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ya'll please i haven't even finished the 1k requests and we're already nearing 2k.
#narus' corner#life update in the tags that no one asked for because if ya'll know me i say stuff here more than on the actual post for some reason.#im burned out from life - and it's directly affecting the speed i can churn out stuff even with my eepy jing yuan being there in front of m#T__T at least he's being eepy at E4#work environment has very much to say to that i've been overworked already LMFAOOO#anyway it gonna be a bit to bounce back but with that said#ion think imma do any event for 2k even though IM HUGELY GRATEFUL TO YA'LL#WE'VE ALMOST GATHERED 2K JING YUAN BELIEVERS. IM SORRY THIS SILLY PERSON CAN'T DO MUCH MORE FOR U IN HER CURRENT STATE#but i shall prosper and get over this bump in life like i actually do.#after i get myself diagnosed by a professional-#so yeah. if i update within the next few months please be surprised cause i would be very surprised myself.
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by the way, can we all please remember that displaying traits that deviate from traditional masculinity does not automatically make a male character queer-coded (specifically in regards to sexuality)? Kinda tired of everyone insisting that every gentle, kindhearted boy/man who wears his heart on his sleeve is inherently gay... No offense but sweet and emotionally-open straight guys do actually exist, not to mention bi/pan/etc... Check your dated generalizations before you use it as "evidence" to bash straight ships...
#im not even gonna say what this post is about cuz ya'll probably already know lol#im tired ok let the girls have the nice boys sometimes
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whenever i read dumb takes my internal response really just oscillates between “your experiences are not unique” and “your experiences are not universal”
#whenever i see someone trying to define how you should correctly interact with art on this dumb website i lose a bit more of my mind#and there isnt much there to begin with!#logs#and ya'll dont even do it in a funny way that's the thing!#theres like a billion art critics/historians/academics jumping over the table and strangling each other over this#and yet somehow most of those asshole manage to be less self-righteous than half the 20 something year olds on here#who have very neat definitions regarding all kinds of forms of art#mila is ranting about art takes again whawha!#not just art takes but yk#its adjacent and i dont feel like being murdered on tumblr dot com#so im not gonna say whats its about sorry :)
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#so like. i up until i guess thid past year.... i had like just 3 friends for awhile. met in high school#and like you know how time goes on and ppl outgrow each other n fights happen. all that? so all that had happened already#we used to be a group of like 10+. down to like. the 4 of us#and so like. the drama has been like 0 to minimal especially since the last break off right#so now i have these friends i met in college. a bunch of em. and so the drama is just...... dear lord#and like its just two of them that cause it honestly. everyone else is fine#but i have to see them both tomorrow and i think im stressed about it JDJDJJDJDJDJDN#like headache levels#and like in the past id be like... ya im not going#but like. ive grown up n realized that like..... ok even so??? theres a whole lot of other ppl i wanna see thatll be there#one in particular but lets not get into that JDNDNDNDJNDND#but ya... im stressed 😭😭😭#maybe i'll just focus on Him but also thats like NFJDJDJD I SAID I WASNT GONNA TALK ABOUT IT UGH#theyre like. keeping a secret from him n they told me not to tell him n i feel so ???? uncomfortable. like hes my friend.... i thought he#was ya'lls too ????? idk my heart HURTS RNRJKFKFKFKKDJD#i hate leaving ppl out of stuff its just. ugh. and like. these ppl arent mature so like i bet someone will say something and he'll find out#n i just !@@@@@ i care about him IDK. IDK. HHHHHHH#personal#im gonna read my book n like. leave the world temporarily JDJDJNDNF
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SMG34: LIPBITE COMIC WIP UPDATE
oh boy... i know a bunch of folks are hyped for this comic... and boy oh boy are ya'll's prayers going to be heard... kind of... butt for the celebration milestone, and granted majority are from this comic, i thought it was best to give EVERYTHING that i have currently.
starting off STRONG with what you freaks most want: the completed pages. andddd yep that's it that all that i have done LMAO. i've been fixated on my own smg4 oc: tsb, and during the end of my summer was unfortunately fucked over by some personal issues that fortunately got resolved last minute good grief the anxiety prevented me from drawing the gays sigh... aNYWAYS LINEART WIPS!!!!
here are linearts i have completed / in the progress of!! want to aim like i did in the past by finishing up lineart first, and then speed through with color + minor rendering. the reason i have a few colored is to test out what it would look polished and my god... i have improved A LOT. THESE GAY PEOPLE GIVE POWER I AM NOT KIDDING BELIEVE ME IM NOT CRAY- anyways onto wip pages!
jumpscare: tsb stickman sketches. oh yeah. this is how i sketch and i blame sensei eiichiro oda /j. and in case anyone is unable to understand it {i don't blame u LMAO}, smg4 wakes up from the dream and is startled to see mario by his bed. they have a short convo before mario leaves, and we get a job to smg4 in the bathroom trying to put up a brave face. until the moment he leaves he's stunned due to seeing smg3 at his front door. will i elaborate more on specifics or unwritten dialogue? NOPE! gotta keep secrets to make it even more enjoyable at the end!!
currently at 13 sketched pages total, but this is probably gonna be reaching towards 20-ish pages, surpassing part two, but it will depend on how i come up with how to end it. additionally to confirm there will be a PART FOUR / chapter 3, to end this story. my goal is to have it done before i finish my senior year, or at least during the summer after i graduate bc good lord who knows whats gonna happen.
and lastly, before i end this crazy update, SCRAPPED PAGESSS!!!!!
CONTENT WARNING : NSFW SKETCHES !!!! PLEASE LOOK AWAY IF YOU ARE A MINOR OR DON'T LIKE THIS TYPE OF STUFF!!!
oh boy... dont draw comics while sleep-deprived at 6am... idek what i was even aiming with this ngl other than just for fun, but i scrapped it due to not being what i had in mind for the story. if it doesn't serve a purpose or narrative, its bye bye YEAH BYE BYE THIS IS THE CLOSEST NSFW UR GONNA GET FROM ME HAHAHAHAHA- i say that despite writing a nsfw jojo wattpad smh im only confident doing it in words good lord. btw not watermarking these bc i gen don't care since they're legit scrapped {left top part was kept and completed} so idk what to do with these. im just throwing it and walkin away
now to end with this update, i can hear your question, "when will this be done?" and to answer that question: i'm not entirely sure due to my heavy focus on my smg4 oc: tsb, but my best chance is postponing my oc lore a bit and complete this before november UOIYGJDSIUHJKDWSXYUGHJKCS but we shall have too see...
