit.

it was quite a big point for the plot, so to not even talk about it?

that was probably one of the biggest issues this season.

there were so many dramatic moments in this season, but once they were over, they weren't brought up again by the characters. not just this season, but really the whole show

let me give some examples:

lance sacrificing himself for coran. pidge finding matt's grave. shiro and sendak; shiro's ptsd (rarely spoken about to anyone). keith and shiro at the bom base.

now this season:

keith's battle between him and shiro. lance sacrificing himself for allura. lance being upset over allura. lance being made fun of by hunk and pidge. lance crying over shiro.

okay, you see why i'm centering around lance?

well, that's who i'm talking about next. and honestly, i'm not just going to choose a relationship between him and another character, for one reason.

whenever he's with another character, their problems are always put first. (there are exceptions, which only go back to s3, with lance seeking out keith.)

whenever he's with another character, their emotional distress is almost always put above his own.

this might be so for two reasons.

one, lazy writing. could be true.

two, that's just who lance is. we all know he's a very empathetic person, he naturally puts others' lives above his own. this is shown when he sacrifices himself to save coran and allura.

or, it's a mix of both, which is what i'm expecting honestly.

okay, well, establishing that...

lance this season was heartbroken.

if the voltron directors wanted to make me feel utterly sad and hopeless, then they did it.

not in a good way though. normally i love when characters are put through hardships, and they grow from it, but this... this was so much different.

for the ENTIRE SHOW, lance's self esteem has been lowering. i went back to watch some of the earlier episodes, and you can go back to season 2 to see where it really begins, but you can see how it keeps getting worse as time goes on.

it was so hard to watch as i continued on with each season. since lance is my favorite character, it made it even harder.

he loses a bit of his enthusiasm, and although he doesn't become a lifeless shell of a human, he is not the same.

the hardest thing about this isn't that his self esteem is low and he's depressed, it's the lack of concern from most of the team. it's the lack of addressing his issues in a healthy way.

as we watch the show, we are the only ones who know the extent of lance's insecurities. he always deals with it when he's away from the team, and i assume this is so because he's afraid the team will dislike him, and he will break his shell of bravado and confidence he's made.

EVEN SO, when the team IS around him, they never say anything. this fucking pisses me off.

as someone who has experienced similar things, being ignored and feelings made out to be less important than others, i really, really sympathize with lance. he's had signs that the team didn't pick up on, unlike other characters.

allura feeling sad? SOMEBODY is going to comfort her. pidge feeling sad? count on someone comforting her. shiro? keith?

they all had somebody to go to.

and even when lance is obviously hurting, right in front of the team, nobody goes to him. this is mostly after keith leaves.

hunk, his BEST FRIEND, and pidge, a close friend as well, only made him feel worse by mocking and making light of his pain.

his feelings are thrown under a rug, and then stepped on.

hell, even the mice made him sad by not listening to him. what the fuck?

and then there's allura and lotor.

i'm really not one to get super emotional during romances, but when lance was in the picture, or rather, excluded from the picture, i started to lose it.

he called himself a third wheel, and that he's "just a boy from cuba," and jesus christ, guys, he called himself PATHETIC.

and after all of the heartache he was put through, HE COMFORTS ALLURA.

after being essentially ignored by lotor and allura, sacrificing himself for allura and it never being brought up again, he comforts the person who was giving him the most sadness. lance literally DIED and was brought back to life.

i'm not bashing allura, but i wish she'd go to lance about his problems, rather than focusing on her own and hoping lance would reassure her.

lance didn't deserve that. he didn't fucking deserve that. he'd been heartbroken, ignored, depressed, and excluded and yet...

christ, after allura went to lance, the exact thought i had when watching her hug him and seeing his sad expression was "he's her second choice." he was made to feel like he was below lotor, like if lotor was still there, allura wouldn't have ever given him a chance. that must really fucking hurt to realize.

allura knew, after 6 seasons. finally SOMEONE knew about his low self-worth issues, and yet she ran into his arms crying about her insecurities. she knew but still ended up being the one comforted.

