#yall genuinely made my life better mwah

[man4jiro]

@vampirizzms @roseemars @upperranktwo @sinish-tem

Lilo & Stitch (2002) dir. Chris Sanders and Dean DeBlois

[ophernelia]

this community has an issue with the whole copying thing. cute, okay. we're beyond that point. i feel like a lot of those issues can be mitigated by simply giving people their flowers. yeah, we all use the same cc and stuff. it's public. but who introduced you to it? who put you on? who made you wanna step up your content? i'll go first! (there's so many people so i'll do a few and will absolutely do more if y'all want.)

i love madi. y'all already know. miss farfallasims has completely funded my entire cc folder. i have downloaded every single cc rec. adore her. adore her gameplay. lovely lovely lovely.

the people's princess, ashley, has made me step up the quality of my game ad my content. aashwarr is the it girl for high quality eveything. i don't know how she does it. it's magic. that hd, clean, clear, and crisp look is mwah chef's kiss. again, adore her. adore her content.

jake, my love, absolute visionary. made me wanna step up my content. especially with lykaia. simstwink is a true and genuine creative. i'm obsessed. the world building. the immersion!!

cid, the architect of my dreams! the builds!! omg. made me wanna put more effort into my builds and practice building more. cowboycid is my favorite cowboy and my favorite sim's architect.

also the architect and interior decorator of my dreams is miss jayel. bbygyal123 is my build icon. her aesthetic is to die for, i kid you not. made me wanna try harder with decorating, though i still suck at it lol.

now yall know it's not possible for me to even make this list and not mention twin. indie is literally one of my favorite people on this site lmao. crsentfairy eats downnnn with the sims. she literally made the love of my life (lloyd, duh. yall know that's my man.) i've been trying with cas, but all my sims suffer from same face syndrome.

as far as machinima making, i say this every time, but trapgoddessshawty is the main i gave making lykaia a shot. higher learning has had a chokehold on me since it came out. the storytelling, the world building. i try to be as meticulous with lykaia as i can because of tgs. machinima royalty.

the same can also be said for hart! i was in love with simlivncolor. it was hart that introduced me to tgs lol. this series had me so captivated. and i am so happy that hart is still working on it but fully made in blender and it's called gemini. she shows her progress in making it over on twitch. i try to catch her stream whenever i can. i would wait eons for this show. it was that good!

anyway, i don't think there's anything wrong with learning from your peers or being motivated by them. i do think we could all do a better job at giving each other their props. it's well deserved. this community has so many amazing creatives.

[toxycodone]

My favorite Weezer album (also objectively the worst, DO NOT FUCKING LISTEN TO IT PLEASE /srs I will bite you with malicious intent) is the Pinkerton Album, it's misogynistic and pathetic and fetishistic, rivers cuomo made the rawest sounding incel music ever. The whole album is just rivers screaming and pouting about how horrible his life is because women don't love him, my favorite song by the foxing is also rory if that makes it any worse for you LMFAO

my top 3 Pinkerton songs are "I Just Threw Out The Love Of My Dreams", "Butterfly - Alternate Take", and a tie between "El Scorcho" and "Pink Triangle" because pink triangle is so funny to me, rivers is complaining about the girl he liked being a lesbian, get cucked loser. If u decide to listen to the album, only listen to IJTOTLOMD (acronym for the first song I mentioned, I'm not writing that shit out) and Pink Triangle, they are the least egregious out of the entire album, and IJTOTLOMD doesnt even have rivers singing ITS THE BEST SONG WITHOUT THE ACTUAL LEAD SINGER in it this shows you how bad Weezer is, I'm old Weezer's biggest fan and number one hater I will always make fun of weezer

