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ā¶ Diving into GOG's new Article on Phantom Liberty!
The expansion also comes with a variety of new content to explore, including new quests, gigs, and gig types; new vehicles, tech, cyberware, and weapons; and a brand new Relic skill tree for even more freedom in crafting oneās own unique playstyle. You can expect that, and even more!
Upon purchasing the pre-order ofĀ Cyberpunk 2077: Phantom Liberty, youāll get a chance of unlocking additional in-game features, as well as redeeming amazing rewards. Brand new car? We got you! Unique in-game rewards for Witcher fans for those with a GOG account? Yes! Exclusive Cyberpunk 2077 & Phantom Liberty Goodies Collection featuring digital wallpapers, screenshots, printable posters, and more? Youāre in the right place!
#cyberpunk 2077#phantom liberty#GOG#uwu article written by my bestie also so I kiss hard MWAH#AMAZING WORK BABIES#actually I kiss two people on the forehead rn that been working hard on all of this š Cannot be more proud of yall
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Jacob Black x mate/imprint!reader first rut hcs
wc: 1.9k
genre: smut, tooth rotting fluff, werewolf heat/monsterfucking ig
pairing: Jacob x imprint!reader (afab, no pronouns)
warnings: general werewolfy stuff, awkward heat/rut talks, BIGASS breeding king, Jake can smell when you're ovulating, Jake is posessive and clingy and adorable and hot, knots, oral (reader recieving), face down ass up position, biting and hickeys, scenting, a ton of creampies, cum plugging, growling/primal kink??, aftercare
summary: Jacob is the best boyfriend you've ever had, so when he tells you there's a little problem he's going to need help with soon, you're more than happy to help him out with it
a/n: starting to write my first actual original book today and I am so stoaked!!!!!! wish me luck uwu I think yall are really really gonna like it and I'm super excited ksflkjslkjs
also I'm adding people who asked to be tagged for a/b/o and omegaverse content bc it's in the same ballpark imo
tags @yesv01 @magcon7280 @yelenabel0vaswife @lizziebitch33Ā @sunshineangel-reads @inthehoneymoonwithconnorrk800 @demirunner @almostjollypizza @fictionalcomfortss @thatawkwardlittlefangirl @urmum-xoxo @raajali3 @Ronnasey @lubsana @demirunner @legramilisĀ @girlfriendwhoseawitch
As with all nsfw works all characters are aged up to 18+
That being said, letās get into itĀ
Bc oh BOY is this one a doozy
You and Jake fell in love at first sight
You met by chance
He helped you when you had car trouble and the chemistry was instant and the rest was history
What actually happened is that Jake could smell you from like a full mile away
He was so drawn to you
Then he could smell you starting to panic, and he knew he had to make sure you were okay
So he appeared out of nowhere in his human form right when you needed him most
You were so relieved that someone was there to help you, especially someone so good with cars
And especially especially someone so hot and friendly and charismatic and attentive
From jump street, Jake obviously liked you a lot
So you couldnāt turn down his offers to get coffee and lunch and show you around town
He was relieved you didnāt turn him down either, because what you saw as Jake flirting with you was actually him imprinting on you
Youāre not a wolf
Youāre not aware of the supernatural world at all, as far as he knows
So heās basically just been spending as much time as he possibly can with you
Imprint bonds are strong as fuckĀ
So for both physiological and psychological AND emotional reasons
He needs to spend as much time with you as possibleĀ
And you want to spend time with him too
Not to the wolf extent
But still
Thereās only one problem
Youāve been together for three amazing whirlwind weeks
And you already feel like youāve known each other for your whole lives
He can tell that even though youāre not a wolf, you can feel the bond between you too
You might not know what it is, but you know that itās there
Everything is happening so fast, but it doesnāt give you a bad gut feeling
Or any red flags
Like anywhere
Youāre starting to wonder if maybe this is the true love fairytale romance you had always hoped for
That maybe soulmates are real
And you found yours
And Jacob feelsĀ the exact same way
Heās given it a lot of thought, and he really believes that even if he hadnāt imprinted he would still like you more than heās liked anyone before
He could go on for days about how amazing you are, and heās determined not to let anything come between you
Not to let anything sabotage this beautiful love, this bond between you
But the only problem is that the full moon is getting closer and closer
And itās the first full moon since he imprinted on you
Not all imprints are romantic in nature, but this one definitely is
Which means now since he has a mate, heās going to start getting his rut
And he has to spend it with you, which means he has to explain it to you
Which means itās finally time for the most awkward conversation of his life
Heās not scared to tell you heās a werewolf
But he is scared to tell you that youāre starting to smell so good he gets hard when youāre not even in the room