she should've at least talked about it to him, mentioned it, gotten it into the air that she wasn't in love with him, instead of giving him this... hope, only to be disappointed and heartbroken in the end. that's a really distressing situation, that i've also experienced, to keep getting your hopes up and having someone do it over and over until you're really tired.

i'm positive allura only sees lance as a close friend. the writers, if they aren't pulling our legs, set up their relationship so that it wouldn't make sense to put them together romantically. and right after lotor's betrayl, allura wouldn't naturally want another lover. that doesn't happen unless someone wants to distract themselves from an emotional issue, and usually it just,, doesn't happen at all. it doesn't make any sense to choose that in the story.

most of yall probably know what i'm leading up to.

yeah, lance and keith's relationship.

keith has gotten so much development, and lance has,, much less. they both have grown so much, but i really just want an episode with lance as the "main character." like keith. like keith and shiro battling, and keith and krolia having flashbacks.

this isn't to say lance hasn't gotten a lot of screentime, it's more noting that every time he really has a serious episode, he's sad and depressed. it's not healthy, it's just him being isolated and lonely. it's not as much of him growing, it's more of him becoming more and more insecure and excluded.

i just want him to be happy.

hopefully when they go back to earth, lance will be the one to step into the spotlight for a much longer time. i want him to resolve his issues, and i really just,, want lance to fall in love. i think he deserves to fall in love, after everything.

if you think lance and keith are endgame, i agree with you. there's so much evidence for it, which is a totally different post for a different time.

i really just want somebody to treat lance right for once? i want keith to give him a break, let him relax, reassure him, HUG HIM, let him talk about his feelings so he doesn't bottle them up, and just love him,,?

maybe i'm being dramatic but i see so much realism in lance as a character, his emotions, his distress; he's so realistic in that his feelings really seem the most relatable out of all of the characters in the show.

i just feel so bad for him,,? he said, while allura hugged him, that he was a person who "made a million mistakes." he is way harder on himself than most of the paladins, i think. lance isn't a bad person, but he thinks he could do better, when he's already kind to others. he cried over shiro because he BLAMED HIMSELF. imagine having someone's death on your shoulders, and just breaking down.

if yall know korra, then you know that this show is most likely going to do something similar to how korra's relationships in the love triangle went. although it is way more different because allura doesn't reciprocate lance's feelings unlike korra and her first boyfriend. i think lance is going to find something he loves more in keith than in allura. i think they're going to keep progressing in that keith really listens to lance, unlike the other members of the team.

i think in the last season of voltron, lance and keith are going to be together. seriously, there's wayyy too much evidence for it not to happen. if they say no queerbait, then klance is the only slowburn romance we can count on. lance is going to fall in love, that is confirmed, but if you look at allura... she doesn't see him romantically, although they do share a very close bond now. allura and lance's relationship is not slowburn. it's a crush that was already established at the beginning of the series. that isn't how slowburns normally start. lance and keith went from rivals, to friends, to... a rather hard to determine admiration. lance was visibly happy when keith was on screen. it was also hinted that lance's sexuality arc is an undertone to s6, and it might be a reach but, the scene with hunk saying something about lance and allura... lance blushed when he mixed up hunk and allura. he seems very distraught about it, and has been repressing it for a while. after moving on from allura, he's going to realize his feelings.

as a bi person, my experiences have been similar. i dated the opposite sex, and it took me a long time to get over, but afterwards i realized my sexuality. it's almost like the person i dated, since they were straight, was blocking out my growth as a person and me realizing my orientation.

i'm sure this is what is happening for lance. i was in denial for a while when thinking about the same sex, and was trying to repress it by being defensive when anything "gay" was rolled my way. it's common to try to hide it, and to be unsure when you're crushing on the opposite sex. normally, you'd think you're straight until you have a chance to look around and realize who you are.

i have hope that klance is going to happen.

just,, remember that thing lauren montgomery drew with lance holding a lgbt sign. don't doubt it. have faith, guys. i'm positive we're going to get representation. that's like, the one thing i'm sure about this show. yeah, it has a lot of problems that make me upset, but next season is an odd number so if i rely on the theory that all odd seasons are better then I'VE GOT HOPE.

so, this thing is almost over, and the only way to ease my pain is to write it out. if you disagree with some things, cool. just don't attack me. if you agree, cool, suffer and hope along with me.

tl;dr - this season was okay, i have a lot of issues that revolve around lance's mental health. i want him to be happy. lgbt rep is going to happen.

if u read all this, DAMN. good for u.