ALSO OMG THANK U ?? u got me smiling and shit. lol I don't want to get into it but my last partner (online dating) pressured me into being xir dominant and guilt tripped me into doing sexual things for xem ... it just was a bad experience overall. And then bro had the gall to break up with me on my birthday after we were together for over a year and showed me xir new boyfriend the day after like...It was fucked. But I'm better now!! And Im not using the word loser in a demeaning way for myself, I'm like, Hmmm... I have that pathetic sopping wet dog rizz yk? Pathetic Loser ™ is my base state of being, my younger siblings bully me about it but its all in good fun I love them lol. (One of them admitted that I was actually cool so heeheehee)

But thank you I feel special, you have a grown man doing this -> ☺️👉🏼👈🏼 and kicking his feet and shit. I'll give you a little kiss on the cheek as a token of my thanks. Mwah 💋

- the same anon who is still scared of admitting who he is lol

okay you know those guys that like. Seethe because terrible men give bad bitches trust issues??? That’s me rn.

anon you have no fucking idea how mad this makes me 😭 like?? Be so so so fucking fr. YALL HAVE TO STOP FUMBLING BADDIES. GIVE THEM TO PEOPLE WHO DESERVE THEM (ME!!! I WILL CHERISH THEM!!!)

okay as someone who also got burned by online dating (long ass story. which I won’t tell unless asked). I’m genuinely so sorry that happened to you. People online can be such a fucking hit or miss (usually a miss). But your ex’s behavior makes me think your ex is jealous LOOOOL. No one flexes anything if they’re truly happy and content—trust.

I’m still doing this to your ex tho bc I’m petty.

AND YESSS YOU GET IT. Like. When I say loser I don’t mean that in a bad way. Like, more in a colloquial sense. Because really I like nerdy guys bc they’re people who are open and proud of their interests even tho they may seem weird. And they’re just honest about who they are and their abilities. It’s actually really brave. And I love that about them. So. Yeah.

ty for the cheek kiss tho hehe I am glad I was able to make u feel good.

[zeviyer]

Prompt [by @ssbooks]: Write a story but you can only use dialogue and sound effects. No description, No describing where the reader is.

TW // Mentions of Domestic Abuse and Childhood Trauma

This is one of the first pieces I've written in a very long time. I typed until my laptop almost died, until my wrist hurt. If you liked it, cool. If not, I'm sorry..

Wu-wuum

"Hello?"

"Heyyy."

"Heyy, what's good!"

"Shit, just glad the day is over with"

"Damnnn, that bad huh"

"Not even, just emotional."

"What happened?"

"Nothing in big even happened forreal, I was just feeling..everything"

"mmyeah visiting the home you had to leave'll do that"

"Yeah I know, I know. I just didn't expect it to feel so.. dramatic, very Degrassi"

"How did they react when they saw you?"

"When I got there only Chance and Jamar came to the door which is great because I was only there to see them. They got me through it forreal"

"Yeahh I bet. Yall were getting on my damn nerves with them late night memes"

"But they be funny though!"

"yeah, still kinda annoying at 4:37 am"

"Sorry. I do be laughing loud"

"As hell. But it's okay, I know how much they mean to you, that's why I didn't say anything"

"Yeah! That's the main reason why- damn excuse you!"

"What happened??"

"This mega-Chad just bumped the fuck into me"

"Uht uhnn does he not know it's Feburary??"

*laughs*" I'm saying! MOVE bitch, get out the fuckin way! It's Black HIstory Month"

*laughs*

"But naw, Chance and Jamar are the main reasons why I even wanted to go in the first place."

"Yeah, how are they doing? It's been like six, seven, eight months right?"

"Eight, yeah. They're doing good! Chance is getting a lot better at skateboarding and Jamar is currently obsessed with this show on Prime called The Legend of Vox Machina. We watched a couple episodes together, he was happy to restart it again, nigga's seen it three times already"

"Hmm! I keep hearing about that show. How is it?"

"It's. hilarious. Really fun to watch, very D&D meets Invicible"

"Ooouuu that does sound fun. Must've been even more so to watch it with them"

"Oh my goddd yes. Sixteen year old me was into Gravity Falls heavy so watching that with them felt so normal. Normal childhood, normal life. I almost didn't want to leave."