That his feral wolf brain is taking over, and all heās been able to think about for the last 48 hours is filling you up
Stuffing you full of his seed and knotting you nice and tight to keep it all in place while he gets you irrefutably pregnant, all nice and full and round with a big litter of pups
And itās getting worseĀ
His thoughts are straying more and he knows heās running out of time to explain that heās either going to need to be chained to a tree or inside of you for anywhere from 24 to 96 hours
And since itās his first rut since finding you, itās almost definitely going to be longer, closer to four days than not
Heās over at your place like he has been for the last week or so, and he decides to talk to you about it whenĀ
He thinks he can handle this
He totally thinks he can handle this
Then you step out of the shower, and you smell all sweet and fresh and extra youĀ
He sighs wistfully, realizing how much harder this is going to beĀ
āCāmere for a sec, I want to talk to youā¦āĀ
He trails off, pulling you onto his lap
He can sense that youāre worried, that you want to make sure heās okay
And it makes him blush
He giggles, burying his face in your neck for a moment
Youāre worried about him
Eventually he bites the bullet and confesses everything
You actually take it surprisingly well
He can tell you donāt fully believe him yet, but you donāt seem freaked out
āThere isā¦ one other thingā¦āĀ
He manages to get through the mates and heats and ruts talk without dying of embarrassmentĀ
But he does start to get distracted part of the way through
Like really distracted
He snaps out of it for a few moments when he trails off after part of an explanation, and you chuckle, resting your hand on his cheek
āEven if you werenāt a werewolf, I would still be down to spend all weekend together.āĀ
His stomach flips as he realizes what youāre saying
āSo-ā
āIād be happy to help you through your heat or rut or whatever itās called.āĀ
His stomach flips when you say that
He genuinely didn't think he could get more attracted to you, then you say that
And then, something else happens
āIām so glad!ā he smiles, beginning to ramble again, āand if you want to stop, or if Iām too rough, or if itās too much, just tell me to, uhā¦āĀ
Youāre already agreeing, and promise you will as he tries to regain his train of thought
His eyes get kind of distracted, and he leans closer to you, sniffing
He buries his face in your neck and takes a few big, deep breaths
It makes you giggle until he pulls away and looks at you more intensely than he ever hasĀ
His pupils are dilated and heās laser focused on you
āAre you ovulating?āĀ
You check your cycle tracking app and yeah
Yeah youāre supposed to be ovulating today
He sniffs you again, shoving his face into your neck
His grip on your waist gets tighter and you can feel him getting hard below you
Your eyes widen when it just keeps growing and growing
He pants against your neck, breathing in your scent and starting to grind against you, moving your hips against his
You lose yourself for a moment before remembering what he asked you a moment ago
āWait- how did you know that?āĀ
āCould smell it,ā he mutters into your skin, rocking your hips harder against his and growling into your ear
āIā¦ I think itās starting, I need- I need toā¦ I need to get you out of these clothes.āĀ
He picks you up and tears your pajamas off in a blur
He carries you into your bedroom, laying you face down on your soft duvet
His breath is heavy he manhandles you into a more comfortable position, and you can hear him tearing his clothes off behind you just as quick
His big hands grab your hips, finally pulling down your panties
They stick to your soaked cunt, and send a fresh wave of your pheromones swirling intoxicatingly through the air around him
You hear him let out a shuddering sigh, then suddenly feel warm breath against your soft folds
You let out a noise as he licks you, nuzzling into your cunt, before pulling back and spitting on it
He pokes and prods you with his tongue, working it further inside you as his fingers come up to play with your clit
Werewolf saliva has healing properties and can increase elasticity during heats and ruts, so itās a pretty common practice
His hands and mouth feel so good, youāre not complaining
He makes you cum twice on his tongue before deciding youāre stretched out enough to take him
You feel him move behind you and grab your hips, pulling them back to meet his
This energy (itās the horny wojak thinking about getting railed meme)
His breathing is heavy as he pushes in slowly
āTell me if itās too much. Promise youāll tell me angel, okay?āĀ
You nod and manage to choke out that you will
Once you do that, itās game over
The last amounts of self restraint Jacob possessed fade away as he completely loses himself in you
He starts thrusting into you at a brutal pace
He manhandles you, moving your body and positioning you closer to him
The next two or three days are going to be a hazy blur of cum and love bites and feeling the bulge of his knot and cock in your stomach
Thatās all youāll really be able to remember in your fucked out state
When he goes into heat, heās already gonna be really fucking feral and primal
But when he goes into heat with you for the first time????
