#yachafe

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Honestly thank you so much for always creating S-rank heroine (and Tesilid) content! I just stumbled into your blog today after searching for S-Rank Heroine content in Tumblr and I can already see myself looking forward to any of your future posts.

Everytime I read any of your posts I lose my mind a little bit more (especially Thesilid's "you've always sided with the world",,, I didn't realize the meaning of why he said that until I read your post after [SPOILER] happens and I'm wrecked because,,, Thesilid,,, *shakes his shoulders* he has been through so much and he deserves a vacation)

I am also curious about your pfp, did you draw it yourself or was it a panel from the manhwa? I don't think I've seen it before, but then again I might've missed or misremembered it (I really need to reread it soon...)

WAAAH THANK YOU FOR THIS ASK!!!

did a little dance when i saw the follower notif and now im wiping happy tears!! when i first checked the s-class heroine tag on tumblr i was so devastated to find NOTHING apart from just novel covers orz. im so glad to hear that i helped make your experience different! tysm for telling me so i can have this moment <3

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and thank you for following me on my adventure of losing my mind about tesilid argente, the moment i connected the dots for "you're on the side of this world" was legit so bad. like realising [spoiler] felt like a horror reveal, and rereading every tesilid moment after was a growing sense of fascinated horror and when i read that line, for a second of blissful ignorance that line was the same but then i connected the dots and i had to legit pause during my reread and press my hand to my eyes and choke out a little sob. i want to wrap him up in a blanket so bad. i rly understand why ailette is so overprotective of him now, but the fact that ailette is also a source of stress for him.... ughhhh.

anw for my pfp, it's from ch 31 of the webtoon! it's when ailette is told by the TM gods that she only exists in tesilid's 17th timeline and she imagines what it must be like for him

i love this moment bc whenever i read it pre-spoiler i was like hahaha so cute and funny and tesilid looks sooo cute as a doll and ill also not think abt the implications of this and hope for the best.

and then post spoiler it's just. the most devastating thing ever. it's so cruel that it's presented so cutely. i love it. it makes me want to scream and howl.

and in the parts of the novel that i've read, i haven't even seen how tesilid actually feels about this and dealt with it. i bet it's gg to be like when ailette finally found him again and he was in way worse shape than i could have ever imagined.

[vnikat]

After the week of talking about Terry angst I’m living in delight, knowing that one day I will behold a tone of crying posts.

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I was gone for 5 days WDYM there's a sticker of Ailette and Thesilid??? *sending envious looks to Korea fans*

i was browsing the tags on twitter and came across this post of someone selling them

i didn't contact them bc the currency quoted isn't my country's and i can't really be bothered with dealing with the logistics, but. gnhgnghng. LOOK AT THEIR STICKER CHOICES..... the many comical expressions of ailette rodeline. crying tesilid doll. tesilid with an armful of food. tesilid happily going "it says here i can absorb all of your wounds and share half your pain!" impeccable choices.

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you covered everything i felt abt endless struggle like wtf?? how did it manage to hit SO many of tesilid's jumbled mess of emotions at once??

i actually felt the same abt the "you betrayed me" verse but didn't know whether or not to say it bc like. i don't think he has really explicitly showed any resentment, but. he has shown himself to be a little on guard around ailette and to never fully believe her stated motives and explanations. and he's awfully good at hiding animosity so i wouldn't even be surprised if he does resent ailette on some level but just doesn't want to show it.

do yall have songs that remind you of s-class heroine. so far i can only think of:

1/6 - out of gravity - by noa

Show Me What I'm Looking For by Carolina Liar

Theatre by Nanou feat. 25ji

To Be Me by Kamikita Ken

Edit: Here a youtube playlist link too.

Additional thoughts:

1/6 - out of gravity - for the wholesome "i want to do anything to lessen your burdens just a little" vibes. but unlike in the song, I think Ailette can actually solve Tesilid's problems, she's just girlboss that way.

