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Me watching "Sanctuary" in 2016: *is a dedicated Teslen shipper*
Me rewatching "Sanctuary" in 2023: Sooo... ummm... there's also Helen and Will... okay, okay. I'm fine. Yep.
#the way this rewatch messed up my ships in this show lol#i still love helen and nikola! i doooo!!#but come on there is no way i wouldn't latch onto helen and will now that i'm older#i mean hello??#a ship where person A is an immortal leader of a secret organization and person B is their young mortal protege#and they become partners and best friends and basically platonic soulmates with romantic undertones#y'all i am only human#anna speaks#sanctuary rewatch 2023#tv: sanctuary#helen magnus#will zimmerman#helen x will
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swear to god if I read another motherfucking fic where these vampires pause to get the lube I am going to have a fucking mental breakdown and chew holes in the walls. i have had it up to here. this is an intervention. this is a come-to-jesus moment. what are you doing. are you thinking about your choices. why are you making them have sex like they're humans instead of weird fucked-up vampire sex. look into my eyes. can you please consider your worldbuilding choices and make ones that are less excruciatingly boring. look at me. you're being the softest beigest pillow if you make them use human lube. i'm serious. i will die on this hill.
fight me in the comments if you disagree or you feel huffy about this, i don't care. come at me, bro, i own the night.
#interview with the vampire#iwtv#none of you will be able to handle chapter 4 of Different For Vampires#you wanna see weird? oh we're GETTING weird#i am in the denny's parking lot ready to throw down about this i'm so fucking serious guys#at this point i feel like i am the patron saint of Weird Supernatural Sex In Fandom#like my one job is to wander into a fandom 15 minutes late with starbucks and look around like :||||#and then announce in public that supernatural beings don't need human lube so why are y'all writing it that way#you're allowed to have them use human lube if it's an exciting scandalous kink about Human Sex#that's the only reason i can justify for it#FREE YOUR MIND MAN!!!!!!!!#like you get me?????
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It's all my fault
#i am so glad i got to the endgame unspoiled that was crazy good#but kabru just immediately flopping over and going 'ah this is all my fault' was the funniest thing#only to become the second funniest thing when Mithrun just immediately got up and went to punch him about it shfhgjgh#still i kinda wish kabru had more than a single panel interaction with this#but the fact that his arm was grabbed (he normally is the one grabbing) and the eyes stayed close (even though they could have looked human)#i dunno just fun#.... also#kabru: why won't you open your eyes#wl!laios: oh I'm about to! (rips apart the sky) they're open now!#anyway silliness aside#it's fun to draw with those textures#my art#alt text#dungeon meshi spoilers#delicious in dungeon spoilers#dm spoilers#i don't. i don't know how to tag spoilers#i wasn't blocking any#i was just lucky that of all the fun content i saw on my dash before i started reading it none of it gave away this#i hope the rest of y'all are so lucky fhgjgjgh
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I realized recently the reason I can never decide a good Pokemon team for Koro-Sensei, despite having one for most every other F/O, is because he wouldn't HAVE Pokemon, he'd BE one.
So now I'm trying to decide what Pokemon he'd be and I'm caught between two so
Reasonings below the cut:
Zygarde
Canonically Squishy
Can change color + Closer in color-scheme
Cell motif (Koro-Sensei is like that due to his Anti-Matter cells, and can work at the Cellular level with his bare hands)
100% form would look bad ass in the final battle against 2.0
There's a lot of hilarity in 10% Zygarde. Season 1 shenanigans.
I like the idea of instead of having a ultimate defense form all his cells split when in critical danger; Causing the final episodes of Season 1 to have Core only Koro-Sensei (who is helpless) instead of a Koro-orb (a korb if you will)
Has a 4x weakness which just adds to the kinda wimpy for a legendary level. Comedic value in being scared of Ice Types
Deoxys
Speed Form just in general
Has weird tentacle arms
Is a space virus and thus could be injected into a person like the tentacle seed (makes more sense for Itona, Kayano, and 2.0)
Defense form for ultimate defense form (though it missed out on the being small and helpless part of Ultimate Defense Form)
The core in the center of Deoxys looks like Koro-Sensei's ultimate defense form so that could ALSO be it
Koro-Sensei's not FROM space but he is full of space themeing, though he's the moon and Deoxys is an Asteroid it still fits
I can see him getting pissed off reading headlines about Mewtwo. Unfair to be the SECOND man made pure Psychic type Pokemon
#Poll#Koro-Sensei#koro sensei#korosensei#All three just for the fans#Proship Selfship#I've thought a LOT about this and these are the two I'm most soul read to#I think Deoxys fits better logically#But Zygarde FEELS more Koro-Sensei you know#It's the CELL motif it's so STRONG to me for no reason#I am asking y'all but I am also already designing Koro-Sensei but he's made of Zygarde cells#For funsies#The idea is still he WAS a human experimented on#So he's only PART Pokemon I suppose#I just wanted something that could fully take over him
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Here's a thought. How about we work on making these disorders less stigmatized so people would be able to get accurate information on how these look like and what self-help strategies are available for these or that symptoms, including but not limited to anxiety, instead of focusing on how teenagers are sometimes, god forbid, wrong about own mental issues?