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thurs: smg34 is canon in the tsb universe / au. though most of their encounters are platonic or best-friendy-way, they eventually express their feelings to one another and start dating 3/4’s way of the tsb storyline arc. tsb is a supporter of his friend's relationship and admires and takes inspiration from their relationship heavily to input his future love life. yearning to be in a similar position... to learn what is to really love someone... or what it's truly like to be loved...
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love, love, what do you think about a reader who has really thick thighs :0 how would the bsd men react to it >:0 I feel like Nikolai/Dazai would like to force the reader to sit on their face lol (it’s a thirst just in case!!)
˗ˏˋ꒰ 🍒 ꒱ note. . . AAAAAA this ask made me so insane tysm for this nonnie. . . (mdni) not proofread sorry im a lazy fuck </3
dazai would love them, maybe so much so that its a little concerning— only a little though ! he'd lovee to lay his head on your plush thighs, whining for you to sing him to sleep— its the only way he can get some rest, y'know? he already loves your thighs so much but if you like wearing booty shorts, tights or even stockings? this man is a goner. just a heads up though, they're gonna be ripped to shreds by the time he's done with you. and no, he's not gonna buy you new ones (he's too broke ya'll)
he's definitely gonna beg you to sit on his face— at least do it once for him, won't you? oh but when you actually give in, he's so fucking happy he could basically die. he'd even say it to you— pretty brown lashes fluttering as he slurs out muffled words like— "god, bella. i could just— could just suffocate between these thighs," and if you know him, you know he's being dead serious. but you can't bring yourself to complain when he's practically making out with your pussy so fuckin' good, making you drool and sputter your words as he runs his tongue up and down your slick folds. filthy slurping noises escaping his lips while his fingers dig into the fat of your thighs— they're definitely gonna bruise later..♡
chuuya would find them adorable. he just loves to bury his face between them. not even in a dirty or suggestive way— he just found it so comforting, y'know? but also would be downright mesmerized by the way your thighs jiggle and spill out of your tights— blood rushing to his face and he can't help but sneak a couple glances at your plump thighs. shit, did they look good but he just wanted to rip them off as soon as possible.
and rip them off he did— blunt nails easily ripping the fabric of your mesh tights as he continues lapping at your soaked cunt. he only chuckled when you gasped and whined about how those were your last pair! he'd peak his head from between your spread thighs— tongue running over his swollen lips and god, did he look like a total fucking mess. his eyes were glazed over with pure lust and love for you— twinkling with delight as you moaned and clutched onto the bedframe, holding on for dear life as chuuya ate you out like a fucking animal. a sloppy grin graced his features, hand moving from your thigh to reach between your legs— pushing two gloved fingers in with ease. "relax, doll. I'll buy you all the tights you need. jus' lemme enjoy my fuckin' meal." and with that, he dived right back in..♡
fyodor found the contrast between your body and his own adorable. he was tall, lanky and slim. you, on the otherhand, were plush, soft and just....so enticing to him. he loved each and every part of your body, of course but your thighs— god, your thighs. he'd love to just bury his face between them and stay there for hours. not that he'd ever admit it, though. his pride wouldn't allow it. that doesn't mean he wouldn't show his adoration for them in a...different way, of course.
he'd lay you down gently on your shared bed, kissing every part of your body from head to those delicious thighs of yours. and after he's finally done— he'd press them together before sliding his cock in between. what? why're you looking at him with those pitiful eyes of yours? what better way to showcase his love for your plush thighs than to fuck them, no? he'd shudder at the way the flushed head of his pretty cock would catch against your clit with every drag of his hips. he'd only laugh cruelly at your whining and begging for him to just put it in! oh well, he's not stopping anytime soon until he gets to cum all over your pussy and those pretty thighs of yours so..goodluck..♡
nikolai would just.. keep his hands on you all the damn time. i mean, how could he not? when you're practically asking him for it! that's why you decided to wear those tight stockings, didn't you? to show off your mouth-watering thighs to the world? he just couldn't keep his eyes off them the entire fucking day. the way the fabric clung and dug into the meat of your thighs and fuck. how could he not get rock hard?
and that's how you ended up seated on his pretty fuckin' face. eager tongue exploring your insides as guttural groans and growls left his parted lips. he was soaked— head getting squeezed by your thighs and he could almost cum from the feeling. his hands were also busy— occasionally slapping and pinching the soft fat on your thighs and snickering at your high pitched squeals. he'd also lift you a little by grabbing the back of your thighs just to look at you with those drunk-dazed eyes. and fuck, he was practically pussy drunk. he wasn't at fault though! it's all your fault for having such nice fucking thighs..♡
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(some) f1 grid reacting to you accidentally telling them you love them
A/N this was my first time doing something like this so please bare that in mind :)
Lando Norris: -okay lando kinda becomes a child -like his eyes are wide and this giant grin spreads across his face -he looks at you and he's like 'what did you say?' in a 'im gonna give you so much shit for this' sort of way -you try to deny it, take it back but he literally says 'no take backs' -you'll say 'youre an idiot!' in defense and he'll simply reply 'an idiot youre in love with' -and he'll continue to say that at any chance he gets. any fight, argument or tease you give will be responded with 'but you looove me' -and he'll forget to tell you he loves you back so youre kinda just stood there like 🧍♀️ while hes giggling and kicking his feet because you looove him -and he'll notice you and be like 'what?' and ur like 'DO YOU LOVE ME BACK' and he'll just shrug and say 'not as much as you love meeee' -as i stated earlier, he basically goes back to his roots and becomes a child
Charles Leclerc - we all know he's a romantic - so he had this whole night planned out when he'd tell you he loved you - there would be candlelight dinner, music (something slow and in french), and when youd be slow dancing together looking at each other in the eye he'd tell you those three words that had been in his mind since he realised - so imagine his surprise when ya'll are just hanging and you say i love you without even MEANING TO - like he was planning on saying it first and in this romantic way and then you just destory all his plans - and hes too giddy to even be upset about it - he'd probably immediatly wrap you up in his arms, like that man would NEED to touch you, just to make sure youre real and this moment is real - he's still be able to make it romantic, bringing you close and whispering 'what was that mon amour?' and he'd make you say it to him again just so he could say 'i love you too' - would continue to excessively say i love you to you at any moment of the day for the next few weeks