Show Me What I'm Looking For - the only line I feel rly doesn't mesh well is the "I've learned to love abuse" line because Tesilid always continued to hate what he goes through

Theatre is suchhhh a tesilid song though. The "can that someone out there hear me?", the "god, is this the price I must pay?", and all the lines about being suffocated by the role you've been playing

[vnikat]

Yay! I’m back! Honestly I thought that after valkyrie event I will be creating new acc but here I am! I saw how you and yachafe send me good luck, and it’s so cute!!! Thank you!!! QvQ

Anyway. When I was recovering from intense farming I was searching for more songs that I can connect to S-Class Perks and…

Mortal With You - Mili “You locked me in to the dark. I’m you preserved flower. The world is too slow to understand…spikes may be sharp. They want to see just the beautiful parts.” - as Strict Order made Terry infinite regressor but in 100th he said screw you, I’m rebelling! “I’m counting the hours. Hours that stood between us like a river. Once I crawled through the water. All I ever knew become distant past.” - Idk, but I think thousands years are kinda distant (/j). Terry also lost his memory… “The tears spill onto your arms” - Im reminded about scene when he cried when he woke up q-q “You never fail to find me where I was hidden” - AAAAAAAH it hits even more after last published chapters in novel. But anyway. You know that Ai will find Terry anytime. Not just because she has map, but because he is her priority too!

Zamuza - Teniwoha (I personally like x6 vocaloid cover). “I daringly wield that kitsch rubi on my own worn-out name. I could deafest nobility as I have become so terrifying down to my core” - in analysis about Mafuyu (this is commissioned song for Project Sekai) it talks about how Mafuyu use her “good girl” persona while she is rotting and dying inside. It reminds me how Terry is more Netral Good than Lawful Good, and it even suprised Ai once. BUUUT now that’s translated and I can talk! Yay! Its 117 Terry wearing dead 17’s body. “If it all works out, everybody wins. Neither sweet words nor a smile will work; if I start to run, I’ve become a beast” - screw Strict Order Church. “Someday it’ll become a lovely song” - It will, Terry q-q “Hey, fly away on the count of three. Kick away every last single thing. If you run away at this point, these days truly won’t be mentioned in the postscript.” - Reed go brrrr. Tho ironic that his rebellion was mentioned in the book, but not his entire punishment. “Even if I’m poisoned by fringed iris” - that’s poisonous flower and for Mafuyu it means her helicopter mom’s love that hurts Mafuyu. Terry is receiving Strict Order’s sadistic love, so fits. “So don’t say that you’ve given up on reality! Okay?” - Don’t give up on this timeline, you stupid potato! q-q

Kanade tomosu Sora - Sasanomaly feat 25ji “There’s no place I can take refuge in,” - Terry is mentally homeless. I can’t write a lot on this songs cuz it’s already obviously painful. It’s about having depressing past thats so terrible you are distancing yourself from the world…but then find something that gives you a will to continue living, cherish your wish. That song reminds me so much of one particular scene, thats not even translated, argh! But I think you can understand how it fits even know. And middle parts remind me of sea, so I think of this song as the that scene’s bgm. And to add. If “Terry and Ai”’s appearances are like winter and spring, than “Reed and Ai”’s are like night and dawn (thanks to korean reader for pointing this out!). (Its as if Ai brings warmth to Terry in anyway qvq) The eng translation of the song is Music Illuminating the Sky, so Im reminded of this comparison uwu

Bug - Kaikiri Bear (I like Mafuyu cover, cuz she sounds so fed up) Wasnt sure if to include this but lets try. “Paranoia” - Terry expects only the worst from the world. “I raise my drowned-out voice and go round and round. Well! It’s a despirate situation, I’m doomed to fall no matter what I do!” - regressions and pessimism. “Going madder, madder. … Endless pain” and etc. Oh. And I think “Advocate of Confidentiality” will like the name of the song.

“Nightcore at 25” song fit so nicely… Well, they are group of depressed kids and one of them have helicopter parent…another one have saviour complex…ehh…

In Hell We Live, Lament - Mili feat KIHOW I thought I will write down this song with Non breath oblige, but you beat me to it! Poor pure Terry living in hypocritical world.

Vicious Heroism -Traitor Version- Kobayo It has no lyrics lol. But it is so edgy and the first half and then is somehow relaxing(???) and beautiful. Im reminded that Reed is such a potato. Oh and the name of the song.

Victim - Mili Not much to say. And I’m not sure it fits. Just Reed vibes. Especially failed 100 world destruction attempt.

I wanted to find some Ai songs, not only Terry. So here is my attempt

88☆彡 - kemu feat Wonderlands x Showtime i feel I will be roasted for this “it has nothing to do with Ai”… But its goving me Ai’s vibes!!! So upbeat, cheerful and going forward!!!