✌️

[fandomsareathingilike]

Jesus christ the vld fandom is disgusting and petty like ffs sending death threats and stuff to the vas and junk because your ships aren't canon and the new season which was just about survival wasnt gay enough for you???? Like get your heads out of your asses and stop being such dicks to everyone because you're mad or something like I get it I would've wanted more rep too but yall dont need to be disgusting about it damn I'm so sick of all this constant discourse. This fandom is absolutely disgusting at this point but whatever

[emawinslow]

yall know I was lying and jake gave me the push so let me start by saying I did not watch that show for the ace rep just to have the ace character be given a total of ten minutes of screen time. and I love cal a lot but they literally made their entire personality being nb like that’s literally the only thing we know about them like hey maybe don’t add a million new characters if you can’t develop them. Idk how controversial this is going to be but I didn’t like eric for the first two seasons then in the third I really hated what they did with his character when they made him cheat on adam and fight with him at every turn. also he cheated on rahim which was shitty (I liked rahim). how Jean acted throughout the show really pissed me off because she just kept invading otis’ privacy again and again even though he told her not to and it was all very betty’s mom riverdale s1 and I hated it sm. she also just acts like a literal child most of the time like maam you’re old. and Otis. man. just shut the fuck up for two seconds and get with reality you’re just some sixteen year old kid with a savior complex (he gets it from his mom) you’re not god or some shit quit acting like you know everything Jesus Christ. I voiced this a bit before but I truly hated how they made sex such a big thing for him and there was a big build up around it just for him to lose his virginity while he was so drunk that he couldn’t remember and having it being glossed over even though up until this point, having sex for the first time was very important to him. also I don’t know why they went the route to redeem adam and I have no idea how it worked. I went into the show knowing it was going to happen and I was like ‘theyll never make me like the homophobic bully I am better than these writers’ and then they fucking did. dont agree with the decision, but at least they did it in a way that made me love the character and in the end what matters is MY satisfaction ofc. but did he ever like actually apologize to Eric?? Like bro. i loved ola in the first season but in the third they took a really weird direction with her, I seriously don’t know why the writers decided to strip away all other aspects of her character aside from her being headstrong and turning it into whining like those are not the same thing. they made her so rude to Lilly for like no fucking reason just WHY. there’s more I’m forgetting but I’ll remember with time

you all are sooooo lucky I haven’t decided to talk about sex education on here yet

[thornedguardian]

@nickatnightwalker

an offer is made, advice is given, and incestuous tendencies are discussed.

thornedguardian

before i begin i want to take this opportunity to mock you for the fact that according to this chat box, the things you post about most are val and wsc's personal thirsty lord byron

thornedguardian

that said: while most of the school probably hasnt, i have noticed that you're pretty much just a meatsack with some borrowed arcana. i get the impression your status as meatsack makes you uncomfortable in this pit of vampires and non-euclidean geometry, so id like to make you an offer:

would you like to learn how to put said borrowed arcana to better use?

nickatnightwalker

i'm not planning on having any children so you can't have my first born in exchange

thornedguardian

what the fuck would i do with a baby its hard enough looking after a whole forest AND making sure yall dont kill each other

i accept payment in a variety of things, including sweets.

nickatnightwalker

yeah no offense but ive read like, at least three fairy tales that say youre gonna screw me over if we make this an Official Bargain

why do you want to help

thornedguardian

because it sucks being the pasty new kid with newfound powers and no idea how to use them.

nickatnightwalker

i do know how to use them

i dont think ive met a single non crazy suspicious person since i got here except for like, two other humans who got saddled with some bullshit so like, not to be rude or anything but this is nuts

thornedguardian

you're not going to get anywhere here if you keep clinging to what you consider not ""nuts"". adaptation is the key to survival.