Oh my fucking god
It really is a good think werewolf spit can stretch you out, bc thereās no way youād be able to take his cock, much less his knot otherwise
He grabs onto you so tight and possessive, completely pinning you down with his body weight
You could not wiggle out of his grip if you tried
He makes you cum two or three times in the first few minutes, so you know this is going to be a long, overstimulating night
But GOD everything he does feels so overwhelmingly good
He bites your neck, licking and rubbing against you to scent you even more aggressively
So expect to be covered in hickeys and love bites too
Oh my god the noises this man makes??????Ā
Jesus fucking christ
Moaning, panting, growling right in your ear
You canāt get enough
Because youāre extra stretchy from his prep, the stretch of his knot filling you up more than you could imagine feels so incredible
Heās probably going to knot you at least twice before youāre both ready to pass out
Once youāre a quivering fucked out mess thatās literally dripping cum out of you, heāll pull out very reluctantlyĀ
Then you hear a drawer open, and he grabs something
He pushes a toy inside you to keep as much of his cum in there as possible while he goes to get you guys water and snacks
Once heās back heāll absolutely feed you
Heās overwhelmed with instincts to take care of you, so of course heās going to feed you
One thing about Jacob is he will keep you fed and bredĀ
And you really canāt complain
Heās so loving and attentive and speaks to you so sweetly, peppering kisses across your face and telling you how good youāre doing
After that heāll take the toy out and slide himself back inĀ
Then pull you into his warm chest for the coziest heaviest most sticky restful nap youāve ever taken in your entire life
Once youāre both up later, expect to do the whole thing over again
And again, and again
Cause thatās pretty much all youāll be doing for the next three days
And you can promise this is not the last rut youāll help him out with
#jacob black#jacob black x reader#jacob black smut#jacob black headcanons#twilight#twilight x reader#twilight smut#twilight headcanons
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Goku/Reader Fluff and Comfort Hc's
Big sweet saiyan loves to cuddle after a hard day of training (ofc he's going to wash up first before he hops into bed with you) and he's like a big warm teddy bear to hug and snuggle with eeee š
Finds it cute/funny when you try to be the big spoon, you're just so smol compared to him its adorable
Coming in frustrated from a complicated day at work? Goku will sit you down and let you vent about it to him or if you want to let out some anger maybe some sparring or needed training to boost your power level, it reminds him of another friend he has who always tries to surpass him and has a big attitude (cough cough Vegeta)
If baking is your outlet for stress or if you just like doing it as a side hobby, Goku makes it a bit more fun, I mean trying to maneuver his big, muscly body around yall's small kitchen, bumping into everything, taking caution to not knocking anything over cause it might make you mad is really comedy gold!
"Oh crap! I broke one of the plates again, sorry baby š„ŗ" "It's fine Goku, that one was just one someone gave to me when we moved in, I didn't like it anyway." š¤£
9/10 for help though, although you had to tell him the difference between a baking spatula and a spatula tho but that's about it. He'll go fetch some ingredients for you if you don't have any or ran out. You two did make the most awesome peach cobbler though uwu
The biggest pair of puppy dog eyes he gives you when he asks you if he can lick the spoon š„ŗ
Gives gooood shoulder massages šÆ if you're really tense/tired after your daily life activities, he'll even offer to give massages after training and you're here thinking: how does this man have the energy?? we just sparred for a good hour '
One time you asked your sweet bf if you could touch his hair, it went something like this:
"You want to touch my hair?" Goku=cutely confused "yea..I understand if you don't want me to, I was just wondering cause it looks so soft." Goku:"Well, you can go ahead :) I don't mind."
Your hand rises up to the top of his head (he has to bend down halfway to meet your height level cause he's almost 6 foot š) as you pet his jet black hair, and to your surprise it was really soft, just like you had hoped for.
"What kind of shampoo do you use babe?"you asked curiously. "Umm..it was actually one of Bulma's new conditioners, I accidentally used it instead of my usual hair hair soap." he chuckles, "What is my hair like super soft now--huh?"before he could finish his sentence, your whole face was in his hair lmaoo, you couldn't help it, it was like you were in a cloud, a fluffy cloud that gave off the scent of linen and waterfalls.
Speaking of waterfalls, he flew you to the most beautiful nature trail, you never even knew that this universe had one until Goku mentioned to you that there was a Namekian who literally knew the whole status of the universe along with the supreme kai. But wow, was it amazing to behold with your own eyes, vibrant flowers were scattered across the land, along with the mingling sounds of birds and let's not forget the waterfall..