"Well you could've stayed! We got pizza in the freezer I would've been good"

"Yeahh but that's not why I left. It was Rachel. She was being so weird. Like really weird"

"OH because she know you-"

"OKAYY! She feel it"

"No forreal, probably alone crying right now"

"OKAYYYY! *laughs* anyways, she was just being weird she was helicoptering us. Like every now and then she'd pass the living room, acting like she's getting whatever the fuck just to go back to her room with nothing. She tried talking to me but I wasn't having it forreal. Very one word answers very "Yes. No. I don't know ask them"

"Oh she knowwssss"

"Literallyyy! When she was talking to me she stood leaning against the doorway, arms crossed. She even tried giving me some of the dinner she made for them; chicken and waffles, but I was like "I'm good" "

"Right"

"And I could just tell she feels it. She feels that I've moved on and I genuinely don't give a fuck about her anymore. She thinks just because she's "our" mom she gets to enjoy me being there. Noupe, I'm here for them bookie"

"Exactly, period. Mwah, dead trauma"

"Well they still have to live with her so-"

"Right right I know"

"I feel like she was trying to wedge her way in to what we were doing, trying to share our good time, our memory. Experience us in that moment, experience me. But no, I take that from you. You lost that when you did alllll that you did to me"

"Yup. Heavy on the I take that from you. How long was she sitting there for?"

"Only for half-an episode. I feel like she felt my straight face"

"Right because you knew what the fuck she was doing."

"Trying to be manipulative, as always. Trying to guilt me, trying to "Why you don't speak to me" me. Which she's far too late. "

"Yup"

"But yeah, after that happened we kept watching and then started talking about their lives. They said school is good, still friends with Aiesha, Jordan, and Chris"

"That's good"

"Yeah. Then we talked about how we felt about everything since. It was kind of depressing. They said sometimes they get really sad about how their lives are. Well really, their life with her. They said they can tell when she's had a bad day at work so they go to their rooms, which doesn't help much because even though she's less physical, not throwing things anymore, she still yells at them to wash the dishes or make dinner because she's tired. They said she makes it hard to be happy because she's always saying something about what they do, whether it's them gaming or wanting to hang out with their friends. It made me feel bad, like it could be better if I stayed"

"But it wouldn't, she'd still be yelling at them, shaming them and shit, only difference is there's one more to yell at"

*laughs* "Yeah, they're much smarter than I realized, because they said that. While we may be related, they know our lives are different. They said they know how it is here and they don't want me sticking around for their sakes. It'd just be one more nigga to traumatize. They said they see how much happier I am, how better I am and being there would just suck all of it away, coping mechanisms or not. I wanted to cry.

"I'm so sorry..."

"It's okay. He's right, me being there wouldn't be better, maybe for them but not for me. I left because I couldn't take her abuse anymore, I just wish I could've took them with me. I wish I had the space, hell fuck the space, the money to take care of them."

"I know. I know how much you want to help them, but by visiting them when you can, spending time with them, actual time, actual moments with them, helps in more ways than you know. They're able to share what they're going through with someone they know went though the same and worse. They get to know, for sure, that they aren't alone"

"And here's them being smarter than I realize again because they said that too. They said by coming over and talking about it with me they can see how much it affects them and are able to deal with it. In a way that isn't harmful. Chance said one day like a few weeks after I left he started doing what I used to do with them to cope; journaling, hobbies, alone time on the roof. It wasn't the same with me gone, but it still helped so he and Jamar have been doing that together.