but, whatever. im not your mom or dad or even your dorm parent. but the offer is open if you change your mind.

nickatnightwalker

like

what IS your job here

thornedguardian

groundskeeper.

at this point im also everyone's weed dealer, but that's not really official, just a result of no one wanting to go all the way into town to pick up.

nickatnightwalker

good to know but im straight edge now

thornedguardian

if you say so, kiddo.

nickatnightwalker

thanks for your support

thornedguardian

blah blah hippie nonsense, coping mechanisms, stress relief, safer than alcohol, blah

nickatnightwalker

no im turning over a new leaf

no more mind altering substances

im just gonna chainsmoke like any other regular asshole in a death school

thornedguardian

why, because you had a good time and then fell asleep in a friend's bed, which violated your self-imposed "no fun allowed" rules?

nickatnightwalker

yes

i violated the oath of chastity and moderation i swore to our lord and savior jesus christ when i converted

thornedguardian

havent you been trying to bang brown edward cullen since you got here

nickatnightwalker

excuse me

actually no thats a good one you mind if i hold on to that and use it some other time?

thornedguardian

by all means, go ahead

nickatnightwalker

thanks

im always on the look out for new annoying shit to call people

thornedguardian

ive noticed. you have a pretty impressive arsenal.

nickatnightwalker

thanks

its not easy but ive got a rep to uphold now

thornedguardian

along with being pseudo-incestuous with leblanc

which was, admittedly, her fault

nickatnightwalker

yeah, she gets a kick out of it, what can i say

thornedguardian

and youre not at all concerned over the fact that she gets her jollies out of pretending youre her brothercousin

nickatnightwalker

why should i be

everyone knows it's not true

thornedguardian

thats not the part id be concerned about

nickatnightwalker

i dont follow

we do that shit every year on valentines day it's not that real

thornedguardian

no, of course not.

nickatnightwalker

ok then i still dont see what youre getting at

thornedguardian

thats alright. maybe its better that you dont.

nickatnightwalker

uh

right

sure thing i guess

thornedguardian

anyway. the offer for training stands if you change your mind.

nickatnightwalker

yeah

yeah thanks

ill hit you up

[cre0n]

"DWAL SSAAY ELIHC LRUG WEHW" (My Pet Unpopulars Reversed)

"Time to be quiet"

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nZ0ECqMHfUQ

Prelude

Creon: First off rest in peace to this decade that got owned. From the phony fake feedback "they" have been reading this for the past several years and I can see people being bothered by it. It's nothing to do with a check or any type of fake fame from "them". I don't get paid for this or even have followers but guess who's reading it. Just think of it as a free schooling or in some cases pure sportsmanship. Where yall think all of that Rebel talk came from? Now all of a sudden a decade later everybody is Rebel this, going against the system that. Folks got Rebel Clothing lines, Rebel mentalities, and Rebellious attitudes. That's the pavement that was laid for you and you and every colored negroe that it meant something to. When your as powerful as this entity inside of my physical body the other side tends to tip their hand occasionally. I don't think "they" try to give it away it's just fear that drives them to surrender unwillingly. Ain't it amazing how some of the most powerful *people* in this Matrix will never make it to your TV screen or trendy news cast that entices humans so much. Could you be able to comprehend or fathom a supreme being that induces so much fear into the hearts of the most evil entities that dwell in this realm? That may be to much for a human to understand. That may even be hilarious to most simpletons but it's meant to draw the mind closer and it's working. The point of this is Top 50, Top 25, Top 5 whatever nobody is bringing the same substance, content, subject matters and skill all in one sitting. Where would your favorites be without the help? Would they even exist to you anymore? They need to piggyback the fame and media to be a dope somebody. You have a fresh start and don't have to do that. I myself don't even know what help is anymore and you should feel the same way. It's in the people to have that power and they should take it. Dumbasses, we don't live in the physical realm you wake up to everyday. The REAL is lived out in your mind. If you reincarnate on this planet after dying, YOU LOST THE GAME. Yes, some of us come here for a sole purpose with the intent of light bearing revelations....Then I think about things again and say maybe I shouldn't complain. Maybe I should just be flattered to say the least. Naw not this time fuck that. It's like one of the homies said, You Can Do All Things Through Christ Except Play With Me. What I'm doing and have been doing and already did is sculpting and designing a coded landscape typical to a highway for all of my "peers" in this so called "community" as grounds for their pitiful souls to maybe one day be spared. Even the jealous and cowardly ones that are the purest of maggots, the ones who try to block your very existence, or just flat out ain't shit know the end game. They even have to bend the knee.