You two trudged upon a hill and there it was, you could not believe your eyes, it had to be the most biggest one in the whole multiverse. "Isn't it awesome?" Goku asked, "I was thinking I could take you here since you like nature a whole lot.". The Saiyan sure does think about you a whole lot which is sweet. You hum in agreement and sit down to watch the endless display of nature's art, your boyfriend follows suit and swings his arm around you pulling you close to him. "We should do this more often" You sigh in content leaning in to the Saiyan's touch. Goku gives you a peck on the head as you two sit back and enjoy the sounds and each other's company.
enjoy! thank you for reading!
#son goku#dragon ball#dragon ball z#dargon ball super#goku x reader#comfort#db fluff#fluff#goku x you
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FINISHED THE HOTGUY ZINE AND AAAAAAAAH /POS
okay im going to put my thoughts under the cut cause OUGH this is going to be a long post LMAO
FIRST OFF can i just say how amazing and incredible the folk who organized the whole event are, they deserve absolute kudos
AND ANOTHER FIRST OFF: SHOUTOUT TO ALL THE LOVELY WRITERS, ARTISTS, EDITORS, ETC. WHO CONTRIBUTED YALL ARE INCREDIBLE
okay okay finally into the recap that was an amazing 3 and a half hours of my life
Pages 1-103:
When I first saw the heads up about how the zine was interconnected and skipping any part would potentially lead to some plot i was immediately intrigued then i was immediately hit with the other realization of "410 PAGES???? HELLO????"
the first comic was so fucking cute OMG LIZZIE'S DESIGN WAS SO CUTE AND THE SILLY SLIDESHOW HUMOR BETWEEN JOEL, SCAR, AND LIZZIE
"hold on let me make some edits-" "no let ME make some edits-"
the artstyle changing based on who was editing what, Joel just trying to support his wife, Scar purposely mishearing "cats" as "cash" absolute hilarity how i heart them all so
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AND THEN WE GET HIT WITH THE DOODY ART OOOOH MY DAYS CUTEGUY AND HOTGUY MEETING FOR THE FIRST TIME AAAAAAH
Grian rocking the cloak, Scar just absolutely confuzzled: THEYRE SOOOO *shakes them*
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and the shenanigans between Ren, Scar, and BDubs oh my god AND THE ON GOING BIT ABOUT HOW "if anyone says hotguy it immediately turns into the logo" it never fails to make me laugh
the early days of the mutation, the proposal of the union, PEARL'S LITTLE >:3c as she pressed publish OUGH
and the trail of petals grian left behind as he considered hotguy's proposal just *splat* i literally ate up all the art and the fics and the silly silly edits in this zine THEY WORLD BUILDING IS AMAZING
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speaking of world building: MUMBLR??? HELLOOOOOOO
THE ANON'S HAVING SILLY MUSTACHES BY DEFAULT
THE RANTING IN THE TAGS
THE MEMES
now i need to know, what does old mumblr *checks notes* teal? green? look like
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(at this point it was around 8 PM but after a long day i was already reaching the point of eepyness and i thought "surely i can finish reading the hOTGuY zine in one sitting!" spoiler alert: i did not)
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immediately when i saw the G Team comic i was reminded of the council of Grians LMAO Grian being the absolute chaotic one man band as he tries to collect all this evidence, the readers seeing Scar's means of transportation for the first time, and then *vine boom* SCULK
also ARIANA GRIANDE THE BELOVED HOW I HEART HER SOOOOOOOO i love all of the grians featured here, and the fact that permit office grian managed to make a silly appearance AND his permit shenanigans working in his favor- hE EVEN HAS THE "please hold." MUSIC- iconic i tell you, iconic
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I absolutely exploded into a million pieces seeing tibby's art then exploded again because "i can't see the end of the horizon...CUBFAN135- IS THAT YOU??!!?"