Carlos Sainz - this man would be down bad for you - he already had to restrain himself from telling you he loves you just... any day - he wanted you to say it first so he waited - and when you DID say it carlos literally said 'fucking finally' and just kissed you - and youre discombobulated and confused and he pulls back and grins at you and says 'what, you thought i didn't love you? cariño i loved you FIRST. i just wanted you to say it first' - and you'd bully him about that but he'd just shrug and talk about how satisfying it was to hear you say it first - he would get you to say you loved him whenever he could
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gamer g!p yujin x fem!reader 🤕🤕🤕🤕🤕🤕🤕 im so down bad for yujin SORRY
i come bearing a very self-indulgent and specific gift for this prompt hehe 😈😈
see, i'd make yujin a loser here cuz ya'll know why BUT i thought it'd be fun to make her a cool n sexy gamer bcs only ahn yujin can pull that off 😼 anyway, she'd love making you play her games!! yujin has the brightest smile on her face when you sit down on a separate chair beside her while she's gaming and ask questions 🥺 and she falls even harder for you when she notices how well you listen to her while she's explaining stuff like the nerd that she secretly is ☺️☺️ yujin would probably be a pretty popular streamer too! she's pretty, she's funny, she's actually good at every game she plays, and she can talk really well even through the screen and the camera!! her viewers love catching you standing behind her, completely immersed in her gameplay that you don't say anything—they think you're so cute 😭 the two of you are probably a popular ship on twitch LMAO 😭
and now comes menace gamer bf yujin who makes you play her games while you're sat on her lap,, being the pervert that she is, she has her hands all over you while you're trying to learn,, of course yujin only does this when the cameras are turned off—she doesn't want anybody to see you in ways only she's allowed to. she rubs your nipples through your shirt, but you don't even notice at first bcs you're so focused on the game, what a cutie :(( you finally take notice of the sensation when yujin pinches on them, making you let out a small gasp that always sounded so fucking good in yujin's ears,,
she definitely fondles your tits underneath your shirt while she whispers instructions in your ear,, knows how much it's affecting you by the way you shivered and tried your hardest to hold back your whimpers but is a bit annoyed bcs you're so well in the game still?? 😭 and god,, she's always making sure that your position on her lap is perfect with your ass right on her bulge,, it makes everything easier on her part,, gently puts her hands on your hips and starts grinding up slowly,, exaggerates her moans just to get your attention, gives you that shit-eating smirk-smile she always has on when she knew she was getting inside your head.. and then she gets really fucking annoying 🤭🤭
yujin slipping her hand inside your shorts to rub your needy clit through your panties, still grinding on your ass, lips right on your ear while she whispers, "my good girl's gonna complete this level for daddy, right?" guys what the fuck i need her—
and ofc you have no choice but to nod and whimper :(( and oh, how she fucking loves that 😩😩
yujin knowing what exactly gets you to do whatever she wants to make you do.. "sit on my cock. if you do well enough maybe i'll fuck you, but if you don't... you're not coming at all tonight." and being the pathetic slut that you are, you obey! cockwarming yuj while you try your hardest to play but she's making it so hard :(( between her small, slow thrusts from time to time, fingertips barely brushing against your clit, a semi-hard grip on your thigh, and the soft moans that left her mouth every time you adjusted yourself a little bit... how could you not lose control of yourself?? 😣
barely a second after completing the level and you immediately drop the controller on the floor.. yujin grabbing you by the back of your shirt, pulling you into her and pressing her fingers against your clit hard, making you moan loudly and grab onto her wrist, "so good for daddy, aren't you?" yujin says against your ear,, fuck she'd lick from the crook of your neck to the spot behind your ear just to hear your sweet moans,, yujin doesn't hesitate to manhandle you either! especially when she's desperate to fuck you like this.. throwing you down on the couch with your ass up and face buried on one of the couch pillows, but she pulls your hair so your voice could fill the air while she pounded you from behind 🫣 gawd... her one hand holding your waist in a death grip, muttering curses as well as your name while she fucks into you with her big dick :((
"just like that.. fuck yourself into my cock—god.. good girl..!"
"that's my girl.. move, (y/n)..."
"you like daddy's games, huh..? don't worry, we'll get to play more.. so much more.. f-fuck! i'm.. c-coming—"
looking behind you just to see the sight of yujin's pleasured expression with her eyes shut tight and teeth biting her lip while sweat drips down her perfect neck.. 😳😳😳
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mike's weird language when he talks about el and their relationship
part of the equation of stranger things relationships is building the relationship through emotional connection, not physical intimacy and outright saying how you feel. it's a trope in st that the couples refuse to admit their feelings for some time before getting together. "we're just friends", "she's not my girlfriend" etc etc. the denial is super endearing. and even when the couples are finally together, this doesn't change. they're literally just the same duo same friends, but they kiss sometimes. they barely even acknowledge that they're together. it's a great trope in my opinion.
so a couple years ago i was rewatching st and made a list of everytime mike said something weird. meaning, every time mike did not adhere to this formula and stood out from the rest of the couples. i made a tiktok about it too so im basically quoting that in this post. something i stressed in that video was that because we have the other couples as source material, clearly the writers are capable of not doing this. they are capable of writing a good serious relationship, but they're choosing not to with mlvn. so keep in mind, the other couples (besides maybe stancy) do not do this and mike is supposedly, according to his own words, is madly and deeply in love with her throughout all of this and knows it.
Season 3
"Romantic time with my girlfriend."
i'll cut this one some slack, it's just that if you were truly madly in love it would be more like "I'm spending time with el". but thats all he views it as, romantic time with his girlfriend. going to his girlfriends house to make out with her. romantic time with his girlfriend. not bonding with the person he loves.
"Did you think we were never gonna get girlfriends?"
mike is hyperfocused on the word girlfriend. she's not el, the person he loves, she's his girlfriend. he doesn't say "did you think we were never gonna fall in love?" and look i get he's only like 14 here but it's the fact that he later claims he was in love with her the entire time and knew it. he literally claims it was love at first sight.
get girlfriends. he got a girlfriend. he didn't fall in love.
"It's not my fault you don't like girls!"
again the hyperfixation on girls, get a girlfriend, liking girls. mike, why are you more focused on the fact that el is a girl and your girlfriend than the fact that she's el?
"You're the most important thing to me in the world."
finn's delivery of this is so.....
and the fact that el just stares at him blankly afterwards, like she did not buy that lmao
Season 4
"That's because she's my girlfriend, Will!"
it's not "that's because i love her and want to talk to her" or something like that, it's "thats because she's my girlfriend and that's what you're supposed to do when you have a girlfriend" not "because she's el and i love her". that plays into mike's whole charade in lenora, he's just doing things he thinks he's supposed to do when you have a girlfriend.