"See? You were helping them then and you still are now"

"Yeah. It still fucks with them but not to where they don't want to skateboard or go out anymore. It's more so the lingering "damn why does my life have to be this way" that they deal with. I was like bitch same. Literally my thoughts at their age. Which isn't great but you know..." "

"Damn, them some adult ass teenagers"

"I know right?? I was like when did yall get so mature they was like "we're literally sixteen you think we still need a smiley chart?" like woahhh okay not too much"

*laughs* "Uht uhnn smiley chart is crazy"

"Is crazyyy! But yeah, after that I started to get ready to leave. They say they're okay with me not being there but I saw how much they didn't want me to leave. I saw them checking the time. *sigh* But overall they're doing the best they can. I just need to be there for them whenever it gets too hard to handle"

"Exactly. That's your job now. You're not their guardian, their parent. You're their brother with your own life, your own healing journey. You do sleepovers, trips to the beach and Comicons. Not dinner, abuse, and permission slips."

"Tch, yeah....yeah"

"And I'm sure with what you're doing, their friends, skateboarding and whatever new obsession, whatever hobby, they're going to keep taking after you and walk a similar path of healing you did"

"Yeah. Thank you, that really does make me feel better"

"No problem. Speaking of Comicons, you got your DreamCon tickets?"

"YOU KNOW I DIDDD!"

"ayyee les gooo"

"YEEUUHHH but- Wednesday we gotta clean up the place though"

"Oh-kayy why thursday?"

"Because I got them tickets too and their gonna sleep over for two days before we go"

"AYYYEEEEE PERIODD CMON BIG MAMA! BIG MAMA!"

-end-

[milliumizoomi]

hello uhm???? Ok so literally end of 2021 let’s do this,,

god where do I start🗿✊🏽

FIRSTLY I’d like to thank my entire following on tumblr,, like holy fuck y’all when I tell y’all we starting 2022 of strong y’all gon see what I mean,, but seriously I want to thank all of the people on here who’s been with me on this hell of a year,,

Like the sheer amount of amazing ppl I’ve met???? AND the love and appreciation I received from y’all??? Omg y’all made my year so much better. To mam my moots,, yall made me live this year. Y’all always make me feel better and I’m so thankful <3.

honestly idk how the year would’ve went without all of u😕💕

INDIVIDUAL MOOT APPRECIATION TIMEEEE <33 !!

@kiyokumura ok where do I start with u🗿 I can honestly say ur the person that’s been here since day one,, can do anything without u nd I’m so happy to have met u this year,, u drive me up the wall literally any chance u get 🗿 but u literally are like my sister and ilysmmm💕💕

@megurulvr ACE MY BELOVED,, my other half literally,, a&a duo for the win literally this girl has been there so much for me it wouldn’t feel right if she just want trying to beat my ass yk?? u are just one of the sweetest ppl ever,, when ur not trying to choke me out🗿✊🏽,, but srsly I’m so thankful for u,, u make my day like 10 times better every time and ilysm😕💕💕

@ccxiia SHAWTY,, MY LIFE,, MIGHT AS WELL BE MY CLONE,, you gave me such happiness,, lord u don’t even know,, ily 🗿💕 literally that’s it,, too much to say I just love u so so much nd u made me rlly rlly happy.

@verrion SHAWTYYYYY,, SHAWTY BAEEEE,, MY SHAWTYYY,, lemme just say,, ily🗿 like the way you’ll be here for anything and speak things ppl rlly don’t wanna hear just to help them??? MAD RESPECT ilysm it’s impossible to fathom,,, GLAD UR MY BESTIE🙄💕💕

@rumi-core RUMIIIII ,, lord you😭✊🏽,, god u make me laugh so much at the stupidest things,, nd call me so often that by the time we’re done talking our phones are dead. God ilysm ur one of the best ppl I’ve ever met nd I’m so happy abt that🕺🏽💕

@sukunasbabymama MOMMMM gosh ily,, u help me out,, give good advice AND UR SWEET???,, literally one of the best moots ever,, u make ppl feel so comfortable and safe that it’d be illegal to not love u,, one of the most non toxic and greatest people I’ve ever met,, go to this woman right here for anything she’ll help u she’s so amazing,, LOVE U LOTS 💘💘