Journey - Deco*27 Terry is too far from asking for help… but now there is Ai to help him nonetheless! So I think it fits. And “It’s of if you’re not sure, it’s ok even to stop and pause. We can still keep walking forward from here.” - if you tell me that it isnt something that Ai can tell Terry, you are LYING

Gone Angels - Mili “One by one the pages remind me you’ll alway be a villain. For you, angels have fallen” “Brewing all this hatred so I have a reason, reason to see you dead” - Just like how after Reed’s massacres Ai counts down how many people he killed. And its easy to know why she do so. Because without this she can’t justify that she has to kill Final Boss q-q “Stop now! One by one your desires convince me you’ve always been a human” - BUT HE IS STILL TERRY ARGH “Forever gone from the hell that served as my one and only home” - this world is hard and so terrible to Terry, but… Hu… This song can be used as bgm too.

World’s end, Girl’s rondo - Kanon Wakeshima (there are cool Asterisk remix!) At first I wasnt sure if it’s Ai, [spoiler] or Reed’s POV. But I think its Ai’s no matter how confusing “My wish is that you end this world” can be confusing. Ai really cherish Terry.

And lastly…

L.L.L. - Myth & ROID WAHAHA. Well… I think you can’t understand how this can fit Terry, since its so passionate. But… maybe at 331+ chapters you will understand. 👀 Edit: oh wait, Reed is right here already, I forgor

ok guys i'm trying to put the playlist songs in order, here's the tentative order + reasons, lmk what you think!!

(major major spoilers for webtoon readers about the rounds that Tesilid went through before reuniting with Ailette)

The concept I'm taking w this playlist is for it to mostly follow Tesilid's chronological POV, not Ailette/the reader's.

(playlist link)

1. It's You: Pre-regression Tesilid, about Ailette. (tbh i think it also works near the end once the '17th' loop starts, but it lowkey feels a little too cheerful for Tesilid's POV at that point in time?)

I also kind of feel like there needs to be at least one song before It's You, for Tesilid before he first meets Ailette. But it needs to have super specific vibes??? Like, less depressing compared to the later ones, and more petulant and complain-y. The "why am I the only one with these duties..." and being too shy to accept food kind of vibes, the Tesilid doesn't have depression yet kind of vibes. but idk rn I can only think of angsty songs bc [spoiler] grabbed my whole brain.

2. Tell Me: idk i'm putting this song here just according to the vibes. It doesn't feel depressing enough to be late-regression Tesilid.

3. Theatre: Round 85-99 Tesilid (when he manages to save the world) or maybe even slightly before. He wishes he can just be himself and pleads with god, he just wants to stop acting his role. But he hasn't completely given up hope. He is still waiting for 'that someone out there' to hear his voice. The song feels like a cry of help and an expression of what he desperately wants, rather than a requiem or mourning of his old self and dreams. (tbh this can also work for current timeline Tesilid? for when he starts to see hope or a path forward again. This song is a little Too Tesilid it feels like it can fit most points of his very long life)

4. Show Me What I'm Looking For: Round 99 Tesilid, when he visits the Bible of Truth. "Ailette, I'm here... but where are you?" "Show me what i'm looking for" and he gets the truth of the world and. hahaha. he acts accordingly.

5. I am the Strongest: Reed. I used the instrumental instead of the lyric cover in the playlist bc i... don't really like the vocals and i can't find a cover of that cover... sorry. the lyrics really slap and fit perfectly though, 100% recommend going through it too.

Songs 3-5 (Theatre - I am the strongest) need to go in this specific order for maximum impact. It's the expression of what he actually wants > please just throw me a rope, i'll pay any cost, save me from being confused; show me a path and i'll follow it > ok i was shown one (1) path, time to destroy the world so i can no longer be hurt

6. Lower One's Eyes: i'm trusting vnikat on this being reed x Ailette for reasons that are spoilers to me as well. Chronogically it goes here because Ailette exists.

7. Flos: Current timeline Tesilid. Melancholic and tired and defeated and reminiscing about his old hopes and dreams and wondering if he can still have them. (I considered putting it at the front, pre-Theatre, but idk i feel like that pre-85 Tesilid wouldn't be this downtrodden and defeated because he was still diligently working towards what he thought was salvation)

8. 1/6 -out of gravity-: Ailette re-entering the scene and being super ready to do everything she can to relieve Tesilid's pain and burden by even just a little. I think this song really matches the tone of the first 2 seasons of the webtoon.