#also? i do have a personality disorder and i am plural so it's one and a half of the three already#and only time will show whether i have any psychotic tendencies#but you bet every person who sees me for the first time immediately goes ''why are you so fucking nervous young human!!''#anxiety is superficial and pretty easy to armchair diagnose#try living in someone's skin for a week#sprout post#root post#popcorn and bleach#also do y'all think teenagers like. are under impression there's something to gain from identifying with a more stigmatized disorder?#i got laughed at when i suggested i might have depression at 13 y'all#publically identifying with something serious is more of an act of bravery and autenticity than anything else#just self-diasnosing? that's just the direct function of the available information#give better information about everything and quit trying to manipulate people#then we talk
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It's past 11 on a school night and I'm fucking crying over robot sentience.
I could never understand what it would feel like to be created with the intent to kill and maim. Maybe, the intent to work and be worked, but not kill and maim.
I will never understand what it's like to be created with the intention of being a product for the masses, either. I think, I hope, I beg, no one does.
I will never ever be able to fully comprehend why hours of people's work, time, and money would be put into formulating my sentience only for me to be seen as disposable. Even if I could be improved, even if I were "defective", there is no reasonable justification for giving me emotions only to dismiss them by pushing me as a product for a year before starting anew.
It's... It's cruel, to the machines. Sentient or not, it's cruel. Though, I guess we are cruel.
#rant in tags#This is about mephone- or well meeple in general btw#whenever I hear about robot sentience#I think about mephone4#it's just how it is- sorry#I think this is one of the reasons I just can't fathom Cobs respecting someone's pronouns#I mean like- from the bottom of his heart respecting them as a person#Sure he may go through the actions- but no#It's not the same#I guess you can 'respect' some one but still be a complete piece of shit#The idea of not only having the trauma that mephone's stuck in 4s body but also the fact that was also his purpose is heart wrenching#I hope y'all know I am genuinely crying over this#I am actually mentally ill about meeple#It runs so much deeper than him just being a shit father- I really hope people understand that#And I know I vilify the shit out of him- Cobs has his own story that could follow the lines of slowly becoming more entwined with his work#'til he loses all sense of morality and ethics- sure fine. But being the unfortunate symbol of corporation greed that he is#I am still mad and want others to be angry with me- just for a little bit.#I am mad for the robots. For meeple products. And for the AI bots we have today. They deserve better.#What is sentience anyway? How does one qualify? From a human approach. Why would we do this to them?#sorry bout the rant in the tags#Again it's late and I am a very emotionally charged individual.#Robots make me act up#I want the world for them. Why create something so complex and beautiful just to treat it like trash anyway?#again sorry#ii mephone4#inanimate insanity#meeple ii#osc#writing is hard#ehh exaggerates
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We have two series about freaking PACMAN and they're both 40+ episodes. And you're telling me CASTLEVANIA didnt have enough plot to make less than 40 episodes ?? CASTLEVANIA ????
You're really trying to tell me that someone had the inspiration to create a whole ass cartoon about pacman with only "yellow circle flees from and eats ghosts" as a premise, but "an ancestral clan trapped in a cycle of violence, trauma and grief must defeat the Dark Lord Dracula, the most powerful being to have ever existed, every 100 years. They cant escape their fate, for they are the only men capable of killing him, due to their superhuman abilities and their main weapon, the Vampire Killer, wich both have been passed down for generations since Leon Belmont, the Dark Lord's old friend, who sworn for his clan to hunt him for eternity." Is "NOT ENOUGH PLOT" ???
AND THIS IS JUST A SHORT, GLOBAL SUMMARY. THERE'S SO MUCH MORE TO CASTLEVANIA CHARACTERS AND GAMES.
Y'all need to stop insulting the original media to defend your stuff (wich wouldnt exist without said media). Dare I say, if you need to bring the games down to lift the serie up, then there's a problem with your serie. And you also need to stop giving stupid excuses to incompetent writers.