"You're a superhero!"
that has nothing to do with who el is as a person, especially at that moment because at that time, el didn't have her powers. at the time, everyone believed they were gone, she wouldn't be saving the world anymore. but mike is still saying how incredible she is because she's a superhero.
i hate dr brenner so fucking much, but he did say something i really agree with. el kept going back to the concept monsters and heros, and he says those are things of myth and fairytale. not everything is black and white. this is real life, not a made up story with clear good and evil. and ultimately that helps her accept what happened with 001. he was 100% right there.
then here comes mike talking about monsters and superheros again like WRAP IT UP YA'LL ARE TOO GROWN FOR THIS
"You're the most incredible person in the world!"
again, he says that, but doesn't say why. he just expects her to believe him. it's such a broad statement and doesn't connect to anything about el and her personality/interests/ideas.
"Maybe I should've said something, and if I would've said that thing, maybe she'd want me there with her, wherever she is."
he wishes he'd just said it so she'd be satisfied and want him there and he'd know she's okay, he doesn't wish he'd said it so el would know in her heart that he loves her. "i love you" to mike isn't a geniune confession of his feelings, it's a thing. it's a thing that you say. it's something he thinks he has to say because that's what couples do and it's what el wants. if you fell in love with someone at first sight you do not refer to an expression of your love for them as 'that thing'.
"Maybe I was worrying to much about el. . ."
i really don't know what he meant by this. if she is the most important thing to him in the whole world and is deeply in love with her, why in the mother FUCK would he be apologizing TO WILL for worrying too much about her. there wouldn't be too much worrying when you love someone that much.
"You can fly, you can move mountains I believe that."
she literally can't.
"I love you for exactly who you are. You're my superhero."
the first time i saw this i literally thought "oh thats not..."
because it's.....not. one or the other would've been....fine i guess. but the first preceding the other is just not it. i love you for exactly who you are, and that is my superhero. is that all she is to you, mike? el expresses constant worry of being a monster, a bad person. she's afraid that she's a monster with or without her powers. but dr owens said "I'm willing to bet you're one of the good ones." fucking OWENS said something more reassuring than her boyfriend and supposed love of her life, mike wheeler.
THATS NOT ROMANTIC.
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mute 5.
< 1!! 2!! 3!! 4!!
contains- swearing, chris being a dick (kinda?), nate being ew!!, mentions of sa, punching, swearing, angst, no use of y/n, mentions of betrayal, lmk if i missed anything :)
pairing- grumpy!chris x mute!reader.
a/n at the bottom as always :)
chris' pov!!
i hear someone clear their throat and i turned around to see the same guy she was about to tell me about last week.
nate.
he smirks with the smirk chris has always wanted to smack off his dumb face.
he stares at me for what feels like a lifetime before finally speaking up "so..you and her huh?"
"what? nate can you mind your own business for one minute? im seriously not in the mood to listen to your shi-"
"woah. calm down. im here to say if you get involved with her it'll ruin your reputation. i mean not that you had much of one but..point still stands." nate smirks yet again, always thinking he's better then everyone else.
"what do you seriously know about her though nate? it doesn't seem like much. looks to me as if you like to bully people who don't give you what you want."
"give me what i want?" he laughs mockingly
"i took what i wanted and she didnt like it."
a weird feeling waves through me. why am i mad? a minute ago i was thinking about pretending i hate her and now she's being talked shit about im..jealous?
somehow i've ended up in the prinicipals office while nate is bleeding from his nose in the nurse's office, straight after i punched him i knew i fucked up massively.
he pushed it and he knew he did but seriously why was i mad? i need to hate her to wash the embarrassment of her potentially rejecting me away, not defend her.
i need to be friends with nate.
it'll hurt her the most.
a/n- well..i haven't wrote mute in a long time but lowkey ya'll are gonna hate me!! chris is gonna be the biggest dick everrr. i also fixed the titles so if u were struggling with mute parts yw (it was me. i was.) i didnt even know i had 4 parts...
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NCT 127 AND PLACES THEY WOULD FUCK YOU
(just so yk this is dirty asf and inspired by my moot @neoculturecollectives)
Taeyong
On a High rise balcony
I said what I said
He likes to show off his pretty things
and that is exactly what you are
OMGGGGGG
If someone happened to see you both...
"Be a good girl and show them just how much you love my cock"
HE WOULD WANT YOU TO BE LOUD
And the toys he would use???
pleaseeeeeeeeee
the vibrator that he's been fucking into you for the past 3 minutes???
and you better not cum bitch
NOT WITHOUT HIS MF PERMISSION
Makes you spread your legs wide so
"Everyone can look but they will never be able to touch"
MAKES YOU SQUIRT OVER THE RAILING!!!
a stranger probably thought it was raining or something
Johnny
The dark VIP section of a very much alive nightclub.
Let's get one thing straight
YOU WILL BE ON HIS LAP!
He wouldn't try to be discreet
If you're gonna ride him
Ride him properly babe
or else he’ll take matters into his own hands
and bend you over the table and fuck you
And yk we've discussed this
He's 100% fucking a baby into you
When he cums
he's cumming hard
so hard that it actually starts to run out of you
uses his tip to push it back into you
then slaps his tip on your clit and laughs as you tremble
ALSO
YOU WILL BE GIVING HIM A BLOWJOB!!!!
as I said earlier
he will not be discreet
"The men over there a touching themselves so go ahead and give them a show sugar plum"
Yuta
In the dressing room at one of his concerts specifically 5 minutes before he has to go on
It may seem like a short time
because it is
but It's Yuta Nakamoto we're talking about
He's making it work
Fuck a condom (Ya'll better wear protection and don't play with me)
He's going in rawwwwww
I'm sorry but
no foreplay
he ain't got the time for that
the most you'll get is a slap on both your tits
and him roughly palming you
then he forces himself inside of you
one word
BEAST
THIS AIN'T ABOUT YOU!
understand that this is one of the rare times
where he doesn't care if you cum or not
once he's done
HE'S DONE!
"This pussy is mine so I'll use it how I please."
Doyoung
IN A CHURCH!!!!!!
Everyone say thank you ANDYYYY
@neoculturecollectives this is because of you (yall go look at her blog rn and you'll see what I'm talking about)
IM SO SORRY BUT...