seeing the sculk snail follow behind scar idly, the fact that grian's only lead is cub ordering pizza like of all leads. but to be fair it does fit both of them LMAO
i am eating the sculk texturing btw it's very very tasty uwu
it's the fact that both of them turned to each other to yell "ARSON" like of course theyre at the ready to light things on fire
BUT THEN THIS PANEL
cub just over scar's shoulder like a sack of potatoes, the match already out of grian's hand, the sculk snail also there to witness the chaos that is about to ensue *chefs kiss* poetic cinema
also i would buy this shirt
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oh my gods the emails, the emails were so fucking funny i- KJSDFHDSJK
BDubs immediately trying to screen Cub out and Cub just continuing his shenanigans unperturbed, grian at his wits end trying to contact scar but of course scar is busy and cub just assumes it's some impersonation account until further notice, TGC trying to contact them but once again Mr. Fan135 Does Not Give A Fuck and he lives to cause mild annoyances and chaos, what a guy LMAO
their littol email icons are so cute, when i saw pearl's i was like "WAH PUPPERRRR"
i havent seen many email-format type beat story telling before so this was an absolute joy to explore the story through pearl's detailed emails, grian's panicked typing (how was mans typing and sending so quickly with 365+ lazer eyed chickens chasing him like a mad man + a green gob- i mean goatman), and both bdubs' and cub's concern and nonchalance. not to mention bdubs just nodding along and going "well cub you have proven yourself...and uh- added a totally not a virus to scar's phone- BUT you have proven yourself...." absolute sillies, absolutely iconic
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THE TWITTER BEEF HAD ME CACKLING OH MY GOD THE QUOTE RETWEETS i would pay good money to see that in real time oh my god
mumblr user hermitopia-explained you will always be famous
okay i'll admit it i was distracted by the scitties- BUT the social media handles and names being remade into hermit puns and the fact he's chilling on mending beach I CAN'T
AND OUR ETERNAL QUEEN JELLIE i literally let out a small squeal looking at her she is sO *gently holds her*
birthday gorl getting absolutely spoiled, as she deserves
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scar finding a cloak just to do the sailor moon meme: iconic, showstopping, one of a kind, amazing, talented- i love these two idiots
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and as a heads up i'm going to try and separate these into about 100 pages each! so expect the next reblog soon
#hotguy zine#hotguy zine liveblogging#indie rambles#indiermables#well 'liveblogging' this happened between 7:30 PM-11 PM last night and then 7:30 AM-8 AM today LOL
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Thank you guys owo
There were so many birthday wishes oml!! I feel very loved uwu
So thank you to *takes a deep breath*
@dubb0-g0ldfe11 @jenasu @egglands-worst @anjo404 @zie-dawg @galaxysketches @ich-versteh-euch-nicht @tocosheco @princess-triton @sambuuck @kitsfoxden @reye-chan @ciphercorgi @opossumonashelf (2) @cecilioque @thatonesubwaypenguin @dragon-tamer-1 @sataara @pinkiexneomorph277 @kandybatty
You guys are all amazing <3 I had a very chill with close family. There's enough big events sprinkled throughout my summer vacations, my b-day didn't need to be another one. But yall made it a little bit sweeter uwu
#personal#thank you!!#if your name isn't here but you did send b-day wishes#you may have a ghost account!
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Hey um. Your art is an amazing bright spot in my days and that of so many people. I'm sorry you seem to be struggling right now but know you've got a lot of strangers on the internet sending positive vibes. Thank you for sharing with us. Take any and all the time you need to get through things. I don't know what you're dealing with but always drink water /lh. Seriously, wishing you the best :)
This is very sweet UwU I will take my time even tho that time might be a few hours
On a very side note DO I SEEM THAT DOWN TO YALL??
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guys. it took me two days to finally catch up and HOLY SHIT
WHAT A WILD ASS EMOTIONAL ROLLER COASTER
for the first 20 or so chapters i was living my best life thinking that through all the strife, the troubles, the tribulations scarian would stick strong
THEN BOOM
BIG B APPEARS AND I NEAR LOST MY DAMN MIND-
literally cannot wait to see where this goes, i know i joined the bandwagon near the end but know that 1) i was absolutely thriving when karlnapity appeared (i. i miss them so much) and 2) yall were not lying about this being a journey of scarian realizing polyamory existed as ksq, clethubs, and pops and his partners popped up BAHAHA
genuinely though this fic is absolutely amazing, an angsty-fun mix of sugar, spice, and everything nice as scarian tries to navigate the end of the world and i cant see where it goes next uwu <3
INDIE!!!! WE'RE SO GLAD YOU READ TAMN!!!!!! WELCOME WELCOME!!
I think you, more than anyone, were our target audience for the KSQ arc ššš§” Getting to spend time with them again, and then hope they're off to better things the second they leave Scarian behind :')
BUT ALSO: YA LMAO, when you take out all the zombies and angst, TAMN is 300k of Grian and Scar going "damn, every single of version of poly is Not For Us." They systematically go through every permutation just to end up at "unfortunately, this would not fix us." (Scar may have two hands, but Grian is the ultimate Handful....)