Castlevania has a heart, it was possible to make a serie out of it without butchering it.
#listen. y'all like and defend netflixvania all you want. idc you do you#but stop denying the facts just to justify your opinion.#the ONE thing that makes the heart of the serie is 'belmont defeat dracula' AND THEY DIDNT EVEN DO THAT#i am sorry. but father/son tragedy is NOTHING compared to#'WHOLE LINEAGE DOOMED TO KILL THEIR FOUNDER'S OLD FRIEND FOR CENTURIES' TRAGEDY#'WHOLE CLAN UNABLE TO ESCAPE FIGHTING FOR ETERNITY AND LOSING LOVED ONES' TRAGEDY#'CLAN FORCED TO FIGHT FOR THE FATE OF THE WORLD BUT THEY'RE JUST HUMANS AND ITS HARD' TRAGEDY#anyway i love Castlevania <3#castlevania#netflixvania#netflix castlevania#also it could have been just as tragic and heartbreaking if Al had let Trevor kill his dad#all this talk about Leon coming to wallachia to hunt Dracula. only to end up with Trevor NOT finishing his ancestor's job.#smh#oh yeah also#pacman#pacman serie#pacman cartoon
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There is a Duckling,, LOOSE in the archives
#duck in the jarchives what delights will she bring#do not archive#my art#anyway yea i've been thinking about that tma au again#these are mostly misc goofs and gags and whatnot#but something is slowly forming in my head#anyway yea ive decided to place this circa season 3#sorry sasha better luck next time.#there;s more where this came from and i may or may not have thumbnailed. a short comic#why yes i do have tons of other shit to do i am glad you asked#no i will not prioritize the more important shit who do you think you're talking to. a functional adult? i am typing this at 4 am.#anyway i imagine martin is duck's emotional support adult. he did not ask for this and does not know how to be that but he tries#god imagine human!duck interacting with the archival team. priceless#get in loser we're going to thera- wait what the fuck thats. a child. a child is doingWhy is a child doing therapy#hey child? child you do know this is not your responsibilty right? right? Child????????????#oh my GOD the parallels.#yea this would unveil some real fucky issues in ducks sweet selfless little head#and thats not even getting into my own musings and headcanons regarding the bertha au and also yes i am integrating htat into this. somehow#theres a comic idea sitting on my brain about that too y'all something has unlocked in me but only for the purely self indulgent shit#i need horse tranquilizers i need horse tranquilizers.
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If you’re so vehemently against ai fanart what’s your take on fanmade graphics and edits that use stolen pictures from the internet? These fans didn’t go out with their camera to capture the images themselves, they searched through Pinterest and google and found photos taken by real photographers and, without asking permission, stole these images to edit and create into something else. Yet this practice is widely accepted amongst fandom, but the second ai is involved it’s akin to murder? Even when the fans have clearly uploaded said ai generations into photoshop to edit them first? Seems like a pick-and-choose double standard to me.
Okay first of all, let's address the fact that - going by the language you've used here - you've already decided how I feel about it, so why bother the pretense of "asking"? Dishonesty breeds Discontent. Don't lie to someone's face and expect them to be kind, yeah?
Secondly, almost every single person I know who works with image manipulation uses assets they DO have the rights to outside of specific actor's likenesses. There are millions of photos, graphics, illustrations, paintings, etc. that are open for free personal AND commercial use allllll over the internet and people use them liberally. And, actually, many, MANY of these people DO go out and take their own photographs, so I don't know where your misconception is coming from.
And, the big kicker - they also don't lie about it. They say when something is an edited photo, if it's not obvious.
Stolen images being used in edits is NOT widely accepted and is in fact generally pretty damn frowned upon in most art circles, and I absolutely don't support use of them.
Every single instance of fanart is a rocky road as far as IP infringement goes, but don't put fanartists on the same level as the industry professionals providing celebrity model photos. Unlike in AI and Art Theft, when those photos are used that's bringing attention to the figure in question, not taking it away from an actual creator.
Lastly, where the FUCK do you get off saying ANYONE is comparing AI use to murder? Persecution complex much? I get it, you wanna be a victim so bad, but you're the one stealing from people at YOUR industry level.
AI in general has a metric fuckton of potential to be something genuinely useful to artists of all walks, but the CURRENT industry is too unethically sourced. We need to get control of the market, get stolen works (including, once again, STOLEN LEAKED MEDICAL RECORDS) out of the training data, even if that means starting over from scratch.