@ventisunholylyre IZZZZ,, god this my wife yall she’s so amazing,, we bond over our love for our boy chifu😌 BUT ANYWAYS gosh I’m so happy to have met u,, u make it literally impossible to not like u and ur always one of the ppl that inspire me time and again,, ILY BABES💘🕺🏽

@infxrity LIA HIII,, hihi ok so like ur vibe?? Amazing I love it,, ur one of the funniest ppl I’ve met and u can literally make anybody laugh with anything u do,, ilysm babes🕺🏽💕💕

@gogogostopsatorugojo @p-ol @sscarchiyo there’s never not a time where y’all don’t make me smile,, y’all are genuinely such amazing ppl nd I love y’all so so much,, honestly feeling good to be calling y’all my moots,, MWAH☹️💕💕

@bontens-sweetheart @uncrytears my darlings,, literally they make me happy,, so happy actually,, I want to give y’all the biggest hug y’all don’t understand,, I’m so happy to have met y’all and Ilysm😭😭💕

Honorable Mention

@v4mpiy ur the sweetest literally,, I want u to know that,, ur amazing,, I wish u all the best my love and I’m so happy I helped inspire u,, I hope that I’ll be liking some of ur stuff as well,, my inbox is always open love,, hope u enjoy the new year 😁💘💘

[graysonhq-blog]

IT’S TOO COLD FOR YOU HERE  — AN INTRODUCTION.

MWAH hello yall cuties :”)) i’m lucy i’m 9teen i just spent the afternoon staring @ my blemishes n wondering if i should spend the $115 for the foreo luna mini ! but sdsdsj before i get distracted n start ranting abt myself, let me tell u about this trash bag aka grayson easton via this messy af intro xxxxxxx

- ̗̀ ❛ GREGG SULKIN, HE/HIM. ❜ ̖́- is that grayson easton getting out of their car blasting the new year by death cab? i heard they’re twenty five years old and they’ve been living in scarsdale for twelve years. i mean, i’m not surprised –– i hear their family’s networth is 800k. everyone’s always said they’re pretty industrious and disciplined, but rumor has it they can be deceitful and rigid, too.

so grayson easton was conceived when thomas easton aka international millionaire couldn’t contain his dick @ a medical conference 🍆💦 but even though it wasn’t necessarily how lauren hannigan imagined starting a family, she was still excited

she already understood that he wouldn’t be v involved (because smh his ass already had a family and was too high profile to risk exposing himself as a cheater), but it didn’t matter to her ! after all,  she just finished her residency program and was gong to *lil wayne vc* cash money make it rain ! lordt she was so HYPE she was close to spending a small fortune on little einstein storybooks 👀

but she never got the opportunity to read him those stories because a complication during her labour meant she passed away before she even had the opportunity to see her son—and because she wasn’t interested in involving his father (and honestmeme it wasn’t like he was knocking down doors to bring home his son), custody went to her parents, tessa and charles hannigan

they were fantastic guardians like clearly they were so distraught when their daughter passed away, but they decided to take all the love they couldn’t give her and direct it towards their grandson

he had a lemonade stand up every month, and his grandfather spent hours helping him make the posters and decorate the table before sitting out in the heat with him :”) it was called gray’s and grayson’s lemonade

they took turns helping charlie work through his dyslexia and brought him to the library regularly 💕 they were adamant about showing him that he wasn’t stupid just because he needed to work ten times harder than everyone to understand things, that he could do everything everyone else can do and more if he tried hard enough

also tessa taught him how to play the guitar and they spent v many fuzzy afternoons doing bad covers of sesame street songs shshsjs

but everything started going downhill when grayson turned ten—at that point, his grandparents were already p advanced in age, and that ultimately meant that their health was always v precarious :// before he could process what was happening, tessa was diagnosed w stage three breast cancer that showed no indication of slowing down—and all of a sudden, he was spending his nights doing homework in her hospital room and sleeping on the tiny chair near her bed because he refused to leave 