Doyoung would fuck you in the bathroom while the sermon is going on 😭😭
He would also fuck you at the back of the bus on the way to the annual church picnic
DARE I SAYYYY
RIigth after bible study toooo
And this ain't no regular fuck
THIS IS THE P0RNST4R TYPE OF FUCKINGGGG
spit would be everywhereeee
leaving the bathroom with a white stain on your brand-new church dress...girrrlllllll
The smirk he would give you knowing he did that
and he'll do it again
The same fingers he uses to skip the pages of the Bible
are the same fingers that were inside of you a couple of minutes ago
Made you squirt all over the bathroom mirror
"We'll ask for forgiveness after but right now, this will be our dirty little secret okay?"
Jaehyun
In a crowded elevator
Jaehyun has class and etiquette I swear.
But when your ass is rubbing against his cock in a crowded elevator
He's...tempted
doesn't matter what type of bottoms you're wearing
he's finding a way to fuck you lmaooo
slow and steady because unlike Johnny
he'd try to be discreet
pretends to adjust himself but in reality
he's just trying to thrust a bit deeper without making it obvious
he cums messily babessss
his hips would start to buck
beads of sweat would be all over his forehead
would let out a low groan.
even when you get to your floor he's staying on until everybody leaves
fucks you while looking into the elevator camera
I SAID WHAT I SAID.
"Such a dirty and classless slut you are"
Jungwoo
On a hiking trail when it's most active
like animals
yall are fucking in the nearby bushes
He uses a condom
he's a good boy
but he's also fucking you on the bark of a tree
so...
don't worry though
I promise he makes it worthwhile
Loves to use his fingers
when he sees someone coming
he'll use one hand to cover your mouth
and the other to finger the daylights outta you babeeeeee
USES HIS LEG TO MAKE SURE BOTH OF YOURS STAY OPEN
note: he doesn't care if you came 100 times
you are doing that shit again
also
DOGGY STYLE!!!!
like actual animals
"Just one more time. Come on baby show me how far you can go."
Mark
In the practice room while he's on a 10-minute break
First of all
Baby is frustrated as hell
and also in a rush
Trust me when I say
HE'S PUTTING THOSE BIG ASS MIRRORS TO USE!!
oh hell yessssssss
yall got ten minutes
and he turns you into a damn gymnast
There is a s3x position called
"Seashell"
OH YESSSS
and you better look in that damn mirror
omgggg
makes you watch through the mirror
as his cock slowly sinks into you
in reverse cowgirl position
in less than ten minutes
he makes you squirt all over the mirror
and cums in your panties and tells you to put them back on.
"Don't you fucking dare take your eyes off that mirror"
"Even if my cum is dripping down your legs don't take those panties off "
Haechan
In a supply closet LITERALLY ANYWHERE
A classic hookup place
but when I say ANYWHERE
I mean it could be a Walmart, a school
a church
An office
bitch it doesn't matter
as long as a supply closet is there
he's ready
ALWAYS does it raw (Again, please be smart yall use protection)
Even when he's not in a rush
he fucks like he is
rough
and extremely harsh with his words😭😭
Gets carried away sometimes
and overstimulates you
yall started out standing
but he will fuck you to YOUR KNEES!
don't play with him
Makes sure you're okay when he's finished
and he's ALWAYS the first to walk out of that closet
with a smirk on his face and your panties hanging out of his picket
No, he wouldn't try to be discreet.
"Such a need whore. Practically begging for my cock"
"Aw, are you crying because it's too much? Stupid Slut"
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A yandere Gyro and Johnny pairing fighting off a yandere Diego and Hotpants or maybe Valentine?
IM SORRY I TOOK SO LONG I HAD NO IDEA WHAT TO DO WITH THIS.
' = thoughts
" = speech
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As Y/n walks in a old 1800's western styled town she questioned her life and why she's still a big jojo fan.
Y/n plops down on the sandy ground and sighs.
" I'm tired of having to walk a mile, Im just gonna rest for a little while"
1 minute
2 minutes
3 minutes
" NOTHINGS HAPPENING IM SO BOR- is that a tumble weed!"
Y/n runs up to the mini sized tumble weed and grins.
" I've always wanted to throw a tumble weed at someone!"
Y/n grabs the tumble weed and puts it in her bag that she conveniently has on her.
' Welp, I guess it's time to walk until something interesting happens.... again'
Y/n gets up and pats off sand off her sweat pants.
' I wish I had my phone and some headphones'
" Darling? Is that you?"
' Oh shit it's the zesty ball cowboy, don't look behind you y/n, don't look-'
" Ummm no this is Tyrone" Y/n says in the deepest voice she can muster.
A different voice cuts in
" Y/n get on one of our horses now"
' That's definitely Johnny I can recognize that painfully blunt voice from anywhere'
" M-kay'"
I turn around and walk torwards them.
"Which horse should I get on?"
" Mine!" Gyro says.
" Wait what? She always goes on your horse Gyro it's my turn now"
' You know what since Johnny has a big ass- uhhhh i mean nice personality I'll ride with him'
" I'll ride with you this time Johnny" Y/n says as she smiles
" WHAT!?" Gyro exclaims doing his cursed shocked face.
I walk to Johnny's horse and after two embarrassing tries I get on behind him.
I wrap my arms around Johnny just incase the horse hates me.
" Where are we even going?" Y/n asks
" Were going to continue the race"
" Wait- how far are you into the race!?-"
" Johnny and Gyro, I haven't seen you in a long time" Valentine says as he comes out a carriage 5 feet away from us.
' How did none of us hear that loud ass carriage' Y/n thinks
" Johnny, Gyro, I think we should leave he's way too American-"
Tusk Act 4 and Ball Breaker come out of there Users backs.
" Hiya" Y/n says as she waves to the cute stands.
They excitedly wave back
' Wahhh~ so cute!'
Funny slowly stride's torwards us
" Hand Y/n over please, if you do that I will spare you and you make have a chance of winning the race"
" I would appreciate if I had say in this please!" Y/n says as she deadpans.
" No! We're not handing her over to you, you bastard!" Johnny Yells
" Fine, be that way then" Funny replies as D4C comes out
" You know, I could just runaway and leave Valentine to chase me, Then you guys can finish the race without me nagging you"
" NO!" Gyro, Johnny both yell
" Fine then, I was just trying to help" Y/n says as she rolls her eyes
' No matter what Y/n I'll always be with you, even if I have to kill a few bastards to keep me with you" Johnny thinks as he Glares at Valentine
Johnny puts hand into a hand gun position and aims it at Valentine.