9. Endless Struggle: Tesilid feeling like he's sinned and that he doesn't deserve kindness, but he's doing his best to repent and become stronger

I think 1/6 out of gravity and Endless Struggle need to go as a pair. It's the juxtaposition of cute anime girl trying to cheer you up followed immediately by the emotional fallout of [spoiler]. I think the tonal change really replicates what we readers feel hahahahaha 🤗🥲

The rest of the songs are, i think, mostly just wishful thinking about what we hope/think the rest of the series might have. The tonal shifts here are more abrupt because they're kind of disjointed guesses.

11. Jiwa yang bersedih: Us coping and hoping that Tesilid will get to hear these words and internalise them lol. Putting this after I want to become your god, because I think even if Ailette can't completely undo all the pain that Tesilid has gone through, she can still soothe his pain in a way that few others can give him. and also eventually solve the whole godless world problem.

10. I want to become your god: Not too sure about its inclusion. Saviour complex things. But the lyrics sound a little too hopeless & powerless to fit either Ailette or Tesilid's vibes at the current point of the webnovel translation. Ailette is powerful enough that she has a reasonable chance of saving the world and Tesilid. On the other hand, Tesilid kind of doesn't really care about saving anyone at this point, and I feel like even back when he did, it wasn't really out of a desperate need for self-validation like in this song. But I think this song definitely goes after 1/6 -> Endless Struggle! For maximum devastation.

If life was like when we first met: just listen to the devastation. Put after I wanted to become your god to smooth out the tranaition to Jiwa yang bersedih.

12. To Be Me: I'm just coping with the inclusion of this song. I just hope that Tesilid reaches a point where he starts to forgive himself and starts to live because even if it hurts, he genuinely believes that there's light at the end of the tunnel and that he can finally breathe and live as himself and discover himself so long as he keeps actively choosing to live. Anyway the lyrics for this song are beautiful and I think you guys should also listen to it even as a not-Tesilid song. Lines like "going forward, going forward, going forward but going back again" read completely different and hit really hard when it's about someone with a normal mortal lifespan and not a regressor doing introspection lol.

tldr; Feels like there's a missing song for pre-regression Tesilid's frustrations

i'll probably create another post for the final order to be put on my pinned post, and which is spoiler free so that any webtoon reader that comes across my blog or playlist can read it too

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OH I LOVE THIS SONG....

i'm guessing Jiwa yang Bersedih is the name and Ghea Indrawari is the songwriter/singer. It's so comforting!!! Everything I wish Tesilid gets to hear and to internalise. He's just human fr!! How can he be expected to keep going as he had to for long without becoming so messed up and sick of everything and like. waves a hand and everything he is now. And the way he really does still have to pretend to be perfect fr. The "there is something that they don't understand" line oh yeah for sure no one else understands what Tesilid has been through 😭 it's Very Very him.

As for Ailette feeling like the singer but also a little not really, I think it's bc this song is rly soft and calming and directly addresses his wounds and experiences, but Ailette is 1) very high-energy and even loves to tease him and 2) at this point she's still very deliberately trying not to reopen old wounds for him and to simply provide him a better life this time around. but oh boy. whenever the bandaid does get torn off. maybe we'll get some of that then? 😊 (i am coping, i am sure we'll get even more devastated than we already are when we see ailette have to come to terms w how she is much more powerless to helping him than she expected. kimi no kamisama naritai vibes maybe.)

But i think the lyrics really do suit how she feels about him. the "come over here, rest your head for a bit". Her setting up a house for him to recuperate in. Taking on major roles in dungeons because she feels he must already be tired enough doing things on his own. "Bring your wounds to me, let me heal them" she has literally said "i became a healer to heal you" so many times!!!!!! it's her.

also genuinely i'm glad this song gets added to the playlist bc there's a little too much angst in the playlist rn LOL ((just like how the story feels after you read [spoiler] 💀))

i didn't even notice the fever part of Flos lol, it's pretty funny how even that detail matches up!

also I laughed at the way it was It's You's "you are the right time at the right moment" line for the both of us. that line hit me over the head and i immediately added the song to the playlist. Also you singlehandedly contributed like 2 of the 3 happy songs in this playlist tysm