Seriously tho, SO glad you're enjoying the fic, Indie!!!! The best part about getting into TAMN this far in, is that at this point it can't possibly get worse ;) š
#TAMN asks#galaxy-lillies-main#INDIEEEEEEE YAYAYAAYAYYYY#Omg seconding Lock here that the KSQ was def something we needed someone like you reading :ā)#if Iām not wrong#you read the original fic for zombie!AU KSQ back when we wrote it???#during the twitter daysss :ā) GOSH WEāVE ALL COME SO FARRR#it was so good to revisit them š love them so much THEYRE OURS NOW TO DO WHAT WE WANTTT#SO thrilled you read it bestie#has me grinning from ear to ear fr HEHE ššš-Key
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begging some of yall not to idolize deepdark and defiance how you do. i have a friend whoās actually lived through a cultās wrath and they r mega not cool. like i know defiance is narratively AMAZING but we. shouldnāt put it on a pedestal of āoh this thing is so cool and its leaders are amazingā because ultimately itās safer for everyone if we start recognizing that while yea defiance + deepgang are coolā¦ theyre still a cult. and we should not be viewing them positively at all. cults are inherently models of rigorous and severe repeated abuse, and by romanticizing them you are inherently romanticizing abuse. i donāt think youāre bad for letting this happen, raz, i just think that if you have any sympathy for cult survivors you should have stopped it before now. Especially as the comic ramps up towards the inevitable climax of the cult in it doing many awful things to the main characters. I know no one here intended to romanticize it, but by treating deepdark and other leaders of this cult as silly uwu murder cult guys we are actively doing that.
thank you for listening if you did, and i hope this feedback helps us all grow.
Well, thank you for sharing your concerns, I appreciate it a lot, as well as explaining the reasons this is important to you. Nothing you said is incorrect or invalid! I do have a few other thoughts I wanna share along with this ask.
Firstly; Defiance is fictional, and more than that it's not based on any real world cult. I obviously had to do some research and take some general real-world influence, mostly because I wanted to capture the kind of personality that exists in cult leaders with Deepdark, but in the end it's a completely made-up group. I actually based their group structure much more on a mafia-like organization than a traditional religious cult. There is a sliding scale for these sorts of things in stories of course, topics that are treated with varying levels of severity based on our culture, and everyone is going to be affected by them differently based on personal experience anyways. I refer to Defiance as a "combination death cult and mafia" sort of flippantly (which is my own fault) because just calling it a "group" is sort of vague, non-descript term. But its structure and actions are way, way more dramatic and obvious than any cult that exists today, or existed previously.
With the kind of fanbase I've gathered, I would like to believe my readership is able to separate the difference between talking about real-world cults and fictional ones. No one I've seen is actually idolizing Defiance as something to genuinely be admired, outside of talking about and making up in-universe characters who do so. Deepdark is fun, and dramatic, and over-the-top, because I made him that way, so it's natural that people like him. But no one is saying that it's good to be like Deepdark, or that he's some sort of aspirational goal (I hope! If you are, we'll have words!). I do believe that in the story itself I've pretty thoroughly conveyed how cruel and malicious Defiance & its members are. In fact I've pretty intensely tried to emphasize the insidious way that cults hurt people, and the danger of charismatic leaders like Deepdark! Maybe I've failed a bit in that regard, then.
But besides all that - your points are very valuable and worth repeating, and I will be more on the lookout for anything treating Defiance's impact irreverantly, and either delete or correct it. I have a feeling people are not going to be happy with them anyways, as they continue to hurt more of our main characters.
Real-life cults are not as obvious and over-dramatic like Defiance. Many ordinary people like you and me are deeply hurt by them all the time, and any time you joke about Deepdark's murdering or silly lieutenant shenanigans, it's always important to keep in mind that there are tons of real-life people like Deepdark out there. I never wanted to come across as unsympathetic for real-world victims of cults. Making people think more deeply about the various shades of gray and subtle acts of evil that exist in our world, as well as the inherent humanity that exists in people who do terrible things regardless, are some of my goals with creating PATFW in the first place.
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lucille my old hag can you hit that
THIS SHIT LACEDš im forreal a freak just lmkšš
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I think this is my second time posting this stuff but DEAR GOD. why do so many people insult me by implying I'm stupid, annoying, loud, and hypersexual because I have autism/ADHD. I'm not even hypersexual its just I say shit without thinking and sometimes I don't say good things, thus I am horny all the time and unworthy of being a "good" autistic person.
I think a lot of people put Autism and ADHD on a pedestal of "uwu somft babey that do no wrong!!!" and so when they meet somebody like Me they are horrified and suddenly having ANY disorder is an insult, even if they have it themselves.
Shout out to all my Autism homies who put the "Spectrum" in Autism Spectrum Disorder (and my ADHD homies by proxy, i just cant think of a cool phrase to add for yall) by not being perfect stunning angels who are kind and amazing at masking and friendly and sweet and every positive word ever invented because YOU ALL carry the weight of the world on your backs. Take time out of your day to accept you are great in your own ways and somebody out there will think you are the best person alive for those things.