' I'll Die before I'll let anyone take you away from me, Y/n' Gyro thinks
Gyro takes out his steel ball and focuses on trying to find the golden ratio on Valentine.
" Don't worry I got this guys!"
Y/n opens her bag and takes the tumble weed out.
' A tumble weed......?' Johnny and Gyro both think.
Y/n throws the tumble weed at Funny. It lands directly on his and hits his eyes.
" Augh!-"
" GO BEFORE HE OPENS HIS EYES"
Johnny and Gyro quickly make there horses get away from Funny Valentine.
" HAHHA THATS WHAT HAPPENS WHEN YOU GET FREAKY WITH LITTLE GIRLS LOSER"
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IM SORRY THIS WAS JUST SO RANDOM-
I hoped you guys liked this love ya'll!
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MESSAGES FROM THE LUMINARIES & PLUTO
Look at the pictures, Close your eyes & take a couple deep breaths. Open your eyes and choose. If you can't choose a pile this may not be the reading for you!
Attention ❗ ( this reading will not be for everybody!)
Hey ya'll! I wanted to make a Tarot reading channeling the planets. Originally This was supposed to be just Neptune.... but spirit said not right now. So instead they told me to do the luminaries & pluto. Idk why these specifically. Pluto did just move into aqaurius so i understand pluto but the sun & the moon are probably the divine feminine & masculines. Depending on which pile you pick will tell a lot about the energy you are. But it's alot with karmic issues & divine unions. I'm also picking up on venus energy as well. Ik venus is finishing up her flower. So maybe I'll just do a channeling venus next for the Twins/ soulmates out there. It won't be a pac just a collective read. I want those of you who are in these type of dynamics to understand your purpose & what it means when you come across certain omens etc. I'm sure your spirit team as well will help you to understand. I just feel called to speak on it. Alright enough of my rambling! As always enjoy! (444 as I was typing this)
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Pile 1:
Tarot: 3 of swords, 7 of cups, 2 of wands, 6 of pentacles, The Empress & The Emperor
Runes: Ehwaz- horse, transportation, partnership; Nauthiz- Need, necessity, hardship; Tiwaz-honor, justice, leadership, authority
Extra Messages: virgin,fated,water,dancing/music
Oracle: jump in, karmic relationships, surrender to the sweetness
Moonology- full moon in cancer, New moon in aqaurius, full moon in aqaurius
Messages from the moon:
If you chose this pile you are heavily connected to Lunar & water life energy. The moon is saying something about relationships. You have went through a break up that left you feeling confused. You may have had bad luck in love & receiving dreams about this. With the 2 of wands & 6 of pentacles I'm really getting that you're going to come together with a person. You guys may explore the world together and give charity or just really help people. So I pull my cards/runes as I'm writing. If you look above you'll see the runes you got and they match up perfectly with what I just said. You & this person may travel. You both may be very powerful & earlier I wanted to say you gave me power couple vibes. But there may be some type of misunderstanding that's going on here and the moon may be sending you dreams to understand this. But there's like a need for your two to be together. This is karmic and Fated. You may be new to relationships and things like that. Moon wants you to open up. You may be a dancer as well ik that's random but your energy kept pulling song cards. You and this person may have not had s*x yet and your scared of that but again moon is helping you to open up. You may have really gotten hurt before or your scared of this person hurting you again. You should connect with water as well. You may have moon-venus,moon-Uranus, or moon in aquarius, cancer, taurus/libra. Yall may be traveling out the country soon as well because I just heard, "visa". I can't get over this 3 of swords & 7 of cups energy so I'm gonna pull some more...... ok so I pulled the world card & the 3 of wands wanted to come out. I getting maybe your scared/paranoid to travel. Maybe it's with the person. I think you might have social anxiety and the moon wants you to show the real you. Whatever issues you have will come to a close. The moon wants you to bring love onto your situation & freely show yourself. Be vulnerable. You could also be afraid of large bodies of water. I'm also getting that your beautiful. (I mean you did pull the empress so ofc) your uniqueness is pulled to the front. I feel like yall have like Lunar and Uranian energy heavily in your chart maybe even venusian. It's kinda crazy because Im not getting much on your person they may be moving really slow towards you. They could even be long distance or live overseas and your scared to take a leap of faith to go see them. I'm really getting your protected tho. Yeah there's definitely some type of wedge that's driving yall apart but your going to come together. It's really something with travel but this issue will be fixed. There may even be a certain lesson you have to learn about letting go & be OK with change. Don't stay stuck in one spot because your scared. Alright bye pile 1!
Pile 2:
Runes: Mannaz- Mankind,Divine structures, mind, learning,memory; Peorth- unknowable, luck, chance, fate, divine intervention, ancestry memories, feminine, destiny; Ansuz- ancestors, ancestral knowledge, God/gods, communication, omens; Thurisaz- regeneration, chaos & power, protection, violence
Tarot: Knight of Wands, 8 of wands, 2 of cups, Queen of Pentacles, The lovers, The judgement card
Oracle: Star Family- you're apart of a team of souls call in support; Portal- doors are opening. you decide. Rewards. Wild card; The Great Severing- mars energy, anger, conflict, softening to love
Moonology- full moon in libra New moon in aqaurius
Extra messages: Past Lives, My Soul Evolves, Countertop,Yin-yang
Hey to my plutonian pile!!
If you chose this pile 222 & 88 could be important numbers to you. So before I even pulled anything I started singing London Bridge by Twenty88. Maybe if you fell off it would be really bad for someone/ something. Maybe pluto is really taking you through a destruction moment. Perhaps something is coming to an end? Let's pull to see!
Ok so basically from these cards I'm getting that your ancestors could have built some type of mystery school. There are definitely assisting you in your path. It's funny we are talking about past life's because plutonian energy does rule over death. And old memories. So maybe you remember your past life. Your waking up to what you used to be to help you in the present. They always say "know where you come from so you can know where you are going". There is definitely love invovled. You and your person text or talk alot. Definitely a divine union because we have two of cups, the lovers and the judgement card. The judgement card to me in this scenario is saying that you both are waking up to remember something. You could be getting alot of messages from source. A lot of the runes are saying the same thing. This is something that is Fated and has to happen. You are protected by pluto and if anybody messes with you they gone kick they a$$. I really just heard that. You may teach mankind some type of ancient knowledge. Maybe you were a queen in your past life as well. So yeah I just pulled two extras and we have the empress and death. And with that London Bridge song the catch phrase,' the London Bridge is fallen" means the queen has fallen. So maybe you were killed in a past life by someone. You were definitely a queen and I feel like you feel this energy in the present. You have very strong energy. Maybe someone was jealous of you and your partner.