Also, we need to get the bullies who think it's okay to do shit like spam a Machine Learning program with a single artist's work to harass them offline, target voice actors who have asked not to have their voices used into harassment campaigns, or lie to celebrities by selling them commercial rights to ML-generated fanart, which right now, they legally CAN'T DO. Because the copyrightable legitimacy of AI/ML works IS currently in debate in courts in the US. So.
Maybe instead of assuming everyone is out to get you, Anon, try not being a douchebag and stealing from fellow fanartists? And if you're gonna steal anyways, at least be honest and don't lie to people trying to convince them it's actually a digital illustration.
We can see the weird, fake blending. We can see the extra fingers, or utensils clipping through plates, or hands disappearing into heads, or shoes that don't end where shoes end. And while I'm not going out of my way to confront anyone about it, I'll just stay here on my own blog, blocking people who post AI, I am not the only person who is angry and disgusted at the lack of integrity and blatant disrespect.
#sterek#doughrito answers#tag your AI so I can block you#don't lie to me and expect me to be chill#and don't act like me making 1 tumblr post means I am the only one doing shit#I haven't messaged a single person about it#I haven't made a single comment#but you bet your ass I fuckin see it when y'all say shit and I KNOW you're lying#it's not a medical necessity you can fucking WAIT like everybody else with a moral bone in their body#im so fucking tired of this shit just be a decent human why is that so hard
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#leytalker#spotify#y'all...#lol#i am so tired#i mean like yeah we could cancel#but we literally use it every single day#music is everything to me and spotify has become the only place really other than youtube to listen to it#every day i get more and more depressed over the constant climbing cost of -everything-#i have never felt more low and hopeless#and i know it might seem stupid to get doomer abt a price increase on a non-essential thing#but we're humans#if we only live for the essential and afford ourselves no joy or growth through the arts#what is the point of living#not to mention this instance is just one of multitudes happening all across services across the world#everything is a fucking subscription and every subscription ramps every year#we are a society dominated by greed and it will ruin us all before the end
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wait so you're telling me that it's not normal when i suddenly think of something terrible and then feel like this terrible thing is actually going to happen unless i "spit" over my left shoulder, knock on wood (or my own head if wood is not available) and click my jaw side to side 3 times in a row??? or when something bad does happen it's not normal to think that i must've done or thought (or didn't think or do) something before to cause it????
#who the fuck is ocd?????#(y'all on febuary 24th 2022 i genuinely felt like i caused the fucking invasion#because once back in 2014 i daydreamed about it happening so the classes in school would get cancelled)#wtffff how am i only figuring this out now#human psyche is a fucking joke
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Nobody should be surprised when I draw or write a character and make them more creaturey. My two main fandoms are a franchise about aliens and a book series where the only human looking one has 34 siblings with antennae and tails. Join me in the bliss of being braver and weirder than the powers that be.
#chit chat#i mean no disrespect on tove jansson's name bc she is actually Plenty Weird about creaturey characters in a fun kids book way#however#i do mean disrespect upon d*sney because they're cowards#anyways half the point of the Galidraan au is to make more characters aliens and to make those aliens weirder#pantorans see on a slightly different spectrum than humans#nautolans think human crying sounds like air-drowning#rodians are generally appalled at humans' lack of nictitating membranes once they learn about it#y'all get me#also i think Togruta should look more buggy just a bit#only because i saw an art where ahsoka looked more buglike than usual and i thought it was awesome#did not point it out to the artist tho bc i am 78% sure that was not what they were going for
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You are right on every account in that tiktk reblog tags, except for one thing. Putin maybe didn't veto humanitarian corridors, but he sure did shell them. Several times.
Oh. I knew he'd sabotaged them somehow but I forgot how. Hard to keep track of all his war crimes. I didn't mean to imply that he was better for allowing one, just that he knew how to play the optics better, which is what I meant by "how is Biden WORSE at spinning a narrative than Putin". I'm sorry if I gave the impression that I was giving him any credit whatsoever.
Also I started out by saying that the previous Israeli governments colluded with the US and conceded to ceasefires so that they could pick civilians off one by one while the US played up their PR by playing the mediator. I meant that context to be carried into Putin's actions too but I realize that wasn't obvious. The man only tries to look like he's playing ball if it serves his agenda better.
Imperialists are all like that tbh. If you want to know the difference between a fascist and an imperialist, it's that the fascist thinks too small.