( tessa was always miserable in the hospital, but always brightened whenever he told her that he won a poetry competition or that his teacher put a sticker on his latest test because he got a hundred percent and he just wanted to make her happy ahhhh )

he was doing homework the evening she passed away in the surgery room—and after that, it was tbh emotional earthquake after emotional earthquake because the shock was too much for his grandfather, who died from a heart attack a few days after 

he’d barely processed what happened before his father ended up in the picture again—his father was concerned that the press would find the story, and he was smart enough to know that everyone discovering how he abandoned his bastard son would not be great press—and before he knew it, he was wrenched form his family home in maine, with only a few cardboard boxes in his arms, and dropped into this wildly privileged lifestyle in scarsdale, new york 

he soon became the center of immense gossip :/ because of his spontaneous appearance onto the otherwise exclusive setting of high class new york, people considered him a “leeching bastard son” who was only interested in getting his hands on some fortune

but he never felt that he could actually say something about his circumstances to his father smh at that point, he’d lost so many loved ones consecutively that he was desperate for someone that he could consider family, even if it meant steadfastly ignoring the genuinely shitty things about his father

he started attending first class institutions that cost as much as his old house’s mortgage per term, his dad gave him an allowance that made his weekly paper run money look like dust bunnies, he was introduced to businessmen and politicians and lawyers whose names he’d only heard on the evening news 

though he was already v hardworking and disciplined because he wanted to honour his grandparents and mom’s memory, his efforts to counteract the rumors that were being spread about him and his attempts to impress his detached father meant that his desperation to impress everyone became even more exacerbated 

by the time he graduated high school, he was the Golden Boy™ who sat at the popular table, got glowing comments from his teachers whenever he handed in assignments, and was celebrated as the star quarterback—but so much of his reputation was actually just constructed as a means to impress his father and as a way to please other people yikes he doesn’t even like playing football wtf

the fact that he was exposed to such a toxic environment that demanded everything from him to be considered valid and the fact that he’s so desperate for the feeling of compassion that he used to get from his family drove him to try finding validation and love in the wrong places, using the wrong ways

smh you would hope that spending time away from new york would’ve helped him become a little less reliant on other people’s opinion and more willing to be flexible but :) since finishing university and passing the bar exam, his family’s net worth dropped 200k and his father is placing even more pressure on him to help their firm get back on solid ground 

he’s doing everything he can and spending all his nights staying up late at his office, so much so that he sleeps there more than he sleeps in his still barely furnished apartment—but yikes he actually secretly hates corporate law and sometimes fantasizes about working for an non-governmental organization smh 

despite everything his father tried to make him as cold-hearted as him, his years with his grandparents meant that grayson is genuinely still such a compassionate and kind person underneath everything—he nags all his friends into eating vegetables and enjoys sneaking baby carrots into their homes and will always put everything on hold for the people that he loves and didn’t punch someone when they drunkenly vomited on his carpeted floor :”) 

but yikes he’s also repressed all the grief and trauma and bitterness that he’s experienced in his life, incorrectly thinking that his validation comes from authority figures and stubbornly ignoring anyone who suggests otherwise because “they’re just messing with me so they could be better than me” (also sidenote sometimes that bitterness manifests in some v questionable drinking n dating habits smh i hate him)

ANYMEME that’s grayson easton he’s a lil fake bitch who needs some help sdshdsjd the only person he talks 2 abt things is his corgi plz help 

oK that should b it omg if u managed 2 finish this fckn ... verbal diarrhea of an intro plz know that i love u 5ever mwah ! if ur lookin for some childhood friends n old exes n fwbs n ride or die’s n will they won’t they and tBH w/e plz hmu my ass has graduated from thirsty 2 plots to dehydrated for them oOF