#autism#actually autistic#autistic#ASD#autism spectrum disorder#adhd#actually adhd#attention deficit hyperactivity disorder#post#sorry if i suck with wording on this#my writing in my brain is perfect but when i put it down it is pure gibberish
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props to forever he did amazing at the same time fuk u/lh for making me cry again
this is the 2nd time i sobbed so hard
i think the eggs are gonna be gone fore a week (admins deserve tht rest uwu) but aljra; PLEASE COMEBACK I DONT WANT TO CRY AS I DO MY DAILY LIFE SHIT AAAAAAAAAA
ALSO BAD OMG everything is so dull n i hate it i just feel sad yall
buts its fine its only little bit :'D GOT THT HURT/COMFORT excpt the comfort is gonna take a long as time SO ITS JUST ANGST WITH NO HAPPY ENDING YET THEIR WILL BE A HAPPY ENDING BC IF NOT ILL BE HEARTBROKEN
i feel like im reading a 200 chp fanfic thts just full of angst
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IM SO EXCITED IM FROTHING AT THE MOUTH IM CANCELING PLANS IM CALLING OUT SICK FROM WORK I CANT WAIT! CONGRATS! Yall work so hard and it shows and it's all so amazing and every update is so amazing! Especially since you go back and are always updating old areas uwu. Gonna start a new game again :)
ooooooo ur gonna have so much fun w/ all the new stuff.........................
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Gemini SZN;
a long overdue update on exes, parasocial relationships and reclamation of my online space.
tw: abusive relationship/sexual assault/racism/
This month I will be turning 25.
I feel like itās a age I genuinely didnāt think Iād make it to for a long time.
In retrospect, this blog has given me so much I canāt imagine a life in which I didnāt have it. The connections I fostered with people online when I was 16 on this blog have had such an impact on me. So many of my closest friends I met through this silly little ChubbyPixel blog. It and the handle have served me well.
However its time for a change.
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I started this blog as a video game/video game YouTuber appreciation blog. In the same vein as game/grumps, normal/boots, and hidden/block. At the time there was a larger tumblr user in the same fan space as me who I was in a relationship with. A big reason we did get in a relationship was people āshippingā us together and saying uwu i ship it, yall would be so cute, etc etc. We were both underage, me being younger by a few yrs. This was extremely damaging to my overall mental health and perception of myself in a online space.
Like we werenāt even an adults or famous, we were just two popular blogs in a fan space, her way more than me but still. We were real people being seen as fictional characters to āshipā.
If I am completely honest if thereās any relationship I regret more in the world it would be this one. My ex, archer, truly deeply and sincerely was the worse thing to happen to me. This relationship was extremely toxic, one in which her friends would scream the N-word at me, emotional abuse, stalking, harassment, body shaming, I honestly could go on; But for my mental well being I rather not discuss it all.
For years as an victim of abusive gaslighting, I literally kept everything with the intention of sharing it all to āproveā that I was abused. However, I now come to realize I have nothing to prove to anyone when it come to my abuse story and how it effected me. I know, my therapist knows, and my partner knows and thatās good enough for me to put it away and begin to heal.
The stalking and harassment is the main reason I abandoned my blog; being that for *YEARS* after we had broken up I would get messages from her saying that I was nothing without her and that I would never be happy with anyone else. Not to say I was perfect either, I was also a dumb teenager and I definitely did some petty stuff like the whole ātry to warn the exs new partner so they wouldnāt fall victimā thing as well- which went about as well as you would expect.
Intertwined in this were experiences with some adults who frankly preyed upon me as a underage inexperienced queer person to exploit me.
In 2019, however, is whenever it really got bad, as it probably was for many of you. As well as facing pandemic, loosing my mobility, and facing eviction, I was sexually assaulted by someone who I considered a very close friend who I knew for years at this point. This kinda broke my brain and I closed off from the world even more. The internet and tumblr were so stressful for me to look at, I was always just waiting for people to come back to harass me.
But I decided to take an extended break and gather myself. Itās taken years and alot of support from my amazing friends but Iām finally in a safe and somewhat stable place to where I want to reclaim my digital identity and persona.
I will be finally changing my blog name: Chubby/Pixel will be Pixel/renaissance in honor of my new era of growth and enlightenment as an artist and digital human. ļæ¼
Thank you for reading, thanks for sticking around.
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Yall I caved and made a "the amazing digital circus" oc!!
Some information about her!