"Spoken"

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WVijnZylMw0

1. Eye don't respect you and at the same time must protect you They swear this state that their mind is in equals revenue How you call it blessed when frequency filters through mess What is it n*gger you can't see or the fame is humanity's stress The North Pole with machine elves the holy grail My tree of life cannon ball into eternal wells Drink from our chalice the fountain  conception Stone Mountain His Russian time machine dream simply will not allow it A treasure chest no jewels to drop it's not for sale Forgot to reload my CERN account black Queens dwell in Hell Now you understand why EYE can't get signed Or go on tour for decades behind the black man's mind Let's overstand this sovereign case them people scared Came back to the planet ONE last time yall still unprepared

2. Wool robe eyes like the burning bush sandals bronze Magnetic field and aura like a lunar groupon Infinte is 8 we ate never ending planes Cut off by a cracked firmament our Summer's Gate reign Sea monsters like a Cripp by the Island of Thoth It's still moving yall still with me right?.... Cough Young brothas my Saturn Matrix black can't date no Iggy's They tryna turn Gibbs and Benny into new Pac's and Biggie Pay attention these folks is evil Dedication to easels.... draw

MJ KICK

"Model Duck Waddle"

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=StNUu-ayD4Y

Hella yaass young mamas got a story to tell CreezyBae from Souf Kak and keep that A-T-L A heartless reinforcer, socery is an order Magic shows blow some smoke up ya butt with this quarter Nada no nothing so don't be posing & stuntin' Curriculum spins this axis so wtf is you askin'? Babe it can't be love, 'cause love  don't love a soul And all the likes and comments in the world gets old Now all you got in ya life that air mattress with the plastic cups That cash app still working don't it? Hit em up You selling selfies and an advantage time still passing Several years later recommended by the garbage tragic Been underground for decades it made me an animal That orange box cutter didn't come with no manual Annual, pussy makes the world go flat And plus we fuckin', don't do no homegurl chillin' jack (BIG FACTS)

.....(Shuckin' x Jivin')........

"The Roth"

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cFViVsYLK84

Eye swear to White God Eye love wasting humans time 7 summers later that dumb bitch God is a *crime* Pinot Noir and your whole outlook The way you teach the children, straight from a crackas book Yall slaves kill me with this top 5 bullshit The whole industry revolving door pulpits Talking bout they positive movements with negative fads Well tell the folks the whole truth you hypocrite scabs Let's pull the strings and the puppets out I don't even need the sticks Wasting time on the couch flickin' this BIC (5th bedroom) Eye love my brothers to death even wished them death (huh?) Now feel the release, illuminastic reps Get BIG nigga 500k nothing less Yes the FEDS watching 2012 InkTober droppin' Yeah yall wasting time repeat the Matrix get the grind? My peers once again 3D chasing bags Eye'm at the North Pole Holy Grail Tree of EVERLAST (punching bag) "Til this day" Creon built lanes even for trash Walking on the highway then loiter off the exit stashed

............ "that part cost" -Coach

Before you learn to win you need dimensional Facts Rule 1: The 5th plane is Universal crack Rule 2: The time machines run everything back Now the whole community is back on his sack Bar none with more bars and stars than an Admiral match it Enough lower back blows she need a flak jacket We know a Propain who got special stanzas trapmatic Lost tapes, still buried outlandish Ridiculous approaches got my yella ass banned (Red) Or am Eye, he too heavy banned to a skid crammed Jammed up at some port with no support scammed Seems like the customer got another custom plan With even more bars than an empty Fort Knox Pen carries weight like the sky blue Ox Or maybe it's a Bull, bullish trending up sell now The purgatory princess gets raped by their cash cow Sodomite Gentiles flag for jumping on the pile (my fault) The Kings circle of life Creon is Royalty Blacker than the thought of the roots of a Sequoia tree...