AND WOW im so happy about the moment w your irl friend too!!! what a moment HAHAHAHA i looove this story sm i also keep preaching about it to my friends who read manhwa. i'm glad we're discovering fans closer than we imagine them to be, the tumblr tag may be quiet but it's nice to see the webtoon being loved!! and handshakes your friend you have good taste 🤝🤝

do yall have songs that remind you of s-class heroine. so far i can only think of:

1/6 - out of gravity - by noa

Show Me What I'm Looking For by Carolina Liar

Theatre by Nanou feat. 25ji

To Be Me by Kamikita Ken

Edit: Here a youtube playlist link too.

Additional thoughts:

1/6 - out of gravity - for the wholesome "i want to do anything to lessen your burdens just a little" vibes. but unlike in the song, I think Ailette can actually solve Tesilid's problems, she's just girlboss that way.

Show Me What I'm Looking For - the only line I feel rly doesn't mesh well is the "I've learned to love abuse" line because Tesilid always continued to hate what he goes through

Theatre is suchhhh a tesilid song though. The "can that someone out there hear me?", the "god, is this the price I must pay?", and all the lines about being suffocated by the role you've been playing

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never apologise for s-class heroine brainrot!!!!!! 🗣️ 🗣️ (<- literally spamming the tags w my own brainrot)

feel free to share the song in your native language too! music transcends language!! and it's not like i understand japanese either haha

Tell Me really does fit the vibes of wanting and waiting for ailette to show up!!!! added to playlist immediately

Flos too!! i can't explain it either but it feels like a tesilid pov. i also like the way that it just sounds melancholic and tired instead of like, screaming in pain. it feels like current timeline tesilid, with the way it sometimes seems like he has already given up and is reminiscising about dreams he'd given up on, but also he's still clinging onto them and wondering whether he can really have them now.

i also thought abt kimi no kamisama naritai at first (my go-to song for chars that want to save another fr), but ultimately i decided not to put it in bc i felt the feelings of helplessness from the "saviour" char feels a bit too intense for ailette at this point of time? i think that at this point she genuinely thinks she can save tesilid from the pain of regressions. or maybe my impression of the song is a little too intense bc i have in my head megatera zero's version. but also maybe After she figures things out (whenever that happens), things will get angstier on her end and this song's intensity will fit?? idk. but I think even though Ailette is fighting an uphill battle and she can't undo everything Tesilid has been through, she is still the key to "fixing"/saving him on some level and helping him find peace. she's just crazy buffed that way.

and WOW It's You, yeah for sure it really does remind me of pre-regression tesilid!!! "you're the right one at the right time" thinking about the times ailette just stumbles into tesilid about to die and just solves everything lmao. and the way tesilid keeps thinking about her whenever he feels down, no matter how much time has passed. GHNRHRGGRNRGHH. thank you webcomic for reminding me about this. genuinely so insane that tesilid is just having a terrible day as usual and then he thinks about ailette and whoosh... shoujo sparkles and his mood is cleared.

also it's SUCH a soft song, it really reminds me of all the scenes where tesilid visits ailette's childhood home or the gilette estate. it's so soft and domestic and calming and everytime i read those chapters i get overwhelmed by the longing for tesilid to be able to finally experience a life like that in the long-term and this song is the same.

and im so glad you agree abt theatre!!! 🤝🤝 it was the song that sparked this whole thing and the other songs came after. i've been looping theatre since it was released and then i read the webnovel and went OH GOD IT'S TESILID.... like literally only the line about the school bag and "you were wrong, mama" are off, everything else fits to a T?!??? screaming someone free him from the role he's been forced to play, i want him to be able to be himself sm....

do yall have songs that remind you of s-class heroine. so far i can only think of:

1/6 - out of gravity - by noa

Show Me What I'm Looking For by Carolina Liar

Theatre by Nanou feat. 25ji

To Be Me by Kamikita Ken

Edit: Here a youtube playlist link too.

Additional thoughts:

1/6 - out of gravity - for the wholesome "i want to do anything to lessen your burdens just a little" vibes. but unlike in the song, I think Ailette can actually solve Tesilid's problems, she's just girlboss that way.