I love how her design turned out she's so pretty uwu
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standard theme: Better in the Morning by birdtalker ( I only do what I have done / I will do better in the morning / Afraid of what I might become / I will do better in the morning )
battle theme: Open Arms by Jose Rivera-Herrans (This life is amazing when you greet it with open arms / Whatever we face , we'll be fine if we're leading from the heart / No matter the place , we can light up the world )
emotion theme: Pompeii by josh woodward ( Soon no one will remember we were here / but I'm not scared to burn / To dust, I will return again )
boss battle theme: End of Innocence by kamelot ( It's the end of an innocent era / the beauty we know will be lost) ( why must the hero die young / not to be gone and forgotten / so I pray for the broken / this is not the end of innocence )
tagged by: @skytired UWU!!! TYYY I love memes like this
tagging: @redue / @sanchiyos / @ofanswerssought / @petronomicon / @sleeplesswork / @majidog / @indevendent / @punisheye /
ofc only if yall want to! and sorry if you've been tagged already :') !!
#(hc tag.)#IF ANYONE LISTENS to these songs lmk what u think...#previously i have not thought about themed songs...#puts a kamelot song there tho bc im a predictable binch
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i cant possibly go over every single thing that bothers me about the whole hogwarts legacy debacle but one of the most annoying and hurtful things about it is the way cis people are seemingly incapable of Not making it about themselves and whether they are Good or Bad people for buying the game and playing it. like has it ever occurred to them that not everything in the world is about them? that maybe its not about whether they get to be Good People and feel like Good People or whether they are Ontologically Evil No Matter What? that maybe i have better things to do then to waste my fucking time and energy reassuring them that they are Good or convincing them that they are Bad? that maybe just maybe this is about the IMPACT of what they are doing when they line the pockets of one of the most notorious transphobes in recent history and help her maintain cultural relevancy by continuing to engage with her creative property? because yeah, when you do that, you ARE contributing to a culture of transphobia, and you ARE complicit, because JKR isn't some rando celebrity with views that happen to be problematic, she is literally using her money and influence to empower shitheads who have the means to strip us of our human rights, and to normalize their transphobia as well as that of the public who remains passive and complicit at best. and if me saying that makes you feel guilty or like i'm calling you a bad person, maybe sit down and reflect on it for a bit. because what you're experiencing is called cognitive dissonance and it's not my fucking problem to deal with. and if you're still going to play the game in spite of all of that, at LEAST have the decency to do it in secrecy and shame and not come begging your trans friends and acquaintances for validation that youre still Totally A Good Ally uwu because i promise you we don't care to listen to you justify why the nazi terf game is Fine Actually and that youre Totally Engaging With It Non-Problematically we really truly dont. trans people aren't the catholic church, we aren't here to give out indulgences. so either play another game or fuck off.
all of this applies to your jewish pals too btw, they don't want to hear about it either. because yeah, apparently it wasn't enough for JKR to be a terf, she also had to be a raging antisemite to spice things up!!
i dealt with cognitive dissonance and a LOT of guilt before i went vegan so it's not like i don't know what thats like. but you know what i did? i boycotted animal products instead of making it everybody's problem. i was privileged enough to have the option not to fund animal abuse so i stopped doing it. and i'm not saying i'm a bastion of animal rights and good virtue, quite the contrary. i know i'm not actually doing anything amazing by simply Eating Different Food, but that's kind of my point. even with just that the stakes were much higher than with a video game boycott- i had to give up the food that had kept me alive for 20 years. whereas with a video game there are NO stakes at all, you're not actually sacrificing anything by not playing it but yall cant even fucking do that. you don't need any level of privilege whatsoever to partake in the boycott and yet. it just makes me think yall are the absolute lousiest people on earth if you cant even bring yourselves to do 1/10th of the lousy stuff ive been doing for other causes because "but my childhood uwu"
it hurts so much because it feels like betrayal. or rather thats straight up what it is. thing whole thing sheds an ugly, ugly light on the pervasiveness of performative allyship and it makes me think the future of the trans rights movement is looking bleak as FUCK if all our supposed "allies" are willing to abandon us over a video game. a fucking video game.
and maybe some people just dont realize the extent to which JKR has a direct impact on the state of human rights for trans people and they think shes just a kooky problematic fave but i don't think that's an excuse either because we have been SCREAMING at you guys for YEARS about what kind of person she is and what she does so at this point if you're still not aware it's like, where the fuck have you been?
i just. i just cant wait until the day we move on from harry potter as a society and let it and JKR fade into obscurity forever. im sick and tired of having to hear and talk about her.
#wow this ended up way longer than i intended sorry. i just have many thoughts and feelings#also had a really rough week so. :(
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