"You don't just Like"

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=poB4dtpTdLQ

Can't leave out the conscious folks on his way to 7 Creon stay jammin' harder than a Mac-11 Boppin' with that NoTep confidence From the old moon to Hapis stop your nonsense Masterful the pen glides prolific spill aesthetics   More Hennessy for Carolina Cardi twerk sessions Got crackas seeing red they hate the message Don't message me just tag it yellow trend your own blessings cave pathetics The rose bloomed solid gold it's stems were magnetic Thorns crystallized easter eggs they found a Holy relic Breaking Matrix codes exposing Lyor's racist ass said it Donate a dollar and help the black channel out reverend You love this world so much well try not to get me pissed From now on Eye'm coming after souls next level shit...

**Hook**

Slangin' yarn in the yard lets get back to positive "The left field neighbor is the hardest kid" Was the agrument convincing me to slaughter this & still ended up lonely cause' the targets split The youngins say "lit" the crop a Megan Markel wrist 50 niggas deep somebody wrist game dope Bruh Eye give the soldout hope Make a famous fucka have to cope With the bullshit around them straight smoke May the Lord Jacob guide Baphomet in his prime As the Sirius Avyon one Universal mind Co-exist on a platform without porn shine Los Santos musik "Shittin while we Flyin" Etheric values nigga, the fallen and the risen In God mode the affirmations of metaphysics.....

"Dreams Don't Exist"

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Gc2ge9degkI

Can we just accept the stars at night & how the vibration sound waves replicate light Is the speed of bright faster than a black idea Are my peers slow or simple just backed up fears Been droppin' content on 9/11's, 23's, and the 13's With more New Jack swings for gangsta leans She clappin' it with no jumping he blowing gangsta green Choreograph a whole dance routine Be on some happy shit hoes wanna say Eye'm mean Just don't wake me up walking dead heroin fiends Moving around the room fly girls and crush grooves Been a shadow all summer pullin' J-moves Eye'm smoking bomb ass weed feelin' crucial They made sidewalks for black frats the feelings mutual Eye'm getting stalked by some bomb ass coochie & some of them rich legit never been a groupie......

...... & if yall can't relate then sue me (500k)

"Normalize the knob...tf"

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SGlXCLQ9aIw

For the new 16 Creon charging 2 properties And this was just a temporary situation now pardon me That's just some little money, the prophecy They saying buddy there's no chance you son of a slut You son of a bastard, you son of a bitch, you son of a mutt Eye got an angel now Eye'm summing it up You son of that cut, you son of that step, you son of that raw We Suns of the 7 summers son of a pause.... .....Moving Islands of Thoth A moving violation will get your team caught The Summer's gate will get a sea monster for da free Lifetimes of limitless mastery Education,  the soul is sold separately They ran out of Isotol to stretch the peace The whole album ended ran out of doggystyle to stretch the grease Dumb lil boy this ain't no NBA Envy great, pay your fares then Camelot shares Run the highway like a state chair (votes) State of Emergency Profoundly unearthining The blackest clout to create words surfing on the nearest curb Lickin' souls like them lizards whether Eye'm slizzard or sober From Langford to the Boulder-crest up to Panola Teach my Sun don't be a slave, certified owners Initially lobbied for peace Mishaps happen summoning beast Iron throne let the Ice wall melt in the streets...

Peace

[println-archive]

look im not saying the f/oxho/le cour/t is racist but the only canon characters of color throughout the first book are villains? so? like the only explicitly notwhite characters are the moriyamas and i thought kevin was east asian but yall out here saying he’s white so? racist and i wish i hadnt bought the second book bc im 20 pages in and frankly the white gay rep and mental illness rep isnt really worth it for 0 redeemable notwhite characters

im happy that the fandom tends to agree that matt and dan are black at least and renee is korean but jesus christ