Show Me What I'm Looking For - the only line I feel rly doesn't mesh well is the "I've learned to love abuse" line because Tesilid always continued to hate what he goes through

Theatre is suchhhh a tesilid song though. The "can that someone out there hear me?", the "god, is this the price I must pay?", and all the lines about being suffocated by the role you've been playing

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glad we had the same reading on Jiwa yang bersedih!! and god i felt the sentiment abt being unable to find happy songs so bad. [spoiler] rly just devastates you so bad. i reread happier parts of the webnovel and i still do laugh and smile but internally i am also like this:

also it's ironic that you bawl at the "happier" songs you suggested because whenever i reach those parts of the playlist im like "oh thank god i can breathe now for the next 3 mins" orz they feel like lifelines. is that what it feels like for tesilid too,

and so true!!! dragging ppl into things you love is a love language <3

do yall have songs that remind you of s-class heroine. so far i can only think of:

1/6 - out of gravity - by noa

Show Me What I'm Looking For by Carolina Liar

Theatre by Nanou feat. 25ji

To Be Me by Kamikita Ken

Edit: Here a youtube playlist link too.

Additional thoughts:

1/6 - out of gravity - for the wholesome "i want to do anything to lessen your burdens just a little" vibes. but unlike in the song, I think Ailette can actually solve Tesilid's problems, she's just girlboss that way.

Show Me What I'm Looking For - the only line I feel rly doesn't mesh well is the "I've learned to love abuse" line because Tesilid always continued to hate what he goes through

Theatre is suchhhh a tesilid song though. The "can that someone out there hear me?", the "god, is this the price I must pay?", and all the lines about being suffocated by the role you've been playing

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HSCKGNRKFKD STOPP I DONT WANNA GET TESILID SO MUCH... HE MAKES ME SO MISERABLE (said full of love)

any scene without tesilid is such a healing scene fr... (crying) that said, i love how much life and depth the non-tesilid scenes get too, like w the way i keep talking abt tesilid non-stop you'd think all the good moments in the story revolve arnd him only, but the arc where ailette finds her mom again makes me cry every time.

it's almost midnight where i am! night time is my tesilid obsessing hours (and so are the hours where im commuting tbh but i don't rly write posts during that time)

do yall have songs that remind you of s-class heroine. so far i can only think of:

1/6 - out of gravity - by noa

Show Me What I'm Looking For by Carolina Liar

Theatre by Nanou feat. 25ji

To Be Me by Kamikita Ken

Edit: Here a youtube playlist link too.

Additional thoughts:

1/6 - out of gravity - for the wholesome "i want to do anything to lessen your burdens just a little" vibes. but unlike in the song, I think Ailette can actually solve Tesilid's problems, she's just girlboss that way.

Show Me What I'm Looking For - the only line I feel rly doesn't mesh well is the "I've learned to love abuse" line because Tesilid always continued to hate what he goes through

Theatre is suchhhh a tesilid song though. The "can that someone out there hear me?", the "god, is this the price I must pay?", and all the lines about being suffocated by the role you've been playing

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thank you for not spoiling! i'll take your word for Lower and add it to the playlist so i won't forget it and get to cry over it when the time comes ✍️✍️

and holy shit the MysMes songs really do fit. I have no comments they just fit perfectly. the "i'll step on everyone else so i don't have to deal with this anymore" mentality. the "i'll get rid of my weak self" vibes, the "you betrayed me, hurt me, left me, turned your back when i pleaded on" (screams) the "i dont deserve kindness but i cant help but hope that one day i'll leave here and learn to be free and live life how it should be"

do yall have songs that remind you of s-class heroine. so far i can only think of:

1/6 - out of gravity - by noa

Show Me What I'm Looking For by Carolina Liar

Theatre by Nanou feat. 25ji

To Be Me by Kamikita Ken

Edit: Here a youtube playlist link too.

Additional thoughts:

1/6 - out of gravity - for the wholesome "i want to do anything to lessen your burdens just a little" vibes. but unlike in the song, I think Ailette can actually solve Tesilid's problems, she's just girlboss that way.

Show Me What I'm Looking For - the only line I feel rly doesn't mesh well is the "I've learned to love abuse" line because Tesilid always continued to hate what he goes through

Theatre is suchhhh a tesilid song though. The "can that someone out there hear me?", the "god, is this the price I must pay?", and all the lines about being suffocated by the role you've been playing