Wow yall I didn't even need to pull oracle because it's just confirmation. You have support when it comes to your spirit team and ancestors. They are opening doors for you on the other side. All you have to do is tell them and they're willing to ride and do it. The last Oracle card you pulled was mars energy and that's funny because scorpio is originally ruled by mars. But again with this jealousy and violent energy. Someone definitely was jealous of you in your past life. As for your person they may have been a little bit of a hot head. You were the queen of pentacles & the empress so you were very powerful . You had a lot of earth energy & connected to Gaia.
Something in summer could happen for you. This summer you may go through a transformation. But pluto is evolving you into a even stronger energy. If you don't remember certain past life memories you will start to get them back. You & this person are divine counterparts. I really feel like you & this person have already met in this lifetime so this is confirmation if you feel like you know them. They were like the other half to you literally. Yall may be building a house or something like that as well. Or your going back to a house from your ancestral lineage and seeing the countertop and you like it. Ik thats specific but thats only for a few of you! Also your ancestors or your family now may have a stone/rock business maybe they were into architecture. You guys may be being spied on as well. Thank you for reading pile 2! I hope this resonated for you!
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Pile 3:
Tarot: The Emperor, ace of swords, the empress,9 of cups, knight of cups,3 of swords, knight of wands, the tower
Oracle: Double mission- lightworker & starseex ; Deep cellular healing, The seas of mintaka- seeing potential bringing unconsciousness to light.
Moonology- full moon in cancer, full moon in saggitarius, New moon in cancer
Extra messages: sweet, hit different, angel for them but for me you a hoe
Runes: Berkana- mother earth, birth, fertility, growth; Fehu- wealth, property, new begginnings, luck; Jera- harvest, year, patience, harmony, abundant
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Heyyy pile 3! Ya'll are my solar pile! So before I pulled your cards I was hearing at your best you are love by Aaliyah. You are like sunlight for somebody. I just heard, "thank you" so maybe you really help people out. You really are the sun. The sun is giving you the light to light the world & spread love. Let's pull some cards now....
Now I'm hearing Ja Ara É by Burna Boy. This song really just sounds happy to me. But go give that a listen.
Ok so yall literally got almost the same cards as pile. I shuffled these card atleast twice before I even getting to this pile. So ik it's not me. Even the same Oracle wanted to come out and for the moon cards there was one card that is the same as pile 1. So yall are traveling somewhere. I'm getting like maybe moving somewhere far away. With the emperor I'm getting maybe this is a masculine energy watching this pile. Idk but if your a masculine and you have a DF her energy was in pile 1 and for some reason I really couldn't get much on you the masculine energy. So maybe this is the other half of pile 1! You may be wanting to talk to a feminine enrgy. Maybe you said some hurtful things and you want to make her feel better. Or maybe there is this mental understanding between the two of you to try something new and heal together. I'm seeing that this will be beneficial and make the both of you happy. You could be sending the feminine energy words of love & healing. Yall literally may be traveling to see one another. I'm getting one of yall are fast and the other one is slow. The 3 of swords and the tower tells me that there was some type of break up that happened abruptly. I think you are now coming back together and building. There's a new begginning between the two of you and there's a lot of abundance surrounding this connection. I get the feeling that the emperor is the empress sun like the emperor lights up her being but when the emperor is mean the empress isn't happy. You may have broken up to find yourself and not be so attached. I keep getting water energy so maybe yall are very connected to water. The empress is very sweet. The empress may actually be pregnant the more I look at these cards. Alrighty pile 3! I really didn't get much but I think this was just a wrap up of pile 1 from a different perspective. I hope this resonated!
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Catch ya later lovelies! Til' next time!
~𝓒𝓪𝓻𝓪𝓶𝓮𝓵 𝓴𝓲𝓼𝓼𝓮𝓼 xx🤎💋
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THANK YOU FOR THE??? SUPPORT?????
i literally don't know what to put here i was specifically requested to draw this by a friend but i felt like it would be appropriate to post
THANK YALL SM FOR THE RECENT SUPPORT!!!!! IT SERIOUSLY MEANS ALOT TO ME!!!!!!!!
currently i have alot going on but i think it's pretty safe to say that a ragamaster blog is in the works!!! i still want to get a kinda lay of the land of tumblr because i still have next to NO idea how tumblr actually works, but i don't feel as nervous now! plus, generally, i am going through a pretty rough patch, and i feel like constantly grinding out ragamaster because i feel like i have to isnt healthy, so im gonna take it at my own pace and post some other things that i also like, mainly tadc!! i'd rather have a really good au that i work on and cultivate over time rather than just pump out, im sure yall get that!
(this isn't even me taking a break from ragamaster really, just messing around with other stuff in the meantime while i cope with senior year of hs LOL)
but yeah, that was pretty long winded but a ragamaster blog IS in the works officially! thank ya'll so much for the recent support, i seriously appreciate it 🙏
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Can I ask why you use "endos dni"?
I'm questioning being osdd1a but I don't really think I've been through enough trauma, maybe cptsd, and I'm being genuine and as non-confrontational as possible when I ask why endos are invalid?
( b4 i start, endos please don't interact with this post, ya'll will be blocked /lh )
hi!!
1. you've been through enough, people process trauma differently and something that barely effected one person can be devastating to another!! if you've been through repeated trauma ( ex: getting abused in any way in childhood, getting bullied very badly, unstable home life, and/or others ) you can form OSDD/DID. also, dissociative amnesia isnt just " blacking out ", it includes emotional amnesia, which can make you forget how you felt/disconnect emotionally from a memory. i assure you that some things you now think " arent a big deal " really traumatized you!!
2. okay so theres multiple reasons why i say endos dni so im gonna have sub-points
2a. they're appropriating did/osdd terms for their own use. ' alter ' stands for ' alternate states of dissociation ' and ' system ' stands for ' system of dissociative parts '. when they say stuff like " non-dissociative system " it spreads misinformation about the origins of the term, same goes for alter.