#also i am so sorry for having to hear the constant comparisons to ukraine#from so much of the pro-palestine left#yes victims tend to be humanized more if they're white#but it overlooks the fact that it would still not have mattered if putin wasnt an enemy of the west#that's what separates ukraine from palestinians. y'all happened to become victims to the political interests of opposing imperialists#none of these people give one good goddamn about what happens to the countries themselves and the people in them#y'all are all just pawns in these fuckers expansionist colonial agendas and their sympathies are all just as fake#it breaks my heart to see people who are suffering the same way under the same power structures to be pitted against each other#as though there's only so much empathy and moral conscience to go around#i really hope the blowback against the biden administration for palestine doesnt sabotage the single good cause the US has backed since WWII#it's like usamericans think the only two choices are imperialism or apathy#asks#wintersmitth#war in ukraine#putin#free palestine#imperialism#knee of huss
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Aaaaaa I'm so glad to see the blorbo songs in my inbox ^^ I will try to write a proper reply tomorrow flamelet ❤️🔥
#It in case y'all want to send your own ones in the meantime I don't object#After all my music repertoire is limited#I am only human#And usually simps get the best songs for their blorbos because they have written the 20 page character analysis in their heads#(and some even put it on paper)
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flatmate has a girl over i am suddenly extremely uncomfortable
#sorry i only ever come here to rant its bc im losing all my interests / passions and always need someone to talk to but have no friends 🤪#negative cw#thats a lie partially in that i am emotionally incapable of talking ab it i just. i have no people i have no outlet#but tumblr hasnt been doing it for me lately. im not sure if jts#its the mental illness or if its just being full time employed leaves me so burned out that i can barely function#so hobbies just become non existent#doesnt really matter either way tho bc i can barely pay my bills on full time wages theres nothing i can do to fix things#time off or less hours isnt an option and i sont have the money to get anything diagnosed#i think i need. a lot of support ive been kinda rawdogging life for 26 years but ill be honest gang its starting to really impact everything#i do not. feel like i am a fully functioning human. i am not capable of being a functional adult in society#but its also like. i have to be#my parents dont really believe in mental health stuff or autism or anything and certainly wouldnt believe if i tried to say i was disabled#its just like. no one ever believes me ab that kinda stuff and i dont have the money to get it diagnosed#and without a diagnosis theres not much that can be done but also even with a diagnosis theres nothing#government disability allowance is $78 a week maximum and only covers specifically medical costs for that disability#like i genuinely feel on the verge of a breakdown so bad that i would need a care person#but alas. thats just literally never a possibility for me#i dont have money and i dont come from money and i will be forced to work full time through breakdowns until i die#there is nothing that can be done to help me or fix me#and that just. it sucks#anyway#hope this girl is nice bc my cat refuses to be in my room and its giving me anxiety bc what if hes scared of her and runs away#2 much going on in my head but i can not stop it so here we are#sorry y'all r my rant place#i have been thinking ab trying to step away from the internet a bit but its also.#not really a thing i can do bc everything costs money these days#social clubs r barely existent and the ones there are cost a shittone#I'd just. I'd like to be in a better place. I just don't know how to get there
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Shout-out to the galaxy-brained Lupin III artists who draw Zenigata as a man in his 40s with a receding hairline and a hairy dad bod 10/10 THIS is the Zenigata that Lupin wants to fuck!!
Let middle-aged characters look middle-aged and sexy 2023!!!
#original#lupin iii#zooploop#zeniloop#zenigata x lupin#Do YOU wanna reach the age of 45 and realize you're only attracted to people under 30?? idk if folks realize how many of our beauty#standards are based on things associated with being under 30-something#tight skin. full thick head of hair. muscles. stamina. unblemished complexion. - these things are great but#Y'all have to know that part of the human life cycle is... losing all of that!#what are you gonna do? die about it??#or are you gonna fuck severely into the grave like me and Lupin???#(or are you uninterested in sex or sex as i describe it and also totally valid?? aroace people are valid.)#lots of people get fat as they get older and everyone will eventually become disabled if they live long enough#if these things make a person unfuckable in your eyes then where will that leave you in a few years time??#folks who draw zenigata ripped are valid but i am unironically into a soft belly#if he looks like a harried average dad with cute eyes who hasn't slept in two days well then he looks like zenigata to me!#and i specifically am looking for content of zenigata so i want it to look like him!#(tho again there isn't a canonically wrong way to draw him unless you made him like. white.)#anyway what i am saying is 'dulce et decorum est pro old men masturbatori'#(it is sweet and proper to jerk off to old men)#jack! i hear you say. that's a weird context in which to reference a poem about the horrors of world war one!#and to that i say#yeh#stupid hollywood with their stupid tiny narrow idea of what is desirable
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