( from here on out i'm gonna use system to describe p/w did/osdd and endo system origins to describe endos, just bc saying " p/w did/osdd " takes too long to type )
2b. they're trying to compare being tulpagenic/willogenic/stuff like that to being a system with trauma. endogenic and willogenic ( if willogenics possible ) experiences and inner functionality would be WAY different than a systems. endogenics wouldnt have c-PTSD, so they wouldnt have many traumaholders/protectors/persecutors/gatekeepers/tbh most system roles because their brains wouldnt feel the need to form those in order to be safe. endogenics also view having headmates as something fun and quirky while most systems view it as what it is: a disorder. if every p/w did/osdd liked having alters, integration wouldnt be a thing.
2c. they're inherently anti-recovery. they like to find people who found out that they're a system and tell them all abt endogenic junk, leading the new sys to believe that they are endogenic. the problem with that is that its practically impossible for that system to tell if they're truely " a system with no trauma " or a system that just cant remember it. systems form because the victim of trauma/abuse uses dissociation to cope with their situation, then the brain causes dissociative amnesia to form. a m n e s i a. most systems dont remember their trauma. hell, i dont remember most of mine!! but i know it exists because of the trauma holders who do remember it. with endos spreading the idea that being " a system without trauma " is possible, many p/w did/osdd will stick to that instead of the realization that their childhood sucked and had to break in order to survive, hence why the endo community is anti-recovery.
not really a point, but endos also tend to be pretty cocky so even if i did agree with their community i wouldnt want them interacting...
i hoped this answered your question!! feel free to send more asks if you want :>
#endos do not interact#anti endo#endos dni#dissociative system#traumagenic system#actually traumagenic#actually did#did system#dissociative identity disorder#did#no spoons for tags sorry#writing this took a lot out of me-
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I have musings about how Malware's recovery goes in GC but it's got allot of complex feelings and concepts involved, and although i think the sheer dumbassery of canon would allow it on some level, I know some people might look at this and be like "bro you're literally stupid"
like everything I'm writing for this comes with a asterix that leads to a foot note that says "malware is not forgiven"
more under the cut for your judgement
god how to put this
Ben does not forgive malware for hurting him, or doing anything he did. In fact he doesn't really like malware at all. but as an adult and fighting him in a weakened form. fighting him him felt unfulfilling and kind of pathetic.
he kinda felt like he just beat up someone who could barely defend himself because they dont like eachother. it kinda made him feel like a jerk even if he hates malware
like in AF he straight up took satisfaction in Vilgax needing to ask him for help and even got him a petty little kids meal. so ben is not above helping his enemy even if he acts petty about it
I dont think ben really hates anyone that deeply that he would look at them suffering and go "you should suffer more" thats just not who he is
GC Malware's comeback is messy, and he's not really completely the same malware that Ben took down by force before because he's weak and exhausted and angry but the anger he has is like, trying to use a pilot light to boil a pot of water
After their initial fight Ben does toss Malware in the plumbers holding cells for a while. and Malware does maybe consider trying to escape, but read above as to why he doesn't bother. he just lays in their and hopes either something happens allowing him to get out, or he passes out and doesn't have to think about it.
Ben comes back for him after the last post i made about him meeting Malware 23, and considers "What if I help him this time. Azmuth isn't going to do it, and I couldn't do anything when I was 10 or 17. But maybe I could do something for him now" and he's had a good long think about it. what could Help Malware.
and ya'll are gonna treat me like im insane here but, hear me out
he hasn't told his mom about the Feedback incident, or really brought up Malware at all, so she doesn't know shit. and what Malware lacks is people who care about him, but especially familial people who care about him.
so he's plan is to see if his parents will let him let malware crash their. the stipulation for malware being if he does ANYTHING to his parents, ANYTHING sinister, Ben will rain hell down upon him like he's never known before.
Malware considers this and maybe even asks why ben is doing this
bens response can be summarized "cause im a better person then you, and even after it all, even after you HURT ME, I'm going to help you, and you're going to feel better, and you're going to feel guilty about it even when life gets better, and that seems like a reasonable punishment"
Malware doesn't really have much of choice here btw. He is being forced into this situation weather or not he likes it. and you may go "well you cant FORCE someone to recover" and you're right
but malware isn't gonna put up much of a fight cause he knows his limits (right now)
Sandra is open to the idea of letting malware stay in their guest room for a while, Carl is dubious but agrees cause he sees his son doing something kind. Malware is disgruntled, awkward, and uncomfortable (also Ben lies through his teeth about malware being a "friend" to his parents. like actually through actual clenched teeth)
for a while Malware stays holed up in the room, mostly sleeping or considering his deflated anger.
Sandra tries (and succeeds at some point) to get him to come out and be social. Her and Carl maybe even learn a little about him too, mostly just a vague idea of him being abandoned, and not liking other people very much.
i havn't gotten much further into the details, but I think Sandra would at least be the one who, after interacting with Malware a couple times, realizes he's very depressing. And it makes her sad that he seems so allergic to connecting with people. to her, as a mother, he comes off as a kid who hasn't been shown enough love and attention, and she is actually kinda correct.
details aside i had this idea of Sandra and Carl coming back to the house after being out for a day and finding Malware collapsed (a spontaneous system shut down)
and they roll him over so he's flat on his back, and Sandra has his head in her lap petting him while Carl is on the phone with the plumbers trying to see what kind of help he should get (they're being difficult and Carl already dislikes them so hes having a bad time TM)
anyway Mal eventually starts coming to and upon opening his optic and seeing sandra, and she's like "Oh you're awake!" and realizing what's happening he immediately sits up, almost knocking sandra back, telling her not to touch him, and feeling humiliated.
He's humiliated, but he's also feeling something, anger? no something else, satisfaction? no no something ELSE
ah yes
appreciation
And before someone asks "couldn't he just run away when no one's there" the answer is yes BUT he has no where else to go and he's not really in any condition to be defending himself against other people/aliens who will most likely have powers or weapons to use against him. Sticking around is the best bet rn
Now, you could bring up Khyber here but at this point Khyber had already been tried (basically Khyber was the first person malware found when he woke up. But remember that fight with Mal and Ben I mentioned? Khyber was also there but realized Mal kinda sucks and is useless now and so ditches him to save his own ass. Don't worry. Khyber will be back later when he's got more resources. But it's cause he knows malware is weak, and also one of a kind rare Mechamorph that's perfect for his trophie shelf.)
#ben 10#ben 10 malware#go on and say it#say im woobifying him#i dont care#ill die here#i need this#i may be cringe but i am FREE GOD DAMN IT#b10gc
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